Portal People & Mind Control

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I was going to write an article about how often I’ve experienced certain people responding to something I’ve written about myself or my life that was said in complete honesty but these people see that honesty as weakness and immediately come in for the kill, come in to preach, or come in to teach me about how wrong I am and what I should do to fix whatever it was I shared. Honesty is not weakness or lack of awareness, lack of Higher Awareness, stupidity, gullibility or confusion yet many people (egos) see it as only that when they encounter it in someone. Especially in someone that’s carrying Light, and there’s the clue.

After just reading this great blog article by Lisa Renee, I thought I’d quote it instead because it gets to the deeper, darker reasons behind these types of prevalent “attacks” more of us are experiencing. Thanks very much for it Lisa Renee. ❤

Denise

June 3, 2016

 

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2773-manipulation-turnaround

Manipulation Turnaround

by Lisa Renee

May 30, 2016

‘Lately, there has been a wild increase of complex levels of psychological and emotional manipulation that is trickling down from the macrocosm into the microcosm, impacting our lives. As the collective unconscious rises to the surface, many humans remain completely unconscious while playing out destructive behaviors with little to no self–awareness. Most of us did not realize that on the Ascension path, we would need a spiritual Ph.D. in evaluating and discerning the range of ego defense mechanisms that are a result of global mind control, that take such complex forms as splitting behaviors that use many different kinds of manipulation tactics. One of the most common methods of emotional manipulation that is heightened now is the “turnaround”. Manipulation turnaround are those situations that if you make a statement, or share certain communications, in any kind of social situation (job, business, organizations, family life, etc.) the manipulator will nitpick and comb through that statement in order to turn around the information that you have shared to be used against you in negative ways. It does not matter how kind, forthcoming or honest you were in sharing that communication, the manipulator is hell-bent to find something to use against you as a form of character assassination. This is a common form of Dark Force Manipulation, using unconscious people as dark portals to wield chaos and confusion into the environment or social setting. The Imposter Spirits are targeting many Light bearers for forms of inciting persecution complex in their social groups or perpetuating what is referred to as the Victim-Victimizer mind control. It’s a form of dark harassment in using other unconscious humans that can be easily manipulated into fear based behaviors of attacking or accusing, so that the dark forces get the weakest human in the near vicinity to carry out their dirty work. The dark forces are very clever in using strategies to manipulate the weakest link in the chain and to get that person near you, who may be emotionally troubled and unstable, to act out in a variety of ways to take out their personal issues on you, and destabilize any project or situation you may be involved with.  It’s a diversion tactic, as well as an energetic drain, dealing with the lies, hysterics, projections and accusations that generally have nothing to do with real actions and accurate facts. However, it’s a great spiritual lesson in making sure that you are as clear and impeccable with your words as possible, as we must remain accountable to all we say and do. As we hold integrity and accountability for our actions, those people that truly know us will be able to see through the masks of deception and lies that are used to confuse and distort the truth.

Due to the unconscious trauma based fears and accumulated emotional pain that exists within so many people, along with the fact that many of the current social, educational and business structures reward extremely negative behaviors, humanity has developed incredibly complex forms of ego defense mechanisms that use many forms of aggressive psychological and emotional manipulation. The promotion of the Archontic Deception Strategies to ensure that one’s social status and money remain as the reward system on the material plane, which has shaped anti-human values and influenced the deep pockets of corruption and greed that exist behind every form of social control. As a result of this rampant infiltration and social acceptance of anti-human values to rule on the earth, we have bred an entirely new kind of species of human. Humans that are conditioned from birth into childhood to become very good manipulators, developing potentially, into master manipulators in adulthood.

If you grew up as a child being manipulated by family members, manipulation may be harder to discern when it’s happening, because it feels familiar. In these situations where people are manipulated by family, while they smile and say “ I love you” at the same time masking hostility, can create very unhealthy and destructive relationships in adulthood. The manipulator may use words that are pleasant and sound reasonable, or they trigger buttons of emotional guilt or sympathy, so that you override your instincts and don’t know how to respond. The manipulation may seem benevolent, friendly or even flattering, as if the person explains that they have your highest concern in mind, but in reality it’s to achieve an ulterior motive that really serves their needs or desires.

