‘All Hearts On Deck’

In one of Sandra Walter’s recent articles she used this great term ‘All hearts on deck’ indicating that, well, it was needed now. I’m borrowing it for this article for multiple reasons.

Before I go any further, this is one of those articles/information where I paused before writing it to inquire and discern at higher levels whether or not it was something I should share publicly now. Usually when what I write about is based exclusively on what I’ve experienced, there’s no need for me to check at higher levels if it’s appropriate to share certain information or not. If it isn’t I sense it and just leave those parts out of my article(s). However, in this case what I’ve experienced was connected to another person, one I admire and respect greatly for their elevated and accurate Ascension related Works. I’m talking about Sandra Walter, so, because another person’s energetic and physical Works were involved to a certain degree with what I’ve experienced, I checked in at higher levels first to decide if my experience would be insightful enough to call for it being shared publicly. I perceived it would so I’m going to go ahead and share what I’ve experienced in relation to Sandra Walter’s (weekly) Sunday ‘Global Unity Meditation’ recently. At first it may sound like I’m talking about a big negativity but I’m not. All hearts on deck remember? Not fear on deck, not weakness, retreat, shock or confusion but all Radiant HighHearts on deck… and bring your Lightwarrior attitude with you for the moment as well. 🙂

Since September 2017, I’ve repeatedly sensed that I should make a PayPal donation to Sandra Walter at the end of December this year. Every time I’ve felt this over these past months I’ve wondered what was up but didn’t ponder it any deeper than acknowledge it and try to remember to do so before this year is up. I’ve never perceived this before with her or anyone else so it has remained a highlighted question point in my awareness since September.

If you are on Sandra Walter’s mailing list and receive updates from her, then you’ve heard about her having been in a car accident Saturday, December 16, 2017. I don’t know any more about this than what she wrote in her latest notification sent out yesterday, December 19th. Evidently she is okay, no doubt feeling rather beat-up, bruised and sore from head to toe however, but her car died in this accident. So there’s my answer as to why I was sensing I needed to make a donation to Sandra by the end of December 2017. All hearts on deck. ❤

The next layer is that for the past three months I’ve experienced energetic and mental interference every Sunday when I’d try to join in with Sandra Walter’s ‘Global Unity’ meditations done weekly at 8:11 AM, 11:11 AM and 5:11 PM. I’d never experienced this before three months ago so this too was another question point in my awareness over why was this suddenly happening to me in relation to my attempting to participate in her Sunday meditations. I repeatedly experienced this same type of negative interference back in 2012, every time I’d reach a certain point within Lisa Renee’s ’12 D Shield meditation’ technique, so this is NOT something new to me or something related only to Sandra Walter and/or her Sunday meditations. This is NOT about any of that, but something else, something that some of you reading this already know all about because you’ve experienced it many times too over these arduous and oftentimes dangerous Ascension years.

In the case of my trying to join in with Sandra’s Sunday meditations over these past few months (prior to three months ago I’d never experienced any interference or problems whatsoever) it was getting increasingly difficult for me to do something that’s usually effortless and immediate. I’m very familiar with what negative interference feels like no matter what latest form it takes or method it tries; you are blocked from entering something you want to enter and/or are repeatedly interfered with in an attempt to derail you or exhaust you to the point where you just give up trying to push forward and go do something else instead. This is Team Dark remaining unseen but doing their best to prevent you from gaining access to a higher frequency. In this case it was to stop me from entering the Group Collective or what Sandra calls the ‘High Vibe Tribe’ to further Consciously Create, assist, build, anchor, Embody etc. via her Global Unity meditations.

It wasn’t so much that this happened to me, again, but it was the timing of it that surprised me and it shouldn’t have but did. Did you catch that I started doing Lisa Renee’s ’12 D Shield’ visualization in 2012 and was almost constantly interfered with? And here we are five years later during the last few months and now days of 2017 and I’ve experienced repeated interference nearly every Sunday when I’d entered Sandra Walter’s Global Unity meditations. Not a coincidence which is telling in itself.

