10, 11, 12, 2015 Stair-steps & Expiration of Old 3D Templates

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The image above with triple hearts stacked on top of each other is much like what we’re going through internally, very much so during the last three (triality) months of 2015—October 10 and its 10/10 passage, November 11 and its 11/11 passage, and December 12 and its 12/12 passage. I’ve always seen these triple year-end months like potent energy Stair-steps we walk up and are evolved by, forever changed in further Alchemical preparation for the start of the next year at a slightly higher level of the spiral. This time however is different in that what we’ve prepared for is nothing like what we’ve been through before. More about that—2016—in a moment.

In October (10) 2015, it seemed to me like the Scorpio/Pluto energies were amplified beyond belief and felt like we all went through archetypal Scorpio life, death, rebirth processes multiple times. In November (11) it felt like we embodied a bit more of God/Source/Higher Self etc. into our physical bodies and, sometimes it was not a blissful ride but real Inner Work with some collective dark thrown in too. Now in December of 2015, it’s already feeling like something really great and big is about to happen, again, to each who can embody it now. Why? Because something really great and big is coming when we enter 2016.

Some of these 2015 Stair-step October 10, November 11, and so far December 12 symptoms have been greatly amplified. I’ve experienced high bliss type periods during this time so far, and I’ve experienced what felt like possible “near death” periods too. Periods of feeling profoundly empowered with the I AM awareness, followed by old self-doubts and brief moments of dis-empowerment. Periods of knowing I AM Divine Source followed by, ‘Do I have underwear and shoes on to go to the grocery store?!’  Sometimes it feels like I’ve got, like we’ve got Aquarian whiplash caused from us grabbing up some more remaining Duality bits here and there internally and externally!

Some of the recent symptoms from the last three 2015 months have been ragged sleep once again, followed thank gawd by short periods of unusually deep sleep in the daytime. When you wake up from one of these daytime pass out nap comas, you know you’ve been through something very special, important and different.

Another symptom I’ve had (once again) since around mid November is the heavy-pounding-heart-while-at-complete-rest business. It seems to pound so hard I can feel my whole body move slightly with each heart pounding beat. There’s no pain other than some pressures occasionally, just amplified intensity as the HighHeart area and physical heart and thymus gland etc. all undergo more preparatory expansions for what’s coming in December and beyond. If you too have had your heart and HighHeart area swell, pound really hard while you’re completely at rest, comfortable and pain-free, know that this is normal for what we’re going through now which is more HighHeart expansions in preparation for receiving, embodying, housing MORE Divine Source energy or Light right in ourselves and our physical bodies. Some call this particular energy Christ or Crystalline consciousness or energy.

When it feels to you like your HighHeart cup runneth over, know that it isn’t anywhere near that point and what you’re feeling is You and YOU and your body expanding energetically, increasing vibrationally (again, another Stair-step) and further merging so everything can safely, comfortably and naturally embody, house and maintain more higher Light Love Energies in the physical body in a physical world. Another way of looking at this is that in October and November we’ve been polishing our Chalice (our HighHeart) in preparation of receiving, holding and constantly maintaining much more Divinity/Christ/Crystalline Light energies into the physical body and Self in December 2015 and beyond.

Another side effect or symptom I’ve had recently is suddenly finding that my body is crying for no reason I’m consciously aware of. It seems to be happening at a deep cellular DNA level and my physical body is literally weeping with tears rolling down my face and I’m not emotionally feeling anything. It felt like that “near death” processing I mentioned earlier; some aspect of me is mourning the loss of the old lower bits and pieces, while simultaneously crying with joy over the higher embodiment and freedom taking place. Strange sensation/process but good, very good.

There’s also the emotional and mental bouncing between being repulsed and frustrated with the unaware folks one minute, and in the next moment you know you are, increasingly, the Divine incarnate in physicality and that your very existence and presence in this physical world is radically changing it for the better second by second. Welcome to real nitty-gritty, deep down in your cells, DNA and Soul physical level Ascension. Soon there won’t be any bouncing back and forth left anymore because you will, I will, we will be fully and completely contained within the HighHeart Light Love 5D level of the NEW reality and world. Just embody and radiate and so it is.

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At some point during October and November 2015, I had a small but helpful higher overview of all this going back to December 21, 22 and 23 of 2012. I briefly saw and understood these years since December 2012, and how they’ve been large Stair-steps into greater amounts of the NEW Light and finally Love energies down into physicality.

For me, 2013 held a great desire and need to sleep as much and as long as I could get away with. I felt this was justifiable after what all I’d been through leading up to the Expiration Date of December 2012! And so, I did exactly that; I slept and rested and didn’t give a rats ass about much of anything throughout most of 2013. It was serious down time in many ways, and with glorious hindsight, it makes tons of sense considering how brutal, abrupt, shocking and downright difficult and painful in nearly every way all of 2014 and 2015 has been for me personally.

This little higher overview I had around the years from 2013 through the end of 2015, was really about the Forerunners needing to do some more, yeah, some more Inner Work both personally and for the collective plus ALL everywhere else. As usual this prep work was for higher, greater and larger incoming Light Love energies that we would need to and must physically embody and carry within us so we not only seed and anchor those NEW higher energies into the NEW Earth, but also be the living, breathing, walking and talking NEW Templates for the rest of humanity. ‘If you build it they will come’ comes to heartmind if I may borrow that great line from the movie Field Of Dreams.

The other aspect that I saw in this little higher overview was that with the start of 2016, all the old lower frequency, lower consciousness, lower ways and systems etc. will be fully and completely Expired. Not one of them will be allowed to move into the NEW higher ways and systems of the NEW Earth. They had their time and it’s run its full course and has finally Expired in-full with the start of 2016. Talk about a NEW “New Year”!

This means that humanity will be existing within tremendous change(s) as the old lower no longer has any power to it and will not ever again be supported or allowed in any way in the NEW higher levels. Dead and gone it is, except for those unaware humans alive now that don’t know anything about the Ascension Process and all the rest of it. Those people will, out of a lack of higher awareness and sheer habit and old negative distorted beliefs, continue to try to recreate the old lower ways and systems etc. They will try to do this out of habit, fear, greed etc. and it may look like it’s working for a short while but it is nothing more than the lag between the old permanently disappearing, and the higher NEW replacing everything everywhere. Do not get discouraged or second guess or doubt that the old is no longer running the planet because it is not and never will ever again. 2016 is the start of the NEW higher everything.

Now, whose gonna build what and why and for who again? Those with HighHearts and HighHeart consciousness who’ve embodied more of the NEW, the Christ, the Crystalline, the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine merged, more of the Higher and Lower Self merged into themselves body and soul, to seed IT, the NEW Light and LOVE into this NEW Earth world and reality for the rest of humanity long into the “future”. ‘If you build it they will come.’  Indeed they will so build it as high as you/me/we can now and leave plenty of extra room for even more of the NEW that we’re not aware of today. Use December 2015 well my fellow Forerunners, because what we build, what we Light up and Consciously Create today will be what humanity steps into over the next few years and well beyond. ❤

Gratitude HighHeart Hugs for your brave, brilliant and unstoppable Service to All.