Master manipulators are people that do and say things in order to get whatever they want in order to feel secure or better about themselves, whenever they want it, at great cost or destruction to others.  People are conditioned early in life to build walls of inferiority or superiority complexes that sublimate all personal responsibility in their life, while they give their power away to something external, such as blaming others for their personal issues. Many times light bearers will trigger these kind of people that like to blame something or someone for their unhappiness, and we get into the cross hairs of an unhappy ego that is influenced by dark force manipulation, that wants to use our inner light as their sacrificial lamb. The ego coping mechanism of blame and projection, generally will form into consistent tactics of psychological and emotional manipulation, thus, the manipulator has no sense of accountability to how their actions directly influence others, or the larger picture. Given the interconnected nature of human consciousness, every person has an impact upon others. Manipulators tend to have pent up negative emotions and dominating egos that commonly are felt as extremely energetically draining, earning them the nickname of “emotional vampires”. We all have had those situations being in close proximity to some dominating and unhappy ego, reinforcing the boundaries of our 12D shield many times, to try to neutralize the draining and cording impacts, when in the presence of an emotional or mental vampire.

Manipulators do not take responsibility for their own actions. They are quick to turn around any situation to perceive what others may have done to them, and narrowly focus upon how they have been wronged or slighted. Many times, from their own inner unresolved pain, they make up imaginary story lines from their own obsessions and ruminations so that, they can come up with reasons to justify themselves . This story may be pathologically believed or exaggerated in its importance from their lack of clarity and discernment. Conversely, the disinformation and discredit agenda is to make the information or their target lack credibility, in order to ridicule or diminish that persons integrity and reputation. Generally, manipulators are very indirect and hide in the ambiguous confusion of the shadows, not confronting issues directly or transparently, but spreading gossip. They will not tell their human target how they really feel, but prefer to triangulate and tell other people how they feel, so that you can hear their complaints from someone else. By taking the passive-aggressive route, emotional manipulators are able to deal with things indirectly, while lurking in the gray areas, manipulating between truth and lies. Different behaviors of passive aggressive include, talking behind your back about what a bad person you are, getting others to say to you what they would not say themselves, turning the story around to suit their justification of hurt feelings to be the victim in the story, and finding subtle ways to manipulate circumstances, so that they let you know that they are unhappy with you.

Currently, there are aspects of flagrant manipulation being aggressively used in many aspects of society, to intentionally derail any forward discussion or inquiry that would expose the truth in circumstances. Derailing is to change the subject of discussion and commonly to turn it around so that the manipulator can place themselves in the role as the victim or to gain sympathy. Derailing is also effective to keep a line of discussion going, that serves the manipulators agenda to cover their tracks from lying or conveniently leaving out larger important facts. For example, a manipulator may pretend to be offended or devastated in order to stop any further conversation about their unethical or questionable actions. Also, narcissistic personalities have a hard time not being the center of attention and will act in ways to derail focus of a person, or group, in order to gain attention, accolades or approval.

Manipulators have selective memories. Those who have mastered the art of emotional manipulation are experts in justifying their actions, turning things around against you, and rationalizing situations to defend their position. Master manipulators, also known as Sociopaths, are incredibly skilled in passing off even the most ridiculous lie without giving any obvious clues that he or she is being deceitful. These kind of people are expert persuaders to the point that you begin to question your own memories and sanity. If you have communication with this kind of person, it is best to date, document and write down all communications that have been had. Keeping a log of what he or she says is a good start to having definitive proof that he or she is lying right in your face. Sometimes you may want a witness, having another person with you when the manipulator is talking, and writing it down or recording the conversation.

It will be helpful for all of us to learn how to better handle manipulators, as there is so many of these manipulative behaviors that we encounter in our day to day life, as well as dealing with and vanquishing dark force control. The first step is to know whom and what you are really dealing with. Human manipulators and Dark Force manipulators know your triggers!  We can be informed by studying their tactics and learning their favorite weapons. We gain energetic strength to diffuse and navigate through these dark tactics by building our self-esteem and self-respect. When we have self-esteem we are more comfortable with asserting ourselves to set proper boundaries that are critical to neutralize the impact of manipulators in our lives. This is our best defense!’

(Source: Ascension Glossary – Doublespeak, Lying techniques, Emotional Manipulation and http://www.whatiscodependency.com/spot-manipulation/)

What’s that Horrible Stench Masquerading as Light?

