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First Everythingers First

Denise Le Fay

     

Those of you who’ve read my articles for years know that it’s unusual for me to write five articles in one month.

(1) December 2, 2019 – More Light Means More Knowing
(2) December 17 – It’s Checkout Time Humanity
(3) December 20 – NEW Divine Father Masculine & the Capricorn Saturn Pluto Conjunction
(4) December 28 – Cannot, Will Not Do This Anymore
(5) December 31 – Today Is the Last Day of 2019

Throughout December 2019 I felt that old familiar, absolutely cannot ignore Soul Contract sensation of having to write about certain things as quickly as I could. When I feel this familiar ascension energetic drive to get certain things written immediately, I know it’s because major energy changes are about to manifest and the information is intended to prepare and aid us with more NEW presenting in the physical dimension. When this happens, it’s something I feel obsessively compelled to do as quickly as I’m able. Such was the entire month of December 2019.

The reasons for this I believe is because the First Everythingers very recently made a grand shift into Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, which exists in a much higher level we’ve never experienced before. I say this because of how my physical body has felt since late December 2019 into January 2020.

Because the First Everythingers always go first, live it first, embody it first and help anchor it first into the physical dimension and ascending Earth etc., many of us have been feeling an onslaught of both old and NEW ascension symptoms at different times in December. I started feeling some of this from mid-November and they increased in mid-December 2019. When that higher dimensional nice guy connected with me on December 28, 2019 to pass along a message about the NEW energies and help—different Angelics, ETs and other Beings—it was made very clear that some of us would be experiencing the NEW energies of Phase 2 first. It’s always worked this way so this shift out of Phase 1 and entrance into Phase 2 which energetically includes the Saturn Pluto and other Capricorn planets conjuncting etc., would be felt, lived, embodied and anchored first by those of us who I’ve called the First Everythingers.

Everything I just said, typed, was very linear because I haven’t figured out how to type Spherically yet. 😉 Point is that what I said sounds very linear when in fact I rarely experience things that way anymore. I do and I don’t. I both and more. Some of you know exactly what I’m saying. It’s strange to say the least but this is another big aspect of the Ascension Process in general but much more so for us in Phase 2.

I’ve been experiencing different incredibly intense (to me) periods of what is my ongoing Embodiment Process for months. My ongoing alignment with, merging with, unification with and Embodiment of my Soul fully with my physical body and this Denise self is both profound and shocking. During this ongoing process, linear time disintegrates and one finds oneself beyond it. To be expected right? The more NEW and higher each of us embodies, takes into our physical bodies and selves, the more quantum, the more non-linear we and our consciousness and all else becomes. Expect much more of this in Phase 2 First Everythingers.

Words fail to come close to this ongoing experience and Process. It is deeply personal, very intense, painful at times due to such higher frequency materials being added to and merged with the physical body and personality self. At times it can be equally ecstatic as traumatic which sounds like a contradiction but again, we’re in territory we’ve never been before. For me in those moments when more NEW comes in, be that in the form of energy waves, solar pulsations, deeper Photonic Light energies or more of my Soul and physical Self merging, it’s all magnificent, even the physically painful and psychological unknown moments of the Process.

It may sound like I just went off-script there but I didn’t really. Those of us who’ve chosen to go through the Embodiment Process during the Ascension Process are doing both and more. All of this has escalated greatly since around September 2019, with each month after it getting more intense. Some of the recent shift symptoms some First Everythingers have been experiencing since about mid-November, much more so by mid-December 2019 into January 2020, have been extreme at times. I’m going to list some of the latest side effects I’ve been having caused by the things mentioned already—the ongoing Embodiment Process and recent shift many of the First Everythingers experienced due to the NEW higher energies we felt on or around December 28, 2019. They have and will continue so this wasn’t something that only happened that one day/night. Non-linear, linear, quantum, Spherical, everything at once awareness and more now First Everythingers.

  • severe head pains and pressures and Pineal and Pituitary gland evolution
  • increased eye pains, dryness, vision blurriness, sensitivity to the latest Light and sometimes physical motion as well which is related to Pineal and Pituitary evolution and higher frequency external Photonic light and related higher energies
  • severe inner cold throughout whole body, severe cold hands and/or other body parts that lasts for hours and nothing helps warm you up
  • severe inner heat radiating from the bottoms of your feet primarily
  • feeling both frozen and burning internally
  • having skin on your face look red and burned from the inner cold and heat
  • the start of another round of sudden hair falling out
  • consciousness continually expanding into NEW territories which can sometimes make one feel inadequate, outdated, confused and very ungrounded
  • greater increase in inner body vibrations which can at times feel overwhelming
  • ongoing HighHeart expansions to embody and Embody everything that’s happening
  • memory has evolved to mind’s eye visuals instead of old mental thoughts
  • clairvoyantly Seeing other people’s Energy Signatures in NEW and colorful ways, even radiating out of their written words
  • Seeing and seeing increased bright white vertical Light flashes peripherally. Also seeing increased solar Light pulsations, flashes, flickering and NEW changes in your Lightbody and Sun connection
  • Seeing more and more NEW codes, 6D morphogenic creational geometric patterns

Many of these ascension symptoms are ones I had for the first decade or fifteen years or so in Phase 1 of the Ascension Process (1999–2019). Thankfully some of them like the burning bottoms of my feet ended after about twelve years of that miserableness. It was so great to be able to wear shoes, not only flip-flops, once that side effected ended. So, to suddenly have it return about ten days ago really surprised me. Same with the sudden hair falling out a decade after the first time it happened around 2008–2009. Same with the intense inner cold I often had intermittently during Phase 1. To have all of these old ascension symptoms suddenly return, on top of other NEW ones, around mid-November 2019 was surprising to me. I was confused about why they would make a return at this point in the shift out of Phase 1 and into Phase 2.

After the brief Higher Awareness message I received the evening of December 28, 2019 from the higher dimensional nice guy, I understood a bit better that some of the First Everythingers have been both casting-off some from our personal sojourn through Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, but we’ve also been experiencing the tremendously higher energies, Light, Phonic Light, codes, internal and external frequencies and vibrations, and NEW locations energetically in our physical bodies. We’ve both been frozen and burned by them, made dizzy and nauseous by them, abruptly pushed out of our bodies by them and slammed back into them repeatedly for months. We exist in linear space and time, and we also exist in non-linear space and time and both are happening simultaneously. Phase 2 will be this and much more for many of us so be prepared for anything. And be prepared to get serious with your personal abilities and our collective group abilities to Consciously Create in Phase 2.

Back to the how the First Everythingers always experience and embody the NEW first. Much of how the NEW physical level energies that the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction (and other planets involved) will manifest as NEW codes and reality for humanity and Earth on January 12, 2020, we First Everythingers needed to feel, live, experience and embody first. All this is part of the activation of Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. We go first, we feel first, we embody first, we hurt first because we live and anchor them first in and through our physical bodies, HighHearts and Volunteer selves. We take the edge off so to speak by our doing this for the rest of humanity and all life on Earth.

Friday, January 10, 2020 is the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse at 20° Cancer. Sunday, January 12, 2020 is the one and only exact conjunction between Saturn and Pluto at 22° Capricorn. Welcome to next-level Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and the NEW across the physical board for all. Be prepared for anything at any time and no fear, this is compressed evolution and everyone is finally involved in it on the physical level.

Denise

January 7, 2020

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September Equinox & the Last Three Months of 2019

Denise Le Fay

This is another one of those articles that covers a lot of multidimensional ground, multiple years and a lot of seemingly different topics and no matter how well I express this it won’t do it the justice it deserves. I’ll do my best but this is complex and covers many ascension and Embodiment years for many of the First Everthingers. You must do more than just read this material, you need to FEEL into it and do so from your HighHeart. And, this is another one of those articles that isn’t for or about everyone that may read it. Discernment, respect, space and allowance of more than you’re currently aware of.

