December 2012 – HighHeartLife

10, 11, 12, 2015 Stair-steps & Expiration of Old 3D Templates

December 3, 2015April 4, 2023Denise Le Fay

multiple hearts The image above with triple hearts stacked on top of each other is much like what we’re going through internally, very much so during the last three (triality) months of 2015—October 10 and its 10/10 passage, November 11 and its 11/11 passage, and December 12 and its 12/12 passage. I’ve always seen these triple year-end months like potent energy Stair-steps we walk up and are evolved by, forever changed in further Alchemical preparation for the start of the next year at a slightly higher level of the spiral. This time however is different in that what we’ve prepared for is nothing like what we’ve been through before. More about that—2016—in a moment.

In October (10) 2015, it seemed to me like the Scorpio/Pluto energies were amplified beyond belief and felt like we all went through archetypal Scorpio life, death, rebirth processes multiple times. In November (11) it felt like we embodied a bit more of God/Source/Higher Self etc. into our physical bodies and, sometimes it was not a blissful ride but real Inner Work with some collective dark thrown in too. Now in December of 2015, it’s already feeling like something really great and big is about to happen, again, to each who can embody it now. Why? Because something really great and big is coming when we enter 2016.

Some of these 2015 Stair-step October 10, November 11, and so far December 12 symptoms have been greatly amplified. I’ve experienced high bliss type periods during this time so far, and I’ve experienced what felt like possible “near death” periods too. Periods of feeling profoundly empowered with the I AM awareness, followed by old self-doubts and brief moments of dis-empowerment. Periods of knowing I AM Divine Source followed by, ‘Do I have underwear and shoes on to go to the grocery store?!’ Sometimes it feels like I’ve got, like we’ve got Aquarian whiplash caused from us grabbing up some more remaining Duality bits here and there internally and externally!

Some of the recent symptoms from the last three 2015 months have been ragged sleep once again, followed thank gawd by short periods of unusually deep sleep in the daytime. When you wake up from one of these daytime pass out nap comas, you know you’ve been through something very special, important and different.

Another symptom I’ve had (once again) since around mid November is the heavy-pounding-heart-while-at-complete-rest business. It seems to pound so hard I can feel my whole body move slightly with each heart pounding beat. There’s no pain other than some pressures occasionally, just amplified intensity as the HighHeart area and physical heart and thymus gland etc. all undergo more preparatory expansions for what’s coming in December and beyond. If you too have had your heart and HighHeart area swell, pound really hard while you’re completely at rest, comfortable and pain-free, know that this is normal for what we’re going through now which is more HighHeart expansions in preparation for receiving, embodying, housing MORE Divine Source energy or Light right in ourselves and our physical bodies. Some call this particular energy Christ or Crystalline consciousness or energy.

When it feels to you like your HighHeart cup runneth over, know that it isn’t anywhere near that point and what you’re feeling is You and YOU and your body expanding energetically, increasing vibrationally (again, another Stair-step) and further merging so everything can safely, comfortably and naturally embody, house and maintain more higher Light Love Energies in the physical body in a physical world. Another way of looking at this is that in October and November we’ve been polishing our Chalice (our HighHeart) in preparation of receiving, holding and constantly maintaining much more Divinity/Christ/Crystalline Light energies into the physical body and Self in December 2015 and beyond.

Another side effect or symptom I’ve had recently is suddenly finding that my body is crying for no reason I’m consciously aware of. It seems to be happening at a deep cellular DNA level and my physical body is literally weeping with tears rolling down my face and I’m not emotionally feeling anything. It felt like that “near death” processing I mentioned earlier; some aspect of me is mourning the loss of the old lower bits and pieces, while simultaneously crying with joy over the higher embodiment and freedom taking place. Strange sensation/process but good, very good.