It’s the old demented, putrid Patriarchal Consciousness

I just noticed on my WordPress stats page a number of links coming in to HighHeartLife from George Stankov’s website so I backtracked to see what and why this was, as I always do when large numbers of links show up at either of my blog-sites. What I discovered at his site does not surprise me in the least however. It’s the same old 3D disrespectful old Boy’s Club type consciousness still blatantly lashing out at certain females. Alexander (don’t know him either) shared a link to my recent article there and was almost as disrespectful to me as George was in an unaware sort of way, but it all makes sense to me as it always has. (I’m not bragging as this has been hard and hurtful for me over the years but I’ve learned and grown and that’s all that really matters in the end.)

In George’s public response to Alexander’s public letter he stated that, ‘Apart from that I know Denise since long time…’  

Aah, since long time. Let me inform everyone reading this that George Stankov and I have never physically met and never ever will. Let me also add that, based solely on what George himself said, he clearly does not know me at all nor would he ever want to.

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I suspect that what George meant was that he knows me nonphysically, which may or may not be true for him. I certainly know him from having read just a couple of things he wrote many years ago. That was all I needed to “know” him long time ago. But, I know him in the same way I know most other Ascension writers/teachers/channelers both good and bad, both of the Light and not of the Light; I know them from Higher Awareness. From that level of awareness nothing else matters because you know and you know the many whys for it all. Everyone who can honestly access Higher Awareness on their own can do this. It’s not some secret club but a hard-earned individual ability that one either has or does not have. Those who have it also have enough Heart to not need to insult, disrespect, attack or continue acting, thinking, writing and speaking like an old Boys Club macho, patriarchal, knuckle-dragging misogynistic asshole.

OMFG this ancient sick Team Dark consciousness of unending hatred towards females everywhere is getting really boring. Gay rights and transgender rights have been blossoming while female rights continue to be attacked, slashed and reduced. Females of all ages and races are still considered lower than animals by the patriarchal old Boy’s Club. Wake the fuck up people and smell the Team Dark consciousness stench all over yourselves.

Try being in a female body in a patriarchal world. It takes balls the size of Jupiter to deliberately incarnate into a putrid, demented, murderous, negative misogynous patriarchal world in a female body with the intention of lifting the planet and human species up and out of the sickness it’s existed within for thousands of years.

‘…but Ginger Rodgers did everything Fred Astaire did, except backwards and in high heels.’

Exactly. Deal with it.

I could have easily ignored this recent male trash-talk directed at me as I have repeatedly over the years, but after being subjected for months over gay rights and transgender rights etc., I’m not going to let this one slide, not this time. Pay attention people to who is still demeaning females in any way for any reason(s) as it will reveal much if you can’t yet instantly discern energies on your own or know from Higher Awareness. Only nonphysical and physical Team Dark has such hatred towards females and continually disrespects them (and worse) in so many ways.

This still physically aching (plenty of reasons for this that’s clearly not understood by some), long retired Belly Dancer female—who most certainly ain’t your wife George!—is now going to write another ‘…there is little stimulating in her articles…’  ‘non-stimulating’ article for people with Heart and an honest desire to really evolve beyond the repulsive patriarchal misogynistic consciousness of old.

Please don’t bother looking this crap up but just recognize it for what it is, be aware of who is still doing it, and why it’s doing what it is again now and override it as we’ve always done. Thanks. ❤

‘Love and Light’

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Denise

10/10/2015

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Embodying the NEW first Physically & Dealing with the Negative Reactions

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I have personally been dealing with one unpleasant situation after the next consistently since the start of 2014. Along with every one of those unpleasant situations were the people connected to each of them of course which is the more frustrating and sometimes shocking issue. These situations I’ve repeatedly dealt with for over a year now have all been so over-the-top ridiculous and negative, severe and crazy that I haven’t shared much about any of it. Over the months I became increasingly frustrated, discouraged, repulsed at times, more exhausted and saddened to my soul over what I’ve been repeatedly experiencing through certain “professional” people working in the old lower patriarchal systems with old lower consciousness — many of which are portal people as I’ve called them. More about portal people in a moment.

