“A Christ Has No Place To Lay Their Head”

The other day I was impulsed to go to a certain site because there was something I needed to see there. I’m well familiar with these higher nudges and long ago learned to heed them. And so, I intuitively followed this impulse to James Gilliland’s ECETI Newsletters page. [Links below.] Thanks for it James Gilliland and nonphysical Master, I needed it after this difficult summer. ❤

The first paragraph of his interdimensional exchange was what I personally needed to hear — from someone other than myself. I’ve been aware of this information for a very long time but it’s deeply comforting to hear it coming from someone else. It’s like eating food that someone else has cooked; it usually tastes better and is more deeply enjoyed because you didn’t have to prepare it.

With the first paragraph in mind, know that when you have embodied a certain amount of Light in your physical body, heart and consciousness, you don’t need to say one word or do anything to instantly trigger certain people’s negative egos. I’ve experienced this numerous times since my physical level Ascension Process started in 1999. It took me awhile to figure out the different reasons why certain people responded to me so negatively however.

If I’d been on a soapbox publicly teaching or preaching somewhere, I’d expect to have someone object to what I was saying. However, I’ve experienced total strangers instantly verbally attack me in public simply because we came into close physical proximity with each other. I didn’t/don’t have to say or do anything; my physical presence alone was/is the catalyst for many people with negative egos to instantly explode at me. I’ve had strangers come at me in public—which you’d think would slow them down, at least somewhat, but never has—and yell and threaten me in front of other strangers watching the drama but never intervening, except once years ago. In each of these cases I’ve never done or said anything to warrant an unexpected rage attack from strangers, yet it’s happened numerous times during these ascension years. Like one isn’t already traumatized and jangled enough from living the Ascension Process, you also have to be prepared for random rabid verbal attacks from some stranger’s negative egos because of it!

Higher and lower cannot co-exist in the same space is truth, not just some cute “new age” catchphrase. And so, the need for a NEW Earth for the NEW Humans so we finally do have ‘a place to lay our heads’. 

I know this is going to get worse for most with higher frequency Light inside them through 2023 and 2024. When you find yourself suddenly under negative ego fire, instantly discern how to deal or not deal with every situation and unstable negative ego person you inflame because you both still exist in the same space, for the time being that is. Discern what you should or should not do or say in each of these sorts of encounters. Never forget that you can and should energetically Consciously Create before, during, and after these experiences. Make yourself energetically felt even more and watch the positive aftereffects. “It’s called the wake of a Yogi.”  Indeed.

Denise Le Fay

September 29, 2022

               

August 14, 2022, Issues 43

              The Empowering dream for all teachers, healers and everyday life 

“I was in between the sleep and awake state having a conversation with a master. I asked why people attack you when you are just trying to help them. She said you are not giving them what they want. You tell them what they need to hear not what they want to hear. People come to you for acknowledgement and support. While you support their light side you also acknowledge but don’t support their dark side. Just knowing their dark side makes you a threat to their egos and whatever is unhealed, no matter how deep they have buried it. The more spiritually advanced one becomes the more you mirror and amplify their wounds, traumas and wrong conclusions from past experiences. It is called the wake of a Yogi. It forces and accelerates the healing process. You are a threat to the posers, those living in denial and those who are not fully committed to their own healing and ascension.

The Master then said many who profess to be strong leaders are putting up a front to cover deep wounds and traumas, their own victim patterns. They are trying to work out their own patterns by helping others not knowing it is themselves they are trying to heal. Victims often come with agendas. When you do not fulfill their agenda, they shift to persecutors and you become the victim. Before you were the savior. The deeper the wounds the darker more vicious the attack. They have to assassinate your character to continue in the lie. Their egos are fighting for dear life to survive but their enemy is often fictitious. They are only fighting their own projections.

I asked how do you get out of the victim, savior, persecutor hamster wheel. She said by practicing loving detachment. Knowing the only reason people have power over you is because you want something from them. Whether it is love, acceptance, approval, support emotional or financial find it within. Become sovereign without seeking external fulfillment. Stay centered in your heart because that is your connection to God and from there you have the power to channel the love of God, the ultimate power of the Multiverse through you into any situation. Just be sure you know what God is, don’t settle for the images of bearded gods of ancient times. A better image is the one consciousness that encompasses all consciousness on all planes and dimensions throughout the multiverse which in its most unlimited understanding is the all loving all forgiving God, pure unconditional love, joy and bliss.

