Negative Utilization of Aquarian Age Energies

Throughout the 2,100-plus years of the past astrological Age of Pisces, ruler Neptune, a Water sign—human Emotional Body, emotions, psychic impressions, right-brained types of Higher Awareness through ecstatic states, lower qualities include deception, self-deception, delusions etc., global humanity was easily manipulated through their Emotional Bodies which is why religions were used extensively by negative nonphysical, nonhuman alien beings including physical humans to direct, manipulate and control global humanity, life and reality across Earth.

In the astrological Age of Aquarius, ruler Uranus, an Air sign—human Mental Body, consciousness, thoughts, thinking, life lived primarily in the head (lower qualities would be strictly left-brained consciousness and awareness, in evolving individuals it’s integrated right and left brain creating a whole-brained human with multidimensional Higher Awareness but whose HighHeart is the NEW evolved, ascended focal point of perception.

Looking at this extremely simplified description of the Piscean Age and Aquarian Age energies, it’s pretty easy to see why in our lifetimes lived on the cusp of two astrological Ages, we’ve experienced so much change from the previous Age energies, consciousness and internal and external reality into the “new” one, not to mention the evolutionary Ascension Process with dimensional shift happening at the same time.

First I want to share an experience I had in late 1970 or early 1971, which was seeing the first computer screen playing the game Pong. I was with a girlfriend at a shopping mall in SoCal when we came across a group of shoppers standing silently staring at something. We went over to see what they were looking at because the vibe, the energy they were producing while looking at whatever they were surprised me so I wanted to see what held such mesmerizing power over them all. Turned out what they were staring at was a small computer screen with the game Pong playing on it set up outside for the passing mall shoppers to see. For those of you who’ve never seen original Pong, let me dazzle you with the first-ever computer game. It was a plain small screen with one white electronic game ball dot that slowly, and I mean slowly, moved across the screen until it hit an edge of the screen where it made a funny sound and then bounced off in another direction. That’s it, there was no more than this in 1970–’71, but everyone was immobilized and thoroughly captured by it.

It wasn’t the revolutionary computer tech or screen, the computer game or sound it made or anything else, but how one little screen running an intellectually infantile, emotionally bland slow-motion computer program had entirely captured and held the adults mental focus and put them into a zombie-like trance that surprised and worried me. At age eighteen (1970) I could sense how mind controlled this super simple first computer screen and game instantly had on the viewers and I knew in that insightful moment that huge Aquarian Age changes were going to impact humanity in both positive and negative ways in my lifetime. They have and they continue to do so today but most of them are profoundly and intentionally dis-empowering and damaging to humanity and human evolution during the Ascension Process.

Negative Side of Aquarian Age Energies

In the past Piscean Age this can be seen as endless warring around the planet and humans killing humans over just about everything but religious beliefs and increasing power over others has been at the top of the list for humanity throughout the Piscean Age. When human Emotional Bodies are intentionally manipulated, directed and controlled by Team Dark (TD) aliens and entities to produce human generated energy food and fuel byproducts for them to utilize, the ongoing global insanity and anti-human agendas should make more sense to people.

Because of the current astrological Age change happening simultaneously with the galactic and other lengthy cosmic cycles completing at the same time (December 2012) and what all of that is naturally triggering, we’re not only exiting the Piscean Age and entering the Aquarian Age, but we’re living through tremendous evolutionary Ascension Process changes such as transmuting old density and Duality energies, consciousness, DNA etc. to be capable of physically ascending to an entirely higher frequency, dimension, state of being, reality and much more.

Just like most humans many (but not all) negative aliens and other beings and entities didn’t really believe that the Ascension Process was real and would actually happen. They, like many humans such as those who’ve worked for and with negative aliens knowingly and unknowingly, honestly thought they were and still are more powerful than Divine Source; more powerful than the ongoing energy activations and massive wave pulses coming from Divine Source to evolve everything and everyone everywhere to a higher level. Now there is some major negative ego for you!

Since 1999 when the biological, physical level of my Ascension Process started, I’ve had repeated face-to-face interactions while awake in the physical dimension and while asleep and out-of-body in the astral and other dimensions with certain negative aliens and other negative hierarchical Team Dark beings over the current Ascension Process and related issues. These negative aliens let me know in a variety of ways and intensities that some of them had 1) come to realize that the Ascension Process was in fact actually happening and 2) that their extreme hatred of humanity, and more so of people like myself who volunteered to incarnate to Lightwork and Embody the Ascension Process was and still is paramount and that they will never change.

There’s other layers to all this of course and some of them I’ve been surprised by every time they’ve happened since 2013. I’m talking about my physical incarnate Denise self’s direct multidimensional participation with and witnessing of many “top dog” Team Dark aliens and other high-ranking negative aliens and beings etc. finally choosing to turn to the Light. Many other negative aliens and beings have not made this decision since 2013 however and have been hand delivered by certain Team Light members—myself included in this particular multidimensional Service Work—from a higher dimension to certain Lightbeings and others who’ve escorted them back to Divine Source to be reabsorbed. Just like those disbelieving humans and negative aliens about whether the Ascension Process would actually happen, I didn’t believe that any of these negatives would stop being Team Dark and willingly let themselves be escorted by Team Light members back to the Light and/or back to Divine Source. Interesting isn’t it that both sides are surprising each other with separation and duality issues during the evolutionary Ascension Process after 2012.

As wonderful as that was and continues to be there remains a now much smaller group of hardcore Team Dark hold-outs determined to continue being negative and parasitic despite the ever-present, ever-pushing, ever-driving evolutionary Ascension Process energies. These negatively focused aliens, beings and humans do NOT want to evolve into something NEW, higher in frequency and individually sovereign energetically. They want to continue the old patriarchal anti-human, anti-female, power over others and parasitic everything reality. To help them carry out this under the current evolutionary energies coming from Divine Source, they’re doing what they always do which is use the new Aquarian Age energies to survive their Separation of Worlds Descension process.

The negative side of the present Aquarian Age energies being utilized and distorted by Team Dark are so shocking and horrible it’s hard to focus on and write about at this stage and side of the Ascension Process, and Descension Process. As has always been the case with nonphysical, nonhuman Team Dark aliens and their different created inorganic Artificial Intelligence (AI) aliens, beings, devices, tools and other negative things has been to continually steal energies from humans. Intentionally cut yourself off from Divine Source and this is the result; you’ve got to get enough power and control over enough humans to parasite off from to feed yourselves, power your inorganic creations and fuel a couple of offshoot survival worlds in their Descension Process. Negativity, parasitism, density, disempowerment and humans refusing to take any responsibility for themselves is increasing for all beings—alien and human—currently existing in the Descension Process world and frequencies.

Since the beginning of these new Aquarian Age high-tech products and devices in our lifetimes, most reading this have been consciously aware of how negative and destructive they actually are. What at first glance looks and sounds like it would be incredibly helpful to humanity—and some are—are intentionally designed to prevent, stop or greatly restrict humanity from utilizing the present evolutionary AP and EP (embodiment and Embodiment Process) energies and evolve themselves via the Ascension Process.

Some examples: iPhones and Smartphones ❓ or, evolution of individual telepathy, intuition, Higher Awareness and multidimensional consciousness? Smart devices like tablets, smart home devices, smart brands, smart key chains, smart watches, cars and trucks with more and more AI devices and abilities, GPS devices etc. ❓ or, individual humans evolving far beyond any need for any AI device or tool?

