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HighHeartLife on NEW Earth

January 21, 2020January 21, 2020Denise Le Fay

“I need to tell you a story that happened just after I read your post today. There is a park across the street from my apartment and for the past couple of years I’ve been watching people of all ages come and go to walk their dogs or run races or play games and generally do their exercising. Today a lady my age… very late 60’s… was out with her dog, and a young man, I’d say in his mid-twenties, approached her and bowed to her and obviously asked if he could throw the ball she had for her dog. He threw the ball a few times and every time the dog brought the ball back to the lady, and she gave it to the young man to throw. Before long, it was obvious that the elder lady and the younger man and the dog were so in synch, it was natural. They walked together to the end of the park and the lady and the young man hugged each other… and I feel sure they have never met before… while the dog bounced along all rather pleased with the situation. And I burst into tears and cried and cried because it’s been so long since I’ve seen and felt such honoring from a young man to an elderly lady. Darn, I’m gonna cry again! And if this is the NEW, I’ll take it. Such relief, release, and it could be that I needed to see this encounter personally so that I could breathe again without having to blow my nose! Much love, thank you, Barbara L.”

This is a Comment written by Barbara L. on January 21, 2019. Her story and how it impacted her, and then those of us who read it here, was so important I felt it needed to be highlighted in its own article. Thank You Barbara for sharing what you witnessed and felt from it with us. ❤

And this is a Comment by Raymond B. to Barbara L. about how it affected him. Thank You Raymond B. for it. ❤

“Barbara, thank you for sharing this moving experience…and to Denise, Hope and yourself for the heartfelt follow-up comments. As a 66-year-old male going through the AP/EP journey and reading this, I feel moved to write this and make amends (if at all possible) for any inconsiderateness and dishonoring I may have ever displayed – now or in the past – in my relationships with any woman, younger or older, throughout my life. There may be no greater detractor to deep relating than the feelings of “irrelevance to the world” that often arise in older adults of both sexes as they engage with younger generations, and in our society generally in its quest for “youthful beauty,” anything/everything new and its tendency to discard the heartwisdom gained through maturity versus “factual” accumulation. Stories like this, along with other factors surrounding them, inspire me to continue investigating my own relationships with women contemporaries, and to examine where I still may behave dishonoringly or dismissively in any way. I wish I had been that young man who bowed to the older lady and hugged each other upon parting. I will certainly be carrying with me the warm feelings that this image has generated for me. Raymond B.”

One year ago to the day these Comments were written and shared here. I’d started this article around them last year and then forgot about it. I found it today, one year later to the day and knew I had to finish it today.

Just reading these Comments makes me tear up and my HighHeart expand in joy. This is the beginning of HighHeart, of HighHeart consciousness, of HighHeartLife, and to witness it in another person, especially a male person after all that has been is beyond wonderful.

Last week I saw a TV news story about some people in the Los Angles California area who were doing what they could to make more comfortable the pigs going to slaughter in those large animal transport trucks. The pigs (and cattle) travel for many hours in these large trucks going to slaughter and have no water or food the entire time. Because of this, when the trucks would stop, these people were waiting for them, ready with multiple handheld pump sprayers filled with water — and lots of love and gratitude for the pigs.

Seeing these twenty or so people standing there with pump sprayers filled with water for the pigs and spraying it right into their open mouths was amazing. It was a true “rest stop” moment for the pigs while the trucks were stopped. Once the drivers were back in their trucks and leaving, some of these people who’d sprayed water into the pigs mouths through the holes in the trucks were telling them, out loud in front of a news TV crew filming it all, that they ‘loved them and were grateful for them.’ And that is when I started crying. Not because the pigs were going to be slaughtered, but because people, male and female people were conscious of the fact that the pigs needed water, some kindness and loving appreciation on their way to becoming food for humans.

One thing that always gets me is witnessing an unconscious person or people becoming increasingly conscious of the many things that have always been considered normal in the old lower world we all were born into. Humans have been unaware of most everything, so to see more people becoming increasingly conscious and aware of the suffering of other people, animals and all lifeforms in general—and everything else—is a very big deal. It isn’t about people watering pigs in trucks going to slaughter, nor is it about people protesting animals going to slaughter, it’s about people becoming more and more conscious which means their HighHearts are being activated and starting to be their primary lens on reality, life and all else. It does a heart good to be used in very high ways.

The reasons why I named this site HighHeartLife in 2013 are going to become increasingly clear now we’ve entered 2020 and Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. HighHeart and everyone living a HighHeartLife is what naturally happens when each individual has integrated and re-unified what had been intentionally separated. They ascend into their HighHearts and matching consciousness and start creating NEW higher ways to live their HighHeartLives on NEW Earth.

Denise

January 21, 2020

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Equal Arm Cross of Ascension

July 18, 2016Denise Le Fay

Equal Arm Cross of Ascension

I’m not and never have been a religious person, but the Equal Arm Cross has been emblazoned in my Higher Awareness and HighHeart for years now because it’s what some have lived for many years via the evolutionary Ascension Process. We’ve been, and continue to, integrate and resolve polarity/duality in ourselves individually no matter which sex body we incarnated into during this time of planetary and species-wide evolution induced Ascension.

Male bodies and consciousness have needed to integrate female/feminine energies within themselves; female bodies and consciousness have needed to integrate male/masculine energies within themselves. We’ve needed to alchemically live through the Process of Sacred Unity, of Sacred Marriage of the male/masculine with the female/feminine within ourselves individually so that regardless of which sex body one incarnated into, it and Self are evolving into an integrated, complete whole Sovereign unit that’s able to exist within a fifth dimensional frequency range physically.

As if the horizontal line energies and Process alone wasn’t a big and difficult enough spiritual, energetic and conscious task, Forerunners have also been working on the vertical line energies represented in my drawing above. They’ve been and continue to integrate, merge, unite and embody their Higher Self with their Lower Self in their current physical bodies. While the unaware mindlessly trace a cross in the air with their fingers over their body, Forerunners are actually living it, actually doing it energetically from the inside out and the outside in within themselves body and soul. One is an old well-known religious gesture; the other is a small group of Forerunners actually living, embodying, becoming and being the unification of the Higher with the Lower Self because the feminine/female has been integrated and unified with the male/masculine and vice versa. One is merely external and a mostly mindless habit; the other is internal, acute, alchemical, vibrational and energetic and when individually accomplished automatically creates and manifests something very NEW—a Christed/Crystal human in the physical on Earth.

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Because humanity has been intentionally led astray from higher truths and awareness for so very long, it’s going to take repeated attempts to fully understand that to achieve evolution requires personal inner work and inner alchemical and energetic changes which cause consciousness and eventually external reality changes to match and reflect it. Inner must happen first, not outer. Do the Great Work inside yourself first because that’s what causes everything, and eventually everyone else, to be able to do the same themselves. Nothing else matters, which I know is also another intentional lie to further keep humans from working on themselves.

Don’t be surprised when, after years or decades of doing the Great Inner Work on yourself already, you suddenly find yourself back in there and on top of some old issue(s) from long ago, working it/them some more. This is normal and we typically have to chip away at many layers of some of our old issues, our stuff, our inner junk etc., but because the evolutionary (revolutionary) push is full-on now in 2016, we’re able to move through whatever duality layers remain very quickly. That is if you don’t let yourself get sidetracked or intentionally derailed. Stay the course, finish this phase of your Inner Great Works as the insanity, chaos and general BS and madness increases and the deluded lower consciousness people continue doing what they do. It’s going to get worse for a while because it’s getting better now, much better actually even though the external doesn’t reflect that yet in as large and sweeping ways as the Forerunners might prefer. It’s coming however and it’s coming because YOU continue to do the Great Inner Work on/in yourself.

