Embodying the Shift into More of the NEW

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As you know my 84-year-old mother suddenly needed triple bypass heart surgery on August 28th. After the first terrifying and questionable week, she was regaining more strength little by little, hallucinating less and less, looking and sounding more and more like the person I know despite all she’d been through. We both thought that she’d move through this heart bypass recovery fairly well based on how well she was doing. However—yeah, unfortunately there’s a however—on the morning of September 10th while still in the nursing home/rehab care facility she had a bypass surgery-related stroke and was transported to another hospital in another city (not the one she’d had the bypass surgery at). She remained there receiving what I feel she should have received post op anyway to prevent a *&^$*!# stroke, until the evening of September 13th when that doctor felt she was safe enough to leave the hospital and had her transported back to the nursing home/rehab care facility in the city we live in.

I talked with her on the phone throughout all this and it was immediately clear she’d suffered a serious setback due to the stroke. I saw her hours later and could see and hear the stroke damage. She had done so good, until this. Now it’s a different form of rehab for her and more things for me to learn about to care for her. Needless to say, it’s been pretty miserable lately with periods of sadness, anxiety, grief, the ever-present exhaustion, not being able to sleep enough every night (which is obviously related to this but is also Ascension related), uncertainty about the near future, my now being without an income, and a few dozen other probably very “normal” concerns and emotions at this point.

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From my current and rather frazzled perspective, these sudden changes with my mom and our lives, incomes and lifestyles etc. (Lifestyle! that was hysterical coming from a Forerunner whose not had a “lifestyle” since 1991!), is a personal microcosmic level event of what’s taking place macrocosmically around planet Earth, to mass humanity at different levels, to our solar system, our Sun, the Milky Way galaxy, the universe, the multi-verses and on and on and on. There’s no way, none whatsoever, for us, especially the Forerunners who embody these changes first, to separate ourselves and/or what’s happening in our personal lives now with what’s happening to everything else everywhere else. It’s all the same Process and it’s all Ascension related. No one is doing anything “wrong” or “incorrect”, we’re each just living and embodying and being changed by this tremendous and rare Ascension Process and transition into the NEW and disconnect from the old in our unique ways.

On the one Divine cosmic hand, I feel like the changes we’re all living through now are opening us up to so many NEW creative and learning possibilities that it’s almost too much to endure. It’s like there’s too many wondrous NEW choices at each of our disposal now which can at times be rather overwhelming. And of course, on the other hand these tremendous changes we’re all going through in our individual ways can also cause one to, at times, panic and grab hold of old things, old ways, old habits merely due to their familiarity and almost unconscious ease and old ego security. That however is not the times we live in now nor why we Volunteered to come here (incarnate into 3D density on Earth) during this time of unparalleled upheaval and transformation, so, change after change after change is upon us now in 2014 like never before.

For example, here’s a small list of some local events that have happened here in southern California where we live/embody/transmute/anchor/energetically work simultaneously to what’s been happened and continues happening to my mom and myself via her triple bypass and now related stroke.

• About every couple of weeks this summer, hurricane after hurricane has moved up the Pacific coast of Baja heading farther north towards southern California. Usually hurricanes in this area will come up the Pacific Mexican coast and often into Baja, but then make a shape left turn out towards the open Pacific. One did this a few weeks ago and the Hawaiian islands took a direct hit and a close-call by a second hurricane only a few days later.

A couple of weeks after that another hurricane tracked this same path but instead of making a left turn out into the Pacific, it made a sharp right turn into southern California. That of course pushed east and north into parts of Nevada, most of Arizona, New Mexico and probably other states as well that I’m unaware of. We’ve got another hurricane (Odile, now reduced to a Category 2 but the biggest to date this far north) tracking northward up the middle of Baja California heading towards SoCal and Arizona primarily and beyond, again.

I mention this hurricane business because, twelve years ago I clairvoyantly saw a Category 5 hurricane tracking towards southern Californian in this exact way. It hugged the Pacific coast of Baja and traveled all the way up into southern California as a Cat 5 hurricane and stationed for much too long in the nook area of SoCal up to Point Conception. This hurricane I saw many years ago came inland well enough to do some serious damage to lightweight, sunny, seriously hurricane unprepared SoCal. That vision has haunted me for the past twelve years, and now in summer of 2014, I’m watching this possibility for a bigger, more powerful hurricane to actually reach all the way up into SoCal and Arizona primarily, but other states as well as a serious storm, not a full-blown hurricane.

