This Is Why We Were REWIRED in Phase 1

Before I attempt to describe some of what I’ve been experiencing with my consciousness in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, I want to recap the Phase 1 levels of our Rewiring process. 

The physical and biological levels of the evolutionary Ascension Process started in 1998–1999–2000 in the first Volunteers to be activated. They’ve been called ‘The First Wave’, and there were two following Volunteer wave groups activated to start the Ascension Process a few years later than each previous group.

Back when Phase 1 of the Ascension Process began on the physical and biological level, those of us that were activated first automatically began experiencing severe hot flashes caused from Kundalini activation.

I vividly remember my consciousness stopping like it had been paused every time I had a hot flash, which was often. The powerful transformative firestorm of evolutionary induced Kundalini caused my consciousness, my cognitive mental processes and ability to mentally focus, to abruptly stop for about 20 minutes or so. This was less difficult when it happened at home and no one saw what I was going through, but when it happened out in public it was an embarrassing disaster. During those minutes of having my consciousness suddenly put on pause while sweating profusely, shaking internally, being completely unable to function mentally and physically, I did my best to disappear in a corner to ride it out. I wasn’t mentally or physically capable of anything other than getting out of other people’s way and riding out the Kundalini hot flash and temporary consciousness stop or pause that each one caused.

This process was much like driving a car and suddenly the engine stalls, forcing you to pull over to the side of the road to get out of traffic. And there you sit in your stalled car, hoping that if you kindly give it 15 minutes to rest and recover it will somehow magically start up again.

I can’t tell you how many hundreds of times I did this very thing with my physical body and consciousness when out in public during Phase 1 and a Kundalini hot flash caused my cognitive mental processes and ability to focus to “stall”, forcing me to park myself and my shopping cart somewhere out of the way and wait until I could think and physically function again — until the whole process happened again about 30 minutes later.

In the early ascension years my brain, mind, consciousness, ability to think, remember, hold mental focus, mentally retain anything was repeatedly shattered due to ongoing ascension caused Kundalini fire burning away all that needed to be within me. However, in the second decade of Phase 1 this total mind, brain, consciousness stopping or pause business turned into something slightly different due to the lengthy Rewiring process. In the ascension community this symptom was coined, ‘brain fog’. 

During this body and brain Rewiring phase most of us at least no longer had our consciousness come to a screeching full stop every 20–35 minutes. Now it would suddenly become foggy and uncertain, confused, disorientated, forgetful, couldn’t mentally retain anything, couldn’t remember the names of certain common objects, and often didn’t recognize reality as “reality”. This was the brain fog phase of our ongoing evolving consciousness changes.

  1. Phase 1 repeated Consciousness stopped or paused periods
  2. Phase 1 repeated Consciousness brain fog periods

That’s the Body & Brian REWIRING process we’ve incrementally lived and embodied our ways through during Phase 1 of the Ascension Process — 1998 through end of December 2019.

This brings us up to the start of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process which began January 1, 2020.

In the last six months of 2021, and into 2022, some have been experiencing periods of dramatic new-to-us consciousness changes. As with all thing’s ascension related, your personal mileage will vary so keep that fact in HighHeart HighAwareness as you read through this. It’s simply where we’re at now in Phase 2, plus we’ve only just entered the beginner stages of the NEW Divine Mother Feminine template energies for ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans as of January and February 2022. Tremendous and continuous evolutionary change is upon us all.

I’ve put off writing about this because I’m still living it and will continue to be for who knows how long. And it’s really different, not to mention difficult to put into linear words but this is the next level of our ongoing ascension caused consciousness evolution. As weird, horrible and frustrating as the Phase 1 consciousness stop or pause periods were — as weird, frustrating and embarrassing as the Phase 1 consciousness brain fog periods were — so far to me they were miniature compared to this Phase 2 level and period of our ongoing consciousness evolution. If you lived and embodied the different stages and levels of the Phase 1 Kundalini and Rewiring process, then you know what I’m saying about this being a very big deal, a very intense ascension caused big deal.

Phase 2 Level Consciousness Evolution

Some Volunteers have been experiencing moments of this new-to-us higher level and stage of our consciousness changing the past few years. More so since 2020, with each year since more obvious that things are changing quickly now within our consciousness and how we perceive it’s “working” at the moment. I say at the moment because I know this will continue to evolve and change repeatedly just like it energetically and physically had to throughout all of Phase 1 at those levels and stages. Relax into these higher Phase 2 levels as it’s going to take some time for us to embody and adjust to in increments so we’re able to continue functioning while our consciousness continues evolving into something very different than it’s been.

I have thought/not thought but HighHeart felt/perceived into this topic for a good while now because, as I said earlier, this is not easy to describe or write about. In many ways even my attempting to put this current NEW stage of my personal consciousness changing into words and terms that I can write, and you can read, is a disservice to the very thing that’s happening. To try to use old lower terms and consciousness to describe evolving consciousness now functioning within higher NEW templates and codes is in my opinion both ridiculous and futile, but persevere we must nevertheless.

I’ve experienced—as I know many of you reading this have too—moments, days, weeks and years where I’ve felt seriously vulnerable physically and mentally, cognitively, because I’ve been the only one (where I physically live) who is experiencing living, existing, learning, functioning and perceiving from the higher NEW (beginner) levels of changing consciousness. I’m a brand-NEW, not yet complete first-run model of a NEW Human of NEW Earth. I’ve been living in and from a space, place, frequency and level of NEW higher Triality and HighHeart HighAwareness consciousness amidst humans that currently are NOT. Eventually more of them will, but for now, not so much which means that I have, and I know some of you have also felt periods of enormous vulnerability from time-to-time over the past few years because of this ongoing consciousness evolution. Going first and literally energetically, physically, and consciously Pathpaving for the rest of humanity requires some major trust and determination to embody and live these dramatic consciousness changes while the world is falling apart, Separating, parasitic people increasingly targeting (attacking, stealing from, swindle, dupe) people, and so many are not coping well with all these increasing evolutionary changes, pressures and collapsing of everyone’s global realities.

We’re literally the first to walk NEW Earth for NEW Humans but we’ve been doing so without any NEW Humans there yet. We did this same thing however throughout Phase 1, it’s just that we’ve gotten to the point in this where our individual consciousness is changing so dramatically now that it’s forcing each living it to get quiet and private to safely learn about and get familiar with one’s continually changing consciousness in Phase 2.

I gave everyone a big, important clue about what’s started in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and human consciousness many years ago when I wrote in articles and A Lightworker’s Mission (2010), about how my from birth three Starbeing kinfolk started retreating from me the closer my Ascension Process start-date became, which for me was February 1999. Once I was energetically activated to start living and embodying it, my 8D Orion, 6D Sirian and 5D Pleiadean Starbeing friends and kinfolk left because their Contracts with me were completed at that time. Don’t focus on them leaving me in 1999 because that is NOT what’s important; my starting the Ascension Process and have myself, my body and consciousness continually changed is.

Some of you may have noticed how certain ascension teachers/writers and certain people that also channel have been plagiarizing certain ascension teachers/writers Copyrighted online material recently. I’m going to explain why some of them have been doing it, but that doesn’t excuse them or anyone else from committing Intellectual Property theft.

The reasons for the Phase 2 2020, 2021 and 2022 increase in online plagiarism by certain people that write and/or channel information is because their consciousness has been changing because it’s evolving which means that HOW they’ve received and perceived higher frequency information in the past will continue to change into NEW ways of perceiving Higher Awareness information. 

How do I know this? Because I’ve been experiencing it over the past many years, with each year getting a bit harder for me to access higher information because the WAYS in which I’ve done so in decades past NO LONGER WORK.

Why do they no longer work? Because I’m evolving beyond them.

In Phase 2 more people are experiencing this evolution caused stone wall obstacle side effect too, just as I have been over the past few years. Again, don’t focus on my three Starbeings leaving me in 1999 because I’d started the Ascension Process, but on WHY they left me at that time. The same is the case now with WHY this increase in certain ascension writers and certain of them who channel have been plagiarizing certain other people’s written online Intellectual Property lately.

In the early 2000s a well-known website owner and writer emailed me wanting me to explain how I knew what I wrote about when I didn’t channel?’ This man honestly did not understand how I could directly access higher information on my own and not need an etheric channeled entity to do so for me. I tried to explain it to him back then, but it was too large of a consciousness leap for him to make. And so, I became “suspect” and “untrustworthy” to certain people in the ascension community with the same consciousness and belief systems that he had back then.

My three contracted Starbeing kin friends left me when my physical level, biological Ascension Process started in 1999, because it was time for me to start evolving myself in all ways so I no longer needed them or anyone else to guide, direct, or feed me higher information. I’d reached the (ascension) point in 1999 when I HAD to start doing all these things and more on my own. I HAD to start learning how to access higher information directly myself in 1999 and have been doing so ever since, and in increasingly different ways due to the Ascension Process, the body and brain Rewiring, and the ongoing consciousness changing process and more.

Did you, do you really think, believe and expect that living and embodying the evolutionary Ascension Process would mean that the way(s) you used to access higher information would remain exactly the same? Did you, do you still believe that certain Pleiadeans, or Jesus, or Archangel whomever would continue feeding you information (which is Light) throughout your lifetime during the Ascension Process? Or are some of you starting to realize that all that has changed and now you HAVE to start learning how to directly access higher information on your own? Are some of you starting to realize that you HAVE to recognize and adapt to the fact that your consciousness is changing which means how you access higher information, how you perceive it, how you communicate, write and speak it is and will continue changing? Stop stealing from others because your old lower methods are increasingly no longer working for you and figure this one out for yourselves. I’ve HAD to do this and am still dealing with my ongoing changing consciousness and probably will for the rest of my life.

Since Phase 2 of the Ascension Process started in January 2020, this has become the case for all of us, for all Volunteers, for all Starseeds, for all Embodiers, for all First Everythingers, for all Pathpavers, Wayshowers and for all channelers. It is next level grow up time people. We’ve reached the point within the Ascension Process where our individual consciousness, our individual cognitive mental processes are in the evolutionary process of dramatically CHANGING from what it was and how it worked to something totally and completely NEW.

I’m going to share some of the personal consciousness changing symptoms I’ve been experiencing for the past few years. I’m doing this so you know that it’s normal to NOT feel, look, sound and act like you’ve got your shit totally together and aren’t occasionally seriously dismayed and sometimes feel really vulnerable and “ungrounded” by some of what your cognitive mental processes have been doing lately. Some people want you to believe it’s all easy-breezy blissy angels party time when I know it’s not, not for those embodying it first. It could be loads of fun when each of us is much better with these huge changes taking place in our consciousness this year and beyond, but for now, it’s not always so easy or attractive or safe feeling.

Consciousness System Changeover Periods — Just like the old Phase 1 hot flashes, there’s times now in Phase 2 where my familiar consciousness abruptly acts like it’s going through another stage of leaving the old lower frequency consciousness system and template and changing over to the NEW higher consciousness system and template. That may have sounded like I meant this is a once and done thing when that is NOT what I’ve been experiencing at all, just the opposite actually. What I sense is happening with this is that it too is doing this incrementally so we can embody and adapt to each small step of this incredible process.

When I experience this it’s like my old familiar consciousness suddenly is no more and I’m free-falling and have to trust that something will kick back in quickly so I have something to hang my consciousness hat on so to speak! Our sense of self and personal consciousness and how we’re used to it all working is so much a part of our personal identity that it’s shocking when they start changing.

What I’m talking about is not old ‘brain fog’ nor is it consciousness stop or paused periods, but NO recognizable consciousness system and template that I’m used to. It’s shocking when it happens, and I’ve experienced it many times so far, and you’re not able to do anything about any of it. You simply must live it, embody what’s happening to your consciousness and your sense of self identity in it and trust that this is part of the Ascension Process and that what’s replacing your momentary missing consciousness system and platform is indeed an evolutionary changeover taking place. But damn!

