The Building Pre Equinox Pressures

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The late winter months and weeks (winter in Northern hemisphere, summer in Southern hemisphere) always feel like the big push and rush is on before we reach the incoming energies the March 20th spring Equinox will hand deliver. What I’ve felt over the past few years with this is that as the winter months and weeks speed towards the approaching March Equinox, whatever it is that I am personally (that each of us are) needing to have a larger perspective of and therefore conscious knowledge of within myself and my life at the time is greatly pressurized and amplified the closer we get to the spring Equinox.

It’s us literally doing last-minute internal (and in many cased external too) clean up work on some aspect(s) of ourselves, our consciousness and lives because we must make room for more of the NEW that the March Equinox will bring. For me the 2015 pre Equinox has had a lot to do with the old “victim/victimizer” energy and consciousness. What goes with that is being consciously aware of the fact that I am, that you are, that we are each individually Conscious Creators and we’d better not forget this fact or else the lower consciousness people who still happily function in those negative lower systems will do the only thing(s) they know to do, which is typically the “victim/victimizer” routine. Consciously creating a NEW higher frequency world reality isn’t going to happen via the unaware masses; it’s happening through the Forerunners who are intentionally, deliberately and with great HighHeart focus and desire envisioning it into external physical existence for all. There wasn’t anything new about that sentence, just a stinging reminder for some of us who’ve been getting “abused” lately by certain people wholeheartedly dedicated to and enraptured by the old lower patriarchal systems, ways and beliefs.

Nothing shakes one out of old negative “victim/victimizer” consciousness for the 136th time like having some 20 or 30-something-year-olds working in some “professional” patriarchal system utterly screw your life up in seconds with the greatest of ease and immediately and without so much as a flinch lie to you about it all and project everything they did that was wrong on you to save their butts. Typically when I experience this it will 1) piss me off something fierce and then 2) quickly remind me of whose who and who’s capable of what and what part in all this do I play as a senior Forerunner. Reality check. Cold water thrown in disbelieving, angry face. Adult children running amok everywhere. Oh yeah, that’s right, what in the hell was I thinking anyway!?! 😕

Those who can do, but when they don’t for whatever the reasons, the unaware unconscious people will do the only things they know to do which are all old Team Dark creations in TD systems! Euw, my bad, get your backside back up in the Forerunner Ascension saddle Denise and intend, visualize and Consciously Create what you want, need and desire. This is your job now, not allowing, expecting or waiting for the incapable and unaware people to do it for you or anyone else. I need a grimacing emoticon to add right here…

So yeah, give an inch and they’ll take a mile as the old saying goes. This is the end times of Galactic Alignment (2015–2016) and the incapable and unaware people are still incredibly quick at manifesting old lower consciousness and negativity, especially on anyone they unconsciously sense and/or are directly manipulated by nonphysical TD to strike-out at to make our lives more difficult, frustrating or painful. I’ve experienced this hundreds of times and it’s been escalating like crazy since the start of 2013.

The obvious solution to this is for me—and you if any of this is something you can relate to—to no longer be so slack, trusting or unfocused (despite the exhaustion) with our personal reality because if I don’t do it for me, and if you don’t do it for you, guess who instantly will? All those incapable of anything higher and better people will.

If you too have gotten “abused” yet again by lower consciousness people working in old corrupt patriarchal jobs (which jobs don’t fall into that category?! ), then maybe like me you’re being reminded, squeezed, pressured and prepped to peel off a few more exhausted layers stemming from so many decades lived in the old dark patriarchal world quickly before March 20, 2015 arrives. Let the March 2015 Equinox energies, and everything else that’s happening this month, lift you up some more and you let whatever needs to fall away now do so. This too is part of the Process and we’ve done it so many times for so many years now that we’re old pro’s at it. Occasionally some of us forget we’re actually gods for a moment amidst onslaughts of dark BS, lies and attacks, especially when we’re extra tired. Get your bearings again old Forerunner, dust yourself off, put your Light Warrior attitude back on when necessary and Consciously Create what you want, need and desire now and simply override the incapable unaware people who continue trying to derail you. Here comes March 2015 and it’s gonna be great. ❤

