What’s that Horrible Stench Masquerading as Light?

It’s the old demented, putrid Patriarchal Consciousness

I just noticed on my WordPress stats page a number of links coming in to HighHeartLife from George Stankov’s website so I backtracked to see what and why this was, as I always do when large numbers of links show up at either of my blog-sites. What I discovered at his site does not surprise me in the least however. It’s the same old 3D disrespectful old Boy’s Club type consciousness still blatantly lashing out at certain females. Alexander (don’t know him either) shared a link to my recent article there and was almost as disrespectful to me as George was in an unaware sort of way, but it all makes sense to me as it always has. (I’m not bragging as this has been hard and hurtful for me over the years but I’ve learned and grown and that’s all that really matters in the end.)

In George’s public response to Alexander’s public letter he stated that, ‘Apart from that I know Denise since long time…’  

Aah, since long time. Let me inform everyone reading this that George Stankov and I have never physically met and never ever will. Let me also add that, based solely on what George himself said, he clearly does not know me at all nor would he ever want to.

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I suspect that what George meant was that he knows me nonphysically, which may or may not be true for him. I certainly know him from having read just a couple of things he wrote many years ago. That was all I needed to “know” him long time ago. But, I know him in the same way I know most other Ascension writers/teachers/channelers both good and bad, both of the Light and not of the Light; I know them from Higher Awareness. From that level of awareness nothing else matters because you know and you know the many whys for it all. Everyone who can honestly access Higher Awareness on their own can do this. It’s not some secret club but a hard-earned individual ability that one either has or does not have. Those who have it also have enough Heart to not need to insult, disrespect, attack or continue acting, thinking, writing and speaking like an old Boys Club macho, patriarchal, knuckle-dragging misogynistic asshole.

OMFG this ancient sick Team Dark consciousness of unending hatred towards females everywhere is getting really boring. Gay rights and transgender rights have been blossoming while female rights continue to be attacked, slashed and reduced. Females of all ages and races are still considered lower than animals by the patriarchal old Boy’s Club. Wake the fuck up people and smell the Team Dark consciousness stench all over yourselves.

Try being in a female body in a patriarchal world. It takes balls the size of Jupiter to deliberately incarnate into a putrid, demented, murderous, negative misogynous patriarchal world in a female body with the intention of lifting the planet and human species up and out of the sickness it’s existed within for thousands of years.

‘…but Ginger Rodgers did everything Fred Astaire did, except backwards and in high heels.’

Exactly. Deal with it.

I could have easily ignored this recent male trash-talk directed at me as I have repeatedly over the years, but after being subjected for months over gay rights and transgender rights etc., I’m not going to let this one slide, not this time. Pay attention people to who is still demeaning females in any way for any reason(s) as it will reveal much if you can’t yet instantly discern energies on your own or know from Higher Awareness. Only nonphysical and physical Team Dark has such hatred towards females and continually disrespects them (and worse) in so many ways.

This still physically aching (plenty of reasons for this that’s clearly not understood by some), long retired Belly Dancer female—who most certainly ain’t your wife George!—is now going to write another ‘…there is little stimulating in her articles…’  ‘non-stimulating’ article for people with Heart and an honest desire to really evolve beyond the repulsive patriarchal misogynistic consciousness of old.

Please don’t bother looking this crap up but just recognize it for what it is, be aware of who is still doing it, and why it’s doing what it is again now and override it as we’ve always done. Thanks. ❤

‘Love and Light’

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Denise

10/10/2015

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A July 2015 Pleiadian Channeling by Barbara Hand Clow

Minutes ago I was impulsed to go to Barbara Hand Clow’s website and check her News page and sure enough, there was a new posting by her entitled, The Nine Underworlds of Creation and the Nine Dimensions from the Pleiadians, a channeled message by Barbara Hand Clow.

