Enter Embodiment Process Completion Phase

I recently received an email question from Maria who has generously allowed me to quote her so this discussion can take place in an article. Thank you Maria. ❤ I know a lot of people have had this same question and confusion for many of these ascension years.

“Dear Denise,

Could we as a group just CLAIM ascension to 5D NOW. The destruction to the planet is so great. Living here is made so painful and difficult. Waiting for the masses to wake up is useless. Could we all just DO IT, just tell the Universe WE WANT IT NOW? Just let us do it. Waiting for it makes no sense.  — Maria “

We don’t need to claim fifth dimensional ascension because we’ve been in it for a few years already, fully with the start of 2013. And I could not agree more that ‘waiting for the masses to wake up is useless’, so anyone still waiting for this, or anything or anyone else, stop squandering your precious Ascension Process days. Stop waiting and continue doing what only you can do within your personal Ascension and/or Embodiment Process. Forget about everything else and get yourself where you want to be right now. For most of us that is constantly living in and from your HighHeart while continuing to Embody more, higher and greater into your body and self. That is the formula that gets each of us to NEW Earth faster than anything else; more Source YOU Embodied. No intellectualizing it, just doing it continuously from your HighHeart.

First Everythingers, Forerunners, this has never been a passing of the baton relay race. It’s been about us going first to trail-blaze evolutionary migration routes, to energetically Path-pave the way to the higher NEW for those individuals ready to exit the old 3D frequencies and realities and evolve vibrationally behind us. We never stop doing what we do and wait for anyone. We continue doing our jobs which has been to become the NEW Earth ascended Collective, and we have, and Consciously Create a NEW matching frequency place to migrate to. All that and much more is done by us doing it all in our physical bodies. HOME is and will continue to manifest externally the more each of us internally Embodies more of our Higher Self/Selves/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self in our physical bodies. We are the living physical Alchemical containers that this entire Ascension Process is happening through in the physical. We don’t wait, we live it and Embody it.

There’s been a lot of incorrect, distorted and/or not fully understood information put forth on the Internet by well-meaning people—and many who weren’t—about the Ascension Process. Obviously this has made the whole business even more difficult for most people because it’s always been about who do you trust that’s writing, talking, teaching about the Ascension Process online? Whose been feeding you information that you want to hear? That you hope is true? That you believe is going to happen? Whose been selling you exactly what they know you want to hear? Whose been pitching continued dis-empowerment by telling you that you don’t have to do anything to ascend, to evolve? Whose been selling you that they can remove negative entities, attachments, energies etc. from your physical and etheric bodies for you? Whose been your go-to ascension guru and/or fixer? How much has it financially cost you? How much has it spiritually cost you?

A lot of people have taught, and many readers have believed and expected, that nearly all 8 billion humans alive on Earth now will, and with great joy, lightness and happiness, skip together hand-in-hand at the same time to the NEW ascended Earth. Not how it happens people, not this time because humanity is not nearly evolved enough to be able to all go together at the same time.

A lot of incorrect ascension information has been spread online about how everyone needs to wait for other humans to get with the Ascension Process program. This incorrect belief was another of many designed and intended to run out the ascension clock by those who don’t want humans to evolve now. Feed people endless lies about the Ascension in hopes that they miss it altogether because they were intentionally sidetracked, duped, derailed and had their consciousness intentionally re-directed AWAY from actually living the Ascension Process and to endlessly wait.

(1) The law of Free Will is still in effect in this cosmic neck of the woods so even though the Universal Ascension is taking place in our lifetimes, that does not mean and has never been a guarantee that all 8 billion humans alive on Earth now will experience the Ascension Process in their current lives and bodies. The possibility for that to happen has always existed, however, not every human incarnate now wants to evolve now or is capable of doing so at this time.

There’s still very many people who want to continue existing in the old patriarchal energies and no one, not even Divine Source is going to twist their arms and force them to take advantage of the present energies driving Universal evolution. The Ascension Process is done by choice, by a person wanting to evolve, wanting to become free, to know more, become empowered, be willing to take on more personal responsibilities and so on. Individuals who want more get more. Individuals who want what they’ve had will get even worse of it until they become tired of it and finally choose to evolve. Do those of you reading this honestly believe that you have the time to wait for anyone in that group? It could take many of them another Great Round of 225–250 million years before they’re ready.

(2) It takes individuals who’ve chosen to evolve being Alchemically energetically activated, altered, improved, expanded, upgraded and EVOLVED by the very energies present now to do exactly that. Each person has to live and embody the NEW higher energies, codes, DNA, rewiring processes, transformations and much more so they and their physical body can withstand such a profound evolutionary energetic leap from one dimension and matching frequency (old 3D), all the way through the old 4D Astral and reach the NEW 5D and matching energies of individual integration, re-unification of what had been separated in you and your physical body and self. Divine Source provides everything every being needs to naturally and organically evolve. But, if you trust a human more than Source generated evolution, and want to pay those humans to supposedly do your Ascension Work for you, then I’ve got some swamp land for sale for you!

Why Does It Still Hurt So Much?

“Get up, stand up: don’t give up the fight
Most people think
Great God will come from the sky
Take away everything
And make-a everybody feel high…” — Bob Marley, Get Up, Stand Up

Another common misunderstanding many have had is about why they don’t magically stop hurting physically because they continue Embodying more and more of their Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self. We all have had the unspoken belief or expectation that the more of our Higher Self/Soul/Source we Embodied the less pain—and exhaustion—we’d experience.

Sorry but it physically hurts getting more and more incremental amounts of your Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self Embodied into your physical body! We’ll reach a point where it won’t hurt at all, but until then, it physically hurts getting more vastly higher, faster frequency aspects Embodied into this incarnate you that Volunteered to do exactly this in a physical body. And the Embodiment Process is incredibly exhausting because our physical bodies are constantly expanding, upgrading, evolving, having more NEW DNA activating and running the NEW codes and energetically and physically becoming something totally NEW and profoundly different. So don’t believe that you’re doing something “wrong” again because it’s 2019 and you’re even more exhausted and in physical pain than you were five, ten or twenty years ago.

As if that weren’t enough, add to it the fact that you, me, we have been—many of us from 1999—changing worlds, timelines EVERY time we’ve left our physical homes and apartments to go into the old lower frequency world to do anything. Every time you’ve left your higher vibrating physical house to go grocery shopping, get the oil changed in your vehicle, get your hair cut, go visit a family member in the hospital, go to the mortuary etc., you have left your higher frequency world and reality and re-entered a much lower frequency world reality and had to deal with, interact with and try to communicate with the people that, to this day, still exist there.

I’ve been doing this repeated changing reality musical chairs maneuver since 1999, and it’s been astonishingly painful physically. Re-entering a lower, heavier density once you’ve transmuted much in yourself and your physical body causes great pain and often feels like you’re being crushed by the old density.  The most pain-inducing place I’ve felt was always when I entered my bank. Yeah, old lowly money consciousness and control was the worst. The moment I’d enter the bank my body felt like it was being crushed by that old negativity and density and I’d do my best to not pass-out from it. Today it’s not painful physically to go into the bank. What is painful now is trying to communicate with many, not all but many, of the unaware people that happily exist in the lower frequency Earth world today. They don’t understand me and I don’t understand them and we both think the other one is “crazy” and it’s all just miserable trying to pretend I belong there with them. I really want this to go away quickly too because I honestly cannot understand or relate to most of the people in the lower frequency Earth world at this point of my Embodiment Process.

Your ability to do this, forget about everything else!, is profoundly exhausting and taxing on your physical body, your CNS, your psyche, your whole physical body because you are literally and intentionally changing worlds and then intentionally going back up to where you exist once you’ve gotten the groceries or whatever it was that sent you out and down in the first place. You need to be fully conscious of the FACT that you have, I have, we have been living our Ascension and Embodiment Processes while we’ve repeatedly “jumped timelines”, went from a higher vibrating world into a lower vibration world or worlds. Repeatedly! While Embodying, while everything else, and changing worlds, realities, timelines and frequencies also causes your physical body to hurt like all hell and become even more exhausted. Have you noticed you need a couple of hours or days to recover after you went down vibrationally into a lower frequency Earth world? Your physical pains are caused by both the higher NEW and the lower old. Your “wing span” is very great which is another reason for the pains and pressures you feel in your body. ❤

Those NEW “super powers” are there, underneath the latest Embodiment pains, pressures and incomprehensible expansions. You just don’t always recognize them immediately because of the pains, traumas, ongoing adjustments and your constant expanding perspective. But, you have to have noticed that some of your NEW “super powers”—higher abilities—have been increasing all along and that it’s gotten so easy and fast to Consciously Create now.