I told the Master it is not an easy walk. By nature we desire love, compassion, intimacy, we are hard wired for it. The Master said you live on a very wounded planet with a very wounded history, not just this life but a history going back millions of years. It is psychometrized into the very land itself. This is in the process of healing and when it comes to people some are further along in that process while others are lagging behind in denial not ready to face the pain, sorrow and release the past. One does not have to be healed or enlightened to find joy in each other’s company, that is an ongoing process, one just needs to make a commitment to the awakening and healing process. There will be ups and downs, that is life. Choose to be an observer of and take personal responsibility for one’s attitudes, emotions and the events unfolding in one’s everyday life. Always go back to the heart, your center depersonalize each situation, find the triggers within self that pulled you from your center and practice loving detachment. That is the path of Self Mastery.

I asked why is there so much competition, judgement, fighting in the spiritual and UFO community? The Master said because they just may not be as far as they think in their own self-mastery, stuck on the victim/savior/persecutor hamster wheel defending their egos. She also said you cannot help them unless they want help and many do not desire it. Many need to be right at any cost. Some are there to understand and heal themselves, while others are there to sow seeds of division, attack the characters of others. There are also those willingly and in ignorance being driven by unseen negative influences. They are not driven by truth or willing to let go of the lies. They are the planned opposition those controlling the narrative. Their lives off the stage are often opposite the image they project while in the spotlight. Watch their actions and who they associate with off stage, research where their funding comes from and where it goes. It is important to know their come from. What is their true motive for doing what they do? Is it fame, money, are they coming from impeccable integrity? Are they trying to fill a void that was not filled in childhood, a lack of love, acceptance and approval? The masks are all coming down. It is occurring in every walk of life, every institution. It is unavoidable. It is important for everyone to constantly check their come from often with brutal honesty. The ego will often override what is obvious to others. Set the ego aside and become a good listener.

Sit with yourself in nature, create sacred space by clearing any unseen negative influences, be brutally honest with yourself. Ask yourself why you are here, are you in self-service or service to others? Are you coming from your heart of hearts or from a wounded ego seeking external fulfillment? These are hard questions every master has to ask of themselves often repeatedly.

Unfortunately my son, you know people better than they know themselves because you come from the heart. Do not forget the quote, “A Christ has no place to lay their head.” Unfortunately, that is true on Earth in most cases unless you live in pristine nature. Lay your head in heaven, there you are known and loved. Create Heaven on Earth and live according to Universal Law. You will make mistakes and there will be a time to set firm boundaries. Gain the wisdom from the experience and try again from a wiser state. Sin is only an archery term; it means you missed the mark. Forgive yourself and ask the forgiveness of others and reload. Your work does not go unnoticed. That is why the masters and the lights in the sky are appearing. Do not allow the judgements and opinions of others define you. They are only defining themselves. Most cannot see beyond the wall of their own wounds, traumas and wrong conclusions from past experiences. They can only see what that wall is mirroring back to them.

Pray, meditate and continue in your practices. Know we are a thought and a feeling away. Trust in the plan, it is God’s plan, it will have many twists and turns, focus on the end goal. God/Creator/Great Spirit Wins.”

Received by James Gilliland.

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Last Night: 2022 Energetic Equinox Buildup

How was your night last night? I’m in Pacific Time in SoCal so I’m talking about the past 12-18 hours or so. When I went to bed last night, March 15th into the 16th, 2022, it felt to me like a sort of etheric (alien) “invasion” was underway. It was weird beyond the normal Ascension Process anything can happen level of weird I mean. It felt to me like a “war” was taking place in another dimension with connections to our here and now time space and place, and that there was a sort of etheric “invasion” happening. I didn’t sleep for most of last night for this reason. It was surreal all night, yet it didn’t have the old familiar serious negativity to it, nor did it feel threatening or dangerous, just really strange. It felt like we (humanity) were and are protected and that nothing negative would or will happen, but this event, this surreal interdimensional business was unfolding and due to its close proximity to us and where we are now, many of us felt it last night and/or also saw some energetic anomalies in our personal spaces because of it. The inside of my house was dimly illuminated last night and resembled a white fog-like mist in it. I’ve encountered this before during the daytime outside in certain locations. It indicated another temporary energetic level change, a slight frequency change which is often visible for a while.

It could be said that some more old lower negative stuff and junk got purged and removed last night. Don’t get hung up on the words I used — “invasion” and “war”. I used them because it felt like that to me ethereally last night but it—whatever it all was—is most likely more typical energetic pre-Equinox buildup.

