Building & Crossing Evolutionary Bridges

I’ve tried to write this particular article since late August 2018. I’m still living what I’m attempting to write about, plus the head pains and pressures and more have been, to say the least, pretty extreme since this started. With certain extra big and potent Ascension Process bodily changes and all that goes with each of them, some time is often needed to live it, embody it, deal with it and acclimate to the ongoing changes it causes before one can adequately discuss it. Such has been the case with this particular side effect for me. It has been physically painful, but after nearly twenty years of Ascension Process pains, what’s a little more from having some NEW multidimensional DNA activated?

I’m including book snippets of an old experience I had and wrote about in A Lightworker’s Mission because it’s directly connected to the ‘Crystalline Rainbow Bridge DNA’ connections and activation many of us are Embodying in 2018. This event happened in late 1982 through 1983. I wrote about it in 2009 in A Lightworker’s Mission and that book went on the market January 2010. Thirty-six years later many of us are individually living and Embodying this in 2018. The partial quotes below are from pages 60–65 of A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution.

“One of the first things I remember happening at this new upstairs apartment was the beginning of a series of unusual lucid dream meetings with a male who I called my crazy twin brother. He didn’t look like me at all as he had rich brown skin and I’m Caucasian. My very first impression of him was that he was a Mayan. I didn’t know anything about the Mayans or the Mayan calendar at that time in early 1982 however…

“…My etheric Mayan crazy twin brother told me in this first dream that he desperately needed my help. He claimed he needed me to help him build a bridge. He said he would work building it from his side but that he needed me to help build the other end of it here from my side. In other words, he asked me to help him build an energy bridge that would connect his higher dimensional world with the physical third dimension and timeline I was living in.

For some reason his dream request sounded to me like the most normal thing I had heard in a long time. The proposed nonphysical bridge building project made perfect sense to me the second the words fell from his lips in this first dream meeting. I somehow instantly knew exactly what he meant and why this energy bridge was so vitally important at that time in late 1982. I knew and yet I did not know all the complex reasons for it.

I told him I did not know what I could do here in physicality, but that I would happily do whatever I could to help build his interdimensional energy bridge from my side of the Veil. He was ecstatic. He was so happy, so relieved, so excited that I had instantly agreed to help him build this bridge that he started running in circles, jumping, and howling like a crazy person…”

“…Three or four months later came the second lucid dream encounter with my Mayan crazy twin brother. In this second dream he was overflowing with higher energy, joy, excitement and pure enthusiasm. He didn’t seem to need to be doing anything to be this way either. He was running a lot of much higher energy through himself it seemed…

He informed me that the energy bridge building was coming along better and faster than he ever thought it could. He was giddy with excitement and joy over what he and I were doing and how easily we both were building this nonphysical, interdimensional bridge from our respective dimensions. I told him I honestly did not feel I was doing much at all from my physical side of the Veil. He instantly informed me that I was very wrong and each of us was indeed constructing the energy bridge from both of our dimensional sides. He was profoundly happy and grateful I had done all I had here in 3D physicality as that was making the entire bridge building happen so much faster…

“…The next dream arrived a few months later and he did a lot of running around, jumping, twirling and singing like a crazy fool—and I thoroughly enjoyed every second of it. In this dream meeting he was wearing numerous brightly colored tropical bird feathers in his long black hair. He wore a scant leather loincloth, but it was his red, blue, yellow, purple and teal colored feathers that had him wild with joy it seemed. I remember just watching the show and loving my crazy twin brother more than I even did before. He yelped, jumped, danced, flipped and howled with total abandon and I relished every delightful gesture he made and happy emotion he radiated. He seemed to be celebrating something special for us both. There wasn’t much dialogue between us in this dream meeting, just this Mayan celebration party or whatever it was. He frolicked, I watched, and fell in love with him totally…

“…As I watched him I slowly realized that our interdimensional bridge building project must be very close to being finished. That realization was terribly bittersweet. I was extremely happy we had completed our interdimensional project, but I was also deeply saddened to have my beloved Mayan crazy twin brother leave me on Earth alone again. I sensed that once this bridge building project was finished, we would not see each other in dreamtime meetings like this ever again…

“…This was the last dream meeting I had with him in late 1983, which told me our invisible multidimensional energy bridge had indeed been completed. I was very happy and proud about that, but I did miss him terribly for quite a while. I wondered if some of his actions in those last two dreams were his way of trying to make our upcoming disconnection a bit easier for me emotionally and physically. I believe that was the case at any rate.”

What’s really interesting about these types of multidimensional Ascension Process missions and jobs over my lifetime have been that I thought I knew what all was happening at the times I had these different ascension related experiences. Yes let’s all have a good, honest belly laugh over that one! Just about the time you think you understand some aspect of something about the Ascension and Embodiment Processes, you reach a higher Stair-step and with that perspective are suddenly able to know more than you did previously. Such has been the case with this 36 year-old multidimensional etheric bridge building project with my Mayan crazy twin brother. Although he presented himself to me in these lucid dreams as looking like he was from ancient physical “Mayaland” on Earth, he was actually from Maya, one of the Seven Sisters of the Pleiadian star system.

  1. Alcyone
  2. Merope
  3. Maya
  4. Electra
  5. Tygeta
  6. Coele
  7. Atlas

Around mid-September 2018, after reading something Sandra Walter had written about the ‘Crystalline Rainbow Bridge DNA’ codons and what they looked like to her, it dawned on me to take a look within and See for myself. What I saw at that time looked somewhat like bright jewel tone colored feathers. Ruby red, emerald green, sapphire blue, purple amethyst, brilliant teal and radiant gold. As I internally viewed this I was slightly confused over why these NEW DNA codons slightly resembled bright-colored crystalline-like feathers. Then the memory of the 1982–1983 series of lucid dreams with my Mayan crazy twin brother and he and I Working to build and connect a multidimensional energy bridge popped into my consciousness. In that instant all his seemingly “crazy” actions and weird behaviors made much more sense. His deliberately presenting himself once against a black background wearing nothing but a body colored loincloth to draw attention to his brightly colored feathers he’d placed in his long black hair so I’d see and remember them suddenly made higher sense. This is often how we’re communicated with by our other-dimensional Selves, cosmic Family, other Masters and such. Learn to read and feel between the multidimensional lines because multiple higher messages are usually coded, symbolic of multiple things, and meticulously time coded for we volunteers existing in the physical and Working from this side of things.

In September 2018, I suddenly understood much more about what this 36-year-old multidimensional bridge building project was actually about. It was multidimensionally Worked upon by that fifth dimensional Mayan and myself in the third dimension—and most likely some of you reading this too—so we could cross that bridge decades later during our 2018 physical Ascension and Embodiment Process Now. The brightly colored somewhat feathery looking DNA codons I Saw last month are higher frequency multidimensional energy bridges that more and more Pathpavers/Forerunners/First Everythingers are Embodying in 2018. They are NEW DNA “bridges” that are being connected in some of us, and as we continue Embodying them, we’re automatically crossing those bridges which is increasingly getting us closer to NEW ascended Earth plus greatly accelerating the Separation of Worlds.

In 2018, there are multiple evolutionary events taking place simultaneously that are accelerating the Ascension Process, the Embodiment Process, NEW DNA being activated, the Separation of Worlds, the “end times” of not only the global patriarchy and nonhuman Team Dark aliens/beings/entities etc., but of everything from the past Evolutionary Cycle. You can feel it, global history from the past Cycle disintegrating under your feet, in your cells, heart and consciousness. In early 2009, I perceived that I needed to quickly write another book, one that covered much of my supernatural and multidimensional life, because “I would soon begin loosing my memories of past events.” That sentence and what it indicates is huge and another sign that we are evolving beyond everything from the and our pasts.