Denise

December 3, 2015

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Ascension Symptoms & Embodiment Reactions

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Ascension Symptoms

As we each go through the many levels, layers, Stair-steps and phases of the Ascension Process, we’ve cleared and transmuted more and more of the old and we’ve been embodying more and more of the NEW, which automatically changes how we and our bodies are affected by the current Light Energies, Photonic Light and now Love Energies. As the grand Galactic Alignment slowly winds down this year and next, so too will the massive energetic pressures, waves, access to multiple timelines, and great driving Divine push of this Ascension Process. What I’m saying is that these past 25-plus years of super intense and highly focused energetic cosmic drive to evolve will slow down and complete, as they always do, however our spiritual evolution will never end. It will continue, but it will do so within the framework and blueprints of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle with its NEW Light, NEW Energies and level etc. within a higher frequency dimension (5D) and greatly expanded consciousness and creativity. The great cyclical push and drive of this Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment will come to an end, and it will do so with us being very different beings in a very different place and location with very different, expanded consciousness. That was the point to it all; expire and remove the old plus embody, seed and initiate the NEW for a brand NEW Evolutionary Cycle at a higher level of being, consciousness and creativity (frequency range).

What used to make us sick with “Ascension Flu” and/or writhe in pain years ago—solar flares, CME’s, solar storms, solar winds etc.—now don’t hurt or feel like much of anything. We’ve been altered, upgraded and evolved by those energies over these many Ascension years and have adapted to them so they no longer make us sick or cause severe physical and/or emotional pain like they did years ago. As we evolve, so too do the symptoms and side effects we experience due to how we’re currently affected by the latest NEW higher frequency Light and energies. This holds true with everything, even the foods we can eat (when we now need to eat, which is vastly less than before when we were transmuting so much density Duality), locations we go to, people we interact with, creative endeavors and so on. Everything continues to change and change again and again because we continue evolving, embodying and growing on all levels. Because of this, don’t expect or believe that the Ascension related symptoms or side effects you’ve experienced will exist forever because they won’t. They’ll diminish over time and eventually disappear…and be replaced with NEW, evermore exciting ones! 🙄

Embodiment Reactions

We’re now embodying so much NEW higher frequency Light Energies etc. and it’s very different from what the Forerunners went through during the early phases that caused severe Ascension symptoms. What we have now could be called Higher Frequency Embodiment reactions I suppose. I didn’t know what exactly to call these NEW, vastly higher frequency energies other than NEW Light Energies and I still don’t feel fully comfortable calling them any one thing in particular because there’s so much more going on than just “one thing”. I do know that they are what some are calling Crystalline/Christ Consciousness/Unity/Diamond Light/Light Codes/Plasma Waves and so on. Call them what you will, they all are brand NEW to us in physical human bodies, and boy does it feel weird, sometimes painful, way freakin’ ‘prickly’ to borrow a Sandra Walter term, very hot, sweaty and uncomfortable one minute then mellow smooth heaven-like bliss the next. Amazing, and I can’t wait until it’s the latter all the time!

We’ve lived through many annual 6D Sirius Lion’s Gate alignments/downloads throughout these Ascension years but so far this one is something else and as I write this, we’re only three days into it! Obviously we can cope with much more and vastly higher frequency Sirian energies this year than ever before and boy does it feel like there’s a very NEW plan unfolding in, through and all around us right now.

For the most part I’m usually very efficient and focused, but since July 25, 2015, I couldn’t even tell you if I’m “alive” or which timeline I’m in or if I am in one or much of anything else. I go from utter boredom and sense of disconnection from everyone and everything in the world to, suddenly being more intimately connected, interested and creatively inspired than ever before. Transitions my fellow spiritual energetic surfers. Part of me knows that this level of seeming disconnection in every way is very positive and indicates that more NEW is being embodied, seeded and anchored here. From my current perspective, which is at bare minimum duel or two-fold in nature (simplistically old and NEW but often far more than that), I feel like I’m both here and not here simultaneously and that’s perfectly natural, good and normal for what is unfolding now. Needless to say it’s a strange feeling and position to “live ones life” from. Such are the times we live in however.

The shifts out of the way it’s been are rapidly becoming larger, more potent, farther reaching and vastly more easily felt and perceived by us this year. Just over the past couple of months there’s been multiple BIG shifts that often feel like sudden jolts in “reality”, which of course they are. Some of us are seeing these changes and shifts with our eyes like something or a bunch of somethings in “reality” are suddenly changed and/or vanish for good. Other times we’re feeling these changes, these shifts with our whole-body senses and it often feels like “reality” just shook, jumped, thumped or got jolted out of its old location and groove. Again, this is more true than most realize yet, but we’re better perceiving and understanding these dramatic changes to ourselves, our bodies and consciousness and to the very “reality” we find ourselves in from moment to moment, hour to hour and day-to-day. That old song Roll With It by Steve Winwood keeps playing in my head. Yep, just roll with the crazy good…

I’m including a link to a great July 2015 blog article by Lisa Renee entitled, Plasma Wave Activations below my copyright notice. If you too have been having some amplified Ascension symptoms along with amplified Embodiment reactions, then her article is something you’ll relate to as I did. I’ve had all of the symptoms or side effects she mentions for a long time and they’ve been increasing dramatically this year, right along with all the other related anomalies etc. So if interested in her insights please see the link below. Thank You Lisa Renee for this important article. ❤

Ride these NEW Crystalline Diamond Plasma Light Waves during the Sirian Lion’s Gate period (and beyond) and rest as often as you and your body and central nervous system needs. If you push too hard like I often do, you’ll end up aching all over, drooling, glassy-eyed wondering where you even are! 😆 Just roll with it for the time being and take extra care of your self, body and soul. It’s very important. ❤

Denise

July 28, 2015

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Reality Check Time

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How the month of April (Aries) has exploded into something so off the charts intense and driving the last two years is amazing and wonderful beyond words. Potent, changing, both pleasant and unpleasant at times. Just livin’ in the latest Twilight Zone space while linear time continues to compress even faster to the point that it’s almost meaningless anymore. There’s what did I become aware of today? What did I learn today? What did I feel today? What did I create today? consciousness and awareness instead of linear time and length of doing or length of not doing and so on. 5D High Heart consciousness in the physical Now Moment instead of linear, head down, forging ahead and pushing as hard and long as you can every day. We honestly don’t realize yet how much change we are actually in/living/being/doing/not doing but simply experiencing.

