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Accelerated Ascension: Life On The Cosmic Road

Denise Le Fay

Not that this needs repeating but, April and May 2018, wow! Do you still have hair? Skin? How’s your continually upgrading CNS (central nervous system)? Do you know where you are, not that it matters much at this point? Did you mandatory daytime reboot nap these two months more than ever before, especially from early mid-May on? I’ve mentioned the need to not fight or feel guilty about those sudden out-of-the-blue mandatory daytime pass-out reboot naps over the past few years but May 2018 took the Ascension Process (AP) record for this so far! And thank goodness because there’s been so much going on at higher NEW levels which is why we’re needing to mandatory daytime reboot nap almost every day now. Just do it because it’s mandatory and makes these ongoing embodiments and Embodiments faster and believe it or not much easier.

Amplified Pains, Increased Reboot Naps, Greater Personal Energy, Feeling Amplified Sexual Energies

“I am not feeling any communication like I used to have with higher self or guides or having any ” magical” experiences. In fact I feel more grounded and 3D capable then ever. In fact I recently went back to work for the first time in 12 years and am doing great. Anyone else experiencing that?” — Debbie

I intentionally waited to respond to this aspect of Debbie’s question in this article and not my previous one because I’d planned on talking more about how many of us have been and continue to feel big impressive positive energy increases in our physical bodies finally. I began feeling this around mid-April 2018, but it’s amplified tremendously ever since with May being rather extreme and why we’ve been needing almost daily mandatory daytime reboot naps.

Now I know many will misinterpret what I just said so let me clarify. As with all aspects and layers of the AP there are multiple things happening simultaneously and this is just another case of this. I mentioned in April that I was suddenly dealing with pretty extreme physical pains in one heel bone, parts of the foot and toes, ankle(s), the legs up into the lower spine, pelvic area, hip joints and tailbone. This pain has been consistent since April but, simultaneously to all that new severe pain has been an impressive increase in my personal inner energies. I’ve gotten more accomplished physically throughout April and May 2018 than the past two years despite these recent new/NEW pains that have at times made it hard to put weight on my feet and walk. How can that seeming contradiction be?

NEW higher frequency Light energies often cause physical pains in our bodies because them being Embodied at the time into lower frequency bodies causes reactions until we adjust, integrate, acclimate and fully Embody them. This Alchemical Process we do over and over and over again because this is us climbing the evolutionary AP Stair-steps in-body and each time at slightly higher, larger, more potent and rarefied frequency levels than each earlier time. Higher frequency Light energies typically causes some level of pain when encountered and Embodied but, because of our doing that we’re simultaneously “upgraded” energetically and physically. This ongoing AP has reached the level where many of the First Everything-ers are finally noticing rather impressive improvements in their physical bodies energy-wise and expanded and ongoing Higher Awareness of more and more things, situations, people, events and so on. Said simply, it’s finally gotten obvious to even us that we are much more than we used to be and we know there’s so much more of this coming for each of us and therefore for mass humanity as well.

One common but slightly strange or embarrassing side effect of our current level of embodiment and/or Embodiment of greater and higher frequencies is amplified physical body energy. This is often and typically felt, perceived and interpreted by us and our physical bodies as increased and amplified “sexual” energy. Increase the energies we’re able to Embody and make them much higher in frequecny and they’re often first felt as “sexual” when they are not that at all. Energy is energy but again, we’re talking about our physical bodies embodying more and more higher and higher frequency Light energies.

Since this started for me in 2015, I often wake up from these mandatory daytime reboot naps with greatly amplified energies in my physical body that not only feels like I’m vibrating internally faster and more powerfully every day, which I am, but it also has a side effect of feeling like amplified sexual energies. This is a case of suddenly passing out in the daytime because you are going to be Embodying more NEW higher frequency Light energies and codes very quickly and it’s faster and easier to do so when not in your physical body. This causes some physical pains anyway but Lead to Gold and all that. 😉 Then you wake up from your sudden daytime reboot nap and instantly feel like a super-charged sex machine! What?! Why super-charged amplified sexual sensations in the physical body?

Because humans have been running, existing and functioning on a very, very low level of basic God-given vital life-force energy in old 3D Earth life and reality, and Team Dark and human parasites sucked off as much of that as they could without killing you outright, when they suddenly embody more and higher frequency energies than they’re used to, it’s often felt and interpreted as “sexual” energy when it’s simply greater energy. This is comparable to giving a person whose starved most of their life a massive and endless All You Can Eat buffet! They go a little nuts with the sudden access to such increased amounts of food fuel and their physical body has to learn how to deal with and utilize all that new-to-them energy. We are experiencing the same and this will only increase and amplify throughout 2018 and beyond.

Photon Band Of Light Is Like A Lengthy Cosmic Car Wash

If you’re familiar with my writings, you know that I often perceive complex higher information in the form of simplified visuals that very accurately says it all. This imagery I’m going to share next is another of these. I also often have corresponding popular songs that match what I’ve Seen and understood visually at higher levels of awareness so it’s sometimes like a symbolic cartoon musical visual party in my head. And you thought Mastery was all fluff n’ holier-than-thou type stuffiness. Not hardly and isn’t that the best news ever! So, with that in your HighHeart, please hit the mental play button in your head to that popular old song Car Wash as you read and visualize this next part.

Think of the Photon Band of seventh dimensional (7D) Light as an energetic, karmic cleansing, lower-frequency removal “car wash” for entire planets and planetary systems and all lifeforms that exist on them like humanity on ascending Earth. Visualize the Photon Band of Light like a huge and lengthy cosmic car wash that Earth and humanity and all life on it has been slowly moving deeper and deeper into since around 1980ish. Think about being in this Photonic Light “car wash” in 2018, which means we’re deep into it now and enough dirt and grime from our ongoing Ascension Process Road Trip has been washed away so far and revealed sections of NEW vehicle with NEW paint and NEW body underneath.

