Phase 2 Level 2020 Embodiment Process

So, how is everyone doing? Can you believe we’re nearly halfway through 2020? Can you believe we’ve got to get through the second half of 2020, which includes the broken USA presidential election business and all that that will bring? And during the continued global pandemic, increasing economic collapse and who knows what else? Attempted coup by anyone at this point, barefaced dictatorship nation or _________ fill in the frantic, insane patriarchal blank. You can’t see me, well some of you can, but I’m rolling my eyes and shaking my head in genuine burned-out disgust. How time flies when you’re having so much _________ fill in the often hellacious shift blank. Have you mastered the ability to walk on water yet? To rise above the 2020 chaotic emotional waters of the physical level shift, Separation of Worlds, end of the end times, patriarchy devouring itself on camera every day, plus the abundant egos loudly proclaiming their different versions of reality?

Since January 2020 I’ve been, at one level of my being and external physical reality, downright burned-out and disgusted by most everything and everyone. One side effect of my insistence on retaining as much conscious awareness from birth as I could without it breaking me. I opted to retain conscious awareness from birth about what I Volunteered to incarnate into in this life, why and what I’d need to do while here. It was a situation of consciously remembering more than most Volunteers and risk the unpleasant side effects of that, or incarnate with full or partial amnesia and risk the unpleasant side effects of that. To me the latter was too risky for this important time and life of ascension so I insisted on being consciously aware of as much as I could and not have that break me in this Volunteer life. That’s had it’s downside too however. Couple that with the January 12, 2020 Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction shift point and the first half of 2020 has been as different for me as the start of the Ascension Process and Phase 1 was in 1999!

At another level of my being and internal and external energetic and physical reality, I am NEW and improved more and more each day. This extreme increase of old lower insanity and collapsing everything happening simultaneously to my personal Phase 2 level of Embodiment is… is… is hilarious, debilitating, obnoxious, cosmically schizophrenic-like, repulsive, thoroughly interesting, divinely perfect, horribly stupid and ridiculous but I repeat, divinely perfect.

Because BOTH things are happening simultaneously, and now in Phase 2 at much higher levels of the entire Process, I have the right–as do you–to state without judgement or ridicule from anyone that the collapse and demise of the old patriarchal Team Dark world and our personal, individual latter stage Embodiment Process is BOTH a giant pain in the ass and perfectly magnificent beyond anything. Talk about a transition!

There are many ascension teachers/writers who continue in Phase 2 to try and push people who’ve been living the Ascension Process to believe they need to group together physically and etherically. Like they’re not capable of Consciously Creating anything unless there are as many of us as possible grouped together all hard at Work focusing on something ascension related. I understand the reasons for this belief and needed beginner team effort however many are beyond that level and have been for years or decades.

I’m going to list some of my Soul Contracted education and assistance periods from my life to help make the point I’m intending about the Phase 2 2020 Embodiment Process.

From my Volunteer physical birth in late December 1951, I always had two or three multidimensional ET beings nearby. One was from 5D Pleiades, another from 6D Sirius, and another from 8D Orion frequency. I’ve consciously remembered seeing and talking with them many times from age three. They were with me to keep me on Volunteer track and it was most likely ME that asked them to do this for me in this Volunteer life and time of Universal ascension. In fact, the 8D ET being is another aspect of ME at a higher level.

  From around age five I had one primary etheric Guide until I reached my first Saturn Return which is age 29 for everyone. This much-loved Guide who, when I was a child used to scare me because I could clairvoyantly See him standing behind my floor-length curtains in my bedroom in his always faceless brown hooked monk’s robe nearly every night waiting for me. He was an assigned, contracted Guide who taught me for a certain number of years how to consciously direct myself and etheric body at night while out of my physical body. He gave me a condensed refresher course on how to intentionally and consciously get out of my young physical child body and then how to direct it, how to fly it anywhere once I was in my etheric body. During that time I didn’t understand all the reasons why he and I had to go through these repeated nighttime educations and astral flying lessons year after year. Once his contracted Guide time with me was completed at age 29 (1979-1980), I never saw him again. I was profoundly grateful to him for teaching me how to etherically get around as well as I could at that age because by my mid-twenties, Team Dark etherically showed up in my life to stop me from my Volunteer life and Work any way they could.

Older Volunteers, it’s so easy to now see how incredibly timed and specific our ascension lives have been because we’ve been on a very tight timeline from birth. Every detail was meticulously pre-planned and contracted before our births because once we hit incarnate physical Earth bodies and lives, many of us (not all but many) were On the Ascension Clock from birth.

