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First Everythingers First

Denise Le Fay

     

Those of you who’ve read my articles for years know that it’s unusual for me to write five articles in one month.

(1) December 2, 2019 – More Light Means More Knowing
(2) December 17 – It’s Checkout Time Humanity
(3) December 20 – NEW Divine Father Masculine & the Capricorn Saturn Pluto Conjunction
(4) December 28 – Cannot, Will Not Do This Anymore
(5) December 31 – Today Is the Last Day of 2019

Throughout December 2019 I felt that old familiar, absolutely cannot ignore Soul Contract sensation of having to write about certain things as quickly as I could. When I feel this familiar ascension energetic drive to get certain things written immediately, I know it’s because major energy changes are about to manifest and the information is intended to prepare and aid us with more NEW presenting in the physical dimension. When this happens, it’s something I feel obsessively compelled to do as quickly as I’m able. Such was the entire month of December 2019.

The reasons for this I believe is because the First Everythingers very recently made a grand shift into Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, which exists in a much higher level we’ve never experienced before. I say this because of how my physical body has felt since late December 2019 into January 2020.

Because the First Everythingers always go first, live it first, embody it first and help anchor it first into the physical dimension and ascending Earth etc., many of us have been feeling an onslaught of both old and NEW ascension symptoms at different times in December. I started feeling some of this from mid-November and they increased in mid-December 2019. When that higher dimensional nice guy connected with me on December 28, 2019 to pass along a message about the NEW energies and help—different Angelics, ETs and other Beings—it was made very clear that some of us would be experiencing the NEW energies of Phase 2 first. It’s always worked this way so this shift out of Phase 1 and entrance into Phase 2 which energetically includes the Saturn Pluto and other Capricorn planets conjuncting etc., would be felt, lived, embodied and anchored first by those of us who I’ve called the First Everythingers.

Everything I just said, typed, was very linear because I haven’t figured out how to type Spherically yet. 😉 Point is that what I said sounds very linear when in fact I rarely experience things that way anymore. I do and I don’t. I both and more. Some of you know exactly what I’m saying. It’s strange to say the least but this is another big aspect of the Ascension Process in general but much more so for us in Phase 2.

I’ve been experiencing different incredibly intense (to me) periods of what is my ongoing Embodiment Process for months. My ongoing alignment with, merging with, unification with and Embodiment of my Soul fully with my physical body and this Denise self is both profound and shocking. During this ongoing process, linear time disintegrates and one finds oneself beyond it. To be expected right? The more NEW and higher each of us embodies, takes into our physical bodies and selves, the more quantum, the more non-linear we and our consciousness and all else becomes. Expect much more of this in Phase 2 First Everythingers.

Words fail to come close to this ongoing experience and Process. It is deeply personal, very intense, painful at times due to such higher frequency materials being added to and merged with the physical body and personality self. At times it can be equally ecstatic as traumatic which sounds like a contradiction but again, we’re in territory we’ve never been before. For me in those moments when more NEW comes in, be that in the form of energy waves, solar pulsations, deeper Photonic Light energies or more of my Soul and physical Self merging, it’s all magnificent, even the physically painful and psychological unknown moments of the Process.

It may sound like I just went off-script there but I didn’t really. Those of us who’ve chosen to go through the Embodiment Process during the Ascension Process are doing both and more. All of this has escalated greatly since around September 2019, with each month after it getting more intense. Some of the recent shift symptoms some First Everythingers have been experiencing since about mid-November, much more so by mid-December 2019 into January 2020, have been extreme at times. I’m going to list some of the latest side effects I’ve been having caused by the things mentioned already—the ongoing Embodiment Process and recent shift many of the First Everythingers experienced due to the NEW higher energies we felt on or around December 28, 2019. They have and will continue so this wasn’t something that only happened that one day/night. Non-linear, linear, quantum, Spherical, everything at once awareness and more now First Everythingers.

  • severe head pains and pressures and Pineal and Pituitary gland evolution
  • increased eye pains, dryness, vision blurriness, sensitivity to the latest Light and sometimes physical motion as well which is related to Pineal and Pituitary evolution and higher frequency external Photonic light and related higher energies
  • severe inner cold throughout whole body, severe cold hands and/or other body parts that lasts for hours and nothing helps warm you up
  • severe inner heat radiating from the bottoms of your feet primarily
  • feeling both frozen and burning internally
  • having skin on your face look red and burned from the inner cold and heat
  • the start of another round of sudden hair falling out
  • consciousness continually expanding into NEW territories which can sometimes make one feel inadequate, outdated, confused and very ungrounded
  • greater increase in inner body vibrations which can at times feel overwhelming
  • ongoing HighHeart expansions to embody and Embody everything that’s happening
  • memory has evolved to mind’s eye visuals instead of old mental thoughts
  • clairvoyantly Seeing other people’s Energy Signatures in NEW and colorful ways, even radiating out of their written words
  • Seeing and seeing increased bright white vertical Light flashes peripherally. Also seeing increased solar Light pulsations, flashes, flickering and NEW changes in your Lightbody and Sun connection
  • Seeing more and more NEW codes, 6D morphogenic creational geometric patterns

