time jumping between old lower and NEW higher energies

The Ongoing Shift: Navigating our way through the Removal of Team Dark’s old Negative Distortions

October 20, 2014October 20, 2014Denise Le Fay

I’ve shared many times in past articles both here and at TRANSITIONS that the Forerunners of the Forerunners and then the rest of the Forerunners always live, experience, are deeply effected by and energetically and physically embody the NEW energies first; those NEW energies being the NEW Evolutionary Cycle’s energetic Blueprints or NEW ‘Light Codes’ etc. However, as if that weren’t enough, we’re also simultaneously living and embodying the multi-layered step-by-step demise, removal and overriding of every old negative Team Dark created distortion, perversion, locks and blocks within human DNA, consciousness etc. because that too is our job and ability. This has always been the case, however, since the 12-21-12 Expiration Date and even more so at the start of 2014, this Process the Forerunners have always done has expanded to another level and NEW aspect which has been challenging to say the least!

In some of my past articles I’ve tried to express this particular change as best I could at those times, but, due to this latest huge ongoing change/Shift expanding throughout 2014, I believe I’m finally understanding and seeing it better as my Higher Self and this incarnate physical me self continue incrementally merging within this physical Denise body and awareness on physical Earth.

My perspective is very different from Higher Awareness levels than it has been when perceived from within my physical body Denise self within this physical dimension. This is rather tricky explaining because some of us are very aware of multiple points of being and perception along with this one in physicality functioning as a Forerunner with the Ascension Process for self/Self and humanity and future humanity.

What I and many Forerunners have been living in 2014 is more advanced merging of our Greater Higher Self with our incarnate physical self and physical body, personality and consciousness etc. And, when I (we) function now from that perspective in-body in the NEW of 2014, what I’m experiencing and perceiving is VERY different from what I have been up to this point.

At this point what I and many Forerunners are much more consciously experiencing now right from our personal “center stage” anchor-points within our physical bodies and merging self/Self and consciousness is (geese Denise, what a long-winded intro setup to this!!!) the simultaneous embodying of more and more of the NEW energies while also living through accelerated dismantling and removal of all old negative Team Dark distortions done to humanities DNA, consciousness, energy bodies, physical bodies, Earth life and reality, the Earth itself, vile distortions done to the Divine Mother and Divine Father energies within this frequency range and on and on.

We are simultaneously both the Demolition Crew of the old AND the living embodiment and physical anchor-point Crew for the NEW within the NEW. If you can comprehend that extreme Duality—old/NEW, coming in/going out, dying/birthing etc.—while living, working, existing and functioning well beyond Duality within Unity or HighHeart Consciousness of the fifth dimension and beyond, then you’ll more easily and accurately understand what all it is that you and the other Forerunners have actually been doing, especially in 2014.

This phase of the Ascension Process and merging of Higher/lower Selves in our physical bodies is happening in 2014 more from within our physical body than it ever could have happen before which is why we’re having such incredible and incredibly difficult experiences and times in our personal lives this year. Greater Macro/Individual Micro; there is no difference, no separation, no Duality or illusion or beliefs about separation/Duality between the two (old Duality energies, frequency range and matching consciousness) any longer for the Forerunners. This is us merging our old lower self with more of our Higher Self while one after another of the many old Team Dark distortions and pilfered Divine Source Energies and Systems are permanently dismantled, removed and replaced with NEW Divine Source Energies and Systems through our bodies and hearts. Needless to say it’s weirder and more wonderful, complex and perfect than I can adequately describe at this point. ❤

Those periods of Struggle for Higher Clarity while in great Personal Alchemical Chaos & Change

When I’m in the really personal in your face and heart type Ascension Process changes, I don’t immediately see, know and understand exactly what all is happening and why from my lower self perspective. During those times it’s all pretty much pain, misery, confusion, chaos and lightening fast Uranian-like changes and it all feels tremendously personal at the time. It is personal, and it is not; it all depends on which part, which aspect of you/You/YOU is dealing with and feeling said situation at that time. Aah… the Ascension related merging Process and incremental lessening of the Great Gap between Higher Self/lower self. 😉

Denise is used to and familiar with going out of this dimension and body to gain Higher Awareness, Higher Vision, Higher Knowing etc. Denise is not however used to or familiar with staying in this body, staying here and receiving and embodying more and more of her Higher Self into this body and consciousness within physicality. Most Forerunners and Starseeds can easily relate to this old and familiar one way direction of leaving our dense pre-Ascension physical bodies to enter a higher, expanded state of awareness and matching Energy Body to Do The Work, whatever it was at the time. What we’re not used to doing however is exactly what some of us have been doing incrementally throughout 2014, which is staying in body and receiving, anchoring, embodying more and more of our Higher Selves and the NEW here in this dimension and world. Huge honkin’ difference and it’s taken me some time this year to get a better conscious grasp on this NEW aspect of The Work, as it is at this time.

