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People Fighting for Old Lower Consciousness Beliefs

August 15, 2017May 9, 2020Denise Le Fay

When I was around 8 or 9 years old, I got busted by a teacher who overheard me say something to my best friend as we walked across the playground during a class break one day. This teacher was the playground monitor and was simply watching us kids playing, trying to keep us from breaking our bodies on the swings and other recess play devices. My friend was from a family who were Christians and she often told me things about their religious beliefs. That information was repulsive, crazy and distorted to me even as a child but such is the case for most Starseeds and higher dimensional, higher realm Volunteers who’ve incarnated down into physical life on Earth to Embody and anchor the NEW Codes/blueprints/templates etc. of the Ascension Process.

Most of us incarnate with varying degrees of conscious awareness of where we came from, what it was like “up there” and so on. Many don’t but are pre-coded to be triggered into growing conscious awareness of their higher dimensional homes in this galaxy, in other galaxies, other star systems, in pure Light realms, in Angelic realms, in different positive ET systems and so on at certain points within their lives. I was one who insisted before leaving HOME on having as much conscious awareness and memories of where I came from as I could and still not blow a mental or emotional or psychic gasket from Volunteering to incarnate into what was a planetary septic tank known as 3D physical Earth. Higher and lower energies, frequencies and consciousness co-existing in the same space is a dangerous and difficult situation, but I would not incarnate into this Denise Ascension Process life and timeline without as much of Light realm HOME within me on a conscious level as I could cope with. Too much was at stake and a lifetime goes by at the speed of Light when it’s an Ascension related life and much more such as what this one is.

This best friend and I were walking across the playground and she’d said something to me about sin and hell and I responded that, “Hell is here on Earth,” which is what set the adult playground monitor teacher off like I’d lit her underwear on fire! She couldn’t grab me up by the scruff quick enough and drag my little heathen butt up to the office to be punished. Like I was saying, hell has been right here on Earth for a very, very long time.

This article is long overdue but thanks to each one of the tenacious human egos that have never hesitated to correct me and tell me in Comments and private emails about their beliefs, consciousness and lack of higher awareness how I’ve gotten it all wrong, this article’s for you. You’ve earned it, and now that we’re halfway through 2017 and it’s time for YOU to actually step up and evolve into greater conscious awareness, knowledge, HighHeart and so much more, those of us Forerunners (just as the term indicates) higher and farther along on these evolutionary Ascension Process energy and consciousness Stair-steps won’t suffer fools any longer. This article is for all the egoic, unaware people who honestly believe themselves to be more aware than the Wayshowing Forerunners and NEW World Teachers who have treated me, treated us, like online New Age Jehovah’s Witnesses endlessly pounding uninvited on our doors to force their negative, incorrect and limiting religious beliefs down our throats. It’s time for YOU to evolve, not continue trying to project old lower consciousness, beliefs, religious beliefs, incorrect New Age beliefs and other Team Dark distortions on to Ascension Process teachers, Forerunners and others actually living, being, doing and anchoring the AP for mass humanity and much more elsewhere. This is a fact, not a threat from me or anyone else.

Everyone has always believed that their religion is the one and only truth and that it’s going to last for ever and ever and freakin’ ever on Earth. Nothing could be further from the truth than that and that truth is here now and making itself increasingly felt by all worldwide. Religions as blind and unquestioning mind controlled obedience systems supposed to get one into heaven won’t work anymore; evolving into actually being, living and existing at vastly higher ways individually is. Welcome to the fifth dimension of NEW Earth(s). Here you are your own “savior”, your own “master”, your own Light, Way, Power Source and LOVE. The lazy don’t want to have to do this themselves after eons of being told they don’t have to because someone else did all that hard Work for them, then TD convinces everyone they crucified Christ and billions have bought it all. But this is what Ascension Process evolution and real higher truth is all about; individuals growing up and taking responsibility for themselves in every way. Co-dependency time is over and everyone is feeling this truth more and more every week, month and year now, and with what all has and continues happening in August 2017, it’s going to quickly become unbearable in every way to continue fighting for and holding on to any and all old lower frequency and consciousness beliefs and everything else. Lower and Higher cannot co-exist in the same space together so it’s evolve or go elsewhere (another ascending Earth world) that’s much lower in frequency but you still have to evolve, ascend up a lot anyway because Divine Source (that would be “God” with a capital G in case some are wondering) has already rewritten the whole thing because it’s time for a NEW higher level for All everywhere. Duality education is over, now it’s Unity education time everywhere but at an even higher level.

In my previous article, It’s Okay If August 2017 Is Difficult, I knew while writing it that, because I was honestly describing some current August 2017 Lion’s Gate pains and related difficulties the Forerunners have been going through recently, I knew that someone would write a Comment in it with their incorrect suggestions as to why I, why we were having a hard time of it. Because I knew this would happen because it’s happened article after article since 2007, I intentionally added this paragraph in it for those very people. Did it work? Did they even see it? Did they even recognize themselves in it? No, they usually don’t because that is how deaf, dumb and blind human ego consciousness is.

“When you honestly share what you’re experiencing and that its oftentimes painful and/or difficult etc., lower ego consciousness people instantly believe you’re doing something “wrong” and that’s why you’re experiencing pains and difficulties. That’s the only range of awareness low ego consciousness is capable of perceiving so of course they find fault in others due to their lack of greater awareness and understanding.”

It’s 2017 and unaware people are still trying to crucify Christ/Crystal Consciousness in people who do have it. The negativity takes real personal Inner Work to extricate yourself from oh unaware humans of Earth. But thanks to Divine Source rewriting everything now, everyone of us no matter which awareness level, which energetic Stair-step you’re currently standing on is HAVING to NOW evolve and expand out of the old lower frequency Codes and other negative Team Dark created humanity mind control constraints etc. whether you’re ready for it or not. And know that all of the old lower religious and spiritual and New Age etc. beliefs and belief systems don’t work in higher frequency levels of Light and Higher Awareness. Why? Because you know them as distortions and/or outright lies. End of story. End of lies. End of being deceived. End of self-deceptions. End of being able to deceive others. WE SEE AND KNOW you, we always have, but now you’re being forced to evolve, grow, expand and move out of your old lower ego and up into your HighHeart as the NEW seat and center of “you” and your awareness and reality.

