HOME is Where the Heart Is

‘HOME is where the Heart is.’

We’ve all heard this common phrase, however, when considered from the perspective of the Ascension Process it takes on a very NEW and different meaning.

HOME (as in Source/God/the All That Is) is where the Heart (the evolved, ascended, fifth dimensional and higher human HighHeart) is.

We’re evolving, ascending from the bottom three chakras with their frequencies and matching consciousness and external world reality at that level and period of learning etc., up into the next higher layer (and dimension) that has the High Heart (thymus) as the main seat and viewpoint on “reality” from that frequency and matching consciousness. Sounds so simple, so easy and fast when just reading that sentence but we know better don’t we? O_o

For weeks I’ve perceived—in my personal ways—these last few epic months of 2014. When the upcoming energetic events or Energy Waves are unusually big and intense, the information and/or things I perceive and See are typically more simplified and symbolic. When I get elaborate blocks of Higher Awareness info it usually means what’s coming up next for the Forerunners of the Forerunners and the Forerunners is not going to bring us to our spiritual knees and beat us about the head and shoulders. But, when the info I perceive and/or See is super simplified, symbolic and/or visual, then I know we’re about to experience some BIG incoming Energy Waves or NEW Light Codes that we must embody and anchor into this dimension, world, and level of consciousness and it’s most likely not going to be easy and painless.

To give you an example of what I’m talking about, here’s some recent Higher Awareness info I’ve gotten over the past 30–40 days or so. (So hard to keep track of “time” anymore!) I’m going to share this info exactly like I received it because that too is part of the information no matter how simplified and small.

black diamondheart 6  ‘HOME is where the Heart is.’

black diamondheart 6 ‘A December 2014 Gift is coming to you, for you Forerunner(s). It is Divine, miraculous and another very important transition. It is a Gift from Source but from your perspective it won’t feel like a gift at all when it arrives and you need to embody It. Catch this incoming Divine ball with your High Heart as best you can, even if it feels like it might destroy you. It will not. It is a Gift that will make more sense to you as 2015 unfolds.’

black diamondheart 6 11-11 thru 12-12-14 is a “wormhole” or energy tube. From 12-12 thru the December 21, 2014 Solstice many of the Forerunners of the Forerunners will be receiving this latest NEW ‘Gift’ and will be dealing with (reeling from in many cases!) embodying it via our High Hearts. This will be very physical because it has to do with us embodying another good-sized chunk of our Source/God/the All That Is Selves into these current physical bodies, nervous system and consciousness consciously. We have plenty of time to do this up to and beyond the 12-21-14 Solstice so relax and surrender into this latest phase of the Divine procedure. More of Source or “God” is coming from HOME and merging with this physical ascending You incarnate here in physicality. Obviously this will have repercussions, big positive repercussions throughout 2015 for each of us. Newbie Masters…

Remember those beautiful old paintings of Jesus and Buddha blissfully opening their chests and revealing their High Hearts radiating HOME/Source/God/All That Is within themselves? Ready to do the same? It’s okay, just catch this incoming ball with your HighHeart and anchor it within yourself.

black diamondheart 6 As we Forerunners continue to embody the NEW Light Codes or blueprints and more of Source/God/All That Is into these physical versions of “us” incarnate on Earth now, the old lower consciousness folks are increasingly losing it in different ways. The rapidly building contrast between the old lower and the NEW higher is shocking, painful, frustrating, confusing, and at times downright unbelievable in its sheer absurdity. That was me being polite about this! You know, you’re living it too. Just hang in there and catch the incoming ball or series of balls that Source is throwing out and we’re receiving, embodying and anchoring on to this world for All. Release what you think you know, what you expect, how you believe it happens, feels and so on and just receive it. We’ll deal with what comes after at that point, and don’t you know that it all will be vastly easier!