When I get confused and discombobulated I make myself pull back for emotional clarity and better perspective and do a short personal Review of the current year. I make myself go over as much of what I’ve personally experienced and learned since January to help myself put things into a better unfolding perspective. I did this the other day because I’d gotten enmeshed and entangled in the latest physical plane changes due to my Mom’s health conditions and certain old negative blood family member dynamics. Just because I’ve dealt with my personal old stuff and issues connected with my blood family members (or anyone else) many years ago that literally took me decades to complete, sure as hell does not mean they have. Stair-steps remember, and some people won’t ever step up on to any stair in this lifetime and that’s their right and choice. To each his/her own. Do it now or do it later but know that eventually we all must do it. But when we have to deal with, interact with people who’ve not done much if any at all inner personal work on themselves, that interaction is greatly out of balance for both parties, but those with greater awareness and understanding eventually have to walk away to continue evolving (living this Ascension Process) at the pace they’re dedicated to and currently capable of.

As I mentally went through my personal 2014 Review for greater clarity and equilibrium maintenance, I realized just how much spiritual and energetic reality-changing ground has actually been covered so far this year. I remembered that during the winter I went on a very important etheric, other-dimensional Covert Light Ops Mission to three countries in the Middle East to quickly and quietly seed and energetically anchor in some NEW energy codes into that area on Earth and then quietly dash right back out again.

https://highheartlife.wordpress.com/2014/01/12/latest-etheric-covert-light-ops-mission/

Then in the spring and summer I had some more Energetic Work to do as a Transmuter of old negative Density by needing to time jump into the “past” to shut down and end some old Team Dark (TD) timelines stemming from and feeding into and out of WWI and WWII. This particular Mission Work was also personal in that my long-dead paternal grandfather had always been passionate about wars and warring (translated that just means heavily influenced and mind controlled by TD), and my father and other male relatives on both my father and mother’s side were involved in those World Wars. (I’ve know since childhood that the entire family line going back to the very beginning on Earth ended with me. Living that Process and doing that Energetic Work decades later has been an amazing thing to not only do but live out as well and see all that ancient negativity reaching its Expiration Date and being ended in multiple dimensions and timelines in my lifetime.)

https://highheartlife.wordpress.com/2014/08/05/shift-to-august-severity-of-august-4-2014/

In April and May and throughout the summer months of 2014, my personal Ascension Process Work switched rather dramatically from old patriarchal World Wars and related issues and male family members (living and dead) into something very different that we’re still dealing with now and will be for a while. In spring of 2014 I realized that some great Ascension Process progression and shift had happened again and was now intently focused on the larger, far more complex and incredibly important old negative TD global matriarchal distortions, negativity, lies, pilfered Divine Source Energies and Systems etc.

In other words, shutting down and ending timelines into and out of the old TD negative patriarchal World Wars was a big deal, however, this next phase of ending and removing all old negative distortions and perversions created by TD to the Cosmic Mother, Universal Mother God, the Goddess and the Divine Matriarchal Source Energies and Systems etc. was something else entirely and vastly larger and even more important. ‘It’s about time!’ was all I felt in spring of 2014 when this phase was begun fully in the physical. I didn’t however stop to consider what all that meant for me personally and how it might play out in my life and relationships at that time… but I sure have since then! I believe it was around this same time that Lisa Renee began writing more about the global human ‘Mitochondrial DNA’ and current changes and the ‘Dark Mother’. (Please see her excellent articles about this topic and more in the link at the end of my article.)

Because we Forerunners live the great Ascension related Macrocosm Events through our individual personal Microcosmic Experiences, I and my biological mother and the old TD created Dark Mother distortions began to amplify and play-out in increasingly unpleasant and dangerous personal ways for she and I both this year. This continued into her health crisis in late August (sudden triple bypass followed by a related stroke two weeks later) which continues today, but, there is progress being made physically, spiritually, energetically and consciously by us both and who could ask for more. Gadszooks and thank god/goddess! Has any of it been easy? Not at all, but we’re getting there, and with greater knowledge gained from real hard work, plenty of honesty and the personal transformations those ingredients naturally produce in each of us if we’re willing to dive in and do the latest Inner/Outer, Personal/Non-Personal, Macro/Micro, God & me Ascension related Divine Work on and through our self.

