Separation of Worlds & Life in 11 Energies

I intended to get this particular article written sooner but I’m not done living it myself, so as usual with the Ascension and Embodiment Processes (AP, EP), I Work with and through what I’m experiencing from moment to moment, day-to-day. And what moments they’ve been throughout 2017, escalating like crazy the entire second-half of the year. Here we are today, the last day of 2017, about to transition into 2018 ready or not and all that it brings for all. Fear not because we’ve Worked very long and hard to finally reach this grand cosmic crossroads.

First however, some year-end AP and EP side effects that have been rather severe throughout November and December.

Weird dreams — Lots of dreaming about all sorts of things, people, situations and most of it not making much sense. It’s like your subconscious is in rapid purge mode because the time-limit for these old lower world issues has reached their “end times”.

Freezing inner cold — Increased periods of intense inner cold. This inner physical body freezing cold has to do with you quickly dropping more density which means you’re automatically moving, ascending some more energetically, vibrationally and Embodying more NEW Light energies physically. I’ll take inner freezing cold any day over inner hot flashes heat!

Spinnies aka Vertigo — Increases periods of inner head spinning. Your fine so long as you don’t physically turn too quickly or repeatedly. Turn slowly when you’ve got this AP side effect or you’ll end up face-first in a wall or on the floor!

Excessive…dumping — I’ve never had the courage to publicly share this charming AP transmuting side effect, but thanks to Lisa Renee being brave and doing so in her December 2017 Energetic Parasites article, which is so appropriate for 2017, I am emboldened.

“All energy workers may notice how much more content that is processed when you eliminate, realizing that the waste content is not all coming from what you are consuming. Many of us naturally process obsolete or negative energy which is eliminated through the bowel, and this is the reality for many gridworkers.”

Bless you Lisa Renee for your bravery in openly sharing this, this, this transmutational talent many of us have, myself included. Someone emailed me recently saying she wished she’d bought stock in toilet paper years ago. No kidding! I’ve had some humorous email conversations with a few people about this particular ability of excessive pooping far more (daily) than what one has physically ingested for the reasons Lisa mentioned. And many of you didn’t fully believe that the process of transmuting negativity and density is actually done in and through our own physical bodies.

HighHeart expansions — More intense thumps, bumps, thuds and expansion activities in your entire upper HighHeart (Thymus) chest area. This is often but not always followed with a few days of being overly weepy over the most simple of things. HighHeart expansions is a common side effect of having Embodied some more of your Higher Self/Selves/Divine Source as Self etc. No fear, this is often what it feels like making space inside your physical body for the NEW to take up residence.

Increased Head pains & pressures — Ongoing intensity inside your head/skull every time you Embody some more NEW higher frequency Light energies. I See this as more NEW higher energies pouring in through the top of our heads and then down into the HighHeart upper chest area which also often causes pressures in certain areas of the spine in these locations and/or other organs nearby. Relax into it, release and open to Embody more. Rinse and repeat, again and again and again.

Increased Visions — Seeing (clairvoyantly, with Higher Vision etc.) more movements from other beings, energies, entities and such. There’s much movement and shifting taking place and has been for a while now, but because the physical Separation of Worlds has taken place in December 2017, it’s natural to See and see increased movements and other related “anomalies”. Again, no fear, just massive changes taking place that will continue into and throughout 2018.

Inner Ear Ringing — This one has become almost commonplace at this point. When you hear that constant inner ear ringing, it indicates you’re in more NEW energies again and are being altered, evolved in multiple ways because of them.

There are other side effects besides these of course but these have been some of the most prevalent during the second half of 2017.

As most of you already know, 2018 numerically is an eleven year (11). Just ponder that for a moment from your HighHearts please. The Separation of Worlds has happened on the physical level and the next thing up for humanity is to pass through the 2018 New Year 11 pillars which in this case are the two ascending Earth worlds; the NEW primary ascending Earth world and the secondary ascending Earth world. Now that’s some big and important 11 pillars so to speak.

