Multiple Layers, Varied Elevations & Different Directions

As is always the case, the image above is as close a visual representation as I could find to what I’ve been Seeing for months. Pan back further, expand out much more, be acutely aware of the varied elevations between each line and you have a better visual of what I’ve been Seeing concerning this phase of our evolutionary Ascension Process. But, what all does that visual image represent?

It’s tempting to call these different lines “timelines” but that’s not what they are. They’re different lines of development, frequency, elevation and trajectory vibrating from different focal points, consciousness and realities within the evolutionary Ascension Process. A term I’m going to borrow here is from Tom Kenyon’s channeled Hathors and is ‘Nodes’ and/or ‘Chaotic Nodes’. According to the Hathors, ‘Nodes’ are areas where two or more of these different lines of development, worlds and trajectories intersect which cause energetic and physical reverberations through all involved. [See Tom Kenyon’s website under Hathors for more information about Nodes if interested.]

If you’re familiar with Astrology and aspects between planets, then you’re aware of the energy lines between two or more planets that make energetic aspects and connections with each other, producing squares, trines, sextiles, oppositions and so on. That is somewhat similar to this but on a cosmic evolutionary Ascension Process level with multiple worlds and realities instead of single planets. And of course this is much more complex and far reaching.

When I look down through these many different lines of development and trajectory pathways of Ascending worlds and realities from above, the lines farthest away from my viewing elevation are literally disintegrating into nothingness. The further and higher we evolve within the higher elevations of these lines of development and trajectory, the more quickly the lower ones disappear and are no more. We’re literally evolving beyond them, so with every ongoing energy Stair-step progression we create, visualize and make within the Ascension and Embodiment Process (AP and EP), the more the lower realities (lines) vanish. A certain higher frequency range and elevation must be reached to remain within the overall Ascension Process now. Highest and higher ones grow stronger and larger while lowest and lower ones disintegrate out of consciousness and external manifest realities.

Now in 2018, many of these different lines of development, elevation and world trajectories etc. are intersecting each other, producing a sense of growing global chaos, confusion, fears, anger and a general feeling of being highly unsafe and unstable in the worlds energetically involved. This is normal for where we’re at within the evolutionary Ascension Process, but that knowing doesn’t always make our lives more comfortable necessarily while they seemingly fall into growing chaos due to compressed evolution.

What I want to focus on about this however has to do with more and more Forerunners/Embodiers/Pathpavers etc. increasingly becoming consciously aware that they have been and are living with ever-increasing conscious multidimensional awareness, linear and non-linear or quantum awareness, physical and energetic existence within multiple levels of world realities, multiple dimensions, and all from their current ascending physical bodies, lives and expanding consciousness. Said simply, more Forerunners/Embodiers/Pathpavers etc. are increasingly becoming conscious of their multidimensional Selves and others and have been and increasingly are functioning in and from multiple different levels and dimensions simultaneously and are becoming increasingly conscious of this fact. 

One of the main things about the Ascension Process (AP), Embodiment Process (EP) that I continue discovering is how my expectations about these things has been so wrong in that they’re not nearly as dramatic as I expected them to be. I’ve investigated this within myself to better understand all this and found that many of my expectations about the EP were based in old 3D experiences of being a psychic Seer, Empath, Sensitive etc. Here’s an example: Because I’ve been a Seer, Sensitive, Empath, Starseed, Human Angelic and more since birth, all my “psychic” experiences and perceptions happened in the old 3D Earth world and frequency. Because of this, when I would perceive something beyond 3D frequency, they were always big and bold and instantly obvious as coming from somewhere beyond the third dimension. Very simply, 3D was 3D and 4D astral was 4D and 5D was 5D and so on and it was instantly obvious when I was in another dimension and/or interacting with one or more of them and/or with beings and energies from them. All that changed slowly when the AP started and the evolutionary climb up out of 3D began and continued through the astral fourth dimension (4D) and finally into the fifth dimension (5D).

Another clear example about this slow steady evolutionary climb that continually alters one’s perceptions: When I used to clairvoyantly See 4D astral beings, aliens, entities and whatnot from old pre-ascension 3D physical Earth frequency, the contrasts were extreme and instant, leaving me with zero doubt about what I was Seeing, perceiving, interacting with, why, and where I was. Old 3D “psychic” perceptions where dramatic, loud, colorful, intense and often felt like huge neon signs hung in the space over your head informing you that what you were experiencing was indeed from the 4D astral or from 5D or higher. There was such profound and thick energetic borders or “veils” between the old 3D frequency we all were born into and the other dimensions that when I shifted from one to another, and back again, there was zero doubt or confusion on my part as to where I was at every moment. This clear conscious multidimensional awareness began blurring together when the AP started however.

In 1974-75ish my 19-year-old sister became a heroin addict, along with many other substances (and bulimia since age 13). She died from her lifelong self-inflicted and greatly Team Dark assisted abuses and personality fractures in 2017 at age 57. It was only months after she began using heroin that I was contacted by a demon through a lucid astral dream encounter. This demon had etherically energetically attached to her through her early drug use in 1975. This demon—and all other such negative nonhuman, nonphysical beings, aliens, entities etc.—often use living people who unknowingly open themselves like she did to then attack and/or try to feed off from other living people connected to the original Portal Person such as loved ones, family members, wives, husbands, friends, neighbors, co-workers and so on . In this case this demon wanted me to know that it had my younger sister and was coming for me. In this lucid dream it stood before me with my sister behind it in a zombie-like unaware stupor and brazenly talked directly to me informing me that my sister was the ways and means for it to get at me and take me out. Mind you, this happened in 1975, long before the AP was on any of our conscious radars. Team Dark however knew what was coming before we Elder Forerunners even incarnated in these lives.

Another similar example of this was a pair of brothers (and their whole family and friends) that had a different demon attached to them through the one brother’s childhood negative sexual activities, which he continued into adulthood. His primary vise was negative sexual activities with other males. His brother was not into that but was an addict. Consider yourselves lucky I’m leaving all the really unpleasant stuff out of this! This male human’s attached demon was female which I found interesting to say the least considering he was only interested in other males. Read between the lines with all of this information. Feel into it and know more.

This guys female demon also did it’s best to take me out–kill me or possess me or drive me mad etc.—because this took place from April 2000 through 2004 and my AP had began with the start of 1999. It knew what I was (Team Light) and what I was doing (the AP as a Forerunner of the Forerunners) and what I would be doing in the near future (the EP and further Pathpaving for humanity) and that’s why those guys were manipulated to rent the house next door to us at that time. Four torturous years later we had to sell that house to get away from those demonically attacked, owned and operated human guys. We sold that house in 2004, moved and got away from those brothers and their extended same frequency family, but that demon continued to attack me in different ways through different humans (Portal People) that were easily manipulated by any Team Dark being/entity/alien/demon/devil etc. at our new house.

If you ever think that you can get careless for even a short few hours, think again. This is not the life to play with your life and let ultra-low-lives into it or your body or consciousness or anything else. We’re out of the woods when we’re out of the woods. How much energetic elevation do you have and do you believe you can go back down and fool around in lower frequencies with people who are still heavily influenced by Team Dark entities? Way too much to risk so maintain your higher altitude and continue climbing higher and higher.

