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Evolutionary Ascension Process
Embodiment Process
embodying
Knowing, ascending Claircognizance
2016 article, “Do You Have an Innie or an Outie?”
2020 Phase 2 & global Divine Cease & Desist Order
Alone, needing to be alone in Phase 2
Externally focused Group people & Internally focused Individuals
March 2022 Equinox activating more human HighHearts & Higher Awareness

• Embodiment Process — I’ve used this term to identify the Ascension Process of Embodying (capital “E”), the process of the incremental unification of individual people’s physical self and body with their Soul & Higher Selves in their current physical lives, consciousness and bodies.

Long ago when we first began involuting we began intentionally separating from Source and the vastness of who and what we naturally were prior to the start of our latest involution adventures in density and Duality. We separated much of ourselves from Source and greatly dimmed our Light to involute into greater and greater density across dimensions, space and time. Source wanted to experience ITS latest creation so IT sent fragments of ITSELF—that would be us—out into those creations to experiment within them, learn and grow from having gone into them, and finally report back (add to the great Creative Source pot so to speak) on all we had experienced.

Due to the evolutionary Universal Ascension Process, we’re going through the mandatory incremental energy stairsteps, phases and layers of individually embodying more and more, higher and higher frequency Light energies. What we intentionally dimmed to get ourselves involuted into different layers of increasing density of the past Great Cycle in Duality, we’re now HAVING to embody to evolve up to higher and higher states and levels of individual internal integrated being, consciousness, learning and creativity to exist and function in this new higher Great Cycle in Triality. We separated to involute into density and Duality but now we’re HAVING to INDIVIDUALLY embody, internally integrate, and become increasingly unified to transcend and evolve into less density, greater Light and higher Triality frequency. We’ve reached the farthest point of experimental, educational, creative separation from Source, Home and our Souls and Higher Selves—aka Duality—and are currently evolving back towards integrating those aspects of ourselves in and through our current incarnate physical bodies, which is the Embodiment Process.

I’ve often written this heroic spiritual undertaking in the format of — you/You/YOU. It’s juvenile but accurate and visually helpful to better grasp this evolutionary reunification process. Unified, Separated, re-Unified. The in breaths and outbreaths of Source/God/All That Is both creating and experimenting within ITS creations.

• embody — Lower case “e” embody term is intended to show how all humans are now HAVING to embody the many different evolutionary Light energies arriving from the cosmos, the Photon Band of 7D Light, the Milky Way Galactic Center, the Sun, other galaxies, certain other Stars and so on. These NEW Light energies, codes and templates arrive and humanity has to embody them, which triggers natural individual and collective evolution. Those people that are not ready or willing to currently embody them are being greatly affected (pressured) by them and are either becoming increasingly unstable, sick, or dying. There is no right or wrong in any of this, only a weeding out phase. Those people that are ready and willing to evolve are embodying these NEW incoming Light energies which is why they’re experiencing the many Ascension Process side effects.

So, we all lower case “e” embody the evolution inducing NEW Light energies or go elsewhere and do so at a later or much later date. But as is always the case with the Ascension Process, there needs to be those few individuals who go first, and typically that’s been some of the Volunteers. They go first because it’s their Soul contracted jobs to do so to energetically “Pathpave” in physicality for the rest of humanity to access later. We go first and embody and also live the Embodiment Process first too. But the Embodiment Process is something all evolving, ascending humanity will be incrementally experiencing, embodying and slowly becoming throughout the Ascension Process too. These major individual internal energetic integrations, merging’s and unifications take place within some Volunteers first, then different Wave Groups of humans are energetically triggered to begin the Process—one after another—until the entire human population on ascending NEW Earth are well into becoming the NEW Humans.

