further releasing of limited self and consciousness

Divine Push into Deeper Change & Release

May 26, 2014April 5, 2023Denise Le Fay

It has been one heck of a time lately hasn’t it? Multiple aspects of my life have been divinely exploded into further change and release since the last week of April 2014. I’m certain many of you can wholeheartedly relate.

For many the April into May 2014 energies have been a Divine blinding blast that helped us fully see, know, understand, standup for ourselves and our happiness and future well-being, make adjustments and/or completely disconnect and release in all ways from certain people/family members/friends/partners etc. if that’s what was required of us at this time. For me it was with more family members. Sometimes it’s easier to have loved ones die than have them remain in-body and not progress but disintegrate even more, falling into deeper mental and emotional sickness.

Because we’re rarely ever all on the same Stair-step within the Ascension Process—especially within our blood families—you oftentimes find yourself having to indirectly deal with old issues you dealt with many years or decades earlier, but once again now via another family member or loved one that hadn’t directly themselves until this point. This of course means you’re involved again with whatever aspects of the situation that must be dealt with by that other family member/loved one at this time. Said another way, the Forerunners of the Forerunners have been having to help their loved one(s) who are also Forerunners but a few Stair-steps behind them, with old issues, be they family, work, money or whatever.

Once the different levels of Forerunners got themselves, and then assisted their loved one(s) on a nearby Stair-step through these massive personal, see this old issue for yourself difficult longstanding family dynamics or whatever it’s been for you personally, then the dropped weight from the past has felt exceptionally freeing.

This latest session that April into May 2014 gifted us all with has—despite it being and feeling emotionally and in just about every other way painful—one huge Divine push forward into the NEW for those of us who need to be wholly and completely in the NEW with zero strings attached to old pre-Ascension people, family members, friends, lovers, relationships, personal habits, beliefs, expectations, old blueprints and Soul Contracts etc. Quite often what hurts the most or is the most difficult for us personally turns out to be the biggest gift with the largest long-term benefits for us. It’s amazing to what degree we, while in human form, will go to NOT let go of old limiting things, habits, situations and people when it’s the very thing we must do at that moment within our ongoing spiritual Ascension Process to continue evolving.

These huge changes that April and May 2014 has brought each of us has even touched my writing here at HighHeartLife. In past years it was a Soul Contract of mine (as it was for almost all the Forerunner Ascension Teachers who’ve written books and blog and website articles about the Ascension Process) to write as much as I could as fast as I could despite the constant severe Ascension symptoms I experienced, plus the Team Dark attacks I struggled with simultaneously. I wrote constantly because it was my higher spiritual Volunteer “job” to do so at that time even though I had Ascension ‘brain fog’, sickness and pain and could hardly string a sentence together most days, or figure out the computer, not to mention the Internet! None of that mattered however because I’d agreed to write about the Ascension Process and its many related issues from my personal perspective and experiences long before I incarnated into this physical Denise suit who would physically live the Ascension Process as a First Waver or Forerunner.

It’s no longer as urgent for the Forerunners to get as much of the higher information (Light) out as we could to the global masses via writings on the Internet about the Ascension Process and its many related topics, stages and multidimensional players. That’s been done and many really wonderful and very helpful books, videos, blog and website articles exist for people to refer back to when they need to read them again (or for the first time) for greater clarity about what’s happening and why. But since we entered 2014, this has Shifted too just like everything else and many of the Forerunners have been or are being moved and re-directed into their NEW creative Work(s) in NEW ways and NEW places. I’ve felt this change building since the start of 2011.

What was needed to be dispersed globally very quickly in years past is well in place, and many of the Forerunners have moved on into the next level of the Ascension Process and their personal parts in it. This means there will continue to be exciting and unexpected changes to how many of the Forerunner Ascension Teachers work, teach, write, interact with other people, are reimbursed for their knowledge and help etc. This is just another of many ongoing evolving steps and nothing more so fear not. ❤

It’s time now to live it, to put it into play physically, to teach it by living example, by having embodied it and continuing to embody it and showing that to others. Yelling it every few days for free from blogs and websites and videos aren’t the primary locations or methods for this spiritual Ascension related Work now and that’s perfectly okay. We’re all adapting and making the necessary adjustments.