Have You Noticed…?

Have you had a dream(s) since June 2019, where someone is trying to get you to do some more cleaning up of the old lower Earth world’s human filth? A common classic dream of this is having to go into a public bathroom and clean up everyone else’s filth left in there.

Have you noticed anyone trying to steer you into something or some place either in a dream or awake that’s of the old lower world recently? I mention this because of the recent increase in the old negativity doing its best to suck anyone back down into it before the Separation Shift completes. ‘Hey little girl, little boy, want some candy?’ the dark stranger offers. ‘Yeah no, I’m good, we’re good’. It’s been kinda like that lately with certain situations and people. Just be conscious of what’s going on and keep doing what you always have anyway First Everythingers. It’s not a threat really anymore at this point, just another sidetrack hustle attempt by desperate Team Dark Portal People. See the monsters but don’t stop to help them. That time is long past.

Have you noticed recently, I know you have, that your perspective on everything and everyone has and continues to change rather dramatically? It makes about everything seem very surreal and strange, otherworldly and fluid. If you’ve been experiencing this, it’s caused by your, my, our ongoing Embodiment Process and how that continues to change our perspective on, well, everything.

As you Embody more and greater of your Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self into your physical incarnate self aspect, naturally your perspective on everything and everyone is changing and will continue to change. You and YOU are merging in your physical body and that is and will continue to cause your view of everything to change and feel profoundly surreal, fluid and transient.

I’ve been doing my best to be consciously aware of this and any other changes caused by my ongoing Embodiment Process for the past couple of years. I’ve found that what used to be important to me isn’t any longer and other things have become deeply important. It makes sense that as we Embody more of our larger, greater Self/Soul/Source etc. into our bodies and selves that that increasing union or re-union is and will greatly change us in ways we couldn’t comprehend before this process started. Keeping this awareness in your HighHeart helps when “reality” gets very surreal again.

We’re in a state of profound transition in more ways than one so just roll with the seeming strangeness and Shifts and don’t hang your hat on anything yet because there’s much more of this to come from here on out. We are in the last phase of the Embodiment Process now in 2019 and 2020, which is why you need to expect the unexpected, remain fluid and flexible in your mind, heart and body and don’t expect you’ve reached HOME until you know you are HOME Embodied right in your physical body. We’re closer to this now than ever before but this last phase should, I suspect, get really interesting in about every way you and I can comprehend today!

Much more to say about all this and I hope we’ll do so in Comments. Keep in heartmind the fact that the Tuesday July 16th Lunar eclipse happening at 24° Capricorn is conjunct the Saturn (17°) Pluto (22°) Capricorn conjunction that’s been in effect all year. This is yet another reason why you may be feeling additionally achy, sick, dizzy, nauseous and generally icky lately. I know, just way too much ascension times fun.  😉

Denise

July 14, 2019

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June 2019 Separation Freedom

TWENTY-EIGHT YEARS AGO, on January 1991, my personal etheric-level PRE-Ascension Inner Work began via the once-in-a-lifetime astrological transit known as the Uranus Opposition. Everyone begins it at age 39, which for me was late December 1990, and with the start of 1991, I and my entire life exited my first 39-yearlong phase and entered a completely new and radically different phase.

The first 39 years of my life were spent dealing with my pre-incarnational commitments and contracts, many of which were clearing multiple past lives karma with certain people, plus some personal things I wanted to experience for myself in this life before my Expiration Date arrived on January 1991. All that was completed by me by age 39 on the physical-level and I fully exited my first 39 years of life at that time and entered the next etheric-level and phase of my mandatory deep Inner Work clearing all current and past life interactions, karma, emotional wounds, unresolved deeper level issues and energies and so on.

All my life I’d known that I had from birth until age 39–40 to accomplish all the things I did during that time, but I knew that by age 40 I would enter another “life” that would be nothing like the first 39 years. For me it was a type of death and rebirth at the start of 1991, at age 39, because everything I’d done and accomplished up to that point was finished and I was quickly—Uranian style—launched into the next phase of my life which was constant intense Inner Work done on the etheric-level in lucid dreams that were highly archetypal, shockingly insightful, incredibly potent and personally freeing. This phase consisted of my having to do constant etheric-level Inner Work on myself via the Uranus Opposition for four super intense years. After my Uranus Opposition completed, I entered another new phase of mandatory preparation Inner Work to even be capable of living, transmuting and embodying the Ascension Process on the physical and biological level when that phase started for me in February 1999.

I’ve written about my personal First Everythinger Forerunner Ascension Process years from February 1999 on already. Suffice it to say that it wasn’t easy, safe or pleasant but I didn’t Volunteer for easy, safe or pleasant.

November 2016, my best feline fur friend decided he’d had enough after nearly 12 Ascension Process years with me—which were not easy, safe or pleasant much of the time—and wasn’t going to stick around for the ‘Agent Orange’ phase of the global process and quickly passed away.

January 2017, my younger sister and only sibling passed away at 57 from a lifetime lived in bulimic self-abuse, heroin drug addiction and who knows what else, and the ever-present influences of dedicated evil that existed at those old negative depths.

Late June 2019, my mom passed away and finally got herself freed from a physical body that was damaged from her premature birth 89 years ago, and all of the disabilities, vascular dementia and coronary disease that accumulated over the decades.

They are FREE in their ways, and now I am FREE in mine which is a very positive thing so please don’t anyone feel sad about any of this. Freedom at this point in the Embodiment Process, the arrival of the NEW codes since December 2018 and the automatic Separation of Worlds Shift happening because of them is another natural stair-step within this Process. Each person in 2019 now must exist on a like-frequency stair-step reality no matter if that’s in a physical body or out of one. It doesn’t matter, only that these escalating spiritual energetic “musical chairs” type rapid shifting around being done by all of humanity on Earth and beyond it is taking place now in preparation for full entry into the totally NEW energies and codes on January 12, 2020. The July 2019 eclipses will cause many more people to suddenly die and FREE themselves of their physical bodies for a variety of personal reasons, every one of them Ascension related.

On June 2, 2019, I entered yet another milestone Ascension Embodiment Process change Shift and phase. It was directly connected to my mom’s accelerated physical and mental deterioration and eventual death at the end of June 2019. There have been many other phases within my personal Ascension and Embodiment Processes that have been extreme, severe, intense with highly focused negative attacks on me by certain lower frequency people and/or nonphysical, nonhuman beings. June 2019 however was overflowing with next-level, their “end times”, this is the Separation Shift! negative attacks made on me by many different people, all of them strangers.

From paramedics to head ER nurses to social workers and APS social workers to hospice nurses to online strangers, the entire month of June 2019 has contained the equivalent of about five linear years worth of severe and repeated physical attacks against me and so, so much more and all while I constantly was Embodying higher levels within my physical body. As is always the case, it’s the WHY of these attacks at the time they happen that contain more answers about what’s really happening. In my personal June 2019 case, they’ve had to do with the Separation of Worlds Shift that some went through last month due to our going more fully into our personal Embodiment Process, which automatically further accelerates the Separation Shift.

I am not going to share all I experienced throughout June 2019 as I normally would in hopes of that information assisting others. I have my reasons and they have nothing to do with what you may think or believe. It is not about my mom’s passing whatsoever as that was a tremendous freedom for her and even more so for me. I’m not sharing everything I experienced throughout June for reasons I also won’t explain.

Something I will share is the day my mom died a positive and intentionally nondescript etheric being Assistant became present etherically to me in her physical bedroom to Work with her, me, and with all three of us together and this is why.

The old negative Team Dark distortions, False Light, and their ‘long dark tunnel to the False Light’ death structure and system they created long ago to funnel dead humans into their recycle bin, forcing humanity to reincarnate quickly on Earth, is one more massive negative parasitic hijack system that’s recently been removed by Team Light. You’re welcome.

Because that ancient negative distortion created to recycle humanity into reincarnating on Earth has been dismantled recently, there is now a NEW organic Divine Source system in-place for dying humans leaving their physical bodies. Now there is an etheric Assistant that helps ascending 5D humans by directly escorting dying individuals to where they each need to go at that time. The dying human is now personally picked up from a very close energy level to the present 5D Earth and safely escorted and hand-delivered by the Assistant to a nonphysical 5D area for those who’ve just exited their physical bodies. Some others take over from there to further assist the recently dead human.