Unfortunately I can barely remember November so I’ll stick to just December 2017 before I forget it too. Throughout December I kept repeatedly perceiving how deeply important it was, is and will continue to be for me (and all of you reading this) to put my entire moment to moment daily focus, intentions, consciousness, HighHeart and creativity on and within the NEW primary ascending Earth world and NOT in the old lower one. If one does back-slide and re-focus on the old familiar negative Earth world we incarnated into decades ago, one risks immediately being affected by the energies, consciousness and reality etc. of that world and what it and its inhabitants are experiencing from moment to moment.

 

It sounds so ease to just stop thinking about or focusing on the old lower Earth world with its ways, laws, legal demands, expectations, money, finances, banks, medical and drug so-called “health” systems, systems, structures, governments and so on but have you tried actually doing it for an extended period? Not so easy is it to suddenly redirect your entire focus from minute to minute day in and day out on the NEW primary ascended/ascending Earth world. But, this is exactly what we must do now and keep doing it to stay in that frequency and space. This is comparable to say quitting smoking and simultaneously learning how to do something totally NEW to you that you’ve never done or even seen before. Needing to completely release the old everything and simultaneously focus on the NEW everything, even though you’re not exactly sure what or how or where etc. etc. etc. Your head doesn’t know how to do this but your HighHeart does so start there, and re-start there every time you need to get back there again.

The Separation of Worlds happened all the way down into the physical level finally this month and almost immediately we’re stepping into 2018’s 11 Master number energies. January 2018 is full of multiple 11 energies so we’re all going to be dealing with these NEW changes from the very start of the NEW Year. Now feel into this from the primary ascended/ascending Earth world and from the secondary ascending Earth world. One’s going to be really amazing and the other is going to be amazing but in very different ways and for very different reasons. Which one, which world, which level of being and reality do you want to exist within now? Then focus your entire being on and in that Earth world and not on the other one. This is going to take some practice and very real Work on our parts to teach ourselves how to live within and from the NEW primary ascended/ascending Earth world constantly and not fall back down into the lower frequency secondary Earth world we’re all so much more familiar with only because we’ve spent our entire current lives in it. This is going to take some big releasing of the old and constant dedication to the NEW to maintain ourselves within.

Throughout December, longer actually but terribly amplified all of December 2017, I’ve Worked on letting go of all the things I don’t like, don’t want, don’t ever want to have to live or deal with ever again. It’s strange how attached we become to the very things we dislike so much. Attachments are exactly that, attachments, and this is a great place to remind us all about maintaining Neutrality (which is Unity frequency and consciousness far above old lower Duality frequency and consciousness) with these issues. Talk about a New Year’s resolution! Never allowing yourself to fall off the wagon and slide back down into the old lower frequency Earth world and matching consciousness. Wow. But the 11 energies and much more will help us with this and related issues we’re about to begin experiencing individually and as the NEW ascended/ascending 5D Collective in a few short hours from now. This is a Work in progress of course, just like all the other levels, stages and phases of the Ascension Process and Embodiment Processes have been since the start.

Nothing will teach and inspire us like a few brief stumbles back down into the lower secondary ascending Earth world to get us to dedicate our focal points on and in the NEW entirely. I had one of these “educations” a few days ago which I’ll share for your entertainment primarily but also to help make this point. It was part of my December 2017 lessons about you get what you focus on.