There’s also the emotional and mental bouncing between being repulsed and frustrated with the unaware folks one minute, and in the next moment you know you are, increasingly, the Divine incarnate in physicality and that your very existence and presence in this physical world is radically changing it for the better second by second. Welcome to real nitty-gritty, deep down in your cells, DNA and Soul physical level Ascension. Soon there won’t be any bouncing back and forth left anymore because you will, I will, we will be fully and completely contained within the HighHeart Light Love 5D level of the NEW reality and world. Just embody and radiate and so it is.

2016heart2 At some point during October and November 2015, I had a small but helpful higher overview of all this going back to December 21, 22 and 23 of 2012. I briefly saw and understood these years since December 2012, and how they’ve been large Stair-steps into greater amounts of the NEW Light and finally Love energies down into physicality.

For me, 2013 held a great desire and need to sleep as much and as long as I could get away with. I felt this was justifiable after what all I’d been through leading up to the Expiration Date of December 2012! And so, I did exactly that; I slept and rested and didn’t give a rats ass about much of anything throughout most of 2013. It was serious down time in many ways, and with glorious hindsight, it makes tons of sense considering how brutal, abrupt, shocking and downright difficult and painful in nearly every way all of 2014 and 2015 has been for me personally.

This little higher overview I had around the years from 2013 through the end of 2015, was really about the Forerunners needing to do some more, yeah, some more Inner Work both personally and for the collective plus ALL everywhere else. As usual this prep work was for higher, greater and larger incoming Light Love energies that we would need to and must physically embody and carry within us so we not only seed and anchor those NEW higher energies into the NEW Earth, but also be the living, breathing, walking and talking NEW Templates for the rest of humanity. ‘If you build it they will come’ comes to heartmind if I may borrow that great line from the movie Field Of Dreams.

The other aspect that I saw in this little higher overview was that with the start of 2016, all the old lower frequency, lower consciousness, lower ways and systems etc. will be fully and completely Expired. Not one of them will be allowed to move into the NEW higher ways and systems of the NEW Earth. They had their time and it’s run its full course and has finally Expired in-full with the start of 2016. Talk about a NEW “New Year”!

This means that humanity will be existing within tremendous change(s) as the old lower no longer has any power to it and will not ever again be supported or allowed in any way in the NEW higher levels. Dead and gone it is, except for those unaware humans alive now that don’t know anything about the Ascension Process and all the rest of it. Those people will, out of a lack of higher awareness and sheer habit and old negative distorted beliefs, continue to try to recreate the old lower ways and systems etc. They will try to do this out of habit, fear, greed etc. and it may look like it’s working for a short while but it is nothing more than the lag between the old permanently disappearing, and the higher NEW replacing everything everywhere. Do not get discouraged or second guess or doubt that the old is no longer running the planet because it is not and never will ever again. 2016 is the start of the NEW higher everything.

Now, whose gonna build what and why and for who again? Those with HighHearts and HighHeart consciousness who’ve embodied more of the NEW, the Christ, the Crystalline, the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine merged, more of the Higher and Lower Self merged into themselves body and soul, to seed IT, the NEW Light and LOVE into this NEW Earth world and reality for the rest of humanity long into the “future”. ‘If you build it they will come.’ Indeed they will so build it as high as you/me/we can now and leave plenty of extra room for even more of the NEW that we’re not aware of today. Use December 2015 well my fellow Forerunners, because what we build, what we Light up and Consciously Create today will be what humanity steps into over the next few years and well beyond. ❤

Gratitude HighHeart Hugs for your brave, brilliant and unstoppable Service to All.

Denise Le Fay

December 3, 2015

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2013 Recap: Oh What a Year it Was!

December 25, 2013April 5, 2023Denise Le Fay

Fermi Bubbles burst 1-2-13 — Milky Way Galactic Center “Fermi Bubbles” burst on January 2, 2013

Not many of us were expecting 2013 to be what it turned out to be but there ya go — every month another knockout surprise! As entertaining as it might be for me to share my personal 2013 blow-by-blow, month-by-month accounts I won’t. I won’t because most of you–not all of course but most–experienced nearly identical and repeated hammerings throughout 2013 as I have. It was the theme of the year, with December 2013 being a mini compressed version of the entire year to be absolutely sure I/you/we got the chances (lessons) that I/you/we each needed to master them and quickly move on to the next thing whatever it was.

