Higher Self & lower self merging process

Enter Embodiment Process Completion Phase

July 14, 2019July 14, 2019Denise Le Fay

I recently received an email question from Maria who has generously allowed me to quote her so this discussion can take place in an article. Thank you Maria. ❤ I know a lot of people have had this same question and confusion for many of these ascension years.

“Dear Denise,

Could we as a group just CLAIM ascension to 5D NOW. The destruction to the planet is so great. Living here is made so painful and difficult. Waiting for the masses to wake up is useless. Could we all just DO IT, just tell the Universe WE WANT IT NOW? Just let us do it. Waiting for it makes no sense. — Maria “

We don’t need to claim fifth dimensional ascension because we’ve been in it for a few years already, fully with the start of 2013. And I could not agree more that ‘waiting for the masses to wake up is useless’, so anyone still waiting for this, or anything or anyone else, stop squandering your precious Ascension Process days. Stop waiting and continue doing what only you can do within your personal Ascension and/or Embodiment Process. Forget about everything else and get yourself where you want to be right now. For most of us that is constantly living in and from your HighHeart while continuing to Embody more, higher and greater into your body and self. That is the formula that gets each of us to NEW Earth faster than anything else; more Source YOU Embodied. No intellectualizing it, just doing it continuously from your HighHeart.

First Everythingers, Forerunners, this has never been a passing of the baton relay race. It’s been about us going first to trail-blaze evolutionary migration routes, to energetically Path-pave the way to the higher NEW for those individuals ready to exit the old 3D frequencies and realities and evolve vibrationally behind us. We never stop doing what we do and wait for anyone. We continue doing our jobs which has been to become the NEW Earth ascended Collective, and we have, and Consciously Create a NEW matching frequency place to migrate to. All that and much more is done by us doing it all in our physical bodies. HOME is and will continue to manifest externally the more each of us internally Embodies more of our Higher Self/Selves/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self in our physical bodies. We are the living physical Alchemical containers that this entire Ascension Process is happening through in the physical. We don’t wait, we live it and Embody it.

There’s been a lot of incorrect, distorted and/or not fully understood information put forth on the Internet by well-meaning people—and many who weren’t—about the Ascension Process. Obviously this has made the whole business even more difficult for most people because it’s always been about who do you trust that’s writing, talking, teaching about the Ascension Process online? Whose been feeding you information that you want to hear? That you hope is true? That you believe is going to happen? Whose been selling you exactly what they know you want to hear? Whose been pitching continued dis-empowerment by telling you that you don’t have to do anything to ascend, to evolve? Whose been selling you that they can remove negative entities, attachments, energies etc. from your physical and etheric bodies for you? Whose been your go-to ascension guru and/or fixer? How much has it financially cost you? How much has it spiritually cost you?

A lot of people have taught, and many readers have believed and expected, that nearly all 8 billion humans alive on Earth now will, and with great joy, lightness and happiness, skip together hand-in-hand at the same time to the NEW ascended Earth. Not how it happens people, not this time because humanity is not nearly evolved enough to be able to all go together at the same time.

A lot of incorrect ascension information has been spread online about how everyone needs to wait for other humans to get with the Ascension Process program. This incorrect belief was another of many designed and intended to run out the ascension clock by those who don’t want humans to evolve now. Feed people endless lies about the Ascension in hopes that they miss it altogether because they were intentionally sidetracked, duped, derailed and had their consciousness intentionally re-directed AWAY from actually living the Ascension Process and to endlessly wait.

(1) The law of Free Will is still in effect in this cosmic neck of the woods so even though the Universal Ascension is taking place in our lifetimes, that does not mean and has never been a guarantee that all 8 billion humans alive on Earth now will experience the Ascension Process in their current lives and bodies. The possibility for that to happen has always existed, however, not every human incarnate now wants to evolve now or is capable of doing so at this time.