Artificial Intelligence devices are intended, by the negatives, to prevent human evolution by reducing and scrambling individual thinking, individual perceptions, stop the development of higher perceptual abilities, intuition, awareness, higher consciousness, empathy and instantly discerning and reading energies in people, locations, words, actions, images, intentions and things as simple as being able to tell East/West/North/South without a machine. These high-tech AI devices are here now in the beginning of the Aquarian Age to distract and mesmerize, further dumb-down, weaken in all ways, control and redirect human consciousness, suck human consciousness and generated energies into machines, plus the obvious which is sidetrack them from living the present Ascension Process.

Negative low frequencies and qualities of the Aquarian Age are too much focus in the head, the intellect, genius levels are possible yes but typically minus any heart or HighHeart but plenty of negative ego still present. Lower qualities of Aquarius are over stimulation of the mind, intellect, not being grounded or Light Grounded and able to use or benefit from the Air energies in positive ways. Some lower traits of the opposite sign Leo, ruled by the Sun, are negative ego and no or little real substance, huge egoic desire to be in the limelight even when the person doesn’t have any talent or abilities to warrant it, and childish behaviors, development and awareness in adults and so on.

It’s been very obvious over the past twenty-five years or so how the lower qualities of both Aquarius and Leo have been promoted to become mainstream and “normal” in the media; TV reality shows and big screen movies such as the popularity of super heroes, meta-humans, x-men, aliens and humans, humans with alien DNA, hybrids, and different abilities or “super powers” and so on. The media has been pushing very hard to sell global humanity that these comic-book higher abilities are great on-screen in actors playing “super heroes” but not in everyday humans gaining them by living the evolutionary Ascension Process. Team Dark has always been great at utilizing what’s present energetically and intentionally distorting it and redirecting humanities awareness to lower levels and creations that they want people focused on. The current abundant reality shows on TV filled with everyday people instead of actors, and big screen super hero movies are indicators of the lower qualities of Aquarius and Leo and how much humanity is being intentionally distracted and conditioned by idiotic reality shows on TV and increasingly violent and destructive super hero movies and characters on the big screen.

Some examples: Meta-human characters in Movies and TV shows ❓ or, you living the current Ascension Process and evolving into something totally NEW and profoundly improved yourself? Guess which of these two Team Dark has been working humans towards for decades?

You know how you can tell, can feel, sense or know that I’m about to publish a new article? You know how I can feel all of you wondering when I’ll write something new? You know how you can do this with other Ascension writers too and how they feel you all too? You know how you can feel like-others living the Ascension Process and they can feel you? How you can feel and sense all of us as a NEW 5D ascended Group of Higher Awareness individuals? Would you rather have this and greater, or only able to communicate with other people by using a physical cell phone?

Negative Physical & Etheric Transmissions

There are both physical level negative transmissions and etheric level negative transmissions aimed at humanity to harm them and interfere with their living the Ascension Process and evolving beyond the low-frequency range of the negative physical and etheric levels. I’d rather be writing about the NEW higher Light energies coming in now and not about this, however both have been happening simultaneously all along whether we want to admit it or discuss it.

Like many Forerunners I wondered how things would unfold with Team Dark post December 2012. What I wasn’t prepared for and should have been because I know better, was how they shifted and amplified their game plan from 2013 on. I’ve become increasingly aware of this each year since 2013, and by 2015, I was positive about some of Team Dark’s more Aquarian Age energy tactics because I was dealing with them myself. It’s taken me some time from 2013 on to discern and learn about how they were increasing their use of different negative etheric and physical Aquarian type frequency tools to interfere with and harm humans, and humans that continue to Embody the NEW Light energies are more intensely targeted by them for the obvious reasons. Hopefully you’ll realize that none of this is as black/white dualized as all this or all there or all here or all there because it’s more complex than that as usual.

Because I’ve had plenty of experiences with Team Dark aliens and other negative entities over my lifetime both in the physical and astral, I’d become familiar with dealing with them in those old ways at that old lower level in the ongoing Ascension Process. When this changed after the Expiration Date of December 2012, I found myself having to quickly discover these more high-tech and hidden ways in which they were targeting me with negative physical and etheric energy transmissions. These negative next-level tools weren’t instantly recognized by me in 2013, and by 2014, my mom had a triple bypass and two weeks later a related stroke so I was suddenly forced to focus on all sorts of new situations then and ever since. I’d suddenly changed timelines because of what happened to my mom in August 2014, and I’ve worked and Worked very hard to intentionally exit that timeline, which I finally was able to do in January 2016. Nevertheless in early 2015, I knew I was in trouble and had been under some new-to-me type of negative frequency transmission assaults from physical humans and nonphysical nonhumans. We all have been under some level of energetic attack to one degree or another post December 2012. I know this isn’t a popular topic but this is no time to be stupid, careless, naïve or unaware of the vastness of the Ascension and Descension Processes, worlds, events and populations within each.

Just like everyone living on the cusp of astrological Ages in these lives we’re also living the Ascension Process plus simultaneously having to deal with a world, individuals, systems and lower and/or unaware consciousness that is Descending at the same time. If you’re a Sensitive, an Empath, a Seer, an Embodier and so on then even through you have been and continue living and Embodying the Ascension Process you also often perceive, feel and are to varying degrees subject to and effected by the negative Aquarian Age distorted energies, transmissions and devices Team Dark use in the Descending world to capture and hold on to as many humans as they can. In other words, just because you/me/we are Ascending does not mean you/me/we don’t feel the influences from the negative electronic and EMF and other physical level transmissions, plus negative etheric level transmissions and attacks directed at us because we are Team Light and are Embodying and Wayshowing

Like I said earlier, I’ve had plenty of up close encounters with Team Dark in this lifetime and all of that was before December 2012. From 2013 on, these old familiar negative tactics and attacks have dramatically shifted into Team Dark’s next-level which includes the non-humans remaining more hidden and them using both physical high-tech energy transmissions on everyone to harm, confuse, derail, limit and/or scramble consciousness and individuals energy and drive to continue the Ascension Process and so on. Here’s a link to TRANSITIONS and a March 2016 article I wrote there about one level of this sort of negative transmissions aimed at certain Team Light people and their readers.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2016/03/15/negative-etheric-barricades/

Next-Level Negativity

Recently I mentioned how within ten minutes of watching some new show on TV in June 2018, I got an artificial energy induced headache and pressure in my head. I also mentioned that I’d watched two YouTube videos last month that had heavy negative frequency transmissions embedded within them just like the TV show did. These two videos were from the conspiracy community with plenty of incorrect ascension information in them. I’ve experienced negative transmissions being broadcast through certain TV programs and also through certain big-screen movies. This is another of many of Team Dark’s use of negative physical energies embedded within certain broadcast transmissions to affect the viewers in negative ways. These negative next-level transmissions are also directed at certain humans, certain populations and certain physical areas to affect large groups of people very quickly. I’ve become aware clairvoyantly and claircognizantly when certain physical planes fly over my house and/or area and have certain physical devices that transmit specific frequencies aimed downward by a person in the plane at people in their houses on the ground, like a drive-by shooting of sorts, except this tactic is a negative fly over energy transmission attack aimed at individuals or neighborhoods or entire cities.

