March 2017: I AM One

What an intense and very different time February and March 2017 have been. I’d said repeatedly in 2016 how NEW and different the energies would be once we completed that 9-yearlong cycle culminating throughout 2016, and entered a totally NEW and much higher level and cycle with NEW 1 energies of 2017. But like I’ve also said over these many Ascension Process years, it’s one thing knowing something intellectually and a very different thing actual living it all the way down into the physical. This we’ve been doing like crazy all of March 2017, with some people having serious heavy-duty prep Work throughout February also. I am literally not the same person I was two months ago or two weeks ago and that’s a very positive thing, and neither are some of you reading this, but mercy me this evolutionary energy upgrade was big, different and more intense than anything earlier. Welcome to the NEW in a vastly higher level of being, life, consciousness, responsibility and reality than anything anyone has experienced before in a physical human body.

Because I’ve always believed in teaching about the Ascension Process through sharing my personal experiences with it, I’m going to list some of the events, tests and Initiations I’ve gone through in February and March 2017, because it’s often easier to see, feel and understand complex evolutionary energy processes when one views them in personal, physical settings. This NEW 2017 and beyond Light information and reality is so different and more complex than what any of the different Ascension teachers have talked about before that we’ve all got a lot of NEW Work, NEW material and growing NEW awareness to learn and figure out how to communicate it in linear written form. The best way for all of us to look and feel about it from here on out is with the knowing that we’re on completely NEW higher ground now in 2017, and the ongoing spiritual educations we’re experiencing are matching that. So, open yourself more to all this NEW pouring in now in these NEW to us ways.

As many of you know my mom had a triple bypass related stroke in mid-2014, which translates quite simply into, life changed big-time for us both then because of that and none of it has been easy for either of us ever since. Talk about old lower frequency fears, beliefs, expectations, habits, confusions etc. all suddenly exploded up into your life and emotional self. But, this has been an ongoing Initiation for me and I’ve worked my way through each and every confusing, frustrating, fearful, cold hard issue since 2014. It’s the difficult, painful and scary unknown stuff that holds ones eventual freedom. I didn’t make up this rule, but I’ve certainly learned over the decades that this is how it’s been so just deal with things honestly and quickly so you can continue evolving with less pressures and tests.

I’ve had so many people in my life who had checked out in a variety of ways, such as through drug use/addiction, emotional illness, fracturing of the personality, and this latest one with my mom, dementia and then permanent brain damage via a stroke. I can see how these unaware people have forced me to do whatever Inner Work I needed to on myself throughout my lifetime, and do it clean and sober so every speck of the pains and frustrations, delusion and self-delusions about those people, various deceptions and general insanity was clearly felt by myself and learned from. It was and is, and it has repeatedly forced me into every nook and cranny of my personal basement (lower self, subconscious) where the remaining crumbs of fear, anger, disappointment, guilt, confusion etc. linger. It’s a fact that humans are lazy and that we’ll go way, way around whatever is still in our personal basements that has us chained to some ridiculous something, usually survival related. We don’t want to hurt or be in pain of any kind anymore, so we run from the very things, issues, events, tests and Initiations that are our personal paths to real freedom, real evolution, real spiritual growth and Higher Awareness. We run away lifetime after lifetime, decade after decade, year after year, until 2017 that is when the only way forward is inward.

I’ve always been consciously aware of what these remaining fear items in my basement have been that are connected to my mom. That may sound like a good thing and it is, but it also really adds to the pressure to get to the bottom of it all within myself and be done with it finally. I also knew that these NEW 1 energies of 2017 at this NEW higher level would unbelievably amplify this and any other issue(s) I and everyone else still has within ourselves. It doesn’t matter how small and seemingly insignificant that issue may be because at this point, it’s so profoundly highlighted and amplified by THE LIGHT that it’s unbearable to co-exist with for another minute. Evolution is mandatory if one wants to remain in this ever-growing LIGHT, so strip down to your bare Soul and release whatever it is that’s still tucked in there somewhere like energetic emotional contraband. No one can get away with anything in this NEW LIGHT so don’t cause yourself more pain by trying to smuggle in (knowingly or unknowingly) some low-frequency emotional stuff like fear over money, fear over health, fear over aging or whatever. Fear is old lower 3D school and THE LIGHT ain’t havin’ any of it whatsoever. No can do. This is how only physical Initiates gain evolutionary access to 5D and higher; they have to transmute all their own lower everything, plus a lot of collective stuff too because inner/outer, Self/Others doesn’t exist in this higher level of LIGHT, consciousness and being. It’s all you, individually, and you are all of It. It’s the only way in for everyone, and it’s the ultimate safeguard for All everywhere. No contraband of any type can survive this level of LIGHT so just do it once and for all and be done with it. March 2017 has your back, plus has you in its evolutionary cross-hairs so just do it and finally get yourself free.