Because this particular DNA bridge crossing has caused some very intense head pain and pressures and other side effects, I’m going to list the main ones I’ve had at this NEW more intense level. Again, your mileage may vary so use this list as a guide only. All these side effects are caused by the current NEW DNA connections and activation so we each may experience them slightly differently.

Severe Head Pains & Pressures — I’ve had this as have you off and on throughout these Ascension years, but the last week of August 2018, it began at a higher and much more intense level than anything I’ve previously experienced. The last week of August my head suddenly began hurting, not with a “headache”, but from embodying much higher frequency Light energies and in this case it’s been NEW DNA. Our heads, brains, Pineal, Pituitary, Hypothalamus brain glands, skulls and more have gone through a MUCH higher level of Rewiring due to these latest NEW DNA bridge crossing connections and activation. It often feels like vertical tubes of Light are literally boring holes into my head and skull and pouring more higher frequency Light energies into my head and farther down into my whole upper body. These pains are severe and precise and you can tell exactly where they’re entering in through the top of your head and skull. And they move slightly each time to a different place on your head and brain to energetically Work on another part of your head and brain. This is like Divine cosmic evolutionary Light energy surgeries!

Head, Skull & Facial Bone Pains & Pressures — Periods of highly amplified pain and pressure in facial bones, bridge of nose, eyebrow bone pains, jaw hinge pains, sinus area pressures and sometimes pushing all the way down into some teeth. This is sometimes followed by a pleasant sensation of the surface of your face going numb.

Dry Eyes, Blurry Vision, Eyes Feeling Bruised & Sore — Periods of painful sore eyes from all the higher Light pressures of NEW DNA, dry eyes, and not being able to see clearly.

Severe Detoxing — Repeated severe Hot Flash-like sweating because you’re detoxing epic portions of old residual negative stuff across Earth time and Galactic time and more. The ongoing casting-off of everything from the past Cycle happens simultaneously with our Embodying more NEW DNA at higher levels. There are Ascension related “Hot Flashes” and there are super severe, feels like you’re going into shock, sticky Astral and extradimensional type purging detox sweating. There’s been lots of this while we’ve been crossing rainbow DNA bridges this entire year. It’s intense, massive in scope and exhausting which is why we need to do extra Self-Care while Embodying this NEW DNA and it being connected. Plenty of multidimensional transformative activity is happening in and around each of us because we’re Embodying this NEW “bridge” DNA.

Physically & Clairvoyantly Seeing Flashing, Moving Lights — Since about this time last year I started seeing and Seeing Lights flashing, strobing, pulsing and constantly moving when my eyes are open and when they’re closed. These flashing, moving Lights I’m seeing are coming from me, not externally from the Sun or anywhere else. I and the Sun are One, as are you, and us embodying more NEW higher multidimensional DNA only increases this energetic frequency match with the changes taking place in the Sun too.

You know how a ceiling fan with lights on it makes the light look like it’s chopped or strobing due to the fan blades rotating? Seeing the Light you now contain and radiate sort of looks like that, except it’s not precise and mechanical like a ceiling fan but organic and moving constantly. I see flashing, moving lights many feet above my head and out around me in all directions. It’s amazing to see the Light we’ve Embodied so far radiating out into the physical environment all around each of us. This too will only increase and expand the more Light we Embody so know that you are and will increasingly influence everything and everyone NEW human Lightbeing.

Periods of Intense Vertigo — This is one Ascension Process side effect I don’t have very often thank goodness, but since late August 2018, sudden waves of vertigo have hit and can literally spin your physical body around 180° or more and send you into furniture or the floor if not careful. Many of these NEW DNA side effects have been slowly reducing over the past few months but are still present.

Severe Stomach & Digestive Problems — This is another Ascension side effect most of us have had off and on over all these years but this year it’s been next-level for sure! Can’t eat much of anything. Stomach acid all over the place. Purging diarrhea. Acid reflux and heartburn from hell. All of this and more has been common for much of this year. Like everything else however, this too shall pass.

Daytime Sleeping Is Very Different Now — I can’t remember exactly when this one started for me but it’s increased all of 2018. When I fall asleep during the daytime now, what I experience is so much more intense, lucid, direct and connected??? than when I sleep at night, and I was pretty good at that! I sense that this difference is because sleeping when the Sun is out during the daytime is very different energetically from when we sleep at night with no Sunlight shining directly on us.

When I nap during the daytime now I’m lucid the entire time and in other dimensions doing other things with other people and beings. On the other hand I often fall asleep during the daytime and am lucid and remain in my physical body in my physical house and perceive from that vantage point instead of going off somewhere else. I’m asleep but intentionally stay in my physical body to observe my Light energies and other things. None of this is consciously planned by me and it all seems very natural and easy. I AM wherever I AM now, and so are you so pay attention and discern what you’re doing, observing, intending, discovering, creating, working on, and who you’re working with. It’s all fascinating and very different from last year.

The Really Strange Side Effects — These are the most difficult to talk about only because they’re so personal and unique to each of us and how we perceive today. Since 2015 I’ve been increasingly dealing with “reality” turning into something very NEW and different, which we’ve all known goes along with the Ascension and Embodiment Processes, the dimensional Shift, and the Separation of Worlds. But again, knowing something isn’t anything like actually living it minute-by-minute and in the quantum Now Moment.

I see and See things, hear things, feel things, know things and sense things that are almost impossible for me to convey. I think the best and most correct way to describe all of this is just to say that we’ve always been multidimensional Beings but we’ve become increasingly CONSCIOUS of this fact. And as should be expected with becoming increasingly consciously aware of one’s own multidimensional Self, Selves and many, many Others too in multiple locations, it changes you in every way imaginable. And we’ve just gotten started with this! With more NEW DNA being Embodied and activated within more and more of us, these so-called anomalies and phenomena should be expected as our NEW “normal”. Included with all this is new and unusual weather changes and more Earth changes everywhere. The old Earth world and reality, the old Galactic reality, the old Universal reality including each of us is in profound transformational change this year, with more to come. Rest and self-care because what we’re going through within our physical bodies and psyches is almost more than even we can comprehend at the moment.

Denise

October 6, 2018

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The Ascension Process & the Embodiment Process Clarified

 

 

“…would you touch on the distinction between the AP and EP?” — Kara

 

These two questions may sound like they’re not related but they most certainly are. First, Kara’s question.

I have intentionally been writing these two terms — the Ascension Process (AP) and the Embodiment Process (EP) — in this way because not everyone is or will be living the Embodiment Process in their current incarnations. For that matter, not everyone is or will be living the Ascension Process in these current incarnations because some people are hell-bent on continuing and/or perpetuating the only thing they know and enjoy which is the old negative patriarchy and all that it was. But those people are not the focus of this article so I won’t spend anymore time on that subject.

The AP is natural compressed evolution and everyone alive on Earth now is feeling the constant bombardment of higher frequency Light energies to quickly evolve from within the physical bodies they incarnated into in this life. The only way to not evolve now is to die and exit your physical body and reincarnate in the future or near future with a NEW higher frequency body that’s a vibrational and energetic match to the NEW Earth and baseline global 5D HighHeart consciousness. Some people now incarnate are too old, too sick, too weak or just do not want to remain in their current physical body and go through the tremendous Work that the AP requires. These people are and will continue to die and exit their current bodies and reincarnate down the evolutionary road a bit with physical bodies built to match such profoundly higher energies and existence in 5D both internally and externally. Those people who stay in their current physical bodies and go through the AP to evolve them in every way imaginable, and many that are not, are living the natural Alchemical Ascension Process in-body.

