Some 2018 Clarifications


  I sometimes make the mistake of assuming that most everyone understands exactly what I’m talking about, even when I deliberately do not go into lengthy details in certain articles. I point something out that’s an important Ascension related event or upcoming change but I don’t always go into all the complex, finer details and related side effects and other possibilities. I assume that most of my readers know me well enough by now and have learned to read between the lines with my writings which simply means FEEL them from your whole being and body. Like one reader said years ago, ‘Denise leaves breadcrumbs for readers to follow and figure out on their own.’

However, after receiving some emails from a couple of people recently it was made clear to me that some of my 2017 articles, specifically about Saturn being hit by seven Solar flares in April 2017 and what that would mean for us, did not have enough breadcrumbs’ in them. Because of this I’m going to add more details to some of these issues that are and will continue unfolding throughout 2018 like someone suddenly switched on an inner evolutionary switch in many more humans around the planet.

In 2017, I wrote multiple articles about the planet Saturn being hit by seven Solar flares in April 2017. I knew when I wrote each of them  that many didn’t understand why I was so excited about that happening and why I repeatedly talked about it. I was celebrating but without enough breadcrumbs and I’m sorry for that readers.

Saturn was deliberately hit by seven Solar flares in April 2017, because just like us, the entire Solar System and Milky Way galaxy and beyond are all going through this evolutionary Ascension Process (AP). It’s never been only the humans living the AP but everything and everyone everywhere living it. Take a deep breath and let that fact penetrate deeper into your HighHeart. It’s glorious, but it’s like trying to view infinite amounts of “three-ring circuses” at the same time so FEEL instead as it works better at this NEW level.

Saturn has had ruler-ship over 3D physical reality and holding 3D physicality in place so human life could exist physically on 3D Earth. Team Dark (TD) did all they did to Saturn (and other planets in our system such as the Moon) with the intention of distorting it and the energies it emanates naturally so Saturn would produce and hold in physical place their inorganic synthetic Satanic (Saturn inverted) agendas. Additionally, because TD has never been remotely fond of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine because She Creates, they intentionally removed as much Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine from not only Saturn’s natural organic energies, but from all of physical existence on Earth and within humanity. They only allowed, because they had to, certain small aspects of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine which they greatly distorted to better control humanity and human consciousness and therefore physical reality on Earth. So Saturn, the planet that holds physical reality in place physically for life to express physically on Earth, was intentionally turned into something rather Satanic-like energetically. (Gag, fart, puke, hurl; at this point I don’t like even needing to occasionally write about the old negativity so put the breadcrumb pieces together so the NEW makes better sense in our lives and reality now.)

It was because of all this TD interference with Saturn and its natural energies that Saturn required seven direct Solar flare hits last year to energetically remove and free it from all old TD influences and distortions and patriarchal human systems and timelines. Just like we humans get hammered repeatedly by NEW Light energies and NEW codes transmitted via Solar flares, winds, CME’s and storms, plus from the galactic center (GC) and other locations, so to do the planets within our Solar system. Add to this the Photonic Light energies and everything and everyone is guaranteed to be energetically freed from all the old lower Evolutionary Cycles codes including all TD distortions done to them. The August 2017 total Solar Eclipse across the USA was another of these Source directed energetic events to permanently remove all old distortions and literally erase, remove and completely clear them out. Nothing is removed unless it’s time for something of a much higher NEW frequency to replace it all. And in this and most cases, what is replacing all the old lower distortions is Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine. Read that sentence again if needed for it to fully sink in because this one alone is beyond most people’s current comprehension.

Along with the seven Solar flares aimed at Saturn in April, the August 2017 total Solar Eclipse from coast to coast across the USA were the big erasure and removal of all past TD and human patriarchal distortions in preparation of the Return and Embodiment of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine. This is why the ‘Me Too’ and the ‘Time’s Up’ and numerous other coming related NEW awareness’ have so quickly ignited across this country, mostly in females but males too and more so in 2018 and beyond, after both energy events of last year. Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine has returned and is replacing all the old negative patriarchy and patriarchal consciousness and TD distortions.

Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine has been profoundly distorted and basically absent from human consciousness, life and reality for thousands of years so the evolutionary return of It/She/Her via the Ascension and Embodiment Processes back into human consciousness and physical Earth reality is going to be very unpleasant, repulsive, unfair, ridiculous, deeply irritating and insulting to many lower consciousness human males and females. Let’s face it, humanity doesn’t have conscious memory of un-distorted Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine so this return and integration phase is going to be a bit awkward and confusing for many for a while. And for those who do have memory of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine on Earth, those memories are from thousands and/or hundreds of thousands of years ago within the previous Evolutionary Cycle and we have evolved far beyond that.