The Angels have been re-directing me into my NEW space, place and work since January 2014 and I’m still deep within this change, this transition on multiple levels. I know there are more twists and turns to come that I can’t See clearly yet but I certainly sense them right around the next corner. It’s exciting, and a bit challenging too because I’m having to finalize and totally release, disconnect from some family members that always have been and still are taking a very different route than I am. Those old blueprints and karma have fully Expired and we need to acknowledge that fact, disconnect neutrally, and move on in our different directions at our different speeds and levels. Many of us are in this same spiritual evolutionary space and position now, but know that the Angles and your Higher Self are not going to drop you into some old miserable crap zone somewhere at this point! No, no; huge improvements are unfolding now but we’ve got to fully release the past blueprints and habits first. That is what much of the April and May 2014 energies were for, which should give us all an insightful heads-up about the changes in physicality that the June 2014 Solstice will bring!

Self-delusion and/or delusions coming from anyone else for any reason simply won’t fly in the NEW energies and NEW timeline. Because of this, those who need important course-correction reality checks have gotten hit over the head with them since April! This is another Divine Intervention even though it doesn’t feel like it at the time so be wise and use whatever has been or is being revealed to you about yourself and other people so that you’ll make the necessary changes, release whatever or whoever you must at this time so you all can continue moving in the directions, levels and speeds that each is capable of at this time.

Stay in your HighHeart and live and radiate your NEW life from this elevated space.

Denise Le Fay

May 26, 2014

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Cut down to the Crystal Clear Core

November 20, 2013March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

I’ve been pretty quiet since 9-21-13 only because I’ve been going through some rather difficult times of big inner change. No, my arms and legs haven’t fallen off and no, my house hasn’t burned down, and no my life looks like it did last week and last month and the month before that, but man-oh-man am I changing! Some of you will relate completely with this while others will come into it when they come into it.

I was waiting to write something after the Sun exits Scorpio and enters Sagittarius (on Nov. 21st), take a good look-see around and have an honest, deep-level feel and after that write about my findings. I might still do that, but for now I wanted to write a little something about what’s been going on–from my perspective–and talk a bit about how it’s been affecting me.

Over the past few years, I’ve written articles at TRANSITIONS (now archived here) about what I’ve called The Princess and the Pea symptoms of feeling things, anything, all things like they’re amplified beyond belief. Like the Princess trying to sleep on top of twenty-five mattresses, she still can feel that little pea under the bottom mattress and to her it’s so pronounced that she can’t get comfortable or sleep.

As many of you know I’ve often used the term Stair-steps in an attempt to express that the Ascension Process is ongoing and has many layers, levels, stages and phases. I’ve also used this term to express that individuals go through those different Ascension Process layers and phases at different stages themselves so everyone is not experiencing the same exact things at the same exact times.

So when one is standing on Ascension Stair-step 264 lets call it for ease of communication and a helpful visual, what that person experiences, feels and perceives is what they’re capable of perceiving and transmuting/clearing at that Stair-step level at that moment. So when a person has a lot more letting go of and releasing old lower frequency stuff–whatever that is for each of us at the time–at symbolic energetic Stair-step level 264, that letting go of feels like it does at that level and each time we do this it feels very different because we’re changing, we’re clarifying, we’re lightening up a bit more every time it happens.

But as that person continues moving forward within the ongoing Ascension Process and travels up more energetic Stair-steps and reaches, lets say Stair-step 302, what they experience and feel at that level of having to let go of even more within themselves feels vastly more amplified, more intense, more severe and extreme than it did at lower Stair-steps. In other words, that Princess and the Pea business seems, from our evolving perspective, to get worse and worse not better and better! In fact it is getting better and better but to us it doesn’t feel like it because we’re still deeply within the Process and changing rapidly.The more one refines oneself energetically, it becomes that much less comfortable to hold ANY lower frequency stuff such as old beliefs, lower thoughts, emotions, fears etc. in us. So even though we continue to reduce the “peas” and/or the size of those “peas”, to us on the current higher level (higher Stair-step) it feels like that little pea has gotten larger not smaller! Seemingly ass-backwards I know, but this is only from our current perspectives.

