Embodying more of greater Self

To The Weary Forerunners

January 13, 2015April 1, 2023Denise Le Fay

‘…This whole “ascension” process seems to go on and on and with no real changes to speak of, other than I am pretty much alone in every way now. But still, it’s always “when our crystalline bodies finally emerge” and “holding vibration, transmuting this, anchoring that, battling this” and always “once the solstice hits, after this eclipse” blah, blah, blah. So what gives? Today I found this, and although I feel like we have transcended a lot of this, it still feels like we are stuck inside some matrix where we can never escape, never change, never be free, to the point I don’t even know who, what, where I am anymore, what I desire, what to do, etc., etc. I thought surrender is where it’s at now through this whole process, but surrender to what? Where is the true love? Where is the true change? And now all the “spiritual” sites, newsletters etc., etc are saying “we have arrived! All you need to do now is chose!” Lol. Arrived where exactly? Chose what? All looks and feels the same to me – still more bullshit and nonsense! See, for me, I don’t buy into just a better 3D – why the hell would we have done all of this just for that? I’m looking for MAGIC! MIRACLES! True reconnection with Source and Source energy and love, remembering of our gifts, and arrival of new gifts, etc., etc. But I see NONE of that. I feel NONE of that! Anyway, just wondered what your take on all of this was. Of course, I’m still feeling the energies, still battling all the ascension symptoms, still waiting for the day this body finally feels good, when the new arrives, when we’re allowed to move, not being held down, back, blocked anymore. But none of it changes. And maybe we are just stuck in all of this matrix/mirage too. You don’t need to answer me directly, but it might be nice if you feel lead to touch on it in a future post, because I know I am not alone in this.

Thank you and blessings! ~ Anthony Blanton’

‘Hi Denise,

I know this job is demanding so i will make it brief.

I feel somewhat silly for asking for your perspective on this due to being an awakened star seed and some what of a distributor of knowledge for spirit, but even tho i am knowledgeable in many areas i am perplexed to this situation i find myself in and i would appreciate a perspective from someone of similar state of awareness.

You see, this awakening and anchoring of higher self has removed virtually everything from my old life, all my friends, family, job, mobility, etc etc. I find myself having absolutely nothing to do, as well as no interest in the physical. I am constantly undergoing energetic adjustments and i suspect that this is the reason i am literally doing nothing, to allow this changes to take place. But never the less, i am getting extremely bored? i’m not even sure if i would call it boredom because i am usually quite content. But i have been in this space of nothingness for over a year and i feel like i am going to go insane if i just sit here and do nothing any longer… The only thing is, i don’t know what to do, nothing is of interest and every time i try to organize a new pathway it seems off or like I’m resorting to old patterns.

I have nothing to do and no people in my life, and part of me feels like i shouldn’t fight the situation but the other half feels like this is not a healthy place to be. I considered getting a job just to be around people to help spread more light, but the constant barrage of higher frequencies leaves me with only a few hours of energy to move around, i doubt i could even hold a job… Then i considered finding a partner at a lower frequency just to fill time, but that feels way off!

This may sound like i am depressed, confused, sad, I’m not even sure if i could call this situation that…But i am getting frustrated! It’s just the absence of everything, and it doesn’t seem to end. I am changing rapidly, but that is all.

I don’t need an extensive reply i tend to manage by my own guidance, but i would appreciate a perspective from your point of view, if you have the time to reply!

Thank you,

Josh’

These two recent email letters from Anthony and Josh are like so very many I’ve received over the years. Because of this I asked them if I could quote their letters in this article and attempt to discuss these feelings we’ve all had for so long. Thank You Anthony and Josh for allowing me to share your letters at HighHeartLife. ❤ I know many feel exactly as you both do.

Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners

Do you remember how completely our lives, bodies, world and very reality literally changed overnight when we entered 1998/1999 and were “activated” physically, biologically? Like any of us could forget! Well, we reached another equally monumental activation point recently; some of us over the past few months of 2014, others with the entry into 2015, and more over the weeks and months to come.

I bring the Galactic Alignment up at this near completion point within it because many of the Forerunners, Wayshowers, the First to Embody and Anchor the NEW Light Energies on Earth and all the rest of it into themselves body and soul, need to remember this timeline and how we’re now fully into Phase Two of it. This means many of us are discovering how radically different it is from what we’ve been doing/being/living/transmuting etc. during Phase One. Many years ago I said in multiple articles at TRANSITIONS that Phase One, as horrendous, dark and difficult as it was, was really all about the necessary prep work so that we even could survive and embody Phase Two! My point is that many of us are—myself included—discovering that the focus, work and energies have changed (like we didn’t know that was coming! 🙄 ) and we’re having some spiritual and energetic “newbie” difficulties figuring out how to now be, function and exist from this higher level of energy, being, consciousness and responsibility. In other words, old habits die hard even when one Volunteered to come into a dimension, density and planet to help remove those negative old habits!

The moment the Sun entered Capricorn—the winter Solstice on December 21, 2014—I did what I always do at all Solstices and Equinoxes; I intentionally go into a receptive Higher Awareness state to perceive and receive the incoming energies in as conscious a way as I’m able in that moment. What I perceived and received on 12-21-14 was radically different from every earlier Solstice and Equinox I’ve experienced over the past 24 years. That in itself was one very huge message.

What I perceived and received in that timeless quantum Spherical Consciousness winter Solstice moment, was only one Angelic Lightbeing smiling that semi-smile they do so beautifully at me while it instantaneously transmitted (not telepathed because telepathy is too slow and linear at these higher levels with these evolved beings), and I quote as best as I’m able, ‘It’s okay.’ That was the message in word form. In larger, higher form is was a massive communiqué that covered vast spaces, levels, emotions, multidimensional work and being and it’s all communicated, exchanged in an instant, in a light-filled Angelic semi-smile. Such are many of our 5D and higher chats between old friends, co-workers and other aspects of Self now.

In that quantum moment when that Angelic Lightbeing told me that ‘It’s okay,’ I knew the message also contained the fact that the worst is over and we Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners have fully entered Phase Two and are having to learn as quickly and gracefully as we can, how to be Sovereign and fully consciously aware of the fact that we are solely responsible now for ourselves and our personal realities, body, energies and so on.