My main three contracted ET family and friends were with me from birth until my physical Ascension Process started at age 47 at the beginning of 1999. About a year or so before this I was acutely aware all three of them were slowly and intentionally retreating from me. I put off asking them why they were leaving me for as long as I could, but when I finally did ask they immediately told me why they would never, for any reason whatsoever, interfere with my personal, individual Volunteer Denise Ascension Process. They helped me get to that point which was what all of us had contracted for. But, just like my main Guide, they too were only contracted to guide me, re-teach, remind and prepare me for what I could not entirely fathom the physical level Ascension Process would actually be for me, my physical body and all else when it began in the physical dimension February 1999.

My main Guide assigned to me from about age five until age 29 was then permanently gone. My from birth until age 47 start of my physical Ascension Process beloved three ET beings from three different dimensions and systems were next to leave. Since the start of my physical level, Phase 1 Ascension Process in 1999, I have been increasingly on my own with the Ascension and Embodiment Processes.

I’m not saying I don’t have occasional contact with other dimensional beings, ETs, Lightbeings, Angelics and such because I continue to since 1999. What I don’t have are ETs or beings or Angelics or Masters etc. whispering in my ear constantly, telling me what to do or not do, where to go, what to say or not say, what to write about or not write about and so on. I continue to have multidimensional contact yes, but I have not had Guides or other-dimensionals ETs or beings etc. directing me. There are many reasons for this, some just to show that you don’t need all that etheric high drama and entertaining energetic theatrics even though they’re profitable selling features for some ascension and conspiracy teachers and validation for the people who follow them that cannot discern if any of it is actually true or not. For me it’s always been, assist me up to a certain point then step away so I can Embody in and through this Denise self and body on my own thank-you-very-much. It’s about the end result, not the flashy phenomena before it in my opinion.

If you are living the Embodiment Process then you should have discovered that the Phase 2 higher level of it is very much connected to Source’s divine Cease & Desist Order that went out globally January 2020. Personally I want all my energy, focus and dedication spent on my own Embodiment Process in 2020 Phase 2. The best way I can help others and make their ascension faster and easier is for me to get my final phase Embodiment Process seriously ON in 2020 Phase 2! Crystals don’t cut it for me. Sacred sites don’t cut it for me. Ringing bells, singing bowls, burning incense, sage, sitting with others meditating, praying etc. doesn’t cut it for me. Attending spiritual, ascension, ET, UFO or any other such type events or lectures don’t and never in my life have cut it for me. I do not and never have attended such things ever. I AM here to do exactly what I have been since birth and before that as well.

More Is Less, Less Is More

Now that we’ve waded through that preliminary stuff what I really want to convey is that I have experienced a continual falling away of spiritual ascension related Guides, ET family and friends and Angelic interactions etc. since my physical Ascension Process started in February 1999 in the physical dimension. The further into the Ascension and Embodiment Processes I have gone, my multidimensional etheric entourage has steadily diminished, not gotten larger and more impressive. As always it’s the WHY of this that’s important. In this case it’s also a big insight into where everyone is honestly at now.

I have always written about ascension related things I’ve personally experienced, and multiple times at that. What I haven’t shared up until now, and I’m doing so now because it is Phase 2 and rapidly getting much more obvious to many finally, is that my higher dimensional contacts have steadily reduced since 1999, not increased since 1999. This was hard for me at first because I’ve lived my life from birth with amazing positive etheric beings always nearby so to have that end when it seemed like I would need them even more was both difficult and more isolating than living the Ascension Process was!

I have had a whole lot of Master Hotei moments of him showing up in my higher awareness and just raising one eyebrow at me over a specific question I asked of my Higher Self/Selves/Soul/Source. That one raised eyebrow from Master Hotei was my answer, and it was a giant, screaming one at that. Other times since 1999 it would be only a smallish smile on his face, never telepathed words or suggestions, only visual clues on his face to let me know I was heard and given an answer loud and clear. Other times I had certain Angelic beings do this same type of communicating with me when I’d asked a specific question. Suddenly there would be an Angelic face in my mind’s eye with a tiny grin, a loving smile, a slow cat-like eye blink letting me know so, so much without anything having been said or telepathiclly spoken. In other words, the occasional communications I’ve gotten since 1999 from some of my old nonphysical buddies have been less and less which in itself spoke tons of valuable information about my current state and level within the Embodiment Process.

