embodying Light – HighHeartLife

Light, Love, Stinging, Itching Energies & Bites

June 20, 2015March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

January 2015 while waiting for my mom to have her blood drawn at the Lab, I experienced something I thought I’d finally share. I do not like to see needles and blood and such so, while I waited for the nurse to drawn Mom’s blood, I did so with my back to the room they were in. While standing there waiting I got stung by what felt to me to be a pretty intense bug bite. It instantly stung and itched like crazy and in the half second it took me to glance at my inner wrist where the “bug bite” happened, a tiny red bump had manifested on top of that vein there. I couldn’t stop myself and immediately started itching it because it itched badly.

As I stood there looking at the little red itchy bump on my inner wrist, and then around me in the Lab where blood is drawn on multiple people day in and day out, I suspected that what I’d gotten “bit” by wasn’t a physical bug but a hungry etheric parasite entity. I’ve clairvoyantly seen some low-level 4D entities etherically present in medical Labs where blood is drawn but hadn’t ever experienced this “bite” business until January of this year.

Now, having said that, I want to immediately follow it with something else that I’ve dealt with very intensely since May of 2015. I’ve mentioned this before and it’s the severe itching I’ve had (for the first time in my life) that’s deep below the surface of the skin. I’ve itched these spots on my body (mostly from the waist down) like a glassy-eyed crazed person despite my trying very hard not to. Something very potent hit my physical body in May 2015 causing it to react with severe stinging, uncontrollable itching, eventual bumps that manifested from the repeated itching, tiny red spots on my skin which swell and bleed if I scratch them too hard and long and on and on. I am shocked by how miserable this “condition” has been and how it seemed to be focused on my three bottom chakras and corresponding body areas.

As these spring 2015 months have unfolded, I’ve been super busy with new house repairs, cleaning, repairs and more cleaning and I’m not close to being done yet. All this with the bottom-half of my body in a state of seeming eruption, plus with a boil (I think that’s what it was) in a location no one should ever have one, and stinging itching and sweating in 90–103° heat. I don’t know how I’ve done all I have and continue to but there it is, same as usual actually.

At a couple of points during all this I experienced this stinging and itching happening in lines down an arm, say from the elbow down to the wrist on my inner arm. In a split second I’d feel the sting like a bug bite that instantly manifested multiple tiny red bumps along that line down the inner arm. They manifest in a split second and instantly sting and itch and last for days.

Another thing I’ve noticed with this itching, stinging issue is that it often manifests on parts of my body where I’ve sat and/or slept—pressure points—such as my pelvic region, back of knees, back of thighs etc. after I’ve sat for long periods. Also I’ll often be awakened in bed by itching in the area where my hip and butt cheek has experienced pressure from my laying on my side while asleep. Same with areas of one arm and shoulder etc., so it seems that any extended pressure from my body weight causes localized itching in specific areas. So, what exactly is really going on with all this was my big question?

After quieting myself from the daily physical work and mental focus required with the new house repairs and all that goes along with all that, I did some deeper level inquiry about this really miserable itching and stinging business. What I perceived at this point—and as usual I intend to know more about it if/when needed—was that it was how my body is “reacting” to more higher frequency Light and more Love energies incrementally arriving in this physical dimension throughout 2015.

I perceived a chunk of Higher Awareness info about this that was fascinating and made a lot of sense when seen from a higher, larger perspective. Down here it’s mainly just a big pain in the butt, literally oftentimes, whereas at higher levels it’s simply more layers to the Ascension Process Work.

Another aspect of this that I became aware of had to do with the Rewiring Process. I understood that, as with all other aspects of the Ascension Process, this too was unfolding in layers, one after another as we Stair-step our ways through embodying a bit more and a bit more and a bit more Light and Love energies all the way down into our physical human bodies in this physical dimension. It needs to unfold in these incremental Stair-step ways so it doesn’t kill us, doesn’t overload and fry our physical bodies, central nervous systems, hearts and consciousness etc. The amperage (Light and now Love energies) has been increased tremendously over these Ascension years, but in NEW ways since the 12-21-12 Expiration Date and our spiritual Life Reviews we all had during the Three Days of December 21, 22 and 23, 2012 whether you can consciously remember it or not. I only remember a couple of aspects of my Life Review that took place on December 22, 2012 while out-of-body, and I’m very grateful to remember even what I have of what I know took place for all of us at that time.

Over these many Ascension years we’ve incrementally dealt with the absolute necessity of transmuting our personal inner unresolved, long ignored and/or projected emotional energetic stuff. We’ve been processing, transmuting and energetically neutralizing our personal inner stuff for decades now, plus the Forerunners have also done much of this same sort of energetic work for the Collective across time on physical Earth and the Astral as well. Think of that as the necessary Prep Work of Phase One if you will so that we could even cope with and actually do what’s happening post 12-21-12 in Phase Two if you will. Layers and layers of BOTH transmuting the old, and now, embodying more and more of the NEW Light and now Love energies. BOTH, and BOTH have multiple layers to them.