I’ve wanted to get my hair trimmed for nearly two months but for different reasons was having a hard time making it happen. I went out earlier this month to a salon I had it cut at a few months ago but they’d gone out of business. Now I need to find another salon where I can get my hair trimmed every couple of months. Did I mention that salons are not my favorite places? (Clue #1 there; something I don’t like.) A week or so after this the 72-year-old woman that lives across the street from me met me outside while retrieving my mail at the curb and happened to mention that, years ago she owned a hair salon. Whaddaya freakin’ know! I asked her if she knew how to cut hair and she said yes so I asked her if I could pay her to trim my hair. She said she’d do it for free (but I paid her for it to guarantee disconnection) and she continued talking about other things. Now, I’ve known this woman was an “airhead” since I bought this house but I really wanted my hair trimmed so, despite my better judgement, I set up a day/time with her to trim my hair last week. I put calling her about this off and put it off because it did NOT feel right and I knew it wouldn’t be terribly pleasant but it was Christmas week and I didn’t know where else to go quickly. Excuses, excuses.

Long story short, she mutilated my hair by cutting it four inches shorter than I repeatedly told her I wanted (only 1 and a half inches trimmed off). And as if that weren’t enough, she cut one side a bit shorter than the other side and got unhappy with me when I pointed that fact out to her. Thankfully my hair grows fast and I’ll get a repair trim elsewhere in a couple of months, but it was how this all played out that I found very interesting actually. It was dream-like to me. It had that same feel that some weird old 4D Astral level dreams do; surreal, fluid, fake, imbalanced, untrustworthy, manipulative, deceptive, parasitic and so on.

I sat there in her house (#2 clue this) watching her chop away at my hair while she motor-mouthed constantly about things and people and crap that barely made sense. From my perspective she is horribly mentally and emotionally imbalanced. So many people are however. Anyway, I watched her recklessly chop away at my hair while she chattered on and on without drawing breath (the reason I’ve never liked salons my entire life) like a horrified fixated bystander at a fatal car crash. I could not look away and could feel the negative energies and little entities attached to her trying to get at/in me any way they could. [One tried very hard to get in on the left side of my head during the hair mutilation and the next day I had a painful lump/pimple/cyst type thing manifest near my earlobe/jaw from it biting away at me the day before.] But what was interesting about all this to me was that I knew the possibility for this all to happen existed before I even asked her if she knew how to cut hair. I knew but went there anyway because, evidently, this was a big firsthand education for me about willfully reentering the lower secondary ascending crazy Earth world at this point. Pay attention so you don’t have to grow out a bad haircut or much worse!

I was awake and aware in her Astral level life of endless chaos, imbalance, noise, barking dogs, constant talking about meaningless crap, mental and emotional illness and lifelong unresolved personal pains and the issues that caused those emotional wounds. It felt and looked to me like I’d willingly walked into a mental “facility” where they allow the patients to have scissors, and actually cut other people’s hair. 🙄 It was a hot mess but I did well all things considered. After all the insanity with her and mutilating my hair, as I was making my escape out her back door she came in for a hug and a kiss as well. Some people are so seriously wounded. I made my escape back to my house that exists within the primary ascended/ascending Earth world only a few yards away across the street and spent time going over what all had happened and been learned, realized and experienced firsthand by myself. Serious motivation to re-learn how to live within the higher frequency NEW constantly no matter where I go physically and who or what I encounter in other locations. This is primarily what the Forerunners/Wayshowers/First Embodiers will be learning to master throughout 2018 and beyond. Never leave HOME without HOME in you and surrounding you and you being HOME constantly no matter where you are.

Thanks so much for all your kind birthday wishes everyone, now let’s enter 2018 with its NEW 11 energies with the highest Creativity we have in this moment. ❤ ❤ ❤  Pray for my hair. Kidding. 😉

HighHeart Group Gratitude Hug,

Denise

December 31, 2017

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Adapting to the Force of Living in the Now Moment

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It’s interesting to discover how running out of the Now Moment, either into the past or future, felt like it reduced the nearly unbearable energetic pressure of being in it. I suspect that’s why many of us ran our minds/emotions into the past or the future; it was just way too much for us back then to stay in the Now Moment and not get our skin blown off our bodies! 😉 I jest, somewhat.