You know how some physical car washes that automatically pull your car through it have different sections that do different but specific things to the vehicle at each section? There are sections that only spray water on your car, sections that only spray soap on it, sections that only rub, spin and swish the dirt off it. Then your car enters other sections where it gets more water sprayed on it to blast off the soap and dirt to prep it to enter the next section where the wax spay turns on when your car enters that section. Then after the wax spray section, your car enters an area with powerful air blowers that blow and push the remaining water off your car so there’s less work for the human to then manually finish drying and detailing it.

Now take that visual of an actual physical car wash but turn the car or truck into planet Earth and our solar system, and the different sections in the long car wash different steps, phases and layers of transformational 7D Photonic Light that is quite effectively washing Earth, humanity and all life on Earth and the entire solar system and beyond. Not only is this 7D Photonic Light a cosmic “car wash”, but it’s also washing, rinsing, washing again, rinsing again, applying spray wax, spray shine, blow-drying and detailing every inch and speck of each one of us and all planets and everything else that enters and eventually passes through it. That’s what the Photon Band of Light automatically does, and it takes some time and Work to get clean and clear to be able to become something NEW and much improved.

As we journey deeper into the Photonic Light that is our symbolic cosmic “car wash” for everything that enters it, each section and area in it has different things it does much like the physical car wash. Each of these different sections in the Photon Band of Light automatically trigger different transformational things within humans and planets etc. and with that naturally comes the ongoing changes both within each of us and our physical bodies but our consciousness and all else too, including our external reality and Earth herself. This has a lot to do with why more and more people have been Seeing, feeling, hearing, smelling and knowing more things from a higher and expanded level of perception. Each next section within this AP Photonic cosmic car wash causes us to be in and perceive slightly different levels of reality, different realities entirely, different dimensions, different timelines, different energies and beings and so on.

Due to the tremendous acceleration and amplification of the overall AP and the increase in our mandatory daytime reboot naps so far in 2018, far more Forerunners have been perceiving reality/realities disappearing in varying degrees, linear time simply not there anymore or if it is it’s only for short periods, physically and clairvoyantly seeing and Seeing increased phenomena or anomalies in the space around them and, in their own bodies and energy fields. I’ve Seen and heard and felt and known some things just in April and May 2018 that have been so different and amplified that I know we are making far more and far faster ascension related progress than most realize yet. Yes there’s increased physical pains but there’s also simultaneous increased inner energy that we’ve Embodied in just April and May, which is a big hint at what June and the summer/winter quarter will bring in! Each section does what it does and also prepares us to enter the next section or energetic Stair-step within this cosmic car wash. Expect miracles, intend miracles, Consciously Create more miracles for Self and All. We’re deep enough in the Photonic Light car wash where this is the next level and phase for the First Everything-ers. ❤

Copyright © Denise Le Fay & HighHeartLife, 2018. All rights reserved.

Denise Le Fay

May 31, 2018

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Multiple Layers, Varied Elevations & Different Directions

Denise Le Fay

As is always the case, the image above is as close a visual representation as I could find to what I’ve been Seeing for months. Pan back further, expand out much more, be acutely aware of the varied elevations between each line and you have a better visual of what I’ve been Seeing concerning this phase of our evolutionary Ascension Process. But, what all does that visual image represent?

It’s tempting to call these different lines “timelines” but that’s not what they are. They’re different lines of development, frequency, elevation and trajectory vibrating from different focal points, consciousness and realities within the evolutionary Ascension Process. A term I’m going to borrow here is from Tom Kenyon’s channeled Hathors and is ‘Nodes’ and/or ‘Chaotic Nodes’. According to the Hathors, ‘Nodes’ are areas where two or more of these different lines of development, worlds and trajectories intersect which cause energetic and physical reverberations through all involved. [See Tom Kenyon’s website under Hathors for more information about Nodes if interested.]

If you’re familiar with Astrology and aspects between planets, then you’re aware of the energy lines between two or more planets that make energetic aspects and connections with each other, producing squares, trines, sextiles, oppositions and so on. That is somewhat similar to this but on a cosmic evolutionary Ascension Process level with multiple worlds and realities instead of single planets. And of course this is much more complex and far reaching.

When I look down through these many different lines of development and trajectory pathways of Ascending worlds and realities from above, the lines farthest away from my viewing elevation are literally disintegrating into nothingness. The further and higher we evolve within the higher elevations of these lines of development and trajectory, the more quickly the lower ones disappear and are no more. We’re literally evolving beyond them, so with every ongoing energy Stair-step progression we create, visualize and make within the Ascension and Embodiment Process (AP and EP), the more the lower realities (lines) vanish. A certain higher frequency range and elevation must be reached to remain within the overall Ascension Process now. Highest and higher ones grow stronger and larger while lowest and lower ones disintegrate out of consciousness and external manifest realities.

Now in 2018, many of these different lines of development, elevation and world trajectories etc. are intersecting each other, producing a sense of growing global chaos, confusion, fears, anger and a general feeling of being highly unsafe and unstable in the worlds energetically involved. This is normal for where we’re at within the evolutionary Ascension Process, but that knowing doesn’t always make our lives more comfortable necessarily while they seemingly fall into growing chaos due to compressed evolution.

What I want to focus on about this however has to do with more and more Forerunners/Embodiers/Pathpavers etc. increasingly becoming consciously aware that they have been and are living with ever-increasing conscious multidimensional awareness, linear and non-linear or quantum awareness, physical and energetic existence within multiple levels of world realities, multiple dimensions, and all from their current ascending physical bodies, lives and expanding consciousness. Said simply, more Forerunners/Embodiers/Pathpavers etc. are increasingly becoming conscious of their multidimensional Selves and others and have been and increasingly are functioning in and from multiple different levels and dimensions simultaneously and are becoming increasingly conscious of this fact. 

