HighHeart Merge Shine

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Said in my best Tom Hanks A League of Their Own voice — There’s no crying in Resurrection!

Well, Sometimes A Little Maybe

If you are living this ‘resurrection’ process now too, and if the past few days you’ve had moments of wondering how in the Universe your physical heart and body are housing, containing, embodying and surviving the latest energies and further merging via the December 2015 Solstice and beyond without burning the house down, then you already know that this is some incredible and extremely potent stuff happening in, to and through us now.

Since December 19th, I’ve had to stop and do no thing other than live this resurrection phase of the Ascension Process. The level of NEW Light here now is so potent and different that it reminded me of how I and my physical body and sense of self felt sixteen years ago at that level and strength of the Ascension Process. Stair-steps indeed.

Some of us have entered a very new level and phase of this ongoing Process and it feels Divine, glorious, deeply sexual at times, weird and crazy, overpowering at times, pure God/Source/Bliss, intoxicating, infatuated, in love and LOVE, downright physically painful at times and yet promptly leaves you desirous of housing even more of IT.

I am in love. I AM LOVE. I am merging in multiple ways and much of this feels like being “in love” in a very physical way while simultaneously Being LOVE and radiating that Light Love Energy from every faucet of your Diamond HighHeart out into the Earth world and Multiverses beyond. Insignificant words for such a Divine, wordless, scared, individual and private event. It’s not so private however because gods n’ angels and many grand Others have been and continue witnessing what we’re going through now.

At times this merging Process causes physical pain in my entire chest area radiating out the front, also out the back of my body making that area of my spine between the shoulders ache from the extreme pressure of embodying such high frequency Light. My HighHeart (in my physical “ascending” body) feels like its become a Lighthouse for all life on Earth, radiating brilliant Light in all directions at once. It’s wondrous, beautiful, stunning, breathtaking, soul-shaking, humbling and automatically makes you want to embody more for All.

We are becoming living, breathing, walking, talking human Sacred Sites.

Another aspect of all this that I don’t want to forget to mention, is how things get immediately crimped and restricted every time I move my awareness and Seat of Being out of my HighHeart and back into my head/mind/intellect. After a few minutes of my doing this, I realize my mind is racing like a car engine that desperately needs to be shifted into a higher gear! If you don’t shift and shift soon, the engine will blow. The head/mind/intellect quickly red-lines under the extreme pressures and vast expanse of even higher Light Energies of this resurrection phase because the old lower mind/head/intellect literally cannot cope with nor properly circulate this profound level of Light. It cannot and is not supposed to because it’s quite simply the wrong tool for the job.

So if you too find yourself back in old familiar territory—meaning your head/mind/intellect—pay close and honest attention to how quickly your mind overloads (red-lines) from the high frequency Light Energies and increasing proximity of your Divine Higher Self. It can’t handle this level of Light and will quickly start to buzz, rattle, shudder, loop, obsess, fixate, get lost etc. as it throws thought after endless thought at the Light Energy easily overwhelming it.

After a half hour or so of witnessing my old lower mind race around with its mental hair on fire, I realized I had to drop out of my head/mind/intellect and get myself and awareness back into its NEW higher frequency location and Seat of Being. Get out of your mind/head fast and back into your HighHeart and do not forget how this felt and what a pathetic job the mind does trying to deal with Higher Light and Expanding Consciousness. Let it go and move on into the NEW and the NEW expanding You.

I must be honest here and include this aspect of this current merging Process that I have some moments of difficulty and pain with. As I continue evolving and expanding, at times it’s really hard for me to deal with the increasing gap between my current level of awareness, feeling and being etc. and the still “asleep”, “unaware” people. This morning while still in this state of intense transformation and merge, I thought I’d be okay enough to run to the grocery store for food for the rest of December. (It’s times like these when a close physical friend/buddy would be so great to have to at least drive you somewhere when you and your Divine Self are doing a hot n’ wild Tango! But not yet, so off I drive myself and my Self to the grocery store.)

I nearly burst into tears a few times while in the grocery store simply from trying to do too much on too many levels. It can become overwhelming trying to look, act, move, talk and function like the old “normal” when everything but that it taking place inside you!