Periods of Feeling Vulnerable due to Consciousness Changes — Again, when your personal and familiar consciousness does things its never done before and/or doesn’t do things you’re used to it doing, or simply not be there for you as it always has been, that can make one feel incredibly vulnerable, ungrounded, momentarily unsure of oneself, wildly unprotected, and uncomfortably discombobulated mentally and physically. When this happens when you’re out in public say doing your grocery shopping or something, it is not pleasant or easy having your old familiar primary reality navigational tool suddenly disappear on you. No stop pause, no fog, just completely gone! Thankfully these periods have, so far, been fairly short moments of what feels to me to be total consciousness disconnect moments. I get the sense that this has to do with the changeover from the old lower internal and external templates, systems, reality and consciousness up to the NEW templates, systems, reality and consciousness. Nonetheless, when you experience your familiar consciousness turn into something unrecognizable to you within you, it causes some moments of feeling very vulnerable, especially if you’re out in public when these moments happen.

Perceiving important personal lifelong insights that are and feel like nothing you’ve experienced before — I’ve experienced this NEW consciousness changing thing a few times in 2021 and 2022. It is not old familiar Duality consciousness meaning when it happens it doesn’t act or feel “positive” or “negative”. It acts and feels totally Neutral in a higher and very large way that takes some getting used to. Honestly, the first couple of times I experienced this last year, I could NOT tell if it was my own Embodied Higher Awareness or if it was Team Dark using some new method on me! It was that big and that strange that I couldn’t tell, couldn’t discern between those two possibilities and I’ve ALWAYS been able to instantly tell the difference.

Every time this NEW to me consciousness change has happened, I’ve suddenly perceived a massive insight about my life, about someone in my life, about the person or people that have played a big part in my current life. The good, bad and the ugly of it all but, and this is the important part to this particular NEW consciousness change, it contains more information or insights that are vast, huge, important and totally emotionally neutral in all ways.

When I’ve experienced this, every time the insight was profoundly larger than life type event, which I eventually figured out is, most likely, how it feels to Embodied me/Me/ME and that is vast higher knowledge about one’s life and those important individuals in it, mainly blood family members and it all being wholly emotionally neutral. So big it’s scary to realize in such vast honesty and nakedness and yet it’s entirely NON emotional understanding about yourself, your whole life, and about some of the important family members and your child/children in this lifetime during the Ascension Process.

I sense the easiest and most accurate way to describe this consciousness change is that it’s not ONLY incarnate physical you that perceives the insight, but the greater and much larger Embodied you/You/YOU that does, which is why it feels the way is does when it happens. We’re not used to perceiving and feeling in this higher, larger, more complete and Neutral way so it feels rather foreign and cold. The vastness and total energetic Neutrality and emotional neutrality to these personal life Higher Awareness Knowing insights feel so different when experienced from within your physical body and current consciousness for the simple fact that you have Embodied enough You and YOU that you are starting to perceive, receive awareness, knowledge and insights from THAT level of your NEW Human Embodied Self/Selves.

♦ Not thinking is the NEW Awareness.

♦ Not knowing is the NEW Knowing.

♦ Not steering your consciousness is the NEW way of “steering” your consciousness.

♦ Unfocused is the NEW way of “focusing” one’s consciousness

♦ HighHeart-based Feeling is the NEW “brain” of NEW Humans

♦ NEW Rewired & unified old lower right & left brain halves now working as ONE individually.

♦ NEW HighHeart & HighAwareness unified and working as ONE individually.

♦ NEW Higher and lower Self/Selves unified and working as ONE individually.

♦ All this and more is the NEW template of individually integrated and unified NEW Humans of ascending NEW Earth.

Denise Le Fay

April 18, 2022

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August 2021: WTF!?!

Friday, August 20, 2021, I finally felt the release from the negative influences that have been battling around inside my physical body and awareness for the past two weeks of August. The entire month of August 2021 really but extremely so and very obviously since 8-8. I woke up yesterday morning and felt that delightful sensation in my body of physical and energetic relaxation indicating that this latest battle—and it was a serious battle—had finally ended and we’d moved another big step forward. But holy crap! WTF! That was the worst Team Dark negative beating battle struggle I’ve had in years. How about you?

And you thought it’d be easy to just saunter on out of where humanity has been throughout this long Dark Ages cycle. August 2021 taught us differently, and if this month has beat the hell out of you as it has me, then you’re still a bit fragile, weakened, and more wobbly at the moment than you’d like. Heal your recent battle wounds and release your varied traumas of having lived, fought and energetically Worked your way through whatever all it was for you personally this August of 2021. Rest and recover and prepare for more whatever that we all know is right around the next ascension corner. But know that this one was a huge deal individually and for humanity and cosmically. We’ll celebrate later, for now it’s back to the ascension grindstone.

Can you tell when you are under the influence of something or someone nonphysical and negative? Do you honestly know your own thoughts and thinking process and how you have them so thoroughly that you can detect when a negative foreign alien something or someone is injecting negative thoughts into your consciousness? Are you honestly aware of when this happens to you?

I already know the answer to those questions and for the majority it’s a terrifying NO.

In my August 16, 2021 article Recent Increase In Fears, I said —

“Because all of humanity is not functioning on or perceiving from or aware of everything from the same level of consciousness, this fear, these fears are coming from different people worldwide for different reasons. Keep this in heartmind while considering this information please. Remember that these current fears coming from humanity now are layers and layers of fears about different issues and events that are piling up on each other in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process.”

For those a little or a lot more advanced and experienced with negativity, negative aliens, mind control, and negative attacks in general than the unaware human masses, for some of us it’s not fear that works on us anymore so other tactics are used. In this case I’m talking about how I very recently became aware that I was, once again, under the influence of some negative nonphysical alien(s)—aka Team Dark—doing its best to inject (yes I used that word on purpose) negative thoughts into my consciousness. Those negative injected alien virus thoughts were strong mental suggestions for me to murder large numbers of human strangers. When those injected negative thoughts didn’t pan out for them they replaced them with injected negative thoughts about it being time for me to die now; about how my body is sick and damaged; about how I should ‘Let myself die and exit my physical body now’.  There are nonphysical viruses too and these examples I experienced in August 2021 are only some of many the negatives use on Volunteers and humans.

Because most of these negative nonphysical aliens and other entities know I can clairvoyantly See them, can clairaudiently Hear them, can easily Feel them and do not fear them, they use different tactics to attempt to influence me. What easily works on other people no longer works on me which is why other tactics are used on me and certain other Volunteers that they try to sneak up on so they’re not detected by us for as long as they can get away with.

The most common way they do this I’ve found over these many ascension years has been to try to inject certain thoughts into my consciousness. Remember that ‘The real war is over human consciousness’. It’s deeply true and in about every way and every level you can imagine. Welcome to the AIR (consciousness, thoughts, thinking, Higher Awareness, low consciousness groupthink) Age of Aquarius humanity.

I received this email from Barbara N. the morning of August 19, 2021. She gave me permission to quote it here for all our benefits. Thank you Barbara N. ❤

“Morning Denise,

This is a Wellness check, was sitting on my porch this morning @ 3:33 thinking about You and just letting my mind kinda wonder, and I got a ‘creepy’ feeling pass thru me around your name, well I assume it was around You…so if you would be kind enough to just send me an ‘I’m OK’ I’d appreciate it…Gratitude Hugs, Barbara.” — August 19, 2021 

I was very grateful to her for sensing and trusting her awareness enough to follow through and check in with me because I have been under the influence of negative nonphysical Team Dark attacks much of August 2021 and she did not know that.

Some of you reading this have most likely also been under the influence of Team Dark attacks and attempts to derail you, exhaust you, suppression, interference, depression, wear you down into physical immovability, mental and physical stupor, attempts to manipulate you into doing something you would never do and so on. Said crudely and simply but honestly, we’ve been fucked with again for much of August 2021 by the negative Service To Self side that do not want anything or anyone to evolve and improve now.

The physical level is not the only one where negative things are injected or attempted to be injected into living humans. We are multidimensional beings and we’re now in the end game of the Ascension Process and Separation of Worlds and physical level CHANGEOVER from old patriarchal Duality reality Earth to ascending Triality NEW Earth. Because we are multidimensional beings we also have been attacked from negative nonphysical nonhuman aliens and same frequency, same consciousness entities from other dimensions too. The injections and/or attempted injections done to us have also happened in nonphysical levels. Those injections can be mental, emotional, energetic, psychic. This isn’t anything new or unique for humanity.

Because we’re deep into the Ascension Process at the level and stage we currently are now in Phase 2, the negatives—nonhuman and human—have been doing all they can to any they can to prevent or at least temporarily derail or hold off what’s happening anyway. This is the endgame battle with this ancient, ancient crap and characters within an expired cosmic cycle and system based energetically within Duality. We’re battling with one foot in an expired dead old cosmic system fending off negatives as best we can that don’t want any of that to end, while we simultaneously energetically, physically, emotionally and mentally Work to constantly embody more of the NEW which is manifesting itself in and through us and our physical bodies. And this has been and continues happening on cosmic levels and not only on Earth and the old 4D Astral dimension.

I know your tired, exhausted, beat down and momentarily discouraged due to this severe August 2021 negative multidimensional Team Dark ass-whooping we went through. Know that you continue transmuting far more than you’re currently aware of. Also know that you’re soon going to, we all are soon going to KNOW much more about a whole lot of stuff than we do at this exhausted, beat to hell war-torn moment. And know that it’s all part of the Ascension Process and CHANGEOVER. Recuperate, be proud of what you’ve accomplished for self and ALL, and get back into the endgame and let’s complete this part of it. Thank you for your multidimensional HighHeart Light Service.

Denise Le Fay

August 21, 2021

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December 2020 NEW Energy Template Code Complex

I’ve been very curious about what the incoming NEW December 2020 codes for 2021 and beyond would look and feel like.

In December of 2018, I first began clairvoyantly Seeing the incoming NEW Triality based frequency codes for 2019 as endless fields of beautiful pastel, iridescent and also darker gemstone colored triangle shapes and triangle patterns.

In December of 2019, I started Seeing the incoming NEW Triality frequency codes for 2020 and beyond as endless fields of brilliant, multifaceted Radiant Diamonds. These were and are not individual “diamonds” but a solid frequency field of exquisite different faceted Radiant Diamond facets. Many of these are triangle shaped like the previous years crystalline pastel Trinity codes, but they also contain other more complex shapes, facets and facet patterns.

Based on this it’s clear we’ve been living in and further embodying these NEW higher frequency Triality based codes which are energy, consciousness and physical reality templates and blueprints since December 2018. With the start of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process in January 2020, and everything that every one of us on Earth now have gone through all year, I have been very curious about what the December 2020 NEW Triality codes would look and feel like when they arrived and manifested in the physical.

Much to my surprise, what I’ve Seen so far before December 12, 2020 of the next stairstep level of Triality based codes have not been individual codes and code patterns like what arrived in December 2018 and December 2019 but a MASSIVE, intricate, stunningly beautiful entire template code complex that are beyond words, and vector images! Nevertheless I’m going to include some images here just to give you a sense and feel of what I’m talking about and how profoundly different and complete they are compared to what arrived in December 2018 and December 2019.

      

Say it with me everyone — stairsteps, energetic stairsteps always. We and Earth and everything else wouldn’t physically survive these massive, giant evolutionary upgrades and shifts otherwise.

Because what I’ve Seen of the December 2020 into 2021 next higher level Triality based code complex so far, it’s looking and feeling like a very large evolved being recently threw a MASSIVE, totally NEW and much more sophisticated and elaborate energy template “blanket” if you will over the entire physical Earth and all of us on it. It could be called the latest NEW Earth and NEW Humans energy template code complex.

