Another RUSH ORDER Article

 

This is a continuation of my August 16, 2020 More 2020 Disclosure  article. As has always been the case, the articles are like different chapters in a one-yearlong book. If you haven’t read the previous article and all the Comments under it, I would suggest you do so that this article makes more sense. Thanks. I’m going to repeat some things I’ve already said in comments under that article because they have to do with this article, plus a channelled article published today I believe by Tom Kenyon/the Hathors. I’ll add a link to it below my copyright notice.

As I mentioned before, my previous article was an energetic !!!RUSH ORDER!!! article which I’m very familiar with, having felt that extra intense push from higher levels to get specific information written and published as quickly as I’m physically able. Most every year of Phase 1 was that for me at TRANSITIONS, then less so at HighHeartLife, with less articles having that higher level important push behind them to get out asap. But my August 16, 2020 article had that massive higher push energy behind it so I worked on it fast for two days prior to its publish date. The whys of this will continue becoming increasingly obvious to most of us.

I got the previous !!!RUSH ORDER!!! article published as quickly as I could, then dealt with the hostile, angry, insulting and unaware comments by those that wrote them. The worse of them I didn’t even publish. And the grateful, thankful, higher awareness, higher consciousness comments came in too, each one I was and always am deeply grateful for. This one was as hot as it was because I was saying publicly what most haven’t and won’t but I’ve been doing this increasingly in each of my articles all of 2020. We’re in Phase 2 now and I’m so done with the extensive “enabling” of lower crap, negative human egos, lack of integrity, lack of higher awareness, old patriarchal habits used and perpetuated in the Ascension Process by certain teachers/writes etc. It’s time to call these things and people out and in case you haven’t noticed, this is a general theme globally in 2020 with everyone and everything that’s not of the NEW entirely.

Anyway… I published my previous article on Sunday, August 16, 2020 then that late afternoon and early evening dealt with the unhappy blow-back from some commenters over much of the material. I was not surprised but that doesn’t mean I enjoy verbally sparring with anyone who’s not yet embodied enough Light energies etc. to have lifted and shifted them to higher levels of consciousness, HighHeart and higher awareness. Plus negative egos and Team Dark in general benefit and want verbal sparring matches to happen because they temporarily derail the person with a higher awareness and fill the other person doing the baiting and/or outright attacking with blood-lust as they come in, oftentimes with well-written intellectual attack comments to kill the Light as they’re always so ready to do. Who gives a rats ass at this point? Seriously. You’re going to try to bait and hook me over masks? Over Qanon? Over the Orange Menace? It’s all beyond ridiculous but that’s the whole point with all of it.

Anyway… 🙄 I pushed fast and hard to write and publish my previous article quickly, then deal with the hostility over it, and the loving support and gratitude from the like others over it, then laid in my bed late that night and clearly felt that I had, that WE had accomplished another important life and shift through all that. It was easily energetically felt the night of August 16, 2020. I felt, as did some of you reading this did, that the energies lifted and shifted higher again that day and evening. It was good and positive but it took some Work as usual.

What I did not know was that August 16, 2020 around 10 PM  my daughter-in-law unexpectedly and very quickly died at her and my son’s home in another state. They’d been together, and much of the time also worked together, for 26 years. My son (48) is devastated, plus I believe he also has COVID-19 which is what I sense caused his wife’s rapid death. She’s had asthma for most of her adult life.

My son called Tuesday morning August 18, 2020, crying and coughing like I’ve never heard him cough before and blurted out that his wife had suddenly died Sunday night August 16th. He said I tried to help her by doing CPR on her and my heart sank for him. I said in my comment about this the other day that my son does not know how to live without her. I even told daughter-in-law that over a decade ago and we laughed over it at the time even though we both knew it was true. None of the males in her life know how to live without her. We’ll see if, hopefully, that has finally changed.

So my son’s wife of 26 years suddenly dies from, I believe COVID-19. My son and only child is broken and shattered now and will be for a long time — if he survives having COVID-19 himself which I’m certain he now has. I’m well aware that, knowing all I do about him and his life and choices and actions etc., that he may just not be here much longer. Or, he may get it together and lift and shift himself up and out of where he’s been into a NEW higher level, life and reality. It could go any number of ways at this time. And of course I’m doing my best to deal with all aspects of all this and more. I got momentarily wobbly for two days over all this but feel better, stronger again today.

I’ve learned as many of you have that it’s a flaming shitstorm of unpleasantness emotionally and physically when someone vibrating higher suddenly has old lower frequency emotions like grief, fear, sadness etc. The higher and lower energies cannot co-exist in my, in your, in our bodies so it’s seriously miserable and we quickly HAVE to get it together and get ourselves back up to higher normal levels of being, life and reality in these sorts of situations. You know this if you’ve stepped outside the ‘eye of the storm’ for whatever the reason(s). You feel unusually horrid because NEW higher and old lower cannot co-exist in your or my or our physical bodies without it causing instant energy problems and pains. Feel, deal, heal and get the hell out of there as quickly as you can and back up HOME in your HighHeart. Soon none of us will wobble like this at all but will be fully capable of remaining higher no matter what happens.

I share this with you because like so, so many who have, are and will be experiencing these escalating sudden unexpected deaths of loved ones, friends, family, spouses and partners and personal life and collective reality changes will only increase this year and next. I call it all a big necessary part of the Separation of Worlds & Timelines. Other people call it other things but we’re all talking about the same thing.