Humans can continue to fight for, defend and promote their human ego selves and lower consciousness and lower consciousness beliefs, but I won’t allow it in MY higher frequency, higher consciousness, higher energy world. I’ve Worked very long and very hard, even as a Forerunner, to repeatedly and continually discover, remove, and evolve beyond all the old lower Earth world (and beyond) programs and belief systems and residual matching energies from them from myself, my physical and energy bodies, and my physical Earth world. Because as a Forerunner/Volunteer/Wayshower we do everything first, I know what I’m talking about because I’ve lived it and continue living it as I write this and will for the rest of my existence. I know how the human ego will fight to the freaking death for some ridiculous and incorrect and even negative thing or belief or whatever. Higher evolved consciousness doesn’t do this because it knows, it Sees, it Feels from a vastly higher level of being and consciousness and reality. No one can know this for themselves until they personally start to experience it and all that goes with it.

I grew up in Anaheim California in the 1950-60s. Back then Knotts Berry Farm and Disneyland were just starting and the majority of the county was orange groves, hence why it was called Orange County. Who knew! When I was young, around 5 or 6, my parents took us to Knotts Berry Farm (because youngin’s, it too used to be a huge farm area where they grew berries and made their famous jams and jellies etc.). At one point we came across a goat pen where a baby goat was jumping around on everything. Being a Capricorn, my first physical goat encounter was extra meaningful and what I saw, felt, understood and remembered in those moments watching that baby goat eating trash and jumping around was a huge and incredibly important life moment and Higher Awareness for me. It was an important trigger for me and it did exactly what it was designed to do.

What impacted me so intensely about this baby goat was that it was eating trash—cardboard boxes, metal cans, tree branches, a piece of rope etc.—and I was horrified that he’d die from ingesting such terrible trash. I became deeply worried and uncomfortable that I was going to have to witness this beautiful little baby goat drop dead any moment because it was eating trash. In typical Capricorn fashion, I hide my fears and worries as best I could and my parents didn’t sense that anything was going on with me other than I was fixated on the baby goat. Thankfully they gave me the time I needed for this whole event to unfold. [Other people are often put on hold so to speak when higher Light (information, awareness, messages, exchanges etc.) comes in for Starseeds/Forerunners/Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Grid and Gatekeepers and other higher dimensional beings incarnate in human form on Earth to anchor the Ascension Process (AP). We’re given the “time” we need to receive the higher information, whatever it is, by linear time being put on hold and we step out of it and back into quantum higher frequency “Now Moment” awareness to receive, perceive and/or exchange communications with higher dimensionals etc. Once that’s done we slow down a bit vibrationally to reenter linear time space reality and frequency with no one around us the wiser about everything that just actually happened.]

As I stood there white-knuckled, heart pounding clutching the goat pen fence, Higher Awareness filtered down into me. It was — Goats eat trash and are able to transmute it into life sustaining food fuel for themselves. Holy shit! Really? OMG! Oh, I get it… I get it… I remember! I can do this too.

Like the baby goat, this Sun in Capricorn Volunteer Forerunner Wayshower Lightworker etc. Mt. Goat named Denise has always been able to easily, naturally and automatically transmute lower frequency “trash” into life sustaining higher frequency energies. I’m wired for this as many Volunteers from higher dimensions, realms and systems are. I don’t know how to not transmute lower stuff into higher frequency stuff. I excel at this, always have, some other things too 😉 and these are some of the reasons why I’m a Forerunner Wayshower now — I’m able to easily transmute lower frequencies (density, negativity, Duality energies) and turn them energetically back into a Neutral state vibrationally (transmute and resolve Duality or what had been dualized, split, fractured) and then build, Pathpave and increasingly Embody more and more of the NEW higher frequency Light Energies and Codes (which are templates, blueprints for the NEW Earth and NEW higher frequency, consciousness and reality humanity) and anchor them into my body and physical Earth and the Ascending timeline(s) for humanity coming up (“ascending”, evolving) behind me and the other’s doing this and plenty of other related AP Work.

Having said all that, I want those of you who need to know and understand this aspect of this Volunteer/Forerunner/Lightworker/Wayshower/Embodier business that even though I and like others can easily do this and much more, does NOT mean it doesn’t often cause me/us some very real physical pains, aches, pressures and so on because it most certainly does. I shouldn’t need to explain why because that should be obvious but will because we’re this far into this.

Just because we can transmute trash—negativity, density, duality etc energies.—into something else that’s much higher in frequency and plenty of other things that would make your heart beat fast and hard and your palms sweat, doesn’t mean that my being in a physical human body while doing this and oh so much more doesn’t hurt sometimes because it does, plus usually requires a good long nap afterwards for different reasons. Those who can do and we Forerunners do for ALL, everywhere, then we, I mean me here, pop a couple Tylenol Extra Strength and take a much-needed nap. [We Forerunners transmute, Embody, exchange information, move negative beings out, drop off Light/information, close down negative TD timelines, see higher dimensional hospital-like repair shops for quick energy body repairs when needed and more. We often do more while asleep and out of our physical bodies because it’s so much easier and faster and more gets done this way than when we’re in the physical in our physical bodies. So even our naps are Work in other words.] Then we wake up and rinse and repeat for as long as needed.

