Tag: being conscious of your consciousness

Let’s further discuss what some other Ascension writers are currently talking about concerning Team Dark ratcheting up and adjusting their parasitic tactics in 2015 because we’re in the completion years of the Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment. Because of this we’ll all reach the eventual Expiration Date—Team Dark included—of being able to access, switch or “jump” into and out of different timelines. More about these many still available timelines and how many of us have been repeatedly jumping different ones in just a moment.

I’ve written about this before in articles like We Knew Team Dark would make a Strong Last Stand   https://highheartlife.wordpress.com/2015/06/01/we-knew-team-dark-would-make-a-strong-last-stand/   but it sounds like it’s time to share some more about this based on my lifelong experiences with Team Dark. I mention this only because I feel I have a somewhat unique perspective about this issue with Team Dark (TD) and this particular time after the primary 12-21-12 Expiration Date. I’ve intentionally waited to talk about this in any real detail until I’d experienced enough time (these recent years) without TD at my throat constantly. As you know by now, I write about things I’ve personally experienced so you know my material is based on actual physical and multi-dimensional events I’ve lived through multiple times. After spending 60+ physical years on Earth under total TD rule in this lifetime, I’ve worked, waited and watched very carefully for signs that I, as Denise I mean, was actually “ascending” beyond the frequency range and influences of Team Dark. That time has arrived for not only me but growing numbers of Forerunners, plus this will continue for more and more people around the planet.

There are times when some of my readers email me links to other Ascension writers or channeled material and I don’t respond only because I utterly cannot relate to any of it. Let me explain myself.

I cannot relate to it because I am not and will not ever be in that reality or timeline(s) where that/those things happen that some of these Ascension writers and/or channelers are talking about or predicting. That’s why I cannot relate to that particular material. Understand however that I’m not saying I don’t believe in that material and what it’s talking about because I most certainly do based on my own visions over my lifetime, plus what I’m aware of today. However, I’m saying that I will not now or ever exist within a timeline(s) where that, where those horrific TD creations will take place. I’ve already lived multiple physical Earth lifetimes under the cruelty and darkness of Team Dark, and after all I’ve gone through to help uproot and unseat them, I won’t ever exist anywhere where they and that lower level of frequency and consciousness is the so-called norm. Neither will the majority of you reading this so let’s talk about why in case you’re not certain about this issue.

Once I consciously understood the energetic mechanics of being emotionally reactive to the tactics, attacks and attempted ‘Smash & Grab’ maneuvers of TD either directly from themselves or indirectly through living manipulated and/or controlled humans (Portal People as I’ve called them), I finally was able to evolve (rise or “ascend”) above this frequency range of consciousness and reality/life/being etc. This of course took me many years of really intense personal work, misery and sheer frustration, but once I’d integrated enough Duality within myself causing me to move into more 5D frequency range and Unity or High Heart consciousness and reality/life/being, it suddenly was easy and natural to NOT be emotionally manipulated or emotionally reactive to negativity coming from others that was directed at me and just generally within “life”. In other words, I finally reached the frequency range where one naturally and automatically becomes emotionally Neutral to what’s going on with or through others around them. I became what Lisa Renee calls ‘the Neutral Observer’. I won’t water this down and say it was easy for me because it certainly was not, at least certain aspects of it were not, others were but it all took some serious personal Inner Work on my part to extricate (evolve, ascend) myself from that lower level of frequency and therefore consciousness, reality, life, world and being.

Let me add how blissfully wonderful it is to NOT be emotionally reactive in those old lower ways to anyone or anything. It is true freedom, it is peace, it is sanity and every human deserves it and the sooner the better. I suspect this level of frequency, being and consciousness has something to do with what’s been called, ‘Walking on water’. 😉

Once one is free from the lower frequency range where TD exits, feeds and creates from, one exists beyond that range (from 5D and beyond) and is a Neutral Observer because they’re integrated and resolved Duality and become Unified within. At this level of being it’s easier to See and Know the many whys of those other places, worlds, realities, creations and timelines and ‘it’s all good’, even the so-called negative stuff because you know and understand from higher levels of awareness.