The human dying/death system has been returned to an organic Divine Source system finally. There is no more negative long tunnel to the other side that hijacked and deposited people into the False Light created by Team Dark to intentionally recycle them into earthly reincarnations to continue energetically fueling the negative aliens & co. food and fuel supplies. Just like all other Team Dark hijacked, distorted, pirated thefts of everything, they all have been permanently dismantled, obliterated and replaced with organic Source-created systems and structures.

Now an Assistant comes between the 5D physical and 5D nonphysical which is incredibly easy for everyone involved, to assist the dying human AND a living ascended/ascending, embodied/Embodied human relative, spouse, friend etc. if one is present, and if that person is consciously aware of what’s actually happening multidimensionally to assist the Assistant and dying human.

I spent most every minute of the entire month of June 2019, functioning at a quantum level and a linear level simultaneously longer than I ever have before. This happened only because I was having to deal with, speak to and interact with linear people and systems such as two hospitals in different cities, multiple doctors at each of them, paramedics, nurses, police, APS, hospice coordinators, hospice nurses, mortuary people and much more while my body continued Embodying greater HighHeart pounding solar and beyond Crystalline/Christ frequencies, more NEW codes and DNA all while doing my best to not show that any of it was even happening. I am different from who I was in May 2019, because I have Shifted into more Embodiment and real freedom.

In closing I want to add that just like the negatives long ago created their False Light to trick humanity in different ways, long ago they also created a False Ascension on a descending Earth and (brief) timeline. Unfortunately most people cannot honestly and accurately even discern and know for themselves which is which and which one they’re currently existing on.

For those honestly capable, here’s to being increasingly free in July 2019 and more so each month after it. Watch these sudden reality changing July eclipses this year.

Denise

July 1, 2019

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The INTERNAL Separation of Worlds

The “Shift” or “Event” as some call it and expect it to happen, has been happening continually inch by painful and difficult inch for the past thirty physical linear years on Earth. Intensely so in the physical dimension since 1998–1999. I’ve referred to this constant “Shift” “Event” process energetic Stair-steps that the First Everything-ers, Foreunners, Pathpavers, Embodiers, Wayshowers have been traversing for the past 20–30 or more years in this life. However, many people believe and expect some instant special-effects type of external singular “Event” and/or “Shift” to happen all at once that will shift them and their physical bodies into a much higher state and reality. If it happened that way, no one alive on Earth would physically survive it because the frequency range difference between what has been and what we’re evolving into is too extreme for anyone in a physical body to survive in-tact in a single “Shift” or “Event”. Mass humanity is nowhere near evolved enough to be able to make a single evolutionary leap “Shift” or “Event” and ascend to a higher level of being. No, this “Shift”/”Event” has been unfolding quite differently for decades already.

2018 Triple Crowns Process

First Everything-ers and Forerunners, do you remember Embodying increasing amounts of Crystalline Christ frequency during 2017 and 2018? Do you remember Embodying the Triple Crowns process in 2018? If you weren’t conscious of that particular phase it doesn’t matter, only that you went through it and were further Rewired by it. The Triple Crowns process was, as has always been the case with the Ascension Process, very compressed the last three months (Trinity, Triality instead of lower frequency Duality) of 2018. Three stages of Embodying the first, second and third “Crowns” that year so you’d be able to move up a few more Stair-steps and Embody more NEW in the near future in a NEW way with very NEW results. That future is 2019, and as usual, a different multiple stage process continues this year. Such has been the entire Ascension Process; steadily laboring our ways up higher frequency stair-steps transmuting all that needed to be, releasing more lower old, while each higher step caused and continues to cause us to embody and Embody increasingly higher frequency Light energies, more NEW codes (templates) and NEW DNA and then run them through our bodies in these NEW ways.

https://highheartlife.com/2018/11/13/october-november-december-2018-year-end-run-for-the-triple-crowns/

What I suspected last year but wasn’t absolutely positive about the 2018 Triple Crowns process was that each of those “Crowns” had to do with three important brain glands; the Pineal Crown gland, the Pituitary Brow gland, and the Hypothalamus gland which works with the other two forming a higher NEW energetic Trinity system in our brains. Those three brain glands were a big part of the Triple Crowns and evolutionary Rewiring they went through last year all to prepare them, us to Embody and run the 2019 (and beyond) higher NEW codes and energies in NEW ways at NEW levels. Stair-steps, always stair-steps as we constantly build upon, expand, evolve and survive the entire Ascension Process physically and in all other ways as well.

Many times over the years I’ve shared how this and related energy processes feel in my body and head. Typically whenever NEW energy Waves and/or solar transmissions—CME’s, solar storms, flares, winds—are present I feel them enter through the etheric area above the top of my physical head. From that level they descend into my physical head and swirl and ping around in there for a while causing different transformational head pains, pressures and those very distinct energy headaches while they evolve certain endocrine brain glands (and chakras) being energetically worked on at the time. While this further head, brain and brain glands Rewiring is happening, those energies typically flow down from my head into my entire HighHeart area and Thymus gland. [The physical Thymus gland is located in the center of your upper chest well above the physical heart.] The farthest below my HighHeart I feel these energies is around my diaphragm, which causes it to instantly bloat again. It’s been an ongoing Process in the First Everythingers, Forerunners, Embodiers having these Trinity group of brain glands Rewired, not just one and done but multiple times over the past twenty years and counting. Stair-steps, multiple layers, continuously higher frequencies, expanding abilities, higher awareness and so on. Never a one and done thing but an ongoing expansion and uplifting Ascension Process to higher and more complex completely NEW levels with NEW codes and DNA and matching NEW awareness and abilities.

All of April and most of May 2019 have been unusually energetically intense, physically and emotionally painful and psychologically trying for me at times, and then the complete opposite at other times. This is certainly not the first time these extremes have been experienced during my personal Ascension and Embodiment Processes, but it is the first time for me at this level. The same is true for many of you reading this. You, me, we have never been were we are now and we’ve never experienced these NEW higher level energies functioning within us in these very NEW ways. It’s wonderful, shocking, disturbing, intense and can be traumatic for a bit as you make these profound evolutionary transitions into a higher way of being and functioning due to the NEW codes and DNA and other NEW energy Waves we’ve been embodying and Embodying recently.

It was in December 2018 when the rain started (here in California) after so many long horrible ascension years of extreme heat and drought. And it’s cold and raining here today, May 26, 2019 as I write this. Because I’ve always loved the rain this was a special treat for me anyway, but once the rain started last December, I knew it was going to continue and was happening because the water was going to help embed and hold these latest NEW Trinity codes which are the NEW energy templates for ascending humanity, Earth, reality and beyond.

We’ve had a constant increase over the past few years of greater Crystalline (Christ frequency) energies present and being Embodied by the First Everythingers and our internal grid systems, and into Earth and Earth’s grid system. Once the needed levels of this were reached we automatically moved up another energy Stair-step and began the next level of this ongoing process. In this case it was the 2018 Triple Crowns transformations; the triple brain glands being greatly evolved up to a Trinity frequency and state that’s Crystalline going into Diamond. After that it’s been the super compressed, intense and at times downright extreme April and May 2019 stair-step phase of our three NEW Trinity frequency brain glands connecting and operating with our HighHearts and Thymus gland.

How many of you noticed during April and May 2019 that most every time your head hurt from embodying these NEW Trinity codes (many have been Seeing them everywhere since the rains, and flooding, began last December as pastel colored triangles and/or darker gemstone colored triangles and also other energy 6D template patterns too), your HighHeart area began pounding hard and nearly rattling your teeth!? I exaggerate only slightly about this because this May round has been like no other in this regard. (1) Severe head energy headaches and head pressures that move around your head and skull and (2) that energy then moves down into your entire HighHeart area which causes your heart to pound very hard for longer than you think it can survive. The head business hurts and the HighHeart expansions make you feel exhausted, weak and very close to God… in a good way. 😀

It’s not an easy or painless task getting the NEW Trinity Crystalline Diamond codes into our physical heads, our brain glands, then our HighHearts where they’re now activated to run and are now running our bodies, consciousness, lives and reality and Embody them all so they’re anchored and available for mass humanity to evolve into when they are able to do so. Every time the First Everythingers (I know it’s a ridiculous term and I’ll replace it the moment I think of something better, promise) Embody more NEW Trinity, integrated, unified, evolved beyond old lower frequency Duality codes and energies, our ongoing Embodiment actions assist in another timeline Shift into higher Divine organic reality with NEW matching codes—6D geometric, morphogenic energy templates for humans and all else that are evolving, ascending now.