One of the main things about the Ascension Process (AP), Embodiment Process (EP) that I continue discovering is how my expectations about these things has been so wrong in that they’re not nearly as dramatic as I expected them to be. I’ve investigated this within myself to better understand all this and found that many of my expectations about the EP were based in old 3D experiences of being a psychic Seer, Empath, Sensitive etc. Here’s an example: Because I’ve been a Seer, Sensitive, Empath, Starseed, Human Angelic and more since birth, all my “psychic” experiences and perceptions happened in the old 3D Earth world and frequency. Because of this, when I would perceive something beyond 3D frequency, they were always big and bold and instantly obvious as coming from somewhere beyond the third dimension. Very simply, 3D was 3D and 4D astral was 4D and 5D was 5D and so on and it was instantly obvious when I was in another dimension and/or interacting with one or more of them and/or with beings and energies from them. All that changed slowly when the AP started and the evolutionary climb up out of 3D began and continued through the astral fourth dimension (4D) and finally into the fifth dimension (5D).

Another clear example about this slow steady evolutionary climb that continually alters one’s perceptions: When I used to clairvoyantly See 4D astral beings, aliens, entities and whatnot from old pre-ascension 3D physical Earth frequency, the contrasts were extreme and instant, leaving me with zero doubt about what I was Seeing, perceiving, interacting with, why, and where I was. Old 3D “psychic” perceptions where dramatic, loud, colorful, intense and often felt like huge neon signs hung in the space over your head informing you that what you were experiencing was indeed from the 4D astral or from 5D or higher. There was such profound and thick energetic borders or “veils” between the old 3D frequency we all were born into and the other dimensions that when I shifted from one to another, and back again, there was zero doubt or confusion on my part as to where I was at every moment. This clear conscious multidimensional awareness began blurring together when the AP started however.

In 1974-75ish my 19-year-old sister became a heroin addict, along with many other substances (and bulimia since age 13). She died from her lifelong self-inflicted and greatly Team Dark assisted abuses and personality fractures in 2017 at age 57. It was only months after she began using heroin that I was contacted by a demon through a lucid astral dream encounter. This demon had etherically energetically attached to her through her early drug use in 1975. This demon—and all other such negative nonhuman, nonphysical beings, aliens, entities etc.—often use living people who unknowingly open themselves like she did to then attack and/or try to feed off from other living people connected to the original Portal Person such as loved ones, family members, wives, husbands, friends, neighbors, co-workers and so on . In this case this demon wanted me to know that it had my younger sister and was coming for me. In this lucid dream it stood before me with my sister behind it in a zombie-like unaware stupor and brazenly talked directly to me informing me that my sister was the ways and means for it to get at me and take me out. Mind you, this happened in 1975, long before the AP was on any of our conscious radars. Team Dark however knew what was coming before we Elder Forerunners even incarnated in these lives.

Another similar example of this was a pair of brothers (and their whole family and friends) that had a different demon attached to them through the one brother’s childhood negative sexual activities, which he continued into adulthood. His primary vise was negative sexual activities with other males. His brother was not into that but was an addict. Consider yourselves lucky I’m leaving all the really unpleasant stuff out of this! This male human’s attached demon was female which I found interesting to say the least considering he was only interested in other males. Read between the lines with all of this information. Feel into it and know more.

This guys female demon also did it’s best to take me out–kill me or possess me or drive me mad etc.—because this took place from April 2000 through 2004 and my AP had began with the start of 1999. It knew what I was (Team Light) and what I was doing (the AP as a Forerunner of the Forerunners) and what I would be doing in the near future (the EP and further Pathpaving for humanity) and that’s why those guys were manipulated to rent the house next door to us at that time. Four torturous years later we had to sell that house to get away from those demonically attacked, owned and operated human guys. We sold that house in 2004, moved and got away from those brothers and their extended same frequency family, but that demon continued to attack me in different ways through different humans (Portal People) that were easily manipulated by any Team Dark being/entity/alien/demon/devil etc. at our new house.

If you ever think that you can get careless for even a short few hours, think again. This is not the life to play with your life and let ultra-low-lives into it or your body or consciousness or anything else. We’re out of the woods when we’re out of the woods. How much energetic elevation do you have and do you believe you can go back down and fool around in lower frequencies with people who are still heavily influenced by Team Dark entities? Way too much to risk so maintain your higher altitude and continue climbing higher and higher.

Jump forward in linear time again to early 2015 when I’d bought my NEW old house. It was pre-owned by a woman in her mid-90s who’d been widowed for decades, had depression and not done much of anything to the house that was positive and uplifting for a long time. I knew all this the first time the realtor showed me the house because I could See and Feel it all for myself. But, because I’d been in the AP Duality battle trenches as a Forerunner of the Forerunners for decades already, I knew I could energetically clear that house of her depression and related negative residual energies. While cleaning what would become my bedroom in this house in 2015, I clearly saw a huge six inch in diameter spider run up my newly hung bedroom curtains and disappear behind them. I’ve never been terribly fond of spiders, so seeing one that large really bothered me and I knew I had to kill and remove it to ever feel comfortable in that room. I hunted that huge spider for about an hour, and then watched for it for months afterwards while I continued cleaning that house so we could move into it almost a year later.

Punch-line was that the huge spider I saw was not physical at all but an etheric astral spider and I didn’t realize this for months. Why? Because it looked to me to be totally physical and physically “real”. How could I have made such a simple mistake I wondered after a lifetime as a Seer Sensitive? Years and decades earlier I would have instantly known that the spider was etheric, like I did when I clairvoyantly Saw a herd of them the size of two-foot-tall dogs run across my bed in another house! (These and other 4D astral creatures are more common than most would believe, at least they were many ascension years ago.) Why was I having a difficult time perceiving different 4D astral level entities and critters as NOT physical? Short answer is that we’ve traveled through, ascended through the astral for many, many years from 3D to finally vibrationally enter the fifth dimension and frequency. Because of this AP journey my perceptions, and many of you reading this, have changed dramatically into something far more simple and undramatic-like in nature. We’ve become, are continuing to become increasingly conscious of our multidimensionality in 2018.