This morning I received a mass email notification from Tom Kenyon’s website that he’s got a new article available. Because it is EXACTLY what I’ve been talking about and why, and because it is EXACTLY what my son, myself, his wife’s family and hundreds of thousands of people in this country and five million and counting worldwide are going through this year and next, I want to pass along Tom Kenyon’s channeled Hathors article from 2011 for the obvious reasons. Everyone needs this reminder in 2020. Thank you Tom Kenyon and the Hathors for it and for pulling it back into our lives right now. ❤ 

‘Chaotic Nodes’, ‘Transition States of Consciousness’, ‘null zone’, ‘Perceptual Markers’, ‘Personal Transition States, ‘ Collective Transition States’, ‘Physical Death’, ‘Portals of Opportunity’ are some of the great terms the Hathors use to express what we’re all going through now no matter which, as I call them, energy stair-step each of us are currently on.  There’s more I’d like to say about all of this but my physical body is again in that state of casting off more personal old lower and embodying more NEW higher and I feel weak physically because of it. Both sides are very potent. The embodying of so much more NEW energies recently makes my body shake internally, vibrationally and normally I can handle this fairly easily. Not as much due to my occasional thoughts about my son. Late June 2019 my mom died. January 2017 my younger sister and only sibling died. November 2016 my cat and physical ascension partner and best-est feline ascension buddy died. Fucking harsh stair-steps of ascension Separation. Oh, that reminded me of this.

‘In the midst of the growing global carnage around the current pandemic as well as escalating social unrest, we have before us an unprecedented opportunity (actually I call them FGOs or Fucking Growth Opportunities) to spread our wings, metaphorically speaking, and fly upward even in the midst of chaos.’  — Tom Kenyon, Transition States into New Realities, August 20, 2020.

Sometimes plain old honest cuss words are necessary to get the fucking point across. Whatever works. We are after all in some serious evolutionary shit now and it’s all good, even the fucking shit parts.

See the link below to Tom Kenyon’s website and this channeled message reminder.

Denise Le Fay

August 20, 2020

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More 2020 Disclosure

As I mentioned in Comments under the previous article, I’ve intentionally not talked much publicly about politics and/or conspiracies, nor have I named names of well-known people and so-called teachers/writers in the ascension, spiritual, conspiracy and “new age” communities either. I’ve certainly wanted to name names since 2003 when I first got online and discovered endless websites and blogs spreading negative interference and distortions, lies and lack of higher awareness in their writings and channelings. Not out of malice but to warn the readers, the followers. Nonetheless, it was not my job to do that in Phase 1 of the Ascension Process because people needed to figure out for themselves who is energetically the real deal and who is not. Unfortunately this has grown substantially since 2003, because more and more people have gotten websites and blog platforms to say and claim whatever they want whether true or not and hopefully make money doing so. Many readers and followers in these communities have needed to (dear god please make it so!) learn for themselves that so many of the ascension and conspiracy people who write, lecture, create videos and/or channel about the Ascension Process and related topics are not entirely accurate, as elevated as may first seem, distortion-free or free of negativity and deceptions from Team Dark. A little truth here and there feathered in with a lot of lies and distortions is nearly impossible for people to figure out and that is exactly why Team Dark aliens and entities and so many humans have done it and continue doing it to this day.

[Team Dark is my term for all negative non-physical, non-human, inorganic aliens, entities, demons, devils and living humans referred to as Portal People because they’re easily used by the negative non-physicals to harm, attack, interfere with, derail etc. the Volunteers, other spiritual and spiritually focused people, and unaware people who are “waking up” to the larger realities.]

Since the start of 2020, Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, I’ve received some emails from different readers all asking me the same questions, all voicing the exact same concerns, disappointments and confusions. This year it’s become increasingly obvious to we Volunteers who have NOT fallen prey to any Team Dark attempts to hijack  us, crush us, trick us, sidetrack us, derail us, exhaust us, beat the life-Light out of us or rip us from our unfaltering Volunteer energy mission Work, that we finally come clean publicly about these things and people. Phase 2 is, among many other things, Disclosure time and that includes far more disclosure about things and people than most are expecting. Tough cookies say I — knowing more is rarely easy or pain-free but evolution demands it of us all.

Normally when I quote something someone said to me in an email, I get their permission to quote them if I want to share something they said. I did not do this with these 2020 emails I’ve received and am quoting below. It’s for this reason I’m not including these people’s names or initials but will instead use numbers to indicate different people. No time to waste in 2020 as we’re on a very tight and fast timeline this year. Thank you each for saying what you did because it helps everyone. ❤

“To see so many of my fellow Americans and especially see so many in the so-called spiritual community treating Trump like some kind of savior and hero has been extremely distressing. He is exactly as you described him and how people don’t see that I’m not sure. My guides have been repeatedly assuring me that I am not missing something around him.”  — Comment  from #4

“Personally, I have had some nasty interactions with ****** and that’s probably about all I should say. She is not who she pretends to be…”

“…I made the mistake of thinking I could connect with her but all that occurred was a reveal on what’s beneath the surface of her program, which isn’t positive at all nor does it have anyone’s best interest in mind, it’s a trap.”  — email from #2

“…About the OrangeFuckHead. It’s what I’ve been saying, that all these bloggers and spiritual teachers (or “were” spiritual teachers) have all gone done the rabbit hole!”

“I told you about *******. Well, a lot more have gone insane since then. Do you think they are being messed with psychically?  …But if they are being “manipulated”, it was an evil genius plan since they all had credibility before and influence huge numbers of followers. Who, by the way, are not using discernment and are not for some reason picking up the energies! Why aren’t they? And why does this upset me so much?…”

“…Why are there so little of us that are not falling for this crap about Trump?”  — email from #5

“I see massive religious programming in the people who support him, Q and all of those sick divisive religious holier-than-thou entities. Almost always people that fall into this mind control are religious in some way. Even the un-Light Lightworker communities ~ they may claim to be this and that, but underneath, there’s a strong religious current running, despite their insistence they are not religious…”

“It also occurred to me that their behavior reminds me of Jehovah’s witnesses. I have been harassed by people who insist I watch this video or read this article that fangirls him. His is god incarnate in their eyes.”

