HighHeart Merge Shine

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Said in my best Tom Hanks A League of Their Own voice — There’s no crying in Resurrection!

Well, Sometimes A Little Maybe

If you are living this ‘resurrection’ process now too, and if the past few days you’ve had moments of wondering how in the Universe your physical heart and body are housing, containing, embodying and surviving the latest energies and further merging via the December 2015 Solstice and beyond without burning the house down, then you already know that this is some incredible and extremely potent stuff happening in, to and through us now.

Since December 19th, I’ve had to stop and do no thing other than live this resurrection phase of the Ascension Process. The level of NEW Light here now is so potent and different that it reminded me of how I and my physical body and sense of self felt sixteen years ago at that level and strength of the Ascension Process. Stair-steps indeed.

Some of us have entered a very new level and phase of this ongoing Process and it feels Divine, glorious, deeply sexual at times, weird and crazy, overpowering at times, pure God/Source/Bliss, intoxicating, infatuated, in love and LOVE, downright physically painful at times and yet promptly leaves you desirous of housing even more of IT.

I am in love. I AM LOVE. I am merging in multiple ways and much of this feels like being “in love” in a very physical way while simultaneously Being LOVE and radiating that Light Love Energy from every faucet of your Diamond HighHeart out into the Earth world and Multiverses beyond. Insignificant words for such a Divine, wordless, scared, individual and private event. It’s not so private however because gods n’ angels and many grand Others have been and continue witnessing what we’re going through now.

At times this merging Process causes physical pain in my entire chest area radiating out the front, also out the back of my body making that area of my spine between the shoulders ache from the extreme pressure of embodying such high frequency Light. My HighHeart (in my physical “ascending” body) feels like its become a Lighthouse for all life on Earth, radiating brilliant Light in all directions at once. It’s wondrous, beautiful, stunning, breathtaking, soul-shaking, humbling and automatically makes you want to embody more for All.

We are becoming living, breathing, walking, talking human Sacred Sites.

Another aspect of all this that I don’t want to forget to mention, is how things get immediately crimped and restricted every time I move my awareness and Seat of Being out of my HighHeart and back into my head/mind/intellect. After a few minutes of my doing this, I realize my mind is racing like a car engine that desperately needs to be shifted into a higher gear! If you don’t shift and shift soon, the engine will blow. The head/mind/intellect quickly red-lines under the extreme pressures and vast expanse of even higher Light Energies of this resurrection phase because the old lower mind/head/intellect literally cannot cope with nor properly circulate this profound level of Light. It cannot and is not supposed to because it’s quite simply the wrong tool for the job.

So if you too find yourself back in old familiar territory—meaning your head/mind/intellect—pay close and honest attention to how quickly your mind overloads (red-lines) from the high frequency Light Energies and increasing proximity of your Divine Higher Self. It can’t handle this level of Light and will quickly start to buzz, rattle, shudder, loop, obsess, fixate, get lost etc. as it throws thought after endless thought at the Light Energy easily overwhelming it.

After a half hour or so of witnessing my old lower mind race around with its mental hair on fire, I realized I had to drop out of my head/mind/intellect and get myself and awareness back into its NEW higher frequency location and Seat of Being. Get out of your mind/head fast and back into your HighHeart and do not forget how this felt and what a pathetic job the mind does trying to deal with Higher Light and Expanding Consciousness. Let it go and move on into the NEW and the NEW expanding You.

I must be honest here and include this aspect of this current merging Process that I have some moments of difficulty and pain with. As I continue evolving and expanding, at times it’s really hard for me to deal with the increasing gap between my current level of awareness, feeling and being etc. and the still “asleep”, “unaware” people. This morning while still in this state of intense transformation and merge, I thought I’d be okay enough to run to the grocery store for food for the rest of December. (It’s times like these when a close physical friend/buddy would be so great to have to at least drive you somewhere when you and your Divine Self are doing a hot n’ wild Tango! But not yet, so off I drive myself and my Self to the grocery store.)

I nearly burst into tears a few times while in the grocery store simply from trying to do too much on too many levels. It can become overwhelming trying to look, act, move, talk and function like the old “normal” when everything but that it taking place inside you!

Sometimes I can become deeply saddened by seeing all the “asleep”, “unaware” people out there walking around like Zombies and Vampires. This joke is on humanity and Team Dark has patted themselves on the back for a long time over getting humans to believe that Zombies and Vampires are fictional “monsters” when the truth is that it’s the unaware, asleep humans that are the real Zombies and Vampires! So sad, so frustrating, so dense and heavy.

