Faith & Phase 2

My Ascension Process began when my Uranus Opposition transit started on my 39th birthday the last week of December 1990. By January and February of 1991, it was seriously underway completely dismantling my life, my relationships, career, place of residence and all else. My life changed dramatically at that time exactly as Uranus Opposition and the coming ascension intended and I spent 1991 through 1998 doing constant Inner Work on myself primarily etherically in dreams but in awake altered and meditational states too. Those eight years were my time to get my inner emotional house in order, meaning seeing, feeling, resolving and finally releasing lifelong emotional issues I had with anyone. Shockingly, eight years wasn’t nearly enough time, but I was able to excavate many of the worst thick top layers of my personal inner stuff and junk.

For me those eight years of inner emotional Work was important prep Work for the start of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process. That physical level started for some of the First Everythingers in 1998 or 1999. My physical Ascension Process started in my physical body on February 1, 1999. Inner etheric level emotional Work first for eight years to prepare and lighten the inner load for what was coming, which was the start of the Ascension Process in the First Wave group of Volunteers in and through their physical bodies and selves. Second and Third Wave groups of Volunteer First Everythingers, Forerunners, Pathpavers etc. followed throughout all of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process — 1998 thru 2019.

Here we now are in the beginning of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process in February 2020, and my physical body is registering this much higher octave of evolutionary energies in some extra Sensitive, painful and exaggerated ways just like it did in February 1999 with Phase 1. And, I got depressed for a while in January and early February over feeling my physical body going through this AGAIN (and losing a relationship friend) but now at a higher energy octave than it did throughout Phase 1. It’s like, oh dear gawd I can’t do this again! to which I instantly knew I could. We’ll party later, I promise, but for now there’s some more Work to be done by each of us. It will go much faster than the first dense and nasty twenty-one yearlong Phase 1, but it will cause some brief moments of doubt and concern in us over these higher Phase 2 energies within our physical bodies. Just exactly how much Source God Higher Self Soul fits in a physical human body suit anyway? Far more than you’d ever believe possible. We may need to buy bigger clothing for Phase 2 however! I currently feel like I’m going to explode, again, and it’s worse now than it’s ever been and I’ve had this particular ascension side effect since February 1999. Making more room for more of the really Higher stuff in ones physical body does get painful at times. We’ll adapt. Take your bra off, put on baggy clothing, surrender to becoming more.

Cry, mourn, celebrate, be sad, be glad, laugh, rage, sleep, do nothing, stare at the ceiling, stare at the stars, know you are Divine Source expressing and creating as you, do whatever helps you with Phase 2 and with your personal Embodiment Process. We cannot screw this up, only fulfill it and go even higher and further with it all. We’re so in the zone we don’t even realize it at times because there’s nothing but the ascension zone now. Nothing. This is one aspect of our being in the near future Working on the Ascension Process then back in current time, life and reality embodying and/or Embodying everything we were just Working on at higher levels in the near future. Work it, embody it, go back up and Work some more, come back down again to embody some more of it and further Embody and so on.

I’ve never liked humans under the influence. Humanity has been under the influence of profound Team Dark negativity and repulsive lowly negative ego consciousness for thousand of years. That’s finally changed however which means humans now can be organic evolving humans instead of what they’ve been. If nothing else gives you momentary joy in all this transitional ascension business fellow Freedom Fighters, that should help greatly during these extra severe Phase 2 periods.

These are some random quotes from readers Comments under my previous article. I’m including them here because they’re what so many have felt so many times over these difficult ascension years.

“Is there a point at which this will start to feel better? I continue to be physically debilitated, and now I’ve lost all interest in the things that usually sustain me…” “…I’m glad I’ve had some small part in moving humanity forward, but I’m wondering if it will ever feel any better. Every time we get to some big milestone, I think maybe wee will get some relief — and I realize the relief might not look how I expect or want it to look –…” “…I’m trapped in this body that isn’t functioning well at all and it is so hard to keep moving it around. It’s so heavy…” “…It feels unbearable.” kimdenise, February 10, 2020.

“I know how you feel…” “I’ve got plenty of tools but they have no effect what so ever.” Angie B, February 10, 2020

“With my hair standing on end in an electrified halo, with sparks flying from my fingertips, the physical purging of all toxic substances continues, people included, and I am too unfinished to die, but there is much that is dead.” Cali Flower, February 11, 2020

“Mine, my family’s and friends’ lives are being blown apart and rearranged and I feel like I’m just a witness, sworm to faithfully see it through without judgment or interference. The old me would have jumped into it headlong but now now, I watch it die and transform…” “Finally today I’m here, resigned and saying what Denise always says ‘it is what it is, people.’ When my heart accepts this, it is trught and in those moments are the most peaceful I’ve ever felt…” “Phase 2 is something else.” Jain Lee, February 11, 2020.

During Phase 1 I had occasional resentment towards the unaware people who did their best to make my ascension Work even harder than it already was. Here I was, along with all the other Volunteers from the main three Wave groups, getting repeatedly attacked, disrespected, insulted and parasited off of by people that didn’t really know what was going on and why and who was actually involved with it in physical bodies. With our entrance into Phase 2 on January 2020, I could care less about the unaware, the misinformed, the distorted, the delusional, the self-deluded etc. It is what it is and it’s happening no matter what anyone says, believes, does or attempts. It’s already happened, we’re just filling in the bits and pieces in the NEW physical in our unique individual ways and also collectively as the NEW collective for NEW Earth, NEW Humanity. If your old Phase 1 go-to tools and heroes, teachers and reality interpreters are not doing the job for you now that we’re in Phase 2, I strongly suggest you honestly consider that you may have just gone and outgrown them. Yes, that was a backhanded complement, deal with it.

Remember way back in the early days of Phase 1 when your body hurt like all hell, your gut bloated up and stayed that way for years and years to the point the ascension community named this ascension symptom ‘Buddha Belly’? It’s returned in Phase 2 these past few days because we’re embodying MUCH higher frequency Light and different NEW energies and codes etc. than we were capable of doing during Phase 1. Energetic stair-steps still.

Almost immediately on January 1, 2020, definitely the very day after the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction on January 12, 2020, many of us Phase 1 First Everythingers have been feeling like this flashing, electrified, nerves sparking emoji. We’ve felt this for many years in Phase 1 but that was at a lower level of Light. Think about that for a moment please — a lower level of Light. I know many wish, hope, want and expect all this to be warm and fuzzy gentle and easy-peasy-breezy now in 2020, and don’t hate the messenger please cause she’s electrified and bloated to the extreme at the moment too, but the higher we evolve, ascend, embody and Embody in this NEW Light and energies and all else, the more we’re going to feel them in our physical bodies. Just like we adjusted to every single NEW energy, Light wave, Photonic Light, solar transmission, galactic center energy projectile that Phase 1 produced, we’ll do the same and more in Phase 2 at these higher, larger, more complex and totally NEW crystalline Diamond levels.