The Pacific Ring of Fire usually builds up like this prior to an Equinox and/or Solstice. This morning I saw there’s been a 7.3 earthquake in Japan off the coast from Fukushima. This may have had something to do with some of what I felt last night. There are epic changes taking place everywhere throughout dimensions and all this and more are side effects of it. No fear, just ongoing mega changes to our and other’s realities. Hold the Light, hold it in your HighHeart and your HighHeartLife and space and place and maintain your NEW course. More old junk is being shaken up and out in multiple places in multiple dimensions. We’re fine even though it may not look like externally yet. Hold the Light, hold the higher, this is more evolutionary TRANSITIONS for multiple species and realities due to the Universal evolutionary Ascension Process. By the time we reach the March 20, 2022 Equinox, much of this will be completed and we’ll be instantly on to the next layer of this ongoing process. 2022 is going to be a very fast year so do your highest best throughout it to maintain the higher in all ways within yourselves.

Denise Le Fay

March 16, 2022

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Reality Check Time

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How the month of April (Aries) has exploded into something so off the charts intense and driving the last two years is amazing and wonderful beyond words. Potent, changing, both pleasant and unpleasant at times. Just livin’ in the latest Twilight Zone space while linear time continues to compress even faster to the point that it’s almost meaningless anymore. There’s what did I become aware of today? What did I learn today? What did I feel today? What did I create today? consciousness and awareness instead of linear time and length of doing or length of not doing and so on. 5D High Heart consciousness in the physical Now Moment instead of linear, head down, forging ahead and pushing as hard and long as you can every day. We honestly don’t realize yet how much change we are actually in/living/being/doing/not doing but simply experiencing.

Weird dreams, the return of the 3AM Club again, some skull-boring painful sensations in skull/head and typically on the left side (TD intrusion), more NEW advanced Ascension related body and DNA changes and symptoms, increasing other dimension bleed through, witnessing some Team Dark Reptilians and/or other alien beings trying to view into this dimension and timeline to See what’s happening and why things are changing for them in ways they’re not happy about. (More about that one in a moment.)

One of these new “symptoms” has been something I’ve never experienced before and it is intense itching deep below the surface of the skin and feels like it’s nerve related. It’s how my body is currently responding to these latest changes in the Earth, the magnetic field and running through the NEW grid systems. Earth is shaking, twitching and spewing; I’m itching intensely, internally overheated once again, and sleeping about 2-3 hours a night. Beginning friction buildup symptoms from embodying more of the NEW higher frequency energies in our physical body grid systems—Central Nervous System—along with what the Earth and magnetic field grid systems are embodying too. As usual we’ll adjust.

From my waist to my ankles has been itching like crazy to the point I’m bruised, scabby and bleeding in spots and I can feel my DNA changing and expanding to embody more of the NEW energies just like Earth and everywhere else is. This phase of the Ascension Shift Process is making me itch like crazy but it won’t last long and I’m mentioning it only because it’s a rather strange symptom that some wouldn’t think was Ascension related. The body and brain Rewiring Process many of the Forerunners began well over a decade ago is now safely capable of embodying and running the NEW higher and much more complex Light Energies through it safely and not blow a fuse so to speak. This is however causing some of us to feel some new symptoms we’ve not experienced earlier. As miserable as it is wanting to scratch some of my skin off to get below the surface and really scratch that itch, this is a very positive sign that the NEW is flowing in and through me and my physical and energetic bodies. This too will amplify over time in that typical Stair-step fashion so we acclimate physically to these steady energetic increases. Expect more NEW and unusual because of this.

Another old Ascension symptom I’ve had since about 2001, is the deep, inner body vibration or buzzing electrical-like sensation. Over the years this one has expanded to the point now where it’s constant through and through my entire body from deep inside all the way to the surface of my skin and beyond. It’s developed and been embodied incrementally to whole body and inner to outer as well. This also indicates we’re embodying the NEW energies far more thoroughly than we may have consciously realized. So too is Earth, which means so too will reality on Earth for everyone. Things are going to change very quickly now because they can. Bye-bye Team Dark.

Another aspect of these early 2015 changes that I hadn’t even thought about before was, how would it feel when transiting Uranus started moving away from Pluto (the Cardinal Squares of the last three years or so) and how would that show up in my life, my awareness, my creativity, my body and so on? For starters it’s making many itch like crazy. 😉 These Cardinal Squares, T-Squares and Oppositions etc. have been so personal for me (natally I mean) that I never considered life after the Uranus/Pluto Cardinal Squares. Like many of you I’ve just tried to survive them during the last years of the Ascension Process / Galactic Alignment. I hadn’t focused on what may present after them, but so far, it’s been grand improvements via removal of Team Dark road blocks. Oh yes…lets talk about that! 😀

Since the Expiration Date—December 2012—I’ve been observing, paying close attention, sensing, waiting and waiting some more to personally see and feel any changes with Team Dark (TD) as the global and species controllers. After all I’ve personally been through as an older Forerunner/Volunteer/Lightworker/Duality Transmuter/NEW Energy Embodier Anchor etc., I absolutely wanted to see, for myself, TD leaving and being removed and their gruesome, nearly incomprehensible distortions done to humanity no longer working on humanity as they always have. I’ve worked and waited a lifetime (many actually) for what’s happening now; the ‘End Times’ of and for Team Dark.