We all experience periods of this sort of thing. The Astrology folks will check to see which planets are where, which are retrograde and so on to help explain the things they’re encountering. The Ascension folks will also check to see what the Sun is doing and/or use any number of other personal methods for higher, greater insight and understanding about what is currently happening. Many in the Ascension Community will also check out their most trusted online Ascension Teachers/Writers latest words to compare what they’re saying with what they are personally experiencing. We all do this and it’s very helpful, most of the time.

However, over these many Ascension years there have been long periods where the majority of Ascension Teachers/Writers do not talk about (at least not publicly) certain topics because they’re negative, dark and unpleasant. That plus there’s many who simply do not know much at all about the Dark Side of the Ascension Process or the Dark Side in general. Maybe it’s not their field of expertise or part of their Ascension related mission Work or their focus. I understand that most people, most readers will always prefer to hear about how wonderful and great things are or soon will be instead of how difficult and trying it may be for a while longer. I get that believe me! Nevertheless, someone’s got to be honest about these difficult and unpleasant phases and the Dark beings within the Ascension Process and, like it or not, that includes the dark side of Duality reality and consciousness. We are after all transmuting, integrating and evolving beyond Duality within this physical dimension.

You’ve got to expect that at certain points within this Grand Process you will meet some very angry and determined Dark right along with that fabulous Light during different stages of this entire Ascension Process. And guess what? It’s okay! It’s normal for what you’re doing, living and embodying and what’s happening everywhere. You haven’t “failed” or done anything “wrong” nor are you personally responsible for it all because “you create your own reality” and it has this unpleasant dark crazy crap in it! The people who automatically throw that one at you in this situation are unaware of the many other layers of reality contained in the Ascension Process and all that goes along with it. You did not create the “monsters”, the Dark Side, Team Dark (TD) or portal people and neither did I, so for some people to instantly hurl that “you create your own reality” line at you are way off about this particular situation.

In the past I’ve written at TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife a bit about what I’ve called the portal people. Portal people is my blanket term for other living humans used by Team Dark beings/entities/demons to affect, derail, sidetrack, attack, injure, make sick, make miserable people of the LightTeam Light which are the Forerunners, Wayshowers, Pathpavers etc. I’ve also referred to the portal people as living physical human Team Dark members.

1) Portal people are living humans that still function and perceive only within the old lower frequency and consciousness patriarchal Team Dark creations and belief systems.

2) Portal people have been used, manipulated, controlled and directed by nonhuman, nonphysical beings and entities as a direct way for them to reach into the physical world to further control mass humanity and global Earth reality.

Some of these living human portal people are consciously aware that they help nonphysical, nonhuman Team Dark beings and they thoroughly enjoy causing as much pain, suffering and misery as possibly, especially to anyone embodying Light in the physical dimension. Most portal people however are totally unaware that they’re used to attack, hurt, derail, impede, wound and traumatize certain Team Light Forerunners in human form in the physical dimension. Some of these portal people actually believe themselves to be Forerunners, Starseeds, Indigos etc. and are completely unaware of how and why they’re used by unseen negatives (nonhuman, nonphysical Team Dark beings) to harm and hinder Forerunners and the Ascension Process and prolong the old negative ways of life on physical Earth. I’ve experienced this many times over the years through a handful of people writing Comments at TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife. I know that certain other Ascension Teachers/Writers have had to deal with this same situation many times, but most of them don’t talk about it publicly for the obvious reasons. I too have not shared many things over the years for the same reasons; you open yourself to even more attacks on the physical and etheric levels.

The reasons why I’m focusing on this topic now is because of the phase we’re in within the Ascension Process—Galactic Alignment—and how it’s unfolding fully within the physical dimension and this physical world. It’s one thing encountering TD attacks, being hijacked, beatings, coups etc. in the 4D Astral dimension, but it’s something very different when those attacks and battles descend fully into the physical dimension and manifest here and that’s exactly what’s happening now. It has been since we reached the Expiration Date (12-21-12) and it’s been escalating ever since right along with the amplification of Light fully within the physical dimension. There are reasons why the Dark has been and still is lashing out wildly wherever it can; it doesn’t want to die or loose its power and food and fuel sources. Every time we have another increase of Light in physicality, another big download of Light Energies or Light Codes or the NEW as I usually say, Team Dark and the portal people increase their activities, attacks, interference, chaos and general negativity. Now, here comes the punchline with this whole situation and it’s often hard to wrap ones mind around because it sounds so contradictory but such has been Duality in physicality!