On the etheric level this negative tactic has been increased by nonphysical aliens & co. to influence our minds and thoughts, our emotions and focus to lower frequency old world 3D level type things and situations. As above, so below, as within, so without. Next-level Light and next-level Dark and more and we’ve been living it all whether we’ve been consciously aware of it or not. But in 2018, more and more Forerunners have been perceiving and living within a greatly increased and vastly more complex level of personal being, life, consciousness, realities, world, worlds and dimensions. Now with what’s unfolding with the USA president & global co. the masses worldwide are being forced to quickly “wake up” too to all that’s been hidden for decades and is trying to manifest within the Descending Earth world. All layers, levels and aspects of what’s happening, being experienced and lived in both the Ascending Earth world and the Descending Earth world have very much been increasingly felt internally and externally by most First Everything-ers post December 2012. Expanding consciousness carries expanded responsibilities.

The Need For Daily Physical & Etheric Hygiene

Another thing I’ve had to put into daily practice is doing a scan of myself and my physical and energy bodies to locate any “trash” I have picked up throughout the day. By trash I mean negative stuff like attachments, thought forms, projections, negative etheric blocking devices etc. Whether these things came from me or someone or something else doesn’t really matter at this point within my personal Ascension Embodiment Process. What matters is that I brush my teeth each day and scour my aura and etheric body, and when needed clear out any etheric attachments I’ve picked up from me or from Team Dark or some stranger down the street.

Getting rid of negative etheric attachments and blocks is easier and faster now than ever before so just do it daily. Scan your whole body from your Higher Awareness Inner Vision and wherever you clairvoyantly See, sense or feel any devices or blockages or anything that’s not organic, demand it be entirely, permanently and immediately removed from you on every level. Then know that what you just did was real and that it worked so don’t second-guess yourself or worry or turn it into a ritual. Get big, get sovereign, take responsibility for being incarnate on ascending Earth now and clean up the daily energetic messes both self-created and negative alien parasitic attachments and blockage devices that are often placed on or near areas like your HighHeart or inside your head etc. View doing this in the same way as having to brush your teeth every day and don’t empower the negative stuff and tactics. This too is just another aspect of where we’re at now within the Ascension Process and Separation of Worlds or bifurcation and the Descension process and world with its population. My crap, their crap, here crap, over there crap, everywhere a crap crap… it doesn’t matter Master Embodier, just clear it all immediately and keep ascending. Keep Embodying because every time you/me/we do it a bit more the entire Ascension Process and ascending Earth changes dramatically for the better. You are running the show, shows, far more than you realize fellow Forerunners, Gatekeepers, Lightworkers, First Embodiers, First Everything-ers. No pressure however, just be sure to scan your body daily to keep it energetically clean and clear so you and the Work you’re doing is easier with no restrictions weighing you down in any way.

Denise

July 19, 2018

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Walking On NEW Light

A short note about how some may have been bodily registering the April into May 2018 amplified Light energies radiating from Earth and running through the NEW grids. This does not mean we’ve reached the brightest, highest frequencies coming from these locations, only that they’ve recently been energetically stepped-up yet again (Stair-steps). Those more sensitive have really been feeling these changes fairly dramatically, and mostly in the bottom half of their physical bodies throughout April.

We’re more used to getting pummeled from overhead—cosmic, galactic center (GC), solar etc.—and those energies entering through the tops of our physical heads and traveling down into our HighHearts and all that continues, but now we’re also getting pummeled from below our feet from very high frequency Light energies coming from Earth’s core and circulating through the NEW grids. Feels like a much higher NEW physical-level frequency circuit was reached in April, which is great, but it’s been rather painful too but nothing new about that. Hurt a little or a lot at the start, acclimate to the latest NEW Light energies coming in from wherever, then do it again and again and again and each time at a higher and higher frequency energetic Stair-step. You know the evolutionary routine.

Other side effect of these higher Earth core energies and grid energies side effect is that they’re making the energetically unprepared, unaware, ego based, left brained, more dense people extra unbalanced, ill-tempered, “crazy”, careless, heartless and mean and nasty in general. Existence in the old dense 3D Earth swamp energies crawling one’s way over skulls and skeletal remains of others is more familiar and comfortable to most of these people, so having the Earth suddenly radiating (much more) NEW higher Light energies and them being circulated through the NEW matching grid system has been painful for the unaware and unprepared too at their levels of development. Said another way, these much higher frequency Light energies emanating from Earth’s core and running through the grids now are making the already unstable much more so. Heads up everyone as they’re affected by these latest NEW energies and systems running them, some people are not coping well at all. Some are and act like nothing has changed which is great for them and the aware actually, but many other people are coming further unhinged by these global evolutionary energy “upgrades”.

Soles & Souls

As usual your mileage will vary. For me these NEW Earth core and grid Light energies suddenly made the bottom heel bone of one foot hurt like holy hell in April. Still hurts now but not as severely as last month. Also I’m feeling these NEW Earth energies coming up into my physical body from the bottom up into my feet and bones, legs, hips, pelvic floor, tailbone, bottom few vertebra etc. and many of those areas hurting from Embodying and circulating those NEW energies within my physical body. Earth does it, we incarnates do it, this solar system does it, this Milky Way galaxy does it and on and on. Ouchy evolution. OMG, I just created another NEW Ascension Process term! 😀 We’ve gotta keep our sense of humor with all this otherwise it can feel overwhelming at times. The moments of bliss are fewer and far between in comparison to the weeks, months and years of physical level evolutionary transformation that continue.

As the bottoms of my heel bone and foot bones have felt like they’re broken, and my hips feel like they’re out of alignment up/down and forward/back which they physically are, it’s been so severe since the start of April that at times it’s been very difficult to walk. Again, your mileage will vary, I’m just sharing how my physical body as been reacting to these latest NEW energies radiating from Earth. Those physical pains plus periods where it’s almost unbearable to have to deal with people who lie, manipulate, cheat and do evil deeds because that’s all they know. That gets old real fast in this much NEW Light which makes Souls hurt too. Such is our Ascension lives this time around, and we couldn’t wait to get in here and go through all this!

Lower body pains in new never-before-experienced ways and parts and the occasional Soul pains from living all this surrounded by people who don’t even know it’s happening, haven’t done any Inner prep Work for it, like the old negative 3D patriarchal “swamp”, do their best to perpetuate the old lower ways in the NEW higher ascending Earth world out of sheer habit, and those of us continually overriding it all energetically as best we can and as quickly as we can. It’s May already, can you believe it? I have no memory of getting here, only that in this Now Moment I’m here and know that it too will soon be replaced with another Now Moment, and another, and another…

Good job everyone and get enough rest and horizontal silent alone time as needed each day/night. ❤

Denise

May 3, 2018

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NEW Embodiment Level Incoming Now

  We know why the December 21, 2017 Solstice through March 20, 2018 Equinox quarter was extra difficult and isolating for many of us; we’re about to get energetically blasted like never before, so an intense preparation period was required beforehand to be able to Embody and seed what’s coming. We (specifically the Forerunners of the Forerunners, the Forerunners, the First Ascenders, First Embodiers etc.) have completed another flight of Ascension / Embodiment Process energy Stair-steps and reached a totally NEW higher frequency Landing and are about to start ascending a NEW flight of Stairs. Because of this, most of us have found ourselves confined over these winter months (in the Northern Hemisphere, summer in the Southern) forcing us to deal with whatever issues each of us needed to be consciously aware of, see, feel, resolve, release.