These people are the “normal” masses of humanity who are not consciously aware of the evolutionary Ascension Process but are subject to it because they are alive and in physical bodies on Earth now. Just so there’s no confusion over this aspect, understand that there’s a HUGE difference between the unaware people currently living the AP on Earth now, and those individuals that are known as Volunteers, First Everything-ers, Forerunners, Gatekeepers, Gridworkers, Starseeds, Pathpavers, Wayshowers, Lightworkers and Lightwarriors etc. of which I am one.

The Forerunners and other names listed above, have been consciously aware that they are not only living the Alchemical AP as First Everything-ers, but that they are the ways and means by which the NEW higher frequency Light energies (and more) are seeded, inserted and permanently anchored into and on ascending physical Earth via their physical and energetic bodies and higher Heart consciousness. I’ve said in other articles that Divine Source throws out the balls so there’s got to be a small Group of individuals voluntarily inserted in the physical third dimension (3D) in physical bodies to literally “catch those energy balls” and anchor them into their own bodies and into Earth and reality on Earth.

The First Everything-ers have consciously been involved with the AP from the very beginning and have been transmuting and clearing old residual 3D patriarchal negativity—human and non-human created—across time on Earth from the first moment too. As they transmuted and cleared out unimaginable amounts of old negativity and darkness across time on Earth and in the fourth dimensional lower Astral too, they were simultaneously and constantly embodying (notice I used a lower case “e” here to represent something different from when I use a capital “E” in this same word) more and more of the NEW higher frequency evolutionary Light energies into their physical bodies, consciousness, CNS (central nervous system), heart and Rewiring their two separated brain hemispheres back into One whole unified brain and much more. To even be able to “catch the balls” coming in from Divine Source, the First Everything-ers HAD to live the AP first in and through their own physical bodies. Someone always has to go first and Pathpave and Consciously Create for the rest of the people who will be evolving behind them at a later date.

The next layer to all this is why I’ve deliberately use a capital “E” when I write the word Embody or Embodiment Process. When I write it with a capital “E”, I do so to represent those individual First Everything-ers that have intentionally gone further with this process to Embody their Higher Self/Selves, their Galactic Selves, their Multidimensional Selves etc. and enough Divine Source on a conscious and direct level so as to become fully ‘Sovereign’ individually or Self-Source connected individually. In other words, those Forerunners that have continued to go further with the AP individually for their own Soul, Spirit, Service to Source reasons and live the Embodiment Process and unify with, merge with, integrate with their own Higher Selves and Divine Source while in their current incarnate physical body, do so and continue to do so as NEW ascended living incarnate Masters.

The normal human masses that are currently living the AP but doing so with no conscious awareness of it or that they are and are being dramatically evolve by it are also embodying, lower case “e”.  They are and will continue to be embodying those natural but mandatory aspects of the overall Ascension Process such as integration of both sex energies within their current physical male and/or female bodies. The masculine, the feminine, the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine, left brain and right brain, lower heart evolves energetically up into HighHeart consciousness because HighHeart is integrated and unified, not old lower dualized and separated. These are baseline mandatory evolutionary upgrades that MUST be achieved by each individual to even be able to exist within and survive the 5D NEW Earth world and reality. Five or ten years ago that statement would have sounded almost unattainable by mass humanity, but now in 2018, it is the bottom, lowest baseline mandatory energetic level each person HAS to have within themselves to be able to enter and remain on the NEW 5D Earth. So the unaware masses that are living the AP are also embodying, but they are doing so at base levels only, and I do not mean for that to sound like it isn’t an extraordinary thing because it is! I cannot wait for there to only be integrated, non-dualized, individually unified 5D frequency, HighHeart consciousness people with equal amounts of masculine and feminine energies and consciousness on NEW Earth!

  • embodiment — evolving or ascending enough to have what’s been separated like male and female, higher and lower awareness, right and left brain etc. re-unified within each person that’s currently living the Ascension Process
  • Embodiment Process — First Everything-ers, Forerunners, Pathpavers etc. continuing beyond mandatory embodiment and merging with, aligning with their individual Higher Selves and Divine Source so as to be individually Sovereign physically incarnate Beings of Light in physical human bodies

 

“I am not feeling any communication like I used to have with higher self or guides or having any ” magical” experiences. In fact I feel more grounded and 3D capable then ever. In fact I recently went back to work for the first time in 12 years and am doing great. Anyone else experiencing that?” — Debbie

 

And now to Debbie’s question.

I wrote about the first time I started experiencing this in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010). All my life I’ve had conscious awareness of and both telepathic and higher dimensional face-to-face conversations with three Starbeings that are part of my Oversoul Group; an Orion from 8D, a Sirian from 6D and a Pleiadian from 5D. I’ve written about them and have included some drawings of them at TRANSITIONS and the book if interested.

As I’ve said many times over the years, my physical biological Ascension Process began February 1, 1999. About a year or so before that these three lifelong and beyond that (past lives too) Starbeings began slowly retreating from me. I didn’t confront them about this for about a year but finally knew I had to. When I finally did ask around 1998, the 8D Orion informed me that I was about to begin a very important and difficult process and they would, for no reason whatsoever, interfere with my going through that process. Because of this their time with me was rapidly coming to an end because, they would be going through this “process” too but at the different levels that each of them would. In other words, our time together was ending because we’d all reached the completion of the preparation phase of what was the Ascension Process, not that I knew it as that at that time. I knew and had know since 1995 that something huge and profoundly important was about to begin with the start of 1999.

It was a difficult phase of feeling my beloved three Starbeing kinsfolk slowly remove themselves from my 3D life and frequency back then but it was necessary for all of us because all of us were about to being this Universal Ascension Process. Me here on 3D physical Earth, and each of them in their different dimensions and realities.

As my AP continued from 1999, almost all of my old familiar higher dimensional Assistants, Guides, helpers and such have, over the decades, slowly disappeared. I’ve experienced being in the same or near space of other higher dimensionals like Lightbeings or Angels and other areas of focus and intelligence in space where some great Beings have no “bodies” per sey but are currently existing in energy bodies in certain areas in higher dimensions and in higher space if you will. It’s hard to describe much of these types of things because they are consciousness areas without bodies like we’re used to and they move and change occasionally, or, my consciousness is evolving to where I’m now able to perceive them as somewhat different from the last time I did.

Anyway, to make sense of Debbie’s question you need to go back to the information about the First Everything-ers currently living the Embodiment Process, with a capital “E”.  🙂

Because we Forerunners are and continue to live the EP, we are increasingly consciously aligning with, merging with, integrating back and unifying with our individual Higher Self/Selves, our Multidimensional Selves, our Starbeing Selves, our Lightbeing Selves, our Angelic aspects, our Galactic and Universal Selves, and Divine Source in vastly more direct and conscious ways. With all that going on now and well into our near and distant futures, we aren’t needing our old lower frequency, lower phases “Guides” and other multidimensional helpers and assistants etc. Because WE are Embodying these other aspects of our self/Self/SELF and SELVES into these current incarnate physical bodies living the Ascension and now Embodiment Processes, we have less and less need for external “Guides” and others. That’s the whole point we had them in the first place. Before we left Higher Home we asked them to help, guide and assist these aspects of us that Volunteered to physically incarnate into physical bodies during the time of Universal Ascension to physically catch those many evolutionary balls that Source throws out.

