2014 Recap: Oh Gawd, Do We Have To?

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The Multiple Personal Revelations, Breakthroughs & Diverse Difficulties of 2014

That 2014 image above should have multiple pathways of numerous bloody footprints leading across it. Good-freaking-lord-almighty what a year this one has been! This is one reason why we’re sometimes intentionally left out of the Higher Awareness Loop; because we’d run screaming and crying in the opposite direction if we had conscious knowledge about what was coming that we HAD to go through, HAD to learn from, HAD to be changed, transformed by. :-/

The other night I was thinking about January 2014 and how it started right off on New Year’s Day with big blast of ‘Get ready for a lot of changes this year’ sort of feel. And as is usually the case when we sense these types of approaching epic-sized changes, challenges, transformations etc. coming directly at us, we often misinterpret what we’re sensing and think it means something other than what it actually turns out to be. This I did too many times in January and February 2014, but by the end of February I’d figured out that 2014 was unfolding very differently from previous years, and because of this, I needed to be ready for anything. However, even knowing this much at the start of 2014 I was still not remotely ready for what all actually played-out physically month after month throughout 2014 in my personal life. I know there are many of you who can relate to just how epic 2014 really was. I see your bloody footprints, soul-prints in the 2014 image right next to mine. Tough soles build tougher, greater souls and all that.

One of the main things that happened repeatedly throughout 2014 were those amazing but painful, frustrating, hair-pulling, eye-rolling, heartbreaking, crying your soul clean, stunned stupid, contemplating doing prison time for murder, OMFG revelatory moments of vastly deeper personal insights into family members, into one’s self, different people and strangers and into certain personal and global situations in 2014. For me these many sudden 2014 Uraninan insights happened primarily with family members—Mom, Dad, Sister, Son— myself, and also my rapidly disintegrating lifelong blueprints and/or “karma” and over half a 26,000 yearlong Precessional cycle’s worth of working relationships with them as they’ve been up to this current Shift Point within the Ascension Process post 2012. They’ve also happened this year with a steady stream of strangers parading through my life, and all of November my house too! 😡 Those people were and still are mostly due to my Mom’s bypass/stroke and were/are doctors, nurses, pharmacists, social workers, legal advisers, realtors etc. Most but not all the old patriarchal Systems; the ever-ravenous disease death and dying “Medical Machine”, and its toxic deranged twin brother and partner in crimes against humanity, Big Pharma. Almost all the negative Team Dark systems I’ve disliked, disrespected, distrusted and been a “System Buster” against since birth. (See and feel the Neptune and Chiron transiting Pisces energies?)

Knowing more, Seeing more, understanding more hurts and usually leaves bruises and sore achy spots on one’s body and soul for awhile. Many times during 2014 I’ve wished I had a full-body Copper Compression Body n’ Soul Suit for all of these emotional, mental, physical, financial and spiritual bruises and aches! 😉 Again, I know many of you reading this can more than relate.

Throughout 2014 I had repeated sudden deep insights or revelations into my few biological family members, myself, many strangers, and many personal and worldwide situations. For years I’ve often wondered how in the world one would cope with sudden expanding consciousness—aka much larger chunks of HighHeart 5D Consciousness—while still having to function in a world that’s not at that same level of awareness and being yet? Well, 2014 has shown many of us the answer to that spiritual question in very in your face and heart sorts of ways. My Higher Self is a part-time Standup Comic so off and on all year I’ve heard that old 1966 song called Breakin’ Up Is Hard To Do suddenly playing in my head, except, I’ve heard it sung all year as Waking up is hard to do. Yeah yeah, just freakin’ hilarious. I get it and appreciate your attempts to help me through this difficult phase with tongue-in-spiritual-cheek laughter oh great Higher Self. 😐 [If for nothing more than a good laugh, see the 1966 YouTube video of this song below my article so you’re in on the joke too if you’re young and don’t know it.]

Remember I’d mentioned in another article that we’d soon be receiving a December 2014 ‘Gift’, but that we’d most likely not think or feel that it was a “gift” at all while getting it? Well, this is it and don’t we all understand now why it doesn’t exactly feel like a “gift” but like another 2014 kick to the solar plexus or anywhere south of that! Having more of our old lower coal transmuted into crystal-clear diamond also has hurt and been difficult this year but there ya go, and who cares anyway right? It just is what it is and we couldn’t wait to be here to do it!

I also wrote about what I’d perceived at that time to be called The 12 Labors, indicating that every day/degree of 2014 was us moving through another degree of one of the 12 Labors (old mythic symbolism about the “12 Labors of Hercules” which represented a soul incarnating into or working its way through each zodiacal sign—0°Aries thru 30°Pisces—life after life etc. We’ve been living this Process in a NEW and very different way every day/degree throughout all of 2014. Lisa Renee has talked about this in her way this year referring to it as an Alchemical Astrological process.

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I wanted to write about some of this in September, October and November 2014, but I was so profoundly swamped, overwhelmed, sleep deprived and utterly exhausted by all the changes happening due to my Mom’s health crisis and my suddenly being unemployed because she was in the hospital and then nursing rehab home until November 1st when they discharged her. Once I brought her home on 11-1-14 the full reality of her stroke and the body and brain/mind damage it’s caused her became my 24/7 reality and I’m still reeling under it all. When she poops now, (how was that for a transition! ) it’s a damned milestone like no other because doing so has become nearly impossible for her. And then there’s the doctors, the “professionals”. I absolutely must share this one doctor story with you because it’s unbelievable for one thing, plus it’s just way too good to keep to myself.

I’ve learned the hard and messy way that it’s not uncommon for stroke survivors to have a wide variety of side effects from their stroke, one of which is chronic constipation due to the nerves being all jumbled up. To solve this continual problem Mom’s had I was having to resort to giving her one or two laxatives once a week just to help her move her bowels. This has been the situation since September when she had the stroke and was a weekly event during the two months she was in the nursing rehab home. It’s continued here at home with me and my having to mop up after every weekly diarrhea storm.