If you’ve never been clairvoyant then suddenly Seeing something is a big indicator that you’re perceiving beyond your old familiar frequency and consciousness level. If you’ve been clairvoyant all your life before the Ascension Process began, when you See/see things during it, they don’t always have that old familiar feel of coming from another dimension and level of frequency. They have for many of us, felt and looked and acted just like they were physical when in fact they were astral and the reason for this has been because we’ve been ascending through that dimension for many years. Most of you reading this are fully in the fifth dimension and level of consciousness and frequency and are getting familiar with that plus what it feels like and how things act and work for us as multidimensional ascending beings in human bodies.

My point in sharing all these old and unpleasant ‘Dark Arts Training’ (a Lisa Renee term I’m borrowing) experiences now is because they each existed in a different line of development and trajectory over these ascension years. The higher I evolve, ascend, Embody etc. the easier it’s becoming for me to simply perceive multiple dimensions, quantum Now Moment existence, other dimensional beings both positive and negative (what’s left of them at this point), linear and non-linear time, physical and non-physical realities and on and on. The big difference to me with all this is how UN-dramatic it all is; how natural and normal it all is because it is natural and normal and UN-dramatic to us the higher we continue to evolve, ascend, unify, Embody.

What was profoundly separated off into different dimensions and levels and layers, linear time and beyond linear time etc., all starts being perceived by each of us as just more stuff to perceive, Work with, Create with, learn from, further Create from and so on. It’s all much less dramatic and obvious and just more stuff from my current level of development and consciousness. So many expect super high drama, intense emotional reactions, spectacular higher sights, elevated visions and such and that’s true but what’s more shocking than that is how “normal” and natural it is. Another example of this ongoing EP business: To “meditate” I used to sit down, turn off TV, music or whatever and get quiet internally  to intentionally focus on something to gain information. For months I’ve been trying to do this and get nowhere with these old 3D methods. However, when I just intentionally push my awareness (and/or intent) out further in all directions and perceive from my HighHeart (Feeling with little to no intellect) I instantly and effortlessly perceive from higher levels of awareness and greater being. And, I can do this while washing the dishes, taking a shower, staring at the ceiling etc. It doesn’t matter because I’m just perceiving more of “reality” simultaneously. The methods, tools, practices and expectations have dramatically changed—and will continue to—because we have dramatically changed, evolved, ascended and will continue to. Release the old 3D familiar and continue learning more NEW from this 5D level we’re at, you’re at today, but know it too will continue to change and expand as you do, as we do.

Interestingly, I’d intended to write about different things than what I have but I know to trust this and let it be. More things both internally within each of us and externally in the world and worlds and lines of development and trajectories are currently being “righted”, aligned, unified internally which automatically assists in further unifying everything that needs to be “righted” and aligned externally. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Does it matter? Nope, that’s old Duality consciousness and we’ve ascended into quantum everything at once consciousness and realities. Release old AP and EP expectations and beliefs because old lower consciousness couldn’t comprehend these NEW higher, bigger, more complex levels and states of being, existence and creativity. We can say this same thing over and over again at different levels of our own personal Embodiment Processes so just expect the magnificent higher unexpected as you, me, we each continue evolving and expanding into very NEW beings individually and as a NEW higher Group Collective. ❤

Denise

April 24, 2018

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Some Not Considered Aspects of the Ascension & Embodiment Processes

Denise Le Fay

How many Forerunners/Wayshowers/Embodiers knew that 2017 was going to be like this?! I didn’t. I did know it would be a continuation and ongoing amplification of how outrageous it’s been every year since 2013, with improvements unfolding constantly in each of us willing and able to continue progressing (releasing more density to Embody more Light) within the Ascension and Embodiment Process. But there were, are and no doubt will be more things I didn’t consider with everything that’s happening in 2017. Things both personal and collective. Things both of the Light and the Dark. Things far beyond them both and old lower Duality Consciousness.

There’s so much to talk about so I’m just going to do my best to not forget anything (but I will, I always do) and cover as many of these early 2017 difficulties, pains, insanity, evolutionary brilliance, other people not coping well with it all, Ascension & Embodiment Process side effects, becoming increasingly conscious of being a Multidimensional Being in a physical body and learning how to function from that NEW platform, the weirdness of living in a constant state of flux and change in linear time and quantum no time and/or in the Now Moment, and the slow-motion realization of how to exist physically in a fifth dimensional (5D) world and how to Consciously Create from this NEW level of being and current awareness. And naturally it all will be changed some more later today, tomorrow, the day after that and so on because this is “life” now; constant, moment to moment evolution into something so much better and more grand but not quite grasping it all yet. That statement is both spiritually and energetically stunning and bust-a-Buddha Belly-gut hilarious.

What Happens When More Team Dark Timelines & Stolen Systems Are Shutdown & Taken Back From Them?

Fast answer is, a whole lot more Light Energies can and do immediately come in which naturally pushes everyone into even greater Embodiment and ongoing evolutionary Ascension. See, there’s one of those not considered things I was talking about earlier. We Forerunners/Wayshowers/Embodiers get so involved in The Work we do in and through ourselves and our bodies for Self and ALL that we often don’t slow down long enough to consider what’s most likely going to happen next, and next, and next because of it and much more.

So we recently had seven Solar flares intentionally aimed directly at Saturn, Lord of Building & Maintaining Anything In Physicality, which was a Divine Cease and Desist Order to Team Dark (TD), preventing them from continuing to utilize that planet and its energies to further control and imprison any timeline(s) and beings in it/them. And it worked of course, which instantly caused some pretty large and far-reaching energetic repercussions throughout different worlds, timelines and dimensions. This next sentence is super important, and it’s taken me far too long to honestly and fully grasp this as a fact and reality inside my body and self/Self.