First we cleaned and cleared out the old lower stuff, whatever it was and whoever caused it didn’t really matter, only that we transmuted it. That we’ve done and much more which now means we’re able to embody, to house and live with and continuously radiate more and more Light and Love energies from our physical bodies. The Sacred Temple (each of our individual bodies and selves) needed to clear and clean of all past Evolutionary Cycles’ stuff so that we could then replace it with NEW Evolutionary Cycles’ stuff, which is a lot more Divine Source received in a much more direct way than we could survive prior.

So, empty the Sacred Temple and get it back to the Now Moment in energetic Neutrality (out of Duality) so that it’s capable of directly housing more of Source right in current Self within physicality. Sounds so easy when written, yet we know there’s been nothing easy about any of this complex, multi-layered Ascension Process.

Now here’s the part that Denise hadn’t given much conscious consideration; the part where I/you/we Forerunners start up another set of NEW Stair-step layers that have to do with us incrementally embodying, housing and living with and from more and more and more Light and Love within the physical dimension in our physical bodies. After all, what was the Rewiring Process for if not this?

Just as we’ve needed to go through multiple layers or Stair-steps of Phase One transmuting of dense Duality and all that went with that, so too are we now going through multiple layers or Stair-steps in Phase Two where we’re incrementally embodying more and more higher frequency Light and now Love energies into our bodies and beings within physicality. The transmuting phase hurt in the ways it did; the embodying phase hurts in the ways it does now but it’s all part of the Ascension Process. Please try to remember this when you’re experiencing some NEW unpleasant symptom, side effect or reaction to taking on more of God/Source into your physical body and not rip out the seam in the butt of your pants!…or any other “seam” anywhere else! 😉

Long confusing story short, I understood that for me and for some of you who’ve been having the severe stinging itching business too, that the majority of it has to do with running vastly higher voltage (God/Source/Divinity etc.) through our physical bodies in the physical dimension now. As usual we’ll adapt and adjust to this NEW Light and Love energies literally flowing through our veins, and eventually it won’t sting or itch or cause any unpleasant sensations at all.

I won’t end this before I add a bit about what I mean when I use the term Love or LOVE energy. There’s such profound misunderstandings and limited awareness about this word due to past old distorted beliefs that I’ve hesitated using it just as I’ve hesitated using the term God in my writings. However, we’ve reached the point within the Ascension Process where the Love/LOVE energy is starting to arrive in this neck of the cosmic woods which is part of Phase Two.

Does anyone remember Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian channeled term, ‘Light is information; Love is creation’ ? I’ve always liked it because, in my opinion, Love/LOVE is exactly that — creation, creating, creativity. Love is the absolute and eternal desire and outright need to Create…more…and NEW…and better…and different and…and…and…

First the Light arrived so we could better transmute the old density and Duality stuff. Next up is the arrival of Love so we have the NEW tools and NEW desire to Consciously Create as much NEW stuff as we’re able to now. As I’ve said many times before, dream much bigger, aim much higher, because Love is here now and God/Source/Us is anxious to get Creating anew.

Happy June 21, 2015, Solstice everyone. Use it and the entire summer/winter quarter months wisely and creatively as you/me/we embody another layer of Love into these physical bodies and current Selves.

Denise Le Fay

June 20, 2015

https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=K3YLJZAT7BLRW

Completing 2011: Preparing for 2012

December 10, 2011March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

So far, the week of December 4–10, 2011 has been a nearly constant daily/nightly onslaught of severe pain and pressure in my head, skull and eyes again. Just like six months ago from the summer Solstice energies. This head/skull/brain/eye pain is accompanied by pain down my spine to the area between my shoulder blades or the High Heart (Thymus) chakra/area. As my throbbing head and I attempt to write this today, it’s the total Lunar eclipse at 18° Gemini 11′. No doubt this has much to do with this December buildup of painful, pushing energies. From today through the New Moon on December 24, 2011 is one energy event after another so I assume we’ll all be feeling these energies in varying degrees of intensity. Happy Holidays!