  

Another very important aspect of these latest 2019 changes was when the Embodiers reached the Shift Event changeover from the old lower everything is focused EXTERNALLY to a much higher and organic level of everything is now focused INTERNALLY which causes individuals to become increasingly more energetically sovereign, self-empowered, self-aware and so on. The old lower 3D patriarchal ways of humanity being constantly focused on all things external and therefore perpetually disempowered themselves meant everyone was parasitic in what’s been a totally parasitic world. That however is another hugely important evolutionary Shift Event that’s happened recently which will force humanity back into a Divine organic state of being, living, reality and consciousness. Humanity will individually rediscover that they themselves are Self-as-Source and that all they need and want to know about etc. can be accessed right inside of themselves. This was another really big and potent Shift Event to finally happen on Earth this year.

I know and you know that all this is far more complex, beautiful and cosmically jaw-dropping than what I’ve very simply described here. This is the best I can do at the moment because, as always, I’m still living and embodying and Embodying all this and more myself just as most of you reading this are. The main reason I’ve wanted to get something written about April and May 2019 is because of what we’ve lived and Embodied we have made a really important and significant Shift Event. We have Embodied more NEW Trinity codes and energies etc. in our Trinity brain glands that are directly connected to our HighHearts making them and the rest of our bodies capable of Embodying and running, housing, containing, maintaining and circulating the NEW Crystalline Diamond Trinity (three not the old lower two of Duality) HighHeart organic systems that are must-haves for life on NEW ascended Earth. We just did one massive Shift Event, again, but this one dwarfs all previous ones because we’ve finally crossed an invisible Ascension line because we’re carrying all NEW now and we’re doing it in NEW ways and at NEW levels we’ve never be able to reach until now.

Also wanted to mention about awful April 2019 as I call it because the entire month the physical pains I’d had off and on for over a year before this were amplified so severely I could hardly walk most of April. The bone and joint structures in our physical bodies have been going through massive Shifts and Events for a few years now because each time we Embody more NEW codes and DNA etc., so too does Earth and the grids in and around Earth. It’s not just our inner structures undergoing tremendous evolutionary transformations but Earth and her grid systems and structures too. That’s your Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction energies hard at Work for you and All. If you’re sensitive to Earth and/or ‘Earth Changes’ and the constant Ascension Process stair-step upgrading of Earth’s grid structures, then you are more likely to feel those energies and changes taking place within your physical bones and skeletal structure. How many of you have had it feel like the bones and joints in your feet and ankles, the bones in your whole body from the waist down for that matter, were literally broken or breaking lately? NEW codes, NEW DNA, NEW grids. This will settle down and hurt less as we and Earth and everything else adjusts to having Embodied this latest round of NEW Trinity codes and other big energy Waves and solar transmissions.

The Separation of Worlds Is Happening Inside You & Your Physical Body

At some point during these bigger than usual April and May 2019 evolutionary Shift Events, I became conscious that the Separation of Worlds is taking place inside of me and my body and inside all Embodiers. It was one of those furrowed brow moments where you cringe slightly over the truth of the unpleasant matter but simultaneously realize it’s why you’ve felt so terrible and struggled so with certain things, situations, people and on and on. Macro micro business again. I and the Creator are one and I and the evolutionary shitstorm of extreme constant Shifting changes are one too. How is this any different from Embodying the NEW? It isn’t really. It’s just another perspective of what’s been unfolding all along. Deep breath, stop feeling unworthy or like you’ve done “something wrong” and keep doing what you’ve been doing this entire time because it’s working really well.

Yes it’s been brutal lately but, and this is super important and we all need to remember this when the next layer arrives, and it most certainly will, we have Embodied and are now running, circulating and radiating enough of the NEW Crystalline Diamond Trinity triangular shaped codes, templates and energies in our physical bodies, HighHearts and heads that we’ve Shifted up another few energy stair-steps and reached a higher organic ascension timeline in May 2019. Does this mean we’re “there” and we’re “done” with all this now? Not hardly but it does mean that once we recuperate from what we’ve just gone through in April and May 2019, things are going to increasingly become better, easier, safer, more pleasant, more creative and so on. Despite all the severe physical, emotional and sometimes psychological pains we go through embodying and Embodying first, I’ve been very aware of big positive improvements happening simultaneously. It’s not all pain and misery, nor is it all constant bliss and perfection. It’s a transitional little bit of both which is normal for what’s happening. The pain and misery will now dissipate much more quickly for us because of these latest Shifts and Embodiment Processes. Hang in there First Everythingers, Embodiers and Forerunners because we’re steering this thing from our ever expanding, ever more radiant HighHearts. The rest will follow and unfold just as it has been. Thank you All for your Great and ongoing Works. ❤ ❤ ❤ More discussions about this in Comments.

Denise

May 26, 2019

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Many Now Having Dream-state “First Contact”

Increasing numbers of people living the Ascension Process are currently having ET encounters during asleep lucid dreams. For many this is the first time they’ve had conscious “First Contact” so this is a big important deal for a lot of people.

In years past at TRANSITIONS I’d mentioned multiple times that people needed to be prepared to find themselves increasingly coming into conscious contact with different Others, different ETs and beings etc. in both their multidimensional evolving asleep dream lives and their physical evolving awake lives. This is another of many natural side effects of the Ascension Process and dimensional changes we’ve gone through plus the ongoing Separation of Worlds. Because of these events, more humans are evolving into greater conscious awareness that the reality playground is getting much larger, is more populated with different Others and is vastly more complex than the tiny band of old lower 3D reality they’re used to. This is another aspect of the Ascension Process and more of humanity discovering for themselves that ETs and much more are indeed very real. Simply said, the more one evolves and automatically embodies NEW higher DNA—which is multidimensional—the more one will increasingly find themselves face-to-face with numerous ET beings and Others from other dimensions. Welcome to rapidly growing conscious awareness of your life in a Universal Society.

Positive & Negative ETs

My first conscious memory of interacting with some of my assigned positive ETs was at age three. I have faint memories of some ETs in my parents house before age three but I don’t remember any conversations with them. But by age three I was having direct face-to-face awake physical meetings and conversations with two particular positive ETs. They were assigned to me throughout my childhood. Some other ETs replaced them during my teen years and this change happened again with the start of 1980, the decade of my thirties. The ’80s decade ET change was much more physical, so much so that other people and my young son’s friends could easily see a portal that had manifest where two walls and the ceiling met. They’d come in from playing outside and look at it and ask what it was. I lied to them all and made up some story about dirt or shadows which they immediately accepted. My cat knew better however, as all cats and dogs and other animals do. They sense these portals and the beings that come and go through them. I’m talking about how things were (for me) back in the ’70s, ’80s and ’90s. Today it’s different due to the Ascension Process.

It was the start of the 1980s that my personal interactions with one particular small group of positive ETs very directly entered my physical life and reality. This small group consisted of an 8D Orion, a 6D Sirian and a 5D Pleiadian, all of whom I knew in a past life in Egypt of 12,600 B.C. Much of this information, and portraits of each of them, is available at TRANSITIONS plus more in A Lightworker’s Mission if interested. This group stayed in nearly constant contact with me from the 1980s until my physical level Ascension Process started weeks into 1999. Many of the ETs that Starseed Volunteers have had in their current ascension lives were also present half a Precession or more ago (11,000–12,000-plus years ago). Much preparation was done by positive ETs and their offspring Starseeds (many of you reading this) when the start of the Age of Leo began back then and we’ve completed that in these ascension lives at the start of the Age of Aquarius more than half a Precession later. There’s more to all this of course because none of us have been limited to only physical reality and linear time.

Simultaneous to my interactions with different positive ETs were the negative ET experiences and abductions. We have existed in duality after all. My earliest memories of negative ET beings was in my twenties. I had plenty of negative dream-state experiences and attacks throughout my childhood and teen years but nothing revealed themselves as Extraterrestrial. That doesn’t mean they weren’t, only that I have no conscious memory of them during those years. However, with the start of the 1970s, the decade of my twenties, Team Dark negative aliens began making themselves known to me in the dream-state. I was repeatedly abducted from the Astral dimension (4D) while asleep and out of my physical body. It was incredibly easy for negative ETs to abduct anyone while we were asleep and in our etheric bodies in the dream-state, lucid or otherwise. For Team Dark this has been the easiest, fastest and most commonly used method to abduct humans; while they were asleep and in their etheric bodies. They’ve often been right there like a predator waiting for its prey to fall asleep and leave their physical bodies. It has been so very easy for many negative ETs to simply pluck humans from the etheric and use them in a number of different ways.

