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Like Etheric Tectonic Plate Thrust

December 27, 2013April 5, 2023Denise Le Fay

I wanted to include a couple more things I didn’t mention in my 12-25-13 article 2013 Recap: Oh what a year it was! In it I briefly mentioned the latest vision message I’d had of seeing a single-file line of Reptilian beings being moved out in one direction while I (and many more of us) were/are simultaneously moving forward in the opposite direction. What I want to add about that are some of the physical and etheric repercussions of this monumental transition unfolding now and into 2014. When so much is on the move as it’s been since September 21, 2013, and especially during December 2013, multidimensional anomalies and phenomena become much more prevalent. If you’re sensitive you’ve been and still are seeing, hearing, feeling and being affected (in different ways) by this latest storm of movement, change and grand shifting of the old lower and the NEW higher and everything and everyone connected to them both.

Clairaudient Hearing

If you’re clariaudient you’ve most likely been hearing a lot of strange, non-physically created noises, racket, creaks, cracks, thumbs, rumblings, wailing, howling, screeching etc. all around you. Some of these nonphysical sounds are so unusual that they’re hard to describe or relate to. As an example, just an hour ago I and my Mom both clearly heard what sounded like a huge barge moving and rubbing against a dock or whatever it is that they do! I certainly don’t know but the sounds I heard sounded like a large metal object rubbing against something else. We live inland so there’s no ships, boats or barges anywhere near us, nonetheless, that’s what the sounds we both heard today at the same time sounded like to us. Etheric tectonic plates of worlds and energies rubbing, pressing, pushing against each other in opposite directions during this monumental shift? Probably.

Nonphysical sounds many of us have been/are hearing now are not all caused by something physical in 3D but are coming from a nonphysical level or dimension. They could be “residual” sounds of old physical 3D activities but I can usually discern that, and for the most part, these noises are not residual 3D physical sounds. They’re multidimensional energetic sounds being created from what I clairvoyantly saw a few days ago which was Reptilian beings and me/you/us moving in opposite directions due to the Separation of Worlds & Timelines and it all being greatly pressured and pushed along by the incoming NEW energies.

One can clairvoyantly see something, but, one can also clairaudiently hear the energetic etheric repercussions of what one saw. That’s what’s been happening and much more and those able to see, hear, feel, smell, sense and perceive these multidimensional movements and activities have lately been in what’s felt and sounded like etheric tectonic plates scraping, grinding against each other and generating more pressure in both directions as they continue pushing off in opposite directions.

This epic multidimensional Ascension Process event is naturally producing unusual racket, flying etheric debris, rubble, increased friction and pressure, confusion, tensions, and in some people amplified negativity and emotional/mental imbalance and violence. This aspect and side effect of this phase of the Ascension Process will get worse before it gets better for some people but it will eventually get better.

What we’re living in and through now is bigger and more important than we can take in fully, can comprehend fully, and at times more than we can emotionally and/or physically cope with and that’s “normal”. We do the best we can as worlds and realities and the old physical and nonphysical patriarchal “bosses” (old cycle controllers/elite etc.) both seen and Unseen are energetically escorted elsewhere as we’re simultaneously escorted elsewhere too. Volatile times indeed but after the multidimensional dust settles, it’s gonna be grand! 😀

Clairvoyant Sight

At this point even people who’ve never been clairvoyant in their lives are beginning to occasionally see other dimensional things, critters, beings, watchers, energies, UFOs, ghosts, ETs, Angelics, demons and a wide-range of nonphysical lifeforms and objects. During huge energetic transitional thrust/shift times such as what September through December 2013 has been, more people clairvoyantly see (if only peripherally which is very common and normal) more of the inhabitants and energies etc. that exist in certain dimensions, and/or they see some of the current etheric debris field of change that’s exploding all around us. Or they clairaudiently hear the pandemonium caused by this major transition for days or weeks.

Becoming Empathic

One of the common catch phrases for many has been the ‘we are all One’ thing. That and ‘unity’ but what I’ve waited to observe was when more people would actually begin displaying empathic abilities themselves. It’s one thing to mouth well-known catch phrases like this, but it’s a totally different thing to actually, really, honestly live/embody them yourself!

It’s not so pleasant or easy being able to empathically feel other people, strangers in your body, heart and mind. Doing so requires knowing oneself and one’s own emotions and thoughts and thinking/feeling patterns etc. intimately well and 100% honestly to not become overwhelmed, lost or influenced from feeling other people’s thoughts, emotions and energies. That takes discipline, honesty, wisdom and real ability and indicates one is close to functioning within 5D High Heart consciousness or heartmind as I’ve also called it.

Empathy won’t happen in everyone overnight, but more and more people who’ve never before felt, sensed, or even been consciously aware of being affected by another person’s energies, thoughts and emotions will. Thankfully there are safeguards built-in with all these higher abilities; they have to be earned so that no one can harm another or psychically trespass etc. In other words, the lower traits in each of us must first be transmuted before one gains higher abilities. That protects all and removes the temptation to misuse or abuse higher awareness, higher consciousness senses and other abilities. But, more and more people will suddenly be feeling other people, animals, Earth, plants, water, air etc. in ways they never were able to before and that grand improvement will not only change them but also change reality very quickly and very wonderfully. It’s easy to harm/kill/mutilate/rape/war/attack/suppress people and animals when one cannot feel or relate to anyone or anything other than themselves and their beliefs and agendas. That of course is the antithesis of 5D High Heart consciousness and Unity.

Portals Manifesting

Another aspect of all this is that some of us are experiencing new small portals manifesting in unusual places. My Mom has one in her small bedroom that occasionally manifests some interesting bleed-throughs of other objects and people who I know are not from this timeline.