Sometimes I can become deeply saddened by seeing all the “asleep”, “unaware” people out there walking around like Zombies and Vampires. This joke is on humanity and Team Dark has patted themselves on the back for a long time over getting humans to believe that Zombies and Vampires are fictional “monsters” when the truth is that it’s the unaware, asleep humans that are the real Zombies and Vampires! So sad, so frustrating, so dense and heavy.

As I push my shopping cart through the grocery store this morning, days before Christmas, I’m seeing human Zombies and Vampires shuffle up and down the isles like half-dead, half human creatures. It hurts, it pisses me off, it breaks ones heart, but it also stokes that fire within to embody more and merge more so I can, you can, we Forerunners can radiate the NEW Light even more than we already are to further help humanity wake up from their half-dead Zombie and parasitic Vampire lives and live in the Light.

Said another way, the more you and I “wake up” and see and know more, the more we have to learn to cope with the growing extremes of this world and its population in transition. This too has to do with our lower self feeling things and how different that is from how the higher aspects of us feel and are affected by these types of old lower negativity. We’re in transition, and so is the world and humanity, and at times it all gets a bit too much to deal with. When that happens, like it did again for me in the grocery store this morning, get back home/HOME to your HighHeart and out of your head/mind and do what you’re so good at doing; embodying more of the NEW Light and your Higher Self merge and radiate, shine and transmit that to the planet and all life on it. That’s how we “help” now. Thank you deeply for your ongoing “help”. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

December 22, 2015

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Continued Merging: High-Heart Orgasms

heart news I’ve realized for a while now that since the Expiration Date of December 21, 2012, every one of the Forerunners needs to continue doing what we have all along, but now in even more individualized ways. Many of us have reached NEW levels within the Ascension Process and our increasingly NEW merging selves and consciousness in 2014 and 2015, and because of this, it’s time for more changes in how some of us communicate the Higher Awareness information—Light—that we perceive about the overall Ascension Process. For some these small/medium/large changes in us and our perceptions will be received by our readers in different ways, all depending on their current level within this same process. More Stair-steps in other words but what’s new about that?

I’ve said this before a few times since 2007 when I started writing at my first blog but it needs repeating now. We’re all going through the Ascension Process and there are main stages, levels and phases etc. to it but it’s done in those Stair-steps. Within this format we occasionally reach different points where big and real changes take place individually instead of lots of those smaller Stair-steps. When this happens the ongoing evolution is so dramatic in comparison to how we’d been up to that point, that it’s near impossible to continue in the same way one did before the latest transformation. The same is true with how I’ve perceived and expressed what I’ve perceived, learned, experienced, seen and so forth. As I continue growing, evolving, changing and “ascending”, so too of course does what I talk about and how I express it. You the reader will need to expand as well to deal with my inner changes, or, drop away because you can no longer relate to what I’m saying or to me individually. This is perfectly “normal” and representative of our continued evolutionary changes and unique individuality.

My first blog, TRANSITIONS was created in late 2007, and I wrote there because I absolutely HAD to. It was a pre-incarnational Soul Contract for me to write as much as I could as quickly as I could about the Ascension Process and related topics during what I’ve called the Phase One years. It was more important and pressing to me to do this than drawing my next breath, which is usually a sign it’s a Soul Contract you’re feeling the tremendous need to fulfill. The Ascension Light (higher information) that’s archived there will continue helping people coming up those Stair-Steps for a long time.

In late 2013, I knew I needed to create a second blog, HighHeartLife for the people who’ve been living the Ascension Process for a long time, and because of this, have accessed their 5D High-Hearts and have been living there (Forerunners). Stair-step blogs you see.