So, 2019 Has Been Heaping Tons of Fun Hasn’t It?

Yes I’m being snarky. 2019 has been absolutely herculean on multiple levels for most of us and it’s not over yet. It’s the not over yet part, the what I call 10, 11 & 12 months of every year—October, November and December—that this article is about although the September 23, 2019 Equinox was the energetic humdinger that’s funneled us up to the threshold of the last three months of extraordinary 2019.

The other day while thinking about the intensity and strangeness of the September 2019 Equinox and my very unusual dream in the early AM hours of that day, one of those friendly Ascended Master voices from on high said with amusement, “You’re going to need to use each of those Triple Crowns to get through these last three months!”

Upon clairaudiently hearing and feeling that statement I didn’t have an immediate smart-ass comeback because I knew it was an important clue, and suggestion, about what’s coming for some of the Embodiers with these last three (triality, trinity) months of 2019. It took me a good thirty seconds to comeback with that Russel Crow Gladiator line where he yells up to the audience watching the bloody mayhem, ‘ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED?!’ There wasn’t any verbal reply from on high, just more amusement emanated from him. It’s all about perspectives.

After this recent exchange with on high, I had to go back in my articles to find what I’d written about my personal Triple Crowns experiences and when that all happened because I honestly couldn’t remember. A re-read of both of these may help with our now and the last three months of 2019.

https://highheartlife.com/2019/05/26/the-internal-separation-of-worlds/

Next up I want to share my very unusual September 23, 2019 early AM hours Equinox dream. Many of us had a really strange and different Equinox dream or dreams, and based on what some readers shared in Comments about this, many were very similar and presented to us on this Equinox.

In my Equinox dream huge things like the top halves of mountains were suddenly exploded apart and blasted outward hitting buildings and other structures and killed some people. An invisible energy force kept repeatedly blasting away in that world and was causing strange destruction and death and plenty of chaos and confusion, and it was deliberate. No one knew what was happening and how and why it kept moving around the country obliterating certain things left and right. A destruction would happen a mile away from where I was in this dream and the physical fallout from that would be launched outward in all directions and hit other things and some people miles away.

I did what I always do whether in dream events or physical world ones; I discern as fast and hard as I can to figure out what’s really going on and why. I did this in this dream repeatedly. I gazed out towards different directions I knew the next energy force blast was coming from and did my best to discern what it was. In this dream I finally understood that, despite the destruction of sections of cities, buildings, homes and some people, it was a positive happening. This unseen force was literally energetically and physically clearing away large sections of stubborn, resistant hanger-on Team Dark aliens, entities and their remaining residual negativity on that physical Earth world. Once I reached this insight about why these carefully aimed destructive energy blasts where happening I woke myself up.

Some seriously furrowed brow moments after this dream however.

I thought about the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction happening throughout this year as it works its way towards its one and only exact degree conjunction on January 12, 2020. This September 23, 2019 Equinox dream felt like what this transit is causing on Earth and in humanity now and into 2020 energetically, etherically and physically.

I thought about the ongoing removal of Team Dark. I thought about the destruction of the Team Dark intentionally created 9/11 timeline. I thought about the times I’ve participated in these negative removal Missions and negative timeline shutdown Missions over these ascension years in different ways and in multiple dimensions. I thought about the Embodiment Process and those of us living it. I thought about how those of us who’ve chosen to go through the Embodiment Process first are now in the final phase of it in late 2019 and into 2020. I thought about how these two things, these two different energy frequencies cannot co-exist in the same place and space and how the more the Embodiers Embody, the more that very act has and continues pushing lower frequency Team Dark beings and their energies and distortions out.

I thought about the Separation of Worlds & Timelines and how it has been unfolding at the speed of LOVELight throughout this wildly difficult year of 2019. I thought about how much of this necessary destruction I witnessed in this 2019 Equinox dream would or would not happen in this physical reality I’m writing this from. I thought about how much I really don’t care either way at this point.

I thought about how strong we Embodiers are and how we can both remove the old lower and Embody, hold and maintain the NEW higher simultaneously despite our exhaustion, physical pains and momentary heartbreaks, disappointments and frustrations. I thought about what the Ascended Master from on high said about my, about our Triple Crowns we’ve Worked so hard to gain step-by-step over the past three years. I thought about how we’re now going to have use each of them in some way during October, November and December 2019 for whatever presents. I thought about how thinking isn’t needed with this because I have and you have already Embodied it.

I thought about how the NEW codes and energies will be the only ones present for mass humanity come January 2020. I thought about how that will impact humanity that’s ascending and the humanity that’s descending. I thought about how tired I am and I know you are but how close we are now to this entire thing instantly being the NEW in new ways we’ve not experienced yet. And now I let you consider all of these things and more for yourself.

As Above in the Macro, So Below in the Micro

You already know this but I’m going to repeat it because many of us have had this Macro/Micro business be a very big and obvious part of our personal lives throughout 2019. I went through this this year with my mom’s end of life and death. I continue going through this with strangers and neighbors and so on because we, our bodies, hearts and lives are where all of this Universal Ascension Process is taking place. The “war in heaven” is the same as those taking place in your, my, our personal individual lives, bodies and realities. Multiple on high Ascended Masters just smiled silently over that sentence.

The miserable stuff you’re experiencing—whatever it may be at the moment—with some person(s) or stranger(s) physically isn’t much different than the cosmic disagreements, struggles, battles, massive changes, massive removals and overall compressed evolution the entire Universe is currently going through. We’re going through it here, there and everywhere because we’re here, there and everywhere. More smiles from on high. You get what I’m saying and I hope you get why. We’re really close now so rest, take extra care of yourself in all ways, deal with whatever presents but discern it first of course and never ever forget how incredibly valuable you really are in all this. It doesn’t matter if you know you’ve got your Triple Crowns or not or if you consciously know what exactly to do with them. They have become more of the NEW higher you and all will come naturally when needed.

Denise

September 27, 2019

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Triality Life & Reality

Denise Le Fay

Like the image above, the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process have been us steadily moving up ENERGY stair-steps until one finally reaches the landing of the next higher flight of stairs. One makes the directional turn to continue moving up the next higher flight of stairs where one is eventually met again with a higher landing and flight of stairs. On and on it goes, higher and higher up the ascending energy stair-steps and deeper and deeper into the Photon Light, the entire time one is being incrementally transformed by the Process and Journey itself.

I can easily say—as I know many of you also can—that the entire year of 2019 so far has been one of the most difficult, trying, exhausting, frustrating, physically and emotionally painful and simultaneously freeing ascension year ever. It has, at times, been brutal and continues to be brutal for many and that’s how the literal dismantling of dying worlds, realities and lower selves feels—brutal. There is no just ‘beam me up Scotty’ with compressed evolution, only steady laborious effort to get ones First Everythinger self up the multiple flights of energy stairs while doing a whole host of other related things.

For me every month of 2019 has been the equivalent of an entire flight of energetic ascension stairs. Many of us are bounding up multiple stair-steps at a time each month this year, which causes increased intensity in the physical side effect pains and pressures we’re feeling from doing this. How 2019 has been for you, and felt to your body, should help you grasp how all-encompassing this upcoming global Shift will be in January 2020. We First Everythingers, Forerunners, Embodiers etc. always go first to embody and anchor the NEW codes, energies and DNA into ascending physicality for the rest of humanity that will come into contact with them later. In this case, “later” is the start of 2020. Those humans capable of embodying them in 2020 won’t experience this evolutionary Shift into the NEW codes in the same ways we have and will transition into them more easily.

Old duality and duality consciousness and reality was you “here” and all the “good shit” waaaay “over there” somewhere, permanently out of reach and ultimately unattainable in any direct personal sort of way, if at all. Duality was about experiencing separation of everything down to the most ridiculous, minuscule levels in old patriarchal reality.  Talk about brutal!

Trio, trinity, triality, triplex, trifecta, threesome, triad, triple crown, triplicate.