There’s another small portal in our living-room and just last night I saw two tall, small diameter Lightbeings standing there in the dark looking at me like watchers. My point is that while this powerful transition and separation Process is happening, more and more of us are and will be seeing, hearing and feeling more Beings, energies, sounds, other people’s energies, Team Dark, Team Light and so on. It’s simply part of the ongoing Ascension Process and since September 21, 2013, it’s taken off like crazy with more to come.

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The other day I watched the movie Wrath of the Titans. Halfway through it I honestly thought that they, the “gods” of old and their battles and high drama has nothing on us and what all we’re living today. Think about it — what we’re doing now in these lives, bodies and hearts may become the NEW “myths”. Be proud my fellow Wanderers/Forerunners/Lightworkers/Light Warriors/Transmuters Extraordinaire, be very proud of what you’ve done and continue doing for All. And don’t forget to enjoy the shifting anomalies, phenomena, portals, lightshows, unusual beings and all the rest of it too. It’s right here, right now, and it’s us and how cool is that?

Denise Le Fay

December 27, 2013

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2013 Recap: Oh What a Year it Was!

December 25, 2013April 5, 2023Denise Le Fay

Fermi Bubbles burst 1-2-13 — Milky Way Galactic Center “Fermi Bubbles” burst on January 2, 2013

Not many of us were expecting 2013 to be what it turned out to be but there ya go — every month another knockout surprise! As entertaining as it might be for me to share my personal 2013 blow-by-blow, month-by-month accounts I won’t. I won’t because most of you–not all of course but most–experienced nearly identical and repeated hammerings throughout 2013 as I have. It was the theme of the year, with December 2013 being a mini compressed version of the entire year to be absolutely sure I/you/we got the chances (lessons) that I/you/we each needed to master them and quickly move on to the next thing whatever it was.

I will however write a short list highlighting what I experienced throughout 2013, mainly because when I/you/we each honestly look back and review everything we’ve been through, a higher and clearer overview is revealed that we might not have been able to see or appreciate before. As usual your mileage will vary, and these items below are primary focal points that I experience in 2013. Use them as learning tools and/or confirmation points if you can relate.

Throughout 2013 nearly every person (known and unknown) I had intentional and unintentional, professional and casual interactions and dealings with came under varying degrees of negative interference from Team Dark. I was emotionally wounded and highly frustrated at times by this but that in itself was another layer for me to deal with in myself and learn as much from as I could. There’s much to learn in general from this old scenario about self and others and how remaining nonphysical Team Dark has been dealing with the Separation of Worlds & Timelines and tweaking their tactics so they can continue to affect or derail those of us that have moved just far enough beyond their direct reach.
Repeated delays and setbacks with different projects, different ideas, creations etc. Timing has been very important throughout 2013 and many of us have repeatedly been reigned back in when we needed to be held back a bit and not jump the gun as so many of us Forerunners often try to do because we remember how quickly things manifest in 5D and higher. We had to get any 2013 issues, whatever they were, dealt with first and after that we’ll be given more room to Consciously Create–aka LOVE– within the NEW.
A resurgence of some old Ascension symptoms for periods, and a surge of some new ones this year too. My head has been ground zero for the second half of 2013, where the first half of it I had those old hot flashes from hell constantly. There were/are far more Ascension related symptoms or side effects than only these two I’ve mentioned, but they won’t last forever, even though after sixteen years they’ve almost become a way of life.

Throughout 2013 many of us have had some beloved friends and/or family members and/or co-workers and/or neighbors etc. come under Team Dark (TD) influence as a way to distract or derail or wound us… if we let that old lower frequency TD tactic work that is. One of the reasons for this (in 2013 I mean specifically) is that some of us have only recently (in 2011 or 2012 or 2013) moved just far enough vibrationally to now be out of frequency range from direct, face to face, personal attacks from TD. Because of this monumental achievement, TD has been using other people to indirectly affect us because they can no longer directly reach some of us in the ways they could before. I intend to write a full article about just this topic because it’s important and something that more and more people will be experiencing as they continue incrementally moving out of frequency range from the old lower everything including TD.

Another important thing I’ve found myself going through very intensely and quickly since the fall September 21, 2013 Equinox — the end of the Nine Months period from December 21, 2012 winter Solstice — has been the sudden and unexpected requirement of immediately releasing any and all people, places, things etc. that I used to “love” and/or feel connected to and/or relate to etc. Literally hours after the 9-21-13 Equinox I was experiencing this latest requirement of having to release all lower frequency, external, parasitic, co-dependent-like relationships with everyone no matter how good intentioned and “positive” they were.

We’ve all been through this one many times throughout the Ascension Process years because it’s a natural result of us individually growing, evolving, changing and continually moving up those energetic Stair-steps at our own pace. During this ongoing Ascension Process energetic gaps often build between individuals as one person moves ahead before the other (those Stair-steps again). When this happens there’s suddenly an uncomfortable mismatch between the two people (or person and group of people) who may have been great friends or loved ones etc. before the latest spiritual growth spurt. The kindest thing to do for all in these situations is disengage as gently as you can, release that person/people fully, and hope you see them again in the near future. If not, you keep moving anyway at your own pace because you must.

3D “love” & 5D and higher LOVE

Another issue many of the Forerunners have been having to actually start living (embodying themselves) in 2013 is the NEW LOVE frequency and consciousness. If you know even a fraction of IT, then you’re well-aware of the tremendous difference between IT–5D and higher LOVE–and the old lower frequency 3D ego-based, emotional and physical need-based, left brained, patriarchal distorted, total BS raging insane egoic “love”. There literally is NO comparison between the two. None whatsoever.