I will however write a short list highlighting what I experienced throughout 2013, mainly because when I/you/we each honestly look back and review everything we’ve been through, a higher and clearer overview is revealed that we might not have been able to see or appreciate before. As usual your mileage will vary, and these items below are primary focal points that I experience in 2013. Use them as learning tools and/or confirmation points if you can relate.

Throughout 2013 nearly every person (known and unknown) I had intentional and unintentional, professional and casual interactions and dealings with came under varying degrees of negative interference from Team Dark. I was emotionally wounded and highly frustrated at times by this but that in itself was another layer for me to deal with in myself and learn as much from as I could. There’s much to learn in general from this old scenario about self and others and how remaining nonphysical Team Dark has been dealing with the Separation of Worlds & Timelines and tweaking their tactics so they can continue to affect or derail those of us that have moved just far enough beyond their direct reach.
Repeated delays and setbacks with different projects, different ideas, creations etc. Timing has been very important throughout 2013 and many of us have repeatedly been reigned back in when we needed to be held back a bit and not jump the gun as so many of us Forerunners often try to do because we remember how quickly things manifest in 5D and higher. We had to get any 2013 issues, whatever they were, dealt with first and after that we’ll be given more room to Consciously Create–aka LOVE– within the NEW.
A resurgence of some old Ascension symptoms for periods, and a surge of some new ones this year too. My head has been ground zero for the second half of 2013, where the first half of it I had those old hot flashes from hell constantly. There were/are far more Ascension related symptoms or side effects than only these two I’ve mentioned, but they won’t last forever, even though after sixteen years they’ve almost become a way of life.

Throughout 2013 many of us have had some beloved friends and/or family members and/or co-workers and/or neighbors etc. come under Team Dark (TD) influence as a way to distract or derail or wound us… if we let that old lower frequency TD tactic work that is. One of the reasons for this (in 2013 I mean specifically) is that some of us have only recently (in 2011 or 2012 or 2013) moved just far enough vibrationally to now be out of frequency range from direct, face to face, personal attacks from TD. Because of this monumental achievement, TD has been using other people to indirectly affect us because they can no longer directly reach some of us in the ways they could before. I intend to write a full article about just this topic because it’s important and something that more and more people will be experiencing as they continue incrementally moving out of frequency range from the old lower everything including TD.

Another important thing I’ve found myself going through very intensely and quickly since the fall September 21, 2013 Equinox — the end of the Nine Months period from December 21, 2012 winter Solstice — has been the sudden and unexpected requirement of immediately releasing any and all people, places, things etc. that I used to “love” and/or feel connected to and/or relate to etc. Literally hours after the 9-21-13 Equinox I was experiencing this latest requirement of having to release all lower frequency, external, parasitic, co-dependent-like relationships with everyone no matter how good intentioned and “positive” they were.

We’ve all been through this one many times throughout the Ascension Process years because it’s a natural result of us individually growing, evolving, changing and continually moving up those energetic Stair-steps at our own pace. During this ongoing Ascension Process energetic gaps often build between individuals as one person moves ahead before the other (those Stair-steps again). When this happens there’s suddenly an uncomfortable mismatch between the two people (or person and group of people) who may have been great friends or loved ones etc. before the latest spiritual growth spurt. The kindest thing to do for all in these situations is disengage as gently as you can, release that person/people fully, and hope you see them again in the near future. If not, you keep moving anyway at your own pace because you must.

3D “love” & 5D and higher LOVE

Another issue many of the Forerunners have been having to actually start living (embodying themselves) in 2013 is the NEW LOVE frequency and consciousness. If you know even a fraction of IT, then you’re well-aware of the tremendous difference between IT–5D and higher LOVE–and the old lower frequency 3D ego-based, emotional and physical need-based, left brained, patriarchal distorted, total BS raging insane egoic “love”. There literally is NO comparison between the two. None whatsoever.

