High-Speed HighHeart Shifting

I just had a ridiculous mini epiphany, but such are the ever growing personal side effects of non-linear consciousness and life. It was that it’s June 2021, which translates into it’s only six months until we enter 2022! What?! When did that happen?

From my perspective the start of 2022 was a good bit in “the future”, not a few very short six months from now. This NEW phenomena—which is simply another ascension side effect—has been happening increasingly in Phase 2 and I’ve experienced it enough at this point to finally have a better understanding on what’s actually happening, more accurately, on what’s actually shifted within me. January 2020 was when I first perceived that when 2022 started, we and our physical reality would be fully within the NEW Divine Mother Feminine template energies on ascending Earth. My personal reference point about this is, was, and has been from January 2020 which is why it took me a moment to locate myself within linear time. 

Forty-some years ago I vividly remember a nonphysical higher dimensional being non-physically say to me, and I quote, “Let me locate it within linear time.” I had mentally asked this being a question and when it said this I became aware of how extraordinarily expanded its awareness of realities and linear time and space actually was. I mean, it had to do a quick “cosmos search” in linear time space to find and then give me the answer. That insight was far more important and valuable to me than the limited question I’d asked and the answer I was given. The need to Let me locate it within linear time,” is what I’ve referred to as Spherical Consciousness. My personal increasing Phase 2 experiences from non-linear, quantum Spherical Consciousness now often have me needing to, give me a moment to locate it within linear time!

This article was not about this, or so I thought before I started writing it. This is the Higher Awareness fine art of flowing with the evolving weirdness shifts, surfing the surreal consciousness expansion shifts and learning from every one of them while they’re happening, and not getting hung up on or in linear time space or attached to old lower linear consciousness at this point of accelerated internal Phase 2 SHIFTING consciousness, being and external physical world reality.

Yes I’m deliberately emphasizing certain words by writing them in bold and/or capitalized to draw attention to them and that “the shift” is happening now and has been ongoing for a few years. What I’ve been repeatedly conveying since January 2020 is that “the shift” is where we are now (but many people ‘Can’t see the forest for the trees’) and that the shift is happening within you, your physical body and consciousness. This individual internal shifting process goes hand-and-hand with the external shifting process. What’s important however is what’s shifting within you, your physical body, your consciousness and the growing manifestation of and/or the ongoing expansion of your HighHeart.

You are the shift. I am the shift. The obvious changes happening in and to your physical body is the shift. Your ongoing changing consciousness is the shift. The shift is your changing consciousness. Your manifesting, expanding NEW HighHeart center is a dominant aspect of the shift. Your continually changing life and reality is the shift. You not being able to remain in old lower linear and left brain consciousness and time space is due to the shift taking place within you and your evolving consciousness. Everything is due to, is caused by, is happening because of the internal SHIFTING processes that you and I have been embodying within ourselves and personally experiencing because of it. And there’s so much more to come.

Three paragraphs in and I’ve forgotten what I’d intended this article to be about. This is another reason I write notes for each article, so if and when I get temporarily lost I have them to refer to. Or maybe they too are no longer necessary. 😉

I genuinely hope you get why I’m sharing these seemingly silly awareness consciousness happenings and apparent mind missteps. It’s to help you deal with the same when you’re not where you thought you were but discover you’re somewhere else entirely in time space and functioning from Spherical Consciousness in a higher state, frequency and level of being. Welcome to Phase 2 of the Ascension Process and our NEW, as of this moment, states and levels within it. As I said, there’s much more to come however so flexibility on all levels is essential throughout this profound evolutionary internal shifting process. At the end of all this complete everything shifting we’ll discover we’re fully on NEW Earth.