I’ve been letting go of (transmuting and releasing) my personal stuff n’ junk pretty consistently since 1991 so you’d think I’d be an old pro at it by this point, and I am — many of us are. My point with this is that the farther up we go it seems from our perspective to be feeling worse when we have some old lower habitual thought, emotion, belief, expectation etc. Even though that pea under our many mattresses has been shrinking considerably due to the years or decades of Inner Work we’ve done already, from our current perspective, and especially since 9-21-13, any tiny pea(s) left within us now feels like an obnoxious huge boulder that causes us highly amplified physical and emotional pain and frustration. We repulse ourselves and we have to release and castoff whatever it is in us still that’s so offensive to us now standing in so much Light.

Walking up more and more of those Ascension Stair-step the more we enter into the amplifying Light and Divinity, and the more my wee shit and your wee shit (whatever it still is at this point) cannot go. Period. The pressure and pains and frustrations have grown to such an extreme for me since we crossed 9-21-13 that I’m constantly and easily seeing every little thing and limiting belief and old familiar BS habit etc. that I still have that’s causing me severely amplified physical, emotional, and mental pains and frustrations at this point.

I’ve been excruciatingly aware that something, or a number of somethings, have caused these severe amplification symptoms especially since 9-21-13, but what exactly it or they were I wasn’t clear on other than they’re natural side effects from the pulsing energy waves being transmitted from the Galactic Center (GC) of the Milky Way. Like that isn’t enough!… I’ve felt there’s been other triggers, other activators pushing each of us up more Ascension Stair-steps.

Like many of you I too have read about comet ISON and it reaching perihelion (closet to our Sun) on November 28, 2013. And, I too have read a few things by other people talking about what they believe comet ISON is and isn’t. Some believe comet ISON is a Galactic Federation Mother-ship disguised as a physical comet. Others believe comet ISON is Nibiru. Others believe it’s just a comet and nothing more.

Personally I don’t much care what comet ISON is or isn’t. It, whatever or whomever it is, is flying through our solar system and passing Earth and our Sun at a highly significant time and that is what’s important to me; that plus how it’s affecting me and the rest of humanity. Those are what’s important to me, not if it’s a GF craft or Nibiru or camouflaged ET space junk hurtling through space or whatever.

If we review how we’ve felt since 9-21-13 but do so standing on this higher energy Stair-step, you’ll notice that whatever your “pea” thing is within your life/consciousness/beliefs/habits etc. is, you should notice that it/they are being tremendously amplified by something or a group of somethings now and there are reasons for it. That is what should be on your heartmind, not if it’s Nibiru or ETs or whatever. Inner homework first, then you’ll automatically be able to interact with the positive ETs. 😉

I’ve had plenty of conscious and direct interactions with positive higher dimensional Beings and Lightbeings to know very well how tiny one instantly feels just being in their presence. It’s ridiculous because we Starseeds are them in dense human form as Ascension Process Volunteers. But, despite that, every time I’ve (in my Denise form I mean) been in the presence of other higher dimensionals, I feel very small, very dense, very stupid, and very stinky in comparison to Them. Just being honest. They don’t think that of me at all but being in the presence of so much higher frequency Light makes one’s density and other personal residual “peas” uncomfortably highlighted!

Now… how is that any different from say a comet that some people believe houses some GF members in some Mother-ship camouflaged to look like a physical comet? I don’t think it is any different at all, and from the way I’ve felt since 9-21-13, it feels very similar to how I’d feel in years past when higher dimensional Starbeings and/or Lightbeings would show up to interact with me in my house during the day while I was awake. I’d suddenly be In Love with Them (“swooning” is a normal reaction when in the energetic presence of positive higher dimensional nonphysical Beings) and I’d also feel like a stupid little twerp in Their presence, and I’d want to go Home, and–here comes the spiritual punch line to all this–I’d be motivated to do whatever it was I needed to do to reach those desires. Maybe, just maybe, comet ISON (and possibly other rare cosmic bodies) are NEW (to us) energetic triggers and merely other activators forcing us to continue evolving and changing rapidly now.

