Who Thought It’d Be THIS Hard At THIS Point?!

I know many people are having a tremendously difficult time now with the start of 2015, some of us started in 2014 and it’s merely continued into this year. I also know that many people are not experiencing difficult times, tremendous or otherwise. What I want to highlight in this topic is that neither group is doing anything “right” or “wrong” or “better” or “worse”. I repeat, neither group is doing anything “right” or “wrong” or “better” or “worse”. “Right” or “wrong”, “better” or “worse” etc. is old lower Duality consciousness. It is really important that everyone understands this fact and doesn’t go into judgements or preaching or old lower ego BS over anything at this point. Some have, some will, and some are learning how to write/express/communicate from a fifth dimensional Unity level of greater knowing with less and less or no attachment and zero judgement of others or of anything.

It just is what it is and it’s perfect from our Soul’s level even when painful or miserable from our earthly physical level so get over it and deal with yourself and your “issues” whatever they may be and let others do the same. That is one of many qualities of Unity consciousness; the ability to know and see that everything is perfect no matter how unpleasant or “wrong” it may look, feel or seem at lower levels of awareness. Have you ever experienced an Angelic Lightbeing scold, shame, disrespect, guilt-trip or judge or talk down to you for anything? A much less evolved Starbeing with zero physical incarnational experiences yes at times (some of them do it far too often in my opinion in channeled messages like they’ve forgotten who they’re talking to an why!) but never an Angelic Lightbeing or others of the same level of awareness and development.

Some are blissers’ and some are workers’  like Aluna Joy said in one of her recent articles. Does that mean one group is “right” or “better” and the other group “wrong” or “worse”? Of course not, and believe me when I tell you that we trade positions and jobs at higher levels all the time so we all get to experience the varied aspects and difficulties of living through an Ascension Process both in a physical body and not in one.

This next part is for the Forerunners who were activated physically/biologically at the beginning of Galactic Alignment in 1998–1999.

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Remember how tremendously difficult, painful and downright crazy it was when you/me/we were physically, biologically activated by the beginning of Galactic Alignment? Remember how we were needed to actually live through and embody this Process so we’d literally be Alchemically transformed by it from that point forward? Remember how most of us thought many times over those difficult years, “I don’t know if I can pull this thing off in this physical body!” Remember how you/me/we did it despite the pains, confusion, repeated attacks and attempts on our lives, sicknesses, unending exhaustion and all the rest of it?

We accomplished what we Volunteered to do and more during that phase, but now we’re at the beginning of the completion of the Galactic Alignment period (2015 through 2016ish) and entering increasingly into the NEW. That’s what’s changed, phases and levels is all, and some of us do these phases in different ways and different levels of intensity. Some of us “bliss” more while others of us “work” more but the bottom line is that we’re on the same Team working on the same Ascension Process. No “right” or “better” or “wrong” or “worse” involved whatsoever. Some of us sit on mountains or stare at oceans or the skies and do what we’re gifted at doing and are needed to do for Soul and All. Some of us work at lower elevations in the valleys at the foot of mountains and in dense cities doing what we’re gifted at doing for Soul and All. And some of us are feeling and embodying in different ways than others now at the completion end of the Galactic Alignment just as many of us did at the beginning end of it. Who’s “right” or “better” and who’s “wrong” or “worse” in that? Neither of course as all are vitally important to the overall Ascension Process mission.

When I’m personally having an extra difficult time (meaning usually all aspects — physical, emotional, mental, psychic etc.), I have a tendency to as many of us do to have that first thought of, ‘What am I doing wrong? What is it I’m not seeing or understanding now that I need to for the highest good of Self and All?’ I think it’s a common Team Light in human form thing to think during this Ascension Process. Another clue that you’re deep in something really important to your ongoing personal spiritual energetic growth is when your nonphysical Higher Light Team (Angelics, Starbeings, Masters or whoever they are for you) goes quiet. They’re still there of course but in the background at the moment, giving you/me/we the space, respect, Free Will and time we need to go through, discover, to live, embody and be evolved by whatever it is that we are at that time.

After I’ve had that first thought that I may not be seeing or understanding whatever it is that’s obviously needing me to make changes within myself, and I feel my Higher Light Team is waiting quietly on the sidelines for me to get through the latest situation/learning/transformation, I then begin to get a higher and larger understanding about what’s happening to me and to certain others at that particular time and why. When the situation is less intense none of those steps happen and I have direct access to Higher Awareness as usual and my Higher Light Team is close by all the time. Old lower negative programs would have us think and believe that we’re doing something “wrong” during one phase and not so during another phase. Again, Dualized thinking and perceptions, when in truth it’s all good as they say.

So what’s this long-winded ramble about anyway? That you are NOT doing anything “wrong” or “worse” or “less than” any other Team Light Forerunner now in 2015 during the intense completion phase of Galactic Alignment (1998ish to 2016ish). Just because some of us are not yet maintaining a constant state of bliss or joy or happiness or abundance or beauty or youth or health or anything else we believe or feel we should at this point within the Ascension Process, does NOT mean you/me/we are doing anything “wrong” or “worse” or “less than” anyone else. Any heavy Cardinal signs and/or ASC and/or natal planets Forerunners reading this? That alone should tell you much about your abilities and role(s), especially during the transformational 2011–2016ish Cardinal squares and T-squares and oppositions years. There’s nothing whatsoever “wrong” with bringing up the rear. ❤ 🙂

Denise

January 29, 2015

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Divine Push into deeper Change & Release

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It has been one heck of a time lately hasn’t it? Multiple aspects of my life have been divinely exploded into further change and release since the last week of April 2014. I’m certain many of you can wholeheartedly relate.

