Does Not Look Like XYZ

The sentence below was written by Kara in a Comment a couple of months ago and is extremely important to me personally. Thank you very much Kara. ❤

“I really appreciate how I’ve learned from you over the years that “being spiritual” doesn’t look like XYZ.” — Kara

From the very beginning of my writing about the Ascension Process and related issues online in 2003, I have never fit the stereotypical patriarchal spiritual and/or new age molds. I just said a mouthful there which is worth more deeply considering for a lot of different reasons. As many of you who’ve read me for years know, I’ve never had a current photo of myself displayed on either of my websites. I’m talking about those posed photos, you know the type, the doing your best spiritual or holier-than-thou, angelic, not-of-this-world, new age type glamor shot photo(s).

You also know that I never created an elaborate, outlandish, puffed up, triple-dipped in holier than thou type bullshit About/ Bio page about myself either. My god have you read some of them that other people have written about themselves and actually use on their websites?! They’re astonishing and very accurately do reveal exactly who and what those people are.

Let me give you my invented fantastical version of what I’m talking about. It is ego-based, self-promoting, market-based, full of crap hustle type online About / Bio page.  Over the years I’ve seen many much like this on some peoples websites.

◊◊◊ ABOUT BIO PAGE ◊◊◊

Denise awoke two years ago and was instantly downloaded all of the information about the entire Universe. She can speak in ET tongues multiple Light Languages and can write, sing and meditate in them as well. Before her complete awakening two years ago, Denise worked for sixteen years in and for Corporate America. She uses those patriarchal tools to professionally market and promote herself and her spiritual and energy products online and at events around the world.

Denise trained under renowned Swammy Whatshisname and has a Diploma of Spiritual Excellence from his school which cost her a couple thousand dollars. She also has other expensive credentials she purchased from a variety of different spiritual and energy schools to add behind her name to give her greater patriarchal credibility, selling power, influence over unaware people, plus charge them a lot of money for her expensive memorized educations.

She has ET beings tell her what’s going on although she cannot discern if any of the information they give her is actually true, accurate and has no distortions or ulterior motives in it or if the ETs are actually who and what they claim to be.

Denise can access the swirling quantum multiverse plasma shimmering translucent infinite Encyclopedia Galactica to gain highly complex and mostly useless unnecessary intellectual information about different energies, endless quantum levels and different phases in the ascension process.

Denise has eaten nothing but organic broccoli since her awakening two years ago. After eating her strict diet of energetically infused organic broccoli she attaches and plugs into a sacred site and stares at the sun.

 

I’ve never in my 68 years lived or played by the patriarchal ego-based level and consciousness, including any of the New Age or other spiritual camps and groups either for the honest reason that I’ve never been any of those things in this life. The closest I’ve gotten to an elaborate About page is at TRANSITIONS where I shared some information about the start of my Ascension Process in early 1999. No ego puff, no spiritual fluff, no expensive patriarchal letters behind my name, no speaking in ET “light language” tongues, not one day of my entire life spent at a job working for corporate American, no expensive present life spiritual or energy schooling or trainings to add to my patriarchal spiritual New Age resume — only personal firsthand experiences that are often anything but attractive, elegant or fluffy blissy.

Most people with a little or a lot of lingering residual patriarchal religious consciousness still believed that to be “spiritual” one must look, sound, speak, move, posture, act and behave in very specific ways. Many believe that true spiritual people don’t curse, get angry or animated much at all. Some believe that spiritual people should and should not wear certain colored clothes such as white to show one’s pure and elevated nature, or black or dark colors which they believe represents density and/or negativity which is old patriarchal Duality consciousness. Many believe that they should only wear certain types of clothing and fabrics. Some believe in wearing no jewelry while others believe they must wear certain quartz crystal jewelry–the brighter the better–and other gemstones and specific things to visually reinforce and clue their followers that they are indeed very spiritual, elevated and wise. Some go for the holier than thou look and routine, body posturing, gestures, vocal tones and speech because they still have negative residual Piscean Age religious distortions in their consciousness. Others are more drawn to old Eastern religious beliefs and guru types. Others attempt to come across as not of this Earth, which, newsflash, most of us aren’t anyway. Many believe that to be energetically elevated and more receptive to interactions with higher levels of consciousness, reality and beings they must eat and drink only certain pure foods and water plus fast regularly and on and on these lingering old lower consciousness beliefs from the global patriarchy and past Piscean Age energies go in so many people still today.

To me any and all of those sorts of things and behaviors are very repulsive and instant proof that those people are very much not what they’re trying so hard to convince others of. If you honestly are spiritual you don’t need any props, staging, lighting, any spiritual glam shot photos of yourself trying to do your best impersonation of what you currently believe Divine to look like in physical human form.

Oh how quickly they forget some of their own teachings, such as how every person naturally gives off an Energy Signature. Obviously they believe that no one can really See and read Energy Signatures of other people including every ascension teacher, writer, lecturer and person in front of video cameras. We See you, we read you, we know because we’re capable of honestly perceiving Energy Signatures of people and ascension teachers and other beings as well. There is no hiding, no lying or hustling in this Light at this level in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. Egos think and believe that. The unaware think and believe that.

You know how most humans look, sound, act and move rather unattractively during puberty? We all went through it and the majority of us were an oily hot mess which is normal for what’s going on during puberty. In many ways humanity—including all the ascension teachers/writers—are currently in this Phase 2 level of the Ascension Process and Separation of Worlds and we’re all looking, sounding, acting, moving and behaving like we’re deep in the transformational throws of puberty, of evolutionary spiritual energetic puberty. We won’t always look, sound and act this way but for now we do and it’s not very attractive but it’s freaking compressed evolution we’re talking about here!

For starters everyone and I mean everyone is having to castoff the old Piscean Age and its opposite sign Virgo energies and consciousness and all else. Some people can do this faster, easier and more completely than other people. No judgement with this. Some people made it through puberty faster, easier and more completely than other people too. While all this rapid casting-off of the exiting Piscean Age energies, beliefs, reality habits and consciousness is taking place, we’re all having to step into and embody the new astrological Age energies of Aquarius and Uranus and its opposite sign Leo and its ruler the Sun. Waves of HighHeart higher awareness answers right there.

The point I’m wanting to make is that what has been seen, felt, believed—old patriarchal and Piscean Age XYZ spirituality etc.—to be all the things they were no longer apply to where we are today in Phase 2. We all, ascension teachers and mass humanity, are in a state of change the likes we’ve not experienced ever before while incarnate in this or any other life and body on Earth. I’m not talking about the future or near future but right now today. We’re all in awful and awkward “puberty” states of profound evolutionary transformation both internally and externally, both individually and collectively across the physical world. We’re anything but hot n’ sexy right now. We’re anything but wise and all-knowing right now. We’re anything but all together, slick and clever right now, and you know what else, it’s all normal and needed for what we’re going through right now. Personally and collectively so get over your old shit whatever it has been and just mature, just evolve, just let go of and dare to become all NEW and shiny… soon and in ways you did not and could not perceive last year or last decade. Put down your old beloved props, costumes, gadgets and tools and honestly, with your whole HighHeart step up into an unperceived as yet NEW and shiny you now. You want physicalization? It’s here and not what most were expecting but how exciting is that!

Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, and these final levels of the Embodiment Process if you’re doing that now too, are so different from Phase 1 and what everyone thought and expected them to be like. We’ve all perceived what we were each capable of perceiving at the time, at the time, but we continue evolving and changing which means we continue being able to perceive greater, higher and larger every day now. Don’t pretend you’re not in this current Phase 2 level of evolutionary “puberty” and awkwardness while hiding in your “bedroom” away from others. This is part of The Process we’re all in now, this physicalization, shifting, casting-off and separating from what has been. This part MUST be lived day by day by each of us in our own ways so that each of us becomes not only all NEW and shiny but energetically sovereign and empowered in all NEW and shiny ways too. So important this. Give yourselves this profound freedom now instead of clinging to the old lower past things. Trust that this current Phase 2 Process is doing exactly what it’s designed to do for every single human alive now. Trust it, let go of the past in all ways. Dare to become something entirely different and stop thinking you know everything about everything because you don’t and neither do I. I do know we’re becoming now and that we’ll become even more the more we release of the, of our pasts. 

Spirituality no longer looks like XYZ, especially now in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. How naked can you allow yourself to get to become more of Source as yourself physicalized on Earth now? That was an unfair question because you don’t know yet, not really, but I very much hope you soon find out. I very much hope we all do. Use this strange time in NEW ways to do entirely NEW things within yourself and your life and reality. This is a big way we’re currently bridging from what has been to NEW Earth, NEW Humans. 

Denise Le Fay

July 7, 2020

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Presently I Just. Don’t. Care.

Throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process—1998–1999 thru end of December 2019—we had to leave behind most if not all of our family members, adult children, friends, husband/wife/mate in many cases, basically everyone and everything to live and embody the Phase 1 Ascension Process as Volunteer First Everythingers. With the start of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process in January 2020, many Volunteers have been discovering we’re now having to do the same thing again but with most if not all ascension teachers/writers/lectures and people in the ascension and conspiracy communities and more.

So far in 2020 next to nothing and no one has interested me whatsoever and ascension teachers/writers are at the top of that list.

In case some of you are thinking how disrespectful that comment sounds, I was momentarily disappointed when Phase 2 started in January 2020 and the majority in the ascension community continued on like nothing had changed at all. From my January 1, 2020 perspective everything changed dramatically and completely and I was surprised that certain others weren’t registering that stupendous shift into what I’ve been calling Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. I got over it just as you have. I also know many of you reading this have felt this way for a good while before Phase 2 started about them plus most of your, our old favorite authors too. At first it’s hard to realize that you’ve grown beyond them because you benefited from them in years and decades past, however, forge ahead alone and in your own way you must. You can blame these 2020 feelings and growing self-dependence on Phase 2 and your greater Embodiment Process. First Everythingers in this too. Do not misinterpret your expanding sovereignty. Own, trust, use and rely on your growing, expanding NEW you and Higher Awareness. Ascension guru surfing is over. Be your own everything because you and Source got this, you just need to realize that in Phase 2 and act on it.

This Phase 2 Embodier shift level was so concentrated and abrupt in me starting January 1, 2020 that it surprised me. Before this I had some teeny sense of belonging to a very small Phase 1 Ascension Process group of incarnate Volunteers. Not many but at least some back then. With the start of 2020 that ended and I again found myself alone in NEW territory having to figure it out while living and embodying and Embodying during these first six months in a 2020 ‘world in crisis’, patriarchal collapse, the global pandemic and all the rest. I know there’s a few of you reading this that have felt this tremendous personal inner shift from what your Volunteer life and energetic Work and Mission was throughout Phase 1, to what it abruptly revised into with our physical entrance into Phase 2 in January 2020. I also know many of you haven’t experienced this shift yet, and that many never will, and that is perfect and perfectly okay.

First Everythingers, continue walking forward on your ascension pathpaver Path. Do not stop. Don’t look back at Sodom and Gomorrah Part II tearing itself apart. Don’t watch Rome burning Part II. Don’t linger amidst the current global patriarchal Downfall of Atlantis Part II. Do not wait for anyone or anything because real First Everythinger, humanity needs you, me, we to do what only you, me, we can now so they have a NEW Earth world to enter when they’re able. Let go of your old Phase 1 ascension habits, focus, ascension teachers/writers, friends, forums and communities IF you have honestly grown beyond them. If you have then you already feel and know that your personal ascension path and Work shifted due to Phase 2. Don’t be afraid of or doubtful over your personal mandatory NEW shifts and changes. Don’t be afraid to rely on and trust your own internal HighHeart Higher Awareness to gain insights, answers and higher perceptions about what’s going on personally, collectively and far beyond that.