Denise

March 6, 2015

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The Ongoing Shift: Navigating our way through the Removal of Team Dark’s old Negative Distortions

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I’ve shared many times in past articles both here and at TRANSITIONS that the Forerunners of the Forerunners and then the rest of the Forerunners always live, experience, are deeply effected by and energetically and physically embody the NEW energies first; those NEW energies being the NEW Evolutionary Cycle’s energetic Blueprints or NEW ‘Light Codes’ etc. However, as if that weren’t enough, we’re also simultaneously living and embodying the multi-layered step-by-step demise, removal and overriding of every old negative Team Dark created distortion, perversion, locks and blocks within human DNA, consciousness etc. because that too is our job and ability. This has always been the case, however, since the 12-21-12 Expiration Date and even more so at the start of 2014, this Process the Forerunners have always done has expanded to another level and NEW aspect which has been challenging to say the least!

In some of my past articles I’ve tried to express this particular change as best I could at those times, but, due to this latest huge ongoing change/Shift expanding throughout 2014, I believe I’m finally understanding and seeing it better as my Higher Self and this incarnate physical me self continue incrementally merging within this physical Denise body and awareness on physical Earth.

My perspective is very different from Higher Awareness levels than it has been when perceived from within my physical body Denise self within this physical dimension. This is rather tricky explaining because some of us are very aware of multiple points of being and perception along with this one in physicality functioning as a Forerunner with the Ascension Process for self/Self and humanity and future humanity.

What I and many Forerunners have been living in 2014 is more advanced merging of our Greater Higher Self with our incarnate physical self and physical body, personality and consciousness etc. And, when I (we) function now from that perspective in-body in the NEW of 2014, what I’m experiencing and perceiving is VERY different from what I have been up to this point.

At this point what I and many Forerunners are much more consciously experiencing now right from our personal “center stage” anchor-points within our physical bodies and merging self/Self and consciousness is (geese Denise, what a long-winded intro setup to this!!!) the simultaneous embodying of more and more of the NEW energies while also living through accelerated dismantling and removal of all old negative Team Dark distortions done to humanities DNA, consciousness, energy bodies, physical bodies, Earth life and reality, the Earth itself, vile distortions done to the Divine Mother and Divine Father energies within this frequency range and on and on.

We are simultaneously both the Demolition Crew of the old AND the living embodiment and physical anchor-point Crew for the NEW within the NEW. If you can comprehend that extreme Duality—old/NEW, coming in/going out, dying/birthing etc.—while living, working, existing and functioning well beyond Duality within Unity or HighHeart Consciousness of the fifth dimension and beyond, then you’ll more easily and accurately understand what all it is that you and the other Forerunners have actually been doing, especially in 2014.

This phase of the Ascension Process and merging of Higher/lower Selves in our physical bodies is happening in 2014 more from within our physical body than it ever could have happen before which is why we’re having such incredible and incredibly difficult experiences and times in our personal lives this year. Greater Macro/Individual Micro; there is no difference, no separation, no Duality or illusion or beliefs about separation/Duality between the two (old Duality energies, frequency range and matching consciousness) any longer for the Forerunners. This is us merging our old lower self with more of our Higher Self while one after another of the many old Team Dark distortions and pilfered Divine Source Energies and Systems are permanently dismantled, removed and replaced with NEW Divine Source Energies and Systems through our bodies and hearts. Needless to say it’s weirder and more wonderful, complex and perfect than I can adequately describe at this point. ❤

Those periods of Struggle for Higher Clarity while in great Personal Alchemical Chaos & Change

When I’m in the really personal in your face and heart type Ascension Process changes, I don’t immediately see, know and understand exactly what all is happening and why from my lower self perspective. During those times it’s all pretty much pain, misery, confusion, chaos and lightening fast Uranian-like changes and it all feels tremendously personal at the time. It is personal, and it is not; it all depends on which part, which aspect of you/You/YOU is dealing with and feeling said situation at that time. Aah… the Ascension related merging Process and incremental lessening of the Great Gap between Higher Self/lower self. 😉

