Continued Merging: High-Heart Orgasms

heart news I’ve realized for a while now that since the Expiration Date of December 21, 2012, every one of the Forerunners needs to continue doing what we have all along, but now in even more individualized ways. Many of us have reached NEW levels within the Ascension Process and our increasingly NEW merging selves and consciousness in 2014 and 2015, and because of this, it’s time for more changes in how some of us communicate the Higher Awareness information—Light—that we perceive about the overall Ascension Process. For some these small/medium/large changes in us and our perceptions will be received by our readers in different ways, all depending on their current level within this same process. More Stair-steps in other words but what’s new about that?

I’ve said this before a few times since 2007 when I started writing at my first blog but it needs repeating now. We’re all going through the Ascension Process and there are main stages, levels and phases etc. to it but it’s done in those Stair-steps. Within this format we occasionally reach different points where big and real changes take place individually instead of lots of those smaller Stair-steps. When this happens the ongoing evolution is so dramatic in comparison to how we’d been up to that point, that it’s near impossible to continue in the same way one did before the latest transformation. The same is true with how I’ve perceived and expressed what I’ve perceived, learned, experienced, seen and so forth. As I continue growing, evolving, changing and “ascending”, so too of course does what I talk about and how I express it. You the reader will need to expand as well to deal with my inner changes, or, drop away because you can no longer relate to what I’m saying or to me individually. This is perfectly “normal” and representative of our continued evolutionary changes and unique individuality.

My first blog, TRANSITIONS was created in late 2007, and I wrote there because I absolutely HAD to. It was a pre-incarnational Soul Contract for me to write as much as I could as quickly as I could about the Ascension Process and related topics during what I’ve called the Phase One years. It was more important and pressing to me to do this than drawing my next breath, which is usually a sign it’s a Soul Contract you’re feeling the tremendous need to fulfill. The Ascension Light (higher information) that’s archived there will continue helping people coming up those Stair-Steps for a long time.

In late 2013, I knew I needed to create a second blog, HighHeartLife for the people who’ve been living the Ascension Process for a long time, and because of this, have accessed their 5D High-Hearts and have been living there (Forerunners). Stair-step blogs you see.

Then 2014 and 2015 happened to me, and as should be expected, I’ve changed some more thank gawd but because of this, I now need to slightly change the manner in which I write about the Ascension Process and related topics. This change I’m talking about is very NEW and I’m still spinning, in the best of ways because of it, but I felt I needed to explain why growing numbers of the Forerunners of the Forerunners who’ve written about the Ascension Process for many years are now or will be changing somewhat and becoming much more highly individualized with their/my/our spiritual Ascension communications. If this wasn’t happening within us, you should be highly suspicious. Big clue that one. 😉

Some of my writings won’t sound, look or feel different to you at all, while other times you will sense and/or feel this latest change within me that I’m referring to, and guess what, that  is my NEW teaching for you. 😀 You see, the further away we “ascend” from the old 3D methods, consciousness, habits etc., the more fifth dimensional (5D) the communications, teachings, exchanges and so forth will be, and that means there will be less and less of the old familiar reality defining type teaching and communicating being done by me. When I know that some information needs to be communicated in a more linear, direct, straight forward reality defining way like we’re all much more used to, then I’ll write it that way and most likely publish it at TRANSITIONS. When I know I need to communicate information and energies from a nonlinear, less defined, High-Heart, spacious 5D sort of way, then that will continue here at HighHeartLife. However, I now need to create a NEW Category at HHL for my communications, experiences, teachings etc. that I’m calling HighHeart Center. This is the first article to be placed in this NEW class. (Please see them all in the sidebar listed under Categories.)

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High-Heart to High-Heart

Where to even start… I don’t know at this point because I’ve gone through so, so much since 2014, but finally some positive and amazing changes have/are taking place in 2015. As I continue with this we’re going to go way up and then way down and way up again and way down again which just seems to be the way of it now due to some of us existing within higher frequency and consciousness and far more still way down in the old lower frequency and consciousness. Every minute I live this myself in-body on Earth my Love, Respect, Gratitude and profound Admiration for all higher dimensional Beings that have endured our 3D human amnesia, stunning stupidity, unending fears, massive egos, profound selfishness, addicted violence, general insanity, ugly manipulations etc. and have never flinched over any of it, grows tremendously.

So yeah, 2014 wasn’t any walk in the park and 2015 hasn’t been easy by any stretch of the imagination either. Now the amplification happens continuously, hour by hour, day by day, month by month. The ups are way up and amazing, to the point that the high LOVE energies pouring into my High-Heart expands it to the point of blissful, High-Heart orgasmic joy, pain, Divine LOVE and ever-present quantum perfection. This ongoing merging process is beautiful, extraordinary, soul expanding, lower heart shattering, high-heart expanding, blissfully peaceful, perfectly immobile like a ballerina balanced on-point, crystalline and literally high-heart orgasmic.

This latest high-heart in-pouring has been Divine masculine/male and oh how I’ve personally needed that IN my body and Self in this current Denise form and manifestation. I’ve lived, we all have lived for so very long with demented masculine/male energies on Earth, so to finally have what’s normal merge with me/me with IT in my incarnate self in physicality now has been Divine high HOME returning at long last. I’d weep over this except I can’t because my high-heart only knows what’s normal and crying isn’t part of that at this higher level, only beaming is, only radiating is, only wanting every other soul to experience it too is. Nothing can stop the unrelenting Divine desire to help everyone to reach, feel and know God/Source/Divinity within themselves, again. Nothing…

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When your High-Heart embodies some more of the greater, higher YOU in this physical version of you that’s “ascending”, it feels like heart sex, like heart lovemaking, like glorious heart hugs between you/YOU and the Divine and more. It feels like the most profound LOVE, Gratitude and Respect you can comprehend existing within your high-heart with other Divine aspects of both YOU/You/you and Source/God etc. This isn’t easy to communicate and I’d probably do better with pantomime at this point! 😆

What’s really humorous about this is that, as glorious as it is and it is glorious, there’s so much more to come! This is why we have to take these Stair-steps and grand leaps forward incrementally otherwise it would kill us and destroy our physical bodies. So even though I’m drooling giddily over all this luscious merged LOVE energies with this latest Divine masculine/male aspect in myself, I’m well aware that there’s so much more beyond this. Breath, smile, radiate the NEW you because this is just another level.

As has been said by many, the place to go now is your own High-Heart because that’s where the action is happening and will be for a very long time. So, get out of your head and into your High-Heart and get used to that feeling and space and what it feels like to perceive everything from that 5D vantage point. This is the NEW Center, the NEW HighHeart Center, not the old lower mind and intellect. Let your primary perspective and focal point and “home base” ascend/evolve up into your High-Heart and get familiar with it all.

Dying, Resurrection & the ongoing Separation of Worlds

Another aspect of this current phase that’s been really weird (weird isn’t a strong enough word for it!) has been the glaring and oftentimes painful and frustrating growing gap between those people who are not remaining in their physical bodies and working to evolve/ascend them but are physically dying in a variety of dramatic ways now. Right next to that are the people who are remaining in their physical bodies and continue working to continue evolving/ascending them, and the contrast between these groups of humans is blinding, shocking and hard to emotionally cope with sometimes.

On the one hand, I’ve been “dying” all year and slowly “resurrecting” within myself as this merging continues. On the other hand, many people are literally dying and exiting because they can no longer remain in this high frequency Light and LOVE (I’ll always write that word in capitals because I’m referring to a much higher frequency “LOVE” than the old lower “love”) and so they’re exiting their physical bodies very quickly, and as I said before, rather dramatically as well. (We have different deaths just as we have different lives and it’s all to gain more knowledge and hands on physical experiences. Look at everything now from your 5D perspective, not your old lower 3D perspective.)

Example: The other day I got a call from someone (no names or much detail here) informing me that someone in their early twenties blew their brains out about ten days ago. This horror happened a week or so after that persons forty-something husband was shot and killed by police for firing his gun (most likely in a drug induced rage). I don’t know all the gory details nor do I want to. Suffice it to say that I’ve known for over a decade that these two people (and many others) would not survive the Ascension Process and would either die young, or, stay in their bodies and descend to what’s been called ‘Planet B’.

For those of you reading this that aren’t familiar with this term, ‘Planet B’ is another physical Earth world for those people who are not yet done with negativity, dis-empowerment, violence, warring, parasitism, victim/victimizer consciousness and reality, not ready to or refusing to take personal responsibility for themselves and their thoughts, emotions, actions etc. Planet B exists now for all who still want, need or desire to live in a physical world where Team Dark and the negativity is even worse than it was before the Ascension Process began! Those people have this other Earth world to exist in to experience all they want or need to about the Dark and eventually choose the Light.

