Ascension & Embodiment Processes

September Equinox & the Last Three Months of 2019

September 27, 2019April 1, 2023Denise Le Fay

This is another one of those articles that covers a lot of multidimensional ground, multiple years and a lot of seemingly different topics and no matter how well I express this it won’t do it the justice it deserves. I’ll do my best but this is complex and covers many ascension and Embodiment years for many of the First Everthingers. You must do more than just read this material, you need to FEEL into it and do so from your HighHeart. And, this is another one of those articles that isn’t for or about everyone that may read it. Discernment, respect, space and allowance of more than you’re currently aware of.

So, 2019 Has Been Heaping Tons of Fun Hasn’t It?

Yes I’m being snarky. 2019 has been absolutely herculean on multiple levels for most of us and it’s not over yet. It’s the not over yet part, the what I call 10, 11 & 12 months of every year—October, November and December—that this article is about although the September 23, 2019 Equinox was the energetic humdinger that’s funneled us up to the threshold of the last three months of extraordinary 2019.

The other day while thinking about the intensity and strangeness of the September 2019 Equinox and my very unusual dream in the early AM hours of that day, one of those friendly Ascended Master voices from on high said with amusement, “You’re going to need to use each of those Triple Crowns to get through these last three months!”

Upon clairaudiently hearing and feeling that statement I didn’t have an immediate smart-ass comeback because I knew it was an important clue, and suggestion, about what’s coming for some of the Embodiers with these last three (triality, trinity) months of 2019. It took me a good thirty seconds to comeback with that Russel Crow Gladiator line where he yells up to the audience watching the bloody mayhem, ‘ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED?!’ There wasn’t any verbal reply from on high, just more amusement emanated from him. It’s all about perspectives.

After this recent exchange with on high, I had to go back in my articles to find what I’d written about my personal Triple Crowns experiences and when that all happened because I honestly couldn’t remember. A re-read of both of these may help with our now and the last three months of 2019.

The INTERNAL Separation of Worlds

Next up I want to share my very unusual September 23, 2019 early AM hours Equinox dream. Many of us had a really strange and different Equinox dream or dreams, and based on what some readers shared in Comments about this, many were very similar and presented to us on this Equinox.

In my Equinox dream huge things like the top halves of mountains were suddenly exploded apart and blasted outward hitting buildings and other structures and killed some people. An invisible energy force kept repeatedly blasting away in that world and was causing strange destruction and death and plenty of chaos and confusion, and it was deliberate. No one knew what was happening and how and why it kept moving around the country obliterating certain things left and right. A destruction would happen a mile away from where I was in this dream and the physical fallout from that would be launched outward in all directions and hit other things and some people miles away.

I did what I always do whether in dream events or physical world ones; I discern as fast and hard as I can to figure out what’s really going on and why. I did this in this dream repeatedly. I gazed out towards different directions I knew the next energy force blast was coming from and did my best to discern what it was. In this dream I finally understood that, despite the destruction of sections of cities, buildings, homes and some people, it was a positive happening. This unseen force was literally energetically and physically clearing away large sections of stubborn, resistant hanger-on Team Dark aliens, entities and their remaining residual negativity on that physical Earth world. Once I reached this insight about why these carefully aimed destructive energy blasts where happening I woke myself up.

Some seriously furrowed brow moments after this dream however.

I thought about the Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction happening throughout this year as it works its way towards its one and only exact degree conjunction on January 12, 2020. This September 23, 2019 Equinox dream felt like what this transit is causing on Earth and in humanity now and into 2020 energetically, etherically and physically.

I thought about the ongoing removal of Team Dark. I thought about the destruction of the Team Dark intentionally created 9/11 timeline. I thought about the times I’ve participated in these negative removal Missions and negative timeline shutdown Missions over these ascension years in different ways and in multiple dimensions. I thought about the Embodiment Process and those of us living it. I thought about how those of us who’ve chosen to go through the Embodiment Process first are now in the final phase of it in late 2019 and into 2020. I thought about how these two things, these two different energy frequencies cannot co-exist in the same place and space and how the more the Embodiers Embody, the more that very act has and continues pushing lower frequency Team Dark beings and their energies and distortions out.

I thought about the Separation of Worlds & Timelines and how it has been unfolding at the speed of LOVELight throughout this wildly difficult year of 2019. I thought about how much of this necessary destruction I witnessed in this 2019 Equinox dream would or would not happen in this physical reality I’m writing this from. I thought about how much I really don’t care either way at this point.

I thought about how strong we Embodiers are and how we can both remove the old lower and Embody, hold and maintain the NEW higher simultaneously despite our exhaustion, physical pains and momentary heartbreaks, disappointments and frustrations. I thought about what the Ascended Master from on high said about my, about our Triple Crowns we’ve Worked so hard to gain step-by-step over the past three years. I thought about how we’re now going to have use each of them in some way during October, November and December 2019 for whatever presents. I thought about how thinking isn’t needed with this because I have and you have already Embodied it.