Where was I…? Oh yeah, a few weeks ago Mom’s primary physician referred us to ‘the top Cardiologist in the valley’  to check the condition of her heart/triple bypass etc. So there the four of us are in his exam room—Mom, me, the Cardiologist and one of his nurses—and I’m trying to get him to understand how severe the situation is with her constant constipation and how I have to resort to using laxatives once a week as poop dynamite and that I’m beyond sick and tired of cleaning up diarrhea everywhere… and I mean everywhere. This is exactly what ‘the top Cardiologist in the valley’ said to me in response to all this. And I quote:

“Well has anyone put a finger up her butt to see if it’s Cancer?”

😯 I kid you not, that is word for word what this sixty-something year-old Cardiologist said about my Mom having chronic constipation due to the stroke. This is another of those moments when I contemplate if I could actually do prison time for murder… See what I mean? Can you believe it? That one was just way too good to keep to myself, I had to share it with all of you. I have plenty more of that from other “professionals” lately but I think you get the overall demented drift. And to think that I HAVE to buy Health Insurance soon so I too can go to one of these “professional” doctors to look for something I don’t have while they don’t treat me for what I do have while they try to pump me full of toxic chemicals and refer me to other “professionals” to endlessly feed the Medical Machine. How much is the tax fine for not buying Health Insurance for the second year? (I already know cause I checked!)

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After all that stroke poop talk lets get to some of the whys of all this misery, chaos and general BS insanity of the dying old in 2014. During my every other day spent at the nursing rehab home throughout September and October, I repeatedly saw and felt how I was impacting those strangers there, and of course how my going into that low frequency pit of misery called a “nursing home” effected me. After about two hours in the nursing rehab home (2 to 2.5 hours was all I could take every other day) I’d HAVE to leave and go home to recuperate and try to nap for as long as I could. The density, misery and all-around negativity of the nursing home was so great that after two hours in there visiting with Mom, it was all I could do to physically walk from her room out of the huge building and reach my car outside. Seriously, I could hardly walk after time spent in there because it was so profoundly dense, negative and just insane in there (was frighteningly comparable to many old low-level 4D Astral places I’ve been to throughout my life) and it registered as external crushing pressure on my physical body to the degree it was very painful and difficult for me to just stand up straight and walk out of the building. After a few minutes outside I’d start to feel a little better, but it’d still take me hours or a couple of days sometimes to recover from having gone into such a lowly place for so long. The other place that’s effected me in exactly the same way over the past ten years is going into the bank.

My going into the nursing rehab home kicked my butt 95% of the time. However, some days in September and October it didn’t and I was astonished to feel like a pain-free, Light emanating giant walking on air when physically walking into and out of the horrid, dense place. I felt/feel/am huge, massive, tall, wide, strong, powerful and radiant with higher Light. I knew great changes where taking place with my/your/our bodies and Selves during the 2014 fall quarter despite all I was personally going through then. The flip side of this however was the days when I felt (still do feel) utterly beat to hell, exhausted beyond exhausted, depressed by all the insanity and BS, frustrated by the continual need for money to simply survive each month, enraged at the asinine liers and idiots of all ages in any position of control and power over others, and the seeming slowness of the Ascension Process in general. (I can barely get that last sentence out because I know that the Ascension Process is actually happening super fast. The great drag you and I feel comes from the masses, the Collective, making all this seem like it’s happening much slower than it really is.) All in all, great progress is being made by each of us even when it doesn’t seem, feel or look like it from our current perspectives.

Another big aspect of this 2014 amplification and change is that I’ve realized we’re now being directed to, pushed even into walking into and through the masses and effecting, infecting, infiltrating them with our higher NEW Light and growing ability to embody more Divine Love Energy.  We don’t necessarily need to say anything, just walk or stand in line and radiate the NEW Light that we’ve worked so long and hard to embody and anchor into this world and dimension through our physical bodies and selves. Our doing this now is literally altering the energetic frequency and consciousness of those strangers that come near our Light energy or radiation fields. We’re also literally altering places, buildings, structures etc. that we physically go into in the same ways. Remember how we Forerunners/Wayshowers/Lightworkers etc. were needed to physically live in certain land areas during the early years or Phase One of the Ascension Process? Well the same thing is happening again now but we individually are the Light, the Energy, so wherever we go we spread it and influence more and more of the as yet unawakened folks.

I’ve always had this thing about wanting to be in the privacy of my own home when I go through any spiritual/energetic/psychic growth or lesson or tests etc. That’s what I’ve preferred, but not what I’ve always gotten of course. Sometimes our spiritual and energetic Ascension Process Initiations need to take place in very public places and ways because they literally alter the people, the strangers in and around the space we’re in at the time it happens. They are in different ways effected by what I go through, by what you go through via these spiritual energetic changes and other Ascension related Processes. I’ve been living this throughout 2014 with different strangers — realtors, doctors, nurses, therapists, health insurance people, phone conversations, clerks, bank tellers and so on. I can feel how the NEW in me is directly impacting them, either making them feel something they naturally like, or, something they instantly hate and disrespect. This will increase again throughout 2015, so be prepared for dual reactions to your increasing embodiment and expanding radiant field of Light Love Higher Self etc.

There was of course much more that unfolded throughout 2014, but at this point I think we’re all realizing how much we’ve changed individually in just this one year alone… which is a strong indicator of how much more we’ll change throughout 2015! Thanks so very much to everyone for your well-wishes, your thoughts and concerns, your blessed and much needed helpful donations, and your HighHearts and great loving support during these difficult times in 2014. I’ve felt you all and you’ve kept me sane and out of prison. Thought you all needed to know that. 😀 Hugs of great Love and Gratitude.