Hugs of Light Love,

Denise Le Fay

December 10, 2014

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The Ongoing Shift: Navigating our way through the Removal of Team Dark’s old Negative Distortions

blkwhite rays I’ve shared many times in past articles both here and at TRANSITIONS that the Forerunners of the Forerunners and then the rest of the Forerunners always live, experience, are deeply affected by and energetically and physically embody the NEW energies first; those NEW energies being the NEW Evolutionary Cycle’s energetic Blueprints or NEW ‘Light Codes’ etc. However, as if that weren’t enough, we’re also simultaneously living and embodying the multi-layered step-by-step demise, removal and overriding of every old negative Team Dark created distortion, perversion, locks and blocks within human DNA, consciousness etc. because that too is our job and ability. This has always been the case, however, since the 12-21-12 Expiration Date and even more so at the start of 2014, this Process the Forerunners have always done has expanded to another level and NEW aspect which has been challenging to say the least!

In some of my past articles I’ve tried to express this particular change as best I could at those times, but, due to this latest huge ongoing change/Shift expanding throughout 2014, I believe I’m finally understanding and seeing it better as my Higher Self and this incarnate physical me self continue incrementally merging within this physical Denise body and awareness on physical Earth.

My perspective is very different from Higher Awareness levels than it has been when perceived from within my physical body Denise self within this physical dimension. This is rather tricky explaining because some of us are very aware of multiple points of being and perception along with this one in physicality functioning as a Forerunner with the Ascension Process for self/Self and humanity and future humanity.

What I and many Forerunners have been living in 2014 is more advanced merging of our Greater Higher Self with our incarnate physical self and physical body, personality and consciousness etc. And, when I (we) function now from that perspective in-body in the NEW of 2014, what I’m experiencing and perceiving is VERY different from what I have been up to this point.

At this point what I and many Forerunners are much more consciously experiencing now right from our personal “center stage” anchor-points within our physical bodies and merging self/Self and consciousness is (geese Denise, what a long-winded intro setup to this!!!) the simultaneous embodying of more and more of the NEW energies while also living through accelerated dismantling and removal of all old negative Team Dark distortions done to humanities DNA, consciousness, energy bodies, physical bodies, Earth life and reality, the Earth itself, vile distortions done to the Divine Mother and Divine Father energies within this frequency range and on and on.

We are simultaneously both the Demolition Crew of the old AND the living embodiment and physical anchor-point Crew for the NEW within the NEW. If you can comprehend that extreme Duality—old/NEW, coming in/going out, dying/birthing etc.—while living, working, existing and functioning well beyond Duality within Unity or HighHeart Consciousness of the fifth dimension and beyond, then you’ll more easily and accurately understand what all it is that you and the other Forerunners have actually been doing, especially in 2014.

This phase of the Ascension Process and merging of Higher/lower Selves in our physical bodies is happening in 2014 more from within our physical body than it ever could have happen before which is why we’re having such incredible and incredibly difficult experiences and times in our personal lives this year. Greater Macro/Individual Micro; there is no difference, no separation, no Duality or illusion or beliefs about separation/Duality between the two (old Duality energies, frequency range and matching consciousness) any longer for the Forerunners. This is us merging our old lower self with more of our Higher Self while one after another of the many old Team Dark distortions and pilfered Divine Source Energies and Systems are permanently dismantled, removed and replaced with NEW Divine Source Energies and Systems through our bodies and hearts. Needless to say it’s weirder and more wonderful, complex and perfect than I can adequately describe at this point.

Periods of Struggle for Higher Clarity While in great Personal Alchemical Chaos & Change

When I’m in the really personal in your face and heart type Ascension Process changes, I don’t immediately see, know and understand exactly what all is happening and why from my lower self perspective. During those times it’s all pretty much pain, misery, confusion, chaos and lightening fast Uranian-like changes and it all feels tremendously personal at the time. It is personal, and it is not; it all depends on which part, which aspect of you/You/YOU is dealing with and feeling said situation at that time. Aah… the Ascension related merging Process and incremental lessening of the Great Gap between Higher Self/lower self. 😉

Denise is used to and familiar with going out of this dimension and body to gain Higher Awareness, Higher Vision, Higher Knowing etc. Denise is not however used to or familiar with staying in this body, staying here and receiving and embodying more and more of her Higher Self into this body and consciousness within physicality. Most Forerunners and Starseeds can easily relate to this old and familiar one way direction of leaving our dense pre-Ascension physical bodies to enter a higher, expanded state of awareness and matching Energy Body to Do The Work, whatever it was at the time. What we’re not used to doing however is exactly what some of us have been doing incrementally throughout 2014, which is staying in body and receiving, anchoring, embodying more and more of our Higher Selves and the NEW here in this dimension and world. Huge honkin’ difference and it’s taken me some time this year to get a better conscious grasp on this NEW aspect of The Work, as it is at this time.