Since the start of 2013, I’ve been experiencing less and less direct contact and attacks from nonhuman, nonphysical TD beings. I clearly remember the last physical attack I experienced by nonphysical, nonhuman TD beings however (I believe it was early 2011). I’d been asleep in the middle of the night dreaming when suddenly my dream turned very dark and because I’ve experienced this hundreds of times throughout my life, I knew TD had connected and was intentionally directing my dream, suddenly turning it into a horrific, violent bloody nightmare. That’s when I exit the dream, the out-of-body state (Astral) and quickly free-fall back into my physical body. This time however upon re-entry into the physical dimension and my physical body, Team Dark was right there in my physical bedroom, hovering a foot below my ceiling watching me, attacking me from the Astral and now the physical dimension too.

The attack in the physical lasted about an hour and a half from when I’d intentionally exited the TD created nightmare and I did great battle lying there in bed in the middle of the night while multiple TD creatures did their best to destroy me. I’m not being melodramatic, TD tries to murder some of us Forerunners because of the positive changes (Light, Energies etc.) we’re able to embody and anchor in this dimension. We’ve been in TD’s etheric cross-hairs since birth. Light is easily seen and felt in great expanses of Darkness such as what Earth has been for so long. TD works quickly and forcefully to snuff out any Light that intrudes into what they consider their territory.

What was different about this last physical attack however was TD could only manifest in my bedroom a foot below the ceiling; they could not, for the first time ever, descend any lower into the physical dimension to directly hit, attack me. There was, for the first time in my 60+ years, a cutoff point where TD could not go any further to directly reach me. I fought them mentally and emotionally that night years ago, exhausted but amazed at this profound change and glaring fact that things were indeed improving dramatically. That was the first event that informed me beyond any doubt that things had changed, had greatly improved all the way down to the physical dimension with how they’d always been for me and nonphysical Team Dark. They were literally running out of the ability to reach me directly in the physical. But, because these are some determined, tenacious creatures, I knew they wouldn’t just lay down and die because I wanted them to or because of the second coming Expiration Date to the Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment. No, TD would fight to stay in control and connected to their primary food and fuel sources—physical humanity—which meant they would continue tweaking whatever they needed to in order to not lose what they’ve had for so long. This brings us up to today where the tweaking is manifesting like crazy at certain levels in certain timelines.

I bought these two images a few years ago because they were the closest I could find to visually symbolizing how a Primary timeline/reality/world leads into multiple timelines/realities/worlds. They are good visual aids in helping better understand multiple timelines/realities/worlds and how we’re currently within those multiple timelines/realities/worlds, deciding which NEW one each of us wants to actually call home. The points where multiple lines in the images above representing different timelines touch each other, is I believe what the Hathors/Tom Kenyon refer to as ‘Nodes’. This brings me to another topic I’ve waited to talk about until I understood it better based on my having actually lived it multiple times. That topic is changing, switching or “jumping” different timelines and how we each are doing it, repeatedly, and for the most part aren’t even consciously aware that we’ve changed timelines/realities/worlds! Nonetheless our bodies and central nervous systems most certainly are and for many of us they’re having a painful, stressful time with our repeated timeline jumping. Even with all the Rewiring already done to our bodies and central nervous system and brains, the repeated 2014 and 2015 timeline jumping is affecting many of us in some rather strange and physically painful ways. More about this lovely Ascension related side effect in a moment. 😐

Last month or so I mentioned that I’d bought a “new” (old) house and how every few days I went over to it something in the house and/or in the backyard would be slightly different. I mentioned how one day I’d gone over there and the single tree in the backyard was overgrown and needed trimming badly just so you could walk around in the yard. Three days later I went back and that same single tree was completely dead! Four days after that I went back to my “new” house and the backyard was much deeper than it had been the last time I was there. There were also days when some things in the house didn’t work, but the next time I was there they’d work fine. Rooms would get larger, deeper or narrower and so on until I wasn’t sure what the heck was going on! Then one day I finally realized that I was changing timelines and in going to my “new” (old) house I was however going to a slightly different timeline most days, hence why the tree was dead in one but very much alive and overgrown in another and so on.