• During this same time we’ve had two small earthquakes only five miles from where I live. This isn’t anything new or earth shattering, it’s just the timing and location of them both that’s meaningful to me. I’ve consciously known since the mid-1990s, that we Forerunners/Density Negativity Transmutors and Higher Frequency Light Embodiers in physicality could only deflect and transmute a certain number of earthquakes in California and once that phase of our Energy Work was done, more earthquakes would need to happen in California (top to bottom) due to us and Earth transitioning, shifting into the NEW Light Energies or blueprints and space/location and timeline. It just is what it is and they need to happen but we’ll all be fine. No fear, just expanded knowledge. 🙂

• During this same time we’ve also had a blast of high heat temperatures which isn’t unusual for the summer into September here in southern California and surrounding states, but this heat, this Light packs much more of a punch than the summer heat/light of old did prior to the Ascension Process, and certainly prior to 2014. The temp yesterday here where I live in SoCal was between 107–110 degrees and will be the same today and tomorrow and slightly less hot as the week cools down due to hurricane Odile arriving but the humidity will increase dramatically. Hot yes, but we’ve experienced much hotter here in earlier years. But, the heat now feels different, feels more intense and like it could do damage much quicker if one isn’t careful and drinking water almost constantly. (I mention this because I’ve experienced unusual sudden onsets of heavy, full-body sweating when at rest and/or only exerting myself from walking from one room to another! This Ascension symptom has happened rather intensely since July 2014, and I know it has to do with these current energy changes we’re going through. Make sure you’re hydrated during all these physical and nonphysical intensities. And sleeping! Ha, just sleep whenever you can and forget about “time” or nighttime, daytime, afternoon time etc. Just get sleep whenever you can now and be glad for it. 😉

• More and more people going “nuts” and killing others and/or themselves and other violent acts. Nothing new here, just sad and frustrating that so many aren’t able to integrate these higher Light energies at all. We knew this was coming for years, decades even, but it and everything else is now fully here in the physical in 2014 and beyond.

• An X-Class solar flare/CME September 12th that felt equally different as the 2014 summer heat (and everything else) does. This particular X flare transmission felt to me like a tremendous amount of NEW Light Energies, NEW blueprints and further DNA activations/compressed evolution was delivered to humanity and earth over these past few days, and it doesn’t feel anywhere near done yet so expect more of these energies and the symptoms they’re producing now in 2014.

So… micro macro, it’s all the same thing, same Process just on different levels, positions and locations. It’s mine and it’s the universe’s. It’s my loved ones and it’s the universe’s. It’s yours and your loved ones and it’s the universe’s. This is you and me and us all doing what we came here to do… even the shitty, painful, scarey, grief-filled parts. Transformation rarely ever looks or feels good while happening but who really cares right?

Thank you all for your continued Love Light help and energetic support. It has meant so much to me as an Elder whose been at this on her own my whole life. It’s about time we’re able to connect once again with like others in the NEW. ❤

Denise

September 15, 2014

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Incoming M-Class & X-Class Solar Transmissions

solar flares 800x800 Wednesday October 23rd I got hit hard with some solar energies/transmissions. In the early years of the physical body Ascension Process — 1999 on — my body would register any solar activity as severe “Ascension Flu”; body aches and pains, low-grade fever, chills, headache, and all-around sick flu-like feelings. I know you know them very well too.

But as I transmuted and was transmuted during those early Ascension years, my body changed and slowly changed how it reacted to all solar activities. Since 2010 my body has registered solar activities/transmissions more as intense pains and pressures in my head and skull, with only occasional and much more mild flu-like body, bones and joints aches and pains of the old “Ascension Flu”. Progress…

For the past four years these higher frequency solar transmission blasts in the form of solar flares, CMEs, solar storms, solar winds etc. are felt in my body primarily from the top of my head and Crow chakra down into my spine just like it’s my personal, living, in-body cosmic, galactic and solar receiving antenna… which is the case for all of us.