This December 2020 massive planetary energy template complex “blanket” contains the 2018 Triality based crystalline pastel codes of December 2018, and the Radiant Diamond codes of December 2019. Based on this latest energy addition upgrade to the entire planet, I’d say that NEW Earth just became an energetic and physical reality in the first week of December 2020. And, if you’ve been feeling rather strange this month—more so than usual I mean—this is most likely why. We have an entire NEW higher frequency more elegant code template complex that’s just recently been laid on and embodied by ascending Earth.

All the other energy events, astrological sign changes, Solstice and planetary conjunctions that are and will be happening the rest of December 2020 could be thought of as brand NEW matching frequency dipping sauces 😉 that go along with this NEW planetary energy template code complex.

There’s much more to come so be flexible and willing to change even more than you have throughout Phase 2 2020 so far. We’ve just gotten started. Vibrationally, stay above the “crazies” because once the AIR energies of Aquarius become even more activated this month in this NEW template, more people will become even more mentally imbalanced and unstable than they’ve been. These are massive energy changes humanity has and will continue to undergo and not everyone will deal with all of them with grace, ease, honesty, sanity or stability.

Denise

December 14, 2020

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Put Your Stretchy Pants On & Embody More

I know it’s been extra rough emotionally, psychologically and painful physically throughout October and November 2020 because we continue to embody more and more of the NEW higher energy codes coming in. Coupled with that has been a nearly constant state of having personal life memories suddenly pop up into our consciousness for the last time I believe. Phase 2 of the Ascension Process has made a lot of things obvious this year, one of them is this continual personal last review look and emotional feel over many of our life experiences, relationships, memories and such. I’ve been doing this for the past 29 years so I was slightly surprised when it started up again in 2020 and has continued all year.

You know how you go through your physical stuff, your personal belongings before you’re going to move to another house or apartment? You do your best to reduce the packing work and entire moving load by going through your physical belongings before you start packing the things you intend keeping. Well, we’ve been doing this same thing all of 2020 physically, emotionally and mentally. We’ve had to go through our life stuff to have one last look and feel over it all before we release it all to move into the NEW minus our old stuff, memories, attachments, belongings, relationships, focus and so on. All of humanity has had to do this repeatedly all year in their different personal ways. For some it’s been more about releasing remaining life memories and attachments that were emotional. For a lot of other people it’s been physical in that they’ve had loved ones suddenly die which forced them into this process and radical life change shift. In our own ways, we’ve all been living this this year because it’s a big and important aspect of the current Separation of Worlds and Shift.

Awhile ago I wrote about how the First Wave of regular humans would start the Ascension Process when Phase 2 began in 2020. Some of you have one of those people in your lives. They may be a family member, a friend, a neighbor and you’ve been hearing about how much pain they’ve been experiencing this year. They go to doctors and/or the ER because of severe physical pains they’re suddenly having and as is usually the case, nothing is found “wrong” with them by unaware medical professionals. Welcome to the compressed evolutionary Ascension Process newbie humans. You want to know what’s going on in your body, head, heart and being? Go to and question those who’ve been living and embodying (lower case “e”) and/or Embodying (capital “E”) it themselves for decades to get the truth about this incredible process.

It’s not easy witnessing anyone suffer, be they seasoned Ascension Process Volunteers Embodying first, or unaware regular people, or unaware regular people who’ve just started embodying some of the NEW energies, Light, codes, DNA into their physical bodies, hearts and consciousness in Phase 2. It’s not easy witnessing others suffering while personally living greater embodiment and Embodiment in 2020 yourself. It’s not easy witnessing anyone suffer from Phase 2, directly or indirectly suffering from COVID-19, suffering from the death of a loved one(s) from this pandemic, suffering abrupt 2020 financial loses and the security jobs and paychecks gave people. It’s not easy for any of us to witness, feel, empathically feel and minute-by-minute live and journey through this ascension caused deconstruction of old familiar patriarchal physical reality, as corrupt and deadened as it is. It has not been easy for those Volunteers who’ve been living the Embodiment Process (capital “E”) for many years already but in 2020, at these much higher, faster and direct Phase 2 levels. None of this has been easy for any of us no matter which ascension stair-step we’re each currently functioning on. All year there’s been tremendous NEW higher still Light energies and more NEW codes coming in and being embodied at the same time as tremendous amounts of old lower patriarchal negativity have been constantly revealed and permanently removed. That is a lot for all of us to go through constantly all year. Don’t feel bad for occasionally feeling bad, sad, depressed, overwhelmed, beatdown and/or freed because of all this.

I hope the January 1, 2020 global Divine Cease & Desist Order is making more sense now that we’re near the end of this very difficult year. All of humanity, including every Volunteer, needed to be abruptly yanked out of their personal familiar daily patriarchal lives and reality because everything had entered Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and the old lower would be rapidly dismantled and permanently removed this year. It’s all looked, sounded, felt and seemed like 2020 has been about the global pandemic and all the things, actions, supplies and systems that were everyone’s old normal daily patriarchy based reality. That’s what it’s looked and felt like but it is so much more than that. We all HAD to be put in a timeout space of greater isolation from other people, and our own habitual daily actions, while this bottom of the patriarchy barrel reality has been ripped apart and revealed globally in the Light as what it has been — entirely corrupt and anti-human.

There are so many things to say about where we’re at right now, however, the main thing I want to impart is that the “Shift”, the “Event”, the “Separation” etc. is and has been happening every minute of every day and night all year. There are so many people that still believe that things will go from one state to another state in some spectacular Hollywood-like movie special effect. It will not. I’d like it to because, like everyone else, I enjoy a good show too, however I know that what many are waiting for and expecting and believing to look one way has, is and continues to happen right here, right now every minute of every day and night in ways they’re not even aware of.

We’re here, now we’re here, now we’re here, and now we’re here…

Said another way, the “Shift”, the “Event”, the “Separation” etc. has been and continues to be an ongoing process of those who are Embodying and everyone that’s embodying more of the NEW higher Light energies and codes while simultaneously continuing to release our personal pasts in all ways and the collective old lower past in all this chaos, constant change, greater dismantling and deconstructing, shocking delusions and escalating self-delusion in more people, patriarchal death-grip greed, and ascending and descending people.

Eventually we’ll become aware that while we were doing the we’re here now, now we’re here, now we’re here… stair-step Ascension Process we’ll realize that WE ARE HERE NOW! if you get what I’m saying. 😉 No special effects other than the old lower negativity, crap, BS, corruption etc. doesn’t exist in our HERE NOW space of ascended NEW Earth and NEW Humans.

And, this astonishing Ascension Process and Shift etc. has been going on outside of us and our physical bodies AND within ourselves and our physical bodies. The more we embody, and the more we Embody, the more the “Event”, the “Shift”, “Separation” happens right here, right now in, through and all around each of us. You and The Way are one and the same thing. ❤

Hey, this is interesting. 🙂 The next presidential election takes place in 2024. Pluto enters Aquarius in 2024.

  • I began Seeing Solar flashing and flickering within my personal energy field in June 2018.
  • I began Seeing the Crystalline Triality iridescent pastel and darker gemstone colored triangle shaped codes Δ in December 2018.
  • I began Seeing the Radiant Diamond codes in December 2019. These look like millions of beautiful faceted diamonds up very close and connected.
  • I began Seeing brilliant white-Light flat diamond shaped codes ◊ in November 2020.
  • I began perceiving brilliant white-Light circle shaped codes o in November 2020.
  • I expect to See more NEW energy Light codes which are typically geometric templates for ascending humanity in December 2020.

For those of you Embodying (capital “E”), this final ‘Phoenix’ phase of it has been wonderful, hard at times, deeply isolating in both wonderful and less than pleasant ways at times too, physically painful and profoundly freeing at the same time. Everything I just said about this is colossally inadequate.

When we Volunteered to leave our HOME, whatever lofty place that was for each of us then, and incarnate on physical Earth to help with the Ascension Process, we had to drop a lot of the Light we had in us to be able to incarnate into physical human bodies on very dark physical Earth. I repeat, we needed to drop a lot of our personal Light and all that naturally went with it at those higher HOME levels, dimensions and states of being just to be able to cram our huge Light selves into little dense physical human bodies and incarnate on what was a negative Earth world.

Throughout the Ascension Process we Volunteers have been incrementally embodying more and more of our own Light that we deliberately left behind at our HOMES because we couldn’t carry all of it within us into such profound density, negativity and darkness that was Earth. In other words, we’ve been embodying more and more of our own Light into our current incarnate physical bodies and consciousness all these ascension years. Just that alone is a really big deal and reason to keep the stretchy pants on! 😉

And as if that weren’t enough, many of the Volunteers have also been living the Embodiment Process throughout the Ascension Process. The Embodiment Process is those Volunteers that want to do this too, embodying more and higher Light into their incarnate physical human bodies so eventually they and their physical bodies are within the same frequency range as their Higher Self/Selves, Soul and highest HOME frequencies are. They’re doing this so that the incarnate self, consciousness and physical body is capable of direct constant contact, communications and interactions with their own higher non-physical selves, Soul, Divine aspects etc. This is the real ‘we are all One’ thing — individual integration, unity and sovereignty with all aspects of yourself existing in different levels, layers, dimensions and realms etc.

The more of your own Light you embody into your physical body, and, the more higher ascension Light and NEW codes you embody into your physical body the more you vibrate at higher HOME frequency levels in your current physical body on ascending Earth that’s becoming NEW Earth. What was separated and left here and there has been being Embodied by those Volunteers that want to live this process now too. Eventually we embody enough—increase our Light quotient within our physical bodies—that we become fully Embodied, meaning we exist in and vibrate at the same frequency range in our physical bodies and selves as we are and do in our Soul and Higher Self/Selves. When this reaches that point where the fully direct and constant conscious connections are finally made between higher and lower selves, we become Embodied or Christed Crystalline frequency in the physical in our physical bodies. We are here and we are HOME at the same time because we are HOME. Some of the Volunteers that are the first to Embody are going through these final stages of this Embodiment Process now. Phoenix on Volunteers. ❤

Denise

November 21, 2020

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Channeled Insults & Disrespect

Phase 2 of the Ascension Process abruptly thrust us into the next higher level of The Process. I felt this tremendous shift at the start of January 2020, and it has not and will not diminish or ease up. Because of that huge energetic shift and physical level implementation of more NEW codes, Light and energies at the start of this hellacious year, I’ve written multiple articles in 2020 finally voicing some of my longstanding frustrations and disappointments about much and many within the ascension community. This is yet another I’m adding to my growing list of 2020 articles about certain ascension related situations, ascension teachers/writers, deluded ascension community people, physical and energetic conscious creational activities by some, the very different levels of individual development and focus, and non-physical channeled beings and their physical human channels that I won’t continue silently, politely suffering in Phase 2. None of us should at this point.

Yes, certain channeled non-physical beings is the focus of my disdain in this article. This is another topic I’ve kept my mouth shut about since I first got online in 2003 but no more. 2020 is difficult enough — we certainly don’t need or deserve non-physical beings criticizing us over much of anything at this point of the Ascension Process.

I won’t be talked down to by any non-physical being that sounds like a lowly egoic human treating those of us who Volunteered to physically incarnate on Earth now to Work the Ascension Process from the inside like we’re children. How dare any non-physical channeled being and its physical “talking head” human lecture Volunteers like an etheric parental figure.

I completely understand the occasional need for a channeled message from non-physical whoever through physical human whoever that’s intended to uplift the incarnate Volunteers when they’re going through an extra difficult period, such as what all of 2020 has been for the majority. However, over these ascension years I’ve often read different channeled messages that were anything but uplifting, accurate, inspiring, comforting, respectful and honoring of the incarnate Volunteers. Like I already said, often some of these channeled messages intended for the incarnate Volunteers sound way too much like an unaware human ego throwing its egoic and insensitive weight around at us. Personally I don’t need or want to be soothed, placated, adored or appreciated by them, nor do I need or want to be insulted, reprimanded, dressed down, lectured or criticized by any of them either.