Some of you may remember a great old, channeled quote from Barbara Marciniak and her Pleiadians. It was: ‘Light is information; Love is creation.’

In 2013 some of the Forerunners have started making this blessed shift out of lower 3D “love” frequency and conscious, and back into higher frequency 5D LOVE frequency and consciousness.

There’s a lot of talk about “abundance”, about “love”, about LOVE, about “unity” etc. but there’s so much confusion and distortions about them and more. 5D and higher LOVE has always been to me about creativity, being creative, being in that blissful timeless AT-ONE-MENT state closer to Source that being totally absorbed in any physical or non-physical state of creativity naturally produces in us. To me, being in that state of high creativity is LOVE. Understand however that high creativity doesn’t require physical action or physical doing. One can sit and stare and be in an “active” high state of creativity–aka LOVE. One can lay down with eyes closed, high heart open, totally motionless physically and be in an “active” high state of creativity–aka LOVE.

Learning how to Not Fall and/or get Pulled Back Down by TD

Another one of the important spiritual/energetic/consciousness lessons many of us have been having to learn during 2013, and very much so since September 21, 2013, (and eventually master) is the ability to get where we’re trying to and once there, not energetically “fall” back down into the old lower familiar frequency/consciousness.

Another aspect of this situation has to do with TD tweaking some of their old tactics in order to snag, snare, hook, derail, steal and trick us out of our High Hearts and NEW space and consciousness and “fall” back down into the old lower frequency range where they can more easily get at us. (I’m so sorry that I even have to talk about TD and their negative crap at this point. I so want this aspect with TD to be permanently done and gone but there’s been more about this that I’ve needed to learn myself and also write about to help others with these particular changes we’re going through.)

Let’s tackle the first aspect first.

We’re evolving/ascending/shifting out of a lower frequency range, ego-based reality and consciousness, Duality, and world run by TD. We’re evolving/ascending/shifting up into a higher frequency range, heart-based reality and consciousness, Unity, and world run by Light Love. This shift is comparable to us escaping Hell and entering Heaven. Seriously.

And because we’re all learning how to cast off the old and embody the NEW in all ways, sometimes we simply “fall” back into the old lower but very familiar out of sheer habit. We haven’t done anything “wrong”; we just lose our NEW higher focus for a moment is all. Losing it and regaining it multiple times is how we get intimately familiar with the NEW and how it feels and functions in comparison to the old lower frequency egoic 3D Duality.

So we lose the HighHeart focus a few times and “fall” back into those old ways for a moment or two, but we sure learn a lot every time this happens. We more clearly see, feel and know the astonishing contrast between where we’ve come from and where we’re headed and that is profoundly valuable knowledge–aka Light.

Let’s tackle the second aspect.

It has to do with TD getting more “creative” with their tools and tactics to either deliberately pull us out of our High Hearts and NEW spaces in whatever ways they can, and/or using other people to indirectly get at us and pull us down, help us “fall” back down within frequency range again so they can get at us. (As you know get at us is just polite code for attack us, feed off us, derail us, stop or prevent us from evolving/ascending etc.)

As I mentioned in another article, the fall quarter (September Equinox through December Solstice) has been for a few years now, a period where TD or the negative or the imbalances or the insanity etc. etc. etc. shifts into hyper mode to do their worst before the New Year arrives with its NEW energies. 2013 has been all this and more. As the Light builds and grows, the remaining Dark has gotten more “creative” in how It can use humans and linger for as long as It can, which isn’t much longer.

So the point with both of these aspects is to be conscious of your Consciousness. Be aware of your thoughts and emotions and of your High Heart knowing about things, people, TD, situations, places, events etc. even though you might not know how you know what you know! Timeless High Heart consciousness is very different from old lower ego-based left-brain intellect in linear time, and we’ve got to get really familiar with the NEW and how it feels and functions… which we’re having to do now.

Example: TD will often sound like you in your head, in your natural mind talk or “inner dialogue” chatter we all have with ourselves. One tried and trusted way you can discern if it’s you or TD is, are you trying to talk yourself out of or into something, and/or are you trying to mentally OVERRIDE a higher level knowing you had before this started?

If you’re trying to talk yourself out of or are working hard to override some inner knowing and/or inner feeling and/or inner sensing about something, anything, then most likely it’s TD trying to get you to override a higher awareness, a higher consciousness High Heart knowing you had about something or someone or a situation etc. This tactic is subtle unless you catch it, unless you slow down and honestly think, feel and discern the thoughts running through your head that may or may not seem slightly “alien” or “strange” or “unusual” to you. In most cases they are “alien” TD trying to sound to you like you and convince you to do something or override (talk yourself out of or into) something other than what you sensed/thought/perceived/felt before this invisible inner mental battle started.

A recent Vision Message

A couple of days ago I had an interesting vision, which is really a visual message that’s both symbolic and literal. Tons of “information”–aka Light–can be contained in a higher frequency visual image and absorbed by someone in a split-second just by seeing it. Unlike linear words in sentences like this, one two or three-second-long higher vision can express tremendous amounts of information/knowledge/data/Light in a split-second. High Heart consciousness and knowing is the same.

Here’s what I saw, learned, knew:

I was in a huge open space and was facing one direction and moving in that direction. (Let’s say West only for ease of communication.) To my left was a single-file line of Reptilian beings all facing and moving in the opposite direction–again let’s say East only for ease of communicating this information.

As I stood there seemingly floating along headed “West” I watched this parade of different colored Reptilian beings seemingly floating along headed “East”. They eyeballed me and I them as this moving in opposite directions transpired. The hatred they emanated at me as we passed each other in this close proximity separation process was nothing new to me. I was however mildly interested that they came in so many different colors. See the difference in consciousness, focus, awareness etc.?