Think of the above Equal Arm Cross and what that really means for you as a Forerunner now actually living and embodying what it represents within yourself, your physical and energetic bodies and all else. This is no small feat, no small event, no small or puny evolutionary change. To those who have been actually doing it and continue doing it, my deepest gratitude, respect and heartfelt thanks. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

July 18, 2016

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Mid-2016 Overview

June 14, 2016Denise Le Fay

For some 2016 has been far more difficult and challenging than what 2014 and 2015 combined were, and that’s saying something! Since the completion of 2012, the energy Stair-steps have been something else have they not? And they’ve often not been anything like what we Forerunners thought or expected them to be either. The NEW very much is new to each of us because we’ve never done this before, anywhere, and that’s just perfect and wonderful even when it doesn’t feel that way sometimes. I think many of us have been and still are so deep within this phase of the Ascension Embodiment Process that we can’t as yet quite grasp just how much we’ve actually changed (evolved).

Because 2016 has been unusually difficult for me personally, I’ve spent some time and focus trying to figure out why. I could look at this from a strictly astrological viewpoint and understand the transits interacting with my natal planets and such, but this old beloved tool is taking place at higher, more complex Ascension Process levels too. I’ll always enjoy and appreciate astrological insights, but even that tool must be considered in NEW ways because we are evolving, and quickly.

I had to go deeper to find the Ascension Embodiment Process answers I was desirous of to help me better understand why I’ve had such a hard time of it this year. Even how I have accessed higher information (Light), Higher Awareness in this lifetime has drastically changed since 2012 because I am evolving beyond those old, well-familiar lower frequency tools too, all Forerunners are, hence why some of us are seemingly, I repeat seemingly floundering this year. We are however not floundering at all but individually transitioning into greater amounts of the NEW internally and externally. Having said all that, feeling increasingly depressed and isolated was not at all what I expected would happen to me in 2016, and I needed to understand why I’ve felt like this much of this year.

Let’s recap these three Stair-step Energy Waves to see what we can See and Know.

wavehearts2 First of these Stair-steps or Energy Waves began around December 19, 2015 and was like getting hit by a HighHeart Mack truck; wonderful, traumatic and unexpected.

wavehearts2 Second of these Stair-steps began around March 2016 and caused many Forerunners to go into deeper feelings of being more alone and isolated.

wavehearts2 Third of the 2016 Energy Waves Stair-steps will begin in September and no doubt be even more intense and potent throughout the last three months of 2016 to help prepare us for the start of even higher energies coming in throughout the three Light Waves of 2017.

Honestly look back over what all has happened to you, your life and consciousness just since December 2015. Like me, you’ll realize that you have changed considerably since then, not that we’re anywhere done with this yet however. Nonetheless, look at how you’ve changed in that short period and how it has made you feel. Like me, have you felt increasingly alone and isolated from the world and humanity? Have you felt more empowered despite feeling depressed at times? Despite feeling utterly disgusted with many humans lately and knowing with Higher Awareness the many reasons why? Do you feel yourself increasingly becoming more ‘Sovereign’ with each Stair-step you traverse in 2016? Do you understand that (and this one took me some time to figure out) the feelings of growing isolation and being alone is actually you/me/we becoming increasingly Sovereign within ourselves individually?

It’s taken me a while to put two and two together because I’m still very much living this phase of the Embodiment Process and not done with it yet. ‘Is it soup yet?’ ‘Are we there yet?’ ‘Are we Home yet?’ Not quite yet but almost.

Becoming depressed was the absolute last thing I’d ever have thought I’d feel at this point in the Ascension Process and it confused me greatly. I haven’t worked this long and this hard to just reach “depression”!!! OMG, you’ve got to be kidding me! With some effort I finally began to understand that what was being interpreted by myself as “depression” and “aloneness” was in fact the early stages of Embodiment. It seemed a contradiction at first but the more I looked at the situation, the better I came to understand it was just a change in perspective (on everything) that was making me temporarily feel alone and depressed at times. It was NEW in the greatest, largest sense.

Since birth in this incarnation I’ve felt alone because I have been alone on this physical planet and dimension and isolated from the normal higher frequencies of Home other than what I brought in with me at birth. I was a Volunteer Forerunner spy in a foreign land and deep undercover all my life so feeling alone and isolated isn’t new to me or any other Volunteer/Starseed/Forerunner/Pathpaver etc. Neither is feeling depressed from time to time, but during 2016, this has felt very different. It felt intensely personal, it was all me, all mine and I didn’t get it for almost half of this year. I now do which means it’s going to be vastly easier not to mention an even faster Process than it already is.

Those of us who Volunteered to incarnate in 3D to help with the Ascension Process in the physical typically came in with some shock and trauma because of how negative, Dark and evil the entire planet was. We adapted and adjusted as much as we could to survive being in physical 3D as a human while carrying more Light in us than would ever be allowed by Team Dark (TD). We acclimated as best we could and did what we came here to do. Now however this has all reversed (at the Expiration Date of December 2012) and we’ve been struggling—much like we did early on in these incarnations—to cast-off those old lower frequency, negative and Dark energies, habits, traits, consciousness and so on we accumulated while down here as we “ascend” both ourselves while in physical bodies and the entire planet and much more with us. I would think a bought or two of depression and feeling alone would be expected at some points within all this. 😉

Seriously, after this lifetime of living among the “walking dead” zombie parasites called mass humanity and normal reality on 3D Earth, many of us have been Embodying our Higher Source Self into these physical bodies and incarnate Selves which could not be any more opposite from the “walking dead” parasites and parasitic life and reality! This profoundly extreme opposite feels, at this point at least, like we’re alone in this Embodiment Process down here in physicality. You and I know we’re not and that Home and Family has always had our backs and yet, we’ve HAD to do this on our own down here, otherwise what’s been the point to all this?

I’m stressing this point because after leaving our natural state of and higher levels of individual Sovereignty, to be reconnecting with IT again down here in the physical finally feels unusual at best and depressing at worst at this point. We’ll get there however.

At one level it feels strange to us to individually be increasingly connecting with and Embodying our Higher Source Self. This naturally causes one to become increasingly ‘sovereign’ meaning absolutely no more parasitic actions, people, life, reality, actions etc. etc. We have IT all within us individually which means to us as we are now, we feel more “alone”, more “isolated” as anyone would after a lifetime of living on a completely parasitic world reality. We’re not feeding from the trough of others in any way or ways but have evolved to the level where we’re finally becoming Home again meaning we’re Self as Source Sovereign and need nothing else. To the old parts of us this mega shift feels like we’re more and more alone, even more different than we were before, and more isolated in some ways because of it. This will change with time and with us Embodying even more of our Greater Selves but for now it’s all rather weird and wonderful, and sometimes depressing because it’s hard to fit so much Divine Source into such little packages as these incarnate bodies and Selves.

Why So Many “Walking Dead” In My Life Now?

Another thing that’s repeatedly been in my life (and “new” old house) all of 2016 are numerous completely unaware and/or just starting to “wake up” people, all of them male.

Some of you may remember an article I wrote in January 2016 (if memory serves) where I talked about what I’d experienced via the First Stair-step Energy Wave around December 19, 2015. I had suddenly fallen in love and became LOVE for brief periods so IT wouldn’t destroy me, my body, psyche or central nervous system etc. It was all rather weird and unusual for me to suddenly be seeing males (again) as things I wanted to hang out with and more. Euw, what, no no no, I closed that sexual door at age 39 when called back to the Cosmic Ascension Monastery again. It was a far too easy portal for Team Dark to get at me through so I deliberately closed it then for that reason.