Many of these ascension symptoms are ones I had for the first decade or fifteen years or so in Phase 1 of the Ascension Process (1999–2019). Thankfully some of them like the burning bottoms of my feet ended after about twelve years of that miserableness. It was so great to be able to wear shoes, not only flip-flops, once that side effected ended. So, to suddenly have it return about ten days ago really surprised me. Same with the sudden hair falling out a decade after the first time it happened around 2008–2009. Same with the intense inner cold I often had intermittently during Phase 1. To have all of these old ascension symptoms suddenly return, on top of other NEW ones, around mid-November 2019 was surprising to me. I was confused about why they would make a return at this point in the shift out of Phase 1 and into Phase 2.

After the brief Higher Awareness message I received the evening of December 28, 2019 from the higher dimensional nice guy, I understood a bit better that some of the First Everythingers have been both casting-off some from our personal sojourn through Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, but we’ve also been experiencing the tremendously higher energies, Light, Phonic Light, codes, internal and external frequencies and vibrations, and NEW locations energetically in our physical bodies. We’ve both been frozen and burned by them, made dizzy and nauseous by them, abruptly pushed out of our bodies by them and slammed back into them repeatedly for months. We exist in linear space and time, and we also exist in non-linear space and time and both are happening simultaneously. Phase 2 will be this and much more for many of us so be prepared for anything. And be prepared to get serious with your personal abilities and our collective group abilities to Consciously Create in Phase 2.

Back to the how the First Everythingers always experience and embody the NEW first. Much of how the NEW physical level energies that the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction (and other planets involved) will manifest as NEW codes and reality for humanity and Earth on January 12, 2020, we First Everythingers needed to feel, live, experience and embody first. All this is part of the activation of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. We go first, we feel first, we embody first, we hurt first because we live and anchor them first in and through our physical bodies, HighHearts and Volunteer selves. We take the edge off so to speak by our doing this for the rest of humanity and all life on Earth.

Friday, January 10, 2020 is the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse at 20° Cancer. Sunday, January 12, 2020 is the one and only exact conjunction between Saturn and Pluto at 22° Capricorn. Welcome to next-level Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and the NEW across the physical board for all. Be prepared for anything at any time and no fear, this is compressed evolution and everyone is finally involved in it on the physical level.

Denise

January 7, 2020

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FFFFFFebruary 2018

Denise Le Fay

What a month February 2018 has been. Sudden greater reality altering came via the split-second energetic shove into another higher frequency I experienced on February 1st. Initially this was another instantaneous shift into a higher space and awareness that, at that time, was utterly devoid of any emotional reactions to it from me. This shift was so fast, natural and perfect and I was totally Neutral about it in every way. It happened, I instantly understood it from a higher level, and in that nano-second of great shift change a few of my old personal focuses changed track entirely.

Certain things I’ve worked towards for a long time in the old lower 3D world such as increasing my minuscule Social Security retirement benefits enough to survive on, had just barely been achieved by me in 2017 by earning more money that year than I ever have in my life. The IRS however declared that income earned in the way mine has been for a while now (as a State paid Caregiver for my elderly disabled low income mom living under the same roof) was not considered earned income so around 98% of my 2017 wages were not taxed, meaning all my 2017 income didn’t go towards my retirement benefits. I reached full retirement age in December of 2017, and intended to apply for it this year. I’ve known since childhood that “the system” wouldn’t be available for me when I was old enough to get it, but, having that lifelong knowing suddenly become a hard cold blatant screw-you-over fact at retirement age was the biggest patriarchal insult I’ve experienced so far.

‘When in Rome…’  one does as the 3D Romans do. One works, pay taxes, gets old enough to receive retirement benefits that one had to pay into over a lifetime. However, we’re not in 3D Rome anymore but continuously moving away from the dying corrupt edges of it. When in 5D… one Embodies, evolves, anchors and radiates the higher NEW and helps consciously create greatly improved ways of living, creating and existing within the NEW on ascending Earth. What’s been difficult and at times confusing for some of us older Forerunners/First Embodiers has been living between these two worlds and realities as we age and our physical lives (and bodies) change dramatically for a number of reasons.

On February 1st. some more of my Higher Self was suddenly Embodied into physical Denise and this particular situation was instantly dealt with by It/me/Us. This was the instant shift change I talked about in the first paragraph. More things were revealed in that split-second across multiple dimensions, timelines and Selves and more large chunks of the old patriarchal world were instantly and permanently obliterated. And that’s what complete greed gets you Old Boys Club — extinction.

