Not many of us were expecting 2013 to be what it turned out to be but there ya go — every month another knockout surprise! As entertaining as it might be for me to share my personal 2013 blow-by-blow, month-by-month accounts I won’t. I won’t because most of you–not all of course but most–experienced nearly identical and repeated hammerings throughout 2013 as I have. It was the theme of the year, with December 2013 being a mini compressed version of the entire year to be absolutely sure I/you/we got the chances (lessons) that I/you/we each needed to master them and quickly move on to the next thing whatever it was.
I will however write a short list highlighting what I experienced throughout 2013, mainly because when I/you/we each honestly look back and review everything we’ve been through, a higher and clearer overview is revealed that we might not have been able to see or appreciate before. As usual your mileage will vary, and these items below are primary focal points that I experience in 2013. Use them as learning tools and/or confirmation points if you can relate.
- Throughout 2013 nearly every person (known and unknown) I had intentional and unintentional, professional and casual interactions and dealings with came under varying degrees of negative interference from Team Dark. I was emotionally wounded and highly frustrated at times by this but that in itself was another layer for me to deal with in myself and learn as much from as I could. There’s much to learn in general from this old scenario about self and others and how remaining nonphysical Team Dark has been dealing with the Separation of Worlds & Timelines and tweaking their tactics so they can continue to affect or derail those of us that have moved just far enough beyond their direct reach.
- Repeated delays and setbacks with different projects, different ideas, creations etc. Timing has been very important throughout 2013 and many of us have repeatedly been reigned back in when we needed to be held back a bit and not jump the gun as so many of us Forerunners often try to do because we remember how quickly things manifest in 5D and higher. We had to get any 2013 issues, whatever they were, dealt with first and after that we’ll be given more room to Consciously Create–aka LOVE– within the NEW.
- A resurgence of some old Ascension symptoms for periods, and a surge of some new ones this year too. My head has been ground zero for the second half of 2013, where the first half of it I had those old hot flashes from hell constantly. There were/are far more Ascension related symptoms or side effects than only these two I’ve mentioned, but they won’t last forever, even though after sixteen years they’ve almost become a way of life.
Throughout 2013 many of us have had some beloved friends and/or family members and/or co-workers and/or neighbors etc. come under Team Dark (TD) influence as a way to distract or derail or wound us… if we let that old lower frequency TD tactic work that is. One of the reasons for this (in 2013 I mean specifically) is that some of us have only recently (in 2011 or 2012 or 2013) moved just far enough vibrationally to now be out of frequency range from direct, face to face, personal attacks from TD. Because of this monumental achievement, TD has been using other people to indirectly affect us because they can no longer directly reach some of us in the ways they could before. I intend to write a full article about just this topic because it’s important and something that more and more people will be experiencing as they continue incrementally moving out of frequency range from the old lower everything including TD.
Another important thing I’ve found myself going through very intensely and quickly since the fall September 21, 2013 Equinox — the end of the Nine Months period from December 21, 2012 winter Solstice — has been the sudden and unexpected requirement of immediately releasing any and all people, places, things etc. that I used to “love” and/or feel connected to and/or relate to etc. Literally hours after the 9-21-13 Equinox I was experiencing this latest requirement of having to release all lower frequency, external, parasitic, co-dependent-like relationships with everyone no matter how good intentioned and “positive” they were.
We’ve all been through this one many times throughout the Ascension Process years because it’s a natural result of us individually growing, evolving, changing and continually moving up those energetic Stair-steps at our own pace. During this ongoing Ascension Process energetic gaps often build between individuals as one person moves ahead before the other (those Stair-steps again). When this happens there’s suddenly an uncomfortable mismatch between the two people (or person and group of people) who may have been great friends or loved ones etc. before the latest spiritual growth spurt. The kindest thing to do for all in these situations is disengage as gently as you can, release that person/people fully, and hope you see them again in the near future. If not, you keep moving anyway at your own pace because you must.
3D “love” & 5D and higher LOVE
Another issue many of the Forerunners have been having to actually start living (embodying themselves) in 2013 is the NEW LOVE frequency and consciousness. If you know even a fraction of IT, then you’re well-aware of the tremendous difference between IT–5D and higher LOVE–and the old lower frequency 3D ego-based, emotional and physical need-based, left brained, patriarchal distorted, total BS raging insane egoic “love”. There literally is NO comparison between the two. None whatsoever.
Some of you may remember a great old, channeled quote from Barbara Marciniak and her Pleiadians. It was: ‘Light is information; Love is creation.’
In 2013 some of the Forerunners have started making this blessed shift out of lower 3D “love” frequency and conscious, and back into higher frequency 5D LOVE frequency and consciousness.
There’s a lot of talk about “abundance”, about “love”, about LOVE, about “unity” etc. but there’s so much confusion and distortions about them and more. 5D and higher LOVE has always been to me about creativity, being creative, being in that blissful timeless AT-ONE-MENT state closer to Source that being totally absorbed in any physical or non-physical state of creativity naturally produces in us. To me, being in that state of high creativity is LOVE. Understand however that high creativity doesn’t require physical action or physical doing. One can sit and stare and be in an “active” high state of creativity–aka LOVE. One can lay down with eyes closed, high heart open, totally motionless physically and be in an “active” high state of creativity–aka LOVE.
Learning how to Not Fall and/or get Pulled Back Down by TD
Another one of the important spiritual/energetic/consciousness lessons many of us have been having to learn during 2013, and very much so since September 21, 2013, (and eventually master) is the ability to get where we’re trying to and once there, not energetically “fall” back down into the old lower familiar frequency/consciousness.