Glancing at my notes I see I scribbled down something about how ECLIPSES are common periods when some people suddenly, for whatever their personal Soul reasons, decide it’s an easy and appropriate time to quickly die and exit physical life and reality. This has been happening during the May eclipse period and it will continue through the June 2021 eclipse period. I believe the June 2021 Solstice halfway point of the year will also aid greater numbers of abrupt human deaths because we’ve reached another big Separation of Worlds & Timelines shift point in 2021. It’s all about our ongoing rapid preparation to rise even higher and enter 2022 and the full NEW energy templates and codes that are the Divine Mother Feminine. Now there’s a mega SHIFT for humanity and Earth and beyond!

And, this ain’t old lowly limited patriarchal Divine Mother Feminine but something so much higher, larger and more powerful it’s hard to express. SHE/IT is power and powerful and not in old lowly watered-down disempowered foolish limited patriarchal “feminine” ways. SHE/IT will, to many people, seem exceedingly masculine, severe, intense, and fully no-nonsense in SHE/ITS Divine NEW energies, ways, actions and creations. This is NEW Divine Mother Feminine that humanity has never encountered before, and for some it’s going to be hard and unpleasant in many ways to expand and evolve their consciousness to even begin to grasp this NEW higher manifestation of Divine Mother Feminine on ascending Earth and within the first Volunteers that have been incrementally embodying these NEW Divine Mother Feminine energy templates and codes over the past few years. Many are expecting old distorted Mother Feminine and will be stunned stupid by the sheer power and no-nonsense of what’s coming.

Here’s a bit of what I mean about this. NEW Divine Mother Feminine fully implemented on ascending Earth and within NEW humans will absolutely not allow any, any of what has been considered normal across Earth throughout the entire negative patriarchal rule.

Ascending humans would never even think to hurt, harm, steal, use or abuse Earth, the elements, animals, other humans, plants, the air, water, soil etc. NEVER for any reason. Ascending humans will know how to solve problems, improve situations, supply everyone without hurting, harming, using, abusing, distorting, killing or mutilating anything or anyone else to get it. That consciousness simply does NOT exist in ascending, ascended humans existing on ascending, ascended NEW Earth. Your currently evolving shifting consciousness and manifesting HighHeart center is seeing to it.

Victims and victimizers do not exist on ascending, ascended NEW Earth or in any ascending, ascended NEW humans. All that business is also long-gone as is parasitic consciousness and behaviors, left brain only consciousness, the need for social and religious leaders, governments, politics, policing, taxing, mandatory working/employment to have a place to sleep and food to eat etc. All of these old lowly negative patriarchal period things, attitudes, beliefs and behaviors will not exist on ascending, ascended Earth or in ascending, ascended humans.

Another thing I’ve had to learn in Phase 2 has been how to intentionally, deliberately make myself never focus on anything or anyone that’s still existing and functioning within old lower negative Earth world realities. This is somewhat like trying to not let your “monkey mind” run wild while you’re trying to meditate or focus on something specific. You know monkey mind is there, drooling crazily in the background, starving for centerstage in your mind again but you learn to ignore it, to override it, to forget about it entirely. It’s the same thing with this.

In this case you learn to totally and intentionally just not let yourself go back down there mentally and emotionally. You’ve got nothing left back down there in that old lower Earth world and life to get yourself re-entangled with and all worked up emotionally over again for whatever reason. Been there, done that a hundred thousand times and do not want or need to do it again and so you don’t let yourself. You intentionally turn your back on all that, you remove your consciousness and emotional energies from it entirely. You stop feeding it, stop fueling it, stop indulging it, stop being connected to it in any way for any reason. You consciously and intentionally stop yourself from ever again looking back over your shoulder at collapsing Sodom and Gamorrah. You make the decision to remain, fulltime within ONLY ascending Earth world and consciousness and completely ignore everything and everyone that’s not that.

Look on this like intentionally UN-creating. It’s all disappearing anyway but each of us contributes energetically somewhat to its lingering existence every time we mentally and emotionally go back down there again for whatever the reason, even just for a brief moment. Yes we’ve all got loved ones back down there but eventually we’ve got to stop ourselves from having anything to do with any of it mentally and emotionally.

