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What Wasn’t Included In My Previous Article & Why

June 17, 2021Denise Le Fay

While quickly quoting the Spaceweather.com article ‘The Termination Event’ on June 11, 2021 and adding my ascension perspective to it in Greater 2021 Phase 2 Solar Changes, I got hit so abruptly and so hard by incoming energies that I couldn’t finish what I’d intended to say in it. I apologize for that articles abrupt ending and lack of explanation about why I quoted that particular information.

While writing that article my head suddenly began hurting like crazy from energies, not a headache, then my eyes could barely see the computer screen and my body began doing autopilot type moves with the computer mouse and article. I realized I could accidently delete the article because I could barely see the screen plus didn’t feel like I was fully present in-body mouse clicking on things in it. To avoid accidentally deleting it I decided to publish it as was and hurried to lay down. This abrupt energy impact on June 11th lasted all of that day and night and took three more days to embody until I could finally function again. Such is life and the incoming energies of Phase 2. We do what we can when we can and are smart enough to not push ourselves when suddenly embodying more higher frequency Light energies.

I was drawn to quote the article ‘The Termination Event’ in my June 11, 2021 article because of what those solar physicists were predicting. Quicker, more powerful termination of the old lower past matches what I perceived in January 2020 about Phase 2 acceleration changes, ongoing shifts, Separation of Worlds and the physical-level implementation of all NEW Triality crystalline diamond energy foundation templates, patterns and codes. As more NEW higher frequency energies comes in, more old lower frequency everything exits and it makes sense that the Sun is also capable of erasing, removing and ‘terminating’ old energy templates and patterns too.

They say vast bands of oppositely-charged magnetism drift across the surface of the sun which, when they collide at the sun’s equator annihilate or terminate. That caught my eye because big magnetic energies like this HOLD energy patterns, energy templates and energy codes in place. They contain and hold complex multidimensional energy templates and patterns in place which gives humanity and all life on Earth an external physical reality to exist and learn within on Earth. This applies elsewhere too, not only on Earth.

We’ve known since December 21-23, 2012, that we’ve been in a continuous and ever accelerating transitional state of both ‘terminating’ all old lower energy templates, patterns and codes from the previous Great Cycle while simultaneously embodying, anchoring and incrementally ascending towards NEW Earth while existing on old lower Earth in our physical bodies in a constant flow of incoming NEW higher Light energies, energy templates, patterns and codes for existence in the NEW Great Cycle at a much higher level. That whole process has been unfolding since the end of 2012 but it’s accelerated tremendously since we entered Phase 2 of the Ascension Process at the start of 2020.

Some solar physicists believe that new ‘Solar Cycle 25′ is about to begin — I believe it did with the start of Phase 2 in 2020. As was stated in ‘The Termination Event’ article, those solar physicists believe it will trigger Solar Cycle 25 to begin and that it will be a much higher magnitude than what’s been recorded prior on Earth. I wholeheartedly agree.

In early Phase 2 of the Ascension Process we’re in the implementation period of the higher frequency NEW Triality crystalline diamond frequency energy templates and patterns, systems and matching codes including NEW DNA and so forth. Combined with the full implementation of NEW Triality-based everything, is the implementation of Divine Mother Feminine first, then full implementation of Divine Father Masculine from the NEW Triality crystalline diamond HighHeart foundations, frequencies, templates and systems.

The evolution driven cosmic, galactic center and solar energies continue being much more intense, potent and reality changing. Where we’re going now, we’ve never been before, and the energies transmitted from and/or through cosmic bodies like the Sun are and will continue to be higher and higher frequencies. Our part in all this continues to be embodying them and anchoring them into ascending Earth. Because of these tremendous evolutionary energy changes, the ‘termination’ of old lower reality templates and patterns etc. continues rapidly in Phase 2.

Those were the main things I’d intended including in my previous article but got tackled hard by big incoming Light energies before I could get them written. This brings things up to where they should have been in June 11th’s article.

Instead of creating another article for the rest of this information I’m going to include it here because time is short, much continues happening energetically every minute, and the June 20/21, 2021 Solstice energies have basically been in-play since May 2021.

Compressed evolution is difficult, often painful in multiple ways, certainly confusing, often frustrating, exciting and profoundly exhausting. Also, let’s not forget that Team Dark continues utilizing easily manipulated human Portal People to attack and interfere with ascending individuals. As the evolutionary ascension energies increase before powerful days like Solstices and Equinoxes, typically the Team Dark and Portal People attacks and interference attempts also increase leading up to the next higher energy step-up we’re about to embody and anchor on Earth. Two young males (big clue there) emailed me this month that were used as Portal People to do nothing other than verbally attack me and try to bait me away from ascension focus and my LightWork within it. Classic nonhuman, nonphysical Team Dark tactic using same frequency range human Portal People as interference, distraction and attempts to run out the clock before whatever Solstice, Equinox or whatever other power day is approaching to get you, me, we to NOT do what we energetically do for the Universal Ascension Process.

Monsters Exit Stage Left

While all this ascension and termination and shifting separation business is happening to and within humans and Earth, it’s also been happening to and in other dimensions, interdimensional areas and extra-dimensional areas that humans have incorrectly perceived as vast void spaces of black nothingness that appear to only be huge in-between areas. However, some very strange alien beings and entities exist in, or have existed in those black void spaces that can be thought of as extra-dimensional.

