Triality Life & Reality

Like the image above, the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process have been us steadily moving up ENERGY stair-steps until one finally reaches the landing of the next higher flight of stairs. One makes the directional turn to continue moving up the next higher flight of stairs where one is eventually met again with a higher landing and flight of stairs. On and on it goes, higher and higher up the ascending energy stair-steps and deeper and deeper into the Photon Light, the entire time one is being incrementally transformed by the Process and Journey itself.

I can easily say—as I know many of you also can—that the entire year of 2019 so far has been one of the most difficult, trying, exhausting, frustrating, physically and emotionally painful and simultaneously freeing ascension year ever. It has, at times, been brutal and continues to be brutal for many and that’s how the literal dismantling of dying worlds, realities and lower selves feels—brutal. There is no just ‘beam me up Scotty’ with compressed evolution, only steady laborious effort to get ones First Everythinger self up the multiple flights of energy stairs while doing a whole host of other related things.

For me every month of 2019 has been the equivalent of an entire flight of energetic ascension stairs. Many of us are bounding up multiple stair-steps at a time each month this year, which causes increased intensity in the physical side effect pains and pressures we’re feeling from doing this. How 2019 has been for you, and felt to your body, should help you grasp how all-encompassing this upcoming global Shift will be in January 2020. We First Everythingers, Forerunners, Embodiers etc. always go first to embody and anchor the NEW codes, energies and DNA into ascending physicality for the rest of humanity that will come into contact with them later. In this case, “later” is the start of 2020. Those humans capable of embodying them in 2020 won’t experience this evolutionary Shift into the NEW codes in the same ways we have and will transition into them more easily.

Old duality and duality consciousness and reality was you “here” and all the “good shit” waaaay “over there” somewhere, permanently out of reach and ultimately unattainable in any direct personal sort of way, if at all. Duality was about experiencing separation of everything down to the most ridiculous, minuscule levels in old patriarchal reality.  Talk about brutal!

Trio, trinity, triality, triplex, trifecta, threesome, triad, triple crown, triplicate.

I love how you can know something at one stage and level but as you grow, expand, embody and become more you discover that what you first knew was only a very small part of something considerably larger and exceptionally more complex. It’s like discovering that a new toy has many more features and functions than you first realized. This has been the case for me with triality and trinity consciousness and reality. I’ve known only the beginner, “newbie” stages of it and over time have discovered that I am and I AM simultaneously all over the place Working constantly on the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process and much more. This is somewhat hard to express and I’ve tried many times over these ascension years in different ways and at different personal levels.

I’m “here”; I’m “not here”; I AM while I’m “here”; I AM while I’m everywhere; I am exhausted; I AM NEW; I am strengthened and empowered, and I keep going because there’s nothing else to do other than the Embodiment Process and ascension. Can you relate? More importantly, can you feel the tremendous increasing changes and amplifying freedoms from all of your, all of our collective personal Inner Work, effort, ongoing Embodiment, dedication and determination?

This next part is me trying to describe the nearly impossible non-linear, quantum, multiple aspects past, present, future me’s and their different levels and abilities and tasks.

When “I” freakout over whatever it may be in that moment, Denise me momentarily loses the higher overall functionality of my multidimensional Selves. Every time I’ve done this, it’s the old past Denise of pre-ascension Earth panicking over something that, for that moment, I believe I cannot deal with or fix etc. In other words, it’s past Denise feeling and believing she is powerless in that moment and situation, whatever it is. The keyword and insight with this is past.

When “I” Denise am altogether deep in painful ascension symptoms that make life nearly impossible to accomplish much of anything physically, that’s “me” in current present moment and time living the ascension Embodiment Process. It’s entirely focused, painful in multiple ways, and thoroughly isolating but it’s absolutely necessary and more important than one would believe.

Since 2013 I’ve many times beat myself up over the fact that once “I” am deep in another phase of severe and intense ascension caused symptoms and painful side effects there isn’t one damned thing I can do to get myself out of it. I cannot end the physical pains, nor can I end the emotional pains or the periods of depression when they’ve overwhelmed me. All “I” can do is live through them, and when I’m smart, pay attention to them all and learn whatever I can from the entire Process. In other words, all “I” have been able to do with those severe phases is ride it out.

I’m drawing attention to this because, like I said, I’ve often gotten upset with myself for not being able to reduce or override, shorten or quicken the severe ascension side effects that just freakin’ lay you flat for days or weeks. We’re all so programmed to do whatever we can to immediately “fix” or “heal” or “treat” when we feel bad, sick or sad. However, for those of us who are First Everythingers, Forerunners, energetic Pathpavers and Embodiers, it’s the present “me” and the present “you” living those aches and pains whose responsibilty and Mission it is to live, feel and be alchemically evolved by the higher frequency Light energies no matter how severe they are to our physical bodies and emotional selves. We’re supposed to go through these changes because we Volunteered to Embody first, Ascend first, anchor and Pathpave for present and future humanity.

My first true Work with learning about becoming Neutral was through my severe physical and at times emotional depression phases of the Ascension Process. Becoming Neutral about them was the easy way for me to accept, lay back, open myself in every way, relax and surrender to the alchemical Process of compressed evolution as a Volunteer, even when it really hurt(s). Becoming physically and emotionally Neutral about it all was the best and most graceful and grace-filled way I’ve found to deal with being a living transmutation container for compressed evolution, plus, learn about evolving beyond duality and being reactionary to integrated Triality and Neutrality frequencies, consciousness and being. You can turn pains into states of quantum Divine revelation and freedom if, if you’re willing to surrender and trust your Divinity and why you’re experiencing them. Or my natal Sun Chiron conjunction is finally transcending, or both. 😉

The present “me” and present “you” reading this who’ve been living it are the aspects that accomplish more than you’d first believe. If it weren’t for the present “you” and “me” currently living the Embodiment Process, the past and the future aspects of each of us wouldn’t be much help to us or us to them. It’s the “you” aspect in the current middle, the present Now Moment “you” that’s the one whose capable of embodying, Embodying, anchoring and therefore altering your physical body, consciousness, self and external reality for yourself and for everyone else. A really important aspect wouldn’t you agree?

When “I” Denise am altogether empowered, excited, full of Creative LOVE, in “cheerleader mode”, knowing and powerful, I am future “me” Denise whose ‘been there, done that’ already so she already knows what’s what and why and what’s coming next and so on. That future “me” knows all about the things that present “me” has, is and will be going through and Embodying etc. To the future “me”, everything is Divine and perfect, on scheduled and unfolding better and faster than intended.

Now, if you can take these three, these triple crown, triality, trinity, threesome aspects of yourself I just talked about—the past, present, and future “you’s” living the Ascension Embodiment Processes and all Working together to accomplish this in physical reality, if you can take them from linear to Spherical quantum consciousness then you’ll really get what I’m struggling to express. Go from linear awareness and seeming separation to, Hey babe, it’s ALL YOU and it’s ALL happening NOW!, and the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process makes much more sense to this present aspect self.

Past you freaks out over whatever from time to time. Present you is exhausted and beat to hell from being the Living Alchemical Container for the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process in the physical dimension in a physical body. Future you is the NEW Human, is the NEW Earth, NEW Humanity, the NEW YOU and is getting very excited because the other “you’s” have been at this business long enough that the “good shit” is on the brink of manifesting physically finally.

The key here is to never forget that you are also You and YOU, and even more and that ALL of you are and always have been Working together to get this thing called the Ascension Process done. And don’t ever forget that the present “you” is more powerful, strong and sacred than you have yet understood.

A few days ago I suddenly clairvoyantly Saw another massive energy Wave or energy pulsation coming towards us and Earth, but it was only a few feet away from me when I Saw it. The closeness and size of it made me go wide-eyed for a moment but it told me that there’s another huge energy pulsation about to hit us. I suspect it’s the September 2019 Equinox energies I Saw but what was more important to me was the knowing that there’s going to be nearly constant, I repeat, nearly constant energy waves or pulsations like this from here on out that will more quickly than anything prior, tear down the old past everything while simultaneously anchoring in much more of the future NEW energies, codes, consciousness, DNA and external reality in our present now. And this is just the beginner level of our becoming conscious of our multidimensionality, our being both linear and non-linear beings capable of Shifting all over the place, repeatedly.

What has been separated and far apart from each other are now only inches away, which means Triality past, present and future is about to become the NEW now everything individually, collectively and externally.

Because of all this and more, many of us have been and will be experiencing more so-called anomalies with linear time, linear space, linear consciousness and reality, the Separation of Worlds & Timelines, the Embodiment of our Higher Self/Selves with present us in our physical bodies and all that has been, is and will continue to quickly expand and evolve in each of us. Said another way, it’s gonna get even more weird and wonderful fellow Ascension and Embodiment co-Workers!

Because of all this don’t freakout or panic during those moments when “reality” just disappears from you and you’re left floating in the black vastness of a NEW level and state of being. It will soon be filled with NEW exceptionally good stuff. Don’t panic when linear time stops and you’re going about your business in timeless quantumness, Neutrality and lengthy Now Moment HighHeart being. Don’t panic when some negative old whatever or whoever etherically wafts through your home briefly on its way out. Don’t feel bad for feeling bad because who else can do what you can for you and for All? From here on out things are going to increasingly get both worse from one perspective and vastly better from another — the final Separation of Worlds. Ride this one out too just as you have for the past twenty, twenty-five or thirty years in this life. Be the many “you’s” and be them becoming consciously aware of each other all Working together so NEW Earth and NEW Humanity can happen and have a NEW place to step into.