“Earthly incarnate ET Starseeds phones HOME” and no one is answering because YOU and each of us have been and continue to live the EP individually down here in physicality vibrationally lifting Earth up higher and higher. You/me/we are becoming so Sovereign that we no longer need those external in the old ways we did at the start of the AP. And, I’m going to add here for your honest consideration: Do you think that all these higher Beings would allow the weakest one to be the one that incarnated to catch all those Divine Source balls down in what was 3D physical reality and Earth? Not hardly fellow Cosmic Superheros! 😆

                  

One last thing before I need to get horizontal for a bit. This May 2018 higher alignment download “Gateway” was, for me and I suspect many of you reading this, epic in its intensity, its glory, its pain-inducing spectacular-ness, its surreal like nature, and its “Huh, feels kinda like this might could kill me if I hadn’t done all that difficult prep Work!” This month’s higher energies alignment downloads into our level here was one for the Ascension Process record book in my opinion! Amazing, strange and surreal, otherworldly in nature but that should be expected at this point, and pretty asskickingly painful in other areas for a while too. Just another day in ascending paradise.

Said another way, OMG May 15th thru 22nd—with Saturday the 19th and Tuesday the 22nd and Wednesday the 23rd so powerful and intense that I momentarily wondered on the 23rd where exactly I was, not that it mattered that much to me or even if my physical body didn’t survive this latest shout-out from Divine Source!

The physical pains in certain body parts was severe but nothing new about that. It was the incoming blasts that caused my heart to pound yet again while at complete rest to the point my body shook a bit with each heart-pounding beat. That and those pains and pressures in your head and skull that often go straight into your Pineal and then Pituitary glands and cause you to suddenly perceive certain aspects of “reality” quite differently for a few days or more. This level of head intensity energies often cause me to smell certain strange scents that I don’t even know are physically “real” or not. Kind of a miserable side effect to having one’s Pineal and Pituitary blasted by Source, yet again, but the end results are so worth all the weirdness up front!

I know I’ve been in another ascending Earth world reality for the past few weeks. I know this because it’s happened so many times over the years that I can fairly quickly tell the difference because there are slight to rather dramatic differences in the external world that I see and feel. That statement isn’t all that important really, but how it makes you feel when you consciously experiencing the fact that you’ve changed Earth realities yet again is. I spoke about how our sense of self and singular identity has changed lately and this is another big reason why. Those of us living the EP (with a capital “E”) continue to expand our sense of aligning, unifying and merging of self/Self/SELF/SELVES into these bodies and consciousness are repeatedly shifting our locations and identities within “reality” and “realities”. I AM here, then I AM there, then I AM in both and more places and on and on this expanding and aligning and merging with more and higher continues. And this is how we eventually reach the I AM point. Sounds like a great spot to close this one. ❤

Denise

May 24, 2018

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Walking On NEW Light

A short note about how some may have been bodily registering the April into May 2018 amplified Light energies radiating from Earth and running through the NEW grids. This does not mean we’ve reached the brightest, highest frequencies coming from these locations, only that they’ve recently been energetically stepped-up yet again (Stair-steps). Those more sensitive have really been feeling these changes fairly dramatically, and mostly in the bottom half of their physical bodies throughout April.

We’re more used to getting pummeled from overhead—cosmic, galactic center (GC), solar etc.—and those energies entering through the tops of our physical heads and traveling down into our HighHearts and all that continues, but now we’re also getting pummeled from below our feet from very high frequency Light energies coming from Earth’s core and circulating through the NEW grids. Feels like a much higher NEW physical-level frequency circuit was reached in April, which is great, but it’s been rather painful too but nothing new about that. Hurt a little or a lot at the start, acclimate to the latest NEW Light energies coming in from wherever, then do it again and again and again and each time at a higher and higher frequency energetic Stair-step. You know the evolutionary routine.

Other side effect of these higher Earth core energies and grid energies side effect is that they’re making the energetically unprepared, unaware, ego based, left brained, more dense people extra unbalanced, ill-tempered, “crazy”, careless, heartless and mean and nasty in general. Existence in the old dense 3D Earth swamp energies crawling one’s way over skulls and skeletal remains of others is more familiar and comfortable to most of these people, so having the Earth suddenly radiating (much more) NEW higher Light energies and them being circulated through the NEW matching grid system has been painful for the unaware and unprepared too at their levels of development. Said another way, these much higher frequency Light energies emanating from Earth’s core and running through the grids now are making the already unstable much more so. Heads up everyone as they’re affected by these latest NEW energies and systems running them, some people are not coping well at all. Some are and act like nothing has changed which is great for them and the aware actually, but many other people are coming further unhinged by these global evolutionary energy “upgrades”.

Soles & Souls

As usual your mileage will vary. For me these NEW Earth core and grid Light energies suddenly made the bottom heel bone of one foot hurt like holy hell in April. Still hurts now but not as severely as last month. Also I’m feeling these NEW Earth energies coming up into my physical body from the bottom up into my feet and bones, legs, hips, pelvic floor, tailbone, bottom few vertebra etc. and many of those areas hurting from Embodying and circulating those NEW energies within my physical body. Earth does it, we incarnates do it, this solar system does it, this Milky Way galaxy does it and on and on. Ouchy evolution. OMG, I just created another NEW Ascension Process term! 😀 We’ve gotta keep our sense of humor with all this otherwise it can feel overwhelming at times. The moments of bliss are fewer and far between in comparison to the weeks, months and years of physical level evolutionary transformation that continue.

As the bottoms of my heel bone and foot bones have felt like they’re broken, and my hips feel like they’re out of alignment up/down and forward/back which they physically are, it’s been so severe since the start of April that at times it’s been very difficult to walk. Again, your mileage will vary, I’m just sharing how my physical body as been reacting to these latest NEW energies radiating from Earth. Those physical pains plus periods where it’s almost unbearable to have to deal with people who lie, manipulate, cheat and do evil deeds because that’s all they know. That gets old real fast in this much NEW Light which makes Souls hurt too. Such is our Ascension lives this time around, and we couldn’t wait to get in here and go through all this!

Lower body pains in new never-before-experienced ways and parts and the occasional Soul pains from living all this surrounded by people who don’t even know it’s happening, haven’t done any Inner prep Work for it, like the old negative 3D patriarchal “swamp”, do their best to perpetuate the old lower ways in the NEW higher ascending Earth world out of sheer habit, and those of us continually overriding it all energetically as best we can and as quickly as we can. It’s May already, can you believe it? I have no memory of getting here, only that in this Now Moment I’m here and know that it too will soon be replaced with another Now Moment, and another, and another…

Good job everyone and get enough rest and horizontal silent alone time as needed each day/night. ❤

Denise

May 3, 2018

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March 2018 Embodiment Process Side Effects

  These February and March 2018 energies are so much higher in frequency, amount, are now direct plus are more never encountered Photonic Light. Because of this, many Forerunners, Pathpavers, First Embodiers, First Everything-ers have experienced some extra unusual side effects they’ve never had before throughout the entire Ascension Process (AP) and Embodiment Process (EP) to date.