What I want you to know, to recognize when it starts happening to you, is that when your old much-loved nonphysical Guides, ETs buddies and family, your old Ascended Master Teachers and other Others stop coming to visit you, KNOW that it is because you are getting increasingly close to Embodiment yourself and no longer need them outright, certainly no longer need them in those old lower ways and levels of development you used to. You have evolved and changed and continue to which means your contacts are too and that is a huge positive even though at first you probably miss them terribly. Keep Embodying, keep moving yourself up those energy stair-steps and pay attention to how your personal multidimensional ascension related entourage continues disappearing. Less of them means more of you/You/YOU are Embodying in and through the physical incarnate you. Why would you need more of them when you continue to Embody more and more of YOU, your Higher Self/Selves/Soul/Source consciously through your physical body and self now? Answer. A gentle smile, a raised eyebrow, a slow loving Angelic eye blink.

Now you know why your special crew is or has been retreating from you over the years. Now you know why certain of your personal old beloved spiritual tools of the trade and other much loved old gadgets and habits no longer Work for you, no longer cut it for you, no longer satisfy you like they used to. You have evolved beyond them, you have outgrown them and they are glad and proud you have because they know they’ve done their jobs perfectly.

Know too that Embodiers are themselves NEW Codes.  

Denise

May 29, 2020

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Multiple Layers, Varied Elevations & Different Directions

As is always the case, the image above is as close a visual representation as I could find to what I’ve been Seeing for months. Pan back further, expand out much more, be acutely aware of the varied elevations between each line and you have a better visual of what I’ve been Seeing concerning this phase of our evolutionary Ascension Process. But, what all does that visual image represent?

It’s tempting to call these different lines “timelines” but that’s not what they are. They’re different lines of development, frequency, elevation and trajectory vibrating from different focal points, consciousness and realities within the evolutionary Ascension Process. A term I’m going to borrow here is from Tom Kenyon’s channeled Hathors and is ‘Nodes’ and/or ‘Chaotic Nodes’. According to the Hathors, ‘Nodes’ are areas where two or more of these different lines of development, worlds and trajectories intersect which cause energetic and physical reverberations through all involved. [See Tom Kenyon’s website under Hathors for more information about Nodes if interested.]

If you’re familiar with Astrology and aspects between planets, then you’re aware of the energy lines between two or more planets that make energetic aspects and connections with each other, producing squares, trines, sextiles, oppositions and so on. That is somewhat similar to this but on a cosmic evolutionary Ascension Process level with multiple worlds and realities instead of single planets. And of course this is much more complex and far reaching.

When I look down through these many different lines of development and trajectory pathways of Ascending worlds and realities from above, the lines farthest away from my viewing elevation are literally disintegrating into nothingness. The further and higher we evolve within the higher elevations of these lines of development and trajectory, the more quickly the lower ones disappear and are no more. We’re literally evolving beyond them, so with every ongoing energy Stair-step progression we create, visualize and make within the Ascension and Embodiment Process (AP and EP), the more the lower realities (lines) vanish. A certain higher frequency range and elevation must be reached to remain within the overall Ascension Process now. Highest and higher ones grow stronger and larger while lowest and lower ones disintegrate out of consciousness and external manifest realities.

Now in 2018, many of these different lines of development, elevation and world trajectories etc. are intersecting each other, producing a sense of growing global chaos, confusion, fears, anger and a general feeling of being highly unsafe and unstable in the worlds energetically involved. This is normal for where we’re at within the evolutionary Ascension Process, but that knowing doesn’t always make our lives more comfortable necessarily while they seemingly fall into growing chaos due to compressed evolution.

What I want to focus on about this however has to do with more and more Forerunners/Embodiers/Pathpavers etc. increasingly becoming consciously aware that they have been and are living with ever-increasing conscious multidimensional awareness, linear and non-linear or quantum awareness, physical and energetic existence within multiple levels of world realities, multiple dimensions, and all from their current ascending physical bodies, lives and expanding consciousness. Said simply, more Forerunners/Embodiers/Pathpavers etc. are increasingly becoming conscious of their multidimensional Selves and others and have been and increasingly are functioning in and from multiple different levels and dimensions simultaneously and are becoming increasingly conscious of this fact. 