December 10, 2011 total Lunar eclipse/Full Moon 18° Gemini 11′
December 12, 2011 is 12-12-11, which I suspect is like a dress rehearsal for 12-12-12
December 18–21, 2011 is the Galactic Crossing—the Sun transiting across (aligning or conjunction with) the Galactic Plane or equator which means major energy downloads
December 21, 2011 is the Winter Solstice—the Sun enters 0° Capricorn at 9:30 P.M. Pacific Time
My 60th birthday sandwiched between the escalating Winter Solstice energy downloads and general holiday ~~insanity~~ cheer
December 24, 2011 the New Moon at 2° Capricorn 34′

2011 REVIEW

For many of us—it certainly was for me—2011 was difficult because it was a much more compressed and intense year of having to, if not master, then at the very least get vastly better with regards to our Emotional Bodies and our reactionary emotional reactions to whomever or whatever it is that WE still let get to us. It doesn’t matter in the least who or what those emotional triggers are; what matters is that you/me/each of us evolves beyond this lower level and gets ourselves free and clear. Why? Because Conscious Creators aren’t allowed to Create if they still have loose emotional cannons rolling around within themselves that other people or situations can ignite at any moment! Can’t you just see some sudden horrible emotional creation I/you/each of us created and manifested all because someone or something pushed one of our unresolved Emotional Body buttons? Not gonna happen, and this is a very good thing for everyone’s sake!

Before the full-on 5D Conscious Creating and Co-Creating business begins, I/you/each of us MUST first—as in Cosmic Safety Precaution Law—master our Emotional Body and its old familiar reactionary ways. There’s no shame or guilt in any of this, only evolution/ascension to a higher dimension, state of being, consciousness and reality. It seems that the “Goddess” and 11’s of 2011 were primarily about this transformational task and many of us have made great headway with this particular Ascension issue and will soon be able to check it off our Ascension list of things to transmute prior to the end of December 2012.

This plus the Dark Ones, in all their forms and positions in this dimension and others, have been GREATLY reduced during 2011. By greatly reduced I mean that many of these Dark Ones have—sorry but I can’t resist using this line—seen the Light and retired from their distorted perspectives and jobs being the “Bad Guys” during the past Evolutionary Cycle. During 2011 many of them just laid down their attitudes and bad-ass selves and willingly walked into the Light! Wow…what a trip that’s been!

Remember I mentioned recently that I’d been getting the symbolism of a big X lately? This big X has indicated there’s polarity integration happening at higher levels. Said really simply, this big X shape I’ve been perceiving indicated that in 2011 many of the Dark Ones had to integrate enough Light for them to continue evolving too, or not, and be reabsorbed by Source. And if 2011 was this phase for the Dark Ones, then, unless I’ve misunderstood what I’ve perceived, 2012 is the year for the Light Ones to do the same and integrate enough Dark within themselves at the levels and dimensions they exist on now. And we down here in 3D thought it was just us having all the high drama, intensity and excitement!

All of this is so everyone everywhere is free and clear and ready for the massive Cosmic Energy Imprinting of the New Evolutionary Cycle that will come through the alignment of Earth with the Milky Way galactic center one year from now.

2012 PREVIEW

It’s hard to believe, especially if you’re a Starseed who’s been transmuting and embodying your guts out every second for the past twelve years, that we’re not yet ready for the Cosmic imprinting tsunami that we’ll orbit into one year from now. How many times have we asked ourselves or our Ascension Assistants or Source on those extraordinarily difficult moments, “Is it soup yet?” And how many times over the years have we been told ever so gently, “Not yet…close but not quite yet.” Gads really? Well okay, what’s another mile at this point, right?

Looking back it’s easy to see that we’ve already transmuted tons of Dark energetic stuff within ourselves, other timelines, negative actions done by other people in this and other timelines, the planet, and the 4D lower Astral plane. But to realize in December 2011 that there’s one last years’ worth of transmuting, embodying, releasing and mastering to do before we’re vibrating fast and high enough to step into the NEW Evolutionary Cycle energies arriving in one year is almost too much to deal with while one’s head feels like mine does now! But that’s exactly why my head feels like it does now. So, there it is in all its this-side-of-the-finish line dull glory. I know that you and I will be singing a very different song about this time next year however so hang in there with me my fellow exhausted and pain ridden Starseed Reality Transmutors.

What I’ve perceived about 2012 so far is escalating world chaos; increased mental and emotional illness in many; general dysfunction; violence; solar energies repeatedly shutting down the Internet, cell phones and whatever else; increasing lack of jobs and money; corrupt systems falling apart under the Light; and certain gigantic egos with their beliefs fighting to the end to never relinquish power and control. Simultaneously to all this we’ll be putting the finishing touches on our personal Ascension Process throughout 2012. I sense that throughout 2012 many people will finally have to consciously face the fact that the Dark Ones (physical humans and non-physical non-humans) exist and the evil deeds they’ve done and how humanity went along with it all. This revealing of different world “heroes” and “leaders” as actually egocentric and sick monsters will be shocking to many, but 2012 is grow-up time because nothing and no one can hide from the Light any longer and the masses need to consciously know to what extent they’ve been lied to, used, manipulated and paid for it all.