The Forerunners, Pathpavers, Wayshowers who’ve been resolving old lower duality and integrating Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine and Divine Daddy/Father/Masculine into themselves, their physical bodies and consciousness—NEW 5D and higher Unity frquencies—will continue Wayshowing these NEW energies, consciousness and emotions to and for humanity. Because we’ve entered 2018 with its tremendously amplified and accelerated NEW higher Light and 11/2 energies, the ongoing awakening process within growing numbers of people will activate almost instantly and escalate all year. Forerunners you Know, See and Feel why this is happening but the rest of humanity doesn’t, so to them it’s just about not putting up with or accepting the old patriarchal negativity anymore. Them consciously knowing about the Ascension Process (AP) is not mandatory, but them quickly evolving into the NEW higher ways and HighHeart and demanding an end to the old negativity is. We know this is simply the steps humanity and society is and will continue going through at those levels and that it’s happening because of the AP. This has already begun and will continue to unfold across the USA and the rest of the world faster than most would have believed possible. Why? Because the Forerunners have already Pathpaved all this. And because of ALL these things I’ve mentioned, and others I haven’t yet, life has suddenly gotten easier for Forerunners, Pathpavers, Wayshowers because we’re no longer the only ones at Work with the Ascension Process in the physical on Earth. There’s finally some energetic momentum behind us from those people waking up and demanding NEW ways and equality etc. for everyone.

Old 3D Global TD Patriarchal Consciousness & Reality
  • Use everyone to gain something for yourself
  • Lie to everyone constantly
  • Take everything from as many as possible for as long as possible
  • Parasite off of everyone and everything constantly
  • Steal from everyone and everything constantly
  • Completely focused on self, completely ego-centered
  • No respect
  • Power, money, control at all costs
NEW 5D Spiritual Unity Consciousness & Values
  • Individual 5D and higher frequency Sovereignty
  • Individual internal 5D and higher frequency Unity
  • Growing Embodiment of Higher Self/Selves by more humans
  • Global equality
  • Global sharing of all with all and eventually for free for all
  • Individual, global and collective peace
  • Self-governed via Higher Awareness and Unity consciousness
  • Global sanity and true freedom
  • Global integration of Divine Mother/Feminine and Divine Father/Masculine
  • Respect for every human, animal and every life-form on Earth and off

Those two lists could have been pages and pages long but you get the impact of how profound these evolutionary AP changes are going to be for everyone because they’re extreme opposites. Stair-steps but they’re very fast ones from here on out.

Multidimensional Life in Physical Bodies

Because I’ve had a certain level of conscious ability to move within and Work from multiple dimensions most of this life prior to the start of the Ascension Process, plus had easy and nearly immediate interactions with other higher dimensional ETs and other Beings above them, coupled with having been clairvoyant, clairaudient, empathic and had past life memories all my life, my perspective of the AP has been a bit different from most people’s. Most but not all Starseeds and other ‘Volunteers’ is because of what I’m going to discuss next.

From my perspective PRIOR to the start of the AP in this lifetime, I would go out, go up, expand up into higher dimensional levels to perceive certain things. In other cases, again all PRIOR to the start of the AP, when some of my ET family and co-workers from 5D, 6D and 8D primarily, needed to communicate some information to me in 3D physicality on Earth, they would drop down vibrationally and I would sense, See, Hear or Smell them and immediately increase my frequency as much as I was capable of at that time to meet them in the middle so to speak. In other words, they’d decrease their frequency and I’d increase mine so we could both somewhat comfortably meet in a middle range to exchange information with each other directly and fully consciously. This was how this old pre-Ascension communication between myself and my ET kinsfolk and Ascension Process co-workers and higher others typically worked. All that has changed dramatically however due to the Ascension Process and for me personally since 1998–1999.

Part of becoming increasingly Unified and Sovereign individually for me has meant that my old ET buddies have moved on the NEW ground and NEW Mission Work too, just as I have and continue doing. Just as every Starseed, Forerunner, Volunteer etc. has. Our Guides change as we change; our multidimensional Ascension co-workers change as we change, as we evolve from living and Embodying and growing. That was not my point with this however. What is is that now after living the AP since the start of 1999, the mechanics of communication, exchanges, meetings and interactions with other Beings in other higher frequency dimensions is radically different for me personally from how it was from birth up to 1999. And to make sure I don’t leave any important breadcrumbs out with this topic, I know that this will only continue to change and evolve as I do. How things work for me today will not be how they work next month, next year, next decade if I’m here that long.

Because I’ve always been psychic, I was used to perceiving nonphysical things, locations, beings, entities, energies etc. in very specific ways PRE-Ascension Process. It was always obvious to me when I was clairvoyantly Seeing other dimensional things and/or beings. All that went out the window once the physical level of the AP started around 1998–1999. Suddenly I was clairvoyantly Seeing things and beings that I didn’t know I was Seeing clairvoyantly because they looked to me like they were completely and totally in and of the physical third dimension! I no longer was or needed to go out and up into higher dimensions above 3D because the old dimensional border Veils were gone and 4D Astral dimension and parts of 5D and 6D and even 7D were all flowing around together making things very strange and unfamiliar.