This vision informed me that we’ve been in an ongoing process of Separation of Worlds & Timelines since late October and November 2011; more so since December 21, 2012; and now in late December 2013 it’s reached a level where remaining 4D Team Dark is being escorted into another space, another world, another timeline. The same is true of us; we’re being escorted or evolved/ascended/shifted/moved more and more into a NEW and very different world and timeline where TD (in Reptilian or any other forms) will not exist.

We’re still in transition even though it’s been one physical earth year since the Expiration Date of 12-21-12. Incremental Stair-steps, but things are moving along and improving quickly now in late 2013 as more and more unseen and seen TD members are escorted out and away from those of us who are moving more and more into the higher NEW. It was a great and long-awaited vision message after the multiple stunts TD pulled on me and mine and some loved ones and beloved friends throughout 2013, and very much so during December.

I know how hard it is at times to believe that progress is being made, so when you have those moments of doubt and confusion and/or sheer exhaustion I want you to go to YOUR local source of higher information–your own High Heart consciousness in inner knowing. Ignore the BS, lies and distractions etc. and listen to your sovereign higher awareness and feel the Light Love truth that it is and know for yourself.

Denise Le Fay

December 25, 2013

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2012 First Quarter Review

March 31, 2012April 1, 2023Denise Le Fay

I mentioned in an earlier article about what I felt on the first day of January 2012. I’d said that I awoke on January 1, 2012 all excited to finally be at the year 2012, only to suddenly feel that Team Dark had seriously increased their countermeasures towards Team Light. I’ve known for a long time that 2012 wasn’t going to be a walk in the park, and I knew Team Dark wasn’t going to graciously step aside and apologize for their monstrous crimes against humanity, but intellectually knowing something vs. having it become a living breathing in-your-face reality are two very different things. So there I was on the morning of New Years Day 2012 feeling what felt like all of Hell had been unleashed on planet Earth! Most of January I was mildly depressed because of this and couldn’t believe that, after all I’ve been through already, after all that you reading this have been through already, that like it or not there’s more negativity from Team Dark this year that we’re having to contend with and push past. Nothing new here really so lets just keep doing what we’ve done all along.

Let me add quickly before you burst into tears or want to kill me or contemplate exiting this world that, despite this big upsurge from Team Dark with the start of 2012, it’s happening because the GOOD STUFF is starting to manifest in this dimension. It’s happening in 2012 because we’re coming down to it kids and Team Dark knows it, Team Light knows it, everybody knows it (well, many do) and this is the final intense push and battle for humanity, earth, and so much more. Yes that was a nauseatingly simplified version of what’s been happening so far in 2012 but you get the drift.

Besides starting 2012 with amplified Team Dark countermeasures aimed directly at Starseed Lightworker human Team Light members, I also had some wonderful positive help from some non-physical Team Light members which I haven’t had around me much (at least not in the ways I was used to) since the physical aspects of the Ascension Process started in 1999. Prior to that I’d had lifelong positive Starbeings/ETs nearby constantly. When needed I was able to quickly shift my consciousness enough so that me here in this dimension, timeline and density could speed-up enough to be within range of them to communicate more easily. Looking at this from their side, they would slow down energetically just enough to make telepathic and clairvoyant contact with me in that timeline within polarized 3D density and we’d communicate from that middle ground frequency range. This was just the way my life was up until the intense physical, biological Ascension Process began in 1999. Not so from that point on however and there are reasons for this.

For multiple complex reasons my small group of positive Starbeing/ET kinsfolk and friends that had been assigned to assist and guide me from birth through to the start of my biological Ascension Process in 1999, had to let me go through all I needed to and transmute the lower and embody the higher. Their work detail with me from birth until 1999 was over so my interactions with them has been almost nil since 1999. Loosing them was difficult because they were family from Home but I understood the reasons for it. This positive Starbeing/ET loss of communication period for me from 1999–2011 was like loosing contact with “Houston” while I orbited around the “dark side of the Moon”. That Ascension related sentence will probably make more sense in a minute.

So when I felt some positive Starbeings/ETs within frequency range in January and February 2012, be able to make conscious contact, I was beyond happy to have them back again. In other words, my trip around the dark side of the Moon is now over and I—and many of you—are going to have new and improved exchanges with “Houston” in 2012 because of that very journey around “the dark side” we’ve endured. These positive ETs gently hinted, nudged and pointed out certain things to me in January and February 2012 and it was wonderful having conscious and direct positive contact again after thirteen difficult and long years of silence and feeling very alone down here in difficult physical Ascension Land. This positive change told me that major improvements are coming online in 2012 on physical Earth for the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Indigos and eventually everyone else. Major good news amidst the increased 2012 negative BS and attacks aimed specifically at Starseeds/Lightworkers plus happening all around us as well.

Then came March and the 2012 spring Equinox!

What a month March 2012 has been! From my perspective it feels like I’ve lived six months worth of very busy life and learning in only a few weeks in March of 2012; good stuff, miserable negative stuff, very welcomed new positive ET interactions, and further personal steps of greater understanding and awareness. The other side of this polarized coin is that, as usual, Team Dark used the spring Equinox energies too and are doing everything they can to prevent and/or override the positive progress we of Team Light are making in 2012. So even though the Cosmic Cavalry is increasingly showing up to more of us Starseeds/Lightworkers in human form in this physical Ascension timeline, the flip-side of all this is that Team Dark’s been seriously increasing their efforts to stop, prevent and/or override each and every positive thing that manifests in 2012. We’ve GOT to embody and anchor into this 2012 timeline what exists beyond duality which is “Unity” consciousness or the “Sacred Marriage” of self with Source because that is the most important higher frequency, higher consciousness Light Architecture blueprint or template that Team Dark does NOT want us Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos to embody, anchor and insert into this timeline on Earth! So of course they’re going to do everything they can to prevent this from manifesting here and altering not only this timeline but many timelines.