Weird dreams, the return of the 3AM Club again, some skull-boring painful sensations in skull/head and typically on the left side (TD intrusion), more NEW advanced Ascension related body and DNA changes and symptoms, increasing other dimension bleed through, witnessing some Team Dark Reptilians and/or other alien beings trying to view into this dimension and timeline to See what’s happening and why things are changing for them in ways they’re not happy about. (More about that one in a moment.)

One of these new “symptoms” has been something I’ve never experienced before and it is intense itching deep below the surface of the skin and feels like it’s nerve related. It’s how my body is currently responding to these latest changes in the Earth, the magnetic field and running through the NEW grid systems. Earth is shaking, twitching and spewing; I’m itching intensely, internally overheated once again, and sleeping about 2-3 hours a night. Beginning friction buildup symptoms from embodying more of the NEW higher frequency energies in our physical body grid systems—Central Nervous System—along with what the Earth and magnetic field grid systems are embodying too. As usual we’ll adjust.

From my waist to my ankles has been itching like crazy to the point I’m bruised, scabby and bleeding in spots and I can feel my DNA changing and expanding to embody more of the NEW energies just like Earth and everywhere else is. This phase of the Ascension Shift Process is making me itch like crazy but it won’t last long and I’m mentioning it only because it’s a rather strange symptom that some wouldn’t think was Ascension related. The body and brain Rewiring Process many of the Forerunners began well over a decade ago is now safely capable of embodying and running the NEW higher and much more complex Light Energies through it safely and not blow a fuse so to speak. This is however causing some of us to feel some new symptoms we’ve not experienced earlier. As miserable as it is wanting to scratch some of my skin off to get below the surface and really scratch that itch, this is a very positive sign that the NEW is flowing in and through me and my physical and energetic bodies. This too will amplify over time in that typical Stair-step fashion so we acclimate physically to these steady energetic increases. Expect more NEW and unusual because of this.

Another old Ascension symptom I’ve had since about 2001, is the deep, inner body vibration or buzzing electrical-like sensation. Over the years this one has expanded to the point now where it’s constant through and through my entire body from deep inside all the way to the surface of my skin and beyond. It’s developed and been embodied incrementally to whole body and inner to outer as well. This also indicates we’re embodying the NEW energies far more thoroughly than we may have consciously realized. So too is Earth, which means so too will reality on Earth for everyone. Things are going to change very quickly now because they can. Bye-bye Team Dark.

Another aspect of these early 2015 changes that I hadn’t even thought about before was, how would it feel when transiting Uranus started moving away from Pluto (the Cardinal Squares of the last three years or so) and how would that show up in my life, my awareness, my creativity, my body and so on? For starters it’s making many itch like crazy. 😉 These Cardinal Squares, T-Squares and Oppositions etc. have been so personal for me (natally I mean) that I never considered life after the Uranus/Pluto Cardinal Squares. Like many of you I’ve just tried to survive them during the last years of the Ascension Process / Galactic Alignment. I hadn’t focused on what may present after them, but so far, it’s been grand improvements via removal of Team Dark road blocks. Oh yes…lets talk about that! 😀

Since the Expiration Date—December 2012—I’ve been observing, paying close attention, sensing, waiting and waiting some more to personally see and feel any changes with Team Dark (TD) as the global and species controllers. After all I’ve personally been through as an older Forerunner/Volunteer/Lightworker/Duality Transmuter/NEW Energy Embodier Anchor etc., I absolutely wanted to see, for myself, TD leaving and being removed and their gruesome, nearly incomprehensible distortions done to humanity no longer working on humanity as they always have. I’ve worked and waited a lifetime (many actually) for what’s happening now; the ‘End Times’ of and for Team Dark.

Over the years I’ve been highly aware of when TD would increase their attacks against Forerunners and anyone else embodying any degree of Light. More Divine Light would enter physicality and they’d counter with increased attacks, interference, derailment attempts either directly or indirectly through portal people, more saber rattling, more ‘Smash & Grab’ tactics and on and on. These creatures never believed that their reign would ever end or ever change. They’ve never believed that the Ascension Process would work, would be successful because they’re arrogant monsters that believe themselves to be greater than Source. Sounds like the patriarchy doesn’t it? Same crew. Add to this that they’ve gotten away with all they have for so long that even they have bought in to the game play, the role-playing, the Divine Experiment and have become lost, trapped, obsessed within it and don’t remember that things always naturally wind down and evolve into something else.

Over the same years however, I was also highly aware of every time more Light would arrive and the controller ropes would loosen around human consciousness a bit more and a bit more. Then, one of those things I mentioned that I insisted in seeing for myself happened a few days ago and it became crystal clear that TD is no longer in control here or much of anywhere else for that matter. TD has had me and most every other Forerunner blocked, locked, suppressed, boxed in, held down, beaten down, repeatedly attacked, constantly monitored and abused since birth, but very much so since 1998-1999.

I have not been able to move to another house for the past decade, or to create change for myself in certain physical ways that I’ve wanted for many years because I’ve been held in place by my own Soul Contracts but more so by TD. I knew that when that long suppression finally released and doors opened for me, that huge positive changes would quickly manifest for more and more of the Forerunners and then others as this Shift continues. For me personally those doors blasted wide open last week after years of my pounding my head and heart against them. And from that point on so far things are happening so quickly that I’ve had to really work to keep up with them! Well over a decade of severe and intentional blockage and suddenly things are happening faster than I thought possible. I’ve acclimated to being blocked and have rushed lately to get back to normal expansive flow.

The other telling thing that happened recently on April 29th that let me know that what I’ve worked and waited a lifetime to see and experience is happening now in huge, absolute ways was a couple of Reptilian beings tried to look in on me clairvoyantly to See what they could about what’s happening now. These guys don’t like to show themselves so every time they’ve intentionally come through like this it was to See something and/or let me See something they wanted me to See.

This April 29th event only lasted one second, but if you’re familiar with perceiving this way that’s plenty of time to gain higher visual, emotional and energetic knowledge. Suddenly this small group of Reptilian beings came through with one in the front up very close to the “window” he’d created to look in and the others crammed up behind him trying to See over his shoulders. In that one second of time that he/they Saw me and I Saw him/them, I instantly energetically pushed out a huge “NO ENTRANCE” energy towards them and closed his “window”. This is unprecedented from what I’ve experienced in years and decades past.

In the past when a Reptilian or other negative TD being would intentionally show itself clairvoyantly to me, the Reptilian beings would cloak their thoughts so I couldn’t read them like I’m used to doing. These beings could easily create a trans-dimensional “window” to view through into this dimension and timeline to See for themselves, much like how past human Seers would do by gazing into a crystal ball or mirror or bowl of water etc. so they could See elsewhere.