Then 2014 and 2015 happened to me, and as should be expected, I’ve changed some more thank gawd but because of this, I now need to slightly change the manner in which I write about the Ascension Process and related topics. This change I’m talking about is very NEW and I’m still spinning, in the best of ways because of it, but I felt I needed to explain why growing numbers of the Forerunners of the Forerunners who’ve written about the Ascension Process for many years are now or will be changing somewhat and becoming much more highly individualized with their/my/our spiritual Ascension communications. If this wasn’t happening within us, you should be highly suspicious. Big clue that one. 😉

Some of my writings won’t sound, look or feel different to you at all, while other times you will sense and/or feel this latest change within me that I’m referring to, and guess what, that  is my NEW teaching for you. 😀 You see, the further away we “ascend” from the old 3D methods, consciousness, habits etc., the more fifth dimensional (5D) the communications, teachings, exchanges and so forth will be, and that means there will be less and less of the old familiar reality defining type teaching and communicating being done by me. When I know that some information needs to be communicated in a more linear, direct, straight forward reality defining way like we’re all much more used to, then I’ll write it that way and most likely publish it at TRANSITIONS. When I know I need to communicate information and energies from a nonlinear, less defined, High-Heart, spacious 5D sort of way, then that will continue here at HighHeartLife. However, I now need to create a NEW Category at HHL for my communications, experiences, teachings etc. that I’m calling HighHeart Center. This is the first article to be placed in this NEW class. (Please see them all in the sidebar listed under Categories.)

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High-Heart to High-Heart

Where to even start… I don’t know at this point because I’ve gone through so, so much since 2014, but finally some positive and amazing changes have/are taking place in 2015. As I continue with this we’re going to go way up and then way down and way up again and way down again which just seems to be the way of it now due to some of us existing within higher frequency and consciousness and far more still way down in the old lower frequency and consciousness. Every minute I live this myself in-body on Earth my Love, Respect, Gratitude and profound Admiration for all higher dimensional Beings that have endured our 3D human amnesia, stunning stupidity, unending fears, massive egos, profound selfishness, addicted violence, general insanity, ugly manipulations etc. and have never flinched over any of it, grows tremendously.

So yeah, 2014 wasn’t any walk in the park and 2015 hasn’t been easy by any stretch of the imagination either. Now the amplification happens continuously, hour by hour, day by day, month by month. The ups are way up and amazing, to the point that the high LOVE energies pouring into my High-Heart expands it to the point of blissful, High-Heart orgasmic joy, pain, Divine LOVE and ever-present quantum perfection. This ongoing merging process is beautiful, extraordinary, soul expanding, lower heart shattering, high-heart expanding, blissfully peaceful, perfectly immobile like a ballerina balanced on-point, crystalline and literally high-heart orgasmic.

This latest high-heart in-pouring has been Divine masculine/male and oh how I’ve personally needed that IN my body and Self in this current Denise form and manifestation. I’ve lived, we all have lived for so very long with demented masculine/male energies on Earth, so to finally have what’s normal merge with me/me with IT in my incarnate self in physicality now has been Divine high HOME returning at long last. I’d weep over this except I can’t because my high-heart only knows what’s normal and crying isn’t part of that at this higher level, only beaming is, only radiating is, only wanting every other soul to experience it too is. Nothing can stop the unrelenting Divine desire to help everyone to reach, feel and know God/Source/Divinity within themselves, again. Nothing…

High-Heart Lovemaking

When your High-Heart embodies some more of the greater, higher YOU in this physical version of you that’s “ascending”, it feels like heart sex, like heart lovemaking, like glorious heart hugs between you/YOU and the Divine and more. It feels like the most profound LOVE, Gratitude and Respect you can comprehend existing within your high-heart with other Divine aspects of both YOU/You/you and Source/God etc. This isn’t easy to communicate and I’d probably do better with pantomime at this point! 😆

What’s really humorous about this is that, as glorious as it is and it is glorious, there’s so much more to come! This is why we have to take these Stair-steps and grand leaps forward incrementally otherwise it would kill us and destroy our physical bodies. So even though I’m drooling giddily over all this luscious merged LOVE energies with this latest Divine masculine/male aspect in myself, I’m well aware that there’s so much more beyond this. Breath, smile, radiate the NEW you because this is just another level.