Some of you may remember a great old, channeled quote from Barbara Marciniak and her Pleiadians. It was: ‘Light is information; Love is creation.’

In 2013 some of the Forerunners have started making this blessed shift out of lower 3D “love” frequency and conscious, and back into higher frequency 5D LOVE frequency and consciousness.

There’s a lot of talk about “abundance”, about “love”, about LOVE, about “unity” etc. but there’s so much confusion and distortions about them and more. 5D and higher LOVE has always been to me about creativity, being creative, being in that blissful timeless AT-ONE-MENT state closer to Source that being totally absorbed in any physical or non-physical state of creativity naturally produces in us. To me, being in that state of high creativity is LOVE. Understand however that high creativity doesn’t require physical action or physical doing. One can sit and stare and be in an “active” high state of creativity–aka LOVE. One can lay down with eyes closed, high heart open, totally motionless physically and be in an “active” high state of creativity–aka LOVE.

Learning how to Not Fall and/or get Pulled Back Down by TD

Another one of the important spiritual/energetic/consciousness lessons many of us have been having to learn during 2013, and very much so since September 21, 2013, (and eventually master) is the ability to get where we’re trying to and once there, not energetically “fall” back down into the old lower familiar frequency/consciousness.

Another aspect of this situation has to do with TD tweaking some of their old tactics in order to snag, snare, hook, derail, steal and trick us out of our High Hearts and NEW space and consciousness and “fall” back down into the old lower frequency range where they can more easily get at us. (I’m so sorry that I even have to talk about TD and their negative crap at this point. I so want this aspect with TD to be permanently done and gone but there’s been more about this that I’ve needed to learn myself and also write about to help others with these particular changes we’re going through.)

Let’s tackle the first aspect first.

We’re evolving/ascending/shifting out of a lower frequency range, ego-based reality and consciousness, Duality, and world run by TD. We’re evolving/ascending/shifting up into a higher frequency range, heart-based reality and consciousness, Unity, and world run by Light Love. This shift is comparable to us escaping Hell and entering Heaven. Seriously.

And because we’re all learning how to cast off the old and embody the NEW in all ways, sometimes we simply “fall” back into the old lower but very familiar out of sheer habit. We haven’t done anything “wrong”; we just lose our NEW higher focus for a moment is all. Losing it and regaining it multiple times is how we get intimately familiar with the NEW and how it feels and functions in comparison to the old lower frequency egoic 3D Duality.

So we lose the HighHeart focus a few times and “fall” back into those old ways for a moment or two, but we sure learn a lot every time this happens. We more clearly see, feel and know the astonishing contrast between where we’ve come from and where we’re headed and that is profoundly valuable knowledge–aka Light.

Let’s tackle the second aspect.

It has to do with TD getting more “creative” with their tools and tactics to either deliberately pull us out of our High Hearts and NEW spaces in whatever ways they can, and/or using other people to indirectly get at us and pull us down, help us “fall” back down within frequency range again so they can get at us. (As you know get at us is just polite code for attack us, feed off us, derail us, stop or prevent us from evolving/ascending etc.)

As I mentioned in another article, the fall quarter (September Equinox through December Solstice) has been for a few years now, a period where TD or the negative or the imbalances or the insanity etc. etc. etc. shifts into hyper mode to do their worst before the New Year arrives with its NEW energies. 2013 has been all this and more. As the Light builds and grows, the remaining Dark has gotten more “creative” in how It can use humans and linger for as long as It can, which isn’t much longer.

So the point with both of these aspects is to be conscious of your Consciousness. Be aware of your thoughts and emotions and of your High Heart knowing about things, people, TD, situations, places, events etc. even though you might not know how you know what you know! Timeless High Heart consciousness is very different from old lower ego-based left-brain intellect in linear time, and we’ve got to get really familiar with the NEW and how it feels and functions… which we’re having to do now.