Everyone eventually HAS to make this evolutionary shift out of old lower addictive, habitual, disempowered total reliance on external sources, ascension teachers, spiritual gurus, religious leaders, governments, all old systems and other people in general. Old lower parasitic reality and behaviors by anyone is over. Old lower reliance on everything and everyone other than yourself is over. This is where everyone is in 2020 Phase 2 — mandatory change from what has been into what is becoming internally in individuals and in external world reality. When people’s consciousness evolves, external physical reality automatically rapidly follows. From Volunteers to the unaware human masses, everyone entered Phase 2 in January 2020 and everyone has had to make many changes in multiple ways since then. This will continue so get used to it. Get used to being a reality gypsy while more and more of humanity finally rather quickly moves from old lower to NEW higher levels and frequencies repeatedly throughout this shift. They’re now climbing the evolutionary ascension energy stair-steps which frees the Volunteers and first to Embody up to do the NEW higher things we’re now supposed to. 

Old everything was external, NEW everything is internal and the First Everythingers Embodying have been living this and increasingly discovering this is fact. Reaching a certain level within the Embodiment Process means one increasingly finds that they individually are now responsible for their own daily energy supply, their own energetic sovereignty, and increasingly their own personal reality. When that level is reached you quickly understand why Angelics and very advanced ETs and other highly evolved Others never waste energies on silly crap of any sort for any reason. When it’s your own personal divine Source life-force food and fuel that you are entirely responsible for and with, you don’t get stupid with it, you don’t get wasteful with it, you don’t get careless with it and you don’t give it away to anyone for any reason. This is another aspect of becoming increasingly individually sovereign energetically. Think of this as adult spirituality on an energetic level. It instantly changes your focus and knowing about a lot of things, especially on the physical level in Phase 2.

During Phase 1 of the Ascension Process groups of like-others were important, helpful and needed. During Phase 2 this has very much not been the case. Just the opposite in fact and this huge distinction and shift is extremely important on multiple levels for multiple reasons. In Phase 2 individuals are NEW “groups” unto themselves. This isn’t as mystical, confusing or lonely as it may seem at first. At lower levels of energy, consciousness, ability and development the incarnate ascension Volunteers benefited in different ways from being in these ascension groups online and/or physically during Phase 1 but that changed in January 2020 for many of them. Not all of them but many Embodying first in Phase 2. 

As I said in multiple articles in the first-half of 2020, Source presented an unexpected mandatory Cease and Desist Order in January 2020 and it was not just for or about the COVID-19 pandemic and mass humanity. It was also directed at every ascension Volunteer and every ascension teacher/writer/lecturer. The ascension Volunteers have not been exempt from that divine Cease and Desist Order because we were and are needed to make big personal, individual physical-level changes in ourselves and our Volunteer lives in Phase 2. Humans are creatures of habit and that includes Volunteers in human bodies. Know when to shift your personal individual ascension gears, focus, Work and abilities fellow Volunteers, First Everythingers, Starseeds, Pathpavers, Wayshowers.

Humans—this includes Volunteers—have been and will continue to be purposely physically separated from other people for very positive reasons in 2020, and probably into 2021 as well. Trust this because it’s much more than what’s currently known by most and is necessary at this time of ascension shift. Co-mingling has great and immediate consequences in Phase 2 2020 and I’m not talking about just COVID-19! Not everyone is capable of being physically near everyone else at this powerful point in this shift.

Because my body started somewhat acting like it was “sick” in late January 2020, I didn’t leave my house much. No big change here because I haven’t since 1999 for the simple reason that it physically hurt even more every time I left my home, property and higher frequency space to do anything in the lower frequency world. Most Volunteers have lived this way for these reasons. But, by late January 2020 my body was experiencing different symptoms such as occasionally running a low-grade fever and just feeling more “sick” and achy more often. By late February 2020 the pandemic was becoming known worldwide. For me it was a bit confusing in the early months of Phase 2 2020 as to what was ascension energy “sickness” feelings in my body, what were symptoms from the NEW 2018 and 2019 ascension codes being fully physicalized in 2020, and what if anything might be from COVOID-19, and how much was I as a sensitive and empath picking up from global humanity? And, was there any difference with any or all of these? 

I know there are lots of people that believe all sorts of things about what this pandemic is and isn’t and who or what caused it and why and so on. Personally I don’t care what other people believe about it. I trust what I personally know and feel internally based on my own Higher Awareness and perceptions and not on anyone or anything else externally. 

Due to the first mandatory ‘stay-at-home’  period I, like most of you, went out as little as possible and only for groceries and such. Because of this additional need to remain at home physically, it’s taken me longer to figure some of these strange new things out. Example: Every time since January 2020 that I’ve left my house and/or had close physical contact with anyone (such as the man I hired to remove my old PC and connect and setup my new one in my house), I’ve gotten “sick” for a day or two afterwards. Not pandemic sick but “sick” with a low-grade fever and increased body aches and pains and exhaustion. Every time! At first I blamed this on having to wear a #&^%*@% ‘I can’t breath’  face mask and no doubt some of my feeling more sick, head-achy and dizzy after a face mask wearing trip to the grocery store had/has something to do with mild oxygen deprivation symptoms.

But over these first six months of 2020 and all it’s produced so far (oh yes, there’s much more to come), it’s taken me a bit longer than usual to discern these new Phase 2 things. I’ve perceived many different things about them but this next situation I really wasn’t expecting. I perceived that where the Embodiers currently are within their individual Embodiment Process in Phase 2 is not altogether compatible with or physically and energetically comfortable for most unaware humans. In other words, we who are Embodying first now at these Phase 2 levels are often too much energetically for every lower frequency person, and vice versa, which is why I’ve gotten more “sick” feeling every time after I’ve been around lower vibrating “normal” people.

Clarification — I’m not talking about Team Dark or Portal People with this although Portal People are still in play at this point in the shift but not for much longer. I’m talking specifically about how some of the first to Embody Volunteers are not yet supposed to be in close and extended physical proximity with other humans and vice versa. Evidently at this point within the Separation of Worlds shift, this current Phase 2 2020 overlapping of lower frequency people with certain first Volunteer Embodiers who’ve Embodied enough individually to directly affect physical reality is causing some symptoms and side effects of its own. The old lower and the NEW higher are now close enough in some situations that there’s some mixing of, some overlapping of energies between the two, much like a highly contagious physical virus. 😉  I’m affecting people that come into my personal space—which is much larger than six feet—and they are affecting me. They always have because I’m a sensitive and empath but I sure as heck don’t want to feel what the unaware people are experiencing themselves and/or are worried about experiencing due to the pandemic or anything else. None of us who are natural sensitives and empaths want to feel what COVID-19 feels like even as varied as it is in people. After 22 years of severe ascension symptoms and continual intense energy side effects, I don’t want to feel a drop of anything else that’s not mine in Phase 2. Just being honest about this at this point within my individual, personal Embodiment Process.

I’m certain that the final phase of the Embodiment Process will teach me, will teach every Embodier about all of this and more but for now it’s feeling like there’s energetic overlapping happening around the Separation of Worlds edges that’s normal for what’s currently happening in the physical dimension. It just doesn’t always feel so great in one’s physical body, be they Volunteer or regular human.

For the unaware global human masses Source’s January 2020 mandatory Cease and Desist Order was to FORCE all humans out of what they have been habitually doing and with no conscious awareness at all, thinking, believing, focused on, used to and expecting. What better and faster way than a pandemic to abruptly force mass humanity out of old lower frequency life, consciousness and external physical reality as it has been into this temporary but necessary period of separation from the old and shift into the NEW? For the Volunteers this mandatory Cease and Desist Order was to FORCE all of them out of what they have been habitually doing, Working on, thinking, believing, focused on, used to and expecting throughout Phase 1 into higher frequency Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, and Embodiment Process if they were doing that as well. There are no mistakes here with this pandemic and everything that’s happening and will happen because of it. There had to be something, some major global thing that would force everyone out of the old lower ways, habits and so on into this next higher phase. The profound diversity in global humanity and their radically different levels of current personal individual development and consciousness required an external something that would FORCE a sudden and complete planetary-wide change, and sadly for most humans, the threat of death was the only thing that would slow them down and hopefully shock them out of their continued mindless, unthinking repetitions, actions and very lives lived in the old lowly dying patriarchal reality.

  

The shift into Phase 2 has in very intense ways brought the Aquarian Age energies into play more physically than ever before. Because every astrological sign and Age has its opposite sign and energies functioning simultaneously, it’s important to think of Aquarius and its ruling planet Uranus in direct connection with the sign Leo and its ruling planet the Sun. The two images above are attempts at visually representing the ascended high qualities and energies of Aquarius Galactic Center sourced Diamond frequency Waves in this image, and the three triple Trinity Triality (not old lower frequency Duality) crystalline (Christ, Christic frequency, NOT a person) Diamond Hearts that is Leo and the Sun energies at ascended levels and frequencies.

Two other common qualities of Aquarius and its opposite sign Leo are, Aquarius groups and Leo individuals. At old 3D pre-ascension frequency levels and consciousness Aquarius were groups of people who had similar beliefs, intellectual development, consciousness, focus, intent etc. while old lower Leo energies were very much about human egos, total self focus, lower heart if there was something to be gained by it and so on.  In other words, at old pre-ascension levels Aquarian energies were either displayed as groups that all thought the same about whatever (old patriarchal group-think), or the occasional rebellious, often colorful eccentric outsider who lived how they wanted and enjoy being as non-conformist as they could be.

Another aspect I want to focus on again now that we’re halfway through 2020 is transiting Uranus (ruler of Aquarius) being in Taurus (an EARTH sign). Uranus first entered Taurus in May 2018 for a few months but retrograded back into Aries. It re-entered Taurus for the full seven-yearlong transit of that sign in March 2019. Uranus will enter Gemini (an AIR sign) in April 2026.

Briefly, Taurus has had to do with what humans value such as money, property, ability to buy what one wants etc. Taurus has to do with what humans believe holds great monetary value in the current world, what powers, abilities and freedoms money and wealth gives them and so on. These are common old pre-ascension level traits and consciousness connected to Taurus, they are not representative of higher level ascended consciousness humans and humanity. During this Phase 2 Separation of Worlds shift it’s getting increasingly easily seen in more people that what they now find “valuable” and of “value” is shifting, is ascending because they and their consciousness is, and this is only the very first signs of this in some people. This will continue spreading like the energetic, evolutionary wildfire it actually is and we Volunteers will finally breath a great sigh of relief as we increasingly see the “fruits of our labors” on ascending, shifting Earth and in ascending, shifting humans.

The very crude, but again absolutely necessary first steps of this Uranus in Taurus transit at Phase 2 levels is being seen in growing numbers of people as shifting values about other people, other groups (Aquarius) of people. The first ascended NEW Earth Aquarian Age signs of HighHeart consciousness and subsequent external reality manifesting in some unaware people. Let it unfold even though it’s rather crude and infantile at this point. It’s HUGE all things considered.

Another major thing humanity is having to deal with is caused by the pandemic. What do humans value in a pandemic? What do humans now find “valuable”, of “value” during this pandemic? (I can’t help myself so I’ll say it for us all — toilet paper! 😀  )  Yeah, true but what else? How about how many humans are deciding whether or not to wear face masks. How about how some are throwing childish adult tantrums in public over wearing or not wearing face masks? A lot of people are not coping well at all with everything that’s happened so far in these first six months of 2020. This will only increase as more things, issues and changes happen due to the shift out of the old and into the NEW. It’s going to get worse for a while because it’s been very, very dark for a very long time. So long in fact that humanity has forgotten what Light is, what freedom is, what peace is, what living safe, equal and respected is and on and on.