Most of the time now the solar energies are felt in my head and skull as intense to downright severe physical pains and pressures. Also sudden ringing in my ears, occasional blurry eyes and impaired physical vision, severe vertigo or a counterclockwise spinning which, if lasts more than a few minutes usually makes me nauseous and forces me to bed. As has always been the case with all Ascension symptoms, your mileage will vary so expect to have the energies, whatever they may be, register slightly differently in your body and head.

But on October 23, 2013, I got hit with intense solar energies/transmissions that caused sudden and severe pressure and pain throughout my entire head — not just the right/left vice-like pressures or the front/back pressures or the top/down vice-like pressures, but everywhere all at once head pressure and pain that caused inner ear ringing and instant sense of rotating or spinning in my head. It was intense enough that I had to go to bed and rest and nap. The next morning I thought to check SpaceWeather.com and there had been three M-class flares at that point.

This morning, October 25th, my ears started ringing like crazy again and that old familiar feeling of an invisible elephant sitting on the top of my head pressing down into my forehead (and eyebrows/eyes etc.) and spine returned so I checked SpaceWeather again and sure enough, two X-class flares had happened early this morning.

Gird your Crown Chakra! Get your Ice-packs ready!

We all know that plenty of people have talked about how we’ve entered another solar cycle which means solar activity will escalate and increase in intensity and it’s looking and certainly feeling like we’re suddenly there now. Depending on which energetic level and Stair-step you personally are on now will determine how you and your body registers (reacts to, is affected by) these solar energies and other cosmic and galactic transmissions now in the NEW. As we evolve this changes so be ready to experience some old Ascension aches and pains but in slightly different ways now, and more so next year and so on until you/me/we don’t experience them at all anymore… because we’re finally there!

I’ve added SpaceWeather.com in my LINKS section so if interested visit their site for daily information about the latest solar activities. SpaceWeather

If you’ve also been feeling intense to severe head and skull pains and pressures and/or pains and pressures down into your spine to one or another specific chakra (usually the High Heart Thymus chakra or the lower Heart chakra) that then radiates the pains out around that area of your body, then know that it’s most likely solar related and means we’re in another intense round of rapid transmuting and evolving now in the NEW. Expect the unexpected and miraculous.

Denise Le Fay

October 25, 2013

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Higher Solar Energies Affecting More People

Over the past couple of years grocery shopping (to be totally honest about this, simply leaving my house) has taken on the same dread and resistance as having to go to the dentist for a Root Canal and pay cash for it! Seriously, the normal choirs of living in physicality have become dreaded journeys out of my higher frequency safe zone house, into the lower frequency realms of physical hell just to forage for food and supplies. Since the Ascension Process began many years ago, leaving my house and property to shop meant I’d be dropping back down into lower frequency energies, people and consciousness—and as we’ve all discovered—it’s extremely physically and psychologically painful doing this.

I used to return home with my hard-gained groceries and other physical booty and have to physically and emotionally recover from having spent time out there in that lower frequency environment. Sometimes it took hours to recover and regain my strength and transmute the lower junk I’d encountered while out there, other times it takes days to recover. In 2011 there doesn’t seem to be any recovery anymore, just more exhaustion and physical pain that lessens over time but never goes away completely. What a price to pay just to buy food, toilet paper, shampoo, cat food, clothes etc. Crazy.

This morning, November 28, 2011, I had to go to two stores to grocery shop and it was as usual physically and psychologically painful, but there was something different that happened and that’s why I’m writing this. What I saw today while shopping was an eye-opener for me and gave me a sense of what 2012 is probably going to be like for many, many, people.

While in these two stores grocery shopping this morning my Mom and I kept running into other shoppers in the isles which is normal, BUT, every one of these people was totally unaware, confused, dazed, incapable of responding with any sort of normal reaction to their being in the way of other shoppers and so on. The first few times this happened I ignored it and pushed on past them all. But isle after isle we kept encountering this same mentally dazed, brain-dead, zombie-like state in 99% of all the shoppers. I saw only one young adult man with his little son who was functioning like a “normal” human. He was very aware of where he was, what he was doing there, the other shoppers all around him, of me and me of him, what he was doing and so on. I think this may be why he and I noticed each other repeatedly throughout the store; we both were glad to encounter another human who wasn’t acting like a lost zombie in some cheesy movie!