So there I AM, experiencing stupefying LOVE with the Divine masculine merging in me, my body, self and High-Heart Center (while trying to remember how to get to the toilet when needed) and in the next moment I’m hearing about young people I know (one since age 3) who’ve died suddenly and horribly. Again, the growing gap between these two levels of people, being, consciousness, reality and Earth worlds is becoming something else to witness. Getting to ones High-Heart is one thing, remaining there throughout the chaos and collapse is another thing altogether, but this too is part of our ongoing educations within the Ascension Process and 5D physicality. Like I said, way up and way down and all this can happen in half a High-Heart beat.

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So if you too have been really sick this year and felt like you could physically die without half trying, know that this is part of the Process and that more is and has been going on than just you/me being really sick for far too long. And if you too have experienced increasing merging of some of the Greater within you and your body and being–which makes your High-Heart explode with real LOVE—then things are on track and heading for even greater embodiment of even more. All this and we haven’t reached November and the 11 energies yet! Don’t you just know that the Light Being Angelics (11’s) will be close at hand throughout November as we progress even more. I can feel their steady gaze upon me and all of us, which tells me we’re in for some more fabulous very soon. You ready for 11 and then 12 of December of 2015? It will complete in ways we haven’t imagined yet. 🙂 ❤

Denise

October 28, 2015

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Stresses from Repeated Timeline Jumping

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Let’s further discuss what some other Ascension writers are currently talking about concerning Team Dark ratcheting up and adjusting their parasitic tactics in 2015 because we’re in the completion years of the Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment. Because of this we’ll all reach the eventual Expiration Date—Team Dark included—of being able to access, switch or “jump” into and out of different timelines. More about these many still available timelines and how many of us have been repeatedly jumping different ones in just a moment.

I’ve written about this before in articles like We Knew Team Dark would make a Strong Last Stand   https://highheartlife.wordpress.com/2015/06/01/we-knew-team-dark-would-make-a-strong-last-stand/   but it sounds like it’s time to share some more about this based on my lifelong experiences with Team Dark. I mention this only because I feel I have a somewhat unique perspective about this issue with Team Dark (TD) and this particular time after the primary 12-21-12 Expiration Date. I’ve intentionally waited to talk about this in any real detail until I’d experienced enough time (these recent years) without TD at my throat constantly. As you know by now, I write about things I’ve personally experienced so you know my material is based on actual physical and multi-dimensional events I’ve lived through multiple times. After spending 60+ physical years on Earth under total TD rule in this lifetime, I’ve worked, waited and watched very carefully for signs that I, as Denise I mean, was actually “ascending” beyond the frequency range and influences of Team Dark. That time has arrived for not only me but growing numbers of Forerunners, plus this will continue for more and more people around the planet.

There are times when some of my readers email me links to other Ascension writers or channeled material and I don’t respond only because I utterly cannot relate to any of it. Let me explain myself.

I cannot relate to it because I am not and will not ever be in that reality or timeline(s) where that/those things happen that some of these Ascension writers and/or channelers are talking about or predicting. That’s why I cannot relate to that particular material. Understand however that I’m not saying I don’t believe in that material and what it’s talking about because I most certainly do based on my own visions over my lifetime, plus what I’m aware of today. However, I’m saying that I will not now or ever exist within a timeline(s) where that, where those horrific TD creations will take place. I’ve already lived multiple physical Earth lifetimes under the cruelty and darkness of Team Dark, and after all I’ve gone through to help uproot and unseat them, I won’t ever exist anywhere where they and that lower level of frequency and consciousness is the so-called norm. Neither will the majority of you reading this so let’s talk about why in case you’re not certain about this issue.

Once I consciously understood the energetic mechanics of being emotionally reactive to the tactics, attacks and attempted ‘Smash & Grab’ maneuvers of TD either directly from themselves or indirectly through living manipulated and/or controlled humans (Portal People as I’ve called them), I finally was able to evolve (rise or “ascend”) above this frequency range of consciousness and reality/life/being etc. This of course took me many years of really intense personal work, misery and sheer frustration, but once I’d integrated enough Duality within myself causing me to move into more 5D frequency range and Unity or High Heart consciousness and reality/life/being, it suddenly was easy and natural to NOT be emotionally manipulated or emotionally reactive to negativity coming from others that was directed at me and just generally within “life”. In other words, I finally reached the frequency range where one naturally and automatically becomes emotionally Neutral to what’s going on with or through others around them. I became what Lisa Renee calls ‘the Neutral Observer’. I won’t water this down and say it was easy for me because it certainly was not, at least certain aspects of it were not, others were but it all took some serious personal Inner Work on my part to extricate (evolve, ascend) myself from that lower level of frequency and therefore consciousness, reality, life, world and being.

Let me add how blissfully wonderful it is to NOT be emotionally reactive in those old lower ways to anyone or anything. It is true freedom, it is peace, it is sanity and every human deserves it and the sooner the better. I suspect this level of frequency, being and consciousness has something to do with what’s been called, ‘Walking on water’. 😉

Once one is free from the lower frequency range where TD exits, feeds and creates from, one exists beyond that range (from 5D and beyond) and is a Neutral Observer because they’re integrated and resolved Duality and become Unified within. At this level of being it’s easier to See and Know the many whys of those other places, worlds, realities, creations and timelines and ‘it’s all good’, even the so-called negative stuff because you know and understand from higher levels of awareness.

Since the start of 2013, I’ve been experiencing less and less direct contact and attacks from nonhuman, nonphysical TD beings. I clearly remember the last physical attack I experienced by nonphysical, nonhuman TD beings however (I believe it was early 2011). I’d been asleep in the middle of the night dreaming when suddenly my dream turned very dark and because I’ve experienced this hundreds of times throughout my life, I knew TD had connected and was intentionally directing my dream, suddenly turning it into a horrific, violent bloody nightmare. That’s when I exit the dream, the out-of-body state (Astral) and quickly free-fall back into my physical body. This time however upon re-entry into the physical dimension and my physical body, Team Dark was right there in my physical bedroom, hovering a foot below my ceiling watching me, attacking me from the Astral and now the physical dimension too.

The attack in the physical lasted about an hour and a half from when I’d intentionally exited the TD created nightmare and I did great battle lying there in bed in the middle of the night while multiple TD creatures did their best to destroy me. I’m not being melodramatic, TD tries to murder some of us Forerunners because of the positive changes (Light, Energies etc.) we’re able to embody and anchor in this dimension. We’ve been in TD’s etheric cross-hairs since birth. Light is easily seen and felt in great expanses of Darkness such as what Earth has been for so long. TD works quickly and forcefully to snuff out any Light that intrudes into what they consider their territory.

What was different about this last physical attack however was TD could only manifest in my bedroom a foot below the ceiling; they could not, for the first time ever, descend any lower into the physical dimension to directly hit, attack me. There was, for the first time in my 60+ years, a cutoff point where TD could not go any further to directly reach me. I fought them mentally and emotionally that night years ago, exhausted but amazed at this profound change and glaring fact that things were indeed improving dramatically. That was the first event that informed me beyond any doubt that things had changed, had greatly improved all the way down to the physical dimension with how they’d always been for me and nonphysical Team Dark. They were literally running out of the ability to reach me directly in the physical. But, because these are some determined, tenacious creatures, I knew they wouldn’t just lay down and die because I wanted them to or because of the second coming Expiration Date to the Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment. No, TD would fight to stay in control and connected to their primary food and fuel sources—physical humanity—which meant they would continue tweaking whatever they needed to in order to not lose what they’ve had for so long. This brings us up to today where the tweaking is manifesting like crazy at certain levels in certain timelines.

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I bought these two images a few years ago because they were the closest I could find to visually symbolizing how a Primary timeline/reality/world leads into multiple timelines/realities/worlds. They are good visual aids in helping better understand multiple timelines/realities/worlds and how we’re currently within those multiple timelines/realities/worlds, deciding which NEW one each of us wants to actually call home. The points where multiple lines in the images above representing different timelines touch each other, is I believe what the Hathors/Tom Kenyon refer to as ‘Nodes’. This brings me to another topic I’ve waited to talk about until I understood it better based on my having actually lived it multiple times. That topic is changing, switching or “jumping” different timelines and how we each are doing it, repeatedly, and for the most part aren’t even consciously aware that we’ve changed timelines/realities/worlds! Nonetheless our bodies and central nervous systems most certainly are and for many of us they’re having a painful, stressful time with our repeated timeline jumping. Even with all the Rewiring already done to our bodies and central nervous system and brains, the repeated 2014 and 2015 timeline jumping is affecting many of us in some rather strange and physically painful ways. More about this lovely Ascension related side effect in a moment. 😐

Last month or so I mentioned that I’d bought a “new” (old) house and how every few days I went over to it something in the house and/or in the backyard would be slightly different. I mentioned how one day I’d gone over there and the single tree in the backyard was overgrown and needed trimming badly just so you could walk around in the yard. Three days later I went back and that same single tree was completely dead! Four days after that I went back to my “new” house and the backyard was much deeper than it had been the last time I was there. There were also days when some things in the house didn’t work, but the next time I was there they’d work fine. Rooms would get larger, deeper or narrower and so on until I wasn’t sure what the heck was going on! Then one day I finally realized that I was changing timelines and in going to my “new” (old) house I was however going to a slightly different timeline most days, hence why the tree was dead in one but very much alive and overgrown in another and so on.

