February 2018, So Far

  I’ve tried to write this since the first days of February but just haven’t been able to for different reasons. I’ll try again today to get a few things said quickly before the Partial Solar Eclipse/New Moon at 27° Aquarius 08′ on Thursday, February 15, 2018. This eclipse will help produce far better and bigger than what most are expecting.

As has always been the case, not everyone has been or will necessarily be experiencing these current NEW much higher frequency energies in the same ways and/or in the same physical body parts and locations and/or in their personal physical reality and lives. I’m stressing this again now because these NEW energies here now at this level of the Ascension Process and Embodiment Processes have never been experienced by any of us before. Not any of us.

I’ve always been extremely aware that it’s typically not a popular, safe or appreciated move to be honest about what I and many of the other Forerunners of the Forerunners, aka the First Everything-ers, are experiencing physically if it’s painful, difficult, confusing, a struggle at times or what we would call deeply Initiatory. Most people want to be fed AP and EP information about how wonderful, how super-duper fantastic and beautiful, how quick and easy the AP and EP processes are, not told about it being painful or difficult at times. Lesser levels of awareness sees honesty as weakness and/or that you’re doing it “all wrong” so they come in for the kill while claiming their words and actions are based in “love”. Also there are some who sees being honest about parts of our personal Ascension and Embodiment Process experiences that are more difficult and/or more physically painful than others as our human egos interpreting what’s happening to us. This is very true with some people but certainly not true with everyone. The higher truth of the matter is that some of us, I repeat some of us, have been and still are living our personal AP and EP processes ‘backwards and in high heels’ in comparison to most everyone else and there are intentional and positive reasons for this.

Why do some of the First Everything-ers live the ongoing EP backwards and in high heels’ you may be wondering? Because some of us are intentionally stretching ourselves, our physical bodies, our abilities and our Souls during this AP and EP for personal Soul and Higher Selves reasons beyond the mandatory base levels of the AP and EP. We “Volunteered” to do this too for our individual Soul’s ongoing growth and have taken advantage of the rare Ascension and Embodiment Process energies and our being in physical bodies intentionally during it. No one that I’m aware of has talked about this aspect publicly but I feel it needs to be mentioned at this point of the Embodiment Process because the AP and EP is not and never has been a ‘one size fits all’ type process. You are not doing anything “wrong”, nor are you functioning from or interpreting what you are experiencing from your old lower human ego self. You are doing much more and always have been. Don’t ever let anyone shame you into believing otherwise. You know what you are. ❤

Some of you may have experienced new-to-you type physical pains in certain body areas, again recently. Some of you may also have recently been experiencing more new-to-you type anomalies in the world and space around you such as unusual sounds, lights, flashes of lights, movements of energies, perceiving new-to-you multidimensional lifeforms and beings. Some of you may have recently been experiencing a new-to-you level of difficulty in going out into the physical world and having to be close to people with great density, lack of awareness and old 3D level ego and matching consciousness. Some of you may have recently experienced more new-to-you emotions, much higher awareness, greater expanding sense of Self and simultaneous sense of disappearing old familiar self. Some of you may have recently been experiencing more new-to-you levels of being, life, reality, external structure(s), internal structures, patterns NEW and old and so on.

Some of you may have recently been experiencing more new-to-you levels of discomfort each morning when reentering your physical body. The millisecond you’re back in your physical body and awake in it, the pointless constant internal mental chatter instantly starts back up in full-force and volume and is so profoundly amplified from your current level of being and perception, that for a few minutes after physical body reentry, you don’t think you’ll be able to survive in such a low-frequency environment! That low-frequency environment is your own physical body, consciousness and physical world, so what has suddenly changed and amplified so profoundly? YOU have. YOU have Embodied more of YOU into You and you and ALL of you/You/YOU are currently adapting and adjusting to this latest NEW new-to-you all level of physical body living arrangements. In other words, some of you have grown and expanded, evolved and Embodied more quickly and on a more grand scale than you’ve ever been able to before which, as one would expect, has further changed you, your physical body and all that goes with that and your personal current life and reality in highly dramatic ways. Highly dramatic until you and I adapt to it that is, then it’s just the latest Embodiment Stair-step we’re on at the moment until the Process takes another huge step up. And on and on it goes.

Since the late 1990s, I’ve always been able to tell when a bit more of the Higher Selves ME aspects are Embodied into the physical incarnate Denise aspect because for a while “I” don’t recognize certain things and “I” don’t feel fit for duty in a physical body yet because it’s all very NEW to this aspect of ME from an incarnate physical body level I mean. “I” am rather wobbly and mildly uncertain about certain things and procedures etc. during these larger Embodiment phases so I try to lay-low during these periods while all aspects acclimate. The NEW bigger “ME” adapts to descending into Denise in the physical, and, Denise adapts from her side too and over a fairly brief period we become unified and familiar to the latest NEW living arrangements. The Embodiment Process can and often is experienced from not just the incarnate ascending side, but from the higher descending side too, and when YOU/You/you experience the EP from the Higher Self/Selves descending side of the process, it’s weird in a very different way than it is from the ascending incarnate side. The descending side of the EP has been much bigger and more pronounced lately from any other time I’ve experienced this since the late 1990s. Big progress lately, really big.

There’s much more of this to come this month and throughout 2018 and beyond so continue to roll with the NEW and continue to release even more of the old, merge, unify and get acquainted with all aspects of YOU across Source’s many great creative expressions. ❤

Denise

February 13, 2018

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20-Year Ascension Process Anniversary

For some of us the start of 2018 is the 20-year mark of our living the Ascension Process (AP) at the physical body biological level. Many of us started the AP a decade or more before that at etheric levels where we began doing mandatory Inner Work on our personal issues, emotional wounds, fears, imbalances, projections and all unresolved dense energies and energetic issues from our current life and any others that needed resolution now. In addition, some of us had been consciously and knowingly Working from our sleep states both individually and with groups of other Volunteers, Starseeds, Higher Dimensionals and other positive non-physical Beings for a decade and more before that. An even smaller handful of us have been conscious of being incarnate on Earth in these lives to anchor and Embody the evolutionary AP from infancy. Even though many of us have been at this multi-leveled AP since around 1998–1999 which has felt like a lifetime!, some of us have actually been at it since birth in this life, including a good number of past-lives all designed to help us carry out the AP and EP (Embodiment Process) from our current physical bodies here and now. No matter how many more decades you’ve personally lived the AP in this life, congratulations on reaching the physical level 20-year mark in 2018.