Personally I find it way too much that any non-physical being not living the Ascension Process front and center physically like we incarnate Volunteers have feels it needs to lecture or scold us over anything. I’ve met a few low-level, not very developed, unaware and often downright heartless, insensitive ETs exactly like this. Beings both channeled and ET that too often feel they have some right to now and then demean we incarnate ascension Volunteers simply because we are physical and they are not. Stupidity, arrogance, ego, lack of development, lack of higher awareness, lack of heart, empathy, relateability to others human and otherwise is not something found only on physical Earth in physical humans, it’s galactic, it’s universal.

The developmental hierarchies of non-physical beings and aliens is very real, just as it is on physical Earth in physical humans. Just because it’s a non-physical being that’s being channeled by some physical human does NOT mean it is the highest, wisest, most honest, most developed, advanced and compassionate Being around. Same is true of ETs. Just because they’re ETs and have more advanced technologies and modes of physical and energetic travel than humanity does NOT automatically mean they are more advanced, more spiritually elevated, more wise, honest, sensitive, compassionate and aware. To often it’s just the opposite, which is another big part of your incarnate Volunteer self’s need to discover or more accurately remember and consciously know while you’re an incarnate Volunteer.

The more your HighHeart embodies vastly higher Light energies, the less these old lower level left brained channeled beings, ETs, ET technologies etc. will impress you, fool you, intimidate or cause you to second-guess yourself. Eventually you will discover that those beings and/or ETs that channel messages through human “talking heads” are vastly less advanced, developed and aware than you currently are incarnate Volunteer. Many of these channeled beings and ETs bosses, bosses boss is another aspect of you at much higher dimensions and energetic levels which is hilarious if you think about it. Some of these channeled beings and ETs are talking down to you because they are not capable of higher awareness and perceptions to recognize who and what you really are at this and multiple other levels, dimensions and timelines. And you thought all the egoic jerks were human!

Now that that’s out of the way let’s get to the higher purpose of this seemingly pissy and rebellious article.

The September 22, 2020 Libra Equinox is only days away. Typically Libra has to do with balance, equality, equilibrium, harmony, internal and external beauty and such. You shouldn’t need me or anyone else to tell you that all those lovely Libra traits probably won’t be very obvious this year. The world is on fire, flooding and worse, so much humanity continues dying, so many more people are currently mentally and emotionally unstable, and politics and governments worldwide are so utterly corrupt and repulsive we’re not going to discus it or any of them. “This is the end, my only friend the end…” the old Doors song goes. And thank god it is.

At this point my deepest hope is that you and you alone are finally discovering how powerful, wise and developed you actually are. Not the being channeling whatever in someone’s latest channeled message. Not the ET in some etheric Light ship. Not some ET with an ego, superior attitude, zero heart and too much technology but you.

You who are an incarnate Volunteer that in Phase 2 is being pushed to quickly and repeatedly come to conscious terms with the fact, the FACT that you already know far more than any channeled information by any non-physical being, ET or other Other, and most of the ascension teachers/writers. This September 2020 Phase 2 Libra equinox is going to push every real Volunteer to become more embodied, more Embodied, more consciously aware of your own personal integrated Higher and Lower self, Selves and aspects as ALL of YOU, You and you right here, right now. Not in the future near or far but right now. YOU are all of them and more and it’s time for you as a baseline 5D integrated, unified ascending crystalline being of Light in a human body form to be, live, express and Consciously Create from your own personal individual integrated Higher “heaven” Selves and your incarnate physical Volunteer “earth” Self. That’s what 2020 Libra equinox holds for the Volunteers. I don’t suspect it will be much different from how this year has been so far but that’s just fine and perfect all things considered. 😉

I AM the I AM that I AM. So are you, and it’s time we lived that FACT every minute of every day of the rest of our ascension lives. You should have discovered already in 2020 that the time of looking externally to others for guidance, reality interpretations, support, predictions, nurturing, sanity, honesty and so forth is over. It is crazy everywhere and the only thing that’s a comfort, a support, a guiding crystalline Light for me personally is ME, Me, and me, my HighHeart, and what I know for myself to date. Everything and everyone other than those things I am not interested in or attracted to in Phase 2. Neither should you be either IF you have embodied and/or Embodied enough at this point to know for yourself from your HighHeart. Expect the unexpected with this September 2020 Libra equinox, and for that matter the rest of this year up to and through the December 2020 Capricorn solstice and more. Dare to trust YOU, You, and you as Source embodied and aligned in new-to-you ways to be and live anew in the higher NEW.

Denise

September 18, 2020

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First Half, Second Half Of 2020

The first-half of 2020 arrived and abruptly picked everybody up by the scruff of their unsuspecting necks, plunked us down and sternly let us know it was time for a very different Phase 2 physical level ‘timeout’. The Divine Cease and Desist Order was delivered to all and for very important reasons. It’s taken much of the first-half of 2020 for most Volunteers to grasp that a significant shift change happened in the first twelve days January 2020. Much of unaware humanity however continues to fight this global shift, this physical level change, and insists on living life as they always have even with the SARS-CoV-19 pandemic globally pulverizing people, lives, lifestyles, habits and routines, economies, systems, structures, governments and overall reality.

The second-half of 2020 has numerous other intense, difficult, dramatic and permanent reality-changing events coming, which will push many people to the near breaking point. Deep breath and hold higher steady because there are a lot of people that need a good Phase 2 breaking. These Phase 2 physical level shifts and changes are physical, emotional, mental, psychological, energetic and spiritual. Let what has to play out play out and don’t take the chaos, insanity and violence personally or think you have to “fix” it or any other such incorrect thing. For many people the worldwide chaos and violence is what’s going to prove to them that real change is finally here. What they don’t realize yet however is that all this external change will force each of them to have to internally change themselves. Remember that mass humanity does not know that the Ascension Process has been happening for the past twenty-two plus years, so for many of them it will be these chaotic and destructive times and rapid changes that will prove to them that something’s changed big time! Phase 2 of the Ascension Process is where and when it all gets physicalized for everyone to see, feel and realize. This is simply a volatile time of compressed evolutionary shift changes physically in the physical Earth world and there will be one after another after another after another for the rest of 2020 and all of 2021. Relax into it as best you can and know it’s happening because old patriarchal reality is over and NEW Earth and NEW Humanity is shifting from one into the other. The January 2020 Divine Cease and Desist Order should be making a lot more sense now in the second-half of 2020.

A few weeks ago I Saw this mind’s eye image I’ve tried to recreate. The living version was naturally so much more impressive and complex but this is the closest I can get to share the sense of what I Saw with you. In the vision the two images were not separate. Tiny Earth with all the chaotic energy and emotional colored lines and knots on it was in the massive field of NEW Radiant Diamond Light and other things, beings, codes and energies. I repeat, physical Earth is IN this massive Light field, frequency, space, level and more now. Because of this everything and everyone on Earth is now—in Phase 2 of the evolutionary Ascension Shift Process—having to let go of everything that has been, what was of the old lower frequency insane patriarchal Earth like it or not. The NEW is finally being entirely physicalized throughout 2020, which is why it looks, sounds and feels like most everything and many more people are about to have colossal meltdowns. Humanity is in that difficult zone where the old negative familiar is physically disintegrating simultaneously to very high NEW manifesting constantly. It’s simply a tumultuous time and shift zone we’re in this year and next. If you’re normally fond of demolition and getting rid of old stuff that doesn’t work, fit or isn’t appropriate anymore, then you’re probably enjoying the old lower everything being obliterated and disappeared because you know the NEW is finally replacing it all physically.

Phase 2 of the Ascension Process is when a certain energy frequency and level is reached and the Ascension Process becomes fully physical in the physical dimension and global humanity partakes of it or physically leaves. This is no longer just the Volunteers doing all the unseen energy Work etherically while humanity goes along not aware that anything out of the ordinary has even been happening. Phase 2 abruptly involved all of humanity in the Ascension Process, in compressed evolution on the physical level. There isn’t one big “Shift”, there are many smaller shifts and 2020 has numerous shifts happening every few days, weeks and months.

Throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process the Volunteers energetically Worked both internally and externally within themselves as they continuously embodied more and more higher and higher frequency Light energies while simultaneously transmuting enough old patriarchal density filth across Earth over thousands of years and more. Like the drawing shows, Phase 1 was about the Volunteers incrementally but continuously increasing the Light and frequency in ourselves and our physical bodies and seeding, anchoring it all into Earth—what’s becoming NEW Earth—for ourselves and mass humanity to evolve or ascend to in the near future.

Phase 2 of the Ascension Process started on January 1, 2020 and was energetically muscled into physical manifestation levels by the powerful, reality-changing Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction that was exact on January 12, 2020. The Saturn Pluto conjunction is still in effect energetically and will be all of 2020 and 2021. There were innumerable other energy events and energy stair-steps that the Volunteers had to live, embody and energetically seed into Earth throughout Phase 1, but it was the January 2020 Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction that caused and continues to cause physical Earth reality to shift out of the old lower frequencies and into the NEW higher ones. Once this was physicalized for Earth, the Volunteers and mass humanity, there is nowhere else to go but into Phase 2 of the Ascension Process because Earth and humanity has energetically shifted from the Phase 1 stage, level and energies of the evolutionary ascension to the NEW higher stage, level and energies of it with the start of 2020. To help with this monumental shift from Phase 1 to Phase 2 levels, frequencies and energies, this energetic ascension transfer SHIFT of January 2020 had to happen to make everyone consciously aware that things had changed dramatically and will continue to for the rest of our lives and beyond.

The old everything of lower frequency Earth is currently being pushed out of existence because it’s time to shift into the NEW higher frequency and Light range in the physical. We’re not in the old lower past patriarchal Earth world reality anymore, nor are we entirely in the NEW that’s in this process of becoming NEW Earth for NEW Humanity either. An incredibly important transfer was finally reached energetically and physically in January 2020. That transfer was that everything had finally reached a high enough energetic frequency overall that it Shifted the Earth and humanity from the Phase 1 frequency up into the higher NEW Phase 2 frequency. In other words everything and everyone—not just the Volunteers—is now within this much higher Light energy, NEW codes and frequency range and must shift into it all. That means tremendous releasing and constant change is happening and will continue every minute of this year and next. And it won’t all be neat, clean, gentle or calm, but it will be okay. This is Saturn and Pluto in Capricorn doing precisely what they do to altogether corrupt man-made dead-ended physical reality systems and structures — they permanently remove them physically. Like I said, if you like large scale demolition, throwing out the trash, and Pluto and Saturn in Capricorn doing what they do so very well during the Ascension Process doesn’t scare the poo outta you, then most likely you find all this exciting and fulfilling. I mean, remember what it took us Volunteers going through in Phase 1 to get everything to this point and level! To other people however Phase 2  looks and feels like the “end times”, which it is — it’s the end times of what has been.

We’re no longer trying to get out of the old lower energies and frequency range, we’re now IN the NEW higher energies, frequencies and range and must physically shift and adapt to them. Throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process the Volunteers were on the other side of this, constantly energetically pushing, pulling, dragging, lifting, hauling, transmuting, clearing and embodying until we’d embodied, seeded and energetically anchored enough Light, higher frequencies, NEW codes, NEW grids etc. to have the entire collective transfer shift be capable of happen in the physical. It has with the start of Phase 2 which is why everything in 2020 is as crazy as it’s been. It’ll get worse for a while as the last dredges of the global patriarchy and matching consciousness and external reality dies-off, some of it/them fighting to the bitter end to never change but change everything will regardless.