About how humans are having to decide or learn or with the very low frequency self-absorbed people be FORCED to comply so as to not make sick or possibly kill other people? People having to decide if life, possible sickness or death of self and others over-weighs their lowly hedonistic physical desires and addictions. If they want to go outside and play and party because that’s what’s still “valuable” to them then they’re doing it. BTW, lowly hedonistic wants and desires, addictions, lusts, obsessions etc. have always come under the old lowest negative traits of Taurus. Coincidence? Not hardly but evolution time is pushing many people into the present NEW higher frequencies and they are fighting it, resisting it, loudly bitching and complaining about it for all they’re worth. I recommend that people be very mindful of what they want and fight for during this shift Separation of Worlds because it, whatever it is, will carry them right to a world that has it.

How about how old lowly patriarchal monetary greed (more old lowly Taurus traits) is now increasingly seen in all of the lowest people? They don’t care about anyone other than themselves. If people want to hold on to old patriarchal power, wealth, fame etc. they value then they’re doing that even if it puts other people and groups of people at risk of getting sick or dying. The Phase 2 pandemic continues to flush out the very lowest traits like ego, monetary greed, selfishness, continued power over other people and groups of people, intentionally hurting humanity to remain in power, get what they want and so on. 

On the other hand, Phase 2 and the pandemic continues to flush out the old lowest negativity, which those who’ve been living the Ascension Process for many years or two or three decades knows means that you HAVE to let go of and fully release that negativity in yourself, whatever it was and how habitual it became for you and yours. For many people this is going to be far more difficult than they currently understand for the simple reason that they’ve never experienced it before. We can want something very much, and it is entirely deserved, but when it finally starts arriving it means that not only did you get what you wanted and needed to be freed from, but now you HAVE to let go of what’s been your only reality and life for decades, for hundreds of years for your ancestors. Getting freed from something means you’ve got a lot of Inner Work to do to release as many times as is necessary for you personally, everything that was your life and reality. It means you’ve GOT to grow up in ways you didn’t even know existed, repeatedly change and take on many new personal responsibilities and more. Welcome to our current compressed evolution. It’s worth the effort and periods of confusion however.

Humanity, and many Volunteers too, are going to be fumbling and stumbling around for a while as they all individually learn how to be free, how to no longer care about, want, lust after or need most of the old “valuables” that were everything to them before. The Uranus in Taurus transit hasn’t even hit full force in the money, financial, monetary areas yet but it is coming and fast now. When that arrives it’s going to FORCE everyone out of where we all have been all of our lives into a nationwide and worldwide period of chaotic transition much more intense than what’s already happened in the first-half of 2020. No fear as this is when we all get freed from the old negative patriarchal need to work for money so we can eat, shower and sleep somewhere and be taxed into carefully maintained poverty. As this chaotic shift plays out keep this in your HighHeart awareness, not that there’s no money or that it’s not coming in as it always did before and in the ways it did. Trust through these ascension shifts out of all the old negativity.

As always there’s much more to say and share but that will continue in Comments.

Thank you all for not losing your shit or your individual higher Way during these last six months. Everyone deserves gold stars and big gratitude hugs for hanging in there and trusting this wild shift process.

Denise

June 29, 2020

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Flashing Lights In Your Eye

I’ve experienced this a few times over the past few years and haven’t spoken about it because I wasn’t absolutely sure of what it was at those times. And to complicate matters, I’ve experienced something similar but it was negative and I did write about it at TRANSITIONS in 2016.   https://deniselefay.blog/2016/03/15/negative-etheric-barricades/

“I have been having Migraine lights in my eyes which I used to get a few years ago but no headache, and wondered if it is EP causing them again. It,s scary when vision is impaired even only for 20 minutes or so and I am left quite drained after for few hours, wondered if anyone else has experienced this? — Linda P., May 21, 2020

Because Linda P. asked me about this in a comment this morning, Thursday, it seemed I needed to share what I experienced on Tuesday. Thank you Linda P. for your share and questions.

I’ve never experienced ‘Migraine lights in my eyes’ as she has. I had plenty of migraines during my twenties and thirties, plus I have seen Lights but never the two together. But I do get one heck of a headache for hours after seeing the specific Lights I’m talking about. Let’s untangle this because it’s rather interesting and probably going to be more common during Phase 2 of the Ascension Process for some people.

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 around noon I suddenly saw something tan colored and transparent manifest to my right side just inside the wall of the living room about twelve feet away from where I was seated. It didn’t have a humanoid outline and was eight feet tall. I know this because I measured the area I saw it in because I was curious about how tall it was. Typically when many of these types of interdimensional physical and nonphysical interactions happen they do so very quickly, in this case from first manifestation for me of this aspect to when I no longer saw any of it took only three seconds. 

This eight foot tall tan colored transparent shape manifested to my right and quickly moved across the living room towards the left where I heard one bump or thud sound coming from a wall in my house. This is a fairly common energetic repercussion effect when a nonphysical being has manifested in one form or another in your physical space. The tall tan colored being was briefly joined by a small round white Light and a couple other energy distortions or so they looked to me. Only three seconds of seeing them and then they were gone. I did not see, feel or sense them after this part of the experience ended. I also did not sense they were negative and the entire experience felt very energetically neutral, intentional and specific to me. It wasn’t a big spectacular Light-show by some ETs or Angelics nor was it a negative etheric attack. It was three seconds of an eight foot tall transparent shape moving quickly in my living room accompanied by a small bright white point of Light manifesting briefly and some nondescript energy distortions that resembled heat mirages. That may have simply been what it looked like to me as they exited my physical dimensional frequency and space however.

On second four I saw rapidly flashing patterns of triangular gemstone colored Lights. Because I’ve been seeing the NEW crystalline Trinity, Triality triangle shaped codes since December 2018 in both iridescent pastel colors and deeper gemstone colors against a black background, I recognized them immediately. They were different only in that they were in a specific shape in my right eye and vision and constantly flashed very quickly, spun horizontally for a while, changed directions, position and shape slightly, flashed vertically for a while then rolled rapidly for a while. This went on for nearly 25 minutes and I carefully watched, felt, discerned and paid close attention to not only what I was seeing in my right eye the entire time but remained very aware of anything or anyone that might enter my space while I observed what I believe was a needed Phase 2 crystalline Trinity code adjustment download.

Because I have experienced something similar that was a negative etheric energy barricade—the link above—my first reaction was to discern this entire experience as quickly as I could. After over forty years of forced dealings with Team Dark in many different forms in the physical, etheric and astral etc., I am ultra sensitive to them as any Volunteer Lightwarrior would become. I could even say I’ve got some Volunteer PTSD due to a lifetime of being attacked by different Team Dark beings during this time of Universal ascension. I Work on that just as I Work on all other things I’ve needed to this entire time because it just goes with the job.

Team Dark cannot change or hide their energy signature so once you are very familiar with them, you instantly recognize their energy frequency. The same is true with the Light, and if you are honestly and intimately familiar with both, then you can easily and instantly know whose who and what’s going on based on your ability to energetically read and recognize (discern) those two main energies from very old cycle Duality. The great news is that we’ve evolved out of old cycle Duality into NEW cycle Triality, hence the NEW triangle Trinity codes and others that go with Triality in this NEW great cycle.

A few hours after my 25 minute-long right eye Trinity code adjustment download on May 19, 2020, I got one heck of a headache on the left side of my head for the rest of that day and night. I suspect this might also be partially due to a 2010 left skull and head negative etheric injury I received back then. Either way I was given another type of adjustment download containing NEW crystalline Triality codes that was specific for me personally which, like all ascension related embodying takes some time to recuperate from. The next day I felt good and the headache was completely gone. I did run a low-grade fever late yesterday and today I feel tired, stiff and achy in my bones and joints. More prep Work plus some very fast in-&-out other dimensional assistance adjustments where needed by those who need them now before we go deeper into our individual Embodiment Processes this year.

Denise

May 21, 2020

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Better Understanding UNITY

Throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process so many people perceived and interpreted Unity from old pre-ascension 3D levels of consciousness which was Separation and duality to the extreme. Since 2003 I’ve witnessed many people in the Ascension Community, including many teachers/writers, apply the only level of consciousness they each had at that time (or still have today) which is old lower frequency Separation duality consciousness on to what they believe ascended 5D frequency Unity is. They’ve been wrong however. We’ve ALL been wrong about certain aspects of the Ascension Process including myself (how many others have you ever heard or read any ascension teacher/writer admit this publicly?) because all of this is a great and grand ongoing multiple stair-step Process. We each know what we know from minute to minute, day by day until we’re again blasted with some more higher frequency Light, some more NEW codes, some more NEW DNA activation’s and then we know what we know from that level of our ongoing processes. This is why I’ve said over the years I’ve been writing online about the Ascension Process — here’s what I know today but I expect to know more tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that and so on.

Ascension (lower case “e”) embodiment Process

Old pre-ascension 3D Separation duality consciousness was lowly ego-based human herd consciousness, actions, beliefs and external reality. The basic and mandatory Ascension embodiment Process is the profound inner work of going through numerous formidable steps, layers, phases and processes of what was Separated and dualized in a person and body steadily into higher and higher frequencies of individual internal Unification. So easily said, not so easily accomplished yet it’s exactly what’s been happening.

Male and female energies that were Separated in matching old 3D patriarchal Earth reality are slowly integrated and re-united in both sexes internally within each persons being, physical body, consciousness, CNS, brain, heart and all else.

Mind and heart, intellect and emotional feeling are slowly integrated and unified individually which automatically activates the NEW higher frequency HighHeart center in both sexes.

Left and right brain hemispheres are Rewired so the Separation and duality inside the human brain, head and consciousness is capable of evolving into greater and higher levels of being, consciousness, energy and external reality. All of these things and more are the mandatory basic transformations humans must embody via the current Ascension Process to gain vibratory entrance into the next higher octave of evolutionary reality and exist on and with matching frequency ascended NEW Earth.

Ascension (capital “E”) Embodiment Process

For those individuals who’ve lived the embodiment Ascension Process but desire to go even further with it, the Embodiment Process is also available for any who desire to endeavor towards it as well. The Embodiment Process has one more important ingredient however, one more very big step and layer to the overall Ascension Process. Not all Volunteers have chosen to take it during this current evolutionary Ascension Process but some have. I’m one of those who’ve been living the Embodiment Process along with the baseline mandatory embodiment Ascension Process.

Higher Self, Selves, Soul and current incarnate lower self are slowly and steadily Worked into a close enough vibrational alignment match with each other that the lower self, the incarnate you reading this, is in all ways capable of safely and directly unifying with your Higher Self, Selves, Soul and Divine Source in and through your physical body and consciousness. The greater your “light quotient” and higher and faster you and your physical body vibrate, the more aligned you become with your Higher Self, Selves, Soul to the point where that old Separation and duality layer is also integrated and Unified in and through your physical body and incarnate self. 

This, just like the Ascension embodiment Process does not happen in a weekend or a month of weekends and then ta da!, you’re all “there” and done! The mandatory basics of the Ascension embodiment Process takes time just as the Embodiment Process with one’s Higher Self does. However, now that humanity entered Phase 2 of the Ascension Process in January 2020, and those Volunteers who’ve been Working on their individual Embodiment Process over the years, both are now in very NEW and different stages and levels we’ve not experienced before.

And yes, the COVID-19 pandemic is an incredibly important part of all this. Humans are lazy, stubborn and self-absorbed and most will require repeated global COVID-19 death threat Waves to (1) knock them out of their old tenacious habits, varied addictions, ways of being, perceiving reality, recreating and traveling etc., general living and (2) eventually permanently anchor them into the NEW higher Phase 2 level and Earth world.

At lower levels this pandemic is a fast exit for those who want to exit their bodies quickly in Phase 2. For the majority of global humanity it is the January 12, 2020 Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction manifest freedom from the entire old disintegrating world and reality on the physical level. For some other people the pandemic is running parallel to their personal Phase 2 level Embodiment Process. What looks like one event from only one level is actually multiple things happening on multiple levels and frequencies simultaneously. And, believe it or not, it is all deeply positive.