  

I’ve never read many people’s AP writings or channelings online or in books because the majority I did read a bit of years ago was distorted a little or a lot, incorrect overall, or reeked of Team Dark a little or a lot. As the AP years pushed on these past 20 years and counting, I knew once we got past December 2012, it would become increasingly obvious to more people (readers) who the authentic and knowledgeable AP teachers and writers actually were and who wasn’t and the wide range of levels between them.

One thing I’ve noticed since 2013 with a small few of the accurate AP writers, including some non-physical beings that channeled material (in my opinion), is a continuation from them of what sounds like judgements, mild insults, and talking down to type language to their readers.

Having said that I am painfully aware of how many times I’ve fallen short (a little or a lot) of actually producing what I intended to write about over the 15 years I’ve written online about the AP, and from a high and compassionate level. Writing about the AP and EP while living it is far more difficult than most realize for a range of reasons. Despite all that, I’m finding that because some of these teachers/writers who are still in 2018, saying certain things in their writings that sound and feel like judgements and mild insults, I’m increasingly having to go my own way, which is pretty much what I’ve done my whole life anyway. I’m well aware of how hard it is to write something and have 100 people read it and have 100 different interpretations of what I wrote and intended to express in my writing. I’ve dealt with this all along because it just goes with the job of writing about the AP and EP online. However in 2018, the NEW is pushing each of us to do this ourselves, and in our own unique ways, and at this time and this current level we’re each at now. As time goes on and we individually get better at being First Embodiers and energetically Sovereign beings in physical bodies, I believe these things won’t exist or won’t matter if they still do. But for now it’s increasingly feeling like, You’d better get really good at doing this yourself people! This is another aspect of becoming energetically Sovereign First Embodiers.

I hope I said just enough about this for most to recognize what I’m talking about without going into details. Recognize how advanced you are at this 20-year mark because Embodiment is a full-time job and way of life, reality and being. ❤

January 29, 2018, was another huge transitional energy shift day. The Total Lunar Eclipse was January 31st for those of you who are also having a time repeatedly locating and confining yourself in linear time. January 29th feels like half a year ago and yet it’s only been a few days. My point is that on the morning of January 29th I suddenly became super freezing cold on the inside from head to toe and shortly thereafter found myself quickly exiting my physical body via falling asleep. I slept most of that day which hasn’t happened to this degree since the big energies of 12-12-2012. The Total Lunar Eclipse two days later had very little affect on me because of what happened energetically on the 29th. Sometimes it’s not the highlighted day that’s important but the time leading up to it. In many cases, by the time we’ve reached the big day be that an Equinox, a Solstice, a Super Duper Whatever Spangled Total Lunar or Solar Eclipse, the whole thing was experienced, lived and Embodied by many PRIOR to the day or days it arrived. We went through another HUGE change energetically on January 29, 2018, two days before the Total Lunar Eclipse on January 31st.

February 1, 2018, was the 20th anniversary of my physical body biological level AP, so what happened that day makes sense to me for more reasons than the obvious. Stair-steps.

For me, twenty years ago it activated as a rapid and severe evolutionary Ascension Process at the physical body level. Twenty years later, it is the ongoing Embodiment Process at the physical body level. On the one hand the AP and EP are the same thing; on the other hand they’re radically different processes due to radically different levels of density, Light, energies, awareness, ability, existence and compatibility with greatly higher frequency Light energies. Twenty years ago I could not have done nor physically survived what I experienced in my physical body and Self Thursday, February 1, 2018. I’m sharing this experience because I know many of you went through your own versions of this in your own unique ways that were tailored to and for you at this precise time too.

With the start of January of 2017, I distinctly felt my ongoing and constantly escalating (by a little or a lot) Embodiment Process happening at greater levels than previously, as should be expected. I remember the day this happened as clearly as the day it happened one year later on February 1, 2018. I’d gone shopping in late January 2017, and while pushing my shopping cart to my car I felt so physically horrible and in such amplified pain that I honestly wondered if I’d be able to drive myself home. I was able to drive myself home but that NEW-to-me January 2017 level of physical pain and whole-body swelling was so severe that I wondered how 2017 was going to play out for the First Embodiers as it started with another EP expansion bang!

Jump forward one year to February 1, 2018, and I was shopping again and while in the store experienced this same amplification about a 100% greater than what it had been for me in January 2017. The physical pain was not only severe but was a whole-body affair and so amplified that I hoped I’d just make it to my car let alone drive myself home! I got myself home, the groceries unloaded into the house and put away. Once all the work after the work was done, I took some over-the-counter pain pills and got horizontal trying to have my muscles stop spasming and the pain stop or at least reduce a good bit. No such luck for hours on February 1, 2018 however. The severe whole-body pain continued for hours and I was not willing to endure that level of physical body pain any longer. I wanted to die and be free of that level of pain and was considering suicide in a way I never have before. Said another way, this was some serious shit going down and I wasn’t willing to suffer at such an amplified level as this was after a lifetime of other physical pains not to mention 20 years of Ascension Process pains. I tried every tactic I knew and nothing worked and it felt like the whole-body pain would break me in multiple ways. It probably would have had I not finally gotten pissed off by it all and demanded an explanation. Ya gotta LOVE the Embodiment Process!

The second I demanded an explanation to why the physical pain was so profoundly severe compared to anything I’ve ever experienced before, that blessed inner voice that sounds just like me said, “Because your Heart isn’t big enough.”

Are the images in this article of a heart expanding multiple times making sense yet? This is why; “Because your Heart isn’t big enough”… for the next level of the ongoing Embodiment.