The Ascension Process is Universal and the Universal Ascension Process is and always has been moving a lot of negative aliens, alien beings and entities etc. everywhere. The so-called old veils—aka dimensional boarders—have been nonexistent for all of Phase 1, which is why greatly increased paranormal multidimensional bleed-through events, anomalies, alien sightings and experiences, UFO sightings, and demonic etc. sightings, experiences and encounters on physical Earth have been so prevalent the past three decades. That plus they’re forcing greater numbers of unaware humans, including left brained patriarchal professionals and scientists, to get with the evolutionary Ascension Process.

Almost incomprehensible dimensional and extra-dimensional aliens, alien beings, entities and overall negative creatures are on the move again due to the evolutionary ascension literally pushing, pulling, directing, removing, rerouting and in many cases terminating some of them for refusing to Cease & Desist their negative activities against humanity, animals, plants, the elements, Elemental beings and life in general on Earth. Evolution is evolution and it affects all the players involved in the previous Great Evolutionary Cycle which was the Divine experiment in Duality.

Often when another extra big and potent Light energy wave arrives here on Earth at the outer edge of the Milky Way galaxy, we’re affected by it in all the ways we humans are. However, each of these big Light energy wave pulses also causes Team Dark alien beings and entities to HAVE to evolve too, or try to escape the constant Light energies as best they can for as long as they can. Eventually this business of Team Dark alien beings and entities doing their best to avoid evolution and dodge or hide from the installation of higher NEW Triality Light energy templates, patterns and codes of this higher level of the Great Evolutionary Cycle becomes impossible. Because this is where we’re at now, which goes back to why I quoted that Spaceweather.com article ‘The Termination Event’, there’s been a lot more movement and actions taken recently by some Team Dark alien beings and entities. If you’re sensitive and/or a clairvoyant Seer then you’ve Seen and felt some of them wandering through your space, your physical home, your physical bedroom again recently. Instantly send them energetically packing.

June 2021 Physical Body Embodying Severity

Embodying some of these pre-June 2021 Solstice diamond Light energies have been rather rough. There have been days and nights during the past ten days or so that I thought I might be headed to the hospital for emergency surgery. I’d have to be bleeding from every orifice however for me to actually do that because that is the last place and action I would ever take. My point is that it’s been seriously energy intense all of June, and May 2021 wasn’t a lighthearted walk in the park either. The embodying became so intense for me at times over the past ten days that I couldn’t tell if I was purging more lower old or embodying more higher NEW. I’ve been doing both as have many of you reading this, and, we’ve been doing so at higher levels than we’ve ever done before.

At times it feels like the more crystalline clear I become the easier and faster anything and everything flows unimpeded through me and my physical body. Or that’s just how it feels and seems to me currently. I often hear, feel, see and smell things, energies, beings, entities, anomalies and massive moving Light, worlds and realities that, at times becomes almost too much for me. I’ve evolved and expanded enough to be aware of far more than ever before in this life and body. I cannot adequately describe how busy, loud, hurried and excited (and for some frantic) it is out there now. It has been since the Ascension Process began but this is next-level intensity and activity entirely. Both exciting and occasionally overwhelming and exhausting.

There’s times being aware of the movements and relocation of worlds, dimensions, their inhabitants, energies and so forth and some of the noises and multidimensional cosmic dust these evolutionary epic changes cause are just way too much to see, feel and hear. Where I am now is so much larger and transitory and these ascension related actions are crazy wild out there.

I never thought I’d feel or say this but sometimes I long for the quietude of a small, isolated place where the extreme cosmic congestion of compressed Universal evolution is soundproofed and unobservable. Usually after I have that thought, or any other like it, some Angelic or Master somebody instantly shows up and silently gives me that look that mom’s give their kid when he/she is doing something extra stupid. I roll my eyes at them in response and agreement and tell them “I know, I know…” without saying a word. Some sleep always helps take the edge off these overwhelm moments until it builds up again and I have another momentary stupid thought about wishing all the loud cosmic traffic would be quiet. When I do another Angelic or Master somebody is instantly present to give me whatever silent look I need in that moment. It’s a great, loving and amazingly patient support exchange between us all actually.

Hang in there everyone and remain as flexible as you can and willing to change more within yourself in a nanosecond. We’re so in IT now which means the weirdness factor won’t be going away anytime soon so make whatever ongoing adjustments you personally need and never forget that you are a Conscious Creator.

Denise Le Fay

June 17, 2021

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Those That Glowed in the Old Dark & the Shine Hunters

August 2, 2020Denise Le Fay

Some of you may be wondering why in the world I’d be talking about this of all things in the 2020 Phase 2 Ascension Process and shift. I have my different reasons. Disclosure is consciously knowing more no matter what it is and humanity has finally collectively reached that point now which is another reason why there’s so much unattractive human squirming and thrashing about going on in the world this year.

Many Volunteers have energetically, vibrationally evolved beyond these old lowly negative beings, aliens, demons, entities and negative humans and their actions, agenda’s and frequency range. Certain other people haven’t yet, not far enough that is. This old negativity has been all of our past, our very near past, and for some of us our entire lives up until only the past few ascension years. It has no power over, in and around you if you have done enough required inner energy Work that naturally causes you to incrementally ascend vibrationally beyond that negative frequency and entire range where these negative aliens, entities, demons, beings and plentiful low frequency Portal People humans have existed.

Team Dark — my catch-all term for negative nonhuman, nonphysical aliens, entities, devils, demons and living humans that are easily utilized as Portal People by negative nonphysical, nonhuman aliens, beings and entities because those humans are themselves the same low frequency as the nonphysical, nonhuman beings.