Like most everything else about the Universal Ascension Process, most of us don’t have an accurate and complete understanding about the Embodiment (capital “E”) Process. We ascension teachers/writers think we do, I thought I did, and I did somewhat up until the most recent phase of my personal Embodiment Process started at an entirely NEW higher and much more intense level recently. And as if that weren’t enough, it coincided with the start of our hearing about COVID-19 and it rapidly becoming a global pandemic. Welcome to Phase 2 and 2020!

I would go further back into late 2019 if I could but after what I’ve been through since January 2020, I can barely remember before then. What I do remember vividly is that I felt pretty bad physically since January 2020 through the first couple weeks of April. I felt sick beyond the old typical ascension flu aches and pains, headaches, chills and all the rest of those old familiar Phase 1 ascension symptoms. And as the news about the pandemic spread, and the pandemic itself spread and more and more people were reacting, dying, getting sick, freaking out etc., I struggled with not empathically or in any other way being affected by more and more humans reacting over all this. If you’re a Sensitive you know exactly what I’m talking about. Eye of the hurricane and all that.

Simultaneously to my feeling like physical death warmed over since January 2020, and even wondering a few times if I had “caught it” myself, my Embodiment Process very much went next level on me. I feel these things are directly connected. As I said earlier, many of us thought we knew about the Embodiment Process and how it would feel to us here in physicality the closer we got to full-tilt constant IT.  We thought we knew, I thought I knew, I suspected but I’m here to freely, openly and happily inform you that I was wrong. So is most everyone else too and that’s perfectly okay.

One of the biggest and most unrelenting distortions, misunderstandings or outright bullshit about gaining greater and higher awareness, Higher Self and incarnate self Embodiment connection is that it’s all so beautiful, peaceful, blissful, loving, fluffy, gentle and Piscean Age floaty-blissy wonderful. Based on the majority of what I personally have experienced to date it is nothing like that at all and actually pretty much just the opposite. At least in the beginning stages it is. It does mellow out as I acclimate to the latest NEW me/Me/ME/US.

We’ve been taught for thousands of years about how very spiritual states are blissy, loving, Nirvana-esk wonderfulness. And it may have been for a few hundreds and thousands of years before the current Universal Ascension Process started for a few. The reality now is very different because what we’re going through is far more complex, elevated and evolved. And I don’t have anything against things being occasionally messy, difficult, stupendous, blissy, Divinely blissful or Divinely difficult. It’s all the same thing to me because it’s all spiritual, Divine and evolutionary. Since the mid 1980s I’ve had conscious memory of raising my hand and Volunteering when the great call went out for help with the Universal Ascension Process. I said and I quote, “We’ll go,” as I instantly volunteered multiple aspects of myself that existed in a Light dimension. It’s all the same thing to me — freedom for not only humanity but others elsewhere and much more too.

Nearly every time I personally experience another big stair-step up in my Embodiment Process it is intense, usually causes some anger in me, causes some old lowly remaining tidbits in me to surface immediately and instantly be transmuted on the spot because that is mandatory in the eternally potent presence of your Higher Self, Selves, Soul and Divine Source and incarnate Embodying you getting even closer to full, constant and conscious re-Unification within you on the physical level.

There’s been nothing blissy or gentle about this for me when these larger Embodiment stages happen. Initially it’s intense, severe and most of the time not what I expected. It has plenty of absolute intolerance for anything and anyone that’s lying, bullshitting or misrepresenting anything to other people intentionally or unintentionally. Every time Higher and incarnate lower align and Unify through the dimensions and time space layer upon layers a little more it is intense and entirely intolerant of everything and everyone including any lower aspects of myself that are still carrying even a speck of density, distortion, ego, bullshit or misrepresentation etc. It gets easier after these first initial alignment contacts happen in me but at first is like a mad scientist throwing different volatile chemicals on each other which causes a flash explosion at first! That line about “higher and lower cannot co-exist in the same place” is 1000% true and not just a clever “new age” saying. It is literal, genuine and undeniable. You too will know this when more of your personal Embodiment takes place in physical incarnate you. And then you’ll do it again at higher, closer, ever more direct alignment levels and stages and then you too will know more about IT and how that feels in your physical body, self and psyche at those levels. You will know more and then even more than that and so it and IT goes for us all.

I AM A Sacred Site! I AM A Crystal City! I AM

The whole point of the Ascension Process, and certainly the Embodiment Process, is to become much more within yourself and your physical body, heart, consciousness and Soul. Instead of needing to physically go to physical sacred sites in this country and/or others to live, create, play or parasite off of, why not focus entirely on you becoming a living, breathing, walking, talking “Sacred Site” yourself?

Just like Higher and lower cannot co-exist in the same space within me and my physical body due to the Embodiment Process, so too with all things, people, beliefs, actions and systems etc. in Phase 2 of the ascending Earth world. The more each of us live our individual Embodiment (capital “E”) Process in Phase 2 in 2020, the faster all the old lower stuff has to exit one way or another. Higher and lower truly cannot co-exist in the same space. Who would want it to do so? Embodiment in, all old lower out.

As the Embodiers go through deeper Embodiment stages this year, so too will the world go through more COVID-19 Waves if necessary to help remove those who desire to be released now, to redirect, isolate and hold in higher frequency place the rest of humanity who’ve just begun the Ascension Process. They are like children that need adults to give them, to force on them NEW rules, regulations and guidelines to assist them in releasing their old habits and energy patterns and embody the NEW codes, the NEW patterns, the NEW freedoms that they don’t even realize are freedoms yet. 

These processes will continue all of 2020 and beyond based on what I’m aware of at this point. It will be both easy and timeless and at times not so easy and lengthy and drawn out but compressed evolution is all that and so much more and everyone wanted to be here on planet Earth “ground zero” in the worst of ways to experience all this. Deep breath, steady HighHeart and know that so much more is actually taking place than what it looks like on the chaotic and deadly surface level.

Denise

April 28, 2020

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Recent Attacks & The Human Species Reboot

“Here I am wondering from an experience yesterday, if Phase2 also involves more vigorous, last ditch efforts by certain factions to harm or take out volunteers. Certainly I do not mean to cause fear or to be an alarmist by raising this question. I only want to understand (with your and others’ perspectives and inputs) if an incident that took place yesterday (March 18, 2020 Phil time) was an isolated one or if it could be telling of a possible pattern that we volunteers need to be more aware of.

What I speak of occurred while I was on a break from hours of reading, and I had my eyes closed but was wide awake and in my heart-space. While in this state I Saw this small object headed directly towards me and as I focused on it what I Saw appeared like a two-metallic toned thing shaped like a bullet. It moved faster as it got closer and was apparently aimed at my forehead between the eyes. There was no fear as I immediately did what I had to do and managed to dispel whatever it was.

What I Saw felt like some kind of technology, an “etheric bullet” if you may if something like it were possible. The ‘shooting” was brazenly frontal and felt differently from astral skirmishes or encounters with interlopers one has had over the years. What happened was certainly nothing like what I had experienced before and was one that I (the naïve me perhaps?) did not expect will still play out and in the manner it did during this phase. And I know that I try my best to not let up on my protection rituals nor allow myself prolonged dips from highest frequencies possible that I could maintain moment by moment.

Denise, it would be very helpful to know your perspectives on and related to the incident. I wonder if anyone has had experiences similar to what I related. Thanks so much in advance.” —  eleanor March 19, 2020 Comment.

The quote above from eleanor was a Comment she’d written on March 19, 2020, the first 2020 Equinox of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. As she states in it, she experienced a Team Dark attack the day before on March 18, 2020. Instead of my responding to her in a Comment where this may not be seen by as many people, I decided to quote her and write an article about this because I was attacked multiple times on March 18, 2020. Three times by three different people being used as Portal People that one day. Hours later during old lower level Team Dark prime-time hours of around 3:00 to 5:00 AM, I was attacked from the etheric while asleep by nonphysical, nonhuman Team Dark through an intentionally scripted nightmare I found myself in on March 19, 2020, first Phase 2 Equinox day.

I’ve experienced these intentionally created negative dreams scenarios by Team Dark beings many, many, times throughout my life. They could be thought of as astral abductions because one is suddenly and unwillingly subjected to designed artificial nightmare dream experiences while asleep and out of their physical body. One suddenly finds oneself experiencing an astral nightmare creation, sort of like the Star Trek holodeck artificial creations, except you were unwillingly and unknowingly placed in it. The most common reasons were for negative aliens to observe what emotions are, specifically what human emotions are. I’ve found it’s usually to induce extreme fear, horror and terror in humans to monitor us and analyze our fearful emotions, plus utilize those energies we produce while under these artificial etheric attacks.

They’ve designed countless different unpleasant dream scenarios, then abduct humans from the etheric while they’re naturally out-of-body because they’re asleep and unwillingly and unknowingly insert them into one of their crafted artificial nightmares. They observe and record and feed off the humans emotional reactions to these many different types of artificial nightmare scenarios. Most people that experience this or have in pre-ascension times, never knew the nightmare was not something coming from them but was a designed artificial nightmare created by negative aliens.

One usually remains in these types of artificial nightmare scenarios long enough to either become lucid in it and realize it’s not your creation, or, become so horrified by it that one etherically flees the astral horror show nightmare and instantly crash-lands back in their physical body wide awake and traumatized. These types of intentional negative multidimensional abductions usually affect a person for days afterwards because the trauma is real despite it not happening in the physical dimension. We are multidimensional beings meaning we have lives, experiences and interactions in other places than just physical Earth.

For this next part to make more sense I should again share one of my Phase 1 Volunteer Lightworker Energy Transmutor duties. Not all Volunteers have or have had identical ascension Work duties in Phase 1, nor will they in Phase 2. I wrote about this in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010) but briefly here it is.

One of the many things that was required of me as a Volunteer during Phase 1 of the Ascension Process was having to physically and emotionally feel and See many different residual negative events that happened physically on Earth in my lifetime in this and other countries and also in some other time periods. Because I’ve been psychic since birth, I was well-aware of perceiving and feeling other peoples energies, emotions and actions. This was not that however. This was about certain Volunteers having to collect firsthand energetic recordings in their current bodies and awareness of horrific physical actions done by certain people around the world to other people. This was about collecting proof of negative actions done on Earth by living physical humans on other living physical humans including whatever nonhuman etheric Team Dark being or entity was part of the vile acts. I was collecting proof and recording those events in my body and consciousness, much like attorneys collect facts and details to prepare for an upcoming criminal trial. And because nothing Volunteers and other higher dimensional beings do is only one single thing, after the information was collected and recorded in my body, I then needed to transmute all of it from both the perpetrators side and the victims side.

Live it, feel it, be a firsthand witness to it and energetically record it internally for higher dimensional Lightbeings to use to bring higher spiritual justice to those humans and non-humans who claim they never did those things. After collecting these past negative actions and recording them it was my job to energetically transmute everything I had experienced and transmute all of it back into pure, neutral energy. I’ve Seen, felt and personally experienced numerous humans murdering other adult human females, males and children in this and other countries and times and felt and saw exactly what their victims experienced too. Now, here’s why I backtracked over this material.

From about 3:00 to 3:30AM on March 19, 2020–first Equinox day of Phase 2–I suddenly found myself in an artificial nightmare scenario. I was shocked because this hasn’t happened in many years, plus there was one glaring obscene difference to it I have never experienced before. Normally my personal negative dream attacks have always been about me as the victim of some unknown human male(s) chasing me to torture and kill me. The old familiar scenario was run, flee, do my best to not get caught by perusing serial killer(s) while producing all sorts of fear emotions and panic. Classic Team Dark astral fare. But because I have long ago done my personal Inner Work with this and other victim issues over decades, it was highly suspect to me when suddenly I’m in one of these artificial nightmares not of my creation — and this March 19, 2020 Equinox one had me in the role and body of the human male perpetrator running around chasing down and killing people!