I love how you can know something at one stage and level but as you grow, expand, embody and become more you discover that what you first knew was only a very small part of something considerably larger and exceptionally more complex. It’s like discovering that a new toy has many more features and functions than you first realized. This has been the case for me with triality and trinity consciousness and reality. I’ve known only the beginner, “newbie” stages of it and over time have discovered that I am and I AM simultaneously all over the place Working constantly on the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process and much more. This is somewhat hard to express and I’ve tried many times over these ascension years in different ways and at different personal levels.

I’m “here”; I’m “not here”; I AM while I’m “here”; I AM while I’m everywhere; I am exhausted; I AM NEW; I am strengthened and empowered, and I keep going because there’s nothing else to do other than the Embodiment Process and ascension. Can you relate? More importantly, can you feel the tremendous increasing changes and amplifying freedoms from all of your, all of our collective personal Inner Work, effort, ongoing Embodiment, dedication and determination?

This next part is me trying to describe the nearly impossible non-linear, quantum, multiple aspects past, present, future me’s and their different levels and abilities and tasks.

When “I” freakout over whatever it may be in that moment, Denise me momentarily loses the higher overall functionality of my multidimensional Selves. Every time I’ve done this, it’s the old past Denise of pre-ascension Earth panicking over something that, for that moment, I believe I cannot deal with or fix etc. In other words, it’s past Denise feeling and believing she is powerless in that moment and situation, whatever it is. The keyword and insight with this is past.

When “I” Denise am altogether deep in painful ascension symptoms that make life nearly impossible to accomplish much of anything physically, that’s “me” in current present moment and time living the ascension Embodiment Process. It’s entirely focused, painful in multiple ways, and thoroughly isolating but it’s absolutely necessary and more important than one would believe.

Since 2013 I’ve many times beat myself up over the fact that once “I” am deep in another phase of severe and intense ascension caused symptoms and painful side effects there isn’t one damned thing I can do to get myself out of it. I cannot end the physical pains, nor can I end the emotional pains or the periods of depression when they’ve overwhelmed me. All “I” can do is live through them, and when I’m smart, pay attention to them all and learn whatever I can from the entire Process. In other words, all “I” have been able to do with those severe phases is ride it out.

I’m drawing attention to this because, like I said, I’ve often gotten upset with myself for not being able to reduce or override, shorten or quicken the severe ascension side effects that just freakin’ lay you flat for days or weeks. We’re all so programmed to do whatever we can to immediately “fix” or “heal” or “treat” when we feel bad, sick or sad. However, for those of us who are First Everythingers, Forerunners, energetic Pathpavers and Embodiers, it’s the present “me” and the present “you” living those aches and pains whose responsibilty and Mission it is to live, feel and be alchemically evolved by the higher frequency Light energies no matter how severe they are to our physical bodies and emotional selves. We’re supposed to go through these changes because we Volunteered to Embody first, Ascend first, anchor and Pathpave for present and future humanity.

My first true Work with learning about becoming Neutral was through my severe physical and at times emotional depression phases of the Ascension Process. Becoming Neutral about them was the easy way for me to accept, lay back, open myself in every way, relax and surrender to the alchemical Process of compressed evolution as a Volunteer, even when it really hurt(s). Becoming physically and emotionally Neutral about it all was the best and most graceful and grace-filled way I’ve found to deal with being a living transmutation container for compressed evolution, plus, learn about evolving beyond duality and being reactionary to integrated Triality and Neutrality frequencies, consciousness and being. You can turn pains into states of quantum Divine revelation and freedom if, if you’re willing to surrender and trust your Divinity and why you’re experiencing them. Or my natal Sun Chiron conjunction is finally transcending, or both. 😉

The present “me” and present “you” reading this who’ve been living it are the aspects that accomplish more than you’d first believe. If it weren’t for the present “you” and “me” currently living the Embodiment Process, the past and the future aspects of each of us wouldn’t be much help to us or us to them. It’s the “you” aspect in the current middle, the present Now Moment “you” that’s the one whose capable of embodying, Embodying, anchoring and therefore altering your physical body, consciousness, self and external reality for yourself and for everyone else. A really important aspect wouldn’t you agree?

When “I” Denise am altogether empowered, excited, full of Creative LOVE, in “cheerleader mode”, knowing and powerful, I am future “me” Denise whose ‘been there, done that’ already so she already knows what’s what and why and what’s coming next and so on. That future “me” knows all about the things that present “me” has, is and will be going through and Embodying etc. To the future “me”, everything is Divine and perfect, on scheduled and unfolding better and faster than intended.

Now, if you can take these three, these triple crown, triality, trinity, threesome aspects of yourself I just talked about—the past, present, and future “you’s” living the Ascension Embodiment Processes and all Working together to accomplish this in physical reality, if you can take them from linear to Spherical quantum consciousness then you’ll really get what I’m struggling to express. Go from linear awareness and seeming separation to, Hey babe, it’s ALL YOU and it’s ALL happening NOW!, and the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process makes much more sense to this present aspect self.

Past you freaks out over whatever from time to time. Present you is exhausted and beat to hell from being the Living Alchemical Container for the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process in the physical dimension in a physical body. Future you is the NEW Human, is the NEW Earth, NEW Humanity, the NEW YOU and is getting very excited because the other “you’s” have been at this business long enough that the “good shit” is on the brink of manifesting physically finally.

The key here is to never forget that you are also You and YOU, and even more and that ALL of you are and always have been Working together to get this thing called the Ascension Process done. And don’t ever forget that the present “you” is more powerful, strong and sacred than you have yet understood.

A few days ago I suddenly clairvoyantly Saw another massive energy Wave or energy pulsation coming towards us and Earth, but it was only a few feet away from me when I Saw it. The closeness and size of it made me go wide-eyed for a moment but it told me that there’s another huge energy pulsation about to hit us. I suspect it’s the September 2019 Equinox energies I Saw but what was more important to me was the knowing that there’s going to be nearly constant, I repeat, nearly constant energy waves or pulsations like this from here on out that will more quickly than anything prior, tear down the old past everything while simultaneously anchoring in much more of the future NEW energies, codes, consciousness, DNA and external reality in our present now. And this is just the beginner level of our becoming conscious of our multidimensionality, our being both linear and non-linear beings capable of Shifting all over the place, repeatedly.

What has been separated and far apart from each other are now only inches away, which means Triality past, present and future is about to become the NEW now everything individually, collectively and externally.

Because of all this and more, many of us have been and will be experiencing more so-called anomalies with linear time, linear space, linear consciousness and reality, the Separation of Worlds & Timelines, the Embodiment of our Higher Self/Selves with present us in our physical bodies and all that has been, is and will continue to quickly expand and evolve in each of us. Said another way, it’s gonna get even more weird and wonderful fellow Ascension and Embodiment co-Workers!

Because of all this don’t freakout or panic during those moments when “reality” just disappears from you and you’re left floating in the black vastness of a NEW level and state of being. It will soon be filled with NEW exceptionally good stuff. Don’t panic when linear time stops and you’re going about your business in timeless quantumness, Neutrality and lengthy Now Moment HighHeart being. Don’t panic when some negative old whatever or whoever etherically wafts through your home briefly on its way out. Don’t feel bad for feeling bad because who else can do what you can for you and for All? From here on out things are going to increasingly get both worse from one perspective and vastly better from another — the final Separation of Worlds. Ride this one out too just as you have for the past twenty, twenty-five or thirty years in this life. Be the many “you’s” and be them becoming consciously aware of each other all Working together so NEW Earth and NEW Humanity can happen and have a NEW place to step into.