I’ve never felt any previous winter quarter keep me as isolated and housebound as this one has, and not because of bad winter weather, but because I had some more things, issues, old 3D focus and emotions to go through before they were released. This mandatory personal inner focus time finally released for me at the end of the second week of March. It still amazes me every time I find more stuff and junk I have remaining in those tiny unlit blind corners of my inner self after three-plus decades of continuous serious Inner Work! Packed to the Crown chakra we’ve all been with stupid dense unaware tidbits, old 3D habits, beliefs and limited expectations that cannot go one more step with us on our Embodiment Process. Every time we reach another higher Landing, we’re confronted with whatever remaining stuff and junk is in us that has to be acknowledged, transmuted and released so we can ascend to higher frequency ground minus any remaining old dense 3D travel souvenirs we were still hauling along with us.

  For a while I’ve Seen visual images representing the impact of what’s starting around mid-March 2018 for the Forerunners, First Embodiers, Seeders of the NEW upon our physical bodies and Selves. I often perceive information in the form of mind’s eye visual image knowings because more information can be instantly received that way than a stream of linear telepathed words describing complex events.

These latest Embodiment related images start out with one person (representing ALL Forerunners, First Embodiers etc.) walking up the last step on a lower flight of stairs then stepping up to a new higher landing. As this person turns on this NEW landing to fully face the next flight of stairs, she/he is hit by an intense blast of higher frequency energies in a way that’s never happened or been experienced before. The impact of these constant energies hitting this person facing them hits them externally and immediately enters their physical and energy bodies. In other words, this single representative of all the Forerunners is pummeled from head to toe inside and out by this NEW force of vastly higher frequency Light and other energies.

That scene changes into the next one which is a closeup of these intense energies hitting this person directly and traveling through them. The billions of tiny but incredibly potent energies look somewhat like crystalline snowflakes, each one different and incredibly beautiful but razor-sharp on every edge and angle. They’re not “snowflakes” of course but were a clever way of depicting NEW higher frequency complex geometric energies and codes, each slightly different in their unique patterns and shapes. These numerous crystalline cutting edged geometric snowflakes hit the persons outer physical body and skin and continued deeper into the body and affected absolutely every inch of it. Cells, bones, blood, nerves, heart, lungs, brain, organs, everything had these tiny beautiful transparent crystal “snowflake” geometries cutting into and through them, instantly changing our internal energetic landscapes to help us continue the Embodiment Process at this NEW level (this NEW landing and flight of NEW energy stairs). 

I have to say that I was mildly taken aback by these images, only because they looked rather brutal, like we’re about to get sliced n’ diced by a huge NEW unrelenting blast of evolutionary Embodiment force all the way down into our DNA. I don’t think it will hurt much differently from the other big Landing changes the Forerunners have repeatedly gone through over these ascension years, but I’m also not going to lie because the sheer force of this particular NEW higher frequency Embodiment impact will be felt by every one of us. How could it not when this energetic phase resembles billions of beautiful different shaped razor-sharp crystal snowflakes carrying NEW Embodiment codes cutting their way into every cell and fiber of our physical bodies, HighHearts and consciousness? However, on the other side of this profound evolutionary upgrade, we’ll resonate from every cell, blood drop, nerve and HighHeart beat with the NEW higher everything in ways we never have before when in the physical.

I’ve also Seen that accompanying this particular NEW Embodiment transition are a lot of overseeing Angelic Lightbeings watching us closely as we live through this big change. I mention this because you may suddenly be sensing them near you, hovering invisibly, or not possibly, and feeling them and their LOVE and deep compassion for what we’re about to begin here in our physical bodies on ascending Earth.

Because we’re on NEW evolutionary Embodiment ground in 2018, this phase may at times feel a bit overwhelming to some of us, or like one long-awaited celebration to others, but most likely both. Either way, make sure to spend time every day and night consciously open to this huge Embodiment change in every way. Open to it and let it do what it’s designed to do. YOU are what’s important now so self-care when needed, privacy when needed, quite time when needed along with periods of not moving physically also. Here’s to becoming resonate Crystalline Christ Unified Embodied beings in the physical. ❤

Denise

March 14, 2018

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FFFFFFebruary 2018

What a month February 2018 has been. Sudden greater reality altering came via the split-second energetic shove into another higher frequency I experienced on February 1st. Initially this was another instantaneous shift into a higher space and awareness that, at that time, was utterly devoid of any emotional reactions to it from me. This shift was so fast, natural and perfect and I was totally Neutral about it in every way. It happened, I instantly understood it from a higher level, and in that nano-second of great shift change a few of my old personal focuses changed track entirely.

Certain things I’ve worked towards for a long time in the old lower 3D world such as increasing my minuscule Social Security retirement benefits enough to survive on, had just barely been achieved by me in 2017 by earning more money that year than I ever have in my life. The IRS however declared that income earned in the way mine has been for a while now (as a State paid Caregiver for my elderly disabled low income mom living under the same roof) was not considered earned income so around 98% of my 2017 wages were not taxed, meaning all my 2017 income didn’t go towards my retirement benefits. I reached full retirement age in December of 2017, and intended to apply for it this year. I’ve known since childhood that “the system” wouldn’t be available for me when I was old enough to get it, but, having that lifelong knowing suddenly become a hard cold blatant screw-you-over fact at retirement age was the biggest patriarchal insult I’ve experienced so far.

‘When in Rome…’  one does as the 3D Romans do. One works, pay taxes, gets old enough to receive retirement benefits that one had to pay into over a lifetime. However, we’re not in 3D Rome anymore but continuously moving away from the dying corrupt edges of it. When in 5D… one Embodies, evolves, anchors and radiates the higher NEW and helps consciously create greatly improved ways of living, creating and existing within the NEW on ascending Earth. What’s been difficult and at times confusing for some of us older Forerunners/First Embodiers has been living between these two worlds and realities as we age and our physical lives (and bodies) change dramatically for a number of reasons.

On February 1st. some more of my Higher Self was suddenly Embodied into physical Denise and this particular situation was instantly dealt with by It/me/Us. This was the instant shift change I talked about in the first paragraph. More things were revealed in that split-second across multiple dimensions, timelines and Selves and more large chunks of the old patriarchal world were instantly and permanently obliterated. And that’s what complete greed gets you Old Boys Club — extinction.

As this latest addition of ME was Embodied into Denise me, more merging happened and my view, understanding, awareness and near future was both revealed and altered. In that instantaneous split-second this most recent Embodiment happened I was shown, saw and knew that old 3D Rome is gone and only rubble and dust remains at this point so stop focusing on it in any way because it’s a waste of my valuable energy, time and focus. A detailed 5D replacement reality was not revealed to me just to sooth me about this old 3D Roman patriarchal income/retirement issue. What was revealed was that I/It/We don’t need it or anything from that old lower frequency and reality and all I need to do is continue overriding it with conscious creation from the NEW 5D levels and don’t worry about the rest of it. This is that moment when an unseen choirs of Angels together brightly sings, Faith…. ❤

I know this article sounds strange but this is why I decided, after living through the rest of February 2018, that I’d share about what “they” did to my 2017 taxes and how that corrupt 3D physical system was dealt with by the latest chunk of my Higher Embodied Self and Me and why. It’s not easy to talk about our 3D lives and connections like these old laws and such in connection with what’s happening to, in and through us from the Ascension and Embodiment Process. The gap is so ridiculous at this point that it’s sometimes painful and usually highly frustrating when forced to jump through more old patriarchal 3D hoops when the truth is that it’s a pointless fucking ghost town haunted by the money and power-hungry insane!