“So I see religious programming, on top of all the mind-control going on. Q has done so much to swipe people’s minds clean of reasoning, replacing them with self-righteous and patriotic conditioning.”   — email from #7

This should give you a good honest sense of how many Volunteers who have NOT drunk the Orange Kool-Aid, feel about Trump & Co. including the entire red party and the current negative borderline dictatorship coup situation. You can see it, feel it, hear it and smell the Descending Earth world reality flexing its darkness and brutality over the globally unaware. The Separation of Worlds is so in our faces, hearts and lives this year. I know it’s painful in every way to be so physically close to the Descending Earth world and its inhabitants but this phase won’t last much longer. Hold and continue being the higher and this insane negativity will go its way without us and we will go our ways without any of them. But, the big burning question remains about why so-called spiritual, ascension-aware people, and many ascension teachers/writers/bloggers are pro Trump & Co., pro QAnon and pro so many other similar things and people? WTF in other words! We’ll get to this in a moment.

Throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process—1998–1999 until end of December 2019—I and many of you who’ve read my articles and comments for many years basically kept our mouths shut about A LOT of things and people like certain channelings and channelers, certain ascension related books, videos, certain ascension teachers/writers, the ascension and conspiracy, spiritual and new age communities and there members etc. Many Volunteers First Everythingers have known since the start whose who and what’s what with all of these groups, communities, individual ascension teachers/writers, channelers, other people and groups of people, some who’ve remained anonymous (QAnon and like others) but have put tremendous amounts of intentional and unintentional lies, distortions, misunderstandings, negative religious residue, and flat-out incorrect and negative information about the ascension and related topics across the Internet for close to two decades now.

This from Wikipedia about “QAnon” & Co.

The conspiracy theory, disseminated mainly by supporters of Trump as The Storm and The Great Awakening—QAnon’s precepts and vocabulary are closely related to the religious concepts of millenarianism and apocalypticism,[26] leading it to be sometimes construed as an emerging religious movement[27][28][29]—has been widely characterized as “baseless”,[30][31][32] “unhinged”,[33] and “evidence-free”.[34] Its proponents have been called “a deranged conspiracy cult”[35] and “some of the Internet’s most outré  Trump fans”.[36]

According to Travis View, who has studied the QAnon phenomenon and written about it extensively for The Washington Post, the essence of the conspiracy theory is that:

“there is a worldwide cabal of Satan-worshiping pedophiles who rule the world, essentially, and they control everything. They control politicians, and they control the media. They control Hollywood, and they cover up their existence, essentially. And they would have continued ruling the world, were it not for the election of President Donald Trump. Now, Donald Trump in this conspiracy theory knows all about this evil cabal’s wrongdoing. But one of the reasons that Donald Trump was elected was to put an end to them, basically. And now we would be ignorant of this behind-the-scenes battle of Donald Trump and the U.S. military—that everyone backs him and the evil cabal—were it not for ‘Q.’ And what ‘Q’ is—is basically a poster on 4chan, who later moved to 8chan, who reveals details about this secret behind-the-scenes battle, and also secrets about what the cabal is doing and also the mass sort of upcoming arrest events through these posts.”[26]

Followers of QAnon also believe that there is an imminent event known as “The Storm” in which thousands of people, members of the cabal, will be arrested, possibly sent to Guantanamo Bay prison or face military tribunals, and the U.S. military will brutally take over the country.[26] The result of “The Storm” will be salvation and a utopia on earth.[37] 

It’s also how many Volunteers feel and have in some cases for many years felt about certain ascension, conspiracy and spiritual teachers/writers/lecturers shockingly corrupted information, selves and consciousness. Just below the phony surface negativity. Outright lies. Half-truths mixed with Team Dark distorted information. Negative egos that they haven’t dealt with in themselves yet if they ever will in these lifetimes. Lingering religious beliefs and appetite for religious type theatrical displays that have replaced traditional church and alter paraphernalia with “new age” quartz crystals, burning sage, patterns of flowers on the ground and other such current and still external paraphernalia. Lack of pure clear Higher Awareness. Dangerous inability to discern energies, beings, people, so-called teachers/writers, ETs, the Light from the Dark / the Dark from the Light and so on.

Some didn’t think Disclosure included this and I know it’s not what you were expecting but it’s here in the Phase 2 level Light and reality. It’s hard “waking up” and it’s heartbreaking at times too and plenty disappointing. Wake up people and clearly and honesty see, feel and know how and where and why you’ve been duped, hijacked and held captive energetically by Team Dark. By Portal People. By too many ascension and conspiracy teachers/writers/lectures who haven’t been and still aren’t aware enough, experienced enough or personally knowledgeable enough themselves to quickly recognize Team Dark and resist them. Some well-known authors, teachers, lecturers who’ve repeatedly been on certain TV programs having to do with conspiracies, ETs/UFOs, and the paranormal but who couldn’t and still to this day cannot honestly discern energies, people, beings, Team Dark, events or information are on TV interpreting realities as they believe them for the unaware masses and getting paid and famous for it. And by those who repeatedly claimed, preached and taught that all negativity is only inside you and nowhere else’, which conveniently gave non-physical Team Dark carte blanche to continue doing what they have to humanity.

Disclosure means you’re going to abruptly have to learn more about things, beings, aliens, people, groups, realities, consciousness, evolution, agendas, the Light, the Dark and old lower frequency Duality in general.

Do you remember Barbara Marciniak’s twenty year-old channeled Pleiadian line “The real war is over consciousness” ?