It was so shocking and atypical that I made myself remain in the artificial nightmare for longer than I normally would to figure out what in the hell was going on now and why. What I discovered was surprising and somewhat humorous to me.

After finding my awareness in an unknown human male body killing more people on first 2020 Equinox early AM hours, I gained the higher perspective and understanding I was after and promptly exited their awful slasher nightmare. But because there’s a lot of one-on-one, up close and personal history between me and Team Dark in this lifetime, this attack continued once I was back in my physical body and awake in my bed. The interdimensional attack ended about 5:00AM. It was a long, unpleasant night but it was important and meaningful for us all which is the only reason I’ve put you through reading about it.

Team Dark knew the old classic victim nightmare scenario no longer worked on me because I’ve Worked very hard on that negative programming in myself since 1992. This March 19, 2020 Equinox day Phase 2 nightmare was about Team Dark doing the only thing they thought would cause me terror, shock and repulsion, which finding myself etherically trapped in a human male body killing multiple adults and children certainly did. But the longer I remained in their nightmare attack creation I understood that Team Dark was, in this twisted, grotesque and almost funny way, giving me a giant interdimensional ‘FUCK YOU!’ final departing message by forcing me into the role and physical and emotional sensations of classic human male serial killer.

Obviously the timing of these human and nonhuman attacks over 48 hours leading up to the minute the Sun entered Aries, the first Phase 2 Equinox of 2020 is telling. There should be no doubt in anyone’s heartmind that we’ve been in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process since the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction on January 12, 2020, which assisted bringing in the NEW Diamond codes (templates) for humanity and all else physically. Because of this huge energetic evolutionary shift, Team Dark cannot interact with or affect us as they have for so long. What I gathered from my personal 48 hour-long experiences leading up to the moment the March 19, 2020 Equinox happened physically, was that a NEW higher energetic threshold was reached and crossed that day. Said another way very simply, we’re now experiencing the final battle with Team Dark. That’s why they caused me to have that 3:00 to 3:30 AM etheric nightmare then continued the attack in the physical in the early AM hours of Equinox day after I woke up. They did something they rarely do which was show their hand hours before humanity entered a NEW level in Phase 2 at the March 19, 2020 Equinox. They only do this when I have, when the collective Volunteers have made another very big step up in and with the Universal Ascension Process. That was why then sent me their interdimensional ‘FUCK YOU!’ message. Bullies always get really angry and throw absurd, infantile tantrums when they cannot bully you any longer.

Phase 1 & the Volunteer First Everythingers & Phase 2 & Humanity

Phase 1 of the Ascension Process started in the physical bodies of the Volunteers, Starseeds, First Everythingers, Pathpavers etc. in 1998-1999. They have lived every minute of every day since 1998-1999 embodying energy wave after energy wave, solar transmissions after solar transmission and so on in and through their physical and energy bodies and consciousness. Because of this and more they have, we have, I have lived my life in an absolutely necessary ‘stay at home’ mode since my physical body began the Ascension Process in February 1999. I was too sick and in constant pain of one type or another which made going to grocery shop and do all the other normal things we have to nearly unbearable. If you’re a First Everything Volunteer from the First Wave, Second Wave or Third Wave of soul contracted Volunteers to be activated in their physical bodies to begin living and embodying the Ascension Process from 1998 through 2019, you are intimately familiar with what I’m talking about. We put ourselves in ‘shelter in place’ living since 1999 out of necessity because we were so sick with Ascension Flu, Kundalini rising, the Rewiring Process and dozens of related physical and energetic ascension symptoms and side effects. I have lived this way for the past twenty-one years for these reasons and more. The start of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process is the start of year twenty-two for me and many other Volunteer First Everythingers, but at higher and higher levels and states of being and consciousness.

Our severe body aches and pains were so common and known by all of us living and embodying throughout the two decades of Phase 1 that we created names for many of them.

  • Ascension Flu
  • Buddha Belly
  • Hot Flashes and/or severe Inner Cold
  • Brain Fog
  • Tired & Wired
  • Solar Fried
  • Inner Body Vibrations

Our Ascension Flu symptoms continue to this day. In fact, I’ve felt extra terrible physically with Ascension Flu symptoms and their familiar body aches, chills, sudden stabbing ice-pick-like pains into bones and so on since January 2020. I am NOT sick with CV-19 virus — I am sick and ache in different body areas from evolutionary Ascension Flu, and because I am Embodying too, those side effects have become more intense since January 2020 as well. It is the Ascension Process — and Embodiment Process too for those of who chose to do that also — that we Volunteered to do. We do not have a virus, we have aches, pains, pressures and exhaustion from living and embodying compressed evolution first and pathpaving that for humanity.

I’ve Wondered About This For Decades

I said this before but I’ve wondered throughout Phase 1 what it would take to suddenly get the rest of unaware human species shaken free from the old patriarchal frequency, reality, life, beliefs, daily habits and so forth. Would it take massive and repeated natural disasters? They’ve been happening steadily through all of Phase 1 and they didn’t work. Neither have old wars or new wars or foreign and domestic bullets from mass shootings. The majority of humanity has been incrementally acclimated to living in continual negativity, violence, unawareness and general stupidity. Mass numbers of children repeatedly gunned down? Nope, not even that has been enough to cause positive changes in humans, consciousness, society, laws or governments. Nothing has been enough in all that old lower dark negativity.

The NEW Crystalline pastel and gemstone colored triangular trinity energies and codes arrived December 2018 and were embedded into the waters of ascending Earth and the water in human cells and bodies. Next level of incoming NEW were the Diamond energies and codes that were inserted globally January 12, 2020 through the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction. And, here we are weeks later in early Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and deep in global ‘shock & awe’ of the NEW highest kind with its Divine global and human species Cease and Desist Order. Now I ask you, how’s that for a resounding ‘FUCK YOU! right back final message to all the you know who’s? 🙂

Evolutionary Ascension Is Happening But It’s Interpreted Differently At Lower Levels Of Consciousness

The reason none of the ascension teachers/writers perceived CV-19 coming as the thing that would finally force global humanity into evolutionary change, there’s been a lot of fear, confusion, panic and doubt. I’ve said many times over the decades I’ve written about the Ascension Process that oftentimes I am deliberately not allowed to See, perceive, sense or feel something specific because, if I did, it wouldn’t have the energetic, psychological, physical, emotional and consciousness impact that is very much needed by it. For that reason certain major catalytic ascension events are intentionally obscured from all Volunteer First Everythingers, Starseeds, Seers and Higher Awareness Knowers. The full frontal unexpected impact is deeply needed on humanity as it’s an aspect of the thing itself.

Wars old and new, mass shootings and everything else haven’t been enough to push humanity to higher levels, but this 2020 Phase 2 pandemic is. Is it real? Absolutely. Is it a man-made lab created virus? No but humans created it. Who did or didn’t do whatever isn’t the point in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. At higher levels CV-19 could be thought of as more NEW Ascension Process symptoms caused by the NEW code templates and energies having been installed on and within ascending Earth the past two years. I’ve heard a few people on TV last week describe their CV-19 symptoms EXACTLY like what severe AP symptoms feel like. EXACTLY.

Is CV-19 deadly? Absolutely, and for many people it’s a fast way to quickly exit their physical bodies because they’re in Phase 2 and don’t want to continue with the Ascension Process any further. They don’t want to go through the Separation of Worlds in body, they want out of all things ascension. For those many people around the world that do not want to remain in their physical bodies and go through Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, this pandemic is better than say getting killed by a hit-&-run driver which has been an epidemic itself for years in certain locations! CV-19 is for many people around the world a faster option than dying from say a drug overdose or cancer or heart disease or anything else that takes more time. This Phase 2 pandemic is doing a lot on a lot of different levels for a lot of different reasons. From lower levels of consciousness it’s horrific with a high death rate. From higher levels of consciousness it is Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and one potent physical way for people that want out can quickly exit, and for other people it’s about the activation of their hearts and eventually their HighHearts.

CV-19 is for so many a massive pain in the ass because it’s totally shutdown their old patriarchal reality, addictions, habits, routines, pleasures like sports, socializing, getting drunk and/or high with other people, going and doing any damned thing they want anywhere around the world no matter what. How dare anything interrupt corrupt sports! How dare anything interrupt corrupt government? How dare anything interrupt corrupt patriarchal reality? How dare anything interrupt corrupt corporations? Banks? Wall street? Ego-based socializing? How dare anything interfere with old corrupt patriarchal global reality and all of its systems and structures?

That’s why this had to be a pandemic. Nothing else would shut the entire old corrupt patriarchal world and humanity down this quickly other than an invisible nasty virus that can be deadly and spread everywhere super fast. Repeated mass shootings of children and adults wasn’t enough. Endless wars haven’t been enough, nothing has, but Phase 2 with it’s global and human species wide NEW Diamond codes and its Divine planetary human species Cease and Desist Order absolutely is enough to do this Reboot of humanity, human consciousness and global external reality. Fight it all you want unaware humans, it doesn’t and won’t matter because the NEW is here and in place and now you all HAVE to evolve or leave. Period.

Old lower 3D patriarchal humanity was intentionally turned into herd animals, into “sheeple” herd animals. Into unthinking, constantly clustered together stupid ego only lowly 3D human herd animals. And they’ve loved it because they’ve forgotten real freedom, empowerment, sovereignty, responsibility and the deep inner strength that being personally responsible and sovereign in all ways makes one feel. Those awareness’s died out thousands of years ago and global humanity have been third dimensional herd animals ever since. That is until Phase 2 of the Ascension Process with its NEW Earth, NEW Human Diamond codes arrived along with a “virus” that will help those who want out to quickly get out, or help those trapped and addicted to old 3D consciousness and reality to become “infected” with NEW codes, NEW Light, NEW evolutionary energies and finally become really free, more aware and eventually fully sovereign individually. 

You say potato, I say potaato…

There’s another lowly old negative patriarchal thing coming soon, or at least at this point it’s a strong probability. It is that in the near future there will be a global mandatory vaccination every human around the planet will be forced to take. I won’t do that or allow that to be done to me and my body. So what’s the “cure” for that? Embodiers, get your Embodying into high-gear immediately! We are the “cure” for that too just as every Embodier living the Embodiment Process is the “cure”, the “vaccinations” to all of the old lowly negative 3D things. No pressure, it’s just ON regardless but we all need to be aware that this is a very strong possibility coming as quickly as those low consciousness corrupt people that want to and/or only know to continue the old negativity can produce. It’s a strong negative in the sidelines so let’s quickly override that too like we’ve done with everything else.

Speaking of Embodiers and the Embodiment Process. It was a few months ago that I started Seeing the solar flashing, flickering, moving about light energies again inside my house, on the ceiling. (It’s just the easiest way that I See them so far.) They not only flicker and flash but they’ve changed somewhat and now also sort of bubble outward, swirl as they flash and are more potent and felt intensely. I said a couple of months ago that, due to the return of Seeing these solar Light flashing’s that have become Embodied by me, by each of us who’ve been Embodying for years, that I sensed we’re rapidly building and aligning etc. with some NEW higher level that’s going to trigger another massive shift in reality, humanity, Earth and NEW Earth, NEW Humans. 