I think we’re all somewhat guilty of thinking, believing or expecting that changing or jumping timelines will produce super dramatic and shocking changes, like say, suddenly finding oneself in another country or another planet which I know is happening to some people, but, in this particular case with my “new” house, the changes have been fairly small and unremarkable. Big backyard, smaller backyard; big live tree, smaller dead tree; big living room, smaller living room; something working, something not working and so on. In other words, pay attention to the small stuff because it’s revealing that we’re not always were we believe we are! Oh we knew it would get more interesting and it certainly is isn’t it?

What this has taught me is how responsible I really am for where I end up, from moment to moment now because so many different timelines are easily accessible to us now. It’s not enough during this time of available multiple timelines during the completion years of the Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment to just intend and envision yourself where you want to be; you’ve got to get much more specific and Creative it appears and how great is that actually? Like do you want the tree in your backyard to be alive or not? Dream bigger, aim higher in other words and be specific too evidently.

Between repeated timeline changing more and more of us have been doing and will continue doing for a few more years before the options close down, plus more NEW higher frequency Energies arriving this summer quarter, it’s no wonder our bodies and central nervous systems are overloaded. I’ve finally understood that the intense deep itching I’ve had since May 2015 is related to both these things; my repeated timeline jumping, plus embodying more of the NEW higher frequency Energies this year. The two things are interconnected and they’re causing some of us to have physical body reactions to them both.

My body itches along certain physical nerve pathways from so much higher NEW Energy and repeatedly changing timelines, often multiple times a day. I’ve also discovered that, in my case at least, certain areas where I’ve had old physical body injuries or problems are now having a bit of a harder time dealing with the latest NEW Energies and stress from constant timeline shifting. As usual, your mileage will vary with these latest symptoms so pay attention from your High Heart to correctly discern what’s causing what with your body, nervous system and mind.

The other thing I’ve experienced due to repeated timeline jumping in 2014 and 2015 is what I call “Monkey Mind” gets seriously over stimulated and then requires some work on my part to quiet it all down again and return to my High Heart. The constant timeline jumping makes me hyper, physically achy, sore and mentally exhausted at this point and I have to focus on my High Heart Center instead of the old lower left brained ways to subdue this side effect once I land again. As with all Ascension related things and symptoms, I and my body will adapt to the latest NEW and the repeated adventures in timeline jumping and so will yours. ❤ But when you can, rest and recuperate because all of this is a tremendous strain on our bodies and nervous systems. I had no idea how much so until this year when my physical body suddenly erupted with little skin volcanoes along different nerve pathways.

One more thing about TD’s latest Aquarian Age tactics on humanity. (Aquarius is an AIR sign meaning mental, meaning consciousness, meaning thoughts, thinking etc.) They’re using the new energies of the new Age just as everyone else is, which means we’ve all got to learn to discern the thoughts we have. As a psychic I’ve had a lifetime of learning to discern what thoughts, emotions, projections, intentions, fears, hates, mind’s eye visions and so on are actually mine and which are not. I’m familiar with how Denise thinks and feels emotionally so when a foreign or negative alien thought or emotion happens in my head I know it’s foreign and/or alien and not me, not from me, not my creation but someone’s or something else’s. This is an invaluable higher awareness tool and why I’ve preached individual discernment for years.

As TD tries to quickly stockpile as many energy producing humans as they can before the second and last Expiration Date of being able to access multiple timelines, everyone needs to pay honest attention to what’s rolling around in your head. Just because you’re having a thought does NOT mean it’s always your thought! 😮 I know, I know, but you can learn to discern and when you sense an alien rogue thought rumbling around in your head, never forget that you can simply turn away from it, ignore it, move on to something that you do want to think about or focus on mentally and/or emotionally. Just because some piece of negative Team Dark advertizing got intentionally shoved into your head does NOT mean you’ve got to do anything about it other than recognize it, ignore it, roll your eyes at it and go back into what you want to focus on.

You know those obnoxious, invasive, noisy consciousness grabbing, motion-activated advertizing machines in stores? You know how when you walk near them they activate and start sales pitching at you? What do you do with them but walk right on past them thinking how damned invasive and annoying they are. You do exactly the same when TD uses this tactic on you. It’s invasive and dark so don’t let them grab or steal your consciousness, your focus, your energy because TD does this to literally pull people into their timeline to have those humans fuel it and feed them in it. If that’s a world/timeline/reality you want to experience, fine, but if not then know where your consciousness and focus is and/or when it drifts and/or is manipulated, tricked or outright grabbed and redirected and get it back to where YOU want it to be. Global energetic sales pitching theft such as this latest Jade Healm business is just that, a Team Dark sales pitch and tactic to draw you into that timeline where it and other horrors does happen.

Look at the images above again and imagine one of those many lines is representative of a timeline where Team Dark still rules and runs that particular world and reality and is where Jade Healm and any other such stuff actually happens. Now look at those many lines in the images above and know that you have consciously, intentionally, deliberately chosen ANOTHER line/timeline where Team Dark doesn’t exist and never will and neither will any of their dark activities. Make a conscious choice in other words, and then know that you are not where any of that sort of stuff is or will happen. Do you want a live tree or a dead tree in your backyard? 😉 Seriously, it’s come down to this for all of us this year and a few years beyond. I’d rather be in my happy NEW place right now and let the TD dark war and consciousness games play out in their timeline that I have nothing to do with. How about you?

The other aspect of this that I’ve learned from having lived it for the past few years is that, once you reach a certain higher frequency, Team Dark can no longer reach you, touch you, attack you, affect you or influence you. You are free of them and their influences and become that ‘Neutral Observer’ to the lowly horrors done by TD and other dark humans.

This isn’t magic or karmic or the grace of god or any other such thing; it’s a natural end result of having done the Inner Work, traversed Duality, integrated it, energetically and emotionally neutralized it and finally evolved or “ascended” beyond it up into a 5D level of frequency which contains HighHeart Consciousness and being. Please don’t forget this and keep it as your motivational tool whenever needed. Team Dark can only attack you, parasite off of you, use you and control you when you are within frequency range of that lower level of consciousness, reality and matching dark timelines TD has been building up and stockpiling for many decades. Which timeline/world/reality do you want to exist in from here on out? If you don’t make the decision and do the required  Inner Work, Team Dark will be ever so happy to grab you, your consciousness and energy to use as human food and fuel for themselves and their remaining timeline. This is the Separation of Worlds & Timelines; which one do you want to be in? Then be conscious of your consciousness and know you are plenty powerful enough to NOT get sucked into any negativity in a TD timeline even when they’re doing heavy recruiting and/or outright kidnapping such as what’s going on again.

Know that you have been and continue to jump different timelines most every day while wide awake, sort of like window shopping different worlds/realities/timelines to get a feel for which one you might want to settle into when the Time Of Choice comes to an end in a couple more years. Think of this as our time of learning about multiple timelines and probabilities and how we had the great gift to experiment, taste test and window shop to better consciously understand how all this business works now. It is a rare gift even though it causes varying degrees of stressful and physically painful side effects on most of us. Eventually this timeline jumping won’t hurt or exhaust us and we’ll have clear conscious knowledge about what it feels and looks like switching timelines in a physical body, which is rare and highly valuable personal information—aka Light.

Know too that you most likely will experience more ‘Smash & Grab’ attempts by TD to kidnap you into their negative timeline for the reasons already mentioned, that is if you haven’t as yet gotten enough lift up and out of that lower frequency range. If you have, then not much of this applies to you as you already know. 🙂

Denise

July 16, 2015

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Increase in Multi-D Bleedthrough & Other Anomalies

I’ve noticed a big increase in phenomena and other anomalies throughout April into May 2015, and I’ll clarify what I mean by phenomena and other anomalies in a minute. I’m used to clairvoyantly Seeing different beings, energies and nonphysical, other-dimensional things but this is different, far more vast and downright strange at times even for me.

This transitional phase of the Ascension Process is causing another increase in multidimensional bleedthroughs. The so-called old Veils or energetic boarders between dimensions and their inhabitants seems to me to be nonexistent. This is so because we have moved so far beyond the old 3D location and level of frequency we were born into that we are now within range of so much more life and reality than we could have perceived or coped with before the Ascension Process began. Years ago I mentioned that we’d be incrementally evolving (ascending) into a much larger playground. Well, we’re at the outer edges of that now from our current level of awareness, and it’s up to us to adapt and adjust and get used to there being far more going on around us than most were consciously aware of before.

