How the month of April (Aries) has exploded into something so off the charts intense and driving the last two years is amazing and wonderful beyond words. Potent, changing, both pleasant and unpleasant at times. Just livin’ in the latest Twilight Zone space while linear time continues to compress even faster to the point that it’s almost meaningless anymore. There’s what did I become aware of today? What did I learn today? What did I feel today? What did I create today? consciousness and awareness instead of linear time and length of doing or length of not doing and so on. 5D High Heart consciousness in the physical Now Moment instead of linear, head down, forging ahead and pushing as hard and long as you can every day. We honestly don’t realize yet how much change we are actually in/living/being/doing/not doing but simply experiencing.
Weird dreams, the return of the 3AM Club again, some skull-boring painful sensations in skull/head and typically on the left side (TD intrusion), more NEW advanced Ascension related body and DNA changes and symptoms, increasing other dimension bleed through, witnessing some Team Dark Reptilians and/or other alien beings trying to view into this dimension and timeline to See what’s happening and why things are changing for them in ways they’re not happy about. (More about that one in a moment.)
One of these new “symptoms” has been something I’ve never experienced before and it is intense itching deep below the surface of the skin and feels like it’s nerve related. It’s how my body is currently responding to these latest changes in the Earth, the magnetic field and running through the NEW grid systems. Earth is shaking, twitching and spewing; I’m itching intensely, internally overheated once again, and sleeping about 2-3 hours a night. Beginning friction buildup symptoms from embodying more of the NEW higher frequency energies in our physical body grid systems—Central Nervous System—along with what the Earth and magnetic field grid systems are embodying too. As usual we’ll adjust.
From my waist to my ankles has been itching like crazy to the point I’m bruised, scabby and bleeding in spots and I can feel my DNA changing and expanding to embody more of the NEW energies just like Earth and everywhere else is. This phase of the Ascension Shift Process is making me itch like crazy but it won’t last long and I’m mentioning it only because it’s a rather strange symptom that some wouldn’t think was Ascension related. The body and brain Rewiring Process many of the Forerunners began well over a decade ago is now safely capable of embodying and running the NEW higher and much more complex Light Energies through it safely and not blow a fuse so to speak. This is however causing some of us to feel some new symptoms we’ve not experienced earlier. As miserable as it is wanting to scratch some of my skin off to get below the surface and really scratch that itch, this is a very positive sign that the NEW is flowing in and through me and my physical and energetic bodies. This too will amplify over time in that typical Stair-step fashion so we acclimate physically to these steady energetic increases. Expect more NEW and unusual because of this.
Another old Ascension symptom I’ve had since about 2001, is the deep, inner body vibration or buzzing electrical-like sensation. Over the years this one has expanded to the point now where it’s constant through and through my entire body from deep inside all the way to the surface of my skin and beyond. It’s developed and been embodied incrementally to whole body and inner to outer as well. This also indicates we’re embodying the NEW energies far more thoroughly than we may have consciously realized. So too is Earth, which means so too will reality on Earth for everyone. Things are going to change very quickly now because they can. Bye-bye Team Dark.
Another aspect of these early 2015 changes that I hadn’t even thought about before was, how would it feel when transiting Uranus started moving away from Pluto (the Cardinal Squares of the last three years or so) and how would that show up in my life, my awareness, my creativity, my body and so on? For starters it’s making many itch like crazy. 😉 These Cardinal Squares, T-Squares and Oppositions etc. have been so personal for me (natally I mean) that I never considered life after the Uranus/Pluto Cardinal Squares. Like many of you I’ve just tried to survive them during the last years of the Ascension Process / Galactic Alignment. I hadn’t focused on what may present after them, but so far, it’s been grand improvements via removal of Team Dark road blocks. Oh yes…lets talk about that! 😀
Since the Expiration Date—December 2012—I’ve been observing, paying close attention, sensing, waiting and waiting some more to personally see and feel any changes with Team Dark (TD) as the global and species controllers. After all I’ve personally been through as an older Forerunner/Volunteer/Lightworker/Duality Transmuter/NEW Energy Embodier Anchor etc., I absolutely wanted to see, for myself, TD leaving and being removed and their gruesome, nearly incomprehensible distortions done to humanity no longer working on humanity as they always have. I’ve worked and waited a lifetime (many actually) for what’s happening now; the ‘End Times’ of and for Team Dark.