I’m going to backtrack for a moment here and include some information that I haven’t talked much about since 2015 when it started up, again, for me only because I was so glad and relieved I’d evolved to a high enough point there for a while to be out of range from Team Dark (TD) and their always changing tactics, methods and more advanced tools. It was short-lived but so very wonderful to be free of them for a while a few years ago. Once one has tasted true freedom from TD, one never wants to ever have to be affected by them or their devices etc. again. Said another way, this old Lightwarrior Elder got a bit “fluffy” after decades of hand-to-hand combat with TD constantly. Once the attacks and interference reduced and eventually disappeared for me personally a few years back, I relaxed and adjusted to their absence, celebrated, ate too much pie, got casual and thought it was finally over blah, blah, blah. And as we all know, when one gets too much like this something often comes flying back in and kicks you in your tender privates to remind you that, It ain’t over yet dip-shit! 😐 You know what I’m saying and hopefully why I’m saying it now.

By 2015 however there were small but continuous clues I was perceiving each year that TD had changed their tactics and increased their intent from what I was familiar with, and that my past brief celebrations needed to be combined with more stealth and Higher Awareness and to not fully retire my Lightwarrior gear quite yet. I was not happy about any of this but knew that, and this is the super important part, as the negative increased/increases, simultaneously so too was the positive. I know how strange and unnatural that all sounds, and is, but there it is; the old lower negativity doing its best to survive the Universal Ascension Process no matter what while at the same time the NEW is manifesting. Books could be written about just this one aspect of all this…

In the old super Dark days of old TD would simply abduct me from the Astral while I was physically asleep and OOB, because it was so easy, fast and unseen for them. Years after this it became outright face-to-face battles with nonhuman negative aliens and demons and other lesser negative entities and myself. Years after that it became TD using living humans, Portal People, to get at me because I was getting advanced enough to not be so easily reachable by them directly so they increased using other living humans to do their attacks on me and this went on for many long and miserable years too. After that level the TD attacks, tactics, methods and devices etc. seemed from my perspective to have changed rather dramatically and overnight. This happened as best I was able to perceive, post December 2012. Stair-steps, even with them and the Separation of Worlds.

As most of you know my mom had a triple bypass suddenly and unexpectedly in late August 2014, and two weeks later while in a Nursing Home recovering from that she had a related Stroke. Needless to say my attention and energies were suddenly sucked over into all this unexpected mess since 2014, all the while consciously knowing that I was (and my mom too but in different ways due to her diminished mental state) in a very different state and place energetically and physically due to all this and that I needed to be extra wise and aware. Why? Because TD never misses an opportunity to kick someone when they’re down and do as much damage to them as possible because of it all. I’m not being dramatic nor am I exaggerating. I’m being honest about something even I would like to not have to deal with anymore at this late date within the global Ascension Process (AP).

Since the start of 2015, I’ve paid close attention to the new ways that TD influences were affecting me and they’ve all been very stealthy and unseen for the most part. It’s easy to recognize when negative aliens and monsters are trying to bash your skull in or fracture our soul, kill your physical body or drive you mad. It’s easy to recognize when negative aliens and/or monsters are using living humans—Portal People–to attack you, discredit you, disrespect you, use you and so on. What’s not as quickly or easily recognized has been TD’s post 2012 methods which have, for the most part, been about both interference with me when I want to join in with like-others to meditate to Consciously Create more NEW to benefit all, and intense periods of attempting to keep me focused on lower frequency issues, situations, possibilities, concerns and so on. In other words, onslaughts of interference when doing or attempting to do intentional Higher Work while awake such as meditations/visualizations/creation Work etc. combined with amplified blankets of unseen lowly thoughts and emotions designed to keep one in lower levels and within frequency range of direct Team Dark interactions etc. Lisa Renee has written extensively about this, and her December 2017 monthly article, which I haven’t even read entirely yet, talks about these new TD tactics.