Again, how many Embodiers does it take to screw in NEW Earth, NEW Humanity? Doesn’t matter because we’ve got more than what’s needed and it’s all coming to a higher NEW head some time this year I feel. No fear, no pressure, just continue Embodying Embodiers while we’re all in self-induced and nationally ordered ‘stay-at-home’ mode. Do you see how much more we’re able to accomplish now because the world’s been forced into silence in all ways? You say tomato, I say tomaato…

Briefly because this is long and you and I both are getting tired. I mentioned earlier that the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process has been EXTRA painful physically for me since January 2020 as I know it has been for many of us reading this. This is due to it being Phase 2 level of all these internal and external evolutionary energies and the embodiment of them for Volunteers and now mass unaware humanity too but at the levels they’re experiencing them. Volunteers are not only Embodying but dropping, discarding, casting-off all old lower aspects of self and all that went with that while we increasingly align with our Higher Self/Selves/Soul/Source and merge ourselves with all that in and through our physical selves and bodies at higher and higher levels with greater amounts and much higher frequencies. All that is causing some more intense physical hurting and sometimes in slightly NEW ways to us. Energy stair-steps. Combine this with our ongoing increasing Embodiment, alignment, unification and synchronization with the Sun and more and is it any wonder that our bodies have been more painful than usual? We’re goin’ somewhere with all this and it’s better known as NEW Earth, NEW Humanity. Thank You for your ongoing Service Work and let’s take this to the next level right here, right now. See you in Comments.

Denise

March 27, 2020

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More Surreal Moments

Thought I’d share this latest strangeness. This morning, March 24, 2020, I had to finally brave it and go out to forage for food and all those other necessities we all still need. So, before the sun was up, I headed out for my local Super Walmart store because Walmart has, in my area, given people over 60 one hour every Tuesday from 6:00 to 7:00AM to shop in Walmart. One hour, once a week, before the sun rises. Perfect for all of us over 60. 😐

I have so not wanted to have to finally see, for myself, everything I did this morning in Walmart. I’m not picking on Walmart as I’m sure it’s probably just as dire in all other shopping and grocery stores at this point. I just put shopping off for as long as I could this month but I’m going to have to try again soon because there was so little food available. Like eating hasn’t been hard enough throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process! Now in early Phase 2 of it there’s very little of it to be found so far. Frying pan into the fire, or we’re about to evolve into a diet of Light and Diamond energies!

Before I go any further with this I’m going to share a link to an article I wrote at TRANSITIONS and published January 3, 2009. I had the clairvoyant vision experience on December 29, 2008 while I was physically shopping in this same Super Walmart store I was in this morning — twelve years ago.

A Clairvoyant Vision

It’s one thing having clairvoyant visions and it’s another thing actually, physically being in it over a decade after you Saw what you Saw. Such was my morning this morning, wandering through our Walmart with other 60-plus year-olds, putting ourselves at risk to go through this huge store searching for crumbs. I was physically in the vision I’d had twelve years earlier, walking up and down shopping aisle after aisle looking at the 85% empty shelves in most all of them. It was surreal, it was frustrating, it was stupid, it was what it now is. How long it’s this way is another thing we’ll all find ourselves dealing with in multiple ways.

It was interesting to see the scant few people who made an effort to keep the ‘six foot distance’ between themselves and others. I was proud of them and sent them Heart gratitude hugs. Then of course there were the other people, the majority unfortunately who aren’t — as yet — able to be conscious of their actions. Maybe loosing a loved one, or having to spend weeks quarantined in some godawful location will finally do it for the self-absorbed unaware people. Maybe, maybe not even that.

Then there were those few people who kept their sense of humor about the insanity of evolution, not that they know that’s what all this is. Doesn’t matter really, but I sure did enjoy those three women that tossed out some humor at me about the craziness of the entire situation.

Besides the obvious extreme weirdness of me finding myself this morning living a clairvoyant vision I had twelve years ago while shopping in this same store, it was the undeniable energetic change in the whole building that struck me the most. Yeah it’s a pain in the butt to not be able to find food and laundry soap and cleaning products etc., and possibly risk one’s very life to get them, but it was the profound change to human life and reality that was so powerful this morning to me. It was obvious who was more aware, more empathic, more compassionate and capable of thinking of other people and just themselves. And it was obvious who haven’t changed at all yet, if they even will. Cold harsh truths felt deeply — and no damned food either!

And while I’m at this (sorry) I’m going to share something else that goes with the COVID-19 pandemic, the economic screeching halt and overall money business. It’s not pleasant but we all know it is real and happening and going to get worse before it gets better. 

As some of you may remember, my 89-year-old mother died in late June 2019. After she passed I had to go to the mortuary where she had a pre-paid cremation plan and deal with those people, pay some extra costs, fill out paperwork and all the rest of it. While there doing these things with three different mortuary employees present, I repeatedly clairvoyantly Saw a bunch of caskets lined up in the hallways and other rooms in the mortuary. I knew what I was Seeing was in the near future and hoped it was symbolic and not literal. Needless to say I was slightly distracted while filling out paperwork with the mortuary people and I’m sure one of them thought I was either a “space cadet” or just distraught over the death of my mother because he kept watching me repeatedly glance out the door into the hall. I didn’t care what they thought about me because I’m used to trying to NOT look like I’m clairvoyantly Seeing, feeling and experiencing another reality or realities while other people are physical near me when it happens. I would prefer privacy when this happens however, but I’ve become very good at perceiving more of reality, other realities, other timelines etc. while pretending I’m not when strangers are with me when it happens. It’s finally getting close now for me to be honest with strangers when these things present to me. I’ll deal with that bridge when they’re more ready for info like this.

So there I was taking care of the final details of my mothers death, cremation and so forth and simultaneously clairvoyantly Seeing an unusual amount of caskets that had to be placed in hallways and additional rooms in this mortuary. My first thought was what in the world was about to happen that would suddenly cause so many people to be dying at the same time? Well, here we are nine months later and it’s become painfully clear, globally. This is also going to get worse before it gets better. HighHearts people, HighHearts. Know that this is the evolutionary Shift, the Separation of Worlds, the crossing of unseen reality energy bridges by humanity to transition from how reality and consciousness etc. has been into how it’s going to be on NEW Earth, NEW Humanity.

More coming soon in another article. Be creative, be the NEW, radiate the Light and “infect” them with that to help everyone make this extreme evolutionary reality shift. ❤ 

Denise

March 24, 2020

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Phase 2: High-Speed Evolution

So, how are you enjoying Phase 2 of the Ascension Process so far? We Volunteers have Worked on and towards this phase of the Ascension Process for so long and now that it’s here most of us are awestruck by the breakneck speed, hard-driving Divine force and constant intensity of every freaking thing that’s happened since January 2020! The spiritual and energetic feel of all this, so far, feels like Divine Mother/Feminine and Divine Father/Masculine and Divine Source have been excitedly waiting in the wings for this moment for a very long time, and now that it’s here, they’ve rushed back in with such speed and force that it’s flabbergasted most of us and we even knew it was coming! Such is the eternal and always reality rattling LOVE and insatiable Creative drive of ALL for ALL.

Personally it’s felt like I’ve lived six lifetimes in just the past two weeks (the last week of February and first week of March 2020) and I’m not exaggerating or joking about this. Life and reality so far in Phase 2 2020, is like nothing any of us have ever experienced before. Don’t expect any of this to slow down, ease up, make old familiar linear sense or follow any old 3D patriarchal rules, beliefs or expectations of anyone, “professional” or otherwise. None of us exist there anymore. We’re in NEW territory with NEW energy codes — NEW templates for NEW Earth, NEW Humanity now and nothing will go back to how things were before and I mean this in every way you can think of and all the ones you and I can’t imagine yet. Let the past go because Divine Mother, Father, Source want to LOVE you long now in very NEW ways at NEW levels. 😀

The planet Uranus — sudden unexpected changes, higher consciousness, higher awareness — entered Taurus — money, finances, valuables, what people value, what people believe is valuable — one year ago in March of 2019. There was a lot of nervous speculating about what might happen to money, finances, banks, the stock market etc. once Uranus entered Taurus last year. Like many, I’ve had this in the back of my awareness for a year, wondering why we hadn’t been financially affected by the powerful lighting striking, earthquake-like energies of Uranus transiting earthy Taurus. It seemed to me like this was put on hold for some unknown reasons until numerous other pieces were positioned exactly where needed to create the perfect storm of rapid global patriarchal dismantling and changes surrounding money and finances etc. and more. Here we are a year later in March 2020 with the NEW Diamond codes in place physically for NEW Earth, NEW Humanity and the energies of Uranus in Taurus were activated because of a global coronavirus called COVID-19.

The old global patriarchal world realities have been suddenly and unexpectedly picked up and shaken hard to cause them to break apart much faster and quickly knock, shock and physically rattle humanity out of their old unconscious daily routines, habits, expectations, reliance on governments and external others, and most importantly their old consciousness. Uranus — sudden and unexpected changes and higher consciousness.

From one level Uranus transiting through Taurus looks and feels like exactly what it does now which is physical reality just got hit hard by this global virus which is automatically impacting the economy globally. Humanity has had their daily lives and old familiar and habitual reality rudely interrupted and redirected, which is exactly what Uranus does best. It suddenly forces people to become very conscious and present in the moment, like it or not. Global humanity has just entered the Ascension Process, Phase 2 of it. You and I however entered it around 1998–1999 or any time after that physical level start-date for the Volunteers, the Forerunners and Pathpavers. For all of us it was Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, and we just entered Phase 2 of it in January 2020, as did the rest of humanity but at very different levels. Uranus transiting Taurus now in Phase 2 is manifesting in BOTH levels for both groups and more. What looks like chaos, sickness and increased sudden deaths globally, the economy suddenly immobilized in all this NEW Light, people’s lives and routines suddenly exploded into something else etc. is simultaneously breaking apart the old molds of consciousness and physical reality and causing individuals to “wake up” to NEW better ways of living their lives and so on. What’s happening globally is two-fold in that it’s both rapidly breaking apart and destroying the old ways and forcing humanity into greater, higher NEW consciousness because it’s Phase 2 and the NEW Diamond codes for NEW Earth, NEW Humanity are physically present. Destruction, chaos, confusion and NEW creation all happening simultaneously for global humanity is their Phase 2 reality. For we Volunteer First Everythingers it’s that and so much more.

“Thank you for sharing your experience with your little girl, Kara. I hope it helps others like us in the same boat. I had a similar sickness with my daughter about 3 weeks ago. Fever, respiratory symptoms and I had absolutely no fear or doubt that she’ll be fine and in 3 days she was over it. Then my husband caught it, he had to go to ER, told it was a bronchial cold, was prescribed nebulizer, prednisone and ibuprofen. He took off of work for a whole week. Right after, I had a sore throat for two days and then I was fine.

My daughter was born aware, my husband is the typical left brained, logic ruled part of humanity, the masses, if you will. Denise’s comment about how the virus affects according to frequencies really cemented this thing home for me, thank you endlessly Denise!  👋❤️

It’s amazing to witness it firsthand. I mean, I KNOW it but just to have it reaffirmed visually is something else.

I know exactly what you mean by wanting to say nothing and everything at the same time. So I’ll just end it here.” — Jain Lee, March 6, 2020 comment.

That is the entire key to this global coronavirus situation, and most all other things too. The higher and faster vibrating your inner frequency is, the greater your ‘Light quotient’ is, the less chance there is that you would be physically affected by it. You literally are existing at and in a much higher frequency range than were this and all other viruses—physical and etheric—exist so you won’t catch it. You most likely will be affected however by the numerous side effects of this pandemic (because I didn’t know I had to look this up—pandemic is global, epidemic is national) such as the economic changes, reduction of or lack of your usual income, reduction of and/or lack of certain products etc. Bottom line is this, like all other things, is about different levels of frequency, consciousness, energy, awareness and emotions. The more Light you have embodied, the less risk you have of becoming sick from any lower frequency type of thing. The less Light you have embodied, the greater the risk you have of becoming sick from this virus or any others because you’re existing within the same frequency range of it/them and with lower consciousness and lower emotions such as fear, anger, panic etc.