As this latest addition of ME was Embodied into Denise me, more merging happened and my view, understanding, awareness and near future was both revealed and altered. In that instantaneous split-second this most recent Embodiment happened I was shown, saw and knew that old 3D Rome is gone and only rubble and dust remains at this point so stop focusing on it in any way because it’s a waste of my valuable energy, time and focus. A detailed 5D replacement reality was not revealed to me just to sooth me about this old 3D Roman patriarchal income/retirement issue. What was revealed was that I/It/We don’t need it or anything from that old lower frequency and reality and all I need to do is continue overriding it with conscious creation from the NEW 5D levels and don’t worry about the rest of it. This is that moment when an unseen choirs of Angels together brightly sings, Faith…. ❤

I know this article sounds strange but this is why I decided, after living through the rest of February 2018, that I’d share about what “they” did to my 2017 taxes and how that corrupt 3D physical system was dealt with by the latest chunk of my Higher Embodied Self and Me and why. It’s not easy to talk about our 3D lives and connections like these old laws and such in connection with what’s happening to, in and through us from the Ascension and Embodiment Process. The gap is so ridiculous at this point that it’s sometimes painful and usually highly frustrating when forced to jump through more old patriarchal 3D hoops when the truth is that it’s a pointless fucking ghost town haunted by the money and power-hungry insane!

A Little About the Other Stupid February Crap

Those of you who read, write and follow the Comments at HHL know that it again got a bit unpleasant in there due to some children in adult bodies throwing Comment temper tantrums because I didn’t allow them to add LINKS to other people’s material. Because I want to keep Comments open for those of us who honestly benefit from connecting with each other and sharing I am, however I’ve had to create some Comment Rules which are located in the header bar across the top of the page. The main NEW rule is that no LINKS are allowed in Comments at all. 

I also want to apologize for occasionally getting really frustrated by these individuals when they throw temper tantrums and attack me in Comments. Most of these Comments I don’t publish so everyone else isn’t subjected to this negativity and isn’t even aware that it’s happened, again. I am however and I’m the first to admit that I don’t always deal with vicious attacks by people who want to use me and HHL to promote other people’s material and beliefs in the highest of ways. I’ve Worked really hard for a very long time to create, lift, protect and maintain both TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife as online places where Higher Awareness information and experiences can exist for readers to benefit from. I’ve fought for and defended this repeatedly over the years so you and I would have a safe sacred place online to be honest and open about the AP and EP and related topics, this being one of them. This is a 5D frequency blog and space and because there aren’t human online Temple Guards standing at the HighHeartLife Temple Gates to do this type of protection and bouncer work for me, I have to do it for myself, my blogs and the readers of my blogs.

This topic is no different from the first half of this article about Higher Selves being Embodied and old 3D patriarchal greed systems and consciousness collapsing and so on. It’s all the same thing and process and the sooner everyone honestly understands that fact, the more comfortable and happy everyone will be. This is Ascension people and 3D level egos are a frequency and consciousness aspect of those who haunt the old 3D ghost town world! Figure this out kids and apply it to yourself exactly as everyone else has had to or go elsewhere. The energetic pressures to change and evolve yourself will NOT let up for the rest of your lifetime, and long afterwards, for you or me or anyone. The sooner you realize that at this point it’s easier to surrender completely to the Ascension Process instead of fighting for your beliefs about some external something and/or something someone else wrote about the easier this entire AP will be for you. I’ve battled face to face with demonic and satanic beings, negative aliens and many others but know that it’s hurts more when a human attacks me that I have Worked so long and hard to help free from the lower levels of consciousness. It’s one thing having nonhuman beings attack you for being Team Light; it’s another thing when a human attacks you for not accommodating their 3D ego and limited beliefs while seeing themselves as full of “Love and Light” as they verbally bludgeon you publicly and sign off with a ‘Namaste’. But bullies are bullies even in Ascension communities.

I also want to apologize for my not being able to smile graciously and absorb negative attacks like a lady, a lofty lady, from certain humans every time it happens. I’m hardwired to energetically Pathpave and Embody so laying down to be used and abused by those who don’t understand higher frequencies isn’t in my nature. I take a lot of shit from people, just as all Forerunner First Embodiers have and still do, hence why there’s so much extra dumping by us. People need to realize that the AP is happening now while you are fighting for stupid crap, most of which is pointless, external and incorrect anyway. You have to choose whether you want to continue fighting for your old lower beliefs, limitations and lower 3D ego and consciousness or release the stranglehold you’ve got on them so YOU can evolve and ascend beyond them into realities more amazing than you can comprehend at this point. The growing energetic Light pressures are only going to get more intense which make these types of things far more painful and difficult. The choice is yours however; 3D ego or 5D life and reality.

It was a difficult but highly productive and directional shifting February, most of them are it seems. March will be more amazing but April will be even more so I’m sensing. Nonetheless it’s the constant Now Moment that’s really important. Be in every moment fully, even when sleeping much of the day to further Embody more NEW arriving Light and codes and expanding and evolving more. Life and reality is up to each of us now and the old 3D rules and beliefs don’t work or apply in the NEW higher so let them go, all of them, and consciously create the NEW in and through yourself and your physical body. It will all work out just fine even when it might not look like it at the moment. ❤

Denise

February 28, 2018

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