I hadn’t thought about this before, or I should say, I hadn’t been consciously aware of this before in the way I am starting to now. It takes some real grit to stay in the blast-range of the Now Moment and not run away, not waver, not fly out or escape into the past/future because it’s so incredibly intense and powerful and, and, and, big n’ mind blowing in the Now Moment! The creative possibilities alone are almost too much to endure, and this is only the beginning of this for many of us! Every time we embody another chunk of Christ/Crystal/Higher Self/Divine into these bodies and rapidly evolving selves, the creative “playing field” we find ourselves in grows tremendously, meaning we step a bit more into the full force blast-range of the quantum Now Moment in these physical bodies.

So far to me this feels like having no protective layer of skin on my body so I’m feeling everything in much more direct and amplified ways. I do know however that it won’t always feel this way to me. Needless to say I’m having to learn how to not run away from this sensation of seeming Now Moment overload in this body and self. While in it now sounds are louder and sharper, feelings profoundly intense, intentions razor-sharp and throbbing with creative potential, colors more colorful, unaware people more sadistic and heavy, thoughts more important than ever, Love is you and your NEW home, and God/Source/the Divine being only steps away instead of light-years off someplace else so distant IT is nearly impossible to reflect at lower levels.

Adapting to this (and much more) while in-body takes some real grit which I, in Denise form, hadn’t considered much because I’ve been so busy reaching this NEW starting point just as many of us have. We’ve had our hands full with other Ascensions Process Work leading up to this, but now, this! I feel like a teenage boy entering puberty, fumbling around like a greasy, twitching idiot repulsing most everyone while having hormonal drives and desires sufficient enough to conquer the world! 😆 Do you have any idea how powerful a Creator you actually are? Team Dark has always known and it’s why they’ve worked so hard to keep humanity from naturally evolving.

Are you increasingly discovering how, when and why you run away from or fall out of the powerful Now Moment? This is part of the Ascension Process and Shift in the physical and many of us have been and continue moving back and forth, in and out of the Now Moment so we learn and intimately know what it feels like to us in these bodies at this time within the Ascension Process. Said another way, we’re getting very familiar with being in time and then beyond it, then back in it again, then out of it again and so forth. Talk about ‘channel surfing’! 

I’ve done this with many other things during these Ascension years because it’s how we Master them while in physical bodies on a physical world. We do them repeatedly until we’ve Mastered each one on multiple levels. It’s not that we’re just playing in more Duality, but that we’re Mastering the Shift from one level, dimension, timeline(s) and state to another, multiple times until we can do it with zero pain or confusion. Said in another say, we’re Mastering being multidimensional Beings while in physical bodies as these personalities/selves we are today. And if it takes us a year or two or however many to get proficient at shifting from one level to another and consciously understand it to the degree we can educate someone else about it, then so be it. For many of us it’s not enough to do it, whatever it is, but to have full conscious knowledge about it and about doing it, how it feels, functions and so on. Some of us desire to really sink our teeth into these processes for very important and creative reasons so we do them repeatedly until its second nature to these versions of “us” in physicality now.

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This article is very much aligned with tomorrows New Moon at 29° Aries. There’s you (Aries) getting good at shifting into the Now Moment and eventually staying there. The other energy connected to this important event and task has been and will continue to be how other people (Libra) act/react to you in this NEW level of being and awareness increasingly in the Now Moment. Some of these other people haven’t been taking it well and have lashed out, been disrespectful and attempted to degrade and insult. Same old tactics and reactions in other words. Whatever, keep moving forward and maybe they’ll eventually get themselves together enough to cope with all the change taking place… or not.

Use this important Aries New Moon and degree because it’s simply an ongoing energetic progression of what began with the 2015 March Equinox and Eclipse. Happy Now Moment being and creating. ❤

Denise

April 17, 2015

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The Fish are Dead – Long Live the Waves!

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Can you feel it? Can you feel the kicking and thrashing slipping away of the old sticky Piscean Age and all that went with it? Feels grand, and another huge chunk of it got swept out by another of many NEW Aquarian Light Wave blasts during March 2015. Out with the sticky and distorted old, and in with the NEW higher electrified Waves. Yet another incarnation lived on the volatile and difficult cusp of two Astrological Ages grinding against each other as the old one slowly and stubbornly exits and the new one pushes in.