Just like everyone else different ETs have had different things they wanted and focused their attentions on. All negative ETs do not have the same level of development, knowledge, power, tools, technology, abilities, psychic abilities and so on. One example of this was how I was occasionally abducted from the Astral in the ’80s and ’90s by some low-level negative ETs. (By low-level I do not mean they and what they did to me and millions of humans was underwhelming or inconsequential. I mean that there are many far more advanced negative ETs than them.) They would create elaborate dream sets, etheric Astral productions sets and then abduct me (many millions of other people have experienced this too but most do not have conscious memory of their Astral abductions) and deliberately place me in one of their created dreamscape set productions. All this was done to observe and monitor my emotional reactions to different emotional scenarios they carefully designed. They could effortlessly reproduce faux copies of family members, friends, loved ones, lovers etc. and place one or more of those copies in these dreamscape creations to further manipulate you into producing different but very specific emotional responses like fear, nurturing, protecting another, anger, guilt, violence against someone and on and on with any number of artificial dream scenarios. Those negative ETs with no emotions or emotional abilities have worked long and hard using abducted humans to educate themselves about emotions, human emotions, emotional reactions, feeling things and feeling in general. Other negative ETs have worked in other areas while other more advanced negative ETs believe they own you and can do anything they want to you because they’ve seen humanity as their property.

The positive ETs would often have large meetings in dimensions above the 4D Astral for the ascension Volunteers, Starseeds, First Everything-ers. We’d know to go to these positive ET meetings to receive the latest information about the Ascension Process and related things that we all were Working on individually and as an Volunteer ascension Group. These positive ET and Starseed etheric meetings would often take place in what looked like physical auditoriums, huge beautiful old libraries, indoor stadiums or large movie theaters. We’d all pile into these places and receive the latest information from non-physical, not incarnate positive Team Light ET beings from different dimensions and star systems. Once the Ascension Process began in the physical around 1998–1999, these meetings changed dramatically and happened in even higher dimensions.

Many Starseeds would be picked up—not abducted but picked up—by some of their Star family ascension co-workers and suddenly find themselves inside usually large pristine higher dimensional etheric UFO craft. These meetings were more personal and highly focused than the larger general meetings most incarnate Starseeds and Volunteers went to in those auditoriums and other locations I mentioned. The point is that if you’ve been conscious of positive and negative ETs then none of this is new to you at all. But, there are a lot of people that are currently experiencing what for them is personal and direct dream-state “First Contact” with negative ETs and positive ETs and many are reeling from these encounters and how they instantly change them and their belief systems etc. This is a big deal in other words for many people going through this sudden expansion of their personal selves and realities due to meeting some ETs all the sudden consciously. You can’t embody more and more higher frequency and functioning DNA and not start having all sorts of new, strange, wonderful, shocking, disturbing and uplifting experiences and other dimensional encounters and greater awareness.

We hardened Elder Starseeds could get all involved swapping our personal experiences with positive and negative ET alien beings throughout our current ascension lives but that’s not the point of this article. The point is that more people have recently reached a level in the Ascension Process where they’ve embodied enough NEW Light and NEW DNA that they’re now automatically and suddenly finding themselves in the midst of alien company while asleep, and eventually when they’re awake too.

The more we who are Embodying (capital E) do so, the more the NEW multidimensional Crystalline ‘Trinity’ DNA (all those beautiful colored triangle shapes and complex triangle patterns you’ve been Seeing lately) is Embodied by us, that automatically makes it available (we’re physically seeding the NEW codes and DNA for humanity in the physical) to other people capable of embodying more NEW DNA now. The Volunteer Starseeds are Embodying and therefore physically seeding the higher NEW DNA (and other things) for humanity which is mandatory for them to exist on higher frequency NEW Earth.

Embodying NEW DNA automatically changes our personal Energy Signatures which multidimensional ETs and Others easily perceive. Because of these current and ongoing evolutionary changes taking place in our bodies and DNA (April 2019 was very much about this and more), we have a large, curious and excited cosmic audience observing us because what’s happening with the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process is something many Others want to witness humanity go through because it’s so rare and special in the Universe. The cosmic quarantine placed on Earth and humanity in the past is automatically ended via us Embodying NEW higher DNA. “First Contact” naturally and automatically happens when YOU evolve beyond the narrow old lower frequency level, DNA, energetics, codes and consciousness. Embody more higher multidimensional, ascended above duality unified (‘Trinity’) DNA that functions far above the old lower everything and you’re going to be met at the threshold by some positive ETs watching in the cosmic wings! Think of moving into a new neighborhood and having some nice neighbors happily welcome you to the neighborhood. This however is a Universal neighborhood we’re moving into so the new neighbors are from all over.

The bottom line is that you and I have been and continue embodying more NEW higher frequency, multidimensional quantum DNA—crystalline, diamond and beyond—into our physical bodies. Doing that automatically causes all sorts of normal side effects in us, our bodies, consciousness and our very realities. One of these natural side effects is the slow reintroduction to positive ETs primarily at this point through the dream-state but also through altered states where you are open, empowered and energetically sovereign.

Other to-be-expected side effects from our ongoing evolutionary embodiment of NEW DNA are things like linear time increasingly disappearing. It’s disappearing because we are evolving out of that lower frequency range. Also, relearning how to exist and Work from what I’ve called Spherical Consciousness. As you/me/we evolve beyond the old familiar linear 3D time with the consciousness that went with it, we’re going to continue experiencing greater and longer periods of nonlinear reality and consciousness etc. where we’re relearning how to exist and function outside of that tiny limited band of linear frequency, consciousness and reality. You are evolving out of and well beyond everything being linear including your life, your reality, consciousness, your physical body and your DNA. This means we’re all increasingly finding ourselves in NEW territory in just about every way including linear time disappearing, different ET species presenting themselves privately in different ways, greater personal energetic sovereignty, perceiving multiple dimensions and Ascension Mission Work in them, perceiving other aspects of YOU in other dimensions and timelines, continual growth of your energetic sovereignty, Embodiment of Higher Self/Selves, and increasing internal Embodiment of and connections with Source, Source-as-Self.

As I said, continual embodiment of NEW DNA automatically deposits us in a much larger playground internally and externally. Be prepared for things you cannot imagine today to quickly become your NEW normal. Be discerning when ET shows up anywhere. Don’t freak out but don’t be stupid either and don’t automatically assume anything about them. Discern, feel, observe and remain as emotionally neutral as you can while holing your own hard-earned energetic sovereignty. This is a situation of one ET (you) meeting other ETs. They are not NEW “gods”, they are our Universal neighbors. Be wise with this everyone. You’ve Worked very hard all these ascension years to get to this point so don’t drop back down into old linear ego-based 3D habits just because some small group of ETs is suddenly standing before you etherically or physically. Remember, bigger playground because you’ve earned it.  😉  Check out the Comments section if interested in the further discussions about this topic.

Denise

May 3, 2019

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We’ll All Have COSMIC RAYS Straight-Up Please

 

No more diluted evolutionary Ascension energies, no more deflecting them from directly hitting Earth and humanity caused by solar winds or anything else. It’s now straight-up, full force, full body and soul direct impact cosmic energies driving everything into greater evolution. Can you feel it? Of course you can, and it’s all getting increasingly surreal, wonderful, terrible and far more intense in NEW ways constantly. Surrender to it continuously. Live in an established state of intentional openness and transformation and the outlandish weirdness becomes much less strange. This is just where we are now and what we’re going through. There are no guidebooks or manuals for the Embodiment Process, for having more NEW Crystalline DNA activate in your physical body, or for physically living through the Separation of Worlds. Enjoy the ride for it’s a rare mystical one indeed.

The quote below is from Spaceweather.com, posted April 24, 2019.

Denise

April 25, 2019

 

COSMIC RAYS ARE NEARING A SPACE AGE HIGH:  “Ten years ago, NASA reported a “perfect storm of cosmic rays.” During the year 2009, radiation peppering Earth from deep space reached a 50-year high, registering levels never before seen during the Space Age.

It’s about to happen again.