Denise

September 13, 2019

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Enter Embodiment Process Completion Phase

I recently received an email question from Maria who has generously allowed me to quote her so this discussion can take place in an article. Thank you Maria. ❤ I know a lot of people have had this same question and confusion for many of these ascension years.

“Dear Denise,

Could we as a group just CLAIM ascension to 5D NOW. The destruction to the planet is so great. Living here is made so painful and difficult. Waiting for the masses to wake up is useless. Could we all just DO IT, just tell the Universe WE WANT IT NOW? Just let us do it. Waiting for it makes no sense.  — Maria “

We don’t need to claim fifth dimensional ascension because we’ve been in it for a few years already, fully with the start of 2013. And I could not agree more that ‘waiting for the masses to wake up is useless’, so anyone still waiting for this, or anything or anyone else, stop squandering your precious Ascension Process days. Stop waiting and continue doing what only you can do within your personal Ascension and/or Embodiment Process. Forget about everything else and get yourself where you want to be right now. For most of us that is constantly living in and from your HighHeart while continuing to Embody more, higher and greater into your body and self. That is the formula that gets each of us to NEW Earth faster than anything else; more Source YOU Embodied. No intellectualizing it, just doing it continuously from your HighHeart.

First Everythingers, Forerunners, this has never been a passing of the baton relay race. It’s been about us going first to trail-blaze evolutionary migration routes, to energetically Path-pave the way to the higher NEW for those individuals ready to exit the old 3D frequencies and realities and evolve vibrationally behind us. We never stop doing what we do and wait for anyone. We continue doing our jobs which has been to become the NEW Earth ascended Collective, and we have, and Consciously Create a NEW matching frequency place to migrate to. All that and much more is done by us doing it all in our physical bodies. HOME is and will continue to manifest externally the more each of us internally Embodies more of our Higher Self/Selves/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self in our physical bodies. We are the living physical Alchemical containers that this entire Ascension Process is happening through in the physical. We don’t wait, we live it and Embody it.

There’s been a lot of incorrect, distorted and/or not fully understood information put forth on the Internet by well-meaning people—and many who weren’t—about the Ascension Process. Obviously this has made the whole business even more difficult for most people because it’s always been about who do you trust that’s writing, talking, teaching about the Ascension Process online? Whose been feeding you information that you want to hear? That you hope is true? That you believe is going to happen? Whose been selling you exactly what they know you want to hear? Whose been pitching continued dis-empowerment by telling you that you don’t have to do anything to ascend, to evolve? Whose been selling you that they can remove negative entities, attachments, energies etc. from your physical and etheric bodies for you? Whose been your go-to ascension guru and/or fixer? How much has it financially cost you? How much has it spiritually cost you?

A lot of people have taught, and many readers have believed and expected, that nearly all 8 billion humans alive on Earth now will, and with great joy, lightness and happiness, skip together hand-in-hand at the same time to the NEW ascended Earth. Not how it happens people, not this time because humanity is not nearly evolved enough to be able to all go together at the same time.

A lot of incorrect ascension information has been spread online about how everyone needs to wait for other humans to get with the Ascension Process program. This incorrect belief was another of many designed and intended to run out the ascension clock by those who don’t want humans to evolve now. Feed people endless lies about the Ascension in hopes that they miss it altogether because they were intentionally sidetracked, duped, derailed and had their consciousness intentionally re-directed AWAY from actually living the Ascension Process and to endlessly wait.

(1) The law of Free Will is still in effect in this cosmic neck of the woods so even though the Universal Ascension is taking place in our lifetimes, that does not mean and has never been a guarantee that all 8 billion humans alive on Earth now will experience the Ascension Process in their current lives and bodies. The possibility for that to happen has always existed, however, not every human incarnate now wants to evolve now or is capable of doing so at this time.

There’s still very many people who want to continue existing in the old patriarchal energies and no one, not even Divine Source is going to twist their arms and force them to take advantage of the present energies driving Universal evolution. The Ascension Process is done by choice, by a person wanting to evolve, wanting to become free, to know more, become empowered, be willing to take on more personal responsibilities and so on. Individuals who want more get more. Individuals who want what they’ve had will get even worse of it until they become tired of it and finally choose to evolve. Do those of you reading this honestly believe that you have the time to wait for anyone in that group? It could take many of them another Great Round of 225–250 million years before they’re ready.

(2) It takes individuals who’ve chosen to evolve being Alchemically energetically activated, altered, improved, expanded, upgraded and EVOLVED by the very energies present now to do exactly that. Each person has to live and embody the NEW higher energies, codes, DNA, rewiring processes, transformations and much more so they and their physical body can withstand such a profound evolutionary energetic leap from one dimension and matching frequency (old 3D), all the way through the old 4D Astral and reach the NEW 5D and matching energies of individual integration, re-unification of what had been separated in you and your physical body and self. Divine Source provides everything every being needs to naturally and organically evolve. But, if you trust a human more than Source generated evolution, and want to pay those humans to supposedly do your Ascension Work for you, then I’ve got some swamp land for sale for you!

Why Does It Still Hurt So Much?

“Get up, stand up: don’t give up the fight
Most people think
Great God will come from the sky
Take away everything
And make-a everybody feel high…” — Bob Marley, Get Up, Stand Up

Another common misunderstanding many have had is about why they don’t magically stop hurting physically because they continue Embodying more and more of their Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self. We all have had the unspoken belief or expectation that the more of our Higher Self/Soul/Source we Embodied the less pain—and exhaustion—we’d experience.

Sorry but it physically hurts getting more and more incremental amounts of your Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self Embodied into your physical body! We’ll reach a point where it won’t hurt at all, but until then, it physically hurts getting more vastly higher, faster frequency aspects Embodied into this incarnate you that Volunteered to do exactly this in a physical body. And the Embodiment Process is incredibly exhausting because our physical bodies are constantly expanding, upgrading, evolving, having more NEW DNA activating and running the NEW codes and energetically and physically becoming something totally NEW and profoundly different. So don’t believe that you’re doing something “wrong” again because it’s 2019 and you’re even more exhausted and in physical pain than you were five, ten or twenty years ago.

As if that weren’t enough, add to it the fact that you, me, we have been—many of us from 1999—changing worlds, timelines EVERY time we’ve left our physical homes and apartments to go into the old lower frequency world to do anything. Every time you’ve left your higher vibrating physical house to go grocery shopping, get the oil changed in your vehicle, get your hair cut, go visit a family member in the hospital, go to the mortuary etc., you have left your higher frequency world and reality and re-entered a much lower frequency world reality and had to deal with, interact with and try to communicate with the people that, to this day, still exist there.

I’ve been doing this repeated changing reality musical chairs maneuver since 1999, and it’s been astonishingly painful physically. Re-entering a lower, heavier density once you’ve transmuted much in yourself and your physical body causes great pain and often feels like you’re being crushed by the old density.  The most pain-inducing place I’ve felt was always when I entered my bank. Yeah, old lowly money consciousness and control was the worst. The moment I’d enter the bank my body felt like it was being crushed by that old negativity and density and I’d do my best to not pass-out from it. Today it’s not painful physically to go into the bank. What is painful now is trying to communicate with many, not all but many, of the unaware people that happily exist in the lower frequency Earth world today. They don’t understand me and I don’t understand them and we both think the other one is “crazy” and it’s all just miserable trying to pretend I belong there with them. I really want this to go away quickly too because I honestly cannot understand or relate to most of the people in the lower frequency Earth world at this point of my Embodiment Process.

Your ability to do this, forget about everything else!, is profoundly exhausting and taxing on your physical body, your CNS, your psyche, your whole physical body because you are literally and intentionally changing worlds and then intentionally going back up to where you exist once you’ve gotten the groceries or whatever it was that sent you out and down in the first place. You need to be fully conscious of the FACT that you have, I have, we have been living our Ascension and Embodiment Processes while we’ve repeatedly “jumped timelines”, went from a higher vibrating world into a lower vibration world or worlds. Repeatedly! While Embodying, while everything else, and changing worlds, realities, timelines and frequencies also causes your physical body to hurt like all hell and become even more exhausted. Have you noticed you need a couple of hours or days to recover after you went down vibrationally into a lower frequency Earth world? Your physical pains are caused by both the higher NEW and the lower old. Your “wing span” is very great which is another reason for the pains and pressures you feel in your body. ❤

Those NEW “super powers” are there, underneath the latest Embodiment pains, pressures and incomprehensible expansions. You just don’t always recognize them immediately because of the pains, traumas, ongoing adjustments and your constant expanding perspective. But, you have to have noticed that some of your NEW “super powers”—higher abilities—have been increasing all along and that it’s gotten so easy and fast to Consciously Create now.

Have You Noticed…?

Have you had a dream(s) since June 2019, where someone is trying to get you to do some more cleaning up of the old lower Earth world’s human filth? A common classic dream of this is having to go into a public bathroom and clean up everyone else’s filth left in there.