Every time I’ve had up close face-to-face contact with a Reptilian being, the creature blocked me from reading him/them and discovering much of anything other than the creature wanted me to See it at that time. This time however was completely different in that the Reptilian beings were resorting to creating a “window” to look through to See into this world, dimension and timeline in hopes of figuring out what is going on and how we Forerunners have pulled this Ascension thing off down here in physicality. Said another way, these Reptilian beings are freaking out and panicked about the changes taking place now (the current evolutionary Shift and their Expiration Date) and were trying to use me as well to See and read what’s going on here. Now however, the shoe is on the other foot.

This time the Reptilian beings were instantly blocked from Seeing, blocked from reading energies, and blocked from Seeing and reading me here and gaining any information and in one quick second were Divinely and completely disconnected, shut out and gone. I sat there grinning from ear to ear knowing how truly important and telling this brief event actually is. This is some of those things, those events that I’ve worked and waited to See and experience, proving to me that the old lower is done and the NEW higher is manifesting in physicality. Just imagine the beauty, peace, abundance and happy creativity we (and humanity) will be able to do with TD and all the old TD blocks completely and permanently gone. We will impress the heavens even more than we already have so far. ❤

Denise

May 1, 2015

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March into April 2015 Shift Trauma

Don’t be fooled by the title and believe that this was a March into April 2015 only event because it wasn’t. Every month is seeming to end and transition into the next month with more intensity, trauma in many cases, aches and pains both physical and emotional, and more chaotic pushing energies than the month before. It’s just that this latest shift out of the last few days of March into April was super intense and filled with “extra” crap n’ stuff, both good and plenty miserable.

Below is an email I received from Tom B. a couple of days ago. Thanks for letting me share it this way Tom. ❤ Also, in the Q & A section, Elle W. wrote a Comment about some of these things her husband recently experienced so I thought it would benefit more people if I combined these conversations into an article. First is Tom’s email letter.

“Hi Denise – Thanks for your recent articles and posts in the Q and A Section.  I’ve been going through an extremely challenging time with Ascension symptoms over the last week and a half.  Being able to read them has been validating.  It’s comforting to know that I’m not the only one going through crazy, challenging times these days.  Reading your articles and posts has been helping me get through some very challenging times lately.

The 28th I stayed in bed all morning and early afternoon. I had a series of epic waking dreams (for want of a better term) which lasted for hours.  I can’t remember experiencing anything like that that lasted so long.  I forced myself to get up and go to work that evening even though my intuition told me to stay in bed and keep having the strange waking dreams.  That night at work I felt very depressed to the point of being suicidal.  I haven’t felt that depressed in a long time.

Since then I’ve been experiencing severe fatigue, especially on the 30th.  This morning I had a series of strange, emotionally draining dreams as I kept waking up and falling back asleep again several times.  I also released a lot of old physical toxins after I got up the final time and started my day.

I’m finding it very challenging to keep a good attitude about all of this.  I’ve been reading on your site and others that spring equinox through the eclipse on April 4th is a very intense time for Ascension.  I’m trying to keep this in mind, but it hasn’t helped the last few days because I’ve been feeling so shitty during that time.  I feel that things have only been getting worse for me lately, and today I just can’t shake that feeling.  Please feel free to post this if you feel it’s appropriate.  Thanks. Tom B.”

And secondly is Elle’s Comment in the Q&A section.

“Denise,

I just wrote to you about my first “recalled” ET contact (though I did have something on 2/22/12 in a dream that pointed me to having possibly “been from” another planet in a past life). I mentioned my husband was my confident and help mate in all this. I have been with this dear man for 40 years, and just yesterday (the day after contact), he had a complete and utter meltdown the likes of which I had never seen–he was not even sure life was worth living anymore. I know this is extremely personal, but I can’t/don’t believe this was a coincidence. I am ready to put down everything in my life and just nurture him back from this. He does believe in the possibility of psychic attack as he’d had experiences, but this is just too direct a correlation to miss, I think. Unreal.”

Here’s my Comment reply to Elle.

Elle W & All,

I’m not at all surprised by this actually. It’s hard, difficult, traumatic in fact when any of us are suddenly and unexpectedly compressed/pushed/propelled etc. upward on to a higher consciousness/frequency energy Stair-step. There’s typically some level of blow-back and repercussions to it because the ego self freaks out over having to change. Our egos deepest fear!

You’re 100% right that all this is no “coincidence”. In fact the ETs most likely are doing what they did for him as much as they did for you… but both of these events are happening for both of you on very different levels or Stair-steps as I call them. This again is typical of positive ETs; they use the least amount of energy to get the largest results. 😉 It takes some conscious interactions back and forth with these Beings before you begin to see how multidimensional they actually are and that they work this way with us too.

On the other hand… as I’ve written recently, we’re typically attacked by Team Dark (TD) beings and/or lower energies etc. whenever we evolve up another Stair-step. They sense the change in our energetic frequency and they panic and attack to stop us, derail us, sidetrack us, to terrorize us back down into the old lower frequency level again. This too may be what and why your husband experienced what he did. We’re integrating and evolving beyond DUALITY after all! 🙂

I’m going to try to get something short written quickly today about this because I too experienced an attack March 31 into April 1st. Plus I recently received an email from a man whose experienced something similar and gave me permission to quote his letter. I know a lot of people have been going through this over just these past few days and it’s been super intense — I’m talking contemplating suicide intense! I’ll do my best to get it written and published today.

One more VERY important thing in this I want you to consider Elle.

“I am ready to put down everything in my life and just nurture him back from this.”

That’s exactly what TD is hoping for. You doing that in an attempt to help your husband is the worst thing you could do for him, and to yourself, and to the positive ETs that worked to have this contact happen with you primarily, and secondarily with him. This is one of those “tough love” tests for you and to not interfere with what he’s going through, and an expansive “step up” to another level of awareness and being test for him. I want you both to get the most out of what you’re each going though now.

Hugs to you both, Denise

 

In my case I’ve experienced portal people being activated, oftentimes to the point of sick obsession, at the end of March into the first day or few days of April. I’ve experienced this enough times over the years to know it’s not a “coincidence” either. And I experienced it yet again the past few days with my next door neighbor. He however is not the issue; how I deal with or don’t deal with, focus on or don’t focus on etc. what he’s attempting to do to me is the issue.

As is often the case, those of us consciously aware of the Ascension Process and personally working hard to utilize those energies to evolve are at key times attacked, tested, confronted, sidetracked, tempted off the Path, greatly confused, increasingly depressed, exhausted, or even considering suicide, especially during extra potent and big energy influx shift periods such as what these past few weeks have been.

Another aspect of all this that’s easy to overlook or forget for those of us living, embodying, seeding/anchoring the NEW Light Energies first (codes, blueprints, templates etc.) is that the human Collective is in a wild state of energetic and emotional turmoil, chaos and wild negativity much of the time and they will be for a while so learn and discern and override it all as best you can.