The second I heard my inner voice Higher Awareness say this I knew exactly what it meant and why etc. I immediately set about making more personal inner adjustments to help my physical body with this painful EP moment at this NEW expanded and higher level. First I fully released and surrendered, then began intentionally breathing into my HighHeart to help it—my HighHeart—expand even more so it could comfortably house more of what was being Embodied at that moment. The second I began doing this the physical pains reduced considerably and eventually stopped altogether, however, what a moment of learning, expansion and further Embodiment it was! And, just so there’s no confusion, this EP will continue in leaps and bounds like this month after month and year after year so don’t think, believe or expect the Embodiment Process to be a once and done thing because nothing about the AP or the EP has or will ever work like that. Stair-steps because the higher frequency energies and sudden expansion would destroy our physical bodies which is exactly opposite of what’s intended with the AP and EP processes.

My heart wasn’t big enough because I was blocked, limited, fearful, hadn’t done the Inner Work or any other such incorrect thing. My heart wasn’t big enough” for another and higher frequency layer of Embodiment to happen on the physical level, comfortably.

The Embodiment Process is ongoing and much like physical exercising and “working out” to create a more healthy, fit and/or attractive physical body is. You don’t exercise only once and instantly have the “perfect body”, it takes time, effort and plenty of repetition before one even begins to see external results from all the hard sweaty exercise work. The same is true with the Embodiment Process; it takes time, effort and plenty of repetition to slowly, safely and comfortably build up and continue expanding the EP. Just like when you exercise with weights to build muscle, over time you increase the weight to build larger muscles otherwise you hit a plateau and don’t increase muscle size but just maintain what you’ve already achieved. Stair-steps.

While I was going through this February 1, 2018 Embodiment Process expansion on multiple levels, I Saw and understood many other related things that were amazing, dare I say profound even. One of the things I Saw and understood was a greatly expanded awareness about Source and Divine Mother/Feminine and how they “make LOVE”. Not “love” but LOVE. Yeah, I know, there aren’t words only HighHeart explosions at higher and more vast levels than the last one. Release and surrender over and over and over and it starts becoming normal…

The other main aspect and side effect of the ongoing Embodiment Process is that of increasingly becoming more and more energetically Sovereign individually. Source-as-Self, Self-as-Source — eventually you become Embodied enough of your Higher Selves and those energy and consciousness levels that you directly physically house enough Source energies to be capable of energetically self-sustaining your physical body and personal reality, plus Consciously Creating much more for yourself and others as well. But to ascend to this level of being in our physical bodies requires repeatedly making our Hearts bigger” so we can Embody more, greater and much higher frequency levels of our Higher Selves, energies, levels and Source. Increasingly doing so causes us to become more and more energetically Sovereign, meaning we’re becoming self-sustained, completely non-parasitic Beings of Light in physical bodies that are conscious of our multidimensional natures and interacting with them from this physical conscious level.

Denise

February 4, 2018

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Intense Structural Changes

I’m sure many of you felt the energies increase and expand to a higher level, not only from our entrance into 2018 (11 energies), but through a second intense sudden shift mid January that instantly redirected and further altered many of us in a number of ways. More of our personal attitudes and focus with certain things, situations and people etc. instantly changed deep within us around mid month, propelling many into greater NEW inner changes individually. Some of these ongoing Embodiment Processes (EP) are instantaneous, from our perspectives, while others are months long and physically painful, oftentimes in very NEW-to-us ways.

With our entrance into January 2018, the inner ear ringing has not only gotten louder for me, but is now a higher frequency tone as well. And for most of January I’ve not been able to tolerate most physical noises. I feared my washing machine running two weeks ago would break my spirit, and listening to anything on the TV was intolerable due to the amplified irritation and pains it caused. I went through periods of this during the early years of the physical level, biological AP over a decade ago. It got so bad back then that I often wore ear plugs when shopping because the typical physical noises, people chattering constantly coupled with endless noises and music coming from store speakers were way too much for me during intense energetic upgrades phases. My central nervous system would quickly start to overload, so to help reduce some of these invasive human sounds I’d wear ear plugs to block out the constant and pain inducing physical noises and voices. What I didn’t expect was that I’d experience this same symptom again over a decade later at much higher levels but that’s exactly what I’ve dealt with—among other things—during this first month of 2018 with its wide range redistribution-like energies

Another side effect of having moved into higher frequency energies this month is needing to sleep much more day and night when able. During the more intense phases (which is basically constant now) when we’re experiencing further energetic ascending and Embodiment, including casting off deeper layers of the old, much more can and is accomplished while we’re physically still and quiet but awake and/or while we’re asleep day and night. Even more time spent in physical silence and stillness has been needed while all this has been going on.

And speaking of sleep, our dreams continue to be something NEW and different too. For months I’m having numerous dreams every night, all of them very busy and active with a lot of other people I don’t know and in locations I’m not familiar with. After weeks of this I realized that, as with everything else in the Ascension Process (AP), we’re not dreaming in old familiar ways and in old lower levels like we’re used to. We seem to be dealing with not only our own but a lot of other people’s ongoing AP dimensional shifting, other-dimensional travels, latest re-directions and ongoing new ascension related discoveries as we all travel through these new and energetically NEW levels and layers. I had a dream recently where I was with a group of strangers (I suspect some of them where you reading this) and we were comparing personal experiences about changing dimensions and how amazingly fluid things are and how we’re about to begin another totally NEW level of all this very soon that will create even greater changes for everyone. There was much excitement and anticipation among all of us because we know that these AP and EP (Embodiment Process) shifts are quickening and expanding tremendously.

I’ve been feeling tremendous energetic all-level changes taking place within my physical body, myself, my consciousness and multiple structures (ongoing Embodiment Process) this month like I’m being cracked open to free myself (ascend further) from old energetic casing structures. These remaining old lower energetic structures have become extremely restrictive in the NEW higher levels and energies so we’ve been living through an intense removal of them while simultaneously Embodying more of the NEW codes and complex higher energetic structures. And it goes without saying at this point, or it should, that this like most all AP and EP processes have periods of fairly intense to downright severe physical pains due to so much structural change taking place on multiple levels within each of us.