I can’t tell you how many times since 1999 I’ve seen, physically seen with my physical eyes, 4D Astral beings and entities right here in ascending 3D Earth physical reality. That was very common but so too was seeing certain 5D and higher beings both positive and negative. I’d see these things and often think they were physical and totally “real” physically only because I didn’t clairvoyantly See them in the old way(s) I was used to. Example: I very physically saw a huge spider the size of my wide open and extended hand—tip of thumb to tip of little finger—around 7 or 8 inches run up my curtains diagonally and disappear over the top of them. I about lost it because 1) I don’t like spiders and 2) I honestly thought the thing was physical, not Astral. It was Astral but I didn’t immediately realize that only because how I perceived it had changed so dramatically from my point of view, plus it was in this physical dimension! In other words, the old 3D and 4D Astral were so intermingled that much of the time it was very difficult to tell what was one or the other because they both were existing within the same space for many, many years during the Ascension Process.

This difference was, for me as a lifelong psychic Seer, something I had a hard time with for many years because the old reliable multidimensional border Veils were no more and it was a wild multidimensional free-for-all for a very long time. Ever wonder why over the past twenty-five, thirty-five years or so many unaware, asleep, hard-cord disbeliever type people have increasingly had hauntings and ghost encounters? And/or ET and UFO sightings and encounters both positive and negative? Demonic attacks, possessions and exorcisms? Increasing encounters with more strange cryptid creatures in the physical dimension? This is why; the evolutionary Ascension Process and us in 3D physicality moving into and through the 4D Astral dimension with all its many inhabitants of old and finally reaching 5D frequency range and space.

Now however I no longer need to go out, go up etc. to access higher dimensional information, unless I want to that is. Those other dimensional levels, frequencies and the beings that exist within each of them are now accessed by using NEW tools of perception gained from living the AP and EP (Embodiment Process). These will continue evolving too however as I do, as you do, as we all do so continue to perceive in NEW ways and don’t limit yourself by trying to hang on to old familiar tools of perception you may have had most of your life. Learn to See and Feel from your HighHeart, your increasingly Sovereign Inner Being and not old Third Eye Brow levels. Everything has, is, and will continue to evolve so remember to continue releasing anything that you discover you’ve outgrown, even those special tools of perception.

More to come as plenty of highly amplified NEW is coming throughout 2018 for us all. It will stretch each of us into greater NEW Beings of Light re-learning what LOVE really is. ❤


January 9, 2018

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Evolving Psychic Perceptions & Abilities


I’ve had “psychic” abilities—clairvoyance (vision), clairaudience (hearing), clairsentience (feeling), claircognizance (knowing)—and more from birth. They’re not newly acquired current life abilities but ancient ones, ones that were mandatory for me if I was going to insert myself into an incarnation in 3D Earth physicality during an astrological Age change, multiple galactic and universal cycles completing at the same time, a hardcore knockdown drag-out battle with multidimensional Team Dark, and an all-encompassing universal evolutionary Ascension. Every tool I had in my Higher Toolbox that I could safely embody came with me (Denise specifically) when the greater, higher “I” ‘Volunteered’ to insert aspects of Itself via physical incarnations on Earth across time which required a great drop of Light, memories, Higher Awareness and abilities just to be able to incarnate into the energetic extremes, density, darkness and duality of physical earthly 3D before the start of this Ascension Process.

I’m not special in this, every being/aspect(s) that volunteered to do this Ascension Process from within 3D physicality needed to drop a whole lotta Home that they were simply to be able to get in here and not stick out like “aliens” to the 3D Earth natives. Yes, re-read that sentence if needed. 😉 Those that did instantly sense us, see and feel us were nonphysical Team Dark beings and negative physical humans however. Re-read that sentence too if needed.

Those that can plumb the heights and the depths simultaneously as multiple aspects of their Greater Self have been here working the Ascension Process from the physical inside and the outside higher dimensions. We are the physical aliens and angels on Earth doing the mostly invisible energy work down here because none of this could have happened if highly capable heavy-duty aspects weren’t here to grab, anchor, embody and insert into the physical earthly dimension the higher frequency NEW codes, energies and consciousness for the human masses to step into when that time comes. That time has arrived, but first, some greater crashing and burning of the old lower.

