Light, Love, Stinging, Itching Energies & Bites

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January 2015 while waiting for my Mom to have her blood drawn at the Lab, I experienced something I thought I’d finally share. I do not like to see needles and blood and such so, while I waited for the nurse to drawn Mom’s blood, I did so with my back to the room they were in. While standing there waiting I got stung by what felt to me to be a pretty intense bug bite. It instantly stung and itched like crazy and in the half second it took me to glance at my inner wrist where the “bug bite” happened, a tiny red bump had manifested on top of that vein there. I couldn’t stop myself and immediately started itching it because it itched badly.

As I stood there looking at the little red itchy bump on my inner wrist, and then around me in the Lab where blood is drawn on multiple people day in and day out, I suspected that what I’d gotten “bit” by wasn’t a physical bug but a hungry etheric parasite entity. I’ve clairvoyantly seen some low-level 4D entities etherically present in medical Labs where blood is drawn but hadn’t ever experienced this “bite” business until January of this year.

Now, having said that, I want to immediately follow it with something else that I’ve dealt with very intensely since May of 2015. I’ve mentioned this before and it’s the severe itching I’ve had (for the first time in my life) that’s deep below the surface of the skin. I’ve itched these spots on my body (mostly from the waist down) like a glassy-eyed crazed person despite my trying very hard not to. Something very potent hit my physical body in May 2015 causing it to react with severe stinging, uncontrollable itching, eventual bumps that manifested from the repeated itching, tiny red spots on my skin which swell and bleed if I scratch them too hard and long and on and on. I am shocked by how miserable this “condition” has been and how it seemed to be focused on my three bottom chakras and corresponding body areas.

As these spring 2015 months have unfolded, I’ve been super busy with new house repairs, cleaning, repairs and more cleaning and I’m not close to being done yet. All this with the bottom-half of my body in a state of seeming eruption, plus with a boil (I think that’s what it was) in a location no one should ever have one, and stinging itching and sweating in 90–103° heat. I don’t know how I’ve done all I have and continue to but there it is, same as usual actually.

At a couple of points during all this I experienced this stinging and itching happening in lines down an arm, say from the elbow down to the wrist on my inner arm. In a split second I’d feel the sting like a bug bite that instantly manifested multiple tiny red bumps along that line down the inner arm. They manifest in a split second and instantly sting and itch and last for days.

Another thing I’ve noticed with this itching, stinging issue is that it often manifests on parts of my body where I’ve sat and/or slept—pressure points—such as my pelvic region, back of knees, back of thighs etc. after I’ve sat for long periods. Also I’ll often be awakened in bed by itching in the area where my hip and butt cheek has experienced pressure from my laying on my side while asleep. Same with areas of one arm and shoulder etc., so it seems that any extended pressure from my body weight causes localized itching in specific areas. So, what exactly is really going on with all this was my big question?

After quieting myself from the daily physical work and mental focus required with the new house repairs and all that goes along with all that, I did some deeper level inquiry about this really miserable itching and stinging business. What I perceived at this point—and as usual I intend to know more about it if/when needed—was that it was how my body is “reacting” to more higher frequency Light and more Love energies incrementally arriving in this physical dimension throughout 2015.

 I perceived a chunk of Higher Awareness info about this that was fascinating and made a lot of sense when seen from a higher, larger perspective. Down here it’s mainly just a big pain in the butt, literally oftentimes, 😉 whereas at higher levels it’s simply more layers to the Ascension Process Work.