You stupid, foolish, dangerous unaware people. Fuck those who preach, teach and spread distorted information which is Light. Fuck the fluffies. Fuck the conspiracies. Fuck everyone who constantly and instantly credits the elite and governments and military and Team Dark for every goddamned thing that happens on Earth. There’s an earthquake somewhere, these people who claim to be of the Light and love Jesus are the people who always claim it was the “cabal” that caused it. There’s a heatwave somewhere, these idiots credit Team Dark cabal elite with creating and causing it. There’s an explosion somewhere, these are the people who, on their websites and blogs instantly and continuously give all the credit to the “bad guys” for it. I ask you, why would they repeatedly do this while out the other side of their mouths say they love Jesus and are of the Light? You can’t claim yourself and your group or readers or followers to be of the Light when you continuously give credit to the Dark for every single thing that happens around the world. Hell, fuck um all. Said with love, namasta, peace, light and love be with you and all that empty thoughtless crap that effortlessly spills like pre-recorded messages from the unaware lips of so many.

Global warming is Gaia having hot flashes because she’s going through The Change. Ever had hot flashes due to your going through ascension induced Kundalini risings? You think all that evolutionary pressure doesn’t create some natural heat to both Earth, the planets, humans and all else? No, no you’re right, it’s all caused by the cabal/elite/government/military  because they are so all-powerful. Pick a side and get with the highly pressurized natural friction and heat causing Ascension Process.

I’ve said this before and I’m saying it again here. I’ve never wanted followers, I want steadfast self-empowered, intimately Duality wise and experienced ascension Volunteer co-Workers.

I want individuals that are Lightwarriors who are personally conscious of Team Dark as Team Dark and never get confused, conned or doubtful about Team Dark and what’s what and whose who and what the Dark negative feels like and how it works, inverts and distorts everything. I want you to freaking know for yourself what BOTH the Light feels like and what the Dark feels like because when you personally know for yourself based on firsthand experiences with them BOTH—as in Duality reality and life—you instantly and easily can discern which is which. It is so easy to feel and so obvious IF you are honestly familiar with BOTH energy frequencies. Which is why the fluffies and all those people who haven’t been aware enough, conscious enough, discerning enough, wise enough, honest enough and willing to even question if Team Dark was a possibility have been so easy for Team Dark aliens, entities and demons to use and manipulate and spread disinformation which is intentionally distorted Light. You want to sacrifice your rare current life during this ascension on the Team Dark alter of stupidity and close-mindedness that’s your choice and your problem.

Newsflash, Team Dark wants you to believe they don’t and haven’t existed. They’ve always wanted this. They don’t want you to “wake up” and discover that they exist and have run Earth, those elite and mass humanity plus much of the astral for eons. They don’t want you to discover that they exist and you’re food and fuel for them and that they’re using you to keep themselves inorganically alive and their agendas and inorganic timelines alive and going. Keep claiming that these negative aliens and beings and entire hierarchy of wholly negative inorganic Dark creatures don’t exist and that ‘all the darkness is only inside of you’  because you’re doing their work for them. But that’s what Team Dark does to humanity so very well — they get you to do their work for them.

Something else I want to include before I forget has to do with what’s being pushed now by some so-called ascension teachers/writers. It is the business about how we no longer need to be alone and should all get together physically. I have an important question for you. Why would individuals that are Embodying, that are Embodied and energetically sovereign enough in 2020 Phase 2, need to physically get together with other ascension people? Short answer is they do not. Longer answer is why they don’t.

Briefly, those who’ve also been living the Embodiment Process besides the Ascension Process, have internally reached a high enough level and Light amount and frequency in themselves individually in 2020 that they can accomplish just about anything all by themselves. There is no need for us, for those who are Embodied to join with other ascension people and groups because Embodiment means you, individually, have a constant working conscious energetic connection with your Soul, your Higher Self/Selves, with the Source field and this incarnate you self and physical body. In other words, you, You and YOU and more are all vibrating within a high enough frequency range plus are free enough from your old lower frequency ego that this continuous living energy alignment connection can happen and not have it kill your physical body or fry your mind or anything else. You are your own group and because you are energetically sovereign you don’t need to be with anyone else to fulfill you or to fill in any gaps in you etc. You are your own integrated, unified, transcended individual group and there’s very little that can top that. Yes being with some like others for a while physically would be fun and a very NEW experience for us all but none of us needs this for the reasons mentioned.

So question why anyone, especially a so-called spiritual ascension teacher/writer, would tell you that you need to stop being alone now and should join in with like others. BTW, one of many natural benefits of reaching a high enough Embodiment level is that you are always in contact energetically, vibrationally, psychically, empathically and so forth with like others. We communicate with each other etherically, we feel each other etherically, we sense each other from higher levels of our being, consciousness and HighHeart and do not need to physically, externally be with like others. What the heck do these so-called teachers/writers think 5D and higher dimensional consciousness and life would be?! FYI, many readers are far more evolved and knowledgeable than some of the teachers/writers they read in Phase 1.

So What’s The Solution To All This?

Glad you asked. Now that I’ve outed, blasted, insulted, cursed at and called out the people and groups I have, I’m now going to turn the focus directly on us, the Volunteers, because it is not about them but about us and you need to never forget that.

It was in the late 2000’s that I finally understood what I’m about to share. Some of you have already figured this out on your own and very well done you, but some Volunteers haven’t yet and need to immediately in Phase 2.

At lower frequency levels of what’s been Duality reality and consciousness, everyone had to deal with that duality which oh so easily keeps one in an endless state and frequency of back and forth with the “other side”. Team Dark beings and some humans know this and do everything they can to KEEP humans, humanity in that lower frequency of Duality which is like a dog chasing its tail. It does nothing but produce battles, fighting, back and forth arguing, projecting, violence and so on. Guess who benefits from all that? Correct, the low frequency Team Dark beings and humans.