So again in my long-winded and seemingly weird roundabout way I’m trying to express that if you too have felt extra miserable since 9-21-13 and have had yourself shoved back into your face and awareness repeatedly trying to show you exactly what it is that you need to let go of now to make the pressures, pains and frustrations disintegrate… then I think comet ISON and the GC energies are doing exactly what they’re designed to do to help us, force us, up many more of those great Ascension Process Stair-steps and very quickly. You can however get all sidetracked and hung up or completely derailed over the packaging of the latest evolutionary Ascension trigger, or you can look within and do whatever personal Inner Work that’s needed now which will help you reach NEW levels of freedom and personal wisdom.

Denise Le Fay

November 20, 2013

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Amalgamations via the NEW

October 29, 2013March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

I’m not remotely close yet to being able to articulate (in a way I’d prefer) what I’ve been living and feeling constantly and intensely since October 1, 2013. I have clearly recognized however that I entered a very different and totally NEW level of the Ascension Process within the NEW around that date. Some of the Forerunners of the Forerunners have recently entered this NEW space and level of the ongoing Process and, just as with the earlier and lower frequency Ascension symptoms, your mileage will vary with these NEW changes too.

Some of the huge obvious things I’ve personally been experiencing due to this NEW level and stage is suddenly having to change certain things I’ve done for a long time because I’m changing again. Suddenly certain old situations and ways of doing things, of perceiving things, of feeling about things, and of interacting with other people etc. has shifted dramatically into something very NEW and to a degree I’ve not experienced before in my life.

It’s almost like reaching a NEW land (which is probably more accurate than we’d guess!) and because of this shift, suddenly having your heart, eyes and consciousness opened much more but in NEW ways which automatically and instantly force you to make whatever necessary changes within yourself that must happen so you can exist on the NEW land you’ve reached. I’m not intentionally being vague or trying to sound mysterious or spiritually lofty believe me; this stage is hard for me to put into words that can easily and correctly be understood at this time. Hopefully as I adjust to this particular phase and level within the NEW, I’ll soon be better able to interpret what I’m living and discovering and share it with you here.

In super simplified terms, I’ve entered a new level within the NEW energies and Process and doing so automatically forced me to instantly release whatever it was/is that I needed to. Being in this NEW space and level does this to one automatically and it happens in a split second. It’s quite amazing actually and more freeing than I can adequately express at the moment. It’s all very positive and obviously necessary but “it” is rather different from what I believed or expected “it” would be. Typical though, right?

What I can tell some of you now is that when you suddenly feel your entire perspective being abruptly expanded and elevated to a very NEW level (I’m not saying this is the final destination or end all by any means, only that this particular shift/expansion/elevation won’t leave you wondering if anything different is happening to you!), you won’t do anything other than immediately change and expand a good bit more into the NEW you in the NEW space.

This is not an intellectual happening as “it” just happens to and in you. It is somewhat emotional however because you’re forced to suddenly see even more, realize even more, understand even more about yourself and how you’ve been and thought and acted and interacted with other people and why and so on. Any and all of those old lower limiting traits and consciousness etc. — whatever they are for you personally — are instantly perceived with an expanded higher clarity and emotional honesty that’s absolutely glorious. It’s also very different and tremendously faster than the earlier brutal, lower-level years of difficult Inner Ascension Work. This change in the NEW happens in a split second and there are zero strings attached any longer to any old lower limiting personal traits, beliefs, emotional habits, and/or people and interactions with those people etc. Done, in a split second as the lower you and higher YOU merge a good bit more in the NEW You within the NEW.

Obviously, there’s much more to come about this topic, and everything else because of it, but I wanted to let everyone know why I’ve gone quiet and why there’s been so much internal and external change with me from September 21, 2013 to now. Thanks to everyone for hanging-in with me as these expansions and changes in the NEW will knock your socks off too… but for the very best of reasons.

Denise Le Fay

October 29, 2013

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