ongoing ascension process after 9-21-13

Cut down to the Crystal Clear Core

November 20, 2013March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

I’ve been pretty quiet since 9-21-13 only because I’ve been going through some rather difficult times of big inner change. No, my arms and legs haven’t fallen off and no, my house hasn’t burned down, and no my life looks like it did last week and last month and the month before that, but man-oh-man am I changing! Some of you will relate completely with this while others will come into it when they come into it.

I was waiting to write something after the Sun exits Scorpio and enters Sagittarius (on Nov. 21st), take a good look-see around and have an honest, deep-level feel and after that write about my findings. I might still do that, but for now I wanted to write a little something about what’s been going on–from my perspective–and talk a bit about how it’s been affecting me.

Over the past few years, I’ve written articles at TRANSITIONS (now archived here) about what I’ve called The Princess and the Pea symptoms of feeling things, anything, all things like they’re amplified beyond belief. Like the Princess trying to sleep on top of twenty-five mattresses, she still can feel that little pea under the bottom mattress and to her it’s so pronounced that she can’t get comfortable or sleep.

As many of you know I’ve often used the term Stair-steps in an attempt to express that the Ascension Process is ongoing and has many layers, levels, stages and phases. I’ve also used this term to express that individuals go through those different Ascension Process layers and phases at different stages themselves so everyone is not experiencing the same exact things at the same exact times.

So when one is standing on Ascension Stair-step 264 lets call it for ease of communication and a helpful visual, what that person experiences, feels and perceives is what they’re capable of perceiving and transmuting/clearing at that Stair-step level at that moment. So when a person has a lot more letting go of and releasing old lower frequency stuff–whatever that is for each of us at the time–at symbolic energetic Stair-step level 264, that letting go of feels like it does at that level and each time we do this it feels very different because we’re changing, we’re clarifying, we’re lightening up a bit more every time it happens.

But as that person continues moving forward within the ongoing Ascension Process and travels up more energetic Stair-steps and reaches, lets say Stair-step 302, what they experience and feel at that level of having to let go of even more within themselves feels vastly more amplified, more intense, more severe and extreme than it did at lower Stair-steps. In other words, that Princess and the Pea business seems, from our evolving perspective, to get worse and worse not better and better! In fact it is getting better and better but to us it doesn’t feel like it because we’re still deeply within the Process and changing rapidly.The more one refines oneself energetically, it becomes that much less comfortable to hold ANY lower frequency stuff such as old beliefs, lower thoughts, emotions, fears etc. in us. So even though we continue to reduce the “peas” and/or the size of those “peas”, to us on the current higher level (higher Stair-step) it feels like that little pea has gotten larger not smaller! Seemingly ass-backwards I know, but this is only from our current perspectives.

I’ve been letting go of (transmuting and releasing) my personal stuff n’ junk pretty consistently since 1991 so you’d think I’d be an old pro at it by this point, and I am — many of us are. My point with this is that the farther up we go it seems from our perspective to be feeling worse when we have some old lower habitual thought, emotion, belief, expectation etc. Even though that pea under our many mattresses has been shrinking considerably due to the years or decades of Inner Work we’ve done already, from our current perspective, and especially since 9-21-13, any tiny pea(s) left within us now feels like an obnoxious huge boulder that causes us highly amplified physical and emotional pain and frustration. We repulse ourselves and we have to release and castoff whatever it is in us still that’s so offensive to us now standing in so much Light.

Walking up more and more of those Ascension Stair-step the more we enter into the amplifying Light and Divinity, and the more my wee shit and your wee shit (whatever it still is at this point) cannot go. Period. The pressure and pains and frustrations have grown to such an extreme for me since we crossed 9-21-13 that I’m constantly and easily seeing every little thing and limiting belief and old familiar BS habit etc. that I still have that’s causing me severely amplified physical, emotional, and mental pains and frustrations at this point.

I’ve been excruciatingly aware that something, or a number of somethings, have caused these severe amplification symptoms especially since 9-21-13, but what exactly it or they were I wasn’t clear on other than they’re natural side effects from the pulsing energy waves being transmitted from the Galactic Center (GC) of the Milky Way. Like that isn’t enough!… I’ve felt there’s been other triggers, other activators pushing each of us up more Ascension Stair-steps.

Like many of you I too have read about comet ISON and it reaching perihelion (closet to our Sun) on November 28, 2013. And, I too have read a few things by other people talking about what they believe comet ISON is and isn’t. Some believe comet ISON is a Galactic Federation Mother-ship disguised as a physical comet. Others believe comet ISON is Nibiru. Others believe it’s just a comet and nothing more.

Personally I don’t much care what comet ISON is or isn’t. It, whatever or whomever it is, is flying through our solar system and passing Earth and our Sun at a highly significant time and that is what’s important to me; that plus how it’s affecting me and the rest of humanity. Those are what’s important to me, not if it’s a GF craft or Nibiru or camouflaged ET space junk hurtling through space or whatever.