The only way out of that level, frequency, consciousness and reality is to willingly and deliberately walk away from it yourself. Forget about everyone else and continue Working on yourself Volunteer. Keep embodying, keep Embodying, keep ascending and ignore what you’ve walked away from. It’s a planetary ghost town at this point. When you and I as Volunteers do this we literally energetically OVERRIDE everything and everyone in those lower frequencies hoping to high hell that you never figure this out and “ascend” out of that frequency range.

Team Dark beings and humans get something energetically from humanity. They get far, far more from one Volunteer when they can trick you or derail you or cause you self-doubt because you are, I am, we (sorry I’ve just got to use these terms here 😉 ) have really big intense Shine, we have very steamy Steam which means we’re really big energy game prizes for Team Dark beings and negative humans which is another reason why we’ve always been in their etheric and physical cross-hairs. (If your wondering what I mean by big Shine and steamy Steam please read or re-read my August 2, 2020 article Those That Glowed in the Old Dark and the Shine Hunters. )

When you’re focused on fighting Team Dark, the elite, the government(s) etc. you are energetically trapped in that frequency with them which they want and benefit from because you help energetically feed and perpetuate it and them. Live by the sword, die by the sword.

When you’re focused on cleaning up, removing, clearing etc. the old lower frequency patriarchal world stuff in Phase 2, you’re energetically trapped in that frequency. When you’re focused on these old lower things, beings, aliens, people, systems etc. you are NOT living the Phase 2 level Ascension Process and Embodiment Process if doing that too, which is exactly what they want. You are NOT doing what you’re now supposed to but are lingering in lower frequencies trying to “do good” when what’s really going on is you’ve gotten derailed and are being used by those lower beings and people. Without you and your misplaced focus, energies, emotions, remaining Team Dark beings and humans will quickly starve to death. Get your Light-filled Volunteer mega ‘shine’ and ‘steam’ self and energies outta there and up where you need to be all the time now Volunteer! The Volunteers are all done with the old lower patriarchal world and everyone in it. It and they are NOT our job, responsibility, focus or energy Work anymore. We are. I repeat, you are what’s important and needs to be 100% your focus now in Phase 2. Not them but you and you alone. The rest will naturally and automatically become increasingly obvious to you as you do this in yourself for yourself.

Conscious Creators are needed in Phase 2 for continued NEW Earth creating. Let the old lower frequency beings and people do their thing. You and I as Volunteers no longer need participate whatsoever in any of it. Walk away with a pure clear heart and exist and Work from HOME now constantly.

In Phase 2 we know that Team Dark exists, we know that the elite humans exist, we know aliens exist, we know about them and their agendas and do not need to remain there going over and over and over that same information like some in the conspiracy and ascension communities continue doing in Phase 2. You are where you’re focused people. The “war” really is over human consciousness. Do you know where your consciousness is at all times? Only you should be running your consciousness and focus, not anyone or anything else.

Know these negatives exist and that they do what they do and why but keep moving away from them and what all they do and don’t look back. If you linger down there you risk more than you should be willing to risk in Phase 2 and the current Separation of Worlds & Timelines Volunteer!

What’s another way that certain ascension and conspiracy teachers/writers, bloggers etc. can affect and influence you Volunteer? Because they exist much further back down a whole lot of energy stair-steps, their words, their writings and videos  can cause some Volunteers to self-doubt themselves and which stair-step level they’re currently on. Like I said earlier, this is no longer about them but you and I as Volunteers. You see, many ascension and conspiracy teachers/writers are not even Volunteers so for you to doubt yourself because of something they said in a video, wrote in a book or article is just crazy and dangerous. Read their materials if you want but be honest with yourself, energetically discern every word and action for yourself and then make your decision about whether you want to focus on what they’re saying, selling, preaching, teaching. Not all ascension and/or conspiracy teachers/writers/lectures are what they claim to be. You know it and I know it and you and I have evolved beyond them and need to focus on what we’re supposed to now in Phase 2 at these much higher levels. Those people don’t even exist in the same world as you do now, some of which aren’t ascending but descending. Take your power Volunteer, walk away, be super aware, be selfish with your hard-earned sovereign energies and let those on lower stair-steps, lower earth worlds, lower frequencies and realities do their things. You are needed up here to do what only you can do for self and All.

This has gotten long so I’ll end it here even though there’s more to say about all these things. I  don’t even want to go into detail about the QAnon things and the Trump things and all the other same same insane distortions. It’s not important or worthy of our time, energies and focus. We know what it/they are and we continue to OVERRIDE and Consciously Create so far above them, above it all that it just doesn’t matter what distortions they continue pushing. I hope to see you in comments and thanks for wading through this one. Sorry for the heavier than usual cursing. Not really.

Denise Le Fay

August 16, 2020

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Presently I Just. Don’t. Care.

Throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process—1998–1999 thru end of December 2019—we had to leave behind most if not all of our family members, adult children, friends, husband/wife/mate in many cases, basically everyone and everything to live and embody the Phase 1 Ascension Process as Volunteer First Everythingers. With the start of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process in January 2020, many Volunteers have been discovering we’re now having to do the same thing again but with most if not all ascension teachers/writers/lectures and people in the ascension and conspiracy communities and more.

So far in 2020 next to nothing and no one has interested me whatsoever and ascension teachers/writers are at the top of that list.