I’ve been dealing with this in myself since summer 2020, and I’ve repeatedly experienced that the more I disengage in all ways with the old lower Earth world the faster it disintegrates. That is how potent and powerful our consciousness is. Where you aim it has instant consequences, especially now that we’re in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process. Are you conscious of your consciousness? Are you aware of where it is? Of what it’s focused on? What it’s creating by focusing on it? What it’s energetically feeding? Personal Phase 2 ascending greater responsibilities and abilities. Conscious Creators always need to be conscious of their consciousness from their HighHearts.

For the first six months of 2021, I’ve been perceiving another NEW incoming section of higher Light energies on approach. They’ve not ever been here before and the closer we’ve gotten to June 2021 Solstice, the closer and brighter they’ve become to where they look to me today like impact with Earth and us is emanate. I suspect they’re June 2021 Solstice related and will fully activate that day to further drive us, uplift us, propel us through the second half of 2021 toward all that awaits our arrival in January 2022. Energy stairsteps…

Rest when you need, sleep whenever you can as sleeping at night this year has been a joke thanks to soap opera-esk like weird dreams every night. Nothing is the same and nothing is fully anchored in the NEW yet but we’re closer now than we’ve ever been so self-care, personal wisdom on tap constantly, minor course corrections when needed, learn from everything, sleep when you can no matter the time of day or night, and be aware of what you’re focused on and why. And, while learning how to navigate quantum Spherical Consciousness and earthly linear time space too, give yourself some room to fumble the ball occasionally. The SHIFT we’re physically in now is one heck of a huge multidimensional and quantum learning curve. We’ve so got this however.

Denise Le Fay

June 4, 2021

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Pathpaving & The Separation Of Worlds

I’m going to start this article by sharing an awake daytime experience I had in the mid-1980s. It happened after spending some time at my mom’s house talking with her and my sister about other things. It happened in front of them not that either of them fully understood what I had just seen, remembered and relived in those profoundly intense few moments they witnesses. For perspective, Harmonic Convergence happened in August 1987; this experience was four years or so before that.

This experience was unusually intense because in the 1980s, the pre-ascension Earth existed in full Darkness and negative control so for me, or anyone else, to suddenly be consciously expanded all the way back up to where this event originated was extreme and incredibly intense on my physical body at that time. In the few seconds this vision and memory and direct re-connection happened, it caused my physical body to sweat profusely and tremble slightly as I stood there reliving this and reconnecting with it consciously as incarnate Denise in this physical timeline of Ascension. Said another way, bridging this great gap between mid-1980’s pre-ascension Earth and where the I AM aspects of ME existed in a very high dimension of Light LOVE was severe. Many of us do this today with no side effects whatsoever because of the ongoing Embodiment Process, but back in the mid-1980s, doing so was another story altogether.

I was suddenly transported and consciously reconnected with my I AM aspects, my Soul Group aspects which consisted of 5–7 individuals. We all were Lightbeings that existed at a very high level. Three more of these same level of Lightbeings presented before the 5–7 of us to inform us—and all others across the Universe—that a ‘Call has been issued from Source for Volunteers to go and assist.’ Details about this weren’t needed for any of us because everyone instantly knew exactly what this was, what it meant, why it was happening and what was required of any aspects that Volunteered for this Divine Mission. I raised my hand and said, ‘We’ll go’. I did not say I’ll go but we’ll go which meant I Volunteered all aspects of my I AM self, all aspects of my Soul Group for this Source inspired Universal Mission.

To describe this I have to talk in linear terms so it makes easier sense but keep in Higher Awareness that this event was and still is quantum, multidimensional and interconnected.