Denise

December 29, 2014

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The 11-11 through 12-12-14 Wormhole

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I don’t know absolutely that this period we’re living and journeying through from 11-11 to 12-12 is indeed a “wormhole” but that’s what I’ve perceived. I’d call it an energy tube instead of a wormhole only because that’s what it looked like to me; a large, long, straight energy tube running directly from 11-11 through to 12-12. After 12-12 things change again and we enter a slightly different phase of this Process from 12-12 through the 12-21-14 December Solstice. Then there’s more phases after that of course, but for now, let’s get through the energy tube or wormhole or whatever it is. ⭐

I haven’t as yet, and I don’t know if I will, fully share about what all I’ve gone through due to my mom’s stroke and the related medical people and medical and health insurance systems insanity I’ve had to deal with from the moment I called 9-1-1 on August 28th. I’ve been unwillingly sucked into a dying old world with its dying old perverted systems that I’ve never liked or trusted and have avoided as much as I could my entire life. However, since August 28th it’s pretty much been all I’ve had to deal with daily. It’s only slowing down a little since November 28th, which is great for me, but it’s all still very Uranian feeling with bits and pieces of my and my mom’s so-called “lives” still in airborne slow motion free-fall from the life and reality-changing explosion that Aug. 28th suddenly brought us both.

I said that only to indicate how radical and life-altering much of 2014 has been for me personally, but I know for so, so many others as well. This current stage of the Ascension Process for the Forerunners has compressed and compressed and gotten tighter and more focused throughout all of 2014, but it certainly compressed (I’m using that word only because that’s how it’s felt from my perspective within physicality—amplify would probably be a better word) 100% more from the September Equinox. Epic amplifications week after week all year and you know that it’s all leading up to something even more amazing and no doubt life and reality-changing too. Bring it baby, bring it! 😛

Back to late 2014 wormhole-like energy tube journeying.

I mentioned recently (sorry can’t remember if it was in a Comment or another article) about how I can see with my eyes open and closed and how I’m dreaming while asleep and awake. What I hesitated including in that sentence then was that I feel very much like I’m no longer “alive” NOR do I feel like I am “dead” either. I feel like I’m somewhere between both. No, that’s not correct. It feels like I’m in a NEW state of transition beyond them that’s not full “life” nor is it full “death”, and like all other old lower frequency and consciousness 3D Earth world Duality things, this current situation of journeying through this 11-11 to 12-12 energy tube “wormhole” feels like I am, like we Forerunners are experiencing, embodying another level of NEW 5D Unity frequency and consciousness and therefore “life” and “reality”.

Mid 11-11 through 12-12 tube journey, that’s what this latest phase feels like to me personally. Instead of saying I’m alive or saying I’m dying or dead, it’s increasingly becoming I AM.  Yeperoonies, that’s what it’s feeling like to me. The Unity or further Unifying of old lower Duality stuff like us either being (perceiving, becoming aware of ourselves to be either) “alive” or “dead” to now being consciously and simply I AM and I AM everywhere simultaneously. I do know that what all we’ve gone through—miserable and blissful alike—has to do with us beginning to actually perceive our NEW Selves from this integrated, unified, higher frequency state of being of I AM and begin to function and “live” our NEW “lives” from that level of Being and Consciousness. Like I said earlier, bring it baby, bring it!

This article is flying out of me with little forethought on my Denise part which I know means it’s good stuff 😉 so I’ll not edit or squirm over any of it but simply press the publish button. ❤

Denise

November 30, 2014

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The Great Walk HOME

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I’m going to preface this by saying, again, that my current personal perspective is probably a bit rough around the edges due to what I’m going through with my Mom and the many related situations. It’s always been fairly easy for me to See, perceive and know what’s going on from a different perspective than what I’ve been increasingly living, walking and traveling through in 2014. Nonetheless, that’s 2014, and we’re all going through this in our unique ways this year (and next). You’ve been forewarned that these articles are coming from my current personal experiences and discoveries—unpleasant and pleasant, higher NEW and lower old—and because I’ve never been here before nor done this before as Denise, my articles are no doubt sounding and feeling different to those of you who’ve been reading me for years. Progress… even tho it may not sound or feel like it immediately. 😉 It’s all good as they say, even the difficult, confusing and uncertain parts. This is you/me/us living the Ascension Process within the NEW now in 2014 and it’s very different from what we’ve done all these many years up to this point. Like I needed to say that.

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Everyone remember what became known among the Ascension folks as ‘the 3:00 AM Club’ a few years ago? Suddenly being unceremoniously shoved back into your physical body at or around 3:00 AM. We’d been out-of-body, “asleep” (not hardly!) when suddenly we were purposely dismissed from where we’d been and what we’d been doing and immediately sent back into our physical bodies, wide awake and unable to go back to sleep for hours if at all because we needed to be back in them right then.

Well, this same thing started up again for me recently, except now I’m going to call it the 4:00 AM Club because that’s about the time I’m suddenly crash-landing back into my physical body, instantly wide awake and unable to go back to sleep. At first I thought this was due to my worries over what’s going on with my Mom since August 28th, but enough time has passed that I’m finally understanding that it is that, but, it’s also multidimensional energy related changes happening now in these NEW ways. Another aspect of this that’s happening now to a degree I’ve never experienced before is the exact opposite; suddenly falling asleep and exiting the physical body during the day because one needs to be out of it for however many minutes or hours at that moment of “time”. More about this in a moment, but keep these two things in Heart-mind because they’re related and important to what we’re doing and going through now.

Let me add that waking up at 4:00 AM and not being able to go back to sleep for even an hour makes for one very long and disorienting day, especially over “time”. That too however is part of this NEW shake-up break-up expansion shift to ourselves, our consciousness, our old routines and lower linear self/NEW Higher multidimensional Self. This is some super-weird but exciting NEW stuff in the physical and it’s taking some linear “time” for us to make these current embodiment transitions we’re doing repeatedly back and forth because we’re Time Jumping short little bits multiple times a day now and that is profoundly taxing on the physical body and overall nervous system, hence why we suddenly must exit it by falling asleep for minutes or hours during the daytime. Give yourself, your consciousness, your nervous system and your physical and energetic bodies the much-needed “time” to both suddenly fall sleep (pass out) and recover during the day, and, to also wake-up suddenly back in your physical body at any hour of the night to anchor more NEW into this dimension and body etc. Both of these happenings are really the same related Ascension Process, just going in different directions so to speak. No one thought that Time Jumping at this point would look and feel like this did they? Well, there we all go! 😉 Rest body and soul because this is hard multidimensional work all being run down into and through our physical bodies now. The Body and Brain Rewiring is making a lot more sense now isn’t it? And just imagine, we’re only getting started with all this fabulous NEW creative potential too! 🙂