Ground-based neutron monitors and high-altitude cosmic ray balloons are registering a new increase in cosmic rays. The Oulu neutron monitor in Finland, which has been making measurements since 1964, reports levels in April 2019 only percentage points below the Space Age maximum of 2009:


Source: The Sodankyla Geophysical Observatory in Oulu, Finland.

What’s going on? The answer is “Solar Minimum.” During the low phase of the 11-year solar cycle, the sun’s magnetic field and solar wind weaken. Cosmic rays find it easier to penetrate the inner solar system. In 2009, the sun experienced the deepest solar minimum in a century. Cosmic rays reaching Earth naturally surged.

Ten years later, solar minimum is back with renewed weakening of the sun’s magnetic field and the solar wind. Again, it’s a “perfect storm.” A panel of experts led by NOAA and NASA recently predicted that the current minimum would reach a nadir in late 2019 or 2020, likely matching the record-setting minimum of 2009. If they’re right, cosmic rays will continue to increase, with a new record possible in the near future.”  http://spaceweather.com/

Multiple Higher DNA Activations

Traditionally the month of April is an intense month with plenty of big Aries-like ascension related changes and April 2019 is certainly perpetuating this. It’s April 13, 2019 as I hurriedly write this and I’m rushing because I know all too well just how quickly and easily three or four weeks can come and go now and before you know it we’re in the next month! You look back at the previous month and can barely remember it and instantly find yourself deep in the next level and phase of the rapidly unfolding everything. This is us getting used to existing in non-linear, quantum, it’s always the Now Moment life and reality. Exciting, weird in a good way and it’s forcing us to quickly adapt to this timeless, more creative and much more malleable 5D and higher way of being and living.

As with everything unfolding with the Ascension and Embodiment Processes, all of us have had our preconceived expectations about how each level and phase would be like, what it would look like and how it would feel in our bodies, consciousness, lives and external reality. We’ve all had these preconceived notions, expectations and beliefs about all the Ascension Process stages, and for the most part we’ve been correct but we’ve also been wrong many times too.

I know that in many cases my, your, our Higher Self/Selves deliberately withhold certain information from these versions of us incarnate on Earth during the Ascension Process, the Embodiment Process, and the Separation of Worlds. I can feel when I, Denise, am being deliberately kept in the dark so to speak and typically it’s because I, Denise have to physically live it, embody it and be permanently changed by it from having physically lived and embodied it. There is no one else in my, in your personal Volunteer Ascension Ground Crew that can do this but me, but you, and because of this we’re often left to do it without fully understanding what and how etc. The point I want to make with this is that in these types of physical level Ascension and/or Embodiment moments, it’s all on you baby! The second I’ve done this, the temporary higher awareness blindfold is removed once again. Many times we have to live it blind so that “it” has the most impact on us, our consciousness, our physical body and our energetic structures. I mean that’s the point, physical level, biological, DNA evolution and with some of it consciously knowing it from higher levels of awareness doesn’t help us with it. Because of this and the need to have each Ascension and/or Embodiment related energetic events impact us as powerfully as they can, we’re often intentionally kept unaware of certain aspects of all this.

Never forget for a moment that we’re currently living the increasing conjuntion between Saturn and Pluto in Capricorn NOW, all year. The magic doesn’t only happen on January 12, 2020 when this astrological transit reaches the exact conjunction, it’s been happening all of 2019 and it peaks January 12, 2020. Readjust your perspective about every minute of 2019 because you are a FORErunner and this is true this with powerhouse reality-changing, Separation of Worlds, Saturn Pluto in Capricorn conjunction.

For Starseeds & Other Dimensional Incarnates “First Contact” Means Something Very Different

The entire week of April 7th thru the 13th has been very busy on multiple levels and far more is coming throughout the second half of this month. During April 7–13th many of us had written Comments under the previous article about remembering attending meetings in higher dimensions. Some of these asleep, out-of-physical-body meetings took place at the eight dimensional (8D) Galactic Federation level while most others took place in dimensions below that but were highly important and valid nonetheless. I’ve had conscious memory of having attended many big 5D and a few smaller 8D Galactic Federation meetings since the start of the 1980s. Many of these different dimensional meetings going up to the 8D Galactic Federation level were packed with currently incarnate Volunteer Starseeds individuals but many others from other dimensions and Light levels also.

[I have to share this because it’s another aspect of this article. The pressure yesterday and today, April 12–13th, has been rather intense feeling to quickly get this particular article written, edited and published asap. Keep that in heartmind the rest of this month especially.]

Many had shared in Comments about their different personal experiences at these common higher dimensional, nonphysical meetings. The talk included how much we’d all enjoy being able to get together like this but while in our physical bodies on the physical level. There was talk about meetings at a bar and laughing and sharing our earthly trials and tribulations with each other once we were out of them. All in all the discussions were something most Starseeds and other Volunteer aspects could thoroughly relate to from having lived multiple lives on both sides of the proverbial “Veil”.

The entire week of April 7th through the 13th, 2019 has been very busy on multiple levels and far more is coming throughout the second half of this month. The evening of April 10th I repeatedly saw different humanoid shaped beings moving about in my house. None of this felt or was negative but it’s been a while since this has happened for me, and it felt different somewhat and like they wanted me to be very consciously aware that they were here and moving about.

April 11th shortly after I’d gone to bed and probably only a few minutes after I’d fallen asleep, I was jolted by a lucid encounter with a large metallic cube shaped etheric device that carefully and intentionally came into contact with the tip of my right elbow. The second contact was made it hurt and jolted me back awake. For a moment I was confused and thought, out of old habit, that it was some sort of Team Dark attack. Like I said, old Team Dark PTSD! After a few minutes I realized that there had been a small group of positive higher dimensional Starbeings, aka ETs, who had intentionally used that large metallic cube device to remove some old trauma and physical level damage to my right elbow. (I’ve had pain and tendonitis in my right elbow since the late 1970s.) There may have been other reasons this happened but I wasn’t aware of them.

The main reason this event surprised me was because my once common and almost daily interactions with my higher Starbeings/ETs family as been nearly nonexistent since I started the physical level Ascension Process February 1999. I’ve had positive ET contact since birth, but once I began the Ascension Process at the physical level, they left me alone on the physical level to live and embody all I had to. It’s for this reason that I’ve been mildly surprised to have some positive Starbeings showing up in my life and house again in 2019.

The morning of April 12th I was suddenly impulsed to go visit Whitley Strieber’s website. I haven’t even thought of him in over a decade so I was also interested in why this was happening now. I read a couple of his latest Journals and checked out a couple of his current books. In one of his Journals he mentioned about how he’s being pressured now by his ET group to quickly write a book about, well, I’m not sure exactly. It sounded like they are pushing him hard now to get something specific written to help other people, and, how he’s also been under attacks by unseen negative others that do not want him to share this information. Same old story of negative controllers vs. freedom fighters on the physical and nonphysical levels. There’s other reasons why I was unexpectedly impulsed to visit his website yesterday but they’re personal. I’ve always liked the way Whitely Strieber writes but I don’t Work or live anymore where he still does. Yes, getting the information out now is very important, for everyone at their different levels and Earth worlds.

The late evening of April 12th I read a mass email notice from Sandra Walter, April Wave and Three Years of Unity Meditations! April 12, 2019. See her website to read the whole thing. There was one main sentence in it that was valuable to me now because it helped me better connect the many Starbeings, Starseeds and ET dots that have escalated in my personal life again this month.

“The Divine Coordination of these gatherings always touches my heart. The Inner Earth grids are about to amplify, the Embodiment activations are coordinated with a major timeline shift, a collective starseed DNA activation is upon us, the crystalline convergence is about to unfold…so much is happening at the end of April. The necessity to be with Star and Soul family in the physical during this time has been strong.” — Sandra Walter

A ‘collective starseed DNA activation is upon us’. That helped me better understand why and what all has unfolded quickly throughout the week of April 7–13, 2019. I strongly sense there’s much more of this coming with our Starbeing, ET kinsfolk and more this month and beyond. I now understand why some of my ET family recently showed up to help me with whatever was stuck in my elbow. It also indicates why many have written Comments recently about their desires to connect more with their Star kinsfolk both in the physical as Starseeds and in higher dimensions at meetings etc.