When we move, travel, ascend and evolve deeper into more NEW energetic Light territory, we’re naturally further activated by those energies and suddenly find ourselves having some very new-to-us side effects in just about every way imaginable; physical, emotional, mental, etheric, psychic, Higher Awareness and so on. These symptoms and side effects of the AP and EP are much more than only having certain physical body and/or head aches, pains, pressures and related anomalies. As many of you already know, this also includes profound and ongoing evolutionary changes to our DNA, our psyche, our current level of consciousness, our sense of ego self and ascending Self and Higher Selves, multidimensional experiences, our personal lives and realities, and our physical and energetic interactions with the external Earth world and far beyond.

Right before these February and March 2018 NEW energies arrived, I found myself doing something I rarely ever do which was reach out to a couple of people online. I’ve always been able to retain discernment and honestly question myself and my actions, even when eyeball-deep in some seriously strange, confusing and intense AP and EP stuff. While doing this I was simultaneously aware that some part of myself knew that some unusual big self evolving energies and experiences where coming soon and an aspect of the old human part of me wanted to maintain some lower level of familiarity with other humans. I cannot tell you how utterly unusual this was coming from me, and I’m being honest about it to show how we can consciously know we’re evolving quickly beyond what we’ve been our entire physical 3D incarnations in these lives yet at times within this EP just want to be “normal” and have a like-minded “buddy” in our lives again… after 27 years of not having any.

Because this was an old lower self want on my part, the reaching out failed as it should have because of those reasons. After all, I am not here on Earth now to have plenty of lower self-soothing “buddies” to chitchat with. I’m here now—as are every one of you reading this—to evolve, to ascend to a higher level of being and consciousness, to Pathpave The Way for the rest of humanity, and to build NEW worlds for all to further create within and on and on and on. At some point the chit-chatting may happen, but for now there’s so much more important things to get done by and through each of us. When you have a momentary longing for old “normalcy”, not that I know what that is, just remind yourself that you Volunteered to incarnate on Earth now to be a direct part of the AP and EP for All everywhere.

Short List of March Side Effects

Inner Body Vibrations — These have reached very NEW levels of intensity so far in early 2018, and we’re just getting started! Expect more, much more, and much higher in frequency and intensity. Don’t get rattled over being rattled internally to a degree you’ve not experienced before. All of March it often feels to me like I’m having violent inner earthquakes in my physical body. I’ve consciously monitored the Inner Body Vibrations within my physical body since I first felt them around 2001, and every time I’ve thought they wouldn’t get any larger or more intense they did and continue doing so. This month they’ve been record-breaking and I know there’s more coming. No fear, just us getting more up to even higher Light speed.

Seeing Light Flashing Inside Your Physical Body — I’ve seen the Sun flash repeatedly strobe-like in the sky a few times so far, and I’ve also seen it blast out huge pulses of Light with minutes in between each pulse. What I’ve seen so far in March 2018, is this same solar Light flashing repeatedly in that strobe-like fashion but from within my own physical and energetic bodies. I and the Sun are ONE; we are in sync and are living, circulating aspects of each other. What the Sun does and transmits energetically now is the same thing and process that’s taking place with many of us living the Embodiment Process. Don’t think it to death, just FEEL it and recognize the truth of it and make whatever adjustments you may need to with your priorities. There’s what’s important and then there’s what’s important.

Extra Busy & Unusual Dreams Again — We go through periods where we dream some rather strange dreams every night for weeks and this is another clue that you/me/we have ascended, traveled, evolved into yet another NEW-to-us energetic area. We Work on and with all these changes constantly while awake and asleep, while conscious in-body and while out of it. There is no down-time anymore with the AP and EP, there is just IT and us living and being IT in and through our evolving and merging, unifying many selves and Selves and Greater Selves. Dream away and don’t think this to death either as much of it is just passing old stuff that does NOT need your attention to fix or repair or integrate any of it.

Greatly Increased Inner Ear Ringing — This has been going on for a while now but those inner ear high-pitched constant ringing sounds have recently not only gotten MUCH louder but higher in frequency as well. Oftentimes from my perspective, this latest cacophony of inner noise has been too much. We’ve experienced these increases in inner ear sounds, ringing, buzzing racket over the ascension years, just like we’ve experienced different levels and layers of smelling nonphysical scents and/or hearing nonphysical sounds and seeing nonphysical lights and other such things, patterns, geometries in code form like this.

At times this latest NEW level of inner ear noise that’s so big it’s both  inside and outside of your head by two or three feet, has been so loud and high-pitched that it’s causing me to also hear other strange nonphysical sounds, voices, noises and such in that typical clairaudient way. It’s like we’re hearing some of the sounds of the Universe moving and slowly grinding through cycles throughout the cosmos. It’s both interesting and annoying at times, but this is just another of many NEW situations and levels of our ongoing Embodying so again, no fear and don’t think things to death. Pay attention yes, but don’t linger too long on any one NEW side effect because so much more is happening, and coming.

Bones or Joints Suddenly Hurting — I’ve experienced this since the Total Solar eclipse of August 2017. Certain joints suddenly go from fine and have never hurt to hurt like all hell and can’t move them then suddenly back to feeling fine again. Last year this happened in my right elbow and shoulder joints; this year it’s one heel bone and now up into the arch of my foot to the point it’s hard to walk. When body parts suddenly hurt seriously for extended periods, one occasionally considers the unthinkable — actually going to a doctor! No, anything but that!  When in doubt go within and discern for yourself. If you don’t trust yourself with this ability yet and believe that a doctor visit will solve the situation then go to a doctor. But know they most likely won’t find anything “wrong” or worse they’ll put you on some drug you don’t need. Discernment.

Saturn, which has to do with structures such as our physical skeletal structure, bones, joints etc., went into Capricorn, its ruler in December 2017, but it did so as a 5D free and clear entity no longer housing old Team Dark distortions forced upon it. Because of this and plenty of other related and ongoing AP and EP energies and changes, it doesn’t surprise me at all that our physical skeletal structures are going through more NEW-to-us DNA upgrades and other related improvements. Know that the pains in certain joints and vertebra etc. is hitting hard and highly focused now but will not last forever so self-care and don’t go into fear over these and other AP and EP related changes.

Difficulty Expelling Urine — This is another of those certain Ascension Process side effects that most of us aren’t in a big hurry to share with the world. I’ve had this one since about 2000 and at first thought it, along with sudden and repeated bladder spasms, were due to menopause until a young woman in her early 30’s with two young children mentioned that she and her kids (a boy and girl) were all having difficulty pushing all the urine out when they went to the bathroom. That’s when I knew this lovely symptom was ascension related and not strictly about changing hormones from menopause.

Typically this one is more pronounced throughout the night (but I have experienced it a few times during the daytime too) and one has to repeatedly push and push and push out the urine to empty ones bladder. This side effect has to do with many AP related things such as hormone changes, DNA changes, repeatedly purging old 3D patriarchal created toxins over the years, density changes both externally and internally and so on. But again, discern this and all other symptoms and side effects to decide what you feel is right at the time for you and your body or your children’s bodies.

This is Very Personal — No, not personal physically but personal psychologically, emotionally, psychically, spiritually and energetically. This side effect is from the ongoing Embodiment Process and has to do with one’s repeatedly changing sense of old self incrementally unifying with one’s Greater, Higher Selves. It also has to do with our also ongoing 5D unifying with the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine within ourselves and our bodies and consciousness. Didn’t that sentence sound so easy-breezy fluffy and nice? Well, if you’ve been and are living this down into every cell and fiber of your being and physical body, then you know it’s anything but easy-breezy fluffy and nice! It’s freaking hard Work that usually hurts a good bit physically, emotionally and psychologically. Little self, open up and make room for incoming Bigger Self, Higher Selves, Divine Mommy, Divine Daddy and much more, and stop freaking out and running around like your hair is on fire because it all!  Again, it all looks so great and easy on paper but is a very different situation when happening to and in you! Breath, there’s more than enough stretchy pants room for in here for a great big God upgrade right inside you and your physical body.