We all embody the incoming evolutionary ascension energies to eventually have enough higher frequency Light within us and our physical bodies to be capable of living and sustaining the ascension Embodiment Process. You increase your personal inner vibratory rate, your ‘Light quotient’, enough so eventually you and your physical body reaches the same high frequency range that your Higher Self/Selves and Soul exist within. All the incarnate earthly layers, parts and aspects of physical you increase their Light, frequency, and vibratory rate until physical you ascends to a frequency range match with Higher Self/Selves You and Soul YOU. The Embodiment Process is where you and You and YOU end the old separation and external focus and begin personally unifying and focusing internally within your physical self and body so you/You/YOU exist in higher Triality frequency as “One”. Unity must happen within you first because it’s an internal individual frequency necessity of the evolutionary Ascension Process.

• Needing to be Alone in Phase 2 —For those Volunteers reading this who’ve been living the Embodiment Process for years before Phase 2 started in January 2020, you have, as I have, been dealing with the unique in-between transitional stairsteps of personally living it.

As an individual living the evolutionary process of ascending from personal separation, Duality and external focus to higher personal integration, internal focus, and increasing unification into Triality, I’ve found that I NEED and WANT to be alone to do so in private and quiet. I haven’t ever wanted to be around people much of my Volunteer life anyway, but my living the Embodiment Process has increasingly caused me to need to be alone to continue doing so. It’s also meant I’ve needed much more rest, quietude, and daytime naps as well.

The Embodiment Process is trying and painful at times, not to mention profoundly personal, and the deeper into it I go, the more I’m honestly appreciating its uniqueness and rarity. The Embodiment Process, your personal Embodiment Process, should be 1000% full focus, “all in”, total you feeling and aware of every moment of it. It is beyond rare so pay attention to it and to you living it step-by-step. Be conscious of your personal evolution because I’m finding that doing so is making it easier to deal with how much (and how quickly) I am changing. You are in a mystical “heaven and earth”, higher and lower, spiritual and physical integration and unification Process with the Higher You and Soul YOU aspects and it should be given the time, inner focus, awareness and deep respect it deserves. You’ll want to remember this phase for as long as you can so never apologize for wanting and needing to be alone to do the deep dive into your personal internal ascension Embodiment Process.

Remember the January 2020 Divine Cease & Desist Order? It meant Cease & Desist all things, not just one or two pandemic related restrictions but everything. In early 2022, some people are finally starting to grasp some of the many reasons for Phase 2’s planetary 2020 Divine Cease & Desist Order.

The last thing I want or need is to congregate with some non individually integrated Tribe or Group of people. If you’re living the Embodiment Process you Know what I’m saying and why. Once you and your focus is turned back inwards, internally instead of outward, externally as it was throughout the past Dark Ages cycle, you discover that all you need can be had by you by focusing within yourself. As you evolve into greater and higher You-as-Source levels, you discover what being energetically ‘sovereign’ really means and personally entails.

• Knowing — If you’re living the Embodiment Process, one of many natural benefits of it is that you increasingly claircognizantly Know things in and from a higher, larger, more complex way and level. No ego involved in this as it’s honest fact which you too will discover living the Embodiment Process. After all, we’re talking about physical you evolving to the elevated frequency level where you and your physical body eventually exists at the same frequency rate as your Soul and Higher Self/Selves. Achieving that automatically means physical, integrated, unified, internally focused incarnate you will start Knowing more about most things, people, events etc. than you were capable of previously.

• Do You Have an Innie or an Outie? — I wrote this article at TRANSITIONS in 2016 and share it here to point out how long I’ve tried to get people to be aware of the mandatory evolutionary change from total external focus to total internal focus.

https://deniselefay.blog/2016/03/11/how-can-i-stop-these-inner-vibrations-heat-pains/

Everyone is HAVING to make this dramatic and difficult evolutionary change, along with all the other mega consciousness and reality changes. And they’ll unfold much faster in 2022 forward than ever before. Why? Because the NEW Divine Mother Feminine template is in place, humanity entered it in January 2022, and a handful of Volunteer first Embodiment Process individuals internally energetically reached ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans frequency personally in January and February 2022. You might need to re-read that sentence again or as many times as necessary to fully grasp the massive change we’ve all just made. We’ll see it and feel it incrementally unfold throughout all of 2022. This is just the start.