I thought about how the NEW codes and energies will be the only ones present for mass humanity come January 2020. I thought about how that will impact humanity that’s ascending and the humanity that’s descending. I thought about how tired I am and I know you are but how close we are now to this entire thing instantly being the NEW in new ways we’ve not experienced yet. And now I let you consider all of these things and more for yourself.

As Above in the Macro, So Below in the Micro

You already know this but I’m going to repeat it because many of us have had this Macro/Micro business be a very big and obvious part of our personal lives throughout 2019. I went through this this year with my mom’s end of life and death. I continue going through this with strangers and neighbors and so on because we, our bodies, hearts and lives are where all of this Universal Ascension Process is taking place. The “war in heaven” is the same as those taking place in your, my, our personal individual lives, bodies and realities. Multiple on high Ascended Masters just smiled silently over that sentence.

The miserable stuff you’re experiencing—whatever it may be at the moment—with some person(s) or stranger(s) physically isn’t much different than the cosmic disagreements, struggles, battles, massive changes, massive removals and overall compressed evolution the entire Universe is currently going through. We’re going through it here, there and everywhere because we’re here, there and everywhere. More smiles from on high. You get what I’m saying and I hope you get why. We’re really close now so rest, take extra care of yourself in all ways, deal with whatever presents but discern it first of course and never ever forget how incredibly valuable you really are in all this. It doesn’t matter if you know you’ve got your Triple Crowns or not or if you consciously know what exactly to do with them. They have become more of the NEW higher you and all will come naturally when needed.

Denise Le Fay

September 27, 2019

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It’s Bridge Crossing Time

March 24, 2019March 24, 2019Denise Le Fay

“I hope this isn’t a silly question. But how does one know which train they are getting on so to speak? The thought of staying behind to continue carrying others forward is almost unbearable to me. I feel like I’ve been doing this unknowingly and knowingly in one form or another since I was very young and I simply can’t/don’t want to do it anymore. It has taken nearly everything out of me. I feel like I need to move forward for my own survival at this point. I have spent a lot of time wondering if I was being selfish feeling this way. I can’t help but want to cling to what you said, Denise- “It is NOT our jobs from this point forward…”
xoxo” — Francesca — March 21, 2019

Because Francesca’s Comment feelings and question is important I’m quoting it here so it’s seen by people who may not read Comments under every article at HighHeartLife. Thank You for it Francesca. ❤

Many females have lived many years trying to be Super Mommy and eventually experience severe mommy burnout. It’s young mothers working themselves half to death, or craziness, certainly exhaustion, trying to do too many things every day and night for everyone else while she ignores herself, her body and physical, emotional, mental, energetic and spiritual well-being. Typically doing this for years has a crash n’ burn finale because no one, female or male, can sustain that level of daily output and expect to come out of it unscathed. When mommy doesn’t take care of herself for extended periods while living like a Mega Super Hero 24/7/365 for everyone else, not only does she suffer in multiple ways but so too does her children and husband/mate/partner and important others in her life.

I’m mentioning this because most Volunteers have done this same thing for the past twenty years and are beyond exhausted and deeply have what Francesca is feeling, lets call it, Pathpaver burnout. As she herself mentions she doesn’t want to do that level of ascension Work anymore because she knows from a higher level that phase is indeed very much done. It’s just that most of us find that after twenty years or so of unwavering laborious head down workhorse plowing the Earth fields so the NEW can be planted in the near future—which is what’s now happening—it’s sometimes hard to put down those old cleaning and clearing tools and give ourselves permission to move into the next phase. We all become habituated to the, to our personal previous ascension Mission Work jobs and levels and have to be aware of when each phase is done and we’re needed to move on to the next. Trust yourselves when you find you’re having a guilt-tinged debate with yourself about not wanting to continue doing the old ascension jobs when every cell in your body is impulsing you to immediately shift into the next phase and level of the, of your personal Ascension and Embodiment Processes. If you’ve misjudged your current feelings and desire to move on when your not ready to, then you’ll know that quickly! But, if your desires are not ego-based but coming from higher knowing that it’s time for you to make further personal changes and evolve to the next level and phase, then do so and don’t second guess yourself.

The first phase Pathpaving is done, done and all done, as is the main cleaning and clearing out the old lower 3D patriarchal stuff and junk. Others can continue doing that at the levels they’re currently at now if that’s what they want to do, but for those of you who know in your HighHeart and soul that it’s time for you to move on to the next level because you’ve been Embodying the NEW codes in 2018, and much more so in 2019, and understand how important it is that you/me/we do exactly that now.

Have You Seen the NEW Triangles & Other NEW Energies Yet?!