Many of the Forerunners, the ‘Volunteers’, the Pathpavers and Wayshowers have always been empathic, psychic, sensitives. We needed as many Higher Awareness tools as we could carry in-body while living in the extreme negativity and density that has been normal on Earth and in human consciousness. We needed at least a couple of higher tools to keep us connected with our Home Light Teams so we could get the job done here and not get crushed by the density or killed off by the negativity. As bad as it’s been for the Forerunners, most of us have done all we have with minimal tools and consciousness of our higher dimensional Homes and more natural states of being. At times when I honestly think about this, it amazes me that we’ve succeeded—and sooner and greater than was planned I might add—and not lost our minds, bodies or souls in the vile fray. Wow, seriously.

Because I incarnated with psychic abilities, and multiple past-life memories, how those abilities have worked for me have changed slightly as I (Denise) grew throughout my life. However, once I began the physical, biological phase of this Ascension Process (at age 47 in 1999), my lifelong psychic abilities began evolving and changing rather dramatically. The ways I received and perceived higher dimensional Light information in general, plus communications with higher dimensional beings etc., began changing and it’s been an ongoing learning curve of strangeness since then. Don’t misunderstand, I’m not complaining! I know many Forerunners have been going through these types of evolutionary changes in themselves and how and what they’re able to perceive, receive, embody and transmit.

In the past when I’d psychically perceive something it was always acutely obvious to me that what I was clairvoyantly Seeing and Feeling, Hearing, Sensing, Knowing etc. was happening at a nonphysical level. I never confused the nonphysical with the physical because they were, to me back then, wildly different frequencies, levels and states of reality. When I’d perceive something like a coming physical disaster that would affect large numbers of people for a long time, I always Saw the approaching event and Knew it was not physical yet but had a strong possibility of arriving soon because it was so dramatic, disturbing, amplified and highlighted. The more developed the visions, it meant the closer they were to actually manifesting in this physical world.

Other psychic impressions I had were like there were huge flashing neon arrows pointing something and/or someone or a group out to my consciousness; one huge screaming message of, “Look, look, over here at this, it’s coming…” My psychic impressions, visions and other perceptions were always crystal clear and obviously nonphysical to me. All this has been slowly changing however since my physical, biological Ascension Process started in 1999.

Since then the distinct energetic and dimensional lines, borders, boundaries and perimeters between the physical and nonphysical first blurred then began moving around slightly. Next, those blurred and moving dimensional lines flat-out disappeared completely. Needless to say, that’s when things really started getting interesting for myself and many Forerunners! Over the years since 1999, the ways that I perceive nonphysical events, multidimensional beings, different dimensions, energies and such has evolved and changed so dramatically that they’re nothing like they used to be for me. I knew back in 1999 that as I changed, so too would the ways in which I perceived, received, embodied and transmitted what I perceived. What I didn’t know back then was how the old familiar borders between the 3D physical and the 4D astral dimensions primarily would disappear and be no more as they had always been. That took some time for me to learn and adjust to. What I’m dealing with and learning today is as different, new and strange to me as the past seventeen years have been. And on and on it naturally evolves.

In the past what I perceived was always clear to me to be a nonphysical, etheric thing. For many years now however, due to the ongoing evolutionary Ascension progress we’re making, this is no longer the case for me. What I often clairvoyantly See now is not always instantly recognized by me as a nonphysical thing or being(s) etc. What I See now (these past many years) exists in the same space as I currently do. Those old lower frequency borders and borderlines between the old lower dimensional turf of my younger years simply do not exist any longer. I have evolved beyond them, as have many of you reading this, and we’ve entered NEW territories with NEW rules and much larger borders. I now directly mingle with NEW-to-me colorful energy expressions, beings and energies etc. and it’s all so—and this is the important part—natural, un-dramatic, un-highlighted and un-spectacular. Said another way, it’s more like original Home meaning there’s hardly any old lower 3D egoic high drama, intensity, shock, trauma, panic, ooh la la, freakout, hair-pulling, old lower 3D emotional reactions, etheric flashing neon arrows or other such lower frequency, ego-based consciousness, reactions and road signs. Now it’s just so different and “normal” despite my knowing that this momentary level is not even “it” yet! This Ascension-induced dimensional hodgepodge mashup called my current perceptions and base of operations, reminds me of that iconic Star Wars movie scene in the Mos Eisley Cantina. And, it’s all just fine and normal as I slowly pass through this particular corner of the NEW 5D territory.


The important point in all this I wanted to get across is that what I now clairvoyantly See, Feel, Know etc. no longer exists ‘…in a galaxy far, far away…’.  That great energetic and dimensional gap between me and my incarnation on Earth and up/out to higher dimensional beings and such is no more a great gap; we’re all well within range of each other now meaning what I perceive, receive, embody and transmit, plus who and what I directly interact with now here in this space is nothing like how it was prior to the start of the Ascension Process. I’m only stressing this because I know many of you have been experiencing this perceptual and literal evolutionary change too and I want everyone to realize that this will only expand, because we are individually.