We’re flashing, zapping, frying and jumping internally now in early 2020 because we’re embodying Phase 2 levels of Light energies, which dwarf the amazing ones that nearly killed us in Phase 1! But just like we embodied and adapted to all the Phase 1 energies at Phase 1 levels and strengths, we’re doing the same now in Phase 2 with the much higher NEW Phase 2 level Light energies. Every cell of your physical body is, again, embodying much higher frequency Light that’s now crystalline Diamond which is making us swell from fluid retention as those cells are electrocuted by their now ability to embody Diamond frequencies physically cell by cell. Our bellies and guts are exploding, again, because we’re embodying these higher level crystalline Diamond energies and matching NEW codes. We’re all puffed up, bloated and physically vibrating with higher Diamond Light energies and it is not the most comfortable thing at the moment. We’ll acclimate to this NEW higher level and continue on from there because that’s what we do. We energetically Pathpave the way for humanity. Do whatever you need to do to ease your currently very severe First Everythinger Phase 2 symptoms.

Another aspect of our ongoing, higher level Ascension and/or Embodiment Process has to do with each of us learning in Phase 2 how to create our own happiness and joy. We’re also having to learn how to inspire ourselves, how to comfort ourselves when needed, how to emotionally support ourselves, how to sustain ourselves in all ways. In other words we’re having to learn how to function more and more as energetically sovereign beings. We’re learning how to utilize our developing and increasing connection with Divine Source, our Higher Self, Selves, Soul in our physical bodies and selves. All this is just another aspect of how going external no longer works, which is why more people are finding that their old “tools” and whatever and whomever else don’t do the job anymore. Sovereignty is the name of the game in Phase 2 but at these NEW higher levels of our being and reality. Like everything else, we’ll get the hang of this too so be kind to yourself as you learn how to entertain and inspire yourself. Sometimes I too just want someone else to do it for me, and we are inspiring each other which is wonderful and very 5D.

I mentioned recently that I feel the Sun is about to do something NEW too. Actually I think it has been since New Year’s Day, increasingly so, but it feels like we’re Working our ways to another one of those NEW energy milestones soon via the Sun’s energies and the state of the Embodiers with their ongoing Embodiment Process. We may be building up energetic momentum with this as we head towards the first spring Equinox of 2020 in Phase 2.

Will we ever feel better? Yes we will. Probably not tomorrow however because we’re deep in this NEW Diamond Light, energies and NEW codes embodiment process which is going to take some linear physical time.

Will we ever be happy again? Yes we will but in very NEW and different ways. I can even induce some in myself occasionally and I’m a Capricorn! 😉 But what I want you to remember is the cosmic rarity of what’s happening, that it’s happening in our lives and lifetimes, not to mention to and through our physical bodies. We Volunteered to come here and do all this miserable, painful, difficult stuff so happy-happy joy and easy everything isn’t really at the top of our lists. We’ve partied — now we’re Working. We will celebrate and rest and laugh ourselves silly later, but for now we’re bringing this thing Home to NEW Earth for NEW Humanity in the physical. This particular phase will ease up soon, not because it will end but because we adapted to more higher NEW Light. Do your best at the moment to be content with that and know that none of it would be happening externally if we weren’t doing it internally first. You and your physical body are now Diamond Lights shining and transmitting higher than they ever have before. Thank you all for that and more.

Denise

February 11, 2020

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Only Two Months In & Wow!

Yesterday February 5, 2020 I lost half an article while writing it and I’m still having WordPress difficulties today but pushing ahead nonetheless. Because of these glitches this article isn’t looking the way I’d like and I know that bothers me much more than most of you. There’s a point to all this and we’ll get there eventually.

February 4th I had to go to Walmart and while driving there my hair became full of static and was sticking out horizontally and flying around uncontrollably. My shirt became full of static and was clinging to my body and both of these things make me feel really uncomfortable. I’ve never had this happen to that extent while in the car and wasn’t happy that I had to walk through the whole store looking and feeling like I was electrically overloaded, which I was. The strange thing about this was that I did not get repeatedly zapped when I touched anything metal in the store which is what usually happens. Another early 2020 anomaly possibly — time will tell.

Once I got back home and my groceries put away, the energies quickly progressed to the next level. I was grateful they waited for me to get home, go to the bathroom, remove my shoes and put my frozen foods away and so on. It was clear to me at this point on February 4th (today is February 6 and this experience feels like it happened six months ago) that another larger than usual (what does usual even mean anymore anyway?!) energy wave pulsation was in effect and promptly needing to be embodied. They’re a bit different from Phase 1 of the Ascension Process so there’s been another learning curve since the start of Phase 2 on January 1, 2020. There’s many more coming so be wide open to more personal and collective ascension changes.

Typically my body reacts to these larger incoming NEW Light energies by swelling. I can feel the water/fluids in my cells being affected and altered by the higher frequency Light energies, which feels like I’m being electrocuted in every cell of my body, again, but each time this happens it’s at a higher level than the previous time. Stair-steps so we don’t fry or die or explode or go nuts completely. Nonetheless it’s an intense ascension embodiment side effect and so far into 2020 Phase 2, it’s obviously next-level energy-wise.

During these NEW next-level embodiment events my HighHeart starts fluttering, stuttering, thumping and moving around slightly in my chest as it further expands to accommodate the latest incoming higher Light energies. The HighHeart gets higher, larger and more filled with the Divine and every time this process happens it’s profoundly euphoric and uplifting, physically painful and much like what I expect a “near death experience” might feel like. In very real ways when we go through these repeated higher and higher levels of HighHeart expansion and embodiment we are dying. We are dying off the old lower and being energetically reborn instantaneously, simultaneously at higher and higher levels every time we go through these Embodiment Processes.

There were a few times during the last six months of 2019 where I involuntarily, unwillingly leaked physical moans in the midst of these ever intensifying dying off of the old lower and re-birthing the vastly higher frequency totally NEW Embodiment Process. The beautiful, painful, Divine, transcendent process of experiencing this from my physical body is beyond description. It’s horribly, divinely, terrifyingly perfect in its majesty. The ongoing merge process is seriously bad ass in other words! A seeming death to our old lower ego selves, a transcendent rebirth into higher Light and crystalline Diamond states to our Higher Selves. Both glorious and terrifying but such is the business of extracting our physical asses from lowly duality frequency.