If we review how we’ve felt since 9-21-13 but do so standing on this higher energy Stair-step, you’ll notice that whatever your “pea” thing is within your life/consciousness/beliefs/habits etc. is, you should notice that it/they are being tremendously amplified by something or a group of somethings now and there are reasons for it. That is what should be on your heartmind, not if it’s Nibiru or ETs or whatever. Inner homework first, then you’ll automatically be able to interact with the positive ETs. 😉

I’ve had plenty of conscious and direct interactions with positive higher dimensional Beings and Lightbeings to know very well how tiny one instantly feels just being in their presence. It’s ridiculous because we Starseeds are them in dense human form as Ascension Process Volunteers. But, despite that, every time I’ve (in my Denise form I mean) been in the presence of other higher dimensionals, I feel very small, very dense, very stupid, and very stinky in comparison to Them. Just being honest. They don’t think that of me at all but being in the presence of so much higher frequency Light makes one’s density and other personal residual “peas” uncomfortably highlighted!

Now… how is that any different from say a comet that some people believe houses some GF members in some Mother-ship camouflaged to look like a physical comet? I don’t think it is any different at all, and from the way I’ve felt since 9-21-13, it feels very similar to how I’d feel in years past when higher dimensional Starbeings and/or Lightbeings would show up to interact with me in my house during the day while I was awake. I’d suddenly be In Love with Them (“swooning” is a normal reaction when in the energetic presence of positive higher dimensional nonphysical Beings) and I’d also feel like a stupid little twerp in Their presence, and I’d want to go Home, and–here comes the spiritual punch line to all this–I’d be motivated to do whatever it was I needed to do to reach those desires. Maybe, just maybe, comet ISON (and possibly other rare cosmic bodies) are NEW (to us) energetic triggers and merely other activators forcing us to continue evolving and changing rapidly now.

So again in my long-winded and seemingly weird roundabout way I’m trying to express that if you too have felt extra miserable since 9-21-13 and have had yourself shoved back into your face and awareness repeatedly trying to show you exactly what it is that you need to let go of now to make the pressures, pains and frustrations disintegrate… then I think comet ISON and the GC energies are doing exactly what they’re designed to do to help us, force us, up many more of those great Ascension Process Stair-steps and very quickly. You can however get all sidetracked and hung up or completely derailed over the packaging of the latest evolutionary Ascension trigger, or you can look within and do whatever personal Inner Work that’s needed now which will help you reach NEW levels of freedom and personal wisdom.

Denise Le Fay

November 20, 2013

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The “12 Labors” of Humanity Within the NEW

October 18, 2013March 22, 2014Denise Le Fay

I attempted to begin talking about this topic in my last article — Transitioning into the NEW — but because I’ve been deeply living this myself, it’s taken me some “time” throughout October 2013 to incrementally live, embody and therefore better understand (what I’m capable of understanding today) about this massive change we’re in now. Today is the Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse at 25° Aries 45′ and more of this very NEW Process finally clarified in my awareness.

December 21, 2012 Solstice = Expiration Date of the old & Sun enters 0° Capricorn
Entrance into the Nine Month gestation period on 12-21-12
September 21, 2013 Equinox = completion of Nine Month period & Sun enters 0° Libra

I’ve always found it interesting and telling that we would be “birthed” into the NEW as the Sun entered Libra on 9-21-13. That thought, that little hint has been with me for those past Nine Months but it wasn’t until today that enough Higher Awareness pieces of the NEW Process coalesced for me so I could even write about this well enough to be understood.

As I talk about this I’m going to use astrological signs and their keywords to express this NEW Process we’re now in. In doing so however, I am not saying or claiming that everything we’re now in, everything we’re now experiencing is strictly and entirely “astrological” or of an astrological nature and nothing more. I’m not saying that at all because this is vastly more complex than being any one thing — astrological or otherwise! Please use the astrological information because it is correct in itself and a very big part in this NEW Process we’re now in, but also remember that there’s much more going on than only astrological influences and the Sun orbiting through the different zodiacal signs. I think it will actually be easier for greater numbers of people to grasp this NEW Process we’re in now using the 12 zodiacal signs as visual symbols as we move through them month by month from Libra Equinox 2013 to Libra Equinox 2014.

THE 12 LABORS OF HUMANITY WITHIN THE NEW

So, we’re going to exit the Nine Month period from 12-21-12 to 9-21-13 and be “birthed” as the Sun enters Libra? “What’s that indicate?” was the big question. Firstly, it was a huge, screaming message to me that each of us now HAS to — because we’re in the NEW — immediately start dealing with Libran Self/Others energies and issues but from this NEW higher level. That is the key with all of this; from within this NEW higher level, not the old lower level and not the old lower level and frequency of astrology that was the norm for that level of awareness, that Evolutionary Cycle, that level of density Duality, and that level of old negative parasitism by all Selves and all Others. Not that but from within this NEW higher level and frequency.