In case some of you are thinking how disrespectful that comment sounds, I was momentarily disappointed when Phase 2 started in January 2020 and the majority in the ascension community continued on like nothing had changed at all. From my January 1, 2020 perspective everything changed dramatically and completely and I was surprised that certain others weren’t registering that stupendous shift into what I’ve been calling Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. I got over it just as you have. I also know many of you reading this have felt this way for a good while before Phase 2 started about them plus most of your, our old favorite authors too. At first it’s hard to realize that you’ve grown beyond them because you benefited from them in years and decades past, however, forge ahead alone and in your own way you must. You can blame these 2020 feelings and growing self-dependence on Phase 2 and your greater Embodiment Process. First Everythingers in this too. Do not misinterpret your expanding sovereignty. Own, trust, use and rely on your growing, expanding NEW you and Higher Awareness. Ascension guru surfing is over. Be your own everything because you and Source got this, you just need to realize that in Phase 2 and act on it.

This Phase 2 Embodier shift level was so concentrated and abrupt in me starting January 1, 2020 that it surprised me. Before this I had some teeny sense of belonging to a very small Phase 1 Ascension Process group of incarnate Volunteers. Not many but at least some back then. With the start of 2020 that ended and I again found myself alone in NEW territory having to figure it out while living and embodying and Embodying during these first six months in a 2020 ‘world in crisis’, patriarchal collapse, the global pandemic and all the rest. I know there’s a few of you reading this that have felt this tremendous personal inner shift from what your Volunteer life and energetic Work and Mission was throughout Phase 1, to what it abruptly revised into with our physical entrance into Phase 2 in January 2020. I also know many of you haven’t experienced this shift yet, and that many never will, and that is perfect and perfectly okay.

First Everythingers, continue walking forward on your ascension pathpaver Path. Do not stop. Don’t look back at Sodom and Gomorrah Part II tearing itself apart. Don’t watch Rome burning Part II. Don’t linger amidst the current global patriarchal Downfall of Atlantis Part II. Do not wait for anyone or anything because real First Everythinger, humanity needs you, me, we to do what only you, me, we can now so they have a NEW Earth world to enter when they’re able. Let go of your old Phase 1 ascension habits, focus, ascension teachers/writers, friends, forums and communities IF you have honestly grown beyond them. If you have then you already feel and know that your personal ascension path and Work shifted due to Phase 2. Don’t be afraid of or doubtful over your personal mandatory NEW shifts and changes. Don’t be afraid to rely on and trust your own internal HighHeart Higher Awareness to gain insights, answers and higher perceptions about what’s going on personally, collectively and far beyond that.

Everyone eventually HAS to make this evolutionary shift out of old lower addictive, habitual, disempowered total reliance on external sources, ascension teachers, spiritual gurus, religious leaders, governments, all old systems and other people in general. Old lower parasitic reality and behaviors by anyone is over. Old lower reliance on everything and everyone other than yourself is over. This is where everyone is in 2020 Phase 2 — mandatory change from what has been into what is becoming internally in individuals and in external world reality. When people’s consciousness evolves, external physical reality automatically rapidly follows. From Volunteers to the unaware human masses, everyone entered Phase 2 in January 2020 and everyone has had to make many changes in multiple ways since then. This will continue so get used to it. Get used to being a reality gypsy while more and more of humanity finally rather quickly moves from old lower to NEW higher levels and frequencies repeatedly throughout this shift. They’re now climbing the evolutionary ascension energy stair-steps which frees the Volunteers and first to Embody up to do the NEW higher things we’re now supposed to. 

Old everything was external, NEW everything is internal and the First Everythingers Embodying have been living this and increasingly discovering this is fact. Reaching a certain level within the Embodiment Process means one increasingly finds that they individually are now responsible for their own daily energy supply, their own energetic sovereignty, and increasingly their own personal reality. When that level is reached you quickly understand why Angelics and very advanced ETs and other highly evolved Others never waste energies on silly crap of any sort for any reason. When it’s your own personal divine Source life-force food and fuel that you are entirely responsible for and with, you don’t get stupid with it, you don’t get wasteful with it, you don’t get careless with it and you don’t give it away to anyone for any reason. This is another aspect of becoming increasingly individually sovereign energetically. Think of this as adult spirituality on an energetic level. It instantly changes your focus and knowing about a lot of things, especially on the physical level in Phase 2.

During Phase 1 of the Ascension Process groups of like-others were important, helpful and needed. During Phase 2 this has very much not been the case. Just the opposite in fact and this huge distinction and shift is extremely important on multiple levels for multiple reasons. In Phase 2 individuals are NEW “groups” unto themselves. This isn’t as mystical, confusing or lonely as it may seem at first. At lower levels of energy, consciousness, ability and development the incarnate ascension Volunteers benefited in different ways from being in these ascension groups online and/or physically during Phase 1 but that changed in January 2020 for many of them. Not all of them but many Embodying first in Phase 2. 

As I said in multiple articles in the first-half of 2020, Source presented an unexpected mandatory Cease and Desist Order in January 2020 and it was not just for or about the COVID-19 pandemic and mass humanity. It was also directed at every ascension Volunteer and every ascension teacher/writer/lecturer. The ascension Volunteers have not been exempt from that divine Cease and Desist Order because we were and are needed to make big personal, individual physical-level changes in ourselves and our Volunteer lives in Phase 2. Humans are creatures of habit and that includes Volunteers in human bodies. Know when to shift your personal individual ascension gears, focus, Work and abilities fellow Volunteers, First Everythingers, Starseeds, Pathpavers, Wayshowers.

Humans—this includes Volunteers—have been and will continue to be purposely physically separated from other people for very positive reasons in 2020, and probably into 2021 as well. Trust this because it’s much more than what’s currently known by most and is necessary at this time of ascension shift. Co-mingling has great and immediate consequences in Phase 2 2020 and I’m not talking about just COVID-19! Not everyone is capable of being physically near everyone else at this powerful point in this shift.