Greater 2017 Embodiment Symptoms

Because I’ve lived with physical pains most of my life I’ve gotten used to them, which isn’t a good thing necessarily. I’m just saying I’m used to physical pain, and because of this, I can more easily adapt to more pain when it arrives. Again, not necessarily a positive attribute. But when I get hit long and hard by NEW to me physical pains, and especially when they’re rather strange and unknown to me at that time, then it becomes another test to not slide into fear, worry, self-doubt, confusion etc. over what is going on in my physical body. All of February was this, with March taking it up twenty more notches into the weirdness stratosphere. I mean, there’s been times last year and this where it’s been almost impossible to get up out of my computer chair and walk. It often feels like my bones aren’t there or like they’re too soft to support me and it all hurts, badly for a few unattractive moments as I hobble around painfully, trying to get mobile again.

Sudden sharp stabbing pains in bones and joints. Hip joints, shoulder joints, toe joints, knuckles, fingers and so on. Lower back and spine pains that are fairly severe. Leg swelling. Foot pains. Digestive pains, acid reflux, heartburn etc. Inability to eat anything, or eating something you thought was “safe” at that energetic moment but it still made you feel like you’ve ingested poison for hours. Sometimes needing to eat but nothing sounds good or feels good once you do eat it. And, forgive my crudeness, but lots of “dumping”, no I mean lots and lots of “dumping”, far beyond what you’ve physically eaten. A great and fast purging taking place again, physically and energetically.

In January and February I was waking up every morning with my eyes crusted and tearing and my vision very blurry again. My first thought was that due to all the glorious and much-needed rain we in SoCal got recently, the allergy season is going to be epic and it probably will be, but these eye symptoms were caused by the latest incoming NEW higher LIGHT energies upgrading my eyes, optic nerves and vision etc. even further.

I was also waking up every morning and coughing for a couple of hours from sudden congestion in my lungs. Normally I don’t have either of these eye and lung issues, other than when we’re going through another round of very intense higher level energetic changes. So the first set of side effects/symptoms were in the upper half of my body—eyes and lungs mostly this time but with a few HighHeart flutters and dancing about sensations and pressures also and some head pains and pressures—followed immediately by the other symptoms I mentioned happening in the lower half of my body. I’ve been through this same process dozens and dozens of times over these Ascension years, but in 2017, they’re slightly different, much more intense and with an incredibly fast turnaround time than ever experienced before. Good thing because what a messy mess all this NEW coming in from above and simultaneously pushing out more of the old lower is!

The other day I watched a three-minute long preview video clip by Lisa Transcendence Brown and in it she briefly talked about this upper half and lower half of the body embodying and purging business. It’s always great hearing someone else describe things you’ve gone through yourself for nearly two decades at this point, as it gives you more clarity and ease with living the Process.

Another strange amplification I’ve experienced recently, and I know some of you have too, has been having something small and not very important in the great scheme of things set you off into an EPIC mega freak out rage, to the degree that you surprise yourself with how ferocious and asinine you got over it. 😕 I had this happen a few weeks ago and I could not believe how I instantly exploded over this tiny little something that wasn’t worth all the precious energy I wasted on it. I stood there looking at myself after this explosion wondering WTF was that Denise and why did you do it over that nothingness? I embarrassed myself with this unexpected tantrum that was so extreme in comparison to what triggered it and I was grateful no one but me had to witness me exploding like that! So what was that anyway and how do I not do it again please? I’m going to continue with this because there’s more related material so keep reading and we’ll get to the why of this.

Another not so lovely NEW symptom/side effect I’ve had this year so far has been waking up in the middle of the night sometimes and/or in the morning with instant profoundly negative thoughts screaming in my head in combination to my reentry into my physical body. Some of them were easily recognizable as mine while many of these negative thoughts were other people’s. Great, so why are they in my head and awareness upon immediate reentry of my physical body when they’re not all mine? Keep reading and we’ll combine all these lovelies and explain why many of us are experiencing greater Self and Collective bleedthroughs now.

This next one was and still is a very serious big “issue” deal for me personally, but it’s also a species-wide biggie for humanity too and has to do with the past patriarchal planetary rule and suppression and expulsion of the Divine Feminine across earth and from within humanity for eons. Let me add that if you’re in a female body now during the “end times” of the patriarchal rule on earth, you’ve experienced up close and personal to what degree female humans are regarded, treated, thought of and dealt with by the global patriarchy consciousness. Guess whose had to feel, deal and heal those injustices first? Female Forerunners/Wayshowers/Embodiers/Transmuters.