Have you noticed anyone trying to steer you into something or some place either in a dream or awake that’s of the old lower world recently? I mention this because of the recent increase in the old negativity doing its best to suck anyone back down into it before the Separation Shift completes. ‘Hey little girl, little boy, want some candy?’ the dark stranger offers. ‘Yeah no, I’m good, we’re good’. It’s been kinda like that lately with certain situations and people. Just be conscious of what’s going on and keep doing what you always have anyway First Everythingers. It’s not a threat really anymore at this point, just another sidetrack hustle attempt by desperate Team Dark Portal People. See the monsters but don’t stop to help them. That time is long past.

Have you noticed recently, I know you have, that your perspective on everything and everyone has and continues to change rather dramatically? It makes about everything seem very surreal and strange, otherworldly and fluid. If you’ve been experiencing this, it’s caused by your, my, our ongoing Embodiment Process and how that continues to change our perspective on, well, everything.

As you Embody more and greater of your Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self into your physical incarnate self aspect, naturally your perspective on everything and everyone is changing and will continue to change. You and YOU are merging in your physical body and that is and will continue to cause your view of everything to change and feel profoundly surreal, fluid and transient.

I’ve been doing my best to be consciously aware of this and any other changes caused by my ongoing Embodiment Process for the past couple of years. I’ve found that what used to be important to me isn’t any longer and other things have become deeply important. It makes sense that as we Embody more of our larger, greater Self/Soul/Source etc. into our bodies and selves that that increasing union or re-union is and will greatly change us in ways we couldn’t comprehend before this process started. Keeping this awareness in your HighHeart helps when “reality” gets very surreal again.

We’re in a state of profound transition in more ways than one so just roll with the seeming strangeness and Shifts and don’t hang your hat on anything yet because there’s much more of this to come from here on out. We are in the last phase of the Embodiment Process now in 2019 and 2020, which is why you need to expect the unexpected, remain fluid and flexible in your mind, heart and body and don’t expect you’ve reached HOME until you know you are HOME Embodied right in your physical body. We’re closer to this now than ever before but this last phase should, I suspect, get really interesting in about every way you and I can comprehend today!

Much more to say about all this and I hope we’ll do so in Comments. Keep in heartmind the fact that the Tuesday July 16th Lunar eclipse happening at 24° Capricorn is conjunct the Saturn (17°) Pluto (22°) Capricorn conjunction that’s been in effect all year. This is yet another reason why you may be feeling additionally achy, sick, dizzy, nauseous and generally icky lately. I know, just way too much ascension times fun.  😉

Denise

July 14, 2019

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June 2019 Separation Freedom

TWENTY-EIGHT YEARS AGO, on January 1991, my personal etheric-level PRE-Ascension Inner Work began via the once-in-a-lifetime astrological transit known as the Uranus Opposition. Everyone begins it at age 39, which for me was late December 1990, and with the start of 1991, I and my entire life exited my first 39-yearlong phase and entered a completely new and radically different phase.

The first 39 years of my life were spent dealing with my pre-incarnational commitments and contracts, many of which were clearing multiple past lives karma with certain people, plus some personal things I wanted to experience for myself in this life before my Expiration Date arrived on January 1991. All that was completed by me by age 39 on the physical-level and I fully exited my first 39 years of life at that time and entered the next etheric-level and phase of my mandatory deep Inner Work clearing all current and past life interactions, karma, emotional wounds, unresolved deeper level issues and energies and so on.

All my life I’d known that I had from birth until age 39–40 to accomplish all the things I did during that time, but I knew that by age 40 I would enter another “life” that would be nothing like the first 39 years. For me it was a type of death and rebirth at the start of 1991, at age 39, because everything I’d done and accomplished up to that point was finished and I was quickly—Uranian style—launched into the next phase of my life which was constant intense Inner Work done on the etheric-level in lucid dreams that were highly archetypal, shockingly insightful, incredibly potent and personally freeing. This phase consisted of my having to do constant etheric-level Inner Work on myself via the Uranus Opposition for four super intense years. After my Uranus Opposition completed, I entered another new phase of mandatory preparation Inner Work to even be capable of living, transmuting and embodying the Ascension Process on the physical and biological level when that phase started for me in February 1999.

I’ve written about my personal First Everythinger Forerunner Ascension Process years from February 1999 on already. Suffice it to say that it wasn’t easy, safe or pleasant but I didn’t Volunteer for easy, safe or pleasant.

November 2016, my best feline fur friend decided he’d had enough after nearly 12 Ascension Process years with me—which were not easy, safe or pleasant much of the time—and wasn’t going to stick around for the ‘Agent Orange’ phase of the global process and quickly passed away.

January 2017, my younger sister and only sibling passed away at 57 from a lifetime lived in bulimic self-abuse, heroin drug addiction and who knows what else, and the ever-present influences of dedicated evil that existed at those old negative depths.

Late June 2019, my mom passed away and finally got herself freed from a physical body that was damaged from her premature birth 89 years ago, and all of the disabilities, vascular dementia and coronary disease that accumulated over the decades.

They are FREE in their ways, and now I am FREE in mine which is a very positive thing so please don’t anyone feel sad about any of this. Freedom at this point in the Embodiment Process, the arrival of the NEW codes since December 2018 and the automatic Separation of Worlds Shift happening because of them is another natural stair-step within this Process. Each person in 2019 now must exist on a like-frequency stair-step reality no matter if that’s in a physical body or out of one. It doesn’t matter, only that these escalating spiritual energetic “musical chairs” type rapid shifting around being done by all of humanity on Earth and beyond it is taking place now in preparation for full entry into the totally NEW energies and codes on January 12, 2020. The July 2019 eclipses will cause many more people to suddenly die and FREE themselves of their physical bodies for a variety of personal reasons, every one of them Ascension related.

On June 2, 2019, I entered yet another milestone Ascension Embodiment Process change Shift and phase. It was directly connected to my mom’s accelerated physical and mental deterioration and eventual death at the end of June 2019. There have been many other phases within my personal Ascension and Embodiment Processes that have been extreme, severe, intense with highly focused negative attacks on me by certain lower frequency people and/or nonphysical, nonhuman beings. June 2019 however was overflowing with next-level, their “end times”, this is the Separation Shift! negative attacks made on me by many different people, all of them strangers.

From paramedics to head ER nurses to social workers and APS social workers to hospice nurses to online strangers, the entire month of June 2019 has contained the equivalent of about five linear years worth of severe and repeated physical attacks against me and so, so much more and all while I constantly was Embodying higher levels within my physical body. As is always the case, it’s the WHY of these attacks at the time they happen that contain more answers about what’s really happening. In my personal June 2019 case, they’ve had to do with the Separation of Worlds Shift that some went through last month due to our going more fully into our personal Embodiment Process, which automatically further accelerates the Separation Shift.

I am not going to share all I experienced throughout June 2019 as I normally would in hopes of that information assisting others. I have my reasons and they have nothing to do with what you may think or believe. It is not about my mom’s passing whatsoever as that was a tremendous freedom for her and even more so for me. I’m not sharing everything I experienced throughout June for reasons I also won’t explain.

Something I will share is the day my mom died a positive and intentionally nondescript etheric being Assistant became present etherically to me in her physical bedroom to Work with her, me, and with all three of us together and this is why.

The old negative Team Dark distortions, False Light, and their ‘long dark tunnel to the False Light’ death structure and system they created long ago to funnel dead humans into their recycle bin, forcing humanity to reincarnate quickly on Earth, is one more massive negative parasitic hijack system that’s recently been removed by Team Light. You’re welcome.

Because that ancient negative distortion created to recycle humanity into reincarnating on Earth has been dismantled recently, there is now a NEW organic Divine Source system in-place for dying humans leaving their physical bodies. Now there is an etheric Assistant that helps ascending 5D humans by directly escorting dying individuals to where they each need to go at that time. The dying human is now personally picked up from a very close energy level to the present 5D Earth and safely escorted and hand-delivered by the Assistant to a nonphysical 5D area for those who’ve just exited their physical bodies. Some others take over from there to further assist the recently dead human.

The human dying/death system has been returned to an organic Divine Source system finally. There is no more negative long tunnel to the other side that hijacked and deposited people into the False Light created by Team Dark to intentionally recycle them into earthly reincarnations to continue energetically fueling the negative aliens & co. food and fuel supplies. Just like all other Team Dark hijacked, distorted, pirated thefts of everything, they all have been permanently dismantled, obliterated and replaced with organic Source-created systems and structures.

Now an Assistant comes between the 5D physical and 5D nonphysical which is incredibly easy for everyone involved, to assist the dying human AND a living ascended/ascending, embodied/Embodied human relative, spouse, friend etc. if one is present, and if that person is consciously aware of what’s actually happening multidimensionally to assist the Assistant and dying human.

I spent most every minute of the entire month of June 2019, functioning at a quantum level and a linear level simultaneously longer than I ever have before. This happened only because I was having to deal with, speak to and interact with linear people and systems such as two hospitals in different cities, multiple doctors at each of them, paramedics, nurses, police, APS, hospice coordinators, hospice nurses, mortuary people and much more while my body continued Embodying greater HighHeart pounding solar and beyond Crystalline/Christ frequencies, more NEW codes and DNA all while doing my best to not show that any of it was even happening. I am different from who I was in May 2019, because I have Shifted into more Embodiment and real freedom.