The small group of first Embodiment Process Volunteer individuals that reached personal internal energetic frequency with ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans, did so by 2-22-2022. On February 23, 2022, the invasion (I’m not going to talk about) began. Mind where you allow your focus to drift to now that we’re in the Divine Mother Feminine template. It’s more important than you may yet realize. Internal focus, or did you slide right back into external focus again? Do not feed the _______ (fill in the blank).

The further into the Embodiment Process you go, the more you Know the crystal-clear necessity of having to be an internally focused and Self-reliant (sovereign) individual instead of the old patriarchal externally focused parasitic individual.

• Living the Embodiment Process & occasionally desiring a Friend to communicate with — This is something I’ve been experiencing and struggling with myself for the past few years. The old me sometimes wants and believes it needs an external ascension friend to share the shit, the bliss, the amazements, the confusions, the exhaustion and the general frustrations with. At times the best of us wants a good, trusted, same level buddy to shoot the breeze with and not feel so alone in one’s personal ongoing Embodiment Process. However, we don’t always get what old lower us wants and believes it needs and for very good higher reasons.

Again, I’ve never wanted or needed to be around a lot of humans in this life, but I have experienced times over the past few years where a part of me would really enjoy being able to honestly talk with, even if just in emails, another person living the AP and the EP at similar levels and stages to what I personal am. This has gotten much more conscious for me, and I believe many of us since Phase 2 of the AP started in January 2020. Many of us are so anxious to finally reach that point where we’re on ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans and can stand around the NEW “watercooler at Work” and chitchat ascension and embodiment stuff with ascension friends and co-Workers. I believe we’re craving this now because we’re so very close to it. However, there’s more to this of course and it too won’t play out the way many of us have thought it might.

The point I want to make about this particular Embodiment Process un-scratchable itch is that most all of us have been, are, and most likely will a few more times, go through feeling alone and isolated, and since 2020, even from our fellow Volunteer First Everythinger co-Workers and friends. I’ve been feeling this and I want to share what I’ve learned about it so far.

In a nutshell this has to do with our personal Embodiment Process (EP). Many of us First Everythinger individuals are feeling the unpleasant sensations of our old non-unified, externally focused selves dealing with living the EP and CHANGEING OVER into NEW Triality-based, unified you/You/YOU NEW “Self” which is entirely internally focused. In some ways this, at times, reminds me of being six years old and going off to my very first day of school ever all by myself. That’s kind of where some of us are at now. Far more individuals are feeling this same sort of thing but at lower stairsteps of the Ascension Process (AP).

It frustrated me to occasionally feel the desire to talk with a trusted AP and EP someone briefly and then abruptly not. I have no doubts that I’ve confused a few online ascension co-Worker friends these past few years. Sorry about that but you too are or soon will be going through these same sensations as you adapts to You and YOU all being in the same room together constantly! Honestly, it’s one hell of a change and I’m not fully there yet but enough so to Know that some of the old habits linger for a bit while this incomprehensible, indescribable frequency alignment transformation takes place step by careful step.

In one moment I feel profoundly empowered, energetically ‘sovereign’, wise and rock-solid Triality golden. In another moment I feel the need for a trusted EP buddy to bitch, whine and complain to just to externalize some of this stuff to. However, the Embodiment Process isn’t about externalizing, but being fully and constantly capable embodying and living from Triality-based internal me/Me/ME state of NEW being and reality. In other words, I’ve been having “growing pains” again. Spiritual, energetic, godly evolving growing pains. Once each of us living this now reaches the point where we’re more comfortable with being totally internally focused, internally reliant, internally fed, LOVED, nurtured, entertained, at Home within ourselves individually, then I believe we’ll find it easier to interact with, communicate with like others when we Know it’s correct to do so, and without any old lower residual “need” on our parts. Like I said, growing pains — spiritual, energetic, consciousness, identity, human evolutionary growing pains.