It’s getting more and more difficult for me to keep track of what happened when. Where am I today? Did I actually do that thing physically or did I just think about doing it? Did I dream that or did it happen in the physical dimension? Why does reality look different today from how it looked yesterday? And speaking of dreams, we’ve had some epic weird and unpleasant ones this 2015 winter quarter into spring period haven’t we? 😮

What I’m increasingly discovering in my life and reality lately are the wild and crazy differences between being in the higher frequency Now Moment vs. functioning in the old lower frequency, lower consciousness linear perception of time in physicality. When I downshift back into my old intellect and linear time/thinking, I find I’m constantly rushing around exhausted and frustrated by the old everything and most everyone in it who still lives and wholeheartedly feels like it’s the only way to live and work. It’s a broken, corrupt, sick system (all of them) and they’re circling the drain faster and faster and everyone is rushing trying to keep up with them coming apart. It’s incredibly frustrating to me to still have to deal with these old patriarchal systems and their human devotees (employees) when I desire something so far beyond all this. I know most of you feel the same.

Then when I get myself back into my High Heart I find doing just that places me in the Now Moment. The High Heart is the Now Moment — the Now Moment is the High Heart. It’s been the jumping or shifting back and forth between these two levels of frequency, consciousness, being, dimension, and physical earth worlds that has made these two very different frequency levels extremely conscious to me, to Denise in a physical body in a physical life. We’re being schooled, educated very intensely and have been since the start of 2014 from my perspective, and this is just one aspect of that NEW education but it’s a really important aspect!

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Another layer (and there’s many) of being in and functioning from the High Heart Now Moment is, I’m increasingly discovering, that it automatically puts one in what I’ve called Spherical Consciousness. I bought this vector image because it visually looks somewhat like how Spherical Consciousness feels to me at this point of my ongoing expanding awareness. All of those small solid gold circles on the larger open sphere are vast points of perception, points of being and seeing all things.

From one point or position in Spherical Consciousness, the things being viewed or perceived looks and feels very differently from how it does when you/me/we shift ourselves around on the larger open sphere to view/perceive from another point (represented by the smaller solid spheres). In an instant you/me/we can and are functioning with Spherical Consciousness from one point then another then another and another point of view/perspective. Multiple points of perspective in other words and this is happening in not only one dimension but multiple dimensions! It always has, but what’s changing with this is this version of you/me/we living the Ascension Process in physicality are expanding, evolving, “ascending” our physical selves (aspects) and consciousness to be able to safely and without going insane or getting seriously lost into fully conscious Multidimensional being, awareness, responsibility and greater Creativity — greater Conscious Creativity.

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Jumping back a moment to the old patriarchal systems circling the drain faster every day now and the unaware human devotees of and to those old corrupt negative systems — employees, their jobs, careers, titles, incomes, monies, ego-based positions of power over other people etc.

I’m working on another article about this topic alone because it’s very important to discuss in greater detail now even though it’s unpleasant and dark. I’ll publish that article as soon as I get it finished but I need to include this topic—what I’ve called portal people or Team Dark (TD) humans—here briefly.

My blanket term portal people covers all living unaware humans who are functioning at the old lower levels of consciousness, ego, Duality etc. and because of this are also easily used, manipulated, controlled and directed by nonhuman, nonphysical TD beings/aliens/entities. This horrible situation becomes vastly worse if you are Team Light (TL) — a Forerunner, Lightworker, Pathpaver, Volunteer, Wayshower, Indigo etc. physically on earth now to assist with the Ascension Process. TD will target you/me/us of TL because TD sees us as the great enemy.