Another aspect of this that I became aware of had to do with the Rewiring Process. I understood that, as with all other aspects of the Ascension Process, this too was unfolding in layers, one after another as we Stair-step our ways through embodying a bit more and a bit more and a bit more Light and Love energies all the way down into our physical human bodies in this physical dimension. It needs to unfold in these incremental Stair-step ways so it doesn’t kill us, doesn’t overload and fry our physical bodies, central nervous systems, hearts and consciousness etc. The amperage (Light and now Love energies) has been increased tremendously over these Ascension years, but in NEW ways since the 12-21-12 Expiration Date and our spiritual Life Reviews we all had during the Three Days of December 21, 22 and 23, 2012 whether you can consciously remember it or not. I only remember a couple of aspects of my Life Review that took place on December 22, 2012 while out-of-body, and I’m very grateful to remember even what I have of what I know took place for all of us at that time.

Over these many Ascension years we’ve incrementally dealt with the absolute necessity of transmuting our personal inner unresolved, long ignored and/or projected emotional energetic stuff. We’ve been processing, transmuting and energetically neutralizing our personal inner stuff for decades now, plus the Forerunners have also done much of this same sort of energetic work for the Collective across time on physical Earth and the Astral as well. Think of that as the necessary Prep Work of Phase One if you will so that we could even cope with and actually do what’s happening post 12-21-12 in Phase Two if you will. Layers and layers of BOTH transmuting the old, and now, embodying more and more of the NEW Light and now Love energies. BOTH, and BOTH have multiple layers to them.

First we cleaned and cleared out the old lower stuff, whatever it was and whoever caused it didn’t really matter, only that we transmuted it. That we’ve done and much more which now means we’re able to embody, to house and live with and continuously radiate more and more Light and Love energies from our physical bodies. The Sacred Temple (each of our individual bodies and selves) needed to clear and clean of all past Evolutionary Cycles’ stuff so that we could then replace it with NEW Evolutionary Cycles’ stuff, which is a lot more Divine Source received in a much more direct way than we could survive prior.

So, empty the Sacred Temple and get it back to the Now Moment in energetic Neutrality (out of Duality) so that it’s capable of directly housing more of Source right in current Self within physicality. Sounds so easy when written, yet we know there’s been nothing easy about any of this complex, multi-layered Ascension Process.

Now here’s the part that Denise hadn’t given much conscious consideration; the part where I/you/we Forerunners start up another set of NEW Stair-step layers that have to do with us incrementally embodying, housing and living with and from more and more and more Light and Love within the physical dimension in our physical bodies. After all, what was the Rewiring Process for if not this?

Just as we’ve needed to go through multiple layers or Stair-steps of Phase One transmuting of dense Duality and all that went with that, so too are we now going through multiple layers or Stair-steps in Phase Two where we’re incrementally embodying more and more higher frequency Light and now Love energies into our bodies and beings within physicality. The transmuting phase hurt in the ways it did; the embodying phase hurts in the ways it does now but it’s all part of the Ascension Process. Please try to remember this when you’re experiencing some NEW unpleasant symptom, side effect or reaction to taking on more of God/Source into your physical body and not rip out the seam in the butt of your pants!…or any other “seam” anywhere else! 😉

Long confusing story short, I understood that for me and for some of you who’ve been having the severe stinging itching business too, that the majority of it has to do with running vastly higher voltage (God/Source/Divinity etc.) through our physical bodies in the physical dimension now. As usual we’ll adapt and adjust to this NEW Light and Love energies literally flowing through our veins, and eventually it won’t sting or itch or cause any unpleasant sensations at all.

I won’t end this before I add a bit about what I mean when I use the term Love or LOVE energy. There’s such profound misunderstandings and limited awareness about this word due to past old distorted beliefs that I’ve hesitated using it just as I’ve hesitated using the term God in my writings. However, we’ve reached the point within the Ascension Process where the Love/LOVE energy is starting to arrive in this neck of the cosmic woods which is part of Phase Two.