Denise is used to and familiar with going out of this dimension and body to gain Higher Awareness, Higher Vision, Higher Knowing etc. Denise is not however used to or familiar with staying in this body, staying here and receiving and embodying more and more of her Higher Self into this body and consciousness within physicality. Most Forerunners and Starseeds can easily relate to this old and familiar one way direction of leaving our dense pre-Ascension physical bodies to enter a higher, expanded state of awareness and matching Energy Body to Do The Work, whatever it was at the time. What we’re not used to doing however is exactly what some of us have been doing incrementally throughout 2014, which is staying in body and receiving, anchoring, embodying more and more of our Higher Selves and the NEW here in this dimension and world. Huge honkin’ difference and it’s taken me some time this year to get a better conscious grasp on this NEW aspect of The Work, as it is at this time.

When I get confused and discombobulated I make myself pull back for emotional clarity and better perspective and do a short personal Review of the current year. I make myself go over as much of what I’ve personally experienced and learned since January to help myself put things into a better unfolding perspective. I did this the other day because I’d gotten enmeshed and entangled in the latest physical plane changes due to my Mom’s health conditions and certain old negative blood family member dynamics. Just because I’ve dealt with my personal old stuff and issues connected with my blood family members (or anyone else) many years ago that literally took me decades to complete, sure as hell does not mean they have. Stair-steps remember, and some people won’t ever step up on to any stair in this lifetime and that’s their right and choice. To each his/her own. Do it now or do it later but know that eventually we all must do it. But when we have to deal with, interact with people who’ve not done much if any at all inner personal work on themselves, that interaction is greatly out of balance for both parties, but those with greater awareness and understanding eventually have to walk away to continue evolving (living this Ascension Process) at the pace they’re dedicated to and currently capable of.

As I mentally went through my personal 2014 Review for greater clarity and equilibrium maintenance, I realized just how much spiritual and energetic reality-changing ground has actually been covered so far this year. I remembered that during the winter I went on a very important etheric, other-dimensional Covert Light Ops Mission to three countries in the Middle East to quickly and quietly seed and energetically anchor in some NEW energy codes into that area on Earth and then quietly dash right back out again.

https://highheartlife.wordpress.com/2014/01/12/latest-etheric-covert-light-ops-mission/

Then in the spring and summer I had some more Energetic Work to do as a Transmuter of old negative Density by needing to time jump into the “past” to shut down and end some old Team Dark (TD) timelines stemming from and feeding into and out of WWI and WWII. This particular Mission Work was also personal in that my long-dead paternal grandfather had always been passionate about wars and warring (translated that just means heavily influenced and mind controlled by TD), and my father and other male relatives on both my father and mother’s side were involved in those World Wars. (I’ve know since childhood that the entire family line going back to the very beginning on Earth ended with me. Living that Process and doing that Energetic Work decades later has been an amazing thing to not only do but live out as well and see all that ancient negativity reaching its Expiration Date and being ended in multiple dimensions and timelines in my lifetime.)

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In April and May and throughout the summer months of 2014, my personal Ascension Process Work switched rather dramatically from old patriarchal World Wars and related issues and male family members (living and dead) into something very different that we’re still dealing with now and will be for a while. In spring of 2014 I realized that some great Ascension Process progression and shift had happened again and was now intently focused on the larger, far more complex and incredibly important old negative TD global matriarchal distortions, negativity, lies, pilfered Divine Source Energies and Systems etc.

In other words, shutting down and ending timelines into and out of the old TD negative patriarchal World Wars was a big deal, however, this next phase of ending and removing all old negative distortions and perversions created by TD to the Cosmic Mother, Universal Mother God, the Goddess and the Divine Matriarchal Source Energies and Systems etc. was something else entirely and vastly larger and even more important. It’s about time!’ was all I felt in spring of 2014 when this phase was begun fully in the physical. I didn’t however stop to consider what all that meant for me personally and how it might play out in my life and relationships at that time… but I sure have since then! I believe it was around this same time that Lisa Renee began writing more about the global human Mitochondrial DNA’ and current changes and the ‘Dark Mother’. (Please see her excellent articles about this topic and more in the link at the end of my article.)