A Little About the Other Stupid February Crap

Those of you who read, write and follow the Comments at HHL know that it again got a bit unpleasant in there due to some children in adult bodies throwing Comment temper tantrums because I didn’t allow them to add LINKS to other people’s material. Because I want to keep Comments open for those of us who honestly benefit from connecting with each other and sharing I am, however I’ve had to create some Comment Rules which are located in the header bar across the top of the page. The main NEW rule is that no LINKS are allowed in Comments at all. 

I also want to apologize for occasionally getting really frustrated by these individuals when they throw temper tantrums and attack me in Comments. Most of these Comments I don’t publish so everyone else isn’t subjected to this negativity and isn’t even aware that it’s happened, again. I am however and I’m the first to admit that I don’t always deal with vicious attacks by people who want to use me and HHL to promote other people’s material and beliefs in the highest of ways. I’ve Worked really hard for a very long time to create, lift, protect and maintain both TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife as online places where Higher Awareness information and experiences can exist for readers to benefit from. I’ve fought for and defended this repeatedly over the years so you and I would have a safe sacred place online to be honest and open about the AP and EP and related topics, this being one of them. This is a 5D frequency blog and space and because there aren’t human online Temple Guards standing at the HighHeartLife Temple Gates to do this type of protection and bouncer work for me, I have to do it for myself, my blogs and the readers of my blogs.

This topic is no different from the first half of this article about Higher Selves being Embodied and old 3D patriarchal greed systems and consciousness collapsing and so on. It’s all the same thing and process and the sooner everyone honestly understands that fact, the more comfortable and happy everyone will be. This is Ascension people and 3D level egos are a frequency and consciousness aspect of those who haunt the old 3D ghost town world! Figure this out kids and apply it to yourself exactly as everyone else has had to or go elsewhere. The energetic pressures to change and evolve yourself will NOT let up for the rest of your lifetime, and long afterwards, for you or me or anyone. The sooner you realize that at this point it’s easier to surrender completely to the Ascension Process instead of fighting for your beliefs about some external something and/or something someone else wrote about the easier this entire AP will be for you. I’ve battled face to face with demonic and satanic beings, negative aliens and many others but know that it’s hurts more when a human attacks me that I have Worked so long and hard to help free from the lower levels of consciousness. It’s one thing having nonhuman beings attack you for being Team Light; it’s another thing when a human attacks you for not accommodating their 3D ego and limited beliefs while seeing themselves as full of “Love and Light” as they verbally bludgeon you publicly and sign off with a ‘Namaste’. But bullies are bullies even in Ascension communities.

I also want to apologize for my not being able to smile graciously and absorb negative attacks like a lady, a lofty lady, from certain humans every time it happens. I’m hardwired to energetically Pathpave and Embody so laying down to be used and abused by those who don’t understand higher frequencies isn’t in my nature. I take a lot of shit from people, just as all Forerunner First Embodiers have and still do, hence why there’s so much extra dumping by us. People need to realize that the AP is happening now while you are fighting for stupid crap, most of which is pointless, external and incorrect anyway. You have to choose whether you want to continue fighting for your old lower beliefs, limitations and lower 3D ego and consciousness or release the stranglehold you’ve got on them so YOU can evolve and ascend beyond them into realities more amazing than you can comprehend at this point. The growing energetic Light pressures are only going to get more intense which make these types of things far more painful and difficult. The choice is yours however; 3D ego or 5D life and reality.

It was a difficult but highly productive and directional shifting February, most of them are it seems. March will be more amazing but April will be even more so I’m sensing. Nonetheless it’s the constant Now Moment that’s really important. Be in every moment fully, even when sleeping much of the day to further Embody more NEW arriving Light and codes and expanding and evolving more. Life and reality is up to each of us now and the old 3D rules and beliefs don’t work or apply in the NEW higher so let them go, all of them, and consciously create the NEW in and through yourself and your physical body. It will all work out just fine even when it might not look like it at the moment. ❤

Denise

February 28, 2018

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Inner Body Vibrations & The Solar Flashes & Pulses

I’ve written about the Inner Body Vibrations since I first detected them in my physical body around 2001, mostly at TRANSITIONS however. If you’re not familiar with this side effect of the Ascension Process (AP), you may benefit from reading my older articles about the Inner Body Vibrations at TRANSITIONS . This particular article is for First Embodiers because they’re experiencing what I’m going to talk about or will increasingly be experiencing throughout 2018.

Back in 2001 when I first felt the inner body vibrations, I mainly felt them when I was falling asleep and waking up. During those brief periods when we’re crossing dimensional borders and shifting from one energy body into another that’s appropriate for whichever dimension we’re going into, I could intentionally linger in the in-between cusp point of sleep and wakefulness, linear time and quantum timelessness, physical and non-physical life and realities and dimensions to better feel, observe and discover what these inner body vibrations were. I’d spend half an hour or more maintaining the in-between asleep and awake states, levels and dimensions to intentionally observe and take mental notes about this ever-increasing inner buzzing, vibrating, pulsing and eventual shaking energy inside my physical body.

In the beginning years it would vibrate for a three count, stop for a two count, and back to a three count and so on. And in the beginning it was felt in the lower core area of my body but it would move from one area in this location to another and remained in my lower “guts” for a couple of years. After a few years of this it moved up a bit higher into my upper gut area, and a couple of years after that it moved and expanded up even higher into my upper chest area. This inner body vibration was and is the evolutionary Rewiring Process and it’s continued until it’s a whole head and body vibration for me now that’s constant but does sometimes become a five count on, half count off, and back on again. In other words, this inner body vibrating Rewiring Process has been an ongoing side effect of embodying increasing amounts of higher frequency Light energies throughout more and more of my physical body, and lastly my head since 2001.

I’ve clairaudiently heard the inner body vibration sound like I was standing next to a jet airliner about to take off, it was that loud and intense from an inner perspective. I’ve felt it amplify and expand from a mild inner body vibration, to an intense whole-body shaking that was so pronounced you could physically see my physical body involuntarily vibrating. I’ve become so used to it after 17 years that sometimes when it would suddenly stop for a few moments I would jerk in response because it has become “normal” to me. I was constantly leaning into it so when it would suddenly stop for a moment, it was a shock to me and I’d feel like I could fall over! We’ve been energetically and physically Rewired so that we could safely Embody the NEW vastly higher frequency Light energies and NEW codes and DNA etc. Because of this we spin, vibrate, radiate, transmit and are something tremendously different from what we were ten, twenty, thirty years ago. Compressed evolution; hurts in most cases but is amazing and a privilege to be able to experience firsthand in the physical.