To heal you’ve first got to know and acknowledge the negative, the Dark, the hidden, the projected, wounded etc. then go from there. Much of the masses will be profoundly shocked to discover how severe and complete the Dark has run this planet and humanity and for how long. Yet, at the same time, many of these people will quickly become ready to move through this phase and be able to accept the new High Heart ways of existing. We laid the Path for them to do this many years ago and in 2012 we’ll continue watching growing numbers of people willingly walk out of the old darkness and step on to this higher frequency Path.

For the rest of us Starseeds/Indigos/Lightworkers we’ve got 2012 to refine and complete anything we need to before December 2012. I sense we’ll have more work to do on our Mental Bodies and belief systems throughout 2012, just like we had to do with our Emotional Bodies and knee-jerk reactions during 2011. We and the masses both have plenty of old reality beliefs/belief systems to let go of in greater ways than we have so far. These beliefs can be as subtle as things like your age, your physical health, expectations, worth, how consciousness works, what 5D is like and so on. No matter how small or large our beliefs may be at this late date, if they restrict us in any way they’ll present themselves to be greatly expanded or fully released. Time is short so these final lessons and issues will surface fast and furiously throughout 2012 in an attempt to HELP us get free and clear. Just do it.

During 2012 we’ve got to consciously know more about Source, multidimensional reality, quantum existence outside of time so that we can embody it and more within ourselves. 2012 will be about consciously knowing much more and not becoming imbalanced or ungrounded because of our evolving base of operations and sense of “Self”. Said another way, 2012 is when we’ll embody more of our Higher Selves, “God” or Source in conscious ways. Remember we worked long and hard to cast-off these higher, larger aspects of ourselves to even get down into 3D physicality. Now on the return trip we’re required to pick these aspects of our Selves back up and put them on once again. This last year of the Ascension Process will appear highly polarized as the old lower fights to survive while we remain steadfast and focused on embodying and getting up-to-speed energetically for next December’s Cosmic energy tsunami.

Denise Le Fay

December 10, 2011

https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=K3YLJZAT7BLRW

Navigating the End of the Mayan Calendar/Expiration Date

October 14, 2011March 28, 2023Denise Le Fay

When I go quiet for a while and don’t write anything at TRANSITIONS, it’s always because I’ve been soul-deep in BIG changes once again. We all have the continuous smaller Ascension related symptoms, aches and pains and changes. However, every few months or so (your mileage may vary) we reach another of those really BIG phases within the Ascension Process where we suddenly take a quantum leap forward. Or so it seems from our old perspective. This was another of those BIG, major transition points for me personally. I suspect many of you reading this have also recently (the summer and fall of 2011) found yourself in some major inner changes. If you haven’t yet, not to worry because it’s coming. We’ve all got plenty of them coming now that we’re at the end of this Evolutionary Cycle, Mayan calendar October 28, 2011.

I’ve repeatedly used the term Stair Steps in the past to express that the entire Ascension Process is done by us moving up many energy and consciousness levels or stair steps. We don’t and cannot go from the bottom of these many flights of Stairs (dense, dark, distorted, linear time and consciousness in duality in 3D) all the way to the top floor (Light-filled, much less dense, non-linear time and higher consciousness in unity in 5D) in one giant leap, not in our physical bodies that is. To make this grand transformation with our physical body we must travel up the different energetic stair steps to repeatedly adapt and adjust to the continuous frequency ascent. Eventually we each reach a landing at the top of a flight of these ascension stair steps, but to continue we must make a sharp 90° turn on that BIG re-directional landing to further continue up the next flight of ascension stair steps of this transformational Process and our individual soul missions within it.

My point is that there’s been constant Ascension Stair Steps since entering the Eighth Wave on January 5, 1999, but with less of these landings. Since we entered the Ninth Wave on March 9, 2011, there’s been far more of these landings (phases) where we cast-off more of our old lower aspects, consciousness and ways, while simultaneously embodying more Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint.

Said in the opposite incoming direction, these landings are intense phases when one physically embodies another large chunk of the Divine Blueprint within themselves and their physical body. Transmuting lower and Embodying higher, Transmuting lower and Embodying higher and on and on up those flights of energy Ascension Stair Steps with their potent landings.

What I’ve been experiencing building and expanding since the summer (of 2011), was my arriving at another of these BIG embodying/casting off landings with its sharp 90° turn. These larger embodying and simultaneous further casting off of one’s old aspects and habits phases (because the two cannot co-exist so the old lower frequency parts are cast-off) are comparable to your Higher Self suddenly grabbing you up by the nap of your neck and transporting you to a new energetic neighborhood and dropping you there. After the dust settles you start to better understand what just happened and why, but until then, it’s one intense transformational shift and major redirect.

IN TWO WEEKS THE MAYAN CALENDAR ENDS!

For many years we’ve read about the famed end of the Mayan calendar but there hasn’t been much in-depth talk about what to expect after it. Words like “Unity Consciousness” have been used as have “fifth dimension” and “ascending into the great Golden Age of Light”, and “creating new timelines” and “changing timelines” and probably realities and High Heart Consciousness etc. But what’s really coming now that we’ve finally made it to the Expiration Date?