There’s also moments, or longer, of vertigo sensations of tipping, dropping or falling as you Embody a little more and energetically transcend (shift) from one state and level to an even higher and larger one. And this happens repeatedly, bit by bit, energetic stair-step by energetic stair-step so do your best to relax, surrender and open completely into these new, different and more intense Phase 2 Embodiment merging periods. Allow yourself to die a little more fellow Volunteers to become more and more of your NEW embodied Higher Self merged in your physical body.

This was what my February 4, 2020 day and night was like once I got myself home from Walmart. I intentionally said that to show how beautifully bizarre our lives are now. I went to Walmart and when I got home I went through another phase of Embodying and it felt like I might die but I knew I wouldn’t — not that I care either way at this point — and all the while this was happening the pathetic USA political insanity of February 4th was unfolding. Aah the profound extremes of the Ascension and Embodiment Processes and the rapid collapse of the old patriarchal political governmental systems. The more you and I Embody, the faster the old lowly patriarchal reality and systems disappear. The Embodiment Process automatically begets the end and removal of the old lower everything. Keep that fact in your HighHeart and Higher Awareness every time you go through another now more amplified phase of Embodiment because it helps improve one’s perspective dramatically. As Volunteers we’re hardwired to do exactly this so don’t forget what all you are actually doing when living another intense Embodiment merging session. You are intentionally UN-creating the old through your divine ability to Embody the NEW intentionally and manifest it into the physical realm via your personal, individual internal transformational processes. Now that is some impressive stuff there NEW Creators so don’t forget that it’s what you have been doing all along in your own physical body.

In June 2018, I started seeing what looked to me like Solar flickering every time I looked at my ceiling. Strange I know. In Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, every time I looked out a window that had mini-blinds I’d see Photon particles of Light raining down like white Light rain. Hey, whatever works! I saw this Solar flickering on my ceilings constantly from June through December 2018. When the NEW triangular shaped iridescent and pearlescent pastel colored energies and codes arrived and were embedded in the water on Earth and our bodies and cells etc. in December 2018, I stopped seeing the Solar flickering. I started seeing them again in November 2019 and they’ve continued ever since but they’ve changed due to the major January 2020 energy reality override reset codes. (The Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction, the Lunar eclipse, entrance into 2020 and Phase 2 and more.)

These Solar flickering images I see when I look at my ceilings now are more than just flickering. They’re now flickering, flashing, bubbling, protruding downward and jumping and shifting constantly.

Last month I said I felt the Sun was getting ready to do something NEW soon. What I’m seeing of the Solar energies flickering in my energy Lightbody field — they’re not on my ceilings, just more easily viewed when I look at my ceilings — is that this too is unfolding in those energetic stair-steps so our physical bodies and Central Nervous Systems etc. doesn’t fry in the great ongoing evolving process. Now that we’re in 2020 Phase 2, so too is the global Ascension Process and our Embodiment Process if one is doing that as well. What makes all this somewhat difficult to verbalize is that it’s not linear really. It is and it isn’t.

What’s really been happening all along is that you — because you are quantum and multidimential — Work the Ascension and Embodiment Process from multiple higher dimensions and often from quantum timelessness. You simultaneously Work the AP and EP from, in and through the physical dimension, Earth and your physical body. From higher perspectives it often seems like you go back in time, like you drop down into more density to physically live and embody and/or Embody these higher energies in the physical dimension and physical body and self. From the physical perspective it’s like we’re slightly behind somewhat, bringing up the physical rear so to speak. We are. Get over it. It’s the most important layer to all this and why we Volunteered in the first place.

Somewhat interesting side note. For nearly five decades I’ve had one of many vivid ancient past-life Egyptian memories that’s connected to our time and lives of compressed ascension now. This one memory from around 12,600 B.C. is of an Egyptian male Starseed walking across the bare ground and my watching brilliant sparks of electricity spark and shoot off from his feet and heels. He walked comfortably, like this amplified electromagnetic energy running through his body and the Earth didn’t cause him any physical pain. My February 4th Walmart trip with my hair and clothing all bunched up and sticking out everywhere from an unusual amount of static reminded me of this old memory. It’s similar but what we’re going through now is light years beyond what he and Earth went through at the start of the Age of Leo back then at a much lower level and frequency. Thought I’d share that tidbit because I sense we’ve entered a much higher level in January 2020, where all sorts of anomalies like this and others will quickly become our NEW normal. Be prepared for anything and no fear.

Another somewhat interesting side note is that it seems with our entrance into 2020 Phase 2, we’ve gone more fully into a galactic level of the, of our Ascension Process. I say this because I’ve been repeatedly clairvoyantly Seeing a variety of different, new to me ET faces in my Higher Awareness. I am not saying ET has or is about to arrive here but that OUR energetic position and vibratory rate has changed recently due to the massive energies that arrived during the first 13 days or so of January 2020. ET hasn’t changed their locations, we have because WE have dramatically shifted. Expect the unexpected with this now too.

Another aspect of our entrance into 2020 Phase 2 is that whatever and whoever was in our lives in Phase 1 does not guarantee the continuance of those relationships and other things in Phase 2. We’ve been through this many times throughout the twenty-some years of Phase 1 and this is the same, but like everything else, it’s happening at even higher levels. Mourn, release, adapt and continue moving higher. It just is what it is and we’ve each got to do what what we can or cannot do now.

To wrap this up, be aware that it’s still the Ascension Process but it’s now a different and much higher level of it which I’m calling Phase 2 for clarity and ease of location within the Process. Since January 2020 I’ve been Seeing increased and very fast Light flashes and streaks of Light and other anomalies inside my house and outside as well. Also more NEW crystalline Diamond energy patters or codes or blueprint templates etc. that are either brilliant white Light or iridescent or pearlescent pastel patterns often in diamond-like geometric shapes and clusters of shapes. They’re more of the NEW Earth and humanity codes and energies etc. that are fully in place since January 1, 2020. More are coming but these NEW higher baseline ascension energies and codes are in place now in the physical which means a whole lot of change is and will continue happening in all ways.