I joke only because this is some serious shit taking place now for many of us. Glorious, divine, rare beyond belief, magical but so real physically it often hurts in multiple ways. Everyone desirous of and willing to do the Work to Embody 5D and higher Unity frequencies within themselves and their physical bodies knows how profound and how profoundly personal this phase and level of the Embodiment Process is to each of us. We’re all doing the same thing, Embodying, but it is a highly unique, sacred and individual process. You are changing; I am changing; we are and will continue to change dramatically and in ways so wonderful it’s hard for me to even think about without it causing me to tear up. Please, carry on. ❤

Time Is & Is Not — The linear time business and the quantum no time business and our getting re-familiarized with living in the eternal Now Moment business is both fun, entertaining, exciting, creative, confusing, exhausting, frustrating and weirdly wonderful. Over the past few years, learning how to work both within and outside of linear time has been interesting to say the least. But in 2017, and much more so in 2018, this has evolved into us being much more comfortable with our existence and lives lived in the Now Moment from moment to moment. This has become the NEW normal for many First Embodiers already and we’re getting more aware of how to bend, hold, push, stretch, compress or just float in the timeless quantum Now Moment. It’s easier than one would believe to live and move about your day or night and not have linear time eating you and your energies up minute by minute. This is not an intellectual thing, but an intentional and conscious creation thing that takes place in and from one’s HighHeart. If you want time to speed up then make it so. If you want it to slow or go away for you, then make it so. Some of the NEW crayon colors showing up in our NEW crayon boxes are really exciting First Everything-ers! Much more to come too.

Sleep When Needed & Forget About Time of Day or Night — For years I had to step out of body during the daytime via naps to assimilate the latest incoming NEW Light energies. This has never been something I’ve intentionally done but something that happens to me suddenly, informing me that I’m about to Embody some more NEW-to-me Light energies and it’s so much easier to do so when one is out of their physical body.

Another new side effect this year for me has been the sudden inability to sleep at night. There are nights now where I just don’t want to go to bed and sleep which is unheard of for me! Night and bed and sleep has always been a sacred space and time for me so to have this lifelong habit suddenly do a 180° turn has been strange. Nonetheless, this is just another NEW change that many are finding themselves dealing with, and it also shows us where we still have old familiar beliefs about certain things such as it’s nighttime so that means it’s bed time and sleep time. Not so anymore, just like eating and foods and other old 3D habits we all have. This sleep business is connected to the time and no time business so give yourself permission to sleep and catnap whenever you, your body and CNS (Central Nervous System) needs to because of the EP and ongoing Light energy increases. Release the old habits and beliefs and expand into the NEW in more and more ways. We’re great at adapting.

There’s more of these current NEW-to-us side effects from March but this these are some of the most pronounced ones I could think of now. As usual after I hit the publish button I’ll think of three more important ones I forgot but if so we’ll cover them in Comments under this article. Hang in there Trailblazers as all this won’t be ending in our lifetimes so deep breath, wide open HighHeart, smile at Source for everything and please, carry on. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

March 25, 2018

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NEW Embodiment Level Incoming Now

  We know why the December 21, 2017 Solstice through March 20, 2018 Equinox quarter was extra difficult and isolating for many of us; we’re about to get energetically blasted like never before, so an intense preparation period was required beforehand to be able to Embody and seed what’s coming. We (specifically the Forerunners of the Forerunners, the Forerunners, the First Ascenders, First Embodiers etc.) have completed another flight of Ascension / Embodiment Process energy Stair-steps and reached a totally NEW higher frequency Landing and are about to start ascending a NEW flight of Stairs. Because of this, most of us have found ourselves confined over these winter months (in the Northern Hemisphere, summer in the Southern) forcing us to deal with whatever issues each of us needed to be consciously aware of, see, feel, resolve, release.

I’ve never felt any previous winter quarter keep me as isolated and housebound as this one has, and not because of bad winter weather, but because I had some more things, issues, old 3D focus and emotions to go through before they were released. This mandatory personal inner focus time finally released for me at the end of the second week of March. It still amazes me every time I find more stuff and junk I have remaining in those tiny unlit blind corners of my inner self after three-plus decades of continuous serious Inner Work! Packed to the Crown chakra we’ve all been with stupid dense unaware tidbits, old 3D habits, beliefs and limited expectations that cannot go one more step with us on our Embodiment Process. Every time we reach another higher Landing, we’re confronted with whatever remaining stuff and junk is in us that has to be acknowledged, transmuted and released so we can ascend to higher frequency ground minus any remaining old dense 3D travel souvenirs we were still hauling along with us.

  For a while I’ve Seen visual images representing the impact of what’s starting around mid-March 2018 for the Forerunners, First Embodiers, Seeders of the NEW upon our physical bodies and Selves. I often perceive information in the form of mind’s eye visual image knowings because more information can be instantly received that way than a stream of linear telepathed words describing complex events.

These latest Embodiment related images start out with one person (representing ALL Forerunners, First Embodiers etc.) walking up the last step on a lower flight of stairs then stepping up to a new higher landing. As this person turns on this NEW landing to fully face the next flight of stairs, she/he is hit by an intense blast of higher frequency energies in a way that’s never happened or been experienced before. The impact of these constant energies hitting this person facing them hits them externally and immediately enters their physical and energy bodies. In other words, this single representative of all the Forerunners is pummeled from head to toe inside and out by this NEW force of vastly higher frequency Light and other energies.

That scene changes into the next one which is a closeup of these intense energies hitting this person directly and traveling through them. The billions of tiny but incredibly potent energies look somewhat like crystalline snowflakes, each one different and incredibly beautiful but razor-sharp on every edge and angle. They’re not “snowflakes” of course but were a clever way of depicting NEW higher frequency complex geometric energies and codes, each slightly different in their unique patterns and shapes. These numerous crystalline cutting edged geometric snowflakes hit the persons outer physical body and skin and continued deeper into the body and affected absolutely every inch of it. Cells, bones, blood, nerves, heart, lungs, brain, organs, everything had these tiny beautiful transparent crystal “snowflake” geometries cutting into and through them, instantly changing our internal energetic landscapes to help us continue the Embodiment Process at this NEW level (this NEW landing and flight of NEW energy stairs). 

I have to say that I was mildly taken aback by these images, only because they looked rather brutal, like we’re about to get sliced n’ diced by a huge NEW unrelenting blast of evolutionary Embodiment force all the way down into our DNA. I don’t think it will hurt much differently from the other big Landing changes the Forerunners have repeatedly gone through over these ascension years, but I’m also not going to lie because the sheer force of this particular NEW higher frequency Embodiment impact will be felt by every one of us. How could it not when this energetic phase resembles billions of beautiful different shaped razor-sharp crystal snowflakes carrying NEW Embodiment codes cutting their way into every cell and fiber of our physical bodies, HighHearts and consciousness? However, on the other side of this profound evolutionary upgrade, we’ll resonate from every cell, blood drop, nerve and HighHeart beat with the NEW higher everything in ways we never have before when in the physical.