One of those huge global old habits that die hard was that everyone in the old lower world of Duality and negativity was energetically parasitic; one fed off of others to survive themselves and I’m talking about living humans and not just the nonhuman, nonphysical Team Dark beings/entities. That was the terrible norm for the old lower world and Evolutionary Cycle that expired 12-21-12. Not so any longer however, and we Forerunners need to lift our weary heads and eyes up from the lengthy unpleasant labors of Phase One and realize that we not only have arrived at the Phase One finish line but have crossed that bridge and are now well into Phase Two. Needless to say, Phase Two exists on a vastly higher rung of the NEW spiral which means there’s a new curriculum, a new focus, new responsibilities, new abilities and plenty of new Conscious Creating to be done by the Forerunners.

Beginning Stages of Becoming Increasingly Sovereign

Let me first explain what I mean by this word in the ways I’m using it in this case. By sovereign I mean evolving out of parasitic duality energy and consciousness and life/reality, into 5D and higher unity or HighHeart, God or Divine Source empowered and operated, self-contained existence. Just each of us consciously and directly embodying Divine Source energies. No stealing God juice from others to keep oneself going in any way. Now in Phase Two we Forerunners are in the early stages of re-learning how to be energetically Sovereign and Conscious Creators within physicality. When you read that sentence it sounds so pretty, so “fluffy” almost, so easy, warm and fuzzy. However, as we’re quickly learning, it’s another story when one is on one’s own fumbling around trying to get the hang of how to actually Consciously Create for oneself on a minute to minute, hour to hour, day-to-day scale and not take/steal/pilfer/parasite energy from any another being human or otherwise, or let them do it to you.

Being a fifth dimensional ascending being in physical human form means we’re now learning how to be conservative with our daily amount of God juice, only because that little daily 1/8th of a tank of God juice fuel is all we can embody and handle at this point! Six months from now it’ll be a different story and we might be up to a 1/4 of a tank per day, and next year an even greater amount than that. Stair-steps as usual, especially when reentering “heaven” or Home while in a physical Earth body despite all the years or decades of personal Inner prep Work. I know we all want to just fly Home, just dive in, just get naked and rumble around with God and the Angels and Co. again but this too takes “time” to get there step by step so we don’t damage or destroy the physical body vehicle (or anything else) in the stunningly amazing Process. But, the great news is that it’s happening. The hard part about that fact is that we haven’t got it all figured out yet so we look and feel kinda awkward and silly. But, the Angels and everyone else are SO pleased with us and the jobs we’ve done and are still doing and we need to not forget this fact. Look up oh exhausted, disheartened, discouraged fellow Forerunner and take note of the fact that you’ve crossed the Phase One finish line and are existing within Phase Two now. Bravo and well done and Thank You for your unique and invaluable Divine Service. ❤ Put down your old tools and pick up your NEW ones for this NEW phase.

Another old habit that’s dying hard is the one that has to do with our re-teaching ourselves first— then humanity—is that the Divine, the “power” etc. resides within not without. Team Dark did a great job convincing humanity that was not the case but that time and horrible disabling, dis-empowering, spiritually stunting lie is finally over too. We came from that state and we’ve recently reentered it and are having some “newbie” adjustment difficulties re-turning our gaze and focus, our expectations, our search for higher help, knowledge and guidance etc. back within ourselves instead of habitually aimed externally toward Angles, ETs, Lightbeings, Guides, God/Source etc. I AM the I AM that I AM remember? Phase Two is an important grow-up phase where we shift or evolve, ascend back into direct conscious interaction with and embodiment of that which humanity has been told for eons exists far away and wholly outside of themselves. Phase Two of the Ascension Process, which we’ve entered, has to do with we Forerunners taking full conscious responsibility for our lives, our happiness, our personal abundance, our ongoing spiritual educations, and embodying greater love and light and so on. That’s what’s on the table of Phase Two for us Forerunners now, and just like we did Phase One, we’ll do Phase Two too but we’ll do it oh so much faster and easier. It really is ‘okay’.

As Anthony and Josh both said above, and as most of us have felt for a very long time, when does this pain, suffering and isolation end anyway? It has even though it doesn’t always look or even feel like it. I know how contradictory that sounds but this situation is tricky until you “wake up” a bit more and realize that it’s now up to you and me individually to take full responsibility and conscious awareness of what you/me/we are thinking, feeling, doing and/or not doing and why. “Waking up” is ongoing for every being everywhere.

I’m not real happy with where I and my life are now but I’m aware enough to realize that it’s part of a process of change, also of my continued “waking up” to some more things and learning how to move through them with as much grace as I can at this time. In our own ways we Forerunners are all going through this now so that we’ll see and understand whatever it is each of us needs to now so we don’t carry it any further into the future with us. I’ve had Angelic Lightbeings tell me the same thing about themselves. Yeah, puts a different spin on it all doesn’t it? Wow…

Team Dark—in whatever form of them that’s still left in this ascending Earth world—is going to lie and hustle and con and do anything and everything they can to convince the human masses (and that includes you Forerunners/Wayshowers) that nothing has changed, nothing has, is or will improve because they are still in control over Earth and humanity and always will be blah, blah, blah. This is their last pathetic trick and don’t you fall for it! Walk away, turn you back, avert your eyes, do not listen, do not become emotionally manipulated by their stunts. Do whatever you need to get yourself back up into your individual empowerment, wisdom, Higher Awareness, higher abilities and Sovereignty once again and ignore the lies and attempts by The Powers That WERE (TPTW) but are no longer, to convince you and everyone else that nothing has really changed. It has and continues to and will and they know it, BUT, they also know that if they yell loud and long enough they’ll hook the consciousness and focus of many humans and then they just have those humans energetically, emotionally and physically feed and fuel whatever external reality they want to continue on Earth. The Forerunners are the antidote to this stunt too of course, plus it’s helping us Master how to be more responsible for ourselves and our individual lives and reality, be more self-reliant, be self-empowered, sovereign and consciously create what WE want now.