We are and will continue to Transmute our lower frequency whatever that’s still there everything and Embody more of the higher Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint and adapt and adjust to it all. But we won’t all be doing this at the same exact time (in the same timeline) because we’re not all existing on the same identical Stair Step or evolutionary level together. In this regard, things are as they always have been, but on the other side of October 28, 2011, and certainly on the other side of 11-11-11, everyone will be existing in a higher field of unified Light within an entirely new cycle and higher dimension on Earth. The Dark Ones are no longer in control and their negative, multidimensional distorted programs are and will continue turning to ash in the increasing Light.

Because so many are still using the lens of Duality linear consciousness, or they’re at the beginning stages of being able to access integrated Unity or HighHeart Consciousness, they read my words through whatever lens and level they have access to at the moment. If the gap between my words and their awareness is too great, then my words sound to them like I’m saying something very different from what I actually am; hence my occasional frustration and need to back-off and/or escape for a bit so that I don’t let myself get drawn back down into a lower frequency place and state that I’ve worked hard to extricate myself from and override. With time and more understanding this won’t be as difficult for me as it’s been throughout 2011. Until I reach that level of personal development and 5D anchoring, I will continue to distance myself from certain people, places and situations.

SOME STARSEED NINTH WAVE GROWING PAINS

Because we entered the Ninth Wave March 9, 2011, with it came the new Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint all the way down into physicality and many of the Starseeds bodies to embody it and simultaneously override the Dark Ones horrific perversions. All of 2011 has been extra difficult in some ways for me, while simultaneously, 2011 has shown the most improvements as well.

The difficult things I’ve had to deal with since January 2011 (and they’ve increased each month this year) have been an INCREASE in my already ultra-sensitive senses, awareness, and being. The more Light “architecture” and Divine Blueprint I embody, the more sensitive I become to any and all lower frequency energies—not less sensitive—more sensitive. And just so there’s no confusion, by lower frequency energies I mean people, emotions, thoughts, thought-forms, foods, actions, belief systems, systems, locations, the patriarchy, consciousness, most TV programs and movies, most old world sounds or noise etc. etc.

Someone recently said to me that “…I’m very sensitive to criticism…” which is true because criticism typically comes from people with unrecognized and unresolved negative ego baggage that the person and/or people doing the criticizing are not even consciously aware of. Because I’m sensitive and feel and have a slightly larger conscious perspective, I do see and feel people’s negative egos and personal baggage that THEY hiss and spew at me that actually has nothing to do with me. Carrying more Light and Higher Consciousness comes with much more responsibility and this cosmic Law certainly doesn’t apply to only me. When you attack, insult, parasite, demean and use people Light embodied, it’s your clue to deal with YOUR unresolved, ignored, projected negativity and darkness.

Another 2011 increase I’ve been dealing with is being more consciously aware of people’s actions, emotions, thoughts, dreams, intentions, pains and problems. I don’t necessarily want to perceive any more of this type of stuff from strangers but there it is. Thankfully I sense that this will shift or evolve within me once I’m on the other side of 11-11-11. Not end entirely on November 12th but shift a bit more and then a bit more in December 2011, and then much more throughout 2012. Funny how embodying more Light makes it that much easier to be fully aware of and feel the Dark in people, places, systems, beliefs etc.

Another 2011 side effect is a fairly large change in my sleep/wake hours and pattern. I have no reason whatsoever to get up at 4 or 5 or 6 AM but this is the new schedule evidently. From 6 AM on it’s impossible for me to fall back to sleep so, after pushing the sleep envelope a bit harder, I realize it ain’t gonna happen so I just get up between 6 and 7 AM now. Kinda a big bummer at the moment.

Now that I’m up between 6–7 AM I must get my daily choirs done very early because by 11:30–12:30ish I’ve used up my daily allotment of fuel and become amazingly exhausted and absolutely have to take a nap. And on really intense days—which are almost every day or every other day in 2011—I fall asleep for much of the afternoon! I’m talking snoozing almost half of the day which is something I’ve never done in my life. But no matter how hard I push against this new schedule it overpowers me and puts me out almost every afternoon. It’s like we HAVE to get out of our physical bodies at different times now because the energies and their cycles or pulses or waves are that different. Basically, it’s like 5 or 6 hours is the equivalent of 12 or 14 hours of old lower world linear time, which makes sense while we’re teetering on the Cusp of so many BIG changes, timelines and realities.