I’ve also Seen that accompanying this particular NEW Embodiment transition are a lot of overseeing Angelic Lightbeings watching us closely as we live through this big change. I mention this because you may suddenly be sensing them near you, hovering invisibly, or not possibly, and feeling them and their LOVE and deep compassion for what we’re about to begin here in our physical bodies on ascending Earth.

Because we’re on NEW evolutionary Embodiment ground in 2018, this phase may at times feel a bit overwhelming to some of us, or like one long-awaited celebration to others, but most likely both. Either way, make sure to spend time every day and night consciously open to this huge Embodiment change in every way. Open to it and let it do what it’s designed to do. YOU are what’s important now so self-care when needed, privacy when needed, quite time when needed along with periods of not moving physically also. Here’s to becoming resonate Crystalline Christ Unified Embodied beings in the physical. ❤

Denise

March 14, 2018

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‘All Hearts On Deck’

In one of Sandra Walter’s recent articles she used this great term ‘All hearts on deck’ indicating that, well, it was needed now. I’m borrowing it for this article for multiple reasons.

Before I go any further, this is one of those articles/information where I paused before writing it to inquire and discern at higher levels whether or not it was something I should share publicly now. Usually when what I write about is based exclusively on what I’ve experienced, there’s no need for me to check at higher levels if it’s appropriate to share certain information or not. If it isn’t I sense it and just leave those parts out of my article(s). However, in this case what I’ve experienced was connected to another person, one I admire and respect greatly for their elevated and accurate Ascension related Works. I’m talking about Sandra Walter, so, because another person’s energetic and physical Works were involved to a certain degree with what I’ve experienced, I checked in at higher levels first to decide if my experience would be insightful enough to call for it being shared publicly. I perceived it would so I’m going to go ahead and share what I’ve experienced in relation to Sandra Walter’s (weekly) Sunday ‘Global Unity Meditation’ recently. At first it may sound like I’m talking about a big negativity but I’m not. All hearts on deck remember? Not fear on deck, not weakness, retreat, shock or confusion but all Radiant HighHearts on deck… and bring your Lightwarrior attitude with you for the moment as well. 🙂

Since September 2017, I’ve repeatedly sensed that I should make a PayPal donation to Sandra Walter at the end of December this year. Every time I’ve felt this over these past months I’ve wondered what was up but didn’t ponder it any deeper than acknowledge it and try to remember to do so before this year is up. I’ve never perceived this before with her or anyone else so it has remained a highlighted question point in my awareness since September.

If you are on Sandra Walter’s mailing list and receive updates from her, then you’ve heard about her having been in a car accident Saturday, December 16, 2017. I don’t know any more about this than what she wrote in her latest notification sent out yesterday, December 19th. Evidently she is okay, no doubt feeling rather beat-up, bruised and sore from head to toe however, but her car died in this accident. So there’s my answer as to why I was sensing I needed to make a donation to Sandra by the end of December 2017. All hearts on deck. ❤

The next layer is that for the past three months I’ve experienced energetic and mental interference every Sunday when I’d try to join in with Sandra Walter’s ‘Global Unity’ meditations done weekly at 8:11 AM, 11:11 AM and 5:11 PM. I’d never experienced this before three months ago so this too was another question point in my awareness over why was this suddenly happening to me in relation to my attempting to participate in her Sunday meditations. I repeatedly experienced this same type of negative interference back in 2012, every time I’d reach a certain point within Lisa Renee’s ’12 D Shield meditation’ technique, so this is NOT something new to me or something related only to Sandra Walter and/or her Sunday meditations. This is NOT about any of that, but something else, something that some of you reading this already know all about because you’ve experienced it many times too over these arduous and oftentimes dangerous Ascension years.

In the case of my trying to join in with Sandra’s Sunday meditations over these past few months (prior to three months ago I’d never experienced any interference or problems whatsoever) it was getting increasingly difficult for me to do something that’s usually effortless and immediate. I’m very familiar with what negative interference feels like no matter what latest form it takes or method it tries; you are blocked from entering something you want to enter and/or are repeatedly interfered with in an attempt to derail you or exhaust you to the point where you just give up trying to push forward and go do something else instead. This is Team Dark remaining unseen but doing their best to prevent you from gaining access to a higher frequency. In this case it was to stop me from entering the Group Collective or what Sandra calls the ‘High Vibe Tribe’ to further Consciously Create, assist, build, anchor, Embody etc. via her Global Unity meditations.

It wasn’t so much that this happened to me, again, but it was the timing of it that surprised me and it shouldn’t have but did. Did you catch that I started doing Lisa Renee’s ’12 D Shield’ visualization in 2012 and was almost constantly interfered with? And here we are five years later during the last few months and now days of 2017 and I’ve experienced repeated interference nearly every Sunday when I’d entered Sandra Walter’s Global Unity meditations. Not a coincidence which is telling in itself.

I’m going to backtrack for a moment here and include some information that I haven’t talked much about since 2015 when it started up, again, for me only because I was so glad and relieved I’d evolved to a high enough point there for a while to be out of range from Team Dark (TD) and their always changing tactics, methods and more advanced tools. It was short-lived but so very wonderful to be free of them for a while a few years ago. Once one has tasted true freedom from TD, one never wants to ever have to be affected by them or their devices etc. again. Said another way, this old Lightwarrior Elder got a bit “fluffy” after decades of hand-to-hand combat with TD constantly. Once the attacks and interference reduced and eventually disappeared for me personally a few years back, I relaxed and adjusted to their absence, celebrated, ate too much pie, got casual and thought it was finally over blah, blah, blah. And as we all know, when one gets too much like this something often comes flying back in and kicks you in your tender privates to remind you that, It ain’t over yet dip-shit! 😐 You know what I’m saying and hopefully why I’m saying it now.

By 2015 however there were small but continuous clues I was perceiving each year that TD had changed their tactics and increased their intent from what I was familiar with, and that my past brief celebrations needed to be combined with more stealth and Higher Awareness and to not fully retire my Lightwarrior gear quite yet. I was not happy about any of this but knew that, and this is the super important part, as the negative increased/increases, simultaneously so too was the positive. I know how strange and unnatural that all sounds, and is, but there it is; the old lower negativity doing its best to survive the Universal Ascension Process no matter what while at the same time the NEW is manifesting. Books could be written about just this one aspect of all this…

In the old super Dark days of old TD would simply abduct me from the Astral while I was physically asleep and OOB, because it was so easy, fast and unseen for them. Years after this it became outright face-to-face battles with nonhuman negative aliens and demons and other lesser negative entities and myself. Years after that it became TD using living humans, Portal People, to get at me because I was getting advanced enough to not be so easily reachable by them directly so they increased using other living humans to do their attacks on me and this went on for many long and miserable years too. After that level the TD attacks, tactics, methods and devices etc. seemed from my perspective to have changed rather dramatically and overnight. This happened as best I was able to perceive, post December 2012. Stair-steps, even with them and the Separation of Worlds.

As most of you know my mom had a triple bypass suddenly and unexpectedly in late August 2014, and two weeks later while in a Nursing Home recovering from that she had a related Stroke. Needless to say my attention and energies were suddenly sucked over into all this unexpected mess since 2014, all the while consciously knowing that I was (and my mom too but in different ways due to her diminished mental state) in a very different state and place energetically and physically due to all this and that I needed to be extra wise and aware. Why? Because TD never misses an opportunity to kick someone when they’re down and do as much damage to them as possible because of it all. I’m not being dramatic nor am I exaggerating. I’m being honest about something even I would like to not have to deal with anymore at this late date within the global Ascension Process (AP).

