Faith & Phase 2

My Ascension Process began when my Uranus Opposition transit started on my 39th birthday the last week of December 1990. By January and February of 1991, it was seriously underway completely dismantling my life, my relationships, career, place of residence and all else. My life changed dramatically at that time exactly as Uranus Opposition and the coming ascension intended and I spent 1991 through 1998 doing constant Inner Work on myself primarily etherically in dreams but in awake altered and meditational states too. Those eight years were my time to get my inner emotional house in order, meaning seeing, feeling, resolving and finally releasing lifelong emotional issues I had with anyone. Shockingly, eight years wasn’t nearly enough time, but I was able to excavate many of the worst thick top layers of my personal inner stuff and junk.

For me those eight years of inner emotional Work was important prep Work for the start of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process. That physical level started for some of the First Everythingers in 1998 or 1999. My physical Ascension Process started in my physical body on February 1, 1999. Inner etheric level emotional Work first for eight years to prepare and lighten the inner load for what was coming, which was the start of the Ascension Process in the First Wave group of Volunteers in and through their physical bodies and selves. Second and Third Wave groups of Volunteer First Everythingers, Forerunners, Pathpavers etc. followed throughout all of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process — 1998 thru 2019.

Here we now are in the beginning of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process in February 2020, and my physical body is registering this much higher octave of evolutionary energies in some extra Sensitive, painful and exaggerated ways just like it did in February 1999 with Phase 1. And, I got depressed for a while in January and early February over feeling my physical body going through this AGAIN (and losing a relationship friend) but now at a higher energy octave than it did throughout Phase 1. It’s like, oh dear gawd I can’t do this again! to which I instantly knew I could. We’ll party later, I promise, but for now there’s some more Work to be done by each of us. It will go much faster than the first dense and nasty twenty-one yearlong Phase 1, but it will cause some brief moments of doubt and concern in us over these higher Phase 2 energies within our physical bodies. Just exactly how much Source God Higher Self Soul fits in a physical human body suit anyway? Far more than you’d ever believe possible. We may need to buy bigger clothing for Phase 2 however! I currently feel like I’m going to explode, again, and it’s worse now than it’s ever been and I’ve had this particular ascension side effect since February 1999. Making more room for more of the really Higher stuff in ones physical body does get painful at times. We’ll adapt. Take your bra off, put on baggy clothing, surrender to becoming more.

Cry, mourn, celebrate, be sad, be glad, laugh, rage, sleep, do nothing, stare at the ceiling, stare at the stars, know you are Divine Source expressing and creating as you, do whatever helps you with Phase 2 and with your personal Embodiment Process. We cannot screw this up, only fulfill it and go even higher and further with it all. We’re so in the zone we don’t even realize it at times because there’s nothing but the ascension zone now. Nothing. This is one aspect of our being in the near future Working on the Ascension Process then back in current time, life and reality embodying and/or Embodying everything we were just Working on at higher levels in the near future. Work it, embody it, go back up and Work some more, come back down again to embody some more of it and further Embody and so on.

I’ve never liked humans under the influence. Humanity has been under the influence of profound Team Dark negativity and repulsive lowly negative ego consciousness for thousand of years. That’s finally changed however which means humans now can be organic evolving humans instead of what they’ve been. If nothing else gives you momentary joy in all this transitional ascension business fellow Freedom Fighters, that should help greatly during these extra severe Phase 2 periods.

These are some random quotes from readers Comments under my previous article. I’m including them here because they’re what so many have felt so many times over these difficult ascension years.

“Is there a point at which this will start to feel better? I continue to be physically debilitated, and now I’ve lost all interest in the things that usually sustain me…” “…I’m glad I’ve had some small part in moving humanity forward, but I’m wondering if it will ever feel any better. Every time we get to some big milestone, I think maybe wee will get some relief — and I realize the relief might not look how I expect or want it to look –…” “…I’m trapped in this body that isn’t functioning well at all and it is so hard to keep moving it around. It’s so heavy…” “…It feels unbearable.” kimdenise, February 10, 2020.