I’ve experienced Seeing other dimensional structures and beings and other things I wasn’t sure what they were throughout these Ascension years. A few years ago I began Seeing superimposed over actual physical structures in the town I live in, beautiful futuristic looking buildings that are always silver colored (metal?) with clear (glass?) that radiate bright white Light Energy that’s not electricity or some other man-made thing. I’ve seen fifth dimensional and higher “Crystal Cities” that looked just like this but far more delicate, refined and advanced than the superimposed structures I’m occasionally Seeing on Earth now.

Along with Seeing these future crystal-like buildings on this Earth, I’ve been suddenly Seeing new-to-me humanoid beings in my space, such as a few feet away from me in my house and elsewhere, observing me/you/us, the “newbie kids on the Universal block”, with calm interest and quiet respect. Very interesting things starting this spring for far more than just us.

It’s hard to describe some of these new-to-me humanoid beings I’ve been Seeing the past two months. These first connections, these first observances between me/you/us and some of them is short and silent so far as everyone gets to know each other in these NEW ways. Let me add in case anyone reading this is concerned about these beings being negative or “bad” etc. They most certainly are not and are fifth dimensional and higher positive beings that couldn’t interact with us until we evolved (ascended) far enough to be safe to them and safe within the NEW space and level we’re now existing within. This is the beginning of our reentry and introduction back into Universal Society. Hot damn this is exciting to be experiencing in-body, wide awake in the physical dimension!

Some of these new-to-me beings look humanoid in that they have one head, two arms like we do but that’s about the extent of the comparison. Some of them have skin colors and textures (don’t know if it’s “skin” but I’m calling it that just to communicate this) that we on Earth don’t have which makes describing them difficult. One male being I saw last week looked like he had “skin” like a dolphin or whale but was a dark tan color. He was hairless and his eyes were a bit unnerving in their difference but like I said, he wasn’t negative, just very different from anything I’ve Seen so far. We all need to get used to this and not act like crass infantile foreigners when we encounter some new-to-us other dimensional beings. We look and feel equally strange to some of them too. Universal Society etiquette time in other words.

Some other beings I’ve Seen recently in my space in my house I mean, have kept themselves tucked back a bit and just revealed themselves slightly, like they’re giving us both the time to See and sense each other and not freak out or scare any of us. A slow and cautious introduction on both sides which I also find interesting. I half expect some unusual, new-to-me being to pop up somewhere in my life and space with the equivalent of a homemade cake or casserole and happily welcome me to the Universal neighborhood. 😆 Really interesting times we live in now fellow Ascenders!

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Another aspect of this spring 2015 change so far has been a very large reintroduction, re-insertion of the Divine Feminine back into our physical world, consciousness and blossoming NEW realities. I could not be happier about anything. With this vital Divine ingredient back in this NEW way for all of us, old patriarchal reality is falling apart faster than it has been since 12-21-12 Expiration Date was reached. Again, I could not be happier about anything. Sanity now returns. Creativity returns. Real freedom returns, if you have the High Heart and girl balls for it that is. 😉 I hope you get my integrated male/female humor and don’t think I’m merely talking about flipping Duality out from the old patriarchy into the matriarchy. We’ve gone way, way beyond that Duality flipping; we’ve integrated lower Duality and are now NEW unified beings Heart building a NEW unified world reality to match the changes in us, and vice versa.

The ways I’ve experienced the return of the Divine Feminine in this integrated way so far has been nothing short of miraculous for me personally. In case miraculous sounds a bit extreme, you’ve got to keep in HeartMind my current age (63.5) and that I’m female, meaning, I’ve spent all of those decades in a totally male dominated negative patriarchal world and have plenty of scars to prove it, as do most females on Earth. Because of this I’m acutely sensitive to and aware of every time, every moment the old patriarchy crumbles some more and some human (both males and females because there are throngs of patriarchal females) on mindless, heartless autopilot for the patriarchy loses more power over other humans and the world. It’s been amazing and highly gratifying to personally witness this aspect of the Ascension Process where the patriarchal humans with power over others and the world have been increasingly losing their unseen backing as unseen Team Dark is cutoff and disconnected from everything they’ve been used to. Be ready for a few more years of these humans in old patriarchal uniforms—whatever those uniforms may be (governmental, tax, law, law enforcement, military etc.)—to realize that things have changed and they have zero backing, support, sympathy, power, influence and control over other humans and the world as they’ve been used to for their entire lives. They’re energetically empty elitists that have lost their backing, power, support and direction yet are still wearing their old patriarchal uniforms—whatever they may be—getting increasingly frustrated because you/me/we aren’t cowering in fear under their suppression any longer.

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Another aspect of these current changes are some pretty intense body changes—good old Ascension symptoms—that I’ve been experiencing in amplified ways so far in 2015. Because we each are affected by the NEW energies in our own unique ways, not everyone is or will experience these same symptoms or side effects.

One of the changes I’ve been dealing with this year is my body shifting out of what its been in since the start of my biological Ascension Process in early 1999. I was menopausal at that time too which is something my Soul/Higher Self often does; it bundles’ multiple spiritual Ascension Process intensities and events so I get through it all faster…if I survive the bundling that is! Pre-incarnationally it all sounded like a really great plan. Down here, different story altogether. I know you can relate.

With the start of 2015, the ending of the Uranus/Pluto Cardinal Square transits, and the return of the Divine Feminine NEW, much has been released recently from the first phase of the Ascension Process including what our bodies went through, held, endured, transmuted etc. during that phase. All that is no longer needed and is or has all been released, cast off like a heavy dead layer of old wet clothing from some horrible ancient war. That was our old Forerunner, Lightworker, Lightwarrior, Transmuter “uniforms”. 😉

 Because of this early 2015 change, many of us are having some new symptoms, new side effects from both the casting off and the embodying more of the NEW in its place. For me the sudden start of intense deep itching (from the waist down) is one of these side effects and is related to my old lower chakras and spine and how I wasn’t well energetically anchored into the old Earth as a Forerunner of the Forerunners. The NEW is now flowing through my lower half and connecting me to the NEW Earth and that process is causing deep nerve itching which causes skin pain from my excessive scratching. This is temporary and energy related and it too will pass just like all the other horrific symptoms I’ve had. No fear, no worries, no doctors, no meds, just more Light being embodied and flowing through us.

Another symptom is my body is finally releasing some of (I’m intending a lot of!) the weight it gained primarily so I’d survive what all I went through and accomplished since 1999. That fat anchor held me in place throughout that long Ascension storm, but now it too isn’t needed so it’s automatically coming off just like it automatically came on when all this started! Oh happy day huh? Higher activated weight loss finally.

And another symptom is reduced sleep but this too will adjust and/or I’ll adapt to these changed sleep needs, lengths and patterns.

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Another recent huge change I’ve experienced is the end to just about every block I’ve encountered repeatedly for many of these Ascension years. Blocks caused by people, by Team Dark, by my Higher Self, by some of my Ascension Assistants because they knew it wasn’t yet time for certain things to happen down here in physicality for me. I knew it too but wanted them nonetheless. The Divine Brakes have been on for so long that now they’re being released finally I’m literally rushing day and night to keep up with the NEW flow. From dead stop for many years to GO overnight has left me a bit dazed n’ amazed but ever so grateful. I’ll catch up and adapt and get creative once again and it will be ever so good. ❤

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Basically that was the article I’d intended to write about ten days ago or so. Now I’ll share what happened Monday, May 11, 2015 that caused me to ask for donation help while in a state of shock and confusion.

As most of you know I live in southern California and have the majority of my life. I’m intimately familiar with what we here in California call the Shake & Bake. It’s hot here 98% of the year, oftentimes with really low humidity — like 4 or 5% humidity which makes your nostrils bleed, your lips try to fall off because they’re so dry, your hair to look like corpse hair, your skin to dry out, tighten and hurt etc. which is the Bake part. The Shake part is of course the earthquake activity we have here and how we’re so used to the ground literally shaking under us. We shake, we bake, we carry on as usual just like people do in other states and countries with the weather events and such that they deal with.

What I’m not used to at all here is tornadoes or funnel clouds. We get what we call Santa Ana winds here which are horrible dry winds or windstorms in some cases but tornadoes and/or funnel clouds? No, not familiar with those and don’t want to be thankyouverymuch!

Monday, May 11, 2015 was a beautiful day here in sunny SoCal. The temp was about 85, zero winds, sunny skies, only a few wisps of clouds way up high. Typical in other words for this area. And then something super strange happened at my house around 3:30 PM. Suddenly there was the sound of something huge and heavy crash-landing on my mobile home roof which sounded like the world was ending. As the sound is happening I automatically blasted out Light Protection over our house. After a few heart-pounding seconds I got up and checked on my Mom and she was okay but scared and confused too. The cat was hiding under my bed which was fine at that point. The next thing I had to do was go outside and actually see exactly what caused that loud, horrible sound.

Some of my neighbors were already outside looking at my house in utter amazement talking excitedly, asking others if they knew what had happened. My next door neighbor on the south side was outside, hysterical and scared because she and her adult son had been in their house in front of their sliding glass door and saw the thing that caused the damage and it was a small tornado they said. WHAT?! A tornado? The wind wasn’t even blowing, the sky is clear, the weather is perfect, what the hell are you talking about a freaking tornado?!? My mind could not grasp what had happened in near perfect weather with NO winds blowing.