One of the main things about the Ascension Process (AP), Embodiment Process (EP) that I continue discovering is how my expectations about these things has been so wrong in that they’re not nearly as dramatic as I expected them to be. I’ve investigated this within myself to better understand all this and found that many of my expectations about the EP were based in old 3D experiences of being a psychic Seer, Empath, Sensitive etc. Here’s an example: Because I’ve been a Seer, Sensitive, Empath, Starseed, Human Angelic and more since birth, all my “psychic” experiences and perceptions happened in the old 3D Earth world and frequency. Because of this, when I would perceive something beyond 3D frequency, they were always big and bold and instantly obvious as coming from somewhere beyond the third dimension. Very simply, 3D was 3D and 4D astral was 4D and 5D was 5D and so on and it was instantly obvious when I was in another dimension and/or interacting with one or more of them and/or with beings and energies from them. All that changed slowly when the AP started and the evolutionary climb up out of 3D began and continued through the astral fourth dimension (4D) and finally into the fifth dimension (5D).

Another clear example about this slow steady evolutionary climb that continually alters one’s perceptions: When I used to clairvoyantly See 4D astral beings, aliens, entities and whatnot from old pre-ascension 3D physical Earth frequency, the contrasts were extreme and instant, leaving me with zero doubt about what I was Seeing, perceiving, interacting with, why, and where I was. Old 3D “psychic” perceptions where dramatic, loud, colorful, intense and often felt like huge neon signs hung in the space over your head informing you that what you were experiencing was indeed from the 4D astral or from 5D or higher. There was such profound and thick energetic borders or “veils” between the old 3D frequency we all were born into and the other dimensions that when I shifted from one to another, and back again, there was zero doubt or confusion on my part as to where I was at every moment. This clear conscious multidimensional awareness began blurring together when the AP started however.

In 1974-75ish my 19-year-old sister became a heroin addict, along with many other substances (and bulimia since age 13). She died from her lifelong self-inflicted and greatly Team Dark assisted abuses and personality fractures in 2017 at age 57. It was only months after she began using heroin that I was contacted by a demon through a lucid astral dream encounter. This demon had etherically energetically attached to her through her early drug use in 1975. This demon—and all other such negative nonhuman, nonphysical beings, aliens, entities etc.—often use living people who unknowingly open themselves like she did to then attack and/or try to feed off from other living people connected to the original Portal Person such as loved ones, family members, wives, husbands, friends, neighbors, co-workers and so on . In this case this demon wanted me to know that it had my younger sister and was coming for me. In this lucid dream it stood before me with my sister behind it in a zombie-like unaware stupor and brazenly talked directly to me informing me that my sister was the ways and means for it to get at me and take me out. Mind you, this happened in 1975, long before the AP was on any of our conscious radars. Team Dark however knew what was coming before we Elder Forerunners even incarnated in these lives.

Another similar example of this was a pair of brothers (and their whole family and friends) that had a different demon attached to them through the one brother’s childhood negative sexual activities, which he continued into adulthood. His primary vise was negative sexual activities with other males. His brother was not into that but was an addict. Consider yourselves lucky I’m leaving all the really unpleasant stuff out of this! This male human’s attached demon was female which I found interesting to say the least considering he was only interested in other males. Read between the lines with all of this information. Feel into it and know more.

This guys female demon also did it’s best to take me out–kill me or possess me or drive me mad etc.—because this took place from April 2000 through 2004 and my AP had began with the start of 1999. It knew what I was (Team Light) and what I was doing (the AP as a Forerunner of the Forerunners) and what I would be doing in the near future (the EP and further Pathpaving for humanity) and that’s why those guys were manipulated to rent the house next door to us at that time. Four torturous years later we had to sell that house to get away from those demonically attacked, owned and operated human guys. We sold that house in 2004, moved and got away from those brothers and their extended same frequency family, but that demon continued to attack me in different ways through different humans (Portal People) that were easily manipulated by any Team Dark being/entity/alien/demon/devil etc. at our new house.

If you ever think that you can get careless for even a short few hours, think again. This is not the life to play with your life and let ultra-low-lives into it or your body or consciousness or anything else. We’re out of the woods when we’re out of the woods. How much energetic elevation do you have and do you believe you can go back down and fool around in lower frequencies with people who are still heavily influenced by Team Dark entities? Way too much to risk so maintain your higher altitude and continue climbing higher and higher.

Jump forward in linear time again to early 2015 when I’d bought my NEW old house. It was pre-owned by a woman in her mid-90s who’d been widowed for decades, had depression and not done much of anything to the house that was positive and uplifting for a long time. I knew all this the first time the realtor showed me the house because I could See and Feel it all for myself. But, because I’d been in the AP Duality battle trenches as a Forerunner of the Forerunners for decades already, I knew I could energetically clear that house of her depression and related negative residual energies. While cleaning what would become my bedroom in this house in 2015, I clearly saw a huge six inch in diameter spider run up my newly hung bedroom curtains and disappear behind them. I’ve never been terribly fond of spiders, so seeing one that large really bothered me and I knew I had to kill and remove it to ever feel comfortable in that room. I hunted that huge spider for about an hour, and then watched for it for months afterwards while I continued cleaning that house so we could move into it almost a year later.