It was a call from Divine Source for Volunteers to drop enough Light to be able to incarnate into the physical dimension in physical bodies on Earth across time for the single purpose of preparing for the coming Universal Ascension Process. My I AM Volunteered aspects all incarnated simultaneously into different time periods and locations on physical Earth many thousands of years apart, all to gain unique earthly experiences such as different Initiations and teachings across time in multiple countries and cultures so the aspect that incarnated into this timeline as Denise Le Fay would have all she needed to be capable of individually reuniting her aspects and more, Embodying, seeding and anchoring the NEW higher evolutionary Light energies and codes into physical Earth for mass humanity. That is what we ‘Volunteers’ volunteered to do and the majority of this Mission Work had to do with us first dismantling, transmuting, clearing and removing tremendous amounts of Dark negative energies created by Team Dark—negative aliens, beings, demons, devils and an assortment of other negative hierarchical entities. In very simplified terms, Phase One of this was a multidimensional cosmic cleanup Mission that would not be easy or safe but a certain percentage of negativity had to first be transmuted and removed and we Volunteered in vast numbers to do exactly that and much more. Phase Two has been more about our intentionally Embodying, unifying, shifting, lifting ourselves, our bodies and Earth and energetically Pathpaving the way for humanity that would be coming up behind us.

Because all this has been and still is quantum, I’ve been as have many of you reading this, consciously aware FROM BIRTH that I intentionally incarnated on physical Earth while it was totally owned and operated by the most negative, human hating, nearly incomprehensible female hating, evil and vile negative aliens and other beings including totally negative humans. My mother used to tell me that I was such a good baby. She could put me on a blanket on the floor and I wouldn’t leave it. What she didn’t know was that my not leaving the blanket had to do with the fact that I was consciously aware of where I was and that it wasn’t good or positive but completely Dark and negative.

So with that as my personal foundation for everything in my life, lives, reality and realities, let’s get to the reasons for this particular article. What I’m going to say next is not because I hate or don’t like or disbelieve the people I’m going to mention. That is not the case at all. What it is a case of is individually different levels, different Ascension related Mission Work and focus, and different Earth worlds. The Separation of Worlds is rapidly becoming something that more and more individuals are clearly seeing, feeling and sensing for themselves and this article is about that.

As some of you know Lisa Renee and her husband Tomas wrote a blog article at their site on November 5, 2018 entitled ‘Disclosure, If You Want It’. I discovered it a few days ago then one of my readers wrote a Comment under my previous article mentioning it and had some wise and insightful things to say about it. I also received an email from another reader a few days ago about it and how she was both surprised and angry over some of the things said in it and about how negative the energies in the movie trailer and its participants felt to her. After this I finally read the entire article by Lisa and Tomas and lastly clicked on the link in it and watched the documentary trailer of the movie ‘Above Majestic’ with David Wilcock, Cory Goode, Jordan Sather and I don’t know who else. I don’t need to watch the entire movie because I’ve energetically known the situation with them and the entire “conspiracy theory” topics in general.

As most of you know I’ve often mentioned Lisa Renee and also have quoted some of her monthly articles and/or blog posts over the years because I personally felt about her writing about Team Dark—the negative aliens and their agendas—much like she stated she felt about David Wilcock & Co. and this documentary movie. I have appreciated Lisa Renee writing about, in detail like no one else, these negative aliens and all the hierarchical Dark others because it meant I wasn’t the only person writing about them and my lifelong experiences with some of them. Team Dark as I call all negative beings is a very hard and unpleasant topic in general so to find anyone else writing about them was a gift for me personally.

Having said that I must be honest and add that by 2012, I was occasionally experiencing repeated moments of growing frustrations with Lisa Renee because, and this is very important, she was not writing about the positive side of the Ascension Process much at all. Out of say 24 articles maybe, maybe one would have a few sentences or a couple of paragraphs about how much positive progress was happening simultaneously to the ongoing negative stunts and tactics by the negative aliens in one of her articles. Since 2013, I repeatedly found myself getting frustrated at Lisa for going on and on and on about the Dark and not talking much at all about the positive progress that’s been happening too. I finally got over this in myself as an issue because it was MINE and not Lisa Renee’s and continued doing and being what I’ve done and been all along. Her path and focus is hers and hers alone same as is the case with David Wilcock, Cory Goode and everyone else, including myself.