Phase 2 will kill many people, others it is and will make very sick for a while, others only mildly and for a very brief time, and others won’t be affected at all. Different levels of frequency, and we all find ourselves in different ones based on how much Light energy we’ve embodied so far. I say once more, how many Guides, Angels, ETs and Ascended Masters have you ever encountered in any dimension who had credit cards, stacks of cash, the flu or a cold?

I remember during Phase 1 of the Ascension Process (the 2000s in this case) Karen Bishop often used this great accurate word to describe the Volunteers, Forerunners location and condition. The word she often used was ‘sequestered’. Do any of you remember this? She meant that we were literally isolated, removed and existing somewhere else, we were indeed energetically and physically ‘sequestered’ away in our homes and apartments living the Ascension Process first and far ahead of the rest of humanity. Because of this we had to be energetically stationed away from the rest of humanity and those lower frequencies because we were and continued to evolve beyond them. Hence, we were ‘sequestered’ in a small and isolated higher frequency range throughout Phase 1. We still are in Phase 2 and will be for a good while yet. However, Phase 2 started in January 2020 and now the rest of humanity is experiencing being sequestered from their old daily routines and lives due to this coronavirus. To many this forced sequestration is imprisonment in one’s house or apartment to prevent getting sick and spreading it further. To other’s this forced isolation are a sort of vacation time from work and the constant rush and insanity of daily life. To others this forced isolation will quickly open them and start to expand their consciousness and views of life and reality etc. Again, different frequencies and levels of Light, perception, awareness and emotions.

I remember reading something by Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadians back in the late 1990s or early 2000, about the possibility of ‘Twenty million people leaving the planet in one day.’ I wondered what in the world could cause that many people to die in one day? Earthquakes? Volcanic eruption? Tsunami? Mega storms? I didn’t know and couldn’t imagine it but I never forgot that statement by them so long ago. That is until the possibility of a global pandemic entered the picture with the start of Phase 2 in January 2020. Then that shocking statement becomes a very real physical possibility. I’ve said this many times before and will again here — there’s no “failure” in choosing to exit ones physical body and die. There are many, many people in Phase 2 that will quickly and suddenly be dying because they don’t want to or can’t for whatever their reasons remain in their current physical body and rapidly evolve, ascend it while in it. Those people don’t want to do that and that is perfectly okay. There is zero judgement about any of this but we all are now in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and global change is here for everyone and all this has suddenly become very visible and physically real to humanity. More to come too, much more all year.

The last week of February into the first week of March 2020, I experienced a very strange feeling NEW next level of my personal Embodiment Process. There were no Higher Awareness visions as I’m used to with this one, it was unusual emotional feelings and greater inner expansion and adjustments. It was sudden and the impact of “it” strongly affected me for a solid week. In Phase 2, some people around the planet are contracting the coronavirus, I’ve been contracting more of my Higher Selves/Soul/Source as I know some other Embodiers are now too. 

The best I can describe “it” at this point is to say that more was Embodied into me, Denise and her physical body and personality. “It” was androgynous, felt foreign and weird to me for a while but I instantly loved and LOVED “it” profoundly. As the past two weeks unfolded, the really strange sensations of having just been greatly added to and expanded have become my latest NEW normal. I already know there’s more of this to come this year, just like everything else. When higher comes into contact with lower, everything is changed instantly until it happens again and again at higher and higher levels. 

There are stair-steps, different layers and intensities with the Embodiment Process—the intentional alignment with and energetic merging of all aspects of Higher Self/Selves/Soul with the physical incarnate self and body. The Embodiment Process is the reunification of, the putting back together again of all that was intentionally separated and put out of alignment for a Great Cycle or more, with the intention of learning and creating in that way, from that disconnected and dualized state. Each of us were, are ONE within ourselves but we’ve gone intentionally out of alignment with our higher aspects for all sorts of Source intended highly creative reasons. It’s just that during this Ascension Process some of us are also living this Embodiment Process too and Phase 2 is very much about the Embodiment Process personally, individually and also in how much it is connected with the rest of reality being changed and very quickly now.

About four years ago I started perceiving this joke in my awareness. You know that old joke that starts, ‘How many ________ (fill in the blank) does it take to screw in a light bulb?” Well, the joke I was hearing repeatedly for a couple of years went like this: “How many crystalline Diamond Embodiers does it take to screw in NEW Earth, NEW Humanity?”

Yeah, that’s how Higher communicates with me oftentimes. Hilarious, stunningly accurate, super simplified and straight to the HighHeart of the matter.

Plenty more to talk about because plenty more is coming for everyone this year. This is Phase 2 after all. Keep doing the Work First Everythingers. See you in Comments.

Denise

March 8, 2020

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Faith & Phase 2

My Ascension Process began when my Uranus Opposition transit started on my 39th birthday the last week of December 1990. By January and February of 1991, it was seriously underway completely dismantling my life, my relationships, career, place of residence and all else. My life changed dramatically at that time exactly as Uranus Opposition and the coming ascension intended and I spent 1991 through 1998 doing constant Inner Work on myself primarily etherically in dreams but in awake altered and meditational states too. Those eight years were my time to get my inner emotional house in order, meaning seeing, feeling, resolving and finally releasing lifelong emotional issues I had with anyone. Shockingly, eight years wasn’t nearly enough time, but I was able to excavate many of the worst thick top layers of my personal inner stuff and junk.

For me those eight years of inner emotional Work was important prep Work for the start of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process. That physical level started for some of the First Everythingers in 1998 or 1999. My physical Ascension Process started in my physical body on February 1, 1999. Inner etheric level emotional Work first for eight years to prepare and lighten the inner load for what was coming, which was the start of the Ascension Process in the First Wave group of Volunteers in and through their physical bodies and selves. Second and Third Wave groups of Volunteer First Everythingers, Forerunners, Pathpavers etc. followed throughout all of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process — 1998 thru 2019.

Here we now are in the beginning of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process in February 2020, and my physical body is registering this much higher octave of evolutionary energies in some extra Sensitive, painful and exaggerated ways just like it did in February 1999 with Phase 1. And, I got depressed for a while in January and early February over feeling my physical body going through this AGAIN (and losing a relationship friend) but now at a higher energy octave than it did throughout Phase 1. It’s like, oh dear gawd I can’t do this again! to which I instantly knew I could. We’ll party later, I promise, but for now there’s some more Work to be done by each of us. It will go much faster than the first dense and nasty twenty-one yearlong Phase 1, but it will cause some brief moments of doubt and concern in us over these higher Phase 2 energies within our physical bodies. Just exactly how much Source God Higher Self Soul fits in a physical human body suit anyway? Far more than you’d ever believe possible. We may need to buy bigger clothing for Phase 2 however! I currently feel like I’m going to explode, again, and it’s worse now than it’s ever been and I’ve had this particular ascension side effect since February 1999. Making more room for more of the really Higher stuff in ones physical body does get painful at times. We’ll adapt. Take your bra off, put on baggy clothing, surrender to becoming more.

Cry, mourn, celebrate, be sad, be glad, laugh, rage, sleep, do nothing, stare at the ceiling, stare at the stars, know you are Divine Source expressing and creating as you, do whatever helps you with Phase 2 and with your personal Embodiment Process. We cannot screw this up, only fulfill it and go even higher and further with it all. We’re so in the zone we don’t even realize it at times because there’s nothing but the ascension zone now. Nothing. This is one aspect of our being in the near future Working on the Ascension Process then back in current time, life and reality embodying and/or Embodying everything we were just Working on at higher levels in the near future. Work it, embody it, go back up and Work some more, come back down again to embody some more of it and further Embody and so on.

I’ve never liked humans under the influence. Humanity has been under the influence of profound Team Dark negativity and repulsive lowly negative ego consciousness for thousand of years. That’s finally changed however which means humans now can be organic evolving humans instead of what they’ve been. If nothing else gives you momentary joy in all this transitional ascension business fellow Freedom Fighters, that should help greatly during these extra severe Phase 2 periods.

These are some random quotes from readers Comments under my previous article. I’m including them here because they’re what so many have felt so many times over these difficult ascension years.

“Is there a point at which this will start to feel better? I continue to be physically debilitated, and now I’ve lost all interest in the things that usually sustain me…” “…I’m glad I’ve had some small part in moving humanity forward, but I’m wondering if it will ever feel any better. Every time we get to some big milestone, I think maybe wee will get some relief — and I realize the relief might not look how I expect or want it to look –…” “…I’m trapped in this body that isn’t functioning well at all and it is so hard to keep moving it around. It’s so heavy…” “…It feels unbearable.” kimdenise, February 10, 2020.

“I know how you feel…” “I’ve got plenty of tools but they have no effect what so ever.” Angie B, February 10, 2020

“With my hair standing on end in an electrified halo, with sparks flying from my fingertips, the physical purging of all toxic substances continues, people included, and I am too unfinished to die, but there is much that is dead.” Cali Flower, February 11, 2020

“Mine, my family’s and friends’ lives are being blown apart and rearranged and I feel like I’m just a witness, sworm to faithfully see it through without judgment or interference. The old me would have jumped into it headlong but now now, I watch it die and transform…” “Finally today I’m here, resigned and saying what Denise always says ‘it is what it is, people.’ When my heart accepts this, it is trught and in those moments are the most peaceful I’ve ever felt…” “Phase 2 is something else.” Jain Lee, February 11, 2020.

During Phase 1 I had occasional resentment towards the unaware people who did their best to make my ascension Work even harder than it already was. Here I was, along with all the other Volunteers from the main three Wave groups, getting repeatedly attacked, disrespected, insulted and parasited off of by people that didn’t really know what was going on and why and who was actually involved with it in physical bodies. With our entrance into Phase 2 on January 2020, I could care less about the unaware, the misinformed, the distorted, the delusional, the self-deluded etc. It is what it is and it’s happening no matter what anyone says, believes, does or attempts. It’s already happened, we’re just filling in the bits and pieces in the NEW physical in our unique individual ways and also collectively as the NEW collective for NEW Earth, NEW Humanity. If your old Phase 1 go-to tools and heroes, teachers and reality interpreters are not doing the job for you now that we’re in Phase 2, I strongly suggest you honestly consider that you may have just gone and outgrown them. Yes, that was a backhanded complement, deal with it.

Remember way back in the early days of Phase 1 when your body hurt like all hell, your gut bloated up and stayed that way for years and years to the point the ascension community named this ascension symptom ‘Buddha Belly’? It’s returned in Phase 2 these past few days because we’re embodying MUCH higher frequency Light and different NEW energies and codes etc. than we were capable of doing during Phase 1. Energetic stair-steps still.

Almost immediately on January 1, 2020, definitely the very day after the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction on January 12, 2020, many of us Phase 1 First Everythingers have been feeling like this flashing, electrified, nerves sparking emoji. We’ve felt this for many years in Phase 1 but that was at a lower level of Light. Think about that for a moment please — a lower level of Light. I know many wish, hope, want and expect all this to be warm and fuzzy gentle and easy-peasy-breezy now in 2020, and don’t hate the messenger please cause she’s electrified and bloated to the extreme at the moment too, but the higher we evolve, ascend, embody and Embody in this NEW Light and energies and all else, the more we’re going to feel them in our physical bodies. Just like we adjusted to every single NEW energy, Light wave, Photonic Light, solar transmission, galactic center energy projectile that Phase 1 produced, we’ll do the same and more in Phase 2 at these higher, larger, more complex and totally NEW crystalline Diamond levels.