Because we Forerunners live the great Ascension related Macrocosm Events through our individual personal Microcosmic Experiences, I and my biological mother and the old TD created Dark Mother distortions began to amplify and play-out in increasingly unpleasant and dangerous personal ways for she and I both this year. This continued into her health crisis in late August (sudden triple bypass followed by a related stroke two weeks later) which continues today, but, there is progress being made physically, spiritually, energetically and consciously by us both and who could ask for more. Gadszooks and thank god/goddess! O_o Has any of it been easy? Not at all, but we’re getting there, and with greater knowledge gained from real hard work, plenty of honesty and the personal transformations those ingredients naturally produce in each of us if we’re willing to dive in and do the latest Inner/Outer, Personal/Non-Personal, Macro/Micro, God & me Ascension related Divine Work on and through our self.

 For many years I wondered how in the universe we Forerunners would be able to quickly cast-off all of TD’s numerous, all-encompassing old negative distortions done to humanity and human DNA and consciousness etc. The deeper into this Ascension Process I go the better I understand exactly how that’s happening, especially in the physical dimension. It’s happening through us, our bodies, our physical Earth lives, our relationships, thoughts, emotions, hearts and consciousness and so on. While we’re continually casting-off layer after layer of old negative TD distortions done to humanity, we’re simultaneously embodying layer after layer of the NEW energies of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle in this very NEW place/space/world/reality. Is it any wonder why we’re so exhausted all the time? Throw in some more NEW X-Class solar/cosmic energies and it’s pass-out time again!

Here’s to the upcoming October 23, 2014 New Moon/Solar Eclipse at 0º Scorpio 25′ and entrance into Scorpio, followed a couple of days later by Mars entering Capricorn. This is us working it step by step, layer by layer. Be proud of what all you’re really accomplishing despite it often looking and feeling like it’s not much more than one huge chaotic, confusing and painful mess. 🙂

From HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

October 20, 2014

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Those Fractured Souls

Because all of us have had different experiences with certain people from strangers to family members with fractured personalities—‘Soul Fragmentation’—as Lisa Renee calls it, I wanted to share her latest blog article because the information and additional links to more information in it is, in my opinion, extremely valuable. Thank you for it all Lisa Renee. ❤

Denise

July 26, 2014

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Lack of Empathy

Narcissistic Personalities and Psychopaths have little to no remorse for the harm, destruction or killing they cause any person place or thing. This is described as a Lack of Empathy, which is characterized by the inability to feel, experience emotional states, or discern what another life form may be feeling. Lack of Empathy is a mutation in the DNA of a species that has been disconnected from its Soul-Spirit, and thus suffers from genetic damage and Soul Fragmentation.

Most of the Negative Aliens and those humans serving the NAA are unable to feel, experience or express higher emotions, such as emotive and empathetic states of loving kindness or Compassion. Essentially, with a Lack of Empathy as a AD value system, it is easy to program killing machines that have no remorse for their actions nor care of the consequences to their actions.

The NAA can be best understood as a Psychopathic personality or identity profile with a Lack of Empathy that has no feelings of remorse.

The Negative Aliens have downloaded their genetic mutations through Mind Control technologies which manifest as a severe Lack of Empathy within the collective consciousness of the human race, in order to control the planet to serve their agenda. A major control mechanism is to enforce the cycles of Victim-Victimizer in the population of earth.

Genetic Damage

From the genetic level of their form-bodies template, Lack of Empathy is stemming from not having an emotional body, of which the higher feeling and emotional-sensory bodies are the primary functions of the Soul Matrix. Without a soul body this type of disconnected being, whether human or non-human, has no feeling body except for the lower functioning of the Instinctual Mind. The 2nd Chakra functions as the Instinctual Mind and this becomes the substitute for the instinctual levels that are expressed in some type of perceived emotional state. In truth, this Instinctual Mind aka Pain Body is not an emotional body, it has been mutated from soul damage and become a distorted center of aberrant Miasma energies and instincts that are misunderstood as “emotions”. These states are not true self generated emotions, they are instinctual states absorbed through the collective consciousness.

