Tag: Higher and lower self merging

I’ve realized for a while now that since the Expiration Date of December 21, 2012, every one of the Forerunners needs to continue doing what we have all along, but now in even more individualized ways. Many of us have reached NEW levels within the Ascension Process and our increasingly NEW merging selves and consciousness in 2014 and 2015, and because of this, it’s time for more changes in how some of us communicate the Higher Awareness information—Light—that we perceive about the overall Ascension Process. For some these small/medium/large changes in us and our perceptions will be received by our readers in different ways, all depending on their current level within this same process. More Stair-steps in other words but what’s new about that?

I’ve said this before a few times since 2007 when I started writing at TRANSITIONS, but it needs repeating now. We’re all going through the Ascension Process and there are main stages, levels and phases etc. to it but it’s done in those Stair-steps. Within this format we occasionally reach different points where big and real changes take place individually instead of lots of those smaller Stair-steps. When this happens, the ongoing evolution is so dramatic in comparison to how we’d been up to that point, that it’s near impossible to continue in the same way one did before the latest transformation. The same is true with how I’ve perceived and expressed what I’ve perceived, learned, experienced, seen and so forth. As I continue growing, evolving, changing and “ascending”, so too of course does what I talk about and how I express it. You the reader will need to expand as well to deal with my inner changes, or, drop away because you can no longer relate to what I’m saying or to me individually. This is perfectly “normal” and representative of our continued evolutionary changes and unique individuality.

My first blog, TRANSITIONS was created in late 2007, and I wrote there because I absolutely HAD to. It was a pre-incarnational Soul Contract for me to write as much as I could as quickly as I could about the Ascension Process and related topics during what I’ve called the Phase One years. It was more important and pressing to me to do this than drawing my next breath, which is usually a sign it’s a Soul Contract you’re feeling the tremendous need to fulfill. The Ascension Light (higher information) that’s archived there will continue helping people coming up those Stair-Steps for a long time.

In late 2013, I knew I needed to create a second blog, HighHeartLife for the people who’ve been living the Ascension Process for a long time, and because of this have accessed their 5D High-Hearts and have been living there (Forerunners). Stair-step blogs you see.

Then 2014 and 2015 happened to me, and as should be expected I’ve changed some more thank gawd but because of this, I now need to slightly change the manner in which I write about the Ascension Process and related topics. This change I’m talking about is very NEW and I’m still spinning, in the best of ways because of it, but I felt I needed to explain why growing numbers of the Forerunners of the Forerunners who’ve written about the Ascension Process for many years are now or will be changing somewhat and becoming much more highly individualized with their/my/our spiritual Ascension communications. If this wasn’t happening within us, you should be highly suspicious. Big clue that one.

Some of my writings won’t sound, look or feel different to you at all, while other times you will sense and/or feel this latest change within me that I’m referring to, and guess what, that  is my NEW teaching for you. 😀 You see, the further away we “ascend” from the old 3D methods, consciousness, habits etc., the more fifth dimensional (5D) the communications, teachings, exchanges and so forth will be, and that means there will be less and less of the old familiar reality defining type teaching and communicating being done by me. When I know that some information needs to be communicated in a more linear, direct, straight forward reality defining way like we’re all much more used to, then I’ll write it that way and most likely publish it at TRANSITIONS. When I know I need to communicate information and energies from a nonlinear, less defined, High-Heart, spacious 5D sort of way, then that will continue here at HighHeartLife. However, I now need to create a NEW Category at HHL for my communications, experiences, teachings etc. that I’m calling HighHeart Center. This is the first article to be placed in this NEW class. (Please see them all in the sidebar listed under Categories.)

High-Heart to High-Heart

Where to even start… I don’t know at this point because I’ve gone through so, so much since 2014, but finally some positive and amazing changes have/are taking place in 2015. As I continue with this we’re going to go way up and then way down and way up again and way down again which just seems to be the way of it now due to some of us existing within higher frequency and consciousness and far more still way down in the old lower frequency and consciousness. Every minute I live this myself in-body on Earth my Love, Respect, Gratitude and profound Admiration for all higher dimensional Beings that have endured our 3D human amnesia, stunning stupidity, unending fears, massive egos, profound selfishness, addicted violence, general insanity, ugly manipulations etc. and have never flinched over any of it, grows tremendously.

So yeah, 2014 wasn’t any walk in the park and 2015 hasn’t been easy by any stretch of the imagination either. Now the amplification happens continuously, hour by hour, day by day, month by month. The ups are way up and amazing, to the point that the high LOVE energies pouring into my High-Heart expands it to the point of blissful, High-Heart orgasmic joy, pain, Divine LOVE and ever-present quantum perfection. This ongoing merging process is beautiful, extraordinary, soul expanding, lower heart shattering, high-heart expanding, blissfully peaceful, perfectly immobile like a ballerina balanced on-point, crystalline and literally high-heart orgasmic.