Lastly I’m sharing an email I received recently from Carina from Sweden. She’s given me permission to quote it for everyone to hopefully benefit from and I’m sure relate to. Thanks Carina and Happy Birthday. ❤

“Hi Denise,

I’ve been a long-time reader of your site HighHeartLife.

I’m 36 years old (turning 37 this month) and my AP and EP started December 2012 when my kundalini spontaneously exploded in my head. I had no prior knowledge of either kundalini or the AP/EP, and all the symptoms were severely debilitating and painful, and some of them scary. I found your site after a couple of years and could at least find solace in that I was not alone and not going crazy. I lived a normal life, had friends, boyfriend and a job.

Fast forward to today and I haven’t been able to work or study for four years because of my symptoms (severe fatigue and severe brainfog are the two worst). I no longer have any friends (stopped asking them to hang out) and can’t spend time with my family any longer because no one feels right anymore. No one except my current boyfriend. They feel so far away, truly like they are on a different earth. I feel so god damn alone but at the same time have no interest in other people. My hobbies and interest have faded away also. It feels like this world has nothing to give me anymore. I feel no joy or happiness, I hardly have feelings at all. Is this what being neutral means? Because it is bland as fuck.

I hoped that things would start to improve at the turn of the year with the changeover but for me at least nothing has. Am I on New Earth? If I am the experience is not better than Old Earth. It feels like my life has ended before it even got started. I am at the end of my rope, do you have anything hopeful to say?

Kind regards,

Carina from Sweden

March 3, 2022″

One of my favorite lines in Carina’s letter is, “I feel so god damn alone but at the same time have no interest in other people.” I’ve felt this one too for a long time. Know Carina and everyone else reading this, that feeling this way at certain points within the Ascension Process, and much more so with the Embodiment Process, is perfectly normal for what we’re living and going through.

Another relatable line in Carina’s letter is, “It feels like this world has nothing to give me anymore.” The reason for this Carina and everyone else also feeling this is because it doesn’t have anything to give you or me or any human anymore. That Earth world Expired fully in December 2012.

And another important line from Carina is, “I feel no joy or happiness…“. Because my Sun is in Capricorn, for the longest time I thought this lack of “happiness” was just me. This Capricorn finds “happiness” and “joy” and “bliss” and “fun” etc. overrated in general but certainly so in a lifetime during this rare Ascension Process.

This is a photo my parents took of me at Disneyland at age 3 or 4. Horses and riding horses was my singular passion for a long time. Because I looked so serious and sad every time the carousel rotated past my parents, when the ride ended and everyone had to get off I begged them to let me ride it again which greatly surprised them both. They put me back on the ride again and I continued doing what I’d been doing when they took this photo, which was riding a real physical horse very fast and hard through the early 1800s British countryside in a 30-something year-old human male body. That guy knew you didn’t fool around on a horse while riding so hard, so I was riding just a seriously in my life and time as he was in his.

Point is that all of us incarnate on Earth now are NOT, I repeat NOT here now to “have fun” but to experience, to live, and to embody the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process. It’s an earned privilege to be incarnate on Earth at this time of the Universal Ascension Process. We’re not here to have fun, to party, to live in the old ways in the old lower levels with matching consciousness. We are not here now to “living happily ever after” or play and party our lives away. We’re here now to lift ourselves up in frequency, profoundly so, enough that we turn old lower Earth into ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans, which has recently been physically accomplished. We’ll have fun later, maybe around that “watercooler at Work” I mentioned above. For now however we’ve got Soul contracted evolutionary Work to finish throughout the rest of our current lives. It already has gotten much easier and it will continue to and much faster as well.

Denise Le Fay

March 6, 2022

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