My reasons for sharing this short recap of some of my new and different negative experiences since 2014, more so in 2015 and each year since was to show how TD have amplified their attempts to stop the Ascension Process and those of us (Forerunners etc.) Embodying and anchoring in the NEW energies. They want to survive and have prepared for this “end times” too, just as we of Team Light have. This old Duality battle is nearly over now however but these last moments of it are serious, important and not to be taken lightly. Are they going to “win” this? No, it’s a done deal already, this is just us at the physical level finishing up all the Work, layers, parts and aspects.

Back to current energies in current time.

On Sunday December 17, 2017, the day of Sandra Walter’s weekly Global Unity Meditations’ at 8:11 AM I went into meditation to join in this as I try to do every Sunday. This day however, which was also the New Moon which was conjunct the GC (Milky Way Galactic Center) during this week and last month of 2017, once I was in the meditation I clairvoyantly Saw a large dark-colored metal looking barricade blocking my entrance to higher levels of this particular meditation. My first thought on Seeing this was that it was “just me” not focused enough so I gathered up my determination and focus and tried again, and yet again. I even went around this etheric metal barricade impediment not thinking much about it honestly other than it was a minor nuisance and what the hell was it doing there! After trying this and suddenly finding myself back in front of that etheric metal looking barricade, the unexpected happened and is the point of this article.

  There suddenly in my Higher Awareness was a close up view of a lizard (Reptilian) eye and parts of the side of its scaly face staring back at me defiantly. I’ve experienced this exact event a few times many years ago with another nonphysical Reptilian being. It’s evidently the way they prefer allowing themselves to be clairvoyantly Seen; up close and only one eye and parts of one side of their head. It’s as if they’re intentionally looking through a small portal “window” from another dimensional or extradimensional level at whoever it is that they know can See them. They want to be Seen but in this small, limited way and only for a few seconds and then they close that interdimensional viewing “window”.

What this move informed me of was that the etheric metal looking barricade I’d Seen and struggled to get around was intentionally created by them. Mind you this was Sunday, December 17th, Sandra’s car accident happened the day before on Saturday, and I didn’t learn about her car accident until I received her mass emailing notice about it yesterday evening Tuesday, December 19, 2017. Am I suggesting that Reptilians caused Sandra Walter’s car accident? Of course not, although I wouldn’t put it past them to try. I’m sharing all this ONLY to connect some more dots so it becomes ever more obvious to everyone how deep into the NEW and the changes we are at this moment. Team Dark only resorts to stunts like this when they’re desperate and doing their best to derail what’s happening no matter what they do or try to do. I’m sharing all this because these cheeky bastards intentionally revealed themselves to me yet again, and this time while I was trying to enter Sandra’s Sunday Global Unity meditation. I’m sharing all this to draw your attention to the timing of it all now at the end of December 2017. That in itself is another HUGE insight as to how dramatically the global changes are about to become. All hearts on deck now. All HighHearts on deck now for not only self, for all, and for ALL everywhere. This is who we are and what we do. Rest and recuperate well and as long as needed Sandra Walter and thank you for everything you do from every level. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

December 20, 2017

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Multiple Current Convergent Points

Throughout the decade of the 2000’s, I remember feeling the incredible recurring sensations every time another large Energy Wave was approaching from far off, and to catch it and ride it all the way I would, we would suddenly have to paddle really fast and hard to get our speed up enough to catch that Energy Wave like surfers do and ride it for as long as it lasted. Many of us felt that sensation again very powerfully on Sunday, December 10, 2017, and we paddled hard, caught it and rode that Energy Wave all the way through the 11th and the 12-12 of December 12, 2017, where it has deposited us in yet another NEW higher level, space and location both internally and externally, personally and collectively.