Denise

September 13, 2019

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Crossing-Over

Denise Le Fay

I’ve decided to write about some of the unusual things that have been happening in one article instead of focusing on one anomaly or event at a time in multiple articles even though doing so may read rather scattered and seemingly disjointed. Scattered and seemingly disjointed is exactly how life and reality is now for most of us anyway. Because of that it feels the most helpful at the moment to just talk about some of these main 2019 events, anomalies, awareness’s and personal experiences I and many have been having all lumped together because that’s exactly how we’ve been experiencing them. I’ve always preferred to write from my firsthand experiences and direct knowledge and this article isn’t going to veer off of that format at this late date within the Ascension and Embodiment Processes.

One of the many things I wanted to include is a great channeled term I read many years ago from Steve Rother and his group. Their line was, ‘the many little gods’ or ‘little gods’. The second I read their term I burst into laughter over it because it was not only true but funny because it indicated some—what shall we call it—possible irritations?, conflicts?, clashes, differing points of view and beliefs between the many neophyte ‘little gods’. 

What this great term ‘little gods’ was referring to was us, the First Everythingers, the Volunteers, First Wavers, Second Wavers, Forerunners, Starseeds, Gatekeepers, Gridworkers, Lightworkers and those of us first to Embody and how we would deal with each other, interact, work together, play together, Consciously Create individually and together once we’d reached the evolutionary level where we had actually become ‘little gods’ individually. This sounds mildly humorous at first but as more of us have discovered over the past few years, it’s not so funny at this point, but a very real challenge for each of us to learn from and adapt to individually. How does a Group of Embodied Individual human Masters deal with the other Embodied human Masters? With the highest respect and deepest gratitude.

One of the many things that’s been difficult for me and I know for many others is our continuous evolution from little 3D people of the old lower frequencies and density into greater, larger 5D people of the NEW higher Light frequencies. These Ascension Process and Embodiment Process changes over the past twenty-plus years has oftentimes been not only hellacious but colossally weird in that we HAVE been evolving from lower frequency and consciousness ego-based little humans into much higher frequency and consciousness multidimensional Light Crystalline humans who are individually becoming physically Embodied ‘little gods’. That is what the Embodiment Process is; us becoming ‘little gods’ from having Embodied, unified with, merged with, had our Higher Self/Selves/Soul take full residency with our little people selves in our physical bodies. We’ve become—with more choosing the Embodiment Process every day—Embodied individual ‘little gods’ over the years and that process has not only been extraordinarily remarkable and exasperating to personally live, but also sometimes difficult to watch other ascension teachers/writers going through themselves.

We’re no longer old lower world little people but we’re not quiet yet 100% Embodied NEW ‘little gods’ either, but an oftentimes awkward, ungainly and unattractive combination of them both. This reminds me of going through the insanity known as puberty and how awkward and unattractive the majority of us were during that phase! Same case now with our individual spiritual Embodiment Process. We are not what we were before it started, but we haven’t fully completed the changeover into full-blown ‘little god’ Embodiment either and are doing our current best to not look, sound or act like awkward, raging hormonal nitwits with spiritual pimples everywhere during this, the final phase of our profound individual transmutation into something entirely NEW and radically different.

Because of this—and all the rest of it!—let’s please be kind to those living the Embodiment Process during this final completion phase of it. Give each of us the space, room, time, patience and understanding for each of us to complete this extraordinary living in-body transfiguration. Sometimes we flail a bit during our individual Higher/lower Embodiment Process spiritual puberty awkwardness. It too just is what it is and we’ll Master this as well. But know that those of us who chose to Embody first are in our final stages of this esoteric, mystical, unfathomable process in 2019, both glorious and awkward all at once.

Fully Embodied NEW Light humans on Earth, along with everything that January 2020 will also anchor in, is and has been greatly accelerating the Separation and Shift. You cannot have increasingly Embodied Souls existing in physical human ascended bodies on Earth and expect anything to remain the same.

One of many side effects of the Embodiment Process, and general Ascension Process for that matter, is that many of us have been having much more obvious interactions with certain people that are NOT in the same Earth world reality and timeline we are. I’ve experienced this numerous times since 1999, but its become blatantly obvious in 2019 when two or more people are trying to communicate with each other and all of them do not exist on the same Earth world and timeline as the other person does. 

Sometimes I cannot understand what the other person has said because to me it sounds like another launguage. Other times I hear English being spoken by the person but what they’re saying makes no sense to me whatsoever. It sounds to me like they’re lying, making up random crap about something and they can’t even do that well. When this happens I consciously understand what’s going on and why but that doesn’t make it any easier to accurately communicate with the person or people before me that exist in a different Earth world reality level and timeline than I currently do, and vice versa.

Have you ever said something to someone and they instantly look at you like you are crazy, stupid or both? I have many times and it’s highly frustrating sometimes to be so completely misunderstood by someone. The opposite is true too. Sometimes when someone not in the same Earth world and timeline as I am says something to me, I look at them like they’re crazy, stupid or both! Every time I’ve done this I apologize for my dumbfounded slack-jaw response and ask them to explain what exactly they meant and we attempt to go from there. Sometimes this works and sometimes it doesn’t. Welcome to the numerous and surreal side effect of the Separation of Worlds!

Another thing I’ve wanted to mention for a long time and kept forgetting is how those of us that can hold higher space really well, oftentimes experience sudden accidents and/or other traumatic life-changing events. In many cases, not all but many, these sudden severe accidents and/or events happen to help dislodge us, literally shake us loose from what we’d been holding energetically in place so well for so long. When abruptly impacted like this, we’re instantly freed to move on to the next higher level and phase of our Ascension and/or Embodiment Processes. There’s physical, emotional, financial and whatnot recovery time involved here too of course but we’ve been dramatically released from some old situation(s), person/people etc. from the old lower world and timeline that we very much needed immediate release from.

When this is happening to you it seems like your life and personal world has suddenly exploded and is in ruin all around you. It seems this way because it is exactly what’s happened and it was necessary, important and very helpful to you even though it doesn’t look or feel like it at the time. You have been freed by your Higher Self/Selves/Soul/Source from your previous holding pattern and space which is a blessing in the long-run. It may take some time for you to recover, recuperate and rebuild anew but that’s what these ascension lives are all about. Stair-steps that just keep going higher and higher and isn’t that a great thing!

Another aspect of this that I’ve been hearing more about from different people is that some are having sudden accidents that have caused them to break bones, many needing surgery or multiple surgeries to put the bone(s) back together again.

Because my Sun is in Capricorn which is ruled by Saturn and they rule our physical inner bones and skeletal structure, that’s my first thought when I hear about someone in 2019, having a sudden accident and they break a bone or bones. The second thought I have about this is the current Saturn Pluto conjunction in Capricorn happening all year and reaching their one and only EXACT to the degree conjunction on January 12, 2020. What is it in you personal life and structure(s) that’s needing to stop holding old lower space and/or pattern(s) so you can be freed from it/them now? Nothing slows us down and forces us deeply inward than having our physical bodies suddenly immobilized. I don’t see anything “wrong” about any of this, only an obviously highlighted something that wants you/me/each of us experiencing Saturn and Pluto getting increasingly close in Capricorn all year to break free from past structures and spaces we’ve held so that we’re free to Shift, Separate and transcend into higher NEW spaces and states of personal inner being and external reality. 

Another thing I want to include is some of the phenomena and other strange anomalies I’ve repeatedly seen physically and Seen clairvoyantly in 2018 and 2019.

One strange and uncomfortable visual was something I’ve never experienced before 2019 and hope I don’t again. It’s happened a few times throughout the year and looks like the physical external reality I can see at the time is being moved towards me and away from me incredibly fast. It’s not moved a great distance, only about ten feet or so from stationary me, but it’s the rapid speed and repetition of it that’s almost unbearable. It’s like someone very large is rapidly and repeatedly pushing and pulling  physical reality toward you and away from you very quickly and you’re seeing this with your physical eyes while awake. It doesn’t last long thankfully because I’d be falling over and vomiting all over the place if it did!

