Forerunners Embodiment of Divine Cosmic Mother Light Energy in 2017

Tremendous 2017 Light Expansions

April 23, 2017April 23, 2017Denise Le Fay

Embodying more certainly has felt like exactly that this year; getting even larger than you were before the February, March and especially April’s Inner Expansions! I can barely put to words how strange yet wonderful these early months of 2017 have been for me. I AM not the same person I was in January of this year, and, we’re just getting started with this level and phase of the ongoing Embodiment Process in 2017.

This has been intense and ongoing in this NEW, higher level way since February, but it’s been all of April that’s seriously pushed the evolutionary envelope for me, and no doubt many of you reading this. I find some of this level and phase of the ongoing Embodiment Process more difficult (for me) to express in words because it is so beyond words much of the time anymore.

Sometimes linear words are not enough for me and I long for higher 5D and above total telepathic freedom, ease, instant and accurate communications coupled with matching emotional energies and Higher Awareness that goes with 5D and higher communication exchanges. I’ve consciously remembered this more natural form of communication my whole life, so it’s been a real learning, make that an UN-learning experience for me to figure out how to communicate in linear written form like this, and while being mildly Dyslexic. Good news is that we’re rapidly evolving back to this higher level of instant telepathic and/or even better yet, direct and instant knowing communications with like-others. Ascending Individuals becoming increasingly able to intentionally communicate with other Individuals of the same frequency range, which is creating a larger Group of 5D and higher people able to communicate with each other without any physical, linear spoken or written words involved. More of HOME in each of us brings more of HOME to our NEW HOME here, now.

When I get feeling too limited by words—written or otherwise—I spend more time with visuals and emotions because there’s so much more in them. There’s the image, the emotions it causes in the viewer, the colors, shapes, angles, textures etc. I’ve needed more visuals and emotions than words in April which is why I’ve been MIA much of the month. Now by visuals I mean both physical images and nonphysical ones. We’re increasingly more consciously aware of our multi-dimensionality, which means we’re needing more than just linear words or physical images etc. We’re expanding beyond them, meaning many Forerunners (and when I use the term Forerunner I mean Grid-workers/Grid-holders, Gate-workers/Gate-keepers, Master Transmuters, Wayshowers, Embodiers etc.) are needing greater, larger, more creative ways to express ourselves, communicate with each other, live and be and continue Embodying and so on. Said another way, we’re all in a very NEW and different place, space, level and phase throughout 2017, and many Forerunners are doing our best to acclimate to these hour-by-hour changes we’re constantly going through and know a bit more during each step.

For me, every time there’s an extra intense Light Energy immersion happening, I have that rather unpleasant sensation of having suddenly gotten really HUGE throughout my entire physical body from the inside out. I suddenly feel like I’ve gotten massively HUGE on the physical level, and in some ways I do actually increase in physical size during these Stair-step phases, but this is caused from my Embodying more Light and Love Energies, Source, Divine Cosmic Mother/Mommy, my Higher Selves etc. into my physical body. And from that perspective it often feels rather uncomfortable for a while due to more internal expansiveness taking place because more higher frequency stuff just came on-board permanently. Out with more old lower and in with more NEW higher in other words and this Embodiment Process literally redecorates your insides from an energetic level, the cellular, expands the DNA some more, and obviously re-configures the entire physical body. Because of all this, especially now that we’re coming out the Other Side of this 26,000-yearlong Galactic Alignment and multiple other related cycles, sometimes words just don’t do IT justice and we go quiet for a while to stare in amazement at Divinity working on our insides and outsides, our higher sides and lower sides and marvel and wonder over IT all.

No one ever told us that taking on increasing amounts of glorious Divinity would occasionally cause you to puff up like a blow fish, so much so that taking a deep breath is sometimes impossible. And while I’m at it, no one also ever told us that taking on increasing amounts of glorious Divinity would, at times, make you feel sick, wildly horny, irritable, homesick, frustrated, confused, not human, powerful, filled with Light and Love to the point that it feels like ones little physical body will explode from the greatness of IT all. Hence why this business is delivered in incremental Stair-steps such as what we’ve gone through since the 1980s, and much more so since 1999.