For many the April into May 2014 energies have been a Divine blinding blast that helped us fully see, know, understand, standup for ourselves and our happiness and future well-being, make adjustments and/or completely disconnect and release in all ways from certain people/family members/friends/partners etc. if  that’s what was required of us at this time. For me it was with more family members. Sometimes it’s easier to have loved ones die than have them remain in-body and not progress but disintegrate even more, falling into deeper mental and emotional sickness.

Because we’re rarely ever all on the same Stair-step within the Ascension Process—especially within our blood families—you oftentimes find yourself having to indirectly deal with old issues you dealt with many years or decades earlier, but once again now via another family member or loved one that hadn’t directly themselves until this point. This of course means you’re involved again with whatever aspects of the situation that must be dealt with by that other family member/loved one at this time. Said another way, the Forerunners of the Forerunners have been having to help their loved one(s) who are also Forerunners but a few Stair-steps behind them, with old issues, be they family, work, money or whatever.

Once the different levels of Forerunners got themselves, and then assisted their loved one(s) on a nearby Stair-step through these massive personal, see this old issue for yourself  difficult longstanding family dynamics or whatever it’s been for you personally, then the dropped weight from the past has felt exceptionally freeing.

This latest session that April into May 2014 gifted us all with has—despite it being and feeling emotionally and in just about every other way painful—one huge Divine push forward into the NEW for those of us who need to be wholly and completely in the NEW with zero strings attached to old pre-Ascension people, family members, friends, lovers, relationships, personal habits, beliefs, expectations, old blueprints and Soul Contracts etc. Quite often what hurts the most or is the most difficult for us personally turns out to be the biggest gift with the largest long-term benefits for us. It’s amazing to what degree we, while in human form, will go to NOT let go of old limiting things, habits, situations and people when it’s the very thing we must do at that moment within our ongoing spiritual Ascension Process to continue evolving.

These huge changes that April and May 2014 has brought each of us has even touched my writing here at HighHeartLife. In past years it was a Soul Contract of mine (as it was for almost all the Forerunner Ascension Teachers who’ve written books and blog and website articles about the Ascension Process) to write as much as I could as fast as I could despite the constant severe Ascension symptoms I experienced, plus the Team Dark attacks I struggled with simultaneously. I wrote constantly because it was my higher spiritual Volunteer “job” to do so at that time even though I had Ascension ‘brain fog’, sickness and pain and could hardly string a sentence together most days, or figure out the computer, not to mention the Internet! None of that mattered however because I’d agreed to write about the Ascension Process and its many related issues from my personal perspective and experiences long before I incarnated into this physical Denise suit who would physically live the Ascension Process as a First Waver or Forerunner.

It’s no longer as urgent for the Forerunners to get as much of the higher information (Light) out as we could to the global masses via writings on the Internet about the Ascension Process and its many related topics, stages and multidimensional players. That’s been done and many really wonderful and very helpful books, videos, blog and website articles exist for people to refer back to when they need to read them again (or for the first time) for greater clarity about what’s happening and why. But since we entered 2014, this has Shifted too just like everything else and many of the Forerunners have been or are being moved and re-directed into their NEW creative Work(s) in NEW ways and NEW places. I’ve felt this change building since the start of 2011.

What was needed to be dispersed globally very quickly in years past is well in place, and many of the Forerunners have moved on into the next level of the Ascension Process and their personal parts in it. This means there will continue to be exciting and unexpected changes to how many of the Forerunner Ascension Teachers work, teach, write, interact with other people, are reimbursed for their knowledge and help etc. This is just another of many ongoing evolving steps and nothing more so fear not. ❤

It’s time now to live it, to put it into play physically, to teach it by living example, by having embodied it and continuing to embody it and showing that to others. Yelling it every few days for free from blogs and websites and videos aren’t the primary locations or methods for this spiritual Ascension related Work now and that’s perfectly okay. We’re all adapting and making the necessary adjustments.

The Angels have been re-directing me into my NEW space, place and work since January 2014 and I’m still deep within this change, this transition on multiple levels. I know there are more twists and turns to come that I can’t See clearly yet but I certainly sense them right around the next corner. It’s exciting, and a bit challenging too because I’m having to finalize and totally release, disconnect from some family members that always have been and still are taking a very different route than I am. Those old blueprints and karma have fully Expired and we need to acknowledge that fact, disconnect neutrally, and move on in our different directions at our different speeds and levels. Many of us are in this same spiritual evolutionary space and position now, but know that the Angles and your Higher Self are not going to drop you into some old miserable crap zone somewhere at this point! No, no; huge improvements are unfolding now but we’ve got to fully release the past blueprints and habits first. That is what much of the April and May 2014 energies were for, which should give us all an insightful heads-up about the changes in physicality that the June 2014 Solstice will bring!

Self-delusion and/or delusions coming from anyone else for any reason simply won’t fly in the NEW energies and NEW timeline. Because of this, those who need important course-correction reality checks have gotten hit over the head with them since April! This is another Divine Intervention even though it doesn’t feel like it at the time so be wise and use whatever has been or is being revealed to you about yourself and other people so that you’ll make the necessary changes, release whatever or whoever you must at this time so you all can continue moving in the directions, levels and speeds that each is capable of at this time.

Stay in your HighHeart and live and radiate your NEW life from this elevated space. ❤

Denise

May 26, 2014

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