Since the start of 2015, I’ve paid close attention to the new ways that TD influences were affecting me and they’ve all been very stealthy and unseen for the most part. It’s easy to recognize when negative aliens and monsters are trying to bash your skull in or fracture our soul, kill your physical body or drive you mad. It’s easy to recognize when negative aliens and/or monsters are using living humans—Portal People–to attack you, discredit you, disrespect you, use you and so on. What’s not as quickly or easily recognized has been TD’s post 2012 methods which have, for the most part, been about both interference with me when I want to join in with like-others to meditate to Consciously Create more NEW to benefit all, and intense periods of attempting to keep me focused on lower frequency issues, situations, possibilities, concerns and so on. In other words, onslaughts of interference when doing or attempting to do intentional Higher Work while awake such as meditations/visualizations/creation Work etc. combined with amplified blankets of unseen lowly thoughts and emotions designed to keep one in lower levels and within frequency range of direct Team Dark interactions etc. Lisa Renee has written extensively about this, and her December 2017 monthly article, which I haven’t even read entirely yet, talks about these new TD tactics.

My reasons for sharing this short recap of some of my new and different negative experiences since 2014, more so in 2015 and each year since was to show how TD have amplified their attempts to stop the Ascension Process and those of us (Forerunners etc.) Embodying and anchoring in the NEW energies. They want to survive and have prepared for this “end times” too, just as we of Team Light have. This old Duality battle is nearly over now however but these last moments of it are serious, important and not to be taken lightly. Are they going to “win” this? No, it’s a done deal already, this is just us at the physical level finishing up all the Work, layers, parts and aspects.

Back to current energies in current time.

On Sunday December 17, 2017, the day of Sandra Walter’s weekly Global Unity Meditations’ at 8:11 AM I went into meditation to join in this as I try to do every Sunday. This day however, which was also the New Moon which was conjunct the GC (Milky Way Galactic Center) during this week and last month of 2017, once I was in the meditation I clairvoyantly Saw a large dark-colored metal looking barricade blocking my entrance to higher levels of this particular meditation. My first thought on Seeing this was that it was “just me” not focused enough so I gathered up my determination and focus and tried again, and yet again. I even went around this etheric metal barricade impediment not thinking much about it honestly other than it was a minor nuisance and what the hell was it doing there! After trying this and suddenly finding myself back in front of that etheric metal looking barricade, the unexpected happened and is the point of this article.

  There suddenly in my Higher Awareness was a close up view of a lizard (Reptilian) eye and parts of the side of its scaly face staring back at me defiantly. I’ve experienced this exact event a few times many years ago with another nonphysical Reptilian being. It’s evidently the way they prefer allowing themselves to be clairvoyantly Seen; up close and only one eye and parts of one side of their head. It’s as if they’re intentionally looking through a small portal “window” from another dimensional or extradimensional level at whoever it is that they know can See them. They want to be Seen but in this small, limited way and only for a few seconds and then they close that interdimensional viewing “window”.

What this move informed me of was that the etheric metal looking barricade I’d Seen and struggled to get around was intentionally created by them. Mind you this was Sunday, December 17th, Sandra’s car accident happened the day before on Saturday, and I didn’t learn about her car accident until I received her mass emailing notice about it yesterday evening Tuesday, December 19, 2017. Am I suggesting that Reptilians caused Sandra Walter’s car accident? Of course not, although I wouldn’t put it past them to try. I’m sharing all this ONLY to connect some more dots so it becomes ever more obvious to everyone how deep into the NEW and the changes we are at this moment. Team Dark only resorts to stunts like this when they’re desperate and doing their best to derail what’s happening no matter what they do or try to do. I’m sharing all this because these cheeky bastards intentionally revealed themselves to me yet again, and this time while I was trying to enter Sandra’s Sunday Global Unity meditation. I’m sharing all this to draw your attention to the timing of it all now at the end of December 2017. That in itself is another HUGE insight as to how dramatically the global changes are about to become. All hearts on deck now. All HighHearts on deck now for not only self, for all, and for ALL everywhere. This is who we are and what we do. Rest and recuperate well and as long as needed Sandra Walter and thank you for everything you do from every level. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

December 20, 2017

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This Is So Personal & Profound

I have about ten articles in my draft section waiting for me to finish and publish them. I re-read through what I’ve written in each of them so far, and at the moment, they don’t feel appropriate. Would those drafts help certain people? Yes. Would they be boring and/or old news to certain other people? Yes, and this is what it’s like trying to write to a wide range of AP readers, each at a slightly different level of development and personal AP and/or EP focus and processing. In moments like this I go into my HighHeart and perceive what it is that needs to be expressed in this moment that would help the most in this moment. That’s where this article is coming from, and it’s specifically for those few currently Embodying the latest n’ greatest and dealing with the indescribable changes and side effects doing so naturally produces.

There are periods where it’s nearly impossible to write or talk or move about or interact with another human being because one is deeply within a NEW higher, more vast level of Embodiment, meaning not only are you dramatically evolving and changing in NEW to you ways, but you know there’s more coming in this unending supply of greater, higher, more vast and amazing Embodiment processes.

Embodying more Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine energy typically makes me feel so profoundly huge, vast and powerful that just BEING that energy within myself and physical body is almost too much… in the very best of ways I mean. Divine Mommy energy is the background energy to everything everywhere. Embodying a smidgen more of IT feels like the most important “blank canvas” that’s ever been. You know, you See, you Feel, you Allow Creativity to happen on the canvas that is YOU.

Embodying more Divine Daddy/Father/Masculine energy typically makes me feel like I’m going to burst if I cannot creatively improve everything, immediately! The warm sensual desire to eternally creatively expand and improve is as beautifully and devastatingly overwhelming as Embodying more Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine energy is.

When you’ve Embodied just enough of them both within yourself and your physical body, an automatic birthing process begins where you go through the rigors of birthing a Divine Child, which in this Ascension and Embodiment Process case is the greater, multidimensional, quantum, crystalline, Christ frequency, greater Unified ascended YOU. You give birth to Divine YOU.

“We are all One” takes on a very different meaning to people living this phase of the EP. All original Divine aspects of each of us that were originally and intentionally separated out directly from Divine Source to go out and create within Divine Mommy and Divine Daddy energies for and as aspects of Divine Source, start the turnaround process of reunifying with all the other aspects of our Selves spread out across the multiverses. What was intentionally separated for multiple reasons continues the process of reunification with its many different Selves and aspects, which produces a NEW Divine Child.

And occasionally amidst all this amazing Embodiment Process business one becomes intimately aware of the fact that Divine Source wants nothing more than to eventually have as many as possible NEW Divine Sources created out of these natural evolutionary processes. This would be that moment where one drops the mic and walks off stage for full impact on the viewing audience. Back to the Embodiment Process and those doing/living/being it now however.

It’s so hard to describe, explain or outline the Embodiment Process that Forerunners/Wayshowers/Embodiers/Pathpavers are going through. It’s so profound and so personal to and for each of us, plus the very act of doing it instantly changes every one of us even further into a totally NEW higher level of being, consciousness and realities. How does one put words to all that? I don’t know. I’ve tried and it pales under the brilliant Light, creative LOVE and eternal drive of natural evolution but there it is. We live, we die, we are, we are again in different packages and locations and levels, we come, we go, we stay, we do it all simultaneously, and we eternally desire to create anew for the benefit of All everywhere. So it is. Keep up The Great Work as it’s about to “get real” in NEW ways for All. ❤

Denise

October 8, 2017

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