Denise

February 6, 2020

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HighHeartLife on NEW Earth

“I need to tell you a story that happened just after I read your post today. There is a park across the street from my apartment and for the past couple of years I’ve been watching people of all ages come and go to walk their dogs or run races or play games and generally do their exercising. Today a lady my age… very late 60’s… was out with her dog, and a young man, I’d say in his mid-twenties, approached her and bowed to her and obviously asked if he could throw the ball she had for her dog. He threw the ball a few times and every time the dog brought the ball back to the lady, and she gave it to the young man to throw. Before long, it was obvious that the elder lady and the younger man and the dog were so in synch, it was natural. They walked together to the end of the park and the lady and the young man hugged each other… and I feel sure they have never met before… while the dog bounced along all rather pleased with the situation. And I burst into tears and cried and cried because it’s been so long since I’ve seen and felt such honoring from a young man to an elderly lady. Darn, I’m gonna cry again! And if this is the NEW, I’ll take it. Such relief, release, and it could be that I needed to see this encounter personally so that I could breathe again without having to blow my nose! Much love, thank you, Barbara L.”

This is a Comment written by Barbara L. on January 21, 2019. Her story and how it impacted her, and then those of us who read it here, was so important I felt it needed to be highlighted in its own article. Thank You Barbara for sharing what you witnessed and felt from it with us. ❤

And this is a Comment by Raymond B. to Barbara L. about how it affected him. Thank You Raymond B. for it. ❤

“Barbara, thank you for sharing this moving experience…and to Denise, Hope and yourself for the heartfelt follow-up comments. As a 66-year-old male going through the AP/EP journey and reading this, I feel moved to write this and make amends (if at all possible) for any inconsiderateness and dishonoring I may have ever displayed – now or in the past – in my relationships with any woman, younger or older, throughout my life. There may be no greater detractor to deep relating than the feelings of “irrelevance to the world” that often arise in older adults of both sexes as they engage with younger generations, and in our society generally in its quest for “youthful beauty,” anything/everything new and its tendency to discard the heartwisdom gained through maturity versus “factual” accumulation. Stories like this, along with other factors surrounding them, inspire me to continue investigating my own relationships with women contemporaries, and to examine where I still may behave dishonoringly or dismissively in any way. I wish I had been that young man who bowed to the older lady and hugged each other upon parting. I will certainly be carrying with me the warm feelings that this image has generated for me. Raymond B.”

One year ago to the day these Comments were written and shared here. I’d started this article around them last year and then forgot about it. I found it today, one year later to the day and knew I had to finish it today.

Just reading these Comments makes me tear up and my HighHeart expand in joy. This is the beginning of HighHeart, of HighHeart consciousness, of HighHeartLife, and to witness it in another person, especially a male person after all that has been is beyond wonderful.

Last week I saw a TV news story about some people in the Los Angles California area who were doing what they could to make more comfortable the pigs going to slaughter in those large animal transport trucks. The pigs (and cattle) travel for many hours in these large trucks going to slaughter and have no water or food the entire time. Because of this, when the trucks would stop, these people were waiting for them, ready with multiple handheld pump sprayers filled with water — and lots of love and gratitude for the pigs.

Seeing these twenty or so people standing there with pump sprayers filled with water for the pigs and spraying it right into their open mouths was amazing. It was a true “rest stop” moment for the pigs while the trucks were stopped. Once the drivers were back in their trucks and leaving, some of these people who’d sprayed water into the pigs mouths through the holes in the trucks were telling them, out loud in front of a news TV crew filming it all, that they ‘loved them and were grateful for them.’ And that is when I started crying. Not because the pigs were going to be slaughtered, but because people, male and female people were conscious of the fact that the pigs needed water, some kindness and loving appreciation on their way to becoming food for humans.

One thing that always gets me is witnessing an unconscious person or people becoming increasingly conscious of the many things that have always been considered normal in the old lower world we all were born into. Humans have been unaware of most everything, so to see more people becoming increasingly conscious and aware of the suffering of other people, animals and all lifeforms in general—and everything else—is a very big deal. It isn’t about people watering pigs in trucks going to slaughter, nor is it about people protesting animals going to slaughter, it’s about people becoming more and more conscious which means their HighHearts are being activated and starting to be their primary lens on reality, life and all else. It does a heart good to be used in very high ways.

The reasons why I named this site HighHeartLife in 2013 are going to become increasingly clear now we’ve entered 2020 and Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. HighHeart and everyone living a HighHeartLife is what naturally happens when each individual has integrated and re-unified what had been intentionally separated. They ascend into their HighHearts and matching consciousness and start creating NEW higher ways to live their HighHeartLives on NEW Earth.

Denise

January 21, 2020

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From Capricorn Lead to Diamonds

 

As we all know January 12, 2020 was the day of the one and only exact Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction. Did you feel anything at the hour and minute of this conjunction and NEW energy insertion in your timezone? This stupendous energy shift event ticked off around the planet, one timezone after another, instantly installing the NEW energy foundations for Phase 2 of the Ascension Process on NEW Earth. And I mean physically. At the exact hour and minute of this conjunction here in Pacific Time, I felt a strong physical sensation in my HighHeart, then I saw brilliant diamonds everywhere.

Why did I see diamonds? In old pre-ascension astrology, Capricorn and its ruler Saturn and mineral Lead, ruled physical reality and structures, such as the entire human skeletal system, teeth and knees. Saturn held physical reality in physical form for humanity to live, express, learn and create within during the past great Evolutionary Cycle. The old pre-ascension Earth and humanity energy structures, systems, blueprints and codes etc. were a very dense frequency, much like Lead. And, as if that weren’t heavy enough, Team Dark got in there and inverted much of it making old 3D density far worse and very negative.

Some of you may remember how excited I got when Saturn was hit by seven solar flares in April 2017. I wrote about it multiple times because I knew it meant that (1) Saturn had been energetically cleared of all negative distortions intentionally done to it to better control physical reality and human consciousness and human evolution in physical reality. And (2) it signaled that we were very close to having the entire NEW higher structural energy patterns, foundations, codes, frequencies and NEW Earth-NEW Human reality blueprints inserted for Saturn & Co. to hold energetically for the next great Evolutionary Cycle.

Remember how many Volunteers have had repeated dreams of having to do Energy Work cleaning up public bathrooms overflowing with human excrement and assorted dense filth left by unaware humanity over the eons? Lovely topic I know but worse if you’ve been on old Earth transformation Shit Detail for much of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, which many of us were and in a variety of ways other than this.