I now sometimes experience things I simply have no vocabulary for so I don’t even try to write about them. I just experience a bit more of the NEW-to-Denise and tuck it away for possible future educational story sharing. These nearly indescribable experiences I’ve been having, in between the lower level global chaos and insanity connected to the dying patriarchy, are great but don’t impact or affect me like some things, visions, precog awareness’ would have in the olden days of lower 3D reality and personal consciousness. 5D and higher Neutrality/Unity/HighHeart consciousness is wholly anti-dramatic and live and let live and good gawd doesn’t humanity need that right now! The teeth gnashing, hate throwing, who can tell more lies the fastest and have the unaware still believe them all, and general negative thrashing about in rapidly increasing duality continues with and in the unaware. This gap is too much for Team Light so just don’t go there at all. Keep your distance from them and the escalating ‘Energetically devouring of each other’ that’s taking place down there. It’s not your, our concern. What is your, our concern is how well can you maintain your current elevation and HighHeart focus despite the wonderfully weird encounters with like-other beings and energies while the unaware act like crazed starving zombies? The better and longer you/me/we can maintain and Hold the Higher Space and Way, the less lower insanity and volatility there will be for All everywhere. No pressure however, just keep doing what you/me/we have been.

Happy first day of Leo and the annual rising of Sirius and all that comes with and after it. Use these summer 2016 energies wisely and keep moving forward because 2017 is going to seriously rock all. It’s a good but potent thing so do the prep work now. ❤


July 22, 2016

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More Light causing more 2D Darkness to Surface


When there’s more Solar flares/CMEs they automatically cause more of this to happen in Earth (and in humans also) –

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which is, in case that image isn’t clear enough, more of whatever negativity has existed for a very long time underground in the second dimension (2D) of Earth (and in humans also) to suddenly come to the surface. As this Ascension Process and continual cosmic, galactic and Solar Light bombardments continues as they’ve been doing for a while now, the 3D Earth has been transformed, “ascended” to a fifth dimensional (5D) frequency and feels more like this –

5D earth

Yesterday around 2 PM Pacific time I got hit hard with another Solar flare/CME energy blast in my physical body which causes my inner ears to ring, body to ache with “Ascension Flu” symptoms, eyes to be more sensitive, blurry and dry, head to feel more pressures and pains etc. At the same time yesterday I also physically heard something banging around near and/or under a section of my house where my bedroom is. I heard it and went quiet to listen very carefully to try to figure out what the noise was. Nothing. A few minutes later it did it again but louder and closer to the surface. This time I got up and went out my back door to see if someone was actually on my property banging around out there in my things. Nothing, no one, not even a rogue animal so I went back to what I’d been doing.

About a half hour later the noise happened again but was much louder and sounded like it was actually in the house this time. This caused me to jump up and run into my bedroom where the sounds seemed to be coming from to look for anything that may have fallen off a wall or if the cat had knocked something off a dresser or whatever. Nothing at first, but as I dashed into my bedroom I saw in my peripheral vision (other dimensional things, beings, entities etc. are sometimes more easily seen clairvoyantly in an indirect way via ones peripheral vision) a large-sized black something trying to get from the floor up into my toilet. My first immediate thought was that it was the cat because he sometimes gets up on the toilet to drink water. Euw, I know, but they’re wired to search out water on their own.

In those split seconds that I saw it, and my mind realized it was larger than my cat, I spun around quickly and looked into another room to see if the cat was in his pet bed, and he was, awake and washing himself. So, what I saw wasn’t the cat asleep and out-of-body which is common, which meant that what I saw was something else. Euw again, I’d rather it was the cat drinking out of the toilet!

Two seconds later I’m back in my bedroom again and the black thing trying to get into the toilet bowl and down the drain was no longer visible to me, but, I finally got the larger picture, the Higher Awareness understanding of what was happening and why. As I stood in my bedroom listening to these very physical sounds coming up from below my house underground, I both Saw clairvoyantly and understood that the latest Solar flare/CME that I felt hit/arrive yesterday around the same time were related. The one thing (Solar flare/CME) was causing the other things (2D negative beings to come to the surface) to happen, which isn’t anything new or unusual, it’s just that yesterday was the first time I’ve witnessed the Solar transmission energies instantly cause negative beings/entities in 2D to be immediately pushed to the surface and then scramble frantically to get out of the Light.

I’ve heard these sounds before dozens and dozens of times over the Ascension years and you most likely have too, but this was the first time I was able to See it unfold in front of me in daylight while wide awake. It was very interesting to say the least.