I also mentioned recently about how it’s always felt to me like I’ve been walking backwards down into this life from a higher frequency. This whole article is about how many of you reading this are doing that now and some of the reasons why. Don’t get too heady with the information in this article because it won’t work for you like FEELING it from your HighHeart and beyond that will. Left brain cannot ever paddle hard or fast enough to catch these Waves so don’t waste energy or time trying. Release, expand and FEEL with everything other than your intellect.

As of December 1, 2017 the Milky Way Galactic Center (GC) was, from our current perspective, at 27° Sagittarius 06.0′.  Tomorrow, Sunday December 17, 2017 is the New Moon and it’s happening at 26° Sagittarius 31′, which is a conjunction to the GC. More things end and start tomorrow because of this and multiple other related things.

I wrote an article at TRANSITIONS on December 29, 2012 about the Three Days Life Review all of humanity went through at some point from December 21, 22, 23, 2012 whether it was consciously remembered or not. I was able to consciously remember parts of my personal Life Review that took place for me on December 22, 2012 while asleep and out-of-body during the night. Other things took place the day before and the day after the 22nd, but it was the experiences that happened on 12-22-2012 while I was asleep that were profound and informative. This was a quantum event when it happened in December 2012, and it still is now as we near the five-year mark after it. It, this Life Review everyone went through during those Three Days is directly related to and connected to our “now” in December 2017. As is typical with these types of extra important multiple points within the Ascension Process (AP) and Embodiment Process (EP), I understood/understand when they happen, but not fully because I haven’t lived it all yet. Here’s a link to this old article at TRANSITIONS.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/12/29/on-the-other-side-of-the-12-21-12-three-days-expiration-date-shift-point/

This December 21–23, 2012 Life Review every human alive on Earth at that time experienced is something that’s usually experienced after we exit our physical bodies at death. Because we had reached the great Expiration Date of 12-21-2012 within the time of the AP, everyone was given this Life Review while alive to help each of us review, reassess and make whatever course corrections or other adjustments we and the Divine felt would best assist us in our ongoing AP and EP processes in these current lives. I remember having a face-to-face with some aspect of the Divine about my personal Path as one who Volunteered to come to Earth now to Embody and anchor the NEW higher Light and codes etc. to help humanity and All else on December 22, 2012. I remember discussing some of the things within my Denise Self that I still wanted to Work more on which would automatically aid my other AP related Work as well. It was a quantum discussion with the Divine about what would both help me and my own ongoing spiritual and energetic growth and my Work as a Forerunner/First Waver/First Embodier etc. The two things were/are really only one thing, and due to this Life Review five years ago this month, certain extensions were given to me and all of you reading this to get done whatever it was each of us needed more linear time to do for the benefit of ALL everywhere via this Ascension Process.

The past five years since December 21, 22 & 23, 2012 up to December 2017 has been that extension period for all of us. Now here comes the physical results in the physical dimension and ascending Earth worlds due to the Life Review and five-year extension. I’m saying this because it’s one of many important quantum connection points within the AP and EP processes we’ve Worked on constantly whether consciously remembered or realized or not. You can however FEEL this truth deep in your HighHeart as a growing excitement and determination to see this thing through on multiple dimensions. Congratulations on fulfilling your personal Contract with the Divine during your Life Review five years ago this month. ❤

The next item on my list of things I wanted to mention in this article is about how different, strange, unfamiliar, weird, expanded, isolated, sometimes cold and vast much of 2017 has felt for many Forerunners/First Embodiers/Wayshowers etc. Nothing I’ve experienced this year, or the last five for that matter, have been anything like what I had expected or anticipated they’d be like at this point within the AP and EP. Nothing, and I’m saying this with some conscious memory of my face-to-face with the Divine five years ago about what I wanted to further Work on within myself to better get this AP business accomplished. You can know certain things about something and still not know about it until you live it heartbeat by heartbeat, tear by tear, frustration by frustration, and ongoing expanding joy and freedom like you’ve never experienced before in-body. This is the Alchemical AP and EP down into each and every cell, nerve and fiber of your physical Self and being and it transforms you repeatedly at each Stair-step.