Another 2011 side-effect I’ve had is being quickly shown when I’ve looked outside myself for some external help, guidance, direction etc. is that I’m immediately shown by my Higher Self that I’ve evolved to the level where I am and have the answers and guidance I need or want so stop looking outside of myself for them. Old habits die-hard but this is how we discover how much we really have evolved, and now in 2011 and 2012, we’ve GOT to use our expanding and evolving abilities and consciousness. Looking outside of ourselves will become increasingly ineffective until we fully and consciously put on our individual higher consciousness, powers and abilities.

One more 2011 side-effect and then I’ll end this. We can’t forget to look at the BIG changes, shifts of power, and Light improvements that have happened in 2011 so far, but from another angle entirely. That angle is from how most people who aren’t aware of the Ascension Process—and even many who are—but haven’t as yet transmuted their own lower frequency unresolved ignored issues, ego, negative habits and belief systems stemming from the Emotional and Mental Body perversions done by the Dark Ones. All that plus their own lower frequency ego-based lens focus on reality makes these potent endings and new beginnings EXTREMELY trying for most of them.

I’ve witnessed increasing numbers of people having growing difficulties because their old familiar vampirized food supply system has diminished in 2011 (and will continue to) due to the Light Energies and changes that began with the Ninth Wave phase. We see this manifesting in a myriad of ways on the News every day now and it’s going to get worse before it gets better.

As these people’s Dark patriarchal world and reality disintegrates under them and their old familiar negative ego-based ways of emotionally manipulating others and/or being manipulated themselves to feed from other people’s energies isn’t working as it has, there’s going to be increasing numbers of people becoming sick, more energetically starved, frantic, increasingly mentally and emotionally imbalanced and yet not know how to not invade or manipulate other people to get their energetic food supply in this dark old way. I’ve watched this escalate in certain people all year and it’s amazing to see but horrific and repulsive at the same time. That plus the old familiar ego manipulations and lying not working like they always have are also causing further frustrations and chaos with lower frequency, lower consciousness people and systems.

Just like those transformational ascension flights of stair steps with their embodying landings, the masses that don’t know what’s really happening and why have to make huge changes now too or exit. Protect yourself and your loved ones and pets as we transition across the Expiration Date and 11-11-11 and simultaneously embody more Light and Divine Source Blueprints/Templates from Home. It is indeed the best of times but at lower levels it is the worst of times.

Denise Le Fay

October 14, 2011

https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=K3YLJZAT7BLRW

What Is The Ascension Process?

June 22, 2010March 26, 2023Denise Le Fay

WHAT DO YOU DO IF YOU ARE AN ASPECT OF THE ALL THAT IS AND YOU NEED TO FORGET THAT FACT?

How do souls learn, create, play and experience within third dimensional physical reality and a physical body when they are naturally so much more than that? They cut themselves off from Home, from higher consciousness, from higher feelings, from remembering who they are, from remembering that they are multidimensional beings, from remembering their so-called “past” lives, and much more. They intentionally forget all this and so much more so they can enter into a physical body in a physical dimension—one that’s been horribly distorted too—and play there, creating further there, learning more there and experience being in a state of Duality and seemingly completely externalized or on the outside of Source/God/All That Is and everything.

To help them forget everything so they can actually benefit from their experiences and creations within the third dimension, their physical brain is cut into two halves which fully disconnects them from consciously remembering who they really are, Home, where they came from, or that there is anything else in existence anywhere other than dense, physical, 3D Earth. And to totally safeguard them from remembering who they really are, they exist primarily within only one half of their brains—the left brain—where the 3D ego and patriarchal intellect is God almighty. (Stand back because that is a dangerous and wildly imbalanced totally blind combo-pack!)

MY INTELLECT IS BIGGER THAN YOUR INTELLECT

Of course it is and that’s part of your and mass humanities current problem.

For many thousands of years the 3D left-brained ego and patriarchal intellect has been the sole navigator and reality perceiver for humanity. Yes, there have been the occasional misfit who dared to tiptoe over to the edge of their right-brain and then come back and paint something, dance something, sing something, write something, or make movies about something they perceived while over there in crazy, unreliable La La Land. If these people were not living in a shamanistic culture or location where this ability was highly revered, they were either burned at the stake, shipped off to some mental institution or told they were unstable, sick, overly emotional, delusional, untrustworthy and unsafe to be within “normal” left-brained, ego-based intellectual society and were gotten rid of—unless some left-brained person thought they could use them to make money or gain power because of their ability to access right-brain “La La Land”.

The left-brain intellect and ego self are great at balancing your check book, helping you be aware that you shouldn’t step off the curb into traffic, and when to eat and take a shower. They are not the correct tools to use to perceive or experience much of anything outside of that very narrow band of 3D frequency and physical reality however but that was the plan, the desire, the reason for all this remember?