Jump forward in linear time again to early 2015 when I’d bought my NEW old house. It was pre-owned by a woman in her mid-90s who’d been widowed for decades, had depression and not done much of anything to the house that was positive and uplifting for a long time. I knew all this the first time the realtor showed me the house because I could See and Feel it all for myself. But, because I’d been in the AP Duality battle trenches as a Forerunner of the Forerunners for decades already, I knew I could energetically clear that house of her depression and related negative residual energies. While cleaning what would become my bedroom in this house in 2015, I clearly saw a huge six inch in diameter spider run up my newly hung bedroom curtains and disappear behind them. I’ve never been terribly fond of spiders, so seeing one that large really bothered me and I knew I had to kill and remove it to ever feel comfortable in that room. I hunted that huge spider for about an hour, and then watched for it for months afterwards while I continued cleaning that house so we could move into it almost a year later.

Punch-line was that the huge spider I saw was not physical at all but an etheric astral spider and I didn’t realize this for months. Why? Because it looked to me to be totally physical and physically “real”. How could I have made such a simple mistake I wondered after a lifetime as a Seer Sensitive? Years and decades earlier I would have instantly known that the spider was etheric, like I did when I clairvoyantly Saw a herd of them the size of two-foot-tall dogs run across my bed in another house! (These and other 4D astral creatures are more common than most would believe, at least they were many ascension years ago.) Why was I having a difficult time perceiving different 4D astral level entities and critters as NOT physical? Short answer is that we’ve traveled through, ascended through the astral for many, many years from 3D to finally vibrationally enter the fifth dimension and frequency. Because of this AP journey my perceptions, and many of you reading this, have changed dramatically into something far more simple and undramatic-like in nature. We’ve become, are continuing to become increasingly conscious of our multidimensionality in 2018.

If you’ve never been clairvoyant then suddenly Seeing something is a big indicator that you’re perceiving beyond your old familiar frequency and consciousness level. If you’ve been clairvoyant all your life before the Ascension Process began, when you See/see things during it, they don’t always have that old familiar feel of coming from another dimension and level of frequency. They have for many of us, felt and looked and acted just like they were physical when in fact they were astral and the reason for this has been because we’ve been ascending through that dimension for many years. Most of you reading this are fully in the fifth dimension and level of consciousness and frequency and are getting familiar with that plus what it feels like and how things act and work for us as multidimensional ascending beings in human bodies.

My point in sharing all these old and unpleasant ‘Dark Arts Training’ (a Lisa Renee term I’m borrowing) experiences now is because they each existed in a different line of development and trajectory over these ascension years. The higher I evolve, ascend, Embody etc. the easier it’s becoming for me to simply perceive multiple dimensions, quantum Now Moment existence, other dimensional beings both positive and negative (what’s left of them at this point), linear and non-linear time, physical and non-physical realities and on and on. The big difference to me with all this is how UN-dramatic it all is; how natural and normal it all is because it is natural and normal and UN-dramatic to us the higher we continue to evolve, ascend, unify, Embody.

What was profoundly separated off into different dimensions and levels and layers, linear time and beyond linear time etc., all starts being perceived by each of us as just more stuff to perceive, Work with, Create with, learn from, further Create from and so on. It’s all much less dramatic and obvious and just more stuff from my current level of development and consciousness. So many expect super high drama, intense emotional reactions, spectacular higher sights, elevated visions and such and that’s true but what’s more shocking than that is how “normal” and natural it is. Another example of this ongoing EP business: To “meditate” I used to sit down, turn off TV, music or whatever and get quiet internally  to intentionally focus on something to gain information. For months I’ve been trying to do this and get nowhere with these old 3D methods. However, when I just intentionally push my awareness (and/or intent) out further in all directions and perceive from my HighHeart (Feeling with little to no intellect) I instantly and effortlessly perceive from higher levels of awareness and greater being. And, I can do this while washing the dishes, taking a shower, staring at the ceiling etc. It doesn’t matter because I’m just perceiving more of “reality” simultaneously. The methods, tools, practices and expectations have dramatically changed—and will continue to—because we have dramatically changed, evolved, ascended and will continue to. Release the old 3D familiar and continue learning more NEW from this 5D level we’re at, you’re at today, but know it too will continue to change and expand as you do, as we do.

Interestingly, I’d intended to write about different things than what I have but I know to trust this and let it be. More things both internally within each of us and externally in the world and worlds and lines of development and trajectories are currently being “righted”, aligned, unified internally which automatically assists in further unifying everything that needs to be “righted” and aligned externally. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Does it matter? Nope, that’s old Duality consciousness and we’ve ascended into quantum everything at once consciousness and realities. Release old AP and EP expectations and beliefs because old lower consciousness couldn’t comprehend these NEW higher, bigger, more complex levels and states of being, existence and creativity. We can say this same thing over and over again at different levels of our own personal Embodiment Processes so just expect the magnificent higher unexpected as you, me, we each continue evolving and expanding into very NEW beings individually and as a NEW higher Group Collective. ❤

Denise

April 24, 2018

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NEW Embodiment Level Incoming Now

  We know why the December 21, 2017 Solstice through March 20, 2018 Equinox quarter was extra difficult and isolating for many of us; we’re about to get energetically blasted like never before, so an intense preparation period was required beforehand to be able to Embody and seed what’s coming. We (specifically the Forerunners of the Forerunners, the Forerunners, the First Ascenders, First Embodiers etc.) have completed another flight of Ascension / Embodiment Process energy Stair-steps and reached a totally NEW higher frequency Landing and are about to start ascending a NEW flight of Stairs. Because of this, most of us have found ourselves confined over these winter months (in the Northern Hemisphere, summer in the Southern) forcing us to deal with whatever issues each of us needed to be consciously aware of, see, feel, resolve, release.

I’ve never felt any previous winter quarter keep me as isolated and housebound as this one has, and not because of bad winter weather, but because I had some more things, issues, old 3D focus and emotions to go through before they were released. This mandatory personal inner focus time finally released for me at the end of the second week of March. It still amazes me every time I find more stuff and junk I have remaining in those tiny unlit blind corners of my inner self after three-plus decades of continuous serious Inner Work! Packed to the Crown chakra we’ve all been with stupid dense unaware tidbits, old 3D habits, beliefs and limited expectations that cannot go one more step with us on our Embodiment Process. Every time we reach another higher Landing, we’re confronted with whatever remaining stuff and junk is in us that has to be acknowledged, transmuted and released so we can ascend to higher frequency ground minus any remaining old dense 3D travel souvenirs we were still hauling along with us.

  For a while I’ve Seen visual images representing the impact of what’s starting around mid-March 2018 for the Forerunners, First Embodiers, Seeders of the NEW upon our physical bodies and Selves. I often perceive information in the form of mind’s eye visual image knowings because more information can be instantly received that way than a stream of linear telepathed words describing complex events.

These latest Embodiment related images start out with one person (representing ALL Forerunners, First Embodiers etc.) walking up the last step on a lower flight of stairs then stepping up to a new higher landing. As this person turns on this NEW landing to fully face the next flight of stairs, she/he is hit by an intense blast of higher frequency energies in a way that’s never happened or been experienced before. The impact of these constant energies hitting this person facing them hits them externally and immediately enters their physical and energy bodies. In other words, this single representative of all the Forerunners is pummeled from head to toe inside and out by this NEW force of vastly higher frequency Light and other energies.

That scene changes into the next one which is a closeup of these intense energies hitting this person directly and traveling through them. The billions of tiny but incredibly potent energies look somewhat like crystalline snowflakes, each one different and incredibly beautiful but razor-sharp on every edge and angle. They’re not “snowflakes” of course but were a clever way of depicting NEW higher frequency complex geometric energies and codes, each slightly different in their unique patterns and shapes. These numerous crystalline cutting edged geometric snowflakes hit the persons outer physical body and skin and continued deeper into the body and affected absolutely every inch of it. Cells, bones, blood, nerves, heart, lungs, brain, organs, everything had these tiny beautiful transparent crystal “snowflake” geometries cutting into and through them, instantly changing our internal energetic landscapes to help us continue the Embodiment Process at this NEW level (this NEW landing and flight of NEW energy stairs). 