As I push my shopping cart through the grocery store this morning, days before Christmas, I’m seeing human Zombies and Vampires shuffle up and down the isles like half-dead, half human creatures. It hurts, it pisses me off, it breaks ones heart, but it also stokes that fire within to embody more and merge more so I can, you can, we Forerunners can radiate the NEW Light even more than we already are to further help humanity wake up from their half-dead Zombie and parasitic Vampire lives and live in the Light.

Said another way, the more you and I “wake up” and see and know more, the more we have to learn to cope with the growing extremes of this world and its population in transition. This too has to do with our lower self feeling things and how different that is from how the higher aspects of us feel and are affected by these types of old lower negativity. We’re in transition, and so is the world and humanity, and at times it all gets a bit too much to deal with. When that happens, like it did again for me in the grocery store this morning, get back home/HOME to your HighHeart and out of your head/mind and do what you’re so good at doing; embodying more of the NEW Light and your Higher Self merge and radiate, shine and transmit that to the planet and all life on it. That’s how we “help” now. Thank you deeply for your ongoing “help”. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

December 22, 2015

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It’s 2014 & I still feel like #%*!

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I’ve always believed that most people are more interested in the truth, even when it’s not all fluffied-up, intentionally made to sound completely bright n’ shiny, pain-free, negativity-free, and wholly easy and wonderfully fabulous. The people who want and need to hear the fluffied-up versions of the Ascension and Shift Process don’t read what I have to say. But, if you’ve been living and struggling through this Divine, this amazing, this amazingly difficult Ascension Process for many years and/or decades, then you’ve been through so much already that hearing me talk about a bit more Ascension related aches and pains in 2014 isn’t much of a big deal at all.

Of course we all want the pains, pressures, insanity and growing physical chaos to end–which believe it or not is happening faster than it seems from lower levels of awareness–but, when needed, it’s helpful to admit to yourself and others that you’re feeling slightly less than Divine, less than Angelic, less than 100% sheer Loving and Light Perfection constantly. Example: there was a recent mid-range X-class CME blasting us as I began writing this which, typically, makes my body/head hurt in rather weird ways even in my sixteenth year of this Ascension Process. To be perfectly honest, I simply don’t care any more about any Ascension and Shift related symptoms and side effects. They are what they are, plus they show the profound trans-formative changes more and more people continue living through and being further evolved by. To me that’s nothing but a grand positive, plus, after so many years of experiencing so much worse, these 2014 physical body aches and pains are rather minor in comparison. (It’s a different story out there in the old patriarchal physical world reality now however, but this too is a necessary part of the entire Ascension Process.)

Winter 2014 Review

Because I’ve experienced such improvements (in comparison to the past horrific fifteen years I mean) due to our entry into the NEW energies that came in at January 1, 2014, I’ve needed to spend more quiet time, more reflective and restful winter quarter time from within my High Heart to get my NEW footing and bearings so to speak. That plus do plenty of Conscious Creating/Intending/Visualizing for the first spring Equinox (March 20, 2014) completely within the NEW energies! Growing numbers of us are absolutely having to do this during the 2014 winter months (in the Northern Hemisphere, summer in the Southern). Do whatever it is that feels correct to you now to navigate this Shifting Process, and of course, be prepared for it all to change repeatedly as you continue evolving and changing.

January and February 2014 have been an extra quiet, extra internally focused, reflective and restful period while simultaneously extremely creative and busy in both nonphysical and physical terms. I know how contradictory that sounded, but this and plenty of other seeming contradictions are simply how it is during this Shift phase out of the old and into the NEW. This highly unusual (in multiple ways) 2014 winter quarter tells me that this first March Equinox is going to initiate some major NEW energies and physical changes into this world, reality, dimension, and very importantly, human consciousness. And then comes April 2014, but that’s a whole article unto itself! What mass changes in the USA the April transits (the fifth of seven Cardinal Squares) are going to activate!

(In case anyone hasn’t noticed–which would be hard to do–we’re now deeply in another level or stage of what began astrologically in the volatile, revolutionary 1960s. I lived through that intense time as a teenager and energetically and socially recognize we’re (the USA specifically I mean) again within the intense, nitty-gritty phase of that lengthy astrological energetic process during 2014–2015. More about this in upcoming articles.)

Hopefully you realize that I’ve deliberately typed the word NEW in caps for a while now in an attempt to help visually express that these new energies are indeed NEW, meaning radically different from what we’ve lived within all our lives up to this point.

And, as with the physical body aches and pains I experience due to the Ascension Process and energetic Shift into the NEW Evolutionary Cycle with its energies/blueprints/consciousness, I don’t much care about how this entry into the NEW impacts global societies, cultures, mass humanity, the old negative global patriarchy and their corrupt, greedy structures and systems, the past Piscean Age belief systems and religious beliefs, methods, tools, habits, addictions, delusions, lies, consciousness etc. I simply do not care from a lower consciousness, lower frequency, lower emotional ego level.