This is what Forerunners are and only some of what we do, have done, continue doing and why. If you honestly knew who we really are and what we’re really capable of doing, this whole thing would be so much better and easier for us all. If most of us consciously knew, remembered who and what we all are this whole thing would have happened even faster than it has! But, that’s not how it’s been because Team Dark (TD — Team Dark is my term for all human and nonhuman, physical and nonphysical people and beings such as negative aliens, negative ETs, beings, entities, devils, demons etc.) has done a profound number on humanity for thousands and thousands of years on Earth and this current Ascension Shift is and will continue to seriously rattle people’s egoic intellectual mind controlled prison cages and matching belief systems. Evolution is typically not easy, and certainly not in this case where the whole thing from the top down was about Duality in the highest levels and dimensions all the way out and down into physical Earth reality and human life and how things were hijacked along the way by TD beings. The many reasons why for all this isn’t the point of this article. If interested in some of the whys, Lisa Renee’s August 2017 Newsletter, Historical Timeline Trigger Events has a list of whys and when’s that’s worth a serious read through.

Another aspect of this topic is how often I get Comments at both my blogs and also emails from people telling me that all the negativity I talk about via Team Dark and what they’ve done and why to humanity isn’t true because, and I quote, “All of the negativity, the evil, the darkness is inside of you Denise.”

There are so many people who’ve bought into the belief that Team Dark doesn’t and never has existed and that any and all darkness and evil etc. is inside of me, you, anyone who believes in external negativity/darkness/evil etc. Isn’t that a hoot? Christ/Crystal energies and consciousness is “crucified”, meaning unreachable directly individually on a prison planet such as what Earth has been, and as if that isn’t enough, all the darkness is inside of me/you/them, anyone but the people claiming this as truth. Now, I ask you, who does this really sound like? Sounds a lot like a TD mind control con job, but dipped in New Age camouflage. Lots has been folks, lots.

I mentioned in my previous article that I could write a small book about all the super intense and weird and unpleasant things, visions and encounters with many in the low vibe tribe that’s happened since August 3rd. This hasn’t ended and I suspect it will continue because the Separation of Worlds and all that goes with it will continue for probably a full year. There’s plenty more Stair-steps for the Volunteers, Embodiers, Forerunners, Wayshowers and the September Equinox and related gateways are going to push the Volunteers into more NEW roles, jobs, energies and awareness. The more the Volunteers Embody, the faster the rest of everything and everyone else enters fully into the Ascension Process themselves, ready or not. More about this in other articles but sense that the old lower TD Crown of Thorns energies has been transmuted into individual Crowns of Christic frequency Light—via August and the Full Solar Eclipse with its corona of Light—and the September 2017 Equinox will be the Embodiers having their individual Crowns of Light Consciousness and Being Embodied. Guess how much that phase will further change everything? I suspect the December Solstice will be NEW in all ways too. Things beyond December 2017 haven’t jelled yet enough for me to See some of the many possibilities, which means what we do now in August and September 2017 is some more of the NEW foundations for what will be further built, Embodied and Consciously Created afterwards.

My point in this not so fun article is to let the unaware, the holders on to the old lower beliefs, the disbelievers and such know that you can believe whatever and whoever you want because it has been and will continue to be Freewill for all. What everyone has to understand however is that Divine Source/God/All That Is or whatever name you prefer has already rewritten the NEW Evolutionary Cycle from top to bottom and those Codes in the forms of different energies, solar, galactic, cosmic, universal, Source created have been embodied and Embodied by the Volunteers first as usual, then the rest of humanity starts later. You still have Freewill, but you have it in a completely NEW higher ascension level of being, existence, learning, creating and ongoing discovery. That is what everyone needs to understand now and be willing to release the old lower everything because it’s already done and gone. What’s replaced it all is tremendously higher in frequency (Triality and Unity instead of the old Duality and separation cycle) and is unfolding in a frequency of 5D already but very few people and even Forerunners realize this yet. Why you may be asking? Because far too many people are still trying to recreate the old lower everything because they don’t know how to do anything else. The Volunteer Embodiers do however.

One last thing to share. Yesterday I received in the mail a Jury Duty Summons starting on 9-11-2017. 9-11, oh Team Dark, you’re so predictable. You’re 9-11 timeline doesn’t exist in my higher NEW Earth world and personal reality.

There’s a thousand other things that could be said and shared but I suspect just this will offend a good number of people. 😐 Don’t hate the messenger. Get with the changes and be willing to grow, expand, evolve and change over and over again and this Separation of Worlds won’t feel as intense and unpleasant as it will if you continue your death grip on any old lower consciousness beliefs and reality. It’s a heads up, not an attack. Honestly. ❤

Denise

August 15, 2017

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Becoming A Divine Sun in 2016

February 27, 2016May 8, 2020Denise Le Fay

I was going to wait a bit to finish writing this article because my ears are ringing like crazy again due to current incoming Energies prior to the 2016 Vernal Equinox, and my head hurts and I go from freezing inner cold to uncomfortable inner heat. Nothing new with any of this but the other day I went numb from the top of my head down my face to the horizontal line of my upper teeth which I’ve experienced many times over the past few years. At least when you go numb like this from tremendous Higher Light Energies pouring into your Crown chakra then your physical head and further down into your spine and body, some of the pain goes away for a bit!

While I was sitting there being highly aware of my head and face having gone numb, I thought of that song by that young man whose name I don’t know with the great catch phrase, ‘I can’t feel my face when I’m with you…but I love it.’

In my case, and all the rest of the Forerunners experiencing this, I changed those lyrics to personally fit me better at this moment: I can’t feel my face when I’m with you God…and I LOVE it.

If I’m getting goofy, expanded and painful this soon before March 19th Equinox, it tells me I’d better work on this article now because those energies are affecting me and some of us already, just like they did in early December 2015 before the winter Solstice! The 2016 Vernal Equinox Stair-step could lift many of us from: I can’t feel my face when I’m with you God…and I LOVE it, to: I can’t feel (insert your name) Denise when I’m with you God…and I LOVE it.

Just imagine where the 2016 summer and fall Solstice and Equinox Stair-steps will take us with this Higher and Lower Self merging/embodying/sacred marriage etc.???

I AM all the time and with you God…and we LOVE it!