As the NEW Light continues to increase and become the new normal within this physical world, the Dark lashes out even more frantically and does all it can to hang on as long as possible. It’s that simple and that crappy… for a while longer that is. 😉 This schizophrenic-like mass global bipolar-like insanity won’t last forever however for the simple reason that the two highly different frequencies of energy, reality, consciousness, being and creativity CANNOT co-exist within the same space. Hence the Separation of Worlds & Timelines business.

These negative beings, portal people, lower consciousness and old patriarchal systems and beliefs will hang on and fight to keep and maintain the old lower reality and consciousness for as long as they possibly can. As members of Team Light, it’s our job to keep on keepin’ on despite the portal people and the insane things they do to interfere, harm and mess with us. Some days this is easy to accomplish, other days not so much unfortunately, but we continue doing, being and radiating (seeding) the NEW Light Energies into the NEW Earth world and reality. They must evolve or go elsewhere to have what they want because it cannot and will not exist in the NEW.

A few days ago I was, once again, very frustrated by all this silly shit (I call it silly shit because that’s really all it is; ridiculous tactics by ridiculous people to prevent evolution and improvement!) and I was able to zoom out far enough to get a larger, higher perspective on this current state of miserableness so many of us have dealt with in 2014 and/or 2015. What I perceived went back to the Expiration Date as I’ve called it—12-21-12—and the ‘Three Days’ of December 21st, 22nd, and 23rd of 2012 as it was called by some others.

What I better understood from my recent zoomed out perspective was that after the Expiration Date and Three Days of December 21, 22 and 23 of 2012, some of us Forerunners (I think I was at the head of this list!) decided to take most of 2013 off and sleep, rest, stare at the ceiling and do nothing or just hibernate as much as we could for as long as we could. I know a lot of us Forerunners were SO utterly spent, SO done, SO exhausted that some of us just sort of shut down for a while, or for most of the year because we were that tired body and soul. I know I did. But… to shake me good and hard out of that yearlong 2013 hibernation breather, 2014 began and hasn’t slowed down since but is only escalating in 2015.

2014 and 2015 have been a period of constant miserableness for me personally for multiple reasons and it was seriously gettin’ me down this year, so while I was in this recent higher zoomed out position, I asked what the hell is going on now and why. What I perceived went back to the Expiration Date of December 21, 22 and 23 of 2012 and the individual Soul choices each one of us made back then and how those choices are currently manifesting for each of us through the completion phase of the Galactic Alignment/Ascension Process which is approximately 2017ish.

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In that moment of personal greater awareness I understood that on December 22, 2012 when the Divine and I discussed what would be best for my Soul’s continued growth from that point through the completion of the Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment, we decided I’d continue to anchor in physicality for as long as Denise could so that the Ascension Process would be completed in physicality and so would I. In other words, I wanted to go through this extra final pain, silly shit and misery for a while longer because I intend to get it done and done right because “I” will never go through this level of physical immersion and transformation (the Ascension Process) ever again anywhere. My Soul’s resume will soon list, ‘been there done that’, meaning that someone else can “Volunteer” to descend to do this Ascension assistant business and more the next time it happens in some galaxy in some universe somewhere. Some of us are guaranteeing that we finish this thing in the physical trenches for individual Soul reasons while some others decisions had to do with forging ahead into the NEW in nonphysical ways more than physical. No one is right or wrong, no incorrect decisions here at all, simply individual Soul decisions for this now.

So, post December 2012 is the screaming, tantrum throwing, frantic, wild pillaging phase for the nonphysical Team Dark beings and physical human portal people. For those of us of Team Light, the contrasting energetic pressures have been increasingly difficult and will be until they’re finally not any longer. I can continue being miserable in my Soul’s and the Divine’s grand decision back on December 22, 2012, or I can get with the latest program and finish this thing as best as I’m capable of at this point. Some hours, days, nights are easier than others, but after all I’ve been through already I’m not throwing the towel in at this late date! Neither should you, so do whatever you can when you need to so you can reap the rewards of all the hard, difficult spiritual energetic Work you’ve already done via this Ascension Process. It’s going to finally get much easier in physicality so hang in there my fellow exhausted and bloody Forerunners and don’t take your High Heart off the end goal no matter what silly, petty portal people caused BS is trying to get you to do just that.