There’s still very many people who want to continue existing in the old patriarchal energies and no one, not even Divine Source is going to twist their arms and force them to take advantage of the present energies driving Universal evolution. The Ascension Process is done by choice, by a person wanting to evolve, wanting to become free, to know more, become empowered, be willing to take on more personal responsibilities and so on. Individuals who want more get more. Individuals who want what they’ve had will get even worse of it until they become tired of it and finally choose to evolve. Do those of you reading this honestly believe that you have the time to wait for anyone in that group? It could take many of them another Great Round of 225–250 million years before they’re ready.

(2) It takes individuals who’ve chosen to evolve being Alchemically energetically activated, altered, improved, expanded, upgraded and EVOLVED by the very energies present now to do exactly that. Each person has to live and embody the NEW higher energies, codes, DNA, rewiring processes, transformations and much more so they and their physical body can withstand such a profound evolutionary energetic leap from one dimension and matching frequency (old 3D), all the way through the old 4D Astral and reach the NEW 5D and matching energies of individual integration, re-unification of what had been separated in you and your physical body and self. Divine Source provides everything every being needs to naturally and organically evolve. But, if you trust a human more than Source generated evolution, and want to pay those humans to supposedly do your Ascension Work for you, then I’ve got some swamp land for sale for you!

Why Does It Still Hurt So Much?

“Get up, stand up: don’t give up the fight
Most people think
Great God will come from the sky
Take away everything
And make-a everybody feel high…” — Bob Marley, Get Up, Stand Up

Another common misunderstanding many have had is about why they don’t magically stop hurting physically because they continue Embodying more and more of their Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self. We all have had the unspoken belief or expectation that the more of our Higher Self/Soul/Source we Embodied the less pain—and exhaustion—we’d experience.

Sorry but it physically hurts getting more and more incremental amounts of your Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self Embodied into your physical body! We’ll reach a point where it won’t hurt at all, but until then, it physically hurts getting more vastly higher, faster frequency aspects Embodied into this incarnate you that Volunteered to do exactly this in a physical body. And the Embodiment Process is incredibly exhausting because our physical bodies are constantly expanding, upgrading, evolving, having more NEW DNA activating and running the NEW codes and energetically and physically becoming something totally NEW and profoundly different. So don’t believe that you’re doing something “wrong” again because it’s 2019 and you’re even more exhausted and in physical pain than you were five, ten or twenty years ago.

As if that weren’t enough, add to it the fact that you, me, we have been—many of us from 1999—changing worlds, timelines EVERY time we’ve left our physical homes and apartments to go into the old lower frequency world to do anything. Every time you’ve left your higher vibrating physical house to go grocery shopping, get the oil changed in your vehicle, get your hair cut, go visit a family member in the hospital, go to the mortuary etc., you have left your higher frequency world and reality and re-entered a much lower frequency world reality and had to deal with, interact with and try to communicate with the people that, to this day, still exist there.

I’ve been doing this repeated changing reality musical chairs maneuver since 1999, and it’s been astonishingly painful physically. Re-entering a lower, heavier density once you’ve transmuted much in yourself and your physical body causes great pain and often feels like you’re being crushed by the old density. The most pain-inducing place I’ve felt was always when I entered my bank. Yeah, old lowly money consciousness and control was the worst. The moment I’d enter the bank my body felt like it was being crushed by that old negativity and density and I’d do my best to not pass-out from it. Today it’s not painful physically to go into the bank. What is painful now is trying to communicate with many, not all but many, of the unaware people that happily exist in the lower frequency Earth world today. They don’t understand me and I don’t understand them and we both think the other one is “crazy” and it’s all just miserable trying to pretend I belong there with them. I really want this to go away quickly too because I honestly cannot understand or relate to most of the people in the lower frequency Earth world at this point of my Embodiment Process.