“I know how you feel…” “I’ve got plenty of tools but they have no effect what so ever.” Angie B, February 10, 2020

“With my hair standing on end in an electrified halo, with sparks flying from my fingertips, the physical purging of all toxic substances continues, people included, and I am too unfinished to die, but there is much that is dead.” Cali Flower, February 11, 2020

“Mine, my family’s and friends’ lives are being blown apart and rearranged and I feel like I’m just a witness, sworm to faithfully see it through without judgment or interference. The old me would have jumped into it headlong but now now, I watch it die and transform…” “Finally today I’m here, resigned and saying what Denise always says ‘it is what it is, people.’ When my heart accepts this, it is trught and in those moments are the most peaceful I’ve ever felt…” “Phase 2 is something else.” Jain Lee, February 11, 2020.

During Phase 1 I had occasional resentment towards the unaware people who did their best to make my ascension Work even harder than it already was. Here I was, along with all the other Volunteers from the main three Wave groups, getting repeatedly attacked, disrespected, insulted and parasited off of by people that didn’t really know what was going on and why and who was actually involved with it in physical bodies. With our entrance into Phase 2 on January 2020, I could care less about the unaware, the misinformed, the distorted, the delusional, the self-deluded etc. It is what it is and it’s happening no matter what anyone says, believes, does or attempts. It’s already happened, we’re just filling in the bits and pieces in the NEW physical in our unique individual ways and also collectively as the NEW collective for NEW Earth, NEW Humanity. If your old Phase 1 go-to tools and heroes, teachers and reality interpreters are not doing the job for you now that we’re in Phase 2, I strongly suggest you honestly consider that you may have just gone and outgrown them. Yes, that was a backhanded complement, deal with it.

Remember way back in the early days of Phase 1 when your body hurt like all hell, your gut bloated up and stayed that way for years and years to the point the ascension community named this ascension symptom ‘Buddha Belly’? It’s returned in Phase 2 these past few days because we’re embodying MUCH higher frequency Light and different NEW energies and codes etc. than we were capable of doing during Phase 1. Energetic stair-steps still.

Almost immediately on January 1, 2020, definitely the very day after the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction on January 12, 2020, many of us Phase 1 First Everythingers have been feeling like this flashing, electrified, nerves sparking emoji. We’ve felt this for many years in Phase 1 but that was at a lower level of Light. Think about that for a moment please — a lower level of Light. I know many wish, hope, want and expect all this to be warm and fuzzy gentle and easy-peasy-breezy now in 2020, and don’t hate the messenger please cause she’s electrified and bloated to the extreme at the moment too, but the higher we evolve, ascend, embody and Embody in this NEW Light and energies and all else, the more we’re going to feel them in our physical bodies. Just like we adjusted to every single NEW energy, Light wave, Photonic Light, solar transmission, galactic center energy projectile that Phase 1 produced, we’ll do the same and more in Phase 2 at these higher, larger, more complex and totally NEW crystalline Diamond levels.

We’re flashing, zapping, frying and jumping internally now in early 2020 because we’re embodying Phase 2 levels of Light energies, which dwarf the amazing ones that nearly killed us in Phase 1! But just like we embodied and adapted to all the Phase 1 energies at Phase 1 levels and strengths, we’re doing the same now in Phase 2 with the much higher NEW Phase 2 level Light energies. Every cell of your physical body is, again, embodying much higher frequency Light that’s now crystalline Diamond which is making us swell from fluid retention as those cells are electrocuted by their now ability to embody Diamond frequencies physically cell by cell. Our bellies and guts are exploding, again, because we’re embodying these higher level crystalline Diamond energies and matching NEW codes. We’re all puffed up, bloated and physically vibrating with higher Diamond Light energies and it is not the most comfortable thing at the moment. We’ll acclimate to this NEW higher level and continue on from there because that’s what we do. We energetically Pathpave the way for humanity. Do whatever you need to do to ease your currently very severe First Everythinger Phase 2 symptoms.