We are so much further into this evolutionary Ascension Shift Process than most people are aware of. As the second-half of 2020 unfolds, it will rapidly become increasingly clear to everyone that rapid and permanent sweeping change is upon us all. This will continue into and throughout 2021, but will take on different tones starting in January 2021. For now we’ve got to get through the second-half of tumultuous, OMG 2020, and at times it’s going to look, sound and try very hard to feel like all is lost but it isn’t. Let this extreme ascension related shift play itself out and do not take your HighHeart off the NEW Earth, NEW Humanity end result no matter what’s happening with the unaware people or anything else. Remain in your HighHeart center where it’s always calm and crystal clear and everything always makes perfect sense, even the seemingly crazy stuff. Enjoy the demolition as you continue embodying more and higher NEW which is building the NEW for us all. We’re very good at multidimensional multitasking, always have been, so use your Spherical Consciousness and Work it all from multiple angles just like you’ve/we’ve always done.

New Year’s Day of January 2020 through January 12, 2020, I was continuously energetically blasted and shifted into Phase 2 during those days. For me there is no hindsight, no looking back at this as it was a huge and powerful energetic shift that started January 1st through the 12th, the day the one and only Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction happened. For the first 12 days of Phase 2, it was at times close to unbearable to live in such massive and severe instant and total energetic restructuring and not scream about it from the rooftops. I did do some screaming earlier this year and at certain people in the ascension community.

As is always the case with the Ascension Process, we will continue to make our ways up more and more evolutionary energy stair-steps in 2020 but at this higher, faster NEW level and phase. As the second-half of 2020 unfolds, we’re all going to encounter and embody one after another and another of some extraordinary astrological transits that will rapidly and rather severely do their intended energetic and physical work of permanently ripping apart and removing old patriarchal structures, systems and external lower world reality and its matching consciousness. These upcoming astrological transits are themselves energy stair-steps just as all other energy events are such as Solstices, Equinoxes, eclipses, gateways, NEW codes and other energetic and cosmic thresholds are. These astrological transits are clustered close together and will unfold so fast and intensely that many people won’t know what hit them, repeatedly! That could actually be a blessing in disguise at this point however.

Example: Tuesday August 4, 2020, there was a potent Mars in Aries square Jupiter in Capricorn transit. August 4, 2020 was the day two huge explosions happened in Beirut, Lebanon.

It’s not just a pandemic we’re living in and through but repeated demolishing of everything that now must be totally revealed and quickly permanently removed. There will continue to be all sorts of things that will happen to quickly push humanity through this volatile demolition and shift phase. Things like increased severe and unexpected weather and weather changes this year. Governmental and political warfare between old USA red and blue duality of those who are anti-human and those that are learning to be for humanity all the time. Jobs, incomes, money in general, old life routines, how to live when you can’t pay your rent or mortgage every month and on and on it goes. The entire patriarchal system and all of its structures are so corrupt they’ve died and now everything has to be replaced with pro-human systems and structures based entirely on HighHeart. It’s going to get uglier for a while but it will shift over to the NEW higher.

Remember when it was an effort to get beyond old lower linear awareness? Now it’s sometimes really difficult to get into it! Such is sometimes the case for me with astrology and needing to go through it linearly. Thankfully I was able to get this much typed out and triple checked but I probably still overlooked some important second-half of 2020 astrological transits. As you read through this list of them, keep in heart/mind that all of them are happening from August through December of 2020. FIVE months of continual very potent, hot, fiery, volatile physical level reality-changing astrological transits one after another after another the rest of this year into 2021. This is some Phase 2 rapid-fire evolutionary shift changes that will rock humanities physical reality repeatedly for the rest of this year. Aries is a FIRE sign and Capricorn is a EARTH sign and squares are tense, difficult, pressurized 90° angle positions of two or more planets energetically connected to and interacting upon each other. Squares are anything but comfortable and relaxed which means we’re all going to feel these repeated pressures and tensions between the planets in square aspects the rest of this year. Obviously some more energetic and physical level exertion will be happening to completely break apart all remaining stuff that needs cracking open and permanent changing into a NEW higher state and frequency. There’s no way around it, all this transformation in the physical is going to get intense and heavy-duty.

  • August 13, 2020 Mars in Aries squares Pluto in Capricorn. 
  • August 15th Uranus in Taurus goes retrograde
  • August 24th Mars in Aries squares Saturn in Capricorn 
  • September 9th Mars in Aries goes retrograde
  • September 12th Jupiter in Capricorn goes direct
  • September 28th Saturn in Capricorn goes direct
  • September 29th Mars in Aries squares Saturn in Capricorn 
  • October 4th Pluto in Capricorn goes direct
  • October 9th, Mars in Aries squares Pluto in Capricorn 
  • October 13th Mercury goes retrograde until USA Election Day, November 3, 2020
  • October 18th Mars in Aries squares Jupiter in Capricorn  
  • November 12th the third and final Jupiter and Pluto conjunction in Capricorn happens. The 1st one was April 4, 2020, second one was June 29, 2020. 
  • November 13th Mars goes direct
  • November 28th Neptune goes direct
  • November 30th Full Moon Lunar Eclipse at 8° Gemini 38′
  • December 14th New Moon Solar Eclipse at 23° Sagittarius 8′
  • December 16th Saturn enters Aquarius      AIR returns and everyone will be breathing just fine.
  • December 19th Jupiter enters Aquarius  
  • December 21, 2020 Solstice
  • December 21st the first (250 yearlong cycle in AIR) Jupiter in Aquarius conjuncts Saturn in Aquarius and trines the Pleiades. Welcome to the physicalized Age of Aquarius!  
  • December 23, 2020 Mars 23° Aries and Eris 23° Aries squares Pluto 23° Capricorn. Welcome back Divine Mother/Mommy and Female Co.!

There’s so much more as always but we’ll continue this conversation and more in Comments.

Denise Le Fay

August 12, 2020

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Does Not Look Like XYZ

The sentence below was written by Kara in a Comment a couple of months ago and is extremely important to me personally. Thank you very much Kara. ❤

“I really appreciate how I’ve learned from you over the years that “being spiritual” doesn’t look like XYZ.” — Kara

From the very beginning of my writing about the Ascension Process and related issues online in 2003, I have never fit the stereotypical patriarchal spiritual and/or new age molds. I just said a mouthful there which is worth more deeply considering for a lot of different reasons. As many of you who’ve read me for years know, I’ve never had a current photo of myself displayed on either of my websites. I’m talking about those posed photos, you know the type, the doing your best spiritual or holier-than-thou, angelic, not-of-this-world, new age type glamor shot photo(s).

You also know that I never created an elaborate, outlandish, puffed up, triple-dipped in holier than thou type bullshit About/ Bio page about myself either. My god have you read some of them that other people have written about themselves and actually use on their websites?! They’re astonishing and very accurately do reveal exactly who and what those people are.

Let me give you my invented fantastical version of what I’m talking about. It is ego-based, self-promoting, market-based, full of crap hustle type online About / Bio page.  Over the years I’ve seen many much like this on some peoples websites.

◊◊◊ ABOUT BIO PAGE ◊◊◊

Denise awoke two years ago and was instantly downloaded all of the information about the entire Universe. She can speak in ET tongues multiple Light Languages and can write, sing and meditate in them as well. Before her complete awakening two years ago, Denise worked for sixteen years in and for Corporate America. She uses those patriarchal tools to professionally market and promote herself and her spiritual and energy products online and at events around the world.

Denise trained under renowned Swammy Whatshisname and has a Diploma of Spiritual Excellence from his school which cost her a couple thousand dollars. She also has other expensive credentials she purchased from a variety of different spiritual and energy schools to add behind her name to give her greater patriarchal credibility, selling power, influence over unaware people, plus charge them a lot of money for her expensive memorized educations.

She has ET beings tell her what’s going on although she cannot discern if any of the information they give her is actually true, accurate and has no distortions or ulterior motives in it or if the ETs are actually who and what they claim to be.

Denise can access the swirling quantum multiverse plasma shimmering translucent infinite Encyclopedia Galactica to gain highly complex and mostly useless unnecessary intellectual information about different energies, endless quantum levels and different phases in the ascension process.

Denise has eaten nothing but organic broccoli since her awakening two years ago. After eating her strict diet of energetically infused organic broccoli she attaches and plugs into a sacred site and stares at the sun.

 

I’ve never in my 68 years lived or played by the patriarchal ego-based level and consciousness, including any of the New Age or other spiritual camps and groups either for the honest reason that I’ve never been any of those things in this life. The closest I’ve gotten to an elaborate About page is at TRANSITIONS where I shared some information about the start of my Ascension Process in early 1999. No ego puff, no spiritual fluff, no expensive patriarchal letters behind my name, no speaking in ET “light language” tongues, not one day of my entire life spent at a job working for corporate American, no expensive present life spiritual or energy schooling or trainings to add to my patriarchal spiritual New Age resume — only personal firsthand experiences that are often anything but attractive, elegant or fluffy blissy.

Most people with a little or a lot of lingering residual patriarchal religious consciousness still believed that to be “spiritual” one must look, sound, speak, move, posture, act and behave in very specific ways. Many believe that true spiritual people don’t cuss, get angry or animated much at all. Some believe that spiritual people should and should not wear certain colored clothes such as white to show one’s pure and elevated nature, or black or dark colors which they believe represents density and/or negativity which is old patriarchal Duality consciousness. Many believe that they should only wear certain types of clothing and fabrics. Some believe in wearing no jewelry while others believe they must wear certain quartz crystal jewelry–the brighter the better–and other gemstones and specific things to visually reinforce and clue their followers that they are indeed very spiritual, elevated and wise. Some go for the holier than thou look and routine, body posturing, gestures, vocal tones and speech because they still have negative residual Piscean Age religious distortions in their consciousness. Others are more drawn to old Eastern religious beliefs and guru types. Others attempt to come across as not of this Earth, which, newsflash, most of us aren’t anyway. Many believe that to be energetically elevated and more receptive to interactions with higher levels of consciousness, reality and beings they must eat and drink only certain pure foods and water plus fast regularly and on and on these lingering old lower consciousness beliefs from the global patriarchy and past Piscean Age energies go in so many people still today.

To me any and all of those sorts of things and behaviors are very repulsive and instant proof that those people are very much not what they’re trying so hard to convince others of. If you honestly are spiritual you don’t need any props, staging, lighting, any spiritual glam shot photos of yourself trying to do your best impersonation of what you currently believe Divine to look like in physical human form.

Oh how quickly they forget some of their own teachings, such as how every person naturally gives off an Energy Signature. Obviously they believe that no one can really See and read Energy Signatures of other people including every ascension teacher, writer, lecturer and person in front of video cameras. We See you, we read you, we know because we’re capable of honestly perceiving Energy Signatures of people and ascension teachers and other beings as well. There is no hiding, no lying or hustling in this Light at this level in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. Egos think and believe that. The unaware think and believe that.

You know how most humans look, sound, act and move rather unattractively during puberty? We all went through it and the majority of us were an oily hot mess which is normal for what’s going on during puberty. In many ways humanity—including all the ascension teachers/writers—are currently in this Phase 2 level of the Ascension Process and Separation of Worlds and we’re all looking, sounding, acting, moving and behaving like we’re deep in the transformational throws of puberty, of evolutionary spiritual energetic puberty. We won’t always look, sound and act this way but for now we do and it’s not very attractive but it’s freaking compressed evolution we’re talking about here!

For starters everyone and I mean everyone is having to castoff the old Piscean Age and its opposite sign Virgo energies and consciousness and all else. Some people can do this faster, easier and more completely than other people. No judgement with this. Some people made it through puberty faster, easier and more completely than other people too. While all this rapid casting-off of the exiting Piscean Age energies, beliefs, reality habits and consciousness is taking place, we’re all having to step into and embody the new astrological Age energies of Aquarius and Uranus and its opposite sign Leo and its ruler the Sun. Waves of HighHeart higher awareness answers right there.