Like Anthony asked, ‘Choose what?’ Choose to be empowered, more aware, to Consciously Create, be in control of your own life and reality, be a living embodiment and example of the NEW empowered Sovereign 5D human for the rest of humanity. That’s where we’re at now and the sooner we realize it’s up to us individually to pick up these NEW tools for greater self-empowerment, greater personal responsibility, our own personal joy, happiness, security and all the rest of it, the sooner we’ll be Consciously Creating what we want and need in our own lives. It’s up to us, individually. When enough individuals reach this point (and we are very quickly now), then there’s suddenly NEW Groups of us globally which will make this Shift unfold even faster. ❤

“Light is information; Love is creation.” Quote of a Pleiadian message channeled by Barbara Marciniak

I’d intended to get this article done closer to the start of January, but old lower world life and systems has derailed me left and right. I take full responsibility for this and have learned a lot from it. It’s sometimes hard to remember that I have, that you have, that we have a vastly greater Divine power and ability to Consciously Create over these old lower collapsing systems and people. We just need to remember this fact and do it now.

Denise Le Fay

January 13, 2015

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2014 Recap: Oh Gawd, Do We Have To?

December 29, 2014March 30, 2023Denise Le Fay

The Multiple Personal Revelations, Breakthroughs & Diverse Difficulties of 2014

That 2014 image above should have multiple pathways of numerous bloody footprints leading across it. Good-freaking-lord-almighty what a year this one has been! This is one reason why we’re sometimes intentionally left out of the Higher Awareness Loop — because we’d run screaming and crying in the opposite direction if we had conscious knowledge about what was coming that we HAD to go through, HAD to learn from, HAD to be changed, transformed by!

The other night I was thinking about January 2014, and how it started right off on New Year’s Day with big blast of ‘Get ready for a lot of changes this year’ sort of feel. And as is usually the case when we sense these types of approaching epic-sized changes, challenges, transformations etc. coming directly at us, we often misinterpret what we’re sensing and think it means something other than what it actually turns out to be. This I did too many times in January and February 2014, but by the end of February I’d figured out that 2014 was unfolding very differently from previous years, and because of this, I needed to be ready for anything. However, even knowing this much at the start of 2014 I was still not remotely ready for what all actually played out physically month after month throughout 2014 in my personal life. I know there are many of you who can relate to just how epic 2014 really was. I see your bloody footprints, soul-prints in the 2014 image right next to mine. Tough soles build tougher, greater souls and all that.

One of the main things that happened repeatedly throughout 2014 were those amazing but painful, frustrating, hair-pulling, eye-rolling, heartbreaking, crying your soul clean, stunned stupid, contemplating doing prison time for murder, OMFG revelatory moments of vastly deeper personal insights into family members, into oneself, different people and strangers and into certain personal and global situations in 2014. For me these many sudden 2014 Uranian insights happened primarily with family members—Mom, Dad, Sister, Son— myself, and also my rapidly disintegrating lifelong blueprints and/or “karma” and over half a 26,000 yearlong Precessional cycle’s worth of working relationships with them as they’ve been up to this current Shift Point within the Ascension Process post 2012. They’ve also happened this year with a steady stream of strangers parading through my life, and all of November my house too! Those people were and still are mostly due to my Mom’s bypass/stroke and were/are doctors, nurses, pharmacists, social workers, legal advisers, realtors etc. Most but not all the old patriarchal Systems; the ever-ravenous disease death and dying “Medical Machine”, and its toxic deranged twin brother and partner in crimes against humanity, Big Pharma. Almost all the negative Team Dark systems I’ve disliked, disrespected, distrusted and been a “System Buster” against since birth. (See and feel the Neptune and Chiron transiting Pisces energies?)

Knowing more, Seeing more, understanding more hurts and usually leaves bruises and sore, achy spots on one’s body and soul for awhile. Many times during 2014 I’ve wished I had a full-body Copper Compression Body n’ Soul Suit for all of these emotional, mental, physical, financial and spiritual bruises and aches. Again, I know many of you reading this can more than relate.

Throughout 2014 I had repeated sudden deep insights or revelations into my few biological family members, myself, many strangers, and many personal and worldwide situations. For years I’ve often wondered how in the world one would cope with sudden expanding consciousness—aka much larger chunks of HighHeart 5D Consciousness—while still having to function in a world that’s not at that same level of awareness and being yet? Well, 2014 has shown many of us the answer to that spiritual question in very in your face and heart sorts of ways. My Higher Self is a part-time Standup Comic so off and on all year I’ve heard that old 1966 song called Breakin’ Up Is Hard To Do suddenly playing in my head, except, I’ve heard it sung all year as Waking up is hard to do. Yeah yeah, just freakin’ hilarious. I get it and appreciate your attempts to help me through this difficult phase with tongue-in-spiritual-cheek laughter oh great Higher Self. [If for nothing more than a good laugh, see the 1966 YouTube video of this song below my article so you’re in on the joke too if you’re young and don’t know it.]

Remember I’d mentioned in another article that we’d soon be receiving a December 2014 ‘Gift’, but that we’d most likely not think or feel that it was a “gift” at all while getting it? Well, this is it and don’t we all understand now why it doesn’t exactly feel like a “gift” but like another 2014 kick to the solar plexus or anywhere south of that! Having more of our old lower coal transmuted into crystal-clear diamond also has hurt and been difficult this year but there ya go, and who cares anyway right? It just is what it is and we couldn’t wait to be here to do it.

I also wrote about what I’d perceived at that time to be called The 12 Labors, indicating that every day/degree of 2014 was us moving through another degree of one of the 12 Labors (old mythic symbolism about the “12 Labors of Hercules” which represented a soul incarnating into or working its way through each zodiacal sign—0°Aries thru 30°Pisces—life after life etc. We’ve been living this Process in a NEW and very different way every day/degree throughout all of 2014.

I wanted to write about some of this in September, October and November 2014, but I was so profoundly swamped, overwhelmed, sleep deprived and utterly exhausted by all the changes happening due to my Mom’s health crisis and my suddenly being unemployed because she was in the hospital and then nursing rehab home until November 1st when they discharged her. Once I brought her home on 11-1-14 the full reality of her stroke and the body and brain/mind damage it’s caused her became my 24/7 reality and I’m still reeling under it all. When she poops now, (how was that for a transition! ) it’s a damned milestone like no other because doing so has become nearly impossible for her. And then there’s the doctors, the “professionals”. I absolutely must share this one doctor story with you because it’s unbelievable for one thing, plus it’s just way too good to keep to myself.