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For many Ascension years I only left the house two, three or at worst, four times a month to grocery shop, run errands, change the oil in the car and take care of those physical necessities we all have to. But, since my Mom’s triple bypass and related stroke two weeks later, I’ve had to leave the house every other day to take care of different things. Mind you, I’ve been a recluse since February 1999 when my biological Ascension Process started; I’d been one since 1991 but not as severely as from 1999 forward. I was so sick and miserable then that I didn’t leave the house/property unless it was absolute necessary. When we reached the 12-21-12 Expiration Date, I knew that would be changing for me and that I’d have to re-enter the world out there like it or not, ready for it or not and vice versa. I wasn’t looking forward to having to re-enter “normal society” (euw) in my sixties after all I’ve been through via the Ascension Process but, that time arrived in spades for me with my Mom’s recent health issues.

As I continue walking this latest difficult Time Jumping Embodying maze of Higher NEW and old lower, I’ve encountered a few truly great people (nurses and therapists in the Nursing Home/Rehab facility and hospital — places I’ve always done my best to avoid as most Ulta-Sensitives do) and some seriously low consciousness assholes as well. It’s the cutting, glaring, painful contrast of people with some blossoming Heart and honest compassion for the jobs they gladly do, and, those people who do what they do only because it’s a paycheck and there’s some level of income “security” in aging people getting sick.

As I shared in an earlier article, I had three thousand dollars disappear from my Safe Deposit Box in my bank. I discovered this the day I was trying to get monies in place to buy that particular house I’d mentioned. But, with that much cash missing (make that stolen by a couple of bank employees and I know who they are), AND twelve hours later Mom being ambulanced off for triple bypass surgery eight hours after entering the hospital, my sudden unemployment and lack of income due to this, the house buying had to be put on-hold. Jeez, when it freakin’ rains it freakin’ pours doesn’t it?! :-/

Since late August 2014, I’ve encountered more people who instantly and effortless lie to my face about things than I’ve experienced in my entire life! This has continued into the Nursing Home where Mom is and there are times when I’m tested… I mean T E S T E D… by these little &$@*! jerks with zero Heart or higher anything. These people care only about what they can get and get away with and nothing and no one else period. It’s repulsive, surprising, shocking and nothing more than what it is; low consciousness humans doing what low consciousness humans do to other humans and lifeforms. The big difference now is that this contrast is so huge, so in-your-face and HighHeart Consciousness that it’s shocking and downright traumatic at times. It’s so easy for Higher Consciousness people to be embarrassingly thrown-off by low consciousness people sometimes. Starseeds and higher consciousness folks are famous for this because we simply don’t get it, we’ve never related to low-level consciousness, behaviors and beliefs and when we meet them in physical humans, we often get our feet knocked out from under us because of it. And I mean even after a lifetime of co-existing with them on old 3D Earth! But, that’s not the point.

The point is that through all I’ve lived and am still learning from throughout this intense year (with each season becoming more intense, important and potent via necessary growth and changes etc.), I’m better discovering how to cope with and function repeatedly and quickly jumping back and forth between higher NEW and lower old energies, people and their old lower consciousness and actions, old low vibe locations, beliefs, systems and so forth. It’s our very actions of repeatedly doing this within ourselves, bodies and awareness that the Ascension Process is being manifested, anchored and bridged in multiple dimensions.

I know we’d like to believe this Process would look far nicer, prettier and neater etc. than it is but that’s what’s so brilliant about it at this stage. It’s us living it, us walking Home in these seemingly less glamorous physical ways that is The Process itself. We are The Process, The Journey and The Outcome, not to mention The Creators too. Because of this, just let go of the old need to know in those old lower ways and BE in the Now Moment DOING/BEING all that you are multidimensionally across time space both awake and asleep; both in-body physically and out of it in other of your many energetic bodies. Not much else matters at this point really. Focus on what you want and not on what you don’t want. Be responsible for your consciousness and emotions and what you allow them to focus on like never before. Even if what you’re going through now is scary, painful, confusing, exhausting etc., just walk it, live it, be as ‘Impeccably’ and fully in the Now as you can because that is you further manifesting and anchoring from the old lower into the NEW higher.

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Gratitude Hugs to everyone for your continued energetic, emotional and financial support. I’ve emailed everyone that’s donated but some of those emails didn’t reach you for whatever the reasons. Because of this I’m going to soon write a Thank You post to those people specifically that I’ve not been able to reach and thank by email yet. Please know that I’ve not forgotten any of you and that I just haven’t been able to connect directly with you via emails.

Denise

October 1, 2014

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Embodying the Shift into More of the NEW

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As you know my 84-year-old mother suddenly needed triple bypass heart surgery on August 28th. After the first terrifying and questionable week, she was regaining more strength little by little, hallucinating less and less, looking and sounding more and more like the person I know despite all she’d been through. We both thought that she’d move through this heart bypass recovery fairly well based on how well she was doing. However—yeah, unfortunately there’s a however—on the morning of September 10th while still in the nursing home/rehab care facility she had a bypass surgery-related stroke and was transported to another hospital in another city (not the one she’d had the bypass surgery at). She remained there receiving what I feel she should have received post op anyway to prevent a *&^$*!# stroke, until the evening of September 13th when that doctor felt she was safe enough to leave the hospital and had her transported back to the nursing home/rehab care facility in the city we live in.

I talked with her on the phone throughout all this and it was immediately clear she’d suffered a serious setback due to the stroke. I saw her hours later and could see and hear the stroke damage. She had done so good, until this. Now it’s a different form of rehab for her and more things for me to learn about to care for her. Needless to say, it’s been pretty miserable lately with periods of sadness, anxiety, grief, the ever-present exhaustion, not being able to sleep enough every night (which is obviously related to this but is also Ascension related), uncertainty about the near future, my now being without an income, and a few dozen other probably very “normal” concerns and emotions at this point.