Sensitives feel the human Collective despite our best efforts to not be effected or influenced by it/them. The trick is to be able to discern what’s yours and what’s the human Collective that you’re feeling inside your head, mind, heart, body and being as if it was yours! It’s easier to deal with when you can tell that it’s just you sensing and feeling lower energies and emotions coming from much of humanity. Hold your High Heart space and level in the midst of all this shifting, fighting, instability, insanity and chaos because in doing so you are Consciously Creating NEW space for NEW realities, worlds and incomprehensible amounts of wondrous NEW creations. Forerunning into NEW space and holding it open at higher levels is how we plow the fields for seeding for future crops. 😉 ❤

And then there’s the ultra-weird dreaming mini series type dreams most of us have had for weeks now… when you’re fortunate enough to even be able to sleep for a couple of hours that is! O_o I’ve been falling asleep at night and then waking up two hours later absolutely positive that it must be four or five hours later. No such luck, I’ve only been asleep for two hours and then the rest of the night is thrashing and flopping and trying to not think stupid, self-defeating, pointless thoughts all night. In most but not all cases, much of this dreaming activity is Collective related too, but some of it is my personal “stuff” from decades or days ago. It cannot co-exist with more of the NEW merging now so we dream our little selves clear/clean again and again for as long as we need to.

Another thing I wanted to mention in all this is the solar winds that had been a blowin’ for the past few weeks. They felt extra potent and I felt them in my body as old Ascension flu aches and pains. My spine often gets tight and sore when a lot of NEW Light is pouring down in through the top of my head down into it. Doing nothing physically is all that helps with that it seems. Also, the air itself is much more charged with NEW Light which makes my nostrils bleed sometimes, my sinuses feel pressure and my lungs hurt when I take a deep breath.

In the end I think what many of us have felt recently is both ours AND the human Collective feeling the increasing energetic pressures of tremendous change and growth. Change and higher “company coming” 😉 to merge with us/us with it. Despite the BS and negativity, the aches and pains physical and emotional, I very definitely see and feel massive progress. I know the external world isn’t reflecting this nearly as much as we’d prefer at this point and yet, it and so very much more is happening. (I think it was around the start of February 2015 that I saw some higher dimension packed with unusual activity by great numbers of Lightbeings/Angelics working like crazy there. Many of them were needed, and still are evidently, to do certain very important things now which means some of us have been seemingly left on our own here in the physical. If you’ve felt your Angelic Ascension Assistants gone lately as I have, I believe it’s due to them being needed elsewhere for a while. They’ve been incredibly busy with profound changes too. Plus we’re needing to learn to function and create without our personal Ascension Assistants at our sides constantly.)

I know this article is all over the place but it’s the best I can do today with all that’s going on around me at the moment. Please know that I too have my really low days or hours even, and then I get back to High Heart level again and pick up where I left off. We all do this and it’s perfectly okay and expected as we become more proficient at all this in a physical body in a physical world. You are doing so much more than you realize yet so give yourself time to sit and seemingly “do nothing” while you receive even more into yourself.

Multidimensional Group Gratitude Hug,

Denise

April 2, 2015

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For the Transiting Pluto Opposition Natal Uranus Folks

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August 31, 1948 transiting Uranus entered Cancer. It retrograded a few months later and reentered Gemini for a few more months before it entered Cancer again, this time for the full transit length, which in Uranus’ case is seven years.

Transiting Uranus remained in Cancer until June 11, 1956 when it entered Leo for seven years. On August 11, 1962 it entered Virgo for seven years and so on. Point is that huge groups of souls, of people are born during these times, giving all of them the same zodiacal sign for Uranus. The same is true of course for all the slower moving “outer planets”; Uranus, Neptune and Pluto, hence their generational influences on great numbers of people and on society in general.

So if you were born between August 31, 1948 and June 10, 1956 then you’ve got natal Uranus in the sign Cancer anywhere from 0 to 30º (unless you were born during those few months when it retrograded back into late Gemini). I was born in late December 1951, placing my natal Uranus at 12º Cancer.

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After transiting Pluto made its way across a rare conjunction alignment with the Galactic Center (GC) at 26º Sagittarius 57′ during 2006 and 2007, it entered Capricorn, last of the Earth signs on January 27, 2008. Pluto went retrograde a few months later and reentered Sagittarius for a few final months. It entered Capricorn fully on November 28, 2008 where it will stay until November 20, 2024 when it enters Aquarius.

For those Baby Boomer folks with natal Uranus at any degree Cancer, at some point within Pluto’s lengthy transit through Capricorn, you/me/we all will experience this potent once in a lifetime transit of Pluto in Capricorn in opposition to our natal Uranus in Cancer. For those now senior Baby Boomer people who are also Ascension Forerunners/First Wavers/PathPavers etc., this transit and its timing will make a lot more sense to you because they’re all connected in the most complex kaleidoscopic ways. This is true for each group of Ascension Forerunners however and we each had/have our slightly different abilities and Ascension related jobs to fulfill.

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My transiting Pluto opposition to natal Uranus exploded into action February 2014 but is nowhere near done, meaning I’ve got a lot more life-altering changes to go through before I reach my new NEW physically plus complete another aspect of my personal Forerunner “Volunteer” Soul Contract which is to physically embody, seed and anchor certain different higher frequency Light Energies and consciousness (astrological, solar, Milky Way Galactic Center, other galaxies, other dimensions, cosmic and beyond) for mass humanity to move into in the near future. Yes, this current difficult phase is actually the Divine insisting we cast-off whatever is left at this point that we must so we can embody, anchor, house, carry, live and create from within our personal new NEW with no old lower world and consciousness baggage. Right now it’s pretty brutal for many of us but soon it’ll be so worth it to be completely free and clear. How else can we embody and be the NEW unless all the old is completely gone?

This is why the transits in this Ascension lifetime to our natal planets, placements and angles etc. so accurately reflect and help our personal higher Soul needs, contracts, Ascension missions and everything else. At times I See it all and hold it in my Higher Awareness long enough to be amazed by its complex multidimensional perfection, then I’ll suddenly shift perspective back into “Good freaking gawd this is really hard!” consciousness because I’m physically back IN THE PROCESS I’d been viewing from a higher position moments ago. I AM an aspect of Source, plus I AM within those Divine Source creations on the “inside” as well. We all are. Start to get better familiar with your multidimensionality everyone. “You” exist in multiple locations and dimensions simultaneously and this “you” is starting to consciously become aware of this longstanding fact.