The transmute, transform, transcend that the First Everything Volunteer Forerunners have HAD to do on themselves and in their physical bodies has been happening simultaneously throughout the Earth, its grid systems and more, the Sun, the planets of our solar system, the Milky Way galaxy, other galaxies and the universe. Saturn had it’s “public bathrooms” cleaned by seven solar flares intentionally aimed at it for this very reason in April 2017. This has basically been what Phase 1 of the Ascension Process was about — transmute, transform, transcend everything everywhere internally and externally. In Phase 1 we’ve sort of been like those guys whose job it is to go in afterwards and clean up everyone’s huge leftover party mess. We were needed to first Lighten the load. A certain percentage of old lower frequency everything, including all old Cycle energy codes, patterns, reality blueprints, distortions and matching frequency consciousness etc., needed to be removed before the NEW higher everything could be inserted, implemented and activated in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. That just happened on January 12, 2020 via the Saturn Pluto conjunction in Capricorn. I know there’s some other planets in Capricorn now that are involved with all this but it was Saturn and Pluto that did the planetary and human species energetic heavy-lifting for the NEW to be instantly inserted and activated in NEW Earth for NEW Humanity at the start of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process.

My HighHeart felt a strong physical sensation and I saw Diamonds everywhere at the hour and minute the exact Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction happened where I live because NEW Earth has a fifth dimensional and HighHeart baseline and that requires crystalline Diamond frequency reality structures and energy foundations, codes, systems and more. NEW ascended Earth and NEW ascended Humans that are and will live, express, learn and create on it must, as of 1-12-2020, now be a frequency match with it. We Volunteer First Everythingers have been at this ourselves for the past twenty years of Phase 1. We too have entered Phase 2 this month but we’re doing so at much higher levels than what the unaware human population is. Remember those energy stair-steps. They haven’t ended or plateaued, they continue higher and higher and so do we all.

This 1-12-2020 major shift event is not negotiable but mandatory which is why we’re going to be seeing even more people quickly exiting their bodies via physical death. It’s also why we’re going to be witnessing far more unaware people freaking out and/or becoming more unstable because they are not consciously aware that physical reality and Earth just transcended, just shifted to HighHeart crystalline Diamond frequency and external reality on January 12, 2020. They’re now living in the NEW crystalline Diamond physical reality energies and structures etc. and the majority of them are not as yet Soul Contracted to begin the Ascension Process.

From Phase 1 Transformational Cleaning to Phase 2 Conscious Creating

Lots going on and even faster than it has been! But, for the Volunteers, the First Everythingers, the Forerunners our dense, dark and difficult Phase 1 Ascension Process Work is completed. No more humanity Shit Detail clean up for us, they now have to deal with their own stuff and junk themselves.

Phase 2 of the Ascension Process for us has energetically shifted to our now learning how to—as these physically ascending versions of ourselves—Consciously Create for ourselves, for humanity when needed and for all life on NEW Earth for starters. Those who’ve chosen to also live the Embodiment Process during the Ascension Process will continue it to completion in Phase 2. Many of us are close to that now, and the closer we get to it, I sense the physical Sun will reflect that by doing something NEW and different energetically.

Due to this major energy shift event of 1-12-2020 from the last remnants of old lower Lead to NEW Diamonds, many have been feeling some old ascension symptoms and some new rather strange ones too. I certainly have been and strongly since November 2019. I don’t expect this will end soon either because it’s one massive shift from old lower Lead to NEW much higher Diamond frequencies! Give your body and consciousness some time to acclimate to this shift event from Phase 1 into Phase 2 with its matching NEW Diamond energies and all else. (As I’m writing this my inner ears are screaming, sections of my back hurt like crazy, Ascension Flu aches and chills and my head is… I don’t even know it’s so strange due to these recent major changes. It hurts and has pressures in it and I know and trust all is well. But it’s been weirder than usual.)

To Those Who Don’t Want To Do This Ascension Crap Anymore

I feel you, I know how you feel and why you feel that way. I really do because I’ve been there a thousand times myself since 1999. Hell, I tried to get out of my Volunteered ascension life commitment when I was five, but here I still am all these decades later.

What I do very much want those of you who are at that point where you just do not want to “play” this life of ascension business anymore to know is that, believe it or not, the whole thing just got much better, easier and faster as of 1-12-2020. Phase 2 won’t be anything like Phase 1 was for the Volunteers, First Everythingers, Forerunners. Phase 2 is going to be, at times, actually fun and very much worth sticking around for!

We’ve reached the point where we now Consciously Create for ourselves. We desire, feel, intend, visualize and want what we do into physical manifestation now. Phase 2 for most of us is about re-learning how to be Conscious Creators and individually energetically sovereign and more. No more Shit Detail, now it’s what do you want to Consciously Create and how much more fun, interesting and creative is that!?

I’m not saying that now we’re on the other side of the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction of January 12, 2020 everything  is instantly going to be perfect and easy constantly. It is and it isn’t and the why of this is because (1) we’re new to all this physical level Diamond NEW Earth NEW and (2) there’s a whole bunch of unaware humans here too and some, not all but some of them have just gotten activated via their Soul Contracts to be the First Wave of HUMANS to start the Ascension Process. After them a Second Wave of HUMANS will be activated to start it, and after them a Third Wave of HUMANS and so on. Stair-steps for all of us always. Because of this we’re about to become valuable to those unaware humans who’ve suddenly found themselves coming apart due to the evolutionary Ascension Process. Can you see and feel where this is going on so many NEW creative levels for us all?

Put down your transformational cleaning products oh exhausted, frustrated and weary fellow Forerunners because that job is finished. Disinfect yourself, heal your heart from having seen, done and survived all you have throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process. Pick up your retirement benefits and move immediately to Diamond level NEW Earth Phase 2. You will become increasingly enthused and refreshed once again and filled with great freedom and empowerment from a job very well done in Phase 1. Now my friends and co-Workers, lets get to learning Conscious Creating from within the Diamonds of NEW Earth.

Denise

January 17, 2020

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First Everythingers First

     

Those of you who’ve read my articles for years know that it’s unusual for me to write five articles in one month.

(1) December 2, 2019 – More Light Means More Knowing
(2) December 17 – It’s Checkout Time Humanity
(3) December 20 – NEW Divine Father Masculine & the Capricorn Saturn Pluto Conjunction
(4) December 28 – Cannot, Will Not Do This Anymore
(5) December 31 – Today Is the Last Day of 2019

Throughout December 2019 I felt that old familiar, absolutely cannot ignore Soul Contract sensation of having to write about certain things as quickly as I could. When I feel this familiar ascension energetic drive to get certain things written immediately, I know it’s because major energy changes are about to manifest and the information is intended to prepare and aid us with more NEW presenting in the physical dimension. When this happens, it’s something I feel obsessively compelled to do as quickly as I’m able. Such was the entire month of December 2019.