I have to say that I was mildly taken aback by these images, only because they looked rather brutal, like we’re about to get sliced n’ diced by a huge NEW unrelenting blast of evolutionary Embodiment force all the way down into our DNA. I don’t think it will hurt much differently from the other big Landing changes the Forerunners have repeatedly gone through over these ascension years, but I’m also not going to lie because the sheer force of this particular NEW higher frequency Embodiment impact will be felt by every one of us. How could it not when this energetic phase resembles billions of beautiful different shaped razor-sharp crystal snowflakes carrying NEW Embodiment codes cutting their way into every cell and fiber of our physical bodies, HighHearts and consciousness? However, on the other side of this profound evolutionary upgrade, we’ll resonate from every cell, blood drop, nerve and HighHeart beat with the NEW higher everything in ways we never have before when in the physical.

I’ve also Seen that accompanying this particular NEW Embodiment transition are a lot of overseeing Angelic Lightbeings watching us closely as we live through this big change. I mention this because you may suddenly be sensing them near you, hovering invisibly, or not possibly, and feeling them and their LOVE and deep compassion for what we’re about to begin here in our physical bodies on ascending Earth.

Because we’re on NEW evolutionary Embodiment ground in 2018, this phase may at times feel a bit overwhelming to some of us, or like one long-awaited celebration to others, but most likely both. Either way, make sure to spend time every day and night consciously open to this huge Embodiment change in every way. Open to it and let it do what it’s designed to do. YOU are what’s important now so self-care when needed, privacy when needed, quite time when needed along with periods of not moving physically also. Here’s to becoming resonate Crystalline Christ Unified Embodied beings in the physical. ❤

Denise

March 14, 2018

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A NEW Landing With A Higher Set Of Stairs

I’ve often used the term Stair-steps to indicate the many energy phases and stages within the Ascension Process (AP) and Embodiment Processes (EP). I’ve also used the term Landings with this same symbolism to show those landmark points where the Forerunners of the Forerunners, the First Ascenders, the First Embodiers etc., reach another higher frequency point, turn an Ascension/Embodiment corner, and begin ascending up another NEW flight of Stair-steps within this ongoing process. This we’ve done again with our entry into 2018. We—and I’m talking specifically about the Forerunners of the Forerunners etc.—have reached a NEW much higher frequency Landing and have begun rising up, further Embodying up this NEW higher set of energy Stairs.

This Stair-steps and landings imagery and symbolism are easy mental and emotional visuals to help grasp this amazing and ongoing process. However, when another NEW Landing is reached by the Conscious Creators Forerunner Collective, from our perspectives the closest set of stairs and previous landing below us grows dark, dim and disappears from our view. The levels of Stair-steps and Landings further below that one are hardly within our awareness anymore, so life and reality-changing is each of these higher and higher frequency Landings with their NEW flight of energy Stairs.

The further and higher into the Embodiment Process I go, the harder some aspects of it are for me to write about because 1) it’s profoundly personal and 2) it’s amazingly difficult to put into linear words and 3) it’s not intellectual whatsoever but everything else! The Embodiment Process from the physical side is fairly archetypal in nature (what an asinine statement that was!) for the Forerunners of the Forerunners, First Ascenders, First Embodiers and yet it’s still a deeply personal and intimate process of integral RE-UNION with the higher and highest vast aspects of YOU into this physical expression of You living the AP and EP on Earth now. To accurately flesh-out in written form what living this ongoing EP is like and what it feels like, how it looks and sounds and so on is nearly impossible, plus most days one doesn’t even want to try to express it to anyone let alone write it down in linear form. But we try, when we can, and carry on at NEW higher expanded levels of being and awareness. Such is the nature of true Pathpaving.

Also, the further along the Embodiment Process I go, the less I care about all the complex details about it. The less that level matters to me at this point. It may again in the future but over the past few years, for me what holds the most personal satisfaction is living it, feeling it, Embodying it, being surprised and/or confused by it, being shocked by how much “it” hasn’t been anything like what I thought or expected “it” would be like whatsoever. At times this not knowing is unnerving and a real test of how stable and sturdy one’s HighHeart seat of being really is. At other times it’s just evolutionary business as usual and isn’t happening near fast enough for me. Separating from Source was exciting and traumatic, and RE-UNITING with Source is equally exciting and traumatic. The in-breath and the out-breath and all those many Stair-steps and Landing levels in-between them.

Another of many of the things we’re re-uniting (current unifying evolution of everything that was intentionally separated into Duality long ago) within and through ourselves is the heart and mind. This 2018 NEW Landing Embodiment Process level is forcing more Forerunners etc. to experience their EP via their HighHearts and not their minds or intellects. If you write about the AP and EP, then this is another reason why it’s gotten somewhat more difficult to verbalize in linear written form what living that taking place in multiple locations, dimensions, times and levels within your body, self and beyond is.

When I’m very quiet and still I can more easily maintain the larger and higher frequency expanse of Higher Awareness and perceive multiple sides, dimensions and levels of my EP, but what I’m perceiving is still very NEW to the Denise aspect. To other aspects of ME it’s old-hat but not so for incarnate Denise aspect. Some of you can relate to how familiar this 2018 new Landing level is, while simultaneously shocked and amazed by how strange yet methodical it is. It all depends on where one is observing the, their personal but multiple EP from in that Now Moment.

No matter how hard I try, I cannot remember January 2018. It’s just gone. So be it. February 2018 is totally opposite however and will take some more Inner Work on my part to clean up after. March 2018 is playing out for me sort of how February did; one intense inner change after another making them all feel like I’m ascending up these NEW Stair-steps extraordinarily fast in comparison to all previous levels. It’s timeless in one Now Moment perspective, then dragging on forever in some strange isolated and energetically sequestered space the next. Again, perspective and frequency as further RE-UNIFICATION unfolds within oneself, consciousness and physical body.

In much the same way the Sun both slowly pulses out and quickly flashes NEW higher frequency next-level Stair-steps EP energies, so too does this manifest in my physical body as EP side effects or symptoms. I’m aware of the solar energy pulses impacting and activating next-level Codes, DNA, Crystalline/Christ/Unity frequencies within Denise me and her physical body. There is no separation between what the Sun transmits or anything else and what instantly takes place within my body and myself and Selves. We are one massive interconnected unit existing in different dimensions simultaneously but All Working on the same things; evolution of Self and Selves to Consciously Create the NEW higher frequency platforms both physical and nonphysical for humanity to now evolve into.

Over the past few weeks I’ve repeatedly experienced something that feels to me like there’s suddenly not enough air in the room. I’ve experienced this many times since 1999, but never at this NEW higher Landing level. All the sudden there’s a sense I’m not getting enough oxygen and my lungs hurt momentarily while at the same time I’ll suddenly smell that old common AP scent of nonphysical burning incense smoke so intensely it almost chokes you. While all this is going on I’ll physically see and clairvoyantly See greatly increased nonphysical activity in my house. It’s like there are suddenly dozens of nonphysical beings and energies and who knows what all moving around inside my house.