In closing I want to add that just like the negatives long ago created their False Light to trick humanity in different ways, long ago they also created a False Ascension on a descending Earth and (brief) timeline. Unfortunately most people cannot honestly and accurately even discern and know for themselves which is which and which one they’re currently existing on.

For those honestly capable, here’s to being increasingly free in July 2019 and more so each month after it. Watch these sudden reality changing July eclipses this year.

Denise

July 1, 2019

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Let Us Talk Shift

Before the physical level Ascension Process started (1998–1999) I had above average abilities to mentally focus and hold that focus while still being aware of my surroundings physically, energetically and psychically. I could read a book in a day or two and retain memory of all of it and even where certain information was located in the book(s). In other words, before the Ascension Process started I was very good at intentionally focusing on something and holding that focus with little effort. Evidently I had developed this ability to mentally focus to a high degree, which I wasn’t aware of really until the Ascension Process started and this and other abilities were decimated overnight.

I went from loving to read books to suddenly not being able to read much of anything because my well developed abilities to hold mental focus and retain what I’d read was seemingly unplugged, disconnected, severed by the very Process I was going through. I know many of you can related because you’ve lived this Alchemical evolutionary Ascension Process over these many years too and have gone through the mandatory dismantling of your 3D ego-based, left-brained linear intellect.

Left-brained intellect was a match with the old lower frequency 3D patriarchal Earth world we incarnated into but it’s an impediment and hazard to your expansion and evolution into more complex higher levels of personal integration — inner Triality unity. Because of this, the people living the Ascension Process first have been going through the steady dismantling of their old familiar linear 3D intellect and matching tools of perception. The days of being able to pick up only one channel are over for those living and energetically leading (Pathpaving) the evolutionary Ascension Process. Because of your current accelerated evolution and implementation of more and more NEW codes and more complex DNA, you are increasingly capable of picking up multiple channels simultaneously and on multiple dimensions now.

All this sounds fine and dare I say easy until your old familiar linear mental abilities and focus are unplugged due to compressed evolution. Then it’s (1) a scramble to learn how to function with those old 3D tools suddenly no longer working and (2) quickly perceive in higher NEW and different Spherical ways that are completely nonlinear, minus that old beloved high horse-powered muscle car straight down the linear consciousness runway level of mental focus you once had.

Suddenly, gone are the old patriarchal glory days of parading your overly developed left-brain intellect around, getting paid well for having it, and being looked upon by society as an intellectual superior because you couldn’t do anything other than that one thing, albeit very well at that old lower level of reality and consciousness.

Our transition out of the old 3D consciousness and perceptual tools and energies have meant we’ve been continually losing our old ability to mentally focus in our left-brains to function in that matching lower frequency reality, which has been changing right along with us too of course. This has been happening since 1998–1999 for the First Everythingers but it’s reached a NEW level now in 2019 where everyone else is now having to begin making this and may other inner evolutionary shifts to exist in the NEW.

One aspect of this was aided and anchored energetically by all the NEW Trinity codes—energetic templates or blueprints—that have been pouring down on us physically since December 2018, in the form of extreme amounts of rain and flooding most everywhere. The rainwater had, has the NEW Crystalline unified Trinity codes in it and has saturated everything, literally embedding them into this physical dimension, us, Earth and all else. You already know about the conductivity of water and the amplification of crystals and Crystalline energies and what the two can do. This has been, since late last year, one main way how the NEW codes and energies have been physically embedding into ascending Earth and those people capable of embodying and Embodying them in their physical bodies and their unifying Selves.

I’ve been living through this constant Ascension Process business of having my old linear left brain intellect dismantled while simultaneously having that replaced, upgraded, evolved into greater and greater higher whole brain unity but this doesn’t end in our heads. This reunification of our two old Dualized brain halves has been evolving us into our HighHearts because that is humanities NEW tool of perception, seat of awareness, consciousness and reality, realities.

As many of you already know from reading the Comments at HighHeartLife, my mom’s health condition has worsened and she’s been in  the hospital (two different ones so far) since June 7, 2019. On June 1 and 2 she suddenly started complaining that her ankle was hurting her, and every time I had to get her up to go to the toilet, she’d limp trying to keep her weight off of that one painful ankle. I’m including the dates of these events because they’re indicators of this current MASSIVE ascension related Shift that many of the First Everythingers, Forerunners, Pathpavers have been experiencing in profoundly amplified and accelerated ways since June 1, 2019. So bear with me please as I go through these explanations about what’s happened and continues happening to her, and me, because they are all entirely related to this MASSIVE 2019 Shift happening now.

  June 1–2, 2019 is the first my mom had this new ankle pain. I checked it carefully and found nothing wrong with the ankle or bone etc. No discoloration, swelling or anything. The only thing I did find was that the ankle was cool to the touch, which I interpreted as some problem with blood circulation. As some of you may remember, she required an emergency triple bypass surgery in 2014, and had a stroke two weeks later. Stupidly, I didn’t make the connection that her “heart disease” could possibly be manifesting in other parts of her body besides just her heart.

Each day of the first week of June 2019, this sudden new pain in her one “ankle” increased until she couldn’t even stand up for me to take her to the toilet. She’s been rapidly declining in general since February 2019, but that amplified and accelerated greatly on June 1st that by June 6th I knew I HAD to call 911 to get her help. I also knew that the minute I made that call I would be intentionally reentering a much lower frequency, lower consciousness, lower everything old patriarchal run Earth world reality and that my re-entrance into it would instantly not be appreciated by many of its negative human inhabitants. I also knew that the day I called 911 and they removed my mom from my house that I’d become unemployed that day. So, knowing what was coming and that most of it would be negative for me and for my mom but for different reasons, I called 911 the morning of June 7, 2019. Two paramedics came, one sane, honest and helpful and the other the complete opposite as he was very negative and fixated on me in those Team Dark manipulated Portal People sorts of ways. I’ve experienced this so many times throughout my lifetime and can See and feel it, them before it, them and I even come into physical contact with each other in the physical world. This is the past old lower Earth world reality.

Because my mom had bumped her forehead against the bathroom sink on June 2nd because she hasn’t been able to stand upright since the 2014 stroke, plus because her ankle was hurting severely when I made her stand up to go to the toilet, she had a bruise on her forehead. The negative paramedic focused on that only and reported to the head ER nurse that I had “abused” my mom. She attacked me in the ER room and reported this abuse to the police. Welcome back to the very low levels of the old negative patriarchal world with its totally unaware human population. Let the attacks instantly begin on anyone with Light in them who dares to reenter that old lower world and frequency!

Long story short, after many tests done on her in that local ER hospital, they discovered that the artery in that leg with the painful “ankle” was due to it being totally blocked. So it wasn’t her ankle after all, it was a blocked artery in that leg. Three days later she was transferred to a better hospital in another city where they did further tests and discovered that both legs had completely blocked arteries in them, and according to the doctor I talked with, this like her heart has been increasing over the years and didn’t happen last week or last month etc. Big insight for me here; heart disease happens in other body parts too, not only the heart. Who knew, certainly not me.

Need to backtrack briefly for the first part of this article about linear left brain thinking to make better sense. Since the Ascension Process began for me at the start of 1999, I’ve been going through the dismantling of my linear left brain intellect and simultaneous activation of what I’ve called nonlinear quantum Spherical Consciousness which begins from having had one’s left and right brain halves Rewired into an integrated, unified state physically and energetically. That in turn automatically activates the start-up of one’s HighHeart as their NEW evolved much higher frequency seat of focus, awareness and very reality. I’ve Worked very hard since 1999 going through this natural evolutionary shift from left brained patriarchal intellect up into my fifth dimensional and higher unified Crystalline Christ frequency HighHeart as my primary perceptual tool and seat of ascending, merging Self Selves, just as many of you reading this have.

For me to suddenly have to go back down into an old lower dying level of the negative patriarchal world to get “help” for my mom who I know is dying, and have to tap into my linear intellect to give linear dates and related information to those particular people attacking and accusing me of abusing my mom was more difficult than I ever would have guessed. When you’ve moved to a higher more complex level of frequency, consciousness, awareness and being, it’s very difficult to compress yourself back down into a lower state and perceive in a linear frequency only. It’s been hard evolving out of that and it was hard having to go back into it while under pressure from people who only want to harm you for reasons they’re not even fully aware of.

After some work on my part I was able to access the linear dates clearly in my awareness in that limited linear fashion those people needed and expected. What none of us would know for days, a week in fact, was the real cause of her “ankle” pain and growing week-long inability to stand was due to the arteries in BOTH legs being completely blocked and for many years. June 1–2, 2019 was the tipping trigger point with this which is so much more than what it first appears. I’m deliberately describing what I’ve been going through this month in this linear way to help you when you find yourself suddenly having to deal with someone or something from the old lower negative patriarchal world because the First Everythingers have fully entered the NEW on June 1–2, 2019 and we’re having to make massive changes due to this Shift and intentionally disconnect ourselves in all ways from the, from those old lower patriarchal Earth worlds.