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After twenty minutes or so I finally walked over to the far side of my neighbors mobile home and that’s when things began to make some sense to me. Her entire 60-65 foot-long mobile home awning roof and posts etc. was gone, missing, no, not missing but on my awning roof! I walked back to look at the mangled metal debris half on and half hanging off of my awning roof, then back to look at her missing awning roof again. It took all that before my mind was able to put two and two together. Had it been storming with high winds (or just a Santa Ana windstorm) rain and thunder and all those other typical things I would have instantly figured this all out but the weather was the complete opposite of all that.

No, we had a small tornado or funnel cloud drop down and mess with some of us and just as quickly rise up again and spin off to the other end of the valley to mess with other people. I saw it, the little tornado/funnel cloud thing, spinning way up in the sky a mile away or so carrying with it some mobile home metal siding or something. It was surreal, it was jarring, it was like getting hit on the top of your head by some demented elemental being that then ran away quickly, giggling with mischievous delight.

Next on the tornado scene was a large Code Enforcement Officer in his bulletproof vest because ya just never know how traumatized tornado folks might react! 😐 This man (40 something) is 6’4 and in a bulletproof vest and he’s barking out demands at me (5’2 and a senior living in a senior only mobile park) and my female next door neighbor (67ish) less than a thirty minutes after we just had our houses damaged by “an act of God” as I heard others call it. Typical patriarchal tactics; hit em hard while they’re down and in shock.

He informed us both that we had 24 hours to remove the metal mess from my roof, and 20 days to get building permits and hire licensed contractor(s) to do all the repairs. When someone, anyone like this makes demands on me in the way that he did, I get really pissed and do the opposite. Can’t help myself, I’m a ‘System Buster’, not a get on my knees or kiss ass sort of gal. My Divine Feminine has balls like no other and has never taken this type of patriarchal abuse well at all.

Needless to say I called a handyman who was out the next morning, Tuesday May 12th at 8:30 AM with his truck and trailer to remove and haul away the mangled awning and repair the large hole it created in my awning because we knew rain was coming by Thursday into Friday. As I write this it’s Sunday.

While he’s removing the metal mess the Code Enforcement guy drives up again and either doesn’t see what’s going on right in front of him, or he enjoys dispensing orders at people already under stress from “acts of God”. Wanker. After he drove off the handyman males there working to solve this problem made fun of him, which I thoroughly enjoyed for a change.

Long story short we got my damage taken care of that day and I called Building & Safety to find out what I needed to do and a young female, yes, female checked and returned my call hours later to inform me that I didn’t need a building permit nor did I need to have someone else redo what I’d already paid the handyman to remove and repair. Ha, a bullet straight to the bulletproof vest of you know who. 😆 How Code Enforcement man copes with these female activities and decisions remains to be seen. I suspect not well at all.

One more thing and I’ll end this long ramble.

When I first saw what caused the huge horrible sounds on my roof and the damages it caused, my mouth uncontrollably spewed out loud to that female next door neighbor and anyone else close enough to hear me, ‘God damn it, I’m three or four days away from closing Escrow!’ I didn’t want anyone to know this until my realtor placed a For Sale sign in my front yard, but my mouth let that one escape under the stress of this so-called “act of God”. But, thanks to many of you who made your kind and wonderful tornado donations this past week not even knowing what my personal disaster was, I was able to pay for those awning roof repairs (my tiled house roof wasn’t damaged at all) and removal and keep moving forward…and soon moving out of here altogether. I’ll close Escrow tomorrow or Tuesday. I’ve worked and saved and saved and worked for the past ten years to finally be able to move out of here and into another old mobile home, but one that’s on its own land so I’ll have no rent to pay every month. I want all of you who’ve helped me knowingly and unknowingly with your donation/donations to know that YOU have helped me accomplish this in these NEW High Heart ways. Thank you, thank you, thank you each so very much.

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Denise

May 17, 2015

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The Fish are Dead – Long Live the Waves!

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Can you feel it? Can you feel the kicking and thrashing slipping away of the old sticky Piscean Age and all that went with it? Feels grand, and another huge chunk of it got swept out by another of many NEW Aquarian Light Wave blasts during March 2015. Out with the sticky and distorted old, and in with the NEW higher electrified Waves. Yet another incarnation lived on the volatile and difficult cusp of two Astrological Ages grinding against each other as the old one slowly and stubbornly exits and the new one pushes in.

It’s getting more and more difficult for me to keep track of what happened when. Where am I today? Did I actually do that thing physically or did I just think about doing it? Did I dream that or did it happen in the physical dimension? Why does reality look different today from how it looked yesterday? And speaking of dreams, we’ve had some epic weird and unpleasant ones this 2015 winter quarter into spring period haven’t we? 😮

What I’m increasingly discovering in my life and reality lately are the wild and crazy differences between being in the higher frequency Now Moment vs. functioning in the old lower frequency, lower consciousness linear perception of time in physicality. When I downshift back into my old intellect and linear time/thinking, I find I’m constantly rushing around exhausted and frustrated by the old everything and most everyone in it who still lives and wholeheartedly feels like it’s the only way to live and work. It’s a broken, corrupt, sick system (all of them) and they’re circling the drain faster and faster and everyone is rushing trying to keep up with them coming apart. It’s incredibly frustrating to me to still have to deal with these old patriarchal systems and their human devotees (employees) when I desire something so far beyond all this. I know most of you feel the same.

Then when I get myself back into my High Heart I find doing just that places me in the Now Moment. The High Heart is the Now Moment — the Now Moment is the High Heart. It’s been the jumping or shifting back and forth between these two levels of frequency, consciousness, being, dimension, and physical earth worlds that has made these two very different frequency levels extremely conscious to me, to Denise in a physical body in a physical life. We’re being schooled, educated very intensely and have been since the start of 2014 from my perspective, and this is just one aspect of that NEW education but it’s a really important aspect!

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Another layer (and there’s many) of being in and functioning from the High Heart Now Moment is, I’m increasingly discovering, that it automatically puts one in what I’ve called Spherical Consciousness. I bought this vector image because it visually looks somewhat like how Spherical Consciousness feels to me at this point of my ongoing expanding awareness. All of those small solid gold circles on the larger open sphere are vast points of perception, points of being and seeing all things.

From one point or position in Spherical Consciousness, the things being viewed or perceived looks and feels very differently from how it does when you/me/we shift ourselves around on the larger open sphere to view/perceive from another point (represented by the smaller solid spheres). In an instant you/me/we can and are functioning with Spherical Consciousness from one point then another then another and another point of view/perspective. Multiple points of perspective in other words and this is happening in not only one dimension but multiple dimensions! It always has, but what’s changing with this is this version of you/me/we living the Ascension Process in physicality are expanding, evolving, “ascending” our physical selves (aspects) and consciousness to be able to safely and without going insane or getting seriously lost into fully conscious Multidimensional being, awareness, responsibility and greater Creativity — greater Conscious Creativity.

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Jumping back a moment to the old patriarchal systems circling the drain faster every day now and the unaware human devotees of and to those old corrupt negative systems — employees, their jobs, careers, titles, incomes, monies, ego-based positions of power over other people etc.

I’m working on another article about this topic alone because it’s very important to discuss in greater detail now even though it’s unpleasant and dark. I’ll publish that article as soon as I get it finished but I need to include this topic—what I’ve called portal people or Team Dark (TD) humans—here briefly.

My blanket term portal people covers all living unaware humans who are functioning at the old lower levels of consciousness, ego, Duality etc. and because of this are also easily used, manipulated, controlled and directed by nonhuman, nonphysical TD beings/aliens/entities. This horrible situation becomes vastly worse if you are Team Light (TL) — a Forerunner, Lightworker, Pathpaver, Volunteer, Wayshower, Indigo etc. physically on earth now to assist with the Ascension Process. TD will target you/me/us of TL because TD sees us as the great enemy.

Where all this becomes painfully frustrating not to mention occasionally downright dangerous is that these nonhuman entities USE lower consciousness and frequency humans to get at (attack, harass, make miserable, derail, sidetrack, wound, make ill or worse) those of the Light, including anyone starting to wake up and evolve. This is why anyone starting to wake up, expand their consciousness and extricate themselves from the narrow lowly TD frequency range will typically come under some form of psychic/etheric attacks by TD in an attempt to stop them, prevent them, or simply terrorize them right back down into the old lower frequency, state of being and consciousness. There have always been vicious etheric guard dogs protecting the global junk yard keeping Light out and Dark in. However, the Ascension Process has and is changing all that. It just gets difficult at times… and that was me being very gentle with this topic.