The point I’m wanting to make is that what has been seen, felt, believed—old patriarchal and Piscean Age XYZ spirituality etc.—to be all the things they were no longer apply to where we are today in Phase 2. We all, ascension teachers and mass humanity, are in a state of change the likes we’ve not experienced ever before while incarnate in this or any other life and body on Earth. I’m not talking about the future or near future but right now today. We’re all in awful and awkward “puberty” states of profound evolutionary transformation both internally and externally, both individually and collectively across the physical world. We’re anything but hot n’ sexy right now. We’re anything but wise and all-knowing right now. We’re anything but all together, slick and clever right now, and you know what else, it’s all normal and needed for what we’re going through right now. Personally and collectively so get over your old shit whatever it has been and just mature, just evolve, just let go of and dare to become all NEW and shiny… soon and in ways you did not and could not perceive last year or last decade. Put down your old beloved props, costumes, gadgets and tools and honestly, with your whole HighHeart step up into an unperceived as yet NEW and shiny you now. You want physicalization? It’s here and not what most were expecting but how exciting is that!

Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, and these final levels of the Embodiment Process if you’re doing that now too, are so different from Phase 1 and what everyone thought and expected them to be like. We’ve all perceived what we were each capable of perceiving at the time, at the time, but we continue evolving and changing which means we continue being able to perceive greater, higher and larger every day now. Don’t pretend you’re not in this current Phase 2 level of evolutionary “puberty” and awkwardness while hiding in your “bedroom” away from others. This is part of The Process we’re all in now, this physicalization, shifting, casting-off and separating from what has been. This part MUST be lived day by day by each of us in our own ways so that each of us becomes not only all NEW and shiny but energetically sovereign and empowered in all NEW and shiny ways too. So important this. Give yourselves this profound freedom now instead of clinging to the old lower past things. Trust that this current Phase 2 Process is doing exactly what it’s designed to do for every single human alive now. Trust it, let go of the past in all ways. Dare to become something entirely different and stop thinking you know everything about everything because you don’t and neither do I. I do know we’re becoming now and that we’ll become even more the more we release of the, of our pasts. 

Spirituality no longer looks like XYZ, especially now in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. How naked can you allow yourself to get to become more of Source as yourself physicalized on Earth now? That was an unfair question because you don’t know yet, not really, but I very much hope you soon find out. I very much hope we all do. Use this strange time in NEW ways to do entirely NEW things within yourself and your life and reality. This is a big way we’re currently bridging from what has been to NEW Earth, NEW Humans. 

Denise Le Fay

July 7, 2020

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Presently I Just. Don’t. Care.

Throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process—1998–1999 thru end of December 2019—we had to leave behind most if not all of our family members, adult children, friends, husband/wife/mate in many cases, basically everyone and everything to live and embody the Phase 1 Ascension Process as Volunteer First Everythingers. With the start of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process in January 2020, many Volunteers have been discovering we’re now having to do the same thing again but with most if not all ascension teachers/writers/lectures and people in the ascension and conspiracy communities and more.

So far in 2020 next to nothing and no one has interested me whatsoever and ascension teachers/writers are at the top of that list.

In case some of you are thinking how disrespectful that comment sounds, I was momentarily disappointed when Phase 2 started in January 2020 and the majority in the ascension community continued on like nothing had changed at all. From my January 1, 2020 perspective everything changed dramatically and completely and I was surprised that certain others weren’t registering that stupendous shift into what I’ve been calling Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. I got over it just as you have. I also know many of you reading this have felt this way for a good while before Phase 2 started about them plus most of your, our old favorite authors too. At first it’s hard to realize that you’ve grown beyond them because you benefited from them in years and decades past, however, forge ahead alone and in your own way you must. You can blame these 2020 feelings and growing self-dependence on Phase 2 and your greater Embodiment Process. First Everythingers in this too. Do not misinterpret your expanding sovereignty. Own, trust, use and rely on your growing, expanding NEW you and Higher Awareness. Ascension guru surfing is over. Be your own everything because you and Source got this, you just need to realize that in Phase 2 and act on it.

This Phase 2 Embodier shift level was so concentrated and abrupt in me starting January 1, 2020 that it surprised me. Before this I had some teeny sense of belonging to a very small Phase 1 Ascension Process group of incarnate Volunteers. Not many but at least some back then. With the start of 2020 that ended and I again found myself alone in NEW territory having to figure it out while living and embodying and Embodying during these first six months in a 2020 ‘world in crisis’, patriarchal collapse, the global pandemic and all the rest. I know there’s a few of you reading this that have felt this tremendous personal inner shift from what your Volunteer life and energetic Work and Mission was throughout Phase 1, to what it abruptly revised into with our physical entrance into Phase 2 in January 2020. I also know many of you haven’t experienced this shift yet, and that many never will, and that is perfect and perfectly okay.

First Everythingers, continue walking forward on your ascension pathpaver Path. Do not stop. Don’t look back at Sodom and Gomorrah Part II tearing itself apart. Don’t watch Rome burning Part II. Don’t linger amidst the current global patriarchal Downfall of Atlantis Part II. Do not wait for anyone or anything because real First Everythinger, humanity needs you, me, we to do what only you, me, we can now so they have a NEW Earth world to enter when they’re able. Let go of your old Phase 1 ascension habits, focus, ascension teachers/writers, friends, forums and communities IF you have honestly grown beyond them. If you have then you already feel and know that your personal ascension path and Work shifted due to Phase 2. Don’t be afraid of or doubtful over your personal mandatory NEW shifts and changes. Don’t be afraid to rely on and trust your own internal HighHeart Higher Awareness to gain insights, answers and higher perceptions about what’s going on personally, collectively and far beyond that.

Everyone eventually HAS to make this evolutionary shift out of old lower addictive, habitual, disempowered total reliance on external sources, ascension teachers, spiritual gurus, religious leaders, governments, all old systems and other people in general. Old lower parasitic reality and behaviors by anyone is over. Old lower reliance on everything and everyone other than yourself is over. This is where everyone is in 2020 Phase 2 — mandatory change from what has been into what is becoming internally in individuals and in external world reality. When people’s consciousness evolves, external physical reality automatically rapidly follows. From Volunteers to the unaware human masses, everyone entered Phase 2 in January 2020 and everyone has had to make many changes in multiple ways since then. This will continue so get used to it. Get used to being a reality gypsy while more and more of humanity finally rather quickly moves from old lower to NEW higher levels and frequencies repeatedly throughout this shift. They’re now climbing the evolutionary ascension energy stair-steps which frees the Volunteers and first to Embody up to do the NEW higher things we’re now supposed to. 

Old everything was external, NEW everything is internal and the First Everythingers Embodying have been living this and increasingly discovering this is fact. Reaching a certain level within the Embodiment Process means one increasingly finds that they individually are now responsible for their own daily energy supply, their own energetic sovereignty, and increasingly their own personal reality. When that level is reached you quickly understand why Angelics and very advanced ETs and other highly evolved Others never waste energies on silly crap of any sort for any reason. When it’s your own personal divine Source life-force food and fuel that you are entirely responsible for and with, you don’t get stupid with it, you don’t get wasteful with it, you don’t get careless with it and you don’t give it away to anyone for any reason. This is another aspect of becoming increasingly individually sovereign energetically. Think of this as adult spirituality on an energetic level. It instantly changes your focus and knowing about a lot of things, especially on the physical level in Phase 2.

During Phase 1 of the Ascension Process groups of like-others were important, helpful and needed. During Phase 2 this has very much not been the case. Just the opposite in fact and this huge distinction and shift is extremely important on multiple levels for multiple reasons. In Phase 2, INDIVIDUALS are NEW “groups” unto themselves. This isn’t as mystical, confusing or lonely as it may seem at first. At lower levels of energy, consciousness, ability and development the incarnate ascension Volunteers benefited in different ways from being in these ascension groups online and/or physically during Phase 1, but that changed in January 2020 for many of them. Not all of them but many Embodying first in Phase 2. 

As I said in multiple articles in the first-half of 2020, Source presented an unexpected mandatory Cease & Desist Order in January 2020 and it was not just for or about the COVID-19 pandemic and mass humanity. It was also directed at every ascension Volunteer and every ascension teacher/writer/lecturer. The ascension Volunteers have not been exempt from that divine Cease & Desist Order because we were and are needed to make big personal, individual physical-level changes in ourselves and our Volunteer lives in Phase 2. Humans are creatures of habit and that includes Volunteers in human bodies. Know when to shift your personal individual ascension gears, focus, Work and abilities fellow Volunteers, First Everythingers, Starseeds, Pathpavers, Wayshowers.

Humans—this includes Volunteers—have been and will continue to be purposely physically separated from other people for very positive reasons in 2020, and probably into 2021 as well. Trust this because it’s much more than what’s currently known by most and is necessary at this time of ascension shift. Co-mingling has great and immediate consequences in Phase 2 2020 and I’m not talking about just COVID-19! Not everyone is capable of being physically near everyone else at this powerful point in this shift.

Because my body started somewhat acting like it was “sick” in late January 2020, I didn’t leave my house much. No big change here because I haven’t since 1999 for the simple reason that it physically hurt even more every time I left my home, property and higher frequency space to do anything in the lower frequency world. Most Volunteers have lived this way for these reasons. But, by late January 2020 my body was experiencing different symptoms such as occasionally running a low-grade fever and just feeling more “sick” and achy more often. By late February 2020 the pandemic was becoming known worldwide. For me it was a bit confusing in the early months of Phase 2 2020 as to what was ascension energy “sickness” feelings in my body, what were symptoms from the NEW 2018 and 2019 ascension codes being fully physicalized in 2020, and what if anything might be from COVOID-19, and how much was I as a sensitive and empath picking up from global humanity? And, was there any difference with any or all of these? 

I know there are lots of people that believe all sorts of things about what this pandemic is and isn’t and who or what caused it and why and so on. Personally I don’t care what other people believe about it. I trust what I personally know and feel internally based on my own Higher Awareness and perceptions and not on anyone or anything else externally. 

Due to the first mandatory ‘stay-at-home’  period I, like most of you, went out as little as possible and only for groceries and such. Because of this additional need to remain at home physically, it’s taken me longer to figure some of these strange new things out. Example: Every time since January 2020 that I’ve left my house and/or had close physical contact with anyone (such as the man I hired to remove my old PC and connect and setup my new one in my house), I’ve gotten “sick” for a day or two afterwards. Not pandemic sick but “sick” with a low-grade fever and increased body aches and pains and exhaustion. Every time! At first I blamed this on having to wear a #&^%*@% ‘I can’t breath’  face mask and no doubt some of my feeling more sick, head-achy and dizzy after a face mask wearing trip to the grocery store had/has something to do with mild oxygen deprivation symptoms.

But over these first six months of 2020 and all it’s produced so far (oh yes, there’s much more to come), it’s taken me a bit longer than usual to discern these new Phase 2 things. I’ve perceived many different things about them but this next situation I really wasn’t expecting. I perceived that where the Embodiers currently are within their individual Embodiment Process in Phase 2 is not altogether compatible with or physically and energetically comfortable for most unaware humans. In other words, we who are Embodying first now at these Phase 2 levels are often too much energetically for every lower frequency person, and vice versa, which is why I’ve gotten more “sick” feeling every time after I’ve been around lower vibrating “normal” people.