Let’s be entertained and educated by our own astonishing Individual evolutionary Embodiment Ascension Processes. ❤

“The “weight” has been shifted and now our bodies shift with this density shift too. Some will put on weight for those cellular programs to emerge, others will drop weight when lighter, others get bigger as they lighten, yet have more space inside…. bodies expanding and contracting, cells expanding and contracting, changing the physical form to match the current hologram and match the density of the current physical plane. Our physical form constantly adapting to the phase we are currently in. Each phase has a different physical density, each dimensional plane does too…” Lisa Transcendence Brown — April 2017

I’ve experienced all the things in the quote above by Lisa T. Brown. Getting larger because I’ve taken on more Light, and to do that more internal space needed to be created first so, out with more of the old lower. I’ve also gained plenty of physical weight since all this started, lost some, gained some back, lost some again etc. but no matter what else was going on, I’ve felt increasingly larger in all ways the more I Embody. To be expected as the physical “meat suit” is repeatedly Alchemically transformed by the very Process itself.

April 18, 2017, I had a Higher Awareness vision and Saw a HUGE (about the size of our Sun), transparent, speed-of-light approaching round ball-shaped Energy headed towards Earth/Humanity. I’m not saying this transparent Energy ball is only for Earth and Humanity, that it’s coming straight towards us and nothing else because that’s not the case. It’s hitting, activating plenty of other systems and stars long before it reaches us and Earth. It is very positive and simply another of many different types of further evolutionary inducing, species propelling forms of very high level Energies streaking through the Milky Way galaxy, jump-starting all sorts of wonderful things, beings and possibilities.

When I Saw this transparent Energy ball-shaped thing, I perceived that it would be within range of influencing us and Earth starting now, the last week of April, and peaking in intensity in mid-May 2017, but lasting long past that date. Like I said, this is just one more of many different types of much higher frequency Light Energies now constantly coming in to further lift us up into the NEW higher even more. There’s many more of these sorts of evolutionary pushes coming so don’t misunderstand me and think that this one is the one and only and therefore fixate on it because it’s not.

It seems, at this moment at least, rather ridiculous to repeat the many strange side effects of all this that the Forerunners have been, are and will be going through. You know what they are for you now, and that’s all that is really important at this point. Just give yourself some credit where credit is due for being able and willing to be repeatedly turned inside out and back again, and each time with greater NEW gifts added. Some of what we’re going through now in 2017 is pretty mind-blowing stuff so don’t forget that while becoming something NEW and different. ❤ We’re in NEW territory which means much of what we’re experiencing is very new and NEW too. There’s times when I can’t really tell if I’m here or not here. Dead or alive. Individual or Divine, or more accurately, rapidly becoming both in an amazing Alchemical evolutionary Process that I Volunteered to come here to do, live, be and anchor. That’s all that matters at this point, that you are doing what you came here to do now. Be at peace with that. Be proud of that. Be that and the rest will naturally make more sense as you/me/we each continue living the nearly indescribable. Thank You for your part in all for All. ❤

Denise

April 23, 2017

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The Profound Intensity of Embodying More DIVINE MOMMY

April 11, 2017April 11, 2022Denise Le Fay

I experienced further embodying of Divine Cosmic Mommy in late 2015, much more intensely and for longer periods in 2016, then every few weeks so far in 2017, amplifying everything that led up to this by light years (energy stair steps remember?), this has been and continues to be mind-blowing, earth-shaking, life-changing, reality-altering, body-expanding, take-no-prisoners type intense Divine Mommy embodiment stuff.