I know many of you reading this have heard what sounds like completely physical sounds up in the air, coming from below ground, coming from in your house, from in the walls, floors and ceiling of your home many times. None of these sounds are produced by changing temperatures, changing humidity or “the house settling” etc. These physical sounds are caused by 2D beings in most cases being affected by higher frequency Light Energies coming from the Milky Way galactic center (GC) radiating out through the galaxy then being received by our local Sun (and other stars and systems too) and further transmitted on to Earth and humanity. These sounds are reactions to that incoming higher frequency Light from very dense, dark beings in dense, dark places below Earth’s surface (3D) in 2D. I’ve clairvoyantly Seen this happen many times before in years past and have written about it, but this is the first time I’ve seen the Process happen so quickly and felt, watched and heard 2D Beings being evicted, excavated to the surface dimension by the Light and stranded in the Light. They were not happy about any of this of course.

I Saw and understood yesterday that every time another blast of higher Light Energies are ejected out from the Sun—usually in the form of Solar flares/CMEs—those energy transmissions (along with 7D Photonic Light) goes through everything including Earth, rocks, mountains, humans and so on. Nothing and no one anywhere is protected from all the higher frequency Light Energies. Because of this, Team Dark in whatever form and dimension they’re in gets bombarded by these potent evolutionary Light Energies just like every one of us in physical human form does on the surface of the planet. I keep thinking of those vampire myths and movies about how they cannot stand having sunlight touch them because it burns them…to death.

When this happens it always causes big, frantic, rushing and flying around fits by the dense Team Dark beings, entities, negative Elemental beings, aliens, demons etc. More Light comes in, goes through all layers and dimensions and everything that has been underground, hidden, unknown, unseen, secret etc. is suddenly blasted out of that space and up to the surface and into the Light. This causes them to suddenly come flying up from below ground in 2D right into our “world” on the surface of Earth. (And from our lower chakras and “Underworld” or unconscious as well.) This of course doesn’t feel good to any involved, and Team Dark throws a fit in the Light, like vampires getting burned by it. 😉 So there’s some wild thrashing, screaming, raging and frantic escape-the-Light attempts, and if at all possible, crawl back down somebody’s toilet to get underground once again!

So if you felt the latest incoming Solar flares/CME transmissions the past few days (manifesting typically as “Ascension Flu” body aches and pains, increased head pressures, ear ringing, eyes dry and sensitive, skin raw feeling, extra tired, extra nervous, less sleep etc.) and if you also heard or saw or felt some Dark somethings moving about in your walls or under your house, ceiling or wherever, know that it’s all the same Process taking place multidimensionally which causes more of the hidden Dark beings, entities and junk in any of us that’s still there to literally and suddenly be brought to the surface and into the Light. Scorpio and its ruler Pluto, Lord of the Underworld, have worked in top fashion this year! No dull moments for anyone anywhere. Happy Halloween everyone.

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October 31, 2015

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2014 Recap: Oh Gawd, Do We Have To?

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The Multiple Personal Revelations, Breakthroughs & Diverse Difficulties of 2014

That 2014 image above should have multiple pathways of numerous bloody footprints leading across it. Good-freaking-lord-almighty what a year this one has been! This is one reason why we’re sometimes intentionally left out of the Higher Awareness Loop; because we’d run screaming and crying in the opposite direction if we had conscious knowledge about what was coming that we HAD to go through, HAD to learn from, HAD to be changed, transformed by. :-/

The other night I was thinking about January 2014 and how it started right off on New Year’s Day with big blast of ‘Get ready for a lot of changes this year’ sort of feel. And as is usually the case when we sense these types of approaching epic-sized changes, challenges, transformations etc. coming directly at us, we often misinterpret what we’re sensing and think it means something other than what it actually turns out to be. This I did too many times in January and February 2014, but by the end of February I’d figured out that 2014 was unfolding very differently from previous years, and because of this, I needed to be ready for anything. However, even knowing this much at the start of 2014 I was still not remotely ready for what all actually played-out physically month after month throughout 2014 in my personal life. I know there are many of you who can relate to just how epic 2014 really was. I see your bloody footprints, soul-prints in the 2014 image right next to mine. Tough soles build tougher, greater souls and all that.

One of the main things that happened repeatedly throughout 2014 were those amazing but painful, frustrating, hair-pulling, eye-rolling, heartbreaking, crying your soul clean, stunned stupid, contemplating doing prison time for murder, OMFG revelatory moments of vastly deeper personal insights into family members, into one’s self, different people and strangers and into certain personal and global situations in 2014. For me these many sudden 2014 Uraninan insights happened primarily with family members—Mom, Dad, Sister, Son— myself, and also my rapidly disintegrating lifelong blueprints and/or “karma” and over half a 26,000 yearlong Precessional cycle’s worth of working relationships with them as they’ve been up to this current Shift Point within the Ascension Process post 2012. They’ve also happened this year with a steady stream of strangers parading through my life, and all of November my house too! 😡 Those people were and still are mostly due to my Mom’s bypass/stroke and were/are doctors, nurses, pharmacists, social workers, legal advisers, realtors etc. Most but not all the old patriarchal Systems; the ever-ravenous disease death and dying “Medical Machine”, and its toxic deranged twin brother and partner in crimes against humanity, Big Pharma. Almost all the negative Team Dark systems I’ve disliked, disrespected, distrusted and been a “System Buster” against since birth. (See and feel the Neptune and Chiron transiting Pisces energies?)