Where all this becomes painfully frustrating not to mention occasionally downright dangerous is that these nonhuman entities USE lower consciousness and frequency humans to get at (attack, harass, make miserable, derail, sidetrack, wound, make ill or worse) those of the Light, including anyone starting to wake up and evolve. This is why anyone starting to wake up, expand their consciousness and extricate themselves from the narrow lowly TD frequency range will typically come under some form of psychic/etheric attacks by TD in an attempt to stop them, prevent them, or simply terrorize them right back down into the old lower frequency, state of being and consciousness. There have always been vicious etheric guard dogs protecting the global junk yard keeping Light out and Dark in. However, the Ascension Process has and is changing all that. It just gets difficult at times… and that was me being very gentle with this topic.

My point about the portal people is that they’ve been ratcheted up a few more notches in 2014 and 2015 due to the constant and increasing Divine cosmic Light pressures to evolve now or go elsewhere and all this is becoming nearly unbearable for both sides. If you’ve had to deal with any of the old patriarchal systems (and which ones aren’t!?), then you too have felt and dealt with more and more portal people deliberately messing with and/or attacking you because you’re radiating Light everywhere. Because of this they try to slow you down in any way(s) they can, make you physically ill, mentally confused, emotionally frustrated and so on. I’ve encountered this amplification in almost every person (not all of course) I come into contact with and it has been and still is frustrating and heartbreaking that the majority of humans aren’t even aware of how they’re used by TD to hurt other humans and Forerunners and keep the Light out of the old junk yard.

This situation had gotten so severe for me that I didn’t think I’d be able to move through all the portal people but thankfully the March 2015 Equinox reduced a good chunk of this and opened the way forward once again. The portal people situation will continue for a good while so figure it out fellow Planetary Up-lifters. It gets easier the farther into this we all go, however it isn’t always easy so pay attention and make whatever adjustments in yourself that you need to at the time. This will ease up over time but be smart, be wise, be aware and do your best to not let them pull you out of your High Heart space/frequency. Easier said than done I certainly know but that’s what we’re dealing with now in greatly amplified ways.

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Another thing I wanted to mention that’s been amplified once again over the winter months of 2015 (summer months in the southern Hemisphere) and into March has been the growing sensation that the very ground under my feet is gone or is very unstable, soft and dropping away. That plus hearing weird sounds again in the air around me like the very world is cracking, creaking, groaning under the energetic pressures and literally coming apart. It probably is. I’ve heard these weird sounds again since December 2014, and I know the majority of them are not physically created sounds but energetic repercussions in the space around me. Could this be some more of the Separation of Worlds? I sense it is but wanted to mention it because I know many of you have been hearing and feeling these latest changes and sounds too.

And as is often the case when great chunks of negativity is being broken up and moved some more by more Light coming in, some of us will See or feel or sense small pockets of that Dark, toxic energy on the move in the space around us. Much has been and still is being removed that needs to but it sure can feel weird and highly unpleasant at times when it wafts through some room in your house!

And lastly I feel compelled to mention that during these times when another round of negativity is being evicted, some of us will have lucid dreams (yet again) where we experience some horrific event/events done by living humans to other humans someplace on planet earth. In my most recent case this happened somewhere in South America deep in a jungle type setting in what I can only call a kill camp. Some brown skinned males had a makeshift prison there where they imprisoned other brown skinned men, women and children to get certain information out of them. It didn’t matter if those people talked or not or if they knew anything or not because they’d all be murdered when the males were done with them. I witnessed one day of this up close and personal a few weeks ago, and as usual it took me days to get over what I experienced. I’ve talked about this type of transmuting energetic Work via lucid dreaming (which is just code for going to where the actual physical events took place and see and feel them to permanently clear them) before in other articles and in A Lightworker’s Mission because it’s one of the many ways Forerunners transmute or clear residual negative energies across the planet. I just thought I was done with this type of energetic Work and had to really work on myself afterwards to release what I’d witnessed only a few feet away from me in that South American kill camp.