Sandra Walter said all this in a couple of her latest wonderful and far more articulate articles recently, and I’m very grateful for her doing so because no one else is writing about the Embodiment Process in the way(s) that I’ve been living it myself. Thank you Sandra Walter. ❤ This however is how I’m saying it now because it’s how it feels to me/Me/ME moving up these latest Equinox and Solstice Stair-steps.

Childhood Sun Worshiping

When I was about six years old I began a “ritual” of hosing down my parents concrete patio area next to a large planting of papyrus during the hot weather, laying down in the golden solar warmth and send LOVE to the Sun and the Solar Beings that lived in the Sun.

Huh?

I’d lay there in the warmth, water and nurturing golden sunlight next to Mom’s big papyrus plant and I’d be connected to my ancient Egyptian past lives and selves and many of my different Star Families from those past lives and this current one. Even more importantly was that I was consciously and intentionally connected to unimaginably evolved Solar Beings existing within the Sun. Denise, as a six-year-old child, was the seeded aspect and living conduit to, with and for multiple other aspects of “ME” as well as many Others.

My memories of doing this warm weather Sun loving, Sun worshiping, intentional Solar connecting is still so potent and crystal-clear all these decades later. The me that did this all those decades ago was very conscious and aware that at some point in “the future”, the adult me would be able to begin embodying those Solar energies that I was literally in love with and paying homage to, worshiping as a six-year-old (1957). In so many ways my Denise life has been a scramble of nonlinear, multidimensional, multiple timelines and multiple past lives connected to this life and self that I feel like a composite of them all…which I AM. I’m reminded of something Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadians said years ago about us, about these versions of us incarnate in these Ascension lives being ‘the Standard Bearers of our Souls’. That’s always felt true to me.

As a kid I would lie in the southern California sun (grew up in Anaheim) in our patio and commune with great, great Solar Beings that existed in the Sun (a higher dimension) and pour all my Love out at them in deep, intense gratitude and longing. Sometimes they responded and it was always very angelic-like. As a kid, I LOVED those Solar Beings more than anything or anyone else, even my Star kinfolk, and I remember wondering why that was at such a young age. The stars above were kinsfolk, but the Sun and Solar Beings and Energies in the Sun were my heart, my HighHeart love that I wanted to be with again like nothing else. No one else in my blood family were Sun worshipers, and I had never been told about “sun worshiping”, so where did this intense Soul desire and exalted LOVE for those Sun/Solar Beings come from in a child of six? It came from Higher Awareness, past life memories, and from my being open to multiple higher dimensions and timelines.

Bring that childhood story and feeling back to mid December 2015 through mid January 2016. Sorry if you’re getting tired of me going on and on about that period but it was monumental and the start of this level of the Embodying Ascension Process for me and many Forerunners. Feel the connections in NEW ways and try not to think too much.

Because I’d been so busy with selling my old house, packing, moving, unpacking and the dozens of other things that go with buying/selling/moving etc., it’s taken more time for me to look/feel/know deeper into what exactly I went through starting, for me, December 19, 2015 through mid January 2016. I knew in December 2015, that “IT” was major because I was suddenly in love and I was LOVE and my physical heart pounded so freakin’ hard for three weeks straight that I wondered if my physical body and heart would survive that first phase, that first taste of IT. Once my physical heart stopped pounding in early January 2016, I intended to deal with the second phase, the second taste of IT much better than I did the first time because I was so busy and exhausted because of moving.

So what is “IT” and what is it that I’m intending to do better via the second Stair-step (2016 Vernal Equinox)? Embody some more of the Solar Energies; the Solar Christ, Divine Light, Crystal Christ Consciousness, Higher Beingness etc. Said another way, I’m further working on going Home which is really about me/you/us embodying more Home in our selves and bodies here now. Same-same. You wanna go Home? Embody Home and you’re there all the time here, there, everywhere you are.

I AM all the time and with you God…and we LOVE it!

Duality consciousness perceives here/there, stay/leave, higher/lower, right/wrong and so on. Integrated or “ascended” consciousness, Unity or Triality consciousness perceives so much more simultaneously and it’s all good and perfect. It all just IS and is perfect in a non emotional way. HighHeart is so graceful, so peaceful, so non dramatic and that feels like freedom after a lifetime in old lower world high drama Duality insanity!

I’ve used the term Stair-steps for years to express how the Ascension Process happens in incremental steps because it would kill us, destroy our physical bodies, shatter our nervous systems and psyches if it happened any faster. We’ve needed all this linear time to go through all we have and will via the Ascension Embodiment Process in our physical bodies. Eventually the Forerunners reach a level of development however where this pattern changes and things can safely happen a little—or a lot depending on your point of view again—much faster than they have been. We reached that point in mid December 2015, just before the winter Solstice, and some of us entered a higher level of the Embodiment phase from anything we’ve experienced before. Some of us entered the beginning phase of embodying Christ consciousness, Sun/Solar Christ consciousness Light in these physical bodies and selves and almost instantly our doing so has and will continue to rapidly change physical reality and beyond as well. How could our doing so not radically alter, expand and improve absolutely everything?

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You know we move through Solstices and Equinoxes each year and how they’re big planetary Stair-steps. To simplify this some more, the mid December 2015 Solstice could be called Stair-step 1 of the Embodiment phase. And because it was as potent as it was for many of us, I suspect the upcoming March 19, 2016 Vernal Equinox will launch some Forerunners up Stair-step 2 of the Embodiment phase. If not, then they’ll continue adjusting to where they are now and increase again at the June Solstice or the September 2016 Equinox and so on. If you need or want more time, then you take it, if not you keep moving up those Stair-steps and into more and more Embodiment at each 2016 (a 9 energy year) Equinox and Solstice in preparation for what’s going to be fully and constantly for All starting in 2017 (a 1 energy year within the NEW).

Remember, Galactic Alignment completes at the end of 2016, which means everything will exist within the NEW and only the NEW starting 2017. This is why the Forerunners who wish to stay in-body and Embody Higher and Lower, embody Sun/Solar Crystal/Christ Energy will do it incrementally throughout 2016. Our doing this helps, assists, creates and co-works with the NEW Cosmic Energies and blueprints/templates the NEW starting with 2017. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? The Forerunners Embodying in-body or Galactic Alignment completing? Neither as that’s old Duality consciousness. Answer is both and so much more because that is Unity, Triality, HighHeart consciousness.