Clarification — I’m not talking about Team Dark or Portal People with this, although Portal People are still in play at this point in the shift but not for much longer. I’m talking specifically about how some of the first to Embody Volunteers are not yet supposed to be in close and extended physical proximity with other humans and vice versa. Evidently at this point within the Separation of Worlds shift, this current Phase 2 2020 overlapping of lower frequency people with certain first Volunteer Embodiers who’ve Embodied enough individually to directly affect physical reality, is causing some symptoms and side effects of its own. The old lower and the NEW higher are now close enough in some situations that there’s some mixing of, some overlapping of energies between the two, much like a highly contagious physical virus. 😉  I’m affecting people that come into my personal space—which is much larger than six feet—and they are affecting me. They always have because I’m a sensitive and empath but I sure as heck don’t want to feel what the unaware people are experiencing themselves and/or are worried about experiencing due to the pandemic or anything else. None of us who are natural sensitives and empaths want to feel what COVID-19 feels like even as varied as it is in people. After 22 years of severe ascension symptoms and continual intense energy side effects, I don’t want to feel a drop of anything else that’s not mine in Phase 2. Just being honest about this at this point within my individual, personal Embodiment Process.

I’m certain that the final phase of the Embodiment Process will teach me, will teach every Embodier about all of this and more but for now it’s feeling like there’s energetic overlapping happening around the Separation of Worlds edges that’s normal for what’s currently happening in the physical dimension. It just doesn’t always feel so great in one’s physical body, be they Volunteer or regular human.

For the unaware global human masses Source’s January 2020 mandatory Cease & Desist Order was to FORCE all humans out of what they have been habitually doing and with no conscious awareness at all, thinking, believing, focused on, used to and expecting. What better and faster way than a pandemic to abruptly force mass humanity out of old lower frequency life, consciousness and external physical reality as it has been into this temporary but necessary period of separation from the old and shift into the NEW? For the Volunteers this mandatory Cease & Desist Order was to FORCE all of them out of what they have been habitually doing, Working on, thinking, believing, focused on, used to and expecting throughout Phase 1 into higher frequency Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, and Embodiment Process if they were doing that as well. There are no mistakes here with this pandemic and everything that’s happening and will happen because of it. There had to be something, some major global thing that would force everyone out of the old lower ways, habits and so on into this next higher phase. The profound diversity in global humanity and their radically different levels of current personal individual development and consciousness required an external something that would FORCE a sudden and complete planetary-wide change, and sadly for most humans, the threat of death was the only thing that would slow them down and hopefully shock them out of their continued mindless, unthinking repetitions, actions and very lives lived in the old lowly dying patriarchal reality.

  

The shift into Phase 2 has in very intense ways brought the Aquarian Age energies into play more physically than ever before. Because every astrological sign and Age has its opposite sign and energies functioning simultaneously, it’s important to think of Aquarius and its ruling planet Uranus in direct connection with the sign Leo and its ruling planet the Sun. The two images above are attempts at visually representing the ascended high qualities and energies of Aquarius Galactic Center sourced Diamond frequency Waves in this image, and the three triple Trinity Triality (not old lower frequency Duality) crystalline (Christ, Christic frequency, NOT a person) Diamond Hearts that is Leo and the Sun energies at ascended levels and frequencies.

Two other common qualities of Aquarius and its opposite sign Leo are, Aquarius groups and Leo individuals. At old 3D pre-ascension frequency levels and consciousness Aquarius were groups of people who had similar beliefs, intellectual development, consciousness, focus, intent etc. while old lower Leo energies were very much about human egos, total self focus, lower heart if there was something to be gained by it and so on.  In other words, at old pre-ascension levels Aquarian energies were either displayed as groups that all thought the same about whatever (old patriarchal group-think), or the occasional rebellious, often colorful eccentric outsider who lived how they wanted and enjoy being as non-conformist as they could be.

Another aspect I want to focus on again now that we’re halfway through 2020 is transiting Uranus (ruler of Aquarius) being in Taurus (an EARTH sign). Uranus first entered Taurus in May 2018 for a few months but retrograded back into Aries. It re-entered Taurus for the full seven-yearlong transit of that sign in March 2019. Uranus will enter Gemini (an AIR sign) in April 2026.

Briefly, Taurus has had to do with what humans value such as money, property, ability to buy what one wants etc. Taurus has to do with what humans believe holds great monetary value in the current world, what powers, abilities and freedoms money and wealth gives them and so on. These are common old pre-ascension level traits and consciousness connected to Taurus, they are not representative of higher level ascended consciousness humans and humanity. During this Phase 2 Separation of Worlds shift it’s getting increasingly easily seen in more people that what they now find “valuable” and of “value” is shifting, is ascending because they and their consciousness is, and this is only the very first signs of this in some people. This will continue spreading like the energetic, evolutionary wildfire it actually is and we Volunteers will finally breath a great sigh of relief as we increasingly see the “fruits of our labors” on ascending, shifting Earth and in ascending, shifting humans.

The very crude, but again absolutely necessary first steps of this Uranus in Taurus transit at Phase 2 levels is being seen in growing numbers of people as shifting values about other people, other groups (Aquarius) of people. The first ascended NEW Earth Aquarian Age signs of HighHeart consciousness and subsequent external reality manifesting in some unaware people. Let it unfold even though it’s rather crude and infantile at this point. It’s HUGE all things considered.

Another major thing humanity is having to deal with is caused by the pandemic. What do humans value in a pandemic? What do humans now find “valuable”, of “value” during this pandemic? (I can’t help myself so I’ll say it for us all — toilet paper! 😀  )  Yeah, true but what else? How about how many humans are deciding whether or not to wear face masks. How about how some are throwing childish adult tantrums in public over wearing or not wearing face masks? A lot of people are not coping well at all with everything that’s happened so far in these first six months of 2020. This will only increase as more things, issues and changes happen due to the shift out of the old and into the NEW. It’s going to get worse for a while because it’s been very, very dark for a very long time. So long in fact that humanity has forgotten what Light is, what freedom is, what peace is, what living safe, equal and respected is and on and on.

About how humans are having to decide or learn or with the very low frequency self-absorbed people be FORCED to comply so as to not make sick or possibly kill other people? People having to decide if life, possible sickness or death of self and others over-weighs their lowly hedonistic physical desires and addictions. If they want to go outside and play and party because that’s what’s still “valuable” to them then they’re doing it. BTW, lowly hedonistic wants and desires, addictions, lusts, obsessions etc. have always come under the old lowest negative traits of Taurus. Coincidence? Not hardly but evolution time is pushing many people into the present NEW higher frequencies and they are fighting it, resisting it, loudly bitching and complaining about it for all they’re worth. I recommend that people be very mindful of what they want and fight for during this shift Separation of Worlds because it, whatever it is, will carry them right to a world that has it.

How about how old lowly patriarchal monetary greed (more old lowly Taurus traits) is now increasingly seen in all of the lowest people? They don’t care about anyone other than themselves. If people want to hold on to old patriarchal power, wealth, fame etc. they value then they’re doing that even if it puts other people and groups of people at risk of getting sick or dying. The Phase 2 pandemic continues to flush out the very lowest traits like ego, monetary greed, selfishness, continued power over other people and groups of people, intentionally hurting humanity to remain in power, get what they want and so on. 

On the other hand, Phase 2 and the pandemic continues to flush out the old lowest negativity, which those who’ve been living the Ascension Process for many years or two or three decades knows means that you HAVE to let go of and fully release that negativity in yourself, whatever it was and how habitual it became for you and yours. For many people this is going to be far more difficult than they currently understand for the simple reason that they’ve never experienced it before. We can want something very much, and it is entirely deserved, but when it finally starts arriving it means that not only did you get what you wanted and needed to be freed from, but now you HAVE to let go of what’s been your only reality and life for decades, for hundreds of years for your ancestors. Getting freed from something means you’ve got a lot of Inner Work to do to release as many times as is necessary for you personally, everything that was your life and reality. It means you’ve GOT to grow up in ways you didn’t even know existed, repeatedly change and take on many new personal responsibilities and more. Welcome to our current compressed evolution. It’s worth the effort and periods of confusion however.

Humanity, and many Volunteers too, are going to be fumbling and stumbling around for a while as they all individually learn how to be free, how to no longer care about, want, lust after or need most of the old “valuables” that were everything to them before. The Uranus in Taurus transit hasn’t even hit full force in the money, financial, monetary areas yet but it is coming and fast now. When that arrives it’s going to FORCE everyone out of where we all have been all of our lives into a nationwide and worldwide period of chaotic transition much more intense than what’s already happened in the first-half of 2020. No fear as this is when we all get freed from the old negative patriarchal need to work for money so we can eat, shower and sleep somewhere and be taxed into carefully maintained poverty. As this chaotic shift plays out keep this in your HighHeart awareness, not that there’s no money or that it’s not coming in as it always did before and in the ways it did. Trust through these ascension shifts out of all the old negativity.

As always there’s much more to say and share but that will continue in Comments.

Thank you all for not losing your shit or your individual higher Way during these last six months. Everyone deserves gold stars and big gratitude hugs for hanging in there and trusting this wild shift process.

Denise Le Fay

June 29, 2020

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Flashing Lights In Your Eye

I’ve experienced this a few times over the past few years and haven’t spoken about it because I wasn’t absolutely sure of what it was at those times. And to complicate matters, I’ve experienced something similar but it was negative and I did write about it at TRANSITIONS in 2016.   https://deniselefay.blog/2016/03/15/negative-etheric-barricades/

“I have been having Migraine lights in my eyes which I used to get a few years ago but no headache, and wondered if it is EP causing them again. It,s scary when vision is impaired even only for 20 minutes or so and I am left quite drained after for few hours, wondered if anyone else has experienced this? — Linda P., May 21, 2020

Because Linda P. asked me about this in a comment this morning, Thursday, it seemed I needed to share what I experienced on Tuesday. Thank you Linda P. for your share and questions.

I’ve never experienced ‘Migraine lights in my eyes’ as she has. I had plenty of migraines during my twenties and thirties, plus I have seen Lights but never the two together. But I do get one heck of a headache for hours after seeing the specific Lights I’m talking about. Let’s untangle this because it’s rather interesting and probably going to be more common during Phase 2 of the Ascension Process for some people.

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 around noon I suddenly saw something tan colored and transparent manifest to my right side just inside the wall of the living room about twelve feet away from where I was seated. It didn’t have a humanoid outline and was eight feet tall. I know this because I measured the area I saw it in because I was curious about how tall it was. Typically when many of these types of interdimensional physical and nonphysical interactions happen they do so very quickly, in this case from first manifestation for me of this aspect to when I no longer saw any of it took only three seconds. 

This eight foot tall tan colored transparent shape manifested to my right and quickly moved across the living room towards the left where I heard one bump or thud sound coming from a wall in my house. This is a fairly common energetic repercussion effect when a nonphysical being has manifested in one form or another in your physical space. The tall tan colored being was briefly joined by a small round white Light and a couple other energy distortions or so they looked to me. Only three seconds of seeing them and then they were gone. I did not see, feel or sense them after this part of the experience ended. I also did not sense they were negative and the entire experience felt very energetically neutral, intentional and specific to me. It wasn’t a big spectacular Light-show by some ETs or Angelics nor was it a negative etheric attack. It was three seconds of an eight foot tall transparent shape moving quickly in my living room accompanied by a small bright white point of Light manifesting briefly and some nondescript energy distortions that resembled heat mirages. That may have simply been what it looked like to me as they exited my physical dimensional frequency and space however.

On second four I saw rapidly flashing patterns of triangular gemstone colored Lights. Because I’ve been seeing the NEW crystalline Trinity, Triality triangle shaped codes since December 2018 in both iridescent pastel colors and deeper gemstone colors against a black background, I recognized them immediately. They were different only in that they were in a specific shape in my right eye and vision and constantly flashed very quickly, spun horizontally for a while, changed directions, position and shape slightly, flashed vertically for a while then rolled rapidly for a while. This went on for nearly 25 minutes and I carefully watched, felt, discerned and paid close attention to not only what I was seeing in my right eye the entire time but remained very aware of anything or anyone that might enter my space while I observed what I believe was a needed Phase 2 crystalline Trinity code adjustment download.