Since the August 21, 2017 Total Solar Eclipse that happened at 28° Leo 53′ — which by the way was within orb of conjuncting many Baby Boomers natal Pluto in the late degrees of Leo and early degrees of Virgo — I’ve dealt with severe physical pains and mobility restrictions in my shoulder joints, one elbow joint, arm, neck and spine from the neck around the shoulders level down behind the HighHeart and lower physical heart areas. This has been so severe for the majority of these past six months, that I started thinking something might be “wrong” in those areas because these EP related upgrades usually happen quicker, usually. Not so with this particular one for me however. Also, First Embodiers with natal planets, angles and other sensitive natal spots in those signs and degrees, or within orb of them on either side, have most likely been dealing with these NEW energies in typical Forerunner fashion, meaning it’s been physically painful off and on since the August 2017 Total Solar Eclipse for many of us. The Total Lunar Eclipse Supermoon of January 31, 2018, takes place at 11° Leo 37′, completing this particular removal of more old energy structures and protections etc. combined with deeper integration unification of the NEW Solar and Lunar energies within Leo, the Lion and the NEW HighHeart consciousness and creativity. HighHearts have been expanding and evolving further lately into NEW territories and this will continue throughout this year.

Shortly after the August 2017 Solar Eclipse (that conjunct my natal Pluto), my body seemingly went haywire in this vertical and horizontal physical area so I investigated what was causing these specific pains and seeming Saturn-like restrictions and eventual cracking apart and release. What I perceived was that I was indeed, like many others reading this, being cracked open energetically and freed from specific old energy structures in certain body locations and further evolved, expanded and pushed through yet another energy keyhole so to speak so we can Embody more.

After I perceived this about the highly amplified physical pains, mostly in my joints and bones in the areas mentioned (Saturn and Capricorn), I connected my living this with how Saturn (holds structures in place within physicality) was freed from old negative energy distortions and structures in April 2017. Saturn has become, as all the planets have, transmitters of the NEW higher level energies and NEW codes and how they’re evolving because we are and vise versa. Instead of Saturn transmitting old limitations, restrictions, negative interference distortions and blocks to expansion within the structure of physicality externally and internally, it’s now pushing everything into the NEW with its NEW higher frequency energetic structures. I am very aware however that not everyone has been or will be experiencing this deeper and expanded shattering of old lower energetic structures within themselves and their physical bodies in the same ways and body areas that I have. Just be aware of what and where any old energetic structures have been in and around your body as old energy and etheric protections, structures and old patterns that are currently being cracked open and replaced with more expansions into higher levels of energetic being, consciousness and reality.

Just like the Earth/Gaia has been going through another amplification of ascension expansion and Embodiment of the NEW energies and experiencing more earthquakes and volcanic activity, so too have our physical bodies and selves been experiencing inner quakes and eruptions etc. There is no difference or separation between Earth/Gaia and First Embodiers (and the rest of humanity at their different levels) all going through these latest ascension structural changes.

Hold these issues and processes in your HighHeartmind about Saturn (in Capricorn, an Earth sign, since December 19, 2017) and structural changes taking place now internally and externally, because when Uranus enters Taurus (also an Earth sign) on May 15, 2018, the same day of the New Moon in Taurus, these types of dramatic changes will begin with Uranus and Taurus, and how they’ll be transmitting the NEW energies and codes and not the old ones. Very briefly because I intend to write about just this topic soon, Uranus transmitting NEW energies will suddenly trigger increasing Higher Awareness and NEW higher level HighHeart creativity in more and more people. Taurus transmitting NEW energies and consciousness will activate global humanity to perceive what they personally and individually value, what is of value to humans worldwide, what is attractive, beautiful, peaceful, individually and collectively valuable and worthy of focus and protection. And, it won’t be money. Money and making money and collecting money etc. and it being valuable and valued by global humanity will be changing soon and greatly and only expanding from there on out. Can you imagine Heart being the primary NEW “currency” on 5D ascended Earth? ❤ 🙂 ❤

Like I said many years ago at TRANSITIONS, I’ve never seen any ETs, any Lightbeings, any Ascended Masters or any Angelic beings that carried wallets or purses. Ever. 😉 Who needs money in a 5D ascended/ascending world anyway? They do not. Expect big positive freeing changes coming this year and beyond due to Uranus entering Taurus during the AP and EP. Couple this with both Saturn and Pluto transiting Capricorn, and on April 23, 2018 Chiron enters Aries, we have a full-blown physical Earth world and human consciousness ascension makeover happening! You think the global Old Boys Club is freaking out now over being outed over their sexual misconducts and global male elitism? Just watch when their #1 god—money and power—becomes impotent and disappears like the dinosaurs. Just stay clear of the coming freak outs, tantrums, panic, and lies over all the money stuff. Like everything else it too will be evolved into something completely NEW and improved, but this money issue is a biggie for humanity so continue Embodying the Higher NEW Way First Embodiers.

Someone asked me recently about why Source would only give us an 1/8 of a tank of gas fuel to live off of each day. The fast answer is exactly the same as why the AP and EP processes (which the AP turns into the EP after certain energetic levels have been reached by each individual), have taken so long. Any aspect of any of this would destroy our physical bodies, our psyches’, our central nervous system, our very selves if we tried to do too much too quickly. This is why there’s always been energetic Stair-steps we’re all having to methodically traverse. It’s protection so we don’t try to Embody more than we and our physical bodies are ready or capable of safely doing yet. When I can, when you can safely cope with expanding up to a 1/4 tank of energy gas fuel each day then you/me/we will. Then a 1/2 tank a day and on and on from there as we incrementally Embody more and more of our Higher Self/Selves and have greater direct and conscious connection with Divine Source.