Punch-line was that the huge spider I saw was not physical at all but an etheric astral spider and I didn’t realize this for months. Why? Because it looked to me to be totally physical and physically “real”. How could I have made such a simple mistake I wondered after a lifetime as a Seer Sensitive? Years and decades earlier I would have instantly known that the spider was etheric, like I did when I clairvoyantly Saw a herd of them the size of two-foot-tall dogs run across my bed in another house! (These and other 4D astral creatures are more common than most would believe, at least they were many ascension years ago.) Why was I having a difficult time perceiving different 4D astral level entities and critters as NOT physical? Short answer is that we’ve traveled through, ascended through the astral for many, many years from 3D to finally vibrationally enter the fifth dimension and frequency. Because of this AP journey my perceptions, and many of you reading this, have changed dramatically into something far more simple and undramatic-like in nature. We’ve become, are continuing to become increasingly conscious of our multidimensionality in 2018.

If you’ve never been clairvoyant then suddenly Seeing something is a big indicator that you’re perceiving beyond your old familiar frequency and consciousness level. If you’ve been clairvoyant all your life before the Ascension Process began, when you See/see things during it, they don’t always have that old familiar feel of coming from another dimension and level of frequency. They have for many of us, felt and looked and acted just like they were physical when in fact they were astral and the reason for this has been because we’ve been ascending through that dimension for many years. Most of you reading this are fully in the fifth dimension and level of consciousness and frequency and are getting familiar with that plus what it feels like and how things act and work for us as multidimensional ascending beings in human bodies.

My point in sharing all these old and unpleasant ‘Dark Arts Training’ (a Lisa Renee term I’m borrowing) experiences now is because they each existed in a different line of development and trajectory over these ascension years. The higher I evolve, ascend, Embody etc. the easier it’s becoming for me to simply perceive multiple dimensions, quantum Now Moment existence, other dimensional beings both positive and negative (what’s left of them at this point), linear and non-linear time, physical and non-physical realities and on and on. The big difference to me with all this is how UN-dramatic it all is; how natural and normal it all is because it is natural and normal and UN-dramatic to us the higher we continue to evolve, ascend, unify, Embody.

What was profoundly separated off into different dimensions and levels and layers, linear time and beyond linear time etc., all starts being perceived by each of us as just more stuff to perceive, Work with, Create with, learn from, further Create from and so on. It’s all much less dramatic and obvious and just more stuff from my current level of development and consciousness. So many expect super high drama, intense emotional reactions, spectacular higher sights, elevated visions and such and that’s true but what’s more shocking than that is how “normal” and natural it is. Another example of this ongoing EP business: To “meditate” I used to sit down, turn off TV, music or whatever and get quiet internally  to intentionally focus on something to gain information. For months I’ve been trying to do this and get nowhere with these old 3D methods. However, when I just intentionally push my awareness (and/or intent) out further in all directions and perceive from my HighHeart (Feeling with little to no intellect) I instantly and effortlessly perceive from higher levels of awareness and greater being. And, I can do this while washing the dishes, taking a shower, staring at the ceiling etc. It doesn’t matter because I’m just perceiving more of “reality” simultaneously. The methods, tools, practices and expectations have dramatically changed—and will continue to—because we have dramatically changed, evolved, ascended and will continue to. Release the old 3D familiar and continue learning more NEW from this 5D level we’re at, you’re at today, but know it too will continue to change and expand as you do, as we do.

Interestingly, I’d intended to write about different things than what I have but I know to trust this and let it be. More things both internally within each of us and externally in the world and worlds and lines of development and trajectories are currently being “righted”, aligned, unified internally which automatically assists in further unifying everything that needs to be “righted” and aligned externally. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Does it matter? Nope, that’s old Duality consciousness and we’ve ascended into quantum everything at once consciousness and realities. Release old AP and EP expectations and beliefs because old lower consciousness couldn’t comprehend these NEW higher, bigger, more complex levels and states of being, existence and creativity. We can say this same thing over and over again at different levels of our own personal Embodiment Processes so just expect the magnificent higher unexpected as you, me, we each continue evolving and expanding into very NEW beings individually and as a NEW higher Group Collective. ❤

Denise

April 24, 2018

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