Your ability to do this, forget about everything else!, is profoundly exhausting and taxing on your physical body, your CNS, your psyche, your whole physical body because you are literally and intentionally changing worlds and then intentionally going back up to where you exist once you’ve gotten the groceries or whatever it was that sent you out and down in the first place. You need to be fully conscious of the FACT that you have, I have, we have been living our Ascension and Embodiment Processes while we’ve repeatedly “jumped timelines”, went from a higher vibrating world into a lower vibration world or worlds. Repeatedly! While Embodying, while everything else, and changing worlds, realities, timelines and frequencies also causes your physical body to hurt like all hell and become even more exhausted. Have you noticed you need a couple of hours or days to recover after you went down vibrationally into a lower frequency Earth world? Your physical pains are caused by both the higher NEW and the lower old. Your “wing span” is very great which is another reason for the pains and pressures you feel in your body. ❤

Those NEW “super powers” are there, underneath the latest Embodiment pains, pressures and incomprehensible expansions. You just don’t always recognize them immediately because of the pains, traumas, ongoing adjustments and your constant expanding perspective. But, you have to have noticed that some of your NEW “super powers”—higher abilities—have been increasing all along and that it’s gotten so easy and fast to Consciously Create now.

Have You Noticed…?

Have you had a dream(s) since June 2019, where someone is trying to get you to do some more cleaning up of the old lower Earth world’s human filth? A common classic dream of this is having to go into a public bathroom and clean up everyone else’s filth left in there.

Have you noticed anyone trying to steer you into something or some place either in a dream or awake that’s of the old lower world recently? I mention this because of the recent increase in the old negativity doing its best to suck anyone back down into it before the Separation Shift completes. ‘Hey little girl, little boy, want some candy?’ the dark stranger offers. ‘Yeah no, I’m good, we’re good’. It’s been kinda like that lately with certain situations and people. Just be conscious of what’s going on and keep doing what you always have anyway First Everythingers. It’s not a threat really anymore at this point, just another sidetrack hustle attempt by desperate Team Dark Portal People. See the monsters but don’t stop to help them. That time is long past.

Have you noticed recently, I know you have, that your perspective on everything and everyone has and continues to change rather dramatically? It makes about everything seem very surreal and strange, otherworldly and fluid. If you’ve been experiencing this, it’s caused by your, my, our ongoing Embodiment Process and how that continues to change our perspective on, well, everything.

As you Embody more and greater of your Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self into your physical incarnate self aspect, naturally your perspective on everything and everyone is changing and will continue to change. You and YOU are merging in your physical body and that is and will continue to cause your view of everything to change and feel profoundly surreal, fluid and transient.

I’ve been doing my best to be consciously aware of this and any other changes caused by my ongoing Embodiment Process for the past couple of years. I’ve found that what used to be important to me isn’t any longer and other things have become deeply important. It makes sense that as we Embody more of our larger, greater Self/Soul/Source etc. into our bodies and selves that that increasing union or re-union is and will greatly change us in ways we couldn’t comprehend before this process started. Keeping this awareness in your HighHeart helps when “reality” gets very surreal again.

We’re in a state of profound transition in more ways than one so just roll with the seeming strangeness and Shifts and don’t hang your hat on anything yet because there’s much more of this to come from here on out. We are in the last phase of the Embodiment Process now in 2019 and 2020, which is why you need to expect the unexpected, remain fluid and flexible in your mind, heart and body and don’t expect you’ve reached HOME until you know you are HOME Embodied right in your physical body. We’re closer to this now than ever before but this last phase should, I suspect, get really interesting in about every way you and I can comprehend today!

Much more to say about all this and I hope we’ll do so in Comments. Keep in heartmind the fact that the Tuesday July 16th Lunar eclipse happening at 24° Capricorn is conjunct the Saturn (17°) Pluto (22°) Capricorn conjunction that’s been in effect all year. This is yet another reason why you may be feeling additionally achy, sick, dizzy, nauseous and generally icky lately. I know, just way too much ascension times fun. 😉

Denise

July 14, 2019

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Tremendous 2017 Light Expansions

April 23, 2017March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

Embodying more certainly has felt like exactly that this year; getting even larger than you were before the February, March and especially April’s Inner Expansions! I can barely put to words how strange yet wonderful these early months of 2017 have been for me. I AM not the same person I was in January of this year, and, we’re just getting started with this level and phase of the ongoing Embodiment Process in 2017.