Denise

April 7, 2015

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The Fish are Dead – Long Live the Waves!

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Can you feel it? Can you feel the kicking and thrashing slipping away of the old sticky Piscean Age and all that went with it? Feels grand, and another huge chunk of it got swept out by another of many NEW Aquarian Light Wave blasts during March 2015. Out with the sticky and distorted old, and in with the NEW higher electrified Waves. Yet another incarnation lived on the volatile and difficult cusp of two Astrological Ages grinding against each other as the old one slowly and stubbornly exits and the new one pushes in.

It’s getting more and more difficult for me to keep track of what happened when. Where am I today? Did I actually do that thing physically or did I just think about doing it? Did I dream that or did it happen in the physical dimension? Why does reality look different today from how it looked yesterday? And speaking of dreams, we’ve had some epic weird and unpleasant ones this 2015 winter quarter into spring period haven’t we? 😮

What I’m increasingly discovering in my life and reality lately are the wild and crazy differences between being in the higher frequency Now Moment vs. functioning in the old lower frequency, lower consciousness linear perception of time in physicality. When I downshift back into my old intellect and linear time/thinking, I find I’m constantly rushing around exhausted and frustrated by the old everything and most everyone in it who still lives and wholeheartedly feels like it’s the only way to live and work. It’s a broken, corrupt, sick system (all of them) and they’re circling the drain faster and faster and everyone is rushing trying to keep up with them coming apart. It’s incredibly frustrating to me to still have to deal with these old patriarchal systems and their human devotees (employees) when I desire something so far beyond all this. I know most of you feel the same.

Then when I get myself back into my High Heart I find doing just that places me in the Now Moment. The High Heart is the Now Moment — the Now Moment is the High Heart. It’s been the jumping or shifting back and forth between these two levels of frequency, consciousness, being, dimension, and physical earth worlds that has made these two very different frequency levels extremely conscious to me, to Denise in a physical body in a physical life. We’re being schooled, educated very intensely and have been since the start of 2014 from my perspective, and this is just one aspect of that NEW education but it’s a really important aspect!

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Another layer (and there’s many) of being in and functioning from the High Heart Now Moment is, I’m increasingly discovering, that it automatically puts one in what I’ve called Spherical Consciousness. I bought this vector image because it visually looks somewhat like how Spherical Consciousness feels to me at this point of my ongoing expanding awareness. All of those small solid gold circles on the larger open sphere are vast points of perception, points of being and seeing all things.

From one point or position in Spherical Consciousness, the things being viewed or perceived looks and feels very differently from how it does when you/me/we shift ourselves around on the larger open sphere to view/perceive from another point (represented by the smaller solid spheres). In an instant you/me/we can and are functioning with Spherical Consciousness from one point then another then another and another point of view/perspective. Multiple points of perspective in other words and this is happening in not only one dimension but multiple dimensions! It always has, but what’s changing with this is this version of you/me/we living the Ascension Process in physicality are expanding, evolving, “ascending” our physical selves (aspects) and consciousness to be able to safely and without going insane or getting seriously lost into fully conscious Multidimensional being, awareness, responsibility and greater Creativity — greater Conscious Creativity.

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Jumping back a moment to the old patriarchal systems circling the drain faster every day now and the unaware human devotees of and to those old corrupt negative systems — employees, their jobs, careers, titles, incomes, monies, ego-based positions of power over other people etc.

I’m working on another article about this topic alone because it’s very important to discuss in greater detail now even though it’s unpleasant and dark. I’ll publish that article as soon as I get it finished but I need to include this topic—what I’ve called portal people or Team Dark (TD) humans—here briefly.

My blanket term portal people covers all living unaware humans who are functioning at the old lower levels of consciousness, ego, Duality etc. and because of this are also easily used, manipulated, controlled and directed by nonhuman, nonphysical TD beings/aliens/entities. This horrible situation becomes vastly worse if you are Team Light (TL) — a Forerunner, Lightworker, Pathpaver, Volunteer, Wayshower, Indigo etc. physically on earth now to assist with the Ascension Process. TD will target you/me/us of TL because TD sees us as the great enemy.