The Divine, cosmic, galactic, stellar, planetary, multidimensional battles, wars, fights, struggles, changes, successes, positive growth, highly compressed evolution, tremendous progress, ongoing expansions, ongoing integration and everything else that has been, is, and will be taking place up and out there in the higher dimensions and other worlds, other galaxies, universes, multiverses etc… also takes place inside each of our physical bodies, consciousness and individual incarnate selves, lives and physical reality.

Breath and re-read that sentence again please. Don’t do anything else but consider that fact, for yourself, in your body, in your life and reality now. As above, so below. We are the macro and the micro. Why? Because we’re Multidimensional Beings that are direct aspects, fragments of Divine Source dispersed everywhere simultaneously. Everything that’s taking place now via the evolutionary Ascension & Embodiment Process is happening “out there” and “in here” in each of us and our bodies and consciousness. We are all One, there is no separation from Divine Source. The “end times” are happening “out there” and “in here”, in each of us and our bodies and consciousness. We are the agents of evolutionary change, all the way down into every cell and nerve in our physical bodies.

Let’s continue with that last thought held high and proudly overhead like a great, glowing crown of empowered Beingness. ⭐

So if you/me/we are in all places and dimensions simultaneously, and we’ve reached that point within the evolutionary Ascension & Embodiment Process (AP) where we now HAVE to have that awareness in us consciously all the time, then things start to make a bit more sense. More sense as to why things physically hurt and ache in the ways they now do in 2017. Why things emotionally hurt and don’t hurt at all now like they do in 2017. Why things seem like they’re more important than anything has EVER been before and simultaneously, not important much at all really. Just know much more for the Neutral Observer HighHeart Self. Why things seem so freaking insane and wildly frustrating at times and simultaneously so profoundly perfect and expected for what’s happening everywhere now in 2017. Why things excite and inspire one moment, and in the next one you could care less one way or the other about much of anything. Why things are working and not working. Why things are falling apart and coming together in higher, NEW ways every minute of every day and night now in 2017. Why people are the most lovely, frustrating, evolving, blossoming, insane, distorted, monstrous pains in the ass/heart glorious Beings that you want to LOVE more than ever before, and/or you could care less because you know from Higher Awareness that all is in Perfect Divine Order right now, every moment even when it doesn’t feel or look like it.

What Happens When Some More of Your Higher Self is Embodied in Your Physical Body & Current Level of Consciousness?

Fast answer is, you and your body become, every time this happens remember, the location where a whole bunch more of NEW to you/me/us stuff starts happening. Why? Because those NEW things used to take place in higher dimensions and were dealt with by other aspects of your/my/our Higher Selves and/or other higher beings that are “us” at those different levels. But, with each next-level phase of our Embodiment Process, a little more and a little more of our Higher Self takes up residence in our physical bodies and selves, consciousness and lives, which obviously changes everything dramatically. It also means that more and more of those things, those jobs, that Work etc. that took place in higher dimensions and was dealt with by higher aspects of ourselves up there, is now increasingly able to take place in us and our physical bodies and selves/Selves down here in this increasing 5D physical dimension. “Upper Management” is increasingly moving down into you/me/us which means there’s a lot we’re quickly having to learn or re-learn as we Embody more and more of IT.

Like many of you reading this I too have waited for my physical body to instantly and magically turn into a crystalline, shining, radiating beacon of higher dimensional Divine Light Energies, with diamond sprinkles on top. Instead of all that, I’ve still got senior aged Denise that’s overweight and continues to need to eat, sleep, shower and use the bathroom.  :/   Not very exalted is it? Not yet at least.

My point is that too many of us have believed that something other than what’s happening now was what was going to be happening now. We believed that we’d externally look like what we’ve gone through internally for two or more decades. God knows we deserve it after all we’ve been through with the AP, but so far, we’re still hauling around our tired, sore, oftentimes bloated to the extreme, swollen, nauseous, achy physical meat spacesuit, albeit with more and more of our Higher Self in it now too and probably shocked and complaining about how uncomfortable, restrictive, dense and stinky it is in there. I jest, or so I hope.

I’ve had lifelong conscious memories of my out-of-body sojourns in higher dimensions and what I’ve experienced and seen while there. It’s been amazing seeing some of the Beings I have in other dimensions and realities, and because of these lifelong Multi-D experiences, I think I can grasp a bit better about the Embodiment Process and how it feels to both sides, both aspects that are living this Process now.

How many of you have, during these many AP years, suddenly looked at something and not recognized it, not known what it was or was used for or what it’s called etc.? I remember one of the first times I experienced this back in the late 1990s. I saw some common everyday item and didn’t know what it was and I wondered why in the world that was. This has happened many times since then and I’ve come to realize that it was more than just the common Ascension Process side effect of our consciousness expanding repeatedly via the Rewiring Process and having temporary “brain fog” and “losing nouns” etc. I eventually understood that what I was experiencing was much like what’s been called ‘Soul Braiding’ or ‘Oversoul Merge’. I realized that the reason “I”, whoever that was at that time, had never seen the 3D physical object(s) in question and that’s why “I” didn’t know what they were, what they’re were used for what they were or called. In other words, this Embodiment Process has been at times over the past twenty years and counting, observed and felt from the point of view of that aspect that was incoming and not from the Denise aspect that’s already here. Two-way street, and sometimes we get to perceive and feel this Embodiment Process from one or the other or both directions, sides and points of awareness, which is really interesting when it happens to you/You.

The other side of this is from our incarnate physical side where things often feel uncomfortable, strange, alien, cause different types of pain both physically and emotionally etc. The same could be said however from the incoming aspect, and that it feels uncomfortable, strange, alien, causes different types of pain and temporary confusion etc. It takes a minimum of two to Tango, and both have their legitimate but very different points of perspective and awareness etc. Marriage takes some getting used to Embodiers, and we’ve barely begun the Honeymoon phase.