There’s more I wanted to cover in this article but it’s taken me too long to get it done already so I’ll save the other topics for another article. Hang in there everyone and be physically still and wide openhearted for the January 31, 2018, Total Lunar Eclipse Supermoon Full Moon in a couple of days. I expect it to be equally impressive as last August’s Total Solar Eclipse was but in very different energetic ways. A lot of ancient Atlantian and ancient Egyptian stuff is being completed on multiple levels through these two Eclipses by those of us who were at one or both of those ancient locations about 12,600 years ago give or take. There’s more beyond this even but just do your part in all this in the body and life you have now in this timeline of Ascension and Embodiment. We’ve come full-circle and more, and because of this, have been doing a tremendous amount of energy Work in ways we’re not all even fully aware of yet. We’ll celebrate in a bit over what we’re accomplishing right now within the AP and EP process. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

January 29, 2018

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Welcome To The Evolutionary Ascension Process World

 

Recently Courtland asked me why so many teachers and channels within the Spiritual Ascension Communities have said that the current president of the USA — the T creature as I refer to him — is so great, so positive, is “the one” whose causing so much positive change in this country. Here’s where I point out the top main image I chose for this article. It’s to remind everyone that each of us is standing on different energetic Stair-steps of development, consciousness, awareness, focus, abilities, growth, Ascension Process and so on. This has always been the case, but each year since the end of 2012, the gap between different people’s levels of awareness and consciousness has widened tremendously. Hence the Separation of Worlds or as it’s also called, the ‘Bifurcation’ of Worlds. And this great gap between the awake and aware and learning constantly, the awake and less aware, the awake and just starting to learn, the currently awakening, and the still asleep unaware people is NOT going to suddenly go from these many different Stair-step levels to everyone suddenly having the same awareness, development, focus, consciousness, Higher Awareness, and living the Ascension Process in the same way. It has not and still does not work this way even though the Ascension Process is evolving everyone at every different Stair-step level finally now that we’ve reached 2018.

There isn’t anything or anyone within the old lower 3D patriarchal world that was or is or will be “the one” that will magically fix everything or make things right or equal in this country or any other. That is old lower frequency Duality consciousness; disempowered consciousness that constantly projected outside of itself most everything. The T creature is unknowingly doing a very good job of forcing people worldwide to see how Duality functioned in our country’s government and consciousness, and how corrupt it all was and still is. Elephants and donkeys, donkeys and elephants, red and blue, Republicans and Democrats, it was all Duality but it was Duality within an illusion of vast differences and great choices for the people, the voters, but there never really was any. It was all an illusion of choice for the people of this country and was just Duality playing out at that old lower patriarchal level. This is the “end times” of all that, not the beginning of correcting those old systems at that lowly level but of evolving far beyond them all.

People who still believe in and are only capable of perceiving of power and answers, salvation and justice etc. as something outside of themselves and in someone else like a politician(s), ruler, religious leader(s), groups, set of beliefs or whatever are still functioning within the old and very low frequency of the global patriarchal Duality consciousness. Problem with this is that entire system has Expired and has no energies sustaining it or them any longer, and beating that dead horse won’t bring it back to life and power again. That energy, time, consciousness, life and reality has energetically ended and humanity is currently evolving beyond all of it now, hence all the chaos, insanity and high drama.

There’s about 7.5 billion people alive on Earth now which means there’s 7.5 billion individual belief systems and personal takes on “reality” all happening now. Since December 2012, the old global patriarchal frequency, codes and templates fully Expired even though there’s still billions of people worldwide that continue to live their daily lives from that old consciousness and beliefs. The big and really great news about this is that with the start of 2018, 7.5 billion people worldwide are, like it or not, know it consciously or not and most do not know about the Ascension Process at all, 7.5 billion people are now under the NEW energetic influences of the evolutionary Ascension Process and NEW Light, NEW energies, NEW codes, templates, blueprints, emotions and evolving global consciousness.

All 7.5 billion people on Earth now are living in the time of planetary, solar system, galactic and universal evolutionary Ascension whether they’re consciously aware of this fact or not. 2018 activated the NEW for 7.5 billion, so even though the majority of people around the world are still living and functioning in and from the past old lower frequency patriarchal consciousness and beliefs about everything, they are now ALL living the Ascension Process and subject to the ever-increasing NEW Light energies, Codes and rapidly evolving consciousness worldwide. They and their consciousness and physical bodies and all else are, as of 2018, living within the compressed evolutionary Ascension Process and are being positively changed because of it and the majority of them don’t even know this. It’s not mandatory that they do, but it is mandatory for ALL to be living it in 2018 and beyond. If that’s not something they want to do, then they will exit via physical death.

Many years ago I wondered how in the universe this Ascension Process was going to impact, change and evolve the unaware human masses globally. I wondered this and many other related things because 1) Free Will still exists and 2) humanity has always existed on 3D Earth from a wide range of different consciousness levels and development. The personal developmental, focus and awareness gaps have always existed on Earth but it’s been extreme for the past many thousands of years. Because of these two main things, I wondered how the Ascension Process would affect the unaware people without abusing their personal Divine Free Will. The primary answer to that question is that all 7.5 billion souls alive on Earth now during the Ascension Process, Age change, great Galactic Alignment, the “end times” of the global patriarchy, and exit out of the many years of Galactic Alignment and entrance into the NEW Ascending Earth world with its NEW Light and Codes are incarnate now because they wanted to be here for all this. They wanted to live it, witness it, help with it or resist it. These 7.5 billion souls are here now because they’ve earned a rare and special incarnation during these difficult, tumultuous, painful and chaotic times of powerful compressed Ascension Process evolution. Do they consciously remember this? Most do not but that doesn’t change anything for each of them. They’re here to individually live and take part in the universal Ascension Process knowingly and/or unknowingly.

With the start of 2018, the NEW evolutionary Ascension Process Light and NEW Codes and NEW energies and so forth are here on the physical fully finally. The NEW is here and it’s the new normal on secondary ascending Earth world with it’s 7.5 or thereabout inhabitants, all with their 7.5 billion different levels of consciousness, beliefs, expectations, fears, intentions and so on. They ALL now exist on the secondary ascending Earth world meaning they ALL are living under the NEW Codes, NEW Light energies, NEW rules and so forth even though they don’t consciously know any of this.