This has been intense and ongoing in this NEW, higher level way since February, but it’s been all of April that’s seriously pushed the evolutionary envelope for me, and no doubt many of you reading this. I find some of this level and phase of the ongoing Embodiment Process more difficult (for me) to express in words because it is so beyond words much of the time anymore.

Sometimes linear words are not enough for me and I long for higher 5D and above total telepathic freedom, ease, instant and accurate communications coupled with matching emotional energies and Higher Awareness that goes with 5D and higher communication exchanges. I’ve consciously remembered this more natural form of communication my whole life, so it’s been a real learning, make that an UN-learning experience for me to figure out how to communicate in linear written form like this, and while being mildly Dyslexic. Good news is that we’re rapidly evolving back to this higher level of instant telepathic and/or even better yet, direct and instant knowing communications with like-others. Ascending Individuals becoming increasingly able to intentionally communicate with other Individuals of the same frequency range, which is creating a larger Group of 5D and higher people able to communicate with each other without any physical, linear spoken or written words involved. More of HOME in each of us brings more of HOME to our NEW HOME here, now.

When I get feeling too limited by words—written or otherwise—I spend more time with visuals and emotions because there’s so much more in them. There’s the image, the emotions it causes in the viewer, the colors, shapes, angles, textures etc. I’ve needed more visuals and emotions than words in April which is why I’ve been MIA much of the month. Now by visuals I mean both physical images and nonphysical ones. We’re increasingly more consciously aware of our multi-dimensionality, which means we’re needing more than just linear words or physical images etc. We’re expanding beyond them, meaning many Forerunners (and when I use the term Forerunner I mean Grid-workers/Grid-holders, Gate-workers/Gate-keepers, Master Transmuters, Wayshowers, Embodiers etc.) are needing greater, larger, more creative ways to express ourselves, communicate with each other, live and be and continue Embodying and so on. Said another way, we’re all in a very NEW and different place, space, level and phase throughout 2017, and many Forerunners are doing our best to acclimate to these hour-by-hour changes we’re constantly going through and know a bit more during each step.

For me, every time there’s an extra intense Light Energy immersion happening, I have that rather unpleasant sensation of having suddenly gotten really HUGE throughout my entire physical body from the inside out. I suddenly feel like I’ve gotten massively HUGE on the physical level, and in some ways I do actually increase in physical size during these Stair-step phases, but this is caused from my Embodying more Light and Love Energies, Source, Divine Cosmic Mother/Mommy, my Higher Selves etc. into my physical body. And from that perspective it often feels rather uncomfortable for a while due to more internal expansiveness taking place because more higher frequency stuff just came on-board permanently. Out with more old lower and in with more NEW higher in other words and this Embodiment Process literally redecorates your insides from an energetic level, the cellular, expands the DNA some more, and obviously re-configures the entire physical body. Because of all this, especially now that we’re coming out the Other Side of this 26,000-yearlong Galactic Alignment and multiple other related cycles, sometimes words just don’t do IT justice and we go quiet for a while to stare in amazement at Divinity working on our insides and outsides, our higher sides and lower sides and marvel and wonder over IT all.

No one ever told us that taking on increasing amounts of glorious Divinity would occasionally cause you to puff up like a blow fish, so much so that taking a deep breath is sometimes impossible. And while I’m at it, no one also ever told us that taking on increasing amounts of glorious Divinity would, at times, make you feel sick, wildly horny, irritable, homesick, frustrated, confused, not human, powerful, filled with Light and Love to the point that it feels like ones little physical body will explode from the greatness of IT all. Hence why this business is delivered in incremental Stair-steps such as what we’ve gone through since the 1980s, and much more so since 1999.

Let’s be entertained and educated by our own astonishing Individual evolutionary Embodiment Ascension Processes.

I’ve experienced getting larger because I’ve taken on more Light, and to do that, more internal space needed to be created first so, out with more of the old lower. I’ve also gained plenty of physical weight since all this started, lost some, gained some back, lost some again but no matter what else was going on, I’ve felt increasingly larger in all ways the more I Embody. To be expected as the physical “meat suit” is repeatedly Alchemically transformed by the very Process itself.

