The Building Pre Equinox Pressures

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The late winter months and weeks (winter in Northern hemisphere, summer in Southern hemisphere) always feel like the big push and rush is on before we reach the incoming energies the March 20th spring Equinox will hand deliver. What I’ve felt over the past few years with this is that as the winter months and weeks speed towards the approaching March Equinox, whatever it is that I am personally (that each of us are) needing to have a larger perspective of and therefore conscious knowledge of within myself and my life at the time is greatly pressurized and amplified the closer we get to the spring Equinox.

It’s us literally doing last-minute internal (and in many cased external too) clean up work on some aspect(s) of ourselves, our consciousness and lives because we must make room for more of the NEW that the March Equinox will bring. For me the 2015 pre Equinox has had a lot to do with the old “victim/victimizer” energy and consciousness. What goes with that is being consciously aware of the fact that I am, that you are, that we are each individually Conscious Creators and we’d better not forget this fact or else the lower consciousness people who still happily function in those negative lower systems will do the only thing(s) they know to do, which is typically the “victim/victimizer” routine. Consciously creating a NEW higher frequency world reality isn’t going to happen via the unaware masses; it’s happening through the Forerunners who are intentionally, deliberately and with great HighHeart focus and desire envisioning it into external physical existence for all. There wasn’t anything new about that sentence, just a stinging reminder for some of us who’ve been getting “abused” lately by certain people wholeheartedly dedicated to and enraptured by the old lower patriarchal systems, ways and beliefs.

Nothing shakes one out of old negative “victim/victimizer” consciousness for the 136th time like having some 20 or 30-something-year-olds working in some “professional” patriarchal system utterly screw your life up in seconds with the greatest of ease and immediately and without so much as a flinch lie to you about it all and project everything they did that was wrong on you to save their butts. Typically when I experience this it will 1) piss me off something fierce and then 2) quickly remind me of whose who and who’s capable of what and what part in all this do I play as a senior Forerunner. Reality check. Cold water thrown in disbelieving, angry face. Adult children running amok everywhere. Oh yeah, that’s right, what in the hell was I thinking anyway!?! 😕

Those who can do, but when they don’t for whatever the reasons, the unaware unconscious people will do the only things they know to do which are all old Team Dark creations in TD systems! Euw, my bad, get your backside back up in the Forerunner Ascension saddle Denise and intend, visualize and Consciously Create what you want, need and desire. This is your job now, not allowing, expecting or waiting for the incapable and unaware people to do it for you or anyone else. I need a grimacing emoticon to add right here…

So yeah, give an inch and they’ll take a mile as the old saying goes. This is the end times of Galactic Alignment (2015–2016) and the incapable and unaware people are still incredibly quick at manifesting old lower consciousness and negativity, especially on anyone they unconsciously sense and/or are directly manipulated by nonphysical TD to strike-out at to make our lives more difficult, frustrating or painful. I’ve experienced this hundreds of times and it’s been escalating like crazy since the start of 2013.

The obvious solution to this is for me—and you if any of this is something you can relate to—to no longer be so slack, trusting or unfocused (despite the exhaustion) with our personal reality because if I don’t do it for me, and if you don’t do it for you, guess who instantly will? All those incapable of anything higher and better people will.

If you too have gotten “abused” yet again by lower consciousness people working in old corrupt patriarchal jobs (which jobs don’t fall into that category?! ), then maybe like me you’re being reminded, squeezed, pressured and prepped to peel off a few more exhausted layers stemming from so many decades lived in the old dark patriarchal world quickly before March 20, 2015 arrives. Let the March 2015 Equinox energies, and everything else that’s happening this month, lift you up some more and you let whatever needs to fall away now do so. This too is part of the Process and we’ve done it so many times for so many years now that we’re old pro’s at it. Occasionally some of us forget we’re actually gods for a moment amidst onslaughts of dark BS, lies and attacks, especially when we’re extra tired. Get your bearings again old Forerunner, dust yourself off, put your Light Warrior attitude back on when necessary and Consciously Create what you want, need and desire now and simply override the incapable unaware people who continue trying to derail you. Here comes March 2015 and it’s gonna be great. ❤

Denise

March 6, 2015

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What a Pain in the Heart!

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As many of you know my Mom needed a triple bypass at the end of August 2014, and two weeks later she had a related stroke. Her stroke continues to be a real challenge for us both on multiple levels 24 hours a day. Some days/nights are better, other days/nights are extremely difficult and miserable for us both but it is what it is and we’re doing our best each day/night.