Because I have experienced something similar that was a negative etheric energy barricade—the link above—my first reaction was to discern this entire experience as quickly as I could. After over forty years of forced dealings with Team Dark in many different forms in the physical, etheric and astral etc., I am ultra sensitive to them as any Volunteer Lightwarrior would become. I could even say I’ve got some Volunteer PTSD due to a lifetime of being attacked by different Team Dark beings during this time of Universal ascension. I Work on that just as I Work on all other things I’ve needed to this entire time because it just goes with the job.

Team Dark cannot change or hide their energy signature so once you are very familiar with them, you instantly recognize their energy frequency. The same is true with the Light, and if you are honestly and intimately familiar with both, then you can easily and instantly know whose who and what’s going on based on your ability to energetically read and recognize (discern) those two main energies from very old cycle Duality. The great news is that we’ve evolved out of old cycle Duality into NEW cycle Triality, hence the NEW triangle Trinity codes and others that go with Triality in this NEW great cycle.

A few hours after my 25 minute-long right eye Trinity code adjustment download on May 19, 2020, I got one heck of a headache on the left side of my head for the rest of that day and night. I suspect this might also be partially due to a 2010 left skull and head negative etheric injury I received back then. Either way I was given another type of adjustment download containing NEW crystalline Triality codes that was specific for me personally which, like all ascension related embodying takes some time to recuperate from. The next day I felt good and the headache was completely gone. I did run a low-grade fever late yesterday and today I feel tired, stiff and achy in my bones and joints. More prep Work plus some very fast in-&-out other dimensional assistance adjustments where needed by those who need them now before we go deeper into our individual Embodiment Processes this year.

Denise

May 21, 2020

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Better Understanding UNITY

Throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process so many people perceived and interpreted Unity from old pre-ascension 3D levels of consciousness which was Separation and duality to the extreme. Since 2003 I’ve witnessed many people in the Ascension Community, including many teachers/writers, apply the only level of consciousness they each had at that time (or still have today) which is old lower frequency Separation duality consciousness on to what they believe ascended 5D frequency Unity is. They’ve been wrong however. We’ve ALL been wrong about certain aspects of the Ascension Process including myself (how many others have you ever heard or read any ascension teacher/writer admit this publicly?) because all of this is a great and grand ongoing multiple stair-step Process. We each know what we know from minute to minute, day by day until we’re again blasted with some more higher frequency Light, some more NEW codes, some more NEW DNA activation’s and then we know what we know from that level of our ongoing processes. This is why I’ve said over the years I’ve been writing online about the Ascension Process — here’s what I know today but I expect to know more tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that and so on.

Ascension (lower case “e”) embodiment Process

Old pre-ascension 3D Separation duality consciousness was lowly ego-based human herd consciousness, actions, beliefs and external reality. The basic and mandatory Ascension embodiment Process is the profound inner work of going through numerous formidable steps, layers, phases and processes of what was Separated and dualized in a person and body steadily into higher and higher frequencies of individual internal Unification. So easily said, not so easily accomplished yet it’s exactly what’s been happening.

Male and female energies that were Separated in matching old 3D patriarchal Earth reality are slowly integrated and re-united in both sexes internally within each persons being, physical body, consciousness, CNS, brain, heart and all else.

Mind and heart, intellect and emotional feeling are slowly integrated and unified individually which automatically activates the NEW higher frequency HighHeart center in both sexes.

Left and right brain hemispheres are Rewired so the Separation and duality inside the human brain, head and consciousness is capable of evolving into greater and higher levels of being, consciousness, energy and external reality. All of these things and more are the mandatory basic transformations humans must embody via the current Ascension Process to gain vibratory entrance into the next higher octave of evolutionary reality and exist on and with matching frequency ascended NEW Earth.

Ascension (capital “E”) Embodiment Process

For those individuals who’ve lived the embodiment Ascension Process but desire to go even further with it, the Embodiment Process is also available for any who desire to endeavor towards it as well. The Embodiment Process has one more important ingredient however, one more very big step and layer to the overall Ascension Process. Not all Volunteers have chosen to take it during this current evolutionary Ascension Process but some have. I’m one of those who’ve been living the Embodiment Process along with the baseline mandatory embodiment Ascension Process.

Higher Self, Selves, Soul and current incarnate lower self are slowly and steadily Worked into a close enough vibrational alignment match with each other that the lower self, the incarnate you reading this, is in all ways capable of safely and directly unifying with your Higher Self, Selves, Soul and Divine Source in and through your physical body and consciousness. The greater your “light quotient” and higher and faster you and your physical body vibrate, the more aligned you become with your Higher Self, Selves, Soul to the point where that old Separation and duality layer is also integrated and Unified in and through your physical body and incarnate self. 

This, just like the Ascension embodiment Process does not happen in a weekend or a month of weekends and then ta da!, you’re all “there” and done! The mandatory basics of the Ascension embodiment Process takes time just as the Embodiment Process with one’s Higher Self does. However, now that humanity entered Phase 2 of the Ascension Process in January 2020, and those Volunteers who’ve been Working on their individual Embodiment Process over the years, both are now in very NEW and different stages and levels we’ve not experienced before.

And yes, the COVID-19 pandemic is an incredibly important part of all this. Humans are lazy, stubborn and self-absorbed and most will require repeated global COVID-19 death threat Waves to (1) knock them out of their old tenacious habits, varied addictions, ways of being, perceiving reality, recreating and traveling etc., general living and (2) eventually permanently anchor them into the NEW higher Phase 2 level and Earth world.

At lower levels this pandemic is a fast exit for those who want to exit their bodies quickly in Phase 2. For the majority of global humanity it is the January 12, 2020 Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction manifest freedom from the entire old disintegrating world and reality on the physical level. For some other people the pandemic is running parallel to their personal Phase 2 level Embodiment Process. What looks like one event from only one level is actually multiple things happening on multiple levels and frequencies simultaneously. And, believe it or not, it is all deeply positive.

Like most everything else about the Universal Ascension Process, most of us don’t have an accurate and complete understanding about the Embodiment (capital “E”) Process. We ascension teachers/writers think we do, I thought I did, and I did somewhat up until the most recent phase of my personal Embodiment Process started at an entirely NEW higher and much more intense level recently. And as if that weren’t enough, it coincided with the start of our hearing about COVID-19 and it rapidly becoming a global pandemic. Welcome to Phase 2 and 2020!

I would go further back into late 2019 if I could but after what I’ve been through since January 2020, I can barely remember before then. What I do remember vividly is that I felt pretty bad physically since January 2020 through the first couple weeks of April. I felt sick beyond the old typical ascension flu aches and pains, headaches, chills and all the rest of those old familiar Phase 1 ascension symptoms. And as the news about the pandemic spread, and the pandemic itself spread and more and more people were reacting, dying, getting sick, freaking out etc., I struggled with not empathically or in any other way being affected by more and more humans reacting over all this. If you’re a Sensitive you know exactly what I’m talking about. Eye of the hurricane and all that.

Simultaneously to my feeling like physical death warmed over since January 2020, and even wondering a few times if I had “caught it” myself, my Embodiment Process very much went next level on me. I feel these things are directly connected. As I said earlier, many of us thought we knew about the Embodiment Process and how it would feel to us here in physicality the closer we got to full-tilt constant IT.  We thought we knew, I thought I knew, I suspected but I’m here to freely, openly and happily inform you that I was wrong. So is most everyone else too and that’s perfectly okay.

One of the biggest and most unrelenting distortions, misunderstandings or outright bullshit about gaining greater and higher awareness, Higher Self and incarnate self Embodiment connection is that it’s all so beautiful, peaceful, blissful, loving, fluffy, gentle and Piscean Age floaty-blissy wonderful. Based on the majority of what I personally have experienced to date it is nothing like that at all and actually pretty much just the opposite. At least in the beginning stages it is. It does mellow out as I acclimate to the latest NEW me/Me/ME/US.

We’ve been taught for thousands of years about how very spiritual states are blissy, loving, Nirvana-esk wonderfulness. And it may have been for a few hundreds and thousands of years before the current Universal Ascension Process started for a few. The reality now is very different because what we’re going through is far more complex, elevated and evolved. And I don’t have anything against things being occasionally messy, difficult, stupendous, blissy, Divinely blissful or Divinely difficult. It’s all the same thing to me because it’s all spiritual, Divine and evolutionary. Since the mid 1980s I’ve had conscious memory of raising my hand and Volunteering when the great call went out for help with the Universal Ascension Process. I said and I quote, “We’ll go,” as I instantly volunteered multiple aspects of myself that existed in a Light dimension. It’s all the same thing to me — freedom for not only humanity but others elsewhere and much more too.

Nearly every time I personally experience another big stair-step up in my Embodiment Process it is intense, usually causes some anger in me, causes some old lowly remaining tidbits in me to surface immediately and instantly be transmuted on the spot because that is mandatory in the eternally potent presence of your Higher Self, Selves, Soul and Divine Source and incarnate Embodying you getting even closer to full, constant and conscious re-Unification within you on the physical level.

There’s been nothing blissy or gentle about this for me when these larger Embodiment stages happen. Initially it’s intense, severe and most of the time not what I expected. It has plenty of absolute intolerance for anything and anyone that’s lying, bullshitting or misrepresenting anything to other people intentionally or unintentionally. Every time Higher and incarnate lower align and Unify through the dimensions and time space layer upon layers a little more it is intense and entirely intolerant of everything and everyone including any lower aspects of myself that are still carrying even a speck of density, distortion, ego, bullshit or misrepresentation etc. It gets easier after these first initial alignment contacts happen in me but at first is like a mad scientist throwing different volatile chemicals on each other which causes a flash explosion at first! That line about “higher and lower cannot co-exist in the same place” is 1000% true and not just a clever “new age” saying. It is literal, genuine and undeniable. You too will know this when more of your personal Embodiment takes place in physical incarnate you. And then you’ll do it again at higher, closer, ever more direct alignment levels and stages and then you too will know more about IT and how that feels in your physical body, self and psyche at those levels. You will know more and then even more than that and so it and IT goes for us all.

I AM A Sacred Site! I AM A Crystal City! I AM

The whole point of the Ascension Process, and certainly the Embodiment Process, is to become much more within yourself and your physical body, heart, consciousness and Soul. Instead of needing to physically go to physical sacred sites in this country and/or others to live, create, play or parasite off of, why not focus entirely on you becoming a living, breathing, walking, talking “Sacred Site” yourself?

Just like Higher and lower cannot co-exist in the same space within me and my physical body due to the Embodiment Process, so too with all things, people, beliefs, actions and systems etc. in Phase 2 of the ascending Earth world. The more each of us live our individual Embodiment (capital “E”) Process in Phase 2 in 2020, the faster all the old lower stuff has to exit one way or another. Higher and lower truly cannot co-exist in the same space. Who would want it to do so? Embodiment in, all old lower out.

As the Embodiers go through deeper Embodiment stages this year, so too will the world go through more COVID-19 Waves if necessary to help remove those who desire to be released now, to redirect, isolate and hold in higher frequency place the rest of humanity who’ve just begun the Ascension Process. They are like children that need adults to give them, to force on them NEW rules, regulations and guidelines to assist them in releasing their old habits and energy patterns and embody the NEW codes, the NEW patterns, the NEW freedoms that they don’t even realize are freedoms yet. 

These processes will continue all of 2020 and beyond based on what I’m aware of at this point. It will be both easy and timeless and at times not so easy and lengthy and drawn out but compressed evolution is all that and so much more and everyone wanted to be here on planet Earth “ground zero” in the worst of ways to experience all this. Deep breath, steady HighHeart and know that so much more is actually taking place than what it looks like on the chaotic and deadly surface level.

Denise

April 28, 2020

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