Does anyone remember Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian channeled term, ‘Light is information; Love is creation’ ? I’ve always liked it because, in my opinion, Love/LOVE is exactly that — creation, creating, creativity. Love is the absolute and eternal desire and outright need to Create…more…and NEW…and better…and different and…and…and…

First the Light arrived so we could better transmute the old density and Duality stuff. Next up is the arrival of Love so we have the NEW tools and NEW desire to Consciously Create as much NEW stuff as we’re able to now. As I’ve said many times before, dream much bigger, aim much higher, because Love is  here now and God/Source/Us is anxious to get Creating anew. ❤

Happy June 21, 2015 Solstice everyone. Use it and the entire summer/winter quarter months wisely and creatively as you/me/we embody another layer of Love into these physical bodies and current Selves.

Denise

June 20, 2015

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Embodying the NEW first Physically & Dealing with the Negative Reactions

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I have personally been dealing with one unpleasant situation after the next consistently since the start of 2014. Along with every one of those unpleasant situations were the people connected to each of them of course which is the more frustrating and sometimes shocking issue. These situations I’ve repeatedly dealt with for over a year now have all been so over-the-top ridiculous and negative, severe and crazy that I haven’t shared much about any of it. Over the months I became increasingly frustrated, discouraged, repulsed at times, more exhausted and saddened to my soul over what I’ve been repeatedly experiencing through certain “professional” people working in the old lower patriarchal systems with old lower consciousness — many of which are portal people as I’ve called them. More about portal people in a moment.

We all experience periods of this sort of thing. The Astrology folks will check to see which planets are where, which are retrograde and so on to help explain the things they’re encountering. The Ascension folks will also check to see what the Sun is doing and/or use any number of other personal methods for higher, greater insight and understanding about what is currently happening. Many in the Ascension Community will also check out their most trusted online Ascension Teachers/Writers latest words to compare what they’re saying with what they are personally experiencing. We all do this and it’s very helpful, most of the time.

However, over these many Ascension years there have been long periods where the majority of Ascension Teachers/Writers do not talk about (at least not publicly) certain topics because they’re negative, dark and unpleasant. That plus there’s many who simply do not know much at all about the Dark Side of the Ascension Process or the Dark Side in general. Maybe it’s not their field of expertise or part of their Ascension related mission Work or their focus. I understand that most people, most readers will always prefer to hear about how wonderful and great things are or soon will be instead of how difficult and trying it may be for a while longer. I get that believe me! Nevertheless, someone’s got to be honest about these difficult and unpleasant phases and the Dark beings within the Ascension Process and, like it or not, that includes the dark side of Duality reality and consciousness. We are after all transmuting, integrating and evolving beyond Duality within this physical dimension.

You’ve got to expect that at certain points within this Grand Process you will meet some very angry and determined Dark right along with that fabulous Light during different stages of this entire Ascension Process. And guess what? It’s okay! It’s normal for what you’re doing, living and embodying and what’s happening everywhere. You haven’t “failed” or done anything “wrong” nor are you personally responsible for it all because “you create your own reality” and it has this unpleasant dark crazy crap in it! The people who automatically throw that one at you in this situation are unaware of the many other layers of reality contained in the Ascension Process and all that goes along with it. You did not create the “monsters”, the Dark Side, Team Dark (TD) or portal people and neither did I, so for some people to instantly hurl that “you create your own reality” line at you are way off about this particular situation.

In the past I’ve written at TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife a bit about what I’ve called the portal people. Portal people is my blanket term for other living humans used by Team Dark beings/entities/demons to affect, derail, sidetrack, attack, injure, make sick, make miserable people of the LightTeam Light which are the Forerunners, Wayshowers, Pathpavers etc. I’ve also referred to the portal people as living physical human Team Dark members.

1) Portal people are living humans that still function and perceive only within the old lower frequency and consciousness patriarchal Team Dark creations and belief systems.

2) Portal people have been used, manipulated, controlled and directed by nonhuman, nonphysical beings and entities as a direct way for them to reach into the physical world to further control mass humanity and global Earth reality.