What I was not remotely prepared for however was what happened last week. My much loved best physical friend and Ascension companion, my cat, also had a stroke. I didn’t even know that cats/dogs could have strokes but I certainly do now. 😥

He doesn’t understand why his body isn’t working the way he’s used to any better than my Mom does, and they both get frustrated and sad. I think I cried more last week than I did in the past decade. Humans I can deal with, but when animals suffer, it’s a whole different situation for me emotionally.

After crying uncontrollably the first 24 hours I finally got myself together enough to think to Google, ‘can cats have strokes?’ I honestly had no idea but found multiple articles about this and common symptoms and so on. However, before I did the Google search I could tell by watching how my cat walked, how his eyes weren’t working normally and how he tipped over on his side when he’d try to walk or look up at me that it all looked way too similar to how my Mom moves and how her eyes don’t see correctly due to the stroke. It was simply too much for me at that moment and I couldn’t process or emotionally cope with a stroke happening in my cat. I burst into tears as I watched him suddenly struggle to walk and repeatedly fall over on his side and cry with confusion and fear. It was like a really bad joke on top of all the exhaustion, ongoing Mom stroke side effects, required asinine patriarchal hoop-jumping, growing frustration and general depression etc. that I’ve dealt with since January of last year.

Like I said, I can cope with humans in bad shape and needing help, support, care and such but it’s a different story for me when it’s an animal that’s suffering and needs care and support. That emotional pain touches a different spot in my heart and affects me very differently, just as it does many people. And guess what, that was a major reason my cat had, of all things, a stroke now. Animals are LOVE in ways that humans can’t as yet comprehend… but most certainly soon will.

Over the decades I’ve experienced different pets—mine and other people’s dogs and cats mainly—energetically, psychically take on some illness/disease or potential future illness/disease that their humans have, or have a strong chance of getting at some point in the future for a variety of reasons. I’ve witnessed this happen in my life with my beloved cats, in my Mom’s life with her cats, and I’ve witnessed it happen multiple times with certain friends and their beloved dogs. I know this is a situation that often happens between humans and their much-loved animal family members.

The animal senses more that’s going on than the humans do (the Ascension Process is changing that finally however) and in many cases the pet will deliberately take on some disease/illness of their beloved human family member, physically manifest it, deal with it and clear it that eventually manifests in their physical body as a physical disease/illness. Obviously doing this is something that the pet does not always survive physically but sometimes they do for a while. All of the characters in our lives, including animals, have their special parts to play to teach us, help us, to open us up more and vice versa.

For many people nothing else will open are hearts like having their pet(s) suffer. I’m saddened that it takes such drastic measures to sometimes get humans to see, understand, break out of immobilizing fears, depression, limiting beliefs or whatever it may be, but our pets LOVE us so that they’ll often take on our diseases/illnesses—our ignored issues—themselves and clear it/them in front of our teary, heartbroken eyes in hopes that we humans change and improve. That is animal HighHeart LOVE and I am deeply moved, but I vow to never again need the help of a beloved pet or any animal to mirror anything to me like this again. Even though this story may not at first sound or feel like an Ascension related situation or side effect, it most certainly is. ❤

I shared this latest kick in the heart and awareness activation story about my best furry cat friend and Ascension companions’ stroke only because many of us are deep, deep, deep in these types of sudden and unexpected life-changing (transiting Uranus) life and death type of experiences now. Many started in 2014 and they’ve just continued and/or grown into whatever they have in early 2015 to get our attention and push us to change things within ourselves. The why of this is what’s really important in the long run and I wanted to use my current emotional pains and struggles, frustrations and heartbreak to hopefully help others going through extreme life situations and changes like this and much worse now.

I’ve gotten emails recently from people who’ve suddenly and unexpectedly (transiting Uranus) had loved ones — husband, wife, friend(s), family member(s), pet(s) etc. die, and/or they’ve come close to physical death themselves recently and we’re less than two months into 2015! I intend to have an astrological article done soon about this business that’s happening to some of us now which I hope will help explain aspects of this really difficult stuff some of us are going through now and will continue to for a while longer. The final 7th Uranus/Pluto square coming in early March 2015 (but lasting until the end of 2016) has much to do this all this. More info asap.

My cat is getting a little better each day and is eating and drinking, pooping and peeing which makes me much relieved! He’s still wobbly and probably always will be but both he and I are working our ways through his stroke and its side effects… just as I am with my Mom’s stroke.

Ascension Process Group Hug,

Denise

February 15, 2015

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