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From my current and rather frazzled perspective, these sudden changes with my mom and our lives, incomes and lifestyles etc. (Lifestyle! that was hysterical coming from a Forerunner whose not had a “lifestyle” since 1991!), is a personal microcosmic level event of what’s taking place macrocosmically around planet Earth, to mass humanity at different levels, to our solar system, our Sun, the Milky Way galaxy, the universe, the multi-verses and on and on and on. There’s no way, none whatsoever, for us, especially the Forerunners who embody these changes first, to separate ourselves and/or what’s happening in our personal lives now with what’s happening to everything else everywhere else. It’s all the same Process and it’s all Ascension related. No one is doing anything “wrong” or “incorrect”, we’re each just living and embodying and being changed by this tremendous and rare Ascension Process and transition into the NEW and disconnect from the old in our unique ways.

On the one Divine cosmic hand, I feel like the changes we’re all living through now are opening us up to so many NEW creative and learning possibilities that it’s almost too much to endure. It’s like there’s too many wondrous NEW choices at each of our disposal now which can at times be rather overwhelming. And of course, on the other hand these tremendous changes we’re all going through in our individual ways can also cause one to, at times, panic and grab hold of old things, old ways, old habits merely due to their familiarity and almost unconscious ease and old ego security. That however is not the times we live in now nor why we Volunteered to come here (incarnate into 3D density on Earth) during this time of unparalleled upheaval and transformation, so, change after change after change is upon us now in 2014 like never before.

For example, here’s a small list of some local events that have happened here in southern California where we live/embody/transmute/anchor/energetically work simultaneously to what’s been happened and continues happening to my mom and myself via her triple bypass and now related stroke.

• About every couple of weeks this summer, hurricane after hurricane has moved up the Pacific coast of Baja heading farther north towards southern California. Usually hurricanes in this area will come up the Pacific Mexican coast and often into Baja, but then make a shape left turn out towards the open Pacific. One did this a few weeks ago and the Hawaiian islands took a direct hit and a close-call by a second hurricane only a few days later.

A couple of weeks after that another hurricane tracked this same path but instead of making a left turn out into the Pacific, it made a sharp right turn into southern California. That of course pushed east and north into parts of Nevada, most of Arizona, New Mexico and probably other states as well that I’m unaware of. We’ve got another hurricane (Odile, now reduced to a Category 2 but the biggest to date this far north) tracking northward up the middle of Baja California heading towards SoCal and Arizona primarily and beyond, again.

I mention this hurricane business because, twelve years ago I clairvoyantly saw a Category 5 hurricane tracking towards southern Californian in this exact way. It hugged the Pacific coast of Baja and traveled all the way up into southern California as a Cat 5 hurricane and stationed for much too long in the nook area of SoCal up to Point Conception. This hurricane I saw many years ago came inland well enough to do some serious damage to lightweight, sunny, seriously hurricane unprepared SoCal. That vision has haunted me for the past twelve years, and now in summer of 2014, I’m watching this possibility for a bigger, more powerful hurricane to actually reach all the way up into SoCal and Arizona primarily, but other states as well as a serious storm, not a full-blown hurricane.

• During this same time we’ve had two small earthquakes only five miles from where I live. This isn’t anything new or earth shattering, it’s just the timing and location of them both that’s meaningful to me. I’ve consciously known since the mid-1990s, that we Forerunners/Density Negativity Transmutors and Higher Frequency Light Embodiers in physicality could only deflect and transmute a certain number of earthquakes in California and once that phase of our Energy Work was done, more earthquakes would need to happen in California (top to bottom) due to us and Earth transitioning, shifting into the NEW Light Energies or blueprints and space/location and timeline. It just is what it is and they need to happen but we’ll all be fine. No fear, just expanded knowledge. 🙂

• During this same time we’ve also had a blast of high heat temperatures which isn’t unusual for the summer into September here in southern California and surrounding states, but this heat, this Light packs much more of a punch than the summer heat/light of old did prior to the Ascension Process, and certainly prior to 2014. The temp yesterday here where I live in SoCal was between 107–110 degrees and will be the same today and tomorrow and slightly less hot as the week cools down due to hurricane Odile arriving but the humidity will increase dramatically. Hot yes, but we’ve experienced much hotter here in earlier years. But, the heat now feels different, feels more intense and like it could do damage much quicker if one isn’t careful and drinking water almost constantly. (I mention this because I’ve experienced unusual sudden onsets of heavy, full-body sweating when at rest and/or only exerting myself from walking from one room to another! This Ascension symptom has happened rather intensely since July 2014, and I know it has to do with these current energy changes we’re going through. Make sure you’re hydrated during all these physical and nonphysical intensities. And sleeping! Ha, just sleep whenever you can and forget about “time” or nighttime, daytime, afternoon time etc. Just get sleep whenever you can now and be glad for it. 😉

• More and more people going “nuts” and killing others and/or themselves and other violent acts. Nothing new here, just sad and frustrating that so many aren’t able to integrate these higher Light energies at all. We knew this was coming for years, decades even, but it and everything else is now fully here in the physical in 2014 and beyond.

• An X-Class solar flare/CME September 12th that felt equally different as the 2014 summer heat (and everything else) does. This particular X flare transmission felt to me like a tremendous amount of NEW Light Energies, NEW blueprints and further DNA activations/compressed evolution was delivered to humanity and earth over these past few days, and it doesn’t feel anywhere near done yet so expect more of these energies and the symptoms they’re producing now in 2014.

So… micro macro, it’s all the same thing, same Process just on different levels, positions and locations. It’s mine and it’s the universe’s. It’s my loved ones and it’s the universe’s. It’s yours and your loved ones and it’s the universe’s. This is you and me and us all doing what we came here to do… even the shitty, painful, scarey, grief-filled parts. Transformation rarely ever looks or feels good while happening but who really cares right?