I mentioned recently in a Comment about how I’ve been Seeing a series of cosmic walls or thresholds etc., or what others call Gateways. Because I usually always See cosmic Gates from a position above them looking down on them, they look more like the tops of sections of different walls to me. Who knows. I take what I get in the ways I get them. 😉 Anyway, what I’ve Seen of these latest cosmic wall tops—aka Gateways—is that there looks to be four or five of them in this section we’re in now. The first one looks to me to be Crystalline but slightly cloudy like dirty quartz crystal. The second, third and forth of these particular cosmic wall tops or Gateways or cosmic thresholds is more Crystalline and clear and bright until the fifth one which is Diamond-like and barely even visible because it’s of such a higher frequency. Those visuals are big clues about what we’re literally going through this month and beyond; from Crystalline to Diamond and beyond that. Include some ‘collective starseed DNA activations’ along with all this too. They’re all different aspects of the one overall Ascension and Embodiment Process and automatic Separation of Worlds. You cannot have the one without the other/others happening.

Now that we’ve talked about all this from this angle, flip it around and view and sense things from the Embodiment angle. There’s a huge and important difference. The more you, me, we Embody (capital E), the more NEW Crystalline and Diamond and also Starseed DNA we Embody, the faster the Separation of Worlds is happening. It cannot help to do so because all that NEW cannot co-exist within all that old lower negativity and escalating chaos and insanity. Absolutely cannot.

In April 2019 we’re passing through these particular four or five different cosmic wall top threshold Gateways, each one a higher frequency than the previous, then depositing us into greater NEW Photonic Light energies and space and much more with more NEW in our physical bodies and beings than before. I sense this and more is quickly evolving us into greater Embodiment, greater merging and unification with the Other aspects of our Selves in and through our physical bodies, DNA and Selves here now. We cannot fully comprehend what all that is going to automatically change in us and all around us. This year is the Separation of Worlds, the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction, and “First Contact”, just not like most have expected or believed it would happen. It’s “First Contact” for sure when you, me, we start Embodying Starseed DNA in these our current physical bodies! Let go of what you thought you knew and believed because so much bigger and more complex and interesting than that is what’s really happening.

Much more to come this month and every month this year. I sense by August 2019, many things will be radically different in very positive ways for many who are ready for that level of improvement internally and externally. For others it will arrive each week or month after August leading up to January 2020. For others it will be after that. It doesn’t matter when, only that it happens for as many as can do it now. ❤

Denise

April 13, 2019

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Why Such Different Levels Of Ascension Pain?

“Like Anna, I also wonder and feel many times like asking you that the First Everythingers like Celia Fenn, Sandra Walter, Lisa Renee, Barbara Marciniak, Aluna Joy, Lee Karol (Kryon) Inelia Benz etc. – do they also feel so awful while going through this AP/EP and for so long like you, me and so many who comment in this forum? I have read a couple of their posts but it doesn’t seem so. Especially those who channel some entities while all of us are going through so much in our lives in the name of AP/EP for nearly 20 years now. So what is the reason for our prolonged agony of AP/EP and theirs not? Do you have some insightfulness from your higher perspective? Please share. Thank you.” — revital71

Anna and revital71 both asked me this in Comments under a previous article. Thank you both for your questions about this confusing and complex subject matter. ❤  There’s a variety of reasons why some Volunteer First Everythingers/Pathpavers etc. experience much more ascension related physical pains and for longer periods than others. There isn’t one or two reasons for this but many. Here’s a few of them.

Compressed Evolution Is Painful

Some Ascension teachers/writers claim that if you are experiencing ascension related physical pains it’s entirely caused by your ego. That is true and true up to a certain point however it’s not true for most Volunteer First Everythingers/Pathpavers beyond a certain point.

Evolution hurts physically and in every other way too. When wildly higher frequency evolutionary Light energies, energy Waves, NEW codes, consciousness and DNA etc. comes into physical contact with a lower frequency physical human body with a matching frequency ego, consciousness and all the rest of it, it quite naturally causes not only physical pains but psychological, emotional, mental, spiritual and energetic pains too. Not only is the physical body being repeatedly affected by higher Light energies continually pushing Universal, personal and collective across-the-cosmic-board evolution, but everything else is experiencing this too (cultures, societies, global belief systems, religious belief systems, financial systems and beliefs, political, governmental etc.) but each time by slightly higher and higher NEW frequency energies. These evolutionary Light energies have never been impacting each human at the same unchanging level and frequency but have constantly been doing so at slightly higher and higher levels over the past twenty years and counting. The reasons for this are simple; the physical human body, central nervous system (CNS) and complex psyche (and external physical reality etc.) could not handle going from such a dense carbon-based third dimensional dualized level, world and reality up to a much higher, less dense, crystalline-based fifth dimensional level and state of individually integrated unification and consciousness while remaining in their physical body. There are no instant Hollywood special effects with the Ascension Process. It is physically lived one energetic Stair-step at a time over linear time so the physical body, CNS and human psyche survive the colossal undertaking that is Universal evolution happening in this lifetime intact, undamaged and profoundly evolved.

There should be no shame or shaming in evolution. The difficulties, traumas, fears and uncertainties that every human ego goes through because of the natural evolutionary Ascension Process is normal for where we all began this process from! In the lower 3D pre-ascension Earth reality the human ego was lord n’ master and the dominant tool and perceptual lens on all of “reality”, so to suddenly have it start a Process of what it perceives is its unavoidable demise is terrifying so it fights hard for its continued survival, just like all else has that came from the old lower 3D patriarchal world. None of this is pretty, easy or pleasant for the most part but it is normal for compressed evolution. So I repeat, there is no shame or shaming in compressed evolution.

 

YOUR Volunteer Ascension Mission Ground Crew

Many of the ascension timeline Volunteer First Everythingers/Pathpavers were pre-incarnationally coded to automatically begin the Ascension Process in their physical bodies when the Sun reached the halfway point of it crossing the Galactic Equator around 1998—1999. [The ‘Galactic Alignment’ period unfolded from 1980–2016, making the halfway point 1998–1999.]

When the great call went out that help was needed with the upcoming Universal evolutionary Ascension Process, those who Volunteered to help intentionally inserted multiple aspects of themselves into different physical incarnations on Earth across thousands of years of linear time in different countries. They did this to individually learn and experience certain things themselves but to help with the Ascension Process that would begin on the physical level many thousands of years in the linear “future”. Many Volunteers intentionally placed different aspects of themselves in different “past lives” on Earth across the astrological Ages, thousands of years apart and most of them in different countries and cultures etc. The reasons this was done was to have varied quantum crash-course educations in many of the great Initiatory Mastery Schools across time around the planet. My past life book The Temple of Master Hotei was one of these, as were two past lives in ancient Egypt, the second one a few thousand years later, and a couple other incarnations in Europe and the UK areas. Why did most of the Volunteers do this? It was deliberate prep Work for the timeline incarnation when the Ascension and Embodiment Processes would begin physically on Earth. They all did this to help the aspect that would be the one physically incarnate during the time of the actual physical level Ascension and Embodiment Processes on Earth. I’m talking about you reading this.

This is why most of you reading this incarnated in this life and time with multiple highly knowledgeable Initiate incarnations and credentials behind you. They all were meticulously planned to take place in locations around the world in different times and cultures so as to best prepare and help THIS aspect of you directly living, embodying, Embodying, seeding and anchoring the Ascension Process and NEW Light energies, codes, consciousness, HighHeart and DNA into you and your body for all future humans and more too.

If some of you are whirling from that larger and more complex realization and perspective of how valuable this version of you actually is —no pressure of course—here comes the extra responsibilities, pains, traumas, wisdom, benefits and integration Work because you are the Ascension Process ‘Standard bearer of your Soul’ (an old Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian term) of your entire Ascension Mission Ground Crew.

When those who Volunteered to assist with the Universal Ascension Process placed multiple aspects of Itself into different incarnations in different times in different locations around the Earth, they did so to quickly and thoroughly educate themselves and give each aspect all of the Higher Awareness tools they needed to collectively aid the one aspect that would incarnate during the actual physical Ascension Process time on Earth. There are of course other aspects of US that did not incarnate into physical bodies in the third dimension but continued Working from different higher dimensions, different star systems, galaxies, Light realms and so on. I am however talking specifically about all those aspects of you/You/YOU that did incarnate physically on Earth across linear time to gain firsthand training and knowledge about being human, being physical, being in Duality etc.