Very briefly, I’ve had lifelong (65 years up to this recent important change) dreams of being the “victim” of some unknown male(s) “victimizer” chasing me endlessly through dream landscapes, trying to kill me, mutilate or harm me in any way he/they could. This one’s obvious to females so I won’t go into the details over this. It’s just been a long and difficult process for me personally dealing with my own fears and wounds over this constant fact of not being safe in a world run by the other sex, whose unaware that we’ve all been played by Team Dark for eons. Add to this the global Collective suffering, pain, injustice, ridicule and suppression over eons of time on earth and we’re talking about a substantial abundance of female pain and male imbalance and general pain and suffering all around by all.

On March 23, 2017 while waking up from another mandatory pass-out afternoon nap, I clairaudiently heard the words, “…epic defeat on the 29th…”. On January 8, 2017, one of my atomic clocks jumped time again and went into the future to March 29, 2017. For some reason this one feels important to me both personally and collectively; “time” will tell of course but this nap message I heard meant the 29th of March.

Only a few hours later in the early AM hours of March 24, 2017, I had what was for me the third most important dream message/insight because it showed me the progress I’ve made with this planetary male/female “victim/victimizer” negative program and consciousness. This was, this is, a really big deal for me which also means it’s a really big deal for the rest of humanity because it’s One and the same thing.

Take 65 years worth of dream-life running for one’s female life from demented, possessed, fragmented, used-to-be wonderful male humans that now only want to torture, mutilate and kill some female, any female. Take all that if you can and now know it’s been undone, been transmuted, been ended and fully neutralized into the 2017 LIGHT and it’s almost too much. It’s almost too wonderful. Can it really be? Yep it can because it’s just recently been done.

In my March 24th dream, all my lifelong dream-life experiences of trying to outrun, hide from and/or escape the negative male chasing me to harm me or worse was undone by me and it was so very wonderful at long, long last. In this dream I defeated, yes there’s that word again, two (yes this too is important and meaningful and further symbolizes old lower 3D Duality) male humans what were trying to harm two unknown to me females; one of them was East Indian, the second female was Asian. This represented global females and not specific ethnic groups.

My position within this lifelong setting and program or belief system suddenly shifted on March 24, 2017 after nearly two months of very difficult Inner Work and further preparations for greater Embodiment throughout March 2017, and beyond. In this dream I was the Neutral one, the one doing the intervening so that two male strangers couldn’t harm two female strangers. I was no longer—after 65 years of this stuff mind you—the one being attacked, being “victimized” by some demented patriarchal stranger. I AM now the Neutral One, the one whose Embodied enough at this point to no longer be existing within old lower frequency Duality programs, consciousness, energies, timelines etc. internally or externally whatsoever. They have recently been completely dead-ended by me, in the ways I was capable of this month within the Ascension Process that is. I have done this, on my own, but so have many of you reading this recently. ❤ ❤ ❤  This is one big reason why things have hurt so badly lately; we’ve been individually ending our own participation with and within old negative patriarchal world programs and systems fully and completely. The Divine Feminine has returned and this is what it looks and feels like at this moment within the, within OUR individual ongoing Ascension Process. 

The NEW is here now and we’re all acclimatizing as quickly as we can to this fact as we try to find our feet and the ground, if any, under them. This is beyond wonderful and it’s not looking or feeling like what most of us expected it to. Who cares! Divine Feminine has returned via each of us Embodying and further Ascending which means we’ve recently Embodied much more than we fully realize or understand yet.

The 2017 Theme So Far Is

Ongoing integration of all that had been separated while we existed within the old lower 3D Duality reality.

Wow…! While writing that sentence above, I had an intense incoming energy blast enter the upper right side of my head that instantly felt like it pushed me out of my physical body for a few moments. I’ve experienced this before but this time was more potent than others. This too is connected to our individually Embodying more of our Higher Selves in these physical bodies and Selves now, and, every time we do it a bit more, we’re also helping correct the old 23.5° planetary tilt of Earth. As we correct all of our old inner personal “tilt” stuff, whatever they were for each of us individually, our doing so helps Earth reach total vertical re-alignment too.  Massive physical earthquakes are no longer needed to do this, just human Light Beings further Embodying is doing it and so much more.

Okay, that was a nice addition to what I was going to write about anyway. There’s the theme again. 😉 What’s been super highlighted these past two months for me personally has been how much more I’ve evolved into greater Embodiment, meaning that what had been separated before in the old lower 3D life, reality and consciousness etc. is no longer that way for me. I’m now experiencing greater and greater personal inner Unity in ways I couldn’t perceive before. I could intellectually consider them but integrate them bodily and live from that level and frequency? No, but, this is what 2017 is doing to many Forerunners with their individual Embodiment process; greater conscious awareness of and participation with reality from the point of Inner/Outer, Masculine/Feminine, Light/Dark, Individual/Collective, Self/Higher Self, Individual/Universal being unified, integrated, rejoined back into a more natural state and higher frequency. “Home” is now each of us and not somewhere else. WE are HOME, individually, in our own bodies because we did the Inner Work, released the old lower separated, fragmented stuff and dared to Embody more and more to the point that it shifts everything into a higher level of existence, being and awareness. 