What’s the fastest and easiest way for Team Dark to distract and try to override what we’re doing during this part of the Ascension Process? Tie-up the Starseeds/Lightworkers and exhaust us, burden and derail us with negative onslaughts typically through other people in physicality. This is one of Team Dark’s ever so easy ways to get at us so just keep that in mind/heart as we all keep on keepin’ on in 2012.

These onslaughts from Team Dark from and through unaware humans has been escalating in 2012, but it exploded in March. One of the (many) experiences I’ve had with this business was on Friday March 23, 2012. One of my senior neighbors’ adult sons was on his cell phone around 4PM outside having what became a loud negative feeding frenzy fight with his girlfriend. He fought with her over the phone for over an hour outside in a senior-only park mind you and loud enough that half the place could hear him. (Whether they actually did however is another story altogether and has to do with levels of awareness.) But because that wasn’t enough, he went to wherever she was and brought her back to Mommies senior-only house to continue the fight outside and face to face with her.

This insane negative emotional feeding frenzy fight went on until midnight—outdoors mind you—or at least midnight was when I installed the ear plugs and refused to be emotionally or mentally sucked into the dark pit feeding vortex as those two people were. I mention this date because I learned a week later that March 23, 2012 was a big Team Dark countermeasure day when they activated an energetic override device on top of a positive ET Team Light 4-Corners area portal opening now in an attempt to disrupt it and suck off it energetically. (For those who may not know this term, the 4-Corners area is where Arizona, New Mexico, Colorado and Utah all meet.)

See how this type of multidimensional stuff works? Humans that are easily affected by whichever Team Dark energies are amplified at the moment, instantly embody them and act them out in this world just as that male did with his girlfriend. From what I heard of their raging, cursing and crying epic outdoor fight, evidently she’d had sex with some other guy or so the number one man believed. He was utterly enraged and wallowed in it for nine hours that I heard. This same situation has also been happening with the senior male neighbor next-door to me that I talked about in another article recently. Males all around me again being affected and manipulated by Team Dark’s distortions, implants and other actions against humanity. Lisa Renee calls this particular distortion the “False King of Tyranny”.

I want to share an experience I had March 28, 2012 that further opened my eyes to the very real severity of this 2012 situation…battle. It clearly shows to what degree humanity (all beings existing within this world and dimension including Starseeds/Lightworkers etc.) are existing within a tight, narrow, well monitored and controlled Frequency Fence around Earth created by Team Dark to keep the Light out and whoever is in in with no communications to higher levels happening. I’d gone to bed and was laying there in the dark preparing myself to talk with the positive higher dimensional ETs/Starbeings. I knew what I was getting ready to say to them was important and needed to be worded carefully and accurately. I was going to make a statement to them to let them know that I want to have a much more conscious connection and exchange with some of them like I used to have prior to the start of my physical Ascension Process. Making this statement was important to me for multiple reasons and I know better than to just blurt out anything that comes to mind or heart.

After giving this some honest and careful thought I finally stated my intent to have a more complex conscious connection and exchange with some positive ETs/Starbeings in 2012. Within about a minute of my making my desire known I clairvoyantly saw a bright red and white colored light device manifest in the air in my bedroom. It looked almost exactly like another white colored light device I’ve seen for many years and eventually discovered was one of many energy siphons and inter-dimensional viewing devices created by Team Dark to keep track of me in physicality. It only took about a minute or so for me to make this positive statement and intention and focus my energies on these positive ET beings for that energy shift to be registered by Team Dark’s many energetic devices and alert them of any change in frequency in this Starseed Lightworker. About one minute. And most of humanity honestly believes they are “free”.

My point with these January, February and March stories is to try to help others better understand 2012 and how important a year it is because timelines are and will continue to be changed throughout it. These positive changes Team Dark does NOT want happening of course and they are and will do everything they can to prevent, override, or feed off from whatever positive changes Team Light (human and ET) manifests. Because of this we all need to be very aware of what’s at stake this year and how these many changes naturally alter timelines and “future” worlds, human’s lives and other being’s lives and realities etc. Obviously we all need to be aware and protected from anything and anyone that Team Dark throws at us this year. Just be aware and safe and keep doing what we’ve done all along and don’t let anyone distract you from why you’re here now.

Denise Le Fay

March 31, 2012

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Learning To Be More Responsible, Aware & Sovereign Part 2

June 7, 2011March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

Because the current learning about 3D Polarity Consciousness vs. 5D Unity Consciousness is still powerfully unfolding, I want to share another email letter I received on June 6, 2011, from Eva. Like M****, Eva has also generously agreed to let me share her recent experience too.

I know some of you reading this and the first article don’t yet fully understand what I’m talking about, what I’m doing or why. If you’ll give me the benefit of the doubt with these two articles, I’ll help you in recognizing the beginning stages of 5D Unity Consciousness…if it’s time for you to do so. Quite often there’s much more going on and playing out multidimensionally with many of my articles than what it may seem or feel at first glance. These two particular articles with the two quoted email letters from M**** and Eva, plus all of your Comments and my response to them, is one connected and unfolding event that’s trying to reveal a lot to all of us. I’m trying to make it a bit easier to see certain things happening now plus why they’re happening, plus how the Dark Ones have used and manipulated all of us many times. There’s no shame, blame or guilt in this as it’s just the way it’s been. Having access to increasing 5D Unity Consciousness makes all of this much easier, while 3D Polarity Consciousness only perpetuates separation and polarization between people and awareness.