Recently I watched a movie on TV, HBO. Personally I found it an unusually good movie because it had some accurate visual depictions and information about the dark side of old lower physical and astral Duality reality and some, only some of the Team Dark members and their habits depicted. The movie is Doctor Sleep (2019) and is the sequel to Stephen King’s classic The Shining (1980). Stephen King wrote Doctor Sleep in 2013, the movie of it was just released in November 2019. I hadn’t heard anything about either the book or the movie until I watched the movie a couple of weeks ago on TV. I’ve been busy, like most of you reading this, personally living these sorts of things and far worse and far better in profoundly amplified ways since the Ascension Process started in the physical in 1998–1999. Some of us have had our entire lives filled with negative Team Dark beings, attacks and a variety of experiences in the astral and physical because we’ve always had huge ‘shine’.

In the 1980 movie The Shining, Jack Nicholson played the character Jack Torrence, father of the little boy Danny “Doc” Torrence. Little boy Danny had the shine which was briefly explained to him by the elder black head chef at the Overlook Hotel, Dick Hallorann. Dick had the shine all of his life as did his grandmother who taught him about it and in turn he helped educate little boy Danny about the shine. Dick Hallorann was murdered by Jack Torrence for telepathically helping his son Danny in the haunted Overlook Hotel.

There’s a great scene in the beginning of Doctor Sleep where child Danny Torrance and his mother now living in Florida trying to start their lives over minus alcoholic husband and father Jack Torrence who died at the Overlook. This early scene has little boy Danny sitting on a park bench alone. Abruptly dead Dick Hallorann is sitting on the bench beside traumatized Danny and a really great and important conversation with more psychic shine education tips for Danny is had. In this scene Dick gives Danny a small box to mentally replicate to use to lock the ghost entities in that have etherically attached to him from the Colorado Overlook Hotel to his new Florida house and life. In the next scene Danny’s panicked mom is calling him and Danny is alone and Dick Hallorann and the little box are gone. You have to pay close attention throughout the movie to catch the quick physical to nonphysical and vice versa nonphysical to physical visual change depictions. As a lifelong Volunteer psychic, clairvoyant etc., I found these rapid and usually seamless shifts between one dimension, body and consciousness to another some of the most accurate I’ve ever seen depicted in any movie.

There’s a lot of important dialogue and clever visual depictions of extrasensory perception, astral travel, intentional conscious Out-Of-Body, clairvoyance, intentional remote viewing, telepathy, psychometry, energy vampirism, energy parasitism, organic humans that become inorganic, intentional temporary transference of awareness into another person’s physical body and more in this movie. If you know how to read between the lines you’ll discover Doctor Sleep is saying much about negative and even Satanic things like intentionally causing certain emotions and hormones to flood a humans physical and etheric bodies for specific reasons. Reasons like the steam isn’t steamy enough, the shine isn’t bright enough, isn’t big enough, and in general there simply isn’t enough Light in the human population. Ouch, some disclosure pain!

Humans enjoy certain physical flavorings on the different physical foods they eat — Team Dark has also enjoyed certain flavorings on the human energy food they consume, and to get those different flavorings they use different methods to cause humans to produce certain emotions and hormones to flood their physical and etheric bodies and blood. As some of you reading this may be recoiling at this point, I can guarantee you that you’ve experienced something similar many times in your life and didn’t even know it was an intentional manipulation and/or attack done on you by some Team Dark being. In other words, you were intentionally manipulated and “seasoned” by some negative so you would produce specific energetic “flavorings” before they energetically parasited off of you.

If you’ve seen the X-Men: First Class movie, Kevin Bacon plays the “bad guy” and that character intentionally has child Magneto’s mother killed in front of him to force the young boy into displaying his particular psychic abilities, which are manipulating metal. The boy is horrifically forced into using his higher ability because someone intentionally caused him unthinkable pain and anger by murdering his mother in front of him. In this movie this business about children and adults having “shine” is about recruiting and using them, not about energetically eating them. Different levels of negativity. Human energy parasitism is however a theme in all of these types of stories, which is a direct reflection of the old lower negative patriarchal Earth world we’ve lived our lives in — up until now that is.

“Some things, dark things, the shining is like food. The Overlook it always was just pictures to me but I didn’t shine like you, nobody shines like you.”

“The world’s a hungry place and the darkest things are the hungriest and they’ll eat what shines, swarm it like mosquitoes or leeches. Can’t do nothing bout that…” — dead Dick Hallorann says to alive child Danny “Doc” Torrence on a bench in Florida.

There were a few other scenes in Doctor Sleep that made me smile and I found interesting because I’ve lived them many times in many different ways under many different situations throughout my life. These particular scenes are the ones where Abra, Dan, and Rose The Hat intentionally shift their focus and consciousness which puts them in another frequency and usually their etheric bodies where physical rules do not apply. One of these scenes is when Abra stares out her bedroom window with the intention of locating and connecting with Rose. In one moment she’s physically in her bedroom staring out the window and in the next she’s coming in from another direction, another angle as her perception descends over/in/behind Rose’s physical body that’s in a physical grocery store pushing a shopping cart. The scene gets better as etheric blows are thrown and the physical repercussions of that do some physical damage.