Example: TD will often sound like you in your head, in your natural mind talk or “inner dialogue” chatter we all have with ourselves. One tried and trusted way you can discern if it’s you or TD is, are you trying to talk yourself out of or into something, and/or are you trying to mentally OVERRIDE a higher level knowing you had before this started?

If you’re trying to talk yourself out of or are working hard to override some inner knowing and/or inner feeling and/or inner sensing about something, anything, then most likely it’s TD trying to get you to override a higher awareness, a higher consciousness High Heart knowing you had about something or someone or a situation etc. This tactic is subtle unless you catch it, unless you slow down and honestly think, feel and discern the thoughts running through your head that may or may not seem slightly “alien” or “strange” or “unusual” to you. In most cases they are “alien” TD trying to sound to you like you and convince you to do something or override (talk yourself out of or into) something other than what you sensed/thought/perceived/felt before this invisible inner mental battle started.

A recent Vision Message

A couple of days ago I had an interesting vision, which is really a visual message that’s both symbolic and literal. Tons of “information”–aka Light–can be contained in a higher frequency visual image and absorbed by someone in a split-second just by seeing it. Unlike linear words in sentences like this, one two or three-second-long higher vision can express tremendous amounts of information/knowledge/data/Light in a split-second. High Heart consciousness and knowing is the same.

Here’s what I saw, learned, knew:

I was in a huge open space and was facing one direction and moving in that direction. (Let’s say West only for ease of communication.) To my left was a single-file line of Reptilian beings all facing and moving in the opposite direction–again let’s say East only for ease of communicating this information.

As I stood there seemingly floating along headed “West” I watched this parade of different colored Reptilian beings seemingly floating along headed “East”. They eyeballed me and I them as this moving in opposite directions transpired. The hatred they emanated at me as we passed each other in this close proximity separation process was nothing new to me. I was however mildly interested that they came in so many different colors. See the difference in consciousness, focus, awareness etc.?

This vision informed me that we’ve been in an ongoing process of Separation of Worlds & Timelines since late October and November 2011; more so since December 21, 2012; and now in late December 2013 it’s reached a level where remaining 4D Team Dark is being escorted into another space, another world, another timeline. The same is true of us; we’re being escorted or evolved/ascended/shifted/moved more and more into a NEW and very different world and timeline where TD (in Reptilian or any other forms) will not exist.

We’re still in transition even though it’s been one physical earth year since the Expiration Date of 12-21-12. Incremental Stair-steps, but things are moving along and improving quickly now in late 2013 as more and more unseen and seen TD members are escorted out and away from those of us who are moving more and more into the higher NEW. It was a great and long-awaited vision message after the multiple stunts TD pulled on me and mine and some loved ones and beloved friends throughout 2013, and very much so during December.

I know how hard it is at times to believe that progress is being made, so when you have those moments of doubt and confusion and/or sheer exhaustion I want you to go to YOUR local source of higher information–your own High Heart consciousness in inner knowing. Ignore the BS, lies and distractions etc. and listen to your sovereign higher awareness and feel the Light Love truth that it is and know for yourself.

Denise Le Fay

December 25, 2013

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Why We’ve Been Ballast-Cutting Like Crazy All These Years

December 1, 2012March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

Last year or so I perceived another symbolic visual message from my Higher Self that was, as usual, extraordinarily simple and beautifully to the point. It had to do with the Ascension Process — with the first transmuting and integration phase highlighted along with what comes afterwards due to that inner prep work. Of course I cannot find any images, illustrations, photos etc. that come close to the inner visions I see or any other higher dimensional location unless I attempt to draw them myself or ask my artist sister to draw it for me. However, after some rushing around online searching for photos, illustrations, or whatever I can find that comes the closest to what I perceive, I have to settle on buying whatever image(s) I do find that are the closest match. Such is the case with these purchased images below. They tell the story well enough but they’re not exactly what I perceived.