April 18, 2017, I had a Higher Awareness vision and Saw a HUGE (about the size of our Sun), transparent, speed-of-light approaching round ball-shaped Energy headed towards Earth/Humanity. I’m not saying this transparent Energy ball is only for Earth and Humanity, that it’s coming straight towards us and nothing else because that’s not the case. It’s hitting, activating plenty of other systems and stars long before it reaches us and Earth. It is very positive and simply another of many different types of further evolutionary inducing, species propelling forms of very high level Energies streaking through the Milky Way galaxy, jump-starting all sorts of wonderful things, beings and possibilities.

When I Saw this transparent Energy ball-shaped thing, I perceived that it would be within range of influencing us and Earth starting now, the last week of April, and peaking in intensity in mid-May 2017, but lasting long past that date. Like I said, this is just one more of many different types of much higher frequency Light Energies now constantly coming in to further lift us up into the NEW higher even more. There’s many more of these sorts of evolutionary pushes coming so don’t misunderstand me and think that this one is the one and only and therefore fixate on it because it’s not.

It seems, at this moment at least, rather ridiculous to repeat the many strange side effects of all this that the Forerunners have been, are and will be going through. You know what they are for you now, and that’s all that is really important at this point. Just give yourself some credit where credit is due for being able and willing to be repeatedly turned inside out and back again, and each time with greater NEW gifts added. Some of what we’re going through now in 2017 is pretty mind-blowing stuff so don’t forget that while becoming something NEW and different. ❤ We’re in NEW territory which means much of what we’re experiencing is very new and NEW too. There’s times when I can’t really tell if I’m here or not here. Dead or alive. Individual or Divine, or more accurately, rapidly becoming both in an amazing Alchemical evolutionary Process that I Volunteered to come here to do, live, be and anchor. That’s all that matters at this point, that you are doing what you came here to do now. Be at peace with that. Be proud of that. Be that and the rest will naturally make more sense as you/me/we each continue living the nearly indescribable. Thank You for your part in all for All.

Denise Le Fay

April 23, 2017

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The Ongoing Shift: Navigating our way through the Removal of Team Dark’s old Negative Distortions

October 20, 2014April 5, 2023Denise Le Fay

I’ve shared many times in past articles both here and at TRANSITIONS that the Forerunners of the Forerunners and then the rest of the Forerunners always live, experience, are deeply affected by and energetically and physically embody the NEW energies first; those NEW energies being the NEW Evolutionary Cycle’s energetic Blueprints or NEW ‘Light Codes’ etc. However, as if that weren’t enough, we’re also simultaneously living and embodying the multi-layered step-by-step demise, removal and overriding of every old negative Team Dark created distortion, perversion, locks and blocks within human DNA, consciousness etc. because that too is our job and ability. This has always been the case, however, since the 12-21-12 Expiration Date and even more so at the start of 2014, this Process the Forerunners have always done has expanded to another level and NEW aspect which has been challenging to say the least!

In some of my past articles I’ve tried to express this particular change as best I could at those times, but, due to this latest huge ongoing change/Shift expanding throughout 2014, I believe I’m finally understanding and seeing it better as my Higher Self and this incarnate physical me self continue incrementally merging within this physical Denise body and awareness on physical Earth.

My perspective is very different from Higher Awareness levels than it has been when perceived from within my physical body Denise self within this physical dimension. This is rather tricky explaining because some of us are very aware of multiple points of being and perception along with this one in physicality functioning as a Forerunner with the Ascension Process for self/Self and humanity and future humanity.

What I and many Forerunners have been living in 2014 is more advanced merging of our Greater Higher Self with our incarnate physical self and physical body, personality and consciousness etc. And, when I (we) function now from that perspective in-body in the NEW of 2014, what I’m experiencing and perceiving is VERY different from what I have been up to this point.