The only other material that I’m aware of that BHC channeled was her great book, The Pleiadian Agenda: A New Cosmology for the Age of Light  published in 1996. So, this channeled article must be something special now at the end phase of the Galactic Alignment / Ascension Process cycle. I haven’t even read it yet but sense it will give us many explanations about why life and reality has been so difficult since 2014. Here’s a link to BHC’s News page and her latest channeled Pleiadian message and Thank You Barbara Hand Clow and Pleiadians for it. ❤

http://www.handclow2012.com/bhcnews.htm

http://www.handclow2012.com/News/NineUs_NineDs.pdf

Denise

August 24, 2015

The 11-11 through 12-12-14 Wormhole

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I don’t know absolutely that this period we’re living and journeying through from 11-11 to 12-12 is indeed a “wormhole” but that’s what I’ve perceived. I’d call it an energy tube instead of a wormhole only because that’s what it looked like to me; a large, long, straight energy tube running directly from 11-11 through to 12-12. After 12-12 things change again and we enter a slightly different phase of this Process from 12-12 through the 12-21-14 December Solstice. Then there’s more phases after that of course, but for now, let’s get through the energy tube or wormhole or whatever it is. ⭐

I haven’t as yet, and I don’t know if I will, fully share about what all I’ve gone through due to my mom’s stroke and the related medical people and medical and health insurance systems insanity I’ve had to deal with from the moment I called 9-1-1 on August 28th. I’ve been unwillingly sucked into a dying old world with its dying old perverted systems that I’ve never liked or trusted and have avoided as much as I could my entire life. However, since August 28th it’s pretty much been all I’ve had to deal with daily. It’s only slowing down a little since November 28th, which is great for me, but it’s all still very Uranian feeling with bits and pieces of my and my mom’s so-called “lives” still in airborne slow motion free-fall from the life and reality-changing explosion that Aug. 28th suddenly brought us both.

I said that only to indicate how radical and life-altering much of 2014 has been for me personally, but I know for so, so many others as well. This current stage of the Ascension Process for the Forerunners has compressed and compressed and gotten tighter and more focused throughout all of 2014, but it certainly compressed (I’m using that word only because that’s how it’s felt from my perspective within physicality—amplify would probably be a better word) 100% more from the September Equinox. Epic amplifications week after week all year and you know that it’s all leading up to something even more amazing and no doubt life and reality-changing too. Bring it baby, bring it! 😛

Back to late 2014 wormhole-like energy tube journeying.

I mentioned recently (sorry can’t remember if it was in a Comment or another article) about how I can see with my eyes open and closed and how I’m dreaming while asleep and awake. What I hesitated including in that sentence then was that I feel very much like I’m no longer “alive” NOR do I feel like I am “dead” either. I feel like I’m somewhere between both. No, that’s not correct. It feels like I’m in a NEW state of transition beyond them that’s not full “life” nor is it full “death”, and like all other old lower frequency and consciousness 3D Earth world Duality things, this current situation of journeying through this 11-11 to 12-12 energy tube “wormhole” feels like I am, like we Forerunners are experiencing, embodying another level of NEW 5D Unity frequency and consciousness and therefore “life” and “reality”.

Mid 11-11 through 12-12 tube journey, that’s what this latest phase feels like to me personally. Instead of saying I’m alive or saying I’m dying or dead, it’s increasingly becoming I AM.  Yeperoonies, that’s what it’s feeling like to me. The Unity or further Unifying of old lower Duality stuff like us either being (perceiving, becoming aware of ourselves to be either) “alive” or “dead” to now being consciously and simply I AM and I AM everywhere simultaneously. I do know that what all we’ve gone through—miserable and blissful alike—has to do with us beginning to actually perceive our NEW Selves from this integrated, unified, higher frequency state of being of I AM and begin to function and “live” our NEW “lives” from that level of Being and Consciousness. Like I said earlier, bring it baby, bring it!

This article is flying out of me with little forethought on my Denise part which I know means it’s good stuff 😉 so I’ll not edit or squirm over any of it but simply press the publish button. ❤

Denise

November 30, 2014

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Escalating Attacks from Strangers

holyshitfuck Yep, that sign about sums up the last half of July 2014 pretty darn well I’d say. Wowza fellow Ascension travelers, it’s been something lately hasn’t it?

No pressure And this sign rather simply explains why. I’m in the mood to write this entire article using 21st Century Internet “pictograms”!  😀

(Because it’s been rather intense lately, to cope with the extra difficult topics I oftentimes HAVE to laugh at and over them, make fun of them, and joke about it all. Sometimes I’ve got to, we’ve all got to just have a good, honest laugh over the sheer insanity and way over-the-top ridiculous bits, events, actions/reactions, characters, egos, and plentiful happenings that simply are part of the Ascension Process and evolving beyond Duality reality and consciousness… or not.)