After I went through this one yet again, but at this much higher 2018 Landing level of Embodiment, I realized that what seemed to me to be multiple different energy events and psychic anomalies and ongoing EP side effects was actually one thing taking place. It was one event caused by one solar energy pulse being Embodied in my physical body which automatically activated further Crystalline/Christ/Unity frequencies and higher DNA activation’s within me. The smelling of nonphysical burning smoky scents has to do with our Pineal and Pituitary brain glands being further evolved, expanded and consciously RE-UNITED multidimensionally and beyond that even. And when this happens we physically see and clairvoyantly See much more of the nonphysical that’s around us all the time. We’re further activated, expanded, ascended and UNIFIED a bit more and therefore perceive a bit more every time we go through this. We See more, Feel more, Hear more, perceive more, Know more and become more with every solar pulse and flash at every higher frequency Stair-step.

Physical life is like the dream now and dreaming is like some of our other lives and Selves going about their hurried ascension business in their locations, levels and spaces. EP symptoms are our physical bodies anchoring what the Sun pulses out which causes us to change a bit more every time it does it. It won’t ever end, only become larger, higher in frequency and more complex and simplified as we evolve and know and are more. Keep growing into the glorious Divine weirdness of it all and ignore the chaotic distractions and unaware people from one Now Moment to the next Now Moment. Be a mighty receptive frequency container throughout March as more higher Light energies and activations need to be Embodied and seeded by every capable Forerunner. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

March 9, 2018

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20-Year Ascension Process Anniversary

For some of us the start of 2018 is the 20-year mark of our living the Ascension Process (AP) at the physical body biological level. Many of us started the AP a decade or more before that at etheric levels where we began doing mandatory Inner Work on our personal issues, emotional wounds, fears, imbalances, projections and all unresolved dense energies and energetic issues from our current life and any others that needed resolution now. In addition, some of us had been consciously and knowingly Working from our sleep states both individually and with groups of other Volunteers, Starseeds, Higher Dimensionals and other positive non-physical Beings for a decade and more before that. An even smaller handful of us have been conscious of being incarnate on Earth in these lives to anchor and Embody the evolutionary AP from infancy. Even though many of us have been at this multi-leveled AP since around 1998–1999 which has felt like a lifetime!, some of us have actually been at it since birth in this life, including a good number of past-lives all designed to help us carry out the AP and EP (Embodiment Process) from our current physical bodies here and now. No matter how many more decades you’ve personally lived the AP in this life, congratulations on reaching the physical level 20-year mark in 2018.

  

I’ve never read many people’s AP writings or channelings online or in books because the majority I did read a bit of years ago was distorted a little or a lot, incorrect overall, or reeked of Team Dark a little or a lot. As the AP years pushed on these past 20 years and counting, I knew once we got past December 2012, it would become increasingly obvious to more people (readers) who the authentic and knowledgeable AP teachers and writers actually were and who wasn’t and the wide range of levels between them.

One thing I’ve noticed since 2013 with a small few of the accurate AP writers, including some non-physical beings that channeled material (in my opinion), is a continuation from them of what sounds like judgements, mild insults, and talking down to type language to their readers.

Having said that I am painfully aware of how many times I’ve fallen short (a little or a lot) of actually producing what I intended to write about over the 15 years I’ve written online about the AP, and from a high and compassionate level. Writing about the AP and EP while living it is far more difficult than most realize for a range of reasons. Despite all that, I’m finding that because some of these teachers/writers who are still in 2018, saying certain things in their writings that sound and feel like judgements and mild insults, I’m increasingly having to go my own way, which is pretty much what I’ve done my whole life anyway. I’m well aware of how hard it is to write something and have 100 people read it and have 100 different interpretations of what I wrote and intended to express in my writing. I’ve dealt with this all along because it just goes with the job of writing about the AP and EP online. However in 2018, the NEW is pushing each of us to do this ourselves, and in our own unique ways, and at this time and this current level we’re each at now. As time goes on and we individually get better at being First Embodiers and energetically Sovereign beings in physical bodies, I believe these things won’t exist or won’t matter if they still do. But for now it’s increasingly feeling like, You’d better get really good at doing this yourself people! This is another aspect of becoming energetically Sovereign First Embodiers.

I hope I said just enough about this for most to recognize what I’m talking about without going into details. Recognize how advanced you are at this 20-year mark because Embodiment is a full-time job and way of life, reality and being. ❤

January 29, 2018, was another huge transitional energy shift day. The Total Lunar Eclipse was January 31st for those of you who are also having a time repeatedly locating and confining yourself in linear time. January 29th feels like half a year ago and yet it’s only been a few days. My point is that on the morning of January 29th I suddenly became super freezing cold on the inside from head to toe and shortly thereafter found myself quickly exiting my physical body via falling asleep. I slept most of that day which hasn’t happened to this degree since the big energies of 12-12-2012. The Total Lunar Eclipse two days later had very little affect on me because of what happened energetically on the 29th. Sometimes it’s not the highlighted day that’s important but the time leading up to it. In many cases, by the time we’ve reached the big day be that an Equinox, a Solstice, a Super Duper Whatever Spangled Total Lunar or Solar Eclipse, the whole thing was experienced, lived and Embodied by many PRIOR to the day or days it arrived. We went through another HUGE change energetically on January 29, 2018, two days before the Total Lunar Eclipse on January 31st.

February 1, 2018, was the 20th anniversary of my physical body biological level AP, so what happened that day makes sense to me for more reasons than the obvious. Stair-steps.

For me, twenty years ago it activated as a rapid and severe evolutionary Ascension Process at the physical body level. Twenty years later, it is the ongoing Embodiment Process at the physical body level. On the one hand the AP and EP are the same thing; on the other hand they’re radically different processes due to radically different levels of density, Light, energies, awareness, ability, existence and compatibility with greatly higher frequency Light energies. Twenty years ago I could not have done nor physically survived what I experienced in my physical body and Self Thursday, February 1, 2018. I’m sharing this experience because I know many of you went through your own versions of this in your own unique ways that were tailored to and for you at this precise time too.

With the start of January of 2017, I distinctly felt my ongoing and constantly escalating (by a little or a lot) Embodiment Process happening at greater levels than previously, as should be expected. I remember the day this happened as clearly as the day it happened one year later on February 1, 2018. I’d gone shopping in late January 2017, and while pushing my shopping cart to my car I felt so physically horrible and in such amplified pain that I honestly wondered if I’d be able to drive myself home. I was able to drive myself home but that NEW-to-me January 2017 level of physical pain and whole-body swelling was so severe that I wondered how 2017 was going to play out for the First Embodiers as it started with another EP expansion bang!

Jump forward one year to February 1, 2018, and I was shopping again and while in the store experienced this same amplification about a 100% greater than what it had been for me in January 2017. The physical pain was not only severe but was a whole-body affair and so amplified that I hoped I’d just make it to my car let alone drive myself home! I got myself home, the groceries unloaded into the house and put away. Once all the work after the work was done, I took some over-the-counter pain pills and got horizontal trying to have my muscles stop spasming and the pain stop or at least reduce a good bit. No such luck for hours on February 1, 2018 however. The severe whole-body pain continued for hours and I was not willing to endure that level of physical body pain any longer. I wanted to die and be free of that level of pain and was considering suicide in a way I never have before. Said another way, this was some serious shit going down and I wasn’t willing to suffer at such an amplified level as this was after a lifetime of other physical pains not to mention 20 years of Ascension Process pains. I tried every tactic I knew and nothing worked and it felt like the whole-body pain would break me in multiple ways. It probably would have had I not finally gotten pissed off by it all and demanded an explanation. Ya gotta LOVE the Embodiment Process!

The second I demanded an explanation to why the physical pain was so profoundly severe compared to anything I’ve ever experienced before, that blessed inner voice that sounds just like me said, “Because your Heart isn’t big enough.”

Are the images in this article of a heart expanding multiple times making sense yet? This is why; “Because your Heart isn’t big enough”… for the next level of the ongoing Embodiment.