19 Hours Later

It’s now 19 hours later because, after I got hit with that incoming energy upgrade to my head and seemingly pushed right out the left side of my physical body, old Team Dark traumas in the left side of my head primarily but my left shoulder and neck area too, the pains became too much and I HAD to shut down and fall asleep quickly. I had intended to finish this article and publish it yesterday, but as we all know, we bend with the Ascension Process, not the other way around! And so, I had to fall asleep a few minutes after that latest incoming head energy hit yesterday and let it do all it needed to within me.

What I felt and perceived about this event was that it was simply another incoming higher Light Energy March 2017 upgrade that entered through my upper head/skull on the right side and traveled diagonally at the speed of LIGHT through my head and body and literally pushed me out-of-body on the left side for a few moments. It was like getting blindsided by another car and that unexpected impact propels you, your body, your car etc. in the same direction the impact came in from. I thought I could continue and finish this article after this head impact happened yesterday but I couldn’t. I had to sleep and recuperate.

After a few hours the pain was gone and I knew that another major old etheric energetic distortion caused by TD to the left side of my head back in 2010, had instantly been permanently removed and Rewired with NEW, higher frequency  energy “gridwork”. This is how fast and continual our individual Embodiment and ongoing evolutionary Ascension Process is now in 2017; every few hours and days something else transpires that evolves us dramatically.

Back to the theme of 2017 for Forerunners.

It’s all about even greater integration within each of ourselves. With the return of the Divine Feminine, most of us have and will continue to be dramatically changed, improved, enhanced by that alone. It feels glorious evolving from the old lower fractured separation of male/female etc. to greater and greater integration which automatically produces more Unity in each of us. And, this is just the start of all this so roll with the cosmic evolutionary punches as best you can and give yourself plenty of downtime, quiet, private time and naps to further integrate and acclimate to the Divine barrage of “upgrades” happening just in March of 2017! You know more is coming…

Because of all this, you are increasingly feeling, perceiving and consciously aware of everything and everyone from a greater and greater state of inner, internal integration and Unity Consciousness. Separating you from You and YOU is getting increasingly less easy to do because you are becoming YOU and rapidly now, and that instantly changes everything all aspects of you, You and YOU perceive and exist within not to mention are able to Create now.

Earlier I talked about suddenly exploding into a gigantic rage over some insignificant something that set you off like never before. That plus suddenly waking up hearing and feeling some of the most negative thoughts and/or emotions you’ve ever experienced in your life. Both of these things have to do with each of our ongoing Embodiment processes and how that causes us to much more easily and readily be able to perceive, hear, feel, see, sense etc. what’s in the human Collective at the moment. Higher dimensional Unity Consciousness and Higher Awareness means each of us are increasingly able to perceive other people, other lifeforms, other Beings, other energies, other Light frequencies, other realities, other dimensions and so on. With that, in the early stages such as what most Forerunners are in now, comes feeling and hearing and sensing much of the insanity and violence in other people on earth. Knowing that just because you/You/YOU can feel, hear and see other people and their emotional energies and emotions and thoughts etc. doesn’t make them “yours”. Just perceive whatever you perceive, discern, learn and keep moving forward. Also know that much of this happens as a result of further Embodying which automatically produces further purging of all the old lower energies, systems, gridworks, beliefs and so on. The one event automatically produces the other event so Embodying higher and purging and pushing out old lower is really ONE and the same continual Process. And, in 2017, this back-to-back Incoming and Outgoing business is nearly instantaneous which can make for some very confusing and dramatic living and reality for a while! Do your best to not be unseated or thrown out of your body over any of it for too long. Get back up, dust yourself off and climb right back into your Divine Embodiment process and keep going because it only gets increasingly excellent from here on out. ❤

Know that this is just the start of more like what February and March was but also know that it naturally gets easier and even faster every time we move up more energy Stair-steps into greater Embodiment, Unity consciousness, Creator-ship, and blessed, blessed Neutrality. Yes it felt like I was coming seriously undone (only because I was! 😉  ) throughout most of March 2017, but so what, that’s part of this whole process. Do your best to evolve and Embody and feel yourself as One because you are, I am, he is, she is each, individually ONE. This has to happen individually, and it is, because this is just how this works. Not everyone becomes “One” at once because everyone is not ready or able to do so at the same time. So each who is ready and able to Embody some more of their Higher Self into this physical body and Self does so and continues doing so over and over and over until you are something very different and greatly improved; ONE individually. Now just imagine what it’s going to be like with multiple individuals who’ve Embodied to the level of being greater ONE-ness in themselves all alive on earth at the same time. Feel into that because that’s what we’re doing now and isn’t that beyond wonderful and amazing. ❤

Denise

March 26, 2017

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Very Difficult & Intense Times

I know what I’ve been going through and exactly when it amplified a year ago this time in 2014, and with the start of January 2015, it all amplified greatly again and will continue to do so throughout this year and next. In a couple of previous articles I’ve tried to politely and respectfully talk about how everything has not and is not all happy-happy, blissy-blissy, easy, floaty, sparkly and wonderfully fluffy for MANY people now, myself included. I know many others who also write about the Ascension are not experiencing what many of us are now, and I’m very happy for them, because this is terribly brutal on many levels and downright heartbreaking in many cases.