My point about the portal people is that they’ve been ratcheted up a few more notches in 2014 and 2015 due to the constant and increasing Divine cosmic Light pressures to evolve now or go elsewhere and all this is becoming nearly unbearable for both sides. If you’ve had to deal with any of the old patriarchal systems (and which ones aren’t!?), then you too have felt and dealt with more and more portal people deliberately messing with and/or attacking you because you’re radiating Light everywhere. Because of this they try to slow you down in any way(s) they can, make you physically ill, mentally confused, emotionally frustrated and so on. I’ve encountered this amplification in almost every person (not all of course) I come into contact with and it has been and still is frustrating and heartbreaking that the majority of humans aren’t even aware of how they’re used by TD to hurt other humans and Forerunners and keep the Light out of the old junk yard.

This situation had gotten so severe for me that I didn’t think I’d be able to move through all the portal people but thankfully the March 2015 Equinox reduced a good chunk of this and opened the way forward once again. The portal people situation will continue for a good while so figure it out fellow Planetary Up-lifters. It gets easier the farther into this we all go, however it isn’t always easy so pay attention and make whatever adjustments in yourself that you need to at the time. This will ease up over time but be smart, be wise, be aware and do your best to not let them pull you out of your High Heart space/frequency. Easier said than done I certainly know but that’s what we’re dealing with now in greatly amplified ways.

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Another thing I wanted to mention that’s been amplified once again over the winter months of 2015 (summer months in the southern Hemisphere) and into March has been the growing sensation that the very ground under my feet is gone or is very unstable, soft and dropping away. That plus hearing weird sounds again in the air around me like the very world is cracking, creaking, groaning under the energetic pressures and literally coming apart. It probably is. I’ve heard these weird sounds again since December 2014, and I know the majority of them are not physically created sounds but energetic repercussions in the space around me. Could this be some more of the Separation of Worlds? I sense it is but wanted to mention it because I know many of you have been hearing and feeling these latest changes and sounds too.

And as is often the case when great chunks of negativity is being broken up and moved some more by more Light coming in, some of us will See or feel or sense small pockets of that Dark, toxic energy on the move in the space around us. Much has been and still is being removed that needs to but it sure can feel weird and highly unpleasant at times when it wafts through some room in your house!

And lastly I feel compelled to mention that during these times when another round of negativity is being evicted, some of us will have lucid dreams (yet again) where we experience some horrific event/events done by living humans to other humans someplace on planet earth. In my most recent case this happened somewhere in South America deep in a jungle type setting in what I can only call a kill camp. Some brown skinned males had a makeshift prison there where they imprisoned other brown skinned men, women and children to get certain information out of them. It didn’t matter if those people talked or not or if they knew anything or not because they’d all be murdered when the males were done with them. I witnessed one day of this up close and personal a few weeks ago, and as usual it took me days to get over what I experienced. I’ve talked about this type of transmuting energetic Work via lucid dreaming (which is just code for going to where the actual physical events took place and see and feel them to permanently clear them) before in other articles and in A Lightworker’s Mission because it’s one of the many ways Forerunners transmute or clear residual negative energies across the planet. I just thought I was done with this type of energetic Work and had to really work on myself afterwards to release what I’d witnessed only a few feet away from me in that South American kill camp.

So… pink ponies, candy, ice cream, tranquil pools and ponds, happy birds flying and singing and so on. That’s what I used to have to do when I was a kid and unpleasant, scary negativity would impact me. Old tools die hard! 😆 I couldn’t end on that horrific note so please envision pink ponies and happy birds signing. Sorry it took me so long to write anything but it’s been truly crazy weird horrible and magnificent at times for many months now. All perfectly normal for where we are and what we’re going through now. ❤

Denise

March 28, 2015

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The Building Pre Equinox Pressures

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The late winter months and weeks (winter in Northern hemisphere, summer in Southern hemisphere) always feel like the big push and rush is on before we reach the incoming energies the March 20th spring Equinox will hand deliver. What I’ve felt over the past few years with this is that as the winter months and weeks speed towards the approaching March Equinox, whatever it is that I am personally (that each of us are) needing to have a larger perspective of and therefore conscious knowledge of within myself and my life at the time is greatly pressurized and amplified the closer we get to the spring Equinox.

It’s us literally doing last-minute internal (and in many cased external too) clean up work on some aspect(s) of ourselves, our consciousness and lives because we must make room for more of the NEW that the March Equinox will bring. For me the 2015 pre Equinox has had a lot to do with the old “victim/victimizer” energy and consciousness. What goes with that is being consciously aware of the fact that I am, that you are, that we are each individually Conscious Creators and we’d better not forget this fact or else the lower consciousness people who still happily function in those negative lower systems will do the only thing(s) they know to do, which is typically the “victim/victimizer” routine. Consciously creating a NEW higher frequency world reality isn’t going to happen via the unaware masses; it’s happening through the Forerunners who are intentionally, deliberately and with great HighHeart focus and desire envisioning it into external physical existence for all. There wasn’t anything new about that sentence, just a stinging reminder for some of us who’ve been getting “abused” lately by certain people wholeheartedly dedicated to and enraptured by the old lower patriarchal systems, ways and beliefs.

Nothing shakes one out of old negative “victim/victimizer” consciousness for the 136th time like having some 20 or 30-something-year-olds working in some “professional” patriarchal system utterly screw your life up in seconds with the greatest of ease and immediately and without so much as a flinch lie to you about it all and project everything they did that was wrong on you to save their butts. Typically when I experience this it will 1) piss me off something fierce and then 2) quickly remind me of whose who and who’s capable of what and what part in all this do I play as a senior Forerunner. Reality check. Cold water thrown in disbelieving, angry face. Adult children running amok everywhere. Oh yeah, that’s right, what in the hell was I thinking anyway!?! 😕

Those who can do, but when they don’t for whatever the reasons, the unaware unconscious people will do the only things they know to do which are all old Team Dark creations in TD systems! Euw, my bad, get your backside back up in the Forerunner Ascension saddle Denise and intend, visualize and Consciously Create what you want, need and desire. This is your job now, not allowing, expecting or waiting for the incapable and unaware people to do it for you or anyone else. I need a grimacing emoticon to add right here…

So yeah, give an inch and they’ll take a mile as the old saying goes. This is the end times of Galactic Alignment (2015–2016) and the incapable and unaware people are still incredibly quick at manifesting old lower consciousness and negativity, especially on anyone they unconsciously sense and/or are directly manipulated by nonphysical TD to strike-out at to make our lives more difficult, frustrating or painful. I’ve experienced this hundreds of times and it’s been escalating like crazy since the start of 2013.

The obvious solution to this is for me—and you if any of this is something you can relate to—to no longer be so slack, trusting or unfocused (despite the exhaustion) with our personal reality because if I don’t do it for me, and if you don’t do it for you, guess who instantly will? All those incapable of anything higher and better people will.

If you too have gotten “abused” yet again by lower consciousness people working in old corrupt patriarchal jobs (which jobs don’t fall into that category?! ), then maybe like me you’re being reminded, squeezed, pressured and prepped to peel off a few more exhausted layers stemming from so many decades lived in the old dark patriarchal world quickly before March 20, 2015 arrives. Let the March 2015 Equinox energies, and everything else that’s happening this month, lift you up some more and you let whatever needs to fall away now do so. This too is part of the Process and we’ve done it so many times for so many years now that we’re old pro’s at it. Occasionally some of us forget we’re actually gods for a moment amidst onslaughts of dark BS, lies and attacks, especially when we’re extra tired. Get your bearings again old Forerunner, dust yourself off, put your Light Warrior attitude back on when necessary and Consciously Create what you want, need and desire now and simply override the incapable unaware people who continue trying to derail you. Here comes March 2015 and it’s gonna be great. ❤

Denise

March 6, 2015

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Who Thought It’d Be THIS Hard At THIS Point?!

I know many people are having a tremendously difficult time now with the start of 2015, some of us started in 2014 and it’s merely continued into this year. I also know that many people are not experiencing difficult times, tremendous or otherwise. What I want to highlight in this topic is that neither group is doing anything “right” or “wrong” or “better” or “worse”. I repeat, neither group is doing anything “right” or “wrong” or “better” or “worse”. “Right” or “wrong”, “better” or “worse” etc. is old lower Duality consciousness. It is really important that everyone understands this fact and doesn’t go into judgements or preaching or old lower ego BS over anything at this point. Some have, some will, and some are learning how to write/express/communicate from a fifth dimensional Unity level of greater knowing with less and less or no attachment and zero judgement of others or of anything.

It just is what it is and it’s perfect from our Soul’s level even when painful or miserable from our earthly physical level so get over it and deal with yourself and your “issues” whatever they may be and let others do the same. That is one of many qualities of Unity consciousness; the ability to know and see that everything is perfect no matter how unpleasant or “wrong” it may look, feel or seem at lower levels of awareness. Have you ever experienced an Angelic Lightbeing scold, shame, disrespect, guilt-trip or judge or talk down to you for anything? A much less evolved Starbeing with zero physical incarnational experiences yes at times (some of them do it far too often in my opinion in channeled messages like they’ve forgotten who they’re talking to an why!) but never an Angelic Lightbeing or others of the same level of awareness and development.