We all would like other people to be at our sides and vice versa and honestly understand and do some of the Great Work too but, eventually the First Everythingers fully realize that this isn’t how it works beyond certain levels and that it is all about me doing it myself, and you doing it yourself etc. as empowered higher frequency Individuals which slowly creates a higher frequency Group of matching frequency Individuals. The ‘High Vibe Tribe’ as Sandra Walter has called it, called us; Team Light as I’ve called it, called us.

I’ve always been able to instantly feel, sense, discern and read energies and energies in people, groups and locations etc. so it’s been easy for me to look at people, photos, videos and movies like the one we’re talking about here and instantly know what’s what and whose who and where they’re currently existing energetically within the Separation of Worlds. What’s happening more and more every day now, nearly twenty years since the Ascension Process started on the physical level for the First Everythingers (Forerunners, Wayshowers, Pathpavers, Lightworkers, Lightwarriors etc.) in 1998–1999, is more people are able to instantly sense, read, discern, feel, see and know where other Ascension writers and teachers and other people are within the Ascension Process, the Embodiment Process if they are or aren’t living that and which Earth world they exist on now. This is a very important distinction that explains a lot.

Some of what was said in Lisa and Tomas’ blog article by them both, AND the dank in-your-face negative lower frequency energies that are extremely obvious to Team Light in the ‘Above Majestic’ trailer clip (I have not seen this movie in its entirety and won’t because I don’t need to) are instantly felt, seen, recognized and known now by more people than ever before.

When people cannot honestly tell the difference between Light and Dark, Dark and Light, but calm they know all sorts of things, people, beings, aliens, situations, religious beliefs and reality, they cannot energetically discern their backsides from holes in the ground! They think they know what’s going on but they don’t overall and they believe the rest of us don’t know either but we do and many of us always have. Also I have to say that anyone who believes that wannabe dictator narcissist psychopath Orange Menace Trump is an improvement over previous red and blue political psychopaths is in for some huge revelations. Screaming ‘fake news’ endlessly does not justify a lifetime of corruption, negativity and mental and emotional instability. Corrupt and unstable is corrupt and unstable whether coming from a politician, real estate investor, con man or any other patriarchal profession.

Definition of bifurcation

1a : the point or area at which something divides into two branches or parts : the point at which bifurcating occurs

The Separation of Worlds is not and never has been about only two ascending Earth worlds; one going one way and the other going another way. The Separation of Worlds has always been, from what I’ve seen and known to date, about multiple Earth worlds all separating off of the old lower primary 3D patriarchal Team Dark controlled Earth world and all of them going in different directions. The reasons for these multiple ascending Earth worlds, not only two of them, has been and continues to be because, like everything else in the Ascension and Embodiment Processes, there needs to be many different energetic Stair-steps to the overall Process. Why? Because all currently incarnate living almost 8 billion humans on Earth are not and never have been existing at the same identical level of development, consciousness, awareness, Soul growth and focus and so on. I wrote multiple articles many years ago at TRANSITIONS about this topic and about what we called at that time to help with this concept, Earth or Planet A, Planet B, and Planet A/B. These different titles were used to help people understand that multiple ascending Earth worlds, and one primary descending Earth world was manifesting because more options, more energetic Stair-steps were needed due to the profoundly different levels of consciousness and development in humanity.

In really simplified terms it goes something like this. Earth or Planet A represents the highest of the ascending Earth worlds. Earth B represents the lowest and even Darker more negative descending Earth world for all the individuals who still want to kill others, fight, war, mutilate, exist in extreme chaos and negativity, not take any responsibility for themselves, their actions, thoughts, emotions, lives and so on. And Earth A/B is for the majority of humans currently living the Ascension Process but don’t know it and still are experiencing some duality in themselves and others and the world around them. This is all a Great evolutionary Work in progress and there are multiple Stair-step Earth worlds for humanity as we all continue going through these different Ascension Process levels, phases and layers.