Since the 1970s I’ve been an etheric “Guide” to many people while I (and they) were asleep and out of our physical bodies. This isn’t something I decided I’d do in my twenties, but was another of my many Soul Contracts I’ve had in this Ascension Process lifetime. Many Forerunners/Starseeds/First Embodiers/Pathpavers have had this particular Soul Contract in these lives and have been “Guides” to certain other people during the sleep state that were ready for that type of one-on-one spiritual, energetic and consciousness educations from us. Stair-steps, even with this because most people in the early stages of their awakening couldn’t psychologically cope with say an ET showing up to teach them certain things. Others wouldn’t benefit from or feel comfortable around a Guide looking like say an Angel or Lightbeing, so many people need their Guides to look human so they can more easily focus on what they’re being taught and not fixate on or be shocked or frightened by nonhuman other-dimensional beings showing up in their lives as personal Guides.

From my early childhood until the start of my first Saturn Return at age 29, my primary etheric Guide was a male being who always appeared in a brown hooded monks robe, but where his face should have been was intentionally blacked-out for this very reason. By him deliberately not allowing himself to present a face to me, he prevented me from becoming fixated on him, possibly becoming infatuated with him, being sidetracked by his appearance, or making our temporary relationship emotionally dependent and so on and wasting our precious and limited years together.

There are numerous different levels to being an etheric Guide to certain people, just like the first image at the top of this article; all Guides—human and nonhuman—evolve and move on to new students over time, especially so during the Ascension Process because everyone constantly learns more, grows more and needs to change and move on to higher, more complex Stair-step levels. This directly ties into the two topics above; 2018 is entrance into the secondary ascending Earth world for about 7.5 billion people and that means they have entered a NEW-to-them phase of spiritual, energetic, consciousness and reality evolutionary growth. This also means that NEW Guides have been and will continue to be added, changing, changed, swapped out, leaving, entering and changing again for these people to help them learn about these evolutionary Ascension Process changes affecting consciousness and external reality and so forth from the sleep state. Why the sleep state? Because so much more can be accomplished very quickly and with less trauma and drama that way for all parties. Because of all this some Forerunners/First Embodiers/Starseeds will most likely experience more changes with this and related Mission Work in their lives now. Just a hearts up co-workers. ❤

Because of the 2018 activation’s of these many NEW changes to mass humanity, the Forerunners/First Embodiers/Wayshowers etc. are going to suddenly be finding ourselves in NEW territory too with NEW etheric jobs be that higher level “Guidance” to certain other humans or any number of other NEW-to-us Mission Work jobs. In other words First Embodiers/Forerunners etc., expect new etheric level clientele if you are to continue being a Guide and counsel certain living humans about the Ascension Process.

Disclosure Is Firstly Spiritual & Energetic

  Most people think of “disclosure” as UFOs, ETs and governments covering up their knowledge of and dealings with certain ET groups and nothing beyond that. However, over just the past couple of months a massive and incredibly important issue was seemingly suddenly revealed to the masses; it was disclosure concerning females and the worldwide inequality and sexual abuses etc. they’ve lived with throughout the thousands of years of global patriarchal rule and consciousness on old 3D Earth. This, like all other old patriarchal issues accepted as “normal” worldwide, have become so “normal”, so accepted and believed to be normal that for many males but many females too, this absolutely necessary first disclosure issue has, is and will continue to happen because in 2017 the return of Divine Mother/Feminine began energetically across the NEW secondary ascending Earth world.

Let’s be honest. If most global males and many females too unfortunately, cannot as yet even think of or honestly consider the possibility that human females are equal to human males and that females worldwide have been used and abused in just about every way imaginable throughout the patriarchal reign on old 3D Earth, then most males are nowhere near ready to be openly dealing with ETs. First things first however, and in the Ascension Process the first thing is the Return of Divine Mother/Feminine energies and consciousness globally on the secondary ascending Earth world. What has been kept suppressed, limited and profoundly reduced on Earth and in mass human consciousness, life, creativity and reality has been the Divine Mother/Feminine, and because of this the first thing that’s being reintroduced back into global human consciousness and external reality for everyone from here on out is the Divine Mother/Feminine energies and consciousness.

Disclosure is happening, just not the way most people, most male people expected it to because it’s spiritual and energetic disclosure. If you want to know about ETs and other dimensional beings and issues etc., then FIRST you must integrate the other half of the freaking human population—females—into mass human consciousness, life, reality and all else on ascending Earth! Profoundly imbalanced humans will never be able to directly meet or interact with higher dimensional ET beings or anybody else while they haven’t evolved into integrated human beings themselves yet regardless of which sex physical body they currently have. Unity begins on ascending Earth and within each and every individual human. Once that’s been energetically accomplished via the evolutionary Ascension Process and NEW Codes and Light energies, then individuals will naturally and automatically be safe and sane enough for most ETs and other off-world beings and higher dimensionals to start being perceived directly by individual humans. Needing, demanding and endlessly expecting the corrupt old patriarchal governments and people to finally reveal that they sold the souls of humanity to negative aliens long ago so they’d have superior weaponry to use on anyone, even their own people and country, won’t matter one bit to individuals who have gained the ability to directly perceive, discern, and telepathically and etherically (for starters) interact with certain other ET beings on their own. You want disclosure about ETs and related information? Then first you’ve got some major evolving to do yourself and first up is integrating what’s been deliberately removed from human consciousness, life and reality on Earth by negative aliens a very long time ago.

‘Information is Stored in Stone & Bone’

Twenty-some years ago I read something channeled by Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian group that said, ‘Information is stored in stone and bone.’ That sentence instantly made deep sense to me as how the Codes, templates, blueprints and DNA levels of the time were embodied by the Earth through the stones (and other elements too) and by humans through their bones. My being a Capricorn, stones and bones have always been prominent in my life and consciousness. I’ve always felt the energies imprinted in them holding those old codes and other energy structures.