Some are blissers’ and some are workers’  like Aluna Joy said in one of her recent articles. Does that mean one group is “right” or “better” and the other group “wrong” or “worse”? Of course not, and believe me when I tell you that we trade positions and jobs at higher levels all the time so we all get to experience the varied aspects and difficulties of living through an Ascension Process both in a physical body and not in one.

This next part is for the Forerunners who were activated physically/biologically at the beginning of Galactic Alignment in 1998–1999.

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Remember how tremendously difficult, painful and downright crazy it was when you/me/we were physically, biologically activated by the beginning of Galactic Alignment? Remember how we were needed to actually live through and embody this Process so we’d literally be Alchemically transformed by it from that point forward? Remember how most of us thought many times over those difficult years, “I don’t know if I can pull this thing off in this physical body!” Remember how you/me/we did it despite the pains, confusion, repeated attacks and attempts on our lives, sicknesses, unending exhaustion and all the rest of it?

We accomplished what we Volunteered to do and more during that phase, but now we’re at the beginning of the completion of the Galactic Alignment period (2015 through 2016ish) and entering increasingly into the NEW. That’s what’s changed, phases and levels is all, and some of us do these phases in different ways and different levels of intensity. Some of us “bliss” more while others of us “work” more but the bottom line is that we’re on the same Team working on the same Ascension Process. No “right” or “better” or “wrong” or “worse” involved whatsoever. Some of us sit on mountains or stare at oceans or the skies and do what we’re gifted at doing and are needed to do for Soul and All. Some of us work at lower elevations in the valleys at the foot of mountains and in dense cities doing what we’re gifted at doing for Soul and All. And some of us are feeling and embodying in different ways than others now at the completion end of the Galactic Alignment just as many of us did at the beginning end of it. Who’s “right” or “better” and who’s “wrong” or “worse” in that? Neither of course as all are vitally important to the overall Ascension Process mission.

When I’m personally having an extra difficult time (meaning usually all aspects — physical, emotional, mental, psychic etc.), I have a tendency to as many of us do to have that first thought of, ‘What am I doing wrong? What is it I’m not seeing or understanding now that I need to for the highest good of Self and All?’ I think it’s a common Team Light in human form thing to think during this Ascension Process. Another clue that you’re deep in something really important to your ongoing personal spiritual energetic growth is when your nonphysical Higher Light Team (Angelics, Starbeings, Masters or whoever they are for you) goes quiet. They’re still there of course but in the background at the moment, giving you/me/we the space, respect, Free Will and time we need to go through, discover, to live, embody and be evolved by whatever it is that we are at that time.

After I’ve had that first thought that I may not be seeing or understanding whatever it is that’s obviously needing me to make changes within myself, and I feel my Higher Light Team is waiting quietly on the sidelines for me to get through the latest situation/learning/transformation, I then begin to get a higher and larger understanding about what’s happening to me and to certain others at that particular time and why. When the situation is less intense none of those steps happen and I have direct access to Higher Awareness as usual and my Higher Light Team is close by all the time. Old lower negative programs would have us think and believe that we’re doing something “wrong” during one phase and not so during another phase. Again, Dualized thinking and perceptions, when in truth it’s all good as they say.

So what’s this long-winded ramble about anyway? That you are NOT doing anything “wrong” or “worse” or “less than” any other Team Light Forerunner now in 2015 during the intense completion phase of Galactic Alignment (1998ish to 2016ish). Just because some of us are not yet maintaining a constant state of bliss or joy or happiness or abundance or beauty or youth or health or anything else we believe or feel we should at this point within the Ascension Process, does NOT mean you/me/we are doing anything “wrong” or “worse” or “less than” anyone else. Any heavy Cardinal signs and/or ASC and/or natal planets Forerunners reading this? That alone should tell you much about your abilities and role(s), especially during the transformational 2011–2016ish Cardinal squares and T-squares and oppositions years. There’s nothing whatsoever “wrong” with bringing up the rear. ❤ 🙂

Denise

January 29, 2015

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To The Weary Forerunners

‘…This whole “ascension” process seems to go on and on and with no real changes to speak of, other than I am pretty much alone in every way now.  But still, it’s always “when our crystalline bodies finally emerge” and “holding vibration, transmuting this, anchoring that, battling this” and always “once the solstice hits, after this eclipse” blah, blah, blah.  So what gives?  Today I found this, and although I feel like we have transcended a lot of this, it still feels like we are stuck inside some matrix where we can never escape, never change, never be free, to the point I don’t even know who, what, where I am anymore, what I desire, what to do, etc., etc.  I thought surrender is where it’s at now through this whole process, but surrender to what? Where is the true love? Where is the true change? And now all the “spiritual” sites, newsletters etc., etc are saying “we have arrived! All you need to do now is chose!”  Lol.  Arrived where exactly?  Chose what? All looks and feels the same to me – still more bullshit and nonsense!  See, for me, I don’t buy into just a better 3D – why the hell would we have done all of this just for that? I’m looking for MAGIC! MIRACLES! True reconnection with Source and Source energy and love, remembering of our gifts, and arrival of new gifts, etc., etc.  But I see NONE of that. I feel NONE of that! Anyway, just wondered what your take on all of this was. Of course, I’m still feeling the energies, still battling all the ascension symptoms, still waiting for the day this body finally feels good, when the new arrives, when we’re allowed to move, not being held down, back, blocked anymore. But none of it changes. And maybe we are just stuck in all of this matrix/mirage too. You don’t need to answer me directly, but it might be nice if you feel lead to touch on it in a future post, because I know I am not alone in this.

Thank you and blessings! ~ Anthony Blanton’

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‘Hi Denise,

I know this job is demanding so i will make it brief.

I feel somewhat silly for asking for your perspective on this due to being an awakened star seed and some what of a distributor of knowledge for spirit, but even tho i am knowledgeable in many areas i am perplexed to this situation i find myself in and i would appreciate a perspective from someone of similar state of awareness.

You see, this awakening and anchoring of higher self has removed virtually everything from my old life, all my friends, family, job, mobility, etc etc. I find myself having absolutely nothing to do, as well as no interest in the physical. I am constantly undergoing energetic adjustments and i suspect that this is the reason i am literally doing nothing, to allow this changes to take place. But never the less, i am getting extremely bored? i’m not even sure if i would call it boredom because i am usually quite content. But i have been in this space of nothingness for over a year and i feel like i am going to go insane if i just sit here and do nothing any longer… The only thing is, i don’t know what to do, nothing is of interest and every time i try to organize a new pathway it seems off or like I’m resorting to old patterns.

I have nothing to do and no people in my life, and part of me feels like i shouldn’t fight the situation but the other half feels like this is not a healthy place to be. I considered getting a job just to be around people to help spread more light, but the constant barrage of higher frequencies leaves me with only a few hours of energy to move around, i doubt i could even hold a job… Then i considered finding a partner at a lower frequency just to fill time, but that feels way off!

This may sound like i am depressed, confused, sad, I’m not even sure if i could call this situation that…But i am getting frustrated! It’s just the absence of everything, and it doesn’t seem to end. I am changing rapidly, but that is all.

I don’t need an extensive reply i tend to manage by my own guidance, but i would appreciate a perspective from your point of view, if you have the time to reply!

Thank you,

Josh’

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These two recent email letters from Anthony and Josh are like so very many I’ve received over the years. Because of this I asked them if I could quote their letters in this article and attempt to discuss these feelings we’ve all had for so long. Thank You Anthony and Josh for allowing me to share your letters at HighHeartLife. ❤ I know many feel exactly as you both do.

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Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners

Do you remember how completely our lives, bodies, world and very reality literally changed overnight when we entered 1998/1999 and were “activated” physically, biologically? Like any of us could forget! Well, we reached another equally monumental activation point recently; some of us over the past few months of 2014, others with the entry into 2015, and more over the weeks and months to come.

I’m including a link (outside my Copyright at end of article) to an old 1999 article by John Major Jenkins about the Galactic Alignment that entered the really intense transformational phase in 1998/1999 and continues through 2016. Because it sometimes helps to get a larger, higher perspective on what we’re physically eyeball-deep in ourselves, I thought it a proper time to review the overall Ascension Process by rereading this information, or any of the many other old articles about the Galactic Alignment again now, at the end phase of it. Look at those dates once again please; start date 1998 or 1999 and END date 2016. Yeah… think about that for as long as you need, then make whatever personal adjustments required within yourself to complete this great thing this year and/or next.

