empathic humans – HighHeartLife

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Oh I have missed you fellow Forerunners/Light Tribe/Light Folk/Soul Family… ❤ ❤ ❤

Here’s one thing I know with crystal clarity; do not ever have your Internet, landline phone and TV disconnected when Mercury is retrograde! Not in 2016 at least! 😮

It took multiple phone calls to multiple companies because both they and I had Mercury retrograde brain, linear time, miscommunications, reality slippage’s and blatant misfires. It took over two weeks to finally get Internet, phone and TV on in my “new” old house. Just not having electronic things to access and/or demanding ones attention was strange in January in a new home. I’ve been in deliberate Cosmic Isolation Mode since we moved in here on January 12th, like I needed to spend some time in my NEW space/house/location seriously anchoring into it without any ability to distract myself with the Internet, TV or even incoming phone calls. It was two weeks of intentional Divine Isolation within my NEW 2016 house/space/location and just that was strange, timeless, expansive, potent and highly centering. It takes real effort to give birth to and to be born into an intentional NEW space at this point (2016) so the mandatory two week isolation was therapeutic for me on multiple levels as well.

My old house sold quickly in early January 2016, and the buyers needed a super-fast escrow so I was packing like crazy—by myself goddamnit and never again I tell you!—and moved out of my old house/space/location and into my NEW “new” house in record time, which I thought might cripple me at a couple points and it nearly did. I’ve realized, at another level, how much so I’m needed to anchor and create down into the NEW in very physical ways at this point. Some of you can relate I’m sure. It’s intense and different from anything we’re used to within this physical dimension, and yet it’s very important that we physically bite down hard and intentionally insert ourselves into where we want to be now within this NEW…everything.

So we’re in our NEW house/space/location and are disconnected from the old house. The moving boxes are unpacked and gone, all but one that is, and it’s feeling like HOME finally in my “new” old house. Even the cat is comfortable and he’s been having fun getting into everything and checking out every NEW inch of the place. I’m happy he’s happy.

But First, A Brief Comment About Divine December 2015

Before I go any further, I need to at least mention how extraordinary December 2015 was for me personally, and for many I suspect. This won’t be easy to describe because it’s highly personal and very NEW but, again, I sense that many of the Forerunners experienced a good-sized chunk of Divinity/Higher Self came blasting in to be merged and physically embodied around December 19th-ish through about January 5th-ish.

I’m not even going to try to sound wise n’ cool with this because it’s ridiculous. I’ll just say that, for me, starting on December 19th some more of God/Source/Divinity/my Higher Self and I merged in Denise’s physical body. It was the best thing ever. It was the best nonphysical sex ever. It was the best HighHeart Lovemaking ever. It was the best timeless quantum inside out/outside in God hug I’ve ever had while in a Denise suit while wide awake. It was spiritually, emotionally and physically de-lish! ❤

It was painfully blissful. It was timeless. It was/is nearly impossible to accurately describe. From an incarnate level it felt, at times, like it just might be too much for too long for my physical body and physical heart to survive, but, we All did and it was good. All this while moving out of my old house and into my NEW “new” old house. Yep.

One of the things that this December 2015 into January 2016 merge gave me (and I know there’s more of these merging procedures to come for myself and all of us, Stair-steps with this aspect too), was an end to my personal loathing, repulsion, disrespect and utter distrust of the global patriarchy — and most males in general. I’m sharing this because I’ve been more consciously aware for more decades in this life than most and have had more incidents (that was polite for outright attacks) with the old negative patriarchy all my life. Because I’ve been more “awake” since birth in this incarnation I’ve had more wounds caused by them to release in other words. Most female Forerunners do. Being consciously aware (of being a Forerunner etc.) early on during such Dark times on Earth physically is not easy or safe, and once it’s all done and gone for one personally, any residual emotional and energetic stuff/junk/gunk from all that is permanently removed in a split second. And oh dear gawd, that too was so very, very good when it began on December 19, 2015. Freedom, real Inner/Outer freedom from the Dark times and reactions of old…

I’ve caught myself looking around at males of all ages and thinking to myself with great surprise and amazement, “Wow, look at those mens, they’re kinda cute and are so good at what they do for all of us. I’m so grateful to them all…”

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Another aspect of this latest merge for me has been added Higher Awareness with people. Like I didn’t clairvoyantly See and Know enough before! This NEW updated ability has been expanded greatly to now include my Seeing strangers multiple past lives and selves; their current life blood ancestors going back hundreds of years; potential probable reality selves stemming from their current incarnate self, possible past and future probabilities and so on. Vast creative potentials in other words all existing within each of us as latent probable realities. Our creative potentials are unlimited…and occasionally overwhelming when clairvoyantly Seen, Known and Felt while having a brief “normal” conversation with someone known and unknown. Nothing hides in the Light, nothing.

I think this is just one tiny glimpse into our evolving, expanding consciousness and I think it’s small potatoes in comparison to what’s coming that we’re all going to be embodying, merging with as the days, weeks and months roll on this year and beyond.

Another side effect from my December 2015/January 2016 merge embodiment has been the discovery that I cannot—without some degree of physical pain—restrict, suppress or keep hidden certain information (aka Light) in certain cases with certain people. This I suspect will change and change again over time, but so far I’m not able, physically, to intentionally crimp the hose of Divine Flow without causing my HighHeart area intense physical level pain. Nothing hides in the Light, nothing.