In early 2017 when Saturn was hit with seven solar flares, I got very excited about those events because I knew the previous old Codes and negative distortions intentionally done to them by negative aliens and beings were being energetically obliterated and removed by very high evolutionary forces. The physical level global slate was being wiped clean energetically; the old Codes and distortions completely removed because the NEW Codes and energies where replacing them all throughout 2017. Now in 2018, they are the NEW everything for mass humanity which means there’s been and will continue to be some major evolutionary upgrade changes taking place in both physical Earth and stones, structures, physical reality etc., and in physical skeletal structures and bones of every human. Why? Because all the old information stored in them both—the old energetic Codes, templates, blueprints, level of DNA etc.—have been going through an intense and relatively fast process of dropping them while simultaneously Embodying more and more of the NEW higher frequency Codes, templates, blueprints, energies, higher DNA and so on. And right on higher frequency Ascension Process schedule, transiting Saturn crossed the Milky Way Galactic Center at 27° Sagittarius in late 2017 for the last time at that level of awareness, and in December entered its natural home of Capricorn where it will stay until December 2020.

This is another of many aspects of how the old Codes and energies are quickly disappearing and being replaced by NEW Codes and energies in both the physical structural systems on and in Earth and within humans and human bodies too. The Earth and your bones have been aching and hurting because of these tremendous evolutionary and DNA changes.

First Embodiers Learning Personal Energetic Sovereignty

  Over the past few years I’ve often used the term of, our small daily allotment of Source fuel, and how many of the First Embodiers have learned how this works and doesn’t work for each of us. I’ve compared this higher NEW non-parasitic 5D way of being, consciousness, life and reality as having only an 1/8 of a tank of gas fuel each morning when you wake up and you’ve got to learn to conserve it just to get through each day. By the end of each day you’re running your body and life on fumes and are super exhausted. The next morning you get up and start your day again with just that allotted 1/8 of a tank of gas fuel for the entire day. After running out of your daily allotment of Self-Sovereign fuel before the day is over, you quickly realize you HAVE to change how you use your precious energy fuel each day.

In the early stages of this evolutionary Ascension Process change from parasitic feeding off everyone constantly and vice versa, to, learning how to be individually energetically sovereign each day and conserve your small beginner amount of daily Self-Source generated energy fuel supply, some running out of fuel before the day is out happens to us all. I used to watch people older than myself and be amazed at how full of energy they were and how pain-free and how they ran around doing things like it was nothing for them. Most of the time it was all I could do to physically carry out a few normal daily tasks each day and I was dragging around exhausted and in physical pain much of the time. I didn’t understand this painful new discrepancy at first but I eventually realized they were and still are functioning in the old lower frequencies and consciousness of parasitism and taking other people’s energy fuel for themselves left and right and vise versa. I was exhausted and running out of energy fuel late each day because I was not being parasitic and hadn’t yet learned how important it was to conserved my beginner amounts of sovereign energies/fuel.

You quickly learn what you can and cannot do when your daily energy fuel is generated by only you and Source and not parasitically taken from other people constantly. Because of this you also discover that wasting your small beginner amounts of daily fuel on stupid crap, parasitic people, BS, lies, manipulations and all other such negativity is something you can no longer afford to do, put yourself through, or are willing to endure at all. You don’t have the fuel to waste on any of this type of lower stuff so you cut it off and out of your life and reality and slowly continue increasing your daily allotment of Self-Source generated energy. Many of you reading this have lived this way for many years already, but with the entry into 2018, this has become very important for all of us to be conscious of constantly. Being Sovereign means being your own fuel source and Mastering that process and constantly increasing it over time. Parasitism has also Expired and a lot of people are going to have a hard time learning this important evolutionary change.

There’s much more but this is a decent start with many of the huge 2018 changes taking place constantly and finally in all of humanity, not just the Forerunners and Indigos and Pathpavers etc. More to come when Uranus enters Taurus in May 2018, much more, but I’ll save that for its own article because it’s so very important and will be a huge reality and consciousness changing event. Welcome to 2018 and the Ascension Process world!

Denise

January 20, 2018

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Multiple Current Convergent Points

Throughout the decade of the 2000’s, I remember feeling the incredible recurring sensations every time another large Energy Wave was approaching from far off, and to catch it and ride it all the way I would, we would suddenly have to paddle really fast and hard to get our speed up enough to catch that Energy Wave like surfers do and ride it for as long as it lasted. Many of us felt that sensation again very powerfully on Sunday, December 10, 2017, and we paddled hard, caught it and rode that Energy Wave all the way through the 11th and the 12-12 of December 12, 2017, where it has deposited us in yet another NEW higher level, space and location both internally and externally, personally and collectively.

I also mentioned recently about how it’s always felt to me like I’ve been walking backwards down into this life from a higher frequency. This whole article is about how many of you reading this are doing that now and some of the reasons why. Don’t get too heady with the information in this article because it won’t work for you like FEELING it from your HighHeart and beyond that will. Left brain cannot ever paddle hard or fast enough to catch these Waves so don’t waste energy or time trying. Release, expand and FEEL with everything other than your intellect.

As of December 1, 2017 the Milky Way Galactic Center (GC) was, from our current perspective, at 27° Sagittarius 06.0′.  Tomorrow, Sunday December 17, 2017 is the New Moon and it’s happening at 26° Sagittarius 31′, which is a conjunction to the GC. More things end and start tomorrow because of this and multiple other related things.

I wrote an article at TRANSITIONS on December 29, 2012 about the Three Days Life Review all of humanity went through at some point from December 21, 22, 23, 2012 whether it was consciously remembered or not. I was able to consciously remember parts of my personal Life Review that took place for me on December 22, 2012 while asleep and out-of-body during the night. Other things took place the day before and the day after the 22nd, but it was the experiences that happened on 12-22-2012 while I was asleep that were profound and informative. This was a quantum event when it happened in December 2012, and it still is now as we near the five-year mark after it. It, this Life Review everyone went through during those Three Days is directly related to and connected to our “now” in December 2017. As is typical with these types of extra important multiple points within the Ascension Process (AP) and Embodiment Process (EP), I understood/understand when they happen, but not fully because I haven’t lived it all yet. Here’s a link to this old article at TRANSITIONS.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/12/29/on-the-other-side-of-the-12-21-12-three-days-expiration-date-shift-point/