For many years I wondered how in the universe we Forerunners would be able to quickly cast-off all of TD’s numerous, all-encompassing old negative distortions done to humanity and human DNA and consciousness etc. The deeper into this Ascension Process I go the better I understand exactly how that’s happening, especially in the physical dimension. It’s happening through us, our bodies, our physical Earth lives, our relationships, thoughts, emotions, hearts and consciousness and so on. While we’re continually casting-off layer after layer of old negative TD distortions done to humanity, we’re simultaneously embodying layer after layer of the NEW energies of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle in this very NEW place/space/world/reality. Is it any wonder why we’re so exhausted all the time? Throw in some more NEW X-Class solar/cosmic energies and it’s pass-out time again!

Here’s to the upcoming October 23, 2014 New Moon/Solar Eclipse at 0º Scorpio 25′ and entrance into Scorpio, followed a couple of days later by Mars entering Capricorn. This is us working it step by step, layer by layer. Be proud of what all you’re really accomplishing despite it often looking and feeling like it’s not much more than one huge chaotic, confusing and painful mess. 🙂

From HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

October 20, 2014

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Lisa Renee http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/

The Great Walk HOME

October 1, 2014Denise Le Fay

I’m going to preface this by saying, again, that my current personal perspective is probably a bit rough around the edges due to what I’m going through with my Mom and the many related situations. It’s always been fairly easy for me to See, perceive and know what’s going on from a different perspective than what I’ve been increasingly living, walking and traveling through in 2014. Nonetheless, that’s 2014, and we’re all going through this in our unique ways this year (and next). You’ve been forewarned that these articles are coming from my current personal experiences and discoveries—unpleasant and pleasant, higher NEW and lower old—and because I’ve never been here before nor done this before as Denise, my articles are no doubt sounding and feeling different to those of you who’ve been reading me for years. Progress… even tho it may not sound or feel like it immediately. 😉 It’s all good as they say, even the difficult, confusing and uncertain parts. This is you/me/us living the Ascension Process within the NEW now in 2014 and it’s very different from what we’ve done all these many years up to this point. Like I needed to say that.

Everyone remember what became known among the Ascension folks as ‘the 3:00 AM Club’ a few years ago? Suddenly being unceremoniously shoved back into your physical body at or around 3:00 AM. We’d been out-of-body, “asleep” (not hardly!) when suddenly we were purposely dismissed from where we’d been and what we’d been doing and immediately sent back into our physical bodies, wide awake and unable to go back to sleep for hours if at all because we needed to be back in them right then.

Well, this same thing started up again for me recently, except now I’m going to call it the 4:00 AM Club because that’s about the time I’m suddenly crash-landing back into my physical body, instantly wide awake and unable to go back to sleep. At first I thought this was due to my worries over what’s going on with my Mom since August 28th, but enough time has passed that I’m finally understanding that it is that, but, it’s also multidimensional energy related changes happening now in these NEW ways. Another aspect of this that’s happening now to a degree I’ve never experienced before is the exact opposite; suddenly falling asleep and exiting the physical body during the day because one needs to be out of it for however many minutes or hours at that moment of “time”. More about this in a moment, but keep these two things in Heart-mind because they’re related and important to what we’re doing and going through now.

Let me add that waking up at 4:00 AM and not being able to go back to sleep for even an hour makes for one very long and disorienting day, especially over “time”. That too however is part of this NEW shake-up break-up expansion shift to ourselves, our consciousness, our old routines and lower linear self/NEW Higher multidimensional Self. This is some super-weird but exciting NEW stuff in the physical and it’s taking some linear “time” for us to make these current embodiment transitions we’re doing repeatedly back and forth because we’re Time Jumping short little bits multiple times a day now and that is profoundly taxing on the physical body and overall nervous system, hence why we suddenly must exit it by falling asleep for minutes or hours during the daytime. Give yourself, your consciousness, your nervous system and your physical and energetic bodies the much-needed “time” to both suddenly fall sleep (pass out) and recover during the day, and, to also wake-up suddenly back in your physical body at any hour of the night to anchor more NEW into this dimension and body etc. Both of these happenings are really the same related Ascension Process, just going in different directions so to speak. No one thought that Time Jumping at this point would look and feel like this did they? Well, there we all go! 😉 Rest body and soul because this is hard multidimensional work all being run down into and through our physical bodies now. The Body and Brain Rewiring is making a lot more sense now isn’t it? And just imagine, we’re only getting started with all this fabulous NEW creative potential too! 🙂