So when the first of these particular Waves began last December, no one was more surprised than me to be eyeballin’ certain younger-than-me males. Again, just because something is interpreted at first as such and such by us does not mean that’s what it really is. Don’t do anything sudden or stupid but keep going, pay attention and do your best to figure it out from a higher level of awareness.

Let me lay this out for you this way because I think it’ll be easier for us all.

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wavehearts2 First HighHeart Wave of this period began December 19, 2015 and for me had to do with falling in love with males while simultaneously being LOVE myself for short periods.

wavehearts2 Second HighHeart Wave Stair-step of March and April 2016 (this has been almost constant for me however and not only these two months) has for me been about repeatedly on a one-on-one basis dealing with different males that are totally unaware patriarchal “walking dead” parasitic zombies, and slowly “awakening” males with still very heavy overlays of old lower patriarchal negative everything. You wouldn’t believe some of the negativity I’ve experienced this year from these lower consciousness, female disrespecting, parasitic patriarchal males. (A couple of other males have been honest and equal with me which was beyond wonderful.) But mostly frustrating, heartbreaking, downright dangerous at times, absolutely unbelievable at other times, and all one big old lower world patriarchal “hot mess”.

wavehearts2 The third Stair-step Wave of September and the rest of the year will give me and everyone else the time and focus to find solutions/integration/resolution etc. beyond the two highly dualized one-two punches of #1 and #2 Waves. Wave #3 is when and where I can, you can, we all can work on and reach Triality, Neutrality, Unity with the particular issues—whatever they’ve been for each of us in 2016—before the year completes and we evolve into much higher energy Waves of 2017. This is how this Duality business has seemed to work post 2012; 1 and 2 yearly Waves or Stair-steps are typically fairly extreme opposites with #3 Wave being the point where we’re able to See, Know, integrate, resolve or Neutralize the wild extremes into One within ourselves.

But for now while in Wave #2, I’m still dealing with low consciousness males (all hot for Trump and eager to tell me all about it) and doing my best to discern when to open my mouth and when not to. Some of these people (Portal People) are just so easy for TD and/or negative energies etc. to work through to try to get at you/me/us so be aware and wise and in your HighHeart.

The other day I had an electrician here doing some work on the house and first he tried to puff himself up to intimidate me and when that and other tactics didn’t work, TD stepped in, took over and tried. That didn’t work either but good gawd, what a thing to experience only a foot away! This is always interesting to See and experience firsthand but enough already, so get this one figured out Denise before the fence guy and other handymen comes back in a few days. I can’t wait to get to September 2016 and work on these two old patriarchal extremes and move on.

Denise

June 14, 2016

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Embodiment Wave Two

April 28, 2016August 4, 2019Denise Le Fay

Since April 18th it has been unlike anything I’ve ever experienced in this life. I woke up April 18th severely depressed, heartbroken, sad to my very core, in a state of deep mourning and all for I didn’t know what! I had absolutely no reason to be depressed, sad, heartbroken and feeling like I was mourning the loss of, again, I didn’t know what. The worse part about this was that it’s still happening almost two weeks later, not as severely thank god, but it’s there and it comes and goes now like an invisible breeze…or invisible Wave.

Number 9, Number 9, Number 9

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It’s easy knowing something; it’s very different living through it. We all knew 2016 was a 9 energy year, but honestly, I don’t think many of us were really emotionally ready for it and what all it has, is, and will continue causing the rest of this year. Who knew that 2016’s Number 9 energy ( 2+0+1+6 = 9 ) would be so heartbreaking, repeatedly, not to mention increasingly weird and otherworldly. I’ve had that old John Lennon Beatles Revolution song Number 9, rolling methodically in my mental background off and on this year, slightly amplified after every death of another person of Light I’ve greatly enjoyed and appreciated over the decades, Prince being the latest.

This is a 9 energy year unlike any before or after it. Why? Because it’s happening at the end of Galactic Alignment (1998ish – 2016ish). It’s happening, very appropriately of course, at the end of the old and full entry into the NEW Evolutionary Cycle at a NEW higher level. It’s happening while many of the Forerunners/Wayshowers etc. go through these amazing Embodiment Waves and processes.

The last 9 energy year we went through was 2007. I can barely remember 2007 at the moment, mainly because 2016 has, so far, smote the holy poo out of just about everything that came before it! Or, maybe it’s just me. No, I think that’s pretty accurate for 2016 (and 2014 and 2015) and undoubtedly there’s much more to come considering we’re only four freakin’ months into the year so far! (I saw something online the other day that listed the famous people who have died so far in 2016, and it was a staggeringly long and shocking list.)

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Because I’ve always been an Ultra-Sensitive, I’ve always felt the human Collective whether I wanted to or not. Like all Emapths and Sensitives, I’ve had to learn to deal with the energetic emotional onslaughts coming from humanity. Onslaughts such as holidays, weekends, summer, deaths of beloved celebs, music icons and so on. What’s been hard for me has been the masses repeatedly radiating such profound heartbreak over the many deaths of certain Light-carrying movie and music icons these past couple of years. The higher Light amplifies everything—as in everything—so my having to learn to NOT be bowled-over (emotionally crushed, smote) by humans repeatedly radiating shock and mourning over the death of the latest greatly loved global icon has occasionally been difficult for me.

(To be honest, over the years I’ve mourned waffles, ice cream, certain shopping stores now gone extinct, smoking cigarettes, wonderful lovemaking when you’re young and fit, and many other old lower 3D things I can’t do anymore because they make me ill/sick. Mourning a lot of things one releases throughout the Ascension Process is common.)

I knew this aspect of the Ascension Process would be difficult for me for these reasons, but from April 18, 2016, everything has been extremely emotionally devastating. I simply could not lift myself out of the Plutonian Underworld place of depression, mourning and profound sadness four days before Prince actually died. So, what was and still is really going on?

Wait, What?

While I’m deep in process I usually can’t see or grasp what all is happening and why because I’m very much living it internally and externally. Usually however, the second I’ve embodied, lived and processed enough of it I’m then able to see and better understand what I’ve gone through and why. This finally happened for me the morning of April 26, 2016, with regards to these three Embodiment Waves. Keep in HighHeart mind that what I’m going to share here was how this has and still is unfolding for me. The Stair-steps exist with the Embodiment process too of course, but how you have/will experience it yourself probably won’t be or feel exactly the same as what I’m going through.

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WAVE ONE of these Embodiment Waves began for me extremely intensely on December 19, 2015 and lasted through the first ten days of January 2016. I wrote about this and shared how I was suddenly during that time in love and also was LOVE itself. This first Embodiment Wave was so intense that my physical heart pounded constantly 24 hours a day the entire time. I wondered if it could, would physically survive this process. Obviously it did but it was not a comfortable process on the physical or emotional level either.

I’ve been happily celibate and single since I was called back to continue the Higher Work full-time at the start of my Uranus Opposition at age 39 (1991), so for me to suddenly “fall” for some man was a shock to me not to mention embarrassing. Been there, done that and I didn’t want or need to do it again at this stage of my Ascension Process, so why did it happen to me in late 2015? (It was all resolved by the middle of Wave One, about ten days into January 2016.)

WAVE TWO of these Embodiment Waves began for me, again, extremely intensely on April 18, 2016 and lasted (at that extreme level I mean) until April 26, 2016 where it thankfully reduced in intensity a bit. It’s still happening as I write this, but it’s not as strong as it was. I couldn’t be writing or doing much of anything else if it was. Wave Two has been, for me, about a nearly heart-crushing sense of profound loss, general mourning, mourning of loved ones (Prince at this time), and seeming personal and collective epic failure.

Can I get a 2016 collective Forerunner WTF?!?