As usual, what makes describing any of this difficult for me is that it’s NOT linear at all nor is it a singular, disconnected from everything else event, quite the opposite in fact.

For me this June 2019 event took some professional medical and social worker Portal People idiots accusing me of abusing my mom and having the police come to my house to check me and it out while searching for anything confirming that abuse did happen. None was found because none has ever happened. It took this level of actual bullshit abuse on me however to finally reveal what I now must do (and have done and am continuing to do) which is intentionally disconnecting myself completely from her and all she’s connected to that’s of and in the negative dying patriarchal Earth world. I have intentionally withdrawn all of my energies, energetic connection to and focus on all of it as of last week.

Whenever I’ve had to go back down into lower levels of old dying Earth reality, it’s an unpleasant ordeal for sure. Going to the grocery store and whatnot is one thing because those places and people are closer to the surface of the Light and the NEW. But, those well established dug-in massive old patriarchal systems, structures and places such as the entire medical system and everything connected to it—doctors, nurses, paramedics, hospitals, pharmacies, Big Pharma, social workers, social security for the disabled etc., police officers, insurance companies, nursing homes facilities and on and on—exist at a much lower more dense and dark location within the old dying patriarchal world. Going all the way down there is very different and far more dangerous and exhausting than a quick jaunt to one’s local grocery store that exists at a much higher level.

Since my mom had the stroke in September 2014, I’ve struggled with how in the world I could continue my Ascension Process and Embodiment Process while having to continue caring for her. Because she is not wealthy (we are not wealthy), she can’t afford to spend the rest of her life in a Nursing Home care facility, her insurance doesn’t cover it. And because I don’t have the money to pay for it we’ve both been stuck with each other through this entire Ascension Process. I’ve always known there would come a point with the Ascension Process where the two of us could not continue on together any further because it was hurting us both; me because I’ve never been able to give 1000% to my Ascension and then Embodiment Process because of her medical physical and mental conditions which keep her tied to that old patriarchal world, the one I’ve disliked my entire life. And, she’s been tied to me while she constantly diminished physically and mentally since the 1990’s making it harder for her to be around me. Talk about a rock and a hard place for both of us.

However, with negative unaware people with power over me, my life, my income and my freedom at that old lower level coming at me as some of them, not all but some, in June 2019, I was finally given the answer I’ve searched for since 2014. That answer is that I have, you have, we have, and Earth and all the rest of humanity including the majority of unaware humanity, have finally reached the Shift point where I, where you HAVE to intentionally and from our HighHearts release, let go of, disconnect from everything and everyone that’s connected to the old lower negative dying Earth world(s).  What I’ve been confused about with this has finally arrived for all of us June 1, 2019 and the answer is for me and many of you reading this, we’ve reached that place and time within the Separation of Worlds Shift point where WE have to consciously and intentionally release ourselves from them, from it, from all that it still is, and from all it has stood for and been in the old patriarchal world. Many of us have made this Shift at some point since June 1, 2019. Many more will do so every day from here on out. Do so when it’s YOUR perfect time to completely release yourself from the old lower levels and world(s), and trust me when I tell you that you’ll know exactly when that is because you’ll absolutely HAVE to do so.

I’ve endured a lot with my mom’s dementia and stroke; hallucinations, her being repeatedly “jumped” by negative entities for the purpose of tormenting and attacking me because I’m of the Light and doing what I am etc. I’ve endured a lot due to her needing to be constantly taken back down into the old lower world where her doctor and pharmacy and hospitals all else exists. And I’ve endured a lot because my income has come from her being elderly, disabled and poor and the incredible bunch of very negative and nearly insane social workers (not all of them but around 98% of them) that I’ve personally dealt with over the years are nothing but Portal People. But it was the accusations of my abusing my mom and being interrogated by a police officer and social worker and nurses etc. that was the last straw for me. Once that level of real “abuse” was reached last week, I knew it was time for ME to send her on her way to freedom from her broken body and mind and me to my freedom from her and her broken body and mind and all that’s connected to that. It’s been MY responsibility since June 7, 2019 to completely and in every way end this with her and the old negative world, and I’ve done just that and I’ll continue doing that energetically, intentionally. It’s now time for this for all of us no matter what your personal situation is. Just do it and do not feel bad or guilty for doing so because it is exactly what HAS to happen now.

Thanks for wading through this lengthy explanation about what it’s been like from my personal perspective intentionally and with great determination, focus and power releasing myself from the old. There’s much more to all this but I’ve probably prattled on enough about my personal first half of June 2019. Don’t you know that the second half of it will be even more interesting as we continue intentionally releasing ourselves from the past lower everything and Embodying more of the NEW everything.  My deepest Gratitude to each of you for your individual help, love, kindness, understanding, support, and financial donations during this Shift process. Thank You, thank you, thank you.  ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

June 15, 2019

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The INTERNAL Separation of Worlds

The “Shift” or “Event” as some call it and expect it to happen, has been happening continually inch by painful and difficult inch for the past thirty physical linear years on Earth. Intensely so in the physical dimension since 1998–1999. I’ve referred to this constant “Shift” “Event” process energetic Stair-steps that the First Everything-ers, Foreunners, Pathpavers, Embodiers, Wayshowers have been traversing for the past 20–30 or more years in this life. However, many people believe and expect some instant special-effects type of external singular “Event” and/or “Shift” to happen all at once that will shift them and their physical bodies into a much higher state and reality. If it happened that way, no one alive on Earth would physically survive it because the frequency range difference between what has been and what we’re evolving into is too extreme for anyone in a physical body to survive in-tact in a single “Shift” or “Event”. Mass humanity is nowhere near evolved enough to be able to make a single evolutionary leap “Shift” or “Event” and ascend to a higher level of being. No, this “Shift”/”Event” has been unfolding quite differently for decades already.

2018 Triple Crowns Process

First Everything-ers and Forerunners, do you remember Embodying increasing amounts of Crystalline Christ frequency during 2017 and 2018? Do you remember Embodying the Triple Crowns process in 2018? If you weren’t conscious of that particular phase it doesn’t matter, only that you went through it and were further Rewired by it. The Triple Crowns process was, as has always been the case with the Ascension Process, very compressed the last three months (Trinity, Triality instead of lower frequency Duality) of 2018. Three stages of Embodying the first, second and third “Crowns” that year so you’d be able to move up a few more Stair-steps and Embody more NEW in the near future in a NEW way with very NEW results. That future is 2019, and as usual, a different multiple stage process continues this year. Such has been the entire Ascension Process; steadily laboring our ways up higher frequency stair-steps transmuting all that needed to be, releasing more lower old, while each higher step caused and continues to cause us to embody and Embody increasingly higher frequency Light energies, more NEW codes (templates) and NEW DNA and then run them through our bodies in these NEW ways.

https://highheartlife.com/2018/11/13/october-november-december-2018-year-end-run-for-the-triple-crowns/

What I suspected last year but wasn’t absolutely positive about the 2018 Triple Crowns process was that each of those “Crowns” had to do with three important brain glands; the Pineal Crown gland, the Pituitary Brow gland, and the Hypothalamus gland which works with the other two forming a higher NEW energetic Trinity system in our brains. Those three brain glands were a big part of the Triple Crowns and evolutionary Rewiring they went through last year all to prepare them, us to Embody and run the 2019 (and beyond) higher NEW codes and energies in NEW ways at NEW levels. Stair-steps, always stair-steps as we constantly build upon, expand, evolve and survive the entire Ascension Process physically and in all other ways as well.

Many times over the years I’ve shared how this and related energy processes feel in my body and head. Typically whenever NEW energy Waves and/or solar transmissions—CME’s, solar storms, flares, winds—are present I feel them enter through the etheric area above the top of my physical head. From that level they descend into my physical head and swirl and ping around in there for a while causing different transformational head pains, pressures and those very distinct energy headaches while they evolve certain endocrine brain glands (and chakras) being energetically worked on at the time. While this further head, brain and brain glands Rewiring is happening, those energies typically flow down from my head into my entire HighHeart area and Thymus gland. [The physical Thymus gland is located in the center of your upper chest well above the physical heart.] The farthest below my HighHeart I feel these energies is around my diaphragm, which causes it to instantly bloat again. It’s been an ongoing Process in the First Everythingers, Forerunners, Embodiers having these Trinity group of brain glands Rewired, not just one and done but multiple times over the past twenty years and counting. Stair-steps, multiple layers, continuously higher frequencies, expanding abilities, higher awareness and so on. Never a one and done thing but an ongoing expansion and uplifting Ascension Process to higher and more complex completely NEW levels with NEW codes and DNA and matching NEW awareness and abilities.

All of April and most of May 2019 have been unusually energetically intense, physically and emotionally painful and psychologically trying for me at times, and then the complete opposite at other times. This is certainly not the first time these extremes have been experienced during my personal Ascension and Embodiment Processes, but it is the first time for me at this level. The same is true for many of you reading this. You, me, we have never been were we are now and we’ve never experienced these NEW higher level energies functioning within us in these very NEW ways. It’s wonderful, shocking, disturbing, intense and can be traumatic for a bit as you make these profound evolutionary transitions into a higher way of being and functioning due to the NEW codes and DNA and other NEW energy Waves we’ve been embodying and Embodying recently.