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Usually all longer astrological transits contain three “hits” or exact degree contacts with the natal planet(s). The first one is the first direct motion energy “hit” to the natal planet’s exact degree by the transiting planet. The second “hit” is when the transiting planet goes retrograde and travels back over that same natal planet’s degree, but this time in retrograde energy. The third “hit” is when the transiting planet completes the retrograde phase, turns direct again and eventually transits over that same natal planet degree for this third and final time in direct motion energy. Said another way, it’s like getting hit in the face unexpectedly (first “hit”), then trying to shake it off and figure out what in the world just happened and what you’re going to do about it (second retrograde “hit” phase), followed by the last third “hit” where we’re required to do our utmost to get it right and move on through into the NEW free and clear of the old. (Some transits will have four, five, six or seven of these exact degree direct and retrograde “hits” however. The SEVEN transiting squares between Uranus/Pluto that have unfolded since 2011 show this; the seventh and final Uranus/Pluto square reaches exact 15° March 11, 2015. More about this in a moment because it’s directly connected to all these other situations. This is the Universe making sure you/me/we got the message and energies and had the time to make all the necessary changes in all the different layers!)

My transiting Pluto/Uranus opposition just completed the first direct “hit” so you can see there’s much more for me to move through, much more to be changed by over this and next year. Even with planetary transits there are energetic Stair-steps that take time in physicality to be changed by.

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Another transit all of us in this age group have been, are or will be going through that’s very much part of these other once in a lifetime transits is transiting Uranus in Aries in opposition to our natal Neptune in Libra. At some point within this seven yearlong Uranus in Aries transit, all the Boomers will experience those direct/retrograde/direct again “hits” to our natal Neptune in Libra at whatever degree it is and in whichever House it is natally. These once in a lifetime transits are serious, heavy-duty, and life changing in many ways all on their own, however it’s the timing of them happening to Boomer Forerunners during the completion phase of Galactic Alignment that’s deeply meaningful on multiple levels.

On October 4, 1942 transiting Neptune entered Libra. It retrograded a few months later back into Virgo for a few months, but then went direct and reentered Libra again on August 3, 1943 where it remained until December 25, 1955 when it entered Scorpio. It retrograded a few months later and reentered Libra until October 20, 1956.

Neptune is knowing you are an aspect of Divine Source expressed uniquely as this “you” here and now. Neptune is also self-delusion and/or being deluded by others so keep it real, keep it honest, keep it in the higher frequencies of Neptune. Neptune in Libra expects equality, integration, honesty and fairness from self and all Others and with all interactions with those Others. Doesn’t mean it always happens of course, but that’s the natural drive, flavor and expectation with Neptune in Libra. This placement is very fifth dimensional-like in many ways and many Forerunner Boomers with this natal placement have embodied those traits all of our lives. Or, we could have taken Neptunian drugs and descended into artificial joy, deluded “enlightenment”, early death or worse, possession.

The only reason I assailed you with the old dates of these planet transits was to show you the timelines involved and how many incarnating Souls were born during those years giving them those planets in those signs/energies. It also helps to see the years so you can locate your birth within those times and compare that to what you’re going through now and contemplate the higher reasons for it all. Boomer Forerunners please reflect on this and examine how/what/where etc. these transits are currently manifesting in your life, body, your family, your loved ones, your consciousness and heart as it’s all directly connected to the Ascension Process and your/my/our long-term Forerunner roles in it across the decades of just this lifetime.

My natal Neptune is 21º Libra but transiting Uranus hasn’t traveled deep enough into Aries yet to activate that opposition, but it will of course and that transit will alter me in amazing and exciting ways also. Some of you Boomers that are a few years older than me are already feeling/dealing with transiting Uranus in opposition to your natal Neptune and/or any other planet(s) and/or angles you may also have natally in Libra. In my case I have four natal planets in Libra and transiting Uranus in Aries is and will continue to slowly oppose each one, energetically activating (“hit”) each natal planet further changing me, my life and consciousness forever, which is exactly what transits are designed to do. Doesn’t mean it’s easy, pleasant or fun as having to make any major life changes rarely is but they need to happen nonetheless… especially now.

Because these transits are rare, difficult, once in a lifetime life-altering events—and they’re happening during the end phase of the lengthy Galactic Alignment (1998–1999ish through 2016–2017ish)—which feels like a really bad joke after all the decades of Ascension Process work we Baby Boomer Forerunners have already gone through, I felt it important to talk about this even though it’s vastly more popular with many to only talk about how wonderful things are.

Some of us Baby Boomer Forerunners PathPavers are suddenly (Uranus) loosing loved ones, husbands, wives, mates, friends, family, parents, pets etc. Some Boomer Forerunners will suddenly exit our lives (die physically) and move on because that’s what we want to do at this point within the end phase of the Ascension Process. One doesn’t fight against, resist, argue or try to debate with Pluto, Neptune or Uranus; one becomes profoundly flexible in their dynamic presence or one gets themselves and their lives beat to bloody hell unnecessarily. We Boomer Forerunners old and wise enough after all we’ve been through already to know to surrender to the current painful and difficult storms of change in our lives, bodies, homes, families, finances, our very consciousness and souls and make the necessary changes, whatever they are for us personally during these amazingly intense completion years of Galactic Alignment.

Those who’ve physically lived longer on earth during the time and rule of Darkness (Team Dark) that are Forerunners, PathPavers etc. (Team Light), have built-in astrological coded safeguards such as these transits at this time within the Ascension Process, to aid us in casting-off decades of old 3D lower life of Service while in Duality decades before the Ascension energies arrived here physically. These potent transits by the “outer planets” are doing that and much more for us even though it might not look or feel like that at this point. It’s hard to see the Light and feel the happy-happy while one’s life has the potent and serious trio of Pluto, Neptune and Uranus literally rooming with them! But, trust me when I tell you we’re blessed to have them forcing us to disconnect, release, let go of, change and make more personal room for the NEW to be embodied by each of us at this stage within the Galactic Alignment Ascension Process.

There are plenty of other great astrological sources you can read about these particular “outer planet” transits if interested. I’ll briefly say that Pluto is Lord of the Underworld and that covers a lot of ground including our subconscious, aka individual and Collective “basement” stuff and more. Capricorn is the last of the Earth signs and final opportunity to radically change 3D physical reality, which you and I live in in these physical bodies during the Ascension Process. Sweeping, transformative changes to the physical world, collective reality, and to us individually living in it.

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Many of us Baby Boomers started our Ascension Process Forerunner work very obviously during the Uranus and Pluto conjunction in Virgo transit (about 1962 through the end of 1969) through Phase One lets call it of physically embodying and initiating the anti-patriarchal, anti-establishment, anti-war, anti-violence, peace & love, expanded consciousness, freedom and equality for all consciousness throughout the dangerous and revolutionary 1960s. We did that physically through our bodies, hearts and consciousness just the same as we’ve done from the start of Galactic Alignment (1998) forward. All that and all this and more coming to completion during Phase Two lets call it of Galactic Alignment all these decades later. Step back oh exhausted Boomer “Hippie” Forerunners and take a good long honest look at this Ascension Process from this decades-long perspective because doing so will help you better understand and cope with why things are seemingly falling apart and/or disappearing from your/my/our personal lives now.