I’ve learned the hard and messy way that it’s not uncommon for stroke survivors to have a wide variety of side effects from their stroke, one of which is chronic constipation due to the nerves being all jumbled up. To solve this continual problem Mom’s had I was having to resort to giving her one or two laxatives once a week just to help her move her bowels. This has been the situation since September when she had the stroke and was a weekly event during the two months she was in the nursing rehab home. It’s continued here at home with me and my having to mop up after every weekly diarrhea storm.

Where was I…? Oh yeah, a few weeks ago mom’s primary physician referred us to ‘the top Cardiologist in the valley’ to check the condition of her heart/triple bypass etc. So there the four of us are in his exam room—mom, me, the cardiologist and one of his nurses—and I’m trying to get him to understand how severe the situation is with her constant constipation and how I have to resort to using laxatives once a week as poop dynamite and that I’m beyond sick and tired of cleaning up diarrhea everywhere… and I mean everywhere. This is exactly what ‘the top Cardiologist in the valley’ said to me in response to all this. And I quote:

“Well has anyone put a finger up her butt to see if it’s Cancer?”

I kid you not, that is, word for word, what this sixty-something year-old “top cardiologist” said about my mom having chronic constipation due to the stroke (and not drinking enough water daily while in the Nursing Home for 90 days). This is another of those moments when I contemplate if I could actually do prison time for murder. See what I mean? Can you believe it? That one was just way too good to keep to myself, I had to share it with all of you. I have plenty more of that from other “professionals” lately but I think you get the overall demented drift. And to think that I HAVE to buy Health Insurance soon so I too can go to one of these “professional” doctors to look for something I don’t have while they don’t treat me for what I do have while they try to pump me full of toxic chemicals and refer me to other “professionals” to endlessly feed the Medical Machine. How much is the tax fine for not buying Health Insurance for the second year? (I already know cause I checked.)

Move Among the Masses & Radiate Your NEW LightLove Forerunners

After all that stroke poop talk lets get to some of the whys of all this misery, chaos and general BS insanity of the dying old in 2014. During my every other day spent at the nursing rehab home throughout September-November, I repeatedly saw and felt how I was impacting those strangers there, and of course how my going into that low frequency pit of misery called a “nursing home” effected me. After about two hours in the nursing rehab home (2 to 2.5 hours was all I could take every other day) I’d HAVE to leave and go home to recuperate and try to nap for as long as I could. The density, misery and all-around negativity of the nursing home was so great that after two hours in there visiting with Mom, it was all I could do to physically walk from her room out of the huge building and reach my car outside. Seriously, I could hardly walk after time spent in there because it was so profoundly dense, negative and just insane in there (was frighteningly comparable to many old low-level 4D Astral places I’ve been to throughout my life) and it registered as external crushing pressure on my physical body to the degree it was very painful and difficult for me to just stand up straight and walk out of the building. After a few minutes outside I’d start to feel a little better, but it’d still take me hours or a couple of days sometimes to recover from having gone into such a lowly place for so long. The other place that’s effected me in exactly the same way over the past ten years is going into the bank.

My going into the nursing rehab home kicked my butt 95% of the time. However, some days in September and October it didn’t and I was astonished to feel like a pain-free, Light emanating giant walking on air when physically walking into and out of the horrid, dense place. I felt/feel/am huge, massive, tall, wide, strong, powerful and radiant with higher Light. I knew great changes were taking place with my/your/our bodies and Selves during the 2014 fall quarter despite all I was personally going through then. The flip side of this however was the days when I felt (still do feel) utterly beat to hell, exhausted beyond exhausted, depressed by all the insanity and BS, frustrated by the continual need for money to simply survive each month, enraged at the asinine liers and idiots of all ages in any position of control and power over others, and the seeming slowness of the Ascension Process in general. (I can barely get that last sentence out because I know that the Ascension Process is actually happening super fast. The great drag you and I feel comes from the masses, the Collective, making all this seem like it’s happening much slower than it really is.) All in all, great progress is being made by each of us even when it doesn’t seem, feel or look like it from our current perspectives.

Another big aspect of this 2014 amplification and change is that I’ve realized we’re now being directed to, pushed even into walking into and through the masses and effecting, infecting, infiltrating them with our higher NEW Light and growing ability to embody more Divine Love Energy. We don’t necessarily need to say anything, just walk or stand in line and radiate the NEW Light that we’ve worked so long and hard to embody and anchor into this world and dimension through our physical bodies and selves. Our doing this now is literally altering the energetic frequency and consciousness of those strangers that come near our Light energy or radiation fields. We’re also literally altering places, buildings, structures etc. that we physically go into in the same ways. Remember how we Forerunners/Wayshowers/Lightworkers etc. were needed to physically live in certain land areas during the early years or Phase One of the Ascension Process? Well the same thing is happening again now but we individually are the Light, the Energy, so wherever we go we spread it and influence more and more of the unaware folks.

I’ve always had this thing about wanting to be in the privacy of my own home when I go through any spiritual/energetic/psychic growth or lesson or tests etc. That’s what I’ve preferred, but not what I’ve always gotten of course. Sometimes our spiritual and energetic Ascension Process Initiations need to take place in very public places and ways because they literally alter the people, the strangers in and around the space we’re in at the time it happens. They are in different ways effected by what I go through, by what you go through via these spiritual energetic changes and other Ascension related Processes. I’ve been living this throughout 2014 with different strangers — realtors, doctors, nurses, therapists, health insurance people, phone conversations, clerks, bank tellers and so on. I can feel how the NEW in me is directly impacting them, either making them feel something they naturally like, or, something they instantly hate and disrespect. This will increase again throughout 2015, so be prepared for dual reactions to your increasing embodiment and expanding radiant field of Light Love Higher Self etc.