Because my body started somewhat acting like it was “sick” in late January 2020, I didn’t leave my house much. No big change here because I haven’t since 1999 for the simple reason that it physically hurt even more every time I left my home, property and higher frequency space to do anything in the lower frequency world. Most Volunteers have lived this way for these reasons. But, by late January 2020 my body was experiencing different symptoms such as occasionally running a low-grade fever and just feeling more “sick” and achy more often. By late February 2020 the pandemic was becoming known worldwide. For me it was a bit confusing in the early months of Phase 2 2020 as to what was ascension energy “sickness” feelings in my body, what were symptoms from the NEW 2018 and 2019 ascension codes being fully physicalized in 2020, and what if anything might be from COVOID-19, and how much was I as a sensitive and empath picking up from global humanity? And, was there any difference with any or all of these? 

I know there are lots of people that believe all sorts of things about what this pandemic is and isn’t and who or what caused it and why and so on. Personally I don’t care what other people believe about it. I trust what I personally know and feel internally based on my own Higher Awareness and perceptions and not on anyone or anything else externally. 

Due to the first mandatory ‘stay-at-home’  period I, like most of you, went out as little as possible and only for groceries and such. Because of this additional need to remain at home physically, it’s taken me longer to figure some of these strange new things out. Example: Every time since January 2020 that I’ve left my house and/or had close physical contact with anyone (such as the man I hired to remove my old PC and connect and setup my new one in my house), I’ve gotten “sick” for a day or two afterwards. Not pandemic sick but “sick” with a low-grade fever and increased body aches and pains and exhaustion. Every time! At first I blamed this on having to wear a #&^%*@% ‘I can’t breath’  face mask and no doubt some of my feeling more sick, head-achy and dizzy after a face mask wearing trip to the grocery store had/has something to do with mild oxygen deprivation symptoms.

But over these first six months of 2020 and all it’s produced so far (oh yes, there’s much more to come), it’s taken me a bit longer than usual to discern these new Phase 2 things. I’ve perceived many different things about them but this next situation I really wasn’t expecting. I perceived that where the Embodiers currently are within their individual Embodiment Process in Phase 2 is not altogether compatible with or physically and energetically comfortable for most unaware humans. In other words, we who are Embodying first now at these Phase 2 levels are often too much energetically for every lower frequency person, and vice versa, which is why I’ve gotten more “sick” feeling every time after I’ve been around lower vibrating “normal” people.

Clarification — I’m not talking about Team Dark or Portal People with this although Portal People are still in play at this point in the shift but not for much longer. I’m talking specifically about how some of the first to Embody Volunteers are not yet supposed to be in close and extended physical proximity with other humans and vice versa. Evidently at this point within the Separation of Worlds shift, this current Phase 2 2020 overlapping of lower frequency people with certain first Volunteer Embodiers who’ve Embodied enough individually to directly affect physical reality is causing some symptoms and side effects of its own. The old lower and the NEW higher are now close enough in some situations that there’s some mixing of, some overlapping of energies between the two, much like a highly contagious physical virus. 😉  I’m affecting people that come into my personal space—which is much larger than six feet—and they are affecting me. They always have because I’m a sensitive and empath but I sure as heck don’t want to feel what the unaware people are experiencing themselves and/or are worried about experiencing due to the pandemic or anything else. None of us who are natural sensitives and empaths want to feel what COVID-19 feels like even as varied as it is in people. After 22 years of severe ascension symptoms and continual intense energy side effects, I don’t want to feel a drop of anything else that’s not mine in Phase 2. Just being honest about this at this point within my individual, personal Embodiment Process.

I’m certain that the final phase of the Embodiment Process will teach me, will teach every Embodier about all of this and more but for now it’s feeling like there’s energetic overlapping happening around the Separation of Worlds edges that’s normal for what’s currently happening in the physical dimension. It just doesn’t always feel so great in one’s physical body, be they Volunteer or regular human.

For the unaware global human masses Source’s January 2020 mandatory Cease and Desist Order was to FORCE all humans out of what they have been habitually doing and with no conscious awareness at all, thinking, believing, focused on, used to and expecting. What better and faster way than a pandemic to abruptly force mass humanity out of old lower frequency life, consciousness and external physical reality as it has been into this temporary but necessary period of separation from the old and shift into the NEW? For the Volunteers this mandatory Cease and Desist Order was to FORCE all of them out of what they have been habitually doing, Working on, thinking, believing, focused on, used to and expecting throughout Phase 1 into higher frequency Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, and Embodiment Process if they were doing that as well. There are no mistakes here with this pandemic and everything that’s happening and will happen because of it. There had to be something, some major global thing that would force everyone out of the old lower ways, habits and so on into this next higher phase. The profound diversity in global humanity and their radically different levels of current personal individual development and consciousness required an external something that would FORCE a sudden and complete planetary-wide change, and sadly for most humans, the threat of death was the only thing that would slow them down and hopefully shock them out of their continued mindless, unthinking repetitions, actions and very lives lived in the old lowly dying patriarchal reality.

  

The shift into Phase 2 has in very intense ways brought the Aquarian Age energies into play more physically than ever before. Because every astrological sign and Age has its opposite sign and energies functioning simultaneously, it’s important to think of Aquarius and its ruling planet Uranus in direct connection with the sign Leo and its ruling planet the Sun. The two images above are attempts at visually representing the ascended high qualities and energies of Aquarius Galactic Center sourced Diamond frequency Waves in this image, and the three triple Trinity Triality (not old lower frequency Duality) crystalline (Christ, Christic frequency, NOT a person) Diamond Hearts that is Leo and the Sun energies at ascended levels and frequencies.