As has been said by many, the place to go now is your own High-Heart because that’s where the action is happening and will be for a very long time. So, get out of your head and into your High-Heart and get used to that feeling and space and what it feels like to perceive everything from that 5D vantage point. This is the NEW Center, the NEW HighHeart Center, not the old lower mind and intellect. Let your primary perspective and focal point and “home base” ascend/evolve up into your High-Heart and get familiar with it all.

Dying, Resurrection & the ongoing Separation of Worlds

Another aspect of this current phase that’s been really weird (weird isn’t a strong enough word for it!) has been the glaring and oftentimes painful and frustrating growing gap between those people who are not remaining in their physical bodies and working to evolve/ascend them but are physically dying in a variety of dramatic ways now. Right next to that are the people who are remaining in their physical bodies and continue working to continue evolving/ascending them, and the contrast between these groups of humans is blinding, shocking and hard to emotionally cope with sometimes.

On the one hand, I’ve been “dying” all year and slowly “resurrecting” within myself as this merging continues. On the other hand, many people are literally dying and exiting because they can no longer remain in this high frequency Light and LOVE (I’ll always write that word in capitals because I’m referring to a much higher frequency “LOVE” than the old lower “love”) and so they’re exiting their physical bodies very quickly, and as I said before, rather dramatically as well. (We have different deaths just as we have different lives and it’s all to gain more knowledge and hands on physical experiences. Look at everything now from your 5D perspective, not your old lower 3D perspective.)

Example: The other day I got a call from someone (no names or much detail here) informing me that someone in their early twenties blew their brains out about ten days ago. This horror happened a week or so after that persons forty-something husband was shot and killed by police for firing his gun (most likely in a drug induced rage). I don’t know all the gory details nor do I want to. Suffice it to say that I’ve known for over a decade that these two people (and many others) would not survive the Ascension Process and would either die young, or, stay in their bodies and descend to what’s been called ‘Planet B’.

For those of you reading this that aren’t familiar with this term, ‘Planet B’ is another physical Earth world for those people who are not yet done with negativity, dis-empowerment, violence, warring, parasitism, victim/victimizer consciousness and reality, not ready to or refusing to take personal responsibility for themselves and their thoughts, emotions, actions etc. Planet B exists now for all who still want, need or desire to live in a physical world where Team Dark and the negativity is even worse than it was before the Ascension Process began! Those people have this other Earth world to exist in to experience all they want or need to about the Dark and eventually choose the Light.

So there I AM, experiencing stupefying LOVE with the Divine masculine merging in me, my body, self and High-Heart Center (while trying to remember how to get to the toilet when needed) and in the next moment I’m hearing about young people I know (one since age 3) who’ve died suddenly and horribly. Again, the growing gap between these two levels of people, being, consciousness, reality and Earth worlds is becoming something else to witness. Getting to ones High-Heart is one thing, remaining there throughout the chaos and collapse is another thing altogether, but this too is part of our ongoing educations within the Ascension Process and 5D physicality. Like I said, way up and way down and all this can happen in half a High-Heart beat.

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So if you too have been really sick this year and felt like you could physically die without half trying, know that this is part of the Process and that more is and has been going on than just you/me being really sick for far too long. And if you too have experienced increasing merging of some of the Greater within you and your body and being–which makes your High-Heart explode with real LOVE—then things are on track and heading for even greater embodiment of even more. All this and we haven’t reached November and the 11 energies yet! Don’t you just know that the Light Being Angelics (11’s) will be close at hand throughout November as we progress even more. I can feel their steady gaze upon me and all of us, which tells me we’re in for some more fabulous very soon. You ready for 11 and then 12 of December of 2015? It will complete in ways we haven’t imagined yet. 🙂 ❤

Denise

October 28, 2015

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September 2014 Equinox Realignment

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Thank gawd n’ everybody else that the September 22, 2014 Equinox helped me tremendously by literally realigning me by what felt to be about 23.5 degrees! Whether that’s correct or not I don’t know, but it’s what I felt within myself the moment the Sun entered 0º Libra yesterday; a powerful internal vertical realignment within myself, and externally in the world as well.