One may not experience true states of love or emotional spectrum until they begin to connect with their Soul Matrix bodies or have been able to experience a loving, and open heart center 4th Chakra from being incarnated with this Soul-Spirit connection. Many have lost their soul connection from early experiences of extreme trauma and suffering, SRA, abuse, child rape and molestation, etc. This abuse starts at childhood by the Archontic Deception Behaviors strategy of the NAA to create a cycle of repeated Victim-Victimizer in the population of earth. When a human is either consistently victimized as young as possible, s/her grows into a victimizer. This enforces the repettion of this abusive pattern to create more narcissists, psychopaths, and traumatized people.

The heart center is the connection point for the soul. Some genetics are able to have this capacity to feel and have an open heart, more than others. Those genetics that are fully capable of feeling and generating love and higher emotional states are those that have retained their inner spirit’s Christ Seed Atom.

What is Empathy?

Empathy has many different definitions that encompass a broad range of emotional states, such as caring for other people and having a desire to help them; experiencing emotions that match another person’s emotions; discerning what another person is thinking or feeling; and making less distinct the differences between the self and the other.It also is the ability to feel and share another person’s emotions.

Compassion and sympathy are two terms that many associate with empathy, but all three of these terms are unique. Compassion is an emotion we feel when others are in need, abused or underprivileged, which motivates us to want to help them. Sympathy is a feeling of care and understanding for someone in need or grief.

Altruism

Altruism or Humanitarianism is the behavior of Service to Others that has a capacity to feel empathy and compassion for others and is aimed at benefiting another person, group or the planet. Essentially, this defines the nature of the Law of One or Christ consciousness.  Egotism is a behavior that is acted out for personal gain or Service to Self.

Since empathy involves understanding feelings or the capacity to feel the emotional states of other people, the way emotions are characterized in one’s personal experience is how the emotions will be characterized for others having similar experiences. The ability to imagine oneself as another person in their position and be able to feel what they may be feeling in those circumstances, (standing in another persons shoes) is a sophisticated imaginative process which develops Compassion.

Most humans seem to make the same immediate connection between the tone of voice and other vocal expressions and inner feeling of emotions. Empathy is distinctly different from sympathy, pity, and emotional contagion. Sympathy or empathic concern is the feeling of Compassion or concern for another, and the wish to see them better off or happier. Pity is feeling that another is in trouble and in need of help as they cannot fix their problems themselves, often described as “feeling sorry” for someone. Emotional contagion is when a person (especially an infant or a member of a mob, group consciousness) imitatively “catches” the emotions that others are showing without necessarily recognizing this is happening.

The goal of spiritual development is to be fully present and aware to emotional states and to choose the emotional states one expresses, in stead of being at the whim of the undisciplined emotional states generating from the Pain Body. When we are present to choose emotional states, we learn how to practice our intent and consent with the powerful forces on the earth today.

(source: Ascension Glossary, Wikipedia on Empathy)

Lisa Renee

HighHeart July Newsflash

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As I’ve said before, any time Team Dark—human and nonhuman—amps up their negative, distracting, derailing, fear-mongering, focus over here people and not over there efforts on global humanity, it’s always an indicator that some very positive, very high NEW Divine Ascension related energies are about to arrive on Earth for humanity. That’s why Team Dark becomes so obviously active in the physical world again; they desperately need to ‘Smash & Grab’ as many human minds (human mental focus, thoughts etc.) and human hearts (lower frequency emotions such as fear, hatred, religious zealotry, warring, killing, death/dying, getting even etc.) as they can to literally perpetuate and fuel their negative agendas on Earth. Why? Because Team Dark cannot sustain any of them without human minds and human emotions constantly focused on and literally fueling them. Due to the Ascension Process however, Team Dark continues losing more and more humans every day to the current Ascension waking up process, meaning they’ve been greatly amplifying their efforts over the past years to not let humanity escape them and/or utilize these potent Evolutionary Ascension Energies.