For many Ascension years I only left the house two, three or at worst, four times a month to grocery shop, run errands, change the oil in the car and take care of those physical necessities we all have to. But, since my Mom’s triple bypass and related stroke two weeks later, I’ve had to leave the house every other day to take care of different things. Mind you, I’ve been a recluse since February 1999 when my biological Ascension Process started; I’d been one since 1991 but not as severely as from 1999 forward. I was so sick and miserable then that I didn’t leave the house/property unless it was absolute necessary. When we reached the 12-21-12 Expiration Date, I knew that would be changing for me and that I’d have to re-enter the world out there like it or not, ready for it or not and vice versa. I wasn’t looking forward to having to re-enter “normal society” (euw) in my sixties after all I’ve been through via the Ascension Process but, that time arrived in spades for me with my Mom’s recent health issues.

As I continue walking this latest difficult Time Jumping Embodying maze of Higher NEW and old lower, I’ve encountered a few truly great people (nurses and therapists in the Nursing Home/Rehab facility and hospital — places I’ve always done my best to avoid as most Ulta-Sensitives do) and some seriously low consciousness assholes as well. It’s the cutting, glaring, painful contrast of people with some blossoming Heart and honest compassion for the jobs they gladly do, and, those people who do what they do only because it’s a paycheck and there’s some level of income “security” in aging people getting sick.

As I shared in an earlier article, I had three thousand dollars disappear from my Safe Deposit Box in my bank. I discovered this the day I was trying to get monies in place to buy that particular house I’d mentioned. But, with that much cash missing (make that stolen by a couple of bank employees and I know who they are), AND twelve hours later Mom being ambulanced off for triple bypass surgery eight hours after entering the hospital, my sudden unemployment and lack of income due to this, the house buying had to be put on-hold. Jeez, when it freakin’ rains it freakin’ pours doesn’t it?!

Since late August 2014, I’ve encountered more people who instantly and effortless lie to my face about things than I’ve experienced in my entire life! This has continued into the Nursing Home where Mom is and there are times when I’m tested… I mean T E S T E D… by these little &$@*! jerks with zero Heart or higher anything. These people care only about what they can get and get away with and nothing and no one else period. It’s repulsive, surprising, shocking and nothing more than what it is; low consciousness humans doing what low consciousness humans do to other humans and lifeforms. The big difference now is that this contrast is so huge, so in-your-face and HighHeart Consciousness that it’s shocking and downright traumatic at times. It’s so easy for Higher Consciousness people to be embarrassingly thrown-off by low consciousness people sometimes. Starseeds and higher consciousness folks are famous for this because we simply don’t get it, we’ve never related to low-level consciousness, behaviors and beliefs and when we meet them in physical humans, we often get our feet knocked out from under us because of it. And I mean even after a lifetime of co-existing with them on old 3D Earth! But, that’s not the point.

The point is that through all I’ve lived and am still learning from throughout this intense year (with each season becoming more intense, important and potent via necessary growth and changes etc.), I’m better discovering how to cope with and function repeatedly and quickly jumping back and forth between higher NEW and lower old energies, people and their old lower consciousness and actions, old low vibe locations, beliefs, systems and so forth. It’s our very actions of repeatedly doing this within ourselves, bodies and awareness that the Ascension Process is being manifested, anchored and bridged in multiple dimensions.

I know we’d like to believe this Process would look far nicer, prettier and neater etc. than it is but that’s what’s so brilliant about it at this stage. It’s us living it, us walking Home in these seemingly less glamorous physical ways that is The Process itself. We are The Process, The Journey and The Outcome, not to mention The Creators too. Because of this, just let go of the old need to know in those old lower ways and BE in the Now Moment DOING/BEING all that you are multidimensionally across time space both awake and asleep; both in-body physically and out of it in other of your many energetic bodies. Not much else matters at this point really. Focus on what you want and not on what you don’t want. Be responsible for your consciousness and emotions and what you allow them to focus on like never before. Even if what you’re going through now is scary, painful, confusing, exhausting etc., just walk it, live it, be as ‘Impeccably’ and fully in the Now as you can because that is you further manifesting and anchoring from the old lower into the NEW higher.

Gratitude Hugs to everyone for your continued energetic, emotional and financial support. I’ve emailed everyone that’s donated but some of those emails didn’t reach you for whatever the reasons. Because of this I’m going to soon write a Thank You post to those people specifically that I’ve not been able to reach and thank by email yet. Please know that I’ve not forgotten any of you and that I just haven’t been able to connect directly with you via emails.

Denise

October 1, 2014

Donations can be made here and Thank You deeply for the energy exchange. ❤