The visual message my Higher Self gave me in this case was of a large Hot Air Balloon far up in the sky with only one person in it and nothing else around. The entire image was a beautiful, rich gold color with thousands of tiny gold colored and white-Light colored sparkling glittering dots everywhere. The sky was gold, the balloon was gold, the person in the balloon was gold etc. Everything everywhere was gold colored except for many, but not all, of the tiny glittering white-Light sparkles.

I’ve seen different locations like this before in different dimensions and in different levels within those dimensions and quite often they’re perceived as all one color like this golden vision. I’ve seen other-dimensional and other levels where everything and everyone in that particular space was a beautiful deep blue color; a beautiful crystalline silver color; a beautiful milky pearl color with pale pastel iridescent baby blues, pinks, mint greens and lavender overtones. These visions where everything and everyone there is perceived as only one color is a message in itself.

THE SYMBOLIC VISION MESSAGE

The Hot Air Balloon represents the Ascension Process. The single passenger in the hot air balloon represents each one of us individually living the Ascension Process.

The many ballast bags filled with sand and attached to the hot air balloon represent all the unresolved density issues, karma, duality/polarity issues, emotional wounds, mental and emotional habits or addictions etc., “past life” (which are actually simultaneous lives) issues and wounds, fears, hates etc., current life guilt, anger, fear, projections, unresolved issues and other stuck energies and so on. All of the ballast bags represent the different and many dense 3D energetic issues that each of us have HAD to transmute, integrate and return to neutral or unity energy during the dark, difficult and painful first phase of the Ascension Process. Us doing exactly that is symbolically represented by us cutting and releasing each one of the ballasts from our symbolic hot air ascension balloon.

The golden sparkly environment that the hot air balloon and its single passenger were within represent a specific higher frequency range beyond the frequency range of dense duality. It represents the 5D range where the integrated and neutral High Heart unity frequency is the sole lens on reality and basis of reality at that level of development and focus. This gold space and level is not the end-all by any means, it simply was a visual representation of the shift point where one ascends/evolves out of the range of lower frequency 3D dense duality consciousness and reality and into the range of 5D High Heart unity consciousness and reality. There’s so much more beyond this frequency range and symbolic sparkly golden space or level, but for now, this is where we’re evolving into (the High Heart Sun is Rising and the Shen Ring and Shenu articles information) and that’s why this hot air balloon message was gold in color.

The next phase of the Ascension Process is where many of the Forerunners currently are now. And this is also where I can’t find any really correct photos or illustrations to give you a symbolic visual of what’s unfolding now. These different colored triangles represent triality or unity — not duality — come pretty close. Your High Heart feels it coming (not to mention we’ve entered December 2012) and that’s going to have to be your personal visual for this aspect of higher embodiment into your physical body.

If you look at the first image of the man in the hot air balloon working hard ballast-cutting — transmuting and then releasing his emotional wounds, fears, limiting beliefs, unloved and/or projected aspects of himself across time in 3D — you understand why he’s been hard at work lightening his dense vibrational load.

Because he’s transmuted his inner accumulated energetic density and karmic stuff and symbolically cut/released the majority of his ballasts from his hot air balloon, he’s naturally able to ascend higher and higher in frequency and awareness to the point where he (you/me/us) finally shifts into a higher frequency space and dimension. And because of his alchemically transmuted and cleared self and bodies, he is (we are or are becoming) empty enough, transparent enough to actually begin embodying his Higher Self into his physical body and Lower Self. Transmuting and cutting loose (energetically returning Duality energies to higher frequency neutrality) all of our inner ballasts automatically cause us to ascend higher, enough so that eventually we reach a dimensional crossover shift point where our hard inner work results in being able to embody as much of our Greater, Higher Self as we can now into our transmuted and receptive physical bodies. No pictures needed for this phase of the Ascension Process because your High Heart already feels and knows it’s close.