However, what peeves and disappoints me somewhat is that some Ascension teachers/writers are saying that those of us who are not experiencing what they currently are are doing something wrong, that we’re not vibrating high enough, we don’t have enough Light and/or LOVE in us, or that we’re are not thinking enough positive thoughts etc. which according to these individuals is why we’re suffering and having such extreme difficulties now.

(1) That’s just stupid and egoic bullshit talk and they should goddamned know better and (2) it’s lower frequency Dualized consciousness and (3) you the reader needs to sense more, discern more and know what and who you are no matter WTF anyone else says about any of this at this point. Seriously. That is individual empowerment and it is mandatory from here on out for each of us no matter what’s unfolding in our personal lives and bodies. Discernment readers, discernment and higher awareness when you read anyone’s material because often that material is NOT talking to you and the level you’re now at, but it is talking to the people who are at that level at that time. I’ve struggled with this myself too as a writer about the Ascension Process and this is a big reason why I’ve repeatedly used the term energy Stair-steps over the years to get people to understand that one article does not fit all!  Never has, never will.

(I’ll soon publish an astrologically focused article about this and why some of us are getting pummeled long, slow and hard by once-in-a-lifetime transits that are causing severe events in our lives such as loved ones suddenly dying and/or us dying or coming very close to death ourselves and much more. Does any of that sound like you’ve done something “wrong” or aren’t working hard enough or haven’t embodied enough Light or LOVE energies? Of course not, astrological article coming asap. Step into YOUR power because you know who you are and what you’re capable of and that is so needed and valuable now.)

Another big push from Team Dark working through unaware humans & corrupt old patriarchal systems & beliefs

I hate to even need to talk about this topic after a couple of years of it being almost nonexistent in my personal life and home. Talk about bliss! Nonetheless, I was painfully aware at the start of 2015 that as the Light amplified then so too did Team Dark’s push to ‘Smash & Grab’ as many humans and incarnate Team Light members as they possibly can during the completion of the Galactic Alignment. Think of this as Team Dark doing last-minute stockpiling of supplies — fuel, foods and such to fill their pantries with as many energy producing humans (their fuel and food supply) as they can before the split in physicality is complete.

We of the Light have always known that they of the Dark won’t exit gracefully but will do their best to grab, snag, ensnare, trick, fool, con, derail, use and control as many humans for as long as they can. Your part in all this is to be as aware and honest as you can and not let them get you or get you down. In January I was already down due to exhaustion and sadness and I got slack with my energetic protections and became vulnerable once again and the second that happened/happens Team Dark sends in the human hounds to try and finish you off.

I mention Team Dark again now because these negative actions of theirs are happening right alongside more and more people “ascending” into higher frequency consciousness and therefore space/locations. Team Dark has always known what’s going on and why and they’ve prepped and worked, plotted and planned for thousands of years for what’s unfolding NOW on Earth and in your and my lives, bodies and consciousness! Folks, this is “last call”; this is the End Times of the End Times; this is the completion phase of Galactic Alignment and it is beautiful, brutal, highly dangerous, blissful, Divine, perfect, stressful, confusing, monstrous and magical but certainly not the time to lay down in the dirt and take a nap because you’re freakin’ exhausted! How do I know this bit of stellar wisdom you may be asking? Because I’ve done it, and what happens is while you’re down there in the pain, misery, exhaustion and confusion Team Dark sees you doing your very best Ascension Process road kill impersonation and immediately takes advantage of your vulnerable state and quickly comes in to finish you off! They’re not stupid, weak and repulsive yes but not stupid.

So much more to say but I’ll continue this in that upcoming astrological based article as soon as I’m able. No fear as the world and you and me and our bodies and everything continues changing very quickly. Just know that much more is happening and it’s all doing so simultaneously which is sometimes hard to wrap one’s mind around but such are the times and energies we live in. How special are we? 😀

Ignore the monsters and keep focused on what YOU want, not on what they want you focused on and therefore fueling for them. This is more important than it’s ever been before. I know how hard it is when all the monsters are doing their best to derail you, wear you down, trick you, demand you jump through more patriarchal hoops and so on but you’ve GOT to wake up from your dirt nap and get back in the Ascension game because we’re coming down to the last few minutes of it. You’ve done beautifully, now lets finish this thing and liftoff fully. There are seven billion-plus ways to ascend and Source/God/Divinity/All That Is finds every one more valuable and important than you/me/we can fully comprehend yet. That is LOVE and LOVE is creativity.