Many astrologers know that the transition from one Astrological Age to the next takes hundreds of years. What many of those astrologers either don’t know or haven’t realized is that the Baby Boomer Forerunners (please notice I’m stressing Forerunners and not saying or including all Baby Boomers. Many Baby Boomers are just as unaware and self-absorbed as the generations before them!) have done exactly that all our lives and continue to. Many of us have been doing this before the younger generations were born so our perspective and abilities, our focus and Ascension work (and our wounds and traumas etc.) has been different from theirs. We’ve lived in Duality with Team Dark trying to take us out longer than some have been incarnate this time around! Many of us are the ones built for and capable of embodying and seeding/anchoring the last kaleidoscopic, 6D geometric and higher components of this complex and lengthy Process physically in the ways we are now. Those who can do…

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Uranus is expanded Higher Awareness that comes in an instant. Not complete and absolute Higher Awareness mind you, but those Stair-step layers of increasing Higher Awareness over time. Uranus often functions like getting struck by lightning; you were that way before but suddenly you’re this way now and that sweeping change only took a split second. Do that repeatedly and you start to get an accurate understanding of the long-term changes Uranus brings both internally and externally.

Triple Generations living the different stages of once-in-a-lifetime URANUS transits at the End of Galactic Alignment
  1. WWII Elders now living their Uranus Return which begins at age 84 for everyone (and many are dying from it).
  2. Baby Boomers (late 50s, 60s & 70s) currently living with transiting Pluto in opposition to their natal Uranus.
  3. The Boomers adult children currently living their Uranus Opposition which begins at age 39 (through 43ish) for everyone.

Many Boomers now in their sixties and seventies are having to be the Caregivers for their elder parent or parents in their eighties or nineties. And, many of the Boomers children, now in their late thirties and forties, are having to help their Boomer parent or parents deal with what they’re going through and having to Care-give, support, or bury “Grandma” and/or “Grandpa” all while they struggle with the old patriarchal world falling apart around them as they go through transiting Uranus Opposition natal Uranus! There’s currently three generations each going through one of the once-in-a-lifetime Uranus transits, while transiting Pluto demolishes whatever needs to be demolished in the middle Boomer groups lives, bodies and selves by being in opposition to their natal Uranus. The point in all this is that it’s happening during the end years of Galactic Alignment — 2012 through 2016. There are time coded, pre-incarnational Soul Contracts and very important plans and reasons for all this being lived and embodied by these three generations of people/souls/Forerunners/PathPavers during the last years of Galactic Alignment. Cycles within cycles within cycles… Multi-generational group support hug!

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As if all that weren’t enough, you probably know by now that global humanity has struggled through six Uranus in Aries/Pluto in Capricorn transit squares and T-squares etc. since late 2011, with the last SEVENTH square beginning mere days from now in March 2015. Here’s a refresher list of them reaching exact square “hits” both Direct and Retrograde during those months for perspective. These energies have however been constant all these years and not just in effect on these exact “hit” dates:

  1. June 2012 at 8° Aries and Capricorn
  2. September 2012 at 6°
  3. May 2013 at 11°
  4. November 2013 at 9°
  5. April 2014 at 13–14°
  6. December 2014 at 12°
  7. March 2015 at 15° Aries and Capricorn

The last SEVENTH Uranus/Pluto square “hit” happens at the 15th mid degree of the Cardinal signs starting around March 11 and holding through March 28, 2015. Remember too that the Equinox happens right in the middle of this on March 20, 2015, plus there’s a New Moon/Solar Eclipse at 29° Pisces 27′ on the same day.

The energies of this SEVENTH and last Uranus/Pluto Cardinal square will be felt constantly throughout 2015 and 2016. After all kids young and old alike, this is the end times of the end times 😉 and I feel in my Forerunner Boomer Capricornian bones that with the start of this seventh and last Uranus/Pluto square in March 2015, life and reality as we’ve all known it will be permanently changed and faster than it was ever able to before. Actually I feel this happening already in February 2015. We’ve reached the completion phase of Galactic Alignment and the Ascension Process transformational push energies this year, and in our own unique ways we’ll all feel this fact this year and next. I’m not saying it has to or even will be unpleasant or “bad”; I am saying that no one will unaffected by this year and next. Bend so you don’t break under this final sweeping, driving push out of the old lower and into your NEW higher reality. And Boomer Forerunners, know that you did what you “Volunteered” to do and more. ❤

I’ve known my whole life that when I reached retirement age (I’ll be 65 in late December 2016, you think that timing is an accident? Not hardly!) that those old patriarchal retirement structures and monies etc. most likely won’t be available for me and others my age and younger. That old way is dying now and the Forerunners/PathPavers are and will continue to Consciously Create NEW and vastly better ways for themselves and everyone else. The younger generations will continue this and more as every group has its specialties, abilities, focus and jobs within the many Ascension Stair-steps.

A couple January & February 2015 Ascension Symptoms

I wanted to add a bit about how I’ve felt the latest Ascension Energies in my physical body. Since the start of January 2015, my ears have rung constantly which tells me that incoming Light Energies are very high frequency… as they should be at this point within the Ascension Process!

Another symptom I’ve felt too which has repeated every few days throughout February is very high frequency NEW energies coming in through the top of my head straight down into my Pineal gland (the Brow chakra) and instantly radiating outward in a massive 360° doughnut-shaped Light Wave that travels out for as far as I could See with higher vision. Besides the obvious personal influences and effects of this NEW Energy pouring into my body and Pineal gland, was that I and my body are a receiver/transmitter of this particular NEW energy, otherwise why was it instantly and automatically blasted out my Pineal (Brow) into the NEW grid systems?

As I felt and then viewed this NEW energy entering my physical and energetic bodies, I realized that I was able to not only embody it but also simultaneously transmit it outwardly automatically which helped embed it (these specific NEW energies) into the NEW grid systems for the rest of humanity.

(I’ve felt energies coming out of my Pineal—Brow chakra—most of my life, however, what I’ve felt and Seen in February 2015 is very NEW, very high frequency energies coming in from far, far away. I didn’t backtrack them to discover their source because I’ve been crazy busy and extra exhausted lately. Thankfully Celia Fenn recently wrote about them in her very helpful and in my opinion correct article, ‘The Sirius Transmission and the Multi-Dimensional Light Body Upgrade’. Please see her website and article for more details about these specific NEW Sirian 6D energies. Thanks Celia Fenn. ❤

Back to these latest Ascension symptoms.