Another increasingly common visual I’ve been Seeing, and I know many of us have been seeing and Seeing far more than ever before too, is Light anomalies, Light patterns and colors both in your energy fields and in your physical environment. These are too numerous to list and I’m sure what each of us has been physically seeing and clairvoyantly Seeing has continued to change, expand and become much more multidimensionally complex.

The NEW codes have much to do with what we’ve been seeing and Seeing since late 2018, and constantly and more vividly in 2019. By 2020 these NEW codes will be the NEW normal, the NEW and only set of codes for all of humanity in this higher Evolutionary Cycle. If you’re a Seer, a clairvoyant, someone that’s able to perceive these NEW multidimensional codes, templates, patterns, blueprints for humanity and reality etc., then you too have been seeing/Seeing some very beautiful NEW geometric code patterns, energy waves, clusters of patterns and colors, transparent Crystalline cluster patterns, Diamond waves, Diamond sparkle Lights and codes and on and on. Just beautiful and such a lovely distraction and bit of “high” from all the lower collapsing stuff, crap and difficulties trying to get most anything done in the old world with most of those people in it. At this point, it’s the small things.

The other day when I woke up I Saw an up close view of the evolutionary Spiral we’re on. This visual was of only one particular small section of the Spiral, the one we’re on now, and I knew my attention was being directed to it because it’s exactly where the Separation of Worlds & Timelines and Shift takes place.

This small Spiral section with its invisible demarcation line is where we cross-over, where we Shift from the old lower Spiral rung up to the next higher Spiral rung. From a Universal perspective this is an extremely brief moment in time. From our incarnate physical perspective it’s life and reality repeatedly exploding, piece by piece, situation by situation, habit by habit, expectation by expectation. It feels like we need to be wearing hazmat suits, helmets and other protective gear to protect us from these constant evolutionary changes. From higher levels it’s a rare and special moment where we cross-over from a lower Spiral rung to a higher Spiral rung and are never the same again. Based on what I Saw a couple of mornings ago, we’re in this cross-over area now and will be traversing it for the rest of 2019.

This crossing-over is also energetically connected to those living the Embodiment Process first. There are many different evolutionary happenings that are connected to our current crossing-over this invisible demarcation Shift line on the evolutionary Spiral. All of these things are why we’re feeling the profound pressures of completing the last twenty, thirty years of Ascension Process right now. We all feel everything is about to pop, Separate, Shift and fully Cross-Over into the NEW. This is the completion point of this phase and where we transition over so don’t throw the towel in now fellow First Everythingers! Your HighHeart is in charge and taking you there.

Denise

August 1, 2019

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Enter Embodiment Process Completion Phase

Denise Le Fay

I recently received an email question from Maria who has generously allowed me to quote her so this discussion can take place in an article. Thank you Maria. ❤ I know a lot of people have had this same question and confusion for many of these ascension years.

“Dear Denise,

Could we as a group just CLAIM ascension to 5D NOW. The destruction to the planet is so great. Living here is made so painful and difficult. Waiting for the masses to wake up is useless. Could we all just DO IT, just tell the Universe WE WANT IT NOW? Just let us do it. Waiting for it makes no sense.  — Maria “

We don’t need to claim fifth dimensional ascension because we’ve been in it for a few years already, fully with the start of 2013. And I could not agree more that ‘waiting for the masses to wake up is useless’, so anyone still waiting for this, or anything or anyone else, stop squandering your precious Ascension Process days. Stop waiting and continue doing what only you can do within your personal Ascension and/or Embodiment Process. Forget about everything else and get yourself where you want to be right now. For most of us that is constantly living in and from your HighHeart while continuing to Embody more, higher and greater into your body and self. That is the formula that gets each of us to NEW Earth faster than anything else; more Source YOU Embodied. No intellectualizing it, just doing it continuously from your HighHeart.

First Everythingers, Forerunners, this has never been a passing of the baton relay race. It’s been about us going first to trail-blaze evolutionary migration routes, to energetically Path-pave the way to the higher NEW for those individuals ready to exit the old 3D frequencies and realities and evolve vibrationally behind us. We never stop doing what we do and wait for anyone. We continue doing our jobs which has been to become the NEW Earth ascended Collective, and we have, and Consciously Create a NEW matching frequency place to migrate to. All that and much more is done by us doing it all in our physical bodies. HOME is and will continue to manifest externally the more each of us internally Embodies more of our Higher Self/Selves/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self in our physical bodies. We are the living physical Alchemical containers that this entire Ascension Process is happening through in the physical. We don’t wait, we live it and Embody it.

There’s been a lot of incorrect, distorted and/or not fully understood information put forth on the Internet by well-meaning people—and many who weren’t—about the Ascension Process. Obviously this has made the whole business even more difficult for most people because it’s always been about who do you trust that’s writing, talking, teaching about the Ascension Process online? Whose been feeding you information that you want to hear? That you hope is true? That you believe is going to happen? Whose been selling you exactly what they know you want to hear? Whose been pitching continued dis-empowerment by telling you that you don’t have to do anything to ascend, to evolve? Whose been selling you that they can remove negative entities, attachments, energies etc. from your physical and etheric bodies for you? Whose been your go-to ascension guru and/or fixer? How much has it financially cost you? How much has it spiritually cost you?

A lot of people have taught, and many readers have believed and expected, that nearly all 8 billion humans alive on Earth now will, and with great joy, lightness and happiness, skip together hand-in-hand at the same time to the NEW ascended Earth. Not how it happens people, not this time because humanity is not nearly evolved enough to be able to all go together at the same time.

A lot of incorrect ascension information has been spread online about how everyone needs to wait for other humans to get with the Ascension Process program. This incorrect belief was another of many designed and intended to run out the ascension clock by those who don’t want humans to evolve now. Feed people endless lies about the Ascension in hopes that they miss it altogether because they were intentionally sidetracked, duped, derailed and had their consciousness intentionally re-directed AWAY from actually living the Ascension Process and to endlessly wait.

(1) The law of Free Will is still in effect in this cosmic neck of the woods so even though the Universal Ascension is taking place in our lifetimes, that does not mean and has never been a guarantee that all 8 billion humans alive on Earth now will experience the Ascension Process in their current lives and bodies. The possibility for that to happen has always existed, however, not every human incarnate now wants to evolve now or is capable of doing so at this time.

There’s still very many people who want to continue existing in the old patriarchal energies and no one, not even Divine Source is going to twist their arms and force them to take advantage of the present energies driving Universal evolution. The Ascension Process is done by choice, by a person wanting to evolve, wanting to become free, to know more, become empowered, be willing to take on more personal responsibilities and so on. Individuals who want more get more. Individuals who want what they’ve had will get even worse of it until they become tired of it and finally choose to evolve. Do those of you reading this honestly believe that you have the time to wait for anyone in that group? It could take many of them another Great Round of 225–250 million years before they’re ready.

(2) It takes individuals who’ve chosen to evolve being Alchemically energetically activated, altered, improved, expanded, upgraded and EVOLVED by the very energies present now to do exactly that. Each person has to live and embody the NEW higher energies, codes, DNA, rewiring processes, transformations and much more so they and their physical body can withstand such a profound evolutionary energetic leap from one dimension and matching frequency (old 3D), all the way through the old 4D Astral and reach the NEW 5D and matching energies of individual integration, re-unification of what had been separated in you and your physical body and self. Divine Source provides everything every being needs to naturally and organically evolve. But, if you trust a human more than Source generated evolution, and want to pay those humans to supposedly do your Ascension Work for you, then I’ve got some swamp land for sale for you!

Why Does It Still Hurt So Much?

“Get up, stand up: don’t give up the fight
Most people think
Great God will come from the sky
Take away everything
And make-a everybody feel high…” — Bob Marley, Get Up, Stand Up

Another common misunderstanding many have had is about why they don’t magically stop hurting physically because they continue Embodying more and more of their Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self. We all have had the unspoken belief or expectation that the more of our Higher Self/Soul/Source we Embodied the less pain—and exhaustion—we’d experience.