Please note the start dates with both Embodiment Waves as I find that interesting because they began around the same time of the month in both cases. This may be more about number energies — 1 and 9 — completion and beginnings etc. This info pales in the blinding Light of living the actual events however.

For me, Wave One took the flavor or packaging of being a human female suddenly in love and also of existing as I AM LOVE. This is pretty clearly the Higher and Lower aspects of ME/me merging within Me within Denise in a physical body on Earth, but not as yet completely merged and fully Embodied.

Wave Two, for me, took on the flavor or packaging of love again on the physical but this time for someone famous, specifically Prince (another Family of Light member) dying suddenly and so young for one so creative. This triggered profound mourning and sense of loss and all the emotional pain that goes with the death of a “loved one”. I was consciously aware when I was going through this that, just as it was during Wave One back in December of last year, it was profoundly and abnormally amplified, almost to the breaking point. That at least let me know that something else was also going on at a deeper, more profound level and to surrender to it even though it was an emotionally painful process.

Another aspect of this Embodiment Wave Two for me was an abnormal but unrelenting sense of total failure, unendurable loss, heartbreaking lack and of not being nearly “enough”. I was mortified by my pathetic and epic failure as a spiritual being in the flesh. This one was a complete surprise for me because I’ve felt my I AM-ness while in this Denise self, so again, all I could do was feel what I was feeling, hope it ended soon, and that I would understand it all on the other side.

Remember the December 21, 22 & 23, 2012 LIFE REVIEW?

Around the time of blessed reduction I experienced on April 26th with all this, I was finally able to even just ask what this crushing emotional pain of mourning, loss and lack was really about. What I perceived was some of what I experienced in my personal Life Review on December 22, 2012. I think very few of the Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners consciously remember anything about their personal Life Reviews that took place at some point during those three days, those predicted ‘Three Days of darkness’ that turned out to be anything but “dark”. I’ve only remembered a bit of what I experienced during it and wrote about it at TRANSITIONS.

I won’t share all of what I remember about my Life Review because it was between the Divine and myself, as it was with every human incarnate on Earth at that time, but I will share this.

On December 22, 2012 the Divine and I had a heart-to-heart during my Life Review about a couple of remaining things I could correct in myself and why and what would happen if I did deal with them while still in Denise form on Earth. I heart-to-hearted back to the Divine that they were small in comparison to what I’d already transmuted, integrated and energetically returned to Divine Neutrality and that I most certainly wanted to stay in-body in Denise form and finish this Ascension Embodiment Process and go from there. After this, I had time to go down a long line of people and have face-to-face Gratitude Hugs with every single one of them I’ve known and appreciated in my Denise lifetime. I was Reviewing, Choosing, Giving Deepest Thanks, Releasing, and Continuing On as we all did in our individual ways during the Three Days of our Life Reviews at the Expiration of the old lower Evolutionary Cycle on December 21, 22, 23, 2012.

Back to the Embodiment Waves

Never forget that you’re multidimensional and quantum and that time only kinda looks and acts “real” anymore, even in the physical! That was code for, you and the Divine are always having heart-to-hearts in Spherical Consciousness and are always together, chatting away with each other silently. The big change now is that as each of us progresses deeper into our individual Embodiment of Higher and Lower in these physical bodies and current Selves, our heart-to-hearts with the Divine are changing…because we are…because the Divine is changing because we are.

I don’t know how to express this so once again, I need you to feel into the information.

There is some beautiful, quantum, complex, perfect Divine correlation between the Three Days of our Life Reviews of December 21, 22, 23, 2012, and the current Three Waves of Embodiment that many of the Forerunners are now living through.

Said another way, think back over how you, your life and the Ascension Process has personally been since the Three Days Life Review that took place at that time whether you consciously remember it or not. Whatever we each needed or wanted or desired to do, complete, refine, course correct, wrap up, create or whatever the case(s), we’ve been doing exactly that since the start of 2013! Vastly more so in 2014, even more so in 2015, and are continuing to do in 2016 in preparation for our full Embodiment plus the NEW here in physicality at the start of 2017 ( 2+0+1+7 = 1 energy but in the NEW. )

Wave One for me was about re-feeling being in love with a man in this physical dimension, and simultaneously feeling, being, knowing that I AM LOVE. Hell of a contrast!

Wave Two for me so far has also been about love and LOVE, but this time about the tremendous emotional pain one feels over the loss of love and the loss of a loved one in physicality. It’s also been about feeling the loss of what I’ve known and loved in this lifetime at the old lower 3D physical level. The final goodby to my Lower level stuff and self etc. as it has been.

Wave Three (triality) will begin around the September 2016 Libra Equinox, which also makes brilliant, balanced, integrated sense. Then there’s all that happens during and after that, and you know number three is going to just be incredible! As Master Hotei would say, ‘Why don’t you leave the Door of Eternal Possibilities wide open Little One?’ And so we shall. ❤ ⭐ ❤

Denise

April 28, 2016

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10, 11, 12, 2015 Stair-steps & Expiration of Old 3D Templates

December 3, 2015February 15, 2016Denise Le Fay

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The image above with triple hearts stacked on top of each other is much like what we’re going through internally, very much so during the last three (triality) months of 2015—October 10 and its 10/10 passage, November 11 and its 11/11 passage, and December 12 and its 12/12 passage. I’ve always seen these triple year-end months like potent energy Stair-steps we walk up and are evolved by, forever changed in further Alchemical preparation for the start of the next year at a slightly higher level of the spiral. This time however is different in that what we’ve prepared for is nothing like what we’ve been through before. More about that—2016—in a moment.

In October (10) 2015, it seemed to me like the Scorpio/Pluto energies were amplified beyond belief and felt like we all went through archetypal Scorpio life, death, rebirth processes multiple times. In November (11) it felt like we embodied a bit more of God/Source/Higher Self etc. into our physical bodies and, sometimes it was not a blissful ride but real Inner Work with some collective dark thrown in too. Now in December of 2015, it’s already feeling like something really great and big is about to happen, again, to each who can embody it now. Why? Because something really great and big is coming when we enter 2016.

Some of these 2015 Stair-step October 10, November 11, and so far December 12 symptoms have been greatly amplified. I’ve experienced high bliss type periods during this time so far, and I’ve experienced what felt like possible “near death” periods too. Periods of feeling profoundly empowered with the I AM awareness, followed by old self-doubts and brief moments of dis-empowerment. Periods of knowing I AM Divine Source followed by, ‘Do I have underwear and shoes on to go to the grocery store?!’ Sometimes it feels like I’ve got, like we’ve got Aquarian whiplash caused from us grabbing up some more remaining Duality bits here and there internally and externally!

Some of the recent symptoms from the last three 2015 months have been ragged sleep once again, followed thank gawd by short periods of unusually deep sleep in the daytime. When you wake up from one of these daytime pass out nap comas, you know you’ve been through something very special, important and different.

Another symptom I’ve had (once again) since around mid November is the heavy-pounding-heart-while-at-complete-rest business. It seems to pound so hard I can feel my whole body move slightly with each heart pounding beat. There’s no pain other than some pressures occasionally, just amplified intensity as the HighHeart area and physical heart and thymus gland etc. all undergo more preparatory expansions for what’s coming in December and beyond. If you too have had your heart and HighHeart area swell, pound really hard while you’re completely at rest, comfortable and pain-free, know that this is normal for what we’re going through now which is more HighHeart expansions in preparation for receiving, embodying, housing MORE Divine Source energy or Light right in ourselves and our physical bodies. Some call this particular energy Christ or Crystalline consciousness or energy.