Some Forerunners will move up to Stair-step 1 of the Embodiment phase on or before the March 19, 2016 Equinox. Others will move up to Stair-step 2 of it then and so on. But, what’s really amazing about this NEW phase is that every person that begins the Embodiment phase now (I’m stressing this because it is not like anything we’ve experienced earlier) amplifies, quickens and simplifies the entire Ascension Process for all of humanity and Earth and beyond. In other words, what took lets say 50,000 Forerunners to do before to Pathpave the Ascension Process for mass humanity, is now amplified tremendously when only one, two, three or four people moves into actual in-body Embodiment.

When what used to exist far away from us on Earth, like the Solar Beings and Energies/Consciousness in the old yellow-golden Sun of my childhood, is Embodied by you, me, by each of us incrementally in 2016 and beyond at this NEW, higher silver-white Photonic level, we literally change reality/realities in ways we could not grasp earlier. I now understand why. This is some big, heavy shit as they say 😉 and we are the Ones In Form doing it now. It’s almost incomprehensible to me to know that I’m becoming, that you are becoming, Sun/Solar Christic Beings individually much like my childhood golden Sun/Solar Beings I LOVED and laid in the warm sunlight praying to and sending my love and gratitude to.

I hope that was enough ‘breadcrumbs’ to help you better grasp the magnitude of what you/me/we are and will continue to do individually (Leo) and as a higher group (Aquarius) throughout 2016.

Denise

February 27, 2016

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The Weird Merging Process Continues

November 27, 2015November 27, 2015Denise Le Fay

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This is another of those articles that’s written for a small handful of the Forerunners of the Forerunners and because of this may not be relatable to some reading it, but that’s perfectly okay and normal. At times it barely makes sense to me and I’m living it! Things don’t need to be intellectually known in those old lower left brained, egoic ways anymore. Now it’s the HighHeart that does the “thinking” and as we’re discovering, it does so in very different ways than humanity is used to. Everyone will make this transition, this natural evolutionary change and faster than most would ever believe.

I don’t really know how to describe what I have been and continue going through, but I’ll do my current best. So much of this phase of the Ascension Process—specifically 2014–2015—is almost beyond words, more accurately, linear words don’t come close to doing it justice! If you’re living it, you know what I’m struggling to express in this linear, slow motion way of physical writing. Just doing that diminishes the very things I’m trying to write about. Come on 5D global telepathy! 😉

To help with this, remember back to the start of the Ascension Process when the Forerunners of the Forerunners (First Wavers, Wayshowers, Pathpavers etc.) were the ones needed to first transmute old 3D density and duality stuff both personal and collective across linear time on Earth while simultaneously embodying repeated layers of incoming NEW higher Light frequencies and blueprints into their energy and physical bodies, brains, central nervous systems, chakras and very being. This was comparable to getting multiple massive boulders slowly moving as we pushed them uphill for a couple of decades! There was pain, lots n’ lots of pain, crying, sickness, misery and disconnect from everything and almost everyone, all while coming under repeated attacks from Team Dark, plus much more that I don’t need to go over again now.

As is the case again at this level of the Ascension Process, there were a handful of Forerunners of the Forerunners needed to do this NEW thing first for All and that’s what we’ve done throughout 2014 and 2015; more Pathpaving but at a much higher level than ever before. That first phase was necessary so that the old trash and stuff from the Expired Evolutionary Cycle was neutralized and removed so the NEW could come in and replace it all. That’s basically what some of us have done very intensely since the start of 2014; embodying and anchoring (aka Pathpaving and increasingly Wayshowing) an entirely NEW and vastly higher level of Light energies and reality for a very NEW and different Evolutionary Cycle. So different in fact it’s hard to even verbalize oftentimes.

I shared a bit in another article about how I’d recently had a much-needed and long-awaited embodiment of the Divine Masculine into this Denise self and physical form. My personal back story with this particular Duality issue goes back to two ancient past lives I had in Egypt; first one male around 12,600 B.C. with some Starbeings present on Earth at that time, and second past life was female about two and half or three thousand years later and well after the Starbeings had gone. This was the start of the Ascension Process currently playing out in our lives and bodies in our time here now.

In a nutshell, the male past life aspect ascended in that life and time, and the female past life self born about three thousand years later had conscious memory of that male past life (just as I’ve had of both of them, plus some others too during this life) and because she remembered what he had done in his time, she did the same in her life three thousand years later. Problem with that however was that she jumped the gun so to speak and attempted to embody both Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine into her female physical body, assuming that because the male past life self had succeeded doing so, that she would too and could help complete the overall merge Process in both a male and a female body. This Ascension stuff takes time… lots of time in some cases to get done safely and at the most beneficial for All moment.

Because this past life aspect of my Greater Self remembered one of her past life male aspects that was able to embody both and not fry his body and mind, she believed that the reason she remembered him and his ascension during his lifetime was so she would do the same during her lifetime. She was wrong however and tried to do this too soon and she did fry her body to the point that she eventually died because of it.

For me as Denise in this time living the Ascension Process bringing up the rear while simultaneously helping create and anchor a higher space for the NEW to manifest in, I’ve known for a long time that I would balance and integrate this particular ancient situation with Duality in physicality and merge the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within my physical incarnate body and self finally and not fry, which would automatically and naturally propel me into another NEW higher state of being while still in this Denise form. The creative Stair-steps never end and isn’t that just the greatest thing.