Sorry but it physically hurts getting more and more incremental amounts of your Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self Embodied into your physical body! We’ll reach a point where it won’t hurt at all, but until then, it physically hurts getting more vastly higher, faster frequency aspects Embodied into this incarnate you that Volunteered to do exactly this in a physical body. And the Embodiment Process is incredibly exhausting because our physical bodies are constantly expanding, upgrading, evolving, having more NEW DNA activating and running the NEW codes and energetically and physically becoming something totally NEW and profoundly different. So don’t believe that you’re doing something “wrong” again because it’s 2019 and you’re even more exhausted and in physical pain than you were five, ten or twenty years ago.

As if that weren’t enough, add to it the fact that you, me, we have been—many of us from 1999—changing worlds, timelines EVERY time we’ve left our physical homes and apartments to go into the old lower frequency world to do anything. Every time you’ve left your higher vibrating physical house to go grocery shopping, get the oil changed in your vehicle, get your hair cut, go visit a family member in the hospital, go to the mortuary etc., you have left your higher frequency world and reality and re-entered a much lower frequency world reality and had to deal with, interact with and try to communicate with the people that, to this day, still exist there.

I’ve been doing this repeated changing reality musical chairs maneuver since 1999, and it’s been astonishingly painful physically. Re-entering a lower, heavier density once you’ve transmuted much in yourself and your physical body causes great pain and often feels like you’re being crushed by the old density.  The most pain-inducing place I’ve felt was always when I entered my bank. Yeah, old lowly money consciousness and control was the worst. The moment I’d enter the bank my body felt like it was being crushed by that old negativity and density and I’d do my best to not pass-out from it. Today it’s not painful physically to go into the bank. What is painful now is trying to communicate with many, not all but many, of the unaware people that happily exist in the lower frequency Earth world today. They don’t understand me and I don’t understand them and we both think the other one is “crazy” and it’s all just miserable trying to pretend I belong there with them. I really want this to go away quickly too because I honestly cannot understand or relate to most of the people in the lower frequency Earth world at this point of my Embodiment Process.

Your ability to do this, forget about everything else!, is profoundly exhausting and taxing on your physical body, your CNS, your psyche, your whole physical body because you are literally and intentionally changing worlds and then intentionally going back up to where you exist once you’ve gotten the groceries or whatever it was that sent you out and down in the first place. You need to be fully conscious of the FACT that you have, I have, we have been living our Ascension and Embodiment Processes while we’ve repeatedly “jumped timelines”, went from a higher vibrating world into a lower vibration world or worlds. Repeatedly! While Embodying, while everything else, and changing worlds, realities, timelines and frequencies also causes your physical body to hurt like all hell and become even more exhausted. Have you noticed you need a couple of hours or days to recover after you went down vibrationally into a lower frequency Earth world? Your physical pains are caused by both the higher NEW and the lower old. Your “wing span” is very great which is another reason for the pains and pressures you feel in your body. ❤

Those NEW “super powers” are there, underneath the latest Embodiment pains, pressures and incomprehensible expansions. You just don’t always recognize them immediately because of the pains, traumas, ongoing adjustments and your constant expanding perspective. But, you have to have noticed that some of your NEW “super powers”—higher abilities—have been increasing all along and that it’s gotten so easy and fast to Consciously Create now.

Have You Noticed…?

Have you had a dream(s) since June 2019, where someone is trying to get you to do some more cleaning up of the old lower Earth world’s human filth? A common classic dream of this is having to go into a public bathroom and clean up everyone else’s filth left in there.

Have you noticed anyone trying to steer you into something or some place either in a dream or awake that’s of the old lower world recently? I mention this because of the recent increase in the old negativity doing its best to suck anyone back down into it before the Separation Shift completes. ‘Hey little girl, little boy, want some candy?’ the dark stranger offers. ‘Yeah no, I’m good, we’re good’. It’s been kinda like that lately with certain situations and people. Just be conscious of what’s going on and keep doing what you always have anyway First Everythingers. It’s not a threat really anymore at this point, just another sidetrack hustle attempt by desperate Team Dark Portal People. See the monsters but don’t stop to help them. That time is long past.

Have you noticed recently, I know you have, that your perspective on everything and everyone has and continues to change rather dramatically? It makes about everything seem very surreal and strange, otherworldly and fluid. If you’ve been experiencing this, it’s caused by your, my, our ongoing Embodiment Process and how that continues to change our perspective on, well, everything.

As you Embody more and greater of your Higher Self/Soul/Source-as-NEW-Self into your physical incarnate self aspect, naturally your perspective on everything and everyone is changing and will continue to change. You and YOU are merging in your physical body and that is and will continue to cause your view of everything to change and feel profoundly surreal, fluid and transient.

I’ve been doing my best to be consciously aware of this and any other changes caused by my ongoing Embodiment Process for the past couple of years. I’ve found that what used to be important to me isn’t any longer and other things have become deeply important. It makes sense that as we Embody more of our larger, greater Self/Soul/Source etc. into our bodies and selves that that increasing union or re-union is and will greatly change us in ways we couldn’t comprehend before this process started. Keeping this awareness in your HighHeart helps when “reality” gets very surreal again.

We’re in a state of profound transition in more ways than one so just roll with the seeming strangeness and Shifts and don’t hang your hat on anything yet because there’s much more of this to come from here on out. We are in the last phase of the Embodiment Process now in 2019 and 2020, which is why you need to expect the unexpected, remain fluid and flexible in your mind, heart and body and don’t expect you’ve reached HOME until you know you are HOME Embodied right in your physical body. We’re closer to this now than ever before but this last phase should, I suspect, get really interesting in about every way you and I can comprehend today!

Much more to say about all this and I hope we’ll do so in Comments. Keep in heartmind the fact that the Tuesday July 16th Lunar eclipse happening at 24° Capricorn is conjunct the Saturn (17°) Pluto (22°) Capricorn conjunction that’s been in effect all year. This is yet another reason why you may be feeling additionally achy, sick, dizzy, nauseous and generally icky lately. I know, just way too much ascension times fun.  😉

Denise

July 14, 2019

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True Lightwork

Denise Le Fay

“Dear Denise
I have been reading your blogs since past 10 years and found that you have been facing challenges daily, monthly and years by years in terms of your finances, your own aweful physical symptoms, your mother’s health, recurring issues with your neighbours, and other service providers like gas stations, hospitals, grocery stores, convenience stores etc. And also with the nasty comments of many readers of your blog. My question is that inspite of your 20+ years of ascension journey the main aim of which is to transmute darkness, do you really think you or other lightworkers/everythingers are able to achieve that in least possible way? Do you really think the nearest dark world around you (the places I mentioned above like your neighbours, stores etc,) has changed even a bit? Since first everythinger are scattered around the world, has the world become a better place after collective transmutation of darkness for which the lightworkers have signed for in their current lives? Your own country America and most of the countries in the world are facing several kinds of challenges for last many years.The lightworkers all who comment here all have a sad story to share everyday on your blog. I haven’t heard anything positive from any of the commentators so far except their ongoing woes and challenges on daily basis. Don’t take me wrong by deleting my comment but my sincere question is who exactly is getting benefitted from transmutation of darkness by you and other everythingers if not your own self, your immediate surroundings, your family, your district, your country or any other place in the world? Hope you would impart clarity for many of us who have been following your blogs for years
Thanks and regards” — revital71

“Dear Denise,

You must have the BRIGHTEST LIGHT in you to be attacked this much and from all fronts, and at such a trying time. I send you truest love, strength and courage in this final stretch of your road to FREEDOM.

Thanks for sharing everything, including what your mom has been going through. From your experiences, we all gain so much even though this means you suffer. I cry for you in empathy and gratitude.

You’re the STRONGEST and the BRIGHTEST LIGHT!” — Jain Lee

I’m including these two Comments to show to those who need a deeper understanding, the very different levels of awareness about these issues. One doesn’t fully understand what real Lightwork has and continues to be for some of us, while many others do understand very well as Jain Lee clearly stated. Different ascension stair-steps is all.