Over the years I’ve been highly aware of when TD would increase their attacks against Forerunners and anyone else embodying any degree of Light. More Divine Light would enter physicality and they’d counter with increased attacks, interference, derailment attempts either directly or indirectly through portal people, more saber rattling, more ‘Smash & Grab’ tactics and on and on. These creatures never believed that their reign would ever end or ever change. They’ve never believed that the Ascension Process would work, would be successful because they’re arrogant monsters that believe themselves to be greater than Source. Sounds like the patriarchy doesn’t it? Same crew. Add to this that they’ve gotten away with all they have for so long that even they have bought in to the game play, the role-playing, the Divine Experiment and have become lost, trapped, obsessed within it and don’t remember that things always naturally wind down and evolve into something else.

Over the same years however, I was also highly aware of every time more Light would arrive and the controller ropes would loosen around human consciousness a bit more and a bit more. Then, one of those things I mentioned that I insisted in seeing for myself happened a few days ago and it became crystal clear that TD is no longer in control here or much of anywhere else for that matter. TD has had me and most every other Forerunner blocked, locked, suppressed, boxed in, held down, beaten down, repeatedly attacked, constantly monitored and abused since birth, but very much so since 1998-1999.

I have not been able to move to another house for the past decade, or to create change for myself in certain physical ways that I’ve wanted for many years because I’ve been held in place by my own Soul Contracts but more so by TD. I knew that when that long suppression finally released and doors opened for me, that huge positive changes would quickly manifest for more and more of the Forerunners and then others as this Shift continues. For me personally those doors blasted wide open last week after years of my pounding my head and heart against them. And from that point on so far things are happening so quickly that I’ve had to really work to keep up with them! Well over a decade of severe and intentional blockage and suddenly things are happening faster than I thought possible. I’ve acclimated to being blocked and have rushed lately to get back to normal expansive flow.

The other telling thing that happened recently on April 29th that let me know that what I’ve worked and waited a lifetime to see and experience is happening now in huge, absolute ways was a couple of Reptilian beings tried to look in on me clairvoyantly to See what they could about what’s happening now. These guys don’t like to show themselves so every time they’ve intentionally come through like this it was to See something and/or let me See something they wanted me to See.

This April 29th event only lasted one second, but if you’re familiar with perceiving this way that’s plenty of time to gain higher visual, emotional and energetic knowledge. Suddenly this small group of Reptilian beings came through with one in the front up very close to the “window” he’d created to look in and the others crammed up behind him trying to See over his shoulders. In that one second of time that he/they Saw me and I Saw him/them, I instantly energetically pushed out a huge “NO ENTRANCE” energy towards them and closed his “window”. This is unprecedented from what I’ve experienced in years and decades past.

In the past when a Reptilian or other negative TD being would intentionally show itself clairvoyantly to me, the Reptilian beings would cloak their thoughts so I couldn’t read them like I’m used to doing. These beings could easily create a trans-dimensional “window” to view through into this dimension and timeline to See for themselves, much like how past human Seers would do by gazing into a crystal ball or mirror or bowl of water etc. so they could See elsewhere.

Every time I’ve had up close face-to-face contact with a Reptilian being, the creature blocked me from reading him/them and discovering much of anything other than the creature wanted me to See it at that time. This time however was completely different in that the Reptilian beings were resorting to creating a “window” to look through to See into this world, dimension and timeline in hopes of figuring out what is going on and how we Forerunners have pulled this Ascension thing off down here in physicality. Said another way, these Reptilian beings are freaking out and panicked about the changes taking place now (the current evolutionary Shift and their Expiration Date) and were trying to use me as well to See and read what’s going on here. Now however, the shoe is on the other foot.

This time the Reptilian beings were instantly blocked from Seeing, blocked from reading energies, and blocked from Seeing and reading me here and gaining any information and in one quick second were Divinely and completely disconnected, shut out and gone. I sat there grinning from ear to ear knowing how truly important and telling this brief event actually is. This is some of those things, those events that I’ve worked and waited to See and experience, proving to me that the old lower is done and the NEW higher is manifesting in physicality. Just imagine the beauty, peace, abundance and happy creativity we (and humanity) will be able to do with TD and all the old TD blocks completely and permanently gone. We will impress the heavens even more than we already have so far. ❤

Denise

May 1, 2015

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