When I get confused and discombobulated, I make myself pull back for emotional clarity and better perspective and do a short personal Review of the current year. I make myself go over as much of what I’ve personally experienced and learned since January to help myself put things into a better unfolding perspective. I did this the other day because I’d gotten enmeshed and entangled in the latest physical plane changes due to my mom’s health conditions and certain old negative blood family member dynamics. Just because I’ve dealt with my personal old stuff and issues connected with my blood family members (or anyone else) many years ago that literally took me decades to complete, sure as hell does not mean they have. Stair-steps remember, and some people won’t ever step up on to any stair in this lifetime and that’s their right and choice. To each his/her own. Do it now or do it later but know that eventually we all must do it. But when we have to deal with, interact with people who’ve not done much if any at all inner personal work on themselves, that interaction is greatly out of balance for both parties, but those with greater awareness and understanding eventually have to walk away to continue evolving (living this Ascension Process) at the pace they’re dedicated to and currently capable of.

As I mentally went through my personal 2014 Review for greater clarity and equilibrium maintenance, I realized just how much spiritual and energetic reality-changing ground has actually been covered so far this year. I remembered that during the winter I went on a very important etheric, other-dimensional Covert Light Ops Mission to three countries in the Middle East to quickly and quietly seed and energetically anchor in some NEW energy codes into that area on Earth and then quietly dash right back out again.

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Then in the spring and summer I had some more Energetic Work to do as a Transmuter of old negative Density by needing to time jump into the “past” to shut down and end some old Team Dark (TD) timelines stemming from and feeding into and out of WWI and WWII. This particular Mission Work was also personal in that my long-dead paternal grandfather had always been passionate about wars and warring (translated that just means heavily influenced and mind controlled by TD), and my father and other male relatives on both my father and mother’s side were involved in those World Wars. (I’ve know since childhood that the entire family line going back to the very beginning on Earth ended with me. Living that Process and doing that Energetic Work decades later has been an amazing thing to not only do but live out as well and see all that ancient negativity reaching its Expiration Date and being ended in multiple dimensions and timelines in my lifetime.)

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In April and May and throughout the summer months of 2014, my personal Ascension Process Work switched rather dramatically from old patriarchal World Wars and related issues and male family members (living and dead) into something very different that we’re still dealing with now and will be for a while. In spring of 2014 I realized that some great Ascension Process progression and shift had happened again and was now intently focused on the larger, far more complex and incredibly important old negative TD global matriarchal distortions, negativity, lies, pilfered Divine Source Energies and Systems etc.

In other words, shutting down and ending timelines into and out of the old TD negative patriarchal World Wars was a big deal, however, this next phase of ending and removing all old negative distortions and perversions created by TD to the Cosmic Mother, Universal Mother God, the Goddess and the Divine Matriarchal Source Energies and Systems etc. was something else entirely and vastly larger and even more important. It’s about time!’ was all I felt in spring of 2014 when this phase was begun fully in the physical. I didn’t however stop to consider what all that meant for me personally and how it might play out in my life and relationships at that time, but I sure have since then.

Because we Forerunners live the great Ascension related Macrocosm Events through our individual personal Microcosmic Experiences, I and my biological mother and the old TD created Dark Mother distortions began to amplify and play-out in increasingly unpleasant and dangerous personal ways for she and I both this year. This continued into her health crisis in late August (sudden triple bypass followed by a related stroke two weeks later) which continues today, but, there is progress being made physically, spiritually, energetically and consciously by us both and who could ask for more. Gadszooks and thank god/goddess! Has any of it been easy? Not at all, but we’re getting there, and with greater knowledge gained from real hard work, plenty of honesty and the personal transformations those ingredients naturally produce in each of us if we’re willing to dive in and do the latest Inner/Outer, Personal/Non-Personal, Macro/Micro, God & me Ascension related Divine Work on and through our self.