In another scene Rose The Hat is in mediation on the roof of her motor-home with the intention of locating where Abra physically lives in the United States. Rose is physically seated on her roof and quickly and easily the shift is made and she’s now etherically hovering above the earth with the starry night sky behind her and the glittering city lights below her. If you’re good at etherically viewing and traveling — I do not like the military term ‘remote viewing’ for the singular reason that it is military — this is what Rose is intentionally doing. She’s etherically searching for Abra and is using the child’s energies to guide her to Abra’s physical house. The only thing that’s wrong with this great scene is that it’s slow, a slow search journey of Rose etherically flying across multiple states. Usually these things take a split second and the distance between point A and point B or C, D, E etc. happens like the speed of light or faster but that isn’t very showy in a move, so Rose’s etheric search is much slower so we could enjoy and participate in her OOB travel. How she lands in the street in front of Abra’s house is visually clever too as is how she rotates her etheric body to drop feet-first through Abra’s bedroom window. Rose changed directions with this entrance into the physical house move and she does it again to escape Abra’s etheric trap. But it’s Rose’s crash landing back into her physical body on the roof of her motor-home and then off it down to the ground that I especially enjoyed. It was such a frantic desperate escape that it uncontrollably pushes Rose physically off the roof.

If you haven’t seen this yet, it’s an accurate depiction of when one has to make a hasty astral etheric escape from a Team Dark alien astral abduction and/or other negative etheric entities and quickly crash-land yourself back in your physical body in the physical dimension. How many of you have ever been asleep dreaming and then suddenly jerked awake with an abrupt physical crash-landing jolt? When you’re suddenly in astral free-fall headed quickly back into the physical dimension and your physical body, you often re-enter in these types of less than graceful ways because you came in too hot! Who cares however when Team Dark is chasing you all the way back to your physical body, or, you are frantically escaping the scene of some astral crime attempt on you! Who cares about coming in too hot in moments like this?! 😉

There’s another scene when Dan Torrence needs to contact Abra but the Crow is blocking this so Dan intentionally shifts his focus and enters his etheric body to connect and communicate with Abra in the backseat of the van. To depict this change of focus and shift from the physical to the etheric, the scene shows Dan physically in his room with the blackboard wall suddenly tilt and he slides across the floor and hits the wall that’s now tilted 90 degrees from physical normal.

Here’s another couple of reasons why I personally enjoyed these particular visual depictions in the Doctor Sleep movie. It’s accurate in many cases, at least in the past it was. The Ascension Process and our evolution and separation from this old lower frequency Duality reality has and continues to change all of this however. Multiple times over the decades while awake during the daytime and nighttime I’ve personally physically, not clairvoyantly, watched and felt negative aliens intentionally enter the physical dimension and frequency by entering at 90° angles where two walls and often the ceiling connect in physical houses and/or buildings. Multiple times I’ve watched and felt negative aliens do this, and I’ve watched and felt demonic entities do this and many other things as well. But, it seems that in PRE-ascension times and frequencies this was a common way that certain negative aliens and other Team Dark beings and entities etc. would enter the physical world and its frequency — by coming in at a 90° angle like they were slipping right in through a narrow joint area where two physical walls and the ceiling are connected. There’s other ways in too but I want to keep this connected to this movie and how these dimensional changes, angles, directions and related body changes etc. were cleverly depicted visually.

Another aspect of this movie I found interesting was how this small band of modern-day inorganic parasitic gypsies went from being organic humans to inorganic humans. As I said earlier, I haven’t read Stephen King’s Doctor Sleep book and it may contain more backstory about this. But this business of being Source connected organic and then not is another of many important topics evolving, ascending humans should be conscious of but that’s another article. Thanks to all for this movie and getting many of the multidimensional and etheric details correct in many cases. There’s so much more however and we’re getting there as humanity and human consciousness is now rapidly evolving. No fear, just consciously knowing more and more and more. See you in Comments.

Denise Le Fay

August 2, 2020

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Flashing Lights In Your Eye

May 21, 2020May 21, 2020Denise Le Fay

I’ve experienced this a few times over the past few years and haven’t spoken about it because I wasn’t absolutely sure of what it was at those times. And to complicate matters, I’ve experienced something similar but it was negative and I did write about it at TRANSITIONS in 2016. https://deniselefay.blog/2016/03/15/negative-etheric-barricades/

“I have been having Migraine lights in my eyes which I used to get a few years ago but no headache, and wondered if it is EP causing them again. It,s scary when vision is impaired even only for 20 minutes or so and I am left quite drained after for few hours, wondered if anyone else has experienced this? — Linda P., May 21, 2020

Because Linda P. asked me about this in a comment this morning, Thursday, it seemed I needed to share what I experienced on Tuesday. Thank you Linda P. for your share and questions.

I’ve never experienced ‘Migraine lights in my eyes’ as she has. I had plenty of migraines during my twenties and thirties, plus I have seen Lights but never the two together. But I do get one heck of a headache for hours after seeing the specific Lights I’m talking about. Let’s untangle this because it’s rather interesting and probably going to be more common during Phase 2 of the Ascension Process for some people.

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 around noon I suddenly saw something tan colored and transparent manifest to my right side just inside the wall of the living room about twelve feet away from where I was seated. It didn’t have a humanoid outline and was eight feet tall. I know this because I measured the area I saw it in because I was curious about how tall it was. Typically when many of these types of interdimensional physical and nonphysical interactions happen they do so very quickly, in this case from first manifestation for me of this aspect to when I no longer saw any of it took only three seconds.