There was of course much more that unfolded throughout 2014, but at this point I think we’re all realizing how much we’ve changed individually in just this one year alone… which is a strong indicator of how much more we’ll change throughout 2015. Thanks so very much to everyone for your well-wishes, your thoughts and concerns, your blessed and much needed helpful donations, and your HighHearts and great loving support during these difficult times in 2014. I’ve felt you all and you’ve kept me sane and out of prison. Thought you all needed to know that. Hugs of great Love and Gratitude.

Denise Le Fay

December 29, 2014

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A 10/10 Like No Other

October 8, 2014April 5, 2023Denise Le Fay

10/10, 11/11, 12/12: Three Big Leap-points to the Difficult 2014 “Labors”

All of 2014 I’ve had that symbolic visual message in my Heartmind I received at the start of this year about the 12 Labors (of Hercules). As each week and month of this year passes it’s become increasingly obvious that we’re each going through highly personal “labors”, the majority of which are about greater disconnections and releasing from our old past whatever(s), including old aspects we still hold about our self. It really is astonishing how many layers of our old lower past incarnational stuff—old pre-Ascension Soul Contracts, old blueprints, old issues, old lower social and cultural beliefs and habits, old personal conscious and unconscious habits and beliefs etc.—are being glaringly, repeatedly spotlighted throughout 2014 to force us to become consciously aware of our personal Herculean-like labors and then fully release them, whatever they are. Why? So we can embody, live within and freely create in the NEW, not continue consciously and/or unconsciously hauling around old lower frequency pre-Ascension blueprints and Soul Contracts that expired along with the entire grand December 21, 2012 Expiration Date.

I can look back at 2014 and clearly see the different layers I’ve been slammed with, most notably in late April, all of May, then again at another more intense level in late August, all of September and into October. Plus I don’t sense that December 2014 will be an “easy” month of nothing but holiday fun n’ giggles either, not that I really care at this point because I’d rather just do it and embody, anchor and move more fully into the NEW. Then we have all of 2015 to do this again but at an even higher level of Light energies, consciousness and physical being. No fear please over this; just do whatever your personal Inner Work is now so that the next thing and the next and the next etc. will be vastly easier and faster to deal with. This has always been the Stair-step Ascension formula; a little now, a little more later, a bit more after that, much more after that, far more after that and so on. The grand Alchemical Ascension Stair-step Process at work within us and all around us. ❤

Despite the tears, fears, emotional wounds, unending exhaustion, sudden Uranian explosions of repeated changes, confusion, plus the downright brutal blood n’ guts nitty-gritty flavor this year has been, I strongly suggest that you also do a personal review of 2014 now in October (the 10th month with its upcoming 10/10 passage) so you’ll have a more clear and honest higher perspective on what all you’ve personally gone through this year and why.

Random Thought…

A quick random thought before I forget it like I so often do when writing.

About five or six days ago I was driving and clearly saw directly in front of me up in the sky a brilliant white flash of light that was pretty large. It looked very much like what sunlight reflecting off a flying airplane looks like except vastly larger, and, there was no physical airplane in this case! I stared at this large flash of light for about three seconds and then it winked out. I got the distinct feeling that the brilliant flash of light in the sky wanted me to see it at that moment. After my brain did the ‘Where’s the airplane that caused that flash of light’ series of “rational thoughts”, I re-entered Higher Awareness HighHeart and felt and sensed whatever I could about the flash of light. I perceived that it was a sort of purposeful wink in my direction by The Light & Co. to remind me that the “good times” are a comin’ and soon now because of what all we’ve accomplished since the 12-21-12 Expiration Date. ‘Thank gawd and it’s about time!’ was my telepathed response to the flash of light.

A few days after that experience I saw something multiple times one evening in my bedroom. Had I only seen it once I wouldn’t have given it much credence, but I saw it five times that evening so I wanted to include it here too.

What I saw was nothing more than what looked like a large physical bug flying around near my ceiling in different spots. But, just as with the flash of light in the sky experience, this flying bug would be visible to me and while I was staring directly at it, it would vanish. It didn’t fly away and I lost track of it, it disappeared while flying and simply was not there physically. This happened five times while I was staring directly at the bug when it vanished each time only to reappear a few minutes later in another area near the ceiling.

Over the years I’ve seen physical birds literally exit this dimension while in-flight, which they can do effortlessly and joyously. I’ve watched hawks, hummingbirds and other physical birds physically flying in the sky literally wink out from this physical dimension. Occasionally I’ve seen them return, but mostly not. Many birds, insects and other animals can and do effortlessly and with great joy simply exit or wink out of this dimension and return after some linear time. You know, just like certain UFOs do. 😉 This bug—and who knows what all else—was doing this same thing of repeatedly entering/exiting this dimension.

It’s the why of this that I find interesting and telling now, not the phenomena itself. I believe I saw these two things recently—and many of you have probably been seeing different things entering/exiting this dimension lately too—because we and other lifeforms have been and continue moving and fluctuating between the old and the NEW worlds, energies, consciousness, timelines and dimensions etc. I’ve actually been expecting to experience more of this the farther into the NEW we go. I just wanted to remember to share these two recent Multi-D shift events because it’s become so open and easy to move in to and out of other levels and layers of “reality”, Earths and dimensions now. Pay attention, take note, become more consciously aware of the fact that you are expanding into greater multidimensional territories that you exist and create within. We’re just becoming more consciously aware of this now is all. This too is another aspect of our Ascension Process and expanding sense of self/Self and “reality” and “time” etc.

The 2014 “Labors” & the Three Great Year-end Leaps

Gird your frontal lobes because I’m going to hit you with another of my stunning Higher Visions that is, as usual, extraordinarily simple and almost goofy to the point of being embarrassing. But hey, I got the message loud and clear and that’s all that matters, besides, I always enjoy the Higher humor I receive, plus it makes the entire information all the easier to understand and share.

As I mentioned above, I perceived earlier this year that all of 2014 was going to be like the symbolic 12 Labors of Hercules for us on individual levels and that’s certainly been the case. What a year its been so far! But, a couple of weeks ago I perceived another specially–designed-for-Denise visual symbol of the energetic potential existing within October, November and December 2014. This potential exists for all, however it’s up to each of us individually whether we can take advantage of these last three months of 2014; October’s 10/10, November’s 11/11, and December’s 12/12.