I Volunteered to incarnate within physicality on Earth to help bring in the NEW higher frequency energetic blueprints for humanity and all life and I don’t much care about the aches and pains–physical, emotional, psychological etc.–that this great evolutionary Ascension Process and dimensional frequency Shift causes me and humanity. From higher levels of awareness it’s a tiny and temporary price to pay to help redirect current and “future” humanity into the Light and real freedom, peace and equality on all fronts.

Most Volunteers functioning from their 5D frequency higher consciousness High Hearts don’t “care” in those old 3D lower frequency, lower consciousness, ego-centered ways based on emotional manipulations coming from and through the ego before Ascension. High Heart consciousness feels deeply, sees much farther, knows so much more about the why of things, but it does so in profoundly different ways than the old lower emotions, lower emotional manipulations through ones and other people’s lower frequency 3D ego self and consciousness. If you’ve lived this or are starting to live this then you know exactly what I’m talking about. If you haven’t begun this level of the Ascension Process and related Shift from dense 3D Duality to Light-filled 5D Triality or Unity, then what I’m saying sounds horrible and horribly selfish and profoundly uncaring to you. I can’t tell you much more about this until you personally begin experiencing this higher frequency aspect of this Ascension related energetic Shift yourself. You’ll have to take my word for it until then. Please hurry however because it’s indescribably better than the old lower way(s).

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Not all but most of us current Ascension Process “Volunteers” have intentionally incarnated into 3D Earth physicality at the end of astrological Ages to help breakup the exiting Age energies and consciousness, and anchor the incoming new astrological Age energies and consciousness on to the planet for humanity for the next 2,100-plus year cycle.

What I’m saying is that many (not all but many) of us current Ascension Process Volunteers (Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Pathpavers etc.) have repeatedly entered the third dimension during certain (if not all) “past” astrological Age changes (the cusps of Ages) which are typically highly volatile periods on Earth because humanity doesn’t do well with CHANGE at any time or to any degree! This time however we’ve been working with an astrological Age change plus an Ascension Process plus a dimensional Shift and more due to multiple Cosmic, Galactic, and Astrological Age cycles all happening simultaneously. All of the “past” times we’ve incarnated to help transition astrological Age energies and consciousness on Earth for humanity were for these multiple evolutionary transitions happening now.

Example: my “past” lives in ancient Egypt and elsewhere in other times were/are directly and intimately connected to my Denise life and time here now during this Ascension Process. There are so many incarnate now who had “past” lives in ancient Egypt, ancient Atlantis, super-ancient Lumeria and many other locations and times that are connecting, anchoring, repairing, correcting, adjusting, completing multiple “past” life plans, endeavors and preparatory phases into what we’re doing and living today with the Ascension Process. Point is, some of us are very familiar with and adept at intentionally coming to 3D Earth during highly volatile times of energetic/consciousness/reality/life changes from one astrological Age into another. We’re very good at this and much more. We’re far better than most of us consciously remember, but this is another big reason why we’re incarnate now during this Cosmic mother of a Grand Finale of change!

The real reasons I went over that material again now is because 1) humanity has entered another level, another layer of major changes in 2014 where more negative old patriarchal systems, structures and beliefs etc. are about to disintegrate some more. Never forget however that, simultaneously to these intensified “disintegration” periods of the old, that the NEW is replacing them all. They aren’t lining the streets yet for all to easily see and confirm but they soon will, despite the unbelievable parasitic tenacity of the old negative consciousness within so much of humanity still. Have you noticed how determined, how threatened, how angry and vicious they become every time they lose a little more of their old Team Dark ways? Guess they should have taken us ‘Asshole hippies from outer space’ more seriously, but gigantic egos always make this mistake.

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 And 2) is because I want more of you who need to be reminded of this again that YOU/ME/WE are the ways and means, the tools, the Divine within physicality, the “help”, the ones who are doing this in and through our bodies, hearts and consciousness. Do not continue thinking, believing and perpetuating the old intentional lies and distortions created by Team Dark across the past astrological Piscean Age by thinking, believing, expecting that “the answer” or “the help” or “the way” exists outside of yourself, your heart and your higher consciousness. It does but you must also remember that it’s you/me/we too and that’s why we Volunteered to come here now to do what we have and still are. Look within yourself because it’s the same as looking without. Team Dark went to extreme lengths to distort that spiritual, energetic truth and convince humanity that they do not have a direct connection to the Divine themselves. Nothing could be farther from the truth of course as you/me/we all are aspects of Divine Source. Let that old negative Team Dark emotional/mental habit or belief system go now because you need to know who and what you really are so you can Consciously Create over the old disintegrating negativity.

Denise

March 2, 2014

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