Another aspect of our ongoing, higher level Ascension and/or Embodiment Process has to do with each of us learning in Phase 2 how to create our own happiness and joy. We’re also having to learn how to inspire ourselves, how to comfort ourselves when needed, how to emotionally support ourselves, how to sustain ourselves in all ways. In other words we’re having to learn how to function more and more as energetically sovereign beings. We’re learning how to utilize our developing and increasing connection with Divine Source, our Higher Self, Selves, Soul in our physical bodies and selves. All this is just another aspect of how going external no longer works, which is why more people are finding that their old “tools” and whatever and whomever else don’t do the job anymore. Sovereignty is the name of the game in Phase 2 but at these NEW higher levels of our being and reality. Like everything else, we’ll get the hang of this too so be kind to yourself as you learn how to entertain and inspire yourself. Sometimes I too just want someone else to do it for me, and we are inspiring each other which is wonderful and very 5D.

I mentioned recently that I feel the Sun is about to do something NEW too. Actually I think it has been since New Year’s Day, increasingly so, but it feels like we’re Working our ways to another one of those NEW energy milestones soon via the Sun’s energies and the state of the Embodiers with their ongoing Embodiment Process. We may be building up energetic momentum with this as we head towards the first spring Equinox of 2020 in Phase 2.

Will we ever feel better? Yes we will. Probably not tomorrow however because we’re deep in this NEW Diamond Light, energies and NEW codes embodiment process which is going to take some linear physical time.

Will we ever be happy again? Yes we will but in very NEW and different ways. I can even induce some in myself occasionally and I’m a Capricorn! 😉 But what I want you to remember is the cosmic rarity of what’s happening, that it’s happening in our lives and lifetimes, not to mention to and through our physical bodies. We Volunteered to come here and do all this miserable, painful, difficult stuff so happy-happy joy and easy everything isn’t really at the top of our lists. We’ve partied — now we’re Working. We will celebrate and rest and laugh ourselves silly later, but for now we’re bringing this thing Home to NEW Earth for NEW Humanity in the physical. This particular phase will ease up soon, not because it will end but because we adapted to more higher NEW Light. Do your best at the moment to be content with that and know that none of it would be happening externally if we weren’t doing it internally first. You and your physical body are now Diamond Lights shining and transmitting higher than they ever have before. Thank you all for that and more.

Denise

February 11, 2020

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Only Two Months In & Wow!

Yesterday February 5, 2020 I lost half an article while writing it and I’m still having WordPress difficulties today but pushing ahead nonetheless. Because of these glitches this article isn’t looking the way I’d like and I know that bothers me much more than most of you. There’s a point to all this and we’ll get there eventually.

February 4th I had to go to Walmart and while driving there my hair became full of static and was sticking out horizontally and flying around uncontrollably. My shirt became full of static and was clinging to my body and both of these things make me feel really uncomfortable. I’ve never had this happen to that extent while in the car and wasn’t happy that I had to walk through the whole store looking and feeling like I was electrically overloaded, which I was. The strange thing about this was that I did not get repeatedly zapped when I touched anything metal in the store which is what usually happens. Another early 2020 anomaly possibly — time will tell.

Once I got back home and my groceries put away, the energies quickly progressed to the next level. I was grateful they waited for me to get home, go to the bathroom, remove my shoes and put my frozen foods away and so on. It was clear to me at this point on February 4th (today is February 6 and this experience feels like it happened six months ago) that another larger than usual (what does usual even mean anymore anyway?!) energy wave pulsation was in effect and promptly needing to be embodied. They’re a bit different from Phase 1 of the Ascension Process so there’s been another learning curve since the start of Phase 2 on January 1, 2020. There’s many more coming so be wide open to more personal and collective ascension changes.