 For many years I wondered how in the universe we Forerunners would be able to quickly cast-off all of TD’s numerous, all-encompassing old negative distortions done to humanity and human DNA and consciousness etc. The deeper into this Ascension Process I go the better I understand exactly how that’s happening, especially in the physical dimension. It’s happening through us, our bodies, our physical Earth lives, our relationships, thoughts, emotions, hearts and consciousness and so on. While we’re continually casting-off layer after layer of old negative TD distortions done to humanity, we’re simultaneously embodying layer after layer of the NEW energies of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle in this very NEW place/space/world/reality. Is it any wonder why we’re so exhausted all the time? Throw in some more NEW X-Class solar/cosmic energies and it’s pass-out time again!

Here’s to the upcoming October 23, 2014 New Moon/Solar Eclipse at 0º Scorpio 25′ and entrance into Scorpio, followed a couple of days later by Mars entering Capricorn. This is us working it step by step, layer by layer. Be proud of what all you’re really accomplishing despite it often looking and feeling like it’s not much more than one huge chaotic, confusing and painful mess. 🙂

From HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise Le Fay

October 20, 2014

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Embodying the Shift into More of the NEW

As you know my 84-year-old mother suddenly needed triple bypass heart surgery on August 28th. After the first terrifying and questionable week, she was regaining more strength little by little, hallucinating less and less, looking and sounding more and more like the person I know despite all she’d been through. We both thought that she’d move through this heart bypass recovery fairly well based on how well she was doing. However—yeah, unfortunately there’s a however—on the morning of September 10th while still in the nursing home/rehab care facility she had a bypass surgery-related stroke and was transported to another hospital in another city (not the one she’d had the bypass surgery at). She remained there receiving what I feel she should have received post op anyway to prevent a *&^$*!# stroke, until the evening of September 13th when that doctor felt she was safe enough to leave the hospital and had her transported back to the nursing home/rehab care facility in the city we live in.

I talked with her on the phone throughout all this and it was immediately clear she’d suffered a serious setback due to the stroke. I saw her hours later and could see and hear the stroke damage. She had done so good, until this. Now it’s a different form of rehab for her and more things for me to learn about to care for her. Needless to say, it’s been pretty miserable lately with periods of sadness, anxiety, grief, the ever-present exhaustion, not being able to sleep enough every night (which is obviously related to this but is also Ascension related), uncertainty about the near future, my now being without an income, and a few dozen other probably very “normal” concerns and emotions at this point.

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From my current and rather frazzled perspective, these sudden changes with my mom and our lives, incomes and lifestyles etc. (Lifestyle! that was hysterical coming from a Forerunner whose not had a “lifestyle” since 1991!), is a personal microcosmic level event of what’s taking place macrocosmically around planet Earth, to mass humanity at different levels, to our solar system, our Sun, the Milky Way galaxy, the universe, the multi-verses and on and on and on. There’s no way, none whatsoever, for us, especially the Forerunners who embody these changes first, to separate ourselves and/or what’s happening in our personal lives now with what’s happening to everything else everywhere else. It’s all the same Process and it’s all Ascension related. No one is doing anything “wrong” or “incorrect”, we’re each just living and embodying and being changed by this tremendous and rare Ascension Process and transition into the NEW and disconnect from the old in our unique ways.

On the one Divine cosmic hand, I feel like the changes we’re all living through now are opening us up to so many NEW creative and learning possibilities that it’s almost too much to endure. It’s like there’s too many wondrous NEW choices at each of our disposal now which can at times be rather overwhelming. And of course, on the other hand these tremendous changes we’re all going through in our individual ways can also cause one to, at times, panic and grab hold of old things, old ways, old habits merely due to their familiarity and almost unconscious ease and old ego security. That however is not the times we live in now nor why we Volunteered to come here (incarnate into 3D density on Earth) during this time of unparalleled upheaval and transformation, so, change after change after change is upon us now in 2014 like never before.

For example, here’s a small list of some local events that have happened here in southern California where we live/embody/transmute/anchor/energetically work simultaneously to what’s been happened and continues happening to my mom and myself via her triple bypass and now related stroke.

• About every couple of weeks this summer, hurricane after hurricane has moved up the Pacific coast of Baja heading farther north towards southern California. Usually hurricanes in this area will come up the Pacific Mexican coast and often into Baja, but then make a shape left turn out towards the open Pacific. One did this a few weeks ago and the Hawaiian islands took a direct hit and a close-call by a second hurricane only a few days later.