It was in December 2018 when the rain started (here in California) after so many long horrible ascension years of extreme heat and drought. And it’s cold and raining here today, May 26, 2019 as I write this. Because I’ve always loved the rain this was a special treat for me anyway, but once the rain started last December, I knew it was going to continue and was happening because the water was going to help embed and hold these latest NEW Trinity codes which are the NEW energy templates for ascending humanity, Earth, reality and beyond.

We’ve had a constant increase over the past few years of greater Crystalline (Christ frequency) energies present and being Embodied by the First Everythingers and our internal grid systems, and into Earth and Earth’s grid system. Once the needed levels of this were reached we automatically moved up another energy Stair-step and began the next level of this ongoing process. In this case it was the 2018 Triple Crowns transformations; the triple brain glands being greatly evolved up to a Trinity frequency and state that’s Crystalline going into Diamond. After that it’s been the super compressed, intense and at times downright extreme April and May 2019 stair-step phase of our three NEW Trinity frequency brain glands connecting and operating with our HighHearts and Thymus gland.

How many of you noticed during April and May 2019 that most every time your head hurt from embodying these NEW Trinity codes (many have been Seeing them everywhere since the rains, and flooding, began last December as pastel colored triangles and/or darker gemstone colored triangles and also other energy 6D template patterns too), your HighHeart area began pounding hard and nearly rattling your teeth!? I exaggerate only slightly about this because this May round has been like no other in this regard. (1) Severe head energy headaches and head pressures that move around your head and skull and (2) that energy then moves down into your entire HighHeart area which causes your heart to pound very hard for longer than you think it can survive. The head business hurts and the HighHeart expansions make you feel exhausted, weak and very close to God… in a good way. 😀

It’s not an easy or painless task getting the NEW Trinity Crystalline Diamond codes into our physical heads, our brain glands, then our HighHearts where they’re now activated to run and are now running our bodies, consciousness, lives and reality and Embody them all so they’re anchored and available for mass humanity to evolve into when they are able to do so. Every time the First Everythingers (I know it’s a ridiculous term and I’ll replace it the moment I think of something better, promise) Embody more NEW Trinity, integrated, unified, evolved beyond old lower frequency Duality codes and energies, our ongoing Embodiment actions assist in another timeline Shift into higher Divine organic reality with NEW matching codes—6D geometric, morphogenic energy templates for humans and all else that are evolving, ascending now.

  

Another very important aspect of these latest 2019 changes was when the Embodiers reached the Shift Event changeover from the old lower everything is focused EXTERNALLY to a much higher and organic level of everything is now focused INTERNALLY which causes individuals to become increasingly more energetically sovereign, self-empowered, self-aware and so on. The old lower 3D patriarchal ways of humanity being constantly focused on all things external and therefore perpetually disempowered themselves meant everyone was parasitic in what’s been a totally parasitic world. That however is another hugely important evolutionary Shift Event that’s happened recently which will force humanity back into a Divine organic state of being, living, reality and consciousness. Humanity will individually rediscover that they themselves are Self-as-Source and that all they need and want to know about etc. can be accessed right inside of themselves. This was another really big and potent Shift Event to finally happen on Earth this year.

I know and you know that all this is far more complex, beautiful and cosmically jaw-dropping than what I’ve very simply described here. This is the best I can do at the moment because, as always, I’m still living and embodying and Embodying all this and more myself just as most of you reading this are. The main reason I’ve wanted to get something written about April and May 2019 is because of what we’ve lived and Embodied we have made a really important and significant Shift Event. We have Embodied more NEW Trinity codes and energies etc. in our Trinity brain glands that are directly connected to our HighHearts making them and the rest of our bodies capable of Embodying and running, housing, containing, maintaining and circulating the NEW Crystalline Diamond Trinity (three not the old lower two of Duality) HighHeart organic systems that are must-haves for life on NEW ascended Earth. We just did one massive Shift Event, again, but this one dwarfs all previous ones because we’ve finally crossed an invisible Ascension line because we’re carrying all NEW now and we’re doing it in NEW ways and at NEW levels we’ve never be able to reach until now.

Also wanted to mention about awful April 2019 as I call it because the entire month the physical pains I’d had off and on for over a year before this were amplified so severely I could hardly walk most of April. The bone and joint structures in our physical bodies have been going through massive Shifts and Events for a few years now because each time we Embody more NEW codes and DNA etc., so too does Earth and the grids in and around Earth. It’s not just our inner structures undergoing tremendous evolutionary transformations but Earth and her grid systems and structures too. That’s your Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction energies hard at Work for you and All. If you’re sensitive to Earth and/or ‘Earth Changes’ and the constant Ascension Process stair-step upgrading of Earth’s grid structures, then you are more likely to feel those energies and changes taking place within your physical bones and skeletal structure. How many of you have had it feel like the bones and joints in your feet and ankles, the bones in your whole body from the waist down for that matter, were literally broken or breaking lately? NEW codes, NEW DNA, NEW grids. This will settle down and hurt less as we and Earth and everything else adjusts to having Embodied this latest round of NEW Trinity codes and other big energy Waves and solar transmissions.

The Separation of Worlds Is Happening Inside You & Your Physical Body

At some point during these bigger than usual April and May 2019 evolutionary Shift Events, I became conscious that the Separation of Worlds is taking place inside of me and my body and inside all Embodiers. It was one of those furrowed brow moments where you cringe slightly over the truth of the unpleasant matter but simultaneously realize it’s why you’ve felt so terrible and struggled so with certain things, situations, people and on and on. Macro micro business again. I and the Creator are one and I and the evolutionary shitstorm of extreme constant Shifting changes are one too. How is this any different from Embodying the NEW? It isn’t really. It’s just another perspective of what’s been unfolding all along. Deep breath, stop feeling unworthy or like you’ve done “something wrong” and keep doing what you’ve been doing this entire time because it’s working really well.

Yes it’s been brutal lately but, and this is super important and we all need to remember this when the next layer arrives, and it most certainly will, we have Embodied and are now running, circulating and radiating enough of the NEW Crystalline Diamond Trinity triangular shaped codes, templates and energies in our physical bodies, HighHearts and heads that we’ve Shifted up another few energy stair-steps and reached a higher organic ascension timeline in May 2019. Does this mean we’re “there” and we’re “done” with all this now? Not hardly but it does mean that once we recuperate from what we’ve just gone through in April and May 2019, things are going to increasingly become better, easier, safer, more pleasant, more creative and so on. Despite all the severe physical, emotional and sometimes psychological pains we go through embodying and Embodying first, I’ve been very aware of big positive improvements happening simultaneously. It’s not all pain and misery, nor is it all constant bliss and perfection. It’s a transitional little bit of both which is normal for what’s happening. The pain and misery will now dissipate much more quickly for us because of these latest Shifts and Embodiment Processes. Hang in there First Everythingers, Embodiers and Forerunners because we’re steering this thing from our ever expanding, ever more radiant HighHearts. The rest will follow and unfold just as it has been. Thank you All for your Great and ongoing Works. ❤ ❤ ❤ More discussions about this in Comments.

Denise

May 26, 2019

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Many Now Having Dream-state “First Contact”

Increasing numbers of people living the Ascension Process are currently having ET encounters during asleep lucid dreams. For many this is the first time they’ve had conscious “First Contact” so this is a big important deal for a lot of people.

In years past at TRANSITIONS I’d mentioned multiple times that people needed to be prepared to find themselves increasingly coming into conscious contact with different Others, different ETs and beings etc. in both their multidimensional evolving asleep dream lives and their physical evolving awake lives. This is another of many natural side effects of the Ascension Process and dimensional changes we’ve gone through plus the ongoing Separation of Worlds. Because of these events, more humans are evolving into greater conscious awareness that the reality playground is getting much larger, is more populated with different Others and is vastly more complex than the tiny band of old lower 3D reality they’re used to. This is another aspect of the Ascension Process and more of humanity discovering for themselves that ETs and much more are indeed very real. Simply said, the more one evolves and automatically embodies NEW higher DNA—which is multidimensional—the more one will increasingly find themselves face-to-face with numerous ET beings and Others from other dimensions. Welcome to rapidly growing conscious awareness of your life in a Universal Society.

Positive & Negative ETs

My first conscious memory of interacting with some of my assigned positive ETs was at age three. I have faint memories of some ETs in my parents house before age three but I don’t remember any conversations with them. But by age three I was having direct face-to-face awake physical meetings and conversations with two particular positive ETs. They were assigned to me throughout my childhood. Some other ETs replaced them during my teen years and this change happened again with the start of 1980, the decade of my thirties. The ’80s decade ET change was much more physical, so much so that other people and my young son’s friends could easily see a portal that had manifest where two walls and the ceiling met. They’d come in from playing outside and look at it and ask what it was. I lied to them all and made up some story about dirt or shadows which they immediately accepted. My cat knew better however, as all cats and dogs and other animals do. They sense these portals and the beings that come and go through them. I’m talking about how things were (for me) back in the ’70s, ’80s and ’90s. Today it’s different due to the Ascension Process.