As you hold that higher level perspective of yourself/selves and why they did this in your awareness, the next step is to reverse it all because it’s this version of you that’s currently bringing it all Home from the ascending physical dimension. The YOU that Volunteered and sent multiple aspects of Itself into different physical incarnations around Earth and across linear time, did so to quickly collect the necessary firsthand Initiate trainings, higher knowledge and important related experiences in both sexed bodies. YOU did this to aid the last aspect, which is this you reading this with your part of the Mission which is living the Ascension and Embodiment Processes in a physical body and seeding the NEW everything for humanity and more. This aspect of you is the one that’s doing all the other aspects the gift of energetically clearing everything each of them accumulated during all of their incarnations, which they did to help YOU here now. See how they prepared and gifted you with the training, tools and knowledge needed for this life and time of Ascension, and, how you’ve gifted them by energetically transmuting and clearing everything they held within each of themselves from having lived difficult lives learning all the things that were intended to help you do your part of the Ascension Process Work here, now. 

You reading this are the aspect that’s been the one clearing all the past karma, traumas, negativity, wounds, etheric scars, negative etheric alien implants, guilt, fears, attacks, being different, being tortured and/or murdered for being the Light throughout the Darkest ages. You reading this are the aspect that’s been Working on resolving and clearing all the stuff and junk from all the other Volunteer Ground Crew aspects. Because of this and other reasons, you have had far more on your Ascension plate than most other people which means you’ve had more physical pains and other issues because you’ve processed far more over the past 20–30 years. Not everyone living the Ascension Process chose this quantum crash course multiple lives across linear time tactic which is why everyone does NOT have the same level of physical pains due to the Ascension Process. Not everyone was willing to risk so much and take on so many more pressures, responsibilities, pain, suffering, knowledge and power on within that one individual aspect—the you reading this—who was designed and greatly aided to incarnate and bring it all Home.

 

Beware Of The Egos

I know there are some ascension teachers/writers/lectures who have not publicly shared their personal Ascension Process journeys and related physical pains, emotional and psychological difficulties and attacks by Team Dark. I know some of the reasons why some decide to not share them with their readers. I know this because I’m someone who has intentionally shared my personal journey—the good, bad and the ugly of it—with my readers from the start and because of my honesty I’ve come under repeated ego-based, lack of higher awareness attacks, disrespect, preaching and promoting of other people’s information and insistence that I read it and/or someone’s channeled messages by certain readers. In their minds what I write about that’s based on my personal experiences and current Higher Awareness isn’t correct and they try to promote certain other people’s writings on my website. I could have spared myself all this bullshit by not publicly being honest and sharing what I’ve experienced but that’s not who and what I am and is the exact opposite of why I write about the Ascension Process. Light is information, even when it’s dark, unpleasant and painful.

Some Ascension teachers/writers haven’t publicly shared their personal ascension related pains and difficulties because they have always known that ego-based people with little to no Higher Awareness will immediately attack them for being honest, for being “transparent”. Those people are ever-ready to lecture you about what all you’re doing wrong. They see your honesty as weakness and automatically attack and insult, disrespect and preach what they believe to be “the truth” at you. They believe you haven’t eaten enough broccoli, haven’t mediated enough, haven’t cleared your energy field enough, are the only evil, haven’t had enough body workers work on your body for you, haven’t read the right channeled material or found the right teacher, guru, book, belief system and on and on. To unaware egoic people your honesty about what you have and are personally experiencing at your current level and ability is entirely wrong because they are stone-cold clueless about embodying (lower case e ) the Ascension energies, and Embodying (capital ) your Higher Self/Selves, Crystalline Christ frequency, Triality, Divine Mother Father Source and more. But that’s how egos roll.

More importantly to me is the Work, the journey itself, and oftentimes the difficulties and in this case the downright negativity of what I have, you have, we have personally experienced and learned that’s so important to honestly share with others. Again, compressed evolution hurts, and in this case it’s been negative, dangerous and highly unpleasant at times too because where we started the Ascension Process from was total Darkness and negativity. To me it’s all part of the Ascension Process and no one part of it is better or more desirous than any other. I’m not saying I want any more attacks from Team Dark but I’m also not fixated on bliss or nirvana or any other sort of endless fluffiness, that’s too much old Duality consciousness for me. Get rid of the monsters, open your HighHeart, then keep opening it a lot more and continue doing that because it’s time to let a lotta Source God All That Is is back in and be Embodied. I may feel totally different tomorrow about this but for today, I’m content being this much closer with Source in and through my evolving, Embodying physical body and self. The Conscious Creating fun is up next.

 

Sensitives, Empaths & Ascension

This one is obvious. If you’re a Sensitive you automatically feel more from everything all the time and always have. If you’re an Empath you feel more from everyone else all the time and always have. Translated, you hurt more because you feel more yourself, and if you’re also an Empath you feel even more than that because you feel what other people feel. How adorable is that? And if all that wasn’t enough, during the current global Dark Night and Separation of Worlds, feeling humanity and Earth, Elementals and animals, planets and Suns etc. has been and often in 2019 is way too much which is another reason abundant quietude, privacy, physical stillness and self-care time is mandatory every day. The majority of pains Sensitives and Empaths have been feeling the past few years is due to the constant NEW and higher Light energies, NEW codes and DNA and simultaneously feeling humanity freaking out from experiencing the global Dark Night. It’s shit-show time out there and we’ve known it was coming for many years but none of that reduces what most of us are feeling coming from humanity and from the end of the global patriarchy. The amplified and in your face polarization taking place around the world is not easy for anyone and very much so for Sensitives and Empaths.

I feel other people whether I want to or not and in the world today with all that’s been going on in so many governments around the world, we empathic folks are being constanly bombarded by other people’s fears, egos, anger, hate, greed, stupidity, panic, lack of discernment, common sense and hourly increasing imbalance. For Sensitives and Empaths, which most Bluerays and other Volunteers are, just being alive now hurts more in every way imaginable. Whatever, keep Embodying and doing your job but know that you won’t always have to feel them like you have.

 

Team Light & Team Dark

Another reason many of us have always experienced more Ascension related pains than other people is because we’ve been the first ones under constant attack by Team Dark. It’s because we incarnated with an agenda and Light from Source. We’ve been on the most important Mission imaginable—breaking humanity, Earth and all else out of invisible Team Dark prison. And because Team Dark hasn’t wanted to lose anything they stole long ago, they fight back hard and continuously to survive this Ascension Process and Separation of Worlds and Timelines.

When a group (the Ground Crew) intentionally arrives on Earth to stop you from para-siting off of humanity and Earth anymore, those parasites typically attack that group. They don’t run down the street and randomly attack Joe Blow watching TV guzzling beers or whatever. They attack and continue attacking people within that group who they know are here now to end their reign of terror on humanity and Earth. Not much else needs to be said about this aspect of why some of us experience far more pain and painful attacks etc. than others. If there’s no threat, there’s no attacks.

What Sign Are You?

Another reason some are far more affected by the ascension energies has to do with their ASC — sign ascending or on the cusp of the first house, their Sun sign, house emphasis, element(s) emphasis, aspects and everything natal astrology related. If you’re familiar with Astrology then you know that some signs are naturally far more sensitive than others, and some signs are much less sensitive and so on. So, in all fairness, every persons individual energetic astrological template blueprint—what astrologers call their Natal Charts—should be taken into consideration in all this too.

For those of you with astrological knowledge, and can see into your own current life’s natal chart and understand exactly why you have the planets in the signs and houses and aspects and even transits too throughout the Ascension and Embodiment Process, you know your natal chart from a higher level of awareness and purpose and that is directly connected back to the YOUR Volunteer Ascension Mission Ground Crew information. Don’t you know that YOU would have you energetically imprinted at physical birth in this ascension incarnation with exactly what you needed astrologically to not only learn from this lifetime but do your Ascension Mission Work as a First Everythinger to the best and highest of all of your abilities? Every bit and aspect of all this is intentionally created with and for maximum and highest possible end results for this you aspect and for All else as well during this Ascension Process. View your Natal Chart with this in heartmind, along with all the transits that have taken place for the past 20–30 years or so and you’ll be astonished at the complex perfection of it all. All that’s left is the living and Embodying of IT.

There are more reasons than what I’ve listed for why many of us feel ascension pains more intensely than most but this should give you a good sense of the many whys of it. So don’t ever feel bad for feeling bad via the Ascension and Embodiment Processes because there are many reasons, important reasons why you feel things in such amplified ways. Great job everyone, thanks and don’t stop doing what you’re so great at doing. It’s why you’re here now and much needed. ❤

Denise

April 7, 2019

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