Typically my body reacts to these larger incoming NEW Light energies by swelling. I can feel the water/fluids in my cells being affected and altered by the higher frequency Light energies, which feels like I’m being electrocuted in every cell of my body, again, but each time this happens it’s at a higher level than the previous time. Stair-steps so we don’t fry or die or explode or go nuts completely. Nonetheless it’s an intense ascension embodiment side effect and so far into 2020 Phase 2, it’s obviously next-level energy-wise.

During these NEW next-level embodiment events my HighHeart starts fluttering, stuttering, thumping and moving around slightly in my chest as it further expands to accommodate the latest incoming higher Light energies. The HighHeart gets higher, larger and more filled with the Divine and every time this process happens it’s profoundly euphoric and uplifting, physically painful and much like what I expect a “near death experience” might feel like. In very real ways when we go through these repeated higher and higher levels of HighHeart expansion and embodiment we are dying. We are dying off the old lower and being energetically reborn instantaneously, simultaneously at higher and higher levels every time we go through these Embodiment Processes.

There were a few times during the last six months of 2019 where I involuntarily, unwillingly leaked physical moans in the midst of these ever intensifying dying off of the old lower and re-birthing the vastly higher frequency totally NEW Embodiment Process. The beautiful, painful, Divine, transcendent process of experiencing this from my physical body is beyond description. It’s horribly, divinely, terrifyingly perfect in its majesty. The ongoing merge process is seriously bad ass in other words! A seeming death to our old lower ego selves, a transcendent rebirth into higher Light and crystalline Diamond states to our Higher Selves. Both glorious and terrifying but such is the business of extracting our physical asses from lowly duality frequency.

There’s also moments, or longer, of vertigo sensations of tipping, dropping or falling as you Embody a little more and energetically transcend (shift) from one state and level to an even higher and larger one. And this happens repeatedly, bit by bit, energetic stair-step by energetic stair-step so do your best to relax, surrender and open completely into these new, different and more intense Phase 2 Embodiment merging periods. Allow yourself to die a little more fellow Volunteers to become more and more of your NEW embodied Higher Self merged in your physical body.

This was what my February 4, 2020 day and night was like once I got myself home from Walmart. I intentionally said that to show how beautifully bizarre our lives are now. I went to Walmart and when I got home I went through another phase of Embodying and it felt like I might die but I knew I wouldn’t — not that I care either way at this point — and all the while this was happening the pathetic USA political insanity of February 4th was unfolding. Aah the profound extremes of the Ascension and Embodiment Processes and the rapid collapse of the old patriarchal political governmental systems. The more you and I Embody, the faster the old lowly patriarchal reality and systems disappear. The Embodiment Process automatically begets the end and removal of the old lower everything. Keep that fact in your HighHeart and Higher Awareness every time you go through another now more amplified phase of Embodiment because it helps improve one’s perspective dramatically. As Volunteers we’re hardwired to do exactly this so don’t forget what all you are actually doing when living another intense Embodiment merging session. You are intentionally UN-creating the old through your divine ability to Embody the NEW intentionally and manifest it into the physical realm via your personal, individual internal transformational processes. Now that is some impressive stuff there NEW Creators so don’t forget that it’s what you have been doing all along in your own physical body.

In June 2018, I started seeing what looked to me like Solar flickering every time I looked at my ceiling. Strange I know. In Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, every time I looked out a window that had mini-blinds I’d see Photon particles of Light raining down like white Light rain. Hey, whatever works! I saw this Solar flickering on my ceilings constantly from June through December 2018. When the NEW triangular shaped iridescent and pearlescent pastel colored energies and codes arrived and were embedded in the water on Earth and our bodies and cells etc. in December 2018, I stopped seeing the Solar flickering. I started seeing them again in November 2019 and they’ve continued ever since but they’ve changed due to the major January 2020 energy reality override reset codes. (The Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction, the Lunar eclipse, entrance into 2020 and Phase 2 and more.)