The second I heard my inner voice Higher Awareness say this I knew exactly what it meant and why etc. I immediately set about making more personal inner adjustments to help my physical body with this painful EP moment at this NEW expanded and higher level. First I fully released and surrendered, then began intentionally breathing into my HighHeart to help it—my HighHeart—expand even more so it could comfortably house more of what was being Embodied at that moment. The second I began doing this the physical pains reduced considerably and eventually stopped altogether, however, what a moment of learning, expansion and further Embodiment it was! And, just so there’s no confusion, this EP will continue in leaps and bounds like this month after month and year after year so don’t think, believe or expect the Embodiment Process to be a once and done thing because nothing about the AP or the EP has or will ever work like that. Stair-steps because the higher frequency energies and sudden expansion would destroy our physical bodies which is exactly opposite of what’s intended with the AP and EP processes.

My heart wasn’t big enough because I was blocked, limited, fearful, hadn’t done the Inner Work or any other such incorrect thing. My heart wasn’t big enough” for another and higher frequency layer of Embodiment to happen on the physical level, comfortably.

The Embodiment Process is ongoing and much like physical exercising and “working out” to create a more healthy, fit and/or attractive physical body is. You don’t exercise only once and instantly have the “perfect body”, it takes time, effort and plenty of repetition before one even begins to see external results from all the hard sweaty exercise work. The same is true with the Embodiment Process; it takes time, effort and plenty of repetition to slowly, safely and comfortably build up and continue expanding the EP. Just like when you exercise with weights to build muscle, over time you increase the weight to build larger muscles otherwise you hit a plateau and don’t increase muscle size but just maintain what you’ve already achieved. Stair-steps.

While I was going through this February 1, 2018 Embodiment Process expansion on multiple levels, I Saw and understood many other related things that were amazing, dare I say profound even. One of the things I Saw and understood was a greatly expanded awareness about Source and Divine Mother/Feminine and how they “make LOVE”. Not “love” but LOVE. Yeah, I know, there aren’t words only HighHeart explosions at higher and more vast levels than the last one. Release and surrender over and over and over and it starts becoming normal…

The other main aspect and side effect of the ongoing Embodiment Process is that of increasingly becoming more and more energetically Sovereign individually. Source-as-Self, Self-as-Source — eventually you become Embodied enough of your Higher Selves and those energy and consciousness levels that you directly physically house enough Source energies to be capable of energetically self-sustaining your physical body and personal reality, plus Consciously Creating much more for yourself and others as well. But to ascend to this level of being in our physical bodies requires repeatedly making our Hearts bigger” so we can Embody more, greater and much higher frequency levels of our Higher Selves, energies, levels and Source. Increasingly doing so causes us to become more and more energetically Sovereign, meaning we’re becoming self-sustained, completely non-parasitic Beings of Light in physical bodies that are conscious of our multidimensional natures and interacting with them from this physical conscious level.

Denise

February 4, 2018

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Some 2018 Clarifications

 

  I sometimes make the mistake of assuming that most everyone understands exactly what I’m talking about, even when I deliberately do not go into lengthy details in certain articles. I point something out that’s an important Ascension related event or upcoming change but I don’t always go into all the complex, finer details and related side effects and other possibilities. I assume that most of my readers know me well enough by now and have learned to read between the lines with my writings which simply means FEEL them from your whole being and body. Like one reader said years ago, ‘Denise leaves breadcrumbs for readers to follow and figure out on their own.’

However, after receiving some emails from a couple of people recently it was made clear to me that some of my 2017 articles, specifically about Saturn being hit by seven Solar flares in April 2017 and what that would mean for us, did not have enough breadcrumbs’ in them. Because of this I’m going to add more details to some of these issues that are and will continue unfolding throughout 2018 like someone suddenly switched on an inner evolutionary switch in many more humans around the planet.

In 2017, I wrote multiple articles about the planet Saturn being hit by seven Solar flares in April 2017. I knew when I wrote each of them  that many didn’t understand why I was so excited about that happening and why I repeatedly talked about it. I was celebrating but without enough breadcrumbs and I’m sorry for that readers.

Saturn was deliberately hit by seven Solar flares in April 2017, because just like us, the entire Solar System and Milky Way galaxy and beyond are all going through this evolutionary Ascension Process (AP). It’s never been only the humans living the AP but everything and everyone everywhere living it. Take a deep breath and let that fact penetrate deeper into your HighHeart. It’s glorious, but it’s like trying to view infinite amounts of “three-ring circuses” at the same time so FEEL instead as it works better at this NEW level.

Saturn has had ruler-ship over 3D physical reality and holding 3D physicality in place so human life could exist physically on 3D Earth. Team Dark (TD) did all they did to Saturn (and other planets in our system such as the Moon) with the intention of distorting it and the energies it emanates naturally so Saturn would produce and hold in physical place their inorganic synthetic Satanic (Saturn inverted) agendas. Additionally, because TD has never been remotely fond of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine because She Creates, they intentionally removed as much Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine from not only Saturn’s natural organic energies, but from all of physical existence on Earth and within humanity. They only allowed, because they had to, certain small aspects of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine which they greatly distorted to better control humanity and human consciousness and therefore physical reality on Earth. So Saturn, the planet that holds physical reality in place physically for life to express physically on Earth, was intentionally turned into something rather Satanic-like energetically. (Gag, fart, puke, hurl; at this point I don’t like even needing to occasionally write about the old negativity so put the breadcrumb pieces together so the NEW makes better sense in our lives and reality now.)

It was because of all this TD interference with Saturn and its natural energies that Saturn required seven direct Solar flare hits last year to energetically remove and free it from all old TD influences and distortions and patriarchal human systems and timelines. Just like we humans get hammered repeatedly by NEW Light energies and NEW codes transmitted via Solar flares, winds, CME’s and storms, plus from the galactic center (GC) and other locations, so to do the planets within our Solar system. Add to this the Photonic Light energies and everything and everyone is guaranteed to be energetically freed from all the old lower Evolutionary Cycles codes including all TD distortions done to them. The August 2017 total Solar Eclipse across the USA was another of these Source directed energetic events to permanently remove all old distortions and literally erase, remove and completely clear them out. Nothing is removed unless it’s time for something of a much higher NEW frequency to replace it all. And in this and most cases, what is replacing all the old lower distortions is Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine. Read that sentence again if needed for it to fully sink in because this one alone is beyond most people’s current comprehension.

Along with the seven Solar flares aimed at Saturn in April, the August 2017 total Solar Eclipse from coast to coast across the USA were the big erasure and removal of all past TD and human patriarchal distortions in preparation of the Return and Embodiment of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine. This is why the ‘Me Too’ and the ‘Time’s Up’ and numerous other coming related NEW awareness’ have so quickly ignited across this country, mostly in females but males too and more so in 2018 and beyond, after both energy events of last year. Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine has returned and is replacing all the old negative patriarchy and patriarchal consciousness and TD distortions.

Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine has been profoundly distorted and basically absent from human consciousness, life and reality for thousands of years so the evolutionary return of It/She/Her via the Ascension and Embodiment Processes back into human consciousness and physical Earth reality is going to be very unpleasant, repulsive, unfair, ridiculous, deeply irritating and insulting to many lower consciousness human males and females. Let’s face it, humanity doesn’t have conscious memory of un-distorted Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine so this return and integration phase is going to be a bit awkward and confusing for many for a while. And for those who do have memory of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine on Earth, those memories are from thousands and/or hundreds of thousands of years ago within the previous Evolutionary Cycle and we have evolved far beyond that.