The reasons for this I believe is because the First Everythingers very recently made a grand shift into Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, which exists in a much higher level we’ve never experienced before. I say this because of how my physical body has felt since late December 2019 into January 2020.

Because the First Everythingers always go first, live it first, embody it first and help anchor it first into the physical dimension and ascending Earth etc., many of us have been feeling an onslaught of both old and NEW ascension symptoms at different times in December. I started feeling some of this from mid-November and they increased in mid-December 2019. When that higher dimensional nice guy connected with me on December 28, 2019 to pass along a message about the NEW energies and help—different Angelics, ETs and other Beings—it was made very clear that some of us would be experiencing the NEW energies of Phase 2 first. It’s always worked this way so this shift out of Phase 1 and entrance into Phase 2 which energetically includes the Saturn Pluto and other Capricorn planets conjuncting etc., would be felt, lived, embodied and anchored first by those of us who I’ve called the First Everythingers.

Everything I just said, typed, was very linear because I haven’t figured out how to type Spherically yet. 😉 Point is that what I said sounds very linear when in fact I rarely experience things that way anymore. I do and I don’t. I both and more. Some of you know exactly what I’m saying. It’s strange to say the least but this is another big aspect of the Ascension Process in general but much more so for us in Phase 2.

I’ve been experiencing different incredibly intense (to me) periods of what is my ongoing Embodiment Process for months. My ongoing alignment with, merging with, unification with and Embodiment of my Soul fully with my physical body and this Denise self is both profound and shocking. During this ongoing process, linear time disintegrates and one finds oneself beyond it. To be expected right? The more NEW and higher each of us embodies, takes into our physical bodies and selves, the more quantum, the more non-linear we and our consciousness and all else becomes. Expect much more of this in Phase 2 First Everythingers.

Words fail to come close to this ongoing experience and Process. It is deeply personal, very intense, painful at times due to such higher frequency materials being added to and merged with the physical body and personality self. At times it can be equally ecstatic as traumatic which sounds like a contradiction but again, we’re in territory we’ve never been before. For me in those moments when more NEW comes in, be that in the form of energy waves, solar pulsations, deeper Photonic Light energies or more of my Soul and physical Self merging, it’s all magnificent, even the physically painful and psychological unknown moments of the Process.

It may sound like I just went off-script there but I didn’t really. Those of us who’ve chosen to go through the Embodiment Process during the Ascension Process are doing both and more. All of this has escalated greatly since around September 2019, with each month after it getting more intense. Some of the recent shift symptoms some First Everythingers have been experiencing since about mid-November, much more so by mid-December 2019 into January 2020, have been extreme at times. I’m going to list some of the latest side effects I’ve been having caused by the things mentioned already—the ongoing Embodiment Process and recent shift many of the First Everythingers experienced due to the NEW higher energies we felt on or around December 28, 2019. They have and will continue so this wasn’t something that only happened that one day/night. Non-linear, linear, quantum, Spherical, everything at once awareness and more now First Everythingers.

  • severe head pains and pressures and Pineal and Pituitary gland evolution
  • increased eye pains, dryness, vision blurriness, sensitivity to the latest Light and sometimes physical motion as well which is related to Pineal and Pituitary evolution and higher frequency external Photonic light and related higher energies
  • severe inner cold throughout whole body, severe cold hands and/or other body parts that lasts for hours and nothing helps warm you up
  • severe inner heat radiating from the bottoms of your feet primarily
  • feeling both frozen and burning internally
  • having skin on your face look red and burned from the inner cold and heat
  • the start of another round of sudden hair falling out
  • consciousness continually expanding into NEW territories which can sometimes make one feel inadequate, outdated, confused and very ungrounded
  • greater increase in inner body vibrations which can at times feel overwhelming
  • ongoing HighHeart expansions to embody and Embody everything that’s happening
  • memory has evolved to mind’s eye visuals instead of old mental thoughts
  • clairvoyantly Seeing other people’s Energy Signatures in NEW and colorful ways, even radiating out of their written words
  • Seeing and seeing increased bright white vertical Light flashes peripherally. Also seeing increased solar Light pulsations, flashes, flickering and NEW changes in your Lightbody and Sun connection
  • Seeing more and more NEW codes, 6D morphogenic creational geometric patterns

Many of these ascension symptoms are ones I had for the first decade or fifteen years or so in Phase 1 of the Ascension Process (1999–2019). Thankfully some of them like the burning bottoms of my feet ended after about twelve years of that miserableness. It was so great to be able to wear shoes, not only flip-flops, once that side effected ended. So, to suddenly have it return about ten days ago really surprised me. Same with the sudden hair falling out a decade after the first time it happened around 2008–2009. Same with the intense inner cold I often had intermittently during Phase 1. To have all of these old ascension symptoms suddenly return, on top of other NEW ones, around mid-November 2019 was surprising to me. I was confused about why they would make a return at this point in the shift out of Phase 1 and into Phase 2.

After the brief Higher Awareness message I received the evening of December 28, 2019 from the higher dimensional nice guy, I understood a bit better that some of the First Everythingers have been both casting-off some from our personal sojourn through Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, but we’ve also been experiencing the tremendously higher energies, Light, Phonic Light, codes, internal and external frequencies and vibrations, and NEW locations energetically in our physical bodies. We’ve both been frozen and burned by them, made dizzy and nauseous by them, abruptly pushed out of our bodies by them and slammed back into them repeatedly for months. We exist in linear space and time, and we also exist in non-linear space and time and both are happening simultaneously. Phase 2 will be this and much more for many of us so be prepared for anything. And be prepared to get serious with your personal abilities and our collective group abilities to Consciously Create in Phase 2.

Back to the how the First Everythingers always experience and embody the NEW first. Much of how the NEW physical level energies that the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction (and other planets involved) will manifest as NEW codes and reality for humanity and Earth on January 12, 2020, we First Everythingers needed to feel, live, experience and embody first. All this is part of the activation of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. We go first, we feel first, we embody first, we hurt first because we live and anchor them first in and through our physical bodies, HighHearts and Volunteer selves. We take the edge off so to speak by our doing this for the rest of humanity and all life on Earth.

Friday, January 10, 2020 is the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse at 20° Cancer. Sunday, January 12, 2020 is the one and only exact conjunction between Saturn and Pluto at 22° Capricorn. Welcome to next-level Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and the NEW across the physical board for all. Be prepared for anything at any time and no fear, this is compressed evolution and everyone is finally involved in it on the physical level.