This December 21–23, 2012 Life Review every human alive on Earth at that time experienced is something that’s usually experienced after we exit our physical bodies at death. Because we had reached the great Expiration Date of 12-21-2012 within the time of the AP, everyone was given this Life Review while alive to help each of us review, reassess and make whatever course corrections or other adjustments we and the Divine felt would best assist us in our ongoing AP and EP processes in these current lives. I remember having a face-to-face with some aspect of the Divine about my personal Path as one who Volunteered to come to Earth now to Embody and anchor the NEW higher Light and codes etc. to help humanity and All else on December 22, 2012. I remember discussing some of the things within my Denise Self that I still wanted to Work more on which would automatically aid my other AP related Work as well. It was a quantum discussion with the Divine about what would both help me and my own ongoing spiritual and energetic growth and my Work as a Forerunner/First Waver/First Embodier etc. The two things were/are really only one thing, and due to this Life Review five years ago this month, certain extensions were given to me and all of you reading this to get done whatever it was each of us needed more linear time to do for the benefit of ALL everywhere via this Ascension Process.

The past five years since December 21, 22 & 23, 2012 up to December 2017 has been that extension period for all of us. Now here comes the physical results in the physical dimension and ascending Earth worlds due to the Life Review and five-year extension. I’m saying this because it’s one of many important quantum connection points within the AP and EP processes we’ve Worked on constantly whether consciously remembered or realized or not. You can however FEEL this truth deep in your HighHeart as a growing excitement and determination to see this thing through on multiple dimensions. Congratulations on fulfilling your personal Contract with the Divine during your Life Review five years ago this month. ❤

The next item on my list of things I wanted to mention in this article is about how different, strange, unfamiliar, weird, expanded, isolated, sometimes cold and vast much of 2017 has felt for many Forerunners/First Embodiers/Wayshowers etc. Nothing I’ve experienced this year, or the last five for that matter, have been anything like what I had expected or anticipated they’d be like at this point within the AP and EP. Nothing, and I’m saying this with some conscious memory of my face-to-face with the Divine five years ago about what I wanted to further Work on within myself to better get this AP business accomplished. You can know certain things about something and still not know about it until you live it heartbeat by heartbeat, tear by tear, frustration by frustration, and ongoing expanding joy and freedom like you’ve never experienced before in-body. This is the Alchemical AP and EP down into each and every cell, nerve and fiber of your physical Self and being and it transforms you repeatedly at each Stair-step.

I’ve aged more during 2017 than I have the past entire decade, or at least it’s felt like that to me. I’ve physically hurt like crazy off and on this year with this increasing wildly throughout the second half of 2017. There’s been times when I’ve been literally crippled to the point I couldn’t stand up or walk, lift my arm or turn my head. There’s been times this year where I’ve honestly wondered if I was going to stay in this Denise body much longer because it’s often felt like I couldn’t Embody any more Light into it and survive that process on the physical. Again, that’s what it’s often felt like to me at those moments when it all gets a bit too much. In the next moment however, the severe physical pain(s) I’d been struggling with for days, weeks or months would magically disappear. There’s also been periods this year (since 2015 actually) that have felt to me to be so huge, so expansive, freeing and yet dark and cold and so vast and empty it could make you weep. Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine is not warm and fuzzy but huge and vast, dark and brilliant, more powerful, daring, empty and profoundly creative than most would ever suspect. Needless to say it hasn’t been easy Embodying layer after layer of that increasingly these past five years.

Another thing I want to touch on is how I’ve often felt more isolated this year, not more connected with other people. On one level I have but on another level I’ve felt more alone and seemingly because it’s “normal” for this phase of the EP. I mention this only because it’s another of those weird contradictions of feeling more Unity and connection than ever before while simultaneously feeling more alone and Sovereign on your personal trans-mutational EP journey. Lower self, meet Higher; Higher Self, meet Lower, now merge and dance like no one’s watching! There’s plenty of NEW that needs to be done and created once you two have that Divine Reunion.

I also wanted to mention that I’ve had some of the darkest, lowliest, most EUW type thoughts and feelings this year to the point I’ve repulsed myself. Had I not known better I would have had more lowly thoughts about my having had lowly thoughts! And round and round we go, contemplating circling the drain while the AP and EP pushes ever onward. I’m sharing all these seemingly less than lofty, less than radiant Forerunner type experiences because I know that plenty of others have had them too this year and more. All of us have expected the AP, and especially the EP, do look and feel much different from what we’ve experienced much of the time. Other times it’s lived up to all of our wildest dreams and highest expectations and then is promptly followed by periods of shocking dark thoughts and visions, isolation, confusion and greatly amplified physical pains. Say it with me when you need to; Higher, meet Lower, Lower meet Higher. It helps me to think of these types of things when the extreme contrast between these two levels of being, consciousness, life and reality get so close to each other they cause momentary friction and discomfort from our current perspectives.

Connect all this back to the final December 21–23, 2012 Expiration Date and Life Review we all had then and these last five years read a bit differently. Give yourself credit for all you’ve been through, changed, released, realized, anchored and Embodied since then. We’ve done all that was individually discussed back then which means things are going to be changing dramatically on the physical level from here on out. You can FEEL the Sun changing again right now in greater NEW ways and that’s taking place within each of us as well. There are no instructions to what we’re going through at this point within the EP First Embodiers, so don’t feel bad when things aren’t all shiny and glittery like you might wish they were. They will be again and in NEW and different ways than what you’ve already experienced so just let it all happen and don’t limit yourself with old lower awareness and expectations about the indescribable. We’re all in NEW territory now going through NEW experiences and amplifications.

December 23, 2017 is a ‘Cosmic Trigger’ point to use Sandra Walter’s term and it’s going to be different from all previous ones we’ve been through up to this point due to all the additional Work we’ve done these five years post December 2012. Continue the EP First Embodiers and don’t beat yourself up when things aren’t all lofty and glorious; they’ll return to that when you’re done doing whatever it is that you needed to get done or seen or realized etc. in those un-lofty and un-glorious levels. 😉 Utilize this very special next week (and beyond) and don’t worry about how it looks or feels or doesn’t look or feel. ❤

Denise

December 16, 2017

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