So there I was, happily minding my own business when this male stranger makes a beeline for me to verbally attack me, insult me, threaten me, throw his crusty old patriarchal self-entitled belief around that he has the right to attack ANY female—stranger or otherwise—that he wants when and wherever he wants to!

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This scenario is something I’ve had to deal with throughout my female life within a hostile patriarchal world, however, since the Ascension Process started around 1999 (obviously in the physical I mean), its only increased in how often it happens, plus the level of mental and/or emotional imbalance in each attacker is greatly escalating as well.

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Now I know why this is happening and why it will continue to for longer than any of us would like, nonetheless, that sure doesn’t mean I enjoy any part of any of these attacks from anyone for whatever their reasons. Had this particular unstable senior male had a gun yesterday, you may have seen this story played on the TV news instead of from me sharing it here this way! But I know I won’t get gunned down or beaten physically in a grocery store parking lot by some mentally/emotionally unstable patriarchal a-hole. Close to it on occasion, but it won’t ever be allowed to go the whole way. Even though it looks, sounds and certainly at the time feels like it’s all about them, it’s actually highly valuable lessons in further Mastery for me… for you.

laugh at their rage and just get back to 3 hearts and stay there in the higher frequency Neutrality/Unity no matter who is doing their best to pound you into the pavement. Practice makes perfect as the old saying goes. This is us, step by step Mastering reactionary behaviors, ours and their negative egos, and emotional body manipulations/reactions etc. in ourselves due to our time spent in dense patriarchal Duality.

Those traversing the Ascending path are affected by every Energy Wave, and now every NEW Energy Wave that arrives. We feel each of these in our bodies, consciousness, emotions and so on as we embody them and are evolved, “ascended” a bit more each time by them. This Process in 2014 is driving each of us to discover more aspects of our old lower selves which we’re able to remove faster now than ever before via this ongoing Divine Striptease. See whatever it is in yourself now (those mini revelations) that you must, peel it off and let it fall away so you’ll have cleared space within to embody more of the Higher, Greater YOU.

Those traversing the Decending path, and/or those who’ve chosen to not live the Ascension Process in their current bodies but continue embodying the old patriarchal energies and consciousness for as long as they can, are people who feel every NEW 2014 (and beyond) Energy Wave as a big “negative”; as increasing horrible pressures and personal restrictions which are causing them rapidly growing frustrations.

If you have trouble relating to this, just think back to before the start of the physical Ascension Process when the planet was entirely Dark/Negative and contained only minuscule specks of Light that was undercover here and there and how it felt to you to be living in that Dark energy/density/negativity. Well the energy shoe is now on the other foot in 2014, and the people who prefer the old Dark energy/density/negativity are being increasingly pressured by the continually growing NEW Light Energies, and needless to say, most aren’t coping well at all. Hence, attacking low folk coming at those who do embody the NEW Light within themselves.

In just July 2014, I’ve had certain of these people—every one of them strangers—come up to me and verbally attack, insult, demean, bully, push and threaten etc. in those familiar old negative patriarchal ways. By mid-July—everybody remember how something big and important was coming in around mid-July?—I was having one stranger pull this every few days (and I only leave the house when necessary) and each person has been more imbalanced, enraged and pushy than the last. I’m hoping this latest round peaked yesterday in the grocery store parking lot with Mister Senior Crazy Man. Yes Mars is in Scorpio squaring Sun in Leo and egos are loosing it all over the planet and everything else, however, this is more than only astrological energies manifesting; it’s them manifesting within the latest NEW higher frequency Light Energies pouring in now and growing numbers of polarized low folk are not coping well at all.

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The trick for me (and for you) is to learn from and eventually Master holding, keeping, maintain higher frequency Neutrality or “Unity” and not allow myself (ourselves) to energetically “fall” or be manipulated back into lower Duality frequency and consciousness when these human triggers/tests/lessons suddenly land squarely on top of me. I’m getting there, and every time it happens I’m not as emotionally effected by the attack/attacker/attackers and am able to hold the higher space for longer periods. I compare this to learning to walk on water!