First let’s address the common misunderstanding about ‘the main aim of the ascension journey being to transmute darkness’. Speaking as a Volunteer elder First Everythinger whose always written about the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process from my personal experiences, knowledge and mission Work, my job has never been about completely transmuting ALL of the old lower negativity, density, darkness and duality. It was my job—as it has been for most First Everythingers regardless of physical age—to transmute a certain percentage of the old lower negativity, density, darkness and duality. A certain percentage of it, not ALL of it. That was never the mission because it was not, is not necessary. What hasn’t been transmuted by us has been slowly dying because there is no more energy supporting and sustaining it.

We were needed to transmute, clear and energetically neutralize a certain percentage of it for multiple reasons. (1) To clear an energetic Path, “Pathpave” through the global negativity and density that’s been here for many thousands of years so the Light could get back in with as little trauma to Earth and all life on Earth as possible and be available to humanity. We were simultaneously transmuting a certain percentage of old negativity and density but we were also constantly assisting the Light energies to get back in on physical Earth and anchoring them here. We’ve been doing both and more simultaneously since 1998–1999. True “Lightwork” is doing both and much more.

And (2), many First Everythingers have also had the job of personally experiencing and personally energetically documenting many of the horrendous things Team Dark has done to living and dead 3D humanity, to 3D Earth, to 2D Earth, to the old 4D Astral, and in other timelines they’ve intended to continue for their further use and survival. I have been one of the First Everythingers that has had this as another aspect of my personal Ascension Mission Work and direct personal experiences.

This personal energetic collection recording and documentation has been collected in different ways, but in many cases by some of us its happened through our personally experiencing (feeling both the perpetrator(s) and the victim(s) experiences) many of the negative actions done across time on Earth and in the Astral. By us directly and in every way experiencing those negative actions past and present done to humans by non-humans and humans too, those events are automatically recorded within our individual energy fields and is then transmitted to higher dimensional Team Light beings (they’re just terms) to use to further their Work with this entire Ascension Process and Shift into a NEW higher evolutionary cycle. Many of those Team Light beings deal with Team Dark beings crimes done against humanity. I’ve witnessed a few ancient negative aliens being dealt with in higher dimensions so I’d have conscious memory of it at that level of this process as well. I’ve also witnessed (only up to a certain point because I couldn’t safely go any further directly towards Source) one of these ancient high-ranking negative aliens be escorted back to Source by three Lightbeings to be entirely re-absorbed by Source because, after many efforts to educate and help it evolve, change and stop harming others, it vehemently refused. Nobody gets away with anything anywhere ever. This Team Dark being lost its individuality and was re-absorbed back into Source. To avoid this, many other Team Dark aliens and negative beings have recently agreed to turn back towards the Light and begin a very long and difficult ongoing process.

So again, the Volunteers ascension related Mission Work was never about incarnating to clear out all the negativity on Earth and the Astral across time within these past horrible Dark Ages. It was to incarnate and cut and clear an energetic path through it so Light could get back in and start doing what it has been ever since. ALL negativity did not and does not need to be transmuted by Lightworkers, Lightwarriors, Forerunners, First Everythingers, Starseeds, Pathpavers etc., only enough to break through the physical and etheric density and negativity and aid the Ascension Process by helping the Light re-enter here. That’s been accomplished many years ago, so if any of you are still doing that now you need to stop immediately and SHIFT your focus on embodying the NEW in yourself and forget about what’s already been accomplished. What negativity that still remains has no energetic support anymore and is quickly dying. Put down your cleaning focus and tools and walk away and right into the NEW and totally release the past in all ways now.

     

This next bit further explains how the incoming Light energies and waves have been and continues literally blasting apart and destroying the old Dark Ages negativity and density.

As you probably well know, life has been unusually severe, rather intense, difficult and increasingly surreal for many of us since April 2019. May wasn’t much better, and June has topped them all and there’s more to come. 2019 is the Shift out of the post December 21, 22, 23, 2012 last-minute cleaning up and get free years. We all were asked if we wanted to complete certain things, certain personal issues each of us individually still had at the 12-21-2012 Expiration Date. Each of us that wanted to finish up our remaining personal stuff—whatever it was for each of us—instantly said we wanted to have a bit more time (start of 2103 up to June 2019) to complete them so we’d be totally CLEAR and absolutely FREED from the, from our past(s) and transparent energetically and emotionally ready to enter the NEW. Most people don’t have conscious memory of their personal living Three Days weighing of the heart Life Review that took place for every living human on Earth between December 21, 22, and 23, 2012. I do however and wrote about it at that time at TRANSITIONS.

Never forget that when we’re out of our physical bodies and interacting with nearly incomprehensible spiritual energies, consciousnesses and grand forces, we NEVER think, feel or respond like we do when we’re in our physical bodies. If anyone were to ask you if you wanted to stay in-body physically and suffer some more so that you could evolve even farther, most would immediately cry NO! But, when we’re confronted with the same question by a massive Source connected Energy Consciousness representative, most of us instantly respond with a heartfelt and deeply grateful resounding YES, absolutely, and thank you for offering me this! That is what the December 21, 22, and 23, 2012 three days living Life Review was for all of humanity then. The old had Expired fully and we then entered a three day long period where every living human on Earth at that time went before that Divine spiritual Intelligence and had a living, not dead but living Life Review. Normally we are dead when this Life Review happens but it was given to all of humanity at the great cyclical Expiration Date. Those of us who wanted to finish up our stuff, our issues etc. began doing so at the start of January 2013. Those who did not began to die-off from the start of January 2013, with each year from that date forward having more people increasingly dying and exiting their physical bodies.

This is the main reason why things didn’t instantly turn all glittery, pleasant and stunningly perfect post December 21, 2012; we’ve had some really big and important personal stuff each of us wanted to deal with, resolve, release and become permanently FREE from thanks to our living Life Review extension period. That phase has just been completed on June 1–2, 2019 for many of us. Not all but many, with many more entering it every day for the rest of 2019 and into 2020.

First Everythingers and their lives suddenly got ignited by this incredible and very powerful Shift point (there’s been numerous Shift points already however, this June 2019 one is MAJOR because it’s connected back to the December 2012 living Life Review.

On June 1st or 2nd 2019, many First Everythingers abruptly found their lives exploding out of the old and into the NEW and this time, with no strings attached to the past old lower world. June 1–2, 2019 began a very tangible, very physical level Shift and separation point or Separation of Worlds for many of us. It certainly did for me on June 2, 2019 and continues as I write this.

Many of those things, those issues that, when I was asked on my December 22, 2012 living Life Review day if I wanted to complete more thoroughly during the time from January 2013 until June 1–2, 2019 so it’s turned out, and I said Yes and thank you for the time to complete these remaining issues!, have been dealt with and will continue to be dealt with by me to not only FREE me but FREE anyone else connected to me/me to them that need to go our own ways now in 2019.

The main points I’m trying to make with this article is that there’s a very important connection between what each of us agreed to accomplish and complete in our personal lives at the time of our individual living Life Reviews in December 21–23, 2012, which started January 2013 and has been in effect up to 2019. Specifically April and May 2019 have led us into this June 2019 massive Shift point and this past 2013–2019 personal completion phase has completed and we’ve been catapulted into an even higher level organic NEW ascension and Embodiment minus all past connections to the old world etc.

June 2, 2019 was the day this separation Shift began for me personally and I’ve shared some of this already and how my mom and her Home Hospice in my house now is the primary part of it for us both. When she entered the first hospital on June 7th, I began Seeing with higher vision something portrayed in a way I’ve never Seen before. The message and information it carried I already knew and very well, however I’d never seen it depicted in this way before. This higher visual image I Saw represents what’s happening this month to not only me but to every First Everythinger that’s suddenly had their lives seemingly exploded suddenly like Uranus launched freedom Light Bombs directly at us!