The Forerunners, Pathpavers, Wayshowers who’ve been resolving old lower duality and integrating Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine and Divine Daddy/Father/Masculine into themselves, their physical bodies and consciousness—NEW 5D and higher Unity frquencies—will continue Wayshowing these NEW energies, consciousness and emotions to and for humanity. Because we’ve entered 2018 with its tremendously amplified and accelerated NEW higher Light and 11/2 energies, the ongoing awakening process within growing numbers of people will activate almost instantly and escalate all year. Forerunners you Know, See and Feel why this is happening but the rest of humanity doesn’t, so to them it’s just about not putting up with or accepting the old patriarchal negativity anymore. Them consciously knowing about the Ascension Process (AP) is not mandatory, but them quickly evolving into the NEW higher ways and HighHeart and demanding an end to the old negativity is. We know this is simply the steps humanity and society is and will continue going through at those levels and that it’s happening because of the AP. This has already begun and will continue to unfold across the USA and the rest of the world faster than most would have believed possible. Why? Because the Forerunners have already Pathpaved all this. And because of ALL these things I’ve mentioned, and others I haven’t yet, life has suddenly gotten easier for Forerunners, Pathpavers, Wayshowers because we’re no longer the only ones at Work with the Ascension Process in the physical on Earth. There’s finally some energetic momentum behind us from those people waking up and demanding NEW ways and equality etc. for everyone.

Old 3D Global TD Patriarchal Consciousness & Reality
  • Use everyone to gain something for yourself
  • Lie to everyone constantly
  • Take everything from as many as possible for as long as possible
  • Parasite off of everyone and everything constantly
  • Steal from everyone and everything constantly
  • Completely focused on self, completely ego-centered
  • No respect
  • Power, money, control at all costs
NEW 5D Spiritual Unity Consciousness & Values
  • Individual 5D and higher frequency Sovereignty
  • Individual internal 5D and higher frequency Unity
  • Growing Embodiment of Higher Self/Selves by more humans
  • Global equality
  • Global sharing of all with all and eventually for free for all
  • Individual, global and collective peace
  • Self-governed via Higher Awareness and Unity consciousness
  • Global sanity and true freedom
  • Global integration of Divine Mother/Feminine and Divine Father/Masculine
  • Respect for every human, animal and every life-form on Earth and off

Those two lists could have been pages and pages long but you get the impact of how profound these evolutionary AP changes are going to be for everyone because they’re extreme opposites. Stair-steps but they’re very fast ones from here on out.

Multidimensional Life in Physical Bodies

Because I’ve had a certain level of conscious ability to move within and Work from multiple dimensions most of this life prior to the start of the Ascension Process, plus had easy and nearly immediate interactions with other higher dimensional ETs and other Beings above them, coupled with having been clairvoyant, clairaudient, empathic and had past life memories all my life, my perspective of the AP has been a bit different from most people’s. Most but not all Starseeds and other ‘Volunteers’ is because of what I’m going to discuss next.

From my perspective PRIOR to the start of the AP in this lifetime, I would go out, go up, expand up into higher dimensional levels to perceive certain things. In other cases, again all PRIOR to the start of the AP, when some of my ET family and co-workers from 5D, 6D and 8D primarily, needed to communicate some information to me in 3D physicality on Earth, they would drop down vibrationally and I would sense, See, Hear or Smell them and immediately increase my frequency as much as I was capable of at that time to meet them in the middle so to speak. In other words, they’d decrease their frequency and I’d increase mine so we could both somewhat comfortably meet in a middle range to exchange information with each other directly and fully consciously. This was how this old pre-Ascension communication between myself and my ET kinsfolk and Ascension Process co-workers and higher others typically worked. All that has changed dramatically however due to the Ascension Process and for me personally since 1998–1999.

Part of becoming increasingly Unified and Sovereign individually for me has meant that my old ET buddies have moved on the NEW ground and NEW Mission Work too, just as I have and continue doing. Just as every Starseed, Forerunner, Volunteer etc. has. Our Guides change as we change; our multidimensional Ascension co-workers change as we change, as we evolve from living and Embodying and growing. That was not my point with this however. What is is that now after living the AP since the start of 1999, the mechanics of communication, exchanges, meetings and interactions with other Beings in other higher frequency dimensions is radically different for me personally from how it was from birth up to 1999. And to make sure I don’t leave any important breadcrumbs out with this topic, I know that this will only continue to change and evolve as I do. How things work for me today will not be how they work next month, next year, next decade if I’m here that long.

Because I’ve always been psychic, I was used to perceiving nonphysical things, locations, beings, entities, energies etc. in very specific ways PRE-Ascension Process. It was always obvious to me when I was clairvoyantly Seeing other dimensional things and/or beings. All that went out the window once the physical level of the AP started around 1998–1999. Suddenly I was clairvoyantly Seeing things and beings that I didn’t know I was Seeing clairvoyantly because they looked to me like they were completely and totally in and of the physical third dimension! I no longer was or needed to go out and up into higher dimensions above 3D because the old dimensional border Veils were gone and 4D Astral dimension and parts of 5D and 6D and even 7D were all flowing around together making things very strange and unfamiliar.

I can’t tell you how many times since 1999 I’ve seen, physically seen with my physical eyes, 4D Astral beings and entities right here in ascending 3D Earth physical reality. That was very common but so too was seeing certain 5D and higher beings both positive and negative. I’d see these things and often think they were physical and totally “real” physically only because I didn’t clairvoyantly See them in the old way(s) I was used to. Example: I very physically saw a huge spider the size of my wide open and extended hand—tip of thumb to tip of little finger—around 7 or 8 inches run up my curtains diagonally and disappear over the top of them. I about lost it because 1) I don’t like spiders and 2) I honestly thought the thing was physical, not Astral. It was Astral but I didn’t immediately realize that only because how I perceived it had changed so dramatically from my point of view, plus it was in this physical dimension! In other words, the old 3D and 4D Astral were so intermingled that much of the time it was very difficult to tell what was one or the other because they both were existing within the same space for many, many years during the Ascension Process.

This difference was, for me as a lifelong psychic Seer, something I had a hard time with for many years because the old reliable multidimensional border Veils were no more and it was a wild multidimensional free-for-all for a very long time. Ever wonder why over the past twenty-five, thirty-five years or so many unaware, asleep, hard-cord disbeliever type people have increasingly had hauntings and ghost encounters? And/or ET and UFO sightings and encounters both positive and negative? Demonic attacks, possessions and exorcisms? Increasing encounters with more strange cryptid creatures in the physical dimension? This is why; the evolutionary Ascension Process and us in 3D physicality moving into and through the 4D Astral dimension with all its many inhabitants of old and finally reaching 5D frequency range and space.

Now however I no longer need to go out, go up etc. to access higher dimensional information, unless I want to that is. Those other dimensional levels, frequencies and the beings that exist within each of them are now accessed by using NEW tools of perception gained from living the AP and EP (Embodiment Process). These will continue evolving too however as I do, as you do, as we all do so continue to perceive in NEW ways and don’t limit yourself by trying to hang on to old familiar tools of perception you may have had most of your life. Learn to See and Feel from your HighHeart, your increasingly Sovereign Inner Being and not old Third Eye Brow levels. Everything has, is, and will continue to evolve so remember to continue releasing anything that you discover you’ve outgrown, even those special tools of perception.

