tenacious negativity – HighHeartLife

What are some of the current “side effects” of our embodying a bit more of our Greater Self and Higher Awareness? Insights about ourselves and others! Stunning simplistic bare-bones honest knowing, mini revelations, and profound insights into self and others, but, minus the lower emotional pain, thrashing about and egoic high-drama of old. This maturing spiritually feels real good and freeing. 😀

If you too have suddenly, and I mean Uranian-like sudden, deep, honest crystal-clear Higher Awareness knowing things about your old self and others due to the April and May 2014 metamorphosis, then you too are becoming more of the NEW greater YOU thanks to the ongoing embodying process.

Funny how it never dawned on me that when this phase really got rolling in 2014, that it would naturally, automatically give us even greater awareness and Higher knowing about ourselves, other people, and pretty much everything else in varying degrees as we went along. This is basic stuff but easily overlooked or not considered yet this has been a big theme lately; seeing, knowing, understanding so much more from that blessed higher level of emotional neutrality — not old lower emotional pain and turmoil. Glorious progress…

I guess what I’m trying to say, what I wish to express, is how different, “weird” even its felt lately from this NEW space and level of ongoing embodiment of a little more of the Greater, Higher me into this physical Denise aspect. You look up, you look down, you look left, right, you look in, you look out but this, THIS is different in every way and I’m struggling to find words and terms that come closest to what I’m experiencing and what I know many of you are experiencing now too. We’re on brand NEW territory with brand NEW tools and I’ve always had trouble with words anyway, so this is a real challenge for me now because we’re needing NEW words and terms for our NEW lives, beings and reality etc. We’ll create them. ❤

I’m getting larger energetically as more of ME is embodied into Denise and her physical body. Of course this naturally causes my, your, our perspectives about ourselves and others and everything else to change rather dramatically and very quickly. Like we didn’t know that would happen! We did know, but as is always the case, intellectually knowing something never comes close to the real thing when one lives it and is permanently changed/improved/expanded/evolved because of embodying it in every cell and fiber of their being and soul. That is Alchemical; the other is just the ego mind speculating as best it can about unknown higher frequency things.

This is where we’ve been lately, and where we’ll continue to be for a good long while I suspect. Let me also add some of the “symptoms” and reactions I’ve been experiencing during spring of 2014 due to these ongoing changes. I’m certain many of you will relate to this too.

The more Light and Love (the I AM) that I embody into Denise and her physical body, the more Light and Love I AM directly which is wonderful, however, many people do not respond well to this at all! I don’t have to say or do anything, I simply am irritating, disturbing and bothering the lower consciousness, lower frequency people by my mere physical presence. These people have not been doing the necessary Ascension related preparatory Work so, needless to say, those of us who have and are embodying more or our I AM presence into these physical bodies now are becoming increasingly irritating and repulsive to them in ways they don’t consciously understand but certainly don’t hesitate restricting themselves in reacting to!

The level of undeserved hate, general abuse and all around disrespect I’ve experienced from these lower frequency, lower consciousness people has escalated greatly in 2014. What a great test for one’s old lower ego self however! 😆 Just be aware of all these dynamics, on all sides, and don’t deliberately rub Light in their lower frequency wounds because they’re growing more and more unstable. No fear, just greater awareness and higher levels of responsibility for ones Light Love emanations on people not capable of dealing with any higher energies.

On the other hand, those people who have more of their HighHeart functioning—whether they did this knowingly and intentionally or not doesn’t matter—you instantly feel and know, plus they respond to you and your Light from their own radiating Light. One HighHeart recognizes and resonates with another that’s operating on the same or near level of frequency causing both people, both souls to vibrate like tuning forks to each others higher frequency Light Energies. Just imagine the global and cosmic Light music if you will, that more and more of us will increasingly be producing from the changes we’ve lived (continue to live) through. It will quickly alter the entire planet and beyond in ways yet only sensed briefly by our still expanding HighHeart consciousness and being.