This is a hot topic, as it very well should be, because it’s such a rare and profound event and you’re here now and the first to physically Embody the NEW Earth core energies, the NEW Crystalline DNA, all of the NEW templates, blueprints and energies for Earth, humans and all life on NEW Earth. You first Embody them so that the rest of humanity that’s willing to evolve can back to full Source intended Divine original design. No more old negative alien distortions, no more disconnected human DNA, no more vile control and lock-down devices, no more constant vital energy thefts by parasitic aliens and other energetically ravenous monsters, and no more old lower Earth world. This is why you don’t want to and are no longer needed to Pathpave by clearing and cleaning and trying to gingerly persuade other people to step out of the old negative darkness and insanity and up into the evolutionary Light and true freedom.

These NEW crystalline triangle Trinity DNA codes (not old Expired lower dual Duality), plus all the other NEW energies and waves of energies are all delivering the NEW templates and NEW DNA for NEW humans on NEW Earth and everywhere else. This started in 2018, slowly at first as is always the case, and those of us that were aligned with the Sun and had been and continue Embodying the NEW solar energy transmissions repeatedly saw with open eyes the Sun solar flashing and flickering Light. I’ve seen them with my physical open eyes every day for much of 2018 and I’m still seeing it today. I see the solar flickering Light most easily when I physically, not clairvoyantly, look at my white ceilings inside my house. When I started seeing this last year I first thought it was a light-bulb in a lamp that was flickering but when I look directly at the lamp or lamps they never flicker. This flashing and flickering Light I and many of you have been physically seeing and clairvoyantly Seeing is you completely aligned with the Sun and solar Light energies and you have Embodied them. In other words, you are a human on Earth whose Embodied—carries and transmits—the same energies that the Sun does. This whole thing about the Solar Flash “event” is yet another very misunderstood aspect of the Ascension and Embodiment Processes. Heck, I thought what I was seeing inside my house were bad light-bulbs in my lamps when in fact it’s been me producing this Light flickering and flashing inside all along.

Now, lets be very clear and honest about this next part because it’s important. There cannot be a growing number of incarnate humans (Volunteers, First Everythingers, Starseeds etc.) on Earth Embodying NEW Divine DNA, be energetically aligned with the Sun and all it’s transmitting, be fully connected to the NEW Crystalline Earth core, Embodying the NEW codes/templates/blueprints etc. and not have that fact automatically in turn alter external physical reality. The more you/me/we Embody these things, the bigger and faster the Separation of Worlds is happening. We are the “event” because we’re Embodying everything that needs to be so that the “event” can and will happen externally.

As highfalutin as that may sound everyone needs to know that it now feels and is far more strange, weird and seriously peculiar than any of us would have imagined! I’m experiencing moments that are very nice, smooth, private, calm, empowered and beautiful beyond words. I’m also experiencing the total opposite and having moments and longer periods where it feels like my house, with me in it, are free-falling through space and that is perfectly “normal” for what’s happening now. I’ve also been experiencing periods where I feel like I’m disintegrating, dispersing throughout space, remaining more together and falling through space, losing all touch with the old world and reality (Separation of Worlds) which is absolutely wonderful, hearing the strangest of sounds, feeling like I’ve never felt before and having a knowing that all this and much more is normal for where we’re at within this process now.

For your entertainment. For the past two nights in a row I’ve been awakened around 1:00–1:30AM or so, and then again around 4:00–5:00AM, by a very loud sound that to me sounds completely physical. I’m asleep in my bed when suddenly I’m wakened by the loud sounds of a big plastic trash bin (ours here have two wheels on the back of it to push or pull it around) being rolled down the sidewalk right behind my house. I wake up all pissed off at the bleeding idiot whose rolling a big trash bin down the freaking sidewalk at 1–1:30AM. I lay there in my bed in the dark listening for any sound at all and I hear nothing other than the sounds of the moving trash bin. Then a few minutes later I physically hear—all this sounds 100% physical to me—the sounds of a bull/cow moving around and knocking the trash bin around. WTF?! A cow or bull at 1:30AM in the city either in my next door neighbors backyard banging around trash bins or on the sidewalk directly behind my house doing so? I was awakened again by what sounded like hooves trotting down the sidewalk right behind me at 5:00AM this morning followed by more moving trash bin sounds. Seriously? OMG how much more weird can it get? Where the hell am I actually? I sense I shouldn’t even ask at this point but hang on tight and ride this NEW transitional business out and do my best to not get weird myself about how deeply strange it occasionally gets.

We’re not back there in old negative land, nor are we fully yet in NEW Earth land either but in some truly inconceivable in-between transitional place, space and state of being. Much or all of 2019 may be this and more so everyone be ready for a very NEW and different ascension Embodiment adventure as we transition through these Divine evolutionary changes. More to talk about but will do so in Comments under this article. I need a nap because some damned cow kept playing with trash bins all night again and woke me up repeatedly. 😡

Denise

March 24, 2019

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