I shared that personal tidbit now only because I know many of you reading this have had these weird twists and turns and seeming “failures” (they’re not of course) with Duality in physical bodies in both sexes over the Ages. Like I’ve said before, we’ve Yined the Yang and Yanged the Yin multiple times in multiple lives so we’d be intimately familiar with Energy dualized in 3D physicality as it has been in the past Evolutionary Cycle. We also did this so when it was time—as it is now via the Ascension Process—we could more easily and quickly embody them both making what had been manifested as two in the past cycle embodied now safely as One within each one (each individual). But, because this Process doesn’t retire once this level has been reached, something NEW is always birthed out of all that long work and time spent in time and that is what some of us have been doing since 2014, even though it has not felt like that much of the time! Again, the intellect cannot contain let alone imagine the vastness and creativity of what’s really going on now. The HighHeart does much better with this and it “knows” by feeling, by sensing, by knowing without going through the mind at all.

Another way I’ve been, we’ve been able to merge the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within our physical selves and bodies, along with increasingly merging our Higher Selves with Lower Selves is working my physical self like crazy this whole time. Seems strange doesn’t it, or at least it did to me for a while. I finally realized that all the intense physical work I’ve done since the start of 2014, and even more so in 2015 since I bought the “new” old (filthy!!!) house, has helped me tremendously in maintaining balance here in physicality and ground, anchor, live, seed and manifest what all has been and continues unfolding in me at higher dimensional levels. We are multidimensional Beings and we’re all becoming much more consciously aware of this fact. Stop undervaluing this physical version of YOU down here in physicality. This aspect of you down here is so awesome, so potent and strong that it would scare you if you honestly knew how much so. In time you will, we all will, but for now it’s step by step awakening to our Divinity manifesting greater and greater parts of ITSELF within the NEW physicality and NEW You.

Last week I woke up in the middle of the night with the warm, clear and sparkling memory of having just had a truly wonderful conversation with a higher aspect of the multidimensional ME. It was like best friends getting together to share and talk about recent events and complement each other for the fine work both/all have done and continue doing. In some ways I knew it was a pep talk for me, Denise, down here working so hard and long on the physical level for All, and I was profoundly grateful for it because I needed it very much. Don’t forget that most of the time our so-called “Guides”, “Angels”, Starbeings/ETs etc. are simply other aspects of ourselves. Yeah, soak that one in and then rearrange your inner furniture to accommodate this fact.

It’s time for each of us to, consciously, step into our Greatness, our Divinity etc. and not be afraid of being that large and that bright out in the physical world. We won’t be murdered, burned at the stake, sent to an mental hospital, locked away or any other such horrific thing. Those people no longer run the planet, we of the Light do, so make whatever adjustments within yourself that you/me/we may need at this point to fully step out into the NEW Light as our latest NEW Selves.

Another aspect of this that I’ve also been having a strange time with on occasion is when I have to go out into the world to shop and that usually means talking with other people not aware of what’s going on. Some days I do this and my Light activates other people and they don’t even know anything happened. Other days I can barely string words together well enough to have people NOT think I’m stoned or worse! I just do my best in both cases, but sometimes it’s rather difficult going out into the world to shop for something (once again it’s been weekly trips to Home Depot and/or Lowe’s for something for the “new” old getting less and less filthy house) while piped music is blaring overhead, distracting me when I’m already not well locked into that level anyway.

The other day I took my car to the car wash and afterwards had it hand waxed. Translated that meant I had to sit for an hour and a half out in public and wait for my car to be done. Almost any time I’m forced to sit in one place out in public for over an hour, means I’m gonna leave my body and go someplace else that’s a lot more comfortable to me. This time I had a difficult and clumsy time readjusting once I was back in my physical body because the guy that waxed my car found me and forced me to walk back to my car with him. I was not all back in body yet and struggled to not look, act or sound like I was drunk, stoned out of my mind or just plane crazy. I did a lousy job of this unfortunately and forgot to tip the guy who’d waxed my car. I felt rotten about this for days and will eventually find him again, tip him and apologize for being such a “space cadet”. 🙄 If people only knew what all we go through under the most crazy of conditions.

The flip side of this is how easy and fast it is now to Consciously Create and physically manifest what we need. I often feel like a “newbie” god experimenting with my newly discovered abilities, tools and other creative toys. I also often feel like a “nerdy” god and can sometimes feel and hear higher dimensional Others enjoying my newly divine awkwardness down here in physicality. At least I’m making someone somewhere smile over all this!

For now, the easiest way for me to express some of the complexity of what I’ve gone through personally has been sharing the best and the worst, the highs and the lows, while knowing that as I acclimate better to every change so too will my ability to express it in linear words. Thanks for hanging in with me. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

November 27, 2015

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Adapting to the Force of Living in the Now Moment

April 17, 2015Denise Le Fay

It’s interesting to discover how running out of the Now Moment, either into the past or future, felt like it reduced the nearly unbearable energetic pressure of being in it. I suspect that’s why many of us ran our minds/emotions into the past or the future; it was just way too much for us back then to stay in the Now Moment and not get our skin blown off our bodies! 😉 I jest, somewhat.

I hadn’t thought about this before, or I should say, I hadn’t been consciously aware of this before in the way I am starting to now. It takes some real grit to stay in the blast-range of the Now Moment and not run away, not waver, not fly out or escape into the past/future because it’s so incredibly intense and powerful and, and, and, big n’ mind blowing in the Now Moment! The creative possibilities alone are almost too much to endure, and this is only the beginning of this for many of us! Every time we embody another chunk of Christ/Crystal/Higher Self/Divine into these bodies and rapidly evolving selves, the creative “playing field” we find ourselves in grows tremendously, meaning we step a bit more into the full force blast-range of the quantum Now Moment in these physical bodies.

So far to me this feels like having no protective layer of skin on my body so I’m feeling everything in much more direct and amplified ways. I do know however that it won’t always feel this way to me. Needless to say I’m having to learn how to not run away from this sensation of seeming Now Moment overload in this body and self. While in it now sounds are louder and sharper, feelings profoundly intense, intentions razor-sharp and throbbing with creative potential, colors more colorful, unaware people more sadistic and heavy, thoughts more important than ever, Love is you and your NEW home, and God/Source/the Divine being only steps away instead of light-years off someplace else so distant IT is nearly impossible to reflect at lower levels.