More to come as plenty of highly amplified NEW is coming throughout 2018 for us all. It will stretch each of us into greater NEW Beings of Light re-learning what LOVE really is. ❤

Denise

January 9, 2018

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Multiple Current Convergent Points

Throughout the decade of the 2000’s, I remember feeling the incredible recurring sensations every time another large Energy Wave was approaching from far off, and to catch it and ride it all the way I would, we would suddenly have to paddle really fast and hard to get our speed up enough to catch that Energy Wave like surfers do and ride it for as long as it lasted. Many of us felt that sensation again very powerfully on Sunday, December 10, 2017, and we paddled hard, caught it and rode that Energy Wave all the way through the 11th and the 12-12 of December 12, 2017, where it has deposited us in yet another NEW higher level, space and location both internally and externally, personally and collectively.

I also mentioned recently about how it’s always felt to me like I’ve been walking backwards down into this life from a higher frequency. This whole article is about how many of you reading this are doing that now and some of the reasons why. Don’t get too heady with the information in this article because it won’t work for you like FEELING it from your HighHeart and beyond that will. Left brain cannot ever paddle hard or fast enough to catch these Waves so don’t waste energy or time trying. Release, expand and FEEL with everything other than your intellect.

As of December 1, 2017 the Milky Way Galactic Center (GC) was, from our current perspective, at 27° Sagittarius 06.0′.  Tomorrow, Sunday December 17, 2017 is the New Moon and it’s happening at 26° Sagittarius 31′, which is a conjunction to the GC. More things end and start tomorrow because of this and multiple other related things.

I wrote an article at TRANSITIONS on December 29, 2012 about the Three Days Life Review all of humanity went through at some point from December 21, 22, 23, 2012 whether it was consciously remembered or not. I was able to consciously remember parts of my personal Life Review that took place for me on December 22, 2012 while asleep and out-of-body during the night. Other things took place the day before and the day after the 22nd, but it was the experiences that happened on 12-22-2012 while I was asleep that were profound and informative. This was a quantum event when it happened in December 2012, and it still is now as we near the five-year mark after it. It, this Life Review everyone went through during those Three Days is directly related to and connected to our “now” in December 2017. As is typical with these types of extra important multiple points within the Ascension Process (AP) and Embodiment Process (EP), I understood/understand when they happen, but not fully because I haven’t lived it all yet. Here’s a link to this old article at TRANSITIONS.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/12/29/on-the-other-side-of-the-12-21-12-three-days-expiration-date-shift-point/

This December 21–23, 2012 Life Review every human alive on Earth at that time experienced is something that’s usually experienced after we exit our physical bodies at death. Because we had reached the great Expiration Date of 12-21-2012 within the time of the AP, everyone was given this Life Review while alive to help each of us review, reassess and make whatever course corrections or other adjustments we and the Divine felt would best assist us in our ongoing AP and EP processes in these current lives. I remember having a face-to-face with some aspect of the Divine about my personal Path as one who Volunteered to come to Earth now to Embody and anchor the NEW higher Light and codes etc. to help humanity and All else on December 22, 2012. I remember discussing some of the things within my Denise Self that I still wanted to Work more on which would automatically aid my other AP related Work as well. It was a quantum discussion with the Divine about what would both help me and my own ongoing spiritual and energetic growth and my Work as a Forerunner/First Waver/First Embodier etc. The two things were/are really only one thing, and due to this Life Review five years ago this month, certain extensions were given to me and all of you reading this to get done whatever it was each of us needed more linear time to do for the benefit of ALL everywhere via this Ascension Process.

The past five years since December 21, 22 & 23, 2012 up to December 2017 has been that extension period for all of us. Now here comes the physical results in the physical dimension and ascending Earth worlds due to the Life Review and five-year extension. I’m saying this because it’s one of many important quantum connection points within the AP and EP processes we’ve Worked on constantly whether consciously remembered or realized or not. You can however FEEL this truth deep in your HighHeart as a growing excitement and determination to see this thing through on multiple dimensions. Congratulations on fulfilling your personal Contract with the Divine during your Life Review five years ago this month. ❤

The next item on my list of things I wanted to mention in this article is about how different, strange, unfamiliar, weird, expanded, isolated, sometimes cold and vast much of 2017 has felt for many Forerunners/First Embodiers/Wayshowers etc. Nothing I’ve experienced this year, or the last five for that matter, have been anything like what I had expected or anticipated they’d be like at this point within the AP and EP. Nothing, and I’m saying this with some conscious memory of my face-to-face with the Divine five years ago about what I wanted to further Work on within myself to better get this AP business accomplished. You can know certain things about something and still not know about it until you live it heartbeat by heartbeat, tear by tear, frustration by frustration, and ongoing expanding joy and freedom like you’ve never experienced before in-body. This is the Alchemical AP and EP down into each and every cell, nerve and fiber of your physical Self and being and it transforms you repeatedly at each Stair-step.

I’ve aged more during 2017 than I have the past entire decade, or at least it’s felt like that to me. I’ve physically hurt like crazy off and on this year with this increasing wildly throughout the second half of 2017. There’s been times when I’ve been literally crippled to the point I couldn’t stand up or walk, lift my arm or turn my head. There’s been times this year where I’ve honestly wondered if I was going to stay in this Denise body much longer because it’s often felt like I couldn’t Embody any more Light into it and survive that process on the physical. Again, that’s what it’s often felt like to me at those moments when it all gets a bit too much. In the next moment however, the severe physical pain(s) I’d been struggling with for days, weeks or months would magically disappear. There’s also been periods this year (since 2015 actually) that have felt to me to be so huge, so expansive, freeing and yet dark and cold and so vast and empty it could make you weep. Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine is not warm and fuzzy but huge and vast, dark and brilliant, more powerful, daring, empty and profoundly creative than most would ever suspect. Needless to say it hasn’t been easy Embodying layer after layer of that increasingly these past five years.

Another thing I want to touch on is how I’ve often felt more isolated this year, not more connected with other people. On one level I have but on another level I’ve felt more alone and seemingly because it’s “normal” for this phase of the EP. I mention this only because it’s another of those weird contradictions of feeling more Unity and connection than ever before while simultaneously feeling more alone and Sovereign on your personal trans-mutational EP journey. Lower self, meet Higher; Higher Self, meet Lower, now merge and dance like no one’s watching! There’s plenty of NEW that needs to be done and created once you two have that Divine Reunion.

I also wanted to mention that I’ve had some of the darkest, lowliest, most EUW type thoughts and feelings this year to the point I’ve repulsed myself. Had I not known better I would have had more lowly thoughts about my having had lowly thoughts! And round and round we go, contemplating circling the drain while the AP and EP pushes ever onward. I’m sharing all these seemingly less than lofty, less than radiant Forerunner type experiences because I know that plenty of others have had them too this year and more. All of us have expected the AP, and especially the EP, do look and feel much different from what we’ve experienced much of the time. Other times it’s lived up to all of our wildest dreams and highest expectations and then is promptly followed by periods of shocking dark thoughts and visions, isolation, confusion and greatly amplified physical pains. Say it with me when you need to; Higher, meet Lower, Lower meet Higher. It helps me to think of these types of things when the extreme contrast between these two levels of being, consciousness, life and reality get so close to each other they cause momentary friction and discomfort from our current perspectives.

Connect all this back to the final December 21–23, 2012 Expiration Date and Life Review we all had then and these last five years read a bit differently. Give yourself credit for all you’ve been through, changed, released, realized, anchored and Embodied since then. We’ve done all that was individually discussed back then which means things are going to be changing dramatically on the physical level from here on out. You can FEEL the Sun changing again right now in greater NEW ways and that’s taking place within each of us as well. There are no instructions to what we’re going through at this point within the EP First Embodiers, so don’t feel bad when things aren’t all shiny and glittery like you might wish they were. They will be again and in NEW and different ways than what you’ve already experienced so just let it all happen and don’t limit yourself with old lower awareness and expectations about the indescribable. We’re all in NEW territory now going through NEW experiences and amplifications.