This eight foot tall tan colored transparent shape manifested to my right and quickly moved across the living room towards the left where I heard one bump or thud sound coming from a wall in my house. This is a fairly common energetic repercussion effect when a nonphysical being has manifested in one form or another in your physical space. The tall tan colored being was briefly joined by a small round white Light and a couple other energy distortions or so they looked to me. Only three seconds of seeing them and then they were gone. I did not see, feel or sense them after this part of the experience ended. I also did not sense they were negative and the entire experience felt very energetically neutral, intentional and specific to me. It wasn’t a big spectacular Light-show by some ETs or Angelics nor was it a negative etheric attack. It was three seconds of an eight foot tall transparent shape moving quickly in my living room accompanied by a small bright white point of Light manifesting briefly and some nondescript energy distortions that resembled heat mirages. That may have simply been what it looked like to me as they exited my physical dimensional frequency and space however.

On second four I saw rapidly flashing patterns of triangular gemstone colored Lights. Because I’ve been seeing the NEW crystalline Trinity, Triality triangle shaped codes since December 2018 in both iridescent pastel colors and deeper gemstone colors against a black background, I recognized them immediately. They were different only in that they were in a specific shape in my right eye and vision and constantly flashed very quickly, spun horizontally for a while, changed directions, position and shape slightly, flashed vertically for a while then rolled rapidly for a while. This went on for nearly 25 minutes and I carefully watched, felt, discerned and paid close attention to not only what I was seeing in my right eye the entire time but remained very aware of anything or anyone that might enter my space while I observed what I believe was a needed Phase 2 crystalline Trinity code adjustment download.

Because I have experienced something similar that was a negative etheric energy barricade—the link above—my first reaction was to discern this entire experience as quickly as I could. After over forty years of forced dealings with Team Dark in many different forms in the physical, etheric and astral etc., I am ultra sensitive to them as any Volunteer Lightwarrior would become. I could even say I’ve got some Volunteer PTSD due to a lifetime of being attacked by different Team Dark beings during this time of Universal ascension. I Work on that just as I Work on all other things I’ve needed to this entire time because it just goes with the job.

Team Dark cannot change or hide their energy signature so once you are very familiar with them, you instantly recognize their energy frequency. The same is true with the Light, and if you are honestly and intimately familiar with both, then you can easily and instantly know whose who and what’s going on based on your ability to energetically read and recognize (discern) those two main energies from very old cycle Duality. The great news is that we’ve evolved out of old cycle Duality into NEW cycle Triality, hence the NEW triangle Trinity codes and others that go with Triality in this NEW great cycle.

A few hours after my 25 minute-long right eye Trinity code adjustment download on May 19, 2020, I got one heck of a headache on the left side of my head for the rest of that day and night. I suspect this might also be partially due to a 2010 left skull and head negative etheric injury I received back then. Either way I was given another type of adjustment download containing NEW crystalline Triality codes that was specific for me personally which, like all ascension related embodying takes some time to recuperate from. The next day I felt good and the headache was completely gone. I did run a low-grade fever late yesterday and today I feel tired, stiff and achy in my bones and joints. More prep Work plus some very fast in-&-out other dimensional assistance adjustments where needed by those who need them now before we go deeper into our individual Embodiment Processes this year.

Denise

May 21, 2020

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The Profound Intensity of Embodying More DIVINE MOMMY

April 11, 2017April 11, 2022Denise Le Fay

I experienced further embodying of Divine Cosmic Mommy in late 2015, much more intensely and for longer periods in 2016, then every few weeks so far in 2017, amplifying everything that led up to this by light years (energy stair steps remember?), this has been and continues to be mind-blowing, earth-shaking, life-changing, reality-altering, body-expanding, take-no-prisoners type intense Divine Mommy embodiment stuff.

This isn’t just additional fragmented aspects of Divine Mommy, of ‘Cosmic Mother-level divine light’, but IT in ITS undiluted, non-fragmented, unified natural entirety, and that will literally rock your world—and other parts too which we’ll get to—when embodying some more of IT into your physical body and therefore consciousness, life and reality. No, this is not about smaller, individualized aspects of the Divine Cosmic Mommy Energy such as what’s represented in a variety of aspects like the female asteroid archetypal energies, female Goddess archetypes, Mother Nature, Amazon Warrior Women, Wives of ancient gods of old, great beauties, Muses and feminine creators etc. No, this is Divine Cosmic Mother Feminine Light Energy returning and currently being embodied by the Forerunners and anchored back into consciousness, life and reality in the NEW Earth for NEW Humans. This is big, this is important, this is absolutely necessary, and at times IT simultaneously feels awesome, amazing, empowering, expanding, excruciating and like it may blow your physical heart out with ITS sheer magnitude and intensity, drive you mad sexually, cause you to promise immediate extinction to anyone and anything anywhere that continues negative patriarchal patterns, habits and beliefs that harm/wound/mutilate/rape/plunder/use/steal/or kill another human or other living thing.