This isn’t just additional fragmented aspects of Divine Mommy, of ‘Cosmic Mother-level divine light’, but IT in ITS undiluted, non-fragmented, unified natural entirety, and that will literally rock your world—and other parts too which we’ll get to—when embodying some more of IT into your physical body and therefore consciousness, life and reality. No, this is not about smaller, individualized aspects of the Divine Cosmic Mommy Energy such as what’s represented in a variety of aspects like the female asteroid archetypal energies, female Goddess archetypes, Mother Nature, Amazon Warrior Women, Wives of ancient gods of old, great beauties, Muses and feminine creators etc. No, this is Divine Cosmic Mother Feminine Light Energy returning and currently being embodied by the Forerunners and anchored back into consciousness, life and reality in the NEW Earth for NEW Humans. This is big, this is important, this is absolutely necessary, and at times IT simultaneously feels awesome, amazing, empowering, expanding, excruciating and like it may blow your physical heart out with ITS sheer magnitude and intensity, drive you mad sexually, cause you to promise immediate extinction to anyone and anything anywhere that continues negative patriarchal patterns, habits and beliefs that harm/wound/mutilate/rape/plunder/use/steal/or kill another human or other living thing.

Divine Mommy, Divine Cosmic Mother Feminine isn’t small in that warm and fuzzy sort of way. IT also isn’t all lovey-dovey and hugs n’ kisses either, and IT certainly is not an “enabler” or “co-dependent”. Divine Mommy as I’m calling this incomprehensible Energy at the moment, is returned because it’s time for IT to be re-integrated into humanity and human consciousness and life and reality finally. This Energy (and IT deserves to be capitalized) has for so long been exiled, removed, diminished and distorted to such a degree as to be completely impotent and basically meaningless. Mother, whore, virgin, witch, seductress, hag and young maid is about all the patriarchy allowed in of intentionally distorted and controlled Divine Mother archetypes throughout the global patriarchal rule, and because of this, most people are totally unfamiliar with how big, powerful and utterly unstoppable this Divine Cosmic Mother Feminine Energy actually is. We all are increasingly being re-introduced to IT via our ongoing individual Embodiment processes over these past few years, but in 2017, this aspect of the Ascension Process (AP) has reached this NEW level and it’s a blessing but sometimes way over-the-top type experience Embodying a bit more of IT. And that was a huge understatement, and you know it is if you’ve lived through this latest 2017 phase of Embodying some more of Divine Cosmic Mommy! Loved to near death; fried to near death; expanded to near death; pushed to near death, awakened to near death and it’s all been so great and terrible and wonderful and sexual and not sexual and not loving and not great and great and wonderful and …

Someone’s Got To Talk About This

I’ve briefly mentioned in previous articles about how I intentionally chose celibacy when it was time for me to, once again, “re-enter the Sacred Temple” at age 39 in 1991, to prepare for the start of the biological, physical-level Ascension Process in 1999. I chose to be celibate in 1991 because my time fooling around trying to be just a human ended with the start of my Uranus Opposition at that age. This was a Soul Contract so lose the furrowed brow and saddened heart. I was grateful I had those first 39 years to complete karma with others, experience a few things, have lots of sex, and grow myself in different ways. But, as I painfully discovered back in my sexually active years during the 1970s and 1980s, Team Dark (TD) took advantage of every romantic relationship and every sexual act no matter how much “love”, compassion, connection and devotion was involved. TD was always there stealing beautiful, loving sexual energy generated by myself and male partner(s). And/or they were intentionally manipulating myself, current partner, other people etc. to create negative energies from sexually active people so we’d all produce fear, jealousy, guilt, anger, sexual addictions, distrust, neediness, emotional imbalance and so on for them to energetically feed from. TD didn’t care what created the energy they stole from humans, just that they got it constantly, which meant they also endlessly manipulated people into producing low-frequency emotional energies any way they could. For me in the 70s and 80s it was a No Win situation with romantic/love/sexual relationships because TD ran the world back then; the Light hadn’t arrived, which meant it was a terribly dark and dangerous place making the love/romance/sex/love-making business painful in one way or another, dangerous and usually frustrating. The things I’ve clairvoyantly Seen and personally experienced in relation to this topic would turn your stomach, shock you and cause you to become celibate too. I’m talking about the bad old Dark days, today it’s a different story IF you and partner are both functioning at a much higher level of HighHeart being and awareness where TD cannot reach and therefore affect you in those old lower ways. Frequency, it’s all about different levels of frequency and where you’re at.