THE SAFEGUARDS AGAINST BECOMING PERMANENTLY LOST IN 3D LEFT-BRAINED, EGO-BASED AWARENESS

Because we’re not stupid teenaged spiritual beings we made sure that this Plan had built-in protections and a time limit to when enough was enough. We weren’t stupid enough to step away from the Light, Love, Home and dive into lower frequency levels and dimensions of learning and not cover our asses. Come on now! We knew long before we left Home that once we entered a physical body within a physical dimension and Dualized Earth world that we’d totally forget most of everything, as was the Plan and our desire. But, to protect ourselves we decided on a timeline for all of this and we also added many other safeguards and etheric body implants or etheric receivers so we could occasionally pick up reminders, messages and transmissions from Home and the multitudes of others who remained at higher dimensional levels and did not decide to involute into lower frequency physical dimension with complete amnesia. In other words, we made sure before we left Home that we could get our dense butts—with amnesia—back out of this dimension and location in 3D physicality and begin the return trip in physical bodies back towards Home again. We wanted to learn and create within dense 3D physicality, not become permanently lost, trapped or sidetracked down here with nothing but Duality and left-brained awareness and negative egos running the show.

THE “SECOND COMING” IS US DOING IT FROM OUR DENSE PHYSICAL BODIES

Once we’d reached that enough is enough point, these many deliberate built-in safeguards were triggered in us and Earth, the solar system and beyond. Obviously there needs to be the first group, then the second group, the third group and so on that are triggered or activated before the masses are. A small group had to get this all started down here within physicality so that, after a decade or more the others could also begin to wake up and step out of their left-brained, ego-based, amnesic, dense physical 3D prison. These first people have been called Volunteers, Lightworkers, Starseeds, Forerunners, Wayshowers, Path Pavers, First Wavers and this whole “waking up” process is the evolutionary Ascension Process.

So, what is the Ascension Process? It’s not as mystical as it sounds actually but it sure is impressive.

It is us reaching 12th grade in high school and having to make all of the adjustments and changes of graduating and moving on to something totally new to us while still in a physical body. Actually, it’s much, much more than that lousy example. It is us intentionally ending this very long phase of learning and creating within Duality everywhere and within physical Earth reality and graduating, evolving, ascending to a higher frequency system and consciousness entirely. Of course, to make the Alchemical jump from 3D Lead to 5D Gold would require plenty of cosmic, astrological, galactic, solar and multidimensional Energy Wave triggers and activations to undo those lower frequency tools that kept us from remembering and perceiving beyond our left-brain ego selves, plus reconnect our long dis-connected DNA. In other words, the Ascension Process is us ending and evolving out of what we—as aspects of Source—wanted to experience in lower frequency, dense Duality physicality within a profoundly narrow band of left-brained ego awareness only.

LEFT-BRAIN EGO CONSCIOUSNESS CANNOT COMPREHEND THIS

You can’t use that narrow band of lower frequency, left-brained ego consciousness to understand or prepare for experiencing the Ascension Process. It simply is not a tool that’s big enough or complex enough for the job. Its range is extremely small. Sorry.

When you are energetically activated to begin the Ascension Process you’ll think or believe that you have suddenly become sick, terribly ill, or that possibly you’re having some sort of mental and/or emotional breakdown or that something wrong is happening to you, your body, your mind and emotions. Why? Because that is how the ego and left-brain perceives what is happening energetically. This too is part of the process and it takes time to learn to let go of all that we must release within ourselves, our bodies, our belief systems etc. You cannot expect your lower frequency, Duality 3D tools of perception to accurately inform you of what exists beyond it. It is impossible.

WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH?

Because when dense, lower frequency materials directly encounters higher, faster frequency energies, it just hurts. This is an Alchemical process of turning clay into crystal—Lead into Gold. It was a lengthy and complex process for us to get our massive, big-ass Light/Love selves reduced enough and down into such a tiny and profoundly limited 3D physical dimension and matching physical bodies. But it’s taking vastly less time to reverse that process and undo the deliberate restrictions, perceptual limitations, profound denseness and amnesia and stitch our two brain halves back together, Rewire our physical bodies to house much higher frequency energies, and have our multidimensional DNA reconnected and much more. What took us eons to involute down into energetically is taking us decades in this lifetime to evolve and ascend out of which is truly amazing. And yes, it hurts turning dense old dualized 3D unaware negative ego-based human stuff into 5D beings that house unified higher consciousness and Light in themselves and their physical bodies. Not to worry however because Home has been waiting for us to do this since we decided to leave and go on this long, multi-layered, multidimensional road trip in the first place.

Denise Le Fay

June 22, 2010

https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=K3YLJZAT7BLRW

Lightworkers Literally Glow In The DARK

June 7, 2009April 1, 2023Denise Le Fay

WE WHO EMBODY LIGHT LITERALLY GLOW IN THE DARK

The more Light you embody within yourself, your being, your bodies via the current ongoing Ascension Process, the more easily and quickly you are spotted, seen, sensed, and felt by nonphysical negative beings and negative humans who vibrate at a much lower rate. Vibrate much lower simply means they are not embodying much Light within themselves. Here’s another example that may help with this.