December 23, 2017 is a ‘Cosmic Trigger’ point to use Sandra Walter’s term and it’s going to be different from all previous ones we’ve been through up to this point due to all the additional Work we’ve done these five years post December 2012. Continue the EP First Embodiers and don’t beat yourself up when things aren’t all lofty and glorious; they’ll return to that when you’re done doing whatever it is that you needed to get done or seen or realized etc. in those un-lofty and un-glorious levels. 😉 Utilize this very special next week (and beyond) and don’t worry about how it looks or feels or doesn’t look or feel. ❤

Denise

December 16, 2017

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How Does This Work?

 

“I would love to get your opinion on this Transition…. I have followed you and Sandra Walter and Lisa Renee since my awakening in 2012.

I am very aware of the recurring encouragements to be in our mastery, to look within for answers, to trust our instincts, etc. and I GET IT! I’m not a victim, I’m awake but what I cannot yet wrap my head around is this:

I’ve read from multiple sources we’ve accomplished this evolution faster than any other attempt (i.e. One generation). I have certainly felt the commensurate amount of negativity to process. However, how on earth does a corresponding change happen in the physical? Especially since the planet is like a physical body full of the remnants of cancerous growth (TD) in the form of every social structure that exists, and the majority completely unaware?

Btw, lately I have identified more and more with your account of the demonic dudes at the gas station. I.e. When I have to venture out there it feels even more bizarre than ever.

Thank you SO MUCH for any insight you can provide.”

Love,

Heather

 

Thanks for your November 2017 question Heather, and thank you for allowing me to share it in an article in hopes of helping more people who wonder how this is can happen in the physical. ❤

  I’m using my favorite drawing again here to help express this massive concept of evolving from a lower frequency level, world and dimension (3D in this case) up enough to enter a higher dimension (5D in this case) and frequency and all else that goes with such a dramatic evolutionary leap as what’s already happened. The angel hauling Earth up the Stair-steps in my drawing represents all the Forerunners/Starseeds/Grid/Gatekeepers/Wayshowers/Pathpavers that volunteered to incarnate into 3D physicality during the end of the old Evolutionary Cycles and assist All by Embodying and anchoring the NEW higher codes and Light energies of the NEW higher Evolutionary Cycle.

I’ve often said that Divine Source has thrown out NEW “balls” and because of this there needed to be plenty of gifted “catchers” strategically positioned across the “outfield” (the entire physical Earth) to catch (Embody and anchor) all those balls (the NEW Source-created evolutionary codes, Light, LOVE) that were mandatory for the NEW Evolutionary Cycle. The higher dimensional Earth Angels, Starseeds, Forerunners, Wayshowers etc. are the Volunteers who incarnated on old 3D Earth to do exactly that; “catch” NEW Source created “balls” soon to be thrown out and help energetically ascend Earth, therefore giving humanity and future humans a NEW higher frequency Earth world in a higher dimension to step into. This we’ve done and more, so much more.

I’ve also used the term Expired over the years to try to help people understand that the old Evolutionary Cycle was, as they all are, designed with natural and automatic Expiration Dates built in. December 21, 2012 was the Expiration Date of the past Evolutionary Cycle. Each grade in school only lasts for so long and then it expires and the children “graduate” to the next higher grade in school and continue on from there for another period of time. These grand Universal Evolutionary Cycles are the same; they each have their intended codes or “curriculum’s” but they also have Source created builtin Expiration Dates because nothing remains the same forever.

These are some of the ways to who, how and why the old negative infested 3D patriarchal Earth world reaches its Expiration Date (12-21-2012), but life continues on through some rough transitional periods for the masses, but continues on as it unknowingly transitions through a grand multidimensional evolutionary Ascension Process, astrological Age change, and entire dimensional shift from 3D Duality up to 5D Unity and isn’t even consciously aware that all this is really what’s been unfolding around them for decades!

Remember that great line in the 1989 movie Field of Dreams — “If you build it they will come”? The Forerunners/Starseeds/Earth Angles/Wayshowers have “caught the balls” and “built it” and in 2017 more humans have woken up and decided they’re no longer content with being used and abused by the horrible global élite humans. They may eventually come to learn about the nonphysical nonhuman “élite” negative aliens and other beings that have controlled the élite humans on Earth, but for now it’s enough that they’re drawn to the higher energies of the NEW ascended Earth worlds. We Forerunners have “built it” and humanity is steadily making their ways to the NEW higher frequency, higher dimensional ascended Earth world. We’ve built it and they are and will continue to come to it. Next we’ll Wayshow for them more of the NEW higher ways of life, reality, consciousness, being, Consciously Creating on the NEW Earth and so much more.

Once the Expiration Date is reached all the old codes, blueprints and energetic support for that entire Evolutionary Cycle and all the worlds, systems, structures and timelines in it/them literally runs out of energetic fuel and dead-ends. It reaches its “End Times” and goes extinct in all timelines and disappears.

While that phase was taking place, Volunteers had intentionally incarnated decades before to “catch”—Embody—the NEW higher codes, NEW higher blueprints, NEW higher energetic supports for the NEW ascended Earth worlds and timeline from within the physical system itself when it was time for that phase to begin. The Forerunners deliberately infiltrated the old lower 3D Earth world of Duality density in disguise as humans to do both our personal and group Ascension Work from within that density and negativity and help break it down and intentionally dead-end many negative Team Dark timeline offshoots during its “End Times” via Embodying and anchoring into Earth the NEW higher Light codes and frequencies. By our doing this from within the old lower frequency physical Earth world, we Forerunners/Starseeds/Pathpavers literally Worked the Light as Multidimensional Beings from within the third dimension (3D) to help energetically ascend it up to the fifth dimension (5D) and frequency and from outside of it in higher dimensions also. 

“If you build it they will come.” Well, we did build it, and they, most of humanity is indeed coming to exist in the NEW Evolutionary Cycle’s great creative game on the NEW ascended Earth. The old lower negative Earth world that Expired fully on December 21, 22, and 23, 2012—five years ago this month—is no longer energetically supported and is for a very short time nothing more than a Walking Dead Zombie-esk world with matching inhabitants. All that’s left of the old are the people who are still unaware and/or polarized towards the Descending Earth world. There is no more influence of the old lower negative over the NEW higher Earth world in any way or ways. The Separation of Worlds & Timelines has happened, and if you’re reading this, then you are within frequency range of either the primary or secondary (more inhabitants to date) ascending Earth worlds.

Even some of the Forerunners/Starseeds/Wayshowers etc. occasionally get confused about their own multidimensional natures, Selves and simultaneous Ascension Process Works on multiple dimensions and timelines. It helps Forerunners to consciously remember that you did indeed raise your hand and Volunteer to come down into 3D physicality and incarnate as a human to Work the Ascension Process from within the global negativity of the old lower world. Working the “outfield”, catching NEW balls and building the NEW ascended Earth world so “they will come”. If you can remember that, then it’s easier to comprehend just how much ascension progress has actually happened already and how much more is coming for greater numbers of humanity throughout 2018.

As usual there’s much more to say about all of this but I’ll leave further questions and explanations to the Comments section about Heather’s question and my answer to it. Well built and done Forerunners, now put your NEW Crown on and prepare for the next level of your Embodiment Process and the Ascension Processes of more of humanity throughout 2018. It’s going to be an amazing year, even more so than 2017 was! ❤

Denise

December 5, 2017

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