When it feels to you like your HighHeart cup runneth over, know that it isn’t anywhere near that point and what you’re feeling is You and YOU and your body expanding energetically, increasing vibrationally (again, another Stair-step) and further merging so everything can safely, comfortably and naturally embody, house and maintain more higher Light Love Energies in the physical body in a physical world. Another way of looking at this is that in October and November we’ve been polishing our Chalice (our HighHeart) in preparation of receiving, holding and constantly maintaining much more Divinity/Christ/Crystalline Light energies into the physical body and Self in December 2015 and beyond.

Another side effect or symptom I’ve had recently is suddenly finding that my body is crying for no reason I’m consciously aware of. It seems to be happening at a deep cellular DNA level and my physical body is literally weeping with tears rolling down my face and I’m not emotionally feeling anything. It felt like that “near death” processing I mentioned earlier; some aspect of me is mourning the loss of the old lower bits and pieces, while simultaneously crying with joy over the higher embodiment and freedom taking place. Strange sensation/process but good, very good.

There’s also the emotional and mental bouncing between being repulsed and frustrated with the unaware folks one minute, and in the next moment you know you are, increasingly, the Divine incarnate in physicality and that your very existence and presence in this physical world is radically changing it for the better second by second. Welcome to real nitty-gritty, deep down in your cells, DNA and Soul physical level Ascension. Soon there won’t be any bouncing back and forth left anymore because you will, I will, we will be fully and completely contained within the HighHeart Light Love 5D level of the NEW reality and world. Just embody and radiate and so it is.

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At some point during October and November 2015, I had a small but helpful higher overview of all this going back to December 21, 22 and 23 of 2012. I briefly saw and understood these years since December 2012, and how they’ve been large Stair-steps into greater amounts of the NEW Light and finally Love energies down into physicality.

For me, 2013 held a great desire and need to sleep as much and as long as I could get away with. I felt this was justifiable after what all I’d been through leading up to the Expiration Date of December 2012! And so, I did exactly that; I slept and rested and didn’t give a rats ass about much of anything throughout most of 2013. It was serious down time in many ways, and with glorious hindsight, it makes tons of sense considering how brutal, abrupt, shocking and downright difficult and painful in nearly every way all of 2014 and 2015 has been for me personally.

This little higher overview I had around the years from 2013 through the end of 2015, was really about the Forerunners needing to do some more, yeah, some more Inner Work both personally and for the collective plus ALL everywhere else. As usual this prep work was for higher, greater and larger incoming Light Love energies that we would need to and must physically embody and carry within us so we not only seed and anchor those NEW higher energies into the NEW Earth, but also be the living, breathing, walking and talking NEW Templates for the rest of humanity. ‘If you build it they will come’ comes to heartmind if I may borrow that great line from the movie Field Of Dreams.

The other aspect that I saw in this little higher overview was that with the start of 2016, all the old lower frequency, lower consciousness, lower ways and systems etc. will be fully and completely Expired. Not one of them will be allowed to move into the NEW higher ways and systems of the NEW Earth. They had their time and it’s run its full course and has finally Expired in-full with the start of 2016. Talk about a NEW “New Year”!

This means that humanity will be existing within tremendous change(s) as the old lower no longer has any power to it and will not ever again be supported or allowed in any way in the NEW higher levels. Dead and gone it is, except for those unaware humans alive now that don’t know anything about the Ascension Process and all the rest of it. Those people will, out of a lack of higher awareness and sheer habit and old negative distorted beliefs, continue to try to recreate the old lower ways and systems etc. They will try to do this out of habit, fear, greed etc. and it may look like it’s working for a short while but it is nothing more than the lag between the old permanently disappearing, and the higher NEW replacing everything everywhere. Do not get discouraged or second guess or doubt that the old is no longer running the planet because it is not and never will ever again. 2016 is the start of the NEW higher everything.

Now, whose gonna build what and why and for who again? Those with HighHearts and HighHeart consciousness who’ve embodied more of the NEW, the Christ, the Crystalline, the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine merged, more of the Higher and Lower Self merged into themselves body and soul, to seed IT, the NEW Light and LOVE into this NEW Earth world and reality for the rest of humanity long into the “future”. ‘If you build it they will come.’ Indeed they will so build it as high as you/me/we can now and leave plenty of extra room for even more of the NEW that we’re not aware of today. Use December 2015 well my fellow Forerunners, because what we build, what we Light up and Consciously Create today will be what humanity steps into over the next few years and well beyond. ❤

Gratitude HighHeart Hugs for your brave, brilliant and unstoppable Service to All.

Denise

December 3, 2015

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Hit the Ground Running

September 8, 2014September 17, 2014Denise Le Fay

On August 1, 2014 I perceived, very loudly, that I needed to prepare because soon I’d ‘Hit the ground running’. Of course I thought that meant something different from what happened, but, I’ve indeed been running like crazy since my mother’s August 28th triple bypass surgery.

There’s the obvious, the very top layer of stuff that’s happening physically, but as is always the case, there’s so much more going on with that obvious surface stuff than one may be aware of at first. This is what I’ve gone through—increasingly this year and don’t expect that to end any time soon—and very much so with what’s happened to my mom and all who and what is connected to that life-changing event. I’m not alone in any of this as this is the theme of 2014; ongoing mini revelations about oneself and what MUST be IMMEDIATELY admitted to and released (sudden Uranian-like changes) if one desires to continue embodying more of ones Greater Self in their current physical body in this timeline. Period, end of discussion. Because I desire continued evolution/ascension in this physical Denise package more than anything, it’s easier than ever before to now IMMEDIATELY correct whatever it is within myself, old beliefs, worries, habits, expectations, limitations etc. At this point there aren’t many options with this phase of the Ascension Process; it’s change whatever is needed within oneself now to continue embodying the NEW and be pain-free.

I’m also aware that what I’m personally going through now is dripping in transiting Uranian energies. I’ve known for many years that my mom was approaching her Uranus Return at age 84. It takes Uranus to travel from its location at your birth to the halfway point at age 39-42, 43 and is called the Uranus Opposition. It takes Uranus 84 years to transit from your birth (natal) location all the way through the 12 zodiacal signs and “return” to the sign and exact degree where it was when you were born, and this transit is called the Uranus Return.

In decades past, most 84-year-old people didn’t survive much beyond this intense transit, however, with the Ascension Process and the Aquarian/Uranian energies being a big part of the NEW and the new astrological Age energies, more people of all ages are dealing with higher frequency Uranian energies better than ever before. The outer “impersonal” planets as old astrologers called them (everything beyond 3D Saturn), are currently becoming very “personal” for humanity. I’ve waited years to talk about this and intend to write more about the changes in astrology due to humanities current evolution/ascension and evolving consciousness.

My mom is soon to turn 85 and well into her (once in a lifetime) Uranus Return. My son is 42 and nearing the end of his (once in a lifetime) Uranus Opposition. I’ll turn 63 in December and this is another 7-year Uranus transit (square), plus, transiting Uranus in Aries is and will for years be in opposition to my four planet Libra stellium. Said real simply, shit’s a changing big-time and Uranus is behind much (not all but much) of it so don’t even try to resist because you’ll just get broken by these life and consciousness-changing Uranian forces. And just for shit’s n’ giggles, transiting Pluto is currently in direct opposition to my natal Uranus, so, let the transformational party play on as it absolutely must and roll with the cosmic punches and become something greater, something NEW and improved Denise, and all other folks within these three generational age groups.

On top of these potent astrological transit energies is the NEW Light Energies doing all they are too. I realize that, due to exhaustion, not getting enough sleep for the past week or so, being overly emotional for a while, crazy busy, plus the September 1 through 9 energies, today’s Super Harvest Full Moon at 16º Pisces 19′ conjunct Chiron, the 2014 9/9 energies… what have I forgotten?… it’s been one hell of a week and counting! I actually can’t wait for the 2014 September 22 Equinox this year as I think they’ll make many of us feel better, if we’ve done the Prep Work.