I bring the Galactic Alignment up at this near completion point within it because many of the Forerunners, Wayshowers, the First to Embody and Anchor the NEW Light Energies on Earth and all the rest of it into themselves body and soul, need to remember this timeline and how we’re now fully into Phase Two of it. This means many of us are discovering how radically different it is from what we’ve been doing/being/living/transmuting etc. during Phase One. Many years ago I said in multiple articles at TRANSITIONS that Phase One, as horrendous, dark and difficult as it was, was really all about the necessary prep work so that we even could survive and embody Phase Two! My point is that many of us are—myself included—discovering that the focus, work and energies have changed (like we didn’t know that was coming! 🙄 ) and we’re having some spiritual and energetic “newbie” difficulties figuring out how to now be, function and exist from this higher level of energy, being, consciousness and responsibility. In other words, old habits die hard even when one Volunteered to come into a dimension, density and planet to help remove those negative old habits!

The moment the Sun entered Capricorn—the winter Solstice on December 21, 2014—I did what I always do at all Solstices and Equinoxes; I intentionally go into a receptive Higher Awareness state to perceive and receive the incoming energies in as conscious a way as I’m able in that moment. What I perceived and received on 12-21-14 was radically different from every earlier Solstice and Equinox I’ve experienced over the past 24 years. That in itself was one very huge message.

What I perceived and received in that timeless quantum Spherical Consciousness winter Solstice moment, was only one Angelic Lightbeing smiling that semi-smile they do so beautifully at me while it instantaneously transmitted (not telepathed because telepathy is too slow and linear at these higher levels with these evolved beings), and I quote as best as I’m able, ‘It’s okay.’ That was the message in word form. In larger, higher form is was a massive communiqué that covered vast spaces, levels, emotions, multidimensional work and being and it’s all communicated, exchanged in an instant, in a light-filled Angelic semi-smile. Such are many of our 5D and higher chats between old friends, co-workers and other aspects of Self now.

In that quantum moment when that Angelic Lightbeing told me that ‘It’s okay,’ I knew the message also contained the fact that the worst is over and we Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners have fully entered Phase Two and are having to learn as quickly and gracefully as we can, how to be Sovereign and fully consciously aware of the fact that we are solely responsible now for ourselves and our personal realities, body, energies and so on.

One of those huge global old habits that die hard was that everyone in the old lower world of Duality and negativity was energetically parasitic; one fed off of others to survive themselves and I’m talking about living humans and not just the nonhuman, nonphysical Team Dark beings/entities. That was the terrible norm for the old lower world and Evolutionary Cycle that expired 12-21-12. Not so any longer however, and we Forerunners need to lift our weary heads and eyes up from the lengthy unpleasant labors of Phase One and realize that we not only have arrived at the Phase One finish line but have crossed that bridge and are now well into Phase Two. Needless to say, Phase Two exists on a vastly higher rung of the NEW spiral which means there’s a new curriculum, a new focus, new responsibilities, new abilities and plenty of new Conscious Creating to be done by the Forerunners.

Beginning Stages of Becoming Increasingly Sovereign

Let me first explain what I mean by this word in the ways I’m using it in this case. By sovereign I mean evolving out of parasitic duality energy and consciousness and life/reality, into 5D and higher unity or HighHeart, God or Divine Source empowered and operated, self-contained existence. Just each of us consciously and directly embodying Divine Source energies. No stealing God juice from others to keep oneself going in any way. Now in Phase Two we Forerunners are in the early stages of re-learning how to be energetically Sovereign and Conscious Creators within physicality. When you read that sentence it sounds so pretty, so “fluffy” almost, so easy, warm and fuzzy. However, as we’re quickly learning, it’s another story when one is on one’s own fumbling around trying to get the hang of how to actually Consciously Create for oneself on a minute to minute, hour to hour, day-to-day scale and not take/steal/pilfer/parasite energy from any another being human or otherwise, or let them do it to you.

Being a fifth dimensional ascending being in physical human form means we’re now learning how to be conservative with our daily amount of God juice, only because that little daily 1/8th of a tank of God juice fuel is all we can embody and handle at this point! Six months from now it’ll be a different story and we might be up to a 1/4 of a tank per day, and next year an even greater amount than that. Stair-steps as usual, especially when reentering “heaven” or Home while in a physical Earth body despite all the years or decades of personal Inner prep Work. I know we all want to just fly Home, just dive in, just get naked and rumble around with God and the Angels and Co. again but this too takes “time” to get there step by step so we don’t damage or destroy the physical body vehicle (or anything else) in the stunningly amazing Process. But, the great news is that it’s happening. The hard part about that fact is that we haven’t got it all figured out yet so we look and feel kinda awkward and silly. But, the Angels and everyone else are SO pleased with us and the jobs we’ve done and are still doing and we need to not forget this fact. Look up oh exhausted, disheartened, discouraged fellow Forerunner and take note of the fact that you’ve crossed the Phase One finish line and are existing within Phase Two now. Bravo and well done and Thank You for your unique and invaluable Divine Service. ❤ Put down your old tools and pick up your NEW ones for this NEW phase.

Another old habit that’s dying hard is the one that has to do with our re-teaching ourselves first— then humanity—is that the Divine, the “power” etc. resides within not without. Team Dark did a great job convincing humanity that was not the case but that time and horrible disabling, dis-empowering, spiritually stunting lie is finally over too. We came from that state and we’ve recently reentered it and are having some “newbie” adjustment difficulties re-turning our gaze and focus, our expectations, our search for higher help, knowledge and guidance etc. back within ourselves instead of habitually aimed externally toward Angles, ETs, Lightbeings, Guides, God/Source etc. I AM the I AM that I AM remember? Phase Two is an important grow-up phase where we shift or evolve, ascend back into direct conscious interaction with and embodiment of that which humanity has been told for eons exists far away and wholly outside of themselves. Phase Two of the Ascension Process, which we’ve entered, has to do with we Forerunners taking full conscious responsibility for our lives, our happiness, our personal abundance, our ongoing spiritual educations, and embodying greater love and light and so on. That’s what’s on the table of Phase Two for us Forerunners now, and just like we did Phase One, we’ll do Phase Two too but we’ll do it oh so much faster and easier. It really is ‘okay’.

As Anthony and Josh both said above, and as most of us have felt for a very long time, when does this pain, suffering and isolation end anyway? It has even though it doesn’t always look or even feel like it. I know how contradictory that sounds but this situation is tricky until you “wake up” a bit more and realize that it’s now up to you and me individually to take full responsibility and conscious awareness of what you/me/we are thinking, feeling, doing and/or not doing and why. “Waking up” is ongoing for every being everywhere.

I’m not real happy with where I and my life are now but I’m aware enough to realize that it’s part of a process of change, also of my continued “waking up” to some more things and learning how to move through them with as much grace as I can at this time. In our own ways we Forerunners are all going through this now so that we’ll see and understand whatever it is each of us needs to now so we don’t carry it any further into the future with us. I’ve had Angelic Lightbeings tell me the same thing about themselves. Yeah, puts a different spin on it all doesn’t it? Wow…

Team Dark—in whatever form of them that’s still left in this ascending Earth world—is going to lie and hustle and con and do anything and everything they can to convince the human masses (and that includes you Forerunners/Wayshowers) that nothing has changed, nothing has, is or will improve because they are still in control over Earth and humanity and always will be blah, blah, blah. This is their last pathetic trick and don’t you fall for it! Walk away, turn you back, avert your eyes, do not listen, do not become emotionally manipulated by their stunts. Do whatever you need to get yourself back up into your individual empowerment, wisdom, Higher Awareness, higher abilities and Sovereignty once again and ignore the lies and attempts by The Powers That WERE (TPTW) but are no longer, to convince you and everyone else that nothing has really changed. It has and continues to and will and they know it, BUT, they also know that if they yell loud and long enough they’ll hook the consciousness and focus of many humans and then they just have those humans energetically, emotionally and physically feed and fuel whatever external reality they want to continue on Earth. The Forerunners are the antidote to this stunt too of course, plus it’s helping us Master how to be more responsible for ourselves and our individual lives and reality, be more self-reliant, be self-empowered, sovereign and consciously create what WE want now.

Like Anthony asked, ‘Choose what?’ Choose to be empowered, more aware, to Consciously Create, be in control of your own life and reality, be a living embodiment and example of the NEW empowered Sovereign 5D human for the rest of humanity. That’s where we’re at now and the sooner we realize it’s up to us individually to pick up these NEW tools for greater self-empowerment, greater personal responsibility, our own personal joy, happiness, security and all the rest of it, the sooner we’ll be Consciously Creating what we want and need in our own lives. It’s up to us, individually. When enough individuals reach this point (and we are very quickly now), then there’s suddenly NEW Groups of us globally which will make this Shift unfold even faster. ❤

“Light is information; Love is creation.” Quote of a Pleiadian message channeled by Barbara Marciniak

I’d intended to get this article done closer to the start of January but old lower world life and systems has derailed me left and right. I take full responsibility for this and have learned a lot from it. It’s sometimes hard to remember that I have, that you have, that we have a vastly greater Divine power and ability to Consciously Create over these old lower collapsing systems and people. We just need to remember this fact and do it now.

Denise

January 13, 2015

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