Thank you all for your continued Love Light help and energetic support. It has meant so much to me as an Elder whose been at this on her own my whole life. It’s about time we’re able to connect once again with like others in the NEW. ❤

Denise

September 15, 2014

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Evolving into more Multidimensional Awareness

yin yang disintegrating 800x760 Every month we travel deeper into the NEW of 2014, the more difficult it is for me to clearly explain what I’m going through personally plus perceiving in general. The keywords here being clearly explain because things have been and continue to change nearly constantly (not to mention connect multidimensionally on a conscious level more and more for each of us) and will for the rest of our lives and well beyond.

Amidst all this are those old patriarchal people who are and will resist and fight to the very end to prevent any change from happening at all. Whether these are living humans or nonphysical beings (the Team Dark crew) resisting and fighting doesn’t matter because nothing and no one can stop what’s happened and continues happening. Nothing and no one anywhere.

What this leaves the rest of us with however is having to cohabit with them for a while longer, far longer than I’d personally prefer, but nonetheless it’s going to take the general masses longer to transition into the NEW meaning cast-off the old lower. Now here’s where it gets rather tricky and difficult to clearly explain these two different groups of people with their different levels of consciousness that are overlapping (irritating) each other in the NEW world. I know many of you are well-aware of this transitional situation and the tremendous pressures and across-the-board uncomfortableness it’s causing everyone and everything. This natural evolutionary transition and Shift out of Duality consciousness and reality frequency range into a vastly higher and larger frequency range isn’t easy for anyone on any Stair-step.

On the one hand you’ve got the people (and beings) resisting natural evolution and the profound changes it always brings. On the other hand you’ve got the Forerunners of the Forerunners and all the Waves, all the Groups flanking them bringing in what each Wave, Group, and Soul has, is, and will individually and collectively embody to help anchor the NEW in physicality for current and future incarnating souls. And all that’s just in physicality mind you! There’s all that’s happening in the different dimensions and timelines too, and we here in physicality are also working in those less dense dimensions simultaneously as well. Is it any wonder we’re so exhausted and achy down here anchoring things in the physical?

I’ve been increasingly aware in 2014 that my Denise consciousness is expanding, is increasingly able to safely house (embody) a little more and a little more each month of what’s always been out there all along. Translated this means that I have been—and I know increasing numbers of you reading this have been—living this yourselves and having to make constant adjustments and readjustments to your, to our evolving and expanding levels of perception and nonlinear (Spherical) consciousness. While so many cling tenaciously to the lower frequency range and all it held and represented out of greed, fear, habit, and lack of any greater awareness or spiritual flexibility, the rest of us continue being bombarded by Source/God/Divinity to consciously, willingly, wide open-heartedly embody a little more and a little more of what’s always been out there all along into these physical bodies, hearts, consciousness and reality. Since the start of 2014—and certainly since the last half of April 2014—it often feels to me like I am dying in a NEW way, am blissed-out sometimes also in a NEW way, am mildly “deranged” at other times, and am ascending into (Denise) self-Mastery all at the same time. It feels this way because many of us are doing exactly that now.

Do you really believe that the old lower people/beings/structures/consciousness/tools/technologies/weapons/wars etc. can continue under this Divine energetic LightLove intensity to naturally evolve? Of course they cannot and so we have this weird going in different directions sort of friction, but because it’s happening entirely within the NEW energies now, the friction created by all this often gets to be a bit much from time to time. Never forget that Team Dark (human and otherwise) wants everyone to continue believing that they are still all-powerful and in-charge of earth and humanity. They are not, but they’re banking on everyone continuing to think, believe and energetically feed that old frequency range and reality for them. Do not, not even for a moment. When you stop allowing your thoughts and emotions, your very consciousness itself to be intentionally usurped by Team Dark (humans and otherwise), their plans and tools die because they’ve never had any real energetic lifeblood flowing through them… other than what they deliberately stole/steal from unaware humanity.

Take a break Embodier of the NEW; take a nap, sleep and get out-of-body when you need to, eat/don’t eat when you need to, get in the water when you need, intentionally connect with Nature/Earth when you need to. You here now in this physical form are far more important than you probably realize, believe, or consciously remember yet. This you is the multidimensional aspect of YOU that’s here in physicality in this timeline embodying and anchoring the evolutionary higher LightLove frequencies into this dimension for self and current and future humanity. Seriously, think about this fact when you need a “reality check” Embodying Forerunners. We want to go “HOME” and this is us doing exactly that in and through our physical bodies over linear time within physicality in this timeline.

Some Miscellaneous Tidbits

solar flares 800x800 Not only have we been going through some EPIC energies this year, especially this spring quarter (fall quarter in the Southern Hemisphere), but once again we’re getting hammered with X-Class Solar energies. If you pay attention you’ll notice that quite often there will be another flurry of Solar activity right before some major astrological change(s) such as what’s continuing in June 2014 (and beyond). June 10th and 11th there’s been, so far, three X-Class Solar emanations. (Believe me that it doesn’t matter if they’re “earth-facing” or not; we, humanity and all life on earth and earth itself is effected by every Solar flare, CME, Solar storm, windstorm etc.)

So if you’ve been feeling extra horrid lately, in whatever way(s) your body and nervous system etc. are by large Solar blasts, then this is most likely why. I fell asleep (make that passed out) yesterday from about Noon to 4PM because it all was just way too much and I had to get out-of-body for a while. Understand that I don’t consciously do this. I don’t think to myself, “X-Class Solar energies! Exist body for three or four earth hours!”  No, not that clever, I just pass out naturally because some higher part of me knows that I’ll integrate it faster and better if I’m out-of-body briefly while things are very intense and big changes are happening to my physical body, my DNA etc. Once the sun goes down and the temperature cools and the natives settle down a bit, I start feeling better each night. Whatever… it just is what it is and we adjust and do what we do with the energies.

huddle 375x320 Another busy aspect lately has been our dreaming. Also when we’re awake perceiving multiple dimensions, timelines and different aspects of us and others in them.