It was the start of the 1980s that my personal interactions with one particular small group of positive ETs very directly entered my physical life and reality. This small group consisted of an 8D Orion, a 6D Sirian and a 5D Pleiadian, all of whom I knew in a past life in Egypt of 12,600 B.C. Much of this information, and portraits of each of them, is available at TRANSITIONS plus more in A Lightworker’s Mission if interested. This group stayed in nearly constant contact with me from the 1980s until my physical level Ascension Process started weeks into 1999. Many of the ETs that Starseed Volunteers have had in their current ascension lives were also present half a Precession or more ago (11,000–12,000-plus years ago). Much preparation was done by positive ETs and their offspring Starseeds (many of you reading this) when the start of the Age of Leo began back then and we’ve completed that in these ascension lives at the start of the Age of Aquarius more than half a Precession later. There’s more to all this of course because none of us have been limited to only physical reality and linear time.

Simultaneous to my interactions with different positive ETs were the negative ET experiences and abductions. We have existed in duality after all. My earliest memories of negative ET beings was in my twenties. I had plenty of negative dream-state experiences and attacks throughout my childhood and teen years but nothing revealed themselves as Extraterrestrial. That doesn’t mean they weren’t, only that I have no conscious memory of them during those years. However, with the start of the 1970s, the decade of my twenties, Team Dark negative aliens began making themselves known to me in the dream-state. I was repeatedly abducted from the Astral dimension (4D) while asleep and out of my physical body. It was incredibly easy for negative ETs to abduct anyone while we were asleep and in our etheric bodies in the dream-state, lucid or otherwise. For Team Dark this has been the easiest, fastest and most commonly used method to abduct humans; while they were asleep and in their etheric bodies. They’ve often been right there like a predator waiting for its prey to fall asleep and leave their physical bodies. It has been so very easy for many negative ETs to simply pluck humans from the etheric and use them in a number of different ways.

Just like everyone else different ETs have had different things they wanted and focused their attentions on. All negative ETs do not have the same level of development, knowledge, power, tools, technology, abilities, psychic abilities and so on. One example of this was how I was occasionally abducted from the Astral in the ’80s and ’90s by some low-level negative ETs. (By low-level I do not mean they and what they did to me and millions of humans was underwhelming or inconsequential. I mean that there are many far more advanced negative ETs than them.) They would create elaborate dream sets, etheric Astral productions sets and then abduct me (many millions of other people have experienced this too but most do not have conscious memory of their Astral abductions) and deliberately place me in one of their created dreamscape set productions. All this was done to observe and monitor my emotional reactions to different emotional scenarios they carefully designed. They could effortlessly reproduce faux copies of family members, friends, loved ones, lovers etc. and place one or more of those copies in these dreamscape creations to further manipulate you into producing different but very specific emotional responses like fear, nurturing, protecting another, anger, guilt, violence against someone and on and on with any number of artificial dream scenarios. Those negative ETs with no emotions or emotional abilities have worked long and hard using abducted humans to educate themselves about emotions, human emotions, emotional reactions, feeling things and feeling in general. Other negative ETs have worked in other areas while other more advanced negative ETs believe they own you and can do anything they want to you because they’ve seen humanity as their property.

The positive ETs would often have large meetings in dimensions above the 4D Astral for the ascension Volunteers, Starseeds, First Everything-ers. We’d know to go to these positive ET meetings to receive the latest information about the Ascension Process and related things that we all were Working on individually and as an Volunteer ascension Group. These positive ET and Starseed etheric meetings would often take place in what looked like physical auditoriums, huge beautiful old libraries, indoor stadiums or large movie theaters. We’d all pile into these places and receive the latest information from non-physical, not incarnate positive Team Light ET beings from different dimensions and star systems. Once the Ascension Process began in the physical around 1998–1999, these meetings changed dramatically and happened in even higher dimensions.

Many Starseeds would be picked up—not abducted but picked up—by some of their Star family ascension co-workers and suddenly find themselves inside usually large pristine higher dimensional etheric UFO craft. These meetings were more personal and highly focused than the larger general meetings most incarnate Starseeds and Volunteers went to in those auditoriums and other locations I mentioned. The point is that if you’ve been conscious of positive and negative ETs then none of this is new to you at all. But, there are a lot of people that are currently experiencing what for them is personal and direct dream-state “First Contact” with negative ETs and positive ETs and many are reeling from these encounters and how they instantly change them and their belief systems etc. This is a big deal in other words for many people going through this sudden expansion of their personal selves and realities due to meeting some ETs all the sudden consciously. You can’t embody more and more higher frequency and functioning DNA and not start having all sorts of new, strange, wonderful, shocking, disturbing and uplifting experiences and other dimensional encounters and greater awareness.

We hardened Elder Starseeds could get all involved swapping our personal experiences with positive and negative ET alien beings throughout our current ascension lives but that’s not the point of this article. The point is that more people have recently reached a level in the Ascension Process where they’ve embodied enough NEW Light and NEW DNA that they’re now automatically and suddenly finding themselves in the midst of alien company while asleep, and eventually when they’re awake too.

The more we who are Embodying (capital E) do so, the more the NEW multidimensional Crystalline ‘Trinity’ DNA (all those beautiful colored triangle shapes and complex triangle patterns you’ve been Seeing lately) is Embodied by us, that automatically makes it available (we’re physically seeding the NEW codes and DNA for humanity in the physical) to other people capable of embodying more NEW DNA now. The Volunteer Starseeds are Embodying and therefore physically seeding the higher NEW DNA (and other things) for humanity which is mandatory for them to exist on higher frequency NEW Earth.

Embodying NEW DNA automatically changes our personal Energy Signatures which multidimensional ETs and Others easily perceive. Because of these current and ongoing evolutionary changes taking place in our bodies and DNA (April 2019 was very much about this and more), we have a large, curious and excited cosmic audience observing us because what’s happening with the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process is something many Others want to witness humanity go through because it’s so rare and special in the Universe. The cosmic quarantine placed on Earth and humanity in the past is automatically ended via us Embodying NEW higher DNA. “First Contact” naturally and automatically happens when YOU evolve beyond the narrow old lower frequency level, DNA, energetics, codes and consciousness. Embody more higher multidimensional, ascended above duality unified (‘Trinity’) DNA that functions far above the old lower everything and you’re going to be met at the threshold by some positive ETs watching in the cosmic wings! Think of moving into a new neighborhood and having some nice neighbors happily welcome you to the neighborhood. This however is a Universal neighborhood we’re moving into so the new neighbors are from all over.

The bottom line is that you and I have been and continue embodying more NEW higher frequency, multidimensional quantum DNA—crystalline, diamond and beyond—into our physical bodies. Doing that automatically causes all sorts of normal side effects in us, our bodies, consciousness and our very realities. One of these natural side effects is the slow reintroduction to positive ETs primarily at this point through the dream-state but also through altered states where you are open, empowered and energetically sovereign.

Other to-be-expected side effects from our ongoing evolutionary embodiment of NEW DNA are things like linear time increasingly disappearing. It’s disappearing because we are evolving out of that lower frequency range. Also, relearning how to exist and Work from what I’ve called Spherical Consciousness. As you/me/we evolve beyond the old familiar linear 3D time with the consciousness that went with it, we’re going to continue experiencing greater and longer periods of nonlinear reality and consciousness etc. where we’re relearning how to exist and function outside of that tiny limited band of linear frequency, consciousness and reality. You are evolving out of and well beyond everything being linear including your life, your reality, consciousness, your physical body and your DNA. This means we’re all increasingly finding ourselves in NEW territory in just about every way including linear time disappearing, different ET species presenting themselves privately in different ways, greater personal energetic sovereignty, perceiving multiple dimensions and Ascension Mission Work in them, perceiving other aspects of YOU in other dimensions and timelines, continual growth of your energetic sovereignty, Embodiment of Higher Self/Selves, and increasing internal Embodiment of and connections with Source, Source-as-Self.

As I said, continual embodiment of NEW DNA automatically deposits us in a much larger playground internally and externally. Be prepared for things you cannot imagine today to quickly become your NEW normal. Be discerning when ET shows up anywhere. Don’t freak out but don’t be stupid either and don’t automatically assume anything about them. Discern, feel, observe and remain as emotionally neutral as you can while holing your own hard-earned energetic sovereignty. This is a situation of one ET (you) meeting other ETs. They are not NEW “gods”, they are our Universal neighbors. Be wise with this everyone. You’ve Worked very hard all these ascension years to get to this point so don’t drop back down into old linear ego-based 3D habits just because some small group of ETs is suddenly standing before you etherically or physically. Remember, bigger playground because you’ve earned it.  😉  Check out the Comments section if interested in the further discussions about this topic.

Denise

May 3, 2019

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Multiple Higher DNA Activations

Traditionally the month of April is an intense month with plenty of big Aries-like ascension related changes and April 2019 is certainly perpetuating this. It’s April 13, 2019 as I hurriedly write this and I’m rushing because I know all too well just how quickly and easily three or four weeks can come and go now and before you know it we’re in the next month! You look back at the previous month and can barely remember it and instantly find yourself deep in the next level and phase of the rapidly unfolding everything. This is us getting used to existing in non-linear, quantum, it’s always the Now Moment life and reality. Exciting, weird in a good way and it’s forcing us to quickly adapt to this timeless, more creative and much more malleable 5D and higher way of being and living.