Denise

January 7, 2020

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Today is the Last Day of 2019

At the start of December 2018, the heavy rains and snow suddenly started on the west coast areas of the USA. After a very long and very hot period of drought here in southern California, it was magnificent having it suddenly raining, and heavily here and for the whole winter season. For the past twenty years we’ve not really had winter in SoCal. We were lucky if the temperature dropped below 100 degrees, that’s how harsh it’s been and for so long. But December 2018 brought in a lot of NEW energies and codes that were inserted into the water, the rain and snow on Earth which is why it rained so heavily here until the season ended, leaving SoCal with almost twenty inches of rain in one short three month long “winter” season. I’ve always loved the rain so this was heaven-sent for me, and of course the California mountain ranges were packed with above average snow amounts. NEW codes embedding into the waters of Earth, us and everything.

The moment the heavy rains started here in the west in December 2018, I began clairvoyantly Seeing some NEW Light energies, plasma energies, some NEW codes and other beautiful Light waves, undulations and different triangular, trinity, integrated NEW unified patterns in iridescent pastel plasma fields and on white and also black background fields with vibrant gemstone colored triangular and other patters too. It was like a NEW light-show had arrived and I’ve been Seeing this since December 2018 when my eyes are open and closed. Reality has been energetically imprinted with NEW much higher frequency energies and codes since last December.

What I didn’t expect, silly me!, was that with the start of December 2019, these same NEW Light energies, plasma energies, NEW codes and other triangular patterns and such would all be turned up a few more notches energetically. In a nearly identical pattern to what happened with the start of December 2018, the same thing started again in early December 2019. This time I’ve been Seeing these same Light energies and plasma, NEW codes and triangular and other complex shaped 6D energy patterns be greatly amplified causing them to change colors somewhat. Plus there’s been a few new ones added as well in December 2019.

This is what the plasma energy has looked like to me since December 2018.

This is what the plasma energy has been looking like to me since December 2019. By the colors alone it’s easy to physically see and clairvoyantly See that the energies have been increased, elevated and intensified since the start of December 2019. Why? Because we’re about to enter 2020 and Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and we continue to evolve and embody and Embody higher frequencies, Light, DNA etc. each year. More about that in a moment.

Sometimes the plasma energies look—to me—like soft, fluid and gentle massive undulating sheets of rolling fields of energy.

And sometimes the plasma energies look like the Northern Lights. Massive undulating sheets of slowly rolling fields of higher frequency iridescent energies. A few years ago I Saw one of these from far out in space and it looked to me, from that perspective, like a massive gently rippling curtain hung in space.

This image is of actual physical cellophane, iridescent cellophane. I’m using it because it’s very similar to the beautiful iridescent plasma energies and other NEW patterns and codes that typically look like different triangular shapes pointing in different directions. If you want to get a better look at what many of these latest NEW December 2019 into 2020 plasma and energy codes look like, do an online search of iridescent cellophane and look at all the images of it. These latest NEW energies look very much like it.

In December 2018 most, but not all of the NEW Trinity or Triality codes (not the old Duality codes, they’re now completely gone) were in pale pastel colors much like this image.

Others looked much like this image starting December 2018.

This is what many look like at the start of December 2019. You can see how the color saturation has intensified since December 2018 up to and beyond December 2019. Stair-steps with all aspects of the Ascension Process. Many of the NEW codes are here and have been since December 2018, but they’ve been increasing in intensity ever since. This is one big reason why all of 2019 was so severe, intense and difficult.

In the late evening of Saturday, December 28, 2019, a nice male higher dimensional being suddenly was present in my Higher Awareness with an important message. Many of the Volunteers—Starseeds, Forerunners, First Everythingers, Pathpavers etc.—have recently been receiving this same message in slightly different ways, tailored specifically for each of us. They know how each of us here will best receive and retain all higher dimensional messages and vision information so they’re given to us in exactly those unique individual ways.

I had just gotten into bed this night and was still awake when he arrived in this Higher Awareness way with this message. You’ve most likely received the same message(s) but it probably sounded, looked or felt slightly different. Feel into all this. ❤

He communicated that these NEW currently arriving energies are pure, meaning they are naturally Neutral. They just ARE — they are not coded, and have not as yet been imprinted or molded or emotionally or energetically intentionally charged by any of we incarnate ascension Volunteers and Embodiers. That was the whole of that part of his message — these current NEW energies are naturally pure and therefore Neutral. Very blank slate in other words. Very we Volunteers now have brand NEW tools that we’re supposed to use to Consciously Create what we want the, our, NEW Earth and NEW lives and reality etc. to be. I specifically mean the Volunteers as this male being and other Others have and continue sending this message and others to all Volunteers now. It is intended for us and not for mass humanity at this point.

So, message is that there’s tons of NEW pure energies here now at the end of December 2019, and the end of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process. These particular NEW energies are not pre-coded like so many of the others I was talking about above and attempting to show what they look like at this point in those images. This is about pure NEW UN-charged Neutral energies that are our NEW Embodied Phase 2 of the Ascension Process energies and tools we are going to be individually—and occasionally in Groups of two or more—intentionally embedding, charging, molding and Consciously Creating to Work with in this NEW way and even higher level of our ongoing development.

Other parts of his message were about how there are all sorts of NEW higher dimensional participants—different Starbeings and different groups of Angelic beings—who’ve gotten involved with the Ascension Process right now because we’ve reached the end of Phase 1 of it and will tomorrow enter Phase 2 of it, even more so on January 12, 2020. These additional higher dimensional participants are now and probably will be more involved with we incarnate Volunteers as well. In other words, NEW Phase means some more NEW ascension assistants that are now helping the Volunteers with all these NEW changes in the Ascension Process and Separation. Everything is currently in a very big Shift phase out of how it’s been, how we Volunteers have been, and how it’s going to be as we all enter Phase 2 of the Ascension Process on NEW Year’s Day tomorrow.