These Solar flickering images I see when I look at my ceilings now are more than just flickering. They’re now flickering, flashing, bubbling, protruding downward and jumping and shifting constantly.

Last month I said I felt the Sun was getting ready to do something NEW soon. What I’m seeing of the Solar energies flickering in my energy Lightbody field — they’re not on my ceilings, just more easily viewed when I look at my ceilings — is that this too is unfolding in those energetic stair-steps so our physical bodies and Central Nervous Systems etc. doesn’t fry in the great ongoing evolving process. Now that we’re in 2020 Phase 2, so too is the global Ascension Process and our Embodiment Process if one is doing that as well. What makes all this somewhat difficult to verbalize is that it’s not linear really. It is and it isn’t.

What’s really been happening all along is that you — because you are quantum and multidimential — Work the Ascension and Embodiment Process from multiple higher dimensions and often from quantum timelessness. You simultaneously Work the AP and EP from, in and through the physical dimension, Earth and your physical body. From higher perspectives it often seems like you go back in time, like you drop down into more density to physically live and embody and/or Embody these higher energies in the physical dimension and physical body and self. From the physical perspective it’s like we’re slightly behind somewhat, bringing up the physical rear so to speak. We are. Get over it. It’s the most important layer to all this and why we Volunteered in the first place.

Somewhat interesting side note. For nearly five decades I’ve had one of many vivid ancient past-life Egyptian memories that’s connected to our time and lives of compressed ascension now. This one memory from around 12,600 B.C. is of an Egyptian male Starseed walking across the bare ground and my watching brilliant sparks of electricity spark and shoot off from his feet and heels. He walked comfortably, like this amplified electromagnetic energy running through his body and the Earth didn’t cause him any physical pain. My February 4th Walmart trip with my hair and clothing all bunched up and sticking out everywhere from an unusual amount of static reminded me of this old memory. It’s similar but what we’re going through now is light years beyond what he and Earth went through at the start of the Age of Leo back then at a much lower level and frequency. Thought I’d share that tidbit because I sense we’ve entered a much higher level in January 2020, where all sorts of anomalies like this and others will quickly become our NEW normal. Be prepared for anything and no fear.

Another somewhat interesting side note is that it seems with our entrance into 2020 Phase 2, we’ve gone more fully into a galactic level of the, of our Ascension Process. I say this because I’ve been repeatedly clairvoyantly Seeing a variety of different, new to me ET faces in my Higher Awareness. I am not saying ET has or is about to arrive here but that OUR energetic position and vibratory rate has changed recently due to the massive energies that arrived during the first 13 days or so of January 2020. ET hasn’t changed their locations, we have because WE have dramatically shifted. Expect the unexpected with this now too.

Another aspect of our entrance into 2020 Phase 2 is that whatever and whoever was in our lives in Phase 1 does not guarantee the continuance of those relationships and other things in Phase 2. We’ve been through this many times throughout the twenty-some years of Phase 1 and this is the same, but like everything else, it’s happening at even higher levels. Mourn, release, adapt and continue moving higher. It just is what it is and we’ve each got to do what what we can or cannot do now.

To wrap this up, be aware that it’s still the Ascension Process but it’s now a different and much higher level of it which I’m calling Phase 2 for clarity and ease of location within the Process. Since January 2020 I’ve been Seeing increased and very fast Light flashes and streaks of Light and other anomalies inside my house and outside as well. Also more NEW crystalline Diamond energy patters or codes or blueprint templates etc. that are either brilliant white Light or iridescent or pearlescent pastel patterns often in diamond-like geometric shapes and clusters of shapes. They’re more of the NEW Earth and humanity codes and energies etc. that are fully in place since January 1, 2020. More are coming but these NEW higher baseline ascension energies and codes are in place now in the physical which means a whole lot of change is and will continue happening in all ways.

Denise

February 6, 2020

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