As with everything unfolding with the Ascension and Embodiment Processes, all of us have had our preconceived expectations about how each level and phase would be like, what it would look like and how it would feel in our bodies, consciousness, lives and external reality. We’ve all had these preconceived notions, expectations and beliefs about all the Ascension Process stages, and for the most part we’ve been correct but we’ve also been wrong many times too.

I know that in many cases my, your, our Higher Self/Selves deliberately withhold certain information from these versions of us incarnate on Earth during the Ascension Process, the Embodiment Process, and the Separation of Worlds. I can feel when I, Denise, am being deliberately kept in the dark so to speak and typically it’s because I, Denise have to physically live it, embody it and be permanently changed by it from having physically lived and embodied it. There is no one else in my, in your personal Volunteer Ascension Ground Crew that can do this but me, but you, and because of this we’re often left to do it without fully understanding what and how etc. The point I want to make with this is that in these types of physical level Ascension and/or Embodiment moments, it’s all on you baby! The second I’ve done this, the temporary higher awareness blindfold is removed once again. Many times we have to live it blind so that “it” has the most impact on us, our consciousness, our physical body and our energetic structures. I mean that’s the point, physical level, biological, DNA evolution and with some of it consciously knowing it from higher levels of awareness doesn’t help us with it. Because of this and the need to have each Ascension and/or Embodiment related energetic events impact us as powerfully as they can, we’re often intentionally kept unaware of certain aspects of all this.

Never forget for a moment that we’re currently living the increasing conjuntion between Saturn and Pluto in Capricorn NOW, all year. The magic doesn’t only happen on January 12, 2020 when this astrological transit reaches the exact conjunction, it’s been happening all of 2019 and it peaks January 12, 2020. Readjust your perspective about every minute of 2019 because you are a FORErunner and this is true this with powerhouse reality-changing, Separation of Worlds, Saturn Pluto in Capricorn conjunction.

For Starseeds & Other Dimensional Incarnates “First Contact” Means Something Very Different

The entire week of April 7th thru the 13th has been very busy on multiple levels and far more is coming throughout the second half of this month. During April 7–13th many of us had written Comments under the previous article about remembering attending meetings in higher dimensions. Some of these asleep, out-of-physical-body meetings took place at the eight dimensional (8D) Galactic Federation level while most others took place in dimensions below that but were highly important and valid nonetheless. I’ve had conscious memory of having attended many big 5D and a few smaller 8D Galactic Federation meetings since the start of the 1980s. Many of these different dimensional meetings going up to the 8D Galactic Federation level were packed with currently incarnate Volunteer Starseeds individuals but many others from other dimensions and Light levels also.

[I have to share this because it’s another aspect of this article. The pressure yesterday and today, April 12–13th, has been rather intense feeling to quickly get this particular article written, edited and published asap. Keep that in heartmind the rest of this month especially.]

Many had shared in Comments about their different personal experiences at these common higher dimensional, nonphysical meetings. The talk included how much we’d all enjoy being able to get together like this but while in our physical bodies on the physical level. There was talk about meetings at a bar and laughing and sharing our earthly trials and tribulations with each other once we were out of them. All in all the discussions were something most Starseeds and other Volunteer aspects could thoroughly relate to from having lived multiple lives on both sides of the proverbial “Veil”.

The entire week of April 7th through the 13th, 2019 has been very busy on multiple levels and far more is coming throughout the second half of this month. The evening of April 10th I repeatedly saw different humanoid shaped beings moving about in my house. None of this felt or was negative but it’s been a while since this has happened for me, and it felt different somewhat and like they wanted me to be very consciously aware that they were here and moving about.

April 11th shortly after I’d gone to bed and probably only a few minutes after I’d fallen asleep, I was jolted by a lucid encounter with a large metallic cube shaped etheric device that carefully and intentionally came into contact with the tip of my right elbow. The second contact was made it hurt and jolted me back awake. For a moment I was confused and thought, out of old habit, that it was some sort of Team Dark attack. Like I said, old Team Dark PTSD! After a few minutes I realized that there had been a small group of positive higher dimensional Starbeings, aka ETs, who had intentionally used that large metallic cube device to remove some old trauma and physical level damage to my right elbow. (I’ve had pain and tendonitis in my right elbow since the late 1970s.) There may have been other reasons this happened but I wasn’t aware of them.

The main reason this event surprised me was because my once common and almost daily interactions with my higher Starbeings/ETs family as been nearly nonexistent since I started the physical level Ascension Process February 1999. I’ve had positive ET contact since birth, but once I began the Ascension Process at the physical level, they left me alone on the physical level to live and embody all I had to. It’s for this reason that I’ve been mildly surprised to have some positive Starbeings showing up in my life and house again in 2019.

The morning of April 12th I was suddenly impulsed to go visit Whitley Strieber’s website. I haven’t even thought of him in over a decade so I was also interested in why this was happening now. I read a couple of his latest Journals and checked out a couple of his current books. In one of his Journals he mentioned about how he’s being pressured now by his ET group to quickly write a book about, well, I’m not sure exactly. It sounded like they are pushing him hard now to get something specific written to help other people, and, how he’s also been under attacks by unseen negative others that do not want him to share this information. Same old story of negative controllers vs. freedom fighters on the physical and nonphysical levels. There’s other reasons why I was unexpectedly impulsed to visit his website yesterday but they’re personal. I’ve always liked the way Whitely Strieber writes but I don’t Work or live anymore where he still does. Yes, getting the information out now is very important, for everyone at their different levels and Earth worlds.

The late evening of April 12th I read a mass email notice from Sandra Walter, April Wave and Three Years of Unity Meditations! April 12, 2019. See her website to read the whole thing. There was one main sentence in it that was valuable to me now because it helped me better connect the many Starbeings, Starseeds and ET dots that have escalated in my personal life again this month.

“The Divine Coordination of these gatherings always touches my heart. The Inner Earth grids are about to amplify, the Embodiment activations are coordinated with a major timeline shift, a collective starseed DNA activation is upon us, the crystalline convergence is about to unfold…so much is happening at the end of April. The necessity to be with Star and Soul family in the physical during this time has been strong.” — Sandra Walter

A ‘collective starseed DNA activation is upon us’. That helped me better understand why and what all has unfolded quickly throughout the week of April 7–13, 2019. I strongly sense there’s much more of this coming with our Starbeing, ET kinsfolk and more this month and beyond. I now understand why some of my ET family recently showed up to help me with whatever was stuck in my elbow. It also indicates why many have written Comments recently about their desires to connect more with their Star kinsfolk both in the physical as Starseeds and in higher dimensions at meetings etc.

I mentioned recently in a Comment about how I’ve been Seeing a series of cosmic walls or thresholds etc., or what others call Gateways. Because I usually always See cosmic Gates from a position above them looking down on them, they look more like the tops of sections of different walls to me. Who knows. I take what I get in the ways I get them. 😉 Anyway, what I’ve Seen of these latest cosmic wall tops—aka Gateways—is that there looks to be four or five of them in this section we’re in now. The first one looks to me to be Crystalline but slightly cloudy like dirty quartz crystal. The second, third and forth of these particular cosmic wall tops or Gateways or cosmic thresholds is more Crystalline and clear and bright until the fifth one which is Diamond-like and barely even visible because it’s of such a higher frequency. Those visuals are big clues about what we’re literally going through this month and beyond; from Crystalline to Diamond and beyond that. Include some ‘collective starseed DNA activations’ along with all this too. They’re all different aspects of the one overall Ascension and Embodiment Process and automatic Separation of Worlds. You cannot have the one without the other/others happening.

Now that we’ve talked about all this from this angle, flip it around and view and sense things from the Embodiment angle. There’s a huge and important difference. The more you, me, we Embody (capital E), the more NEW Crystalline and Diamond and also Starseed DNA we Embody, the faster the Separation of Worlds is happening. It cannot help to do so because all that NEW cannot co-exist within all that old lower negativity and escalating chaos and insanity. Absolutely cannot.

In April 2019 we’re passing through these particular four or five different cosmic wall top threshold Gateways, each one a higher frequency than the previous, then depositing us into greater NEW Photonic Light energies and space and much more with more NEW in our physical bodies and beings than before. I sense this and more is quickly evolving us into greater Embodiment, greater merging and unification with the Other aspects of our Selves in and through our physical bodies, DNA and Selves here now. We cannot fully comprehend what all that is going to automatically change in us and all around us. This year is the Separation of Worlds, the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction, and “First Contact”, just not like most have expected or believed it would happen. It’s “First Contact” for sure when you, me, we start Embodying Starseed DNA in these our current physical bodies! Let go of what you thought you knew and believed because so much bigger and more complex and interesting than that is what’s really happening.

Much more to come this month and every month this year. I sense by August 2019, many things will be radically different in very positive ways for many who are ready for that level of improvement internally and externally. For others it will arrive each week or month after August leading up to January 2020. For others it will be after that. It doesn’t matter when, only that it happens for as many as can do it now. ❤

Denise

April 13, 2019

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