We’ve heard the stories about certain humans who were unpleasant, cruel, controlling, nasty people while they were alive. We’ve heard or read the stories about people like this that die and are still unpleasant, cruel, controlling nasty jerks but now in ghost form “haunting” and harassing, attacking, controlling and in general being huge tormentors of other living people who currently live in that house or locale area. New people move into the nasty jerk person’s old house or land or area and the dead person begins his/her attacks upon the unsuspecting and unaware new home owners. Typical haunting story right? The important thing is why is that dead person, that nasty, cruel, mean, controlling dead person still hanging around? Because they have not dealt with their personal issues—hate, fears, anger, resentments, perversions, addictions, fears of hellfire and punishments via religious beliefs etc.—so they remain as long as they can in this in between lower astral state attacking and harassing the living who happen into their old familiar physical territory.

Next, let’s take that example and apply it to the levels beyond that one where other nonphysical negative Dark Beings, entities, aliens, demonics etc. exist. At this level there are other beings and entities that have never been human or physical. They’re not dead because they never were alive within Earth physicality but they have long existed within these other dimensional layers nonetheless. I’m referring to negative ETs/aliens, negative entities and beings of all types and not ghosts of dead humans.

So here you come carrying all your hard-earned higher vibrating Light within yourself, your bodies and energy fields and guess who literally see’s, feels, smells you coming through all that lower vibrating Darkness? Many of those nasty critters and beings! They literally see you GLOWING IN THE DARK long, long, long before you ever sense or see or in many cases are even aware of their existence. And that is how and why the Forerunner Lightworkers typically get our Light filled butts seriously kicked all over the place! We forget that we glow in the dark. We forget that we radiate higher Light energies and that these negative beings see and feel us coming from miles away. We forget who we are and that because we’re now carrying within ourselves faster, higher vibrating energies or Light that we must be more aware of where we go, where we wander into and who all lives in those lower vibrating locations both physical and NON-physical.

I know this information from first-hand experience, from many first-hand ass-whoppings by some of these lower vibrating negative beings. Many of you reading this have learned this painful and shocking energy lesson the hard way as well. The primary way we learn this territorial energy lesson is within dreams or while out-of-body. The more psychic or sensitive you are, you run the risk of experiencing this business while awake and in-body also. We wander into some local out there—usually in our dreams—and some of these lower vibrating Dark beings, entities, aliens or whatever we wish to call them, don’t appreciate us being in their turf carrying all our damned LIGHT and shining it all over in their perfect DARK! Guess who gets jumped by whom and why? Yes, us, because we’re naive and usually forget that we glow in all that darkness and negativity. And just like the dead human ghost who’s not moving on and facing whatever he/she needs but is hunkered-down in their old familiar physical haunts, these other non-physical, non-human negative Dark entities, beings and aliens are even more hunkered-down in their familiar dimensional layer and territory. They’ve been there for far longer than any dead human ghost haunting any place on Earth. Because of this, these lower vibrating Dark or vastly less Light-filled beings and entities do not want you or I or anyone carrying a bunch of Light to venture into their territory. There will be an altercation and most likely if you or I don’t remember who we are and where we are, we’re going to probably get our etheric and physical butts kicked yet again. This is how we learn. This is also how we never forget life within the physical and in Duality with the Dark Ones.

This whole Multi-D energy turf war business can happen while we’re awake, while we’re asleep dreaming, while we’re meditating, while we’re out shopping somewhere, while at different lower energy forums, while we’re in the privacy of our own higher vibrating Light-filled homes and so on. It can happen anywhere at any time, at least during the early stages of our transitions, our ongoing transmuting of lower dark energies within ourselves and/or locations. Eventually, through our ongoing Ascension Process we do enough of this astral 4D transmuting within ourselves that we’re able to carry much more Light and we naturally find ourselves existing within small pockets of ONLY higher vibrating energies that currently match our own. (This has changed so much now that finally the Light is the majority instead of the minority.) It’s when we leave that higher vibrating energy and wander into lower vibrating Dark areas where we glow in the dark, that we usually meet some Dark nasty bully—human and/or nonhumans—who has no intention of changing him/her/itself or anything and so attacks us. This is how we learn who and what we are, all of us, no matter how much Light or lack of Light we’re currently carrying.

If you wander into some physical place, online forum or website, building, location or non-physical place or dimension, astral, or dream location and either immediately or hours later find yourself being attacked by one or more of the beings carrying vastly less Light, then try to backtrack where you’ve been to determine why you got attacked. Usually, you’ll be able to backtrack and connect the dots to a place, person, group of people or nonphysical being or beings and lower frequency energies.

Denise Le Fay

June 7, 2009

https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=K3YLJZAT7BLRW