What Eva (and everyone else) didn’t know was what I’ve been feeling, perceiving, and living since May 21, 2011 when I first received M****’s email. As I said, I waited for the best time to write something and quote M****’s letter which I did on June 4, 2011 for the reasons stated in it. However, I didn’t mention what I’d been feeling and perceiving in that June 4, 2011 article, nor in any of my response Comments on it. After I received Eva’s email letter (quoted below) on June 6, 2011, I knew it was time for me to share what I’ve been feeling and perceiving—in very increased ways—since May 21, 2011 and why.

Eva’s email beautifully confirmed what I’ve been feeling since I received M****’s May 21st. email, and then more strongly once I quoted it in my June 4th. article, then much more strongly because of all the great Comments. (Neither Eva and M***** have heard about what I’ve been perceiving and feeling concerning all this either.) These current unfolding educations are connected to the Mayan Day 3 “sprouting” phase, plus the approaching 6-11-11 portal in a few days. Today we entered Night 3 (June 7–June 24, 2011) and now we’ll each integrate what we’ve been living, feeling, perceiving, and learning during Day 3.

What I’ve been feeling and perceiving is a tremendous increase in the Light Energies and simultaneously a tremendous decrease in the Dark Ones and their abilities to effect and manipulate all of us and this world. I’ve been feeling this for a while now anyway but, like everything else, this process must also unfold in Stair Steps incrementally otherwise the change would be too severe and too sudden. Even as it is its unfolding tremendously fast now in 2011.

Day 3 (May 20–June 6, 2011) this ongoing disconnect and demise of the Dark Ones and their control on this world and all of us and humanity is diminishing in great massive chunks which I’ve never experienced to this degree before. Needless to say, this particular aspect of the Ascension Process is profoundly important and meaningful to me personally because I’ve been consciously aware of the Dark Ones since age five and always on their radar because I am a Starseed Lightworker.

Each time throughout 2011 when another massive chunk of them and their control over humanity and 3D Earth is disconnected, the sky literally glistens brighter with silver-white 7D Photon Light. WE literally glisten brighter with Light/Love and 5D High Heart Unity Consciousness and so too is our world. I barely have words for how this makes me and my Heart feel! My deep joy, excitement and gratitude from getting to witness so many of you experiencing and entering 5D High Heart Unity Consciousness after working so hard to extricate yourself/ourselves from 3D Polarity Consciousness and the seemingly unending attacks, manipulations, and pain from the Dark Ones (non-physical and physical humans and 3D systems and belief systems) is beyond belief. Me and my Heart are grinning…can you see/feel it? 😀

A short recap of Learning To Be More Responsible, Aware & Sovereign Part 1 and Part 2:

*The Dark Ones are rapidly on their way out of our lives, our bodies, our consciousness, our world and reality. However, on their way out many of them are still doing their best to snag, confuse and manipulate as many people as they can. Eva’s letter clearly shows one of the Dark One’s favorite tactics against people embodying Light and/or living the Ascension Process and taking on increasing amounts of Light. Divide and concur or be strong and continue waking up and inching our way into 5D Unity Consciousness and reality.

*Polarity Consciousness feels totally polarized, intense, and causes immediate knee-jerk emotional reactions in us all. Either/or, black/white, good/bad, male/female etc. type of thinking and feeling.

*Unity Consciousness is so different from this that you HAVE to experience a bit of it to even get a feel for what I’m talking about. Unity Consciousness sees, feels, and knows the larger picture and understands so much more because it knows and feels that all is connected and not separate like Polarity Consciousness perceives.

Thanks again to Eva and M**** for allowing me to share their personal experiences so all may benefit and learn a bit more about what we’re each living now.

Hello Denise,

“I’ d like to share something Great with you, but I wasn’t sure if I should write it publicly in your blog. First I’d like to explain what was happening to me in connection to you/to your blog, since I’m your reader.

I felt many times as if ‘someone’ had been ‘whispering’ negative thoughts into my ears/brain about you and your teachings. I felt ‘pushed away’ hard from your blog frequently. I knew none of those feelings or thoughts were mine at any time! The dirty trick the Dark Ones had been using to make me doubt you was as dirty as it gets! They ‘placed’ the name of that therapist who misguided me in the past right next to your name in my mind. ‘Suggesting’ that, I’ll have the same negative experience with you, if I follow. I was constantly annoyed by this ‘mind game’ of the Dark since February. But, here comes the good part.

In my latest comment, ‘I let it out into the open’ how much I trust you and your words, even tho I had a bad/painful experience with a ‘teacher’ not long ago. When I went to sleep that night, I felt some sort of pressure started to leave me. I focused, to see what was happening and wow!! I saw that Dark device of the dirty mind game finally was disconnecting/pulling away from me. They gave up on me!

But, there is more good news! As I kept my focus on this process, I saw that the Dark Ones were disconnecting devices from many of your readers at the same time!! It felt/looked like some kind of ‘chain reaction’ had been triggered and the Dark pulled away from many/Us.
It was an amazing, Freeing image and I simply had to share this with you!!!”

Love,
Eva

Denise Le Fay

June 7, 2011

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More Ascension Related Changes

December 3, 2010March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

Typically, when I go quiet and don’t write as much at TRANSITIONS it’s because I’ve been extra busy physically and/or have been going through an extra intense energy phase. In this case it’s been both my being extra busy while going through an extra intense phase since the beginning of October. Gads, are we there yet? So this post may ramble a bit but I’m too exhausted to work on it for days plus it feels important I just get it posted asap.