What I Saw with higher vision were constant huge explosions above us that the current Light, Light energies, energy waves, plasma, Galactic Center pulses and Solar transmission etc. are now having on the entire old lower frequency and consciousness Earth world and inhabitants. What I Saw were literally Light Bombs exploding almost constantly above and all around us and Earth and the entire solar system. Massive continual exploding “bombs” of Light are demolishing everything that is not Light. With each explosion another huge chunk of the old lower patriarchal world with its matching frequency and consciousness inhabitants, beliefs and structures is rapidly being obliterated by the Light, by compressed evolution in 2019.

This goes back to what I was saying about how the Lightworkers, the First Everythingers, the Lightwarriors, the Pathpavers etc. didn’t need to transmute ALL of the negativity, darkness and density from the Dark Ages on old 3D Earth and the 4D Astral. We were needed to transmute a certain percentage of it, enough to clear a large energetic path of Light on to and down into Earth and humanity so more Light could constantly rain down on Earth and humanity. That we’ve done and so very much more. Now not only is more and higher frequency Light energies and NEW codes etc. raining down on humanity and Earth but in 2019 this has intentionally been escalated into these ongoing explosions of Light, these continual Light bombs exploding above and all around us quickening the removal of the old lower everything. This is the really big, higher transmuting Work taking place throughout all of 2019, clearing out the old lower because all of humanity will, ready or not, enter the NEW codes and matching NEW Light and energies etc. fully with no strings attached to the lower past in any way. 2020 should be highly entertaining, not to mention deeply satisfying for those of us who’ve plowed the energy fields with our bodies, hearts and souls so another Harvest could happen, this one on Earth.

            

At the old lower pre-ascension level of consciousness and being, Aquarius and its ruling planet Uranus, and its opposite sign Leo and its ruling planet the Sun, were very different energetically from how they are now due to our going through this Ascension Process. Along with the Ascension Process, many of us have also chosen to live the Embodiment Process as well. The Embodiment Process (which I indicate by always writing that word with a capital E. Lower case e indicates embodiment which all humans do when the NEW Light energies, plasma, Photon Light, solar transmissions and NEW evolutionary codes etc. enter their physical bodies), is a person intentionally choosing to unify with, merge with, become One with, marry not only the masculine and feminine energies in their physical body but the higher Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within their physical bodies and selves too. These are however just the first few mandatory stair-steps of Embodiment. Beyond those first lower level energetic steps are the higher, more difficult bigger ones which are the literal joining of, connection of, the merging with, the Embodiment of the Higher Self/Selves with, in and through the incarnate physical body you and self that’s reading this. So-called lower self and Higher Self moving in together right within your Ascension exhausted, battered and bruised, weary and battle fatigued professional Lightworker, Pathpaver physical body. And that’s why I always write it with a capital E, because it deserves it!

In old lower 3D pre-ascension astrology, Aquarius had to do with groups of people. Aquarius rules the ankles and is an AIR sign meaning mental, thinking, thoughts, intellectual, prone to mental illness and/or mental imbalances and so on.

In old lower 3D astrology Leo is the sign opposite Aquarius and it has a lot of influence during the entire Age of Aquarius because of this connection with Aquairus and vice versa. Think two sides of one coin. Old lower pre-ascension Leo ruled the lower 3D physical heart and is a FIRE sign meaning spiritual, egoic, self-centered and self-focused. Before any Leo Sun folks want to kill me, let me quickly describe both Leo and the Sun and Aquarius and Uranus from the much higher evolved level of having lived the Ascension Process and now exist within the base frequency of the fifth dimension. Huge difference with both of these signs (all of them).

In the 3D pre-ascension years, Aquarius had to do with groups of people functioning at that old lower 3D level and consciousness. It also had to do with unique or eccentric individuals and/or groups. In the 5D and higher Ascension time, Aquarius has to do with Groups of individuals who’ve each been living the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process and because of that have all reached a nearly identical NEW higher frequency range of being, life and matching consciousness. These NEW Groups of increasingly Self-Sovereign Conscious Creator individuals are referred to as ‘The High Vibe Tribe’ or human Team Light members or the NEW Crystalline Humans etc.

The old 3D Aquarian group (lower case g ) has evolved and ascended to the NEW 5D+ Aquarian Group (capital G ) or NEW Light Tribe Collective. This is not a closed NEW Group and will be added to whenever an individual reaches this mandatory ascended, evolved NEW higher level of frequency and personal inner unity within themselves, their HighHearts and their overall consciousness. That is what each individual must have to become a part of the NEW Aquarian Group.

In the old lower 3D pre-ascension times Leo energies were manifested through people’s egos. Some of the more developed and advanced people could manifest higher traits of Leo and the Sun but for the most part it’s been all about the ego, the spotlight, fame and fortune and all sorts of imagined self-greatness with little to actually back it all up with.

In the NEW ascended time Leo energies are unrecognizable to the old lower 3D ones! Ascended, evolved Leo energies are not about the human physical heart but the ascended HighHeart. NEW higher Leo energies are not about the human ego, but about Crystalline Christ Embodied humans with their seat of focus and being now in their HighHearts. In the old 3D level, Leo was the showman, the entertainer, the performer. At 5D+ NEW levels, Leo represents The Way because that’s been Embodied and is lived constantly by every Crystalline Individual.

In the NEW ascended, ascending 5D+ time, Leo which is ruled by the Sun, is each individual embodying the Sun energies within themselves and their physical bodies directly. In the NEW ascended 5D+ time, Leo is the Sun, the HighHeart, the Solar transmissions, the Solar Flashing and flickering but all within each of us individually and our physical bodies. What the external Sun does and transmits is exactly what you and I have embodied and Embodied within ourselves and our physical bodies and continue to do so. There is zero difference between you and the Sun, the Sun and what’s inside of you because you’ve embodied those energies and continue to embody more and more at higher and higher levels. That’s why our HighHearts continue to pound almost out of our entire chests sometimes. We’re embodying more of the NEW Solar transmissions, the NEW Solar flickering flashes codes etc. to the point where those solar energies and codes are now within your body so much so that you can actually see them flickering and flashing within your energy field when you view reality through it.

I’ve watched this in myself since this time a year ago around mid-2018. I can easily see the solar flickering and flashing against my home’s white ceilings when I look at the ceiling and/or walls. Those solar flashes are coming from me, not from the Sun now because I have embodied enough of the NEW Solar flashing energies and codes that I’m now energetically aligned with it constantly. I have become One with the Sun in other words and many of you reading this have too or are in the process of doing so.

So, take a bunch of embodied and Embodied (and still in the Process of Embodiment) 5D+ Leo energy, HighHeart, Crystalline, Self-Sovereign ascended/ascending Light-filled Individuals together as a NEW Aquarian Group and you can start to better understand where all this is going now at this NEW 5D+ level that is.

Lastly and briefly, the reason some have experienced such extended difficulties and attacks from all corners, negative beings and people during the ascension decades is because those who pose the greatest threat to the opposing team are the ones who’ve been under constant assault by them. From their perspective those with the most Light, higher awareness, and positive influence on other people concerning the Ascension Process are the “bad guys” that they must stop any way they can. It’s way too late for that but that’s the reason for the extra misery some of us have endured getting the Light back in here and assisting in anchoring, elevating and Pathpaving everything up and out of the old negativity.  We’ve had the biggest bounty’s on our heads all along because we’re very capable of taking care of what’s needed.

Denise

June 23, 2019

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Thanks go to Gabriela B. for sharing this great tweaked beer commercial image she found online with me so I could share it with all of you. Thanks Gabriela. ❤

The Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction happening all year, building towards its one and only exact degree “hit” conjunction on January 12, 2020, is being increasingly felt by more and more people all year. Because of this and everything else continually happening this year, we all need a giggle now and then and some honest reminders about ourselves and what we’re capable of and why.

Denise

June 8, 2019