Where all this becomes painfully frustrating not to mention occasionally downright dangerous is that these nonhuman entities USE lower consciousness and frequency humans to get at (attack, harass, make miserable, derail, sidetrack, wound, make ill or worse) those of the Light, including anyone starting to wake up and evolve. This is why anyone starting to wake up, expand their consciousness and extricate themselves from the narrow lowly TD frequency range will typically come under some form of psychic/etheric attacks by TD in an attempt to stop them, prevent them, or simply terrorize them right back down into the old lower frequency, state of being and consciousness. There have always been vicious etheric guard dogs protecting the global junk yard keeping Light out and Dark in. However, the Ascension Process has and is changing all that. It just gets difficult at times… and that was me being very gentle with this topic.

My point about the portal people is that they’ve been ratcheted up a few more notches in 2014 and 2015 due to the constant and increasing Divine cosmic Light pressures to evolve now or go elsewhere and all this is becoming nearly unbearable for both sides. If you’ve had to deal with any of the old patriarchal systems (and which ones aren’t!?), then you too have felt and dealt with more and more portal people deliberately messing with and/or attacking you because you’re radiating Light everywhere. Because of this they try to slow you down in any way(s) they can, make you physically ill, mentally confused, emotionally frustrated and so on. I’ve encountered this amplification in almost every person (not all of course) I come into contact with and it has been and still is frustrating and heartbreaking that the majority of humans aren’t even aware of how they’re used by TD to hurt other humans and Forerunners and keep the Light out of the old junk yard.

This situation had gotten so severe for me that I didn’t think I’d be able to move through all the portal people but thankfully the March 2015 Equinox reduced a good chunk of this and opened the way forward once again. The portal people situation will continue for a good while so figure it out fellow Planetary Up-lifters. It gets easier the farther into this we all go, however it isn’t always easy so pay attention and make whatever adjustments in yourself that you need to at the time. This will ease up over time but be smart, be wise, be aware and do your best to not let them pull you out of your High Heart space/frequency. Easier said than done I certainly know but that’s what we’re dealing with now in greatly amplified ways.

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Another thing I wanted to mention that’s been amplified once again over the winter months of 2015 (summer months in the southern Hemisphere) and into March has been the growing sensation that the very ground under my feet is gone or is very unstable, soft and dropping away. That plus hearing weird sounds again in the air around me like the very world is cracking, creaking, groaning under the energetic pressures and literally coming apart. It probably is. I’ve heard these weird sounds again since December 2014, and I know the majority of them are not physically created sounds but energetic repercussions in the space around me. Could this be some more of the Separation of Worlds? I sense it is but wanted to mention it because I know many of you have been hearing and feeling these latest changes and sounds too.

And as is often the case when great chunks of negativity is being broken up and moved some more by more Light coming in, some of us will See or feel or sense small pockets of that Dark, toxic energy on the move in the space around us. Much has been and still is being removed that needs to but it sure can feel weird and highly unpleasant at times when it wafts through some room in your house!

And lastly I feel compelled to mention that during these times when another round of negativity is being evicted, some of us will have lucid dreams (yet again) where we experience some horrific event/events done by living humans to other humans someplace on planet earth. In my most recent case this happened somewhere in South America deep in a jungle type setting in what I can only call a kill camp. Some brown skinned males had a makeshift prison there where they imprisoned other brown skinned men, women and children to get certain information out of them. It didn’t matter if those people talked or not or if they knew anything or not because they’d all be murdered when the males were done with them. I witnessed one day of this up close and personal a few weeks ago, and as usual it took me days to get over what I experienced. I’ve talked about this type of transmuting energetic Work via lucid dreaming (which is just code for going to where the actual physical events took place and see and feel them to permanently clear them) before in other articles and in A Lightworker’s Mission because it’s one of the many ways Forerunners transmute or clear residual negative energies across the planet. I just thought I was done with this type of energetic Work and had to really work on myself afterwards to release what I’d witnessed only a few feet away from me in that South American kill camp.

So… pink ponies, candy, ice cream, tranquil pools and ponds, happy birds flying and singing and so on. That’s what I used to have to do when I was a kid and unpleasant, scary negativity would impact me. Old tools die hard! 😆 I couldn’t end on that horrific note so please envision pink ponies and happy birds signing. Sorry it took me so long to write anything but it’s been truly crazy weird horrible and magnificent at times for many months now. All perfectly normal for where we are and what we’re going through now. ❤

Denise

March 28, 2015

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