This is why some of us feel the ways we do about what certain other ascension writers, teachers and conspiracy writers and teachers say and claim. It’s also why some of us feel the ways we do about videos and movies and people in them like this conspiracy documentary. It’s NOT because we don’t believe them or don’t believe in aliens, negative aliens, negative alien agendas and so on because many of us always have, and in some cases we’ve known and remember these things for more years or decades than the people, writers, teachers, lecturers and people in these types of documentaries have been alive. It’s not about the topic or topics; it’s about which Earth world and energetic level and level of consciousness, focus and awareness each person is in now. David Wilcock and I don’t even exist on the same Earth world and he would probably find me as energetically “irritating” as I find him and others of a similar lower energetic frequency. This is just what it is and can’t be taken personally at those old lower 3D egoic levels. This is about evolution and awareness and which Earth world you are existing on at the moment.

My sole job in this incarnation has always been to Embody as much and as high as I’m capable of every minute so that I’m able to Embody more NEW evolutionary Light, Codes, DNA and all the rest of it for myself, my Selves, and for all other humans that desire to evolve and exist at much higher levels of being, consciousness, HighHeart and external reality. My job has and never will be about fighting it out with government officials or anyone else over aliens, ETs, UFOs, secrets both on and off planet, black ops and all the rest of it. I’ve lived that stuff and more all my life and not because I was interested in any of it but because I needed a quick refresher course about Team Dark in general on and off Earth when I Volunteered to incarnate as Denise to Embody and anchor the Universal Ascension Process. Throughout the 1970s and 1980s—my twenties and thirties—my Higher Selves would suddenly plunk my etheric Denise self into some of the worse places while in a lucid sleep state so I’d see and experience for myself that Team Dark negative aliens, devils and demons and such exist on Earth, in the Astral, underground in the Moon, underground in the Earth, on and in other planets in this solar system and have controlled Earth and humanity for thousands of years and much more. These things happened to me so I’d consciously know for myself because I’ve personally seen it, lived it, witnesses it, participated in it years and decades before most of these types of things were even thought of by “conspiracy theorist” people.

Okay, enough of this. Find it interesting that Lisa’s blog post and positive mention of this particular documentary movie were both presented a few days before tomorrows November 2018 11-11-11 and other incoming extremely positive incoming Angelic November energies? As with all things Team Dark, you learn to consciously realize it exists, realize they exist and have big plans for themselves to continue existing in any way they can at lower levels but you continue carrying on as a First Everythinger Pathpaveing the NEW no matter what. Yes they exist and yes they’ve done all that many are claiming and far, far more but that doesn’t change anything about why I’m incarnate on Earth now to Embody, seed and anchor the NEW higher energies for anyone else whose honestly desirous of being free of these lowly negative aliens and humans. Same for you reading this. Business as usual in other words fellow Forerunner Pathpavers. Keep Embodying which helps All everywhere to continue evolving even higher themselves. Tomorrow is November 11, 2018 and things are about to begin expanding and improving again at much higher levels and all this needs to be Embodied. Acknowledge but continue doing what you always have. ❤

Denise

November 10, 2018

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Multiple Current Convergent Points

Throughout the decade of the 2000’s, I remember feeling the incredible recurring sensations every time another large Energy Wave was approaching from far off, and to catch it and ride it all the way I would, we would suddenly have to paddle really fast and hard to get our speed up enough to catch that Energy Wave like surfers do and ride it for as long as it lasted. Many of us felt that sensation again very powerfully on Sunday, December 10, 2017, and we paddled hard, caught it and rode that Energy Wave all the way through the 11th and the 12-12 of December 12, 2017, where it has deposited us in yet another NEW higher level, space and location both internally and externally, personally and collectively.