Some of these living human portal people are consciously aware that they help nonphysical, nonhuman Team Dark beings and they thoroughly enjoy causing as much pain, suffering and misery as possibly, especially to anyone embodying Light in the physical dimension. Most portal people however are totally unaware that they’re used to attack, hurt, derail, impede, wound and traumatize certain Team Light Forerunners in human form in the physical dimension. Some of these portal people actually believe themselves to be Forerunners, Starseeds, Indigos etc. and are completely unaware of how and why they’re used by unseen negatives (nonhuman, nonphysical Team Dark beings) to harm and hinder Forerunners and the Ascension Process and prolong the old negative ways of life on physical Earth. I’ve experienced this many times over the years through a handful of people writing Comments at TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife. I know that certain other Ascension Teachers/Writers have had to deal with this same situation many times, but most of them don’t talk about it publicly for the obvious reasons. I too have not shared many things over the years for the same reasons; you open yourself to even more attacks on the physical and etheric levels.

The reasons why I’m focusing on this topic now is because of the phase we’re in within the Ascension Process—Galactic Alignment—and how it’s unfolding fully within the physical dimension and this physical world. It’s one thing encountering TD attacks, being hijacked, beatings, coups etc. in the 4D Astral dimension, but it’s something very different when those attacks and battles descend fully into the physical dimension and manifest here and that’s exactly what’s happening now. It has been since we reached the Expiration Date (12-21-12) and it’s been escalating ever since right along with the amplification of Light fully within the physical dimension. There are reasons why the Dark has been and still is lashing out wildly wherever it can; it doesn’t want to die or loose its power and food and fuel sources. Every time we have another increase of Light in physicality, another big download of Light Energies or Light Codes or the NEW as I usually say, Team Dark and the portal people increase their activities, attacks, interference, chaos and general negativity. Now, here comes the punchline with this whole situation and it’s often hard to wrap ones mind around because it sounds so contradictory but such has been Duality in physicality!

As the NEW Light continues to increase and become the new normal within this physical world, the Dark lashes out even more frantically and does all it can to hang on as long as possible. It’s that simple and that crappy… for a while longer that is. 😉 This schizophrenic-like mass global bipolar-like insanity won’t last forever however for the simple reason that the two highly different frequencies of energy, reality, consciousness, being and creativity CANNOT co-exist within the same space. Hence the Separation of Worlds & Timelines business.

These negative beings, portal people, lower consciousness and old patriarchal systems and beliefs will hang on and fight to keep and maintain the old lower reality and consciousness for as long as they possibly can. As members of Team Light, it’s our job to keep on keepin’ on despite the portal people and the insane things they do to interfere, harm and mess with us. Some days this is easy to accomplish, other days not so much unfortunately, but we continue doing, being and radiating (seeding) the NEW Light Energies into the NEW Earth world and reality. They must evolve or go elsewhere to have what they want because it cannot and will not exist in the NEW.

A few days ago I was, once again, very frustrated by all this silly shit (I call it silly shit because that’s really all it is; ridiculous tactics by ridiculous people to prevent evolution and improvement!) and I was able to zoom out far enough to get a larger, higher perspective on this current state of miserableness so many of us have dealt with in 2014 and/or 2015. What I perceived went back to the Expiration Date as I’ve called it—12-21-12—and the ‘Three Days’ of December 21st, 22nd, and 23rd of 2012 as it was called by some others.

What I better understood from my recent zoomed out perspective was that after the Expiration Date and Three Days of December 21, 22 and 23 of 2012, some of us Forerunners (I think I was at the head of this list!) decided to take most of 2013 off and sleep, rest, stare at the ceiling and do nothing or just hibernate as much as we could for as long as we could. I know a lot of us Forerunners were SO utterly spent, SO done, SO exhausted that some of us just sort of shut down for a while, or for most of the year because we were that tired body and soul. I know I did. But… to shake me good and hard out of that yearlong 2013 hibernation breather, 2014 began and hasn’t slowed down since but is only escalating in 2015.