Now I want to try to express what I’ve perceived so far about these 2014 NEW energies and how they’re forcing us to make immediate changes within ourselves so we can continue the embodying, transformational Ascension Process. Earlier this year I perceived this Process in 2014 symbolized for the Forerunners much like the 12 Labors of Hercules. I saw every day, every degree of the zodiac as unique Initiatory Stair-steps that we HAD/HAVE to traverse because this Ascension Process is now fully and completely being dealt with by many Forerunners primarily in and through their physical bodies in the physical realm.

In years and decades past we Forerunners were multitasking on multiple dimensions simultaneously, doing Lightwork, timeline work, grid work, Rewiring work, transmuting and integrating old negativity, transmuting and integrating ours and others density and Duality, living the Ascension Process in and through our bodies and so much more. In 2014 however, I’ve sensed that many of us Forerunners have been tremendously focused on being in, working on and working through our physical bodies in this physical dimension because that’s what’s currently needed to embody more of our Higher, Greater Selves into these bodies now.

I know that every time I and each of you does this now in 2014 and 2015 too, that we are literally energetically Pathpaving for the rest of humanity coming up behind us in the near and distant “future”. Every time I and each of you in 2014 (and beyond) immediately change, release, let go of whatever it is in us that we must now so we can physically embody more of the NEW in ourselves body and soul, we make it that much easier for humanity to transition into the NEW behind us. That is why the pressure has felt so intense to us this year and why we’ve HAD to make more sudden changes in ourselves and our old habits etc. I said for a few years that this Ascension Process had finally and fully reached the physical level, and because of that, that is why we Forerunners have had such an intense year throughout 2014 (and for many 2015 will be this too); we’ve been Pathpaving, Forerunning, Wayshowing again but in this very NEW way in 2014 and beyond.

When I do this energy work now in 2014, as exhausted as I am, as ready for fabulous as I am, I can feel that every time I release more of the old, change and simultaneously embody more of the NEW and more of my Greater Self, I know and feel that this is the Way this Pathpaving Energy Work is being done now more intensely and quickly than ever before, and despite it not always being easy, it feels Divinely PERFECT and so amazingly freeing and powerful in very, very lofty ways. The misery, the fears, the pains etc. are now nothing in comparison to the in-pouring of the NEW and of more of the Higher ME into this Denise body and soul aspect in physicality. The Ascension Process—at this point I mean—is Divine (not that IT for a second ever wasn’t!), and terrifying, and PERFECT and exactly how IT needs to be done now by we the Forerunners. I sure hope I explained that well enough for everyone to get the gist of this change.

I received some emails recently from readers who suddenly empathically felt some of the physical pain my mom was having in her heart and chest area on or around August 28, 2014. When I informed my son what had happened to his grandma, he was relieved because he too had felt tremendous pains in his heart/chest for a couple of days before August 28th and, like many who emapthically feel other people’s pains and/or emotions etc., he believed the heart pains were his. Because I’ve been psychic, empathic etc. my entire life, I’m very familiar with mistaking other people’s physical/emotional/mental pains and energies etc. as my own when in fact they were never “mine” at all. This is another important reason why the Higher Awareness of energetic discernment is so important.

The deeper we evolve into 5D HighHeart consciousness and NEW Earth reality, the more this type of thing will happen to more people. Being within a fifth dimensional (5D) frequency range means that everyone feels everyone else (other humans, animals, plants, elemental beings, multidimensional Beings, Earth herself, Nature, the elements and so on), and this is why it will soon be impossible to hurt or attack or lie or steal etc. anyone else anywhere; because you will feel and know that pain, that negativity, that separation in your own body and being. To harm another literally becomes impossible because everyone literally feels and knows that All are One, All are connected, All are united.

I’ve probably forgotten some things I intended to include in this but I’m glad I was able to get this much written at this point.

Be well everyone, be strong, be wise, and sail through this Piscean Super Full Moon and 2014 NEW 9/9 energies and simply change when it’s needed as quickly as you can. Don’t debate it, don’t resist it, just do it immediately because it actually feels good releasing and changing into more of the NEW in these super fast ways now. You want the pain to go away? Me too so just release, change and embody more of the NEW and the Greater You now and watch as “reality” changes to match what you’re doing in and through your physical self and body.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

September 8, 2014

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Evolving into more Multidimensional Awareness

June 11, 2014June 17, 2014Denise Le Fay

Every month we travel deeper into the NEW of 2014, the more difficult it is for me to clearly explain what I’m going through personally plus perceiving in general. The keywords here being clearly explain because things have been and continue to change nearly constantly (not to mention connect multidimensionally on a conscious level more and more for each of us) and will for the rest of our lives and well beyond.

Amidst all this are those old patriarchal people who are and will resist and fight to the very end to prevent any change from happening at all. Whether these are living humans or nonphysical beings (the Team Dark crew) resisting and fighting doesn’t matter because nothing and no one can stop what’s happened and continues happening. Nothing and no one anywhere.

What this leaves the rest of us with however is having to cohabit with them for a while longer, far longer than I’d personally prefer, but nonetheless it’s going to take the general masses longer to transition into the NEW meaning cast-off the old lower. Now here’s where it gets rather tricky and difficult to clearly explain these two different groups of people with their different levels of consciousness that are overlapping (irritating) each other in the NEW world. I know many of you are well-aware of this transitional situation and the tremendous pressures and across-the-board uncomfortableness it’s causing everyone and everything. This natural evolutionary transition and Shift out of Duality consciousness and reality frequency range into a vastly higher and larger frequency range isn’t easy for anyone on any Stair-step.

On the one hand you’ve got the people (and beings) resisting natural evolution and the profound changes it always brings. On the other hand you’ve got the Forerunners of the Forerunners and all the Waves, all the Groups flanking them bringing in what each Wave, Group, and Soul has, is, and will individually and collectively embody to help anchor the NEW in physicality for current and future incarnating souls. And all that’s just in physicality mind you! There’s all that’s happening in the different dimensions and timelines too, and we here in physicality are also working in those less dense dimensions simultaneously as well. Is it any wonder we’re so exhausted and achy down here anchoring things in the physical?

I’ve been increasingly aware in 2014 that my Denise consciousness is expanding, is increasingly able to safely house (embody) a little more and a little more each month of what’s always been out there all along. Translated this means that I have been—and I know increasing numbers of you reading this have been—living this yourselves and having to make constant adjustments and readjustments to your, to our evolving and expanding levels of perception and nonlinear (Spherical) consciousness. While so many cling tenaciously to the lower frequency range and all it held and represented out of greed, fear, habit, and lack of any greater awareness or spiritual flexibility, the rest of us continue being bombarded by Source/God/Divinity to consciously, willingly, wide open-heartedly embody a little more and a little more of what’s always been out there all along into these physical bodies, hearts, consciousness and reality. Since the start of 2014—and certainly since the last half of April 2014—it often feels to me like I am dying in a NEW way, am blissed-out sometimes also in a NEW way, am mildly “deranged” at other times, and am ascending into (Denise) self-Mastery all at the same time. It feels this way because many of us are doing exactly that now.