Denise

February 10, 2015

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To The Weary Forerunners

‘…This whole “ascension” process seems to go on and on and with no real changes to speak of, other than I am pretty much alone in every way now.  But still, it’s always “when our crystalline bodies finally emerge” and “holding vibration, transmuting this, anchoring that, battling this” and always “once the solstice hits, after this eclipse” blah, blah, blah.  So what gives?  Today I found this, and although I feel like we have transcended a lot of this, it still feels like we are stuck inside some matrix where we can never escape, never change, never be free, to the point I don’t even know who, what, where I am anymore, what I desire, what to do, etc., etc.  I thought surrender is where it’s at now through this whole process, but surrender to what? Where is the true love? Where is the true change? And now all the “spiritual” sites, newsletters etc., etc are saying “we have arrived! All you need to do now is chose!”  Lol.  Arrived where exactly?  Chose what? All looks and feels the same to me – still more bullshit and nonsense!  See, for me, I don’t buy into just a better 3D – why the hell would we have done all of this just for that? I’m looking for MAGIC! MIRACLES! True reconnection with Source and Source energy and love, remembering of our gifts, and arrival of new gifts, etc., etc.  But I see NONE of that. I feel NONE of that! Anyway, just wondered what your take on all of this was. Of course, I’m still feeling the energies, still battling all the ascension symptoms, still waiting for the day this body finally feels good, when the new arrives, when we’re allowed to move, not being held down, back, blocked anymore. But none of it changes. And maybe we are just stuck in all of this matrix/mirage too. You don’t need to answer me directly, but it might be nice if you feel lead to touch on it in a future post, because I know I am not alone in this.

Thank you and blessings! ~ Anthony Blanton’

embossed diamonds

‘Hi Denise,

I know this job is demanding so i will make it brief.

I feel somewhat silly for asking for your perspective on this due to being an awakened star seed and some what of a distributor of knowledge for spirit, but even tho i am knowledgeable in many areas i am perplexed to this situation i find myself in and i would appreciate a perspective from someone of similar state of awareness.

You see, this awakening and anchoring of higher self has removed virtually everything from my old life, all my friends, family, job, mobility, etc etc. I find myself having absolutely nothing to do, as well as no interest in the physical. I am constantly undergoing energetic adjustments and i suspect that this is the reason i am literally doing nothing, to allow this changes to take place. But never the less, i am getting extremely bored? i’m not even sure if i would call it boredom because i am usually quite content. But i have been in this space of nothingness for over a year and i feel like i am going to go insane if i just sit here and do nothing any longer… The only thing is, i don’t know what to do, nothing is of interest and every time i try to organize a new pathway it seems off or like I’m resorting to old patterns.

I have nothing to do and no people in my life, and part of me feels like i shouldn’t fight the situation but the other half feels like this is not a healthy place to be. I considered getting a job just to be around people to help spread more light, but the constant barrage of higher frequencies leaves me with only a few hours of energy to move around, i doubt i could even hold a job… Then i considered finding a partner at a lower frequency just to fill time, but that feels way off!

This may sound like i am depressed, confused, sad, I’m not even sure if i could call this situation that…But i am getting frustrated! It’s just the absence of everything, and it doesn’t seem to end. I am changing rapidly, but that is all.

I don’t need an extensive reply i tend to manage by my own guidance, but i would appreciate a perspective from your point of view, if you have the time to reply!

Thank you,

Josh’

embossed diamonds

These two recent email letters from Anthony and Josh are like so very many I’ve received over the years. Because of this I asked them if I could quote their letters in this article and attempt to discuss these feelings we’ve all had for so long. Thank You Anthony and Josh for allowing me to share your letters at HighHeartLife. ❤ I know many feel exactly as you both do.

starseeds

Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners

Do you remember how completely our lives, bodies, world and very reality literally changed overnight when we entered 1998/1999 and were “activated” physically, biologically? Like any of us could forget! Well, we reached another equally monumental activation point recently; some of us over the past few months of 2014, others with the entry into 2015, and more over the weeks and months to come.

I’m including a link (outside my Copyright at end of article) to an old 1999 article by John Major Jenkins about the Galactic Alignment that entered the really intense transformational phase in 1998/1999 and continues through 2016. Because it sometimes helps to get a larger, higher perspective on what we’re physically eyeball-deep in ourselves, I thought it a proper time to review the overall Ascension Process by rereading this information, or any of the many other old articles about the Galactic Alignment again now, at the end phase of it. Look at those dates once again please; start date 1998 or 1999 and END date 2016. Yeah… think about that for as long as you need, then make whatever personal adjustments required within yourself to complete this great thing this year and/or next.