It was late spring of 2017, when I first physically saw the sunlight flashing in a fast strobe-like manner while I was driving home from the grocery store. I was stopped at a red light and noticed the sunlight was quickly flashing up in the air and down on the street pavement and everywhere I looked. It was the Sun flashing continuously and this was physically visible, not only clairvoyantly visible. A few months after I mentioned this in another article, a reader emailed me a YouTube video someone had recorded in another country of the Sun doing this and it was exactly the same fast strobe-like sunlight I’d seen in early 2017 while driving. [I’m sure you can find these videos online if interested in seeing them.]

While driving in early February 2018, I physically saw the Sun do something new again, but this time it was a massive pulse of sunlight. About two minutes later I saw the Sun do it again; pulse out a huge flash of Light everywhere. I continued watching for this as I drove but didn’t see it again that day. That’s not saying it didn’t happen (and isn’t continuing to), only that I didn’t see it do this again that day. I know there’s all kinds of related external phenomena I don’t personally witness mainly because I’m busy individually living it and assisting it from inside my physical body, which is exactly what First Embodiers do.

  Someone asked me recently why I don’t ever talk about what some are calling, ‘The Event’? The reason I haven’t is because most don’t understand what it is and how it’s physically reached and why. Most people who believe in ‘The Event’, believe that everyone is going to be “saved” by something external. That term, ‘The Event’, shows a lack of  understanding about the entire Ascension (AP) and Embodiment Process (EP). To me the entire AP and EP is one ongoing mega evolutionary event, but I understand why this term is popular and why people are excited about it, I’m excited about it too just as every other First Embodier is but for very different reasons.

Increasingly throughout 2017, I kept feeling how my physical body was vibrationally syncing up with the Sun in new-to-me ways. This has amplified greatly these first two months of 2018, which indicates this year is going to be very different from any previous AP and EP inner processes and external shifts we’ve experienced leading up to this level.

So far in 2018, I’ve discovered that the rate of inner body vibration I now have is a match to and is synced up with the Sun and solar energy transmissions of both the repeated quick strobe-like flashing and the pulsing Light blasts as well. Many of the First Embodiers have Embodied enough of the NEW Light and codes etc. via having been Rewired over a decade ago, that we’re a complete frequency and vibrational match with the Sun and what it’s now transmitting. We’re finally able to instantly Embody everything the Sun radiates out energetically (NEW codes, NEW Light, NEW plasma etc.) into our physical bodies because they’ve been Rewired to do this and not be destroyed by housing such profoundly higher frequency Light energies, plus anchor them on Earth.

When I sit quietly I can feel the inner body vibrations in my physical body Embodying, catching, anchoring, maintaining and also radiating out these NEW energies and codes. The inner body vibrations have evolved into my, your, our being of the same frequency and vibrations as what the Sun is flashing and pulsing out now in 2018. Oftentimes now, what I’m looking at inside my house is flashing quickly too exactly like what it looks like when you see the Sun doing this. I didn’t understand this side effect at first and did the typical old thing of thinking it was “just my eyes” or something. However, after experiencing this a few more times this year I’ve discovered that there is no separation between what the Sun is doing now and what I’m experiencing and feeling inside my physical body, and, what I’m viewing with my physical eyes. It’s all the same frequency being transmitted by the Sun, received by the First Embodiers, then further radiated outward by the First Embodiers in the physical on ascending Earth. Why? So the Path is paved for the rest of humanity to experience the entire “Event” that is the Ascension Process.

💡 How many First Embodiers does it take to screw in the NEW Light? As many as there are now. Sorry, I couldn’t resist. 😉

So what many are calling ‘The Event’ has actually been a very long ongoing Stair-step energetic process the First Embodiers have been relentlessly Working on and increasingly evolved by for decades to assist in it taking place and be anchored into NEW Earth for the rest of humanity. ‘The Event’ isn’t something the Sun is going to suddenly do all on its own with no preparations by anyone anywhere. Even as it’s been over these past thirty-some ascension years, all the solar flares, winds, storms, CME and so on have been incredibly difficult and painful to live through and be evolved by. We don’t go from zero to light speed in six seconds because it would instantly destroy every human alive on Earth, not to mention cause unbelievable damage to Earth/Gaia and the entire solar system and far beyond. The AP and EP has never and will never happen like that despite what many believe. They still expect and believe that some Hollywood special effect type solar event will suddenly happen and magically everything will be very different. Tremendous evolution and change is coming, faster now than it ever could happen before, but even with that it’s unfolding in incremental energetic Stair-steps so we all have physical bodies when all is said and done! That’s kinda the whole point with the AP and EP.

Having said all that, the fact some of the First Embodiers have been and now are capable of directly housing, Embodying everything the Sun is transmitting now indicates just how close we are to the bigger shift into the NEW.

When the Sun is active now via CMEs, flares, storms, winds etc., many are feeling these NEW plasma energies in more amplified ways in their physical bodies. Many First Embodiers have been experiencing the entire area and surrounding areas in the front and back of their bodies at the upper chest HighHeart level in greatly amplified ways. In the back of the body, this often manifests as increased pains and pressures in-between the shoulder blades which is behind the HighHeart (Thymus) and also in the spine in that area. That pain often radiates out left and right at and/or just under and just above the shoulder blades, sometimes causing muscle spasms in those extended areas. Out the front of the body at the HighHeart level, these pains and pressures can sometimes feel like your rib-cage is expanding, your HighHeart is expanding which it is yet again, heartburn, acid reflux, stiffness and/or slight swelling in that area of the body, heart thumps, movements and palpitations, amplified emotional reactions to certain things, and a great lack of emotions with an overall sense of greater connection to and with all things everywhere. Higher LOVE is very NON-emotional in the old lower ego-based ways humans are familiar with. LOVE is emotionless and endlessly expansive, ego-based love was entirely emotional and restrictive.

From above the head all the way down into and below the HighHeart area has, once again, been under a lot of ongoing EP expansion Work which is directly connected to being able to embody the solar energies recently. I mentioned in a previous article about how I’ve experienced waking up and instantly feeling how low-frequency, loud, obnoxious, restricted and infantile being inside my physical body feels to the larger, greater ME that’s incrementally joining Me in my physical earthly life and body. It’s felt and sounded to ME like I wake up in a free-for-all daycare center for very young children with them all chattering constantly about whatever rolls through their little heads! That doesn’t seem like it would match with Embodying more and more of ones Greater Selves and NEW solar energies and codes and yet, so far, moments of all this have felt and sounded very differently from what I expected. On the other hand however, I’ve also been experiencing tremendous expansions within myself and am consciously aware of more of the many higher aspects of ME being directly and intimately on-board with me now. I’ve been consciously aware of many of these other aspects all my life but they were always way over “there” while I was way down “here” on physical Earth. The gap between us could only be reduced by our interacting with each other for short periods while I was asleep and out of my physical body. Now however they’re “right here” with me. I cannot wait to learn more about this and what it automatically creates in us all for All.

We’re just getting started with this NEW level of the EP and Embodying the NEW solar transmissions and codes within our physical bodies and Selves. In half a year we’ll look back at now and smile to ourselves. For now however, it’s pretty amazing, albeit intense and painful at times. Who cares when NEW creation on all levels is taking place which will automatically produce even more. ❤

Denise

February 19, 2018

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February 2018, So Far

  I’ve tried to write this since the first days of February but just haven’t been able to for different reasons. I’ll try again today to get a few things said quickly before the Partial Solar Eclipse/New Moon at 27° Aquarius 08′ on Thursday, February 15, 2018. This eclipse will help produce far better and bigger than what most are expecting.