Knowing more, Seeing more, understanding more hurts and usually leaves bruises and sore achy spots on one’s body and soul for awhile. Many times during 2014 I’ve wished I had a full-body Copper Compression Body n’ Soul Suit for all of these emotional, mental, physical, financial and spiritual bruises and aches! 😉 Again, I know many of you reading this can more than relate.

Throughout 2014 I had repeated sudden deep insights or revelations into my few biological family members, myself, many strangers, and many personal and worldwide situations. For years I’ve often wondered how in the world one would cope with sudden expanding consciousness—aka much larger chunks of HighHeart 5D Consciousness—while still having to function in a world that’s not at that same level of awareness and being yet? Well, 2014 has shown many of us the answer to that spiritual question in very in your face and heart sorts of ways. My Higher Self is a part-time Standup Comic so off and on all year I’ve heard that old 1966 song called Breakin’ Up Is Hard To Do suddenly playing in my head, except, I’ve heard it sung all year as Waking up is hard to do. Yeah yeah, just freakin’ hilarious. I get it and appreciate your attempts to help me through this difficult phase with tongue-in-spiritual-cheek laughter oh great Higher Self. 😐 [If for nothing more than a good laugh, see the 1966 YouTube video of this song below my article so you’re in on the joke too if you’re young and don’t know it.]

Remember I’d mentioned in another article that we’d soon be receiving a December 2014 ‘Gift’, but that we’d most likely not think or feel that it was a “gift” at all while getting it? Well, this is it and don’t we all understand now why it doesn’t exactly feel like a “gift” but like another 2014 kick to the solar plexus or anywhere south of that! Having more of our old lower coal transmuted into crystal-clear diamond also has hurt and been difficult this year but there ya go, and who cares anyway right? It just is what it is and we couldn’t wait to be here to do it!

I also wrote about what I’d perceived at that time to be called The 12 Labors, indicating that every day/degree of 2014 was us moving through another degree of one of the 12 Labors (old mythic symbolism about the “12 Labors of Hercules” which represented a soul incarnating into or working its way through each zodiacal sign—0°Aries thru 30°Pisces—life after life etc. We’ve been living this Process in a NEW and very different way every day/degree throughout all of 2014. Lisa Renee has talked about this in her way this year referring to it as an Alchemical Astrological process.

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I wanted to write about some of this in September, October and November 2014, but I was so profoundly swamped, overwhelmed, sleep deprived and utterly exhausted by all the changes happening due to my Mom’s health crisis and my suddenly being unemployed because she was in the hospital and then nursing rehab home until November 1st when they discharged her. Once I brought her home on 11-1-14 the full reality of her stroke and the body and brain/mind damage it’s caused her became my 24/7 reality and I’m still reeling under it all. When she poops now, (how was that for a transition! ) it’s a damned milestone like no other because doing so has become nearly impossible for her. And then there’s the doctors, the “professionals”. I absolutely must share this one doctor story with you because it’s unbelievable for one thing, plus it’s just way too good to keep to myself.

I’ve learned the hard and messy way that it’s not uncommon for stroke survivors to have a wide variety of side effects from their stroke, one of which is chronic constipation due to the nerves being all jumbled up. To solve this continual problem Mom’s had I was having to resort to giving her one or two laxatives once a week just to help her move her bowels. This has been the situation since September when she had the stroke and was a weekly event during the two months she was in the nursing rehab home. It’s continued here at home with me and my having to mop up after every weekly diarrhea storm.

Where was I…? Oh yeah, a few weeks ago Mom’s primary physician referred us to ‘the top Cardiologist in the valley’  to check the condition of her heart/triple bypass etc. So there the four of us are in his exam room—Mom, me, the Cardiologist and one of his nurses—and I’m trying to get him to understand how severe the situation is with her constant constipation and how I have to resort to using laxatives once a week as poop dynamite and that I’m beyond sick and tired of cleaning up diarrhea everywhere… and I mean everywhere. This is exactly what ‘the top Cardiologist in the valley’ said to me in response to all this. And I quote:

“Well has anyone put a finger up her butt to see if it’s Cancer?”