At this point what I and many Forerunners are much more consciously experiencing now right from our personal “center stage” anchor-points within our physical bodies and merging self/Self and consciousness is (geese Denise, what a long-winded intro setup to this!!!) the simultaneous embodying of more and more of the NEW energies while also living through accelerated dismantling and removal of all old negative Team Dark distortions done to humanities DNA, consciousness, energy bodies, physical bodies, Earth life and reality, the Earth itself, vile distortions done to the Divine Mother and Divine Father energies within this frequency range and on and on.

We are simultaneously both the Demolition Crew of the old AND the living embodiment and physical anchor-point Crew for the NEW within the NEW. If you can comprehend that extreme Duality—old/NEW, coming in/going out, dying/birthing etc.—while living, working, existing and functioning well beyond Duality within Unity or HighHeart Consciousness of the fifth dimension and beyond, then you’ll more easily and accurately understand what all it is that you and the other Forerunners have actually been doing, especially in 2014.

This phase of the Ascension Process and merging of Higher/lower Selves in our physical bodies is happening in 2014 more from within our physical body than it ever could have happen before which is why we’re having such incredible and incredibly difficult experiences and times in our personal lives this year. Greater Macro/Individual Micro; there is no difference, no separation, no Duality or illusion or beliefs about separation/Duality between the two (old Duality energies, frequency range and matching consciousness) any longer for the Forerunners. This is us merging our old lower self with more of our Higher Self while one after another of the many old Team Dark distortions and pilfered Divine Source Energies and Systems are permanently dismantled, removed and replaced with NEW Divine Source Energies and Systems through our bodies and hearts. Needless to say it’s weirder and more wonderful, complex and perfect than I can adequately describe at this point.

Periods of Struggle for Higher Clarity While in great Personal Alchemical Chaos & Change

When I’m in the really personal in your face and heart type Ascension Process changes, I don’t immediately see, know and understand exactly what all is happening and why from my lower self perspective. During those times it’s all pretty much pain, misery, confusion, chaos and lightening fast Uranian-like changes and it all feels tremendously personal at the time. It is personal, and it is not; it all depends on which part, which aspect of you/You/YOU is dealing with and feeling said situation at that time. Aah… the Ascension related merging Process and incremental lessening of the Great Gap between Higher Self/lower self. 😉

Denise is used to and familiar with going out of this dimension and body to gain Higher Awareness, Higher Vision, Higher Knowing etc. Denise is not however used to or familiar with staying in this body, staying here and receiving and embodying more and more of her Higher Self into this body and consciousness within physicality. Most Forerunners and Starseeds can easily relate to this old and familiar one way direction of leaving our dense pre-Ascension physical bodies to enter a higher, expanded state of awareness and matching Energy Body to Do The Work, whatever it was at the time. What we’re not used to doing however is exactly what some of us have been doing incrementally throughout 2014, which is staying in body and receiving, anchoring, embodying more and more of our Higher Selves and the NEW here in this dimension and world. Huge honkin’ difference and it’s taken me some time this year to get a better conscious grasp on this NEW aspect of The Work, as it is at this time.

When I get confused and discombobulated, I make myself pull back for emotional clarity and better perspective and do a short personal Review of the current year. I make myself go over as much of what I’ve personally experienced and learned since January to help myself put things into a better unfolding perspective. I did this the other day because I’d gotten enmeshed and entangled in the latest physical plane changes due to my mom’s health conditions and certain old negative blood family member dynamics. Just because I’ve dealt with my personal old stuff and issues connected with my blood family members (or anyone else) many years ago that literally took me decades to complete, sure as hell does not mean they have. Stair-steps remember, and some people won’t ever step up on to any stair in this lifetime and that’s their right and choice. To each his/her own. Do it now or do it later but know that eventually we all must do it. But when we have to deal with, interact with people who’ve not done much if any at all inner personal work on themselves, that interaction is greatly out of balance for both parties, but those with greater awareness and understanding eventually have to walk away to continue evolving (living this Ascension Process) at the pace they’re dedicated to and currently capable of.