As has always been the case, not everyone has been or will necessarily be experiencing these current NEW much higher frequency energies in the same ways and/or in the same physical body parts and locations and/or in their personal physical reality and lives. I’m stressing this again now because these NEW energies here now at this level of the Ascension Process and Embodiment Processes have never been experienced by any of us before. Not any of us.

I’ve always been extremely aware that it’s typically not a popular, safe or appreciated move to be honest about what I and many of the other Forerunners of the Forerunners, aka the First Everything-ers, are experiencing physically if it’s painful, difficult, confusing, a struggle at times or what we would call deeply Initiatory. Most people want to be fed AP and EP information about how wonderful, how super-duper fantastic and beautiful, how quick and easy the AP and EP processes are, not told about it being painful or difficult at times. Lesser levels of awareness sees honesty as weakness and/or that you’re doing it “all wrong” so they come in for the kill while claiming their words and actions are based in “love”. Also there are some who sees being honest about parts of our personal Ascension and Embodiment Process experiences that are more difficult and/or more physically painful than others as our human egos interpreting what’s happening to us. This is very true with some people but certainly not true with everyone. The higher truth of the matter is that some of us, I repeat some of us, have been and still are living our personal AP and EP processes ‘backwards and in high heels’ in comparison to most everyone else and there are intentional and positive reasons for this.

Why do some of the First Everything-ers live the ongoing EP backwards and in high heels’ you may be wondering? Because some of us are intentionally stretching ourselves, our physical bodies, our abilities and our Souls during this AP and EP for personal Soul and Higher Selves reasons beyond the mandatory base levels of the AP and EP. We “Volunteered” to do this too for our individual Soul’s ongoing growth and have taken advantage of the rare Ascension and Embodiment Process energies and our being in physical bodies intentionally during it. No one that I’m aware of has talked about this aspect publicly but I feel it needs to be mentioned at this point of the Embodiment Process because the AP and EP is not and never has been a ‘one size fits all’ type process. You are not doing anything “wrong”, nor are you functioning from or interpreting what you are experiencing from your old lower human ego self. You are doing much more and always have been. Don’t ever let anyone shame you into believing otherwise. You know what you are. ❤

Some of you may have experienced new-to-you type physical pains in certain body areas, again recently. Some of you may also have recently been experiencing more new-to-you type anomalies in the world and space around you such as unusual sounds, lights, flashes of lights, movements of energies, perceiving new-to-you multidimensional lifeforms and beings. Some of you may have recently been experiencing a new-to-you level of difficulty in going out into the physical world and having to be close to people with great density, lack of awareness and old 3D level ego and matching consciousness. Some of you may have recently experienced more new-to-you emotions, much higher awareness, greater expanding sense of Self and simultaneous sense of disappearing old familiar self. Some of you may have recently been experiencing more new-to-you levels of being, life, reality, external structure(s), internal structures, patterns NEW and old and so on.

Some of you may have recently been experiencing more new-to-you levels of discomfort each morning when reentering your physical body. The millisecond you’re back in your physical body and awake in it, the pointless constant internal mental chatter instantly starts back up in full-force and volume and is so profoundly amplified from your current level of being and perception, that for a few minutes after physical body reentry, you don’t think you’ll be able to survive in such a low-frequency environment! That low-frequency environment is your own physical body, consciousness and physical world, so what has suddenly changed and amplified so profoundly? YOU have. YOU have Embodied more of YOU into You and you and ALL of you/You/YOU are currently adapting and adjusting to this latest NEW new-to-you all level of physical body living arrangements. In other words, some of you have grown and expanded, evolved and Embodied more quickly and on a more grand scale than you’ve ever been able to before which, as one would expect, has further changed you, your physical body and all that goes with that and your personal current life and reality in highly dramatic ways. Highly dramatic until you and I adapt to it that is, then it’s just the latest Embodiment Stair-step we’re on at the moment until the Process takes another huge step up. And on and on it goes.

Since the late 1990s, I’ve always been able to tell when a bit more of the Higher Selves ME aspects are Embodied into the physical incarnate Denise aspect because for a while “I” don’t recognize certain things and “I” don’t feel fit for duty in a physical body yet because it’s all very NEW to this aspect of ME from an incarnate physical body level I mean. “I” am rather wobbly and mildly uncertain about certain things and procedures etc. during these larger Embodiment phases so I try to lay-low during these periods while all aspects acclimate. The NEW bigger “ME” adapts to descending into Denise in the physical, and, Denise adapts from her side too and over a fairly brief period we become unified and familiar to the latest NEW living arrangements. The Embodiment Process can and often is experienced from not just the incarnate ascending side, but from the higher descending side too, and when YOU/You/you experience the EP from the Higher Self/Selves descending side of the process, it’s weird in a very different way than it is from the ascending incarnate side. The descending side of the EP has been much bigger and more pronounced lately from any other time I’ve experienced this since the late 1990s. Big progress lately, really big.

There’s much more of this to come this month and throughout 2018 and beyond so continue to roll with the NEW and continue to release even more of the old, merge, unify and get acquainted with all aspects of YOU across Source’s many great creative expressions. ❤

Denise

February 13, 2018

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20-Year Ascension Process Anniversary

For some of us the start of 2018 is the 20-year mark of our living the Ascension Process (AP) at the physical body biological level. Many of us started the AP a decade or more before that at etheric levels where we began doing mandatory Inner Work on our personal issues, emotional wounds, fears, imbalances, projections and all unresolved dense energies and energetic issues from our current life and any others that needed resolution now. In addition, some of us had been consciously and knowingly Working from our sleep states both individually and with groups of other Volunteers, Starseeds, Higher Dimensionals and other positive non-physical Beings for a decade and more before that. An even smaller handful of us have been conscious of being incarnate on Earth in these lives to anchor and Embody the evolutionary AP from infancy. Even though many of us have been at this multi-leveled AP since around 1998–1999 which has felt like a lifetime!, some of us have actually been at it since birth in this life, including a good number of past-lives all designed to help us carry out the AP and EP (Embodiment Process) from our current physical bodies here and now. No matter how many more decades you’ve personally lived the AP in this life, congratulations on reaching the physical level 20-year mark in 2018.

  

I’ve never read many people’s AP writings or channelings online or in books because the majority I did read a bit of years ago was distorted a little or a lot, incorrect overall, or reeked of Team Dark a little or a lot. As the AP years pushed on these past 20 years and counting, I knew once we got past December 2012, it would become increasingly obvious to more people (readers) who the authentic and knowledgeable AP teachers and writers actually were and who wasn’t and the wide range of levels between them.

One thing I’ve noticed since 2013 with a small few of the accurate AP writers, including some non-physical beings that channeled material (in my opinion), is a continuation from them of what sounds like judgements, mild insults, and talking down to type language to their readers.