I think we’re all somewhat guilty of thinking, believing or expecting that changing or jumping timelines will produce super dramatic and shocking changes, like say, suddenly finding oneself in another country or another planet which I know is happening to some people, but, in this particular case with my “new” house, the changes have been fairly small and unremarkable. Big backyard, smaller backyard; big live tree, smaller dead tree; big living room, smaller living room; something working, something not working and so on. In other words, pay attention to the small stuff because it’s revealing that we’re not always were we believe we are! Oh we knew it would get more interesting and it certainly is isn’t it?

What this has taught me is how responsible I really am for where I end up, from moment to moment now because so many different timelines are easily accessible to us now. It’s not enough during this time of available multiple timelines during the completion years of the Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment to just intend and envision yourself where you want to be; you’ve got to get much more specific and Creative it appears and how great is that actually? Like do you want the tree in your backyard to be alive or not? Dream bigger, aim higher in other words and be specific too evidently.

Between repeated timeline changing more and more of us have been doing and will continue doing for a few more years before the options close down, plus more NEW higher frequency Energies arriving this summer quarter, it’s no wonder our bodies and central nervous systems are overloaded. I’ve finally understood that the intense deep itching I’ve had since May 2015 is related to both these things — my repeated timeline jumping, plus embodying more of the NEW higher frequency Energies this year. The two things are interconnected and they’re causing some of us to have physical body reactions to them both.

My body itches along certain physical nerve pathways from so much higher NEW Energy and repeatedly changing timelines, often multiple times a day. I’ve also discovered that, in my case at least, certain areas where I’ve had old physical body injuries or problems are now having a bit of a harder time dealing with the latest NEW Energies and stress from constant timeline shifting. As usual, your mileage will vary with these latest symptoms so pay attention from your High Heart to correctly discern what’s causing what with your body, nervous system and mind.

The other thing I’ve experienced due to repeated timeline jumping in 2014 and 2015 is what I call “Monkey Mind” gets seriously over stimulated and then requires some work on my part to quiet it all down again and return to my High Heart. The constant timeline jumping makes me hyper, physically achy, sore and mentally exhausted at this point and I have to focus on my High Heart Center instead of the old lower left brained ways to subdue this side effect once I land again. As with all Ascension related things and symptoms, I and my body will adapt to the latest NEW and the repeated adventures in timeline jumping and so will yours. ❤ But when you can, rest and recuperate because all of this is a tremendous strain on our bodies and nervous systems. I had no idea how much so until this year when my physical body suddenly erupted with little skin volcanoes along different nerve pathways.

One more thing about TD’s latest Aquarian Age tactics on humanity. (Aquarius is an AIR sign meaning mental, meaning consciousness, meaning thoughts, thinking etc.) They’re using the new energies of the new Age just as everyone else is, which means we’ve all got to learn to discern the thoughts we have. As a psychic I’ve had a lifetime of learning to discern what thoughts, emotions, projections, intentions, fears, hates, mind’s eye visions and so on are actually mine and which are not. I’m familiar with how Denise thinks and feels emotionally so when a foreign or negative alien thought or emotion happens in my head I know it’s foreign and/or alien and not me, not from me, not my creation but someone’s or something else’s. This is an invaluable higher awareness tool and why I’ve preached individual discernment for years.

As TD tries to quickly stockpile as many energy producing humans as they can before the second and last Expiration Date of being able to access multiple timelines, everyone needs to pay honest attention to what’s rolling around in your head. Just because you’re having a thought does NOT mean it’s always your thought! 😮 I know, I know, but you can learn to discern and when you sense an alien rogue thought rumbling around in your head, never forget that you can simply turn away from it, ignore it, move on to something that you do want to think about or focus on mentally and/or emotionally. Just because some piece of negative Team Dark advertising got intentionally shoved into your head does NOT mean you’ve got to do anything about it other than recognize it, ignore it, roll your eyes at it and go back into what you want to focus on.