Denise Le Fay

December 1, 2012

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Completing 2011: Preparing for 2012

December 10, 2011March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

So far, the week of December 4–10, 2011 has been a nearly constant daily/nightly onslaught of severe pain and pressure in my head, skull and eyes again. Just like six months ago from the summer Solstice energies. This head/skull/brain/eye pain is accompanied by pain down my spine to the area between my shoulder blades or the High Heart (Thymus) chakra/area. As my throbbing head and I attempt to write this today, it’s the total Lunar eclipse at 18° Gemini 11′. No doubt this has much to do with this December buildup of painful, pushing energies. From today through the New Moon on December 24, 2011 is one energy event after another so I assume we’ll all be feeling these energies in varying degrees of intensity. Happy Holidays!

December 10, 2011 total Lunar eclipse/Full Moon 18° Gemini 11′
December 12, 2011 is 12-12-11, which I suspect is like a dress rehearsal for 12-12-12
December 18–21, 2011 is the Galactic Crossing—the Sun transiting across (aligning or conjunction with) the Galactic Plane or equator which means major energy downloads
December 21, 2011 is the Winter Solstice—the Sun enters 0° Capricorn at 9:30 P.M. Pacific Time
My 60th birthday sandwiched between the escalating Winter Solstice energy downloads and general holiday ~~insanity~~ cheer
December 24, 2011 the New Moon at 2° Capricorn 34′

2011 REVIEW

For many of us—it certainly was for me—2011 was difficult because it was a much more compressed and intense year of having to, if not master, then at the very least get vastly better with regards to our Emotional Bodies and our reactionary emotional reactions to whomever or whatever it is that WE still let get to us. It doesn’t matter in the least who or what those emotional triggers are; what matters is that you/me/each of us evolves beyond this lower level and gets ourselves free and clear. Why? Because Conscious Creators aren’t allowed to Create if they still have loose emotional cannons rolling around within themselves that other people or situations can ignite at any moment! Can’t you just see some sudden horrible emotional creation I/you/each of us created and manifested all because someone or something pushed one of our unresolved Emotional Body buttons? Not gonna happen, and this is a very good thing for everyone’s sake!

Before the full-on 5D Conscious Creating and Co-Creating business begins, I/you/each of us MUST first—as in Cosmic Safety Precaution Law—master our Emotional Body and its old familiar reactionary ways. There’s no shame or guilt in any of this, only evolution/ascension to a higher dimension, state of being, consciousness and reality. It seems that the “Goddess” and 11’s of 2011 were primarily about this transformational task and many of us have made great headway with this particular Ascension issue and will soon be able to check it off our Ascension list of things to transmute prior to the end of December 2012.

This plus the Dark Ones, in all their forms and positions in this dimension and others, have been GREATLY reduced during 2011. By greatly reduced I mean that many of these Dark Ones have—sorry but I can’t resist using this line—seen the Light and retired from their distorted perspectives and jobs being the “Bad Guys” during the past Evolutionary Cycle. During 2011 many of them just laid down their attitudes and bad-ass selves and willingly walked into the Light! Wow…what a trip that’s been!

Remember I mentioned recently that I’d been getting the symbolism of a big X lately? This big X has indicated there’s polarity integration happening at higher levels. Said really simply, this big X shape I’ve been perceiving indicated that in 2011 many of the Dark Ones had to integrate enough Light for them to continue evolving too, or not, and be reabsorbed by Source. And if 2011 was this phase for the Dark Ones, then, unless I’ve misunderstood what I’ve perceived, 2012 is the year for the Light Ones to do the same and integrate enough Dark within themselves at the levels and dimensions they exist on now. And we down here in 3D thought it was just us having all the high drama, intensity and excitement!

All of this is so everyone everywhere is free and clear and ready for the massive Cosmic Energy Imprinting of the New Evolutionary Cycle that will come through the alignment of Earth with the Milky Way galactic center one year from now.