So, I’ve been in a No Sex Zone since age 39 by choice for said reasons. It was easy and felt grand not having to risk and/or sacrifice so much just to make love with a male I was involved with. Higher Awareness and Being always includes great changes and greater personal responsibilities.

But, with the return of some more Divine Mommy Energy every year since 2015, one of the many ways our physical bodies interprets and responds to IT is a whole-body and being sense of tremendously amplified “sexual” energy. IT is not “sexual” at all, IT is simply pure, undiluted Divine Cosmic Mother Feminine Light Energy that, when Embodied physically often feels like nearly unbearable sexual energies flowing through your entire body constantly. Ouch and super yum all at the same time… for weeks and months at a time. Not an exaggeration please understand. Soon we’ll be in this level of Divine Cosmic Mother Feminine Energy constantly because we’ll have Embodied it completely, and more importantly, adapted to IT so IT will no longer feel to us like anything other than greater Divine Light and LOVE.

I hope you realize that the only reason I’m sharing this particular information now is that I know there are some Forerunners out there suddenly feeling a nearly unbearable need to hump someone into divine ecstatic oblivion. This is why so just breath and realize that, as usual, you and your physical body and everything else will Embody a bit more, adapt, adjust, re-adjust a few times, finally get comfortable with the latest NEW Light Energies and then… it will all start-up again at an even higher level with an even greater quantity of Light Energy every time.

The Amazon Warrior Woman

Another common side effect of our Embodying more of Divine Mommy now is that not only are we individually feeling an absolute intolerance for any and all old negative patriarchal period bullshit, abuses, female mutilations etc., but our Embodying more of IT also anchors IT into the grid-work structures of the NEW Earth, meaning the HighHeart grid that the rest of humanity will eventually be a part of too. Do you understand yet how you are currently a Creator Being via your personal Embodiment Ascension Process?

Divine Cosmic Mommy/Mother Light Energies are at this point, due to them needing to further breakdown the old negative patriarchal insanity, rather Amazon Warrior Woman-like, even for male Forerunners. Don’t fret over any of this as IT will level-out when IT no longer needs to put an end to all that’s been globally accepted mega negativity. We’re already seeing greater number of females and males rebelling against old patriarchal restrictions and negativity and this will only increase the more the Forerunners Embody more Divine Cosmic Mommy Light Energies in ourselves. We’re also seeing more of this NEW Divine Cosmic Mommy/Mother Light Energy returning now via new movies and TV shows with plenty of Amazon Warrior Woman types in them.

All you have to do is IT, and while doing IT, understand that your physical heart won’t burst from the sheer force and volume of IT, nor will you go crazy from IT feeling unbearably sexual when in your physical body during these early stages, nor will you go mad and run naked in the streets because you’re becoming a living, Embodied, physical Master of Light housing LOVE within yourself constantly. Yes it feels like you’ll be crushed, exploded, loved/Loved/LOVED unto death and well beyond by IT, but so what in any or all cases? I’m still alive after what all I’ve been through in just these first few months of 2017; I haven’t been jailed for molesting some male stranger; I’m still celibate but that might change due to these massive evolutionary improvements; I’m still Embodying; still ending old negative patriarchal timelines; getting the oil in my car changed; buying toilet paper; still marveling at the stars in the night sky, and falling in LOVE more and more every hour via the Embodiment Process. IT stings, IT burns, IT tears apart, IT re-unites, IT expands, IT permanently improves and changes each of us. Let IT and be grateful for what you’re experiencing and able to do, survive and anchor for future humans.

Denise

April 11, 2017

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