Do you really believe that the old lower people/beings/structures/consciousness/tools/technologies/weapons/wars etc. can continue under this Divine energetic LightLove intensity to naturally evolve? Of course they cannot and so we have this weird going in different directions sort of friction, but because it’s happening entirely within the NEW energies now, the friction created by all this often gets to be a bit much from time to time. Never forget that Team Dark (human and otherwise) wants everyone to continue believing that they are still all-powerful and in-charge of earth and humanity. They are not, but they’re banking on everyone continuing to think, believe and energetically feed that old frequency range and reality for them. Do not, not even for a moment. When you stop allowing your thoughts and emotions, your very consciousness itself to be intentionally usurped by Team Dark (humans and otherwise), their plans and tools die because they’ve never had any real energetic lifeblood flowing through them… other than what they deliberately stole/steal from unaware humanity.

Take a break Embodier of the NEW; take a nap, sleep and get out-of-body when you need to, eat/don’t eat when you need to, get in the water when you need, intentionally connect with Nature/Earth when you need to. You here now in this physical form are far more important than you probably realize, believe, or consciously remember yet. This you is the multidimensional aspect of YOU that’s here in physicality in this timeline embodying and anchoring the evolutionary higher LightLove frequencies into this dimension for self and current and future humanity. Seriously, think about this fact when you need a “reality check” Embodying Forerunners. We want to go “HOME” and this is us doing exactly that in and through our physical bodies over linear time within physicality in this timeline.

Some Miscellaneous Tidbits

Not only have we been going through some EPIC energies this year, especially this spring quarter (fall quarter in the Southern Hemisphere), but once again we’re getting hammered with X-Class Solar energies. If you pay attention you’ll notice that quite often there will be another flurry of Solar activity right before some major astrological change(s) such as what’s continuing in June 2014 (and beyond). June 10th and 11th there’s been, so far, three X-Class Solar emanations. (Believe me that it doesn’t matter if they’re “earth-facing” or not; we, humanity and all life on earth and earth itself is effected by every Solar flare, CME, Solar storm, windstorm etc.)

So if you’ve been feeling extra horrid lately, in whatever way(s) your body and nervous system etc. are by large Solar blasts, then this is most likely why. I fell asleep (make that passed out) yesterday from about Noon to 4PM because it all was just way too much and I had to get out-of-body for a while. Understand that I don’t consciously do this. I don’t think to myself, “X-Class Solar energies! Exist body for three or four earth hours!” No, not that clever, I just pass out naturally because some higher part of me knows that I’ll integrate it faster and better if I’m out-of-body briefly while things are very intense and big changes are happening to my physical body, my DNA etc. Once the sun goes down and the temperature cools and the natives settle down a bit, I start feeling better each night. Whatever… it just is what it is and we adjust and do what we do with the energies.

Another busy aspect lately has been our dreaming. Also when we’re awake perceiving multiple dimensions, timelines and different aspects of us and others in them.

Example: Have you been suddenly Seeing flashes of strangers faces and upper bodies in your Higher vision/Higher awareness lately? It’s like Seeing rapid flashes of different people, strangers to you in this life and time but you’re very much Seeing and Feeling them and in many cases they you.

What I’ve perceived about this happening now (because I’ve Seen this sort of thing many times over the decades and it meant something very different back then), is that many of us are Seeing and Feeling other people, other souls in other dimensions and other timelines lately and it’s all due to the Ascension Process and the occasional need to untie some knotted-up, bunched-up timelines in some area. When we work on these multiple intersecting timelines we often See and/or Feel these other people, souls, beings existing and/or working within other timelines too and sometimes they See and Feel us in our timeline here.

So if you’ve seen sudden flashes of strangers faces like this too, then know that you’re probably working on untangling multiple timelines and/or helping others to shut down certain timelines for a number of reasons. This is you being a Multidimensional Being, and you becoming more consciously aware of this fact in your current body in this dimension and timeline.

Another aspect many of us have been living, feeling and dealing with has been that… I’m dying, I’m ascending, I’m expanding, I’m suddenly aware of so much more, I’m suddenly embodying more of my I AM into this physical body now. That’s kinda the show-stopper for sure isn’t it? The fun part about this is that it’s just the start of much grander things to come for each of us so don’t throw the towel in at this point! 😉

We’ve also got another Mars Square Pluto transit happening on June 14th which is combined with a Mars Opposition to Uranus on June 25th. Chiron goes retrograde on June 20th, and the 21st is the Solstice, followed by the New Moon on June 27th. In other words, June ain’t done yet so tighten your seat-belt and open your HighHeart to receive and release even more.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

June 11, 2014

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“Gimme Three Steps…”

December 9, 2013June 3, 2020Denise Le Fay

1) Since the 2010 fall Equinox I’ve noticed that the fall quarter of each year (September Equinox through December Solstice) has greatly amplified negativity like there’s a big rush and push to the end of the year each year by what’s left of Team Dark in this world and timeline. And from their point of view it has been one big rush every fall quarter to grab (‘Smash & Grab’) as many and as much as they can before it all, before we all, disappear entirely from their influences and ability to reach us or even See us.

Like the negativity that’s still here and functioning in and through whoever it can in whatever ways it can, it goes into hyper mode during the last three months of the year (every year since 2010) in a great hurried and desperate attempt to cause as much individual and collective confusion, fear, doubt, personal self-doubt, emotional and mental pain, distraction, derailment and so on as absolutely possible. Unfortunately it’s been working every year since I first noticed in 2010, and this 2013 fall quarter has been even worse than 2012 which is really something when you think about it. But, as with all things including this, the important focal-point should be on why.

Having said that let’s next look at this same “phenomena” from the opposite direction (Duality) and see what it looks like from there.

2) From this opposite perspective I’d say that each fall quarter–certainly since 2010–have been tremendously amplified, accelerated, and highly compressed. This is true because we, humanity and earth, are rushing towards the next upcoming winter Solstice and we all know what a kicker it is each year, especially since 2010. We know that each winter Solstice brings in more NEW energies that require further inner work for each of us no matter where we are individually within this ongoing Ascension Process. We know that both the summer and winter Solstices bring in loads of energies and energetic pressures that cause huge change to/in/for each of us to live through, embody, adjust to, learn from and be permanently changed for the better by. Despite this being difficult, painful, stressful and highly uncomfortable on multiple levels it’s very “positive” in that the Solstice energies pressure and push each of us to continue evolving, embodying, and expanding ourselves and our consciousness.

Now lets look at these two Dualized perspectives from that all-important and seemingly magical higher third point or unified level and see what we can.

3) Number 1 tells us that the “negative” Dark dogs are still on our heels in late 2013, barking and howling and trying to maul us to bits via whatever methods still work on us. Same old Team Dark tactics. Read anything or watched any videos packed full of disinformation, distortions, BS and general lack of truth(s) and any higher awareness lately? There’s been plenty of these things all over the place especially during the 2013 fall quarter.

Number 2 tells us that more “positive” NEW energies are about to be delivered via the winter Solstice and that we need to deal with whatever it is we each need to now so that we’re empty or cleared some more so we can comfortably embody the NEW incoming energies that the winter Solstice will deliver.

Number 3 is both numbers 1 and 2 and more and is called by many Unity or Unity Consciousness, Triality or Trinity frequency or as I prefer, HighHeart Consciousness because it is all of these things and more.

Number 3 doesn’t become trapped, distracted or derailed in either the number 1 energies, dramas, BS, distractions, lies, misinformation, egoic slings and arrows from other people etc. Neither does number 3 become trapped, obsessive, distracted or derailed by the ongoing need of the number 2 energies to do further inner work, futher inner/outer change(s), further physical, emotional, mental pains caused by the latest energetic event(s). Number 3 takes numbers 1 and 2 and Alchemically transmutes them into what number 3 is which is a frequency that exists above and beyond numbers 1 and 2. And, this is you and me living this ongoing Alchemical Ascension Process and learning more and more from continuing to do so. This is you and me incrementally evolving beyond the Duality of old (and the Team Dark players seen and unseen) and doing it energetic Stair-step by energetic Stair-step and steadily becoming more adept with the overall Process.