Adapting to this (and much more) while in-body takes some real grit which I, in Denise form, hadn’t considered much because I’ve been so busy reaching this NEW starting point just as many of us have. We’ve had our hands full with other Ascensions Process Work leading up to this, but now, this! I feel like a teenage boy entering puberty, fumbling around like a greasy, twitching idiot repulsing most everyone while having hormonal drives and desires sufficient enough to conquer the world! 😆 Do you have any idea how powerful a Creator you actually are? Team Dark has always known and it’s why they’ve worked so hard to keep humanity from naturally evolving.

Are you increasingly discovering how, when and why you run away from or fall out of the powerful Now Moment? This is part of the Ascension Process and Shift in the physical and many of us have been and continue moving back and forth, in and out of the Now Moment so we learn and intimately know what it feels like to us in these bodies at this time within the Ascension Process. Said another way, we’re getting very familiar with being in time and then beyond it, then back in it again, then out of it again and so forth. Talk about ‘channel surfing’!

I’ve done this with many other things during these Ascension years because it’s how we Master them while in physical bodies on a physical world. We do them repeatedly until we’ve Mastered each one on multiple levels. It’s not that we’re just playing in more Duality, but that we’re Mastering the Shift from one level, dimension, timeline(s) and state to another, multiple times until we can do it with zero pain or confusion. Said in another say, we’re Mastering being multidimensional Beings while in physical bodies as these personalities/selves we are today. And if it takes us a year or two or however many to get proficient at shifting from one level to another and consciously understand it to the degree we can educate someone else about it, then so be it. For many of us it’s not enough to do it, whatever it is, but to have full conscious knowledge about it and about doing it, how it feels, functions and so on. Some of us desire to really sink our teeth into these processes for very important and creative reasons so we do them repeatedly until its second nature to these versions of “us” in physicality now.

This article is very much aligned with tomorrows New Moon at 29° Aries. There’s you (Aries) getting good at shifting into the Now Moment and eventually staying there. The other energy connected to this important event and task has been and will continue to be how other people (Libra) act/react to you in this NEW level of being and awareness increasingly in the Now Moment. Some of these other people haven’t been taking it well and have lashed out, been disrespectful and attempted to degrade and insult. Same old tactics and reactions in other words. Whatever, keep moving forward and maybe they’ll eventually get themselves together enough to cope with all the change taking place… or not.

Use this important Aries New Moon and degree because it’s simply an ongoing energetic progression of what began with the 2015 March Equinox and Eclipse. Happy Now Moment being and creating. ❤

Denise

April 17, 2015

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Company is Coming

March 31, 2015Denise Le Fay

I published this article at TRANSITIONS in October of 2010. Because this Process is incremental and ongoing, I wanted to re-post it now at HighHeartLife during this particular phase of further integrating, merging and embodying more of this special company with our physical selves and bodies. The entire period from the 2015 March Equinox through the Lunar Eclipse on April 4, 2015 is this Process amplified and compressed even more than it’s been. In fact, all of 2015 is this Process more amplified than we’ve experienced before. It’s for this reason I thought this old article might help somewhat with what many of us are going through now in highly amplified ways. Special Easter company indeed. 🙂

Denise

March 31, 2015

In typical Denise fashion I perceive/receive higher complex information and large concepts in almost embarrassingly simplified ways. This is why I write the way I do; I cut to the chase and go for the bottom line because I usually don’t perceive/receive all the detailed filler information such as names, sub-zones, levels and such. It isn’t all that important to me in all honesty. Once I have perceived some main aspects of certain Bigger Pictures, I don’t need all the names and complex finer details. I perceive/receive the overall gist and feel of what’s happening, why and when.

10-10-10 AND GUESS WHO IS COMING TO DINNER?

I’ve decided to write this exactly as I perceived/received this information and not do as much interpreting, explaining and defining of reality as I usually try to do. We’re all needing to evolve to where we don’t depend on certain people and/or systems and/or only our left-brained intellect to define reality for us. After thousands of years of deliberate dark BS, lies and distortions from lower frequency people and global systems, we’ve reached spiritual adulthood now and need to start defining reality for ourselves. The body and brain Rewiring will enable us to do this and much more.

I’d like you to see in your mind’s eye exactly what I’ve seen, felt and know about the 09-09-09 through 12-21-12 transitions because I believe it’s how more of us are going to be perceiving/receiving higher Light information/knowledge now; decreased linear words (telepathic and physically written/spoken), with increased visual symbols as large chunks of complex Light information. Below are two highly simplified symbolic visual information concepts about the 10-10-10 energy stair step transition that I perceived/received a while ago. Actually it’s not only the triple ten’s of Oct. 10, 2010. Another level or phase (within the ongoing Ascension Process) was activated via the 09-09-09 of Sept. 9, 2009, and will continue to unfold quickly and dramatically now through the 10-10-10, and the 11-11-11, and the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 remaining important energy transitions. See, feel and know these two symbolic visuals and interpret this phase of The Process for yourself.

MY FIRST HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

In your mind’s eye envision a massive dense rain forest from overhead as if you were in an airplane looking down on it. There is absolutely nothing down there but dense trees and other thick vegetation. No cleared areas whatsoever, no roads, absolutely nothing but thick, dark, dense, scary and impenetrable rain forest. Do you see it? Can you hear the airplane’s little engine running far up above? Can you see the vast and dense rain forest below you? See it, hear it, feel it and hold it in your inner mind’s eye and heart as you keep reading, feeling and knowing.

The pilot of this small plane has one very important passenger on-board who desires to land in that dense Earth forest. Problem is, there’s absolutely no place to land the plane, and this very important passenger must land and step off on to the ground. This passenger will not parachute, but must land and touch the ground in this precise way. So the pilot and his very important passenger continue flying in large slow circles overhead, searching, waiting, searching far and wide, hoping to find a small landing strip somewhere below in the massive denseness.

