Said in my best Tom Hanks A League of Their Own voice — There’s no crying in Resurrection!
Well, Sometimes A Little Maybe
If you are living this ‘resurrection’ process now too, and if the past few days you’ve had moments of wondering how in the Universe your physical heart and body are housing, containing, embodying and surviving the latest energies and further merging via the December 2015 Solstice and beyond without burning the house down, then you already know that this is some incredible and extremely potent stuff happening in, to and through us now.
Since December 19th, I’ve had to stop and do no thing other than live this resurrection phase of the Ascension Process. The level of NEW Light here now is so potent and different that it reminded me of how I and my physical body and sense of self felt sixteen years ago at that level and strength of the Ascension Process. Stair-steps indeed.
Some of us have entered a very new level and phase of this ongoing Process and it feels Divine, glorious, deeply sexual at times, weird and crazy, overpowering at times, pure God/Source/Bliss, intoxicating, infatuated, in love and LOVE, downright physically painful at times and yet promptly leaves you desirous of housing even more of IT.
I am in love. I AM LOVE. I am merging in multiple ways and much of this feels like being “in love” in a very physical way while simultaneously Being LOVE and radiating that Light Love Energy from every faucet of your Diamond HighHeart out into the Earth world and Multiverses beyond. Insignificant words for such a Divine, wordless, scared, individual and private event. It’s not so private however because gods n’ angels and many grand Others have been and continue witnessing what we’re going through now.
At times this merging Process causes physical pain in my entire chest area radiating out the front, also out the back of my body making that area of my spine between the shoulders ache from the extreme pressure of embodying such high frequency Light. My HighHeart (in my physical “ascending” body) feels like its become a Lighthouse for all life on Earth, radiating brilliant Light in all directions at once. It’s wondrous, beautiful, stunning, breathtaking, soul-shaking, humbling and automatically makes you want to embody more for All.
We are becoming living, breathing, walking, talking human Sacred Sites.
Another aspect of all this that I don’t want to forget to mention, is how things get immediately crimped and restricted every time I move my awareness and Seat of Being out of my HighHeart and back into my head/mind/intellect. After a few minutes of my doing this, I realize my mind is racing like a car engine that desperately needs to be shifted into a higher gear! If you don’t shift and shift soon, the engine will blow. The head/mind/intellect quickly red-lines under the extreme pressures and vast expanse of even higher Light Energies of this resurrection phase because the old lower mind/head/intellect literally cannot cope with nor properly circulate this profound level of Light. It cannot and is not supposed to because it’s quite simply the wrong tool for the job.
So if you too find yourself back in old familiar territory—meaning your head/mind/intellect—pay close and honest attention to how quickly your mind overloads (red-lines) from the high frequency Light Energies and increasing proximity of your Divine Higher Self. It can’t handle this level of Light and will quickly start to buzz, rattle, shudder, loop, obsess, fixate, get lost etc. as it throws thought after endless thought at the Light Energy easily overwhelming it.
After a half hour or so of witnessing my old lower mind race around with its mental hair on fire, I realized I had to drop out of my head/mind/intellect and get myself and awareness back into its NEW higher frequency location and Seat of Being. Get out of your mind/head fast and back into your HighHeart and do not forget how this felt and what a pathetic job the mind does trying to deal with Higher Light and Expanding Consciousness. Let it go and move on into the NEW and the NEW expanding You.
I must be honest here and include this aspect of this current merging Process that I have some moments of difficulty and pain with. As I continue evolving and expanding, at times it’s really hard for me to deal with the increasing gap between my current level of awareness, feeling and being etc. and the still “asleep”, “unaware” people. This morning while still in this state of intense transformation and merge, I thought I’d be okay enough to run to the grocery store for food for the rest of December. (It’s times like these when a close physical friend/buddy would be so great to have to at least drive you somewhere when you and your Divine Self are doing a hot n’ wild Tango! But not yet, so off I drive myself and my Self to the grocery store.)
I nearly burst into tears a few times while in the grocery store simply from trying to do too much on too many levels. It can become overwhelming trying to look, act, move, talk and function like the old “normal” when everything but that it taking place inside you!
Sometimes I can become deeply saddened by seeing all the “asleep”, “unaware” people out there walking around like Zombies and Vampires. This joke is on humanity and Team Dark has patted themselves on the back for a long time over getting humans to believe that Zombies and Vampires are fictional “monsters” when the truth is that it’s the unaware, asleep humans that are the real Zombies and Vampires! So sad, so frustrating, so dense and heavy.
As I push my shopping cart through the grocery store this morning, days before Christmas, I’m seeing human Zombies and Vampires shuffle up and down the isles like half-dead, half human creatures. It hurts, it pisses me off, it breaks ones heart, but it also stokes that fire within to embody more and merge more so I can, you can, we Forerunners can radiate the NEW Light even more than we already are to further help humanity wake up from their half-dead Zombie and parasitic Vampire lives and live in the Light.
Said another way, the more you and I “wake up” and see and know more, the more we have to learn to cope with the growing extremes of this world and its population in transition. This too has to do with our lower self feeling things and how different that is from how the higher aspects of us feel and are affected by these types of old lower negativity. We’re in transition, and so is the world and humanity, and at times it all gets a bit too much to deal with. When that happens, like it did again for me in the grocery store this morning, get back home/HOME to your HighHeart and out of your head/mind and do what you’re so good at doing; embodying more of the NEW Light and your Higher Self merge and radiate, shine and transmit that to the planet and all life on it. That’s how we “help” now. Thank you deeply for your ongoing “help”. ❤ ❤ ❤
Denise
December 22, 2015
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