People who know me and my writings know I’ve been preaching the mandatory Higher Awareness ability of discernment for years. I’ve been trying to make readers understand the absolute necessity of being able to discern people, Team Light, Team Dark, information, channeled material, the humans channeling the material, information from other dimensions as told to you and/or someone else by a nonphysical being and/or dead human etc. In other words, discern everything. Doing so should be a natural automatic ability each of us uses just as we do with our other sensory tools and levels of perception. If you constantly remain in and always perceive “reality” from your rational mind/intellect/left brain, you’ll never be able to energetically discern anything or anyone because to do so requires higher frequency tools of awareness and perception than the mind/intellect.

Being able to discern people and their energies instantly allows you to know from a higher level of perception if they’re lying or not; if they’re being used by human or nonhuman Team Dark; if they’re still dealing with some lower ego issue(s); if they’re actions are due to a fear over something like money or income etc.; if they’re mentally and/or emotionally imbalanced; if they have an agenda that they’ve worked hard to hide from their readers etc. Wouldn’t you like to be able to live and function from that level of higher perception and personal knowing?

Every month it’s getting easier for more and more people to see, to sense, feel and know who is honestly walking their talk and who isn’t but is just preaching the material and working hard on sounding right, looking right, and saying the correct words and terms. As many have said over the years, ‘the more Light there is here now, the less places there are for the Dark to hide.’ The BS, lies, distortions, misinformation and lack of higher awareness and truth con jobs aren’t working on more and more people finally. It still is however on far too many people but this too is about those Stair-steps and each of us standing on different ones at different times. Stay in the higher frequency of that 3 or HighHeart unity energy and don’t get derailed or distracted by other people trying to sell you the distortions and lies they’ve bought into about whatever. Hold the higher frequency; keep your eyes on The Path before you; stay in your HighHeart; ignore the distractions on the sidelines doing their best to pull you and your focus their way. Do this and more and the upcoming 2013 winter Solstice (in the Northern Hemisphere, summer Solstice in the Southern) won’t knock your feet out from under you as much.

The winter quarter (December 2013 Solstice to March 2014 Equinox) is I now sense, going to be one ongoing blast for the Forerunners of the Forerunners and the Forerunners and yet there’s going to be big “perks” like never before which will help take the sting out of all the shifting and embodying we’ll continue doing during that quarter. I’ll write more about this plus the months up to the 2014 fall Equinox in other articles. For now, continue doing your homework which is what gets you closer to Home.

Heart Hugs,

Denise

December 9, 2013

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And we’ve learned what so far?

October 23, 2013March 22, 2014Denise Le Fay

Well we just made it through the first month (Libra) after the end of the Nine Month period and how many of you feel like the same person you were before the September 21-22, 2013 Equinox? Does it feel or seem like only one month has elapsed, or more like six or seven months compressed into those intense 30 days? How much have you lived through, felt and realized and therefore changed in yourself in this first month into the NEW?

Were you judgmental of other people during Libra (September 21st through October 21st?) Did you need to do it publicly? Were you or are you still now in Scorpio (October 22nd through November 20th) locked into your current personal spiritual ascension-related beliefs about things, or, were you open and receptive to even more expanded higher awareness? Did you lie to someone or a group of others? Did you feel the need to preserve your current beliefs and publicly disrespect someone else’s? Were you hurtful and disrespectful to someone? Or were you wounded by others during the first month into the NEW? I certainly was and because of it had to do some more Inner Work and letting go of things I needed to during the 30 days of Libra. And I’m fairly certain I wounded a couple of Libran “Others” myself during that time too even though that was not my intention.

Being wounded by some others publicly and privately however forced me to grow and change some more which obviously was needed or I wouldn’t have been emotionally wounded in the first place. It was the public wounding by certain others (who I believed should know better) that caused me to grow and helped me better understand the NEW level we’re in now, and so it was well-worth the emotional pain in the end.

I know not everyone experienced the first month (Libra) anywhere near the same way(s) that I did, but I do know that Libra energies do what they do nonetheless. Because of that, what did you learn through what “Others” did and/or said to you or about you etc? Equally, what did you do and/or say to others and so on during those 30 days that have caused you to grow some more in the NEW?

One of the main things about the NEW that the first month taught me was much more about how anything and everything goes now. The NEW is nothing like the old blueprints and ways and beliefs etc. and everyone is and will be for a long time I’m afraid, struggle to evolve, expand and accept that so much more is now allowed and available in this NEW than ever was in the old lower world. Most people are and will for a while still be applying their old lower beliefs and expectations and habits etc. in the NEW, not yet understanding how they’re limiting themselves, their beliefs, their relationships and pretty much everything else. It will simply take some “time” for more people to honestly, personally, individually realize that the NEW playground is vastly larger and more complex, and because of this, much more is available to express itself through each of us than was the case in the old lower pre-ascension world.

Said another way, lets say that as of today there’s six billion or so people living on this same earth world that I currently am. That means that, within the energetic blueprints of the NEW, there are about six billion possibilities that can manifest for each of those six billion people. In the old lower earth world this level of creativity and expression was not available because we weren’t ready for it. Most still aren’t but we’ll all eventually realize that much more is able to manifest now in this NEW Evolutionary Cycle than the old lower one and — here comes my punch line — because of this everyone is and will be learning that more personal creativity and diverse unique differences of individual focus etc. (within the parameters of these NEW blueprints I mean) is now available and allowed.

We’re all working with and in these NEW energetic blueprints of the NEW and they contain a much larger and higher frequency field of personal creativity and High Heart consciousness and being — all of which are very fifth dimensional in nature — so how about more ‘Live and Let Live’ attitude from everyone now within the NEW?

I remember a couple of years ago listening to one of Steve Rother’s channelings that contained one sentence I thought was really humorous and highly telling. His ‘group’ said how they were looking forward to ‘how all the little gods were going to get along with all the other little gods’ or something to that effect. And here we are in the NEW, all seven billion plus ‘little gods’ learning how to let all the other ‘little gods’ have the room and respect they each deserve to create, experience, and learn in their own unique ways within this vastly more spacious, complex and creative level and time of the NEW.

So my fellow blossoming ‘little gods’, how well are you or are you not allowing greater 5D creativity and space for the many other ‘little gods’ now in the NEW? Do you have the answer to things and feel or believe you have the right to roll your current beliefs and level of awareness over the other ‘little gods’? Or, are you like me, beginning to understand that 5D and the NEW is about more creativity and creative potential in each and every ‘little god’… including yourself and myself and all the many Other Selves?

To be super clear about this, I’m not saying we’re now in some free for all zone and therefore anything goes. I’m saying that because we’ve evolved (are continuing to evolve), we now have more space and conscious ability (and spiritual need) to create on a larger canvas than we did when we existed in the old lower frequency, consciousness, space and Evolutionary Cycle of dense 3D Duality controlled by Team Dark!

Yes we’re still working within a specific set of energetic blueprints of the NEW, but they’re so much larger and more complex, in the same ways that dense Dualized 3D is different from less dense and more Unified 5D. This isn’t difficult information. It is to most of us now only because we’re living it from the inside! It’s not an intellectual only concept we’re speculating about from the outside; we’re now having to live IT from within IT at a very NEW and higher level, and most of us are and will continue to wrestle with adjusting to the NEW in these NEW ways over the months and years ahead. Because of this I ask all of you to make an effort to be more kind, more allowing, more understanding of the Others with their slightly different from your current set of beliefs and awareness’. That’s all… just some real 5D High Heart tolerance and respect of the many Others.

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Denise

October 23, 2013