2014 and 2015 have been a period of constant miserableness for me personally for multiple reasons and it was seriously gettin’ me down this year, so while I was in this recent higher zoomed out position, I asked what the hell is going on now and why. What I perceived went back to the Expiration Date of December 21, 22 and 23 of 2012 and the individual Soul choices each one of us made back then and how those choices are currently manifesting for each of us through the completion phase of the Galactic Alignment/Ascension Process which is approximately 2017ish.

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In that moment of personal greater awareness I understood that on December 22, 2012 when the Divine and I discussed what would be best for my Soul’s continued growth from that point through the completion of the Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment, we decided I’d continue to anchor in physicality for as long as Denise could so that the Ascension Process would be completed in physicality and so would I. In other words, I wanted to go through this extra final pain, silly shit and misery for a while longer because I intend to get it done and done right because “I” will never go through this level of physical immersion and transformation (the Ascension Process) ever again anywhere. My Soul’s resume will soon list, ‘been there done that’, meaning that someone else can “Volunteer” to descend to do this Ascension assistant business and more the next time it happens in some galaxy in some universe somewhere. Some of us are guaranteeing that we finish this thing in the physical trenches for individual Soul reasons while some others decisions had to do with forging ahead into the NEW in nonphysical ways more than physical. No one is right or wrong, no incorrect decisions here at all, simply individual Soul decisions for this now.

So, post December 2012 is the screaming, tantrum throwing, frantic, wild pillaging phase for the nonphysical Team Dark beings and physical human portal people. For those of us of Team Light, the contrasting energetic pressures have been increasingly difficult and will be until they’re finally not any longer. I can continue being miserable in my Soul’s and the Divine’s grand decision back on December 22, 2012, or I can get with the latest program and finish this thing as best as I’m capable of at this point. Some hours, days, nights are easier than others, but after all I’ve been through already I’m not throwing the towel in at this late date! Neither should you, so do whatever you can when you need to so you can reap the rewards of all the hard, difficult spiritual energetic Work you’ve already done via this Ascension Process. It’s going to finally get much easier in physicality so hang in there my fellow exhausted and bloody Forerunners and don’t take your High Heart off the end goal no matter what silly, petty portal people caused BS is trying to get you to do just that.

Denise

April 7, 2015

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Who Thought It’d Be THIS Hard At THIS Point?!

I know many people are having a tremendously difficult time now with the start of 2015, some of us started in 2014 and it’s merely continued into this year. I also know that many people are not experiencing difficult times, tremendous or otherwise. What I want to highlight in this topic is that neither group is doing anything “right” or “wrong” or “better” or “worse”. I repeat, neither group is doing anything “right” or “wrong” or “better” or “worse”. “Right” or “wrong”, “better” or “worse” etc. is old lower Duality consciousness. It is really important that everyone understands this fact and doesn’t go into judgements or preaching or old lower ego BS over anything at this point. Some have, some will, and some are learning how to write/express/communicate from a fifth dimensional Unity level of greater knowing with less and less or no attachment and zero judgement of others or of anything.

It just is what it is and it’s perfect from our Soul’s level even when painful or miserable from our earthly physical level so get over it and deal with yourself and your “issues” whatever they may be and let others do the same. That is one of many qualities of Unity consciousness; the ability to know and see that everything is perfect no matter how unpleasant or “wrong” it may look, feel or seem at lower levels of awareness. Have you ever experienced an Angelic Lightbeing scold, shame, disrespect, guilt-trip or judge or talk down to you for anything? A much less evolved Starbeing with zero physical incarnational experiences yes at times (some of them do it far too often in my opinion in channeled messages like they’ve forgotten who they’re talking to an why!) but never an Angelic Lightbeing or others of the same level of awareness and development.