Having said that I am painfully aware of how many times I’ve fallen short (a little or a lot) of actually producing what I intended to write about over the 15 years I’ve written online about the AP, and from a high and compassionate level. Writing about the AP and EP while living it is far more difficult than most realize for a range of reasons. Despite all that, I’m finding that because some of these teachers/writers who are still in 2018, saying certain things in their writings that sound and feel like judgements and mild insults, I’m increasingly having to go my own way, which is pretty much what I’ve done my whole life anyway. I’m well aware of how hard it is to write something and have 100 people read it and have 100 different interpretations of what I wrote and intended to express in my writing. I’ve dealt with this all along because it just goes with the job of writing about the AP and EP online. However in 2018, the NEW is pushing each of us to do this ourselves, and in our own unique ways, and at this time and this current level we’re each at now. As time goes on and we individually get better at being First Embodiers and energetically Sovereign beings in physical bodies, I believe these things won’t exist or won’t matter if they still do. But for now it’s increasingly feeling like, You’d better get really good at doing this yourself people! This is another aspect of becoming energetically Sovereign First Embodiers.

I hope I said just enough about this for most to recognize what I’m talking about without going into details. Recognize how advanced you are at this 20-year mark because Embodiment is a full-time job and way of life, reality and being. ❤

January 29, 2018, was another huge transitional energy shift day. The Total Lunar Eclipse was January 31st for those of you who are also having a time repeatedly locating and confining yourself in linear time. January 29th feels like half a year ago and yet it’s only been a few days. My point is that on the morning of January 29th I suddenly became super freezing cold on the inside from head to toe and shortly thereafter found myself quickly exiting my physical body via falling asleep. I slept most of that day which hasn’t happened to this degree since the big energies of 12-12-2012. The Total Lunar Eclipse two days later had very little affect on me because of what happened energetically on the 29th. Sometimes it’s not the highlighted day that’s important but the time leading up to it. In many cases, by the time we’ve reached the big day be that an Equinox, a Solstice, a Super Duper Whatever Spangled Total Lunar or Solar Eclipse, the whole thing was experienced, lived and Embodied by many PRIOR to the day or days it arrived. We went through another HUGE change energetically on January 29, 2018, two days before the Total Lunar Eclipse on January 31st.

February 1, 2018, was the 20th anniversary of my physical body biological level AP, so what happened that day makes sense to me for more reasons than the obvious. Stair-steps.

For me, twenty years ago it activated as a rapid and severe evolutionary Ascension Process at the physical body level. Twenty years later, it is the ongoing Embodiment Process at the physical body level. On the one hand the AP and EP are the same thing; on the other hand they’re radically different processes due to radically different levels of density, Light, energies, awareness, ability, existence and compatibility with greatly higher frequency Light energies. Twenty years ago I could not have done nor physically survived what I experienced in my physical body and Self Thursday, February 1, 2018. I’m sharing this experience because I know many of you went through your own versions of this in your own unique ways that were tailored to and for you at this precise time too.

With the start of January of 2017, I distinctly felt my ongoing and constantly escalating (by a little or a lot) Embodiment Process happening at greater levels than previously, as should be expected. I remember the day this happened as clearly as the day it happened one year later on February 1, 2018. I’d gone shopping in late January 2017, and while pushing my shopping cart to my car I felt so physically horrible and in such amplified pain that I honestly wondered if I’d be able to drive myself home. I was able to drive myself home but that NEW-to-me January 2017 level of physical pain and whole-body swelling was so severe that I wondered how 2017 was going to play out for the First Embodiers as it started with another EP expansion bang!

Jump forward one year to February 1, 2018, and I was shopping again and while in the store experienced this same amplification about a 100% greater than what it had been for me in January 2017. The physical pain was not only severe but was a whole-body affair and so amplified that I hoped I’d just make it to my car let alone drive myself home! I got myself home, the groceries unloaded into the house and put away. Once all the work after the work was done, I took some over-the-counter pain pills and got horizontal trying to have my muscles stop spasming and the pain stop or at least reduce a good bit. No such luck for hours on February 1, 2018 however. The severe whole-body pain continued for hours and I was not willing to endure that level of physical body pain any longer. I wanted to die and be free of that level of pain and was considering suicide in a way I never have before. Said another way, this was some serious shit going down and I wasn’t willing to suffer at such an amplified level as this was after a lifetime of other physical pains not to mention 20 years of Ascension Process pains. I tried every tactic I knew and nothing worked and it felt like the whole-body pain would break me in multiple ways. It probably would have had I not finally gotten pissed off by it all and demanded an explanation. Ya gotta LOVE the Embodiment Process!

The second I demanded an explanation to why the physical pain was so profoundly severe compared to anything I’ve ever experienced before, that blessed inner voice that sounds just like me said, “Because your Heart isn’t big enough.”

Are the images in this article of a heart expanding multiple times making sense yet? This is why; “Because your Heart isn’t big enough”… for the next level of the ongoing Embodiment.

The second I heard my inner voice Higher Awareness say this I knew exactly what it meant and why etc. I immediately set about making more personal inner adjustments to help my physical body with this painful EP moment at this NEW expanded and higher level. First I fully released and surrendered, then began intentionally breathing into my HighHeart to help it—my HighHeart—expand even more so it could comfortably house more of what was being Embodied at that moment. The second I began doing this the physical pains reduced considerably and eventually stopped altogether, however, what a moment of learning, expansion and further Embodiment it was! And, just so there’s no confusion, this EP will continue in leaps and bounds like this month after month and year after year so don’t think, believe or expect the Embodiment Process to be a once and done thing because nothing about the AP or the EP has or will ever work like that. Stair-steps because the higher frequency energies and sudden expansion would destroy our physical bodies which is exactly opposite of what’s intended with the AP and EP processes.

My heart wasn’t big enough because I was blocked, limited, fearful, hadn’t done the Inner Work or any other such incorrect thing. My heart wasn’t big enough” for another and higher frequency layer of Embodiment to happen on the physical level, comfortably.

The Embodiment Process is ongoing and much like physical exercising and “working out” to create a more healthy, fit and/or attractive physical body is. You don’t exercise only once and instantly have the “perfect body”, it takes time, effort and plenty of repetition before one even begins to see external results from all the hard sweaty exercise work. The same is true with the Embodiment Process; it takes time, effort and plenty of repetition to slowly, safely and comfortably build up and continue expanding the EP. Just like when you exercise with weights to build muscle, over time you increase the weight to build larger muscles otherwise you hit a plateau and don’t increase muscle size but just maintain what you’ve already achieved. Stair-steps.

While I was going through this February 1, 2018 Embodiment Process expansion on multiple levels, I Saw and understood many other related things that were amazing, dare I say profound even. One of the things I Saw and understood was a greatly expanded awareness about Source and Divine Mother/Feminine and how they “make LOVE”. Not “love” but LOVE. Yeah, I know, there aren’t words only HighHeart explosions at higher and more vast levels than the last one. Release and surrender over and over and over and it starts becoming normal…

The other main aspect and side effect of the ongoing Embodiment Process is that of increasingly becoming more and more energetically Sovereign individually. Source-as-Self, Self-as-Source — eventually you become Embodied enough of your Higher Selves and those energy and consciousness levels that you directly physically house enough Source energies to be capable of energetically self-sustaining your physical body and personal reality, plus Consciously Creating much more for yourself and others as well. But to ascend to this level of being in our physical bodies requires repeatedly making our Hearts bigger” so we can Embody more, greater and much higher frequency levels of our Higher Selves, energies, levels and Source. Increasingly doing so causes us to become more and more energetically Sovereign, meaning we’re becoming self-sustained, completely non-parasitic Beings of Light in physical bodies that are conscious of our multidimensional natures and interacting with them from this physical conscious level.

Denise

February 4, 2018

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