So… pink ponies, candy, ice cream, tranquil pools and ponds, happy birds flying and singing and so on. That’s what I used to have to do when I was a kid and unpleasant, scary negativity would impact me. Old tools die hard! 😆 I couldn’t end on that horrific note so please envision pink ponies and happy birds signing. Sorry it took me so long to write anything but it’s been truly crazy weird horrible and magnificent at times for many months now. All perfectly normal for where we are and what we’re going through now. ❤

Denise

March 28, 2015

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Cut down to the Crystal Clear Core

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I’ve been pretty quiet since 9-21-13 only because I’ve been going through some rather difficult times of big inner change. No, my arms and legs haven’t fallen off and no, my house hasn’t burned down, and no my life looks like it did last week and last month and the month before that, but man-oh-man am I changing! Some of you will relate completely with this while others will come into it when they come into it.

I was waiting to write something after the Sun exits Scorpio and enters Sagittarius (on Nov. 21st), take a good look-see around and have an honest, deep-level feel and after that write about my findings. I might still do that, but for now I wanted to write a little something about what’s been going on–from my perspective–and talk a bit about how it’s been affecting me.

Over the past few years I’ve written articles at TRANSITIONS about what I’ve called The Princess and the Pea symptoms of feeling things, anything, all things like they’re amplified beyond belief. Like the Princess trying to sleep on top of twenty-five mattresses, she still can feel that little pea under the bottom mattress and to her it’s so pronounced that she can’t get comfortable or sleep.

As many of you know I’ve often used the term Stair-steps in an attempt to express that the Ascension Process is ongoing and has many layers, levels, stages and phases. I’ve also used this term to express that individuals go through those different Ascension Process layers and phases at different stages themselves so everyone is not experiencing the same exact things at the same exact times.

So when one is standing on Ascension Stair-step 264 lets call it for ease of communication and a helpful visual, what that person experiences, feels and perceives is what they’re capable of perceiving and transmuting/clearing at that Stair-step level at that moment. So when a person has a lot more letting go of and releasing old lower frequency stuff–whatever that is for each of us at the time–at symbolic energetic Stair-step level 264, that letting go of feels like it does at that level and each time we do this it feels very different because we’re changing, we’re clarifying, we’re lightening up a bit more every time it happens.

But as that person continues moving forward within the ongoing Ascension Process and travels up more energetic Stair-steps and reaches, lets say Stair-step 302, what they experience and feel at that level of having to let go of even more within themselves feels vastly more amplified, more intense, more severe and extreme than it did at lower Stair-steps. In other words, that Princess and the Pea business seems, from our evolving perspective, to get worse and worse not better and better! In fact it is getting better and better but to us it doesn’t feel like it because we’re still deeply within the Process and changing rapidly.The more one refines oneself energetically, it becomes that much less comfortable to hold ANY lower frequency stuff such as old beliefs, lower thoughts, emotions, fears etc. in us. So even though we continue to reduce the “peas” and/or the size of those “peas”, to us on the current higher level (higher Stair-step) it feels like that little pea has gotten larger not smaller! Seemingly ass-backwards I know, but this is only from our current perspectives.

I’ve been letting go of (transmuting and releasing) my personal stuff n’ junk pretty consistently since 1991 so you’d think I’d be an old pro at it by this point, and I am — many of us are. My point with this is that the farther up we go it seems from our perspective to be feeling worse when we have some old lower habitual thought, emotion, belief, expectation etc. Even though that pea under our many mattresses has been shrinking considerably due to the years or decades of Inner Work we’ve done already, from our current perspective, and especially since 9-21-13, any tiny pea(s) left within us now feels like an obnoxious huge boulder that causes us highly amplified physical and emotional pain and frustration. We repulse ourselves and we have to release and castoff whatever it is in us still that’s so offensive to us now standing in so much Light.