Just like the old crusty patriarchal war addicts are working hard to create WWIII now anywhere they can, individually many of us experience personal “wars”, “invasions”, “attacks” etc. via some person or persons—strangers or otherwise—all with the same intention as a WW; to derail us, stop us, slow us down and ‘Smash & Grab’ as many humans and human emotion and consciousness as possible to use in their Decending world as fuel supplies. Think of this as how they stockpile supplies for themselves and their Decending world and agendas. It’s up to each of us to learn how to not get derailed when these situations arise. It’s up to us to learn how to maintain 5D HighHeart Neutrality even while under heavy fire. This we’re doing and much, much more, even though it doesn’t always feel like it. 😉

Hang in there my fellow Ascension travelers and keep your HighHeart on what’s happening in and through you and not so much on what and who is falling apart around us. I know that’s easier said than done but we’re doing it nonetheless.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

July 29, 2014

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Evolving into more Multidimensional Awareness

yin yang disintegrating 800x760 Every month we travel deeper into the NEW of 2014, the more difficult it is for me to clearly explain what I’m going through personally plus perceiving in general. The keywords here being clearly explain because things have been and continue to change nearly constantly (not to mention connect multidimensionally on a conscious level more and more for each of us) and will for the rest of our lives and well beyond.

Amidst all this are those old patriarchal people who are and will resist and fight to the very end to prevent any change from happening at all. Whether these are living humans or nonphysical beings (the Team Dark crew) resisting and fighting doesn’t matter because nothing and no one can stop what’s happened and continues happening. Nothing and no one anywhere.

What this leaves the rest of us with however is having to cohabit with them for a while longer, far longer than I’d personally prefer, but nonetheless it’s going to take the general masses longer to transition into the NEW meaning cast-off the old lower. Now here’s where it gets rather tricky and difficult to clearly explain these two different groups of people with their different levels of consciousness that are overlapping (irritating) each other in the NEW world. I know many of you are well-aware of this transitional situation and the tremendous pressures and across-the-board uncomfortableness it’s causing everyone and everything. This natural evolutionary transition and Shift out of Duality consciousness and reality frequency range into a vastly higher and larger frequency range isn’t easy for anyone on any Stair-step.

On the one hand you’ve got the people (and beings) resisting natural evolution and the profound changes it always brings. On the other hand you’ve got the Forerunners of the Forerunners and all the Waves, all the Groups flanking them bringing in what each Wave, Group, and Soul has, is, and will individually and collectively embody to help anchor the NEW in physicality for current and future incarnating souls. And all that’s just in physicality mind you! There’s all that’s happening in the different dimensions and timelines too, and we here in physicality are also working in those less dense dimensions simultaneously as well. Is it any wonder we’re so exhausted and achy down here anchoring things in the physical?

I’ve been increasingly aware in 2014 that my Denise consciousness is expanding, is increasingly able to safely house (embody) a little more and a little more each month of what’s always been out there all along. Translated this means that I have been—and I know increasing numbers of you reading this have been—living this yourselves and having to make constant adjustments and readjustments to your, to our evolving and expanding levels of perception and nonlinear (Spherical) consciousness. While so many cling tenaciously to the lower frequency range and all it held and represented out of greed, fear, habit, and lack of any greater awareness or spiritual flexibility, the rest of us continue being bombarded by Source/God/Divinity to consciously, willingly, wide open-heartedly embody a little more and a little more of what’s always been out there all along into these physical bodies, hearts, consciousness and reality. Since the start of 2014—and certainly since the last half of April 2014—it often feels to me like I am dying in a NEW way, am blissed-out sometimes also in a NEW way, am mildly “deranged” at other times, and am ascending into (Denise) self-Mastery all at the same time. It feels this way because many of us are doing exactly that now.

Do you really believe that the old lower people/beings/structures/consciousness/tools/technologies/weapons/wars etc. can continue under this Divine energetic LightLove intensity to naturally evolve? Of course they cannot and so we have this weird going in different directions sort of friction, but because it’s happening entirely within the NEW energies now, the friction created by all this often gets to be a bit much from time to time. Never forget that Team Dark (human and otherwise) wants everyone to continue believing that they are still all-powerful and in-charge of earth and humanity. They are not, but they’re banking on everyone continuing to think, believe and energetically feed that old frequency range and reality for them. Do not, not even for a moment. When you stop allowing your thoughts and emotions, your very consciousness itself to be intentionally usurped by Team Dark (humans and otherwise), their plans and tools die because they’ve never had any real energetic lifeblood flowing through them… other than what they deliberately stole/steal from unaware humanity.