Another aspect of this Higher/Lower Merging, Sacred Marriage, Embodiment Process that I’ve found to be totally unexpected is that sometimes I can no longer tell what’s physically “real” and what isn’t. Having been born clairvoyant and all the other clairs too, I’ve always known when I was Seeing anything that was non-physical. It was intense, dramatic and stood out like crazy and was instantly known to me to be a non-physical something or someone that I was Seeing. However, over these many AP years this lifelong ability has, along with most others, evolved into something NEW and vastly more complex as is to be expected. And, as usual, every time this happens I don’t get a NEW and Updated Instruction Manual with every incoming NEW ability. They just arrive and I’m left to figure out what’s happened, what’s changed and how things work now because of those changes.

For many years now when I clairvoyantly See something I oftentimes don’t instantly recognize, like I always could before the AP started, that what I’m Seeing is actually something non-physical. When I See it and it looks to me like something physical, I react to it as if it is physical. Question with this one is, why can’t a lifelong Clairvoyant all the sudden tell the difference between something physical and something non-physical?  Fast answer is, because those old borders between the physical dimension and the non-physical ones have been nearly nonexistent for twenty-plus years now. 2D, 3D, 4D, 5D and higher no longer have those same old discernable energetic borders that clearly outlined one dimension from another. Why? One big reason is that you/me/each of us is becoming increasingly consciously Multidimensional, meaning we’re functioning in more than just the physical dimension and rapidly becoming conscious of this fact, even when we don’t necessarily understand it or recognize it immediately! So much so that some of us are having to learn and/or re-learn what’s physical and what isn’t because it’s all looking and feeling like the same thing to us — “real” and solid etc. no matter where it and we are at the time we perceive it. Said another way, the old rules, systems, perceptions and abilities aren’t in-play anymore because we have, are and will continue to be evolving far beyond them. Because of this fact, things look and feel and act very differently than what many of us are used to in our incarnations up to these ongoing evolutionary changes internally and therefore externally as well. Expect the unexpected in your 5D self and abilities, perceptions, HighHeart Consciousness, and your HighHeart Consciously Created reality and life. Open more to it all and be dazzled by the growing extraordinary both in you and around you. ❤

Here’s another interesting AP (Ascension Process) and EP (Embodiment Process) change I’ve dealt with increasingly so over the past few years. Dreaming while wide awake and doing other things physically. No, I’m not talking about daydreaming or about imagining or envisioning, but about full-fledged, altered state of consciousness such as when we’re naturally deep asleep and dreaming, dreaming. I can be up, moving around doing physical things and simultaneously feel another part or aspect of “me” is dreaming just like when I’m asleep and dreaming. It took me a while to discern this one because I automatically assumed (bad thing to do while in the throes of mass evolution!), that I was just thinking about other things, not actually awake AND dreaming at the same time. But, that’s what it turned out to be, and this too is merely another aspect of our continuing evolution and some of our NEW, highly interesting super powers. 😉

The more you/me/we release our focus and memories etc. on the old lower frequency dense Duality patriarchal world and reality, the less you/me/we exist within it. It’s that simple and that difficult to master, but it’s what we’ve done all along. Release the old lower and continue to take on, take in, Embody more and more of the NEW higher and things will make more sense and get easier and much faster during this mega transition period. We’re more there than most of us realize or understand yet, so keep doing your Great Works and all else naturally falls into place and makes more sense as you better understand the NEW 5D rules. Much more is coming and soon and isn’t that just perfect and wonderful. ❤

Denise

May 4, 2017

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Evolving Psychic Perceptions & Abilities

Denise Le Fay

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I’ve had “psychic” abilities—clairvoyance (vision), clairaudience (hearing), clairsentience (feeling), claircognizance (knowing)—and more from birth. They’re not newly acquired current life abilities but ancient ones, ones that were mandatory for me if I was going to insert myself into an incarnation in 3D Earth physicality during an astrological Age change, multiple galactic and universal cycles completing at the same time, a hardcore knockdown drag-out battle with multidimensional Team Dark, and an all-encompassing universal evolutionary Ascension. Every tool I had in my Higher Toolbox that I could safely embody came with me (Denise specifically) when the greater, higher “I” ‘Volunteered’ to insert aspects of Itself via physical incarnations on Earth across time which required a great drop of Light, memories, Higher Awareness and abilities just to be able to incarnate into the energetic extremes, density, darkness and duality of physical earthly 3D before the start of this Ascension Process.

I’m not special in this, every being/aspect(s) that volunteered to do this Ascension Process from within 3D physicality needed to drop a whole lotta Home that they were simply to be able to get in here and not stick out like “aliens” to the 3D Earth natives. Yes, re-read that sentence if needed. 😉 Those that did instantly sense us, see and feel us were nonphysical Team Dark beings and negative physical humans however. Re-read that sentence too if needed.

Those that can plumb the heights and the depths simultaneously as multiple aspects of their Greater Self have been here working the Ascension Process from the physical inside and the outside higher dimensions. We are the physical aliens and angels on Earth doing the mostly invisible energy work down here because none of this could have happened if highly capable heavy-duty aspects weren’t here to grab, anchor, embody and insert into the physical earthly dimension the higher frequency NEW codes, energies and consciousness for the human masses to step into when that time comes. That time has arrived, but first, some greater crashing and burning of the old lower.

Many of the Forerunners, the ‘Volunteers’, the Pathpavers and Wayshowers have always been empathic, psychic, sensitives. We needed as many Higher Awareness tools as we could carry in-body while living in the extreme negativity and density that has been normal on Earth and in human consciousness. We needed at least a couple of higher tools to keep us connected with our Home Light Teams so we could get the job done here and not get crushed by the density or killed off by the negativity. As bad as it’s been for the Forerunners, most of us have done all we have with minimal tools and consciousness of our higher dimensional Homes and more natural states of being. At times when I honestly think about this, it amazes me that we’ve succeeded—and sooner and greater than was planned I might add—and not lost our minds, bodies or souls in the vile fray. Wow, seriously.