Walking up more and more of those Ascension Stair-step the more we enter into the amplifying Light and Divinity, and the more my wee shit and your wee shit (whatever it still is at this point) cannot go. Period. The pressure and pains and frustrations have grown to such an extreme for me since we crossed 9-21-13 that I’m constantly and easily seeing every little thing and limiting belief and old familiar BS habit etc. that I still have that’s causing me severely amplified physical, emotional, and mental pains and frustrations at this point.

I’ve been excruciatingly aware that something, or a number of somethings, have caused these severe amplification symptoms especially since 9-21-13, but what exactly it or they were I wasn’t clear on other than they’re natural side effects from the pulsing energy waves being transmitted from the Galactic Center (GC) of the Milky Way. Like that isn’t enough!… I’ve felt there’s been other triggers, other activators pushing each of us up more Ascension Stair-steps.

Like many of you I too have read about comet ISON and it reaching perihelion (closet to our Sun) on November 28, 2013. And, I too have read a few things by other people talking about what they believe comet ISON is and isn’t. Some believe comet ISON is a Galactic Federation Mother-ship disguised as a physical comet. Others believe comet ISON is Nibiru. Others believe it’s just a comet and nothing more.

Personally I don’t much care what comet ISON is or isn’t. It, whatever or whomever it is, is flying through our solar system and passing Earth and our Sun at a highly significant time and that is what’s important to me; that plus how it’s affecting me and the rest of humanity. Those are what’s important to me, not if it’s a GF craft or Nibiru or camouflaged ET space junk hurtling through space or whatever.

If we review how we’ve felt since 9-21-13 but do so standing on this higher energy Stair-step, you’ll notice that whatever your “pea” thing is within your life/consciousness/beliefs/habits etc. is, you should notice that it/they are being tremendously amplified by something or a group of somethings now and there are reasons for it. That is what should be on your heartmind, not if it’s Nibiru or ETs or whatever. Inner homework first, then you’ll automatically be able to interact with the positive ETs. 😉

I’ve had plenty of conscious and direct interactions with positive higher dimensional Beings and Lightbeings to know very well how tiny one instantly feels just being in their presence. It’s ridiculous because we Starseeds are them in dense human form as Ascension Process Volunteers. But, despite that, every time I’ve (in my Denise form I mean) been in the presence of other higher dimensionals, I feel very small, very dense, very stupid, and very stinky in comparison to Them. Just being honest. They don’t think that of me at all but being in the presence of so much higher frequency Light makes one’s density and other personal residual “peas” uncomfortably highlighted!

Now… how is that any different from say a comet that some people believe houses some GF members in some Mother-ship camouflaged to look like a physical comet? I don’t think it is any different at all, and from the way I’ve felt since 9-21-13, it feels very similar to how I’d feel in years past when higher dimensional Starbeings and/or Lightbeings would show up to interact with me in my house during the day while I was awake. I’d suddenly be In Love with Them (“swooning” is a normal reaction when in the energetic presence of positive higher dimensional nonphysical Beings) and I’d also feel like a stupid little twerp in Their presence, and I’d want to go Home, and–here comes the spiritual punch line to all this–I’d be motivated to do whatever it was I needed to do to reach those desires. Maybe, just maybe, comet ISON (and possibly other rare cosmic bodies) are NEW (to us) energetic triggers and merely other activators forcing us to continue evolving and changing rapidly now.

So again in my long-winded and seemingly weird roundabout way I’m trying to express that if you too have felt extra miserable since 9-21-13 and have had yourself shoved back into your face and awareness repeatedly trying to show you exactly what it is that you need to let go of now to make the pressures, pains and frustrations disintegrate… then I think comet ISON and the GC energies are doing exactly what they’re designed to do to help us, force us, up many more of those great Ascension Process Stair-steps and very quickly. You can however get all sidetracked and hung up or completely derailed over the packaging of the latest evolutionary Ascension trigger, or, you can look within and do whatever personal Inner Work that’s needed now which will help you reach NEW levels of freedom and personal wisdom.

Denise

November 20, 2013

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