I also mentioned recently about how it’s always felt to me like I’ve been walking backwards down into this life from a higher frequency. This whole article is about how many of you reading this are doing that now and some of the reasons why. Don’t get too heady with the information in this article because it won’t work for you like FEELING it from your HighHeart and beyond that will. Left brain cannot ever paddle hard or fast enough to catch these Waves so don’t waste energy or time trying. Release, expand and FEEL with everything other than your intellect.

As of December 1, 2017 the Milky Way Galactic Center (GC) was, from our current perspective, at 27° Sagittarius 06.0′.  Tomorrow, Sunday December 17, 2017 is the New Moon and it’s happening at 26° Sagittarius 31′, which is a conjunction to the GC. More things end and start tomorrow because of this and multiple other related things.

I wrote an article at TRANSITIONS on December 29, 2012 about the Three Days Life Review all of humanity went through at some point from December 21, 22, 23, 2012 whether it was consciously remembered or not. I was able to consciously remember parts of my personal Life Review that took place for me on December 22, 2012 while asleep and out-of-body during the night. Other things took place the day before and the day after the 22nd, but it was the experiences that happened on 12-22-2012 while I was asleep that were profound and informative. This was a quantum event when it happened in December 2012, and it still is now as we near the five-year mark after it. It, this Life Review everyone went through during those Three Days is directly related to and connected to our “now” in December 2017. As is typical with these types of extra important multiple points within the Ascension Process (AP) and Embodiment Process (EP), I understood/understand when they happen, but not fully because I haven’t lived it all yet. Here’s a link to this old article at TRANSITIONS.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/12/29/on-the-other-side-of-the-12-21-12-three-days-expiration-date-shift-point/

This December 21–23, 2012 Life Review every human alive on Earth at that time experienced is something that’s usually experienced after we exit our physical bodies at death. Because we had reached the great Expiration Date of 12-21-2012 within the time of the AP, everyone was given this Life Review while alive to help each of us review, reassess and make whatever course corrections or other adjustments we and the Divine felt would best assist us in our ongoing AP and EP processes in these current lives. I remember having a face-to-face with some aspect of the Divine about my personal Path as one who Volunteered to come to Earth now to Embody and anchor the NEW higher Light and codes etc. to help humanity and All else on December 22, 2012. I remember discussing some of the things within my Denise Self that I still wanted to Work more on which would automatically aid my other AP related Work as well. It was a quantum discussion with the Divine about what would both help me and my own ongoing spiritual and energetic growth and my Work as a Forerunner/First Waver/First Embodier etc. The two things were/are really only one thing, and due to this Life Review five years ago this month, certain extensions were given to me and all of you reading this to get done whatever it was each of us needed more linear time to do for the benefit of ALL everywhere via this Ascension Process.

The past five years since December 21, 22 & 23, 2012 up to December 2017 has been that extension period for all of us. Now here comes the physical results in the physical dimension and ascending Earth worlds due to the Life Review and five-year extension. I’m saying this because it’s one of many important quantum connection points within the AP and EP processes we’ve Worked on constantly whether consciously remembered or realized or not. You can however FEEL this truth deep in your HighHeart as a growing excitement and determination to see this thing through on multiple dimensions. Congratulations on fulfilling your personal Contract with the Divine during your Life Review five years ago this month. ❤

The next item on my list of things I wanted to mention in this article is about how different, strange, unfamiliar, weird, expanded, isolated, sometimes cold and vast much of 2017 has felt for many Forerunners/First Embodiers/Wayshowers etc. Nothing I’ve experienced this year, or the last five for that matter, have been anything like what I had expected or anticipated they’d be like at this point within the AP and EP. Nothing, and I’m saying this with some conscious memory of my face-to-face with the Divine five years ago about what I wanted to further Work on within myself to better get this AP business accomplished. You can know certain things about something and still not know about it until you live it heartbeat by heartbeat, tear by tear, frustration by frustration, and ongoing expanding joy and freedom like you’ve never experienced before in-body. This is the Alchemical AP and EP down into each and every cell, nerve and fiber of your physical Self and being and it transforms you repeatedly at each Stair-step.