This latest high-heart in-pouring has been Divine masculine/male and oh how I’ve personally needed that IN my body and Self in this current Denise form and manifestation. I’ve lived, we all have lived for so very long with demented masculine/male energies on Earth, so to finally have what’s normal merge with me/me with IT in my incarnate self in physicality now has been Divine high HOME returning at long last. I’d weep over this except I can’t because my high-heart only knows what’s normal and crying isn’t part of that at this higher level, only beaming is, only radiating is, only wanting every other soul to experience it too is. Nothing can stop the unrelenting Divine desire to help everyone to reach, feel and know God/Source/Divinity within themselves, again. Nothing…

High-Heart Lovemaking

When your High-Heart embodies some more of the greater, higher YOU in this physical version of you that’s “ascending”, it feels like heart sex, like heart lovemaking, like glorious heart hugs between you/YOU and the Divine and more. It feels like the most profound LOVE, Gratitude and Respect you can comprehend existing within your high-heart with other Divine aspects of both YOU/You/you and Source/God etc. This isn’t easy to communicate and I’d probably do better with pantomime at this point! 😆

What’s really humorous about this is that, as glorious as it is and it is glorious, there’s so much more to come! This is why we have to take these Stair-steps and grand leaps forward incrementally otherwise it would kill us and destroy our physical bodies. So even though I’m drooling giddily over all this luscious merged LOVE energies with this latest Divine masculine/male aspect in myself, I’m well aware that there’s so much more beyond this. Breath, smile, radiate the NEW you because this is just another level.

As has been said by many, the place to go now is your own High-Heart because that’s where the action is happening and will be for a very long time. So, get out of your head and into your High-Heart and get used to that feeling and space and what it feels like to perceive everything from that 5D vantage point. This is the NEW Center, the NEW HighHeart Center, not the old lower mind and intellect. Let your primary perspective and focal point and “home base” ascend/evolve up into your High-Heart and get familiar with it all.

Dying, Resurrection & the ongoing Separation of Worlds

Another aspect of this current phase that’s been really weird (weird isn’t a strong enough word for it!) has been the glaring and oftentimes painful and frustrating growing gap between those people who are not remaining in their physical bodies and working to evolve/ascend them but are physically dying in a variety of dramatic ways now. Right next to that are the people who are remaining in their physical bodies and continue working to continue evolving/ascending them, and the contrast between these groups of humans is blinding, shocking and hard to emotionally cope with sometimes.

On the one hand, I’ve been “dying” all year and slowly “resurrecting” within myself as this merging continues. On the other hand, many people are literally dying and exiting because they can no longer remain in this high frequency Light and LOVE (I’ll always write that word in capitals because I’m referring to a much higher frequency “LOVE” than the old lower “love”) and so they’re exiting their physical bodies very quickly, and as I said before, rather dramatically as well. (We have different deaths just as we have different lives and it’s all to gain more knowledge and hands on physical experiences. Look at everything now from your 5D perspective, not your old lower 3D perspective.)

Example: The other day I got a call from someone (no names or much detail here) informing me that someone in their early twenties blew their brains out about ten days ago. This horror happened a week or so after that persons forty-something husband was shot and killed by police for firing his gun (most likely in a drug induced rage). I don’t know all the gory details nor do I want to. Suffice it to say that I’ve known for over a decade that these two people (and many others) would not survive the Ascension Process and would either die young, or, stay in their bodies and descend to what’s been called ‘Planet B’.

For those of you reading this that aren’t familiar with this term, ‘Planet B’ is another physical Earth world for those people who are not yet done with negativity, dis-empowerment, violence, warring, parasitism, victim/victimizer consciousness and reality, not ready to or refusing to take personal responsibility for themselves and their thoughts, emotions, actions etc. Planet B exists now for all who still want, need or desire to live in a physical world where Team Dark and the negativity is even worse than it was before the Ascension Process began. Those people have this other Earth world to exist in to experience all they want or need to about the Dark and eventually choose the Light.

So there I AM, experiencing stupefying LOVE with the Divine masculine merging in me, my body, self and HighHeart Center (while trying to remember how to get to the toilet when needed) and in the next moment I’m hearing about young people I know (one since age 3) who’ve died suddenly and horribly. Again, the growing gap between these two levels of people, being, consciousness, reality and Earth worlds is becoming something else to witness. Getting to ones HighHeart is one thing, remaining there throughout the chaos and collapse is another thing altogether, but this too is part of our ongoing educations within the Ascension Process and 5D physicality. Like I said, way up and way down and all this can happen in half a HighHeart beat.

So if you too have been really sick this year and felt like you could physically die without half trying, know that this is part of the Process and that more is and has been going on than just you/me being really sick for far too long. And if you too have experienced increasing merging of some of the Greater within you and your body and being–which makes your HighHeart explode with real LOVE—then things are on track and heading for even greater embodiment of even more. All this and we haven’t reached November and the 11 energies yet! Don’t you just know that the Light Being Angelics (11’s) will be close at hand throughout November as we progress even more. I can feel their steady gaze upon me and all of us, which tells me we’re in for some more fabulous very soon. You ready for 11 and then 12 of December of 2015? It will complete in ways we haven’t imagined yet. 🙂 ❤

Denise Le Fay

October 28, 2015

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