A couple of weeks after that another hurricane tracked this same path but instead of making a left turn out into the Pacific, it made a sharp right turn into southern California. That of course pushed east and north into parts of Nevada, most of Arizona, New Mexico and probably other states as well that I’m unaware of. We’ve got another hurricane (Odile, now reduced to a Category 2 but the biggest to date this far north) tracking northward up the middle of Baja California heading towards SoCal and Arizona primarily and beyond, again.

I mention this hurricane business because, twelve years ago I clairvoyantly saw a Category 5 hurricane tracking towards southern Californian in this exact way. It hugged the Pacific coast of Baja and traveled all the way up into southern California as a Cat 5 hurricane and stationed for much too long in the nook area of SoCal up to Point Conception. This hurricane I saw many years ago came inland well enough to do some serious damage to lightweight, sunny, seriously hurricane unprepared SoCal. That vision has haunted me for the past twelve years, and now in summer of 2014, I’m watching this possibility for a bigger, more powerful hurricane to actually reach all the way up into SoCal and Arizona primarily, but other states as well as a serious storm, not a full-blown hurricane.

• During this same time we’ve had two small earthquakes only five miles from where I live. This isn’t anything new or earth shattering, it’s just the timing and location of them both that’s meaningful to me. I’ve consciously known since the mid-1990s, that we Forerunners/Density Negativity Transmutors and Higher Frequency Light Embodiers in physicality could only deflect and transmute a certain number of earthquakes in California and once that phase of our Energy Work was done, more earthquakes would need to happen in California (top to bottom) due to us and Earth transitioning, shifting into the NEW Light Energies or blueprints and space/location and timeline. It just is what it is and they need to happen but we’ll all be fine. No fear, just expanded knowledge. 🙂

• During this same time we’ve also had a blast of high heat temperatures which isn’t unusual for the summer into September here in southern California and surrounding states, but this heat, this Light packs much more of a punch than the summer heat/light of old did prior to the Ascension Process, and certainly prior to 2014. The temp yesterday here where I live in SoCal was between 107–110 degrees and will be the same today and tomorrow and slightly less hot as the week cools down due to hurricane Odile arriving but the humidity will increase dramatically. Hot yes, but we’ve experienced much hotter here in earlier years. But, the heat now feels different, feels more intense and like it could do damage much quicker if one isn’t careful and drinking water almost constantly. (I mention this because I’ve experienced unusual sudden onsets of heavy, full-body sweating when at rest and/or only exerting myself from walking from one room to another! This Ascension symptom has happened rather intensely since July 2014, and I know it has to do with these current energy changes we’re going through. Make sure you’re hydrated during all these physical and nonphysical intensities. And sleeping! Ha, just sleep whenever you can and forget about “time” or nighttime, daytime, afternoon time etc. Just get sleep whenever you can now and be glad for it. 😉

• More and more people going “nuts” and killing others and/or themselves and other violent acts. Nothing new here, just sad and frustrating that so many aren’t able to integrate these higher Light energies at all. We knew this was coming for years, decades even, but it and everything else is now fully here in the physical in 2014 and beyond.

• An X-Class solar flare/CME September 12th that felt equally different as the 2014 summer heat (and everything else) does. This particular X flare transmission felt to me like a tremendous amount of NEW Light Energies, NEW blueprints and further DNA activations/compressed evolution was delivered to humanity and earth over these past few days, and it doesn’t feel anywhere near done yet so expect more of these energies and the symptoms they’re producing now in 2014.

So… micro macro, it’s all the same thing, same Process just on different levels, positions and locations. It’s mine and it’s the universe’s. It’s my loved ones and it’s the universe’s. It’s yours and your loved ones and it’s the universe’s. This is you and me and us all doing what we came here to do… even the shitty, painful, scarey, grief-filled parts. Transformation rarely ever looks or feels good while happening but who really cares right?

Thank you all for your continued Love Light help and energetic support. It has meant so much to me as an Elder whose been at this on her own my whole life. It’s about time we’re able to connect once again with like others in the NEW. ❤

Denise Le Fay

September 15, 2014

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