Example: Have you been suddenly Seeing flashes of strangers faces and upper bodies in your Higher vision/Higher awareness lately? It’s like Seeing rapid flashes of different people, strangers to you in this life and time but you’re very much Seeing and Feeling them and in many cases they you.

What I’ve perceived about this happening now (because I’ve Seen this sort of thing many times over the decades and it meant something very different back then), is that many of us are Seeing and Feeling other people, other souls in other dimensions and other timelines lately and it’s all due to the Ascension Process and the occasional need to untie some knotted-up, bunched-up timelines in some area. When we work on these multiple intersecting timelines we often See and/or Feel these other people, souls, beings existing and/or working within other timelines too and sometimes they See and Feel us in our timeline here.

So if you’ve seen sudden flashes of strangers faces like this too, then know that you’re probably working on untangling multiple timelines and/or helping others to shut down certain timelines for a number of reasons. This is you being a Multidimensional Being, and you becoming more consciously aware of this fact in your current body in this dimension and timeline.

blueheartburst Another aspect many of us have been living, feeling and dealing with has been that… I’m dying, I’m ascending, I’m expanding, I’m suddenly aware of so much more, I’m suddenly embodying more of my I AM into this physical body now. That’s kinda the show-stopper for sure isn’t it? The fun part about this is that it’s just the start of much grander things to come for each of us so don’t throw the towel in at this point! 😉

glasswaves 600x We’ve also got another Mars Square Pluto transit happening on June 14th which is combined with a Mars Opposition to Uranus on June 25th. Chiron goes retrograde on June 20th, and the 21st is the Solstice, followed by the New Moon on June 27th. In other words, June ain’t done yet so tighten your seat-belt and open your HighHeart to receive and release even more.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

June 11, 2014

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A Time of Insights which are producing BIG Changes

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What are some of the current “side effects” of our embodying a bit more of our Greater Self and Higher Awareness? Insights about ourselves and others! Stunning simplistic bare-bones honest knowing, mini revelations, and profound insights into self and others, but, minus the lower emotional pain, thrashing about and egoic high-drama of old. This maturing spiritually feels real good and freeing. 😀

If you too have suddenly, and I mean Uranian-like sudden, deep, honest crystal-clear Higher Awareness knowing things about your old self and others due to the April and May 2014 metamorphosis, then you too are becoming more of the NEW greater YOU thanks to the ongoing embodying process.

Funny how it never dawned on me that when this phase really got rolling in 2014, that it would naturally, automatically give us even greater awareness and Higher knowing about ourselves, other people, and pretty much everything else in varying degrees as we went along. This is basic stuff but easily overlooked or not considered yet this has been a big theme lately; seeing, knowing, understanding so much more from that blessed higher level of emotional neutrality — not old lower emotional pain and turmoil. Glorious progress…

I guess what I’m trying to say, what I wish to express, is how different, “weird” even its felt lately from this NEW space and level of ongoing embodiment of a little more of the Greater, Higher me into this physical Denise aspect. You look up, you look down, you look left, right, you look in, you look out but this, THIS is different in every way and I’m struggling to find words and terms that come closest to what I’m experiencing and what I know many of you are experiencing now too. We’re on brand NEW territory with brand NEW tools and I’ve always had trouble with words anyway, so this is a real challenge for me now because we’re needing NEW words and terms for our NEW lives, beings and reality etc. We’ll create them. ❤

I’m getting larger energetically as more of ME is embodied into Denise and her physical body. Of course this naturally causes my, your, our perspectives about ourselves and others and everything else to change rather dramatically and very quickly. Like we didn’t know that would happen! We did know, but as is always the case, intellectually knowing something never comes close to the real thing when one lives it and is permanently changed/improved/expanded/evolved because of embodying it in every cell and fiber of their being and soul. That is Alchemical; the other is just the ego mind speculating as best it can about unknown higher frequency things.

This is where we’ve been lately, and where we’ll continue to be for a good long while I suspect. Let me also add some of the “symptoms” and reactions I’ve been experiencing during spring of 2014 due to these ongoing changes. I’m certain many of you will relate to this too.

The more Light and Love (the I AM) that I embody into Denise and her physical body, the more Light and Love I AM directly which is wonderful, however, many people do not respond well to this at all! I don’t have to say or do anything, I simply am irritating, disturbing and bothering the lower consciousness, lower frequency people by my mere physical presence. These people have not been doing the necessary Ascension related preparatory Work so, needless to say, those of us who have and are embodying more or our I AM presence into these physical bodies now are becoming increasingly irritating and repulsive to them in ways they don’t consciously understand but certainly don’t hesitate restricting themselves in reacting to!

The level of undeserved hate, general abuse and all around disrespect I’ve experienced from these lower frequency, lower consciousness people has escalated greatly in 2014. What a great test for one’s old lower ego self however! 😆 Just be aware of all these dynamics, on all sides, and don’t deliberately rub Light in their lower frequency wounds because they’re growing more and more unstable. No fear, just greater awareness and higher levels of responsibility for ones Light Love emanations on people not capable of dealing with any higher energies.

On the other hand, those people who have more of their HighHeart functioning—whether they did this knowingly and intentionally or not doesn’t matter—you instantly feel and know, plus they respond to you and your Light from their own radiating Light. One HighHeart recognizes and resonates with another that’s operating on the same or near level of frequency causing both people, both souls to vibrate like tuning forks to each others higher frequency Light Energies. Just imagine the global and cosmic Light music if you will, that more and more of us will increasingly be producing from the changes we’ve lived (continue to live) through. It will quickly alter the entire planet and beyond in ways yet only sensed briefly by our still expanding HighHeart consciousness and being.