On a more physical note, some of the “side effects” or “Ascension symptoms” caused by my, your, our ongoing embodying process that I’m feeling in 2014 are an even greater exhaustion (didn’t think it was possible for that one to get worse!). Also constant ringing in my ears, joint pain and stiffness; muscle weakness; sore lungs; absolute need to sleep more and nap throughout the day more than ever before; elaborate busy dreams; and increased food allergies/sensitivities yet again. And the big one for me is feeling like I’m in the midst of an incredibly important and rare Process of evolving from one state of being and awareness into another state of being and awareness and not knowing exactly what to do other than BE and pay attention! Yeah… that one’s a doozy for sure but aren’t we lucky? 🙂

Keep on keepin’ on as the old saying goes and clear your personal slate as best you can so that whatever it is that’s coming in or ready to be embodied by us via the June 2014 Equinox can more easily do so on all levels.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

June 1, 2014

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I’ve always believed that most people are more interested in the truth, even when it’s not all fluffied-up, intentionally made to sound completely bright n’ shiny, pain-free, negativity-free, and wholly easy and wonderfully fabulous. The people who want and need to hear the fluffied-up versions of the Ascension and Shift Process don’t read what I have to say. But, if you’ve been living and struggling through this Divine, this amazing, this amazingly difficult Ascension Process for many years and/or decades, then you’ve been through so much already that hearing me talk about a bit more Ascension related aches and pains in 2014 isn’t much of a big deal at all.

Of course we all want the pains, pressures, insanity and growing physical chaos to end–which believe it or not is happening faster than it seems from lower levels of awareness–but, when needed, it’s helpful to admit to yourself and others that you’re feeling slightly less than Divine, less than Angelic, less than 100% sheer Loving and Light Perfection constantly. Example: there was a recent mid-range X-class CME blasting us as I began writing this which, typically, makes my body/head hurt in rather weird ways even in my sixteenth year of this Ascension Process. To be perfectly honest, I simply don’t care any more about any Ascension and Shift related symptoms and side effects. They are what they are, plus they show the profound trans-formative changes more and more people continue living through and being further evolved by. To me that’s nothing but a grand positive, plus, after so many years of experiencing so much worse, these 2014 physical body aches and pains are rather minor in comparison. (It’s a different story out there in the old patriarchal physical world reality now however, but this too is a necessary part of the entire Ascension Process.)

Winter 2014 Review

Because I’ve experienced such improvements (in comparison to the past horrific fifteen years I mean) due to our entry into the NEW energies that came in at January 1, 2014, I’ve needed to spend more quiet time, more reflective and restful winter quarter time from within my High Heart to get my NEW footing and bearings so to speak. That plus do plenty of Conscious Creating/Intending/Visualizing for the first spring Equinox (March 20, 2014) completely within the NEW energies! Growing numbers of us are absolutely having to do this during the 2014 winter months (in the Northern Hemisphere, summer in the Southern). Do whatever it is that feels correct to you now to navigate this Shifting Process, and of course, be prepared for it all to change repeatedly as you continue evolving and changing.

January and February 2014 have been an extra quiet, extra internally focused, reflective and restful period while simultaneously extremely creative and busy in both nonphysical and physical terms. I know how contradictory that sounded, but this and plenty of other seeming contradictions are simply how it is during this Shift phase out of the old and into the NEW. This highly unusual (in multiple ways) 2014 winter quarter tells me that this first March Equinox is going to initiate some major NEW energies and physical changes into this world, reality, dimension, and very importantly, human consciousness. And then comes April 2014, but that’s a whole article unto itself! What mass changes in the USA the April transits (the fifth of seven Cardinal Squares) are going to activate!

(In case anyone hasn’t noticed–which would be hard to do–we’re now deeply in another level or stage of what began astrologically in the volatile, revolutionary 1960s. I lived through that intense time as a teenager and energetically and socially recognize we’re (the USA specifically I mean) again within the intense, nitty-gritty phase of that lengthy astrological energetic process during 2014–2015. More about this in upcoming articles.)

Hopefully you realize that I’ve deliberately typed the word NEW in caps for a while now in an attempt to help visually express that these new energies are indeed NEW, meaning radically different from what we’ve lived within all our lives up to this point.

And, as with the physical body aches and pains I experience due to the Ascension Process and energetic Shift into the NEW Evolutionary Cycle with its energies/blueprints/consciousness, I don’t much care about how this entry into the NEW impacts global societies, cultures, mass humanity, the old negative global patriarchy and their corrupt, greedy structures and systems, the past Piscean Age belief systems and religious beliefs, methods, tools, habits, addictions, delusions, lies, consciousness etc. I simply do not care from a lower consciousness, lower frequency, lower emotional ego level.

I Volunteered to incarnate within physicality on Earth to help bring in the NEW higher frequency energetic blueprints for humanity and all life and I don’t much care about the aches and pains–physical, emotional, psychological etc.–that this great evolutionary Ascension Process and dimensional frequency Shift causes me and humanity. From higher levels of awareness it’s a tiny and temporary price to pay to help redirect current and “future” humanity into the Light and real freedom, peace and equality on all fronts.