Some are blissers’ and some are workers’  like Aluna Joy said in one of her recent articles. Does that mean one group is “right” or “better” and the other group “wrong” or “worse”? Of course not, and believe me when I tell you that we trade positions and jobs at higher levels all the time so we all get to experience the varied aspects and difficulties of living through an Ascension Process both in a physical body and not in one.

This next part is for the Forerunners who were activated physically/biologically at the beginning of Galactic Alignment in 1998–1999.

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Remember how tremendously difficult, painful and downright crazy it was when you/me/we were physically, biologically activated by the beginning of Galactic Alignment? Remember how we were needed to actually live through and embody this Process so we’d literally be Alchemically transformed by it from that point forward? Remember how most of us thought many times over those difficult years, “I don’t know if I can pull this thing off in this physical body!” Remember how you/me/we did it despite the pains, confusion, repeated attacks and attempts on our lives, sicknesses, unending exhaustion and all the rest of it?

We accomplished what we Volunteered to do and more during that phase, but now we’re at the beginning of the completion of the Galactic Alignment period (2015 through 2016ish) and entering increasingly into the NEW. That’s what’s changed, phases and levels is all, and some of us do these phases in different ways and different levels of intensity. Some of us “bliss” more while others of us “work” more but the bottom line is that we’re on the same Team working on the same Ascension Process. No “right” or “better” or “wrong” or “worse” involved whatsoever. Some of us sit on mountains or stare at oceans or the skies and do what we’re gifted at doing and are needed to do for Soul and All. Some of us work at lower elevations in the valleys at the foot of mountains and in dense cities doing what we’re gifted at doing for Soul and All. And some of us are feeling and embodying in different ways than others now at the completion end of the Galactic Alignment just as many of us did at the beginning end of it. Who’s “right” or “better” and who’s “wrong” or “worse” in that? Neither of course as all are vitally important to the overall Ascension Process mission.

When I’m personally having an extra difficult time (meaning usually all aspects — physical, emotional, mental, psychic etc.), I have a tendency to as many of us do to have that first thought of, ‘What am I doing wrong? What is it I’m not seeing or understanding now that I need to for the highest good of Self and All?’ I think it’s a common Team Light in human form thing to think during this Ascension Process. Another clue that you’re deep in something really important to your ongoing personal spiritual energetic growth is when your nonphysical Higher Light Team (Angelics, Starbeings, Masters or whoever they are for you) goes quiet. They’re still there of course but in the background at the moment, giving you/me/we the space, respect, Free Will and time we need to go through, discover, to live, embody and be evolved by whatever it is that we are at that time.

After I’ve had that first thought that I may not be seeing or understanding whatever it is that’s obviously needing me to make changes within myself, and I feel my Higher Light Team is waiting quietly on the sidelines for me to get through the latest situation/learning/transformation, I then begin to get a higher and larger understanding about what’s happening to me and to certain others at that particular time and why. When the situation is less intense none of those steps happen and I have direct access to Higher Awareness as usual and my Higher Light Team is close by all the time. Old lower negative programs would have us think and believe that we’re doing something “wrong” during one phase and not so during another phase. Again, Dualized thinking and perceptions, when in truth it’s all good as they say.

So what’s this long-winded ramble about anyway? That you are NOT doing anything “wrong” or “worse” or “less than” any other Team Light Forerunner now in 2015 during the intense completion phase of Galactic Alignment (1998ish to 2016ish). Just because some of us are not yet maintaining a constant state of bliss or joy or happiness or abundance or beauty or youth or health or anything else we believe or feel we should at this point within the Ascension Process, does NOT mean you/me/we are doing anything “wrong” or “worse” or “less than” anyone else. Any heavy Cardinal signs and/or ASC and/or natal planets Forerunners reading this? That alone should tell you much about your abilities and role(s), especially during the transformational 2011–2016ish Cardinal squares and T-squares and oppositions years. There’s nothing whatsoever “wrong” with bringing up the rear. ❤ 🙂

Denise

January 29, 2015

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