As I mentally went through my personal 2014 Review for greater clarity and equilibrium maintenance, I realized just how much spiritual and energetic reality-changing ground has actually been covered so far this year. I remembered that during the winter I went on a very important etheric, other-dimensional Covert Light Ops Mission to three countries in the Middle East to quickly and quietly seed and energetically anchor in some NEW energy codes into that area on Earth and then quietly dash right back out again.

https://highheartlife.wordpress.com/2014/01/12/latest-etheric-covert-light-ops-mission/

Then in the spring and summer I had some more Energetic Work to do as a Transmuter of old negative Density by needing to time jump into the “past” to shut down and end some old Team Dark (TD) timelines stemming from and feeding into and out of WWI and WWII. This particular Mission Work was also personal in that my long-dead paternal grandfather had always been passionate about wars and warring (translated that just means heavily influenced and mind controlled by TD), and my father and other male relatives on both my father and mother’s side were involved in those World Wars. (I’ve know since childhood that the entire family line going back to the very beginning on Earth ended with me. Living that Process and doing that Energetic Work decades later has been an amazing thing to not only do but live out as well and see all that ancient negativity reaching its Expiration Date and being ended in multiple dimensions and timelines in my lifetime.)

https://highheartlife.wordpress.com/2014/08/05/shift-to-august-severity-of-august-4-2014/

In April and May and throughout the summer months of 2014, my personal Ascension Process Work switched rather dramatically from old patriarchal World Wars and related issues and male family members (living and dead) into something very different that we’re still dealing with now and will be for a while. In spring of 2014 I realized that some great Ascension Process progression and shift had happened again and was now intently focused on the larger, far more complex and incredibly important old negative TD global matriarchal distortions, negativity, lies, pilfered Divine Source Energies and Systems etc.

In other words, shutting down and ending timelines into and out of the old TD negative patriarchal World Wars was a big deal, however, this next phase of ending and removing all old negative distortions and perversions created by TD to the Cosmic Mother, Universal Mother God, the Goddess and the Divine Matriarchal Source Energies and Systems etc. was something else entirely and vastly larger and even more important. ‘It’s about time!’ was all I felt in spring of 2014 when this phase was begun fully in the physical. I didn’t however stop to consider what all that meant for me personally and how it might play out in my life and relationships at that time, but I sure have since then.

Because we Forerunners live the great Ascension related Macrocosm Events through our individual personal Microcosmic Experiences, I and my biological mother and the old TD created Dark Mother distortions began to amplify and play-out in increasingly unpleasant and dangerous personal ways for she and I both this year. This continued into her health crisis in late August (sudden triple bypass followed by a related stroke two weeks later) which continues today, but, there is progress being made physically, spiritually, energetically and consciously by us both and who could ask for more. Gadszooks and thank god/goddess! Has any of it been easy? Not at all, but we’re getting there, and with greater knowledge gained from real hard work, plenty of honesty and the personal transformations those ingredients naturally produce in each of us if we’re willing to dive in and do the latest Inner/Outer, Personal/Non-Personal, Macro/Micro, God & me Ascension related Divine Work on and through our self.

For many years I wondered how in the universe we Forerunners would be able to quickly cast-off all of TD’s numerous, all-encompassing old negative distortions done to humanity and human DNA and consciousness etc. The deeper into this Ascension Process I go the better I understand exactly how that’s happening, especially in the physical dimension. It’s happening through us, our bodies, our physical Earth lives, our relationships, thoughts, emotions, hearts and consciousness and so on. While we’re continually casting-off layer after layer of old negative TD distortions done to humanity, we’re simultaneously embodying layer after layer of the NEW energies of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle in this very NEW place/space/world/reality. Is it any wonder why we’re so exhausted all the time? Throw in some more NEW X-Class solar/cosmic energies and it’s pass-out time again!

Here’s to the upcoming October 23, 2014 New Moon/Solar Eclipse at 0º Scorpio 25′ and entrance into Scorpio, followed a couple of days later by Mars entering Capricorn. This is us working it step by step, layer by layer. Be proud of what all you’re really accomplishing despite it often looking and feeling like it’s not much more than one huge chaotic, confusing and painful mess. 🙂

From HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise Le Fay

October 20, 2014

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