We’re flashing, zapping, frying and jumping internally now in early 2020 because we’re embodying Phase 2 levels of Light energies, which dwarf the amazing ones that nearly killed us in Phase 1! But just like we embodied and adapted to all the Phase 1 energies at Phase 1 levels and strengths, we’re doing the same now in Phase 2 with the much higher NEW Phase 2 level Light energies. Every cell of your physical body is, again, embodying much higher frequency Light that’s now crystalline Diamond which is making us swell from fluid retention as those cells are electrocuted by their now ability to embody Diamond frequencies physically cell by cell. Our bellies and guts are exploding, again, because we’re embodying these higher level crystalline Diamond energies and matching NEW codes. We’re all puffed up, bloated and physically vibrating with higher Diamond Light energies and it is not the most comfortable thing at the moment. We’ll acclimate to this NEW higher level and continue on from there because that’s what we do. We energetically Pathpave the way for humanity. Do whatever you need to do to ease your currently very severe First Everythinger Phase 2 symptoms.

Another aspect of our ongoing, higher level Ascension and/or Embodiment Process has to do with each of us learning in Phase 2 how to create our own happiness and joy. We’re also having to learn how to inspire ourselves, how to comfort ourselves when needed, how to emotionally support ourselves, how to sustain ourselves in all ways. In other words we’re having to learn how to function more and more as energetically sovereign beings. We’re learning how to utilize our developing and increasing connection with Divine Source, our Higher Self, Selves, Soul in our physical bodies and selves. All this is just another aspect of how going external no longer works, which is why more people are finding that their old “tools” and whatever and whomever else don’t do the job anymore. Sovereignty is the name of the game in Phase 2 but at these NEW higher levels of our being and reality. Like everything else, we’ll get the hang of this too so be kind to yourself as you learn how to entertain and inspire yourself. Sometimes I too just want someone else to do it for me, and we are inspiring each other which is wonderful and very 5D.

I mentioned recently that I feel the Sun is about to do something NEW too. Actually I think it has been since New Year’s Day, increasingly so, but it feels like we’re Working our ways to another one of those NEW energy milestones soon via the Sun’s energies and the state of the Embodiers with their ongoing Embodiment Process. We may be building up energetic momentum with this as we head towards the first spring Equinox of 2020 in Phase 2.

Will we ever feel better? Yes we will. Probably not tomorrow however because we’re deep in this NEW Diamond Light, energies and NEW codes embodiment process which is going to take some linear physical time.

Will we ever be happy again? Yes we will but in very NEW and different ways. I can even induce some in myself occasionally and I’m a Capricorn! 😉 But what I want you to remember is the cosmic rarity of what’s happening, that it’s happening in our lives and lifetimes, not to mention to and through our physical bodies. We Volunteered to come here and do all this miserable, painful, difficult stuff so happy-happy joy and easy everything isn’t really at the top of our lists. We’ve partied — now we’re Working. We will celebrate and rest and laugh ourselves silly later, but for now we’re bringing this thing Home to NEW Earth for NEW Humanity in the physical. This particular phase will ease up soon, not because it will end but because we adapted to more higher NEW Light. Do your best at the moment to be content with that and know that none of it would be happening externally if we weren’t doing it internally first. You and your physical body are now Diamond Lights shining and transmitting higher than they ever have before. Thank you all for that and more.

Denise

February 11, 2020

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Only Two Months In & Wow!

Yesterday February 5, 2020 I lost half an article while writing it and I’m still having WordPress difficulties today but pushing ahead nonetheless. Because of these glitches this article isn’t looking the way I’d like and I know that bothers me much more than most of you. There’s a point to all this and we’ll get there eventually.

February 4th I had to go to Walmart and while driving there my hair became full of static and was sticking out horizontally and flying around uncontrollably. My shirt became full of static and was clinging to my body and both of these things make me feel really uncomfortable. I’ve never had this happen to that extent while in the car and wasn’t happy that I had to walk through the whole store looking and feeling like I was electrically overloaded, which I was. The strange thing about this was that I did not get repeatedly zapped when I touched anything metal in the store which is what usually happens. Another early 2020 anomaly possibly — time will tell.

Once I got back home and my groceries put away, the energies quickly progressed to the next level. I was grateful they waited for me to get home, go to the bathroom, remove my shoes and put my frozen foods away and so on. It was clear to me at this point on February 4th (today is February 6 and this experience feels like it happened six months ago) that another larger than usual (what does usual even mean anymore anyway?!) energy wave pulsation was in effect and promptly needing to be embodied. They’re a bit different from Phase 1 of the Ascension Process so there’s been another learning curve since the start of Phase 2 on January 1, 2020. There’s many more coming so be wide open to more personal and collective ascension changes.

Typically my body reacts to these larger incoming NEW Light energies by swelling. I can feel the water/fluids in my cells being affected and altered by the higher frequency Light energies, which feels like I’m being electrocuted in every cell of my body, again, but each time this happens it’s at a higher level than the previous time. Stair-steps so we don’t fry or die or explode or go nuts completely. Nonetheless it’s an intense ascension embodiment side effect and so far into 2020 Phase 2, it’s obviously next-level energy-wise.

During these NEW next-level embodiment events my HighHeart starts fluttering, stuttering, thumping and moving around slightly in my chest as it further expands to accommodate the latest incoming higher Light energies. The HighHeart gets higher, larger and more filled with the Divine and every time this process happens it’s profoundly euphoric and uplifting, physically painful and much like what I expect a “near death experience” might feel like. In very real ways when we go through these repeated higher and higher levels of HighHeart expansion and embodiment we are dying. We are dying off the old lower and being energetically reborn instantaneously, simultaneously at higher and higher levels every time we go through these Embodiment Processes.

There were a few times during the last six months of 2019 where I involuntarily, unwillingly leaked physical moans in the midst of these ever intensifying dying off of the old lower and re-birthing the vastly higher frequency totally NEW Embodiment Process. The beautiful, painful, Divine, transcendent process of experiencing this from my physical body is beyond description. It’s horribly, divinely, terrifyingly perfect in its majesty. The ongoing merge process is seriously bad ass in other words! A seeming death to our old lower ego selves, a transcendent rebirth into higher Light and crystalline Diamond states to our Higher Selves. Both glorious and terrifying but such is the business of extracting our physical asses from lowly duality frequency.

There’s also moments, or longer, of vertigo sensations of tipping, dropping or falling as you Embody a little more and energetically transcend (shift) from one state and level to an even higher and larger one. And this happens repeatedly, bit by bit, energetic stair-step by energetic stair-step so do your best to relax, surrender and open completely into these new, different and more intense Phase 2 Embodiment merging periods. Allow yourself to die a little more fellow Volunteers to become more and more of your NEW embodied Higher Self merged in your physical body.

This was what my February 4, 2020 day and night was like once I got myself home from Walmart. I intentionally said that to show how beautifully bizarre our lives are now. I went to Walmart and when I got home I went through another phase of Embodying and it felt like I might die but I knew I wouldn’t — not that I care either way at this point — and all the while this was happening the pathetic USA political insanity of February 4th was unfolding. Aah the profound extremes of the Ascension and Embodiment Processes and the rapid collapse of the old patriarchal political governmental systems. The more you and I Embody, the faster the old lowly patriarchal reality and systems disappear. The Embodiment Process automatically begets the end and removal of the old lower everything. Keep that fact in your HighHeart and Higher Awareness every time you go through another now more amplified phase of Embodiment because it helps improve one’s perspective dramatically. As Volunteers we’re hardwired to do exactly this so don’t forget what all you are actually doing when living another intense Embodiment merging session. You are intentionally UN-creating the old through your divine ability to Embody the NEW intentionally and manifest it into the physical realm via your personal, individual internal transformational processes. Now that is some impressive stuff there NEW Creators so don’t forget that it’s what you have been doing all along in your own physical body.

In June 2018, I started seeing what looked to me like Solar flickering every time I looked at my ceiling. Strange I know. In Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, every time I looked out a window that had mini-blinds I’d see Photon particles of Light raining down like white Light rain. Hey, whatever works! I saw this Solar flickering on my ceilings constantly from June through December 2018. When the NEW triangular shaped iridescent and pearlescent pastel colored energies and codes arrived and were embedded in the water on Earth and our bodies and cells etc. in December 2018, I stopped seeing the Solar flickering. I started seeing them again in November 2019 and they’ve continued ever since but they’ve changed due to the major January 2020 energy reality override reset codes. (The Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction, the Lunar eclipse, entrance into 2020 and Phase 2 and more.)

These Solar flickering images I see when I look at my ceilings now are more than just flickering. They’re now flickering, flashing, bubbling, protruding downward and jumping and shifting constantly.

Last month I said I felt the Sun was getting ready to do something NEW soon. What I’m seeing of the Solar energies flickering in my energy Lightbody field — they’re not on my ceilings, just more easily viewed when I look at my ceilings — is that this too is unfolding in those energetic stair-steps so our physical bodies and Central Nervous Systems etc. doesn’t fry in the great ongoing evolving process. Now that we’re in 2020 Phase 2, so too is the global Ascension Process and our Embodiment Process if one is doing that as well. What makes all this somewhat difficult to verbalize is that it’s not linear really. It is and it isn’t.

What’s really been happening all along is that you — because you are quantum and multidimential — Work the Ascension and Embodiment Process from multiple higher dimensions and often from quantum timelessness. You simultaneously Work the AP and EP from, in and through the physical dimension, Earth and your physical body. From higher perspectives it often seems like you go back in time, like you drop down into more density to physically live and embody and/or Embody these higher energies in the physical dimension and physical body and self. From the physical perspective it’s like we’re slightly behind somewhat, bringing up the physical rear so to speak. We are. Get over it. It’s the most important layer to all this and why we Volunteered in the first place.

Somewhat interesting side note. For nearly five decades I’ve had one of many vivid ancient past-life Egyptian memories that’s connected to our time and lives of compressed ascension now. This one memory from around 12,600 B.C. is of an Egyptian male Starseed walking across the bare ground and my watching brilliant sparks of electricity spark and shoot off from his feet and heels. He walked comfortably, like this amplified electromagnetic energy running through his body and the Earth didn’t cause him any physical pain. My February 4th Walmart trip with my hair and clothing all bunched up and sticking out everywhere from an unusual amount of static reminded me of this old memory. It’s similar but what we’re going through now is light years beyond what he and Earth went through at the start of the Age of Leo back then at a much lower level and frequency. Thought I’d share that tidbit because I sense we’ve entered a much higher level in January 2020, where all sorts of anomalies like this and others will quickly become our NEW normal. Be prepared for anything and no fear.

Another somewhat interesting side note is that it seems with our entrance into 2020 Phase 2, we’ve gone more fully into a galactic level of the, of our Ascension Process. I say this because I’ve been repeatedly clairvoyantly Seeing a variety of different, new to me ET faces in my Higher Awareness. I am not saying ET has or is about to arrive here but that OUR energetic position and vibratory rate has changed recently due to the massive energies that arrived during the first 13 days or so of January 2020. ET hasn’t changed their locations, we have because WE have dramatically shifted. Expect the unexpected with this now too.

Another aspect of our entrance into 2020 Phase 2 is that whatever and whoever was in our lives in Phase 1 does not guarantee the continuance of those relationships and other things in Phase 2. We’ve been through this many times throughout the twenty-some years of Phase 1 and this is the same, but like everything else, it’s happening at even higher levels. Mourn, release, adapt and continue moving higher. It just is what it is and we’ve each got to do what what we can or cannot do now.

To wrap this up, be aware that it’s still the Ascension Process but it’s now a different and much higher level of it which I’m calling Phase 2 for clarity and ease of location within the Process. Since January 2020 I’ve been Seeing increased and very fast Light flashes and streaks of Light and other anomalies inside my house and outside as well. Also more NEW crystalline Diamond energy patters or codes or blueprint templates etc. that are either brilliant white Light or iridescent or pearlescent pastel patterns often in diamond-like geometric shapes and clusters of shapes. They’re more of the NEW Earth and humanity codes and energies etc. that are fully in place since January 1, 2020. More are coming but these NEW higher baseline ascension energies and codes are in place now in the physical which means a whole lot of change is and will continue happening in all ways.

Denise

February 6, 2020

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