On a more physical note, some of the “side effects” or “Ascension symptoms” caused by my, your, our ongoing embodying process that I’m feeling in 2014 are an even greater exhaustion (didn’t think it was possible for that one to get worse!). Also constant ringing in my ears, joint pain and stiffness; muscle weakness; sore lungs; absolute need to sleep more and nap throughout the day more than ever before; elaborate busy dreams; and increased food allergies/sensitivities yet again. And the big one for me is feeling like I’m in the midst of an incredibly important and rare Process of evolving from one state of being and awareness into another state of being and awareness and not knowing exactly what to do other than BE and pay attention! Yeah… that one’s a doozy for sure but aren’t we lucky? 🙂

Keep on keepin’ on as the old saying goes and clear your personal slate as best you can so that whatever it is that’s coming in or ready to be embodied by us via the June 2014 Equinox can more easily do so on all levels.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

June 1, 2014

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Divine Push into deeper Change & Release

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It has been one heck of a time lately hasn’t it? Multiple aspects of my life have been divinely exploded into further change and release since the last week of April 2014. I’m certain many of you can wholeheartedly relate.

For many the April into May 2014 energies have been a Divine blinding blast that helped us fully see, know, understand, standup for ourselves and our happiness and future well-being, make adjustments and/or completely disconnect and release in all ways from certain people/family members/friends/partners etc. if  that’s what was required of us at this time. For me it was with more family members. Sometimes it’s easier to have loved ones die than have them remain in-body and not progress but disintegrate even more, falling into deeper mental and emotional sickness.

Because we’re rarely ever all on the same Stair-step within the Ascension Process—especially within our blood families—you oftentimes find yourself having to indirectly deal with old issues you dealt with many years or decades earlier, but once again now via another family member or loved one that hadn’t directly themselves until this point. This of course means you’re involved again with whatever aspects of the situation that must be dealt with by that other family member/loved one at this time. Said another way, the Forerunners of the Forerunners have been having to help their loved one(s) who are also Forerunners but a few Stair-steps behind them, with old issues, be they family, work, money or whatever.

Once the different levels of Forerunners got themselves, and then assisted their loved one(s) on a nearby Stair-step through these massive personal, see this old issue for yourself  difficult longstanding family dynamics or whatever it’s been for you personally, then the dropped weight from the past has felt exceptionally freeing.

This latest session that April into May 2014 gifted us all with has—despite it being and feeling emotionally and in just about every other way painful—one huge Divine push forward into the NEW for those of us who need to be wholly and completely in the NEW with zero strings attached to old pre-Ascension people, family members, friends, lovers, relationships, personal habits, beliefs, expectations, old blueprints and Soul Contracts etc. Quite often what hurts the most or is the most difficult for us personally turns out to be the biggest gift with the largest long-term benefits for us. It’s amazing to what degree we, while in human form, will go to NOT let go of old limiting things, habits, situations and people when it’s the very thing we must do at that moment within our ongoing spiritual Ascension Process to continue evolving.

These huge changes that April and May 2014 has brought each of us has even touched my writing here at HighHeartLife. In past years it was a Soul Contract of mine (as it was for almost all the Forerunner Ascension Teachers who’ve written books and blog and website articles about the Ascension Process) to write as much as I could as fast as I could despite the constant severe Ascension symptoms I experienced, plus the Team Dark attacks I struggled with simultaneously. I wrote constantly because it was my higher spiritual Volunteer “job” to do so at that time even though I had Ascension ‘brain fog’, sickness and pain and could hardly string a sentence together most days, or figure out the computer, not to mention the Internet! None of that mattered however because I’d agreed to write about the Ascension Process and its many related issues from my personal perspective and experiences long before I incarnated into this physical Denise suit who would physically live the Ascension Process as a First Waver or Forerunner.

It’s no longer as urgent for the Forerunners to get as much of the higher information (Light) out as we could to the global masses via writings on the Internet about the Ascension Process and its many related topics, stages and multidimensional players. That’s been done and many really wonderful and very helpful books, videos, blog and website articles exist for people to refer back to when they need to read them again (or for the first time) for greater clarity about what’s happening and why. But since we entered 2014, this has Shifted too just like everything else and many of the Forerunners have been or are being moved and re-directed into their NEW creative Work(s) in NEW ways and NEW places. I’ve felt this change building since the start of 2011.

What was needed to be dispersed globally very quickly in years past is well in place, and many of the Forerunners have moved on into the next level of the Ascension Process and their personal parts in it. This means there will continue to be exciting and unexpected changes to how many of the Forerunner Ascension Teachers work, teach, write, interact with other people, are reimbursed for their knowledge and help etc. This is just another of many ongoing evolving steps and nothing more so fear not. ❤

It’s time now to live it, to put it into play physically, to teach it by living example, by having embodied it and continuing to embody it and showing that to others. Yelling it every few days for free from blogs and websites and videos aren’t the primary locations or methods for this spiritual Ascension related Work now and that’s perfectly okay. We’re all adapting and making the necessary adjustments.

The Angels have been re-directing me into my NEW space, place and work since January 2014 and I’m still deep within this change, this transition on multiple levels. I know there are more twists and turns to come that I can’t See clearly yet but I certainly sense them right around the next corner. It’s exciting, and a bit challenging too because I’m having to finalize and totally release, disconnect from some family members that always have been and still are taking a very different route than I am. Those old blueprints and karma have fully Expired and we need to acknowledge that fact, disconnect neutrally, and move on in our different directions at our different speeds and levels. Many of us are in this same spiritual evolutionary space and position now, but know that the Angles and your Higher Self are not going to drop you into some old miserable crap zone somewhere at this point! No, no; huge improvements are unfolding now but we’ve got to fully release the past blueprints and habits first. That is what much of the April and May 2014 energies were for, which should give us all an insightful heads-up about the changes in physicality that the June 2014 Solstice will bring!

Self-delusion and/or delusions coming from anyone else for any reason simply won’t fly in the NEW energies and NEW timeline. Because of this, those who need important course-correction reality checks have gotten hit over the head with them since April! This is another Divine Intervention even though it doesn’t feel like it at the time so be wise and use whatever has been or is being revealed to you about yourself and other people so that you’ll make the necessary changes, release whatever or whoever you must at this time so you all can continue moving in the directions, levels and speeds that each is capable of at this time.

Stay in your HighHeart and live and radiate your NEW life from this elevated space. ❤

Denise

May 26, 2014

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