What I saw symbolically was a visual image of someone running very fast which represented January (1 energies) through September (9 energies) of 2014 = 9 months, up to a point when this person then took a giant flying leap forward on one foot, which represented October and the 10/10 energies of it. This was followed by this person taking a second giant flying leap forward using their other foot (which represented November and the 11/11 energies of it plus further integration of old dualized right/left, male, female etc.), followed by the third giant flying leap forward on their other foot (which represented December 2014 and the 12/12 energies of it and trinity unity instead of duality).

This strange visual symbol told me that these last three months and energy gateways of 10/10, 11/11, and 12/12 hold the potential to carry us in giant leaps forward in all ways into more of the NEW energies, consciousness, life, living etc. IF we’ve done whatever necessary “Labors” during the earlier 9 months of 2014 that we individually needed to. If we’ve done the prep work that this year has required of us, then the potential exists for us to take three (10, 11, and 12) consecutive giant leaps forward into more of the NEW (13) and vastly more comfort, comfortable, easy, sane, higher ways of being and living and life on the NEW Earth at this point.

I’m not saying that we’re going to go from today right into sitting at the side of God tomorrow like some old Hollywood movie! No, but the potential exists for those who are ready and able now to leap forward in October, and again even more in November, and even more so than that in December 2014. These are energy Stair-steps too, just much bigger and more grand than anything we’ve encountered since the Expiration Date.

Please understand that this is the Ascension Process now in the NEW, and that by the end of December 2014 we won’t magically be all “done” with that Process. We’ll be vastly farther along within it which will make it much easier and faster to continue living. 2015 will be even more intense than 2014 was, still is, and I’m not saying this to instill fear, panic or discouragement in anyone. I’m saying that the Ascension Process is ongoing for us all and that it does get much easier, faster and of shorter duration the farther we go in it. This is why some Ascension Teachers continue reminding everyone to deal with your old lower stuff/issues/situations NOW because it only becomes more painful and difficult to deal with the longer one puts it off. No one can continue carrying old lower frequency stuff and consciousness (whatever that may be) into increasingly potent NEW higher frequency Light Energies, Codes, blueprints, Grids etc. No one, so deal with your remaining stuff as honestly and quickly as you can. Since the Expiration Date the NEW Light, Codes, blueprints, Soul Contracts, Grid energies, Rewiring etc. will only continue to grow in their intensity as they increasingly come online so to speak within us, our bodies, our consciousness and the NEW Earth world and its many NEW positive realities. More layers is all, and eventually even that won’t be an issue for any of us so fear not.

Update on my Mom

You know how weird “time” has been? It’s so much worse and longer seeming when one has a situation that’s dealt with from the old lower world systems and people strongly attached to them.

At least once a week I inform my Mom about how long it’s been since her triple bypass, since her stroke, mainly to help her locate herself within what must seem to her like an unending stint spent in the Nursing Rehab facility. I inform her about every little progress I see and hear in her every other day that I visit. She cries over everything now which is something she never did before, and probably because her heart has blood flow/energy flow like never before. She’s finally better able to sit upright now and not tip over to the left because the stroke affected her left side. She still has severe double vision due to the stroke which makes everything that much harder for her to do. She still can’t remember words, but neither can I and I’ve not had a stroke! She is improving VERY SLOWLY from my, from her perspectives, but rather quickly from the perspectives of the rehab therapists so there ya go. She’s still in diapers and probably will be for a while longer but hopefully that will resolve itself too. She hates the food there which is way too heavy and too much of it for her which is part of the need for diapers at this point. Fun times in 2014 for all. Wow

Hang in there everyone and use these current energies, transits and eclipses plus the 10/10, 11/11, and 12/12 launchpads to propel yourself deeper and higher into the NEW more so than what’s been possible to date.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise Le Fay

October 8, 2014

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Working Our Multi-D Lives & Bodies

June 17, 2014April 1, 2023Denise Le Fay

As I’ve previously shared in a couple 2014 spring quarter posts, I’ve been going through an extra difficult time of deep inner changes lately as I know many of you have. Because this has been so sudden, intense and far-reaching in multiple directions and layers of my life and reality, I haven’t been able to quickly get myself back into emotional neutrality where I can perceive what’s happening from a level of Higher Awareness and neutrality. Neutrality being the key with all this! This latest Ascension session has been mega.

It’s often been a situation this quarter of ‘can’t see the forest for the trees’ business, but eventually I live through (embody) enough of whatever it is I’m having to to be transformed by it to then get myself back to that precious higher ground of Higher Awareness and neutrality where I can better understand what I’ve been going through and why. This time—April/May/June 2014 energies and events—has taken me longer than usual to do this but there’s nothing “wrong” with that. Plus, gaining greater insights and understandings about lifelong situations, beliefs, people, personal relationships and so on carries more energetic weight and responsibility and embodying all that takes some time, some private time to adjust to. Such has been the profound 2014 spring quarter energies (fall quarter in the Southern Hemisphere).

As is always the case with the Ascension Process, I live and oftentimes struggle with, transmute, release and naturally change/evolve and clairvoyantly See and understand in my own unique ways, meaning that’s the platform I write books and blog articles/posts from; my own personal experience and Higher Awareness (knowledge/Light) gained from them. It also means that what I See and Know whenever I move through another dense forest of trees phase is coded to and for me specifically. Said another way, what I typically perceive is coded in wonderfully simple but accurate metaphor that Denise of that moment will best understand and best assist her in further embodying, ascending, plus anchoring an energetic foundation for souls coming up the Pathway. Such is the case with what I’ve gained so far from the April/May/June 2014 transformations; they’re coded in Higher Awareness metaphor, generational Astrological costumes, and the always wonderful but mind-blowing Divine flashcard-like speed and simplicity. I’ll try to share my latest Spherical insights as best as I can using slow, linear words in linear sentences.

⭐ When I’m in Denise and she’s deep in the latest dense forest and can’t see/See a damned thing because it’s not time yet for her to, she/I feel utterly alone, frustrated and misunderstood by all. Boohoo, boohoo whines the remaining wounded and worrisome ego bits. 😥

❤ When I’m very much in Higher Denise and she’s exiting the Other Side of the latest dense forest phase with valuable knowledge gained from physically traversing its reality-changing Initiations, she does so with a Heartful of NEW treasures gained from her latest Ascension sojourn. Oh happy day!