Very early this morning California time, I received an email from an Ascension co-Worker and dear friend who lives in Australia. After reading it I asked for her permission to quote it in my article I was going to publish today or tomorrow about the above message I was given on December 28, 2019. Thank you Meadow for letting me share your important and beautiful message you received today, December 31, 2019, here with everyone.  ❤

“It’s 11:15 pm  31.12.19.
I needed to let you know of an activation that has started in the last 25 minutes of crystal diamond energy over New Zealand (ruby colour) Australia (blue diamond) and South Africa (emerald). I have been called to ground this energy and am holding energetic hands with lightworkers across our 3 countries to make sure the new energies roll in right. I saw a portal open and around 1000 beings from across the galaxy have come to help hold and witness this event. A legion of Angels also arrived and sent a clarion call across the ages and dimensions claiming earth for the light. Source energy just came thru and touched it with their finger to seal the deal. My energy feels soothed, uplifted and light. Happy 2020 dear friend. We are doing this! — Meadow”

I want to include here for any who’ve forgotten, Celia Fenn channeled a great AA Michael message in October 2019 about this. She lives in South Africa. I’ll add a link to her October 2019 channeling below my copyright. It’s very much worth a re-read right now.

And All The Star Wars Movie Connections To Our Now

In Comments under my previous article I’d mentioned how I watched the December 2017 released, Star Wars: The Last Jedi movie on TV two days ago. That was the first time I’d seen it, and I haven’t as yet seen the latest one released December 2019, Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker. Notice the dates and timing of all this because it’s all connected and reflecting the Volunteers, Starseeds, now the Indigos, and the end of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process. In The Last Jedi movie this was so wonderfully symbolized by Luke Skywalker and Master Yoda burning down the ancient Jedi Library. Why? Because Phase 2 of the Ascension Process is starting tomorrow, NEW Year’s Day January 1, 2020. We Volunteers have completed and evolved beyond all of Phase 1’s Ascension Process trials and tribulations so burn it down because we’re shifting into Phase 2 now.

There’s been many movies made over these ascension years that, mostly unknowingly, parallel and reflect the Ascension Process, the Volunteers, Starseeds, the Indigos, the Embodiment Process, the Separation of Worlds & Timelines, and the lengthy dimensional Shift we’ve gone through, difficult and dangerous as it was. All of the Lord of the Rings and Matrix movies showed aspects of the Ascension Process and evolution to a higher dimension altogether. What’s important to remember however is that you and I are the current living participants of all this. We are the NEW “myths”, living the NEW mythic adventures, battles, transformations and compressed evolution right here, right now in our very own personal lives, bodies, hearts and HighHearts. Happy NEW New Year and very well done All.

Denise

December 31, 2019

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Cannot, Will Not Do This Anymore

  It’s Christmas Eve morning as I start this. I know it’s supposed to be all festive, full of holiday spirit, joy, love and happiness etc., but to be honest, I’ve felt extra terrible the past few days. We all know how brutal nearly every day of 2019 has been. I could bullshit everyone and say what a great time I’m having, that my birthday was wonderful, that life is good, but it’s not true. It’s not in my nature to throw faux verbal glitter on speed-bumps of pain and misery and then be thankful they sparkle. I’ve never had a problem honestly saying how difficult and painful certain Ascension Processes are because I know they’re a normal part of the entire process and won’t last forever. Neutrality remember?

2019 has been so deeply, so profoundly, so intensely difficult and pain-filled in many different ways that I should have known the end of 2019 would be even more intense. The holidays and birthdays haven’t made the end of 2019 any less severe than the entire year has been. I should have been better prepared for this year to end with even greater intensity.

Tomorrow, Christmas day, is a New Moon Solar Eclipse at 4° Capricorn 7′. What do you have natally at or within orb of that? If you have a natal planet(s), important angle or strong aspect to it, (which I do at the same degree and sign) then this cosmic re-structural Capricorn party will intensify even more. The special 2019 gifts just keep coming, and they’re doing so to help us out of where we’ve been and up higher into what awaits us. Doesn’t matter that they’re most likely causing us more amplified emotional pains and nearly unbearable building inner pressures. This is the end of 2019 after all! We’re supposed to be and feel utterly and completely DONE with the way life and reality has been for us for the past twenty-some ascension years. I for one cannot take another day, another step, another moment of how it’s been into my NEW tomorrows. I cannot, I will not, I will break before I suffer any more of the same into my near future, into our near future.

Today is December 28th and I obviously wasn’t able to finish this when I’d intended. More of those severe evolutionary head pains and pressures, vertigo, nausea, eye sensitivities to light and movement, painful spine in certain areas and a lot of other strange stabbing pains and side effects forced me to lay down and deal with these current energy waves and sleep to more easily integrate them. Besides these extra intense energy wave pains and pressures to the physical body, I’ve also been dealing with equally epic flurries of emotional releasing unfolding almost constantly all of December 2019. To be expected after how severe this year has been and that we’re at the very end of it.

December 22nd I think I was suddenly channeling Pluto in Capricorn! I felt like Plutonian Darth Vader with a lightsaber mowing down everything and everyone that needs to be removed now because the NEW is replacing and relocating it, them, all. Typical Pluto in Capricorn take no prisoners sort of energy where no one and nothing is left standing from the lower cycle.

There’s no more classic Lightworker transmuting dream Work of cleaning up humanity’s residual filth in public toilets for me. I’ve reached Pluto in Capricorn mode where everything is scrapped, lightsaber-ed into unmanifest oblivion because that is where we’re at in late December 2019. And it feels so gooood.

In addition to all this ongoing fun and excitement there’s been the increasing and intensifying reality of time spent in NO TIME. Time spent, time lived in Spherical consciousness, in quantum timeless NO TIME. It’s lovely once you get better acquainted with living your NEW life in a level and frequency where linear time is not always present. I’m sure that as we each cross this bridge, we’ll adapt to living the majority of our lives in NO TIME with our NEW and growing Spherical consciousness. Just roll with the weirdness and assorted NEW evolutionary anomalies and other phenomena. No fear, just feel and pay attention with and from your HighHeart instead of your linear left-brain.

My point is that as painful as it’s been physically this month—the last three actually—many of us have been feeling amplified emotional pains and pressures too of absolutely no longer being able to co-exist with lower frequency and consciousness Portal People. Like Pluto in Capricorn, the time has come when the wheat must be Separated from the chaff so all can continue however it now must happen from different levels of development and matching frequency worlds and timelines. We are at, we are in, we are living this phase, this process of the Ascension Process at it’s very end which is why it feels so huge and unbearable. Hang in there everyone, this too will pass.

I get the sense that another potent energy Wave will arrive tomorrow, December 29, 2019. Another mighty energy Wave pushing us away from what has been at the end of 2019. Know where you want to be. Be aware that Pluto and Saturn & Co. in Capricorn are lightsaber-ing the heck out of what has been because that’s where we are now. Frequency match internally with where you want to be externally and Work from there and do not look back. Rest and extra self-care from here on out because this won’t be slowing down.

Denise

December 28, 2019

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