As you know by recent past posts I was multidimensionally attacked by some negative Dark beings and experienced interference through Oct. and into the first half of Nov. 2010. As soon as this focus shifted away from certain Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers, it took aim once again at any and all who were already within a lower frequency range. I won’t name names because it’s not necessary—just watch the local and world news on TV for a week and that will let you know whose being pressured and manipulated into action by these negative Dark beings! Added to this—like humanity needs anything else—is how many everyday “normal” people are utterly losing it under the massive positive, higher frequency energies constantly blasting the planet now. The casualties from that alone has/is increasing like crazy right along with the continued collapsing of negative planetary systems.

Remember how the negative Dark beings and humans and their systems used to be so cleverly disguised into the worlds different belief systems and systems in general? Gone are those days, which is great, but it sure is repulsive seeing and hearing the negative Dark BS being spewed left n’ right with very little attempt to even cloak it in anything but what it is. This is part of the Ascension Process and part of increasing numbers of people finally seeing/hearing for themselves that they’ve been used in the worst and darkest of ways for all of their lives. But it sure is an ugly and repulsive phase.

After the negative attacks and interference ended for me and mine around mid-November 2010, it was slow going trying to mop up after that mess and get back into the proverbial saddle yet one…more…time. And my cat, my beloved fur buddy and Ascension companion dude was showing signs of wear n’ tear due to the psychic attacks he came under too. He was twitching and jumping and licking and biting and spooked big-time, which pissed me off. He started displaying some OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) behaviors (or whatever it’s called in pets) which he’s never done before.

The truth of the matter is that, whether human or animal, once you’ve been attacked by that level of negative Dark beings, it simply takes some time and effort to get oneself going once again. My cat is doing better now but it’s taken some work by us both. I can’t even tell you how much I respect the animals alive on Earth now, especially the Lightworker/Starseeds/Wayshowers pets who are living and struggling through this Ascension Process right at our sides. They’re here to comfort and help us as we go through all this, but they too are living it and coming under negative attacks at certain points as well.

THIS YEAR’S 12-12 PORTAL & ENERGIES

Around that same time, I began getting incoming inner-ear Morse Code-like clicking—aka—5D Pleiadian transmissions. I was pretty exhausted and very aware that some of the Ascension symptoms had and still are changing. In many ways these Ascension symptoms are better now than what I’ve lived with since 1999. On the other hand, there’s always that other damned hand isn’t there? On the other hand, some symptoms have changed and now are manifesting differently than they always have. So I knew the inner ear super fast clicking transmissions were broadcasting the latest Multi-D news and all I had to do was align myself to where the Morse Code-like clicking became knowledge and not just clairaudient clicking sounds in my inner ear.

What the clicking has revealed so far is that this year’s 12-12 portal energies are going to cause huge, no I mean HUGE improvements in and for the human males on the planet. It will also greatly improve these same male energies within those of us living in female bodies in this incarnation. It will also—and this part is profoundly important and meaningful to me personally because I’ve dealt with these distorted, negative, Dark energies that have used the male/masculine energies and humans for thousands of years on Earth—cause them to diminish greatly and eventually disappear altogether. Insert crying and weeping with joy here please!

Any Lightworker/Starseed/Wayshower worth their Multi-D salt knows what this really means and how much reality will be improved by just this one massive change. It makes me giddy, weepy, excited and weak in the knees all at the same time just thinking of it. Why? Because I’m so exhausted and repulsed and cannot endure any more of this multidimensional sick, evil, violent, warring, negative, Dark, distorted male/patriarchal insanity any longer. So just about the point where I’m ready to throw in the towel because I feel I don’t want to endure another month of anything Ascension related, I get this incredible inner ear Pleiadian transmission that this year’s 12-12 is gonna rock the Universe in the very best of ways. Talk about the cavalry arriving at the very last moment, yet this is usually how this business works. When some of us are at the absolute end of our rope, some big and important other-dimensional News Flash comes through to let us know that things are going to shift and improve soon and in ways they never have so far. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know, it’s that same old last-minute stunt once again and we Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers buy it every time don’t we? Oh well, we’re so close now. Here’s me picking up my freakin’ towel for the 36th time.

SOME ASCENSION SYMPTOM CHANGES

♦ Since 1999 when the Ascension Process began in our physical bodies, it’s been torture for me leaving my house to shop for necessities each month. Some months were slightly better than other months, while other months were sheer misery, but all-in-all it’s been pretty horrible and profoundly painful and difficult. And since 1999, when I’d return home after a journey into the ninth inner hell for groceries, at least within thirty minutes to an hour the massive physical pains, pressures, sickness, and exhaustion would reduce. Not go away but be reduced.

One of the new Ascension symptoms I’ve noticed is that this old pattern has changed. For the past year now it’s been much, MUCH easier and less physically, mentally, and emotionally painful to leave my house to do the necessary monthly shopping. I can drive and shop and get back home with vastly less body pains and emotional torture than the past ten years. What’s changed with this is that now, after I arrive back home where the energies vibrate even higher than they now are outside, I get hit with the profound exhaustion and massive body pains that takes me the rest of the day and often into a second day to recover from. In other words, I don’t look so scary when I go out in public to do my shopping because I’m not as sick and in pain as I always was since 1999, now it waits until I return home and have the privacy to fall apart and hurt and become so exhausted I can’t speak sometimes. Believe it or not, this is an improvement for me as I’d prefer feeling like a wreck in the privacy of my home thankyouverymuch!