I don’t own the Rights on this spiritual formula; we all come out the Other Side with NEW treasures from our difficult individual but necessary transformational Alchemical journeys down into the Underworlds or the Innerworlds or up into the Outerworlds and Higherworlds etc. etc.

There’s no crying or emotions at this point, only blessed neutrality because I know because I lived it in this physical body, I’ve embodied it, I’ve merged with it and it with me and I’ve been permanently changed in all ways for the better because of it, which was the whole point! Such is the nature and intent of spiritual, Initiatic, Alchemical sojourns. When I’m in this level of embodying and Higher Awareness I don’t care who believes me, who understands me or who doesn’t. It simply is what it is and IT is Divine and Perfect. I also know that this spiritual formula is unending so just get comfy with it and continue on into greater and greater everything.

Living the Dreams of Gods

When I perceive these NEW stages of my, of our ongoing individual and collective Ascension Process Work, it happens in half a heartbeat. In that nanosecond of timeless Higher Awareness I See and Know many vast concepts, souls in their collective missions, and multiple timelines and it’s nearly impossible to talk about let alone write about. The best one can do to accurately describe these huge higher constructs is to pantomime or use physical props as symbols and so on. I feel like I’m in a “Master Class” for Ascending physical Masters. That’s closer to the truth for many of us than it might have sounded at first! 😉

One of the coded visuals I’ve recently seen was transmitted in “Astrological costumes”. If you’re familiar with Astrology then this will make instant sense to you. If not, then you’ll have to wade through some foreign symbolism. Also please understand that as I’m talking about these Astrological transits and natal placements, I’m doing so minus the exact days/dates of the retrograde periods. This information is complex enough without including exact days/dates when planets went retrograde or direct etc. I’m also NOT saying that everyone born between such and such years has been, is, or will be experiencing these transit energies constantly. I’m NOT saying that at all, but again, it’s too complicated for me at this time to break this information down that way so I’m sharing it in more generalized terms.

Lightworkers, Pathpavers, Wayshowers, Volunteer Souls who were born with natal (n) Uranus in Cancer —generally between September 1948 to approximately June 1956— are the folks who’ve been living through transiting (t) Pluto in Capricorn in Opposition (180º between two planets in opposite signs) to their (n) Uranus since around January 2008. Again, these people haven’t been under this Opposition with (t) Pluto to their (n) Uranus for every minute from January 2008 to today. They have however lived under this intense once-in-a-lifetime transit during the Ascension Process for many years because the outer planets move so slowly, which not only greatly amplifies it and other transits like it but alters, deepens and greatly broadens their astrological energies and influences. Please keep this in Heartmind with all these Astrological transits.

This Group or Wave of souls (1948–1956 approximately) are, for the most part, the original hippies of the 1960s who were born “anti-establishment”, “anti-war”, anti-suppression in all its many forms and embodied the 5D frequency of “peace and love”, higher creativity, and HighHeart. This transit between Pluto and Uranus stretches back decades (longer actually) and effects so many souls and their personal Ascension work, growth, and Lightwork for the human, earth, and greater Cosmic collective.

This Stair-step Group or Wave of Volunteer Lightworker souls were born with their natal Pluto in Virgo —August 1957–July 1972 approximately—and they have been, are, and will be living through transiting Neptune and Chiron in Pisces in Opposition to their (n) Pluto (and anything else they may have in Virgo natally) from about April 2011 through January 2026. I repeat, that’s a really long transit time but it does NOT mean that if you’ve got Pluto in Virgo natally you’ll be under assault constantly by these astrological energies. Outer planets transit much slower and obviously longer so yes, it will take years to transit up to and beyond your natal planet(s), but it will NOT be all of those years constantly.

I could go on and on with Astrological examples like these because no one Group or Wave of incarnated souls has all the work, all the solutions, or all the responsibilities. We are literally Stair-step Groups and Wave Groups of souls and each Group does what they’re energetically designed to do for themselves and all else during those astrological periods. Please understand that you are very much a part of this ongoing and unfolding Stair-step Ascension Process whether I mentioned your personal natal positions or Group or Wave Group or not. I mentioned these two only because I needed to share some basic Astrological Stair-step layers to the incredible vastness of what I saw in relation to the Ascension Process we and others are going through and why.

Each Group/Wave of souls are living, transmuting, releasing old lower, and embodying NEW higher energetic blueprints (meaning old DNA and NEW DNA and many other things as well) for themselves individually and for the human collective, for future incarnating humans, and for the Divine collective as well. This massive project was shown to me via these generational Soul Groups/Wave Groups embodying specific energetic abilities and consciousness matched to specific astrological energies to get the job done as best as possible in this timeline.

Waking Up (more and more) is Hard to Do

Another aspect I’ve been living and Seeing is how many of these Groups have been intensely within another layer of the Ascension Process during the April/May/June 2014 quarter where they’re having to embody more Higher Awareness into themselves, and, doing so is often not a pain-free process. In other words, many of us have been going through a lot lately which suddenly forced opened our Higher eyes/hearts/consciousness to much more that was always there but wasn’t time for us to See, Know and embody consciously until now. In many ways this is much like an adult having to embody, live and function with more conscious knowledge about life and things than a child.

Our Divine Striptease

Another great visual symbol I’ve been receiving this spring quarter has been the Higher image of a person (stranger) walking quickly forward in a straight line while every three or four steps removing another layer of clothing and dropping it on the floor as they walk. Again, this person never once stops to remove another layer of clothing—a waist-length jacket, a knee-length coat, a heavy over-shirt, more jackets, more coats, more shirts, more tops etc.—but continues walking at a fairly quick pace not stopping for anything. That symbolism is important and tells us that the NEW is here and there are no and will be no breaks or rest periods or stops or lunch breaks. It tells us that we’re moving forward constantly now with no break or rest periods in-between “Energy Waves”.