Most Volunteers functioning from their 5D frequency higher consciousness High Hearts don’t “care” in those old 3D lower frequency, lower consciousness, ego-centered ways based on emotional manipulations coming from and through the ego before Ascension. High Heart consciousness feels deeply, sees much farther, knows so much more about the why of things, but it does so in profoundly different ways than the old lower emotions, lower emotional manipulations through ones and other people’s lower frequency 3D ego self and consciousness. If you’ve lived this or are starting to live this then you know exactly what I’m talking about. If you haven’t begun this level of the Ascension Process and related Shift from dense 3D Duality to Light-filled 5D Triality or Unity, then what I’m saying sounds horrible and horribly selfish and profoundly uncaring to you. I can’t tell you much more about this until you personally begin experiencing this higher frequency aspect of this Ascension related energetic Shift yourself. You’ll have to take my word for it until then. Please hurry however because it’s indescribably better than the old lower way(s).

Not all but most of us current Ascension Process “Volunteers” have intentionally incarnated into 3D Earth physicality at the end of astrological Ages to help breakup the exiting Age energies and consciousness, and anchor the incoming new astrological Age energies and consciousness on to the planet for humanity for the next 2,100-plus year cycle.

What I’m saying is that many (not all but many) of us current Ascension Process Volunteers (Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Pathpavers etc.) have repeatedly entered the third dimension during certain (if not all) “past” astrological Age changes (the cusps of Ages) which are typically highly volatile periods on Earth because humanity doesn’t do well with CHANGE at any time or to any degree! This time however we’ve been working with an astrological Age change plus an Ascension Process plus a dimensional Shift and more due to multiple Cosmic, Galactic, and Astrological Age cycles all happening simultaneously. All of the “past” times we’ve incarnated to help transition astrological Age energies and consciousness on Earth for humanity were for these multiple evolutionary transitions happening now.

Example: my “past” lives in ancient Egypt and elsewhere in other times were/are directly and intimately connected to my Denise life and time here now during this Ascension Process. There are so many incarnate now who had “past” lives in ancient Egypt, ancient Atlantis, super-ancient Lumeria and many other locations and times that are connecting, anchoring, repairing, correcting, adjusting, completing multiple “past” life plans, endeavors and preparatory phases into what we’re doing and living today with the Ascension Process. Point is, some of us are very familiar with and adept at intentionally coming to 3D Earth during highly volatile times of energetic/consciousness/reality/life changes from one astrological Age into another. We’re very good at this and much more. We’re far better than most of us consciously remember, but this is another big reason why we’re incarnate now during this Cosmic mother of a Grand Finale of change!

The real reasons I went over that material again now is because 1) humanity has entered another level, another layer of major changes in 2014 where more negative old patriarchal systems, structures and beliefs etc. are about to disintegrate some more. Never forget however that, simultaneously to these intensified “disintegration” periods of the old, that the NEW is replacing them all. They aren’t lining the streets yet for all to easily see and confirm but they soon will, despite the unbelievable parasitic tenacity of the old negative consciousness within so much of humanity still. Have you noticed how determined, how threatened, how angry and vicious they become every time they lose a little more of their old Team Dark ways? Guess they should have taken us ‘Asshole hippies from outer space’ more seriously, but gigantic egos always make this mistake.

And 2) is because I want more of you who need to be reminded of this again that YOU/ME/WE are the ways and means, the tools, the Divine within physicality, the “help”, the ones who are doing this in and through our bodies, hearts and consciousness. Do not continue thinking, believing and perpetuating the old intentional lies and distortions created by Team Dark across the past astrological Piscean Age by thinking, believing, expecting that “the answer” or “the help” or “the way” exists outside of yourself, your heart and your higher consciousness. It does but you must also remember that it’s you/me/we too and that’s why we Volunteered to come here now to do what we have and still are. Look within yourself because it’s the same as looking without. Team Dark went to extreme lengths to distort that spiritual, energetic truth and convince humanity that they do not have a direct connection to the Divine themselves. Nothing could be farther from the truth of course as you/me/we all are aspects of Divine Source. Let that old negative Team Dark emotional/mental habit or belief system go now because you need to know who and what you really are so you can Consciously Create over the old disintegrating negativity.

Denise

March 2, 2014

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