😯 I kid you not, that is word for word what this sixty-something year-old Cardiologist said about my Mom having chronic constipation due to the stroke. This is another of those moments when I contemplate if I could actually do prison time for murder… See what I mean? Can you believe it? That one was just way too good to keep to myself, I had to share it with all of you. I have plenty more of that from other “professionals” lately but I think you get the overall demented drift. And to think that I HAVE to buy Health Insurance soon so I too can go to one of these “professional” doctors to look for something I don’t have while they don’t treat me for what I do have while they try to pump me full of toxic chemicals and refer me to other “professionals” to endlessly feed the Medical Machine. How much is the tax fine for not buying Health Insurance for the second year? (I already know cause I checked!)

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After all that stroke poop talk lets get to some of the whys of all this misery, chaos and general BS insanity of the dying old in 2014. During my every other day spent at the nursing rehab home throughout September and October, I repeatedly saw and felt how I was impacting those strangers there, and of course how my going into that low frequency pit of misery called a “nursing home” effected me. After about two hours in the nursing rehab home (2 to 2.5 hours was all I could take every other day) I’d HAVE to leave and go home to recuperate and try to nap for as long as I could. The density, misery and all-around negativity of the nursing home was so great that after two hours in there visiting with Mom, it was all I could do to physically walk from her room out of the huge building and reach my car outside. Seriously, I could hardly walk after time spent in there because it was so profoundly dense, negative and just insane in there (was frighteningly comparable to many old low-level 4D Astral places I’ve been to throughout my life) and it registered as external crushing pressure on my physical body to the degree it was very painful and difficult for me to just stand up straight and walk out of the building. After a few minutes outside I’d start to feel a little better, but it’d still take me hours or a couple of days sometimes to recover from having gone into such a lowly place for so long. The other place that’s effected me in exactly the same way over the past ten years is going into the bank.

My going into the nursing rehab home kicked my butt 95% of the time. However, some days in September and October it didn’t and I was astonished to feel like a pain-free, Light emanating giant walking on air when physically walking into and out of the horrid, dense place. I felt/feel/am huge, massive, tall, wide, strong, powerful and radiant with higher Light. I knew great changes where taking place with my/your/our bodies and Selves during the 2014 fall quarter despite all I was personally going through then. The flip side of this however was the days when I felt (still do feel) utterly beat to hell, exhausted beyond exhausted, depressed by all the insanity and BS, frustrated by the continual need for money to simply survive each month, enraged at the asinine liers and idiots of all ages in any position of control and power over others, and the seeming slowness of the Ascension Process in general. (I can barely get that last sentence out because I know that the Ascension Process is actually happening super fast. The great drag you and I feel comes from the masses, the Collective, making all this seem like it’s happening much slower than it really is.) All in all, great progress is being made by each of us even when it doesn’t seem, feel or look like it from our current perspectives.

Another big aspect of this 2014 amplification and change is that I’ve realized we’re now being directed to, pushed even into walking into and through the masses and effecting, infecting, infiltrating them with our higher NEW Light and growing ability to embody more Divine Love Energy.  We don’t necessarily need to say anything, just walk or stand in line and radiate the NEW Light that we’ve worked so long and hard to embody and anchor into this world and dimension through our physical bodies and selves. Our doing this now is literally altering the energetic frequency and consciousness of those strangers that come near our Light energy or radiation fields. We’re also literally altering places, buildings, structures etc. that we physically go into in the same ways. Remember how we Forerunners/Wayshowers/Lightworkers etc. were needed to physically live in certain land areas during the early years or Phase One of the Ascension Process? Well the same thing is happening again now but we individually are the Light, the Energy, so wherever we go we spread it and influence more and more of the as yet unawakened folks.

I’ve always had this thing about wanting to be in the privacy of my own home when I go through any spiritual/energetic/psychic growth or lesson or tests etc. That’s what I’ve preferred, but not what I’ve always gotten of course. Sometimes our spiritual and energetic Ascension Process Initiations need to take place in very public places and ways because they literally alter the people, the strangers in and around the space we’re in at the time it happens. They are in different ways effected by what I go through, by what you go through via these spiritual energetic changes and other Ascension related Processes. I’ve been living this throughout 2014 with different strangers — realtors, doctors, nurses, therapists, health insurance people, phone conversations, clerks, bank tellers and so on. I can feel how the NEW in me is directly impacting them, either making them feel something they naturally like, or, something they instantly hate and disrespect. This will increase again throughout 2015, so be prepared for dual reactions to your increasing embodiment and expanding radiant field of Light Love Higher Self etc.

There was of course much more that unfolded throughout 2014, but at this point I think we’re all realizing how much we’ve changed individually in just this one year alone… which is a strong indicator of how much more we’ll change throughout 2015! Thanks so very much to everyone for your well-wishes, your thoughts and concerns, your blessed and much needed helpful donations, and your HighHearts and great loving support during these difficult times in 2014. I’ve felt you all and you’ve kept me sane and out of prison. Thought you all needed to know that. 😀 Hugs of great Love and Gratitude.


December 29, 2014

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