So what does this change indicate? To me it’s showing just how much more positive, higher frequency Light Energies there are everywhere on Earth now in comparison to only small pockets and patches of it over the past ten years. Today the Light is everywhere to a much greater degree than ever before and this is why it’s easier for me (and may of you reading this) to leave our higher vibrating homes and venture out into public to do the needed monthly shopping and other things. However, and here comes that other hand business once again; once we return home we’re hit with the change in energies and we realize how much farther we’ve got to go before the energy levels are identical to inside our homes and outside of them. We’re closer now than ever before but the gap is still large enough to cause massive physical body aches and pains and profound exhaustion. Another eye-opener, isn’t it? Sigh, but we’re close so pick up your damned towel too, okay? Thanks.

♦ Another Ascension related change I’ve been dealing with recently is my sleep/wake pattern and hours. This has nothing to do with the recent time change to Daylight Savings. This has to do with continued energy changes both in us and Earth and how they’re causing us to need to sleep less hours but more often throughout a 24-hour period. I’m finding that I’m sleeping about four hours a night, which is how it’s been for years now. But I’m now passing out almost every afternoon and taking cat-naps because I simply cannot remain awake and in-body all day like I could before. Honestly, I wondered if this was due to my age and if it was common for fifty-something people to just pass out each afternoon! But after living through these afternoon must leave cat-naps, I realize that something else is going on that’s not entirely age-related.

While I’m having these afternoon catnaps I’m often both asleep and awake just enough to be aware of being in two dimensions simultaneously, which feel nice, and I’ve learned how to surf it and hang ten for as long as I can without falling one way or the other. While I’m in this state I can easily feel the intense inner-body electrical buzzing or vibrating which I rarely feel any more while awake. It is very pronounced and intense while I’m in this in between state, which just tells me it’s the body Rewiring and/or higher, faster, Light-body spin rate going all the time.

While having these afternoon catnaps I’m also sensing that this is the new “normal”, or at least the current new “normal” for us. It has to do with the massive energy changes both in our bodies and brains, and also in and around the Earth. Gone are the old days of sleeping for 8–10 hours a day and being awake and in-body for 14–16 hours. Now it seems we’re needing to sleep less but more often throughout a 24-hour period. Soon 24-hours won’t even make sense to us because we’ll be within a very different awareness and matching sleep/wake pattern.

♦ Another new Ascension symptom I’ve been having is with old linear 3D “time” and consciousness. It’s getting increasingly difficult to locate myself within “time”. I often don’t know what day or month it is or which season we’re in. I could care less really, just as long as I’ve paid all the monthly bills on “time”! 😉 Next, let’s have all the “monthly bills” mentality and system disappear too because they’re of the old lower 3D world and consciousness anyway. We’re workin’ on it.

♦ Yet another Ascension symptom is the latest increase in stellar-like Light radiating from our Sun. I’ve always been super sensitive and aware of the Sun and any changes in it. I know when there are solar flares, CME’s, or anything happening on/in the Sun just from particular physical body pains. Solar activity and changes creates very specific body aches and pains for me and has since 1999.

The Sun has been emanating higher dimensional stellar-like Light for about the past 9 years now. However, this higher silver-white Light has recently made yet another huge transition forward. Remember we’re inching our ways out of and into profoundly higher vibrating energies. For the past maybe 9 months or longer???, I’ve noticed the sunlight reflecting on physical objects like plant and tree leaves etc. now looks like ice instead of sunlight. It’s beautiful and so bright, so white, so intense that the areas on plants where the sunlight doesn’t look like sunlight but silver-white ice. I remember this solar Photonic anomaly from the last time we (humanity and Earth) were in the Photon Band of higher dimensional Light Energies starting around 12,600 B.C. in a past life in Egypt. (This Lightworker/Starseed has been doing this Ascension Work since this Egyptian “past” life in 12,600 B.C. Half a Precessional Cycle or Great Year (around 13,000 years) to finally reach what’s happening to us, humanity, Earth, and everything and everyone else now!)

There’s much more to say about the tremendous current changes in the Sun and its light but this will have to do for now. Aquarius/Leo, Uranus/Sun.

♦ Another Ascension symptom that’s evolved along with us and is manifesting now more than ever before is us learning how to think using different parts than we did in the old lower world and consciousness. Trial n’ error with this one is the surest way to get familiar with it and how it works and feels. Instead of thinking using my left-brained linear “rational” consciousness, I now keep discovering that I need to remain in my whole-brained, High Heart consciousness to figure out whatever. And the big glaring difference between the two is that the latter does NOT feel like “thinking” at all but more like feeling, sensing, reading, perceiving from a vastly higher location within one’s larger Self. The whole “doing” and “thinking” business just doesn’t get the job done for me any longer and I’m repeatedly being forced to remember that I have shiny new and better tools that do not require any “doing” or “thinking” like we did prior to the start of the biological Ascension Process. This and expanding our awareness of “time” are going to be fun things to get the hang of.

Bottom line is that this year’s December 12th, 12-12 portal is going to activate some mega improvements to the long-distorted male consciousness on this planet and no doubt other dimensions too. This one is so profoundly needed for us all and is directly connected to what we went through during the summer months and then the attacks during October and November.

This 12-12 has something to do with the large symbolic clear quartz crystal I’ve been seeing over everything during the month of Dec. 2010. As with these potent transitional points, this year’s 12-12 portal and its energies will affect the lower vibrating, lower consciousness people in more unpleasant ways so things will become more wild and unstable as they struggle (and/or lose it) under the energetic pressures they will cause. We too will have to make further adjustments within ourselves and bodies because of it, but it won’t be nearly as difficult and traumatic for those who’ve been living the Ascension Process for years now anyway. Stages, levels, phases, energy stair steps, and Initiations into more and greater Unity and unified consciousness. And after this potent 12-12 transition will come the 2010 Winter Solstice with further transforming energies. Hang on and don’t forget to hang out in your High Heart.

Denise Le Fay

December 3, 2010

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