I’ve aged more during 2017 than I have the past entire decade, or at least it’s felt like that to me. I’ve physically hurt like crazy off and on this year with this increasing wildly throughout the second half of 2017. There’s been times when I’ve been literally crippled to the point I couldn’t stand up or walk, lift my arm or turn my head. There’s been times this year where I’ve honestly wondered if I was going to stay in this Denise body much longer because it’s often felt like I couldn’t Embody any more Light into it and survive that process on the physical. Again, that’s what it’s often felt like to me at those moments when it all gets a bit too much. In the next moment however, the severe physical pain(s) I’d been struggling with for days, weeks or months would magically disappear. There’s also been periods this year (since 2015 actually) that have felt to me to be so huge, so expansive, freeing and yet dark and cold and so vast and empty it could make you weep. Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine is not warm and fuzzy but huge and vast, dark and brilliant, more powerful, daring, empty and profoundly creative than most would ever suspect. Needless to say it hasn’t been easy Embodying layer after layer of that increasingly these past five years.

Another thing I want to touch on is how I’ve often felt more isolated this year, not more connected with other people. On one level I have but on another level I’ve felt more alone and seemingly because it’s “normal” for this phase of the EP. I mention this only because it’s another of those weird contradictions of feeling more Unity and connection than ever before while simultaneously feeling more alone and Sovereign on your personal trans-mutational EP journey. Lower self, meet Higher; Higher Self, meet Lower, now merge and dance like no one’s watching! There’s plenty of NEW that needs to be done and created once you two have that Divine Reunion.

I also wanted to mention that I’ve had some of the darkest, lowliest, most EUW type thoughts and feelings this year to the point I’ve repulsed myself. Had I not known better I would have had more lowly thoughts about my having had lowly thoughts! And round and round we go, contemplating circling the drain while the AP and EP pushes ever onward. I’m sharing all these seemingly less than lofty, less than radiant Forerunner type experiences because I know that plenty of others have had them too this year and more. All of us have expected the AP, and especially the EP, do look and feel much different from what we’ve experienced much of the time. Other times it’s lived up to all of our wildest dreams and highest expectations and then is promptly followed by periods of shocking dark thoughts and visions, isolation, confusion and greatly amplified physical pains. Say it with me when you need to; Higher, meet Lower, Lower meet Higher. It helps me to think of these types of things when the extreme contrast between these two levels of being, consciousness, life and reality get so close to each other they cause momentary friction and discomfort from our current perspectives.

Connect all this back to the final December 21–23, 2012 Expiration Date and Life Review we all had then and these last five years read a bit differently. Give yourself credit for all you’ve been through, changed, released, realized, anchored and Embodied since then. We’ve done all that was individually discussed back then which means things are going to be changing dramatically on the physical level from here on out. You can FEEL the Sun changing again right now in greater NEW ways and that’s taking place within each of us as well. There are no instructions to what we’re going through at this point within the EP First Embodiers, so don’t feel bad when things aren’t all shiny and glittery like you might wish they were. They will be again and in NEW and different ways than what you’ve already experienced so just let it all happen and don’t limit yourself with old lower awareness and expectations about the indescribable. We’re all in NEW territory now going through NEW experiences and amplifications.

December 23, 2017 is a ‘Cosmic Trigger’ point to use Sandra Walter’s term and it’s going to be different from all previous ones we’ve been through up to this point due to all the additional Work we’ve done these five years post December 2012. Continue the EP First Embodiers and don’t beat yourself up when things aren’t all lofty and glorious; they’ll return to that when you’re done doing whatever it is that you needed to get done or seen or realized etc. in those un-lofty and un-glorious levels. 😉 Utilize this very special next week (and beyond) and don’t worry about how it looks or feels or doesn’t look or feel. ❤

Denise

December 16, 2017

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