The real war is and always has been over human consciousness. Team Dark has expended a tremendous amount of work, time and money over the centuries keeping global humanity stupid, asleep, unaware, endlessly distracted, endlessly occupied and fixated on all sorts of insane and negative anti-human events and endeavors and all to fuel and perpetuate their agendas across Earth and time on Earth. If humans only knew to what degree they’ve been and still are being used in such negative, horrible ways by Team Dark (human and nonhuman)…

We’re talking about this once again only because I’ve said, and some others have said, that mid-July 2014 would bring in some very high, very positive NEW energies for all of humanity. Humans that are able to rip themselves away from having their consciousness and emotions manipulated and used by Team Dark that is! If humans cannot do this, then they are helping Team Dark create and perpetuate human destruction, death, murder, insanity, chaos, violence, hatred, fear, pain, suffering etc. Same old, same old in other words. This is why it’s so extremely important for individuals to wake up enough to start thinking and feeling for themselves—therefore creating what they want, not what Team Dark wants.

By mid-July 2014—and we’re there now (I’m writing this on July 12th)—another NEW batch of Ascension related higher energies will insert themselves into this physical realm/world/dimension/timeline/humans and that is why Team Dark is so busy again now trying to trigger more wars, violence, murder, mayhem, suffering, bloodshed, mutilation and hatred anywhere they can. It’s that classic magician’s trick of getting humans so intensely focused on what’s happening over there that they’re not even aware of or available for all the other things happening elsewhere. Do not get suckered into this old Team Dark tactic this summer. Sure there are parts of the world going mad (again) at the moment but that doesn’t mean you need to help it by mentally and/or emotionally focusing on any of it. Quite the contrary. What’s required of the awake and aware folk is ignoring it all and intentionally and consciously creating/visualizing/intending over the top of all that insanity.

Many “lightworkers” believe that helping these sorts of situations is accomplished by sending Light and Love to those locations and people on the planet where tremendous negativity is happening physically. I know from decades of personal experiences with Team Dark that, the fastest way to irritate and piss them off is to focus Light and Love at them! Seriously, how do you feel when Team Dark focuses negativity and darkness at you and/or yours? There ya go, endless Duality fighting back and forth until someone finally discovers that one must rise beyond Duality and reach disconnected Neutrality with it all. Doing so ends the back and forth Dualized fighting between Light and Dark, and even more importantly, it ends and prevents ones individual energies from being used by Team Dark to fuel their agendas.

It’s much more effective to just override Team Dark and their actions than confront with an opposing (Light/Love) energy. It’s easy to do until the majority of the world is screaming at you again about the latest chaos and wars and bloodshed happening somewhere on the planet! That’s when you and I are “tested” individually as to how well we can maintain the higher energies, the higher focus, the HighHeart 5D Consciousness and not let ourselves get suckered, distracted, derailed or pulled back down into Team Dark’s latest physical nightmare unfolding wherever on the planet. How well can you ignore the negativity, the fear-mongering, the bloodshed, the violence, the warmongering, the continued anti-human behaviors and governmental and/or religious propaganda from all sides? Where your consciousness and emotions are focused is where you’ll find yourself. Is that something you want to do? Is that something you want to personally experience? If not, then redirect your mental and emotional focus to where you DO want it and work and live from there and ignore the chaos around you.

Today is a Super Moon Full Moon at 20º Capricorn 3′. Next week and the week after three planets change signs — Jupiter enters Leo, Venus enters Cancer, Mars enters Scorpio. Then on July 26th is the New Moon at 3º Leo 52′ and the opening of the 6D Sirian ‘Lion’s Gate’ which lasts until August 12th. So the rest of the summer is filled with changes, potentials, probabilities, great creativity and no doubt some NEW surprises from our beloved 6D Sirian relatives as they annually seed Earth/humanity at this time.

Be conscious of your consciousness. Be aware of where your thoughts and emotions are, and if you find they’ve slid off track a bit, just pull them back to where you want them and continue from there. Use these great NEW creative energies arriving here now and for the next few weeks to further grow yourself, your consciousness, your HighHeart, your personal life and whatever you want in it now. Become better at Consciously Creating what YOU want and need and override the lower frequency chaos and negativity. Never ever let it distract you or tempt you off your Ascension Path ever again for any reason whatsoever. This too is a “test” and a very important one for existing within 5D so lets Master it well friends. ❤

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

July 12, 2014

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