After repeated top of the head down into my Pineal gland very NEW energy downloads, which as I said were instantly transmitted out my Brow resembling a massive, doughnut-shaped Light Wave explosion, I became aware that AFTER that was a second download and/or second side effect from it. This second layer goes down further into my body to the High Heart (Thymus gland) chakra and beneath it the Heart chakra. How this energy feels down in this area of my body is very different from how it feels in my Pineal and Brow.

At the High Heart and Heart levels it isn’t radiating outward like it does at the Pineal. It’s remaining in my body at this level and it is causing great pressure and pains in my back, back muscles, ribs, spine in that area, in my heart, chest, shoulders and lower neck and where the skull joins the spine. This part is very painful and feels like tons and tons of invisible energy is being embodied, which it is, and because it’s NEW to me and my body/bodies it hurts and is really uncomfortable. Amazing that after decades of prep work making internal room for more NEW energies to be embodied, it STILL hurts like all hell sometimes! Oh well, whatever, nothing new with this really, it’s just larger and more vast than anything I’ve personally embodied so far. I shouldn’t need to tell anyone that all this is directly related to the other topics in this article. 😉

So, head receives NEW, higher frequency Energies that are instantly transmitted, radiated outward through the Pineal Brow to seed and anchor those same energies into the NEW grid systems on and in and around NEW Earth for future humans. We’re Lighthouses, we’re each Sun’s and transmitters of the NEW energies for the rest of humanity.

I sense the same is happening in and through our High Hearts too with these NEW Sirian 6D energies but my body is still dealing very intensely with them and I’m too deep in Process with them yet to have a good grasp on what all they’re doing to and for me and others. More on this aspect of these energies as I gain more insights about them embodying in and through the High Heart. I do know so far that the Pineal coupled with the High Heart means we’re Consciously Creating much more than even we fully are aware of yet! We will soon be however. 🙂

Denise

February 26, 2015

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Very Difficult & Intense Times

I know what I’ve been going through and exactly when it amplified a year ago this time in 2014, and with the start of January 2015, it all amplified greatly again and will continue to do so throughout this year and next. In a couple of previous articles I’ve tried to politely and respectfully talk about how everything has not and is not all happy-happy, blissy-blissy, easy, floaty, sparkly and wonderfully fluffy for MANY people now, myself included. I know many others who also write about the Ascension are not experiencing what many of us are now, and I’m very happy for them, because this is terribly brutal on many levels and downright heartbreaking in many cases.

However, what peeves and disappoints me somewhat is that some Ascension teachers/writers are saying that those of us who are not experiencing what they currently are are doing something wrong, that we’re not vibrating high enough, we don’t have enough Light and/or LOVE in us, or that we’re are not thinking enough positive thoughts etc. which according to these individuals is why we’re suffering and having such extreme difficulties now.

(1) That’s just stupid and egoic bullshit talk and they should goddamned know better and (2) it’s lower frequency Dualized consciousness and (3) you the reader needs to sense more, discern more and know what and who you are no matter WTF anyone else says about any of this at this point. Seriously. That is individual empowerment and it is mandatory from here on out for each of us no matter what’s unfolding in our personal lives and bodies. Discernment readers, discernment and higher awareness when you read anyone’s material because often that material is NOT talking to you and the level you’re now at, but it is talking to the people who are at that level at that time. I’ve struggled with this myself too as a writer about the Ascension Process and this is a big reason why I’ve repeatedly used the term energy Stair-steps over the years to get people to understand that one article does not fit all!  Never has, never will.

(I’ll soon publish an astrologically focused article about this and why some of us are getting pummeled long, slow and hard by once-in-a-lifetime transits that are causing severe events in our lives such as loved ones suddenly dying and/or us dying or coming very close to death ourselves and much more. Does any of that sound like you’ve done something “wrong” or aren’t working hard enough or haven’t embodied enough Light or LOVE energies? Of course not, astrological article coming asap. Step into YOUR power because you know who you are and what you’re capable of and that is so needed and valuable now.)

Another big push from Team Dark working through unaware humans & corrupt old patriarchal systems & beliefs

I hate to even need to talk about this topic after a couple of years of it being almost nonexistent in my personal life and home. Talk about bliss! Nonetheless, I was painfully aware at the start of 2015 that as the Light amplified then so too did Team Dark’s push to ‘Smash & Grab’ as many humans and incarnate Team Light members as they possibly can during the completion of the Galactic Alignment. Think of this as Team Dark doing last-minute stockpiling of supplies — fuel, foods and such to fill their pantries with as many energy producing humans (their fuel and food supply) as they can before the split in physicality is complete.

We of the Light have always known that they of the Dark won’t exit gracefully but will do their best to grab, snag, ensnare, trick, fool, con, derail, use and control as many humans for as long as they can. Your part in all this is to be as aware and honest as you can and not let them get you or get you down. In January I was already down due to exhaustion and sadness and I got slack with my energetic protections and became vulnerable once again and the second that happened/happens Team Dark sends in the human hounds to try and finish you off.

I mention Team Dark again now because these negative actions of theirs are happening right alongside more and more people “ascending” into higher frequency consciousness and therefore space/locations. Team Dark has always known what’s going on and why and they’ve prepped and worked, plotted and planned for thousands of years for what’s unfolding NOW on Earth and in your and my lives, bodies and consciousness! Folks, this is “last call”; this is the End Times of the End Times; this is the completion phase of Galactic Alignment and it is beautiful, brutal, highly dangerous, blissful, Divine, perfect, stressful, confusing, monstrous and magical but certainly not the time to lay down in the dirt and take a nap because you’re freakin’ exhausted! How do I know this bit of stellar wisdom you may be asking? Because I’ve done it, and what happens is while you’re down there in the pain, misery, exhaustion and confusion Team Dark sees you doing your very best Ascension Process road kill impersonation and immediately takes advantage of your vulnerable state and quickly comes in to finish you off! They’re not stupid, weak and repulsive yes but not stupid.

So much more to say but I’ll continue this in that upcoming astrological based article as soon as I’m able. No fear as the world and you and me and our bodies and everything continues changing very quickly. Just know that much more is happening and it’s all doing so simultaneously which is sometimes hard to wrap one’s mind around but such are the times and energies we live in. How special are we? 😀

Ignore the monsters and keep focused on what YOU want, not on what they want you focused on and therefore fueling for them. This is more important than it’s ever been before. I know how hard it is when all the monsters are doing their best to derail you, wear you down, trick you, demand you jump through more patriarchal hoops and so on but you’ve GOT to wake up from your dirt nap and get back in the Ascension game because we’re coming down to the last few minutes of it. You’ve done beautifully, now lets finish this thing and liftoff fully. There are seven billion-plus ways to ascend and Source/God/Divinity/All That Is finds every one more valuable and important than you/me/we can fully comprehend yet. That is LOVE and LOVE is creativity.

Denise

February 10, 2015

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