Meanwhile…

You have a burning, unrelenting cosmic soul NEED to carve out a landing strip in the middle of a dense, dark, dangerous rain forest by yourself. WTF! Really? Do you realize how insanely difficult and dangerous that’s going to be? Are you aware that you may not be able to complete the landing strip in time for the small airplane to land? Shit… Hum… No, I can do it. It’s what I do and do very well so cheerio, fuck-it-all, I’m carving out a damned landing strip in the middle of a massive dense, dark rain forest alone and by-hand and I absolutely will not stop until it is completed!

Amazingly you’ve succeeded in carving out a large magnificent landing strip in the middle of a dense rain forest. You are however all cut up, bruised and bloody, beat to hell, unimaginably exhausted, and you just wanna sit down now and have a good long hard cry and little Pity Party for yourself. Go ahead, you’ve earned it for god sakes! You carved out a freaking landing strip in the middle of a dense dark jungle where angels fear to tread! Have that hard-earned, gut-wrenching, snot-flying, deep soul sobbing cry and be proud because you did it despite the enormous difficulties and dangers involved. (This fellow Lightworkers, Forerunners, Pathpavers represents Phase One of the Ascension Process which I’m sure you recognize.)

So there you are in all your Starseed/Lightworker/Wayshower/Pathpaver dirty, bloody and beat-up glory sitting exhausted and crying on your mighty fine-looking landing strip in the middle of a dense—but now much brighter, open and cleared—rain forest. You wait, and wait, and wait there for months, then years but no one comes. Insert more intense and dejected crying, confusion and anger along with short periods of real self-doubt here.

Then, one day you hear it, the ever so faint sound of a small airplane flying overhead far in the distance. OMG, could it be? Is The Great Day finally here? You bet your sweet Lightworker, Forerunner, tired Old Soul ass it’s finally here!

‘Da plane, da plane!’ your weary and nearly broken mind excitedly sings like a spiritual joke from that old TV show Fantasy Island. You hear the small plane finally approaching and you know its going to land on your beloved landing strip. Deep inside you also know that the real fun will start now. You glance at your watch to check the date and time and sure enough, it’s 10-10-10. Oh man, here it finally comes after all these brutal, isolated, painful and dangerous years of intense prep work.

MY SECOND HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

See this next symbolic scenario in your mind’s eye and High Heart too for you already know all this but maybe haven’t put all the puzzle pieces together yet.

You’ve got very special company coming to visit you soon so you start the massive house cleaning, yard cleaning, window washing, buffing and polishing, washing and everything cleaning in preparation. This is so exciting and rare, but it is going to take plenty of time and serious energy-consuming cleaning and clearing work to get your house, yard, and yourself ready for the arrival of your very special company.

You start the massive cleaning, clearing and trash removal work on your house—inside and out—and in your yard too. You’ve got plenty of time to get it all done before your company arrives, however, you know your back is going to hurt like all hell doing it all, that you’re going to become profoundly tired and in a lot of extra pain and stress trying to do so much work, so much cleaning, so much polishing and prep work for this special company that’s coming. It doesn’t matter, you dive into all your cleaning and clearing work despite the extra aches, pains and fatigue that it causes your physical body and everything else. You rest when you can and get back to the intense cleaning and clearing work day after day. On top of all this however, you still have your daily regular life’s work and chores that also need to be tended to, but you somehow manage to get it all done.

It’s slow going and there’s far more dirt, junk and mess than you realized was there but you keep at it because you’re so excited to have this particular company coming. It makes the long and difficult cleaning and trash removal work worth it when you think about how much fun it’s going to be once this particular company arrives.

Finally, you take a long careful look around your house both inside and out, and check the yard to make sure it’s clean and beautiful. Most all the cleaning work is done now, and despite your being absolutely exhausted after endless months of cleaning and prep work, your house, yard and everything else is looking and feeling exceptionally nice, clean, tidy and ready for your very special company. You glance at your calendar one more time to check the date to see how long before your company arrives and you discover it’s only a few days now. 10-10-10 is right around the corner and your special company will begin arriving then. (This represents an aspect of Phase Two let’s call it of more Ascension work during 2009 and 2010 up to now.)

LIGHT APPEARS AT THE END OF THIS VERY LONG TUNNEL

You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in carving out the difficult landing strip in the middle of the dense and nearly impenetrable rain forest on time. You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in cleaning and clearing your entire house, yard, and everything else in preparation of the arrival of your special out-of-town company. And importantly, you finally understand WHO the special passenger is in the small plane that’s getting ready to land now; you understand WHO your special out-of-town company is that’s arriving with the 10-10-10 energies. You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about carving a landing strip in the middle of a dense, dangerous rain forest by yourself (the old physical 3D world of Duality). You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about cleaning and clearing your entire house and yard (the transmuting and resolving of polarity, karma, and all lower frequency energies within yourself, mind, heart and bodies that was Phase One of the Ascension Process). All of this long, painful and incredibly difficult prep work was absolutely necessary so that higher aspects of YOU could even “land” and then start to merge with, be embodied by you physically.

10-10-10 is the start of this intense phase of us embodying, continuously and increasingly housing within our physical bodies more of that has always existed at higher dimensions. You know why this can finally happen because you’ve done all the insanely difficult and painful work/cleaning/clearing for over a decade! Since 09-09-09, we’ve been inching our ways towards finally having these next particular transitions happen. The 10-10-10, 11-11-11, and the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 Stair-steps or portals/gates are the last three important Ascension Process transitions we have to journey through. There’s more than just these three but they are huge in what and why!

The plane is finally landing, our special company is finally arriving via these remaining 10-10-10 and beyond energy increments or Stair-steps. Guess how amazing and easily creative it’s going to be to literally embody so much more of YOU (the pilot, his special passenger, your special company, plus you who did all the cleaning and landing strip prep work) in-body on the new 5D Earth from here on out? Hey, that sounds like your doorbell ringing… you’d better get it. ❤

Denise Le Fay

October 8, 2010