Two other common qualities of Aquarius and its opposite sign Leo are, Aquarius groups and Leo individuals. At old 3D pre-ascension frequency levels and consciousness Aquarius were groups of people who had similar beliefs, intellectual development, consciousness, focus, intent etc. while old lower Leo energies were very much about human egos, total self focus, lower heart if there was something to be gained by it and so on.  In other words, at old pre-ascension levels Aquarian energies were either displayed as groups that all thought the same about whatever (old patriarchal group-think), or the occasional rebellious, often colorful eccentric outsider who lived how they wanted and enjoy being as non-conformist as they could be.

Another aspect I want to focus on again now that we’re halfway through 2020 is transiting Uranus (ruler of Aquarius) being in Taurus (an EARTH sign). Uranus first entered Taurus in May 2018 for a few months but retrograded back into Aries. It re-entered Taurus for the full seven-yearlong transit of that sign in March 2019. Uranus will enter Gemini (an AIR sign) in April 2026.

Briefly, Taurus has had to do with what humans value such as money, property, ability to buy what one wants etc. Taurus has to do with what humans believe holds great monetary value in the current world, what powers, abilities and freedoms money and wealth gives them and so on. These are common old pre-ascension level traits and consciousness connected to Taurus, they are not representative of higher level ascended consciousness humans and humanity. During this Phase 2 Separation of Worlds shift it’s getting increasingly easily seen in more people that what they now find “valuable” and of “value” is shifting, is ascending because they and their consciousness is, and this is only the very first signs of this in some people. This will continue spreading like the energetic, evolutionary wildfire it actually is and we Volunteers will finally breath a great sigh of relief as we increasingly see the “fruits of our labors” on ascending, shifting Earth and in ascending, shifting humans.

The very crude, but again absolutely necessary first steps of this Uranus in Taurus transit at Phase 2 levels is being seen in growing numbers of people as shifting values about other people, other groups (Aquarius) of people. The first ascended NEW Earth Aquarian Age signs of HighHeart consciousness and subsequent external reality manifesting in some unaware people. Let it unfold even though it’s rather crude and infantile at this point. It’s HUGE all things considered.

Another major thing humanity is having to deal with is caused by the pandemic. What do humans value in a pandemic? What do humans now find “valuable”, of “value” during this pandemic? (I can’t help myself so I’ll say it for us all — toilet paper! 😀  )  Yeah, true but what else? How about how many humans are deciding whether or not to wear face masks. How about how some are throwing childish adult tantrums in public over wearing or not wearing face masks? A lot of people are not coping well at all with everything that’s happened so far in these first six months of 2020. This will only increase as more things, issues and changes happen due to the shift out of the old and into the NEW. It’s going to get worse for a while because it’s been very, very dark for a very long time. So long in fact that humanity has forgotten what Light is, what freedom is, what peace is, what living safe, equal and respected is and on and on.

About how humans are having to decide or learn or with the very low frequency self-absorbed people be FORCED to comply so as to not make sick or possibly kill other people? People having to decide if life, possible sickness or death of self and others over-weighs their lowly hedonistic physical desires and addictions. If they want to go outside and play and party because that’s what’s still “valuable” to them then they’re doing it. BTW, lowly hedonistic wants and desires, addictions, lusts, obsessions etc. have always come under the old lowest negative traits of Taurus. Coincidence? Not hardly but evolution time is pushing many people into the present NEW higher frequencies and they are fighting it, resisting it, loudly bitching and complaining about it for all they’re worth. I recommend that people be very mindful of what they want and fight for during this shift Separation of Worlds because it, whatever it is, will carry them right to a world that has it.

How about how old lowly patriarchal monetary greed (more old lowly Taurus traits) is now increasingly seen in all of the lowest people? They don’t care about anyone other than themselves. If people want to hold on to old patriarchal power, wealth, fame etc. they value then they’re doing that even if it puts other people and groups of people at risk of getting sick or dying. The Phase 2 pandemic continues to flush out the very lowest traits like ego, monetary greed, selfishness, continued power over other people and groups of people, intentionally hurting humanity to remain in power, get what they want and so on. 

On the other hand, Phase 2 and the pandemic continues to flush out the old lowest negativity, which those who’ve been living the Ascension Process for many years or two or three decades knows means that you HAVE to let go of and fully release that negativity in yourself, whatever it was and how habitual it became for you and yours. For many people this is going to be far more difficult than they currently understand for the simple reason that they’ve never experienced it before. We can want something very much, and it is entirely deserved, but when it finally starts arriving it means that not only did you get what you wanted and needed to be freed from, but now you HAVE to let go of what’s been your only reality and life for decades, for hundreds of years for your ancestors. Getting freed from something means you’ve got a lot of Inner Work to do to release as many times as is necessary for you personally, everything that was your life and reality. It means you’ve GOT to grow up in ways you didn’t even know existed, repeatedly change and take on many new personal responsibilities and more. Welcome to our current compressed evolution. It’s worth the effort and periods of confusion however.

Humanity, and many Volunteers too, are going to be fumbling and stumbling around for a while as they all individually learn how to be free, how to no longer care about, want, lust after or need most of the old “valuables” that were everything to them before. The Uranus in Taurus transit hasn’t even hit full force in the money, financial, monetary areas yet but it is coming and fast now. When that arrives it’s going to FORCE everyone out of where we all have been all of our lives into a nationwide and worldwide period of chaotic transition much more intense than what’s already happened in the first-half of 2020. No fear as this is when we all get freed from the old negative patriarchal need to work for money so we can eat, shower and sleep somewhere and be taxed into carefully maintained poverty. As this chaotic shift plays out keep this in your HighHeart awareness, not that there’s no money or that it’s not coming in as it always did before and in the ways it did. Trust through these ascension shifts out of all the old negativity.

As always there’s much more to say and share but that will continue in Comments.

Thank you all for not losing your shit or your individual higher Way during these last six months. Everyone deserves gold stars and big gratitude hugs for hanging in there and trusting this wild shift process.

Denise

June 29, 2020

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