Another aspect of this situation has to do with TD tweaking some of their old tactics in order to snag, snare, hook, derail, steal and trick us out of our High Hearts and NEW space and consciousness and “fall” back down into the old lower frequency range where they can more easily get at us. (I’m so sorry that I even have to talk about TD and their negative crap at this point. I so want this aspect with TD to be permanently done and gone but there’s been more about this that I’ve needed to learn myself and also write about to help others with these particular changes we’re going through.)
Let’s tackle the first aspect first.
We’re evolving/ascending/shifting out of a lower frequency range, ego-based reality and consciousness, Duality, and world run by TD. We’re evolving/ascending/shifting up into a higher frequency range, heart-based reality and consciousness, Unity, and world run by Light Love. This shift is comparable to us escaping Hell and entering Heaven. Seriously.
And because we’re all learning how to cast off the old and embody the NEW in all ways, sometimes we simply “fall” back into the old lower but very familiar out of sheer habit. We haven’t done anything “wrong”; we just lose our NEW higher focus for a moment is all. Losing it and regaining it multiple times is how we get intimately familiar with the NEW and how it feels and functions in comparison to the old lower frequency egoic 3D Duality.
So we lose the HighHeart focus a few times and “fall” back into those old ways for a moment or two, but we sure learn a lot every time this happens. We more clearly see, feel and know the astonishing contrast between where we’ve come from and where we’re headed and that is profoundly valuable knowledge–aka Light.
Let’s tackle the second aspect.
It has to do with TD getting more “creative” with their tools and tactics to either deliberately pull us out of our High Hearts and NEW spaces in whatever ways they can, and/or using other people to indirectly get at us and pull us down, help us “fall” back down within frequency range again so they can get at us. (As you know get at us is just polite code for attack us, feed off us, derail us, stop or prevent us from evolving/ascending etc.)
As I mentioned in another article, the fall quarter (September Equinox through December Solstice) has been for a few years now, a period where TD or the negative or the imbalances or the insanity etc. etc. etc. shifts into hyper mode to do their worst before the New Year arrives with its NEW energies. 2013 has been all this and more. As the Light builds and grows, the remaining Dark has gotten more “creative” in how It can use humans and linger for as long as It can, which isn’t much longer.
So the point with both of these aspects is to be conscious of your Consciousness. Be aware of your thoughts and emotions and of your High Heart knowing about things, people, TD, situations, places, events etc. even though you might not know how you know what you know! Timeless High Heart consciousness is very different from old lower ego-based left-brain intellect in linear time, and we’ve got to get really familiar with the NEW and how it feels and functions… which we’re having to do now.
Example: TD will often sound like you in your head, in your natural mind talk or “inner dialogue” chatter we all have with ourselves. One tried and trusted way you can discern if it’s you or TD is, are you trying to talk yourself out of or into something, and/or are you trying to mentally OVERRIDE a higher level knowing you had before this started?
If you’re trying to talk yourself out of or are working hard to override some inner knowing and/or inner feeling and/or inner sensing about something, anything, then most likely it’s TD trying to get you to override a higher awareness, a higher consciousness High Heart knowing you had about something or someone or a situation etc. This tactic is subtle unless you catch it, unless you slow down and honestly think, feel and discern the thoughts running through your head that may or may not seem slightly “alien” or “strange” or “unusual” to you. In most cases they are “alien” TD trying to sound to you like you and convince you to do something or override (talk yourself out of or into) something other than what you sensed/thought/perceived/felt before this invisible inner mental battle started.
A recent Vision Message
A couple of days ago I had an interesting vision, which is really a visual message that’s both symbolic and literal. Tons of “information”–aka Light–can be contained in a higher frequency visual image and absorbed by someone in a split-second just by seeing it. Unlike linear words in sentences like this, one two or three-second-long higher vision can express tremendous amounts of information/knowledge/data/Light in a split-second. High Heart consciousness and knowing is the same.
Here’s what I saw, learned, knew:
I was in a huge open space and was facing one direction and moving in that direction. (Let’s say West only for ease of communication.) To my left was a single-file line of Reptilian beings all facing and moving in the opposite direction–again let’s say East only for ease of communicating this information.
As I stood there seemingly floating along headed “West” I watched this parade of different colored Reptilian beings seemingly floating along headed “East”. They eyeballed me and I them as this moving in opposite directions transpired. The hatred they emanated at me as we passed each other in this close proximity separation process was nothing new to me. I was however mildly interested that they came in so many different colors. See the difference in consciousness, focus, awareness etc.?
This vision informed me that we’ve been in an ongoing process of Separation of Worlds & Timelines since late October and November 2011; more so since December 21, 2012; and now in late December 2013 it’s reached a level where remaining 4D Team Dark is being escorted into another space, another world, another timeline. The same is true of us; we’re being escorted or evolved/ascended/shifted/moved more and more into a NEW and very different world and timeline where TD (in Reptilian or any other forms) will not exist.
We’re still in transition even though it’s been one physical earth year since the Expiration Date of 12-21-12. Incremental Stair-steps, but things are moving along and improving quickly now in late 2013 as more and more unseen and seen TD members are escorted out and away from those of us who are moving more and more into the higher NEW. It was a great and long-awaited vision message after the multiple stunts TD pulled on me and mine and some loved ones and beloved friends throughout 2013, and very much so during December.
I know how hard it is at times to believe that progress is being made, so when you have those moments of doubt and confusion and/or sheer exhaustion I want you to go to YOUR local source of higher information–your own High Heart consciousness in inner knowing. Ignore the BS, lies and distractions etc. and listen to your sovereign higher awareness and feel the Light Love truth that it is and know for yourself.
Denise Le Fay
December 25, 2013
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