I felt blessed immediate relief, inner clarity, stability, strength and normalcy returned within myself in that split-second after nearly a month of explosive inner/outer imbalances within myself and my corner of the world/reality due to what my mom and I have gone through with her catastrophic health emergencies. I’ve felt different Equinoxes and Solstices energetically shift “reality” the moment they happen like this over the years, however, never as intensely and with such Divine Loving Force as it did yesterday. Absolutely amazing, and I’m profoundly grateful for it because my inner Denise axial tilt had gotten blasted out of its natural vertical alignment over the past month and far too much was being effected because of it. It’s like I’d drifted off-channel by a few degrees due to these life-changing traumas over the past four weeks, but, reaching 0º Libra in 2014 automatically produced an instantaneous energetic realignment within myself, and probably many of us that very much needed that particular type of help now.

These energetic events yesterday further taught me about how quickly we now can be dramatically “corrected”, helped, adjusted and realigned if we desire that for ourselves, which I very much did and intended it, visualized it, and opened myself to it hours before the exact moment of the Equinox. I energetically opened my chest to heaven and intended a “healing” for myself in all ways as the Sun entered Libra, and that’s exactly what I got in a very NEW sort of way. Again, amazing, and a big clue about how much we and “reality” have changed this year. If we can course correct and/or realign this quickly and completely now, just imagine what more is coming for us all. ❤

How about these 2014 Ascension Symptoms!

I feel I must mention some of the symptoms I’ve had this summer only because they’ve been very different from the ones I’ve had since 1999, and I know many are experiencing these NEW energies in NEW ways. So here’s a list of some of these NEW 2014 symptoms caused by further DNA evolution, ongoing Higher/Lower self merging, Separation of Worlds, expanding HighHeart Consciousness, bridging into the NEW Earth and everything else for humanity, and ongoing general Mastery as NEW Humans in a NEW Earth world. As always your mileage will vary so take what you relate to now and let the rest sit. 🙂

  • Sudden head to foot heavy sweating even while at rest
  • Sensation of going into mild shock
  • Occasional mild nausea
  • Need to eat food, digest food, eliminate food becoming more difficult and repulsive
  • “Buddha Belly” bloat—diaphragm bloat, pressures and pains
  • Getting easily lost, turned around, confused, not knowing where you are in time and space
  • Feeling more connected than ever before
  • Feeling more disconnected than ever before
  • Higher Awareness knowing that massive numbers of people are leaving physicality now in 2014 and beyond and that it’s a normal part of the Separation of Worlds
  • Feeling periods of 5D HighHeart bliss
  • Feeling absolutely nothing whatsoever emotionally. Utter Emotional Neutrality and that feeling good and correct too
  • Exhaustion but somehow pushing through it anyway
  • Inability to sleep and/or remain asleep. Waking at 4AM or 4:44AM or 5AM or 5:55AM
  • Nearly constant high-pitched inner ear ringing that forms a triangular shaped energy form from your right/left ears up to a point above your head or your Crown chakra
  • Tremendous evolutionary changes within our brain in the Pineal, Pituitary and Hypothalamus glands and related DNA and consciousness changes
  • Sudden stabbing pains in different joints
  • Tremendous pain and soreness in feet and toes, even up into the ankles
  • Increased inner body heat and related swelling
  • Increased inner heat (and power) in the hands and related pain and possible swelling
  • Greater loss of old self identity, greater increase of NEW Self identity, related “strangeness” to these ongoing embodiments of Higher/Lower self mergings

As usual I probably forgot some important ones and will remember them fifteen minutes after I hit the publish button. That in itself is no doubt another Ascension related symptom. 😉 Anyway, I wanted to let everyone know I’m still here and functioning once again thanks to yesterdays Equinox. It’ll be very powerful to bookend all this with the New Moon at 1º Libra 8′ tonight (here in the Pacific zone) which should fuse, merge, unite these NEW energies into us and all else in these very NEW higher ways. It feels like another stage and level of individual internal “Sacred Marriage” is taking place now within each of us via these 2014 Libran Light energies. Just imagine what NEW tools, consciousness and abilities etc. this years winter Solstice will bring! ⭐

Gratitude Hugs,

Denise

September 23, 2014

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