I’ve aged more during 2017 than I have the past entire decade, or at least it’s felt like that to me. I’ve physically hurt like crazy off and on this year with this increasing wildly throughout the second half of 2017. There’s been times when I’ve been literally crippled to the point I couldn’t stand up or walk, lift my arm or turn my head. There’s been times this year where I’ve honestly wondered if I was going to stay in this Denise body much longer because it’s often felt like I couldn’t Embody any more Light into it and survive that process on the physical. Again, that’s what it’s often felt like to me at those moments when it all gets a bit too much. In the next moment however, the severe physical pain(s) I’d been struggling with for days, weeks or months would magically disappear. There’s also been periods this year (since 2015 actually) that have felt to me to be so huge, so expansive, freeing and yet dark and cold and so vast and empty it could make you weep. Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine is not warm and fuzzy but huge and vast, dark and brilliant, more powerful, daring, empty and profoundly creative than most would ever suspect. Needless to say it hasn’t been easy Embodying layer after layer of that increasingly these past five years.

Another thing I want to touch on is how I’ve often felt more isolated this year, not more connected with other people. On one level I have but on another level I’ve felt more alone and seemingly because it’s “normal” for this phase of the EP. I mention this only because it’s another of those weird contradictions of feeling more Unity and connection than ever before while simultaneously feeling more alone and Sovereign on your personal trans-mutational EP journey. Lower self, meet Higher; Higher Self, meet Lower, now merge and dance like no one’s watching! There’s plenty of NEW that needs to be done and created once you two have that Divine Reunion.

I also wanted to mention that I’ve had some of the darkest, lowliest, most EUW type thoughts and feelings this year to the point I’ve repulsed myself. Had I not known better I would have had more lowly thoughts about my having had lowly thoughts! And round and round we go, contemplating circling the drain while the AP and EP pushes ever onward. I’m sharing all these seemingly less than lofty, less than radiant Forerunner type experiences because I know that plenty of others have had them too this year and more. All of us have expected the AP, and especially the EP, do look and feel much different from what we’ve experienced much of the time. Other times it’s lived up to all of our wildest dreams and highest expectations and then is promptly followed by periods of shocking dark thoughts and visions, isolation, confusion and greatly amplified physical pains. Say it with me when you need to; Higher, meet Lower, Lower meet Higher. It helps me to think of these types of things when the extreme contrast between these two levels of being, consciousness, life and reality get so close to each other they cause momentary friction and discomfort from our current perspectives.

Connect all this back to the final December 21–23, 2012 Expiration Date and Life Review we all had then and these last five years read a bit differently. Give yourself credit for all you’ve been through, changed, released, realized, anchored and Embodied since then. We’ve done all that was individually discussed back then which means things are going to be changing dramatically on the physical level from here on out. You can FEEL the Sun changing again right now in greater NEW ways and that’s taking place within each of us as well. There are no instructions to what we’re going through at this point within the EP First Embodiers, so don’t feel bad when things aren’t all shiny and glittery like you might wish they were. They will be again and in NEW and different ways than what you’ve already experienced so just let it all happen and don’t limit yourself with old lower awareness and expectations about the indescribable. We’re all in NEW territory now going through NEW experiences and amplifications.

December 23, 2017 is a ‘Cosmic Trigger’ point to use Sandra Walter’s term and it’s going to be different from all previous ones we’ve been through up to this point due to all the additional Work we’ve done these five years post December 2012. Continue the EP First Embodiers and don’t beat yourself up when things aren’t all lofty and glorious; they’ll return to that when you’re done doing whatever it is that you needed to get done or seen or realized etc. in those un-lofty and un-glorious levels. 😉 Utilize this very special next week (and beyond) and don’t worry about how it looks or feels or doesn’t look or feel. ❤

Denise

December 16, 2017

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