Over the years I’ve been highly aware of when TD would increase their attacks against Forerunners and anyone else embodying any degree of Light. More Divine Light would enter physicality and they’d counter with increased attacks, interference, derailment attempts either directly or indirectly through portal people, more saber rattling, more ‘Smash & Grab’ tactics and on and on. These creatures never believed that their reign would ever end or ever change. They’ve never believed that the Ascension Process would work, would be successful because they’re arrogant monsters that believe themselves to be greater than Source. Sounds like the patriarchy doesn’t it? Same crew. Add to this that they’ve gotten away with all they have for so long that even they have bought in to the game play, the role-playing, the Divine Experiment and have become lost, trapped, obsessed within it and don’t remember that things always naturally wind down and evolve into something else.
Over the same years however, I was also highly aware of every time more Light would arrive and the controller ropes would loosen around human consciousness a bit more and a bit more. Then, one of those things I mentioned that I insisted in seeing for myself happened a few days ago and it became crystal clear that TD is no longer in control here or much of anywhere else for that matter. TD has had me and most every other Forerunner blocked, locked, suppressed, boxed in, held down, beaten down, repeatedly attacked, constantly monitored and abused since birth, but very much so since 1998-1999.
I have not been able to move to another house for the past decade, or to create change for myself in certain physical ways that I’ve wanted for many years because I’ve been held in place by my own Soul Contracts but more so by TD. I knew that when that long suppression finally released and doors opened for me, that huge positive changes would quickly manifest for more and more of the Forerunners and then others as this Shift continues. For me personally those doors blasted wide open last week after years of my pounding my head and heart against them. And from that point on so far things are happening so quickly that I’ve had to really work to keep up with them! Well over a decade of severe and intentional blockage and suddenly things are happening faster than I thought possible. I’ve acclimated to being blocked and have rushed lately to get back to normal expansive flow.
The other telling thing that happened recently on April 29th that let me know that what I’ve worked and waited a lifetime to see and experience is happening now in huge, absolute ways was a couple of Reptilian beings tried to look in on me clairvoyantly to See what they could about what’s happening now. These guys don’t like to show themselves so every time they’ve intentionally come through like this it was to See something and/or let me See something they wanted me to See.
This April 29th event only lasted one second, but if you’re familiar with perceiving this way that’s plenty of time to gain higher visual, emotional and energetic knowledge. Suddenly this small group of Reptilian beings came through with one in the front up very close to the “window” he’d created to look in and the others crammed up behind him trying to See over his shoulders. In that one second of time that he/they Saw me and I Saw him/them, I instantly energetically pushed out a huge “NO ENTRANCE” energy towards them and closed his “window”. This is unprecedented from what I’ve experienced in years and decades past.
In the past when a Reptilian or other negative TD being would intentionally show itself clairvoyantly to me, the Reptilian beings would cloak their thoughts so I couldn’t read them like I’m used to doing. These beings could easily create a trans-dimensional “window” to view through into this dimension and timeline to See for themselves, much like how past human Seers would do by gazing into a crystal ball or mirror or bowl of water etc. so they could See elsewhere.
Every time I’ve had up close face-to-face contact with a Reptilian being, the creature blocked me from reading him/them and discovering much of anything other than the creature wanted me to See it at that time. This time however was completely different in that the Reptilian beings were resorting to creating a “window” to look through to See into this world, dimension and timeline in hopes of figuring out what is going on and how we Forerunners have pulled this Ascension thing off down here in physicality. Said another way, these Reptilian beings are freaking out and panicked about the changes taking place now (the current evolutionary Shift and their Expiration Date) and were trying to use me as well to See and read what’s going on here. Now however, the shoe is on the other foot.
This time the Reptilian beings were instantly blocked from Seeing, blocked from reading energies, and blocked from Seeing and reading me here and gaining any information and in one quick second were Divinely and completely disconnected, shut out and gone. I sat there grinning from ear to ear knowing how truly important and telling this brief event actually is. This is some of those things, those events that I’ve worked and waited to See and experience, proving to me that the old lower is done and the NEW higher is manifesting in physicality. Just imagine the beauty, peace, abundance and happy creativity we (and humanity) will be able to do with TD and all the old TD blocks completely and permanently gone. We will impress the heavens even more than we already have so far. ❤
Denise Le Fay
May 1, 2015
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