Take a break Embodier of the NEW; take a nap, sleep and get out-of-body when you need to, eat/don’t eat when you need to, get in the water when you need, intentionally connect with Nature/Earth when you need to. You here now in this physical form are far more important than you probably realize, believe, or consciously remember yet. This you is the multidimensional aspect of YOU that’s here in physicality in this timeline embodying and anchoring the evolutionary higher LightLove frequencies into this dimension for self and current and future humanity. Seriously, think about this fact when you need a “reality check” Embodying Forerunners. We want to go “HOME” and this is us doing exactly that in and through our physical bodies over linear time within physicality in this timeline.

Some Miscellaneous Tidbits

solar flares 800x800 Not only have we been going through some EPIC energies this year, especially this spring quarter (fall quarter in the Southern Hemisphere), but once again we’re getting hammered with X-Class Solar energies. If you pay attention you’ll notice that quite often there will be another flurry of Solar activity right before some major astrological change(s) such as what’s continuing in June 2014 (and beyond). June 10th and 11th there’s been, so far, three X-Class Solar emanations. (Believe me that it doesn’t matter if they’re “earth-facing” or not; we, humanity and all life on earth and earth itself is effected by every Solar flare, CME, Solar storm, windstorm etc.)

So if you’ve been feeling extra horrid lately, in whatever way(s) your body and nervous system etc. are by large Solar blasts, then this is most likely why. I fell asleep (make that passed out) yesterday from about Noon to 4PM because it all was just way too much and I had to get out-of-body for a while. Understand that I don’t consciously do this. I don’t think to myself, “X-Class Solar energies! Exist body for three or four earth hours!”  No, not that clever, I just pass out naturally because some higher part of me knows that I’ll integrate it faster and better if I’m out-of-body briefly while things are very intense and big changes are happening to my physical body, my DNA etc. Once the sun goes down and the temperature cools and the natives settle down a bit, I start feeling better each night. Whatever… it just is what it is and we adjust and do what we do with the energies.

huddle 375x320 Another busy aspect lately has been our dreaming. Also when we’re awake perceiving multiple dimensions, timelines and different aspects of us and others in them.

Example: Have you been suddenly Seeing flashes of strangers faces and upper bodies in your Higher vision/Higher awareness lately? It’s like Seeing rapid flashes of different people, strangers to you in this life and time but you’re very much Seeing and Feeling them and in many cases they you.

What I’ve perceived about this happening now (because I’ve Seen this sort of thing many times over the decades and it meant something very different back then), is that many of us are Seeing and Feeling other people, other souls in other dimensions and other timelines lately and it’s all due to the Ascension Process and the occasional need to untie some knotted-up, bunched-up timelines in some area. When we work on these multiple intersecting timelines we often See and/or Feel these other people, souls, beings existing and/or working within other timelines too and sometimes they See and Feel us in our timeline here.

So if you’ve seen sudden flashes of strangers faces like this too, then know that you’re probably working on untangling multiple timelines and/or helping others to shut down certain timelines for a number of reasons. This is you being a Multidimensional Being, and you becoming more consciously aware of this fact in your current body in this dimension and timeline.

blueheartburst Another aspect many of us have been living, feeling and dealing with has been that… I’m dying, I’m ascending, I’m expanding, I’m suddenly aware of so much more, I’m suddenly embodying more of my I AM into this physical body now. That’s kinda the show-stopper for sure isn’t it? The fun part about this is that it’s just the start of much grander things to come for each of us so don’t throw the towel in at this point! 😉

glasswaves 600x We’ve also got another Mars Square Pluto transit happening on June 14th which is combined with a Mars Opposition to Uranus on June 25th. Chiron goes retrograde on June 20th, and the 21st is the Solstice, followed by the New Moon on June 27th. In other words, June ain’t done yet so tighten your seat-belt and open your HighHeart to receive and release even more.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

June 11, 2014

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