I bring the Galactic Alignment up at this near completion point within it because many of the Forerunners, Wayshowers, the First to Embody and Anchor the NEW Light Energies on Earth and all the rest of it into themselves body and soul, need to remember this timeline and how we’re now fully into Phase Two of it. This means many of us are discovering how radically different it is from what we’ve been doing/being/living/transmuting etc. during Phase One. Many years ago I said in multiple articles at TRANSITIONS that Phase One, as horrendous, dark and difficult as it was, was really all about the necessary prep work so that we even could survive and embody Phase Two! My point is that many of us are—myself included—discovering that the focus, work and energies have changed (like we didn’t know that was coming! 🙄 ) and we’re having some spiritual and energetic “newbie” difficulties figuring out how to now be, function and exist from this higher level of energy, being, consciousness and responsibility. In other words, old habits die hard even when one Volunteered to come into a dimension, density and planet to help remove those negative old habits!

The moment the Sun entered Capricorn—the winter Solstice on December 21, 2014—I did what I always do at all Solstices and Equinoxes; I intentionally go into a receptive Higher Awareness state to perceive and receive the incoming energies in as conscious a way as I’m able in that moment. What I perceived and received on 12-21-14 was radically different from every earlier Solstice and Equinox I’ve experienced over the past 24 years. That in itself was one very huge message.

What I perceived and received in that timeless quantum Spherical Consciousness winter Solstice moment, was only one Angelic Lightbeing smiling that semi-smile they do so beautifully at me while it instantaneously transmitted (not telepathed because telepathy is too slow and linear at these higher levels with these evolved beings), and I quote as best as I’m able, ‘It’s okay.’ That was the message in word form. In larger, higher form is was a massive communiqué that covered vast spaces, levels, emotions, multidimensional work and being and it’s all communicated, exchanged in an instant, in a light-filled Angelic semi-smile. Such are many of our 5D and higher chats between old friends, co-workers and other aspects of Self now.

In that quantum moment when that Angelic Lightbeing told me that ‘It’s okay,’ I knew the message also contained the fact that the worst is over and we Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners have fully entered Phase Two and are having to learn as quickly and gracefully as we can, how to be Sovereign and fully consciously aware of the fact that we are solely responsible now for ourselves and our personal realities, body, energies and so on.

One of those huge global old habits that die hard was that everyone in the old lower world of Duality and negativity was energetically parasitic; one fed off of others to survive themselves and I’m talking about living humans and not just the nonhuman, nonphysical Team Dark beings/entities. That was the terrible norm for the old lower world and Evolutionary Cycle that expired 12-21-12. Not so any longer however, and we Forerunners need to lift our weary heads and eyes up from the lengthy unpleasant labors of Phase One and realize that we not only have arrived at the Phase One finish line but have crossed that bridge and are now well into Phase Two. Needless to say, Phase Two exists on a vastly higher rung of the NEW spiral which means there’s a new curriculum, a new focus, new responsibilities, new abilities and plenty of new Conscious Creating to be done by the Forerunners.

Beginning Stages of Becoming Increasingly Sovereign

Let me first explain what I mean by this word in the ways I’m using it in this case. By sovereign I mean evolving out of parasitic duality energy and consciousness and life/reality, into 5D and higher unity or HighHeart, God or Divine Source empowered and operated, self-contained existence. Just each of us consciously and directly embodying Divine Source energies. No stealing God juice from others to keep oneself going in any way. Now in Phase Two we Forerunners are in the early stages of re-learning how to be energetically Sovereign and Conscious Creators within physicality. When you read that sentence it sounds so pretty, so “fluffy” almost, so easy, warm and fuzzy. However, as we’re quickly learning, it’s another story when one is on one’s own fumbling around trying to get the hang of how to actually Consciously Create for oneself on a minute to minute, hour to hour, day-to-day scale and not take/steal/pilfer/parasite energy from any another being human or otherwise, or let them do it to you.

Being a fifth dimensional ascending being in physical human form means we’re now learning how to be conservative with our daily amount of God juice, only because that little daily 1/8th of a tank of God juice fuel is all we can embody and handle at this point! Six months from now it’ll be a different story and we might be up to a 1/4 of a tank per day, and next year an even greater amount than that. Stair-steps as usual, especially when reentering “heaven” or Home while in a physical Earth body despite all the years or decades of personal Inner prep Work. I know we all want to just fly Home, just dive in, just get naked and rumble around with God and the Angels and Co. again but this too takes “time” to get there step by step so we don’t damage or destroy the physical body vehicle (or anything else) in the stunningly amazing Process. But, the great news is that it’s happening. The hard part about that fact is that we haven’t got it all figured out yet so we look and feel kinda awkward and silly. But, the Angels and everyone else are SO pleased with us and the jobs we’ve done and are still doing and we need to not forget this fact. Look up oh exhausted, disheartened, discouraged fellow Forerunner and take note of the fact that you’ve crossed the Phase One finish line and are existing within Phase Two now. Bravo and well done and Thank You for your unique and invaluable Divine Service. ❤ Put down your old tools and pick up your NEW ones for this NEW phase.