Needless to say this has, so far, taught me to speak the full truth (shine my Light, shine the real Me) when needed for both my sake and theirs. Who knows the creative potentials and NEW realities that may be triggered by my/your/our doing so now? All I know is that, after three long weeks of HighHeart pounding pain shooting out the front and back of my body from suppressing some information from someone during this time of merging embodiment, 30 minutes after I spoke my truth to that person that intense physical pain ended, permanently. That’ll learn ya for sure! 😉 Nothing hides in the Light, nothing, especially love/LOVE.

So far it’s been all about Seeing more, Feeling more, Knowing more, Creating more, Being more, and good gawd we’re just getting started my friends! Wow, this is going to get gooder and gooder as we go along. 😀 Thanks to all for All. ❤

Denise

January 29, 2016

Donations can be made here and Thank You for the energy exchange.

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As many of you know my Mom needed a triple bypass at the end of August 2014, and two weeks later she had a related stroke. Her stroke continues to be a real challenge for us both on multiple levels 24 hours a day. Some days/nights are better, other days/nights are extremely difficult and miserable for us both but it is what it is and we’re doing our best each day/night.

What I was not remotely prepared for however was what happened last week. My much loved best physical friend and Ascension companion, my cat, also had a stroke. I didn’t even know that cats/dogs could have strokes but I certainly do now. 😥

He doesn’t understand why his body isn’t working the way he’s used to any better than my Mom does, and they both get frustrated and sad. I think I cried more last week than I did in the past decade. Humans I can deal with, but when animals suffer, it’s a whole different situation for me emotionally.

After crying uncontrollably the first 24 hours I finally got myself together enough to think to Google, ‘can cats have strokes?’ I honestly had no idea but found multiple articles about this and common symptoms and so on. However, before I did the Google search I could tell by watching how my cat walked, how his eyes weren’t working normally and how he tipped over on his side when he’d try to walk or look up at me that it all looked way too similar to how my Mom moves and how her eyes don’t see correctly due to the stroke. It was simply too much for me at that moment and I couldn’t process or emotionally cope with a stroke happening in my cat. I burst into tears as I watched him suddenly struggle to walk and repeatedly fall over on his side and cry with confusion and fear. It was like a really bad joke on top of all the exhaustion, ongoing Mom stroke side effects, required asinine patriarchal hoop-jumping, growing frustration and general depression etc. that I’ve dealt with since January of last year.

Like I said, I can cope with humans in bad shape and needing help, support, care and such but it’s a different story for me when it’s an animal that’s suffering and needs care and support. That emotional pain touches a different spot in my heart and affects me very differently, just as it does many people. And guess what, that was a major reason my cat had, of all things, a stroke now. Animals are LOVE in ways that humans can’t as yet comprehend… but most certainly soon will.

Over the decades I’ve experienced different pets—mine and other people’s dogs and cats mainly—energetically, psychically take on some illness/disease or potential future illness/disease that their humans have, or have a strong chance of getting at some point in the future for a variety of reasons. I’ve witnessed this happen in my life with my beloved cats, in my Mom’s life with her cats, and I’ve witnessed it happen multiple times with certain friends and their beloved dogs. I know this is a situation that often happens between humans and their much-loved animal family members.

The animal senses more that’s going on than the humans do (the Ascension Process is changing that finally however) and in many cases the pet will deliberately take on some disease/illness of their beloved human family member, physically manifest it, deal with it and clear it that eventually manifests in their physical body as a physical disease/illness. Obviously doing this is something that the pet does not always survive physically but sometimes they do for a while. All of the characters in our lives, including animals, have their special parts to play to teach us, help us, to open us up more and vice versa.

For many people nothing else will open are hearts like having their pet(s) suffer. I’m saddened that it takes such drastic measures to sometimes get humans to see, understand, break out of immobilizing fears, depression, limiting beliefs or whatever it may be, but our pets LOVE us so that they’ll often take on our diseases/illnesses—our ignored issues—themselves and clear it/them in front of our teary, heartbroken eyes in hopes that we humans change and improve. That is animal HighHeart LOVE and I am deeply moved, but I vow to never again need the help of a beloved pet or any animal to mirror anything to me like this again. Even though this story may not at first sound or feel like an Ascension related situation or side effect, it most certainly is. ❤

I shared this latest kick in the heart and awareness activation story about my best furry cat friend and Ascension companions’ stroke only because many of us are deep, deep, deep in these types of sudden and unexpected life-changing (transiting Uranus) life and death type of experiences now. Many started in 2014 and they’ve just continued and/or grown into whatever they have in early 2015 to get our attention and push us to change things within ourselves. The why of this is what’s really important in the long run and I wanted to use my current emotional pains and struggles, frustrations and heartbreak to hopefully help others going through extreme life situations and changes like this and much worse now.

I’ve gotten emails recently from people who’ve suddenly and unexpectedly (transiting Uranus) had loved ones — husband, wife, friend(s), family member(s), pet(s) etc. die, and/or they’ve come close to physical death themselves recently and we’re less than two months into 2015! I intend to have an astrological article done soon about this business that’s happening to some of us now which I hope will help explain aspects of this really difficult stuff some of us are going through now and will continue to for a while longer. The final 7th Uranus/Pluto square coming in early March 2015 (but lasting until the end of 2016) has much to do this all this. More info asap.

My cat is getting a little better each day and is eating and drinking, pooping and peeing which makes me much relieved! He’s still wobbly and probably always will be but both he and I are working our ways through his stroke and its side effects… just as I am with my Mom’s stroke.

Ascension Process Group Hug,

Denise

February 15, 2015

Donations can be made here and Thank You for the energy exchange. ❤

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The January 2016 Move

But First, A Brief Comment About Divine December 2015

What a Pain in the Heart!