Using the astrological signs and keywords as a simple guideline for what/where/why/when etc. we are now within the NEW unfolding Process, we first find ourselves “born” into the energies of Libra. Here’s some basic keywords (old lower 3D world keywords keep in heartmind and we’ll greatly evolve them over time) for Libra: balance, equilibrium, integration, harmony, give and take, masculine, intelligent, all forms of relationships — physical marriages, unions, business, friends etc.

So we’re “birthed” into the NEW and the first thing we’re having to deal with, learn about from within this NEW higher level is a highly compressed lesson about all things Libran within ourselves! Now suddenly — because of our being in the NEW Evolutionary Cycle with its NEW blueprints or ‘Light Codes’ as some Others have called it — we’re having to quickly evolve our sense and beliefs about Self and all Others; about balance and equality and equilibrium etc. We’re having to evolve our beliefs about give and take; about all forms of relationships with not only our Self but also with all Others, and with marriage and all relationships including ours with Source/God/The All That Is/Divine Source etc. and IT with us individually. We’re having to shift our old lower beliefs about harmony and integration and unity because we’re now in this very NEW level of NEW higher frequency energies which means a NEW reality and world, eventually.

Back to the why Libra first question. Of all the 12 zodiacal signs, which one best exemplifies those higher Ascension qualities of “Unity” and Unity Consciousness and High Heart and individual integration and balance etc? You got it, Libra. Fascinating huh? Big clues about the next 11 months and their energies and how we’ll being having to fairly quickly embody them individually during this first ever solar and lunar orbit through all 12 signs and New/Full Moons in those signs but from within the NEW higher level (13).

Because the planets in our solar system haven’t disappeared since 12-21-12, or since 9-21-13, October 2013 has felt to me like an intensive, deep and thorough inner reworking of all things Libra with plenty of opposite sign Aries energies in there too of course. It has not been easy, but it’s been highly effective, and it’s been crazy fast from my point of view. It’s felt to me like I’ve lived and felt and embodied six months worth of life just since 9-21-13 and it’s only October 18th.

Because many of us would prefer that these changes that the NEW is and will be bringing to us, embodying in us and eventually in all Others and in world reality etc., some won’t be overly pleased that I’m suggesting that this Process of physically embodying the NEW blueprints and having them activated within us and our bodies, consciousness and being is going to take some more “time”. At higher levels it’s all happened already, but down here in physicality it takes some more “time” to embody, to anchor, to incrementally come online, to unfold physically and so on.

Because I’m sensing that this NEW Process is going to unfold in this way for this first year, it’s feeling like we’re going to be individually and collectively living the ‘12 Labors’ business for the next year.

[The 12 Labors symbolism I’m referring to is the old mythology about ‘The 12 Labors of Hercules’ which in itself symbolized a soul incarnating into the 12 zodiacal signs over time to embody them all energetically and physically and gain the wisdom from having done so in 3D. I feel we Forerunners entered this symbolic journey of the 12 Labors after 9-21-13, but that we’re going to go through them on a monthly basis for one year (Libra Equinox 2013 to Libra Equinox 2014 stair-steps) to quickly be energetically and physically affected by and embody and anchor them… within the NEW higher level.]

What I’ve felt very intensely and very personally throughout October 2013 is that I HAVE to and automatically am being changed by the NEW energies of the NEW, and the obvious first things that have and still are being transformed into NEW themselves are those old Libran and Aries energies, beliefs and attitudes etc. The old lower and completely accepted ways of being and acting and functioning as parasitic beings with each other cannot and does not energetically fit or work from within the NEW higher level. This NEW Process now feels sort of what I’d guess an exorcism might feel like to one possessed by old lower Team Dark negative Being(s); it’s good because the exorcism is taking place and you’ll soon be free in very NEW ways, but it’s also a rather difficult and exhausting transformational Shift Process to go through. And there we are — currently being “Exorcised” of all Team Dark multidimensional distortions, alterations, implants, mind control beliefs etc. by Divine Design and Divine timing by Divine Source — and it might take a full 12 physical months to live through this phase of the Process of energetically exorcising all the negative old while simultaneously embodying and activating the NEW via moving through the 12 Labors of embodying the 12 signs energies within the NEW higher level we’re now existing in.

Next up: Scorpio with its opposite sign Taurus energies. How about some sex, death n’ taxes, and also some general money and money consciousness exorcisms of the old ways, beliefs and expectations and some NEW higher frequency embodying of the NEW concerning those issues and much more? And we thought Libra/Aries was rough! Labor number 2 is on its way.

Denise

October 18, 2013

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