Because I incarnated with psychic abilities, and multiple past-life memories, how those abilities have worked for me have changed slightly as I (Denise) grew throughout my life. However, once I began the physical, biological phase of this Ascension Process (at age 47 in 1999), my lifelong psychic abilities began evolving and changing rather dramatically. The ways I received and perceived higher dimensional Light information in general, plus communications with higher dimensional beings etc., began changing and it’s been an ongoing learning curve of strangeness since then. Don’t misunderstand, I’m not complaining! I know many Forerunners have been going through these types of evolutionary changes in themselves and how and what they’re able to perceive, receive, embody and transmit.

In the past when I’d psychically perceive something it was always acutely obvious to me that what I was clairvoyantly Seeing and Feeling, Hearing, Sensing, Knowing etc. was happening at a nonphysical level. I never confused the nonphysical with the physical because they were, to me back then, wildly different frequencies, levels and states of reality. When I’d perceive something like a coming physical disaster that would affect large numbers of people for a long time, I always Saw the approaching event and Knew it was not physical yet but had a strong possibility of arriving soon because it was so dramatic, disturbing, amplified and highlighted. The more developed the visions, it meant the closer they were to actually manifesting in this physical world.

Other psychic impressions I had were like there were huge flashing neon arrows pointing something and/or someone or a group out to my consciousness; one huge screaming message of, “Look, look, over here at this, it’s coming…” My psychic impressions, visions and other perceptions were always crystal clear and obviously nonphysical to me. All this has been slowly changing however since my physical, biological Ascension Process started in 1999.

Since then the distinct energetic and dimensional lines, borders, boundaries and perimeters between the physical and nonphysical first blurred then began moving around slightly. Next, those blurred and moving dimensional lines flat-out disappeared completely. Needless to say, that’s when things really started getting interesting for myself and many Forerunners! Over the years since 1999, the ways that I perceive nonphysical events, multidimensional beings, different dimensions, energies and such has evolved and changed so dramatically that they’re nothing like they used to be for me. I knew back in 1999 that as I changed, so too would the ways in which I perceived, received, embodied and transmitted what I perceived. What I didn’t know back then was how the old familiar borders between the 3D physical and the 4D astral dimensions primarily would disappear and be no more as they had always been. That took some time for me to learn and adjust to. What I’m dealing with and learning today is as different, new and strange to me as the past seventeen years have been. And on and on it naturally evolves.

In the past what I perceived was always clear to me to be a nonphysical, etheric thing. For many years now however, due to the ongoing evolutionary Ascension progress we’re making, this is no longer the case for me. What I often clairvoyantly See now is not always instantly recognized by me as a nonphysical thing or being(s) etc. What I See now (these past many years) exists in the same space as I currently do. Those old lower frequency borders and borderlines between the old lower dimensional turf of my younger years simply do not exist any longer. I have evolved beyond them, as have many of you reading this, and we’ve entered NEW territories with NEW rules and much larger borders. I now directly mingle with NEW-to-me colorful energy expressions, beings and energies etc. and it’s all so—and this is the important part—natural, un-dramatic, un-highlighted and un-spectacular. Said another way, it’s more like original Home meaning there’s hardly any old lower 3D egoic high drama, intensity, shock, trauma, panic, ooh la la, freak-out, hair-pulling, old lower 3D emotional reactions, etheric flashing neon arrows or other such lower frequency, ego-based consciousness, reactions and road signs. Now it’s just so different and “normal” despite my knowing that this momentary level is not even “it” yet! This Ascension-induced dimensional hodgepodge mashup called my current perceptions and base of operations, reminds me of that iconic Star Wars movie scene in the Mos Eisley Cantina. And, it’s all just fine and normal as I slowly pass through this particular corner of the NEW 5D territory.

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The important point in all this I wanted to get across is that what I now clairvoyantly See, Feel, Know etc. no longer exists ‘…in a galaxy far, far away…’.  That great energetic and dimensional gap between me and my incarnation on Earth and up/out to higher dimensional beings and such is no more a great gap; we’re all well within range of each other now meaning what I perceive, receive, embody and transmit, plus who and what I directly interact with now here in this space is nothing like how it was prior to the start of the Ascension Process. I’m only stressing this because I know many of you have been experiencing this perceptual and literal evolutionary change too and I want everyone to realize that this will only expand, because we are individually.

I now sometimes experience things I simply have no vocabulary for so I don’t even try to write about them. I just experience a bit more of the NEW-to-Denise and tuck it away for possible future educational story sharing. These nearly indescribable experiences I’ve been having, in between the lower level global chaos and insanity connected to the dying patriarchy, are great but don’t impact or affect me like some things, visions, precog awareness’ would have in the olden days of lower 3D reality and personal consciousness. 5D and higher Neutrality/Unity/HighHeart consciousness is wholly anti-dramatic and live and let live and good gawd doesn’t humanity need that right now! The teeth gnashing, hate throwing, who can tell more lies the fastest and have the unaware still believe them all, and general negative thrashing about in rapidly increasing duality continues with and in the unaware. This gap is too much for Team Light so just don’t go there at all. Keep your distance from them and the escalating ‘Energetically devouring of each other’ that’s taking place down there. It’s not your, our concern. What is your, our concern is how well can you maintain your current elevation and HighHeart focus despite the wonderfully weird encounters with like-other beings and energies while the unaware act like crazed starving zombies? The better and longer you/me/we can maintain and Hold the Higher Space and Way, the less lower insanity and volatility there will be for All everywhere. No pressure however, just keep doing what you/me/we have been.