Divine Mommy, Divine Cosmic Mother Feminine isn’t small in that warm and fuzzy sort of way. IT also isn’t all lovey-dovey and hugs n’ kisses either, and IT certainly is not an “enabler” or “co-dependent”. Divine Mommy as I’m calling this incomprehensible Energy at the moment, is returned because it’s time for IT to be re-integrated into humanity and human consciousness and life and reality finally. This Energy (and IT deserves to be capitalized) has for so long been exiled, removed, diminished and distorted to such a degree as to be completely impotent and basically meaningless. Mother, whore, virgin, witch, seductress, hag and young maid is about all the patriarchy allowed in of intentionally distorted and controlled Divine Mother archetypes throughout the global patriarchal rule, and because of this, most people are totally unfamiliar with how big, powerful and utterly unstoppable this Divine Cosmic Mother Feminine Energy actually is. We all are increasingly being re-introduced to IT via our ongoing individual Embodiment processes over these past few years, but in 2017, this aspect of the Ascension Process (AP) has reached this NEW level and it’s a blessing but sometimes way over-the-top type experience Embodying a bit more of IT. And that was a huge understatement, and you know it is if you’ve lived through this latest 2017 phase of Embodying some more of Divine Cosmic Mommy! Loved to near death; fried to near death; expanded to near death; pushed to near death, awakened to near death and it’s all been so great and terrible and wonderful and sexual and not sexual and not loving and not great and great and wonderful and …

Someone’s Got To Talk About This

I’ve briefly mentioned in previous articles about how I intentionally chose celibacy when it was time for me to, once again, “re-enter the Sacred Temple” at age 39 in 1991, to prepare for the start of the biological, physical-level Ascension Process in 1999. I chose to be celibate in 1991 because my time fooling around trying to be just a human ended with the start of my Uranus Opposition at that age. This was a Soul Contract so lose the furrowed brow and saddened heart. I was grateful I had those first 39 years to complete karma with others, experience a few things, have lots of sex, and grow myself in different ways. But, as I painfully discovered back in my sexually active years during the 1970s and 1980s, Team Dark (TD) took advantage of every romantic relationship and every sexual act no matter how much “love”, compassion, connection and devotion was involved. TD was always there stealing beautiful, loving sexual energy generated by myself and male partner(s). And/or they were intentionally manipulating myself, current partner, other people etc. to create negative energies from sexually active people so we’d all produce fear, jealousy, guilt, anger, sexual addictions, distrust, neediness, emotional imbalance and so on for them to energetically feed from. TD didn’t care what created the energy they stole from humans, just that they got it constantly, which meant they also endlessly manipulated people into producing low-frequency emotional energies any way they could. For me in the 70s and 80s it was a No Win situation with romantic/love/sexual relationships because TD ran the world back then; the Light hadn’t arrived, which meant it was a terribly dark and dangerous place making the love/romance/sex/love-making business painful in one way or another, dangerous and usually frustrating. The things I’ve clairvoyantly Seen and personally experienced in relation to this topic would turn your stomach, shock you and cause you to become celibate too. I’m talking about the bad old Dark days, today it’s a different story IF you and partner are both functioning at a much higher level of HighHeart being and awareness where TD cannot reach and therefore affect you in those old lower ways. Frequency, it’s all about different levels of frequency and where you’re at.

So, I’ve been in a No Sex Zone since age 39 by choice for said reasons. It was easy and felt grand not having to risk and/or sacrifice so much just to make love with a male I was involved with. Higher Awareness and Being always includes great changes and greater personal responsibilities.

But, with the return of some more Divine Mommy Energy every year since 2015, one of the many ways our physical bodies interprets and responds to IT is a whole-body and being sense of tremendously amplified “sexual” energy. IT is not “sexual” at all, IT is simply pure, undiluted Divine Cosmic Mother Feminine Light Energy that, when Embodied physically often feels like nearly unbearable sexual energies flowing through your entire body constantly. Ouch and super yum all at the same time… for weeks and months at a time. Not an exaggeration please understand. Soon we’ll be in this level of Divine Cosmic Mother Feminine Energy constantly because we’ll have Embodied it completely, and more importantly, adapted to IT so IT will no longer feel to us like anything other than greater Divine Light and LOVE.

I hope you realize that the only reason I’m sharing this particular information now is that I know there are some Forerunners out there suddenly feeling a nearly unbearable need to hump someone into divine ecstatic oblivion. This is why so just breath and realize that, as usual, you and your physical body and everything else will Embody a bit more, adapt, adjust, re-adjust a few times, finally get comfortable with the latest NEW Light Energies and then… it will all start-up again at an even higher level with an even greater quantity of Light Energy every time.

The Amazon Warrior Woman

Another common side effect of our Embodying more of Divine Mommy now is that not only are we individually feeling an absolute intolerance for any and all old negative patriarchal period bullshit, abuses, female mutilations etc., but our Embodying more of IT also anchors IT into the grid-work structures of the NEW Earth, meaning the HighHeart grid that the rest of humanity will eventually be a part of too. Do you understand yet how you are currently a Creator Being via your personal Embodiment Ascension Process?

Divine Cosmic Mommy/Mother Light Energies are at this point, due to them needing to further breakdown the old negative patriarchal insanity, rather Amazon Warrior Woman-like, even for male Forerunners. Don’t fret over any of this as IT will level-out when IT no longer needs to put an end to all that’s been globally accepted mega negativity. We’re already seeing greater number of females and males rebelling against old patriarchal restrictions and negativity and this will only increase the more the Forerunners Embody more Divine Cosmic Mommy Light Energies in ourselves. We’re also seeing more of this NEW Divine Cosmic Mommy/Mother Light Energy returning now via new movies and TV shows with plenty of Amazon Warrior Woman types in them.

All you have to do is IT, and while doing IT, understand that your physical heart won’t burst from the sheer force and volume of IT, nor will you go crazy from IT feeling unbearably sexual when in your physical body during these early stages, nor will you go mad and run naked in the streets because you’re becoming a living, Embodied, physical Master of Light housing LOVE within yourself constantly. Yes it feels like you’ll be crushed, exploded, loved/Loved/LOVED unto death and well beyond by IT, but so what in any or all cases? I’m still alive after what all I’ve been through in just these first few months of 2017; I haven’t been jailed for molesting some male stranger; I’m still celibate but that might change due to these massive evolutionary improvements; I’m still Embodying; still ending old negative patriarchal timelines; getting the oil in my car changed; buying toilet paper; still marveling at the stars in the night sky, and falling in LOVE more and more every hour via the Embodiment Process. IT stings, IT burns, IT tears apart, IT re-unites, IT expands, IT permanently improves and changes each of us. Let IT and be grateful for what you’re experiencing and able to do, survive and anchor for future humans.