Another old habit that’s dying hard is the one that has to do with our re-teaching ourselves first— then humanity—is that the Divine, the “power” etc. resides within not without. Team Dark did a great job convincing humanity that was not the case but that time and horrible disabling, dis-empowering, spiritually stunting lie is finally over too. We came from that state and we’ve recently reentered it and are having some “newbie” adjustment difficulties re-turning our gaze and focus, our expectations, our search for higher help, knowledge and guidance etc. back within ourselves instead of habitually aimed externally toward Angles, ETs, Lightbeings, Guides, God/Source etc. I AM the I AM that I AM remember? Phase Two is an important grow-up phase where we shift or evolve, ascend back into direct conscious interaction with and embodiment of that which humanity has been told for eons exists far away and wholly outside of themselves. Phase Two of the Ascension Process, which we’ve entered, has to do with we Forerunners taking full conscious responsibility for our lives, our happiness, our personal abundance, our ongoing spiritual educations, and embodying greater love and light and so on. That’s what’s on the table of Phase Two for us Forerunners now, and just like we did Phase One, we’ll do Phase Two too but we’ll do it oh so much faster and easier. It really is ‘okay’.

As Anthony and Josh both said above, and as most of us have felt for a very long time, when does this pain, suffering and isolation end anyway? It has even though it doesn’t always look or even feel like it. I know how contradictory that sounds but this situation is tricky until you “wake up” a bit more and realize that it’s now up to you and me individually to take full responsibility and conscious awareness of what you/me/we are thinking, feeling, doing and/or not doing and why. “Waking up” is ongoing for every being everywhere.

I’m not real happy with where I and my life are now but I’m aware enough to realize that it’s part of a process of change, also of my continued “waking up” to some more things and learning how to move through them with as much grace as I can at this time. In our own ways we Forerunners are all going through this now so that we’ll see and understand whatever it is each of us needs to now so we don’t carry it any further into the future with us. I’ve had Angelic Lightbeings tell me the same thing about themselves. Yeah, puts a different spin on it all doesn’t it? Wow…

Team Dark—in whatever form of them that’s still left in this ascending Earth world—is going to lie and hustle and con and do anything and everything they can to convince the human masses (and that includes you Forerunners/Wayshowers) that nothing has changed, nothing has, is or will improve because they are still in control over Earth and humanity and always will be blah, blah, blah. This is their last pathetic trick and don’t you fall for it! Walk away, turn you back, avert your eyes, do not listen, do not become emotionally manipulated by their stunts. Do whatever you need to get yourself back up into your individual empowerment, wisdom, Higher Awareness, higher abilities and Sovereignty once again and ignore the lies and attempts by The Powers That WERE (TPTW) but are no longer, to convince you and everyone else that nothing has really changed. It has and continues to and will and they know it, BUT, they also know that if they yell loud and long enough they’ll hook the consciousness and focus of many humans and then they just have those humans energetically, emotionally and physically feed and fuel whatever external reality they want to continue on Earth. The Forerunners are the antidote to this stunt too of course, plus it’s helping us Master how to be more responsible for ourselves and our individual lives and reality, be more self-reliant, be self-empowered, sovereign and consciously create what WE want now.

Like Anthony asked, ‘Choose what?’ Choose to be empowered, more aware, to Consciously Create, be in control of your own life and reality, be a living embodiment and example of the NEW empowered Sovereign 5D human for the rest of humanity. That’s where we’re at now and the sooner we realize it’s up to us individually to pick up these NEW tools for greater self-empowerment, greater personal responsibility, our own personal joy, happiness, security and all the rest of it, the sooner we’ll be Consciously Creating what we want and need in our own lives. It’s up to us, individually. When enough individuals reach this point (and we are very quickly now), then there’s suddenly NEW Groups of us globally which will make this Shift unfold even faster. ❤

“Light is information; Love is creation.” Quote of a Pleiadian message channeled by Barbara Marciniak

I’d intended to get this article done closer to the start of January but old lower world life and systems has derailed me left and right. I take full responsibility for this and have learned a lot from it. It’s sometimes hard to remember that I have, that you have, that we have a vastly greater Divine power and ability to Consciously Create over these old lower collapsing systems and people. We just need to remember this fact and do it now.

Denise

January 13, 2015

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