You know those obnoxious, invasive, noisy consciousness grabbing, motion-activated advertising machines in stores? You know how when you walk near them they activate and start sales pitching at you? What do you do with them but walk right on past them thinking how damned invasive and annoying they are. You do exactly the same when TD uses this tactic on you. It’s invasive and dark so don’t let them grab or steal your consciousness, your focus, your energy because TD does this to literally pull people into their timeline to have those humans fuel it and feed them in it. If that’s a world/timeline/reality you want to experience, fine, but if not then know where your consciousness and focus is and/or when it drifts and/or is manipulated, tricked or outright grabbed and redirected and get it back to where YOU want it to be. Global energetic sales pitching theft such as this latest Jade Healm business is just that, a Team Dark sales pitch and tactic to draw you into that timeline where it and other horrors does happen.

Look at the images above again and imagine one of those many lines is representative of a timeline where Team Dark still rules and runs that particular world and reality and is where Jade Healm and any other such stuff actually happens. Now look at those many lines in the images above and know that you have consciously, intentionally, deliberately chosen ANOTHER line/timeline where Team Dark doesn’t exist and never will and neither will any of their dark activities. Make a conscious choice in other words, and then know that you are not where any of that sort of stuff is or will happen. Do you want a live tree or a dead tree in your backyard? 😉 Seriously, it’s come down to this for all of us this year and a few years beyond. I’d rather be in my happy NEW place right now and let the TD dark war and consciousness games play out in their timeline that I have nothing to do with. How about you?

The other aspect of this that I’ve learned from having lived it for the past few years is that, once you reach a certain higher frequency, Team Dark can no longer reach you, touch you, attack you, affect you or influence you. You are free of them and their influences and become that ‘Neutral Observer’ to the lowly horrors done by TD and other dark humans.

This isn’t magic or karmic or the grace of god or any other such thing; it’s a natural end result of having done the Inner Work, traversed Duality, integrated it, energetically and emotionally neutralized it and finally evolved or “ascended” beyond it up into a 5D level of frequency which contains HighHeart Consciousness and being. Please don’t forget this and keep it as your motivational tool whenever needed. Team Dark can only attack you, parasite off of you, use you and control you when you are within frequency range of that lower level of consciousness, reality and matching dark timelines TD has been building up and stockpiling for many decades. Which timeline/world/reality do you want to exist in from here on out? If you don’t make the decision and do the required  Inner Work, Team Dark will be ever so happy to grab you, your consciousness and energy to use as human food and fuel for themselves and their remaining timeline. This is the Separation of Worlds & Timelines, which one do you want to be in? Then be conscious of your consciousness and know you are plenty powerful enough to NOT get sucked into any negativity in a TD timeline even when they’re doing heavy recruiting and/or outright kidnapping such as what’s going on again.

Know that you have been and continue to jump different timelines most every day while wide awake, sort of like window shopping different worlds/realities/timelines to get a feel for which one you might want to settle into when the Time Of Choice comes to an end in a couple more years. Think of this as our time of learning about multiple timelines and probabilities and how we had the great gift to experiment, taste test and window shop to better consciously understand how all this business works now. It is a rare gift even though it causes varying degrees of stressful and physically painful side effects on most of us. Eventually this timeline jumping won’t hurt or exhaust us and we’ll have clear conscious knowledge about what it feels and looks like switching timelines in a physical body, which is rare and highly valuable personal information—aka Light.

Know too that you most likely will experience more ‘Smash & Grab’ attempts by TD to kidnap you into their negative timeline for the reasons already mentioned, that is if you haven’t as yet gotten enough lift up and out of that lower frequency range. If you have, then not much of this applies to you as you already know. 🙂

Denise

July 16, 2015

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