Happy first day of Leo and the annual rising of Sirius and all that comes with and after it. Use these summer 2016 energies wisely and keep moving forward because 2017 is going to seriously rock all. It’s a good but potent thing so do the prep work now. ❤

Denise Le Fay

July 22, 2016

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The January 2016 Move

Denise Le Fay

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Oh I have missed you fellow Forerunners/Light Tribe/Light Folk/Soul Family… ❤ ❤ ❤

Here’s one thing I know with crystal clarity; do not ever have your Internet, landline phone and TV disconnected when Mercury is retrograde! Not in 2016 at least! 😮

It took multiple phone calls to multiple companies because both they and I had Mercury retrograde brain, linear time, miscommunications, reality slippage’s and blatant misfires. It took over two weeks to finally get Internet, phone and TV on in my “new” old house. Just not having electronic things to access and/or demanding ones attention was strange in January in a new home. I’ve been in deliberate Cosmic Isolation Mode since we moved in here on January 12th, like I needed to spend some time in my NEW space/house/location seriously anchoring into it without any ability to distract myself with the Internet, TV or even incoming phone calls. It was two weeks of intentional Divine Isolation within my NEW 2016 house/space/location and just that was strange, timeless, expansive, potent and highly centering. It takes real effort to give birth to and to be born into an intentional NEW space at this point (2016) so the mandatory two week isolation was therapeutic for me on multiple levels as well.

My old house sold quickly in early January 2016, and the buyers needed a super-fast escrow so I was packing like crazy—by myself goddamnit and never again I tell you!—and moved out of my old house/space/location and into my NEW “new” house in record time, which I thought might cripple me at a couple points and it nearly did. I’ve realized, at another level, how much so I’m needed to anchor and create down into the NEW in very physical ways at this point. Some of you can relate I’m sure. It’s intense and different from anything we’re used to within this physical dimension, and yet it’s very important that we physically bite down hard and intentionally insert ourselves into where we want to be now within this NEW…everything.

So we’re in our NEW house/space/location and are disconnected from the old house. The moving boxes are unpacked and gone, all but one that is, and it’s feeling like HOME finally in my “new” old house. Even the cat is comfortable and he’s been having fun getting into everything and checking out every NEW inch of the place. I’m happy he’s happy.

But First, A Brief Comment About Divine December 2015

Before I go any further, I need to at least mention how extraordinary December 2015 was for me personally, and for many I suspect. This won’t be easy to describe because it’s highly personal and very NEW but, again, I sense that many of the Forerunners experienced a good-sized chunk of Divinity/Higher Self came blasting in to be merged and physically embodied around December 19th-ish through about January 5th-ish.

I’m not even going to try to sound wise n’ cool with this because it’s ridiculous. I’ll just say that, for me, starting on December 19th some more of God/Source/Divinity/my Higher Self and I merged in Denise’s physical body. It was the best thing ever. It was the best nonphysical sex ever. It was the best HighHeart Lovemaking ever. It was the best timeless quantum inside out/outside in God hug I’ve ever had while in a Denise suit while wide awake. It was spiritually, emotionally and physically de-lish! ❤

It was painfully blissful. It was timeless. It was/is nearly impossible to accurately describe. From an incarnate level it felt, at times, like it just might be too much for too long for my physical body and physical heart to survive, but, we All did and it was good. All this while moving out of my old house and into my NEW “new” old house. Yep.

One of the things that this December 2015 into January 2016 merge gave me (and I know there’s more of these merging procedures to come for myself and all of us, Stair-steps with this aspect too), was an end to my personal loathing, repulsion, disrespect and utter distrust of the global patriarchy — and most males in general. I’m sharing this because I’ve been more consciously aware for more decades in this life than most and have had more incidents (that was polite for outright attacks) with the old negative patriarchy all my life. Because I’ve been more “awake” since birth in this incarnation I’ve had more wounds caused by them to release in other words. Most female Forerunners do. Being consciously aware (of being a Forerunner etc.) early on during such Dark times on Earth physically is not easy or safe, and once it’s all done and gone for one personally, any residual emotional and energetic stuff/junk/gunk from all that is permanently removed in a split second. And oh dear gawd, that too was so very, very good when it began on December 19, 2015. Freedom, real Inner/Outer freedom from the Dark times and reactions of old…

I’ve caught myself looking around at males of all ages and thinking to myself with great surprise and amazement, “Wow, look at those mens, they’re kinda cute and are so good at what they do for all of us. I’m so grateful to them all…”

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Another aspect of this latest merge for me has been added Higher Awareness with people. Like I didn’t clairvoyantly See and Know enough before! This NEW updated ability has been expanded greatly to now include my Seeing strangers multiple past lives and selves; their current life blood ancestors going back hundreds of years; potential probable reality selves stemming from their current incarnate self, possible past and future probabilities and so on. Vast creative potentials in other words all existing within each of us as latent probable realities. Our creative potentials are unlimited…and occasionally overwhelming when clairvoyantly Seen, Known and Felt while having a brief “normal” conversation with someone known and unknown. Nothing hides in the Light, nothing.

I think this is just one tiny glimpse into our evolving, expanding consciousness and I think it’s small potatoes in comparison to what’s coming that we’re all going to be embodying, merging with as the days, weeks and months roll on this year and beyond.

Another side effect from my December 2015/January 2016 merge embodiment has been the discovery that I cannot—without some degree of physical pain—restrict, suppress or keep hidden certain information (aka Light) in certain cases with certain people. This I suspect will change and change again over time, but so far I’m not able, physically, to intentionally crimp the hose of Divine Flow without causing my HighHeart area intense physical level pain. Nothing hides in the Light, nothing.

Needless to say this has, so far, taught me to speak the full truth (shine my Light, shine the real Me) when needed for both my sake and theirs. Who knows the creative potentials and NEW realities that may be triggered by my/your/our doing so now? All I know is that, after three long weeks of HighHeart pounding pain shooting out the front and back of my body from suppressing some information from someone during this time of merging embodiment, 30 minutes after I spoke my truth to that person that intense physical pain ended, permanently. That’ll learn ya for sure! 😉 Nothing hides in the Light, nothing, especially love/LOVE.

So far it’s been all about Seeing more, Feeling more, Knowing more, Creating more, Being more, and good gawd we’re just getting started my friends! Wow, this is going to get gooder and gooder as we go along. 😀 Thanks to all for All. ❤

Denise

January 29, 2016

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