2012 PREVIEW

It’s hard to believe, especially if you’re a Starseed who’s been transmuting and embodying your guts out every second for the past twelve years, that we’re not yet ready for the Cosmic imprinting tsunami that we’ll orbit into one year from now. How many times have we asked ourselves or our Ascension Assistants or Source on those extraordinarily difficult moments, “Is it soup yet?” And how many times over the years have we been told ever so gently, “Not yet…close but not quite yet.” Gads really? Well okay, what’s another mile at this point, right?

Looking back it’s easy to see that we’ve already transmuted tons of Dark energetic stuff within ourselves, other timelines, negative actions done by other people in this and other timelines, the planet, and the 4D lower Astral plane. But to realize in December 2011 that there’s one last years’ worth of transmuting, embodying, releasing and mastering to do before we’re vibrating fast and high enough to step into the NEW Evolutionary Cycle energies arriving in one year is almost too much to deal with while one’s head feels like mine does now! But that’s exactly why my head feels like it does now. So, there it is in all its this-side-of-the-finish line dull glory. I know that you and I will be singing a very different song about this time next year however so hang in there with me my fellow exhausted and pain ridden Starseed Reality Transmutors.

What I’ve perceived about 2012 so far is escalating world chaos; increased mental and emotional illness in many; general dysfunction; violence; solar energies repeatedly shutting down the Internet, cell phones and whatever else; increasing lack of jobs and money; corrupt systems falling apart under the Light; and certain gigantic egos with their beliefs fighting to the end to never relinquish power and control. Simultaneously to all this we’ll be putting the finishing touches on our personal Ascension Process throughout 2012. I sense that throughout 2012 many people will finally have to consciously face the fact that the Dark Ones (physical humans and non-physical non-humans) exist and the evil deeds they’ve done and how humanity went along with it all. This revealing of different world “heroes” and “leaders” as actually egocentric and sick monsters will be shocking to many, but 2012 is grow-up time because nothing and no one can hide from the Light any longer and the masses need to consciously know to what extent they’ve been lied to, used, manipulated and paid for it all.

To heal you’ve first got to know and acknowledge the negative, the Dark, the hidden, the projected, wounded etc. then go from there. Much of the masses will be profoundly shocked to discover how severe and complete the Dark has run this planet and humanity and for how long. Yet, at the same time, many of these people will quickly become ready to move through this phase and be able to accept the new High Heart ways of existing. We laid the Path for them to do this many years ago and in 2012 we’ll continue watching growing numbers of people willingly walk out of the old darkness and step on to this higher frequency Path.

For the rest of us Starseeds/Indigos/Lightworkers we’ve got 2012 to refine and complete anything we need to before December 2012. I sense we’ll have more work to do on our Mental Bodies and belief systems throughout 2012, just like we had to do with our Emotional Bodies and knee-jerk reactions during 2011. We and the masses both have plenty of old reality beliefs/belief systems to let go of in greater ways than we have so far. These beliefs can be as subtle as things like your age, your physical health, expectations, worth, how consciousness works, what 5D is like and so on. No matter how small or large our beliefs may be at this late date, if they restrict us in any way they’ll present themselves to be greatly expanded or fully released. Time is short so these final lessons and issues will surface fast and furiously throughout 2012 in an attempt to HELP us get free and clear. Just do it.

During 2012 we’ve got to consciously know more about Source, multidimensional reality, quantum existence outside of time so that we can embody it and more within ourselves. 2012 will be about consciously knowing much more and not becoming imbalanced or ungrounded because of our evolving base of operations and sense of “Self”. Said another way, 2012 is when we’ll embody more of our Higher Selves, “God” or Source in conscious ways. Remember we worked long and hard to cast-off these higher, larger aspects of ourselves to even get down into 3D physicality. Now on the return trip we’re required to pick these aspects of our Selves back up and put them on once again. This last year of the Ascension Process will appear highly polarized as the old lower fights to survive while we remain steadfast and focused on embodying and getting up-to-speed energetically for next December’s Cosmic energy tsunami.

Denise Le Fay

December 10, 2011

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