This symbolic image also tells us that many of us are currently deep in the Ascension Process phase where we’re able to continuously move forward/upward/inward while simultaneously casting-off, removing and releasing more layers of our old selves, old beliefs, habits, emotions, blueprints etc. In other words, we’re removing layer after layer faster than we ever could before because we can safely and must do now which instantly removes remaining density, Duality, and other such stuff from our pre-Ascension lives, Soul Contracts, emotions, beliefs etc.

So we take it off for Divine Source 😉 because doing so increasingly leaves us with ONLY Divine Source within each of us, and we’re doing this amazing transformative removal Process while moving, while “walking forward quickly” meaning while incarnate in physical bodies—aka “ascending”.

We are increasingly embodying more Higher Awareness/Light/Love/Divine Source etc. into ourselves body and soul, while simultaneously stripping off more layers of old dense Duality, karma, experience, memories, wounds, beliefs, habits and accumulated stuff we’ve picked up and hauled around in/with us throughout this incarnation. See the seeming contradictions? They’re not contradictory at all actually, but the same Process just viewed from slightly different perspectives; removing more and more of the old and embodying more and more of the NEW.

I’ve also been perceiving that starting around mid-July 2014 (after the triple 777 energies of July 7, 2014) some truly wonderful High frequency NEW things and greater awareness, abilities and much more will manifest physically into this world and timeline. 2014 spring/fall quarter has been us quickly preparing to be able to receive a much larger chunk of the incoming NEW in physicality.

HighHeart to HighHeart ❤

Denise Le Fay

June 17, 2014

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A Time of Insights which are producing BIG Changes

June 1, 2014April 5, 2023Denise Le Fay

What are some of the current side effects of our embodying a bit more of our Greater Self and Higher Awareness? Insights about ourselves and others! Stunning simplistic bare-bones honest knowing, mini revelations, and profound insights into self and others, but, minus the lower emotional pain, thrashing about and egoic high-drama of old. This maturing spiritually feels real good and freeing.

If you too have suddenly, and I mean Uranian-like sudden, deep, honest crystal-clear Higher Awareness knowing things about your old self and others due to the April and May 2014 metamorphosis, then you too are becoming more of the NEW greater YOU thanks to the ongoing embodying process.

Funny how it never dawned on me that when this phase really got rolling in 2014, that it would naturally, automatically give us even greater awareness and Higher knowing about ourselves, other people, and pretty much everything else in varying degrees as we went along. This is basic stuff but easily overlooked or not considered yet this has been a big theme lately; seeing, knowing, understanding so much more from that blessed higher level of emotional neutrality — not old lower emotional pain and turmoil. Glorious progress…

I guess what I’m trying to say, what I wish to express, is how different, “weird” even its felt lately from this NEW space and level of ongoing embodiment of a little more of the Greater, Higher me into this physical Denise aspect. You look up, you look down, you look left, right, you look in, you look out but this, THIS is different in every way and I’m struggling to find words and terms that come closest to what I’m experiencing and what I know many of you are experiencing now too. We’re on brand NEW territory with brand NEW tools and I’ve always had trouble with words anyway, so this is a real challenge for me now because we’re needing NEW words and terms for our NEW lives, beings and reality etc. We’ll create them.

I’m getting larger energetically as more of ME is embodied into Denise and her physical body. Of course this naturally causes my, your, our perspectives about ourselves and others and everything else to change rather dramatically and very quickly. Like we didn’t know that would happen! We did know, but as is always the case, intellectually knowing something never comes close to the real thing when one lives it and is permanently changed/improved/expanded/evolved because of embodying it in every cell and fiber of their being and soul. That is Alchemical; the other is just the ego mind speculating as best it can about unknown higher frequency things.

This is where we’ve been lately, and where we’ll continue to be for a good long while I suspect. Let me also add some of the “symptoms” and reactions I’ve been experiencing during spring of 2014 due to these ongoing changes. I’m certain many of you will relate to this too.

The more Light and Love (the I AM) that I embody into Denise and her physical body, the more Light and Love I AM directly which is wonderful, however, many people do not respond well to this at all! I don’t have to say or do anything, I simply am irritating, disturbing and bothering the lower consciousness, lower frequency people by my mere physical presence. These people have not been doing the necessary Ascension related preparatory Work so, needless to say, those of us who have and are embodying more or our I AM presence into these physical bodies now are becoming increasingly irritating and repulsive to them in ways they don’t consciously understand but certainly don’t hesitate restricting themselves in reacting to!

The level of undeserved hate, general abuse and all around disrespect I’ve experienced from these lower frequency, lower consciousness people has escalated greatly in 2014. What a great test for one’s old lower ego self however! 😆 Just be aware of all these dynamics, on all sides, and don’t deliberately rub Light in their lower frequency wounds because they’re growing more and more unstable. No fear, just greater awareness and higher levels of responsibility for ones Light Love emanations on people not capable of dealing with any higher energies.

On the other hand, those people who have more of their HighHeart functioning—whether they did this knowingly and intentionally or not doesn’t matter—you instantly feel and know, plus they respond to you and your Light from their own radiating Light. One HighHeart recognizes and resonates with another that’s operating on the same or near level of frequency causing both people, both souls to vibrate like tuning forks to each others higher frequency Light Energies. Just imagine the global and cosmic Light music if you will, that more and more of us will increasingly be producing from the changes we’ve lived (continue to live) through. It will quickly alter the entire planet and beyond in ways yet only sensed briefly by our still expanding HighHeart consciousness and being.

On a more physical note, some of the “side effects” or “Ascension symptoms” caused by my, your, our ongoing embodying process that I’m feeling in 2014 are an even greater exhaustion (didn’t think it was possible for that one to get worse!). Also constant ringing in my ears, joint pain and stiffness; muscle weakness; sore lungs; absolute need to sleep more and nap throughout the day more than ever before; elaborate busy dreams; and increased food allergies/sensitivities yet again. And the big one for me is feeling like I’m in the midst of an incredibly important and rare Process of evolving from one state of being and awareness into another state of being and awareness and not knowing exactly what to do other than BE and pay attention! Yeah, that one’s a doozy for sure.

Keep on keepin’ on as the old saying goes and clear your personal slate as best you can so that whatever it is that’s coming in or ready to be embodied by us via the June 2014 Equinox can more easily do so on all levels.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise Le Fay

June 1, 2014

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