These shoppers were not all seniors either but a good mix of society both in age and sex so this can’t all be blamed on the old people having a senior moment!  Isle after isle we kept running into small groups of shoppers behaving like zombies who’d gotten themselves—and everyone else who came upon them—stuck in a zombie cluster-f*** traffic jam pile-up where none of them could even figure out how to solve the problem and escape the congestion. It really was unbelievable.

These people where spaced-out, zoned-out, dazed and staring glassy-eyed at merchandise on the shelves, at their mate, smiling helplessly and frozen at other shoppers needing them to move, or just staring blankly into empty air. I’m not exaggerating, it was incredible, and once we finally made it to the grocery checkout both the young cashier and grocery bagger were spaced-out and got lost mentally in mid-sentence while dealing with us. My Mom and I watched them both get lost at different points with what they were doing and eventually come back up-to-speed mentally. Very weird to witness this to this degree in so many “normal” people out in public.

Driving home I reviewed what I’d witnessed in two different shopping stores with different groups of shoppers. Then I remembered how ungrounded and out-of-it I felt last week when I had to go out to buy something. I felt I was an ungrounded ridiculous mess at the time and was embarrassingly aware of my condition. It was also abnormally difficult for me to drive that day because I now feel other drivers mental intentions and line of focus and they usually come into direct energetic contact with my car, me, and where I’m driving which is very stressful while trying to not be effected by these mental and emotional lines of intent other drivers exude.

I was having trouble walking in straight lines and interacting with salespeople on this particular day last week. It was so severe that I was embarrassed over how abnormally ungrounded I was while out in public. It’s one thing to walk into door jambs in the privacy of my home when I’m adjusting and adapting to the latest Wave of higher Light Energies, but it’s another thing being in public while in these now constant embodying Ascension states.

It’s one thing having Ascension related words and nouns-be-gone brain fog which shuts off ones ability to remember the simplest of words for the simplest of things when trying to talk—make that pantomime—to a family member who, thankfully is also living the same Ascension related symptoms so completely understands your inability to articulate much of anything beyond grunts, frustrated hand signals and abundant cursing. But, trying to look and sound “normal” while out in public when one is deep in their 47,000th Ascension symptom is another thing entirely. I don’t want strangers observing me or having to interact with me while I’m dealing and struggling with what I’m transmuting and embodying in 2011. I’ve had to deal with this since February 1999 and I don’t want to be observed (and totally misunderstood) while doing my Living Alchemical Ascension Work during those brief moments when I have to be out there shopping. That’s what I want but of course not what always happens.

Ten, twelve years ago I couldn’t wait for the time when the rest of humanity would begin showing positive signs that they were living the Ascension Process. That time has arrived. It’s one thing being a Starseed whose mission is living and “Path Paving” these higher energies first, but it’s something else seeing for myself other “normal” people showing blatant signs that they’re being deeply effected and altered by the higher frequency Light Energies our Sun is transmitting to humanity and all life on Earth. I found it interesting that none of the shoppers my mom and I saw acting like lost, confused, spaced-out zombies were consciously aware of how they were acting. Ignorance is bliss and it’s better they’re not consciously aware of how much they’re actually changing/evolving now physically, just like everything else in this world and reality.

We Forerunners/Starseeds (and some older Indigos) have had to consciously carry this knowing (some longer than others) while we lived and struggled through transmuting the old lower and embodied the new higher, but the masses will it seems, only stagger around out there for a while looking, acting, and sounding like unaware zombies slowly awakening from a long, horrible nightmare. This is a kindness for them and a benefit for the rest of us.

I have another article I’ll publish soon that talks more about the building solar energies of the 2012–2013 “solar maximum” period and how it’s already affecting the more sensitive people and their bodies and consciousness. Until then, remember that the Sun has been preparing to transmit higher frequency energies more often via solar activities but in new ways because we’ve completed the Mayan calendar/past Evolutionary Cycle and its framework and are in a highly receptive transitional zone until the end of 2012. The even higher energies the Sun will be transmitting throughout 2012–2013 will be much more intense, compressed, potent and fast-acting upon all life on Earth than anything we’ve experienced before the end of the Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle on October 28, 2011. Said another way, hold on to your cosmic socks and learn to gracefully maneuver around the growing clusters of unaware shopping zombies while they too are activated to evolve now faster than the speed of Light.

Denise Le Fay

November 29, 2011

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