Denise

April 11, 2017

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First Half of August 2014

August 13, 2014August 13, 2014Denise Le Fay

This article will be much like its two predecessors in that it’s a continuation of the extreme inner and outer physical and energetic changes we’re going through in 2014. For those who’ve been at this Ascension Process business from the start, these changes within the NEW energies are a bit weird in that the entire world population is fully involved now at some level. It’s one thing dealing with ones own issues, fears, emotional wounds, karma, duality integration/resolution, physical and emotional pain(s) etc., but it’s something very different when one has to witness the rest of humanity doing it. For ultra-sensitives, empaths and those with Higher Awareness, it takes real HighHeart to steadfastly hold neutral higher space and allow everyone to go through whatever it is that they must now, which is a lot. What we’re all going through this year is a lot!

Around August 3rd I perceived rather loudly, ‘Get ready, be prepared because when IT arrives you’ll hit the ground running’. I feel ‘IT’ has/is/will continue arriving here and as usual we’ll move through it incrementally, step by step so ‘IT’ doesn’t break us or our bodies, minds etc. (‘IT’ is the NEW energies and how they continue being embodied and activated at NEW levels within us.)

August 4th I woke up with intense depression which I knew was not “mine”. I’ve already written about this in Shift to August & Severity of August 4, 2014, so won’t go into it again but only add it to a growing list of pretty tough days and nights throughout this year.

I received an email from Chalotte ❤ about how intense and miserable August 4th was for her too and how a lot of tears fell that day, plus plenty of inner body heat was felt and other symptoms.

I received an email from Beth ❤ about multiple NEW Higher Awareness, Higher Visions she’d had on August 5th.

I received an email from Debora ❤ on August 7th and she told me that ‘…the first train of Jews pulled into Auschwitz on August 4th…’ Also ‘…August 4th was the day Anne Franke was arrested.’ And that ‘…August 6th Hiroshima Japan was bombed, and Nagasaki on August 9th during WWII.’ Thanks Debora for that information because I didn’t know about those dates either.

As the many knots of multiple timelines connected to large negative hotspots such as Earth’s World Wars are untangled and ended, things will ease up and be much less intense and painful on multiple levels so hang in there everyone.

August 8th— 8-8 —I received an email from Beth telling me how she was doing a lot of crying and was ‘feeling off’.

August 9th my inner ears rang all day (still are as I write this. They’ve been ringing like crazy off and on—mostly on since January 1, 2014) and the pains and pressures pouring in constantly from ABOVE like a focused Light-beam flowing down into my Crown chakra and upper head and further down into my Third Eye/Brow chakra and Pituitary gland had built all day. August 9th was one very long and physically painful day for me due to these NEW energies being embodied into my physical body and being a little more. This is old hat at this point and I’m only adding it because I know many of you have gone through similar energy embodying and further activations of the NEW in these same areas too very intensely during July and August 2014. Know that more of this is coming, much more.

I couldn’t wait for the Sun to set on August 9th because I knew just that would ease the pressures and physical pains a bit and then I could sleep at night and “reboot” the NEW within myself on all levels. But, before I fell asleep that night I thought I should take a clairvoyant look at my Pituitary gland to See why it was hurting so differently. I’ve looked within like this many times throughout these Ascension years, but, the way I “saw” and what I saw, perceived, felt, knew etc. was radically different this time from any other higher vision(s) I’ve ever had in this life and that’s the point behind all this.

When I did this I had a NEW type Higher Vision in a NEW way. Very briefly and simply because I cannot do this Higher Vision justice with mere words.

The biggest difference and most important thing about this in my opinion is that I and what I was viewing, perceiving, knowing and feeling were all the same thing. In other words, there was no “distance”, no “separation”, no perceived or believed “space” between me and what I was seeing/feeling/knowing in those timeless moments of viewing what I did. This NEW Higher Awareness continued until I had an old left brained thought about what I was viewing which instantly dropped me out of that level of Higher Awareness. Said another way, I lost that particular vision because I thought about it! I stepped back (separated from it) to think (intellectualize) about it all which took me out of being One (unified) with what I was perceiving. It’s that simple and that big.

Thinking is old lower world perception and we’re evolving into a NEW (to us in these bodies I mean) form of tremendously higher perception that has nothing to do with linear, analytical left brained thinking. This is how we learn about the NEW blueprints; trial and error until we understand how to use our NEW abilities.

Forget about how spectacular and beautiful what I saw actually was (my NEW and improved multidimensional Pituitary) and instead focus on how as we increasingly embody the NEW within us that automatically evolves us and our consciousness allowing us to perceive, know, feel and understand in vastly larger and more complex ways than we could with the old lower frequency consciousness tools we had. Those tools were an energetic match to that old frequency range; these NEW tools are an energetic match to the NEW energies/blueprints within a NEW space and level of creative being. Yes its fifth dimensional (5D) but it’s NEW within 5D which is even more exciting.

Back to how beautiful and spectacular my NEW Pituitary gland or Power Plant I should now call it looked to me at that time.

The split-second I had the thought to clairvoyantly look in on my physical Pituitary gland to See what was going on in there, that thought and intention alone was what instantly shifted me/my perception into what I desired to See.

In the past when I’d do this I would be in one place (as in only a few feet away) viewing whatever it was I was Seeing clairvoyantly that, from my perspective and level of awareness at that time, seemed to be existing some distance away from where “I” was and seemed to be “separate” from myself and myself from it. Don’t misunderstand me here because I could be in 4D, 5D, 6D, 7D, 8D in this old way and everything and everyone I saw clairvoyantly via my old Third Eye vision still felt and looked to me (at that time) to be separate from me/me from it etc. This visual, emotional and intellectual level of perception is what we’d call normal old 3D perception, higher sight and beliefs where we were “separate” from one another and other Beings etc. with greater or lesser “space” between us.

The NEW energies now however are evolving, shifting us into 5D “Unity” consciousness and HighHeart being which means we’re increasingly perceiving and physically and emotionally feeling more and more OTHERS as ourselves — or more accurately there being zero distance, zero space, zero separation between me or you or him or her or it or all of them etc. That old saying ‘We are all One’ is taking on a different meaning to us as we embody more and more of the NEW, causing us to feel and know that we are connected to each other being on Earth and beyond in very NEW to us in these bodies and consciousness sorts of ways. Mouthing some well-know spiritual line is easy; actually living it from a higher, more complex level of consciousness and being is something entirely different and is exactly what more and more people are and will be finding themselves doing/feeling/realizing. Try manifesting a war or any crime against anyone anywhere when you can feel them in your body and being as other aspects of Source/God/All That Is. It’s impossible, inconceivable.

I was my NEW and improved Pituitary gland and it me and there was, is zero separation or distance between us. When this happened on August 9, 2014, it looked and felt to “me” (whatever that means anymore!) like a brilliant, huge, living, counterclockwise rotating complex geometric shaped Star of Light radiating multiple beams of Light out in all directions throughout multiple dimensions simultaneously. Like I said earlier, it felt to me like my Pituitary is now a very different and NEW Power Plant within my brain/head/being and I haven’t as yet even begun to discover its many NEW abilities. And that is just my (our) NEW Pituitary glands! How much fun is life and “reality” going to be with these NEW and greatly improved tools we have to create with?

All that and I’m still not satisfied with my description of what I perceived, saw, felt, knew. Oh well, until the 5D and higher HighHeart telepathic mother-tongue returns, this inadequate form of communication will have to suffice. 😉

August 10th was the Full/Super Moon at 18º Aquarius which only helped amplify old things dualized and NEW things unified. If Sunday, August 10th was rough for you, this Full Moon that was another Super Moon was one more layer to all this.

August 11th Robin Williams ❤ intentionally exited physicality and massive numbers of people’s hearts and HighHeart Consciousness opened a little more. Lots and lots of tears have fallen over this because Light is Light and Heart is Heart and more people are starting to “wake up” to the fact that carrying Light and having real Heart in what’s been a very Dark world takes a great and oftentimes devastating toll on the person carrying such a lofty weight in such a dense and violent place for decades.

August 12th was the last day of the annual Lion’s Gate energy transmissions so things will shift and change again slightly on August 13th. What we’ll find ourselves dealing with on the other side of 2014’s Lion’s Gate will continue to be highly transformational and we’ll most likely still need to release more of our old selves and our old 3D habits and beliefs about “reality” and what’s doable etc.

Some symptoms that have been prominent lately are Hot Flashes (body sex doesn’t matter) or the return of them and their intense inner heat that manifests in a nanosecond and burns like an internal spiritual wildfire and quickly radiates out through your physical body to the surface of your skin and beyond by a good foot or more! Burn the old world trash and stuff away so the NEW can take up residence within you.

Other common symptoms now are more of old 3D linear time consciousness and its reality borders disappearing for longer period of “time”. Atomic clock anomalies, weird time jumps, skips, leaps and drop-offs, time dragging forever one day and rushing extremely fast the next, increasingly finding oneself beyond the old familiar 3D linear time space altogether. We’re not stuck in or restricted to old linearity or solid density anymore but are oozing out, tumbling out in different NEW directions occasionally and getting a peek at and feel for some more of the NEW space we’re now in.

Heart pains and pressures much like what I described earlier in my head, Brow and Pituitary. The Heart is also going through more changes and expansions which sometimes hurt and/or feel like added pressure in the entire upper chest area.

The old Ascension Flu aches and pains have been present lately too but vastly less severe than years past thank goodness. Just us adapting, adjusting, rearranging our selves, our DNA, our consciousness etc. to embody more of the NEW energies.

Inner ear ringing, vision distortions or blurring, seeing energies, colors and other anomalies which are higher frequency energies and beings etc. We’re still in transition so sometimes there’s a lot of space between individuals and will be for a while so adapt to the NEW larger playground and know it’s all very positive despite feeling rather strange. At other times we’re all crammed in very close together where multiple timelines converge and we’re working our ways through those tight bottleneck areas.

Sore lungs, extreme overall exhaustion, back of the neck pains and stiffness and occasional muscle weakness have been common once again too. No fear, just compressed evolution, but if honestly concerned about something then see a trusted doctor.

My heartfelt thanks go out to everyone for living your Path of Transformation and Ascension so bravely and with such determination during this incredible year. The positive results are coming online within each of us every day now so hang in there because these NEW abilities will go a long way in making life fun and so creatively ours.

Denise

August 13, 2014

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